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Don't Dabble
Seriously. I have been doing this for a long time (over 10 years) and it can be very dangerous, not just to you, but to those you care most about. My church is a non-denominational protestant church. I am a member of Glory River Ministries International (as a pastor) and the IPN (International Prayer Network). I am being certified as an exorcist through the American Association of Exorcists. I received my ordination on March 15th, 2009. I was baptized by immersion in the Wabash River (in the name of the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit) on September 8th 2002. I received (accepted) my calling as an apostle the third time God told me that I was to be an apostle (I didn't think I was good enough, but God has faith in me) last spring. I have studied spiritual warfare and paranormal activities since 1999. I grew up in the church (Methodist), left and discovered things for myself, and came back as a non-denominational Christian.
Let me share some tips I have learned over the years:
What is it? / General concepts
DISCLAIMER: Do NOT attempt if you are an amateur. You could become physically or spiritually injured. DO NOT DABBLE! If you enter into spiritual warfare or astral combat unprepared you could become possessed or otherwise cause serious harm to yourself or others.
Spiritual warfare:
Spiritual warfare is a blanket term used to describe any dealings or encounters with spiritual beings of a less than friendly nature. It includes such things as: Baptism, deliverance, exorcism, prayer, and so on. The general spiritual warfare that we deal with everyday could be as minor as resisting the temptation to spend money that you could donate to charity on candy; it could also be as major as commanding an evil spirit out of a house or out of a person... complete with power failures and projectile vomiting. Don't get me wrong, I'm not saying to blame everything bad on demons, its just that they are often involved in the situations that I am discussing.
In the case of baptism, sins are removed from a person, sometimes including minor negative energy entities, and the holy spirit fills in the space left so they cannot come back.
Deliverance is the same except that it is on a larger scale: it often happens soon after baptism, if there are larger and more powerful demons that must be removed to make room for the holy spirit.
An exorcism is similar to deliverance, but is not absolutely tied to baptism. It is very much more forceful removal of evil spirits, and the subject must consent and then agree to make life changes and/ or get baptized; otherwise the demons will come back and bring along friends, making the original situation worse.
In prayer, we often pray against bad things happening of against the actions of demons. We ask God to intervene on our behalf. This type of prayer, or a prayer for someone to get well when an illness is caused by a demon is also spiritual warfare.
There are several books on spiritual warfare, if you like:
A divine revelation of spiritual warfare by Mary k. Baxter
The bondage breaker by Anderson
The spirit world by Rev. Clarence Larkin
I own these two and they are very good books if you want to do more research on it.
Specifics of types of spiritual warfare and examples of their uses
Baptism: A baptism happens when someone makes a personal commitment to change their life for the better and accept the salvation offered to us through Jesus' sacrifice. It is performed on new Christians and old ones alike. One might convert without being baptized, but do it later on when they want to make a more definite commitment. It can be done with the sprinkling of water on the forehead or being submerged in a pool or a river. The symbolism is that we are buried with Jesus and, ba
Deliverance: As I stated before, deliverance is related to baptism. Deliverance will happen when someone capable of performing the deliverance is present and:
A: The subject has a lot of negative energy that is not their own
B: The subject has been baptized or otherwise made a commitment against the dark side
C: The subject is possessed and has asked for the Holy Spirit in one way or another, such as praying for a spiritual gift like tongues.
Not all of these factors need to be in effect, but at least one should be for a deliverance to happen. One does not usually choose to be delivered as they would with an exorcism or a baptism. It may just happen. This is because it happens when we invite the Holy Spirit into us in one way or another, without knowing if there is space for it or not. If there is not, then God will make the space by kicking out demonic energies. Someone qualified to perform a deliverance will be there most of the time; because it is such a person who assists in spiritual growth in a Christian sense, and it almost always happens at times when we want to grow spiritually. Such a person is needed Because they can prevent the demonic energy from attacking someone else, re-entering the subject, or otherwise making a nuisance of itself.
Exorcism: A forced removal of spirits and/or devils, including demons and ghosts from a living host who is possessed or otherwise being harassed by said spirits. A good case is seen in the movie "The Exorcism of Emily Rose". That movie is ba
Symptoms of possession:
A possessed person usually will exhibit a dramatic personality shift 'overnight' they could become hostile towards family and friends; sometimes violently so. Their taste in music and food will change as well. Keep in mind that there are little or no medical problems caused by this change save, perhaps, malnutrition after a prolonged period of time. This is why I prefer to interview the family. Religious symbols, particularly Hebrew and Christian symbols can cause anywhere from disgust to physical pain. Pain would only be exhibited from direct contact with the skin. The one possessed will develop a sudden distaste for church, sometimes to the point of becoming violent when presented with a suggestion to attend. The music in particular causes discomfort, disgust, and even pain to the possessed. I have found that Christian music or, to a lesser degree, any uplifting music can cause physical reactions in possessed individuals. The reactions range from demanding irrationally that the music be changed, to fleeing the sound, to becoming violent. There will usually be a physical reaction to holy water, and a stronger reaction to anointing oil. I only use the oil failing to get a reaction from the water, but with other signs of possession present. The subject may react in pain, as if the substance were hot or somehow repulsive; like it had a hideous odor. The sensation may last for hours or days, depending on the severity of the possession.
On Angels And Demons:
General Information
As far as qualifications to say I know what I know: I have done literally years of research, as well as had MANY undeniable experiences that seem to prove my research. I am Christian, but, I'm not one of those Christians. I believe in angels AND demons. many people seem to believe in just one or the other, or even neither! one cannot exist without the other because demons WERE angels, so by acknowledging the existence of one, you acknowledge the existence of both. (unless you do not believe in the fall from grace) I have actually SEEN demons, and heard them, and the experiences cannot be explained away as ANYTHING else. I am a firm believer that the bible is the word of God, though it is misused/ misquoted often enough. well, let me know your opinions, ask me any questions, and I will be pleased to answer them.
Okay, here is a BRIEF summary of my research. Any ideas that are my original theories, I will state as such.
Section 1: What are angels and Demons?
What are angels? Simply put, angels are divine beings. They are God's messengers and servants; in fact, the Hebrew for angel is 'messenger'. The Greek "Angelos" also means angel or messenger. What they are and their roles are quite a bit more complicated than that, though. What are demons? Demons are angels who, through sin, are no longer divine. They cannot be forgiven, as humans can, because they had an understanding of God and the universe, and sinned anyways. We have no such knowledge, therefore, we can make mistakes without fully understanding the consequences, and can be forgiven because of this.
*I will get into the difference between demons and devils later on, for now, consider demon a 'blanket term' that covers both of them.
Section 2: What do they do/ look like?
What do angels do/ look like? Angels are the protectors of the faithful and the innocent, as well as the dealers in divine retribution. They have a variety of tasks, which include maintaining order in the universe, and aiding in the worship of God. They have a variety of forms and sizes, but when they appear to us visibly, they tend to look human, with some fantastic quality or striking look, like seeming to glow or even be scary. Angels supposedly number in the millions or billions. What do demons do/ look like? Demons corrupt, spread lies and hate, dominate, and endeavor to destroy when ever they can. This is like trying to hurt God because he hurt them (even though he was justified in doing so). Hurting us to hurt God: Humans are God's greatest creation, which he loves very dearly. Any corruption or destruction against that which God loves, is for that purpose. Demons have a variety of forms and sizes, just as angels do, but they have no physical forms (those were destroyed when they fell). When they appear they try to take on a pleasing form, usually. They sometimes show their true forms to frighten people. In that form they look like a large, vaguely human shaped shadow, with claws, and glowing eyes. (yes, I have seen them). It is believed that one-third of the angels became demons. (See Revelation)
Section 3: Historical, and specific angels and demons.
There are only two angels mentioned by name in the bible: Michael, who's name means 'Who is like God?'(yes his name is a question); and Gabriel, who's name means 'Hero of God'. Michael is the general of the armies of heaven, and fights Lucifer (Satan) at every turn. He showed up on the battlefield a couple of times in the old testament, to aid God's people. He appeared to a catholic monk, and that monk later built St. Michael's cathedral on that same location. Michael is also thought to be the angel who appeared with and entire regiment on horseback and helped win a decisive battle against the Nazis in WWII, and vanished after the battle, only leaving the allied troops he rescued. Gabriel is more of a messenger. He is the angel who appeared to Mary to tell her about Jesus, he appeared as the star to guide the wise men to Bethlehem, and he was the one who rolled away the stone from Jesus' tomb. He is also considered to be the angel of death, although that is a role shared by many angels. Michael and Gabriel together were the angels to destroy Sodom and Gomorrah. There were others not mentioned by name, but referred to as "the angel of the lord". Raphiel, who healed Jacob after his fight with the mysterious being or 'dark angel'; and Uriel, who is thought to be an angel of punishment, and may have brought the great flood. He probably was the one guarding Eden with his flaming sword.
There are several demons of note: Lucifer (of course), meaning 'morning star' was his name as an angel, when he fell, it became Satan; meaning 'obstacle'. This is who we refer to as the devil. He was the most beautiful of angels, and became vain and hateful; he wanted more and more, and he was cast out of heaven. He is known as the lord of lies and deceit. Michael throws him out of heaven in Revelation. Azazel: Azazel spread forbidden knowledge to corrupt humanity; he spread metallurgy, weapons, cosmetics, and jewelry. It was his influence that caused humans to become so evil, that God destroyed them with the great flood. He was imprisoned in a desert somewhere so could no longer influence humanity, he must remain there until judgment day. Belial: Is a demon who had a strong following in early parts of the old testament, and his followers were called the sons of Belial. The prophet/ judge, Samson killed many sons of Belial. Belial also means 'worthless'. One more of note is Beelzebub: Name means lord of flies. Also called Baal or Baalzebub. The Baal worshipers were the largest opposing religion to Judaism at the time. The prophet Elijah challenged the followers of Baal, saying that their God could work no wonders. For 2 days, prophets of Baal prayed for him to light the alter with his powers. Then Elijah soaked his alter to God with water, prayed one prayer, and fire from heaven consumed the alter, stones and all.
