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Hey all,
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I've long since been aware that my attachment issues are a big reason why I've been single for 19 years and still am.
I seem to only be able to fall deeply in love with those who are unavailable: those who can't love me back, or those who a relationship with isn't viable even if they may have feelings too. In these situations time and time again I've fallen into over attachment and codependency. In these cases I have no trouble being intimate as long as it's me wanting something that can't happen.
Meanwhile with those who I have chances with (and honestly I've had plenty), I can't keep it up at all. I'm either intensely freaked out and scared by their emotions / feelings, make some excuse to myself why it can't work with them, and break it off, or I get so bored and uninterested. Nothing like the intensity of those unrequited codependent attachments. A lot of the times I've passed on perfectly good opportunities for a good relationship out of fear or because I'm too busy obsessing over a relationship I can't have and that obsession makes any other chance of a relationship feel boring and unsustainable.
There's a girl in my life who's giving off strong signals to me but every time she asks me to go to a movie or dinner with her my reaction is fear and discomfort; and telling myself it won't work and will be nothing compared to this other girl I'm attached to with whom a healthy relationship is almost impossible to occur.
I honestly don't know where to start with my codependency and contradicting intimacy vs fear of intimacy issues. Any advice/similar experiences/where to even start with therapy or books would be super recommended. Thank you! ❤
How long will it take to recover from an emotionally abusive, codependent friendship of two years? Will I ever recover? :( I feel really broken...
I'm trying to set up better boundaries, but this is getting ridiculous.
It seems like I'm a walking target for peoples bad decisions/bad behavior lately.
SIDE NOTE- If you're going to say something rude or derogative about the post below, please just don't. I don't want to hear it- and I already got called "trash" once today. ALSO please read the whole story before commenting thanks.
I was on an online dating site a few weeks ago. It was a terrible experience. I had people constantly harassing me that I'd never spoken to, and then someone I ended up chatting with a bit ghosted me.
We had been emailing back and forth (his number checked out, as did his email). Well- turns out his wife messages me two weeks later to tell me she's found out he's been cheating on him and that he is IN fact MARRIED.
Then, when I tried to share about this in a subreddit today...someone called me trash and said I ruined this persons life. Uhm...their wife def knew he was already messing around and SHE messaged ME to let ME know and verify that we'd never actually jmet.
So..I guess my question is in terms of codependency. How do I move on from this? How do I stop internalizing peoples shitty behavior and comments and realize its not my fault? I somehow still feel responsible and its killing me inside...getting called trash today was just the cherry on top of the cake.
He broke up with me. My codependency and attempts to control were too much for him. I was hurting him. This was my first relationship with someone who didn't abuse me, or who wasn't equally as codependent. I used him to fill my gaps and make me feel whole.
He said we could maybe try again someday if I work on things. I've been going to therapy for a few weeks, reading literature on codependency, and engaging with online codependency recovery communities. But I am still so sad. I know it will take months of recovery at least before he would even entertain the idea of talking to me again. I miss him so much. I want him back so badly. But I know I can't until I get better. Has anyone been in a similar situation that can offer any insight?
I made a conclusion, long ago, that blindness to the character defects of others is an indication of complicit behaviors that are related.
For example, politicians who accept bribes are generally incapable of dealing with corruption. This is obvious when observing others, but I've recently experienced some invaluable personal growth by turning this principle inwards.
I was talking about some of my relationship issues with a good friend of mine, and noticed that she felt very strongly about some of the qualities that she observed in some of the interactions I described. In the process, I realized that I had a bad blind spot to these behaviors I concluded were unhealthy. And that is unacceptable to me.
In meditation, I examined this blind spot, and found that this principle applied. I was complicit in this destructive behavior because it served me, at least in the near term. I was corrupted. I began applying the steps to this situation, in particular step 4, the searching and fearless inventory. In the process, I found attitudes and behaviors of my own I found deeply shameful and repugnant. I dug at these things and wrote them down, on and on, until I could find no more. I've already shared these with this close friend, and am working through steps 6-9 now. I already feel intense relief and security, and now live with the confidence that this will resolve, and that I can and will be a better, more capable, and stronger person ever after as a result.
