For a long time, it all did feel like it was a nightmare, a nightmare that I was going to wake up from and everything would be back to the way it was: I would have my parents, my brothers and my sisters and friends.
在很长一个时期中，所有这一切确实感到象一场噩梦，我将从这场噩梦中醒过来，一切将会恢复原样：我将有我的父母、兄弟和姐妹以及朋友。