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Death's Door is a 10-part web series written and directed by Ben Schaeffer and produced by Stephanie Dawson.
The first time Marcus died, he thought his life was destroyed. The second time, he discovered what life really is.
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Marcus and his family eat a celebratory dinner in recognition of his recent engagement. After dinner, Marcus suddenly collapses and flatlines in front of his brother. His father, an ex-fire chief performs CPR, though he feels it is a lost cause. Mysteriously Marcus is revived quickly, but doctors have no answers for the family as to why he collapsed. Marcus seems to know more than he lets on.
The next week, Marcus is at the park having a romantic day with fiancé Jessica and he collapses again. He comes around without CPR, and Jessica insists that he see a specialist. Marcus asserts that doctors won't help. Later Marcus confides in his brother that he will keep dying and there is no medical reason for it. He makes drastic changes in his life that affect those closest to him to accommodate his new condition.
Marcus yearns to find someone who understands what he's going through. He comes to believe that he can't be the only one with this condition. Feeling isolated and confused, at the conclusion of the series Marcus chooses how he will embark on this new life.


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Continuing the series of blog posts looking at the Arsenal squad, I'm going to rate, and in some cases slate, the Arsenal players for their performances over the last ten months. To say it's been an eventful season for Arsenal would be a massive understatement, so I'm sure there will be plenty of disagreement with my ratings, so feel free to comment at the end of the blog. Having analysed the goalkeepers, it's time to look at defenders.
3. Bacary Sagna
The French full back had a season that was affected by two leg breaks, but when he was available, we were reminded how important he is to the team. Sagna doesn't do the spectacular things, he does the important solid work. He loses marks in his end of season rating for missing a large slice of the season through injury, and for his crossing still being indifferent, however looking around the league, I can't think of another right back I'd like in the squad.
His highlight was the header against Tottenham that got us back into the match, and began the hilarious demise of our neighbours. When the ball came back into the box, Sagna was the only man that was going to win the header, and he thumped it past Friedel. It was a terrible shame that he broke his leg again at the end of the season, and therefore missing Euro 2012 and putting the start to next season at risk. Hopefully his two big injuries won't majorly affect him in the long term.
Season Rating: 6/10
4. Per Mertesacker
In our late transfer window trolley dash last season, I think it's fair to say Per Mertesacker was the Marmite of our purchases. Some fans seem to hate him, some seem to love him. I'm definitely on the latter side of that split, as I think the German is a great defender, and had a solid first season. We know he's limited by his lack of pace, and he took some time to adapt to the pace of the Premier League, but the majority of players coming in from foreign leagues do. I think he had a better first season that Laurent Koscielny did, and you only have to look at how good Koscielny was in his second season to know that Mertesacker can improve now he's got a decent campaign in England behind him.
His reading of the game is excellent, he makes a lot of interceptions and his positional sense is better than most of our recent defensive signings. The key for Mertesacker is to have a quicker centre back with him, as alone he can't be a dominant centre back as he can become exposed.
Overall, he's an excellent experienced defender to have in the squad, and his attitude in the team appears to be superb. He understands the club and hopefully will improve in his second season.
5. Thomas Vermaelen
It was an interesting season for the Belgian, with injuries once again threatening to prevent him from playing regularly, and he played at left back for a large chunk of the season, instead of his usual centre back role. As a left back, he did well, but I still think his best position is in the centre. Even though he likes to attack, he's arguably more dangerous attacking through the middle, rather than on the left.
I think fans often cut Vermaelen more slack when criticising defenders because of his swashbuckling style of play, his determination, and his goal scoring. There were times, especially near the end of the season, where his positioning was poor and we suffered because of it. His enthusiasm to win the ball early can then leave him chasing back when he would have been better holding his position and being patient in the tackle.
However an Arsenal team with Vermaelen is undoubtedly a better one. He stands up when needed, and if he does make a mistake, he'll usually cancel it out by scoring at the other end. When he scored an own goal against Fulham, he went straight up the other end and headed the equaliser. He also scored vital goals in the wins against Everton and Newcastle.
We're still yet to get a full season out of Vermaelen, and if we do, he could improve further.
6. Laurent Koscielny
Arsenal's most improved player of the season, and definitely our best defender over the whole of the campaign. Honestly, when we signed Per Mertesacker, I assumed the German would slot in next to Thomas Vermaelen as the first choice pairing. However the form of Koscielny has meant that hasn't been the case. Koscielny had an ok first season, but it was marred by the Carling Cup final incident. That is now firmly behind him, and he proved he is mentally strong, and won't let other strikers bully him.
He is such a determined defender and can match that with pace when chasing players. His tackling has improved a lot, showing how he's adapted to the Premier League. In his first season, he dived in too quickly, but he's learnt to be patient and is becoming an expert and nicking the ball in dangerous situations. He's also better at bringing the ball out of defence, finding a pass and scoring a few important goals from set pieces.
He's still improving, boding well for the future. He's become an absolute warrior in defence and I'm glad he's making some fans quickly revise their opinions of him as a player. Picking one highlight, I'd go with AC Milan at home, where he was awesome on a night where conceding one goal would have wrecked any faint hope we had of going through.
Season Rating: 8/10
11. Andre Santos
The big Brazilian was a surprise addition in the deadline day trolley dash, but was a needed one given we only had Kieran Gibbs in the squad as a recognised left back. Santos isn't a consistent player, and often looks limited in his lumbering style, however he does give the team an extra dimension when attacking.
We saw when we were full-back-less in mid-season, how important they are to how Arsenal play, and Santos is arguably our best attacking full back. He likes to take people on, whips in a good cross and isn't afraid to shoot. In big games, I'd prefer Gibbs as a safer option because of Santos' sometimes interesting defensive play, but Santos is an excellent squad player and a good luxury option if we want to attack a lesser team.
Defensively; Santos isn't great. However his spirit and attitude towards playing for Arsenal has helped the team ethic.
Season Rating: 5/10
18. Sebastien Squillaci
The less said about Sebastien Squillaci, the better. He made a few appearances in cup games, and put in a couple of decent performances, however his one league appearance of the season was disastrous. He came on as a substitute away at Fulham as a right back, we were 1-0 up, and we ended up losing 2-1. The defeat wasn't solely down to Squillaci as we were down to ten men, however his sideways header provided a nice assist for Bobby Zamora late on in the game.
Hopefully he can find a new team and we can forget that he played for us.
Season Rating: 2/10
20. Johan Djourou
In 2010/11, Johan Djourou was arguably our best defender as he put in some outstanding performances. He has gone backwards in the last season and has moved right back down our defensive pecking order. He wasn't helped by having to play at right back a number of times in the season, as he really isn't built to be a full back, however even when in the centre, he didn't exude the confidence he had during the previous season.
I still think he's worth keeping in the squad as a fourth or fifth centre back, but I'm struggling to see him ever being a regular name on the Arsenal team sheet if Mertesacker, Vermaelen and Kosicelny stay fit.