This is hard, folks! But so, utterly worth every long, painful moment along the way.
At first visit yesterday, Shrink tells me i'm seriously codependent, hence 2 back-to-back relationships with badly emotionally abusive narcissists (ex-spouse and rebound BF after leaving spouse). Now with a guy who's much, much better, but shrink says his control and lack of commitment put him in a "mildly Narc grey zone"
And shrink says that enabling and enmeshment are factors as to why my 21 and 24 year old sons went from us being peas-in-a-pod close to distantness and estrangement in a way that was, to me, "overnight." in the last 2years, i only hear from them when they need/want something, and i try to always come thru for them. They've never explained what triggered them to enact this, so that i could begin the work of fixing things to reconnect.
Shrink talks about cutting them off/ boundaries/ ceasing enabling. But if i do that, then the only parent they'd have would be their Narc father -- emotionally unconnected, angry, sometimes outright abusive to them (since i'm no longer there to be meatshield), but he pays for Everything: their tuition, their rent, utilities, car, food, etc.
i don't want to be the one who abandons them. i want to be the one they can trust and rely on. i don't want to cut them off, i want to heal and become close again.
i have NO idea of how to proceed. Obviously a LOT of work to be done with shrink, but i can only afford to see Shrink 1X/month (no $, longterm unemployed and in massive medical debt due to 2year+ still ongoing battle with Stage 3 breast cancer)(as an aside, kids "cut me" at about 6mo after my diagnosis; i was just post-chemo and taking meds at that point since chemo didn't work and made me sick as hell/multiple hospitalizations)
Has anyone been here with this combo of being Codep & estranged kids, and succeeded in healing that rift? How did you reconnect, set boundaries and get expectations met, and not lose your children entirely?
obviously this is a very nutshelled sharing of my situation. Questions/ clarifications will be gladly answered.
Thank you.
TL;DR: estranged from young adult sons, want to heal, dont know how, help pls, and thx.
The thought of you gives me hope for a new future. It motivates my worldview. It makes me believe that things can change. It makes me believe that I can aim for the stars and your love will keep me guarded. The thought of you makes me believe that I finally found the "one."
I've never felt so positively strong and warm-hearted towards well, anyone. I want to read you every single day. I want to talk to you over all the little and big things. I know we aren't a thing. But God I'm regretting this whole "no labels" thing even though, I was the one that came up with the idea. I can't help but fantasize you as my Don Quixote. I guess this is a natural codependency initiative of the human mind that wants to romanticize life and make everything more beautiful. Life can be beautiful in and by itself. However, why is it that must people are afraid of this thought? Why is it that people have lost hope towards a brighter and more ideal future? Why have people given up on their dreams of making a better world. I swear that it is my love for you that gives me strength or is it the love you have for me, I do not know. I feel cared and attended by you, completely. The thought of you covers every molecule that composes my chest with hope. I've never felt this nor have I ever expressed such a good-feeling warmth towards anyone in my lifetime. I probably idealize you a bit too much but I don't care as long as we can rely on each other and create a whole new world, all is swell.
I don't want this love to go to waste nevertheless it is pretty hard to sustain all this positivity that comes from my upward intuition without relationships. This is why I need your arms. I need your protection. I need your confidence and reliability to make sure that everything is and will be ok as I shoot for the stars. I want someone that believes in me as in my dreams. I want someone that does not just speaks but acts as he believes. I need support. I need positivity. I need someone like you.
I don't want to lose you in anyways this is why I'm like low-key trying to sustain the friendship at all costs because it is the baseline for everything. I constantly seek reassurance because I am scared of losing someone so magnificent as you from my life and I have already lost too many people.
I feel like I have also gotten rid of a lot of people that were not contributing anything to my life. I want to start anew. I want to be happy and ever since I have met you I have captured a glimpse of that happiness. I want to rely on you and I want you to rely on me. This is all. Thank you for staying with me and please, don't forever leave.
I just want to be happy. I want to succumb myself to the overriding presence of a "feel good" love that comes as two eyes interlock and make pass for the interconnected rivers to flow between the two edges. I find myself dreaming and wishing. I find myself radiating with hope and love. I find myself happy for once. I have hope. I do not want to close my heart. You opened my heart and well I do not want you to leave because I can never "unlove" you or "unchose" you from this moment on.
