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1) HP Pavilion2) Windows 73) Enter Admin Password or Power on PasswordSystem disable 85098761
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Hi, Enter 30990367 Regards, DP-Khttp://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Hardware-and-Upgrade-Questions/Admin-Password-or-Power-on-Password-problems/td-p/5816577
When I try to turn on the laptop it says "enter administrator password or power on password" then when I try the only passwords I know for my laptop it says "system disabled 86381856". I don't know what to do or how to fix it and I saw that on a few other threads you were able to help people with the right thing to type in and was hoping you could help me as well cause I'm going crazy trying to solve the issue!! Thank you so much!!!
Hi, Enter 39089298 Regards, DP-Khttp://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Operating-System-and-Recovery/Enter-admin-password-or-power-on-password-blue-screen/td-p/5766411
Right before this problem happened, I had suddenly experienced a weird screen glitch and knew to restart my computer. Now, it asks for a BIOS admin or power on password which I did not set. What the heck is going on, and what could I do to fix this?? --WHAT-I-HAVE-TRIED--I have tried "12345"I have tried a blank fieldI have tried "biosPower"-------------------------- --COMPUTER-INFO--Product: HP Stream Notebook 11 (no touchscreen)Product version: 8.1 (x64 architecture)---------------------- If I need to put any more info, just ask.
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@GlitchMasta47? At the password screen, hit enter 3 times and you should receive a halt code - enter this on the site below. https://bios-pw.org/ Regards, DP-Khttp://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Desktop-Boot-and-Lockup/BIOS-quot-Admin-Password-or-Power-On-Password-quot-needed/td-p/5543273
@teddyb74 Enter 48722090 Regards, DP-Khttp://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Operating-System-and-Recovery/admin-password-or-power-on-password-code-57844054/td-p/5840745
When I turn on my computer it asks for the administrator password or power on password. I forgot it and entered something 3 times and got a system disabled message with code 843448331
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Hi, Enter 31022215 Regards, DP-Khttp://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Boot-and-Lockup/Dont-remember-admin-password-or-power-on-password-When-i/td-p/5792173
This is first time I experienced my lap top asking for Administrative Password or Power On Passwor, but I have neither of them. I tried some passwords and they didn't work, and I search on line for this issue and someone was saying to try 66665891 but it did no work eiher. After trying a few and it gave this error of system disabled withthe code 53578094. I turned the laptop off a few times and tried again but the system disabled code is the same as 53578094. Would you please direct me how to get this around so I can have the laptop on? Thanks and appreciate your help.
@Hphasit? Enter 42450010 Regards, DP-Khttp://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Operating-System-and-Recovery/How-to-solve-my-HP-Admin-Password-or-Power-On-Password-issue/td-p/5622119
Can anyone help me?
Enter the computer's serial number in the following link to generate a key.http://bios-pw.org/P.S. Dosnt work in all cases.http://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Desktop-Operating-Systems-and-Recovery/Forgot-admin-password-or-power-on-password-and-didn-t-set-up/td-p/5848127
Hi, I work at a pawn shop, and we have a problem we have never encountered before. This laptop, which is cleared and is now for sale in the shop, now asks for an administrator password or power on password. It did not do this when it was brought in, nor when it was pulled from the back. We were going to power it on for a customer, and it just started asking us for this password. I have seen in another post that you enter through it 3 times to get a code, so here is the code:61987774 Any help on this would be greatly appreciated. Thanks
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Please try this Password = 74685370 Hope this helps, for any further queries reply to the post and feel free to join us again **Click the White Thumbs Up Button on the right to say Thanks**Make it easier for other people to find solutions by marking a Reply 'Accept as Solution' if it solves your problem. Thank You,KNRKAlthough I am an HP employee, I am speaking for myself and not for HPhttp://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Boot-and-Lockup/Remove-Admin-Password-Power-On-Password-on-Boot-Up/td-p/5456020
I am getting a Enter Admin Password or Power On Password window on my HP pavillion G6 laptop, when I enter incorrect 3 times I get this code 63980017.
@Muruganandham? Enter 72688039 Regards, DP-Khttp://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Boot-and-Lockup/admin-password-or-power-on-password-problem/td-p/5657493
HiI'm enter wrong password on my HP 15-r203TuNow showing =Enter admin password or power on passwordSystem disabled 65011729Please help me
Hi: Restart the PC and enter this unlock passcode... 70979309http://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Boot-and-Lockup/Re-bypass-admin-password-or-power-on-password/td-p/5844610
I get code 60601933. Can't boot up.
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Hi: Please read the first post at the link below for what to do with the system disabled (halt) code you received from the PC. http://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Operating-Sy????????????????????????????????????????????????????...http://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Boot-and-Lockup/enter-admin-password-or-power-on-password/td-p/5589160
I really need some help it's been awhile since I've used the password ( I forgot it) and I have an HP G71-340 ....I am unable to login and now I'm at a screen that say SYSTEM DISABLE [57784727] I am unsure what to do next and seen a response where someone had same issue and help was given could you help me pleaseThank youSicangu
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Sic Enter 48682309http://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Operating-System-and-Recovery/Forgot-Admin-Password-and-Power-On-Password/td-p/5651398
Getting a disabled code 76170486. Plz help
When prompted for password try 69858408http://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Boot-and-Lockup/Enter-admin-password-or-power-on-password/td-p/5606464
I went away for a week and now the computer wont boot up it asks me for the administrator password or power on password... the password we had is not workingIt keeps giving system disabled 88850039 not sure what type of hp it is all I know is it was bought in 2012 Someone please help
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Hi: Enter this unlock passcode... 37738019http://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Operating-System-and-Recovery/bypass-admin-password-or-power-on-password/td-p/5748289
haven't used computer for a long time. when I finally turned it on it game a black screen with a blue box that asked for admin password or power password after failed attempts it gave me a system disabled code #55146425
Hi, Enter: 40824401http://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Operating-System-and-Recovery/laptop-asking-for-admin-password-or-power-on-password/td-p/5748395
I really need some help it's been awhile since I've used the password ( I forgot it) and I have an HP G71-340 ....I am unable to login and now I'm at a screen that say SYSTEM DISABLE [57784727] I am unsure what to do next and seen a response where someone had same issue and help was given could you help me pleaseThank youSicangu
Try the following unlock code: 48682309http://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Boot-and-Lockup/Forgot-Admin-Password-and-Power-On-Password/td-p/5651397
My laptop needs for administrator password and power on
My halt code is 53160063http://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Operating-System-and-Recovery/My-laptop-needs-a-admin-password-or-power-on-password/td-p/5850744
After three tries of the password it said system disabled. My code was 67769831. Please help, thanks!
