And I was able to make those decisions because at the end of the day, after the boy died, I was able to wash my hands and come home to dinner, you know, watch a little Carol Burnett, laugh till my sides hurt.
我之所以能做决定 是因为我在动完手术 那个小男孩死了以后 我还是能把我的手洗干净 回家吃晚饭