Season Rating: 3/10
25. Carl Jenkinson
A surprise signing last summer, Jenkinson can never be criticised for not giving everything when playing for Arsenal. Like us, the club is embedded into him. Regardless of ability, you sometimes need players like that in the squad. However at the start of the season, Jenkinson looked horribly out of his depth, no matter how much passion he had for the club.
However he improved a lot in a short space of time, and was going to get a good run in the team after Bacary Sagna's first injury, however he picked up a serious back injury, keeping him out for a few months.
I can see Jenkinson becoming a good squad player, and pre-season will be important for him with Sagna likely to have a delayed start to the season. After the first month of the season, Jenkinson did put in some good performances, so we can hope for improvement next season.
Season Rating: 4/10
28. Kieran Gibbs
Another season, and more injuries for Kieran Gibbs. After the sale of Gael Clichy, Gibbs had the chance to cement his place as the club's first choice left back, and he's just about done that. He's a solid full-back that can be relied upon in big games, but can still improve all aspects of his game. His positioning is still suspect, and his attacking game isn't as good as Santos'.
I think the competition of having Santos in the squad has been good for Gibbs, and has helped improve some of his performances. Although he didn't start on the final day after a dodgy game against Norwich, his late block tackle against West Brom was vital in us making the Champions League.
Gibbs had a decent season, and will know he needs to improve to hold onto his first team place.
49. Ignasi Miquel
Young centre back Ignasi Miquel only made a few appearances, and most of them were at left back, and he did show some encouraging signs. With Squillaci likely to go, and some doubts about Johan Djourou, Miquel could see more first team action soon.
Playing at left back for an experience centre back is difficult, so it must have been harder for Miquel, yet he performed admirably in most of his game in the position. Given he's a tall player, he's quick and looks strong. His positional sense as a full back was often poor, but that was to be expected. Hopefully we'll see more of Miquel next season in the League Cup in his preferred position.
56. Nico Yennaris
Yennaris only made a few appearance in the cup competitions, and played in the second half against Manchester United in the league, but looked promising. Like Jenkinson, he has always been an Arsenal fan, and it shows in his performances. He's energetic, and didn't look afraid in his few appearances.
It remains to be seen if he has a future at the club, with Jenkinson and Sagna ahead of him in his path to the first team. We'll get a better idea of that next season.
I'm not totally sure I agree with you on vermaelen's ratings; thought he deserves much higher. He popped up with important goals, bagging many three pionts along the way and his defensive duties only came into question for the odd slip.
Also, despite being slightly off-topic, what do you make of the signings of Podolski and Giroud? Good, Bad, surprising?
Sam Limbert: Thanks for your comment. The signing of Podolski I think is a very good one, and if Giroud goes through, I'll be pleased with that as well. We need forwards to support RvP and we're addressing the problem.
Wenger should sign m'villa and a right back too, before the tranfer window opens.
Sam, what do you make of Debuchy? With Sagna's injury ruling him out of pre-season, he could be a great (and inexpensive) signing. Some tabloids, as trustworthy as they are, have linked him with Arsenal, and I'd personally like to see him join and for us to loan out Jenkinson this year. Jenkinson has fantastic potential, but he needs to be playing regularly.
Sam Limbert: Thanks for your comment. Honestly, I don't think we need Debuchy. When Sagna is fit, I think Bac is better so we'd be better spending money on areas of the squad that need more urgent attention.
Hey Sam Like how you rated the Defenders of the team. I felt you had the right ratings for them all as too many goals were scored on us.
I wanted to ask you 4 Quick Questions:
1.Do you think would should improve our defense adding new players? (Ex Vertonghnen sorry if i spelled his name wrong)
2. I know this is a long shot but do you think we should go after a GK like Lloris to the team.
3. Do you think Wenger will go for Dempsey to add to the squad?
4. The main concern do you feel Van Persie will Stay??
Sam Limbert: Thanks for your comment. 1) Possibly one new signing depending on if anyone leave. 2) I don't think we'll attempt to sign a new number one goalkeeper, potentially only a backup. 3) I doubt he will but I'd like him to. 4) I hope so!
Sam given no new defensive signings what will be ur back four next season?
i beleive we are short on full back specially rb atm
Sam Limbert: Thanks for your comment. I think it'll be Sagna, Koscielny, Vermaelen, Gibbs.
I think your ratings are about right. Potentially TV should be higher but he does have moments of defensive frailty, as demonstrated late in the year. Also, I don't know how someone can get high marks for playing part of the season again. Maybe one year we can find some defenders who can stay healthy for the majority of a season. I think we need more defensive cover and players with some durability. In my opinion, time for Djourou and Squillaci to move on.
Sam - do you think it might be time to consider replacing Gibbs and Vermaelen with players that are healthy on a regular basis? It seems to me that we keep the injury prone players and keep hoping that things turn out. RVP probably proved that it can happen but when defense is suspect and two of four regulars can't seem to stay healthy, how do we get things done.
Sam Limbert: Thanks for your comment. I think we've seen with RvP this season that being patient with players can pay off. Both Vermaelen and Gibbs are good enough quality wise, so I think they're worth keeping. Having the likes of Mertesacker and Santos helps to cover them.
Thank you for being one of the few who thinks that mertesacker did okay for a first season. Also do you think we need other signings besides podolski and giroud, because despite this season we seem to have a lot of cover at defense.
Sam Limbert: Thanks for your comment. I think we will need one or two more signings, mainly as others could leave the squad.
A defender is rated upon his defending, not goal scoring. Vermaelan deserves what he got. And this is what the author means when he says Arsenal fans give him some slack. We dont need a right back, we have Le Coq who started out as a fullback and has done very well their. Im not sure Yann'MVilla is what we need, a flair attacking midfielder is what I want.
We definitely can score n with the addition of 2 attackingplayers, I could not be happier. However, we have bigger problem in our defensivearea. AW needs to improve that. Like what you said, Gibbs, TV, Konchesnky, Bagna are your main 4. These guys are good but definitely can be improved if we want to win any silverware.
SAM-I agree with your ratings to a large extent,I will also like to add that, a good defensive midfielder would go a long way in improving our defensive frailties. Personally i think Koscielny has improved allot and with Mertasacker and vermaelen to pair with him next season,should be ok. Do you agree we need a holding midfielder like M'villa? Song seems to be developing into a linking midfielder with Van Persie and as such doesn't do the dirty work as much as needed from a holding midfielder. Sam, wouldn't you agree that we shld purchase M'villa to cover our defensive position?
Sam Limbert: Thanks for your comment. I'm not sure if we need M'Vila if we reign Song in and make him defend a bit more, and we've got Coquelin and Frimpong coming through.
I think it is harsh on Miquel to give him a 3 because I don't remember him making a single mistake when he was called on. I see him as an excellent prospect and I can see him taking over as 4th choice CB from Djourou this coming season. You didn't have anything bad to say about him and yet you gave him a 3, why is that ?