Zak. Enter 78641217http://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Operating-System-and-Recovery/HP-laptop-admin-password-power-on-password/td-p/5637936
I forgot my password the screen on start up says enter administrator password or power on password. When I enter it wrong 3 times a new screen appears system disable 78645741
Hi, Enter 67723387 Rergards, DP-Khttp://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Boot-and-Lockup/enter-admin-password-or-power-on-password/td-p/5795538
serial #: [personal information removed]
model #: 15-ac134ds
halt code: [ I 37210538]
thank you.
Hi, Enter 28178518 Regards, DP-Khttp://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Operating-System-and-Recovery/admin-password-or-power-password-on-start-up/td-p/5830290
im having the same issue as most. ive been locked out of my computer and if i hit enter without a password 3 time i get the halt code 61801426 and i need to unlock it.http://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Boot-and-Lockup/Admin-password-or-power-on-password/td-p/5737188
My laptop lockedSystem disabled 65011729Please helpthanks you
Hi: Restart the PC and enter this unlock passcode... 70979309http://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Desktop-Operating-Systems-and-Recovery/admin-password-or-power-on-password/td-p/5844659
i dont know why it locked up on me but i cant get it at all .does anyone know the code to bypass this problem?
@mandrell760? At the password screen, hit enter 3 times and you should receive a 'halt code' - post back with this code. Regards, DP-Khttp://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Operating-System-and-Recovery/help-me-i-need-power-on-password-or-admin-password/td-p/5613931
Code (79476893) I already take the battery but still ask me for password please I need help
Hi Try : 66554215 if that does not work you will have to try to reset CMOS or call HP tech supporthttp://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Boot-and-Lockup/Admin-password-or-power-password-HP-255/td-p/5713371
My buddy brought my laptop back from my house and as soon as i turn it on it asks for an admin password or power on password. I guess my 3 common in case its something I've set up on accident but then I get system disabled 82425532. Please help
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Hi: Enter this unlock passcode... 33583514http://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Boot-and-Lockup/Asking-for-an-admin-password-or-power-on-password-and-don-t/td-p/5681586
I try to get on my laptop and a black screen pops up with a blue box asking for admin password or power on password. The passwords I entered will not work. hat number is 84562820
@freeboy? Enter 31440206 Regards, DP-Khttp://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Operating-System-and-Recovery/admin-password-or-power-on-password/td-p/5613695
Asking for admin password or power on password, then says system disabled 65961671
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@darrin13? In that case, enter: 76449277 Regards, DP-Khttp://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Boot-and-Lockup/Admin-password-or-power-on-password/td-p/5623111
Hand me down laptop. Gives me Admin password or Power on Password on boot. System Disabled code 4C943239. Any help?
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Sorry looks like the codes won't work, you will have to figure out other options or open up the system and reset the BIOS Chip manually, may be have some one open it & look into ithttp://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Boot-and-Lockup/Admin-password-or-Power-on-Password/td-p/5584729
I was handed down a g56-129wm notebook and I screwed up badly. I had changed my windows 7 password again but this time I had forgot the password. I had sent my laptop to a friends dad that told me he can reset the password using a rest password software. When the computer was restarted instead of going to the windows log in my laptop turned on with admin password or power on password screen. Well since this laptop was given to me I have no idea what the admin password or the power on password. Please help.. When I hit the password in correctly it says system disable [91759013] I restart the laptop and once again it is asking me for the admin password or power on password. Please help
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Hi, Try entering: 24631035 Regards, DP-Khttp://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Software-and-How-To-Questions/admin-password-power-on-password/td-p/2669129
Hi There, need help urgently laptop is stuck on admin / power on password. After entering wrong password in three times i get the following system disable code 53133073 Thanks!!!
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Hi, Enter 42891075 Regards, DP-Khttp://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Operating-System-and-Recovery/Admin-Power-on-password/td-p/5793761
I have forgotten my power on admin password. My system has been disabled with code70440866 can you please send me a code to unlock it
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that worked!!thank you!http://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Operating-System-and-Recovery/Admin-power-on-password/td-p/5790079
76170486 plz help some body
Check your other post please:http://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Boot-and-Lockup/Enter-admin-password-or-power-on-password/m-p/...http://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Operating-System-and-Recovery/Need-help-with-admin-power-on-password/td-p/5606451
I am recieving a admin pw or power on pw and i unsure of it can someone plz help i have a system disabled code of 61960886
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@geneledger? Enter 74648208 Regards, DP-Khttp://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Operating-System-and-Recovery/admin-password-or-power-on-pw/td-p/5655120
I haven't used my computer in a while, and I forgot the Admin/Power-on Password password. The System Disabled error number is 64152385. It is a Pavalion g7. Please help!!!
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Enter: 71830901 Hope this helps, for any further queries reply to the post and feel free to join us again **Click the White Thumbs Up Button on the right to say Thanks**Make it easier for other people to find solutions by marking a Reply 'Accept as Solution' if it solves your problem. Thank You,K N R Khttp://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Boot-and-Lockup/HP-Admin-Power-on-Password/td-p/5698231
I have an hp 15 Laptop that I am locked out of. I can't remember the admin/power on password the disabled system code it's displaying is [ 55114957 ]does someone know the code to bypass this to unlock it? Please and thank you
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Hello, Thank you for posting in the HP Support forum. Try 40872399 as unlock code. Let me know if it works for you.http://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Operating-System-and-Recovery/admin-power-on-password/td-p/5604254
The halt code is 27781728, can you help me?
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Hi Try : 38689308http://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Operating-System-and-Recovery/Forggoten-Password-fo-admin-and-Power/td-p/5709596
Need password... Shows code 69470280 on system disable
@Kaylamaekhaos? Enter 76558806 Regards, DP-Khttp://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Operating-System-and-Recovery/Admin-or-power-up-password-locked/td-p/5698221
Hi, I tried all of the tips mentioned from previous posts but cannot get past the admin/power on password screen for our HP 110 mini. Serial # is CNC0433JK8. Do you have any additional suggestions? Thanks!
Hi, Please try 3 times and post halt code back Regards.http://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Boot-and-Lockup/Cannot-get-beyond-Admin-Power-On-Password-Screen/td-p/5640247
need power on admin password for hp stream 11-r015wm sys disabled 80162091
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Hi, Enter: 35840017http://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Boot-and-Lockup/need-power-on-admin-password-for-hp-stream/td-p/5738425
I forgot my admin/power on password,please help...
Hi @Dreamofme2,I hope you enjoy your visit to the HP Support Forums. I understand you are having an issue with the admin password. I will be glad to help you. Please follow the step from How to Recover Your Forgotten Password (Windows 8) Please keep me informed of how things went. If you require further assistance, let me know and I will gladly do all I can to help you.Please let me know if this resolves the issue by marking this post as "Accept as Solution".To simply say thanks, click the Thumbs up below! Thanks.http://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Boot-and-Lockup/Forgot-admin-power-on-password/td-p/5688366
Friend gave me an older model hp dv6 to get some word processing done. No one remembers the admin or power on password. How can I bypass it?