Trying to figure out my psyche anyone care to give me TLDR?
This could end up long and I apologize for that ahead of time.
Currently, I am 30 and living with my 28-year-old girlfriend and my mother-in-law. It was a long distance thing and we decided to say screw it and be together, work on our stuff, and get out on our own. Currently, she does not have her license because she has a phobia of driving and when she tries to drive, her mom refuses to do it, further controlling her. I had severe anxiety for many years and only recently gotten over it and trying to get my license, but of course, her controlling mother will not drive me. I suspect out of fear of me being in control and not her.
Living here though, I have come to realize my mother-in-law is completely codependent. She needs validation for everything from my girlfriend and even gets upset (never to me, more on that soon) if we decide to go for a walk and my girlfriend did not ask her first. She completely tries to undermine our relationship constantly, going as far to tell my girlfriend not to tell me pretty much anything. Fortunately, my girlfriend is a very vocal and trustworthy person.
Just recently, I had to visit family in another state. I wasn't gone 2 hours before she ripped my girlfriend a new one about how all we do is spend time together, how I treat her mom like a child (I woke up one night at 4 am to her drunk ex-boyfriend in our living room making barking noises at our new dog, then I flipped out, I am not sure I was in the wrong here seeing as it's 4 in the morning) and that I beat her dog. Now the dog thing, the puppy ate off a plate, I picked her up and put her in the crate and shouted, NO! WE DON'T EAT OFF PLATES! BAD DOG! and she turned that around as I beat her dog. That one still gets my blood boiling.
However, her mother will not do ANYTHING without her. Including grocery shopping, which I am now forbidden to go with for because we talk the entire time. Yes, this is a real thing she has said. She constantly is venting to her daughter about how she is fat, how her ex-abused her and still does when she sneaks out at night to see him, among other ridiculous things. She will literally trap my gf in her room until the middle of the night venting and she won't leave because she feels guilty, then is guilted for sleeping even more than a couple hours.
We are currently planning a funeral and they were at family's house tonight working on a photo collage and on the way her, my mother-in-law complained yet again about her being fat. When my girlfriend finally had enough and said then work out, she completely snapped and ridiculed her for supporting her and always being mean to her. Now, after getting home, she has stomped up the stairs and locked herself in her bedroom while my girlfriend is feeling guilty for speaking her mind.
I love my girlfriend and I am trying my hardest to get financially more secured to leave, but even then, my girlfriend tells me she feels guilty because her mom cannot afford this place alone. She has completely physically and emotionally trapped my girlfriend. She is aware of what her mother is, she is aware of it all, but she still struggles with that guilt and honestly, I am at the end of my rope. Part of me wants to confront her mom and go absolutely ballistic on her, the other part of me says I am overstepping my boundaries.
This is the girl I plan on marrying someday. I love most of her family, more importantly, I love her. She is great, smart, funny, and talented. Her mom, however, is so codependent, controlling, and insane. She makes my girlfriend second guess everything about herself constantly, won't allow her to grow up, and just honestly, tries her hardest to keep her in a position to have control over her. I really hope someone who has dealt with something similar can provide advice because I really do not know what to do next.
Any advice on what to do would be GREATLY appreciated. I have suggested moving back with my parents, saving for 3-4 months, then getting an apartment, but she doesn't want to leave her family. She is fine with leaving her, but as long as we live here, we cannot save enough to get out. I can't just abandon her to deal with this either, so anyone that has dealt with this, I would love to hear what you went through and/or did to get out of it. I know the chances of someone in a similar situation will exist, but surely someone can relate to some extent.
Thank you in advance for any advice you can offer, no matter how large or small.
Hmm. A sort of "manifesto," I suppose:
IF "Love is being with what IS in relationship," (which has become the case for me in my 29th year around CoDA and other 12 Step groups), then one need only get to what is with some "clean" form of empirical observation over time. I use this stuff, but there are many others.
So. What I found out is that...
a) people are the way they are when they are the way they are,
b) some are pretty stable in that regard while others are not,
c) most people change with respect to stress and other factors, and
d) the ones who are reliably stable may be as difficult to deal with as those who are not.
