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Letter(s) from Ekaterina Saukjina to Jon (USA)
Letter 1
How's it going Jon? Curious what this morning in the horoscope I have read for fun the forecast. There have promised romantic acquaintance to me! Maybe in horoscopes write not only nonsense?))
First impressions remains for a long time. Jon I did read your profile and you do have my interest. I am quite pleased that you review my profile too and then contact me. At my age those days of game playing and false stories have been gone for quite some time now.
I would like to know more about you and what you are seeking. Everyone who is on an dating site is usually there for a specific reason, some may be looking just for sex, some may be looking for e-mail buddies, some may be looking on for a soul mate, etc. Noticed that you are serious in your quest. I'm not looking for someone "perfect". Someone intent on finding perfection is bound to be disappointed. Jon I just wanted to drop you a line and create a spark. If about me - my name is Ekaterina. I work as a teacher in the musical school which can be trying at times, but I love my job and couldn't think of doing anything else. I appreciate the simple things in life and try to remember that you only have one life to live so make every second count!
Jon I am sure you may have questions for me as I do have some for you, and I will give you the floor to ask away.
I really look forward to your response.
Sincerely Ekaterina
Letter 2
How's it going Jon? I am really glad you wrote. It is pleasant that you show interest to dialogue with me. It is important to me. If things work out, great, if not, that's fine too, everything happens for a reason.
Jon I want to tell you... I live in Russia. I understand that this is very far from your country and thousands of miles separate us, but I think that distance is not a serious impediment to our communication. Do you agree with me? I live in Plesetsk. This is northern part of my country. Jon what city do you live in? I tried to register at the Match.com with the name of my country and my city, but the site did not allow me to do it and I had to use your country.
I began these research just recently as I know that Russian men for the most part do not possess the kind of qualities that are most important to me and in addition they like drinking and waste their life-time. The most important thing in a relationship for me: trust and understanding - a pledge of sincere communication. I am the gentle and patient person. I am always tolerant I treat other people. We all have their advantages and disadvantages. I am a person who self-assured and at the same time soft enough, romantic and it's important to me. Most of all I do not like lies. As speak at us, better a bitter truth than sweet lies. Jon although we have not met and do not know each other, I think a few emails between us may be quite fine. I see that I am 29 years old and a certain stage of life has been passed. I appreciate that life is full of twists and turns. I have not had too much time to do all I want to do but hopefully now
can start.
Now I would like to ask you. Jon what are you looking to the Internet and what relationship do you aspire? I will try to tell you more about me in my next letter. Just I'm going to a rehearsal of Oriental dance.
I hope I get your picture and your new email tomorrow with the answers to my questions.
Thanks, Ekaterina
Letter 3
What's up Jon? Good to here from you, and how are doing today? As for me I had a good day. I thought you did not write me because I live in another country. I'd like to say that you are an unique man and you worth all the best. Thank you for the pictures in your letter. I like it. Mollie looks charming! In your letter, you ask about living in your country? Right now I'm not interested in that. Anyway, time will tell. I hope you understand me.
I am interested in becoming more acquainted with you I will tell you more about me. I do not have children and I have never been married.
My family it's my mum, grandmother and my grandfather. My family is very important to me. I honestly don't know what I would do without my family. They have been my support through everything and there really isn't much we wouldn't do for one another. My mum name is Elena. She was 53 years old. She works in a factory. She is very nice, kind and intelligent woman. My grandmother and my grandfather lived in the village Kargopol. Her name is Liza and she 75 years old. She does not work now, she is pensioner, but she is very much to do around the house. My grandfather's name is Vasya, and he 76 years old.
He retired as well. Sometimes we go fishing with him. He always taught me to help others and care for them. I do not remember my father. He was an officer in the Soviet army, and he was killed in Afghanistan in 1986 when I was 3 years. Mum said that he was very brave and very kind. She loved him, and he was very fond of my mother. I am proud of my father and he is my hero. Jon tell me more about yourself, your family, about your parents. What does your family mean to you? It's very interesting for me. Modern family life is not easy. In it there are many difficulties and problems, but still the most important thing is love and respect, as the two necessary basis for its existence.
Because having a family arsenal of two such powerful tools, people are able to survive any domestic troubles. Jon do you agree with me?
I do not have a computer at home and I have to talk to you from my study room - this is why I do not always have the time to write it to you. I'm pretty busy right now. I'm sending you a photo on which I have with my mom and I hope you like it.
Sincerely Ekaterina
Letter 4
Hello My Dear Jon!!!
I was very pleased to receive your reply as I was impatiently waiting for it. Jon I want you to know that now you have a person who can listen to you attentively, who can share your problems and understand you. In your letter you say about my photos? This was not done in New York. I've never been to your country before. Photo name means NY New Year. It was taken on the eve of the New Year. Thank you for the pictures and the story of your family. I am so sorry that your father has died. I'm sure you're very fond of him and he will always be in your heart. Jon yes, sometimes I take dance lessons. I also teach piano lessons at the music school of my town. My city is the 11,000 people in my town there is a large spaceport. No, I can not go over 7 minutes to the house of my grandmother. It takes about 2-3 hours. I visit them as soon as I can. During the summer I do it practically every weekend since I have to help them do the work in the garden. You have a garden? Do you like to do yard work? I am a grandmother and grow a lot of flowers and vegetables and fruits. I'm not afraid to do any dirty work. Jon you also asked about food. I prefer to eat only healthy foods. I do not have a favorite food. I eat everything. Just a little bit because I do not want to be round.
Many people,many minds. All people are different and so they prefer spending their free time in different ways. Some of them go the parks, forests,to the country and enjoy the beauty of nature. Others like to stay at home watching TV or reading books. As for me I prefer to spend my free time in different ways. I like to go in for sports, aerobics, yoga or play volleyball with my friends. I like watching TV and listening music. I often went on dances earlier, like goes to cinema.
I have a rest, when I dance, when I float. But I wish possess this world with somebody. With the beloved man, for example. How you think?
Jon would you like to dance with me? I am assured, that you dance very well and you can learn me to dance even better. Really???
Also I like to travel the country enjoying natural beauty. And my way of spending free time is connected with my hobby. And my hobby is reading books. I'd like to say that it's hard to imagine our life without books. Books play such a great role in the development of personality. They help as to forget our daily problems and to pretend we travel to the past, future and to many different, wonderful places that we can't visit in reality. Do you agree with me? What do you like to do in your leisure time? Can you tell me about your interests?
Jon I want to ask you what do you think about my English? I studied English language by means of books. I took English books and tried to translate them. Do you like that how I write to you? It's very interesting and important for me.
Yesterday I went to Yuliya and we spoke about many things. She asks me now each time about you and she asked me to say Hello . Would you like that I send greetings to her from you?
I send you a photo where I'm have rest in a hammock. I wait your photos and letters with impatience every day. I hope you will write me tomorrow.
I will wait...
Jon, I think of you... A lot of time...
With warm regards, Ekaterina
Letter 5
Hello My Dear Jon!!!
Thank you for your letter today. This helps me to better understand you and your life. I worked a lot today and a little tired, but I am writing you a letter, I give my thoughts, my emotions. Jon thank you for that appreciated my English. I try, but I do not quite everything works. I'm talking about as well as I write. I will say your "Hello" to Yuliya. I am sure that she will be very happy about it! I understand that you are considerate man. Jon I would very much like to dance a slow dance with you sometime in the future. Would you like to dance the waltz with me? Or Tango? Jon of course I would be very pleased to teach you piano lessons sometime in the future. I am sure that you would be a great student. Maybe we could play the guitar ever? Guitar is my second instrument. Maybe Russian-English duet? Why are you shy to play music out? Jon in your letter you ask about vegetables? I like all vegetables. When I was a little girl I loved the artichoke. You ever heard of this before? We call it Topinambur.
I'm not sure if this is in the United States.
Jon I want to ask you about your friends. What can you tell about them? Tell me more. I really would like to know about them. How did you meet? How to become friends? How long have you friends? Jon how many friends you have who are always ready to help you? I have a very good friend. Her name Yuliya. Friends are very important in our life.
I think one cannot live without friends. The most important thing for being good friends, to my mind, is to be ready to help one another in any situation, nevertheless how difficult it is, to support one another and to solve all the problems together. And never mind, that the friends may have different interests and hobbies, different likes and dislikes. They say that the friend in need is a friend indeed. I think it is really so. Jon I hope you agree with me? My friend and I always do our best to help one another. We discuss all our troubles and try to find the best decision in any situation. My girlfriend is a very good, kind and intelligent. We often spend our free time together. Our friendship is very important to me and I try to do my best to be a good friend too. I send you a photo, where I with Yuliya.
How you think, she is a good person?
Jon I do not want to leave, I want to get another one of your letter.
I hope that tomorrow you will write me. I'll wait for your new photos and letters.
With care, Ekaterina
Letter 6
Hello My Dear Friend Jon!!!
Thank you for your touching letter. I read it with pleasure and emotion. How do you feel? What are you doing? Jon friends is really important and integral part of our lives. Only with friends, we can show our feelings completely!
Jon I would like to know more about your work. Who do you work? Tell me please more about your work. You know, all over the world, there is a huge variety of professions, and in the far childhood at me eyes from such huge choice ran up. Still at school, I dreamed about the profession of music teacher. Further I many times have thought of a creative career. I have ended Musical college on a piano class. Jon what do you think about this musical instrument? Not a secret, that a profession the teacher one of the noblest trades, but also one of the most difficult, in my opinion. On the one hand, it is the big responsibility, and on the other hand it is interesting and fascinating. Of course, we cannot work as the teacher if we do not love children and if we are not ready to divide with them their pleasures and the sad moments. The profession needs to be chosen realised, being guided only the natural propensities and possibilities.
I have chosen this trade for three reasons: love to children, love to music and possibility to prove creatively. I love children and I will open to you my little secret - they love me very much! Sometimes, they do something does not work and I try to help, suggest. Jon recently one of my schoolgirls burst into tears during class because she could not play musical piece correctly. We stayed after school and long studied each fragment. She came to me on the next day and played this musical piece without errors. It was very pleased! Today I thought about how life changes, I do not even know how to say, how to express my thoughts. But I think that soon I can. When exactly will be sure.
What do you think? Jon tell me, what thoughts you have when you read my letters? It's very interesting to me.
I send you a picture where I goof off during lunch in study room.
Your most sincere friend Ekaterina
Letter 7
Jon forgive, that I cant answer today your letter. My friend was ill and she is necessary my help. I need to buy medicines and I should look after about she. If I to be in time that I will answer your letter. But I will try to answer you as soon as possible.
I will soon come back,
Letter 8
Dear Jon you received my last letter? I was busy and I have not had the opportunity to write to you. Jon I want to say to you that your friend feels better. Yesterday was just a little unwell, but I think that everything worked out and left behind... At this time, we have an outbreak of influenza and other cold diseases. This is normal and it happens every year. How is your day? I hope that your trip to Virginia was successful and you are fine.
Unfortunately we can not every day to write long and frank letter to one another, but my friend Jon in time I know you better and it's nice to me. I am glad that I met a man with whom I share my thoughts and dreams. You - a very good interlocutor and I am pleased that you understand me, my letters. I learned to understand you. It took me some time. But with each new letter I understand you better.
Communicating with you is very important to me now. Jon I would like to ask you about your days off, of your free time. How do you spend your holiday and what do you do in your spare time? I do not consider myself to people who get up early, so on weekends I like to luxuriate in bed, if you do not need to hurry and I get up a little later than usual. I like to cook different dishes: meat salad, soup, dumplings, pancakes, chicken, cake or pie. Jon what food is pleasant to you?
I've heard that people in your country passionate about fast food, McDonalds. I think that it is not useful food and I never would have nursed my favorite person of this food. Also I like to walk in the park or stay on shore and admire the beauty of nature. In his spare time, I try to visit my grandparents, and they are very pleased that I try to give them my attention, and you know it's very nice to me too, because I really love them. Sometimes I stay home, watch TV, listen to music, reading books. My room is a large chair next to a lamp with blue shade. If it is cold outside, I like to sit in this chair with a cup of coffee and thinking: about the present and the future.
I send you my photo where I walk the streets of Arkhangelsk.
I hope to hear from you soon.
Your sincere Ekaterina
Letter 9
Hello My Jon!!!
How to you it was slept, how you feel today? I have come running today in school with thought on you, on your letter. I very much waited for it and now I read and I try to realise each word in your letter. Thank you for the pictures in your letter. It gives me a smile! Yes, I like to camp. We went with my grandfather a lot of time and a lot of different places and we were fishing this time. I like to have time on nature. Jon what do you mean by the word "crickets." It's a bird? Am I right?!
My darling Jon last night I sat at a window, having wrapped up in a plaid, and observed from a window of passers-by. All of them somewhere hastened, all had affairs. Someone wished to get home more likely after difficult day, someone simply hastened to a family. And I envied them, after all they were happy. Their happy smiles were visible even in darkness and from height of 5th floor. During this moment to me it became lonely. In the evening we with mum have made a supper, talked on various themes. She asked me about you, about us with you. I said to it, that all is remarkable also all well, but thought of other. I thought of you Jon... What is the happiness? How you think?
My letter will be today slightly sad. I simply wish to be sincere with you, after all the person not always happens cheerful. My mum sends you Regards! She rejoices to our warm relations and this pleasure is transferred to me! Believe, I am very glad, that have got acquainted with you and I am happy, that I communicate with you.
I will wait for your letter. I'm sending you a photo on which I in a cafe waiting my lunch.
Your slightly sad, but happy Ekaterina
Letter 10
My dear Jon very much want to write you something warm and tender.
To this letter a little warmed you, your soul. Want to see my words to you was nice, good, happy. In my last letter I wrote to you that I'm sad and dull. I've been thinking about this today. I guess it's not right - write about a bad mood. I just want to be frank with you, and I do not want to hide anything from you. Jon now you know that I'm not a princess in the history book. I have my weaknesses and I make mistakes sometimes. I'm just a girl who tries to learn from mistakes.
Knowledge and experience grow in patience and humility. Do you agree with me?
Jon do you ever think about time? Time - the greatest value to humans.
Our generation is living in an age of high technology, almost anything can be bought or sold. The rhythm of life is so fast and indomitable that it is very difficult to find time for basic things. We're running, but the time ahead of us. We try to manage them, but it is not subject. In this hectic sometimes we forget about feelings, relationships. We forget that feeling of eternal as time. These concepts are priceless. Jon what do you think? As we age, we become wiser. We get experience and it was he who attracted me to you. You're not my age and it's nice. I am pleased to communicate with you, talk and write about my thoughts. With you I can easily and simply. I hope that in time these stereotypes will remain unchanged. You?
Jon I'm sending you a photo on which I am cooking pelmeni. Would you like to try it?
Now I need to go, but I hope you will write me soon. I'll wait...
I miss...
Your Ekaterina
Letter 11
Jon I am glad to read your letter, your words, your thoughts. My friend and my mom send you greetings! I hope you do not mind if I tell them that you gave them greetings and congratulations too! Jon for me it does not matter the age difference. Age is only figures. Yes, you can offer me something that I need for the future. Do not worry to tell me something. I always listen to you and is willing to listen to you in good times or bad.
It's interesting to me what the relationship with the other girls have you been? About why you separated. What would you like to see in me?
Tell me Jon. I beg you not to hide anything from me. Jon I will say at once why I like you, I do not know how to describe what happened to me after we met. I was lucky, I began to feel better. Even my friends and my mother said so.
You know, I never had a serious relationship in the past. I have met and made friends. Of course this can not be called love. It is hard to describe my past feelings: interest, desire. It is difficult to name the last relationship - serious. There were meetings and were parting.
It was flirting, but no more than that. I have never experienced serious feelings, but I believed and saved myself for the one man.
Now I met you and you changed my life, you gave me a new feeling, you gave me a new emotions.
Nice to know that now we are alone, you and me. When you read these lines, you thinking about me. Let the moment, but now for you nobody but me. And not just my words but and my thoughts, which they have, gently and tenderly hugs you. You calmly and well in these hugs, Jon? Please, forget about the past, do not worry about the future.