After 3 attempts with wrong-or blank- password it should give you a "System disabled" message along with a halt code. Post the code here. https://bios-pw.org/http://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Boot-and-Lockup/How-do-I-bypass-the-admin-or-power-on-password-for-dv6/td-p/5617766
Hi please assist , my HP laptop ask me to enter administrator Password or power on password. error code is 51019776.please assist thanks
@Jasononpoint? Enter 44971378 Regards, DP-Khttp://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Boot-and-Lockup/admin-password-or-power-on-passcode/td-p/5674338
After entering the incorrect password 3 times I get a screen that says:System Disabled[1 80641196] Thanks, Jim
@Jim502? Enter 35729118 Regards, DP-Khttp://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Software-and-How-To-Questions/HP-laptop-Admin-or-Power-on-Password/td-p/5619720
i need a admin or power on passwprd cause i dont know mine and when i enter a password wrong three times it gives me a screen saying system disabled and the code is 62917733 someone please help me
@angel71? Please enter: 73675315 Regards.http://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Boot-and-Lockup/locked-out-need-admin-or-power-on-password/td-p/5797543
I have forgotten my passwords. Disabled code is 88698938 Please help. Thank youhttp://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Operating-System-and-Recovery/BIOS-Admin-and-power-on-Password/td-p/5615363
getting a msg system disabled 61640135
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@hari1000 Enter 74728111http://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Boot-and-Lockup/enter-admin-or-power-on-password/td-p/5837502
Please help me with the reset code for my Admin or power password on my hp630 laptop. I enter this code luckycam it opened but it stop opening and I need to reset it. Its showing me [92999143]
@lordcami? Enter: 23691185 Regards, DP-Khttp://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Operating-System-and-Recovery/Please-I-need-a-defualt-password-to-reset-my-admin-or-power/td-p/5615546
Hello. I forgot bios password for my laptop . After 3 attempts I get code 50599761 , can you help?
Best Regards Flemming
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Hi Try : 45491367http://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Operating-System-and-Recovery/Admin-power-on-password-for-Compaq-CQ58/td-p/5762329
My lap top has been hacked and shut down
@odeer? Enter 60444386http://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Operating-System-and-Recovery/Hi-admin-or-power-on-password-required-please-code-75566740/td-p/5739115
Forgot the bios password and cant get in to my hp Stream 11, can you please help to reset it so i can get in to the bios or operating system again.
@HpStreamPOS? When asked for the password just hit enter 3 times. Post any code. REOhttp://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Operating-System-and-Recovery/hp-stream-admin-or-power-on-password-bios-lockout/td-p/5704862
ADMIN PASSWORD POWER ON PASSWORD required and is unknown to me. model no;11-k059TU.p/nN4F24PA#ABG PLEASE HELP
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Hi: Enter this unlock password... 40941038http://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Operating-System-and-Recovery/admin-pasword-power-on-password-unknown-3-tries-says-system/td-p/5657428
my halt code is 92524127. i was wondering if anyone could help with this
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@dparks06? Enter 23482109http://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Operating-System-and-Recovery/hp-2000-notebook-admin-or-power-on-password-recovery/td-p/5820258
After enter 3 times I received the following code: 62859715
@Zane1? Enter 73731331 Regards, DP-Khttp://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Operating-System-and-Recovery/hp-2000-notebook-admin-or-power-on-password-recovery/td-p/5800623
SYSTEM DISABLE code was given ...made it to the start up menu and changed Bios new Admin password and new Power On password was accepted and then went to Windows start up and I'm still unable to login to my laptopWhat do I do next please? The code that was given worked but now I'm stuck again ....Windows 7 Home Premiumhttp://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Operating-System-and-Recovery/Admin-and-Power-on-Password-System-Disable-Code/td-p/5651469
halt code - 60886816
@cris-sdive Enter 75784238 Regards, DP-Khttp://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Hardware-and-Upgrade-Questions/hp-2000-notebook-admin-or-power-on-password-recovery-New/td-p/5835301
HP Notebook 2000-- Power On or Admin Password SYSTEM DISABLED after 3 trysSystem Disabled 58363924http://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Operating-System-and-Recovery/HP-Notebook-2000-Power-On-or-Admin-Password-SYSTEM-DISABLED/td-p/5641468
forgot my password when powering on and locked out after three attempts. received system diabled code 73265515. any help would be appreciated.
@slitwin? Enter 62143531 Regards, DP-Khttp://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Boot-and-Lockup/forgot-admin-power-on-password-locked-out-says-system/td-p/5674465
How remove password BIOS(Admin password & canfigure setup),
Turn off computer. Find the battery on the motherboard. Take it out for a couple minutes. Put it back in and restart computer. This should reset cmos and solve your problem.
Call me a dunce....but I have a problem. I locked myself out of my administrator account and I can't go into safe mode because I also forgot my BIOS password. I really don't want to have to open up my computer and remove the BIOS, is there any other solutions that don't involve turning off my computer?
Im running Windows XP Home Edition Service Pack 3
Hi and welcome to TSF
I am sorry but forum rules prohibits us from helping with forgotten passwords.
A link to our rules can be found at the top of every page.
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I bought a laptop about a year ago. Shortly after buying it, we lost the password before making a backup disk. I couldn't change the password, we run Windows 7, without the old password. Luckily, or so we think, we have one of those laptops that has a fingerprint scanner so I have been able to log on using my fingerprint as a password. However, I can't believe that I am locked out of changing the passwords on this computer.
I have learned my lesson! Always back it up first! But for now, I need some help. I am also a little worried that I may have been hacked into. A friend said that if your password all of a sudden doesn't work, that is a sign of a hacker. That is what it felt like happened to me. I swear I thought I had the password right, then all of a sudden it stops working.
Thanks so much-Bill
Built-in Administrator Account - Enable or Disable then reset your passwordhttp://www.sevenforums.com/general-discussion/316832-lost-password-w-no-backup-how-can-i-reset-admin-password.html
forgot admin password cant get past that help please my Dell latitude 610 worked fine has been off for a couple of weeks now won't recognize password can't get into computer what can I do ? I have tried holding ctrl and fll and releaseing at same time but nothing happens
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System disabled: 83725401Product: E3S20UA#ABAthanks for any help. I forgot the password and it gives me 3 try's and disables. I cand do anything else on startup
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@Diesel_lineman? Enter 32683427 Regards, DP-Khttp://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Operating-System-and-Recovery/Forgot-my-admin-password-bios-password/td-p/5707139
On my grandmas computer, I created an admin account so my cousin couldnt get on myspace. Somehow my uncle accidentally changed the admin account to a standard user and now there are 2 standard user accounts and no admin account. So wenever we try 2 install a program or change ne settings, it wont even let me run the windows intallation disk so i can reset it. now the only thing i can think 2 do is get a new harddrive. does ne1 no how to fix this problem?