Thus -- as has been the case with pretty much everything of any real significance in my life -- I no longer try to set policies "in cement," but look to see, listen to hear, and otherwise use my senses to determine what's functional at the time. And recognize that anything like John Bowlby's truly "secure attachment" is usually an ideal rather than an actuality.
All that said, I never make deals with anyone who comes across as any sort of a/an...
a) practicing addict of any kind (including a sex, relationship, food, gambling or cell phone addict),
b) self-obsessed, malignant narcissist,
c) ardently learned helplessness victim,
d) "emotional blackmailer,"
e) exploitive manipulator, or
f) who wants me to chase them around their Karpman Drama Triangle.
Hey everyone, I'm new.
As my title explains I'm at a weird point in my journey. For a couple years now I have been working on boundaries, standing up for myself and defining my own sense of self-worth. I had done really well and then I got into a relationship that I /know/ was destroyed in part due to my codependency. It's like everything I had worked on slowly deteriorated. I only just recently came to define these behaviors and needs to know that my partner cares about me/sees me as worthy/etc. as codependency. I had heard the term in a treatment program I had been and had examined it/related to it mildly but I wasn't quite ready to really say this is what I am.
I know there is a lot of evidence that this all starts in childhood. I think that is true. My lack of boundaries starts in childhood. I was essentially taught by my parents that their boundaries mattered but they crossed mine frequently. It was little things like that which I've noticed have affected me for years. But, to be honest, I don't think the way it has manifested romantically really presented itself until after I was raped in 2014. Does this make sense? I feel like this really just made everything explode and it has so negatively affected so many aspects of my life. It makes me feel like a child again, as if I am learning anew how to see the world around me. It is frustrating to think that what comes so simply to others just makes no sense to me and ends up destroying the good relationships I do have.
My ex boyfriend was such a good person and, while he really was not a good communicator and that is in no way tied to my behavior, I know that my behavior did not exactly invite him to confide in me. I did not understand why he could not prioritize me the way I did him, etc. And while, cognitively I knew this was messed up, I still could not stop feeling this need to know constantly that he liked me/appreciated me/was thinking of me. A lot of me just wanted to be able to get on with my day and connect every so often but I was convinced he was purposely avoiding me until I made that become a reality.
I am finally starting to feel okay again and am regaining my own sense of self. I am also trying to cut down my phone time because, even while not in a relationship, I feel like that just amps up my codependency. Essentially, I'd like to get to a point where I am my biggest focus and that I spend a lot of time alone where I am happy to be alone. I used to love being alone! Now I see it as a negative reflection on myself?
Any comments are appreciated. Thank you for allowing me this space.
Heads-up this references self-harm in a broad sense and reference to a suicide attempt that nearly worked.
This year, my wife and I opened our marriage. It was the ultimate "people pleasing" move for me because it took me away from all my codependent roles - no more being the rescuer, no more room for being a victim. I broke and lost about six months to panic, incoherent thoughts, self-harm, a near-miss suicidal ideation with a belt around my neck...
I didn't give any thoughts to how this would impact me and just said yes. I said yes to everything and pushed it along - pushed for the dating sites, the encouragement - just anything to show I was on board with everything she could want or that I thought she wanted. It was next-level people pleasing. I wasn't okay - part of me wishes she saw my pain at every step or listened to my friends that asked her not to date, but she didn't. She took me at my word, but seems to generally forgive my lying and I don't blame her in any real sense.
And now... I'm healing from codependence. I found out I was codependent during this traumatic time, got to the cause of the coping mechanism, began developing a sense of self and self-worth.
And now.... I regret opening our marriage. My actions weren't consistent with what I was feeling. I don't regret having an open marriage, but she's set while I'm catching up to a reality I don't understand. I just can't wrap my head around what my marriage really is now given where I come from.
Edit: In a sound mind, non-monogamy is probably my jam. I just wasn't part of making it happen in a sound mind and now I don't recognize my marriage.
Hey there,
I want to see what experiences any have had sharing their inventory.
Did it help you? Was your inventory accepted without judgement?
Also, I am having trouble finding someone to appropriate to share mine with.
