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Dutch painter and designer, born in Utrecht. Worked for eight years in stained-glass studios before studying painting at the State School of Arts and Crafts in Amsterdam 1900-4, and at evening courses at the State Academy of Fine Arts. Influenced by the Art Nouveau style of Der Kinderen, then by the Dutch Impressionists, but turned to making figure paintings of labourers, soldiers, beggars, women going to market, etc. with progressively increasing stylisation and flatness, with silhouetted forms akin to Egyptian art and flat planes of colour. First one-man exhibition at the Kunsthandel W. Walrecht, The Hague, 1913. After meeting Mondrian at Laren in 1916, started to paint abstract compositions comprising simple, basic forms such as squares and triangles, with the three primary colours and black and white. Helped to launch the periodical De Stijl in 1917, but dissociated himself from the group after a short time and began to make figurative compositions built out of much the same vocabulary of forms. His later work includes designs for carpets, textiles and ceramics, and for the application of colour in relation to architecture. Died at Blaricum, near Amsterdam.
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Church members spread love as part of Love OKC Week
Members of a local church spread out into the community during the week of St. Valentine's Day to share love and hope with local nonprofits and faith-based organizations.
Tiffanie Hicks, student ministries coordinator at Northchurch.tv, said church members were encouraged to volunteer for metro-area organizations Feb. 9-15 to show the love of Christ to the community.
Hicks said the special project, called "Love OKC Week," was part of Love OKC, a nonprofit ministry started by the Rev. Rodney Fouts, Northchurch's senior pastor.
She said Northchurch members were given the names of different agencies and the dates and times that volunteers could visit them and offer aid.
"It kind of takes a holiday about couples and expands on it," Hicks said. "It was a way to encourage people to love on each other and the community."
Hicks said some church members helped out at City Rescue Mission, Regional Food Bank of Oklahoma, Peppers Ranch foster care community in Guthrie, Feed The Children, Whiz Kids, Angel Foster Wishes and other nonprofits.
She said she led a group of church members who helped beautify Shiloh Camp, a summer day camp in northwest Oklahoma City, on Feb. 15.
Most of the agencies have year-round relationships with Northchurch and Love OKC, so staff members were familiar with the church members' mission to serve, Hick said.
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Megatron, Soundwave,Starscream,Arachnid
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Soundwave XD
mega looks so cute! c: XD ^^
This may kinda weird because it seems that everybody are all critizing Airachnid, but in my verse, she is a fangirl =3 and paired with Arcee :3
This is my wallpaper for my phone I love it so much it's funny
In my fandom Arachnid is Starscream's ex-girlfriend. She is a real b*tch))
are they supposed to be chibis?
THis is awesome starscream is like my boy Bi** get your own! and Soundwave is like ........ and megatron is like get off of me you bastards!
That is a very big head.... LUV IT!!!!
SS:Airacnid, Megarton is mine! run away!
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SW:Starscream after her... run away!
That's right airachnid
walk away.
walk away.
So cute <3
A very good piece, great job.
"Bros before Hoes" goes perfectly well.
I see Soundwave's the ultimate Megatron fanboy here with Starscream...
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Serves Airachnid right!
Scary but AWESOME!
Serves Airachnid right!
Syonara, Bitch!
They are SO CUTE! Great job!
they're so cute
LOL Starscream is so sucking up
LOL Megatron and his bitches. Great job.
lol Arachnid just go~ X3
Ehehehehehe... I never thought Airachnid could look so cute.
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The 6th gen is the 128-bit era, this is the time of the ps2, xbox, game cube and sega dreamcast, there was apperintly another console called the XaviXPort but i never heard of it. This era ended arounf 2005 when the xbox 360 came out.
Tenchu series, the game which was released since psx era since newer generation console. The game is about being a ninja whose mission to assassinate, infiltrate, escort people, retrieve thingy etc.
Well most series has the bad review due to the graphic problem (muddy graphic character) especially the series released in XBOX 360. But if you are the one who focused gameplay over graphic, there you go :D
Note: The PS2 games are Tenchu 3 and 4 (tenchu fatal shadows)


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On a continuation of last months thread, yes we did finish our kitchen! We ended up doing the backsplash and the counters. We also replaced the hardware. I have no idea how to post pics but if someone would enlightened me I will share one with you.