Just to let you know up front, we don't help with recovering passwords.
That being said, I'd suggest getting a copy of the restore DVD's for your system from the system manufacturer.
Backup all your stuff before using the disk, as it'll wipe the system clean when it reinstalls Windows.
Os Win home bit I have a dir in the password, in 2 mode dir i 2 locked read problems. have 1 admin only c drive that is locked in read mode and has defied all normal attempts to unlock it I have tryed in both normal and safe mode to change permissions in the security tab I tryed taking owenership Nothing works I can make changes to the directory in safe mode but I can't change the permissions I opened the super admin account in users accounts to try and reset the permissions that way But I am locked out of the super admin by a password I have never set a password for the super admin account I am at a loss as to what to do about this directory it is not the only one like this on the c drive outside of doing a partition wipe and reinstalling everything Everything installed on the c drive is backed up ether on a nd hd in a external usb case or on dvd I learned that lesson the hard way Steve
Ok go to the command prompt...run as admin
type in net user Administrator * hit enter
it will ask you for a new password for the super admin account...choose one..type again to confirm... you should now have access to the admin account
enter adiminstrator password power up password code is system disabled 4854806F can't locate the secondary battery to reset to factory settings
Try this57420068http://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Operating-System-and-Recovery/enter-adiminstrator-password-power-up-password-code-is/td-p/5781347
I'm 100% sure I'm typing the right password to log onto the admin account. This is the only admin account on this computer(Windows Vista). There is no other admin account on the computer, or I would use that one. How can I fix this? I am POSTIIVE I'm typing the password correct. Any way to bypass the password and get in the admin account so I can change the password or get rid of the password altogether?
You might want to read the rules, no help with passwords.
Enter administrator password or power on password after 3 tries I get a 76392325 code. Please help.
Hi: Enter this unlock passcode... 69090901http://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Operating-System-and-Recovery/HP-stream-Enter-Administrator-password-or-power-on-password/td-p/5766758
When I turn on my computer I get a blue box that says enter administrator password or power on password. After 3 attempts I get the code 69419016. What can I do?
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Hi, Enter: 76571038 Regards, DP-Khttp://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Operating-System-and-Recovery/Laptop-enter-administrator-password-or-power-on-password/td-p/4326558
Pls help me am new here if I turn on my laptop mini I was ask to enter administrator password or power on password, I tried it three times and I code this code:63777861Help plsThanks
Hi: Enter this unlock passcode... 72655267http://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Operating-System-and-Recovery/enter-administrator-password-or-power-on-password-laptop/td-p/5734948
Enter administrator password or power on password the system disabled number 53352373
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@wagidogg? Enter 42030975 Regards, DP-Khttp://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Operating-System-and-Recovery/Enter-administrator-password-or-power-on-password-the-system/td-p/5809889
I forgot my password the screen on start up says enter administrator password or power on password. When I enter it wrong 3 times a new screen appears system disable. [69114244] please help I need this fixed asap. I use my computer for both work and school
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Hi, Please try: 76872880 Regards.http://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Operating-System-and-Recovery/forgot-password-administrator-password-or-power-on-password/td-p/3261489
administrator password or power on password hp
@Stl20brock? When asked for the password just hit enter 3 times. Post any code you receive. REOhttp://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Boot-and-Lockup/administrator-password-or-power-on-password-hp-star-wars/td-p/5815543
when i try to start my laptop it showing error (ENTER ADMINSTRATION PASSWORD OR POWER ON PASSWORD)
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Harry Enter 46762314http://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Operating-System-and-Recovery/enter-adminstration-password-or-power-on-password-error/td-p/5661053
Hp pavilion g series . System Disabled .55748040
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Product Name: Hp pavilion g seriesOperating System: Microsoft Windows 7 (64-bit)Hp pavilion g series . System Disabled .55748040http://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Operating-System-and-Recovery/Enter-Administrator-password-or-power-on-password-System/td-p/5778896
Enter administration password or power on password hp 15-af114au review windows 10
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Enter administration password or power on password hp 15-af114au review windows 10http://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Operating-System-and-Recovery/enter-administration-password-or-power-on-password-windows/td-p/5619138
enter administrator password or power on password hp.. please 60156263
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@rekinashu? Enter 75834865http://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Operating-System-and-Recovery/enter-administrator-password-or-power-on-password-hp/td-p/5756955
Hi Can anyone help me sort a problem out. I cannot for the life of me remember the power on password and now all that shows is system disabled and a code 69468164 Is there a way to clear the old password??? Any help appreicated
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@26kenley? Enter 76540160 Regards, DP-Khttp://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Boot-and-Lockup/Power-On-Password-lost-Adminsitrator-Password-BIOS/td-p/5615005
System disabled, 63547877. Please help, Thanks.
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Hi, Please enter 72425279 Hope this helps.http://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Operating-System-and-Recovery/Enter-Administra-tion-Password-or-Power-on-Password/td-p/5646000
Administrator password or power on password and disabled number is 60649346
Can somebody help me pleasehttp://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Operating-System-and-Recovery/Administrator-password-or-power-on-password-imy-disable-code/td-p/5757655
my HP Pavilion m6 you turn on just says administrator password or power on passwordI have never set one is password is there a master reset code
Try to turn it on three time in a row. The BIOS should display a set of numbers while it informs you that the system is locked. Post the numbers and letters if there are any and I will see if I can help you out.http://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Boot-and-Lockup/master-code-for-administrator-password-or-power-on-password/td-p/3021635
I recently got a computer from a pawn shop and it says I need an administrative password it is a pavilion dv7-1261wmP/n is nm295ua#abaProduct key is 3w78r-cx4gc-27xxq-tqry7-j246kPlease helphttp://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Boot-and-Lockup/forgot-password-for-administrator-password-or-power-on/td-p/5847404
System Disabled![ 88007110 ]
@Jammer88 Enter: 37965136 Regards, DP-Khttp://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Operating-System-and-Recovery/Stuck-at-quot-Enter-Administrator-Password-or-Power-On/td-p/5108124
I Home School both my children and I currently only have 1Laptop to use and need the one that my 4 year old turned off and now its asking me for the adminstrative or Power on password? This Has CREATED A Huge problem My computer is asking me for a Power On Password/Admin Password. I Don't Remember this password or where I would have written it down. Is There another way to access my system without taking it in and it costing me a ton of money for someone to do something as simple as Inputting a simple pass key or something ? Please someone anyone help me if you can.... Thanks So Much THIS IS THE CODE IT IS GIVEN ME after 3 Failed attempts******52199612******
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OH MY GOODNESS !!!You are my life saver thanks so very muchThat (I'm sure you already know worked)Thank You Thank YouG_B_Y_http://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Operating-System-and-Recovery/enter-administration-password-or-power-on-password-error/td-p/5760709
I am locked out because I forgot my power on password. I am recieving the code: 50659329 upon 3 failed attempts. Thank you.