Section 4: Miscellaneous and angelic sc
The angelic sc
The difference Between Devils and Demons
Okay, it can be complicated telling the difference from meeting/ seeing one, though the difference is fairly simple:
Devil = Fallen Angel
Devil = Immortal (has nothing to do with life span, they just cannot be permanently destroyed)
Devil = Very powerful
Demon = Negative energy creature or automaton
Demon = Not immortal (still nothing to do with life span)
Demon = From very weak all the way up to powerful, never as strong as a devil, however
To be more specific:
Devils comprise one-third of the original population of angels which fell from grace when they choose to follow Lucifer instead of God. Demons can be created with negative energy or with chaos energy. They are like negative energy golems, under the control of their masters, and can show up in VERY LARGE numbers. I would also describe them as 'barely sentient blobs of negative energy'. Devils usually appear alone or in small groups. To actually encounter a large number of devils is extremely rare unless you walk into hell itself. Demons even account for quite a few supposed hauntings. With devils, this is the rarest of the rare and I only know of two modern occurrences of a devilish haunting; paranormal researchers and ghost hunters coined the term 'malevolent inhuman entity' to describe these hauntings.
Vincent everytime I try to go to sleep I feel like an unwelcome presence is right beside. Sometimes I can even feel the presence following wherever I go. Can you help me with this? Please I want to be free from it. I am Christian and I do believe in God, but I also feel like I'm going the wrong way. Please help me with this problem. Tell e what should I do.
Sorry for the bad grammar, I didn't really checked it.
I ran across this site in some of my research and found it very welcoming.Some of the response very very concerning but everyone has their own image.All things evil are demons ,from what I have read.This includes all your Hollywood monsters and mythical creatures.When I almost lost my life in a car wreck I began to notice certain things around me that had been out of sight before.I am far from crazy and have had many test run by doctors to prove there were no damage to my brain to cause what I have been seeing or feeling. I have spent my remaining years researching everything from ancient myths to demons.I believe in people who can pull the evil from a person but I also believe there are chosen ones who search and fight in the name of our lord.If my thoughts are false,please let me know.there are many verses in the Bible that state the fact of people chosen to physically search and fight this evil.What are the signs?I learn more everyday but every book can be read a million different ways my each person who reads.The greatest trick the devil ever pulled was to make people believe he did not exist!
I want to become a hunter. I want to defend us from these evil beings. Vincent, can you tell me the ways? I know that this is my calling. I feel it.
Hi. This was very interesting to read. I am new here, so I understand if you do not have time to respond or anything.
I am not of Christian faith, but I do believe in God. I believe that God is all powerful. Yet I read here that you believe that demons are evil to the core.
I do understand how it makes sense that to know God and then to turn against God would make someone ultimately evil. But God is all powerful. If God chose to, could not God forgive or redeem a demon that even for a moment helped another being?
Hi Vincent I'm looking for some serious advise, my son and his friends have been plagued by demons for yrs now ... I found out 2 nights ago more about how bad it actually is.
They have told me stories in the past about random encounters, my son belIeves one is now residing in his friends girlfriend. I have trIed talkIng wIth them about ways to avoId these dark thIngs In the past based on my expIrences.... but the other nIght when I watched her faInt, obtaIn a fever In mInutes and lay on my couch In a semI conclusive state... when I accessed her as to a possible medical emergency my son pulled me aside and told me there was a demon in her I questioned it! HIs frIend was sitting over her and I was talking with her whIle she was layIng on my couch about how to rebuke, I then realized there was something in him also it instantly turned on me and I could see and feel instantly that it was in control and angry for me tellIng her how to rId herself .... as soon as I explained rebutal ..... I then turned to him rebuted it, told it to leave it was not welcome In my home....anger flared my walls shuddered and groaned for lack of better words. Another of his friends was also in the room apparently afraid and was attacked mentally into thoughts of death... I left the living area for a min. to think about the confrontation which is very out of character and the responses which were very strong... we I came back in the air seemed to have cleared all the kids where sitting up laughing and talking as normal... she no longer has convulsions or fever ect. He apologized for disrespecting me in my home ... I am not sure what to do wIth this event, I know how to personally protect myself but not others that dont belIeve the same as I do.. I'm feeling strange about it, like it's not over.
I know I have successfully rid some lessor dark things hang around this group of youngest people but not sure about my sons friend and girlfriend, I love these young adults and I'm worried about them especially my son. There is to much to explain in this post so I would like to call someone or have some one contact me plz.
Look man i have a few questions. about a year ago i was messing around with some stupid satanic ****, and i heard about the unforgivable sin it basically is a one way ticket to hell no refunds. Well i did it and i was so mad at the holy spirit that i meant it. well anyway i saw a demon that night if i were to find it, maybe kill it exorcise it. Could i possibly have a chance to get back in gods good graces? Not that i care about the whole christianity thing, hell just doesnt sound like a great option.
I don't think you would wan't to be back in Gods grace if you had. It would probably change your want's permanently. The fact that you desire to be under God indicates you should seek out God for the grace of his son and abandon your previous ways. God is a lot more awesome than most realize and If you really know the Holy Ghost of God its almost inconceivable turning back with the awesome experiences he brings and the personal relationship with God you acquire.
Anyways ask the forgiveness of Jesus then seek out to understand the Bible then read about the Holy Spirit and Holy Ghost that Jesus promised. Read into the "kingdom of God" and I recommend reading the chapter of Luke 11 that says to be persistent in asking God for the Holy Spirit to dwell in you. Then John 14:26 that the Holy Spirit will be your mentor and guide you in a more personal manner and things will begin to make even more sense though of course that will take time and even then mystery remains as we in this body will never know it all. You will learn personally who God is by interacting with the Holy Spirit and that He is a lot more interesting than most people realize. Though we know him now as through stained glass we will know him better in the beyond.
Some churches if you need people to pray with you that understand the Holy Spirit can be um, Four Square, Vineyard, Pentecostal ect (some don't understand it). It really depends on the maturity level of the people who are all in the progress of growing so ask God where you should go to learn more and if He is there he will hear you and direct your path. Learn to be lead by the Spirit of God and to receive more of it and seek out the word of God if you haven't read the Bible front to back I recommend it.
I think until you have really experienced Holy Ghost you can't deny it. If you really know The Spirit of God I highly doubt you would deny Him and if you did well then I doubt you would want to know Him as you say.
Thank you for this, DTW. It gives me hope - I think even to this point, though I had experienced the Holy Ghost's presence, I was missing the meaning. I was not in a position to find that faith. Perhaps, perhaps it is possible that He will grant me the power to understand how I could have missed the nature of the significance/power I felt back then. That way, I myself might be able to come back.
It grows with time. Baby steps is all it takes. One experience at a time. Some days I wonder if God is there but then I remember all that has happened to me and I can't deny it that He has been there for me. But I go through my bad days from time to time just like everyone.
Luke 17:6 And the Lord said, If ye had faith as a grain of mustard seed, ye might say unto this sycamine tree, Be thou plucked up by the root, and be thou planted in the sea; and it should obey you. (it doesn't take a huge amount of faith to move God just a little)
Mathew 13:31 Another parable put he forth unto them, saying, The kingdom of heaven is like to a grain of mustard seed, which a man took, and sowed in his field:
Math 13:32 Which indeed is the least of all seeds: but when it is grown, it is the greatest among herbs, and becometh a tree, so that the birds of the air come and lodge in the branches thereof.
(faith starts out small [we have faith to test the hypothesis] but becomes huge [by our experiences with God {waters our roots}] and becomes the fine strong structure of the kingdom of God in us which is not easily up rooted - faith is not only believing but does start growing that way because it allows us to test the hypothesis and take the risk.)
Psalms 34:8 O taste and see that the LORD [is] good: blessed [is] the man [that] trusteth in him.
Also it was the 2nd time I received the Holy Ghost that my relationship with God really started to grow. I kinda went my own way after my 1st experience with God. My teens around 15 or so is when I was drawn back and received the evidence of an unknown tongue by the Holy Ghost then I ended up reading the Bible all the way through later discovering some of the other books like enoch. I am not sure I understand all the strangeness of my own experiences or the Bible completely, hence I seek out other peoples experiences and knowledge as well, but I am still eager to share with other people if I can.
Precisely as with me after my first experiences, adding that when I turned my back, God tried - or was still there trying just the same as always - offering, perhaps. I saw those offerings, and I rejected. I didn't know what it was, noone was having similar experiences, and it seemed even weirder than I was at the time. When I continued my rejection, my life became monotone. I did not take care of my back, and my misery grew in terms of lack of opportunity at work and being underpaid compared to the bosses and even others in the same field.
Now, those demons that came for me then (I can only assume they preyed on my weakness), are turning Zulu people away from me now. They are not sure about me. I came to this place with a beard, hiding something. This side of me. Now I am opening, I have shaved, they see - and they are shocked by the scars I am sure. They are talking to me now, because they know what it is they see - or at least they believe they do. But I do not know if they will ever be able to accept me - as much as I do not know if I will be able to accept myself, my relationship with God, etc.