Sam Limbert: Thanks for your comment. I took into account the fact he didn't play much, and I did say his position was sometimes poor as a left back. If he'd played more games, he'd have got a higher rating.
Hey sam, i tink arsen wenger should buy another right back to suport sagna. And allso sign m villa, demsy.
hi Sam!
i think that rating our defenders is not so easy. Per has a good positional sense and often disrupted plays before they materialized, but he is too soft! see John Terry's goal for Chelsea in Oct..
Santos is fun, but not good defensively. though he did strike beautifully for the team twice when we needed it.
We need more defenders with a fighting spirit of Koscielny. Djourou and Per don't represent that for me.
As we saw, very clearly, we also need the attacking elements that Gibbs and Sagna provide to maintain our formation up front and create chances from out wide. Sagna and Walcott enjoyed a good stretch together.
I'd like to see a solid defensive signing this summer to solidify the confidence and reliability we will need to ever win big trophies. We lack that toughness that can change games and keep the team together when our backs are up against the wall.
Excellent analysis - I only hope that the coaching staff read this - I believe their views may be coloured by being too close to their players.
I think your analysis should also have include Coquilin (sp), he played a few games as a stand in full back and for me, apart from Sagna, he was much better. If i were him, i would fight for the right back position than the congested midfield.
If i were Wenger, i would work more on Santos than to rely on Gibbs.We all know Santos is not solid defensively but his offensive work can be awesome. Gibbs all round application still need to be worked on despite his experience at Arsenal and above all, he is too fragile & tender, he rarely plays 3 consecutive matches.
I agree with most of your observations except for Yennaris, i think that boy will soon be better than Sagna plus he is a utility player whose real specialty is in midfield but was only brought in against Man-U as makeshift FB when there was no other fit FB, but even then interestingly i had already proposed to my buddys that he should have been filded in that game to mark Nani instead of Djouru and my prayers were answered. The boy has real character and a decent work rate, commitment and fearlessness. Those are the xters we need in Arsenal. Another observation is that Arsenal actually did better defencively whenever TV was at left back. Though i have my doubts about Mertesacker's abilities, i think we should give him more games alongside Kosielny at CB and TV at LB with Gibbs and Santos as 2nd and 3rd cover for LB.
Sam,is there any truth in the rumour that TV's agent's met with Barca regarding a possible move?didn't TV swear that he'd remain at Arsenal forever?
Sam Limbert: Thanks for your comment. I haven't heard those rumours myself, and would be surprised if they were true.
Hi again Sam and Arsenal supporters!So I hear from USA that Giroud is coming another french legionaiers. I don't know him, he might be good,he might even put France in the semis today,but here we go again a foreigner who will need 1 year to adapt than come good probably and than leave for other pastures,like most of the other foreign legionares. How many more will learn the trade at Arsenal,before hitting the door and what about Theo and AOC.Once again we're picking players that don't have the home grown fighting spirit,which tells me we're satisfied with qualifying for the champs.league and don't change the philosophy.I'm not here to argue,cause when a lot of people wanted to part away with Wenger,I supported him cause he deserves for what he's done and always believed we'd qualify for champs.league,but when are we going to buy some players with champion mentality to win trophies.i hope I'm wrong completely,but I don't see any trophy coming to us this year.Good luck!
Hey Sam, what do you think of a Arteta, Song, M'Vila midfield axis? All of them have significant passing ability and also have good defensive capabilities. They could cover for each other and switch positions fluidly, thereby improving the stability of our midfield as well as maintaining its creativity and also liberate Song in terms of his attacking tendencies.
Sam Limbert: Thanks for your comment. I think that's too defensive for a midfield line up. Would like to see a more attacking player in there, although it could work.
Great post Sam!
Defending has been our biggest frailty this season, and you ratings the cover all the highs and lows of the season. Being half Belgian I am a huge fan of Vermaelen. When I first saw your rating I was a little shocked, but your great analysis of his work totally proved your rating.
Giroud is now coming to bolster the attack, but RvP transfer peculation has heated up to Man City. I think he will stick with us since we stuck with him.
Which players have interested you the most (for transfer) at Euro 12?
We have been recently linked with Adrian Lopez of athletico madrid. To replace Walcott
Hatem Ben arfa for the same position.
What do you think?
Sam Limbert: Thanks for your comment. In terms of the Euros, I think the best player has been Andrea Pirlo, although it's not realistic to sign him. Joao Pereira has been good at right back for Portugal, Dzagoev impressed me for Russia and some of the Czech midfielders looked ok, but I don't think there are any stand outs.
hi sam
overally a great analysis. Especially on mertesacker. Tho i also feel u were a bit harsh on tv5. i have a few questions for u though mate,,
1) cesc, samir left us last season & we still havent seen a replacement for cesc. D'u think arsene will be in for a cam as we lacked that x factor last season?? &hw important d'u think it is that we replenish the ranks in that position??
2) i noticed u commented on mvilla saying we dont need him, is it not better to have strength in depth & allow our youngsters especialy frimpy on loan to get a full season of playing time under his belt then keep coquelin as he's versatile??
3) lastly where do u think we need strengthening the most in order to actually compete for trophies & realistically looking @ it, who would u let go & bring in? Thanx mate!!
Sam Limbert: Thanks for your comment. 1. I don't think Wenger will see it as an urgent position to address because of Wilshere returning from injury and Oxlade-Chamberlain continuing to improve. Arteta could also play there. 2. It's probably better to have strength in depth, it's just I'm unsure as to if M'Vila is good enough. He's still young himself and is a bit unproven. 3. I mostly wanted us to strengthen up front to support RvP, and we've done that, so hopefully he'll stay to make our front line look strong.
Agree with your ratings, and while TV is my favourite player, particularly agree that his style and goals often sees him assessed favourably by fans when his defending was actually poor at times.
Towards the end of the season, individual errors aside, our most significant defensive problem stemmed from the centre of the park. Song and Arteta were good together, with good mutual understanding and cover. Song was more free to push forward and act creatively with Arteta's natural depth as protection. After MAs injury, Song failed to show the positional discipline required to shield the CBs. Norwich was a clear example of what could happen. Centrally focussed direct attacks that lead to 3 goals, all of which should have been prevented easily by "the third best team".
This is why I support the purchase of M'Villa. Frimpong needs work as does Coquelin.
I love this article! but am curious about the exam on the arsenal mid-fielders.
Spot on about TV5. No doubt he is a huge player for us, but rating his play on the season he did make some pretty big blunders as a result of his positional play.
I know this will never happen, but what are your thoughts about Wenger dropping Song to centre back on a more regular basis, especially in lieu of the annual centre back injury crisis AND then bringing in M'Vila to partner with Jack in the holding mid role? Song lacks positional awareness and leaves us exposed over and over again in midfield. When he remembers that he is a defensive mid and you know, defends, then the team is a lot more successful. You said that we should get him to defend more, but as it hasn't happened yet, I don't see him coming around. M'Vila's positional play is much better as is his defending and is expected to improve a great deal. Regardless, I would relish him pairing with Jack, or even with Song from time to time...