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Thank you so much! You're a life saver.http://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Boot-and-Lockup/Enter-Administration-Password-or-Power-on-Password-Forgot/td-p/5730238
Recovery Bios Password COMPAQ PRESARIO CQ61 Operating System: Microsoft Windows 10 (64-bit) Hello, I have an COMPAQ PRESARIO CQ61 and suddenly is asking me for the bios password. The message that appear is "ENTER ADMINISTRATOR PASSWORD OR POWER ON PASSWORD". What can i do? After failing 3 times I get the message "System Disabled" and the code 59329588
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Please try - 46081508 Hope this helps, for any further queries reply to the post and feel free to join us again **Click the White Thumbs Up Button on the right to say Thanks**Make it easier for other people to find solutions by marking a Reply 'Accept as Solution' if it solves your problem. Thank You,GBL84I am not an HP Employeehttp://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Operating-System-and-Recovery/Error-ENTER-ADMINISTRATOR-PASSWORD-OR-POWER-ON-PASSWORD/td-p/5819918
My halt code is 67281019ive tried admin, [blank] but does not work, is there a way to fix this problem?
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@mazdau? Enter 78189039 Regards, DP-Khttp://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Operating-System-and-Recovery/Administrator-Password-or-Power-On-Password-Blue-Screen-Help/td-p/5638330
hello, I have a hp stream model number 11-d010wm. that my kid has forgotten the password. im not sure why but it now wont let me do a system recovery or even get in to the bios. ive tried all the F keys during start up and nothing. all i get is a message saying enter administrator password or power password (which i dont know). i try some random passwords and eventually i get a system disabled screen with the error message saying [ i 54723220 ]. please let me know if there is some sort of solution for this. i dont need anything on the computor so just wiping it fresh would be fine if nessessary. thanks, chad
@dahc1991? Enter 41681806http://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Operating-System-and-Recovery/Hp-stream-enter-administrator-password-or-power-password/td-p/5765817
I need help Spoiler (Highlight to read)Spoiler (Highlight to read)Spoiler (Highlight to read)error cod 60753518enter administrator password or power on passwordsystem disabled 60753518 error cod 60753518enter administrator password or power on passwordsystem disabled 60753518 error cod 60753518enter administrator password or power on passwordsystem disabled 60753518
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@AbdallhHussein? Enter 75631538 Regards, DP-Khttp://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Hardware-and-Upgrade-Questions/enter-administrator-password-or-power-on-password-system/td-p/5633536
Get error message "Enter Administrator Password or Power On Password"Have tried multiple codes from online support and hasn't worked.
Hi: You can't try any of the BIOS codes posted on the forum for your notebook. You have to enter your 8 digit system disabled code in the box at the link below, to generate an unlock code. You should get a system disabled code after entering any BIOS password 3 times. https://bios-pw.org/ If you get an alphanumeric code, you will have to contact HP for assistance.http://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Boot-and-Lockup/Enter-Administrator-Password-or-Power-On-Password-error/td-p/5831915
I've tried just about everything, removing the bios battery and all that and it still pops up prompting me for a password. Can anyone help me out? After three wrong password attempts it locks out to a message saying "System Disabled [51249457]" Thanks in advanced.
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@iToa5t? Enter 44121499 Regards, DP-Khttp://h30434.www3.hp.com/t5/Notebook-Operating-System-and-Recovery/Enter-Administrator-Password-or-Power-On-Password-System/td-p/5643471


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For Christmas I received a lovely gift from my friend Ryan! He bought me a smash journal- which I may have hinted at wanting.... Well I have it now, and I have finally had time to buy some accessories for the book and time to make some pages. Here is a video below to show you what smash journals are for!
I wasn't sure what my first pages would be on but I found myself with a lot of leftover things from the sound of music that I wasn't sure where to put it... I had tickets, programs, newspaper articles, notes, and some pictures. I didn't want to shove them in a drawer but I have no where in my room to display them... so I decided to smash them!
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Friday, February 18, 2011
every good tea party needs a centrepiece
Kate and I went to Bulk Barn (love) and grabbed some v-day candies and the three of us got to work.
This is the nicest gingerbread house I've ever made, and I was super excited about how cute it was. Kate's fondant bay window really makes the whole thing that much better.
Plus, I got to put some of my newly acquired decorating skills to good use. It made a beautiful centrepiece at the v-day tea and everyone was quite impressed!
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Your centerpiece is cute. I love the pink and brown together. Thanks for stopping by and commenting on my cheesecake bites.ReplyDelete
Ps- Every Wednesday I feature recipes from all around blogland. I'd love for you to stop by.
Your mother and I think that the cake is fabo! That is a 60's remark, we were both there in the 60's.ReplyDelete
Also I might consider putting in a bay window if it was made of icing and chocolate.ReplyDelete
Adorable, I want to move into that house and eat it! Fax moi!ReplyDelete
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Living Truthfully Within
What is it about being vulnerable opens you to so many painful things? Yes it also the sweetest feeling in the world when you can be tender and kind and it be reciprocated back at you? love is an unpredictable game, and it is beautiful when it works. I am so very blessed to have the people I do in my life.
I am pondering a lot lately, How do I starting understanding my truth sooner. Is it really so disrespectful to process slowly and return to an idea? I know in some situations, that immediate action is called. For example if one is debating, one whips ideas back and forth. Or if one is questioning a personal moral or ethics with someone else, the dialogue is important.
Sometimes, I hear my personal truth ring in my head but around men I don't speak up. this blog is an effort to change my communication style, one that does not put up with being around people who I cannot be truthful to. If I feel my voice choked into no existence, perhaps there is something about them I cannot feel open with and I simply need to honour that and walk away.
Lovers are people one should feel able to talk and feel safe with. Even friends, or non sexual platonic partners and any variation in between. I think it's not a matter of me not being able to speak, it's a matter of me putting the other persons feelings before my own and not trusting my truth.
So I finished my other blog, with the ending of Trip, and also Rocky as relationships. And also being ok in the limbo of inbetween relationships. Rocky is fondly my zucchini, as we can do such things as a cuddle naked, or have a shower together but not have sex, yet have such emotional and mental bonding. It's a beautiful thing. And the sex we do have at the moment isn't based around if we are in a relationship with each other or not. Hence zucchini or queerplatonic lover.
I have decided instead of a direct conversation to end things with Trip that I will do a fade. I do not wish to discuss here the particulars of how and why we ended, only that it was a clash in personal belief systems, and how we fundamentally view the world. I can include things I have already felt and mentioned, as a reminder for myself later on.
One example is his desire to be a white knight, and only "wants" me when I am suffering, rather than enjoying the day to day things. Another is communication style, which I found out includes an element of lying I wasn't comfortable with. My ethic and boundaries cannot include him to be true to my own.
