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The world was silent as she looked at her wristsThe blood was dripping off of her them and into her lap. That would be the last time she ever cut. She focused her vision onto her hands full of pills. She ate them one by one as she fell Ito a deep sleep. She held a note in her...
3 days ago
i can't explain it, there isn't anything really wrong. i just hate myself so much i'm almost choking on it. i cannot believe how incredibly up & down i have been. it makes me feel sick.
3 Responses
2 days ago
I'm so sick of living this life. Disgusted that I'm forced to live with this body. Disgusted that I know that one day i will die, without ever have seen myself in a mirror. Without ever have seen a picture of me. I am so fed up and frustrated with every one just saying hey just...
1 Response
6 days ago
i hate this. i was planning to beat the topper in class, but i hadn't even got half of the score in our science test. Instead of studying, I kept on listening to music and slacking off and keep on thinking about different ways on suicide. I want to bring my grades up next term. I...
6 Responses
6 days ago
More Than You Will Ever Know - I never loved myself I always thought of myself of a waste of air,mistake and a **** up but I guess I was born for a reason that I cannot figure out yet :/.I don't except anyone to love me because I don't even like me let alone love myself.But at...
6 Responses
Oct 8, 2012
I hate Myself - There is a good chance you are reading this post , because you ,like me, are feeling some sort of self-hate. I want you to know right now you are not alone! If you are like me , right now you are feeling isolated, alone, afraid , and hopeless. And I am so sorry...
3 Responses
5 days ago
The Woman In The Mirror - On nights like tonight. I sometimes wonder what others see in myself when at times I can't even see whats so special about me. Here the past 3-4 months. I've been extremely depressed and completely distant from those who matter the absolute most to me...
15 Responses
Nov 1, 2012
Lowest of Lows - Here lately, I've really started to torture myself with self loathing. I hate myself. I hate my looks, my personality, my thoughts, my feelings, I even hate my voice. I don't feel like I deserve to even be around the general population. I need to just go away...
4 Responses
Dec 4
What was wrong with me as a kid? Am/Was I a *********? Please be kind, i am here looking for guidance on things I've held in my heart for many years. I am not proud of the things I've done, I would never do them again, and I am remorseful. None of these feeling are because of the...
5 Responses
a week ago
I Am Incapable of Doing Anything Worthwhile. - I am a thirty-something overweight single woman with two cats a messy condo with late mortgage payments who can't find her checkbook atm or credit card hasn't started a huge presentation that i have to give at work in eighteen hours...
37 Responses
Nov 19, 2006
Born The Wrong Way... - You will laugh, you will judge me, you won't understand... But still I want to write it.
It began when I was little, I was only five and I already hated myself. I hated the fact that looking in the mirror was painful. I was looking at myself and thinking...
16 Responses
Feb 21
Endless Night Part 8 - Epilogue:
So here I am; the circle is complete. Still do I hate myself. Even going to sleep at night I don't look forward to, I hope that I don't dream. All I want is pitch black sleep. I don't have any dreams left for myself, I am unable to find any joy...
21 Responses
May 18, 2009
I have been slowly leading on an older man, much older man and I am under age....I regret everything now that I've seen what my actions have brought on. I feel unsafe now. Like he's going to make a move on me or something and I don't know what to do. It's times like these when I...
2 Responses
6 days ago
Why don"t i go there and talk to them and try to be their friend?even if i want to i can"t i just can"t..i hate myself for not being able to talk to them and make friend well that isn"t true i hate myself for a lot of things too.,
6 Responses
a week ago
ME - I don't know...I guess its self explanatory really, I don't love myself. Every day I look at myself in the mirror and I hate it. I hate the fact that I hate myself, and its not just physically its also emotionally I hate who I am. I mean I know I'm being stupid but why would...
14 Responses
Apr 6
I must have been cursed. I hate myself. I must have been a very bad person in my past life that one person just couldn't stand it and cursed me. I hate myself. I sometimes wonder why was I even born, but then I force myself not to think about it cause I don't want to insult God...
2 Responses
2 days ago
Because I'm deaf and everybody think I'm dumb and not smart...! I wish I was hearing not deaf I can't even hear nobody I am full of deaf! I hate doing sign language. I hate reading lips..! I wish I could talk! Nothing worse! I just put headphone in my ear so nobody don't no that...
5 Responses
3 days ago
Just Venting - I swear I'm worthless, I claim to be so ******* strong then why can't I help the ones I care so much about. What is even the point of being alive if I can't even be of some use? Everyone keeps telling me that I need to stop worrying about everyone else for once and...
6 Responses
Apr 1
There Are Far Too Many Days That I Hate Myself!! - I'm a single mother of 2 boys and there are many days that I hate myself. Yes all of what you are about to read makes me sound whiney but how can you not sound whiney when you are sharing your feelings on this topic. So here are...
15 Responses
Apr 8, 2007
Sick Of Beind Depressed? Enjoyment Vs Pleasure - When depressed, we turn to drugs, meaningless sex, alcohol, food full of fat and sugar, movies, video games, etc. These all give us small spikes of pleasure and do some good in lifting the gloom, but when it's over, what's left...