Debbie - you are a busy girl! I just wanted to pass along how we need Usborne consultants on the west coast and with our kit special being only $24 people are going to really want to sign up. Just make sure to communicate this great deal to everyone. I wish I could sign up again!
We also need a lot of people on the east coast so Karen if you're reading this, you know what to do!
Does anyone have any big plans this weekend? Mae have hockey again but this will be one of the last weekends thank goodness!


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In about 120 days I have lost almost 40lbs. My AC1 is down so far I am no longer considered Diabetic. My outlook has improved 100% in all aspects of my life. At first my co-workers were dismissive. But as the pounds melted off, the tan appeared and the huge smile along with it, they started to get it also.
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A week after the Devils lost Ilya Kovalchuk to sudden retirement, GM Lou Lamoriello is still plotting out the future for a team that advanced to the Stanley Cup final just 13 months ago.
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Capitals top prospect Evgeny Kuznetsov told a Russian website he would consider returning to Russia when he turns 30.
A week after the Devils lost Ilya Kovalchuk to sudden retirement, GM Lou Lamoriello is still plotting out the future for a team that advanced to the Stanley Cup final just 13 months ago.
In today's Morning skate Ilya Kovalchuk 's mom chimes in about his "retirement", the NHL's best remaining free agents, and Tyler Seguin's dad has no problem with his son's partying.
Adam Oates compares Kovalchuk 's return to Russia to LeBron's exodus from Cleveland.
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Devils winger Ilya Kovalchuk retired on Thursday from the NHL and will return to Russia, leaving $77 million on the table in New Jersey.
New Jersey Devil Ilya Kovalchuk retired from the NHL on Thursday.
Today's Headlines: Ilya Kovalchuk says 2013 was his worst, Blake Wheeler is sick of missing the playoffs, and Matt Cooke says where he runs to when hated on.
Follow along live as Scott Hartnell and the Flyers take on Ilya Kovalchuk and the New Jersey Devils at Prudential Center in Newark.
Kovalchuk , Elias lead a late comeback to get the New Jersey Devils past the Caps 3-2. Late penalties proved a problem for the Caps, but the team has a chance at revenge on Saturday.
Henrik Zetterberg echoed the thoughts of Alex Ovechkin, Ilya Bryzgalov and Ilya Kovalchuk , saying the KHL is a real alternative.
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Anywho, above is my contribution. The sonic screaming, fishnet-clad bombshell, Black Canary!
Anywho, above is my contribution. The sonic screaming, fishnet-clad bombshell, Black Canary!
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She reminds me of Mrs. Incredible.
It somehow reminded me of Sue from the F4. Really nice piece though.
Sorry, don't like the face.
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Love the mask and double tights
saw it on the site and i was floored! this is like a perfect mix of alll the costumes.
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the expression on her face is definitely funky!
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Published: October 22, 1996
MANAGUA, Nicaragua, Oct. 21— Decisively rejecting a bid by the former guerrilla fighters of the Sandinista National Liberation Front to return to power through the ballot box, Nicaraguan voters have instead turned further to the right, electing a candidate who advocates untrammeled free enterprise and a closer relationship with the United States.
Incomplete official returns and informal ballot counts compiled by foreign election observers gave Arnoldo Aleman, a former Mayor of Managua who ran under the banner of the Liberal Alliance, a lead of nearly 10 percentage points over his rival, former President Daniel Ortega Saavedra, the Sandinista leader. Though Mr. Ortega has yet to concede defeat, Mr. Aleman was quick today to proclaim himself the winner.
''With full confidence, I can confirm our victory,'' Mr. Aleman, a 50-year-old lawyer and coffee grower, said this afternoon as his supporters gathered at party headquarters to celebrate their triumph over the revolutionaries who ruled this country for more than a decade. ''We have consolidated democracy in Nicaragua.''
At a news conference this afternoon, however, Mr. Ortega challenged that statement, saying that ''at this moment we cannot recognize the results because we have found a series of anomalies'' in the vote. With Sandinista supporters chanting ''Fraud, fraud!'' Mr. Ortega said the ''serious irregularities'' would require a complete recount, but he provided no evidence to support his complaint.
