Who I Am
I am comfortable and uncomfortable. I am what I have sown and reaping wasn’t what I thought. I am my biggest enemy. I say I hide from you, but I hide from me too.<p>I want victory, but I won’t let it come to me because I feel I don’t deserve to be recognized, because I’ve been taught that. But I started a new journey, when I choose to put armor on, placing all the old stuff in a vessel, that is when change happens. Will I think about the old stuff? Yes, but I can turn my back on the container and love me because the true problem isn’t what’s in the cup it’s how I hold, love it, tend to it, fertilize it and let it go.<p>It’s up to me to take control! All the hard work I put into myself I came to realize that I own my power. I’m not at a loss anymore. Even when internal struggles arise, I know where my joy is. Happiness is easily obtained again, and I’m comfortable with being me.<p>(Written with the help of my closest friend and sister, Sarah Harp)