10 Responses
Jul 1, 2012
People Being Mean - I have been hated so much for like my whole life, I have been bullied . So I have always hated myself
8 Responses
Nov 20
I Consider Myself Less Than A Human Being.. - I hate every fiber of my being. I hate myself so much I feel like I'm some kind of plague to the world. I feel guilty just for my presence. I feel like I am a disappointment to humanity. I feel like somehow, just by me living, I'm...
8 Responses
Jan 4, 2010
I can't even stand to look at myself... to see how worthless I am. I have scars on my face and legs where I cut. Everyone hates me and all my life I've always hated myself. I wanted to change who I am so people could love me and actually like me. After so many months of trying it...
3 Responses
1 day ago
Back Here Again... - I've been better...
But I guess that was just a fluke.
I'm feeling so hopeless and tired again, and it's my fault.
....This is a place of odd comfort for me...when I am like this, it can't get much worse.
So it's safe.
Being happy isn't safe.
I don't want to...
9 Responses
May 14, 2012
I Hate Me - I hate myself because I don't like the way I think and feel, behave and react, and generally how I experience life and interact with the world...
There are billions of people on this planet, with spectrums of individual differences so wide that statistically...
12 Responses
Jun 2, 2007
Its about 4 in the morning and I just need to vent right now. I've been going through depression for the past 1 and a half year's now, It started last year in the middle of high school, It was the first year that I had moved away from the only best friend that I had. I never...
1 Response
Dec 4
I hate myself sometimes, or at least I think I do. I screw up a lot and other people hate me too. When I don't hate myself it's because I feel like I'm worth caring about. Like the lights are turned on and I'm part of the world again.
1 Response
2 days ago
Bullied - i always try to make myself look nice, makeup, hair and clothes. never happens just look a right mess. yeh people say my pics are pretty, but after years of being bullied, I don't believe what u say. bullying can destroy people's self confidence. mine was shattered...
2 Responses
Oct 14
Been There, It Gets Better - If you hate yourself, it means you have empathy. It means you're human. It means you care so much about others that you're willing to damage yourself for their sake. It means you punish yourself so cruelly every second of most every day, for the...
42 Responses
May 6, 2012
Mess - My life is a mess. I'm an unattractive slob who's too loud and can't keep her grades up in school. Everyone thinks i'm just going through a faze, but I'm not. I'm depressed, and no one cares about me enough to see it. They think i'm fine. They don't know that I hide in my...
13 Responses
Dec 29, 2012
I honestly do despise myself in every sense of the word. I am selfish and needy. I **** people off, and say horrible things when I am angry. I fly off the handle, I shout, I scream and I break things. I never think of hurting people, though. I couldn't do that. I'm boring and...
4 Responses
5 days ago
i hate humans. i found this on yahoo when i searched if there was something wrong with me thinking this way and i thought i'd share this because it is exactly how i feel, i could of never put this into words.
i hate them, they are all animals mindlessly wandering this earth...
1 Response
4 days ago
Never Happy Endings On These Dark Sets - Its just all wrong. And the one thing that felt right went left. I climbed up and fell down. I woke up and fell asleep. I drove fast and flew by. I wanted and didn't take. I have fallen and can't get up. I attempted but failed. I studied...
1 Response
May 13
I Can't Do a Damn Thing - I hate myself. and I hate that I have to tell people online that i hate myself. I don't lack good friends but i wouldnt dare telling most of them as it's so much "cooler" to be happy. I'm jelous of everyone and i don't know how to fix this. I really...
17 Responses
Apr 6, 2007
I look in the mirror, and I hate the person staring back at me. She is disgusting, fat, ugly, and she has scars on her arms. She is just so disgusting... I can't take her anymore...
6 Responses
a week ago
I have major anxiety and depression problems ever since I was little. I am diagnosed with anxiety disorder. I have panic attack... A lot. I have been cutting on and off since 4th grade. My parents only found out freshman year of highschool. I have been called a **** forever. I'm...
3 days ago
Not Easy To Change That... - What I have to do is learn how to accept that I'm not perfect. Accept that I've been banged up mentally pretty badly. Accept that I'm older now, that I will have bad days, that I will hurt.. That I will be depressed. that there are times I'll...
8 Responses
Jul 22, 2011
What It's Like To Be Me - I'm a pretty blonde cheerleader, my boyfriend is the Senior captain of the basketball team. I get good grades, I have a lot of friends, I'm invited to parties regularly. And all I hear all day long is how pretty I am, how good I look, how perfect my hair...
7 Responses
Oct 27
Hello. I am an American. I was born in Japan and I am living in Japan.I am 18. I have type 1 diabetes. I have been struggling with myself since I was 15. Depression, anxiety, hating how I look has always been an issue. I have been getting heavier this year and my hating myself...