With just over half of the nearly two million ballots cast on Sunday counted by early tonight, Mr. Aleman had 48.5 percent of the vote, enough to spare him the runoff with Mr. Ortega he had hoped to avoid. In a demonstration of the importance Nicaraguans attach to the vote, more than 80 percent of all eligible voters took part in the election, in which 24 different parties offered candidates for President.
Mr. Aleman's apparent victory completes a stunning transformation of the political landscape in this country. Viewed less than a decade ago as a den of Communist subversion by the Reagan Administration, which sponsored a long and bloody guerrilla insurgency aimed at overthrowing the Sandinistas, Nicaragua will now be led by a man whose economic program would not be out of place in the Republican Party platform.
The outcome is a resounding defeat both for the Sandinistas as a party and for Mr. Ortega personally. Pushing aside the protests of many members of his party, Mr. Ortega had abandoned many planks of his party's leftist platform in an effort to win over voters suspicious of the Sandinistas' past.
''Like 1990, this vote was a referendum on the Sandinistas and their years in power,'' a Latin American diplomat here said today. ''The results make it clear the people voted not so much for Aleman as they did against Ortega.''
Mr. Ortega lost the presidency to Violeta Barrios de Chamorro in the 1990 election. She was prohibited from seeking re-election by constitutional reforms enacted during her administration that barred two consecutive terms for a President. She said from the start of her six-year term, however, that she did not intend to seek another.
The Sandinistas came to power in 1979 with broad popular support after overthrowing the 45-year dictatorship of the Somoza family. But they quickly plunged into confrontation with the United States and eventually alienated the middle class and the poor with confiscations of property, restrictions on constitutional rights and a policy of universal military conscription.
The results announced today gave Mr. Ortega, 50, virtually the same share of the vote he received as the losing incumbent in 1990, about 40 percent. Those Sandinistas who doubted his strategy are said by party insiders to be angry at the sacrifice of the party's commitment to socialism and revolution with nothing concrete to show in return.
''For Daniel, this defeat may prove to be even more costly than 1990,'' a former member of Mr. Ortega's Cabinet predicted. ''The orthodox group within the front is going to be handing him the bill for this loss very soon.''
Mr. Aleman, in contrast, campaigned against both the recent and more distant past, criticizing Mrs. Chamorro and the Sandinistas for the economic decline that has made this country the second-poorest in the Western Hemisphere, with an average per capita income of only $470 a year. He vowed to resolve outstanding land disputes and to take other steps to attract foreign investment and reactivate the economy.
Sharply critical of what he describes as Government inefficiency and corruption, Mr. Aleman advocates giving private investors, both foreign and Nicaraguan, a freer hand to generate jobs and trade. That puts him on the right of the Latin American political spectrum where the tradition of the state as the main engine of economic development remains strong.
In a television interview this afternoon, Mr. Aleman said he would pursue a policy of ''national unity'' and called on the Sandinista Front to be ''a constructive force'' and not ''the destabilizing element it has been in the past.'' He described as ''cordial'' his relationship with the Nicaraguan Army and the police, which remain controlled by Sandinista officers.


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Resistance and Persuasion is the first book to analyze the nature of resistance and demonstrate how it can be reduced, overcome, or used to promote persuasion. By examining resistance, and providing strategies for overcoming it, this new book generates insight into new facets of influence and persuasion. With contributions from the leaders in the field, this book presents original ideas and research that demonstrate how understanding resistance can improve persuasion, compliance, and social influence. Many of the authors present their research for the first time. Four faces of resistance are identified: reactance, distrust, scrutiny, and inertia. The concluding chapter summarizes the book's theoretical contributions and establishes a resistance-based research agenda for persuasion and attitude change. This new book helps to establish resistance as a legitimate sub-field of persuasion that is equal in force to influence.
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Jason Giambi left the game, and the clubhouse, early after a four-hit day, leaving behind his baseball-designed Rice Krispies Treat in celebration of career game No. 2,000.
Three chunks were missing, one for every run he contributed in the Rockies' 4-2 victory over St. Louis. After a sluggish start to his season, when he struggled to get above .200, Giambi is batting .259 since April. He figures to keep getting a lot of playing time with first baseman Todd Helton placed on the 15-day disabled list Wednesday.
"He works hard every single day to get better," said Carlos Gonzalez, who scored on Giambi's single in the fifth inning. "You have to stay focused even when you struggle, and you have to believe in yourself. He has always had the confidence."
