Is the sentiment portrayed in the input text neutral?

Given Text: "I found out i was gay in the 4th grade...well i didnt think of it as ""gay"" cause i was so young..it was jus like ...""damn"" ... Lololololol"
"I found out i was gay in the 4th grade...well i didnt think of it as ""gay"" cause i was so young..it was jus like ...""damn"" ... Lololololol"