So I am taking a step back both from P and Trip, a rather large one, and will focus on the people currently in my life that are potential matches in healthy ways. I will eventually pick up with trip as a friend perhaps but in my outside circle, and not as a close support and confidant. He has made choices and these are the consequences.
I have decided to name the sexy mamba doctor Seth.He messaged me around midnight last night but because I was dealing in the things I was dealing with, I didn't have time to respond. Plus I was with rocky watching OTNB, and just basically turning my brain off. I had a lot of processing to do but it wasn't going to happen in a day.
I am excited to get to know him, he lives fairly local to where I am currently doing my dancing once a week, which means I can then see where things go. We had some very delicious kisses earlier, and I am looking forward to getting to know him more.
Today I am headed home from Rocky's to get my school work done, and also, to clean up and prepare for tomorrow. I have Acton coming by, which is what he shall be named from this point out, he is a friend - possibly more, we do movies together and getting to know each other. He seems quite desperate for someone however and that level of neediness is a little off putting to me. However we communicate fairly well. We have been friends since March 2015.
Then there is Riawho is my friend, possible lover. I am organising today plans to take her to dinner, it will be on a Monday in the next week or two...and I am really looking forward to it! She is smart, interesting, hardworking, kind, blunt, funny, straight forward, beautiful and a really nice blend of introvert and extrovert. We can talk for ages and I enjoy being around her a lot. I have a real physical and mental connection with her, I am not sure yet if I have the third emotional connection or not, but I hope so.
We like to people watch together. We have commonalities in weight loss and exercise and in the bdsm world. I am hoping she will be my Dom,
Another person who I am going out this weekend with is a man named Vince. He is a psychologist, and knows of poly, I think, he seemed to know the term at least. We met a week and a half back, shortly after I returned from abroad. Here was definite chemistry and we have many common things, both of us being parents for one. And also just generally seem to know people well but of us in professions of observation and pattern/behaviour recognition. He has not confirmed a day time, so I will get back to him today.
There's not much to report on Rockyright now, because well things are good into our new transition and if things become not so great, I will talk about it here. But right now, it's awesome that we just chill enjoy each other and leave it at that. I am not sure truthfully if I will be able to stay at his or not in January. I would like to know beforehand so I can sort things out but I have given him until then to decide.
I am trying not to pressure him, while still being direct.
I am also speaking to potential people on OKC in particular a trans woman, I have yet to find out if she is male to female , or female to male. I have not yet asked her much about being trans at all. We are tentatively making plans to meet up on a Saturday in the near future. Her name will be OKC Light. And when /if it comes off OKC, it will just be Light.
Education is going well though I have not studied since my last assignment. I need to sort some things out, and get on top of my unit this week. I don't like being behind, and I just caught up! I am going to start listening to hypnotherapy about procrastinating again at night, I think it helped immensely. I need to refocus, and get to work.
My weight loss is going well and I am keeping within calories and joined a whatsapp support group. Loving that! between Ria and rocky and the support group I am killing it with being responsible in workouts and my food diary every day. I just logged 50 days in a row calorie counting.
Starlight1- 33f/bi/mono but poly supportive
shooting star and rosebud - children of Starlight1
Hunter- BF of Starlight1
Ariel- 1.5 years- BFF poly network
Landon- Ariels husband
Snow- Ariels BF
Last edited by starlight1; 11-18-2015 at 05:44 AM.
Great post. Really resonated with me because I'm going through some of the same things and even the same goals! Haven't been as disciplined with my food diary, but definitely with you on the exercise things. You've asked some of the same questions that have been spinning around in my head too. Looking forward to following your journey and wish you luck dear.
Out of the Ashes
My blog.
I have been so ill the past few days.
I have been at Rocky's sleeping and sleeping and sleeping. I really need to get home but have been way too unwell to do anything at all.
Strangely now that I have made my peace with trip, he is contacting me more and I am doing the fade. Not answering.
Before I got sick I set up a date with Seth we are going salsa dancing tomorrow if I am not too unwell.
And on Saturday I made plans to meet Light.
I am a going to start looking for work soon as I am better.
Starlight1- 33f/bi/mono but poly supportive
shooting star and rosebud - children of Starlight1
Hunter- BF of Starlight1
Ariel- 1.5 years- BFF poly network
Landon- Ariels husband
Snow- Ariels BF
I got confused, I thought Ria was the transwoman. But I guess she is cis gendered?
Light, if she/they IDs as a transwoman, would be FtoM. If they are a transman, they would be FtoM.
It's always a back and forth with Rocky and Trip, huh? I could never "break up" with someone, but remain friends AND sex partners. To me, that doesn't count as breaking up.
Hope you get over your virus soon!
Love withers under constraint; its very essence is liberty. It is compatible neither with envy, jealousy or fear. It is there most pure, perfect and unlimited when its votaries live in confidence, equality and unreserve. -- Shelley
Mags (poly, F, 63)
Pixi (poly, F, 41) my nesting partner since January 2009
Master, (mono, M, 37), Pixi's bf since April 2013
BigGuy (poly, M, married, 43, dating me since June 2018)
Thanks for all the messages and replies
@evie thank you I am glad to be home. Never missed the rain so much in my life!
@ polysnow I am glad the post resonated with you. I just try to articulate what goes through my mind as accurately as possible. welcome to the blogs, I am following your blog as well.
@ mags Ria has a trans brother, which is where the confusion may have slipped in! light is completely different person. I will need to get better identifiers. Or do another who's who post.
Your post said ftom on both trans men and trans women, so I am still equally confused.
Yes I feel that way about rocky, with the back and forth and being friends + sex...we started more than two tonight, and I enjoyed reading it with him. We have left sex off the table for now, but open for rediscussion later. I told him it means little to me now with so much rejection and I understand the family dynamic he comes from where his opinion was never heard or allowed to be voiced, and he was constantly rejected but still needed to love people to survive...but he is not that child now and he does not need to relate to me in those same patterns. I am sure they will get addressed as we read more than two.
He wanted to know when I leave tomorrow if I would come back to sleep in the same bed with him. We try to untangle, and life tends to bring us back to each other. I had no intention of sleeping here all week but I got too sick to even eat or get out of bed.
I am going home tomorrow and he just was like...are you coming back? Lol. Super cute.
With Trip there is no back and forth because he said some very hurtful things, and his ethics are not ok with me, so it has crossed an emotional bridge of no return. I only gave him as many chances as I did because we hadn't crossed those lines and previous misunderstandings could have been my PTSD hypervigiliance. However I have cut that cord and a little bit cowardly wrote in text I just want to be friends. even if we stayed together it would be non sexual because of the situation with the OSO, but since I have a basic need for open communication and the problem with ethics, I could not let this go. We are platonic now, and uncertain how involved as friends I will be. I feel disgusted, enraged and angry at his behaviour and only becUse of my own promise to disclose that I am not elaborating more here. But I would not consider him as a future partner ever.