Thank you for your kind words, your patience with this off-topic discussion, your help, your knowledge of the Bible, and your experiences. I too am eager to learn from others, and also to share. That is another evil working in me: I may be eager to do something, yet it does not happen. It is a common evil, or will of some form of higher being - but I know it not - nor often do I find strength to fight it.
PBWY on this one, everything you have said has helped, nothing you have said is waylaying me - or adding confusion. It's all appreciated.
Your on the right path to acknowledge your inadequacy. Then give it to God and ask him to make you what you need to be. Then just spend time with him from time to time and see what He can do in you rather than focusing on your own inadequacies. If God is God then you will find out. Good luck or blessings my friend.
Many thanks DTW, I think you have hit another nail on the head there.
I also read M Scott Peck Further Along the Road Less Traveled some more today, and found out more about growth. We all abandon opportunities that are presented to us sometimes, and though it does not serve one to belittle what has happened in the past or generalise too far, it is a helpful construct for rationalising :)
I find myself a little too impersonal some times. Maybe its a fault in mine in relating to people but I wanted to try and step out of that and say that I have found some very interesting people and glad I have. You (desper), Vincent and many others. Thanks for sharing your own personal experiences with me.
Do you honestly think God wants you to spend eternity apart from Him in the place the Bible calls hell? No, He doesn't. Instead, He wants you to be with Him in heaven because He loves you. The Bible says, "He is patient with you, not wanting anyone to perish, but everyone to come to repentance"(2 Peter 3:9).
Those words were written by the Apostle Peter—and if anyone was guilty of denying Christ, it was Peter. Do you remember? Jesus had warned Peter that he would deny Him, but Peter strongly disagreed. Then Jesus was arrested, and when someone asked Peter if he also was a follower of Jesus, "He began to call down curses on himself, and he swore to them, 'I don't know this man'" (Mark 14:71). But Peter repented, and God forgave him—completely and totally. And He will forgive you.
Yes, Jesus said only one sin couldn't be forgiven, and that was "blasphemy against the Spirit" (Matthew 12:31). But what does it mean to blaspheme the Spirit? I have studied Jesus' words very carefully, and it simply means this: To deny the Holy Spirit's witness to Jesus.
In other words, the only sin God can't forgive is the sin of rejecting Christ. But why reject Him any longer? God's promise is for you: "Whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life" (John 3:18). Commit your life to Him today.
Brother, heads up on this. To deny the holy spirit, one must first have a complete understanding of what the holy spirit is and entails. It's the same as seeing the sun at noon, and while looking at it, believing with ever fiber of your being that it does not exist. The vast majority of people on this Earth will not be able to commit this sin in their life-times. Just saying that you deny the spirit means nothing. It is the permanence and completion that is in direct opposition to what it talks about in Revelations about having the countenance of God upon you. Keep staying strong, and when you fall, get up. God loves us too much to let us go, even when we do things that we believe are contrary to our eternal design.
Do you need a werewolf for your team? I'm a very powerful one.
That's unfortunate- I was going to ask if I could be the DM some time for you guys. Don't worry about me getting attacked by demons- I have a lot of HP to soak up the damage from any surprise attacks, and my claws do close to 20 D6 of Holy damage.
I also have a question, which is: Is it possible to turn a bad demon good? I feel like it's probably possible, if you put enough work in.
They always have been? Some people say they're fallen angels. What do you think, VV? I don't see any reason why a demon couldn't be turned to the light side of the force again.
Where is that in the Bible?
Let me clarify that actually: Where in the Bible does it talk about a level of evil from which one cannot come back?
So a person who worships Satan cannot be saved, and is guaranteed to go to Hell?
It seems odd to me that worshipping the Beast is somehow worse than worshipping Satan. Surely the two stand for similar things, and would like to see the same things happen? How is the Beast worse than Satan? Is the Beast supposedly more powerful than Satan?
That is interesting that you say that the Beast is the Antichrist. I've heard people talk about the Unholy Trinity being The Beast, The False Prophet, and the Antichrist.
I wonder how a human exorcist would do in battle against The Beast. Is it like Godzilla sized, or smaller?
Ah, that's not very exciting. :/
Hi, I'd like to intrude. Sorry if not welcome!
I am now coming to realisation of these things for myself. I rejected Christ for a while. He did not seem to be a sensible thing to believe in, and I did not see how crises would be allowed to occur on Earth if He existed. I could see free will being a gift, and we were to do with it as we pleased. I could see that in every crisis people were tested, and that if one chooses then one can see great opportunity for love and light in any disaster. It just seemed like for a God to be out there and in here, presiding or watching over it seemed superfluous to my own world/universe view.
Now, however, a great many things have been changing my mind.
I do not know if I have sufficient time left on Earth to repent and accept Christ in all His glory, however I did feel His energy and life (aka love) coursing through my veins as I read this thread. So, I have hope that I am not just forever getting from my current state, half way towards complete acceptance. If you are always getting half way, no matter how close you are you will never make the final leap to completion.
I see that my power now is limited because of my past. Naturally some negatives in life are necessary to achieve balance and understand the positives. But I do not know whether God will grant me the power and love (within this lifetime) to understand/overcome things, feelings, emotions etc. I have allowed to dwell in me.
Finally, the fight against people (true fights, wit vs wit, mind vs mind, emotions and instincts, etc.) is the most interesting of all. To find a weak spot in a dragon is short-lived, but a true fight with another person - that is where the most exertion will come - and the greatest rewards.
Thanks for continuing the discussion on this topic, it's fascinating. I think I'm gonna start studying :)
I agree with you that going into asstral combat unprepared/unprotected is definitely a bad idea. There are all sorts of diseases you could get.
I always thought that demons are the spirits of people who went to hell and have been tortured.
I must carry a generational curse, because I have been tormented for most of my life. I finally pieced together what was happening recently after years of discernment following very frightening experiences with dark forces.
The voices in my head during one of these experiences claimed to be the Greek goddess Diana. I am absolutely positive that all of the "gods" outside the Judeo-Christian faiths are devils. "Diana" claimed that her life sucked, she lived in a cave, and ate raw flesh all day long. The Bible states that the Nephilim were cannibals. Devils must gain something from the consumption of human flesh, which also explains the significance of Christ's Body and Blood.
Imagine being in heaven and then ending up in a cave eating flesh all the time! What a fate. I'd feel bad but they put me through hell.
Very comprehensive post. Some are called for this, but as you mentioned, don't dabble, in my experiance play with fire and you will get burned. I just think we are given insight/tools as much as we need, not more. Somthing of a question, what are your (maybe some other with experiance) thoughts on males in a bloodline that are more prone (not limited but more likely/often) to experiance the supernatural and why?
Thanks, appreciate the reaponse. I know curses are carried for generations, but is the opposite posible? Encounters/manifistations arround people of strong faith bloodline (almost equiped by God) or do you think that has to be of some kind of 'dark' origen?
Thanks allot, I am doing some investigation into our history trying to get to the bottom of it but the more I uncover the more it seems to go that route. Appreciate the feedback.
I agree with you there, that we are given as much insight, and all the weapons/energy that we need. Which worries me a bit, because I am gaining a lot of insight and energy lately :/ Thanks for the warning. Everything happens for a reason, including this seemingly irrelevant/tangential reply...
Demons are b-itches and need to be in the dark pits of h-ell yet again. They have no place on Earth. I know this from my years of experience in the field. It is sad to say that I am 19 and have been in this line of 'work' for 14 1/2 years. I started training when I was 5 to go into the business. I know it sounds cliche but we have been doing this since the early years of the hunters. My ancestors we some of the original hunters. I know it's crazy but I USED to think it was fun, an adrenalin rush you could say, I was young and stupid. I now envy my family for not having to hide it from one another. I am in constant misery in not allowing myself to tell my husband of the life style.
interesting info, i am not a hunter myself, but i found this interesting. though from what i gather Azrael is the angel of death (he bring souls to heaven), gabriel means 'messenger of God' i thought. Uriel is the Archangel of wisdom and means 'God is light'.
sorry, i'm prattling :) but i agree, I fear some people will find Demon hunting as something fun, but it is very dangerous
that is indeed what they are doing, making it seem like something fun and fantasized rather than explain the risk and danger that it is.
part of my higher self remembers Lucifers falling, I still feel the pain and the sadness, all of the angels felt it. and my brothers and sisters who followed him no longer acted out of love and light, but out of hatred and darkness.
I feel pained thinking about it, that is why we must stop it. I cannot simply sit here and watch humanity forever torchered by these dark forces.
While i have not found my calling yet I am thankful there are others such as the demon hunters who can lower their numbers and keep them in line for now.
ok so are you saying that a demon by species that is in no way evil in fact was very kind would not be a demon.
Just to ask what do you lot actually know about this sort of thing? cos you could help me.
Why do you hunt demon's there not all bad?
For those who dont believe - thats 1000% truth that demon can be cast out with any happy song. I once cast one out just singing Hava nagila. No, seriously.