How do I ask someone without making it weird? Codependents often struggle to say "no" and I don't want to put anyone "on the spot."
I know people are big on sponsorship, but the idea of forming any kind of lasting relationship with someone who knows my baggage is very frightening to me. Panic inducing. (Even though nothing I have done has been illegal+ yada yada)
Sarah, Agreeable Naturalist
My SO stonewalled me again last night. We live together and share a vehicle. After work I got no call, no text, no response to mine. I still haven't heard anything. I think I'm finally done trying to make this relationship work. I tried setting boundaries and I get repeatedly ignored. Is it abnormal to expect your SO to come home at night, or at least inform your partner as to where you are and whom you are staying with? The last question seems overbearing, but I do feel like I have a right to know. Not to pass judgement, but to be informed and aware. It's been a long two years but I think I'm finally at my breaking point with this relationship.
Has this ever happened to somebody? It's too ironic to not have happened
Step 1: We meet. I can save you (and then you can save me).
Step 2: I try to help you. I try to change you.
Step 3: I am disappointed because you aren't changing.
Step 4: I feel guilty for feeling disappointed in you.
Step 5: Because of this guilt, I double my efforts to save you. I do everything I can for you. I sacrifice myself for you.
Step 6: This becomes unsustainable. My well is dry. I grow resentful, but I am in denial.
Step 7: I become angry and blow up. I say horrible things.
Step 8: I feel guilty. Return to step 5 and repeat.
If I validated myself, that'd be delusion.
I've become great at detachment. I don think about other people's problems as much as I used to, and even when I do I am much better at keeping it to myself... but what now?
I have been an artist since childhood, but now as an adult I'm having trouble painting without having external approval/validation as an end game. Like, my art used to be driven by impressing others and gaining my parents approval. Now I'm struggling to feel motivated. I want to paint and feel proud and good about what I've done, but I can't find the motivation to do it, or to do much of anything that doesn't involve helping others or gaining approval.
What I'm trying to figure out is how do I realize what I actually like to do. What can art mean to me now?
Actually the biggest question is how do you find motivation after detachment??
Ugh, I've analyzed others for such a long time. Who am I if not the person helping my friends?
I just feel sort of empty and anxious most of the time when I'm alone.
I spent so long giving a shit about what everyone thinks and now I'm kind of swinging to the opposite end of the pendulum. I'm finding it hard to really see much value in how people react to me. I definitely devalue the people I've spent my past with and don't really see much in my current friendships either. It's not that I don't care what people think of me.. but I guess I just find everyone kind of mundane and inane and frankly I feel a little impatient with everyone. I feel bored, understimulated,.. in fact I kind of just have this urge to be obnoxious just to see how people will react, or more specifically how I will react to people reacting to me. More often than not if I do get a hint of annoyance in my direction it's very easy for me to further devalue a person for "not being chill" and ignore them.. I just hate how highly strung and sensitive everyone is tbh. I kinda wish people I knew were more callous so I wouldn't have to tiptoe all the fucking time. But also I don't think I could handle too much callousness either. Is this a natural part of recovery or am I becoming an asshole? I don't get it.
Hey folks, I'm new to codependence recovery. Still feeling out if it is the right diagnosis for me.
Some quick context: about 2-3 weeks ago my ex-fiancé (at the time just prior, she was my fiancé) broke up with me. In reviewing what went wrong I found a few issues of mine that need to be addressed - so I'm in therapy, I'm reengaging with my Higher Power (Jesus Christ), I've stopped using substances, porn, and other entertainment to numb out, I check my self-hatred and my judgement of others before allowing it to take me over, and I've set up a health routine (good eats, sleeps, social time, journal time, hobby time, relaxing time, and exercise).
In reading a book entitled "Codependence No More", I found that my ex-fiancé and I may have had some strong codependent patterns in our relationship (though it feels like that stemmed more from her than from me, and I'm not usually one to place blame elsewhere when I think it's mine ti bear) so I went to a CoDA meeting to try and get a better sense of what codependency is.
I was super turned off by the group. I got this sense of hopelessness from the room that felt...wrong? I don't want to breach the rules of anonymity and the rules that everything said in that room stay in that room - so I'm being vague there.