Starlight1- 33f/bi/mono but poly supportive
shooting star and rosebud - children of Starlight1
Hunter- BF of Starlight1
Ariel- 1.5 years- BFF poly network
Landon- Ariels husband
Snow- Ariels BF
Oops, let me restate that.
Light, if she/they IDs as a transwoman, would be M to F. If they are a transman, they would be F to M.
Love withers under constraint; its very essence is liberty. It is compatible neither with envy, jealousy or fear. It is there most pure, perfect and unlimited when its votaries live in confidence, equality and unreserve. -- Shelley
Mags (poly, F, 63)
Pixi (poly, F, 41) my nesting partner since January 2009
Master, (mono, M, 37), Pixi's bf since April 2013
BigGuy (poly, M, married, 43, dating me since June 2018)
Well today has been a big day.
I have been sleeping a lot the past three days from illness, as I posted before but I am finally coming out of it!
@mags thanks for the clarification that helps a lot!
As far as things go with Rocky, is now officially over on my side. We are reading more than two, together. We stopped last night. I just asked today, how is the relationship over if we're best friends and having sex? So we sat down and discussed boundaries. I know talking about boundaries is easier than keeping them. I just to,d him I didn't want to live in denial or resent him because of relationship creep, and he would have to accept the consequences of his no and honour my no and we could both work at healthier boundaries together. I truly do want him to find someone else that he wants all the white picket fence stuff with if that's what he wants, it won't be me because I don't want more kids and I am relieved immensely by that and honouring my truth.
This has been the first time I have stood up to men to their face and put my needs first. I even cancelled a first date tonight because I am ill and emotional, and truthfully just want to work through the first chapter of more than two with rocky, rather than go out on a date.
I told him the reason I clung so hard to him as a relationship is because I consider him family and I didn't want to lose that. He said it would take time for him to get used to it but he's willing to put the effort in to consider me a sister instead of lover, because he wants me to think of him as family and to think of me that way.
I look at it like a life fulfilment chart. Each every of the graph has parts of it that someone needs to feel OK in themselves. Things like, work, friends, family, hobbies, fitness/health, community, belief in something other than the self, pets, whatever those boxes may be.
For me, while in America, I had so many of those boxes filled, family, friends, travel(major hobby of mine), fitness, pets, education...
Here in England I am missing family like crazy, it's an open sore that hurts painfully every day. I watched the duchess last night and burst into inconsolable tears when she gave up her baby. And I understood about a mother going to any lengths to keep her kids. That's what I did and made a lot of mistakes along the way. I truly thought by being poly I would have the network I needed to keep my kids. I was so wrong, or at least, I was wrong in this story. My life has not played out like that. But I do not wish to be pitied. So losing rocky right now as family. It just kills me inside. He is so very important and kind to me.
My other boxes, are getting filled. I have friends, (Ivy, Acton, rocky, K) I have hobbies (Ceroc), I have fitness,(Pilates and weight training) I have community (poly network), and I have family my kids twice a month and every week on the Skype/phone. I have potential relationships and I have education, now I just need maybe work or living not alone for ah while to round out my need for connection and people..(flat or house share). I have went from being an introvert my whole life, to loving being around people a lot. It's very odd for me.
Starlight1- 33f/bi/mono but poly supportive
shooting star and rosebud - children of Starlight1
Hunter- BF of Starlight1
Ariel- 1.5 years- BFF poly network
Landon- Ariels husband
Snow- Ariels BF
I'm unable to sleep to it.
I have yet to grieve rocky.
I had a fantastic day date with Light. She is a trans woman, so m to female, thanks mags. And she asked for me to consider her a girlfriend. I think she's so overwhelmed that anyone would accept her this is any and we had such a connection...that it just stumbled out of her. She is very sweet and kind...but and here it is. I cannot feel that way towards her while I am grieving the loss of two relationships.
I am still absolutely furious at trip. I am also furious at me for not being able to connect with processing and feeling the emotion at the time it happened. At the time I heard his news, on last Tuesday, I went numb with shock. Then came anger, and that's where I have been since. I am disgusted I did not see th warning signs sooner and that I allowed myself to be played for a fool. At least as soon as I saw both his and P's true colours I moved away emotionally and physically very quickly. I feel that bridge has burned and that usually doesn't happen for me, normally I give people time to explain or have more chances or even move into friends...etc...but this was unforgivable for me. I feel so betrayed.
Worse still is feeling the since of absolute resolve against rocky. We need time apart. I need to get my life together. I am sad I will have to be distant for awhile but it needs to be done. I cannot remain around him,and remain healthy inside myself any longer. I am done being yanked around by other people's wants and desires. And giving my heart and trust to strangers. I have decided I am going about this all wrong and need to let people unfold gently, before I get involved sexually. And those that can't honour my boundary of waiting for sex or taking things slow are not people I want as partners anyway.
I told light I need time, I want to be her gf, but we're both in pretty vulnerable places. With her transitioning and me grieving...and in my own kind of transition from full time mother to single person perceived as childless a lot of time (because I am not around my kids 24/7 anymore) I understand that sense of disconnect from how people see you in your past and how peop,e see you now. I understand I am the first woman who has seen her, as her. I understand I must treat her with utmost kindness and care, and in order to go there with her, we both need to go very slow, in order for her to adjust to being who she is now, and to accept it, and for me grieve so that my heart isn't taken up by sadness and past.
So many things I like about light. I like her kindness, and I like her smile. I like her uncomplicatedness. And yes transitioning is complicated emotionally and physically for her, but what I mean by that is, she isn't hiding her things that are hard. She is facing them, which makes things easy and simple for us to communicate and get on. I like her enthusiasm. She's kind of going through that teenage girl phase she never got to experience, so all the more reason to take it slow. She has surprising depth. I like that about her too. She has endured pain and hardship, yet not let it make her bitter. She still hopes. She is worth going slow with and allowing my heart the space to heal, and allow her the room to grow into the woman she wants to be.
She understands I am poly, and we don't live near each other so it will be a sort of LDR, but that makes it simpler in a way because sexy fun times will be limited, making setting boundaries easier. Right now her walking with me around all of London, her companionship and easy conversation, that is all I want.
I call her light because she emits this wonderful cheery happy glow of someone being their most authentic happy self. It's a wonderful wonderful thing to watch after spending six months with a liar, and 1.5 years with someone who although cheery couldn't admit to themselves what they want in life.
I like that there is no question about her attraction to me or me to her. That part is very simple, I like her mind and how easy we laughed, from 1pm until 6pm, and I could have easily spent well into the night talking and laughing. She brought her whole self, and she deserves someone to bring all of theirs. I told her this and she said, it's ok Star, I appreciate you being so considerate of my feelings and heart and not rushing something when you are grieving it actually makes me like you more.