I do understand that sometimes it is difficult to refrain from posting our qualifications. It's kind of a catch 22 situation. I relation to experience- I never said that all you did was research. I just wanted to put it in perspective in relation to your other comment about being an expert. No one is an expert. It is a continual learning process. I have been involved longer than you have been alive. It was only about ten years ago that I learned what was perhaps my most important lesson. I learned it from two unknown (?)older ladys in a church prayer room. It lead me to an entirely new perspective on a specific tactic that evil employs. Everyone is capable of a different perspective and if the body would ever truly get together and co-operate with one another only then would victory be assured.----------------------------I don't believe that I made any comment on what you were doing wrong In fact I commended you for what you were doing. I have never been called to do an exorcism of an individual. We appear to be called to do different things. My comment was in relation to an assumption which I detected on you part. That you were as close to an expert on the subject as was humanly possible. You also in this post said " I state the truth of things, as simply and clearly as possible." As possible or humanly possible imply as good as any human would or could ever do. It was as good as you could do at that time. To imply other wise is to say you have arrived. Which was my point. If you say it you might begin to believe it and that leaves you at the point of not being open to learning. It is important especially when involved in spiritual warfare to not allow any openings for the enemy to use against you. Words are very important. What we do now is less important than what we do when the proper time comes later. This is a learning experience and we learn from failures as welll as victorys. We need to learn as much as we can as quickly as possible because time is getting very short. Believing that they know everything is what is the Churches biggest short comming. ------------------------------------------------------------My intent was never to try to discredit you. Only as you say that you do- to pass on information that might be of some use to individuals under the right circumstances. ----------------------------------------As you say anyone can claim anything on the internet. So it is better to claim as little as possible. I try to let my postings and statements stand on their own merit. We should try to learn to discern the spirit and intent of each individual posters comments..
My original post didn't take. In it I complemented you on the differentiation between Devils and Demons. In one of your other Stories I noticed that you stated that Demons were once Angels. Well I realized that one didn't match with your desc<x>ription here. When I re-read your Story I found that you posted two contradictory definitions here.<br />
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In your General information section 1. The it states that Demons were once Angels. In the last part of your Story "Difference between Devils and Demons" it states that Demons are negative energy and can be destroyed while Devils are fallen Angels who are immortal. Conclusion that Devils are not Demons. <br />
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It appears that you do a lot of research. There are however problems that arise out of research. There are often errors that are passed on as fact. In the other post I referenced - it was in your response that you gave that definition so I assume that was what you believe then. That your research has led you to this new information.<br />
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You claim that you have been doing this for a long time- 10 years to be exact. Also in one of your other storys claim to have as much knowledge in this subject as is humanly possible. First of all 10 years is not relatively that long a time. I suppose with your resources and research for what you do that time might suffice. I do think you do a valuable service and commend you for it. But howerver don't believe that you know as much as you think you do. There is knowledge that comes from research ( which by the way isn't always true). And then there is a discernment that comes only though the Holy Spirit and it's refinement via experience. The demonic spirits involved in possesion are only one of level spirit. Be aware that there are higher level spirits and warfare that you and the other Church experts are yet not even aware of. So it might be good to acquire a bit more humility. The reality is that the Church is getting it's rear kicked in spiritual warfare. Even when they think they are winning it's only an illusion. The reason is arrogance. They think they have all the answers.
"The reality is that the Church is getting it's rear kicked in spiritual warfare. "
And wherefrom do you presume to get this piece of information?
I tried to find the comment but didn't so I also made a general guess. It was in the Hunters Code story. In it's re- reading it wasn't totally clear to me if you meant that statement to blanket all Paranormal experiences or just the field of excorcism. I will assume you meant the field of exorcism. Even so it is a constant learning experience and more is constantly being revealed. So we should always be cognizant of our ignorance.
Any time we have the opportunity to educate people in this subject it should be taken. I complemented you for doing so because I have always been disappointed in the lack of specific differentiation on this issue. I do disagree on it not making a difference. One always needs to be aware of what one is dealing with. It's assumptions and what we don't know that that will get us in trouble. Their power comes from deception and illusion. Recognition ( Truth ) is what they fear. In any kind of battle one must always be aware it what whe are facing. Remember when the Apostles tried to exorcise a demon and got beat up. And Jesus told them that this type needed a lot of prayer. There is a scripture for you. It's about discernment first. This is what I mean when I say that it's a constant learning process. Discernment needs to be refined with time.
Fallen Angels are immortal because what is created by God is immortal. When they fell they became a distorted image's of the Angels that they were created to be. Remember a lie is a distortion of the truth. Demons were not created by God but were a product of Angels in their fallen state. They are in essense a manifest result of the distortion of fallen the Angels reaction to the Law of Matter and thus not eternal. This sort of makes demons the creation ( children ) of the fallen Angels. Which is why they are their responsibility. Authority and Responsibility are tied together and this is why we are authorized to cast out demons but not take authority over them. There is a distinct difference. Just a basic explaination as to why one is immortal and the other isn't. It wasn't something that the fallen Angels necessarily did consciously. Initially it was a consequence of their additude in reaction to the Law of Matter. It was a consequential result of their goal displaced rebellion against Gods purpose in midigating finite matter for the redemption of souls. This interferance and effort to hinder though distortion of the proper use of the Law and thus keeping lost souls from Grace is still their continual driving purpose. I did also mention a third grouping. Because of distinct differences they should not be catagorized as either demons or devils.
It's good to hear someone actually recognizing that every evil driven entity is not a demon. I think you are on the money about your differentiation of the two. I do think that there is another catagory that you have not included. Although they might be catagorized as Devils. They are the most difficult to recognize which is why they are the most dangerious. They are also the last to be recognized. The most powerful being the most subtle. It must be remembered that the core source of the power of evil is deception and illusion. I think the most important thing in dealing with all catagorys is discernment. You must know what you are dealing with. Unfortunetly a lot of people involved in spiritual warfare haven't a clue. This is why it is important to recognize laws and follow rules.I don't mean just the laws of men.<br />
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I don't consider myself a Hunter. But if you have a purpose and are called for a task you will end up having to deal with these issues whether you seek them out or not. It's a war and they will know you before you know yourself and will try to hit you before you can understand what's happening. I did not get my information from study or reading but though experience. Some of the things that are written are complete or just not correct. Bottom line If your not called to it, don't get involved. Even those that believe they know what they are doing are vunerable. Especially if they think you know it all.
Wow, thanks for this story.. Very informative! <br />
God bless you with all your work for the Lord!
There is a reason people like us work alone. The more you expose yourself to stopping demonic activity, the more you expose yourself to danger. Of course, danger comes with the job. But are you prepared to lose your friends and family? You can't let your war seep into their lives. Keep it secret. Protect your family by working alone. This is a trying job, but someone has to step up and do it. Stay tough, and God bless, Jophiel. <br />
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thank god another person who knows the right answers.i have been studing demonology and everything here is what i have read your the real deal.<br />
you are my new ideal in demon hunting.i would love to ask you more questions if you wouldnt mind? please im a info. sponge i need to learn more.
So I've had many encounters with dark spirits and demons etc. But there are some that are really crazy that have happend to me.the last one was a few weeks ago when my friend wanted me to check out his house because he's seen a shadow figure. Right when we got there we were walking and we saw it and it pointed right at him my friend kept saying that it wants him.I know it couldn't be a demon it was to weak.
is that why they tend to mimic children at times?
Absolutely! They might actually really trying to engage you in a confrontation. It serves two purposes. 1. It might be used to distract your actual purpose. 2. A set up easy victory it will give you a false sense of confidence and make you believe this was your calling and you actually knew what you were doing. You would be getting set up for a big fall later. Especially if the method you used violated proper authority. The spirit you believe you are confronting is just the worm on the hook. Use an incorrect method ( break a spiritual law) and you step outside your given authority and in fact intrude into the authority of a more powerful and subtle spirit that is only using the subordinate minion that you were dealing with much as a fisherman would use a worm. ( as bait ).
Absolutely. Also sometimes the demon that is sensed is only the bait used by a far more powerful and subtle entity to draw you in. It would serve two purposes. They will often try to engage a confrontation in order to either draw you off your real path and objective or to give you a false sense of security. They might let you have the appearence of victory. This could be for two reasons. One would be to let you believe that this is what you were called to do. This is a set up for a bigger fall later. If in the process you stepped outside of you authority, breaking a spiritual law, by rather than casting it out, instead bind that spirit you would be stepping into the authority of a more powerful and more subtle spirit. When this is done ( many in the church do this in spiritual warfare) you set yourself up to either attack or subtle control by and under the control of the superior spirit you don't even discern to be there.. I think the most important thing involved is spiritual discernment. In recognizing the spirit involved, when to act and when to walk away. Just because you can doesn't always mean you should. One needs to pray for discerment and guidance for each one of the aforementioned issues.
I'm glad your bringing the balance and you chose and arch-angel name I like that watches Jupiter. Which I stare at night seeing the star at night will let me see you
Perhaps you havent met a demon in a full corpreal body I think ?
in its natural demonic body not in spirit or possessing another body. basically in its true form.
Aha. There are my difficulties, laid out in front of my eyes. I now have a to-do list that means something for my life, at last. (reading past this point is entirely related to my response to each and every point you raise, no need to read unless you're interested).
Thank you so much. I can confess no problem. Understanding that what I did was wrong requires a serious investment of time and thought into polygamy, fetish and habits (what I did can be found in other stories). Doing my best is hard - I am aware that one's best can be very little, if the time is such. That is part of my problem with this. Understanding that noone is perfect is somehow easy for me, I have had this in my armoury for a long time. No repetition is hard but I can work towards it at least. To make things right if I slip - yes, very important. I wish that thought was with me this morning! Seek forgiveness - this I have not really done lately, but is sound advice. Do whatever is necessary to make things right - hard to face but you are right. The past must be made right.
My thanks, AJ, for in the most concise way possible you have given me hope.
I confess, ArchangelJophiel, that I have not read your entire post, beautifully constructed though it is. I do, however, believe I have already got a lot out of it.<br />
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My question is this: what does it truly mean to repent? I have been baptised and I have been confirmed. These I am now certain have done me a world of good. However there are things at work in me that I have to choose (or have chosen already and now need to learn how) to face and engage with. I don't know if battle is the right term in my case, possibly more a game of shadows... But this Game I must begin. Like Ged of the Earthsea series I must chase the shadows I have created and embrace them. To do this means to understand repentance.<br />
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If you could find it in your heart to point me towards a good resource to aid my understanding of the term/process of repenting, that would offer me a chance to understand what it truly means to have sins taken away. I ... would appreciate anything you can suggest.