Sam Limbert: Thanks for your comment. I'm not sure dropping Song back is the best move as he was better going forward last season, plus we have enough good centre backs.
Hey Sam - Another great piece. A back line of Vermaelen, Koscielny, Gibbs and Sagna sounds good but when they were together this year it always seemed like the other team might score at any minute. Is this because of the players in front of them? I thought Song had a really good season but was that because he was effective going forward? If the Gunners could sign m'Villa what would the midfield look like? With Podolski signed and Jack returning the midfield is starting to look awfully crowded. Theo, Ox, Gervinho, Arteta, Ramsey, Song, etc. How would you construct a midfield to best support the back line? Thanks.
Sam Limbert: Thanks for your comment. Sometimes Song pushed too far forward, but I'm still not sure about signing M'Vila. He wouldn't automatically be the first choice if we signed him as Arteta had an excellent season and Wilshere should return from injury. I'd have Song and Arteta in midfield, but have Wilshere in the more advanced role as he can tackle and press higher up the pitch.
All I can say is that the ratings were ok but i would want Wenger to more defenders, one right back and one left back, don,t you think so? Sam?
Sam Limbert: Thanks for your comment. I don't think the full backs are positions we urgently need to address. We were only short on them in exceptional circumstances earlier in the season.
Will I am not sure about the ratings as I will give to he Second leg against AC but what the hell happened during the first leg had we held them to less then 2 goals at home we would have gone through (or scored more away)
and after watching the french national team during the Euros I really would not pay big money for french footballers sorry but they looked poor to me kind of made me happy we sold Nasri and Gaël Clichy. Maybe that tournament is not the best yard stick though as we have been burned by rating player they did well too highly as well (Arshavin was the toast of 08 and we paid more for him then anyone before him and look how that turned out)
Sam, I find some of your ratings off the mark. Justifying poor ratings on lack of playing time is a fallacy in my opinion. Sagna's return from injury and our 8 game unbeaten streak from Feb to April was no coincidence. Bac is not perennially hobbled like some players (Gibbs, Verm), so his 6 rating for being injured twice was unjust at best. Also, I thought Miquel looked quite the player in his few appearances. You're judging him for having 3 to 4 experienced and/or established CB's in front of him, thus his playing time was limited. For a relatively inexperienced senior player, he did quite well when called upon. You also fault his positioning at LB, well, he's not a natural LB so what do you expect? Using that logic, his finishing was a bit lacking for me this season... come on! Some of your analyses last season were fantastic. This one, meh.
Sam Limbert: Thanks for your comment. Sagna is undoubtedly one of our best players, but I was trying to consider their whole season. It's unfortunate that he was unavailable for a lot of the season but I had to take that into consideration when rating them for the whole campaign.
Sam you will make a great (similar to special one) coach some. Your analysis of players is very good.
Now if we go to strikers, two new ones with great RVP, it raises questions. Is the professorial preparing for the departure of the captain or he is just hungry for a trophy next season? what do you think?
The next question is if you were the coach would you keep RVP to the end of the contract f he refuses to extend the contract with the view of winning a trophy but losing him next year on free transfer or you would sell him now?
Sam Limbert: Thanks for your comment. I think he's trying to sign players that can play with RvP, not ones to replace him. I'd also keep him if he doesn't sign a contract because there's always time for him to sign during the season if he sees improvement from the squad.
Hi Sam, I'm happy with our new signing. I think we need a new backup Goalkeeper that will bring more competition to Szczesny and keep him on his feet!!!.. and i hope and pray RVP remain with us because i'm actually praying and fasting..
Hi Sam! I appreciate you being an Arsenal faithful and blogger, mostly good writing. I am an Arsenal fan from 1971(Arsenal-Leeds 0:1, FA Cup Final), though I live in USA and do not follow Arsenal at the Emirates or elsewhere I am a fanatical supporter. I have to say though that even as you own this blog, it's been a few times now that you do not allow my opinion in yours, not that I'm not going to follow Arsenal because of this, I follow them for myself, but it's not nice! Cheers!
Sam Limbert: Thanks for your comment. I post all comments that I receive on this blog, I just can't always do it immediately after they're posted, so your comment will be there.
Sam I do really believe we need better experienced center backs in the qualities of TV and Conciely to Cover up in the absence of TV or Conciely getting injuries. You note we always start dropping points towards the end of seasons when we are hit by injuries. Wenger would be the most successful manager if we could will 2012/13 League. Now that we have reinforced our attacking front-line with Podoski and Groud addition. We must add a center back please.
Hi Sam! Can't wait to see your ratings for the midfield. When will we get them?
Sam Limbert: Thanks for your comment. They're up.
Hi Sam, cheers again! Sorry, I,m still going to read your comments as they are interesting and closely accurate. No matter what you are an Arsenal fan like me and I am happy for that. Don't forget when you and other gunners go to the Emirates you support the team for all of the other "us" Arsenal fans around the world. Only one request, just one Champions League title and I am all set. Can you please pass this up. Stay well man, Arsenal is coming!
Would they consider selling Walcott and buying someone like Dempsey? With Walcott wanting more money and Dempsey wanting to play in CL, I believe it would be a good move. I believe we could sell Walcott to Inter Milan, Juventus or PSG
Sam Limbert: Thanks for your comment. I don't really want to see Walcott sold, but wouldn't mind seeing Dempsey at the club.
With the dela with Verthogen stalled.What do u think of adding him into the Arsenal squad? In terms of an attacking midfielder. Ganso has just snubbed over a ccontract with Santos. Will he be what we need at this stage? Lints27 from gunnertalk.com
Sam Limbert: Thanks for your comment. I doubt we'll get Vertonghen because of his apparent desire to go to Spurs, and with Wilshere returning, I'll be surprised if we sign someone like Ganso.
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Mobile Banking for the Unbanked
n many developing countries it's common for a person to have a mobile phone but not a bank account. In fact, more than 1 billion people fit this description, and the number is only likely to increase. To that end, many companies are considering how to give residents access to banking services via their handsets. The GSM Association predicts that by 2012, nearly 300 million of the previously "unbanked" will be using some form of mobile banking.
The Harvard Business School case study Mobile Banking for the Unbanked explores two very different examples of mobile financial service models: WIZZIT, a third-party startup that teamed with a major bank to provide standard banking services via mobile access to impoverished residents of South Africa; and M-PESA, an initiative launched by the mobile network operator Safaricom (in conjunction with Vodafone) to offer a new type of financial service to the poor residents of Kenya.
Ultimately, the more successful of the two, M-PESA, realized that the intended customers didn't really want bank accounts at all—they wanted effective ways to send money home to their families.
The case's key lesson is the importance of meeting the real needs of your target audience, not the needs as you perceive them, says professor V. Kasturi "Kash" Rangan, who authored the case with research associate Katharine Lee and teaches it in his second-year elective course Business at the Base of the Pyramid.
