4 It's not always easy when you fall for a rock star stars 
 Source: eARC for Honest Review Courtesy of Author 
 Genre: Rockstar Romance 
 Part 1 in a series 
 My Soul to Keep Review . . . 
 I have to admit that this book was my first Kennedy Ryan book *insert gasp here* and it was a very pleasant surprise. How could it not be when we have a very thoughtful sexy rock star involved. 
 Kai is morning the loss of her mother but still trying to live her dream however, she's really just a shell of herself with this loss. When she gets to hear and meet Rhyson Gray up close and personal, for the first time in a long time that spark of life is rekindled. However, everything about Rhyson scares her so she quickly puts him in the friend box. 
 ~ I want him, but I can't have him. Not and be who I want to be. Not and do the things I want to do. There's too much of him. Not just physically. His presence. His talent. His fame. It's this fabulous vacuum I won't be sucked into. I'm afraid if I have him completely, he'll take all of me.~ 
 Rhyson has always known music and loves it but for most of his life everything has been controlled and the only escape is music but one look at Kai and he realizes that that she's also an escape and one that's so much more rewarding than music is to him, however he will have to do a lot to convince her especially since he's been friend zoned. 
 "I don't know what I want, Grady." 
 "Are you sure about that?" I look up to find Grady's eyes, knowing, wise, studying my face. "Or are you just afraid of having it?" 
 Kai has some deep seated issues with abandonment and some large daddy issues yet she knows that if she completely lets Rhyson in, that he's the key that could completely destroy her more than the loss of her mother was to her. But the pull between these two is undeniable and eventually Kai caves but her past makes her make some poor decision making in the present. 
 Not all relationships run smoothly, especially at the beginning as you get to know each other, but both of their issues take this bumpy transition to a whole new level. Thankfully their connection and chemistry is through the roof cementing their bond otherwise this relationship would have been in a shambles. Finally these two seem to get their shit together while both of their careers start to take off but than all of a sudden the anvil drops and we are left with a bit of a cliffhanger not knowing if these two will work out.