Psalms 18:3 I will call upon the LORD, [who is worthy] to be praised: so shall I be saved from mine enemies.
Psalms 18:4 The sorrows of death compassed me, and the floods of ungodly men made me afraid.
Psalms 18:5 The sorrows of hell compassed me about: the snares of death prevented me.
Psalms 18:6 In my distress I called upon the LORD, and cried unto my God: he heard my voice out of his temple, and my cry came before him, [even] into his ears.
Psalms 18:7 Then the earth shook and trembled; the foundations also of the hills moved and were shaken, because he was wroth.
(what we battle and wrestle against is a darkness that attacks the mind but is also very real and physical with intelligence)
Ephesians 6:12 For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high [places].
Ephesians 6:13 Wherefore take unto you the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand.
(our relationship with God is how we learn to fight.)
Psalms 18:32 [It is] God that girdeth me with strength, and maketh my way perfect.
Psalms 18:33 He maketh my feet like hinds' [feet], and setteth me upon my high places.
Psalms 18:34 He teacheth my hands to war, so that a bow of steel is broken by mine arms.
Isaiah 40:29 He giveth power to the faint; and to [them that have] no might he increaseth strength.
Isaiah 40:31 But they that wait upon the LORD shall renew [their] strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; [and] they shall walk, and not faint.
Luke 11:9 And I say unto you, Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you.
Luke 11:10 For every one that asketh receiveth; and he that seeketh findeth; and to him that knocketh it shall be opened.
Luke 11:11 If a son shall ask bread of any of you that is a father, will he give him a stone? or if [he ask] a fish, will he for a fish give him a serpent?
Luke 11:12 Or if he shall ask an egg, will he offer him a scorpion?
Luke 11:13 If ye then, being evil, know how to give good gifts unto your children: how much more shall [your] heavenly Father give the Holy Spirit to them that ask him?
Luke 11:14 And he was casting out a devil, and it was dumb. And it came to pass, when the devil was gone out, the dumb spake; and the people wondered.
(Ask and keep on asking and you shall recieve the Holy Ghost by Jesus salvation and promise.)
Acts 1:5 For John truly baptized with water; but ye shall be baptized with the Holy Ghost not many days hence.
Acts 1:8 But ye shall receive power, after that the Holy Ghost is come upon you: and ye shall be witnesses unto me both in Jerusalem, and in all Judaea, and in Samaria, and unto the uttermost part of the earth.
Luke 10:17 And the seventy returned again with joy, saying, Lord, even the devils are subject unto us through thy name.
Luke 10:18 And he said unto them, I beheld Satan as lightning fall from heaven.
Luke 10:19 Behold, I give unto you power to tread on serpents and scorpions, and over all the power of the enemy: and nothing shall by any means hurt you.
Luke 10:20 Notwithstanding in this rejoice not, that the spirits are subject unto you; but rather rejoice, because your names are written in heaven.
(it is about salvation and being lead by the spirit of God in all that we do each of us having different responsibilities. To some he has given much but also requires much. To some different responsibilities but still expects us to use what we have been given. So then we all try our best and grow from there. I am not sure why @desperation9 but I felt you might not know yet of the indwelling of the Holy Spirit in your temple and I felt like you should know. I hope it helps.)
You know what @DustTheWind, you are right. Your instincts are sound, and very valuable. I have been feeling somehow protected lately, in my attempts to do good, to have a will and use it, to effect good things and good nature. But, I have had limited awareness while all that was going on of that which I was perceiving at the time. Or, the cause. I have been awakening to that idea, and it is pivotal that this message should come to me today.
The remainder of the message is amazing, are those your favourite passages, perchance? Maybe ones that find common uses in a battle within which you find yourself constantly involved?
Thanks anyhow, if you want to talk to me you are welcome to PM :)
I have read the Bible from front to back after I received the Holy Ghost my 2nd time (my first time I was very young). The first time I received the spirit of God was when I was 7 or 8. I saw the change it made in my mother and wanted it myself so she prayed with me and I received it in my bedroom. If you look into the evidence of recieving the Holy Spirit of God there was for some the evidence of speaking in an unknown tongue but that is only one evidence of receiving it and by that scripture i listed above it will also bring the power of God in to you. There is also the fruit of the spirit, love, joy peace, ..."Gallations 5:22 But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith,
Gallations 5:23 Meekness, temperance: against such there is no law. "
This is the beginning of the transoformation of the kingdom of God in us but always remember to keep covered under the blood of Jesus when we act ouf of selfishness and strive to do better but not living under condemnation, (what communion is symbolic of - the forgiveness of Jesus). The kingdom of God is an interesting Bible study. It is the increase if our personal relationship with God. So if you desire more of that relationship with God then ask for the indwelling of the power of the Holy Spirit he promised.
The scriptures I know are in me. Having read the word of God front to back the story and words come flooding back to me some times. I suspect some times it is the spirit of God moving on me to remember.
John 14:26 But the Comforter, [which is] the Holy Ghost, whom the Father will send in my name, he shall teach you all things, and bring all things to your remembrance, whatsoever I have said unto you. - Jesus words
But God has blessed me through many other things such as prophecy and telling me the future he has for me. That is he seems to be able to see beyond time and space and this makes sense as a being that made the universe (time and space) would have to exist beyond time and space.
Jeremiah 29:11 For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the LORD, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end.
Sorry when I start I have a hard time stoping writing. I am currently working on my thesis in Physics which I was led to go back to school by prophecy as well. It is a sort of strange life for me knowing what I know by personal experience and yet also knowing the predictable natual behavior of the laws of the universe God has lain down. However those strange circumstances aren't verry common and God protects us.
Here is a link below to some of the personal experiences I have had with God. There is still some mystery to Him for me but He has shown himself to me to be very good and I like that. It seems to be a mission for me to share my testimony with others and help them if the spirit so leads me. In that I am sort of guided by His intuition maybe. I think Jesus was better at it which shows room for my improvement.
Oh if you need to look up bible verses I recommend www.blueletterbible.org and if no access to the internet a concordance and a Bible. You can also buy blueletterbible software as well I believe.
Beautiful. Just, beautiful. Just like me, except that rather than drawing on the Bible I get things from my own memory to use, just at opportune moments (or what seems like just after!!). Thanks a million, I think the time has come for me to begin to study - just immediately after I finished my medical physics MSc... ;) We seem to have done things the other way around! Friend request sent.
Yes that's what I mean. Because I have read the Bible the verses come to mind some times that seem appropriate. I then look up the phrases that come to mind and I find the quote. Sorry if I made that obscured.
I find it neat we are almost in the same field of study.
heh you seem more legit (excuse my misspelling) then the others I have been reading.
Ah sorry well... the link seems to have lost its linky-ness. <br />
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This should fix it:<br />
"http://www.experienceproject.com/stories/Give-You-Insight-Into-Paranormal-And-God--for-Those-Curious-/1858785"<br />
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<a href="http://www.experienceproject.com/stories/Give-You-Insight-Into-Paranormal-And-God--for-Those-Curious-/1858785" target="ep_blank">EP Link</a><br />
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There it should work now. Its a long list. It is a beginning of a catalog of my experiences. When ever it is on my mind I sit down and add to it. When I saw your blog I thought we might have stuff in common possibly. So figured I would share.
Thanks for sharing your experiences. I have read through most the blog. Quite interesting and I might add some interesting characters you attracted. I don't have a lot of time to respond but I think we have a lot in common in some ways. While I am not sure I exactly consider my self an angel but then again we are all unusual in our own ways. <br />
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I have felt to need to get my experiences out there and share with others. I feel a need for others to know and am looking for other's experiences. <br />
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This is a small bit of some of the unusual experiences I have had. <br />
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Hope it helps.
Thank you for the in depth explination.
I loved what you wrote here. I actually have a story of mine to tell and I was wondering if you could tell me what happened. When I was 5 there was alot of strange stuff that happened in the house I was living in. Like any kid I was afraid of the dark, but I had a strange fear of the dark because every night I went to bed two things would happen. I would look down in the crack separating my wall from the bed and there was a strange light that would travel along the bottom part of my bed. Then as I would fall asleep I would watch my closet door open and shut on its own. One morning I woke up really early and I could not tell why. I was laying there when my sheets started rustling around then all of a sudden out of the corner of my eye, a pitch black hand with the sharpest fingers I had ever seen appeared from under my bed and started to try and grab me. I screamed for what seemed like hours. My mom finally came in my room with a horrified look on her face because I was screaming. As soon as she entered the room the hand dissapeared like dust in the wind. I'm wondering why something like this would happen to me when I was a boy.
thank you for the comformation now i know my thery is true i've studyed this for most of my life allso i bleve in god and i am a wickin i allso belive that the for elamints can trap or keep away demon and devils depindin on ther histery sincerly dragon rider
I've been attacked by demons I don't go looking for them. But reading all this is giving me a head ache. I need discernment to see if your completely right or not.
If you had read what I believe you would realize while it is not YOUR doctrine it is nothing like any organized religion.<br />
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I would implore YOU not to devalue the spiritual wisdom of others as flawed and blinded just because it doesn't fall in line with YOUR set of beliefs. Isn't that exactly what you are accusing organized religion of doing?<br />
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I don't really understand how you can justify this sort of attitude, but I suppose that is the attitude you need to found a NEW fundementalist religion.
Fair enough. But still being raised under religion, it taints your vision of truth. to all that are following. i only ask that you open your eyes. and let us do what we do. the nights will be safe once again.