Anyway - has anyone encountered this in CoDA? Are there groups that are marked more by a desire for health & a sense of hopefulness rather than a mourning for unhealth and leaning into hopelessness?
So my wife just got out if inpatient treatment. She's been back for about 1 and a half weeks. She finally went in after she went on a 2 week binge of drinking, drugs, and cheating... and she hit rock bottom after she got beat up and her kids saw her black eyes.
Now since she's been back, she has been working hard on her sobriety. She goes to IOP and goes to an AA meeting every day. In the meantime I've been trying to give her space and time regarding our marriage. Which has been very hard on me, because I feel like I'm in limbo and just waiting around... I've been paying all the bills, been taking care of my stepkids etc. She hurt me deeply with her behavior... but I made a commitment and I love her and care for her.
Now, since she has been back she has been getting letters almost every day from the same girl that's still at the treatment center. Also, the girl calls her on a daily basis. And my gut just had a weird feeling about it... so today I asked "so you guys are close eh?"... and she said "yeah"... I asked her "how close exactly"... and she said she cares for her and wants her to do good"... so I asked her if she romantically cares for the person and she looked at me, and said that there were feelings. Sigh... I'm just a wreck. She had feelings for someone before she went to rehab... and then already during rehab she apparently got feelings for someone else again.. I dont know if they have acted on it... but it truly sucks. I just keep asking myself when enough will be enough... im terrified of losing my family... even with all the pain this has caused me. I understand that she probably has a lot in common with the other girl, since they're going through the same thing... but man, does it suck. I feel like such an idiot :(
I just dont understand that even though I know what the right answer and course of action should be, I'm just so terrified to take that leap... I love her and my family... but it shouldn't be just one sided...
PS. Me and my wife are in a same sex relationship in case anyone got confused
I'm going to write this quickly because I have somewhere to be.
I know I have codependency issues and I'm working on them. The other day my husband brought up the fact that he sees me as not trusting literally anyone, and only him to a certain degree. And I realized that was SO true of me. I couldn't think of an instance where I felt secure in any relationship ever. Because when I was younger and had friends they always screwed me over and left. I can think of 3 main ones off the top of my head that really hurt. Then if I trusted my mom with something she always found a way to tell someone else about it like another sibling or something. I don't know I just am SO used to keeping my ultimate feeling inside and changing what I'm feeling to be something that is appealing to others. Then once I'm alone I go into super introvert mode and don't want to talk to anybody or anything. But I know I crave human connection because I do get on social media quite a lot. But it always feels distant enough to me so I feel comfortable. But any real life situation of intimacy with other people besides my husband and I'm instantly uncomfortable and feel like I have to perform mental gymnastics all the time to relate to people. I've completely distanced myself from my family dramatically and that's saying a lot because I was homeschooled with 5 siblings and constantly in a house with them and never really went anywhere except church with them for much of my life. Which yes I realize how fudged up that is now and I still just don't feel comfortable in life in general. I've literally almost completely mentally blocked off my parents and how they used to be because I cannot rationalize it out to save my life and if I did I'd just be really confused. I know my mom was super overbearing. My husband really brought it up to me on how I had almost zero personal choice with what i wanted to do. Yet it always seemed to me like I made the choices that I did of my own volition. It was always, "who are you going to hang out with? are they a good family? what school do they go to? what movie are you going to watch? who else was there?" the only time I really felt safe was when i went to hang out at church in a worship team because that was deemed acceptable, and even there I met my husband and we became best friends and was instantly judged by the church because of our age difference. In fact I was banned from talking to him for 6 months in any form till they finally lifted the ban once I was eighteen.
So, needless to say, I don't really connect with people that well. But I also don't know why I feel like I need to? Other than to discover myself more? But also is that even how you know who you are? I don't feel like I should know who I am just because of my relationships to other people. But is that how that is supposed to work on some degree? I don't think it is supposed to work that way. Obviously I think I just need to grow more and discover what I like and dislike. But at the end of the day, I don't want to because I don't want to be figured out by other people and able to be put in a box again. And I'm writing all this out now because it's sort of a venting scenario but also it's to ask advice. I feel like I should find a therapist. Anyone else go through something similar?