"The mistake a lot of us make is to look at the folks at the base of the pyramid and assume that they must need the same types of services we need," Rangan says. "Everybody needs food. We need education, and so do the poor. We need banks, so they must need banks. But that's the wrong way of approaching it. The ecosystem in which they live is very different from ours. They're on weekly or even daily wages, and their family circumstances are different. So we've really got to dig in and figure out what their real needs are and their pain points."
The problem with WIZZIT
WIZZIT entered the mobile banking market in 2004 because the mobile phone penetration rate in South Africa was almost 100 percent, thanks in large part to the onset of prepaid services that offer low-cost handsets and the opportunity to buy airtime in advance.
"A subscription model doesn't appeal to the poor at all," Rangan says. "They don't want to pay a fee for something they might not use."
Moreover, more than half of South Africa's population had no access to a bank account. This was largely because half of the population lived below the poverty line, and banks, understandably, were not eager to serve a moneyless customer base.
"Banks find it an unprofitable proposition to serve people who make less than three dollars per day," Rangan says.
Still, WIZZIT's founders thought there was a noble and viable business model in bringing banking to the poor, via a mobile banking platform that could be used on even the most primitive cell phone. They succeeded in finding an engineer to develop the platform, but quickly ran into a major regulatory roadblock. Per the South African government, only licensed banks were allowed to take deposits. The cost of a license was the equivalent of $34 million—a hefty fee for a startup—and the South African Reserve Bank was wary of issuing new permits. Hence, the WIZZIT execs began searching for an established banking partner. Time and again the top-tier banks turned them down, so the company ended up teaming with a second-tier bank, the South African Bank of Athens.
By 2009, WIZZIT was not yet profitable. The banking partnership proved problematic in that it was hard for a second-tier bank to compete with its larger brethren, which by 2008 were forced by government mandate to offer low-cost banking options for the poor. But WIZZIT also suffered because the founders failed to recognize the true needs of their target customers.
"WIZZIT essentially took a banking service like the one we have here—depositing salaries in the bank that we draw down to make payments—and decided that this is what the poor wanted, too," Rangan says. "Of course the founders were very creative in bringing the costs down dramatically and improving access, so the poor could afford to bank. The problem is that this is not the way that the poor think of money. They hardly have any savings. Their main need is money-transfer."
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Mega Man: The Social Retrospective
Cover Story: A randomly irreverent trip through the history of Capcom's robot hero.
Continued (page 2 of 3)
Nov. 8: Since Capcom has stopped doing anything with the Mega Man franchise for the foreseeable future, I'm gonna go ahead and declare this book canon. The Captain N version of Mega Man, too.
Nov. 9: One of many things to love about Mega Man Legends: If you look around the abandoned Old Town part of Kattelox Island, you'll notice a handful of tiny Servbots stranded on rooftops. You can even talk to them! It's something you can easily overlook, and it seems completely pointless, but it actually hints at a later plot development (the Bonne family secretly building their last-ditch weapon in one of the warehouses). It's little things like this that let you know you're playing a game its creators really and truly cared about.
Nov. 11: What's the worst Mega Man game? I'm gonna have to vote for the terrible Bandai-developed Rockman & Forte for WonderSwan. This is not the same Rockman & Forte (Mega Man & Bass) that showed up in the U.S. on GBA, which reused Mega Man 8 assets. This is completely new material, all bad, with such winning enemies as Aircon (air conditioner) Man and Conro (barbecue Grill) Man.
Nov. 13: nadiaoxford:
"Mankind's" / Coramune Illustration [pixiv]
Dr. Mikhail Sergeyevich Cossack: Ever the third wheel.
At least he has a real daughter, which kept him out of trouble--namely, he didn't feel the need to build artificial children that would indirectly, albeit inexorably, usher in an apocalyptic fate for mankind.
Unlike some scientists in that picture.
Some scientists whose last name starts with "L" and ends with "ight."
Ohh snap.
Nov. 13: So Capcom of America president Christian Svensson has told Nintendo Power that we can expect to see more Mega Man on consoles and handhelds in the future. The cynic in me assumes he means "as Virtual Console releases of old games." Which I guess would be OK. I'm still waiting on Mega Man 6 to hit any download service. Any game with a Metool capsule machine is worth having!
Nov. 15: The coolest "next gen" feature about Mega Man X was context. Every Mega Man game always took place in themed robot levels; X kicked off without a stage select or an obvious boss in the middle of the highway, as if to say, "Things just got serious. This is the real world."
Nov. 18: Mimetic mutation is the sign of a healthy fan base. Take Mega Man X2's "green biker dude," who appears in the intro for a couple of second before dying and, inexplicably, has a thriving fan community surrounding him. Gamers latch on to the weirdest things, but at least they're interesting.
A moment of silence for the legendary reploid, Green Biker Dude. He died with honor, performing an awesome wheelie.
Nov. 20: Mega Man X3 included a special custom chip that enabled the game to... well, basically to show off simple vector graphics in a couple of sequences. In return for this awe-inspiring luxury, we were given the opportunity to pay an extra $20 for the game. Neat!
Nov. 21: Look how sad Mega Man is here. Being stuck on the moon for 12 years'll do that to you.
Nov. 23: tryingtostopanecho:
My Tron Bonne mug. *-*
Why doesn't Capcom sell these!?
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Error, Not Found, and Mega Memory LanePosted: May 08, 2013 12:00AM PST by KENSHERMAN
The Nov. 7 sound clip on this page does not work (error). 1UP's Tumblr page is "not found." http://1updotcom.tumblr.com/ I guess I got here 2 late. But other than that, the Glass Knuckle guy is something else is he? He had me critically interested. I admit, it helps a little being a Mega fan. Guilty. Plus, I have Mega Man 6. By the way, Nov. 9 is SO true! People should appreciate these little things because at times it is the little things that matter or place meaning on stuff. That is another reason why Mega Man Legends hold true to it's Legendary title. Nov. 23 is neat and clever. Really good article and really good read. Green biker dude. Interesting art work. (Random moment: I need to seriously get a Tron Bonne or Roll game other than Marvel vs. Capcom 2. Even Wikipedia states that Jeremy Parish said it was, "Worth it!")
Mega Man X5's EndingPosted: Dec 01, 2012 12:00AM PST by Pacario
Hmmm, was that particular ending regarding Elysium originally supposed to be the official, canonical one? I always saw it as the "bad," unofficial ending. I know Inafune intended the Zero titles to continue directly from X5, but it's still hard to imagine him making X a villain, especially since he's on record of stating that Zero would never have killed the original Mega Man family:
Did Zero really "kill" the family between the events of the Classic Mega Man and X series?
KI: No, Zero did not kill them. According to the way I created him, Zero is not such a person--it is not in his profile.
If he would not have made Zero a villain, I can't imagine him doing so for X, but I can only speculate. For those unawares, the interview with Inafune can be found here.
TitlePosted: Dec 03, 2012 12:00AM PST by LBD_Nytetrayn
You've got it right; the good ending (and Zero's) is the "official" one, insomuch as it actually leads into X6. Same goes for X6's good ending (and Zero's).