Wow!!! :D I'm definintely no expert! but i am very interested in the "paranormal" :D Thank you so much for sharing a very interesting and informative post, my friend! thank you! :D
we cant trust any one and god has lost he interast in us and is lating this world go to hell he does not care. the only ones thet we can look to are thos like us
Believe me.... he is still with us. He is in all of us. Please do not lose your faith. He does love you, and is watching you from afar. Do not go astray into believing he is not here. He is right here with you, in everyone and everything. He loves you. He is here with you, and so is Jesus.
Oh for Heaven's sake.... now yet ANOTHER person has come to me online claiming that they have a friendly demon on their side..... honestly.... help here??? :/ Neither of these individuals are convinced when I tell them their demons are evil...... -facedesks- I really... need help and advice on this.... either I am being fooled by these people, or if they really DO have a demon on their side, then I need all the help I can get and prayer to help these poor souls. What should I do? Leave them be? Or try to Save them?? And how.... ?
Hmm... now seems about right to get the squad back together, if you want I can help you with one of them I just need to know where they are. Also, you absolutely can not leave them be, many of these unfortunate souls are misguided by demons through important times of change in their life. Letting them win causes horrible things to happen, though the squad's techniques are frowned upon by many it is the most effective way to stop the possession and save the poor soul.
cannot view your profile to send you a message. Please send me a PM (private message) and we can discuss it there. One person is on another site (IDK their name), yet one individual is on here
I need your help...<br />
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I have met a rather interesting... to say the least, person online, who claims to have conversations with demons who are clearly prevading him from the truth of the Lord...<br />
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These demons have convinced him that they reside in a place outside of Jupiter, and they are not there to harm him, and the "females are angels and the males are Lords/demons" ... and something about how they defer from the demons that we typically incurr. I tried to convince him (unsuccessfully) that these demons WERE lying to him. He is obviously oppressed and his house possessed (he has woken up with things thrown around, and he told me this prior but now he denies saying any of it...)<br />
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I have delivered myself and exorcised a few of my friends who were possessed... but I cannot seem to get through to this young man. The only way I can save him, is for him to realize first of all he is oppressed if not fully possessed.<br />
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What can I do?? Any advice? Thanks.
u hunted vampires? or are u just strickly demon kin hunter ?
wot about werewolves are they nephilims too ?
ok thanks
the books of enoch???
Read the bible before you read Enoch come on aj u gotta show these kid some direction .. They dint need to be reading bout demons when you think about them they come .. You no this especially when they start learning there names some could even find there tru names ..
ok so arent vampires and werewolves nephilim then??? or are they like a different thing entirely? and can u give me some more background on nephilim, the strife, and shadow people? thanks
ok thanks. so i have just 4 more questions: 1) who or what are the watchers? 2) are the nephilim and watchers good or bad/ are they on the side of god or lucifer? and 3) how do you know if you can be a hunter or not? because i would like to become one but i am not sure how. 4) how bad is the spiritual warfare going on right now? like how many hunters or angels are there?
hi, im a 15 year old looking to begin studying hunting. i was wondering if u could give me any tips seeing as u have some experience with spiritual warfare. it sounds like a tough job but i feel im up to it. plz respons soon. thanks.<br />
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btw what are the nephilim?
hi how you doing i know that i can't tell you my real name but i like to know that can i hunt me demon i been think alot about this and i know they are all around us i been take note on your information you given up to us the people that are look for some truth about this side of this world that we liven in and i like to wish to help you on your hunt demon down and save people life with you .
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This is by far an interesting experience/story I must say. I will take what you have mentioned with a grain of salt as I am doing my own soul searching as well. My experiences are in relation to that of the last comment made by HakamenJudgement to Moondu regarding demons who try to change angels or otherwise as well as spiritual warfare. Through most of the comments and what you have stated, thank you for posting the general concepts of each and to some degree the rules behind each.<br />
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@moondu There is no need need for hatred. But you think about what ArchangelJophiel is saying. Well there are demons that are good but in reality they pretty much are becoming good but not everyone can change, and some refuse to change. Mostly kid what I see is demons telling other kids like yourself that they are demons they take the form of angels or do whatever they can to make a human with gifts think they are demons, they even do it to other angels when they are not sure of who they are. But really I think your a kid that might just have gifts or be a angel who thinks he's a demon, but that's just my option. So try to do some soul searching ask god for guidance, pray to archangel Michael to cut the chords of evil, and to shield your mind from evil. Also if you start to feel some shaking then that would pretty much mean there has been demons around you that were screwing with you, and making you think you were one of them.
you know you **** me off i wish i conld sock you in the face you know that!
Not only are you a bad speller, which is sad considering today's technology, but you are too lazy to take the time to get it right. Now you're acting like your age as well. Violence is what the immature and ignorant turn to because they haven't come to grips with the fact that they're powerless and ineffectual.
not all demons are bad and i an 13 think you very much i just suck at spelling
hmm think about wut i wrote and tale me how you think demons shod be edessed say hello or be killed on the spot i was not lieing about being a demon you know i know things you cant even imagon
Lmao Ur a demon surfing the Internet honestly if your really a demon then you would remember the fallen angels taught us everything that why god flooded thenworld the somcond time because the fallen Angels made abominations like Goliath and remember the bible says they where there before and after the flood :)
i hop demons will rise and kill off most humans human will cut a tree like its nothing well it is if you ask a demon of my stacer it is the same as killing your on mom
do you no wiy theres so miny bad demons becize of humans you got that! i am a demon demons and gods are the same its there achons humans will laqbel them got it dont just go arourd killing demons we have resunes for hateing humans look at wut humans have don to the earth do you rely think god wood make humans so they can kill evey thing eles and destoly the earth think about it if you belife in god you know that is the troth.
I know this a bit late but pls control your anger Im a man of science and a Believer of god and MOST DEMONS are EVIL.Oh yeah Do live in japan if yes those are probably yokai or japanese demons or maybe your the third Anti Christ if yes i'll KILL YOU just half kidding Hahahaa
If all demons spell as bad as most of you self proclaimed fiends I have nothing to fear.
God gave us an opportunity to learn, and an environment in which to do so. I do not believe he asked us to take care of His beloved Creation. He gave us free will, which I believe will prevail over demonic attempts to sabbotage it and the world will find peace and sustainability once more. Please do take some time to think about it, I'm not writing this lightly :)
God is amazing!
awesome story, God is almighty!
I have some questions Jophiel. I have been attacked by demons before. I can not see them but can feel them. They only can hurt my legs though and try to pull me down. God would not allow them to hurt me. I did have bruises on my legs . During the time that this happened I had been up not sleeping for three days doing only praying and talking to God. I did not go anywhere but my home and I did not eat anything except drank some orangejuice and milk. This was October 28, 2006. During this time God changed channels on the television and on my CDs. God told me I was marked by him and my DNA proves who I am. He gave me a choice of leaving this earth. I told God I wanted to be on earth and be married with a happy family that I have never had before. God told me he could start the earth over completely with just me and no one else. The first thing I thought of were my children and the love I have for them. I told God no I want to stay here with my family that I love so much. I am like a peace maker. God allowed me to talk to demons and angels wich like you say are really all angels the demons being fallen angels. They were confused by me to them I am so young just a baby and also they see me as both sexes even though I am a girl for real. When they see me and my children they see me in all of us. This is hard to explain. Anyways God told me he liked my plan and that it is good plan and works for peace for thousands of years. The angels were being bad and sometimes I think they are still being bad. By bad I mean jealous and trying to change up the plan in which is the plan that God said to me was a good plan. They sometimes try to convince me to change my mind although I do think they have given up on that one. Now they are more seeing that it is good and right and want to help. The trouble is that I do not know what to say or do. God told me to trust in the angels now. During the time back in October 2006 when the first happened at the end of the three days I fell asleep had a dream it was the most wonderful dream of the happiest marriage. It was like a movie no matter how the movie was played forward or backwards it was peace and happiness for thousands of years and God played it forward and backwards for me in my dream. Well when the dream ended the whole world exploded in a fire explosion. At the exact moment I woke up and my mom who lives 600 miles away was ringing my doorbell. The plan that God told me that would work was for my mom and dad to be locked up. I climbed on a chair and looked through the peephole and it was my Mom. I was too scared to open the door. Next a cop came and rang the doorbell. I opened the door the officer said come here I stepped outside my door and the cop threw me on the ground shackled and cuffed me and another officer came and they picked me up placed me in police car and took me to phych hospital in Dallas which is 150 miles from where I was at. I was in the hospital for two weeks then the social worker at hospital gave me a set of clothes for all I was wearing when arrested was a see through shirt. He also gave me a bus ticket back to Corsicanna, Tx the place where I had been arrested. When I got there my mom had come and taken all my things to Arkansas including my car. So sorry this is a long story. I am not crazy I am a registered nurse at that time I was a LPN just recently graduated the Associate Degree and not taken state boards yet.
ooo also me being attack that cnt b random right ,, was wonderin that cause it happen twice ,, wat would u say r the reasons i wud b attacked
yep thats wat I've been doin also the our father is what stops it from chokin me got to say it out loud if i say it in my mind gets worst feel like am goin to die ,,, but the last attack i cud barely speak ,,, well this experience for sure would cause me to never say i dnt believe in demons,,, some scary ****
Powerfull knowledge! thanx for sharing it.