What happened and what will be - now it is not important. Live the present, live for these moments. And be happy Jon!
I send you my photos. I hope you have a wonderful day and look forward to hearing letter from you.
Your sincere Ekaterina
Letter 12
Jon I am so glad to receive your letter today. When I woke up on the street was morning and I woke up with a smile because I immediately thought of you and your today's letter. I am so sorry that your personal life was very hard. You're a good, decent man with a good character and it attracts me to you. You deserve happiness! Thank you for the photos in your letter. You're looking good! I often imagine your way through the day.
Jon I'm so glad that you sincerely answer me, and I want to talk seriously. I'd like to ask you, do you have secrets? What's hiding something from me? Jon I always sincere with you and tell you everything you ask, and hide nothing from you. I understand that you are far away and I know that if we are something to hide or deceive one another then it will not lead to good results. We're not playing games and want to find love. I hope you also understand me. Jon I wish that we would have with you all was well. I wish that we had with you were happy. You're a good man and you liked me. How strange it all. Most recently, we did not know one another and live in different worlds. And now? Something changed in me. Something has changed in you. Changed our relationship. Jon you thought about this? Did you notice? I'm next to you, sat down beside you and watch in silence, trying to discern the features of your face and watch as you read this letter. Observed how your face, your facial expressions, eye change when you are reading these lines. I want to guess, these words touch your heart, and if - yes, what do you feel, what do you experiencing now? Let's not me, but my words to touch gently to you. Feel their warmth, feeling it. Let it be as long as possible will not leave you.
I will wait your answers. Yes, I'm sending you a photo on which I have dinner. I hope you like it! or not? I am waiting for your answers Jon. It is very important to me now. I hope that the wait will not last long and you will write me soon.
Best Wishes,
Kissess, Ekaterina
Letter 13
Jon how was your day today? I hope well. When I received your letter, then was very happy. I woke up with a bad mood and thought that all will be bad. Because even on the street overcast and cold. I even began to think that you will not write to me. Jon now, I got your letter and feel fine. On my face began to smile and I feel good. In my last letter I asked about the secrets because I think that everyone has it. Jon I want to tell you my secret. The mystery about which no one knows. I want to tell you about my first kiss. He was at school with a boy in my class. It was at the age of 16. Of course I do not feel to it now, and it was only a kiss. But I did not tell anyone about it. You're the first person that I discovered the secret of my first kiss. Now it's our secret with you!
Jon how would you like that to begin your day? Since the morning?
Tell me. In my dreams I fall asleep in your arms and wake up from your warm breath. I'm lying wrapped in your arms and watching you. I want to touch your neck and eat your smell, so fresh and warm. Hug you tight and kiss your hair. I want to feel like you sound very close to me, because I'm tired, and all the complexity is easier for us to decide together. I kiss your lips and say: "Good Morning my dear Jon!" I will feed you an orange by hands, cook a light breakfast, brew a cup of morning coffee, with its exquisite aroma. Happiness - it's accompany you to new day and know that the evening we will be together again. If you fall asleep on my lap, I'll be with your fingertips to stroke you on the back and I will cuddle cheek to your cheek. I want to sleep in your t-shirt, that would have to feel your smell, that would know that under your shirt is a secret known only to you and me. But this is only my dreams! Maybe not only mine? Maybe it's your dreams too?
Jon if you can imagine in front of a large Pacific Ocean, it is so much kisses I send you now, that they would surround you and gave you affection. What would they wrapped and protected your day, and helped in every way. Already missing you, I think and hope that soon I received your letter. I'm sending you a photo on which I am in my apartment.
Gentle Ekaterina
Letter 14
How are you doing today? I hope all is well as for me I am doing okay just a little tired from work. Jon I like your letter. In your letter, you ask about my photography? Yes, it's a bath towel as I stepped out of the shower and Yuliya made a picture. Jon I am not afraid if my towel fall easily as if my apartment is not men. When I'm alone in the apartment that I can be naked. You sleep in a bed naked or do you wear pajamas?
You know, yesterday we were walking with my mom in the park and talking on various topics. At one point she asked me about you Jon, about us. She asked about our relationship. To be honest, I was waiting for these issues, because I really wanted to tell her about you and me. She listened and smiled. Then she told about my father about their relationship. And may I have heard these stories many times, but I still was enjoyable and interesting. Their mutual love is always warmed their hearts, and even now my mom remembers, loves him and only him. I never knew two people more in love than my parents and I know that my heart is open to the great feelings too. My mom asked me to say Hello!!
Jon I want to know what your friends, relatives and closest people think about me. I do not know how they relate to me and so I want, what would you tell me honestly, what they say about me. I really need it. To me does not matter anyone's opinion, only your thoughts and only your feelings. But I want to know what people think, those people who are close to you. Tell me Jon. I want to know it.
It was late and I need to go home. Once again, I'll go one of these dark streets and lights will illuminate the road for me. I'll go and I'll think of you my Jon. I turn on my own lane and look at my window. Unfortunately, in this reflection I do not see you, but I know that now my email is next to you and it only for you. You read it and I hope that very soon you will respond to it. In my letter I send you my photo and I hope it gives you warm. I'll wait for your answer and I hope that you will write me. I'm waiting.
Your gentle Ekaterina
Letter 15
Hello My Dear Jon!!!!!!
I'm sorry that I did not write you a letter yesterday. Yesterday the internet was out and I could not get your letter. Today I received your letter and photos of your dogs. It warms my heart. Your dog looks very smart and innocent. Yes, I sent you pictures that were taken in the garden. It is a garden of my grandparents. I help them take care of it. When I'm doing yard work that I like to get a tan. Sculptures are the work of my grandfather. He's done it before for a hobby. Now Grandpa spend much time outdoors as he says this is good for the health. Jon I understand that you spoke with your daughters about me and they did not take this conversation seriously. I just do not want to hurt them, and their thoughts are very important to me. I hope you understand me.
I'm thinking of you constantly. I printed your letter and read them at night. Last time I wake up with a wonderful mood. Because every day I wait for your letter and I hope that soon it will get. Jon in that short time, when we were acquainted with you, you showed me a lot. You showed what is life and that life is beautiful emotions and beautiful feelings. I would love to go with you in the park, on the beach, enjoy the sunrise and sunset. Jon I would like to ask you when you last looked at the sunset? Sleepy, tired sun, lazily drawing to the horizon and lit up the sky last remnants of his light and heat. Its rays are painted on the clouds of fancy graphics and it's wonderful. You know, I noticed that half the people in the world do not attach any importance sunset, as however, and at dawn. Today in this sunset was something special. And it seemed to me that one of the rays of the sun, painted on a cloud your shape!
I do not know whether you fully understand my letter when I send them to you, and you read them, but I understand you, I understand every word. And it's dearly for me. All that is related to you, for me the most expensive. You're the most wonderful man in the world. I think so, Jon you probably ask why? Because I have never met people like you. I can not even explain a lot, but I know that you're so unique. Yesterday when I returned from school, I was thinking about us. And I saw a young woman and men who walked and held each other's hand. I thought it would be good if you Jon could now go with me, we could sit on a bench and enjoy our feelings and affection. I am sending you a picture where I in city Vologda.
I hope you like it.
Your sincerely Ekaterina
Letter 16
Jon I do not have a computer in the apartment because I do not need it. Most of my time I spend at the music school with the children. The school does not pay on time due to the Internet and the only reason I have a problem with the Internet and I was very sad because I could not read your letter. Your letters are always warms my heart and give me a smile! Jon yes, my grandfather was a great sculptor. When my country was the power of the communists that he was not allowed to do some of the sculptures. Now we have many freedoms, and we do what we want and he is very happy to enjoy his hobby. Thank you for the picture of nature. It looks very awesome. I like it. Jon in your letter you say about your dogs. I like them. I showed the pictures of your dog for my mom. She also likes them. I'm sure that you have a good company with him.
Jon I also like to drink black coffee and like very strong. I do not drink coffee after 20:40. After this time I drink tea or cocoa. Do you like tea or cocoa? Also, you're talking about the weather in my area.
We have a harsh climate and we get a lot of snow. I do not think you can imagine that. Our winter last for 6-7 months. Sometimes you can see snow in June. In some places even in July. Jon I like the cold climate as it maintains good health. Anyway, in my area, we have all four seasons. Our very very short. But we have a good spring. Do you like cold weather? Snow? Russian winter begins after the New Year, and ends around January 20. It is the coldest period in Russia, about -50F. I am sure that you would have liked it if you're used to it.
Jon I would like to ask you. How do you feel about the massage? You love him? You know, I finished the courses of massage and now I can consider me a professional too! I would like to show you all the therapeutic massage and more. But I do not know whether you want? Jon you would like to try? What kind of massage you would like to try?
Jon I do massage my mother, grandmother and my girlfriends as well.
And they are always satisfied. I think you'd also like it? I'll make you a special massage that you could enjoy it. We will light the scented candles and smooth melody graced our evening would be. My movements are smooth and soft that you could completely relax. I will begin my massage your shoulders, neck, and will slowly sink down. I could make you a massage not only hands, but his whole body, or even breath and hair. I think that you would necessarily like my massage.
What do you think? Jon and you could have a massage to me, if I asked you? I would like to feel like your strong and caring hands caress my body and I'm sure I'd feel much better if I could feel it.
Jon I am sending you kisses. When you get them how you feel? Okay?
you like them? Or you would like to feel them in reality? I'd like to kiss you on the present. you counted the stars in the sky? They were there a lot, is how much time I want to kiss you. Do you agree?
I'm sending you photo and I hope that this will make your day happy and you will not think I'm very far away. And what would my letter warmed your heart.
Your sincere and gentle Ekaterina
Letter 17
My darling Jon in each line I write to you again, that I remember, I think, I trust in you. You never saw me and I never saw you. We have got acquainted in the Internet. You remember, how we have got acquainted? I never will forget that evening when I have written you my first letter. That evening has changed all my life. It was simple dialogue which has outgrown in fine feeling. The easy spark was lighted in my heart and with each new day it burnt more strongly. You believed, what it can occur to us? You trusted in serious relations through the Internet?
My far and close Jon I never saw you in a reality, but I again and again think of you. My darling, precious as has got you into my heart?
How you have changed my life? Today I long could not fall asleep.
Thought of you, about us. I looked at stars and represented you, your gentle smile, your lovely sight. The moon shined windows of the next houses and in this reflexion I represented us together. Let today I not with you, but... Jon you thought of the future? Tell to me about it. Tell to me about your thoughts and desires. It is important for me.
Thank you for the photos in your letter. We can go on your bike together? You let me hold you tight? In your letter you ask me I can not be that way in real life? Jon I am writing to you about the things that are on my mind and I can say the same things face to face.
Why not? Regarding Match.com I want to tell you that I used a random city of your country because the site did not allow me to use the name of my town. I also want to tell you that I do not like big cities. I love the countryside and peaceful places. I'm not afraid to answer the question about life in your country. But for me, really hard to answer that question right now because I do not want to make a promise because I do not want you calling me a liar because of this. I hope you understand about my answer to your question.
This morning my mum has approached to me and has told, that I remind it her when she has got acquainted with my daddy and when they have grown fond of one another. She sincerely trusts in our feelings. My mum transfers you warm wishes and she trusts in our future.
I wait for your letter and I choke with happiness. When I read your letters, at this time you mine! Only mine! Let not in a reality but only in thoughts. I think of you my darling. I miss...
Yours and only yours Ekaterina
Letter 18
Hello My Love Jon! Now I know that I have every right to call you.
Now you are mine alone. We never talked to you about love. Or rather, I tried to avoid the topic. How be it I was afraid to give you a ghost of hope, promise unfulfilled something, something that never would have been able to be. I did not promise you anything and did not give any hope. I have learned to wait, and do not have everything at once.
I have learned to appreciate the minute, even moments of happiness. I learned not to be afraid of distance and time, those enemies that are killing even the long and close relationship. Jon in this short time we have become almost family. Thank you for the photos in your letter.
It gives me a smile! I hope that I will not be a hindrance to your little girls when we're together? Jon I understand your feeling about my family. They do not want to go to another place to live. They all want us to be happy together. In the Russian people have a saying: "Nobody knows where to be happiness." I do not know, can you understand it or not. My friends Yuliya and her husband could take care of my family if they needed help. They are the best friends of my family. Jon You ask about my dreams for the future? My dream is to share my life with you and enjoy the simple things in life. Be your soul mate, to help you do things in the house. The most important thing I want to make you the happiest man. Yes, I go to church regularly every Sunday morning and it helps me. Jon in your town has a Russian Orthodox Church?
Jon I am comfortable with you. I write without thinking, I write about everything she saw and she felt about his plans for the future, about how my day was, and that I will do tomorrow, I write about their desires and their dreams. Only one thing I could not tell you, I could not even admit to myself that I could love a man who never in his life seen. Yes, I love you Jon!!!!
I do not want an answer to my confession. I just need to know that you're all right, that you are alive and well and unharmed. What do you hear me, and you know that there are people in the world who every night before bed wishes you good night mentally, being thousands of miles away from you.
I love you Jon!!!!
Yours and only yours Ekaterin
Letter 19
Hello My Love Jon!!!!!
I am very pleased to receive your letter today. How was your weekend?
What is the weather in your town? I hope you are fine. Jon I am glad that your family want us to be together. For me it does not matter where we live. The most important thing that we will be together and we will enjoy the simple things in life and it will make us happy.
We'll be the happiest couple on this Planet!!!
I am also pleased that there is a Russian Orthodox Church. In the service of our churches in the ancient Russian language. This is a little different from the modern Russian language. But I am able to understand it well. In your letter, you ask my name? My name is Ekaterina Saufina.
My Lovely Jon today I listened to several times the same song: Louis Armstrong "Wonderful World". You know, now I have a new understanding of all the words of this wonderful song. I used to think everything is simple, carefree. But now everything has changed, because you came in my world. If you could read my thoughts, you'd be surprised, because they all, all about you my dear Jon. I'm beginning to understand that something happening to me. Like, would all the same: the same walls, the same bed, the same life and the same favorite dress. But no. Near no man who has just his presence can give me peace and a storm of laughter and tears, smiles and sadness. Who will bring not just emotions. Who will bring a life. Jon you're not here with me..
With every breath we live for a moment more, on one view, motion, smile, touch, kiss. Yes, we become wiser, we gain experience and knowledge, learn, begin to understand something. But time moves forward. I just do not want, that the time would spared us, our feelings and our relationship. I would like to give you a star. Their gentle, calm light, which illuminates the night and the darkest hours of our lives. So you could count them sitting on the porch of the house, and know that somewhere there I was.
Thank you for that you have in my life! Thank you for these amazing feeling! My dear and desires Jon now I need to go, but I hope that you will write me soon. I'll wait.
Your and only your Ekaterina Saufina
Letter 20
I'm sorry that I could not be there to be with you for your birthday.
Jon my birthday was on September 1. But I do not celebrate it because I have no time for celebrations. All I'm doing this dinner for my family and my friends. That's enough for me. Yes, I like salad. I can do for you many different kinds of salad that you've never tried it. I will make for you the most delicious pelmeni and you will love it. Jon as you celebrate your birthday? You could tell it? Your girls are celebrating with you? I hope you had a good time.
Jon I want to know what your friends think about me, relatives and the most close people. I do not know how they would treat to me if I will arrive to you. And so I want, that you would tell me honestly what they say about me. I really need it. To me not important nobody's opinion, only your and your love. But I want to know what people think about me, those people who surround you. Tell me Jon. I want to know it. You know perfectly well that my mother and my grandmother very well you are treated. My friends really like you too, and they all say that we are simply obliged to meet you because we have found one another in different parts of the world. Jon and I am very interested in what your loved ones think about us. They do not mind that I would have been with you? What do you think? And you? Jon do you want that I would come? Exactly?
I beg you to answer my questions honestly as you have always responded to them and how I respond to your questions. And I hope that tomorrow I will get your letter with the answers.