Possibly as important to the Rockies as Giambi regaining his swing is his timing in getting hot. The Rockies need him now more than ever, with the loss of Helton and an 11-game Eastern road swing immediately after the all-star break.
"He's been big for us all year, so we are going to keep looking for him to do what he's been doing," reliever Joe Beimel said. "We are starting to make a big push in the division, and he's going to be a big part of that."
Though Giambi reached a milestone, manager Jim Tracy interprets No. 2,000 with caution. He's going to continue to monitor Giambi's playing time, hoping to keep him fresh all season.
"Because of what we are dealing with with Todd, you can't run Jason out there five or six days a week," Tracy said. "You can't do it, or we will run him into the ground."
Giambi ranks 13th among active players in games played. After he lined his fourth single of the day, to left field in the seventh inning, he was replaced by pinch-runner Melvin Mora.
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There's a GOP candidate for state legislature in Oklahoma who just doesn't like "the gays" very much.
Meet Scott Esk.
Scott Esk is running for the Oklahoma House of Representatives and his number one policy position is? He thinks we should stone gay people to death. Yes, stone them. To DEATH. That's his platform:
"That [stoning gay people to death] goes against some parts of libertarianism, I realize, and I'm largely libertarian, but ignoring as a nation things that are worthy of death is very remiss."
This isn't Pakistan folks. This is 'Merika! We don't stone people to death. Hell, we don't even lynch people anymore! Our friends on the Republican side of the aisle have to stop with this crazy stuff. After George Will's nutty comments, to Rick Perry yesterday saying gays are like alcoholics, to the moron out in Oklahoma: this is no way to live your lives.
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Hi there!I'm an Arch Linux user and I'm using KDE as my default DE for many years now.
The last 2 days, after the 4.11.3 update i found something strange. On kicker the Applications Icon does not change even if I change the icon theme (I tried many themes) and it looks like the one in the image below.
(In this image i use Kfeanza icons set which are my favorite ones, Software manager(Apper) had also the same icon as applications but i changed it by my hand)
The same happens with Internet Icon. I tried many things like deleting .kde4 folder, deleting icon-cache for /var/tmp/.. everything is ok exept this one. I only thing i tried last days is installing and experimenting with xfce4 alongside KDE. Is there any possibility for XFCE4 config files to conflict with KDE4 config files?
Any ideas what is happening here?
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There's likely a local service description with hardcoded icon shadowing the global one.
Would be somewhere around ~/.local/share/applications or ~/.local/share/mime or so.
mv ~/.local ~/nix.local
(do not delete the folder, you'll loose settings all over the place)
If the icon is "fixed" afterwards, dig for the culprit (if you know the path to the "false" icon, you could grep for the significant part, ie. the theme name.
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Note that you may need to logout and remove /var/tmp/kdecache-$USER/ for the above action to have visible effect.
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We've been on this road to hell for a long time, certainly since Humphrey and his boss LBJ escalated the Vietnam War into a debacle that remains to this day arguably the most misguided, costly and tragic foreign policy adventure ever undertaken by our government. A 25-year, multi-million-dollar Pentagon effort -- the Vietnam War Commemoration Project -- has been established to clean up that image, something that is doomed to fail. The point is, anyone who says there is no bi-partisanship in Congress is wearing blinders. When it comes to military, intelligence, surveillance and police expenditures, bi-partisanship is impregnable. Consider how the recent FISA national surveillance legislation -- ie., spying on the citizenry, something that should be controversial -- breezed through Congress and the White House two weeks ago.
A Personal Beef With Joe Biden
In the spirit of full disclosure, of all the various national and local politico celebrities I've asked a question of in public, the most galling and insulting response I ever got was from Joe Biden. Frank Rizzo once physically shoved me out of his path and almost knocked me on my ass; but that was nothing compared to Biden. And as will become clear later, his insulting response to me made sense.
It was the mid 1990s at Widener University south of Philadelphia. Senator Biden had come to make a speech on crime and the Drug War. At the time, he was Chairman of the Senate Judiciary Committee. I was in the second row. I raised my hand and he called on me. He walked over and stood right in front of me.
"Senator Biden, I've worked with a needle exchange program in Philly. I've talked about this subject with a number of people and have read up on things like Harm Reduction. So I'm curious what your position is on the idea of de-criminalizing drugs as a way of gradually weaning ourselves off the Drug War, which seems to be a failure?"