I am a demon hunting amatuer, and wish to furtherly be more successful, and be more of an attribute to the fight against the aggressive demons. I could be of use to some of your words and personal notes, if you wouldn't mind.
hey it's ok to be long winded and all my friends said i act more like Dante than any other character from all of the series and my fav snack is pizza so yeah but as u said im not one of the ppl that thinks all humans are holy and all demons are evil i think us and them are about equals cause of the way most humans act and yes i may seem like i ramble on about random stuff but i've noticed something over the years i've been alive from the time i was dead for 5 mins at birth to now that ppl say they change but they don't like ppl from school that i had been going to school with but also i know for a true reason that its all in the past and not to worry about it so how r ya anyway oh and i actually saw something falling from the sky toward the south while walking then a light post decided to flash and the wind had picked up i don't know wat that might mean but i know for a fact that my will to protect ppl that can't protect themselves is really high cause i won't let ppl i care about and love not even my closest friends and u seem to be a friend that would be able to help me just as if u needed helpoh and im gonna be bleaching my hair completely white cause it looks awesome and with the attire im gonna be wearing aka Dante's from devil may cry 4 since i plan on getting a sword like his and 2 guns
U sound like retard now ur not gunna go catch the demons lol this is not a video game kid it's guys like u who end up doing what happened got he kid on the bus in Canada the kid got his head cut off because the guy next to him thought he was a demon ... Learn the bible and learn the good before you get ****** up by evil this is not a game kid .. And u must be a demon hj putting thoughts into this kids head he can throw demons lmao like honestly wow best thing I have ever herd kid it take some times 8 grown men to hold a little girl down who is possessed .. Next ur gunna tell me u can defeat lucifer with yoursword and to guns lol like please think how ridiculous you sound honestly next ur gunna tell me it's on if u die you'll respawn like call of duty ur no physic anyone can see a demon or a angel an slot of people make up story's expescialky kids that's why the Vatican has all the exorcist as trained phycologist please stop feeding
Things to him and demons this not supernatural beleave me we have the power through Jesus to cast out demons n protect our self .. Think bout demons have been there since the world was created you think in ur little years you have mire knowledge on combat even this who noes the bible better then any human the devil he was there when it was created ... Like kid you need. A phycologist seriously but tondi ur hair blond n tri n look like a video game hahah I no srry for the long rant but really it was soo funny next he s gunna go super sayian and turn into goku and ka ma ah ma him haha ooo wow lol I think I'm done laughing
@infernoblazehell: I agree, there is amusement to be had at other's expense. I wouldn't say that is necessarily only a demonic quality. Humans can harbor their own unique brand of evil. Indeed, to believe that all demons are evil is to believe that all humans are holy. Some of the greatest evil comes from the light, not the dark. Demons, in my personal experiences, tend to not be nearly as proactive as extremist monotheists want to believe. They are more like opportunists. But, that is my own personal experiences. I deal more with fey in my works; which granted depending on who you ask are Demons, but I know better.<br />
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You and your friend aren't the only ones getting that 'feeling' about 2012. It is supposed to be the year of enlightenment, yes. But, keep in mind that historically enlightenment is rarely well received. The powers in charge used to execute people as heretics for disagreeing with the established 'proof' that the world was flat. With the current economic woes of the world, even an amateur author could write a plausible argument that the economy collapses in 2012. <br />
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What does this mean spiritually? In my opinion: Magick, the force, mana or where ever your particular beliefs lie; is all controlled by intent and power. In simplest terms; if enough people believe (and i mean truly believe) in the tooth fairy, it exists. So, if enough people believe that something really bad is going to happen in 2012; it will happen. These concepts are why people who are non-believers are affected by magick (positively or negatively) So, lets all send happy thoughts out to there about 2012. I'm rather fond of being earth bound. <br />
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Wow I'm really long winded, lol. I need to work on that. Anyway, later.<br />


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Visual Art
The Frye's New Singing, Dancing, Art-Making Exhibit
Opening October 13, MW [Moment Magnitude] is a "veritable tsunami" of visual art, performance, lectures, and more.
To close its 60th anniversary season, the Frye Art Museum is looking forward, not back, with an exhibition that's a far cry from the founding collection of late 19th-century German paintings. To start: There will be sound poetry.
Frye director Jo-Anne Birnie Danzker has collaborated with top Seattle performance artists Joshua Kohl (Degenerate Art Ensemble) and Ryan Mitchell (Implied Violence and Saint Genet), Doug Nufer (associate editor of the American Book Review), and Yoko Ott (director of now-defunct Open Satellite gallery and wife of incoming Frye deputy director Scott Lawrimore) to curate Mw [Moment Magnitude], a project that showcases Seattle's creative energy and willingness to play nice across disciplines. The artists they announced today include some major players in local hip hop, modern dance, visual art and design; it's almost as if the Frye is launching its own mini festival, a sort of avant-garde Block Party.
Per the release: "Mw [Moment Magnitude] includes three days of public rehearsal with Jherek Bischoff and a 35-musician orchestra; a sonic and kinetic ritual by the Black Constellation (Shabazz Palaces, THEESatisfaction, Maikoiyo Alley-Barnes); a concert by Samantha Boshnack; an evening of sound poetry presented by Jason Conger, the Four Hoarse Men, Interrupture, and Kjell Hansen; an offsite installation in Anne Fenton's apartment; a performance by Evan Flory-Barnes; live video recording in the galleries by Wynne Greenwood; on- and offsite programs with Tad Hirsch and the Yesler Community Center; a concert with Eyvind Kang; a lecture by Charles Mudede; a concert by the People's Grand Opera; the final stop of Perfume Genius' fall 2012 tour of North America; a performance by Vis-à-Vis Society; and a four-day-long onsite production by art-dance group zoe | juniper."
"Visitors to the Frye Art Museum will be greeted by a sound installation by Robb Kunz in the reflecting pool from which will emanate the music of Jherek Bischoff. ... And midway through the exhibition, on December 8, Mw [Moment Magnitude] will be transformed with a specially commissioned, large-scale light sculpture by Lilienthal | Zamora."
"Newly commissioned artworks by Leo Saul Berk, Rebecca Brown, and the Black Constellation; the graphic musical scores of Eyvind Kang; and objects and paintings by Matt Browning in constant transformation by nature of their materials, will be presented along with key works by Cris Bruch, Jeffry Mitchell, and Buster Simpson."
The Frye has been experimenting with installations and performance-based work for the past few years—notably its Degenerate Art Ensemble exhibit in 2011 and Susie J. Lee's indoor rainshower—under curator Robin Held, who left the Frye in March to head up film nonprofit Reel Grrls. With the addition of local gallerist Scott Lawrimore as deputy director this fall, the museum ramps up its commitment to Seattle artists and experimentation. We're looking forward to seeing how this plays out—once we're done taking a tour of every painting on view at the Frye. (Sheep. So many sheep.)
Mw [Moment Magnitude]
Oct 13–Jan 20, Frye Art Museum, free

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The Tampa Bay Buccaneers had their final padded practice of training camp, so from here on-out, the focus is on preparing for the Miami Dolphins and the two remaining preseason opponents.
Here are some highlights:
Top Plays
Early on, during 7-on-7s, quarterback Josh McCown chucked a beautiful 50-plus yard through to wide receiver Mike Evans for an effortless catch.
McCown then connected with wide receiver Vincent Jackson for a 20-yard touchdown strike.
Backup quarterback Mike Glennon had a rough go at it during 7-on-7s, getting picked off by cornerback Deveron Carr on a short pass intended for tight end Tim Wright. Glennon was picked off again on the very next play by linebacker Dane Fletcher.
During 11-on-11s, in the red zone, tight end Austin Seferian-Jenkins made a backwards diving catch in the corner of the end zone for what looked to be a score, but the play was called back.
Glennon struggled in the red zone during 11-on-11s and at times, appeared to have difficulty finding his receivers. He was picked off by cornerback Anthony Gaitor in the corner of the end zone on a pass intended for Robert Herron.
At one point, Glennon floated a pass into the end zone, and to everyone's astonishment, wide receiver Lavelle Hawkins caught it with one arm to score, drawing the largest cheers of the day.
Running back Charles Sims left practice with what Coach Smith described as a minor ankle injury.
Safety Keith Tandy had to be helped off the field towards the very end of practice due to cramps.
Missing from practice today — cornerback Mike Jenkins (upper leg), cornerback Keith Lewis (ankle) cornerback Rashaan Melvin (ankle), defensive end Da'Quan Bowers (groin) and Steven Means (groin).
Cornerback Alterraun Verner (hamstring) was limited.


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Coach Mike Babcock wants the Detroit Red Wings to relax, particularly at home. That hasn't been a problem when the Carolina Hurricanes come to town.
The Red Wings will try to heed Babcock's advice and avoid their longest stretch at home without a win in nearly 28 years Thursday night.
Detroit (9-6-7) has dropped eight in a row on its own ice (0-2-6), putting the team on the cusp of its longest winless stretch at Joe Louis Arena since it went 0-8 with a tie Feb. 8-March 20, 1986.
The Red Wings' overall slide has reached seven (0-2-5), and they last went eight straight without a victory Jan. 12-30, 1991 - a stretch that also included one tie.
Babcock feels there's a simple solution to ending the funk, which continued with Tuesday's 2-0 loss to visiting Nashville.
"Breathe, just play," Babcock told the team's official website. "We have to get back to playing. We've had tough stretches every year that I've been here, and as much as you have to work real hard and compete real hard, it's still not 'work' hockey; it's 'play' hockey.
"It appears to me that we're over-thinking."
Detroit is averaging 1.63 goals during the eight-game slide at home after scoring 2.75 in winning three of its first four there.
"This is adversity," right wing Daniel Cleary said. "We're a team that prides ourselves on being a great home team. When teams come into The Joe and they're saying it's a hard game for them, we have to get back to that."
A visit by Carolina (8-9-4) presents Detroit with that chance.