Jon I do not know how to ask you. I say as I can. If I come, then would you be against it? And who would not like that we would meet with you? I think that I would come to you. But I want to be completely confident that when I come to you, you meet me, I would not walk around town in a strange country alone. Do you understand me?
I love and I want to be with you. I beg you sincerely to answer these questions. Depend on them, would I arrive to you or not. Would we meet or not.
Your and only your loving and gentle Ekaterina
Letter 21
Jon you can not imagine how impatiently I waited your letter. I waited and thought what you tell me. I dreamed of that would soon receive your letter. And I got it. I waited for him impatiently. I even came much earlier today than usual, that would get him. Jon Yesterday I told you my birthday. I do not want gifts but one. This gift is your love. My Love, of course, I would very much like to teach piano lessons to children in your country. They have had many laughs at my accent? You would not mind if I went on a music career in your town? What do you think about this?
I want to ask you something. How do you imagine our meeting? I do not know how it happens. But I think it will be at the airport. Because I know it will be necessary to fly on an airplane. I have never flown, but I think I can, and do not be afraid. I'm all ready for you Jon.
And how it will be? How do you imagine our meeting at the airport? So I got off the plane, went to the door and our eyes met... I can not even imagine what will happen. Likely I'll just leave all belongings and flee to meet you that would feel your kisses, your hugs, your gentleness and kindness. Maybe so? I do not know... I do not even know how it will be. Jon there the first time we'll kiss. There's the first time we'll meet and be able to feel one another. Can you imagine? Jon it will be our first meeting. What do you think, what else would? Tell me, I want to know. Where do we go? What will we do?
We shall be alone? No one will hinder us?
Jon I know that it would be nice, but I do not know how you imagine it. Tell me. I want to know it. I want to be with you, just be with you forever and I do not need anything except your love.
I miss you, I want to be with you. I hope you write soon about how you imagine our meeting and tell what are we going to do. I am waiting for your letter with impatience, and I'm burning with desire to be with you.
I send you a photos and I hope that soon we'll have a lot of photos on which we'll be together.
Your and only your loving and gentle Ekaterina
Letter 22
Jon I love, I love you and no one else, just you need me and I'm ready to do for the sake of what you and I would be happy, happy forever. I love your dream with you about our first meeting. I can not wait to meet you...
I do not know how to describe now is, in my eyes the tears of happiness, I want to cry, cry because now I'm pretty sure you're just the man to whom I want to be forever, Jon just you and no one else.
I want to be in your arms in your arms forever. Only you and only you.
Without you, I can not imagine my life now.
Jon I want to be in your arms, I want to feel your tenderness and affection, love, passion, tenderness and sweetness of your kisses. I do not know how to describe to you all that is in my heart now happening. It is inexplicable. I love you, I love with all my heart and I want to be with you forever.
I just yours, yours and no one else's, my life belongs to you, and I will do everything to be with you.
I want to be with you. With you forever. you are my life.
Jon I do not know anything about my trip to you. Tomorrow morning I will go and find out all about what you can do and how we will meet with you soon. And as soon as I find out I'll let you know when I can come. I will be with you. We'll be together.
I'll be with you!!
our first meeting, we were recently become a reality, we will be able to realize it. I'll do it. I will be with you. I'll be in your arms!
Jon you have prepared your hands that would catch me ? I'll arrive to you, and we will translate into reality the dreams that we dream about. We can do many things together. My Love, yes, every Sunday I go to church regardless of my mood or how I feel. I always go because faith is very important to me.
My heart is overflowing with love and passion, and soon I will be with you, we will be able to enjoy the fact that we were able to meet. You will not have to cook the food because it's what I'll do this for you. But you can help me if you want. I'll take care of you and you will take care of me. This will make us the happiest couple on this planet!!!!!!!!
Of course, I'll be with you. I swear, I beg you not to look for one, I'll come and we'll be happy. Nobody and nothing will be an obstacle for us.
Yours and only yours forever Ekaterina
Letter 23
I never about much spoke to you and hardly sometime to a smog to tell.
For example, that I madly love you, and I do not know how to live further. As though I wished now you to see, easier to stay near to you, but I understand, that it is impossible. Jon you are far from me... It is very difficult To me to write to you... I have got confused also I do not know what to do further. And I do by it to you painfully. I cannot so further... I wish to see you, I wish to be near to you, to love you, to spend eternity together with you! But... Jon how painfully to realise, that I never will say directly you it because I am too far from you... I cannot overcome distance between us because it is very expensive to me. Forgive... Jon forgive, if you can... On cheeks a thin stream tear flows. You are far from me and I cry... I can Probably sell the house in village at my grandmother and my grandfather. It old, but I will try. I wish to believe, that we have a future, but I do not know, how it is possible. I have no means for this purpose what to fly to you. I did not think, that travel to you will make so many money. I thought, that it is only a few hundreds dollars. But I was mistaken. Only do not think... I do not ask you to help me. Jon I do not want, that you would suffer and tested difficulty because of my nonsense. I silly and I will suffer one and it is my destiny.
I never can to forget you. And even if we cannot be together, but you are not guilty. In all I am guilty only...
Jon forgive me... We cannot be together...
I will remember you...
I will always love you...
Forgive me..........
Letter 24
Jon first of all I want to tell you that I'm not beautiful. Such beauties as I have thousands and millions in Russia. I decided to find someone online because I do not have time to look for someone in real life. I work very hard and I did not even have a few spare minutes. I do not speak the English language, and decided to look for someone to American site Match.com. I chose a random city of your country, and I read a lot of profiles of men. But they just wanted to go to night clubs, and many other fun things like that. I do not seek peers because they are not able to live a quiet life. They love to play, drama and etc. My eyes fell on your profile and I decided to talk to you in a few hours, and I deleted my profile because I do not have the habit of talking to someone else. Also on this site I wrote a lot of other men. But they just wrote bad things. I did not answer it. Jon I am not an angel because the angel does not hurt people. I'm sorry that I'm hurting you my problems. But I also hurt because we can not be together soon. I'm not disappointed because I love you and I want to be with you!! I believe that our love will help us to overcome the distance and we'll be the happiest couple on this Planet!!!!
Yes, we have to take a lot of decisions to make and a lot of things that we have been able to meet. But I believe that we will do it if we do not give up. I will not give up and I'm sure of it because my heart belongs only to you. Jon I beg you, do not hurt my heart. I am very afraid of losing you. Yes, I made that decision to travel to you. I decided to leave everything in my country for the sake of our future with you. Of course, I'll miss my family and my friends. But I think that we will be able to visit them sometime in the future. They would have liked to see us together as husband and wife. Jon I understand that you're talking to your friend who was in my country. No, I've never flown before. Anyway, I do not think that I can be a problem to get any visa at the embassy of your country. It will only be a plus for the trip. Jon yesterday I was told that I needed about 1090 dollars so that I could come to you, if I do everything myself. I explained that I had better make out all through the agency that deals with such trips. I went there. I was told that every journey must begin with the documents. They will prepare me for the interview, will execute all documents and explain what to do. Execution of documents they cost 960 dollars. Jon I need to issue a medical certificate (40 dollars), because a sick person does not let you travel to another country. I'm perfectly healthy and I can get help from the hospital.
Then you need to make out a police certificate (40 dollars) because the offender does not let you travel to another country, too. Jon I am not a criminal, so I'll get this help without problems. In my music school I need to make an income statement (35 dollars). It would be necessary that the embassy of your country in Moscow inspector knew that I have a good and stable job. In my town I have to pay taxes (150 dollars) and then I'll be able to get a passport in my city (60 dollars). The passport is issued within 6-7 days, and I will not have problems to get it because I'm a law-abiding citizen of my country. In Russia it is not only criminals can get. Jon with these documents I can go to Moscow that would get your visa at the embassy of the country. I learned about my trip to Moscow. I'd better go by train, because it is more advantageous and economical (traveling for 30 hours). The cost of traveling on the train - 170 dollars. And I need to live in a hotel in Moscow on 5 days that I could get a visa. The cost of the hotel - 255 dollars. I'm going to the embassy and I will be interviewed. The visa fee is - 150 dollars. The total cost of all of my expenses will be - 960 dollars. These documents are issued within 2-3 weeks after payment (960 dollars). Jon I explained that I could stay with you forever if we look at some time in the Russian embassy in your country. In the Russian embassy, we will have to make some of the documents that will allow us to stay together forever.
It's the fastest, easiest and cheapest way for us that we might be able to stay together forever. Anyway, I believe that we will succeed and we will be together.
I love you and I want to be with you, but I am very ashamed.
Unfortunately I do not have such funds to travel to you. I am ashamed to write to you about my problems. I'm sorry...
Forgive me my love Jon. I am weary and sore and I do not know what to do next, but I suffer because the heart still lives in hope that soon it will all be over and we will be happy!
For me the main thing that would be with you. In your arms. Jon that's all I need. It does not matter where. The most important thing - that would be you and I were together. I know I should not write my letters with sadness, because they are a reflection of the soul and feelings.
But now I can not hold back my emotions.
Yours and only your loving and gentle Ekaterina
Letter 25
I again enjoy the lines of your letter, and it warms my heart. I know what you think of our meeting with you and you are looking for an easy way so that we could be together. Jon I will not act according to the plans of your law firms in Russia as we have our own laws. I will act according to the plan which is given to me by professionals and they have extensive experience in the travel industry. I will not explain to you about traveling again because you do not know anything about it. I understand that you're looking online on the requirements of your government so that I could go to you. On these sites, you can see a lot of nonsense. These words said to me in the agency in which I addressed. Jon I will act in a manner that is easier for me. I will not act your way because it's not possible for me. I believe that we will be together. My Love, in your letter you ask about the phone? I do not have a phone and I am unable to call you because I have to save all the money for my stay because I do not hope for your help. I hope you understand that.
Jon how was your day today? What is the weather in your town? I hope you are fine. Today I was sitting in a park in my town. Two swans swimming in a pond. It's amazing animals. Swans are finding each other and they never leave. they are always together and their love is unique. I watched as they swam in the pond and gently stroking each other with their long necks. It's very beautiful. Jon I love you and I know that our love is as strong and sturdy. We will definitely be together. I believe in it... I believe in it because I love you, Jon! You and I are like two swans in the world, and we will find a way that would combine our love. Do you agree with me?
Now I have to go, but I'll wait for your letter and I hope you write me soon.
I'll wait...
Yours and only yours forever Ekaterina
Letter 26
I read the lines of your letter, and it warms my heart. I miss you right now. it's hard and it's hard without you. I miss you. yes, you're far away from me. but that is no reason to give up. I believe that we will be together someday in the future. Possible for me to take 1 or 2 years so we can be together. But that's no reason to throw away our love. Jon I understand that you want to help our meeting with you. I told you yesterday that I do not need your counsel, and for me it does not matter what the lawyers did for the other pairs successfully. I have my own lawyers in my country and the people who can do this trip possible. But for that I have to work hard to make our meeting with you a reality and to be able to pay for the services of this agency. How you can help... I'm not sure.
My Love, I understand that you were talking to your daughter about us.
I am glad that she is interested in us. I would love to meet her.
Jon I am sure that we would be best friends. Tell your daughters that Ekaterina says Hello. How was your day? What is the weather there? What is your mood? Do you eat well? I hope you are fine. I'm sorry that you hit your leg with a nail. I hope that you will feel good soon. At the beginning of the summer, I was struck too by a toe nail when I was working in the garden of my grandparents. The grandfather yelled, saying I'm stupid, blind chicken. He's always yelling at me, my mom and grandma when we do something wrong as he wants. This makes him very angry. But we sometimes tease him and laugh at him when he does stupid things. Anyway, he's funny grandpa.
My Darling, I think that I will finish my letter today. Today I had a very hard day at work and I'm very tired. I'll look forward to your letter. Until tomorrow....
I love you Jon!!!!!!!
Yours and only yours forever Ekaterina
Letter 27
Jon again the day went. tomorrow is a new day. but we are still not together and with each passing day our lives are reduced. Yes, we have to wait to be together because I need time for me so I was able to travel to you. Jon I do not know how you can help pay for this trip , and I do not have any options for that. Anyway, tomorrow I will try to contact the bank. Perhaps there will say something useful about the things that will help us to be together. In your letter you ask my address? My address is: (?inneeneay Oaaa?aoey, A?oaiaaeuneay iaeanou, Ieanaoeia ai?ianeia iinaeaiea, oeeoa Eaieia 23-15, Naooeia Aeaoa?eia Aaaaiuaaia).
I'm just not sure that you can write it because we have a different alphabet in my language. This will be the first Russian language lesson for you. My Love, in your letter you ask about the photos? I do not have a lot of pictures in which only me. Many of my photos with friends and this is not new photos. I do not think you will like it. Why did not you send your photos?
Jon I want to be a part of you and part of your life. I want to understand you with every fiber of my body. You know I love? I want to be with you and that thought does not leave me. I understand that we will soon be a single unit, but still time lasts so long. It seems that it has been ages since we met. Jon I am really looking forward to this day. I can imagine how you met me... we embrace.. and I can not say a word, from my excitement. I think I'm still very'll worry...
I feel more now, not by constraint. You care about me. Why... why I can not now express their emotions that fill my heart? Each day brings us closer... Jon I think we have to set an example to anyone.
My grandparents and now live together. They are both young, happy every day of their lives. They are happy together... I'm just as they want to be happy and I'm really happy with you. We have someone to emulate! I believe that we will live together for the rest of our days. Jon we'll destroy the whole stereotype of modern family life. We will live happily ever after... Jon know that we will be the best couple on this earth! And who knows...? Maybe when you and we will put up as an example.... about what should be a family! I think that today, I conclude my letter. But tomorrow will be the day again, which means new thinking and reasoning. I am waiting for your letter.
Your forever Ekaterina
Letter 28
My Lovely Jon I read your letter today, and you know. I really want to write a song about you. The song, which could affect not only your mind but also your soul... I understand that my song will be sad for sure. A sad love song to you. But it will be pure and sincere... I want to sing it for you, my Jon. Yes, now you is not around, but you still hear it, because to love songs there are no barriers and distances. She will fill the entire space. It will sound forever. But now I want to hear from you. I want to hear you breathing, your voice.
I want to!
How was your day today? What is the weather there? I hope you are fine and your foot is healing for the better. In your letter you ask a little bit about my job? I live 7-10 minutes from the school and I go to work on foot. No, I did not tell my students that I'm going to see you in your country. They do not even know what I'm talking about in your own language. I'm not proud of it and I do not advertise it.
Jon when I get my paycheck that I carry it home. I do not have an account and I do not use the banking system because it is very inconvenient. Jon today I contacted the bank and I explained our bankers to you the situation. The banker explained to me that the bank does not accept funds from other countries and the bank can not help us. I was sad. I was going to leave. But a bank employee told me that there are special companies that are in every city around the world.
You ever heard of Western Union? He also gave me the address of the office of the company and said that I should go to this office to get more information about it. If you know that we will be able to use it.
I now have only 170 dollars. But this is not enough to start the process of registration of documents as the cost of 960 dollars. They will only issue all the documents. They will not make out only one passport. Jon I just do not want you to have financial problems because of me. I will repeat it. Anyway, I believe that all will be well. Thank you for all you do for our meeting with you. Without you, our meeting would not have been possible and I never tire of telling you this. My mom is sure is that you honest and decent man. I talked a lot and told her about you. She is calm and really thinks that sends me into the hands of a good and decent man. Jon she also hopes to meet with you in person sometime in the future. I told her that she still have the chance. Jon what do you think if next year we'll be visiting my family in Russia. I can introduce you to my family and friends. Do you want this baby? I'll be completely happy only when you're near me... I am very.. very miss you... I look forward to wait for your answer. Until tomorrow...
I love you Jon!!!!!!!!!
Yours and only yours Ekaterina
Letter 29
Hello My Lovely Man And My Sun Jon!!!!!!!
Jon I think only of you and about that as it will be good us together.