Biden chuckled in a public sort of voice so the audience could hear him. He pointed right at me.
"This man thinks he's smart," he said, looking at the audience with that patented Everyman Joe smirk. "He's carefully using the term "de-criminalize' when what he wants to do is "legalize' drugs across this nation. This guy wants to make heroin and crack legal and available for everyone to obtain."
I wanted to interrupt and say, "No, sir, that's not what I said." But he kept at it for a bit longer as he eased himself back to the center of the audience and pointed to another questioner. I took the beating and sat down.
Senator Biden is one of the architects of our current Drug War, especially in how it relates to federal resource-sharing with local police forces who desire the latest police gadgetry. His interests are not to lessen the stigmatization and criminalization of citizens in America caught up in the Drug War, many of them poor and black. Michelle Alexander has eloquently made this critique of the Drug War in her book The New Jim Crow. From the point of view of a poor, inner city black kid, drugs are too often a matter of free-private enterprise and about getting ahead as an entrepreneur.
The senator's insulting and disrespectful answer spoke volumes to me, and the conclusion I came to was that Senator Biden's mind was locked and he was using his leadership of the judiciary committee and his sausage-making talent with crime bills to continue to mobilize an international drug war notably opposed by most of the leaders of Latin America.
Joe Biden and the Drug War
Joe Biden's background is instructive. He made a name for himself in the Senate Judiciary Committee in the early Reagan years using crime bill issues to regain power for Democrats after they had lost the senate and the Presidency.
Biden had been on the famous Church Committee in the late "70s that investigated intelligence excesses. "The experience convinced him that crime should be viewed as a form of domestic security," writes Ted Gest in Crime & Politics: Big Government's Erratic Campaign for Law and Order. Biden's first effort in this vein was developing the National Security and Violent Crime Control Act. It was an "attempt to put crime in a defense context -- getting the armed forces involved in drug interdiction, for example."
This, of course, is the federal/local nexus that has been developed and beefed up over the years and was, of course, put on steroids after September 11, 2001, leading to the current rage for fusion centers. As a Democrat, Biden opportunistically rode the right-moving wave of the Carter demise and the Reagan ascendancy. It's clear he's a brilliant and effective politician.
The key for Biden to getting this crime legislation passed, Gest points out, was "important personal relationships ... especially between Biden and the new Senate Judiciary Committee chairman Strom Thurmon." Biden, 38, sought out the old Dixiecrat Thurmon, 78, and told him, according to Gest, "Mr. Chairman, no one expects this relationship to work, but there are a lot of things we agree on and a lot we don't. Why don't we agree on what we can and leave aside what we can't. If you do that, I promise that I will never embarrass you by publicly taking you on." Thurmon agreed to dance.
Biden's counterpart in the House was New Jersey Congressman William Hughes. "Re-establishing a strong federal narcotics policy was the first area where Biden and Hughes wanted to make a mark," Gest says. "Their main goal was to reverse the Democrats perceived weakness on drugs. ... Biden became convinced that federal anti-drug policy was a mess." The Carter White House, of course, had toyed with the notion of legalizing marijuana.