As we're all familiar, in a codependent dynamic, there's the caretaker (us) and the dependent (usually a needy/entitled person).
I'm feeling a lot of anger, resentment, and disgust towards those 'dependents', even after cutting the emotional chord so to speak. They're still needy/entitled, I have found, and they didn't come out unscathed. But there's just something about them moving on with their lives and me being left here to work on myself and get to the root of my problems, while they never really seem to go this deep.
What triggered this for me was a certain relative (who I used to caretake) getting into a new romantic relationship... I'm honestly just disgusted because I know they haven't worked through their issues and their partner is most likely some overly-patient and overly-giving person, like how I used to be... and it just sickens me. I'm so sick, and alone, no one to talk to.... I feel like there are so many dysfunctional people around me pretending like they've got their shit figured out when they are totally toxic. I hate it.
I cringed when this relative revealed to me why they liked a certain friend of theirs.... "because they're very empathetic"..... I was screaming internally, screaming. It reminds me of my own empathy and how misused it was, and I am so appalled that this person is such a bottomless pit that they want more and more empathy from others. While, when I need it, people assume I can just fix stuff myself, because it's always been that way.
And I ask myself:
Could this be because I'm jealous that they've moved on? I don't think so. On one hand, I'm glad to have gotten rid of them so I don't have to caretake anymore. On the other, I just.... really hate how thoughtless they are, kinda like "how dare they think it's okay to jump into things without working on themselves first?" Which, I suppose, is kind of dumb because it doesn't have to be a linear process, and not everyone has to be like me (I prefer to work through my stuff and then when I feel ready, not perfect, go to the next level) and yet I'm disgusted and resentful and feel strongly against it. It is how I feel and I acknowledge it.
Anyone else experience this?
I'm so conflicted and feel nauseated. I hate them for being needy. For smothering me with their needs and emotions for so long while not giving a shit about mine, and I sat there taking it, prioritizing them, supporting them.... and in the end, they go on doing that exact same thing. While I've apologized for the part I played in the past because I know I'm responsible for my half (and that makes me more angry, because we tend to be overly responsible so fuck apologizing), they feel like they did nothing wrong, and off they go into the sunset, carelessly repeating the same patterns. Unashamed of their needs.... while I have trouble making mine known.
I think I need therapy. And now I'm crying for the first time in a long time, I didn't know I had this in me.
I've recently been told I'm codependent from a therapist and researched the hell out of it for my awareness and it seems to add up and accepted i have this. but the issue i think i have the worst of codependency due to a toxic life from the moment i was born. fast forward 30 years i start breaking down a lot when i mean brake down it cripples me and cant function for a few hours. what is the pain? I seem to blaming myself its my fault one way or another. I struggle to understand this pain in my head and struggle to express what I'm feeling.
I don't know if this is Core Codependent feelings e.g. Low self-esteem, Shame, Fear, Guilt or if it is Painful Emotions Fear and Shame Anxiety, Anger Resentment or Despair and Depression
Its getting worse its like i have such a negative motive in my head i sabotage myself without me realizing. its practically paralyzing me i cant seem to do anything without the pain catching up. I'm always feeling this pain like my head is so loud i cant shut it off. just negative demoralizing stuff that makes we wanna switch it off e.g. Suicide
its taken over my life i cant work, i punish myself so much in the relationship that i cant even be a supportive partner anymore. Some days i don't even get out of bed because i cant seem to escape this dark place that lives in my head, no matter what i do it puts me back on that rack and tortures me mentally. i just want it to stop any suggestions please tell someone else understands what i'm going through so tired of being alone in this battle no one understands what i'm going through.
I consider myself in the "mid-range" of Recovery. I've identified the narc/codependent relationship as well as the role I play — why I keep picking the same person with a "different face", spent HOURS (and reading STACKS of books on unmet childhood needs/healing the wounded child) poring over this site and others, broken it off COMPLETELY with my narc (with the exception of business details - bills, accounts and password info, loan info, etc.) and moved onto healing my inner child...
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Female 19,536Male 20,287
- Median Age37.5
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- 1 Bedroom$665
- 2 Bedrooms$939
- 3 Bedrooms$1,607
- Studio$585
- 1 Bedroom$776
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