Thank you for the pictures in your letter. This is your place where you work? My Love, yes you have the correct address of the Western Union office in my town. Today I was there. They instructed me about it and told me how it works. Jon in your letter you say that you do not understand why I have to do it all at once? All the documents related. No medical examination I can not get help from the police.
Without the help of the police, I can not get a passport and a certificate of taxes. Without all of these documents I can not get a visa. Jon to travel to your country for a vacation need a visa. But this is not my plan to go to you for the holidays. We'll be together forever!
Yes, in my town there is a postman. He Russian Army sergeant and all the letters, parcels, postcards and other things he is not able to give the recipient if he sees this as any suspicion. I live in the Presidio, and we have a large military base in my town that has a special strategic importance to my country. Yes, our postal code is 164260. We do not call it a code. We call this index. Jon ask you also about the children? I think we should talk about it in person because it is a very important question. I hope you understand me. Anyway, I believe that we will be together and we can talk about all things.
I very much would want that our life will be is fine. What you would want that I made when we shall be together? I think of you much. I want say to you about that as I present our usual day when we shall be together. Jon I think that it will begin from that as we shall wake up with you in one bed. I shall lay the head on your breast and you will embrace me the hand. I shall open eyes and I shall see you. I shall tender kiss you and you too will wake up and will answer my kisses, gentle and passionate. Then I shall stand from a bed, I shall be naked and I shall dress your shirt and I shall go to prepare on kitchen easy breakfast for us. When I shall prepare for it you come for me behind and your embraces will warm me, you will kiss me all over again in an ear, then in a neck and your hands will caress my body, my breasts and my hips. But here the teapot will begin to boil and we shall have breakfast with you. Then we shall take a shower together. Jon we shall be make love in a bath and only then we shall leave therefrom, we will have good mood and all day will be fine. Then when you will come from work I shall meet you the gentle kiss. We with you shall make all together, in the evenings we shall sit on sofa near TV and to look good film, then together we shall go to a bedroom and we shall be make love yet weariness.
If at whom that from us will be bad mood. That we shall try to change it. If you will long that I would shall make all that you smiled and melancholy have disappeared from your eyes. I would shall make all that you always were happy and I hope that you too. I love you and my life belongs to you. Jon how you imagine our usual day together? Or weekend? Or a holiday?
I with impatience wait for your letter.
Yours and only your loving Ekaterina
Letter 30
Hello My Lovely Man And My Sun Jon!!!!
Jon I very much miss you all day and is very glad when I receive your letter. My Love I do not know about the difference in time between the two cities. Do you get my letters early? Or too late?
Anyway, I love your dreams, I can not wait when it happen. I with impatience wait for our meeting and I hope that it soon happen. I very much want to be with you. Today I prepared for supper of a house and thought as it would be good if you too could try that that I have made. I cooking soup from meat, beet, carrots, an onions and other spices. It name to Borsch, Jon you heard about it? I think that this most well-known dish in Russia after pel'menis and pancakes. As I was going on the second mashed potatoes with a cutlet and roast. I have cooked compote from dried apples with sugar and was very tasty. I so would like that you have tried my dishes and could estimate their taste and I would think that was pleasant to you. I like to prepare and I adore to prepare for delicacies, for example a pizza, pies, a shish kebab and many other things. I name their delicacies because not so frequently for them cooking.
Jon I very much would want to stand on kitchen and feel as you embrace me, kiss, touch my hips help me to be going, you would help me? I hope what yes. I with impatience wait for your letter. I hope that your today's dream will be fine also you as well as I will see in the dream a fine meeting of us with you.
I love you Jon!!!!!!
Yours and only yours Ekaterina
Letter 31
Hello My Sweetie Pie Jon!!!!!
I am glad that your foot feels better. Anyway, I hope that the pain will go away soon. Jon I will understand if you can not write me a letter as you go to visit your daughter. But I 'll be waiting for your letters. My Love, you're talking about food? I never thought a lot about how to have a favorite food. I eat everything. I used to like to eat a lot of sweet and it made me round. I started to lose weight 7 years ago and now I do not eat a lot to stay in shape. Jon I've never tried the lobster. But I ate the shrimp. I did not love it. I like to eat crayfish as it is more delicious than shrimp. The only thing that I'm not eating that saltwater fish. I like to eat river fish only.
Usually my grandpa smokes fish he catches. It is very tasty. I like to cook fish soup. We call it "Uha." To do this, we use only river fish (a head of the Pike and the whole Perch). Now in my field season mushrooms. Do you ever go on a mushroom hunt? Did you eat the mushroom soup? Jon in the next few days I will go to my grandparents in the village. Grandpa also collects a lot of mushrooms. He usually does it when he comes back after fishing. Grandma makes a delicious mushroom soup. Also, I have to do the cleaning and laundry in their home because I do not want them to do the job. Jon my mom says you Privet (Hello). Tonight she will have to take my measurements to make for me a suit and shirt. The director asked me to I wore a tie to work. She likes to scream because I dress is not very good for teachers. But I dress the way I want and it is not for me to judge. In your letter you ask me about my work? Yes, I have to warn my director about my leaving the school. I have to do it for 2 weeks before I travel to you so that she could find a new piano teacher for students.
For registration documents take 2-3 weeks. The cost also includes documents my journey to Moscow and stay in a hotel for 5 days.
Documents will allow me to get a visa at the embassy of your country.
After about 2-3 months after I came to you we will be able to contact the Russian embassy and arrange some documents that will allow us to stay together forever. We'll be the happiest couple on this planet!!
Jon I will now finish my letter because I have to go home because my mother was waiting for me so she could work on handmade costume. I'll look forward to your response. Until tomorrow...
I love you Jon!!!!!!
Yours and only yours forever Ekaterina
Letter 32
Hello My Love Jon!!!!!
I am pleased to receive your letter today. It warms my heart. I'm glad that your daughter wants us to be together. For me, their thoughts are important for us! How was your day today? What is the weather there?
You had no problems on the road when you got home? I hope you are fine. Jon today I have the flu virus and I do not feel good. Anyway, I came to read your letter and write you back. My Love, I understand that you want to start sending your help for our meeting with you.
Yes, I was in West Union, of which you have told me in your last letters. I know how it works. I will need your information so that I was able to get your help (your full name, address Western Union office in your city, the expected amount and control number (MTCN - 10 digits)). I also told you in my previous letters about the documents.
This will require 960 dollars so I could start the process of registration of these documents. Jon I just do not want you to work hard to help us to be together. Also, I do not want you to have financial problems because of me. I hope you understand that. Either way, we'll be together and I believe that it will happen.
Today me and my mom went to church in the morning after church we went home and had dinner. After dinner I went to school to do some work. It seems that I have caught a virus somewhere. But this is a common occurrence in my town this time of year. I hope I get better soon.
Maybe tomorrow I'll feel better. Recently, I got honey in the village.
My grandparents have a small apiary. I eat honey, take your medicine and go to bed when I get home. Tomorrow is Monday and it is the most difficult day at work. I miss you Jon!!!!!
My Love, I will finish this letter. I'll look forward to your response. Until tomorrow...
I love you Jon!!!!!!!!
Yours and only yours Ekaterina
Letter 33
Hello My Love Jon!!!!!
I am pleased to receive your letter today. Also thank you for the pictures in your letter. It warms my heart and gives me a smile ! In your letter, you ask my name? My short name is Katya, my family called me Katyushka or Katyusha. Katyusha name has been called the best weapon WWII. The Germans were afraid of the word during the war. Thank you for your name. In my country, too many people who have German names since the end of WWII there were many Germans who remained in Russia. I know several people who have German names. A friend of my mother's father, who has a complete German. She speaks very good German. Her father speaks very good Russian as he does not have any accent. He lived in Russia since 1943. This year he was taken prisoner and he was in prison in Siberia, after which he was a laborer in a factory. He built my city. Only a short story about a man.
Jon so you are lazy to go to the store? I'm too lazy after a hard day at work. If I have to cook the food after a hard day then do not do it. I drink a glass of juice and that's enough for me. I black your Privet for mom and Yuliya. They will be happy. Jon I see Yuliya during the day a hundred times. we live as neighbors and I can go to it at any time when I'm home. Yes, my mom took my measurements for the suit. This will be done very soon because she does it very quickly.
My Love, in your letter you say about my stay. Yes you are right about all the things I had to do. Also, do you ask how much do I have? I have 190 dollars right now. I understand that you want to send a small amount at first, then more. I think that we will succeed and we will be together very soon.
Jon in my city does not have any festivals since then a lot of the military. But we do have a lot of Army parade in my town. In Russia we have the most enormous military parades all over the world. When we're together we will be able to watch a huge parade on TV. This parade happens once a year in Moscow's Red Square and it is a very important holiday in my country. We call it the "Day of Victory." It will be May 9 (Victory Day over Fascism in Europe). Elsewhere in Europe, call it the " Day of Europe. " Anyway, we will be able to see a lot of good things together. My Love, now I finish my letter. I'll look forward to your response. Until tomorrow...
I love you Jon!!!!!!
Yours and only yours forever Ekaterina
Letter 34
Hello My Sweetie Pie Jon!!!!
I am very pleased to receive your letter today. It warms my heart and gives me a smile ! How was your day? How's your foot feels ? I hope you are fine and you do not have a lot of work.
Jon you did not mention about the K1 visa in your last letter. I'm going to get a tourist visa, and I can stay in your country for 6 months. During this time, we should go to the Russian embassy and make some of the documents and give them proof of our relations. After that, they will let us stay together forever and we will be able to get married. To get a K1 visa takes a long time, about 1 year and also you will have to arrive in Russia for at least 2 times. A tourist visa is easier and faster, cheaper process. Jon who knows what time holds for us?! During the year, a lot of things can happen that may prevent us from being together, and we must use our opportunity right now.
Now, our governments have some problems with the visits. The citizens of your country, it will be harder to visit my country. The citizens of my country will be more difficult to visit your country. This was said by our presidents recently. I am afraid that it might affect our meeting. This conversation took place because of Edward Snowden. You heard of him? He also from North Carolina. Anyway, I just want us to be together as quickly as possible.
My Love, you do not write my name correctly. My name Saufina Ekaterina Evgen'evna. It would be wrong if you write it Ekaterina Evgen'evna Saufina. In Russia we write first last name. Also, we write first day, month, year, and we have a different system of measurement. In your letter, you ask about her husband's estate Yuliya. His name is Sergei.
We call it Serezha or Serezhka. Also we have a case in my own language, and we bow our word. Our names can be both nouns and adjectives. We also have men's and women's speech and because of this I have some problems with the pronouns in your language.
Jon thank you for the pictures in your letter. You have to make the decision to leave the water or not. This is your home. Man is always the master of the house. My grandfather would have kicked my little ass if I moved the furniture to another location. Now it only takes any decision in my family. It's just a family tradition. In fact, all the family in my country observe this tradition. Jon that's all you ate ? Why so few? You can not die because of hunger. You have to eat a lot! ! My Love, on Thursday I will try to go to Western Union and get your help. I hope that it works. Anyway, I'll let you know as soon as I can get it.
Now I will finish my letter. I'll look forward to your response and your new ideas. Until tomorrow...
I love you and I miss you Jon!!!!
Yours and only yours forever Ekaterina
Letter 35
Hello My Lovely Man And My Sun Jon!!!!!!
Jon I am glad to receive your letter. I with impatience waited for it both my heart was warmed also my heart knocked when I today have opened it. Yes, we still have to do a lot of things to meet and then we also have to do some things so that I could stay with you forever.
Jon it would be awesome to see the white house. In my country, there is also an excursion to the Kremlin. But it does not happen very often. In Moscow, you can also see a lot of amazing things since it is the largest city in Russia. The city is the heart of Russia. We call it the Red Square. Jon, Edward Snowden been working with our intelligence and our president was lying so as not to make the critical situation between the two countries. If Snowden did not work for Russia he would have long ago been kicked ass, and he returned to the United States. Jon, Thanksgiving holiday it is an American holiday and we do not celebrate it. Of course I would be happy to meet your family and get to know them all personally. I am sure that they are all great people! Yuliya and Sergei married about 4 months.
But they began their relationship about 9 years ago. It was a time when we were in college last year. Her husband has 2 higher military education. He is now an officer. I'm happy for them. They are happy.
Yuliya is pregnant and she will have twin boys. Jon in your letter you say that this will be my home as well. I do not deserve it because it's your home that made you work hard to buy it. Do you understand that? I can not call it my home and I can not dispose of your stuff.
I just want you to understand that!
I think of that as it would be good if could in weekend go on a nature and have a rest there. I will be cooking tasty salads, we would take with ourselves tent, knifes and all other accessories to a campaign and have put in the car. We would take meat what to fry it on a fire and would go to a wood or on coast. Where you would want Jon? I would like closer to water. There we would put tent, would grow a blanket what to sit on it. Would put on a table salads, a glasses, have dissolved a good fire. Then together I would shall send swim in water, to lake or the river. The main thing that we could swim together. We would bathe, laid on a coast, kissed. Caressed one another, would enjoy a nature. looked at the sky. Have then returned to tent, have prepared for meat and would sit to have supper. A fire shine us. Jon you pour fresh juice in our glasses. We drink a little for us and I see that one droplet has remained on your lips and I kiss you gently, you respond on my kiss and take me on hands and carry in tent. Jon we are engaged in love, we enjoy each second of love, each minute of passion and it is very good us together. Then we leave tent, we categorize a blanket closer as a coast and we look at the sky. You embrace me and warm the heat. We are closer and closer, we speak we speak and we fall asleep under singing night birds and under a night rustle of leaves. I think that soon all of what we dream the reality begins. Each our day will be filled with love and we shall be happy for ever. I love you, and I send you the most most sweet kisses and I hope that they warm you at cold night in your bed. If when you read my letter and in the street night that look at the sky. There you will see constellation the big she-bear as a ladle. Jon I send you this ladle full kiss and tenderness.
I love you Jon!!!!
Yours and only yours Ekaterina
Letter 36
I am pleased to receive your letter today. I LOVE YOU JON!!! I am always happy to receive your letters. I get it after work when I'm completely exhausted. But your letters give me strength and cheer up.
I do not feel tired!!!!
My Love, I say Privet for my mom. She knows that you will take care of me and she wants us to be happy. She asks a lot of you. Sometimes we talk about you. Jon my family really call you by the American Cowboy.
I hope it does not offend you. They love to talk about our fun way.
Yes, Yuliya and Sergei will be very busy. Yuliya asked me to you and I went to Russia for me to be godmother to her children. I will speak to the Vicar of you. Perhaps it will allow you to be the godfather. What do you think about this? I'm just not sure about it because we have a different religion. Anyway, I would hope that it would allow you to do that. In your letter you ask me about my photos ? One was taken to the Regional Department of Education. The other photo was taken in the restaurant. It was the day of the birth of Yuliya. Jon also you talk about your house again. Your home is your property. All I need is you and your love. Do not worry, I will feel comfortable with you.
My Love, today I went to Western Union and I got your help. It was not entirely successful. Anyway, they gave it to me. Also, I was told that the next time you have to write only "Ekaterina Saufina." It would be for Western Union. Jon I just do not want you to have financial problems because of me. I want you to understand that.
Sweetie, I have to finish my letter right now because I still have to go to the principal. She wants to see me. I'll look forward to your response. I LOVE YOU JON!!!!!
Yours and only yours forever Ekaterina
Letter 37
Hello My Lovely Man And My Sun Jon!!!!!!!!
I am pleased to receive your letter today. How was your day? What is the weather there? What is your mood? Do you eat well? Or do you eat a little again? I hope you are fine and you are not hungry. Jon I will see the priest on Sunday morning and we'll talk about you. I hope that he will be supportive of my request. My Love, do not worry about my meeting with your ex-wife. All will be well. Maybe she will envy us.
But that's OK. I am sorry that your brother will not be able to come to you for Thanksgiving. Yes, we could visit him in Vermont. In my area, it is more colder than -30F. Sometimes, in my area is about -55F. This is not a problem for me since I love cold weather. I like the wood stove and fireplace. My grandparents have it in their house.