1 Response
4 days ago
self hate ruining my life - I dont know what is wrong with me. It seems like anytime im a tad bit happy with life this voice in my head comes back telling me im stupid and no one likes me. That nothing I do is right, and i should be ashamed of myself. I always think my fiance is...
1 Response
4 days ago
I Hate Myself - I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate...
9 Responses
Aug 1, 2011
Self Versus Self - Please listen to me for once. You're not what you seem to show to people, you won't let them in but they feel your darkness.I'm not worth their time, I have to solve my issues on my own.You can't do this alone.Yes I can, I know where my problems stem from.Shut...
2 Responses
May 23
A rag doll. - That is what I am. When I'm with guys I don't do anything. I let them do whatever they want to me and I just lay there like a rag doll. Hoping, wishing to feel something, but there's nothing. I'm numb and thats it. All I can do is stare blankly at the ceiling. I...
1 Response
Dec 4
I hate what i have done, it makes me feel angry with myself that i gave up so easily but please don't think i don't kick myself. I laid in the bath and all i could see is you with someone in the bed i laid and slept in, i swallowed back the sickness in my throat and hold back...
1 Response
3 days ago
Pure Hatred - I hate everything about me. my eyes my smile. but i do love my mind. why? because i can dream and run away from everything that is making my life hell. everyday i wake up wishing i hadn't. seems like everything that comes out of my mouth irritates someone. whenever...
12 Responses
Oct 7, 2012
I've come to the realization that I will never be happy with my physical appearance.
I hate how much acne I have, I hate how I can't get really muscular, I hate my back acne, I hate my height, I hate how thick my hair is and the way it grows.
5 Responses
2 days ago
Being A Girl... - One question I always asked myself from childhood "Is it my fault I'm a girl, if yes, but why?"
My grand parents expected a baby boy, as the second child in our family. But I was a baby girl born to my parents. They didnt like me,nor loved me I guess. They...
21 Responses
Aug 4, 2011
Sick Of It - I can't even look in the mirror without wanting to punch the glass. I get so mad at what I am, everything is repulsive. Im so torn with wanting to be happy and just wallowing in this self hate. Im not good enough. My grades aren't good enough my personality, my...
35 Responses
Oct 20
Only sometimes. Like wen I do something stupid make a fool of myself or act like an ***. But anywhoooo
5 days ago
Something Everyone Should Read - Be part of the solution not part of problem!
A man opened his wife's underwear drawer and picked up a silk paper wrapped package!
This, - he said - isn't any ordinary package.
He un-wrapped the box and stared at both the silk paper and the...
1 Response
Jul 17, 2011
WHY LIKE ME - i cant spell
im dyslexic
im Bi and my mom hates me
im in love with someone i cant have
i cut and burn
im a nerd
i cry to much
i get drunk(not all the time)
i always seem to lose my friends and family
im a wuss
17 Responses
Jul 8
I've never felt this lonely in my life, and I feel like it's all my fault. I hate myself. Then I proceed to feel guilty about hating myself. Thus I hate myself even more. Then I am unproductive, making me hate myself even more. Then I can't sleep, making me hate myself even more...
1 Response
3 days ago
I really do hate myself, its like noone understands. I have noone to talk to, i hate my body, my family, i have nobody. My bestfriend i dont even think she understands..
13 Responses
6 days ago
I Hate Who I Am - I hate what I see in the mirror. I hate my past. I hate my present. I hate everything I am. I go to bed every night wishing I would wakeup with some disease and only have a few months to live. Or that I would die on the way to work in a car wreck or have a...
284 Responses
Jul 10, 2007
I Am Me - I am brave
I am strong
I am stuck
I am lonely
I am a loser
I am a geek
I am a girl
I am lost
I am scared
I am a soldier
I am different
I am a runner
I am a writer
But I am me
1 Response
Nov 12
Deep despondency. I don't know what the technical term for my affliction could be, but I'll just deem it as either paranoia, self consciousness or simply over-thinking. I'm literally incapable of doing anything without second guessing, worrying, and formulating the most negative...
2 Responses
1 day ago
I hate myself. I'm not good enough for anyone. I'm fake. I don't even know why I try to impress people when there's nothing impressive about me. Everybody is better than me. I don't deserve good friends-- I won't do the same for them as they would for me. I create awkward...
9 Responses
2 days ago
Goody Two Shoes Freak - I was always that weird quiet kid who always knew the answer in school. My family moved a lot and I was introverted so I didn't have many friends and honestly, I didn't really want any. I hated kids my age for being stupid and cruel to each...
21 Responses
Aug 21, 2008
I have so much self hatred that sometimes I just want to hit my head against the wall until my brain starts gushing out. I get so angry and it's weird because I hate the person I am. I hate how I think, I hate my personality. I hate the me on the inside more than me on the...
3 Responses
2 days ago
I hate myself with a passion. I hate they way I look, I'm fat and ugly. I see all these other guys who are good looking and can get anyone they want and it tears me down even more than I'm torn down. I hate the way I am, I am too nice. I don't like the way I talk. I honestly don...
3 Responses
1 day ago


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