The Wings are 15-0 with a tie in the last 16 regular-season meetings at home dating to a 3-0 loss Nov. 14, 1989, when the Hurricanes were the Hartford Whalers.
Detroit has won five of six overall in the series, including 3-2 at Carolina on Oct. 4 on Stephen Weiss' goal in overtime. Weiss, though, is expected to miss a sixth straight game with a groin injury.
Daniel Alfredsson also has an injured groin that will likely keep him out for a fourth game in a row.
Henrik Zetterberg doesn't have a point and owns a minus-3 rating over the last two home games, but he's routinely been on the score sheet against the Hurricanes. He has nine goals and three assists in 10 career meetings, and that includes five goals while setting up two others in four at home.
The Hurricanes have lost four straight on the road, falling 4-2 to St. Louis on Saturday before Monday's 4-1 home defeat to Boston.
Cam Ward might be in net looking for a better start. He gave up two goals on the first four shots by the Bruins before stopping 24 of the next 25 in his first appearance since missing 10 games with a leg injury.
Ward has lost all three of his appearances at Detroit behind a 4.36 goals-against average.
That could be reason enough for coach Kirk Muller to opt for Justin Peters, who is 4-1-1 with a 1.45 GAA and one shutout in his last six games.
"We can't use these games to get fine-tuned. It's not exhibition anymore," Muller told the team's official website. "We've got to win hockey games. So if you step in, you have to step in with the mindset that you can win the hockey game."
Eric Staal has two goals and one assist in the last three games. He was held without a point against Detroit last month after having five assists in the two previous meetings.


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Flickr Find: Free Vintage Illustrations
Flora, fauna, fruits and Florida! (yep, today's post is brought to you by the letter F). Loving the Cath Kidston-ish vibe of these copyright-free vintage images from perpetualplum's Flickr. Tea towels (iron-on), envelopes, liners, gift tags, jar and lid labels, stationery, favors, decor… just imagine the crafting potential! Click on each link to take you back to the Flickr source.
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On Saturday night at 9 p.m., political reporters across the Beltway will gather round their flat-screens swelling with an odd mix of regret and expectation, like paunchy forty-somethings at a college reunion looking at an old video clip from that great blow-out party years past. Boy, did we have it good, then, and boy is life now dull by comparison. Instead of Obama and Hillary, it's Mitt and Rick. And instead of Sarah Palin, it'll be ... Rob Portman? Whoever it is, it won't measure up, not even close.
But for one night, we can try and relive the glories of 2008, or at least the delectable Palin-dominated portion of it that HBO chose to focus on in adapting to the small screen "Game Change," the behind-the-scenes tell-all of the 2008 campaign by John Heilemann and Mark Halperin. The film takes us back to that heady season with workmanlike efficiency, marching us past all the stations of the Palin cycle: the desperation that led John McCain to select her, her breakthrough convention speech, the disastrous TV interviews and semi-recovery for her debate with Joe Biden, her rogue breakaway in the final weeks of the campaign. Holding it all together is the tragic framework through which many have properly come to regard the Palin episode: that McCain, a war hero whose campaign was built around his claim to putting "country first," had put the country at great risk by selecting for the vice presidency -- the back-up to a 72-year-old cancer survivor -- someone so manifestly unfit for the role.
HBO defends Palin portrayal in "Game Change"
"Game Change" director defends HBO movie
Video: Why McCain won't be watching "Game Change"
Yet try as the filmmakers might, it just isn't the same. How could it be, really? For starters, how can one truly capture Sarah Palin? Sure, Tina Fey did so brilliantly in satiric form, but Julianne Moore set out to meet a much higher dramatic bar here and falls short. Moore looks the part, and gamely ventures Palin's Alaska accent, often to the point of excess (her "deal" comes too close to "dill," her "feel" too close to "fill.") But she simply cannot convey the sheer magic of Palin, the alluring combination of ideological intensity, provincial gumption and wink-wink sauciness that made one smitten conservative pundit declare that she "sent little starbursts through the screen and ricocheting around the living rooms of America." A wise political observer noted to me during the campaign that one of the things that made Palin such a bold choice was that she was truly of the frontier - she hunted moose (albeit less avidly than she'd have us believe); her part-native husband fished for salmon in Bristol Bay and worked the North Slope oil fields. This sort of hockey mom was a breed apart from the minivan chauffeurs that decide elections in suburban Denver and Northern Virginia. But Moore's Palin utterly lacks this strain of tousled Wasilla wildness; she is a suburban PTA mom to the core, so domesticated and sedated from the first moment we see her that it is very hard to believe that McCain's headhunters would have seized onto her after a glimpse of a few video clips - or that she would have sent huge campaign crowds into rapture. (The crowd scenes, I should say here, are a real strength in the film; the book glaringly failed to convey the broader context in which the candidates and consultant were operating, including the crowds that, in the case of Palin's audiences, edged from delirious to frighteningly venomous.)
The real Palin has complained that the film unfairly casts her as a complete dimwit; only she and her McCain handlers know for sure whether, for instance, she really let slip that she thought that England's government was run by the queen, as the film portrays. If anything, the film leaves out some of the more salacious material at its disposal, such as the scene in the book where Palin opens her hotel room door to McCain's advisers wearing only a towel, or her purported remark to McCain adman Fred Davis when he came upon her in the dressing room: "my brand is hair-up, isn't it?" No, more objectionable than any alleged flightiness in the portrayal of Palin, if you ask me, is that the film has deprived her of her spirit and her verve, the qualities that gave force both to her demagoguery and her charm.
Again, though, this is an understandable flaw. We may have to wait many years, until long after Palin has left the scene, before she gets her Meryl Streep. More perplexing to me are the film's other flaws. Most notably, the film suffers from the rather inexplicable shortcoming of far too many political dramas, dialogue that is so plodding, simplistic and overdrawn that is as if the filmmakers believe their audience is coming to the political game for the very first time. This is especially odd given the knowing, insider-y tone in which Heilemann and Halperin's book was written, and also odd given that the film's director, Jay Roach, has worked in this genre before, in 2008's well-reviewed "Recount." Perhaps our standards have been set too high by the David Simons of television, who introduce us to worlds far more foreign to most of us -- say, inner-city narcotics dealers -- with dialogue that is both far more inscrutable and far more convincing. But surely we can do better than lines like this, in the crucial scene where McCain campaign gurus Steve Schmidt and Rick Davis give McCain their pitch for Palin:
"She's an attractive mother of five. She likes to moose hunt," says the Davis character, played by Peter MacNicol. "This is a woman with a gun, John. The base is going to do back-flips."
Schmidt, played by Woody Harrelson, chimes in, "Furthermore, she's outside the box. She helps you recapture the maverick label, which will help you win back independents. She's everything you need."
McCain, played by Ed Harris, answers: "You don't think she might be too outside the box?"
"That's what makes her such a maverick choice," says Schmidt.
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A WOMAN left her ex-husband homeless after smashing her car through the wall of his flat just days after being released from a psychiatric hospital.
Julie Ferris, of Peter Firkins Court on Westcott Place, was jailed for two years on Monday after Swindon Crown Court heard her Mazda left 'carnage' in the bedroom she had ploughed into.
As she was being cut free from the wreckage on Heronbridge Close, Westlea, she told rescuers: "That's what is wrong with cars these days: they have got air bags."
Hannah Squire, prosecuting, told the court the 53-year-old had married Stuart Ferris in 2003 but they divorced four years later.
On the morning of Tuesday, October 29 last year they had argued on the phone and he had sent her an unpleasant text message.
"At about 1.40pm he was in the kitchen of his ground floor flat when he heard the sound of a car coming very fast, revving its engine, and he heard a tremendous bang," said Ms Squire.
"He went to go to the bedroom but there were bricks and dust flying everywhere and he could see a car had come through the front wall of his property.
"He says it was carnage, everything in his room was smashed. He went to see the car and only then he realised the car that had come though his wall was the Mazda of his wife Julie Ferris.
"He initially thought she was dead as she was sat with her eyes closed."
Mr Ferris, 54, said: "I was just about to go out when I heard this screeching noise.
"Before I knew it the car had gone straight through the front wall. I thought I was a goner at first. It was terrifying.
"She was still trapped in the car and was in a bit of a state so I tried to get her out. The emergency services came round and kept me away from the house while they got her out of the car.
"It was an absolute mess. The car went into my bedroom because it was at the front of the house, so it was just a good job I was not in bed at the time. The car was a total write-off. The house was completely destroyed and I had to find somewhere else to live."
He spent two weeks at Oak Lodge respite home on Bath Road while he searched for alternative accommodation, and friends let him stay on their sofas until he got back on his feet.
Ferris was interviewed the following day by police. "She said 'all I want is the lethal injection'," said Ms Squire. Referring to photographs of the car in the wall Miss Squire said: "Had there been somebody in that room when the car went through that brick wall someone's life would have been in danger."
Ferris, of Peter Firkins Court, on Westcott Place, pleaded guilty to criminal damage being reckless as to whether life was endangered and dangerous driving.
Timothy Greaves, defending, said despite his client's problems there are many people who think well of her and had written references.
He said she had self-harmed in the past and did not feel she was ready to leave hospital when she was discharged a few days earlier.
"When asked why this all happened she is at great difficulty to explain," he told the court. "She can't explain as to why she reached such a breaking point."
Passing sentence Judge Tim Mousley QC said: "The outcome of your actions could easily have been catastrophic. Your remorse almost immediately once you came to your senses is undoubtedly profound and enables me to keep the sentence relatively short."
As well as jailing her for two years he also banned her from driving for the same period and until she has passed an extended retest.