Jon I can also cook a lot of the wood-fired oven. I am sure that you would have loved it. Perhaps we could take your friends and cook for them tasty food? What is your favorite flavor of pizza? I like pizza with a Bavarian sausage. It has a lot of hot peppers. Jon, People in Vermont have a mushroom hunting? There are cooking dishes from mushrooms? I can cook the mushrooms in a clay pot which should be placed in a wood-fired oven. It is very tasty. You would have loved it. My grandma taught me how to cook it.
I last night have decided to go on park. I went along the street all over again, have then come in park and sat on a bench. In our park it is a lot of bushes, it is a lot of trees, lanterns now stand and there it is bright. I thought of that as it would be fine to go together with you in park. It is a lot of boys and girls which else study at university or parents with children went on park. But I noticed only young pairs. They went together, held hands together, embraced, kissed, laughed. You would be would be desirable me that with me now and I could embrace you or sit to you on knees and kiss you gently and passionately. I want to be with you Jon. I want to feel yours warm, your breath, I would want that we groaned with happiness and love. Jon you are not present with me and to me is sad without you. I believe only in one that there will come day happy for us and we with you shall be in embraces of one another, all we shall make together and we shall make so our life would be full of happiness and love. I want to be with you my love. I want to enjoy our happiness and love and I would want that we for ever were together.
I send you the kisses, the most gentle that you could feel my tenderness and that your heart would be warmed, that your ideas would be about me and you have written to me the big and gentle letter.
I love you Jon!!!!
Yours and only your forever Ekaterina
Letter 38
Hello My Lovely Man And My Sun Jon!!!!!!!!
Jon I am very grateful to you for letters your gentle and full of love. I very much miss you and is glad to receive yours the letter. My Love do not worry about my English. I can not speak as well as write letters. Perhaps it is better because it is easier to talk than to write. English is easier than Russian. Russian language is very beautiful and in my language more than words. I think that more than 4 times. Jon yes, I am ready to come to you. Do not worry about food.
It is included in the price of hotel accommodation. The hotel will I get food 3 times a day. In your letter you say about the pizza? I want to tell you that I have never eaten eggs. I do not know why. But I do not even like the smell of it. But I can not eat it if it's in the food and I can not feel the taste of it. Also, I do not drink milk. I do not drink it for 28 1/2 years. Yuliya broke my nipple and that is the reason. It was also the day of my dating Yuliya. We are friends for life.
Jon I can travel to you within 2-3 weeks after the start of processing the documents. Do not worry about my trip to Moscow. Moscow is still Russia. LOL! I do not think I can be any problem in this city. It is a safe city. All will be well. Jon also do not worry about your ex-wife. Once upon a time all the things you need to do first. Do you understand what I mean by that?
Jon everyone in life has two strips, black and white, the period of failures is it black, white - happiness and love. After I have met you that in my life there was only a white strip. I feel perfectly because I feel your love. I want to be with you, I want to kiss and make love.
I for ever yours and only yours Jon. You for me the closest person.
Same close as mum and the grandmother, prevents us will be together distance but I know that it very soon happen and I shall meet you. You the person which have presented me the most fine feeling - love, I adore you for it and I would want that we always were together, that we would be always full of passion and that our kisses would warm us each minute. I am happy because that I have you, you are dear to me, I feel that we are created one for another and the destiny has prepared us for test as distance but I hope that we shall overcome it.
Everyone in this world has happiness. The main thing to find it. I have found the happiness and the love.
I love you and I shall love always.
You for ever in my heart.
Your loving and gentle Ekaterina
Letter 39
Hello My Lovely Man And My Sun Jon!!!!!!!!
I am glad to receive your letter. How has passed your day? What you made today? Jon I will say Privet to my mom, Yuliya and Sergei.
Grandparents know that cowboy loves their granddaughter. My Love, do not worry about the hotel. This will be to take care agency and they will not book a hotel that is away from the embassy. I do not know where is the embassy in Moscow. Also, do not worry about tickets. I'll tell you when it is needed for my stay. Either way, we'll be together soon. I very much miss you Jon. I very much want to be with you. I would want that you were in my embraces and I could sit on yours knees. I frequently think of that as we together are engaged in love.
Jon I many times imagined ours with you the first night of love. I am sure in that that we not shall to sleep this night. We shall enjoy our love and I am sure that first night I shall not forget never and I know that you will make all as well as I that we would be happy and groaned from love and happiness. We shall be in a bed and we shall not leave it. Only sometimes to have a drink coffee or to eat a sandwich.
We shall accept bathing with you, we shall caress one another and to help be washed. Jon when I think of it it that on my body runs a shiver and now I have decided to stop this subject. I can not write now the big details because that very much was excited when the beginnings to think of it. Jon what you think of our first night of love? How you imagine to yourself it?
I hope that your ideas are fine also you will write to me them tomorrow.
I'll look forward to your letter. Until tomorrow....
I love you Jon!!!!!!!!!
I sent you my kiss, most passion and sweet.
Yours and only your loving Ekaterina
Letter 40
Hello My Lovely Man And My Sun Jon!!!!!!!!!!!
Today at me good day. I have woken up with good mood. Saw fine dream at night. Has received your letter. But much me does not suffice for full happiness. I do not have not enough your embraces, kisses, gentle words, passion, tenderness, love, I want to feel your breath. But all this only in dreams, but I believe that they begin a reality and me to become more easy. Jon you do not have to ask for forgiveness on things that you said about your ex-wife. I understand that. I am sure that you will do the best way and it does not bother me. I'm glad you listened to a woman. This is necessary for her to talk about things that happen to her now. You did the right thing because she received moral support from you. You're a good man and I love you Jon!!!! Yes, I am ready to begin the process that will be needed for my stay with you. I talked to my principal about my journey to you, and I said that I would be forced to leave my job. She was very surprised. But she also wants us to be happy together. She also asked us to visit her one day at school and she organized a concert for us. I said that we will be attending school in the future.
I miss you Jon. I think of you, I dream of that as we are engaged in love as we groan of happiness, passions and love. When I went today on street that have not come nearly into the pit, I thought of you and did not notice it and only before it have suddenly stopped. You would be would be desirable me that with me, that I could go together with you and hold you for a hand. Could talk to you about all.
In the evening we could look TV have supper together, kiss to caress one another, to make love. I want to fill ours with you lifes by that that did not suffice us while we have not got acquainted. I did not have not enough love, tenderness and caress and I have found it with you but now I still do not have it more strongly and I know that soon we make what we have met faster.
All my ideas only about you Jon and about that as it will be good when we can be together.
I love you, and I know that it not simply words, this feeling which lives in my heart and helps me to live and knock to my heart, which belong to you Jon!!!!!!!!
Yours and only your loving Ekaterina
Letter 41
Hello My Lovely Man And My Sun Jon!!!!!!!!!
I miss you. I think of you and is glad your to the letter. My Love, now I have only 200 dollars. Yes, it's not enough. But I think that it is useful for my trip to you.
What you made today Jon? What you make? Of what you think when you sleep? Of what you dream? What you ate? Whether it is tired on work?
Where you would want to go? Whether at me so it is a lot of questions to you and I at all do not know time will suffice at you to answer all. I think of you Jon I think of us, I think of ours future. I think of that as life became fine after I have got acquainted with you. For all time of our dialogue to me it was bad only once when I have learned that I can not arrive to you and we not can will be together quickly. Yes then I cried from misfortune and to me it was very bad. Jon I not know what to write to you then, my heart was sick and groaned from a pain. But now I am happy, I think and I dream of you.
Dreams help me to live, but they as raise me, it would be desirable to be in your embraces, would be desirable to make to you fine supper. It would be desirable to kiss and embrace, make love, talk to you. To feel your breath, tenderness caress.
When we meet we shall look at ours with you photo and to enjoy them. I love you Jon and I send you all the tenderness and caress together with kisses and I hope that to you well when you read my letter.
I love you Jon!!!
Yours and only your loving Ekaterina
Letter 42
Hello My Love Jon!!!!!!!!
Jon I am glad to receive yours letter today. I have very much become missed without you. My Love, I am ready to come to you right now! Jon do not worry about my job. At the beginning of next week, I'll talk to my principal about my work and then I will leave my job after 2 weeks. I will begin the process of paperwork as soon as I receive your help, closer to October 8. Jon I understand that you talked to your wife about divorce. I just do not want it to be painful for you. Anyway, I'll be with you and I will do everything so that you feel better. I will not allow you to be sad. My Love, I understand that you want to talk to me on the phone. I'll try to call you in a few days as soon as I get more free time. I'll let you know before I'll call you as we have to set a time for our conversation because we have the time difference. Jon I really want to hear your sweet voice.
I think of that when we with you shall be together. I so would want that right now I have closed eyes and when I shall open them only already in your embraces. Gentle and tender. I very much want to kiss you and to be engaged with you in love, I want to fill our life by happiness and love.
Jon today in the street normal weather. It would be good or at such weather with you to hold you for a hand, to kiss and embrace. To feel as your hand touches me and caress. I SO WANT TO YOU!!!!!!!
Yesterday I saw fine dream of that as we with you walked on seacoast.
As fresh sea air freshened us. Our legs were washed with warm water.
We have seen a place where it was possible to sit and have sat down there. We sat and looked at a decline. The sun left for horizon. On a coast of anybody except for us did not remain. Whence that slow and very much stimulating music was heard. You have kissed me. Gently and tenderly, I have answered your kiss and in us with you fire passion.
We passionately have started to embrace one another and to kiss. Our bodies burned on fire of passion, tenderness, love. We began single whole and groaned with happiness. IT WAS FINE!!!!!!!
On us not remained clothes and I began to kiss you, I went down all below and below and here you have lifted me, you have looked in my eyes and have kissed my breast. I have told take me Jon and you have come in me!!!!!! On my body has run a shiver and I sat on you and we made love long. We and sleep in embraces of one another. Have woken up only in the morning. When in eyes the sun began to shine us and have gone home.
I with impatience wait when we shall be together. I want to be with you Jon.
Yours and only yours Ekaterina
Letter 43
Hello My Lovely Man And My Sun Jon!!!!
Jon today good and clear weather. I am very glad to see your letter which warms me better sun, which my heart and my love which in my blood warms my body. My Love, in your letter, I feel your concern for my family and my friends. All will be well. We will be able to write letters to my family and friends. Will you let me use your computer to write letters? All that is required is a Russian keyboard because we have a different alphabet. My family and friends do not speak English.
Anyway, we will be able to visit my family once a year or every two years. We'll give them a lot of our photos. Jon My family did not want to travel to the United States. Yuliya and I asked Sergei to visit us in the U.S. They said that they were very busy for such trips as they work. Also, Sergei could not go outside my country. He will not let Yuliya go to another country because he is a very jealous guy. Jon you do not have to ask your mom so she came to you to do the cleaning in your house. When I arrive I'll take care of it. Indeed, in your country, people do not take off their shoes when they enter the house?
In my country, people take off their shoes when they enter the house.
It has many meanings for the owner of the house and it's very important. Jon I think that we have much to distinguish in our cultures. But this is not a problem for me because we 're together and that's the main thing. I very much miss you. Each evening I re-read your letters. I think of you Jon. You always with me. Mine friends constantly ask me about that as you and as your affairs. When we shall be together and when they will see ours with you a photo. Where we together. I speak that very soon. Jon they transfer you the greetings.
Today has met the school friend. She did not know about you and has asked as my life. I have told that all well. She has looked and has asked me. Whether she has asked I have found the love and whether have left in marriage. I have told that in marriage has not left but the love has met. I have told to her about you and she was very much surprised having heard such history. She has told that could not even think about that people can learn one another for thousand kilometers.
She is now married also her husband drinks also they prepare to divorce much. She has told that already regrets about that that has married. Jon can they not are happy because do not know that such the present love, but I know and I know it only due to you. I am glad to this feeling and I hope that we shall meet and we can enjoy it.
I know that shall never regret about anything when we shall be together. For me the happiness to be with you and I would want that it became a reality and I hope that very soon it happen. We can make all about that dreamed and our love will live always in our hearts.
I sent you my kiss. you receive them?
I love you Jon!!!!
Yours and only your loving Ekaterina
Letter 44
Hello My Lovely man And My Sun Jon!!!!!!!
Jon I am glad to receive your letter. They as beams of the sun which shine me. Your letter warms me and makes me happy. Jon do not worry about cleaning in your house. Your home will be the cleanest when I arrive to you, and you will have the most delicious food. Your mother should not help to clean your house again. We will help your mom and we'll take care of it. This is a better way to do it. Jon I understand that you are called to the office Weatern Union. I go to this office in my town and I'll get your help. I hope that all will be successful. In your letter, you ask about the camera? I do not have it. Yuliya has a camera at work, and it sometimes takes it to take pictures. Anyway, we'll find a way to take pictures for my family.
Jon I feel that I can not without you. I can not feel like normally. You are far also each minute I want to be with you. I think of you. Especially difficultly at night. So it would be desirable to be with you Jon. It would be desirable to see as you you smile, as you enjoy supper which I were going. It would be desirable feel your love. It would be desirable to feel your tenderness. It would be desirable to feel your love. When I wake up in the morning, I want to embrace you to sit on you and to make to you massage, I would like to kiss you. To kiss while you you will not wake up and you will not embrace me. You will be excited yet and we shall start to make love.
I want to be with you, the passion and love, tenderness and caress, feelings and emotions which are saved in my heart not give to me to sleep. Jon I fall asleep with dream about that that we together. I wake up with ideas that we together. I prepare for supper, I prepare for breakfast, I prepare for dinner, it would would be desirable that you tried that that I was going. I do not know as to describe that that with me occurs. I simply can not present the life without you. I do not know as I lived earlier, HOW I COULD LIVE WITHOUT YOU????
Jon me it would be very bad if you have left me one now. But I believe that we will met soon. That we soon shall together.
I love you and I wait for your letter.
Yours and only your loving Ekaterina
Letter 45
Jon I'm sorry that I did not write you a letter yesterday. Yesterday, in my country was a celebration of " Teacher's Day " at the school and had a party. But I was only there for a few minutes for it because I did not want to stay there. I had to go to the village to my grandmother to do chores around the house and other things. I also bought some food in my town and I took it to my grandmother because in the village there are some problems with the shops. My grandparents say Hello to you, and they hope that you win. Jon I am very sorry that I could not be there to take care of you after your hard day at work.
But I think that this will happen very soon, and I'll take care of you. My Love, I know what you're thinking about tickets. But it is still too early to think about it because I have not even begun the process of registration documents. Do you understand that? My Love, sometimes things make us to be patient. I hope you understand me.
Either way, we'll be together soon. Tomorrow I'll go to the Western Union office and I'll get your help and then immediately begin the process of registration documents. I will inform you of all things.
Thank you for the photos that you have sent in your letter. It gives me a smile and warms my heart. Jon I really like your dream of us together. I can not wait to translate it into reality... We will be able to embody all our dreams and it will make us happier with each new day. My Love, how was your day? What is the weather in your town?
I hope you are fine. Last night I had a walk around the lake. It was dark outside and I could see the dim sunset and the sun was very small. It was a cold day, but a beautiful day. I was thinking about you at this time and I was also thinking about our future. These thoughts allow me to stay warm in this cool evening. Honey, we are the happiest couple on this Planet!!!!!!
I think that I will finish my letter now and I'll look forward to your response. Until tomorrow...
Jon I love you and I miss you!!!!!!!!
Yours and only yours forever Ekaterina
Letter 46
Hello My Lovely Jon!!!!!