It was good to fill that role of being strong and there for someone else. She was so vulnerable to me about it everything and I felt such a connection. It isn't like male connections I have had in past, but, like a strong current of friendship with a spark of something more. We had huge endorphins too, and we kissed sweetly good night, that turned into the most warm heart soul bearing hug I have had since holding my kids last....I really enjoyed it.
I think there's potential, if taken slowly, of something real building here.
In the meantime I continue to build real things with my friends too. I a, currently at Liam's house. He is an actor friend of mine. I named him Acton in my last blog and changed the name because I didn't like it. I talk to him once a week and this is the first time I have been to his home. We watched a movie and talked poly stuff. I like his friendship, in fact I value it a lot, and looking forward to many more years of friendship. We are letting things happen as they happen, and I know he likes me, but I am seeing if that spark will eventually ignite for me. At the moment all boundaries are platonic, because I value his friendship over a romantic relationship. I felt very overwhelmed tonight by the intensity of Light, and being around Liam is very easy, and less heady, but more like, a calm deep blue sea. We can do simple things, and he has consistently been my friend since June. I told him I have toyed with the idea of us being more, but I want to do it when I am in a better head space, because right now I don't want to risk our friendship. I don't know if it will ever grow outside of friendship. But I am open to the possibility.
As far as Seth, the sexy mamba salsa physician...I see him Monday for dinner before Ceroc. Yay.
I also got my assignment results, I have an A from my first assignment in maths tech and science...not bad for being out of education in those areas over ten years ago...
Now for the final stuff on rocky for awhile. I stayed over until Friday morning. We read the first chapter of more than two, and answered the questions at the back. I learned that he's very afraid of commitment. All hope died in me then. He could,not ever say the word commitment out loud for five minutes. And when he did he was so upset and anxious. I held him and let him cry and he spoke about his past. I felt we made progress on this issue, but it will only set him up for someone else because after seeing that, I realised I was dealing in an emotional teenager, when I have work d on myself so long and hard in this area (to be a good mother, to get over my issues of PTSD, to work on my stuff with my mom, to overcome Mormon church and my feeling about being bi, to come out as poly...) we were just on different playing fields. He was in the little leagues with a batting T and I was in the majors running to home base after hitting a knock out. Completely different arenas. When I really saw that...and I am sure dear readers you all saw that well before me, ...I realised I could coach him and be a friend but I would not go back to being a lover. Not any time soon. He needed a few years catch up. Although to be fair, he did step up and meet me with talking to me, and he was very supportive of continuing reading the book with me as well as us watching OTNB together.
The only wtf moment that happened, was when I told him about access and uni, he was t supportive of me going to uni because he thought my end goal was earn as much money as possible as quick as possible. Which is not the case. As much as he wants me to think I am doing things for my kids, and yes that's a peripheral reason, the truth is I am not legally allowed to take care of my kids, so I am doing this for me. I am fucking doing this for myself. And no one, most especially not rocky, is ever going to take that away from me.
I got mad when he said I would have no guarantee of a job, and I said, yeah if I chose writing as my major (like he did) I wouldn'tf but I am not, I am choosing engineering which is lacking women in that degree and guarantees and placement in career at the end of it. Plus I have decided to minor in management. Good grief, if the idea of me being strong and independent scares him, wait until I get there. We definitely are ill matched if I am so intimidating in just theory! lol.
But props to him for him speaking his truth. Either way no one stops me from being independent and having an education ever. If they try, they can go on my shit list because I don't need that type of talk on top of everything else this week. It was also poorly timed since I had just broken it off with him and trip...and I think that's why he probably lashed out . It's the first time I have rejected him. Well I told him tough titty, because it's exactly what he wanted all along was for me to agree to him breaking up with me, right? Now he got it so he can't complain about that.
Starlight1- 33f/bi/mono but poly supportive
shooting star and rosebud - children of Starlight1
Hunter- BF of Starlight1
Ariel- 1.5 years- BFF poly network
Landon- Ariels husband
Snow- Ariels BF
Well this weekend has been intense interesting and fun. Yesterday I had so many things to do, and I woke up late so I was rushing around doing them. Then last night I saw Seth. we went to sushi bar together, then walked along south bank, until time to go to the dancing. We agreed to dance with anyone but spent a few dances together as well. There were moments I found difficult to stay present because it was three hours of dancing and I was exhausted by the end.
I haven't been that active in awhile. We have a lot of similar interests, water, beaches, he's done kayaking and I never did get to do that for my bday. He owns some and offered to take me kayaking! I really want to do that. I felt more genuine when I told him as well about grieving and that I want to take it slow. He was fine with this and very understanding. He said he wanted to wait until I was comfortable and preferably when feelings were involved. Which I thought was incredibly sweet. We had a good time texting last night on the way back and I felt I had been vulnerable and honest and look foreword to getting to know what he's about in a slow and easy way.
I also saw Ria. I decided to be just friends with Ria in my brain for now, I truly do need more friends than I do romantic partners. I value her too much and she's not sure what her sexuality is, so that would be another Rocky thing, I have to learn to analyse these things and see if people are available or not. We are still going out to dinner, and we are planning in the New Years to go to a weekend Ceroc event together. It's great to have people like that in my life I can go do these things with.
I also recconnected with a poly friend who I knew in west city. And I meeting up with her on Saturday after I see the girls. For the first time in my life I am seriously putting down roots and connecting with all my peeps, past present and future. Much healthier place to be. Her name will be Diana because I knew her as a fellow dancer, we were in the same troupe, and also in my kids school, as one of her sons is the same age as one of my daughters and they went to school together. So the event this Saturday is is a poly night get together and she's driving a whole host of people down. Hopefully it will be a good time to catch up and hang out. It's great to reconnect with her!
I am taking a mental health day today, and been in bed all day, slept till midday, and planning on going back to sleep soon. I am purchasing takeaway and cryi my eyeballs our for rocky and raging about trip. I wish I could say here what it was he did but I can't. And I am still so angry about it. So I can tell my emotions aren't in a good place because I no longer care about sex. But also I am turning my focus towards my studies and work and kids and my fitness/weight loss/health. That alone is enough to juggle.
Ah my package from open university just got here finally! yay! I better add studying to the list tomorrow. I am also going to a gig on Wednesday to see Siren and Gale play live. Should be way fun!!
Oh one more thing, Rocky said I could move in temporarily with him. I will be moving in after New Years. I am upset about his mixed signals, but I understand that I am the one who needs to keep my boundaries in place. That's ok by me. I can do that now, I have given up the last shred of hope with him and a relationship and a part of my brain has switched to off with him for now. Which makes moving in easier as friends.
Starlight1- 33f/bi/mono but poly supportive
shooting star and rosebud - children of Starlight1
Hunter- BF of Starlight1
Ariel- 1.5 years- BFF poly network
Landon- Ariels husband
Snow- Ariels BF
Last edited by starlight1; 11-24-2015 at 03:04 PM.
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