One could have argued for a split timeline, but Capcom/Inti more or less put the kibosh on that by reworking MMZ to include post-X5, as I recall. Almost a shame, in a way.
The answer from Inafune is a little strange; as I recall, Zero was uncontrollable, so Wily basically just locked him away until he was found in 21XX. So basically, he never even got the chance.
InterestingPosted: Dec 03, 2012 12:00AM PST by Pacario
The X timeline gets pretty baffling during/after part 5, but it does demonstrate all the interesting directions the series, and franchise, is capable of following. My personal fave is X4, followed by the original. And I just picked up a copy of Mega Man Xtreme for the GBC. Can't wait to see how that compares to the others.


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Durham return to LV=CC summit
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Scott Borthwick's impressive all-round display helped Durham return to the top of LV= County Championship Division One with a five-wicket victory over struggling Surrey at the Kia Oval.
Leg-spinner Borthwick claimed three wickets this morning to complete a career-best return of 6-70 as Surrey, 164 for six overnight, were bowled out for 229.
The 23-year-old then contributed 42 to a second-wicket partnership of exactly 100 with opener Mark Stoneman that put Durham firmly on course to reach their target of 181.
Despite losing a further three wickets, including that of Stoneman for 67, after Borthwick's departure, Paul Collingwood's men made it home with a degree of comfort after tea and now hold a 13.5 point advantage over second-placed Middlesex, who have played one less game.
Surrey, by contrast, have yet to record a championship win in 2013, having drawn with Somerset, Sussex and Middlesex prior to this fixture.
They initially made good progress after resuming 115 ahead as Gary Wilson and Gareth Batty added 37 to their seventh-wicket partnership.
However, both men then departed in the space of three balls, Batty falling lbw to fellow off-spinner Ryan Buckley and Wilson edging Borthwick to slip at the start of the next over.
Borthwick wasted little time in wrapping things up thereafter, accepting return catches off Stuart Meaker and Tim Linley, who had been dropped off successive Buckley deliveries in the over prior to his departure.
Durham's chase began poorly as Will Smith was caught behind for three off the final ball of the first over, bowled by Linley.
Yet Stoneman and Borthwick accumulated steadily either side of lunch as Surrey struggled to apply pressure.
Boundaries were generally in short supply, although Stoneman took Durham into three figures by lofting Linley over midwicket for six.
A cut four off Batty moved the left-hander past 50 soon after, yet he lost his partner when Borthwick was lbw playing back to Batty.
Stoneman survived a sharp chance to Jason Roy at slip on 55 before falling in Stuart Meaker's first over. After being struck on the shoulder by a short delivery, he saw his stumps rearranged when the paceman pitched one up.
When Dale Benkenstein departed to Linley two balls later, Durham were still 55 shy of their target and in danger of undoing their hard work.
Collingwood was bowled by Gary Keedy for nine early in the evening session, but Ben Stokes and Phil Mustard saw Durham home, finishing on 35 and six respectively.
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Google might upstage Siri once again. CNET noticed that a recent developer build of Google's popular Chrome browser contained hints that Google Now may get integrated in the immediate future. It seems more imminent now because while there were similar hints in December, now Chrome appears to hook up to Google's servers for Now-related notifications.
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I love you are parting words around here. It's the first thing hubby tells me every morning. Throughout the day too. The kids and grandkids are the same. It's so important. Your father knew that you loved him. After all you saw him the day before, not months of no contact. That means a lot in my book. He went out the way I want to go. Peacefully and with out pain. Have a terrific day. ☺
By: Comedy Plus on February 6, 2013
What a beautiful tribute. I think your dad somehow knows, too. Would that we could all be remembered like that when we are gone~
By: Shelly on February 6, 2013
That's a sad story. My dad died of a heart attack four years ago June. At least he was in the hospital so there was no need to call 911 or anything. It is really hard to believe when you get that call but I suppose sooner or later it happens to everyone. And just to end with a little joke: Eli Manning is the quarterback for the Giants. But Peyton Manning makes so many commercials it's easy to think he must quarterback every team in the league.
By: PT Dilloway on February 6, 2013
As a father yourself, i'm sure you know and do not have to be told when your children love you. As a WASP I am uncomfortable when my kids say that to me (I know, pitiful isn't it). Your dad knew he was loved by you and many others, he knew by your actions, he knew by the look in your eyes, he knew by the tone of your voice. In many ways a father knows the signs without hearing the words. When last you talked, in many ways, you "told him" you loved him, and I'm sure he heard it loud and clear
By: Cranky Old Man on February 6, 2013
PT: Thanks for pointing this out. You are right of course, but then I did admit I wasn't much of a football fan.
By: Chubby Chatterbox on February 6, 2013
Whether or not you said it, HE KNEW!!!
By: fishducky on February 6, 2013
I'm so sorry that your dad is no longer with you. *Hugs. It sounds like he loved you very much.
By: Michael Offutt on February 6, 2013
He knew....never doubt it.
By: mindy on February 6, 2013
Losing a person you love in such a sudden, unexpected manner has to be difficult to come to grips with. Every post you do that talks about your dad, tells us how you loved him and what a nice man he was. I am sure he felt your love for him, even when it wasn't said verbally. (as to the matter of if you said it on the phone.... I am sure Mrs. C is right) I do think there is comfort to be had in the fact he passed in his sleep. Both Wayne and my parents had long painful deaths and that takes a toll of a different kind. I know you miss his actual presence in your life and I am sorry that you have an empty spot in your heart to deal with...on the other side of that coin, I am happy you had such a positive influence in your life. Everyone should have a dad that deserves a loving son.
By: Cheryl P. on February 6, 2013
Well, Stephen, if he didn't know before, he knows now. Joe nailed it. Many of us are really uncomfortable using those three words. We probably think they are overused? I think not. We just have to see them within the context of how they're meant. Then again, there isn't anything wrong with doing everything within our power to show we love someone.. _____ Thanks, PT, for pointing to the transposition of Eli and Peyton. It wouldn't do to have a lurker do it.
By: (not your) Uncle Skip on February 6, 2013
Most people are filled with regret when a loved one passes, not just the terrible grief of their passing but of what they should have, could have done differently. It sounds to me That your Dad had a great last day and perhaps he chose his time to go. I believe also that when he passed your Dad would feel your love, much stronger than any spoken word., He will also feel it now too because love doesn't have a day off, it is a part of us. Strongest when shared.
By: John on February 6, 2013
I can't help but envy anyone who has a good death because I've seen so many who didn't. I'm glad for Dad, and I'm glad for you that you have a final happy memory of seeing him so soon before he departed.
By: Snowbrush on February 6, 2013
I've been missing my mom a lot lately (January 26 would have been my parents' 50th wedding anniversary). I had the "luxury" of knowing she was dying so we had plenty of goodbyes. But I think your dad had the better deal - and OF COURSE he knew how much you loved him...