Jon I am glad to receive your letter. To me it is very bad without you. Likely because I can not feel your kisses, your love, your tenderness and breath on the present. Sometimes I wake up in the morning and me seem that you with me but anybody is not present. Jon the bed is empty, I go to a bath one and I can not go there together with you. I would not like to use a make-up at all, you do not see me and more I for anybody do not want to be beautiful. My beauty was seen by you, you have presented me love and I am glad to this feeling. I am happy only in dreams now. But I believe that they become a reality I believe that we soon shall together. In your letter you say about the food for Thanksgiving. I can help your daughter to cook the food. I know how to prepare food that will please your whole family. Usually this is what we are preparing for the holidays. Jon yes, I do not eat eggs and milk. But I can not eat it if it is located inside of any dish and I can not taste it. Anyway, do not worry about it. Jon, Asheville is a city that has a mountain? I've never seen the big mountains because in my area we have a flat landscape. In some places there is tundra. This is a very dangerous place for the winter. Some people from the southern regions are afraid to go to the northern part of my country because there is deadly cold. Anyway, we are used to low temperatures and long winter. We now have weather colder weather than the coldest weather in your town? WOW!!! I can not imagine that. My Love, about the shops in the village of my grandparents? There are shops. But these stores do not have enough range of goods and the residents of this village have to go to town to buy the necessary things. It's not hard to do. But it is not very convenient. I'm making it more convenient for the grandmother because I go to the store to get stuff for the grandparents. Jon I understand that you found the Russian keyboard. Maybe you can start practicing Russian alphabet. It has more letters than the Latin alphabet. Some letters are needed just to give him a firm or soft pronunciation. I'll help you with that after my arrival. Anyway, we do not need any language because we know that we love each other!
Jon I yesterday talked to mum. She asks as you. When we gather meet. I speak that I know that soon we will meet. She supports me, helps me to wait for our meeting. If I could be for seconds with you, I would give all that at me is. I have not regretted anything, just to touch you lips, to kiss and see your tender sight full of love and tenderness.
But it is impossible. I do not know as it to make. When I sleep at night that I want to sleep with you, I want to feel your heat, I want to talk to you and to hear your voice.
When I go to sleep that you always with me. I re-read your letters, your dreams and to me it becomes better. Tell to me more about the dreams. They are fine. They very much love to me.
I hope you write me soon!!!!
I love you Jon!!!!
Yours and only your loving Ekaterina
Letter 47
Hello My Lovely Man And My Sun Jon!!!!!!!
My love I is glad to receive your letter. I am glad that you write me and do not overlook about me. I'm sorry that Molly feels bad. I hope that the doctor make her feel better. My Love, you do not have to think about me. You have to concentrate on your work! Jon you do not have to do the cleaning before I arrive. Your home needs a woman's touch! Do not worry about any thing. After my arrival, you will not care about the things that need to be done in the house (cleaning, food, laundry and etc). Yes, yesterday I went to Western Union. They told me that I still have to wait until morning. This morning I received your help. I also went to the agency and I started the process of paperwork that would be required to obtain a visa. After about 2-3 weeks I will be able to travel to you and we'll be together!!!!!!!! Jon I think of us much, I say to you about that that I dream, you know all my feelings I can not tell to you all dreams because them very much. I would not have not enough time what to write them all. But I am glad that I can say you even some. I yesterday looked at night a film. I could not fall asleep and have included TV on what that the channel at night and looked film. I do not know as it name to but it was film about love of tenderness and passion it Is Russian film. When I looked as actors made love, I would dream that also we with you could so. Jon I want to embrace you to kiss you, your a body to be engaged with you in love. I want run in one shirt on the house that we with you could enjoy love when we shall want. As soon as at us the desire we one will appear could approach to another excite and enjoy love and passion. I saw as they made love. As in their eyes burned passion, fire love as she shuddered when all like came to an end and as they happy woke up in the morning. I would want that we as well as they could come on a visit, then go in a bath and there enjoy our love. That I could caress your penis., that you could touch my breast, that you could enter into me, that we would groan, groaned but not from a pain. That we would groan from love.
I very want will be with you Jon!!!!
So it is a lot of desires. So it is a lot of feelings in my heart but I of nothing can make. I go to sleep and I sleep. My heart and a body burns and waits when I can be with you.
Yours and only your loving Ekaterina
Letter 48
Hello My Lovely Man And My Sun Jon!!!!!!
Jon I am glad to receive your letter. I have very much become missed without you and is glad receive yours letter. Yesterday I sent you a picture in your letter. Yes, it is my high school friend. But we are not friends as a way to Yuliya. Also in the photo was her daughter and she is only 7 now. She started the first year of primary school.
Jon in Russia very few people like to smile and if you wanted to make a person smile then you would have to do the hard work for this.
Anyway, I love to smile. My grandmother says that smiling and laughter make life longer. We will do a lot of smiles and laughter together!
Jon I never felt your hands never felt your kiss, never was engaged love and I want to make love only to you WOULD WANT THAT WE WILL BE TOGETHER!!!!!!!
I very much miss you and I can not fall asleep at night at once, I think of you Jon I think of that as it would be fine if you were with me. I want to feel you. As you caress me. As you touch to me. As you caress my breast. As you enter into me and as we groan of pleasure and love. My heart pricks when I think that you far and without me. I would want that we could enjoy life together. Well that I can receive your letters which calm me and give me force and hope for our meeting.
Jon I today on work am very tired but when all weariness has received your letter read. I now want to go with you on the street to hold you for a hand, to hear your gentle whisper, your voice, to feel your breath and love. My heart fire when I think of you and about that as we shall make love. As let's be everyone day together as we shall have a rest together from all than is filled usual day when we not together.
I love, I love and I want to love you and only you Jon!!!!
Yours for ever, yours on all life Ekaterina
Letter 49
Hello My Lovely man And My Sun Jon!!!!!
Jon I am very glad to receive your letter. Gentle and tender. I have very much become missed without you. Yesterday I say with mum in the evening. We much say about us with You. She speaks that is happy that now in my life there is you Jon. She say that wants to see us happy, would want that our life was full of happiness and love. She is happy for us. She speaks that when that looks at me even envies me that I have to which person I love and with which I shall be happy. That now me have loving man who will care of me and with which I shall go on this life. My Love, I am pleased that your daughter asks me. Tell her that in Russia celebrate Halloween. But very, very few people.
Halloween is a celebration of English-speaking countries. Russia is not an English-speaking country. In my country, we have holidays that are similar to Halloween. We also dress up on the eve of Christmas in a variety of costumes. We also have a holiday " Russian Winter. "
During this festival we put on our traditional costumes. I will try to send you photos of this in the following letters if I can find it in the computer. This computer looks like a dump. Also, the feast day of Russian winters we cook a lot of pancakes and also give children a lot of sweets. This holiday does not have a constant date as Easter. It's just celebrate Russian Orthodox Christians in the former Soviet Union.
Maybe we can see it in my country sometime in the future. Perhaps your daughter would also like to see it. I'm sure she would like it.
It's a lot of fun. There is only one reason you and your daughter will be able to not like it because this festival is in late winter or early spring and is celebrated. It can be very cold. Jon anyway, we'll be together, we will be a good and decent family.
I very much love you Jon. You give me happy when I receive your letters, the love, the tenderness and sincerity. I want to be with you and only with you. Today at bad weather in the street but I am happy.
It is happy because I have you and I love you Jon!!!!!!
I sent you my kiss, they warm you Jon!!!!!
I love you Jon!!!!
Yours and only your loving Ekaterina
Letter 50
Hello My Love Jon!!!!!
I am very pleased to receive your letter today. It makes my day happier. I could not get you out of my head and it did not allow me to work well. So bad that we're still not together. Either way, it will happen very soon. Jon I understand that you want to know about my trip to you. I'll go to the agency at the beginning of next week and I'll get more information about the things that they were able to do for me. Do not worry about it. Jon, Yuliya and Sergei would also like to meet you and have a lot of chat. They regret that they can not speak your language. But Sergei knows a little English. Perhaps he will be able to understand and answer all your important questions. My Love, I spoke with my Priest. He said that you can not be the Godfather because you have not been christened as a Russian Orthodox Christian, and you do not have the Slavic name. I hope you understand that.
Jon I am glad that Molly is feeling better. I hope that it will be completely healthy for my arrival. My Love, yes, you should go to a party at your neighbor. You need to relax after a hard week at work.
Today I had a lot of work and I'm a little tired. But that's OK.
Tomorrow I will have an easier day of school. Tomorrow, I Yuliya and Sergei go to see the process of construction of their home, and Sergei and then we will go to have dinner together. I'm sorry that you are not able to go with us. After dinner, we'll be playing the guitar. It will be fun. Sergei sing good songs. I think you'd like it. Anyway, I'm the future, you'll be able to hear it.
Jon very soon we will be a happy family and we enjoy every day together. I can not wait... I want to feel your touch, your kisses and I miss it right now. But we have to be patient. My Love, I will finish my letter now and I'll look forward to your response. Until tomorrow...
I love you Jon!!!!!
Yours and only yours forever Ekaterina
Letter 51
Hello My Lovely Man and My Sun Jon!!!!!!!!
Jon I am glad to receive your letter. Today in the street not so good weather but your letter cheers up me and I feel was better than myself also I is happy. Thank you for the pictures in your letter. It seems that in your country people have a different plan rooms and things in the rooms. But that's OK. Yes, Yuliya and Sergei have a big construction site. Their house is like a small castle. Sergei is very picky about the place where he wants to live because he is an officer of the Russian Army. Then all the officers live in big houses as they are very proud. Sergei is not a proud man. He says if you ask any officer why he lives in a big house then an officer will say that he lives in a big house to match the status of the officer. Sergei answers this question and said that he and Yuliya plan to have many children and every child has their own room. Jon you should not ask me about the things in your home because it's your house!!!!
I very much miss you my love. I very much want to be with you. Each day and especially it is difficult for me without you at night. Fine dreams in which we with you together dream me. In which we enjoy our love, in which we together and our happiness with us.
Jon I would want that it was in really because when I wake up that I can not embrace you, I can not be with you. I can not feel you breath, I can not enjoy our love. I can not make so we with you would be happy. I am glad, each day I am glad because that I believe each morning I believe and I hope that we can overcome all barrier and we shall be together.
I love you Jon!!!!!
I want to be with you. I send you the most gentle and sweet kisses and I hope that they will warm you, your heart and you will smile. I would want that we were happy also I is sure that we shall make it!
I love you Jon!!!!!!!
Yours and only your loving and gentle Ekaterina
Letter 52
Thank you for your letters and photos that you sent today. It warms my heart and gives me a smile. Jon I am glad that you visited just a beautiful place. My Love, do not worry about gifts. I'm not a big fan of taking gifts. All I want is to be in your hands and feel that our hearts will beat as one. I'm sorry that I can not be with you after a long trip and make you feel 7th Heaven. My Love, tomorrow I will go to the agency, and I will talk about my journey. Also, I will give you all the information I can find out. Today I do not have time to go there because I had a lot to do. I am very tired today. The kids were mad because their minds are still the weekend. But that's OK. I'm used to it throughout my work at school. In your letter you ask how many kids want to be Sergei and Yuliya? I do not know, but they say a lot.
I am glad that they are happy together. Yuliya very fortunate to have Sergei in her life. He's a good guy. In Russia there are very few guys. Anyway, I'm lucky that we found each other and we love each other.
How was your day? How are your girls? How are your daughters? I hope that all is well and everyone is doing well. My mom says Hello to you and your family. She went very early today to work. Jon I have to go to her and get her to work and then we go home, cook dinner, after dinner we watch TV and talk about things that happen in our area. She works with women who are older than her for a few decades, about the age of my grandmother. Old women talk a lot of things and it's better than any radio because they know everything. Lol. I like to learn about their thoughts. My Love, I think that I will finish my letter now. I'll look forward to your response. Until tomorrow...
I love you Jon!!!!!!!
Yours and only yours Ekaterina
Letter 53
Hello My Love Jon!!!!!
I am pleased to receive your letter today. It warms my heart. I'm sorry that I can not be there with you and make you smile. Anyway, I believe that this will happen very soon! Jon today I contacted the agency and I talked about my trip to you. I reported the name of the airport. As the agency explained to me what the cost of tickets is 1240 dollars in your airport and that tickets to the two ends. As the agency explained to me what to order tickets to the two ends (roundtrip) and the cost of this will be in 1160 dollars (this price includes all costs : transportation of baggage up to 32 kg, insurance and etc). I told the agency that you plan to take care of the tickets.
As the agency explained to me, I entered into a contract with a travel agency, and under the terms of this contract, the agency itself takes care of the tickets and all documents. Agency orders the tickets because without a ticket I could not get a tourist permit. If I do not get a tourist permit that I can not get a visa because the embassy will require a trip ticket. Thus the agency will issue all the documents and the embassy will give my visa application. Also, they will prepare me for the interview at the embassy. Jon I have signed a contract with a travel agency, and if we do not comply with the terms of this contract, the agency will not be able to help us. I just hope you understand me. I think we should honor the contract and the agency will take care of all my problems and the agency will help us. I trust this agency because my colleagues flew to Greece last year and my colleagues have praised this agency because they do not take more money from the citizens and serve the people the highest quality. I know you will not be pleased by this news and I'm going to ask you to forgive me for this because I do not want to tell you any bad news. I hope you understand me.
Jon in your letter you ask about my favorite sport? I only like winter sports to watch. Hockey, biathlon, cross country skiing and etc. But my favorite sport to watch is hockey and biathlon. At the beginning of next year will be the Olympic Games in my country and we will be able to watch it. It will be fun. In Russia, people can not wait for the start of the Olympics. Many people are planning to go to Sochi to see it. Anyway, we will be able to watch it on TV. What do you think about this? Jon I understand about the gifts. Of course I am happy. But you should not do it. The most important gift is you and me do not matter any gifts. All I want is your attention and your love. Jon in my country we decorate the house just in time for the New Year. That's a lot of different lights and toys. Also, we take a small Christmas tree and bear it into flats and houses. On New Year's night, after midnight in the center of the city there is a big party and concert, fireworks and etc. Maybe we could all go to Russia during the winter every year.
Vanessa and Sara would like to see Russia? I'm not sure what they want because it is cold here. If we had a Russian Christmas in Russia and some time after that it all can be found on the Russian Winter. It is the coldest period of the year in Russia. Also, I'm not sure if they wanted to go here because they do not speak the Russian language.
In Russia, very few people speak English. In my town I say, maybe 3-4 people. But they do not know your language well because they are simple teachers in your language. They only know what is written in the textbooks of English. Anyway, everything would be very happy to meet you and your daughters. If we all went to Russia I would have to do a great job of an interpreter. I asked Sregei of English language.
He says it can not understand a lot of things in your language. But it is bad to say. He learned about it from a guy who studied with him in military school. This guy lived in London for 10 years with his parents and decided to return home since he was born in Russia.
Anyway, I would just like everyone to know a little bit from where I am. Jon I will now finish my letter and I'll look forward to your response. I'm a little worried because you can be angry because of these tickets. Until tomorrow...
I love you Jon!!!!!!!
Yours and only yours Ekaterina
Letter 54
Hello My Love Jon!!!!!!
I was afraid to receive your letter today because I thought you'd be angry with me. Jon they actually did half the things for my stay.
They only have to solve issues regarding taxes and passports. I'm going to get a passport at the end of this week. I told you about the tickets because you're most worried about nothing. My Love, I told them the name of the airport Charlotte, NC. This is the nearest international airport, if I'm not mistaken, or in your town has its own international airport? Jon if you think that the agency does not work then let me know about it. I will stop completely the whole process of this journey, and I'll send you the money back as soon as I can. I do not want you to reproach me or accused because of the things that you are not able to understand. Jon if you want to contact the agency that I want to warn you that they do not speak the English language. If you still need the information that the agency then let me know. I really do not want to hear angry things. It is very annoying me. I'm not sure what to say and all of this really makes me sad.