By: The Bug on February 6, 2013
::hugs:: Ya know I hate to cry at work,!
By: Hey Monkey Butt on February 6, 2013
A moving, authentic tribute to your dad. As others have already said, he would have known you loved him irrespective of how often you told him. From your communications over the last few months I suspect you display many of your dad's qualities so, in effect, he lives on within you. Wishing you a speedy recovery,Stephen.
By: Bryan Jones on February 6, 2013
Of course you told him you loved him! Your description of your Dad is so real and so poignant...anyone who reads your blog loves your Dad. We should all be so lucky to have Dad like yours. Once again- thanks for letting us into your home and heart.
By: Kathe W. on February 6, 2013
That is agreat story about your dad and your love for him. I was very fortunate....I was able to be with both my parents when they passed. And yes, I KNOW I told them I loved them. S
By: scott park on February 6, 2013
You are a fortunate son to have had such an admirable man as your role model and as your Dad. The way you write of him is a testament to his loving goodness as well as your own. He obviously knew you loved him, as you know he loved you. Oma Linda
By: Oma Linda on February 6, 2013
Your father's passing, while sudden and shocking to you, must have been peaceful-in his own chair and at ease. I think parents "know" when their children love them, surely as your father did. You honor him and his memory with your remembrance, as sorrowful as his passing was. Hope you are feeling better and getting back to normal quickly. As a reporter I'd be remiss if I didn't note that in the 2008 Super Bowl, you were rooting for Eli Manning, Peyton's younger brother.
By: Tom Cochrun on February 6, 2013
That really is such a sad, sweet story. You are a lucky man to have had such a father,
By: Al Penwasser on February 6, 2013
This is one of those times when i wish i could crawl through the interwebs and give someone a hug.
By: mimi on February 6, 2013
We all harbour regrets of omission but I have no doubt your father knew how you felt about him. It would be nice to know for sure that you said the words but as a dad yourself, I'm sure you know that they were not necessary. You know how your own boy feels about you. Your father knew also. And I'm sure your mother does, too. But it never hurts to say the words often. Hugs to you, CC.
By: Hilary on February 6, 2013
What a nice post and thoughtful tribute to your Dad! I always believe that an unexpected, quick death is best for the people who die and hardest on the people who stay behind. Wish I could give you a hug!
By: Pixel Peeper on February 6, 2013
Your words ooze love for your Dad.
By: Daniel LaFrance on February 6, 2013
You'll always have your memories to keep him alive in your heart. He'll never be forgotten. Through your words, we have gotten to know him, too.
By: Val on February 6, 2013
I don't think it matters if you said it or not - because you showed it. He felt it. That's important. I'm sorry for your loss ... five years is not very long in the big picture, especially for an abrupt loss like you had.
By: jenny_o on February 6, 2013
Stephen, I know exactly how you feel. Both of my parents died from cancer. My Mom at 51 and my Dad at 57. Mom fought it for two years, going through chemo and radiation. Dad only lived nine days from the time he was diagnosed, and all of those days in the hospital. Even when you know a loved one is dying, you are not ready or prepared when it happens. I believe your Father knew how much you loved him. Actions do speak louder than words.
By: Lighthousegal on February 6, 2013
Even if you didn't tell him you loved him I'm sure he knew. That must have been such a shock, but at least he died peacefully and hopefully without pain. I'm so sorry for your loss.
By: LL Cool Joe on February 7, 2013
I am so moved by your story. You were so lucky (and still are) to have had that relationship with your father. Whether you said "I love you" that last time or not (and it sure sounds like you did), what matters is that he knew you loved him. I don't think the last moment amounts to much. I think it's what's in our hearts leading up to that moment. Forgiveness, understanding, love, growth. There's a whole lifetime before that one final moment.
By: Mitchell is Moving on February 7, 2013
You have a beautiful way with words. I don't know if we ever get over that kind of shock. It's nice to know, though, that you and your dad had a strong, loving relationship. xoRobyn
By: Robyn Engel on February 7, 2013
I have tears in my eyes reading your post. I know what it feels like to lose a parent... (Actually both now) You were with him the night before having a great time. I'm at a loss for words. Parents know their children love them whether it's said or not. Bless your heart!
By: Ellen on February 7, 2013
Stephen: I can relate, and I send you my sincere thoughts and prayers. There is a great love evident in this post.
By: Michael Manning on February 7, 2013
He died peacefully and without pain, which is something to be thankful for. Perhaps it was more painful for you. No matter how you look at it, it's a difficult passage ... but softened by your loving, touching memory.
By: Tom Sightings on February 7, 2013
I think all of us would want nothing more than be able to show and say to our parents that we love them before they leave us. This is such a sad story but one that is sweet for a son to write about. Thank you for sharing this with us.
By: Anne on February 8, 2013
What a touching post. You pay a loving tribute to your father here and it shows through loud and clear how you felt about him. Thank you for sharing. I hope I'm not going too far by adding my own thoughts here, but Stephen, I just want to tell you that you will see your father again and I am certain that he KNOWS you love him. I know this for myself and if that can give you any comfort than feel free to lean on my knowledge. I hope that you're feeling better soon! Sending healing vibes your way. :)
By: Nancy on February 8, 2013
sorry you've been feeling so unwell and for this loss even though it was years ago. i believe we always feel the loss of people we most loved. hugs.
By: lime on February 10, 2013
I'm just catching up on posts after a hectic few weeks. I hope you're feeling better now after your health scare. This was so moving and brought back memories of my own father's passing. Be grateful that your father went peacefully and didn't linger in pain. It sounds like he was a wonderful person, and I'm sure he knew how much you cared. You will see him again someday.
By: Patricia on March 3, 2013
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Kevin Myers: Terry sex saga is about gossip, not public interest
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ALOT of components come together in the motorway pile-up story of John Terry, the England soccer captain, and his affair with another footballer's girlfriend and the wife's flight to -- where else? -- Dubai (cheated wives used to flee to fish and chips on a deckchair in Margate).
The wife's name, naturally, is Toni Terry. No doubt there's another footballer's wife called Terri Tony. So, in no particular order: I don't like Chelsea; I don't like John Terry; I don't like press intrusions into private sexual matters; I don't like those various intrusions being represented by the press as "public interest" and I loathe the Premiership and the absurd amount of money that men of moderate talent can earn in it.
But most of all, I despise the way I am irresistibly fascinated by all that is horrible and distasteful and cheap and unprincipled and cynical and foul.
However, let me concede: I have no basic right to know about John Terry's penile jollies. And newspapers which sought court injunctions against the gagging orders from John Terry's lawyers were certainly not acting in the "public interest" in doing so, as they claimed.
The word "interest" has developed parallel and unrelated meanings. Hence, "interest", being mildly fascinated by, and "interest", something that is of material value to you. The term "an interested party" straddles the two. It can mean someone who is fascinated by something, or it can mean someone who might profit from it, or both simultaneously.
The fundamental difference between the two meanings is encapsulated by the two negatives "disinterested" and "uninterested". The former means that you are neutral and do not stand to gain emotionally, intellectually or financially from something, whereas the latter means that you are the very opposite of fascinated.
I give you this brief -- why, yes, even turgid -- exposition upon the word "interest" because it goes to the heart of the whole debate on privacy. Many newspaper readers have an interest (curiosity about) other people's sex lives. Newspapers have an interest (financial motive) in telling their readers about those lives. But the two meanings are parallel and it is largely to benefit the financial well-being of the media (aka, "interest") that the two are conflated. Yes, I would love to know if Queen Elizabeth has a Rampant Rabbit or used to have torrid lesbian sex with a fellow schoolgirl at Balmoral but I have no RIGHT to know and nor has a newspaper the RIGHT to tell me. The public interest -- namely its well-being -- is not affected. The public interest -- its natural prurience -- is naturally gagging for more.
English courts have been taking an increasingly robust stance on "public-interest" matters. That is how John Terry's attempts to keep his extra-marital affairs out of the press were unsuccessful. But I actually think that his wife, Toni, and their toddler twins deserve better than this.
As for the "mistress" -- a word which over time begat Miss, Mrs and now Ms, and which I actually thought was extinct in that particular meaning -- Vanessa Perroncei, why, she has employed that noble defender of free speech, Max Clifford, to represent her interests and on Saturday morning was photo- graphed, poised outside her Surrey home, dressed up to the nines and making calls on her mobile phone. As you do. And what a worthless, anally-noisome, knob-eared retard she must be.
The argument runs that since John Terry is England captain, his private life is everyone's rightful business. Wrong. Firstly, it's not a right and secondly, it's gossip, not news -- and adultery is very common and very concealed. Amongst footballers, extra-marital capering is almost a norm. So for Terry's career as England captain to be thus jeopardised must be utterly incomprehensible to his two Italian managers, Ancelotti of Chelsea and Capello of England. For they handle these things in their homeland with the Italian equivalent of Max Clifford: silenzia prudente.
The problem is that even average Premiership footballers are turned into bulging wallets, with penises to match, by the amount of money they earn. Terry is paid £150,000 (€172,000) a week by Chelsea. Endorsements bring in much the same again. But Premiership footballers are not a law unto themselves. Unlike their Spanish, French or Italian counterparts, most young men from Ireland and Britain -- the loutish archipelago of Brireland -- if given the chance, would similarly behave with their B2G2: booze, birds, gonads and gelt.
As for the behaviour of their partners, that's merely Teri's business, and Toni's, and Semillon's, and Sauvignon's, and Chardonnay's. But then they'll probably call in Max Clifford to make sure we do hear about it anyway. It's known to lawyers as a profitable conflation of "interests".
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HARRISBURG -- It became clear late in 2013 that Gov. Tom Corbett's administration would need to be creative if it were to produce an election-year budget plan that scrounged up more money for key constituencies, including public schools, and afforded a new round of business tax cuts.
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The plan released in February assumed a rosy economic outlook and called for moves like delaying $570 million in payments for pension obligations and health-care services.
Since then, Pennsylvania has experienced the worst collapse of tax collections since the Great Recession. Now, Corbett, a Republican running for a second term, is under pressure to sign off on another tax increase, something he pledged not to do when he ran for office.
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"I don't know if we're going to get there, and it's not really something we've discussed," said Charles Zogby, Corbett's budget secretary.
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"The current revenue picture would suggest that none of those would be done, and indeed we're going to need to go back into the budget and make real cuts if there is no desire to look at alternatives to fill in the shortfall," he said.
As if to underscore how discombobulating the situation is, lawmakers are getting the latest start on budget legislation in at least a decade. Nothing has come up for a vote yet, even in committee, and an initial House Appropriations Committee vote is not expected for at least another two weeks.
The fiscal year begins July 1.
The problem is this: Tax collections are about $600 million behind expectations. That's a shortfall tantamount to $1.2 billion in Corbett's original $29.4 billion budget proposal because it reduces next year's revenue projection by a dollar-for-dollar amount.
Other problems include several teetering assumptions in Corbett's budget, such as his plan to delay legally required payments in public employee pension funds.
It's hard to blame budget makers for stumbling: This year is just the third in at least 15 years that Pennsylvania's revenue collections are lagging both the previous year's collections and official projections, and the other two instances were both in the wake of recessions.
Overall, year-to-date tax collections are about $1.2 billion above where they stood four years ago. By contrast, annual costs for public employee pensions alone have risen by $1.6 billion, and are expected to add $600 million more to the tab next year.
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The St. Louis Post-Dispatch says "French Authorities" but it seems to be the European Food Safety Authority (EFSA). The study, however, was French.
It's "Roundup Ready" maize from Monsanto that's in question.
I suppose this means they did get tumours, but we're not to worry about that.The Authority's final review reaffirmed its initial assessment that the authors' conclusions cannot be regarded as scientifically sound because of inadequacies in the design, reporting and analysis of the study as outlines in the paper, the authority said in a statement. Consequently, it is not possible to draw valid conclusions about the occurrence of the tumours [sic] in the rats tested.
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French authorities reject Monsanto-linked corn study : StltodaySupporters have pointed out that the Seralini study, which lasted for the two years, was far longer and comprehensive that the industry's standard 90-day studies.


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|Reviews for Heritage
| erbkaiser chapter 1 . 6/18/2013
I should have reviewed this story earlier.
This story is brilliant. You write such a believable origin for Steerpike, it is almost as if you were working from a manuscript by Peake himself.
It fits perfectly in with canon, and has the proper tone and everything.
Thank you for writing the only Gormenghast story on this entire site that I feel should be required reading.
| X Because it sounds cool chapter 1 . 11/6/2008
Is your surname Peake?
It is AMAZING, I was glued to the screen! Your language is fantastic, and your story is cool and smooth in the right Gormanghast way. Keep up the good work! *clap* *clap* *clap*!
| Thessaly chapter 1 . 6/15/2005
Oh...very nice, very nice. All the proper pieces for a very good fanfic. Flambard, the record keepers, lots of fire, and the south wing. Nice and dark, just as it should be. The Prunesquallor cameo and the reference to the Earl walking backwards and turning the corner on his hands are particularly amusing.
| Kathryn chapter 1 . 2/14/2005
I wish there was a separate Gormenghast section on here! Then I'm sure this marvelous piece would have more reviews. Regardless, let me just say how much I enjoyed the piece. Steerpike is such a mystery, I'm glad you gave us food for imagintive thought on his background. Do write more, you are such a talented writer. I was especially impressed by your characterizations.
| Mercurie chapter 1 . 1/4/2005
Huzzah! First review! I read this story with great interest... how ironic that Steerpike *is* related to Barquentine. And I love the name "Flambard" - it's so appropriate.
Also wanted to let you know, I've started a C2 for Gormenghast fiction and I archived this story. () Hope that's okay with you, just drop me a line if you want it removed!


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