Love, Ekaterina
Letter 55
Jon I'm not mad at you. I think that I'm mad at me. I understand that you found the tickets for 775 dollars. But tickets are required in both ends as this is important for my stay. In the agencies will have to make trip ticket that I should reap the embassy because I will be traveling to you as a tourist. Tourist permit it is the plan of my stay and I have to give it to the embassy. Without vacation package I will not be able to get a visa as an inspector at the embassy will not know the purpose of my trip to your country. When I arrive at the embassy and I'll have a job interview I will not mention about you. If I'm going to talk to him about it you can ban me to go to your country for the next 5 years. After that we will have to apply for another type of visa. After my arrival, we will appeal to the Russian embassy and we will arrange some documents that will enable to stay together forever. You know my plan? Or not? Now I have to act like a tourist to be allowed to travel to your country, to you. Jon do not worry about the payment of the cost of tickets. They will order it and give me know when the deadline for payment of tickets. Tomorrow I'll go to the agency, and I will talk to them about the date of my journey. They tell me that they will say and also the deadline for payment of tickets. Do not worry about it. Also tomorrow, I'll get my passport to travel. The agency is working better way. The most important thing to be patient. I love you and I believe that we will be together. But we do have to be patient. Jon sometimes difficult to talk about things travel because I do not know how to say some words in your own language. I hope you understand that. Maybe I'll tell you about the journey and you do not understand me. Either way, you've got to have faith in me. Everything will be fine because I try to do my best possible way. Yes, I am not easy. But I do not want to give up because I love you and I do everything for you. I want you to understand that.
Jon how was your day? What is the weather there? This morning I had a run. I got hurt and my knee swelled up so bad and it hurts so badly.
I slipped on the sidewalk because it was covered with ice. But that's Ok. I get better very soon. Jon do you plan for the weekend? This weekend I will go to my grandparents. If I do not write you a letter then do not worry about me. I just will not have access to the Internet. Either way, you're always in my thoughts and dreams.
I love you Jon!!!
Yours and only yours forever Ekaterina
Letter 56
Hello My Love Jon!!!!!
I am pleased to receive your letter today. It warms my heart. I understand that you think of me. I've also been thinking about you.
About our future, and these thoughts haunt me because we're still not together. Jon I have some good news for you. Today I contacted the agency and I learned about the dates of my stay with you. I was told that I can start my journey to you on October 30. October 30th I will go to Moscow. October 31 I will not be able to write a letter to you because I'll be on the train. November 1, early in the morning I arrive to Moscow and to this day I will be the first step to obtain a visa at the embassy. November 4 will I have a job interview at the embassy of your country and get a visa. November 5th I'll be on the plane. Also, they said that I had to pay the cost of tickets to October 25. October 25 is the deadline for payment of tickets. As soon as they give me tickets after payment I will give you all the information about it. Jon today I received my passport. They also taught me about the interview at the embassy. It will be difficult.
But I get it and I'm sure of it.
Jon tomorrow I will not be able to write a letter to you because I'm going to the village to my grandparents. I will write to you on Sunday after my return. Today I had a hard day at work and I was very tired because my knee still hurts after injury. Jon tomorrow I'll tell your Hello to my grandparents. I'm sure they will be happy. My Love, I'm sorry that you had trouble because of the man who was careless with the equipment. I hope that this does not prevent you to do the job well and efficiently. Jon now I'm going to finish my letter and I'll look forward to your response. Before the resurrection...
I love you Jon!!!!!!
Yours and only yours forever Ekaterina
Letter 57
Jon sorry that I could not write you a letter. I was a little sad because I did not read your letter. Yesterday, I had a lot of work in the village. I was cleaning in the garden. We cleaned the dry grass and planted trees. Grandpa made a great bonfire in the backyard. We sat around the campfire and grandfather cooked shashlik. It was very tasty. We also had dinner together after a bath. Do you know what the Russian bath? I am sure that you would love it. This morning we went to church and then my grandmother made a big cake and a delicious lunch. Yuliya helped grandmother to do it. This time, I went to the store to get some things for the house and then I came back and dinner was actually ready. We laid the table and had lunch. During lunch we talked a lot about news in my town and region. Also, grandparents are asking about you. How are you and a lot of other things. They are very curious about life in your country. They say they want to meet you sometime and get to know you personally. They know you're a good, decent man with a good character. Grandfather many jokes funny way about you. He is funny when he says it. Jon I am sure that you would love him no matter what he's still a communist. He is good as a person and as a grandfather. Grandma asks that you ate there? What kind of food eaten there. They are very curious and asked a lot about you.
Anyway, I told them that they will have the opportunity to meet with you in person sometime in the future. All they say is just so sorry that we did not speak English. Yes, I have to do a good job of an interpreter. But this is not a problem. Jon my knee is good and the tumor was gone after a bath. Do you know what the Russian bath? I am sure that you would love it. Russian bath also cures many diseases. My Love Today I received your letter, and I went to Western Union to receive your help. I successfully got it and went back to school.
Tomorrow I will go to the agency and I will pay the cost of tickets and then I'll let you know all the details of the flight and we will know the exact time of our meeting with you. I'm a little excited right now to get this information. Either way, we'll be together soon! Jon is my last day of school will be on October 29. But I'll be able to go to school on October 30 to write a letter to you, even when I'm not a teacher of this school. In the music school is always happy to see me. Do not worry about the children in the school.
They're a little sad that I will forsake them. But I said that I would visit them in school when I come to my city sometime in the future.
They were smiling. My Love, tell your daughters that Ekaterina says Hello. I hope that they will be happy. Jon I think that now I will finish my letter because I still have to do some work in the apartment and get ready for the next day at work. I'll look forward to your response. Until tomorrow...
I love you Jon!!!
Yours and only yours forever Ekaterina
Letter 58
Hello My Love Jon!!!!!
I am glad to receive your letters. It gives me a smile! I'm smiling right now! Jon I have good news for you because I went to the agency today. I paid the ticket and I want to tell you flight information:
Moscow (DME) - Charlotte (CLT)
Airline: Lufthansa
Flight: LH1451
Departure from Moscow (DME) on November 5 at 07:55
Frankfurt-am-Main (FRA) on November 5 at 08:45
Airline: Lufthansa
Flight: LH5290
Departure from Frankfurt-am-Main (FRA) on November 5 at 10:45
Charlotte (CLT) on November 5 at 14:45
Charlotte (CLT) - Moscow (DME)
Airline: Lufthansa
Flight: LH429
Departure from Charlotte (CLT) on May 4 at 18:55
Arrival in Munich (MUC) on May 5 at 09:45
Airline: Lufthansa
Flight: S7898
Departure from Munich (MUC) on May 5 at 14:10
Arrival in Moscow (DME) May 5 at 19:35
My Love, we will be together very soon and we'll be the happiest couple on this planet! I'm starting to count the days in the reverse order!
Jon I told my grandmother that you have to eat well. In your letters you sent me a picture of your dinner. It seemed that you have a little food. You have to eat a lot. Grandmother used to say that I should keep you full and complete so you do not go to hiccup someone else.
She's just joking. Jon in my letter, I am sending you photos of Russian baths and Shaslik. I hope that you can see what it looks like.
My Love, the word Sauna means Bath in Finnish language. Our Bath and Sauna has a lot of differences. Anyway, I think you will like it when we go to Russia. Do not worry about the weather in your town and your house. In my town now colder than winter in your town. Who is still only the end of autumn here. Moscow is a warmer place than my city. When I am in Moscow I will find a place where I can write a letter to you. All we have to do, we have to be patient. I'm trying to have a lot of work because it helps the time go faster. During this week I have to get some gifts for you and your family. This is our little tradition to give gifts. I hope that everyone will like it.
Also, I'll take the paper photos to you and your family could see more of the places where I live and also pictures of my family. Jon I think that I will finish my letter now. Today I had a lot of work and a little tired. I'll look forward to your letters and your thoughts. Until tomorrow...
I love you Jon!!!!!!!!!
Yours and only yours forever Ekaterina
Letter 59
I am pleased to receive your letter today. It warms my heart. I love you so much Jon!!!!! Yes, we will be together very soon and I can not wait to jump into your strong arms!!! My Love, I'm having a good time with my family. I think that in the future we will be able to visit my family in Russia, and we will have a lot of good time together. Jon in your letter you ask about shaslik? You know, it is the national dish of the Caucasian peoples. These peoples are Muslims and they do not eat pork, and they do not use it for shaslik. For this we use pork because we do not like lamb. For the marinade will need the onions, pepper and salt, and about 20-30 minutes. Grandpa prepares this tasty. Jon do not worry about the girls. I would have helped them to get a shower. That would be fun.
My Love, I'm sorry that in your town will be cold soon. But I'll keep you warm. Yes, I probably will not wear shorts when there are people to wear a coat. We get a lot of snow today. Weather forecast says that tomorrow will be a powerful storm off the side of the North Pole. It will not be pleasant weather because the snow will hit the face so bad. If the wind was quiet and it would calm it would be a good weather. Jon do not worry about gifts. It's just the little things that everyone can wear it during the day. Sergei also asked me to, I went to them for dinner this weekend. He and Yuliya give as souvenirs for you. Jon in my country gifts do not cost any money. Gift is intended to give the memories of a man who gives it and it is not necessary to buy. All these gifts are made with their own hands. My Love, I will finish my letter now. I'll look forward to your response.
Tell your daughters that Ekaterina says Hello. Until tomorrow...
I love you and I miss you!!!!!!!
Yours and only yours forever Ekaterina
Letter 60
My Love, I am pleased to receive your letter. When I read the lines of your letter it warms my heart. Jon do not worry about the weather in my town. All my life I live in an area that is almost the coolest on the planet. I'm more worried about you because that's where the warmer climate and weather changes may be the cause of catching the flu.
Jon I will be happy to prepare food for your family to Thanksgiving. I hope that they will like the food we eat here. We can cook shashlik for everyone. In my country, we are cooked shashlik when we're all family.
It would be desirable to feel as you you embrace me as we are kissed.
Even when I watch TV, I think about us. You the best person in this world. You and only you the man of my dream and only with you I want to be together. Only you and only with you Jon! I am happy that have found you. I never thought that a meeting of you so far but the God has given me chance and I have met you. I am madly glad to this.
Yes he has not given us opportunities to meet quickly but I feel that soon we shall together. I do not know as but I think that very soon.
Today was usual and only which I have received your letter has decorated of him. I hope that soon I as I can feel your lips, your gentle hands, your love and tenderness and we shall enjoy love and happiness.
Jon now I'm going to finish my letter and I'll look forward to your response. Until tomorrow...
I love you Jon!!!!!!!!
Yours and only yours forever Ekaterina
Letter 61
Hello My Love Jon!!!!!!
I am pleased to receive your letter. It warms my heart. Yes, we have storm only a few hours. But it has not given us a lot of snow. Anyway, it's a warm day here. It is about 20F. At night it may be about -10F.
But it is normal for our climate. Jon in Russia we do not get sick a lot. Typically, people have influenza virus only once every 5 years.
Here people get sick. But they do not feel bad during the day. By the end of the day the virus can be very horrible and painful. I do not know why this is happening the way. But it's true. My Love, do not worry about the TV. I do not watch it much. I watch it only for breakfast, dinner or while I am preparing food. I only watch the news.
On things that I need? In the agency I was told that the customs will not allow me to take the toothpaste, soap, shampoo, and all things like that. All this is for your safety. But I think that it's not hard to get it there as here it is available in every store. Jon my mom made for you dress. I showed her pictures of you. She imagined your size and did it for you. If the sizes do not match, I will fix it. My mom taught me a lot of how to make clothes. I am sure that you will like it as it is completely handmade. I helped her do it. My family and friends want to give you a lot of gifts. But I can only take no more than 32 kg because it provided the tickets. This is more than half my body weight. lol I can take a lot. This weekend will arrive my grandparents. They will remain with us in the apartment to spend more time with me. Jon today I spoke with my director at work and asked her to make her my days are shorter so I could get more time with my family as I leave my city very soon. Very far away and do not come back soon. She made my days shorter than 2 hours. Students little happy because they get home too early. Grandpa would kill the average turkey for dinner on Tuesday. He and Sergei cook it on the fire. It will be delicious. Also, I, my mother and Yuliya cook something delicious. This will be my last dinner with my family and I will not be able to dine with them for a long time. I will miss my family and friends. But thats ok. My Love, I will finish my letter now. I have to go to the store to get a big bag for travel. I'll look forward to your response. I hope that you will have a good day today. Until tomorrow...
I love you so much Jon!!!!!
Yours and only yours forever Ekaterina
Letter 62
Jon I am pleased to receive your letter today. I'm sorry that I can not be with you to warm you on those cold days. Either way, it will happen very soon, and you will always be warm. I just finished my work and now I write you a letter. Today I had a difficult day since my days at work are shorter than before and I did not give hard lessons to my students. In fact, we talked about different things, news and etc. I want to give my students the rest before I leave the music school. In my town today, the weather is good and it is about 25F and we get a little snow. Jon my knee feels better and I had a run this morning. In the afternoon I met Yuliya at a cafe for coffee and lunch.
She said she wanted to eat a lot since the twins babies asking a lot.
She will start her long vacation soon. It also tells you Hello. Today she will stay in the apartment with me and my mother as Sergei flew to Russia will shift to service, and would be back in a few days. He received an urgent order of command. Yuliya will stay with us for a few days. Although she lives next door. Lol. Our apartment will be full this weekend as today's grandparents arrive in the evening. We'll have a good time together. Jon I hope that you will be successful when you are restoring the truck. Perhaps I might have to help you if I was there. I want to help you do everything and I want to be useful to you. Jon I think that I will finish my letter now. I hope that you have a good day today. I love you Jon!!!
Yours and only yours forever Ekaterina
Letter 63
I am pleased to receive your letter today and it always makes me feel better. Today was a good day. I did not give a lot of lessons at school and come home early, around noon. Right now, I came to the school to read your letter and write to you. My grandparents arrived last night. Grandpa took the turkey from the village and cooked it. We chatted a lot during the day. All my family are telling you Hello.
Jon I am sorry that you are not here with me right now. We could have a good time with my family. Anyway, we will have the opportunity in the future. I am sure that you will love it as our conversation is a lot of laughter. Jon tell your daughters what I said Hello. My Love, how's your mom? I hope that it succeeds. You visit it often or she visits you in your home? Yes, I would love to help you do things and I would be able to give you tools. I did this very often when my grandfather worked on a farm and had a tractor. He did a lot of work and I was always trying to help him. How was your day? You went to Vanessa? How's she doing? Jon today grandfather asked about the hat. He wants me to take his hat to give it to you. It's really beautiful hat and you could wear it during the cool seasons. You'd like that, I'm sure. They all want me to take a lot of things. But I can not convince them that I can not take a lot of gifts and other things because of the conditions of tickets. They do not understand that. But that's ok. On Wednesday I will be traveling to Moscow. It's a beautiful city. We will visit it sometime in the future. Sergei studied at the Military University of the city, and he talked a lot about it. Jon I will now finish my letter. I'm going home right now.
We'll have dinner soon, and after dinner I'll have to go to bed. I'll look forward to your response. Until tomorrow...
I love you Jon!!!!!
Yours and only yours forever Ekaterina
Letter 64
Hello My Love Jon!!!!!!
I am pleased to receive your letter today. It warms my heart to those cooler days. I'm sorry that I can not be there with you to relax for a weekend in your hands. Jon I understand that your mother is interested in hearing me. Very soon we will be able to talk in person.
It would be nice to have a long conversation with her. In your letter you ask for UPS and FedEx? No, it's not in my town. We have only the mail Russia. Do not worry about things. I'll find a way that all was well.
How was your day? What is the weather there ? I hope that you are fine and you stay warm. I hope that you will recover your truck and it will be successful. Jon I came to school to do the cleaning in my room since I took a lot of my personal belongings from this room and I left a mess. Tuesday will be my last day at school and I want it to be clean after I left. Early this morning, I went to church and prayed for our love. I spoke to the priest and told him about you and me. He just wants us to be happy together, and he will bless our love. He also read a prayer for us. I am grateful to him for that. Yuliya also talked with the priest. But I did not ask her about that conversation.
My grandparents are still in our apartment. They will return to the village in the morning. We have a good time together. Jon I hope that you have a good time with Vanessa and Frank. My Love, I think that I will finish my letter now. I still have to do the cleaning in my school room. I'll look forward to your response. Until tomorrow...
I love you Jon!!!!!
Yours and only yours forever Ekaterina
Letter 65
Hello My Love Jon!!!!!
I am very pleased to receive your letter today. It warms my heart.
Jon tomorrow is my last day at the music school, and today I took my last thing that remained in school. During a break for lunch, I took it to the house. Tomorrow I will come to school just to say goodbye to my students and my colleagues at the school. Also tomorrow, I'll cook dinner for my family and friends. We will again have dinner together.
Yes, yesterday I did clean the room of my school and then I went home.
It was not difficult, do not worry about it. I just cleaned the dust in closets and made the order on the desktop. Jon I hope that you restored your truck and it works now. My Love, do not worry about the things that you have to do around the house. After my arrival, together we can take care of it.
Jon I am glad that you have good weather. Here we get a lot of snow and rain at the same time. It's not very good weather because the outside is very humid. All the people are waiting for colder weather as it will be more enjoyable than right now. Tomorrow I'm going to have a difficult day because I have to get the documents from my work as I leave it. Also, I will introduce my students a new teacher. On Wednesday, I can write you a letter because I go to the station past the school. I will go to school and I will write you a letter to let you know that I'm on the way to Moscow. I wish that on Thursday, I can not write a letter for you. But I will write to you on Friday morning as soon as I arrive in Moscow. If I do not write in the morning, I'll write in the evening. I promise. All of this will depend on the things that will happen. But that's OK. My Love, I think that I will finish my letter. Jon I love you and we will be together very soon. We will not write letters to each other because we will hold each other hands.
We'll be the happiest couple in the world. I will wait for your answer. Until tomorrow...
I love you so much Jon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yours and only yours forever Ekaterina
Letter 66
Hello My Love Jon!!!!!
I miss you! Today I had a hard day and now I have time to relax and read your letter. Your letters are always warms my heart.
Thank you for the pictures of your home. It looks very nice. Winter is still far from your city. In my letter, I also send you some pictures.
You can see what the weather is like here now. But this is only the beginning. We will visit Russia sometime in the future in the middle of winter and you can see for what seems like the real Russian winter.
I am sure that you will like it here. One of the photos is our yard.
The other two random pictures were taken when I went to work Yuliya.
Jon in Russia very few people use artificial trees for the New Year.
Here we set the Christmas tree for the New Year. Not for Christmas. A real tree is better than artificial trees. But recently, the government does not allow to destroy the forest because the country has a new program to protect the environment. But this is not a hindrance to people and they go to the market to get a Christmas tree.
Yes, I like to decorate the Christmas tree on the eve of the New Year.
It's fun and it gives you a good mood. In Russia, few people decorate the house as it is problematic because of the snow around the house.
Jon you should not ask me about the things that you want to do in the yard. I am not a good designer. I will accept any decision of yours and I'll help you install a waterfall and a pond for fish.
Jon say to Vanessa and Sara that Ekaterina said Hello. After a few minutes I have to go to the store to get some things from the store.
Yuliya took two days off from work and she wants to help me cook dinner. My mother now has to finish the job in a factory and it will also help us to cook something delicious. Grandparents came from the village during the afternoon. I have received all the documents from the school and now I am not an employee of the school. Also, I collect all the things for my stay. I'm ready to go tomorrow. Tomorrow night I'll sit on the train and I arrive in Moscow early Friday morning. I hope that all is well and the trip will be a success. Today we are going to prepare soup and Beef stroganoff. Yuliya said that Sergei is scheduled to arrive today from the trip because his plane was about to land at the military airport in an hour. Jon tomorrow I will write a letter for you before I get on a train. Now I will finish my letter. I still have to go to do a lot of things. I'll look forward to your response. Until tomorrow...
I love you Jon!!!!!!!
Yours and only yours forever Ekaterina
Letter 67
Hello My Love Jon!!!!!!
I want to tell you that today I finished collecting all the necessary things for my trip to you. Now my family and my friends are waiting for me at the station as my train will be approximately in 30 minutes.
Jon now I have tears on face and it tears of happiness because we will be together very soon. I just have to get a interview at the embassy of your country and I will be able to travel to you. I'm a little worried.... But I'm not worried about the journey. I'm worried about my family, my friends. Yes, I'm will miss them. But that's OK.
I decided to completely change my life for the better and to be happy than to wait when the best life will come to me. I want to make you the happiest Man on this Planet and I believe that you will make me the happiest Girl as well.
Jon I will write you a letter as soon as I arrive in Moscow. Do not worry about me. All will be well. Right now I have to run to the station because I want to have the last minute in my hometown with my family and friends because I do not know when I'll be able to see them again. I will end my letter on it.
Yours and only yours forever Ekaterina
Letter 68
Hello My Love Jon!!!!
I am pleased to receive your letter today. I'm sorry that I have not written to you in the morning. I did not have much free time as I need to go to the hotel immediately after my arrival in Moscow to leave my stuff. After that, I went to the embassy and I spent the whole day at the embassy. My Love, I just got back from there. I imagined the embassy in another way. I thought that the architecture of the building of the Embassy's not like the other houses in my country. But this is a common large many-storey building white- yellow. Jon when I walked into this building it reminded me of the music school. Since the music school a lot of doors and a lot of long corridors. I was met by a tall man, and asked me to know why I came to the embassy. I told him that I had to get a job interview and asked where I should go for it. He asked for my ID and I gave it to him. He called and spoke to someone about me and then he told me where I should go. I went went upstairs and found a room where I expected. I knocked on the door and I was allowed to enter. I came in and asked me to sit down on a chair.
I sat down and asked me what I'd like to see in your country. They asked about the play. I said that I am a very curious person and I would like to see a lot. We had a short conversation and then they asked me so I gave them my documents except my passport. I gave them the documents and they said that I would be waiting for me on Monday because today they will be checking my documents in all special services ( tax police, police, FSB and etc). F.S.B. means in my language the Federal Security Service. I think that you know about it because in the past it was called the KGB. Jon on Monday morning I had to go to the embassy again since I'll have a second stage for the visa. This is my interview. My Love, the embassy people are very polite. It was my countrymen. But I heard the voices of Americans. I just heard some phrases. They were discussing something about the airport in Washington. Today, I am a bit worried as I was walking to the embassy for the first time. But I believe that I will succeed. My fellow citizens in the embassy gave me some advice that I can have great success in getting a visa.
Jon I am very tired today and I should get some rest. I think that I will finish my letter now. Tomorrow I will go to the Red Square to see the main attraction of this very Russian. I'll look forward to your response. Until tomorrow...
I love you Jon!!!!!
Yours and only yours forever Ekaterina
Letter 69
Hello My Love Jon!!!!!
I am pleased to receive your letter today. It warms my heart. How was your day? What is your mood? How do you feel? I hope you are fine. Jon today I saw a lot of amazing places in Moscow. I saw the Red Square.
This place is the heart of my country! I had never before visited the Red Square and it was very surprising to me. I also saw the Kremlin and the Church which is located in this square. Tomorrow will be a resurrection of the morning and I go to this church. Weather here is more warmer than in my city and there is no snow or ice. I hope that you have good weather there.
Jon so sorry that I do not have a camera. I would very much like to take photos in the capital of my country. I am very happy now because we'll be together soon! I smile and my heart beats very fast! I love you Jon!!!! Now no one can stop us from you and our love! Together we have overcome many challenges and we'll be together soon! Our lives will change and I know that it will be very pleasant, warm and sweet changes in our lives! Jon I will always be with you and only you! I will never leave you and I will always hold your hand in my hand! I'm sorry that you had the day that you spent alone. I'm sorry that I can not be there with you. Yes, it would be good to visit Vanessa. Sara will come to the home of Vanessa next weekend? Tell them that Ekaterin said Hello. Jon we will go to any place to visit. This would have allowed me to learn more about your family, your friends and your country. Do not worry about visiting your brother, friends, or other places. We'll have a lifetime together, and we have time to do much.
My Pie, now I'm going to finish my letter. Now I go to a hotel. I'm a little tired. I'll look forward to your response. Until tomorrow...
I love you Jon!!!!!
Yours and only yours Ekaterina
Letter 70
Hello My Love Jon!!!!!!
I am pleased to receive your letter today. It warms my heart. Only a couple of days separates us and we will be very soon. I can not wait...! I'm glad that Vanessa and Sara want to meet me. It happen very soon.
How was your day today ? How do you feel? What is your mood? What is the weather there? I hope you are fine and you will have a good day because it's morning in your town. Jon this morning I went to church on the Red Square and praying for our love with you. This is a very old church and it has a very rich history. In this Church were all presidents and all the emperors of my country. There are also very strict security. Jon yesterday I wanted to go to see Grandpa Lenin.
However, the mausoleum was closed. Today, I went to see it. Anyway, in the future we will be able to visit the mausoleum sometime in the future. This is an important landmark of my country because it is the main Lenin Communist on the Planet. Today at lunch I met with a woman.
She lives in the same hotel where I live. She has said that visited Vietnam last year and told me about her visit. In this country there are many monuments of Lenin as well as they were communists and they are very much appreciated the influence of our country in Vietnam.
Right now in this country, virtually every adult can speak the Russian language. She told me about it and I was very surprised. In the past, my country had a great impact on the world. But when the Soviet regime was over 20 years ago.
Jon I think that I will finish my letter. I must go back to the hotel right now. Tomorrow I have to wake up very early and go to the embassy. I will write to you after my return from the embassy, and I'll let you know about the things that happen. Until tomorrow...
I love you my sweetie pie Jon!!!!!
Yours and only yours forever Ekaterina
Letter 71
My Love and My Sweetie Pie it was a very difficult day today and very very tired. But I want to tell you is very good news! Jon I got the visa! Imagine!?? I got the visa today and now we'll be together.
It was a very wild day! In the morning I went to the embassy. I sat in the hallway. Then I was called into the office and I got an interview.
I asked many different questions! I am very pleased that the agency was preparing me for this interview and these issues at the embassy were not difficult for me. I answered a lot of questions and I filled a variety of paper and a questionnaire. The inspector at the embassy was very polite to me. He was in a solid black suit, a white shirt and had a blue tie. We spoke in English and he was very surprised. He said that few people in Russia speak the English language. Jon and then he left and I was alone. After that, he gave me a paper and asked to sign. I put my signature and then he gave me a visa. Jon I have a visa! I am very happy now! I find it hard to tell you my emotions! But perhaps you feel them in my letter! I love you Jon, and soon we'll be together! Tomorrow I will fly to you and we will be able to combine our love! We will be the most beautiful couple in the world! I am very happy now! I smile and my heart beats very fast! I love you Jon! Now no one can stop us from you and our love! Together we have overcome these challenges and we were able to combine our love! Tomorrow our lives will change and I know that it will be very pleasant, warm and sweet changes in our lives! Jon I will always be with you and only you! I will never leave you and I will always hold your hand in my hand! I love you Jon!!!!
Yours and only yours Ekaterina
Letter 72
.... Simply I want it will be uttered... Tears still flow on cheeks.... It is very heavy, as though someone has severely selected a part me, a heart part, a soul part... I do not know that now to me occurs... JON I LOVE YOU!!! I love for your tenderness, for undestanding, for thoughts. I love you for your kindness, responsiveness, softness... But now to me it is very sad and lonely...
Jon I do not know as you it is all to tell. Well... I will speak you all from the very beginning. I have gone to the airport today and there I was waited by bad news. Jon it is very difficult to me to select words. Forgive... I was registered and at customs I was stopped by the inspector. He said to me, that I should have enough of cash or non-cash money what to fly to your country. I have been very surprised, anybody did not speak to me about it earlier. Jon I could not think at all that there can be such rule. I the truth did not know about it!!!!!! To me have told that that have entered this rule because of recent act of terrorism at the airport in Moscow. It is tragedy became the present shock for the Russian society. The international terror. The terrorism denies value of a human life. It spreads fear and hatred. It prevents to improve our world.
Unfortunately any state in the world is not insured from terror. There are no universal recipes of struggle against this harm. Jon after that act of terrorism at all airports at customs have entered a rule, that each citizen of the Russian Federation is obliged to have at itself cash. It will confirm, that I seriously am going to depart to your country and I am going to live in your country. Besides me have told that that have entered this rule because of that that some people leave there and start to steal there, the vagabond and to be engaged in protitution because they have no money for a life. I explained to them, that I am not the terrorist and I will live at you that we love one another that I will live at you and no money will be necessary for me, but at customs to me has told that that a rule exist for all and the law does not do any exceptions. I begged the inspector, I explained it that that we with you should be together and I not the terrorist, but they do not listen to me and speak me only one that rules exist for all. I love you Jon and I very much wish to be with you, but I do not know what to do. Each minute in separation from you seems the eternity, each memoirs - a pain, each letter - the hope, each separate thought - nonsense, and each breath - the last. Heart does not hear my reason, it is muffled by my grief. My heart knocks only in hope, that we will be together and fades at everyone memoirs on you. It is all pursues me and forces to consider every second in separation from you. Jon you are far... What to tell, if words are not present? What to make, if there is no possibility to arrive to you?
How to breathe, if heart does not fight? The soul has not died, it has fallen asleep and has plaintively moaned that you are not present near to me and you are far from me. I am afraid to lose you... To me it is very heavy and terrible here in the big city, I feel helpless and silly. Jon I did not think that that I should be informed you such bad news. I thought that that all behind and before us there are no barriers more. Jon it seems to me that I deliver you only problems, it is very heavy to me to realise it. I feel myself very guilty to you.
Jon to me it is very bad, I cry at this time and me so painfully that that it not happiness and pleasure tears, and tear of bitterness and the big error. I do not know that to us to do Jon!!!! The size of the sum which should be together with my visa of 3000 dollars, and still necessary 70 dollars for registration of papers. 3070 dollars would be necessary that I could be with you. My love I do not know where to me to take such money. All that at me remains it only 184 dollars. I explained that at customs that with me happens nothing in other country and I am not the terrorist, but they speak that that rules would exist that them to carry out, instead of to stand and not to persuade them! They have told that that it is not meaningful. And that what to stand to persuade them what to avoid these rules, simply waste of time. Jon I thought that that all will be wonderful, but now I have a problem, I do not know as me it to solve. I very much very much wish to be only with you. I all would give what to be with you. It is a pity nothing to me for the sake of our happiness. Jon only together we will be happy. I have got tired to suffer and I wish to be happy and to do you by the happiest man in this world. I have got tired to live suffering. I love you my Jon!!!! I understand you that that to you very difficult to help me especially for such short time. But as soon as I will arrive to you I at once I will give you this money. I need to show only their presence and to prove at customs that that I can live in your country. This money will not be spent. I will show them at customs and they will be with me during my flight to you. Otherwise I cannot be onboard the plane and I cannot take off to you my sun. I any more do not know that to me to do. I am in full confusion!!! If you can that help us. I very much wish to be only with you, I wish to be with you for ever. I wish to become your wife and to be always with you nearby. But I do not know that to us to do. I do not know as us it is possible to leave this position. Jon I will not spend this money, I will need to show only them and when I will arrive to you I at once I will give to you them. Jon I do not understand as us further to be, I very much very much wish to be with you. My life without you is not necessary to me! I want to you Jon my love. That is very a pity to me that so it has turned out. It is very a shame to me before you Jon!
Damned terrorism. Tragedy of the modern world. Murder of defenceles people, children, women, old men - who can give such orders? Madness and hatred has lodged in their hearts. Can be at them there is no heart? Because of this harm we with you cannot be together now. The god it the judge. I only trust. I believe, that it will not stop us and our love. I hope that that you will have time to receive my letter. Jon I very much worry, I hope that that you can help us my love. At me all body shivers, I write you this letter shivering hands, my heart is covered with blood. To me it is very sick, Jon that I deliver you so much problems. I love Jon, I love you and I wish to speak you it eternally!!! Jon forgive me my love!!!! I very strongly wish to be with you!!!! I would want that we were happy. I wait for your letter. I LOVE YOU JON!!!!