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An award - winning author, popular lecturer, restaurant consultant, and educator, Amy Riolo is known for fusing the worlds of culture, cuisine, and history. Amy makes frequent appearances on numerous television and radio programs both in the United States and abroad including Fox TV, CBS, Montgomery and Fairfax County TV, Nile TV, The Travel Channel, Martha Stewart Living Radio, WHYY, Abu Dhabi Television, and many others totaling a reach of over 223,194,389 people. Amy also develops and hosts a weekly news video program entitled "Culture of Cuisine" which airs on twenty-eight nationally syndicated channels and has developed hundreds of videos for corporate clients. Amy's clients include Harris Teeter, Stevia, US Endocrine Society, US Apple Association, The National Association of Sauces and Condiments, and many others. Her work has also appeared in the USA Today, Cooking Light Magazine, The Washington Post, CNN.com, The Wall Street Journal, Gulf News, Cornell Alumni Magazine, Popular Anthropology Magazine, The National, and Egyptian newspapers and hundreds of blogs. She is also the author of a popular blog called Dining with Diplomats (www.diningwithdiplomats.blogspot.com) which has been the inspiration for a Travel Channel television series. A successful restaurant consultant and graduate of Cornell University, Amy enjoys developing concepts, menus, action plans, recipes, training seminars and guides, and themes for corporations, restaurants, and hotels. She has consulted international business owners on bakeries, cafes, restaurants and stores. She was recently awarded Montgomery College's Milton F. Clogg Award for Outstanding Alumni Achievement in the Culinary Arts. Amy's popular lectures range in topics and include everything from improving profitability in the restaurant industry to international business and dining etiquette to international cuisine and culture. She has been an invited guest speaker for The Library of Congress, Georgetown University, Johns Hopkins University, National Geographic, The Smithsonian Institution, The Fulbright Commission, The National Museum of African Art, The Walters Art Museum, The Kennedy Center, and many other embassies, museums, and organizations. Amy's first book, Arabian Delights; Recipes & Princely Entertaining Ideas from the Arabian Peninsula was chosen as one of the "16 Volumes Worth Staining" by the Washington Post (Capital Books, 2007). Her second book Nile Style; Egyptian Cuisine and Culture (Hippocrene Books) won the World Gourmand Award for "Best Arab Cuisine Book" in the United States in 2009 and is now being printed in a second edition. Her most recent book, The Mediterranean Diabetes Cookbook, (American Diabetes Association) was released in March 2010 and has won the 2011 Nautilus Book Award. Amy is a member of The International Association of Culinary Professionals, Culinary Historians of Washington, Les Dames d'Escoffier (Global Culinary Initiative), Culinary Historians of Washington, and Slow Food DC. Amy is based in the Washington DC, area and leads culinary tours to both the Mediterranean and Middle East.
How to Make Italian Cookies
Culinary Expert Amy Riolo demonstrates how to make Italian Cookies.
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How to Make Italian Cookies
Calabrian Sesame Cookies/ Biscotti di Regina:
2 1/4 cups unbleached all-purpose flour, plus extra for work surface
1/3 cups sugar
1 1/2 teaspoons baking powder
Pinch of salt
1/4 cup canola oil, placed in freezer for 20 minutes before using - or 6 tablespoons unsalted butter
1/3 cup milk
2 teaspoons vanilla extract
3/4 cup sesame seeds, untoasted
Dried Cherry, White Chocolate, and Pistachio Biscotti:
3 cups unbleached, all-purpose flour
2 teaspoons baking powder
1/2 teaspoon salt
1 cup sugar
6 large eggs
2 tablespoons vegetable oil
2 teaspoons almond extract
1 teaspoon vanilla extract
3/4 cup raw unsalted pistachios, shelled
1 cup dried cranberries
1/2 cup white chocolate chips
3 large eggs
3/4 cup sugar
1 teaspoon vanilla extract
1 teaspoon anise extract
1/2 cup unsalted butter - 1 stick
1 3/4 cup all purpose flour
2 tsp baking powder
Powdered sugar, for dusting (optional)
Amy Riolo: Hi! I am Amy Riolo, today I am working in the kitchen at Sur La Table in Arlington, Virginia and we are going to be making Italian cookies. We are going to make three different kinds of cookies, one of them is a Pistachio, Dried Cherry and White Chocolate Biscotti. We are also going to be making Calabrian sesame cookies and we are going to be making Pizzelle.
We will be going over the ingredients in each of the different videos and we will be using pretty much standard kitchen equipment, but there are a few pieces which you may not have that we will be using. The first one is a KitchenAid standing mixer, if you don't have a KitchenAid, you don't need it you can just use a regular bowl or a hand mixer or a spoon at home.
Then to make the Pizzelles, we will need a Pizzelle baker and you can get them, they come in different varieties. This is one that Sur La Table has and this is another variety and inside of them they have different designs. So this is what you will need if you are making the Pizzelles, you can't do it without the Pizzelle baker. Then we will have a cookie sheet that's lined with a Silpat. If you don't have a Silpat you can use parchment paper, but it's nice to line them because then you can get a better finish on the bottom of the cookie.
Safety is always important and when you are working in the kitchen, especially if there are children around, it's important to be careful and watch them around hot temperatures, we are working with the oven today and also with the Pizzelle bakers that have their chords. The ovens do get very, very hot and we want to make sure that the chords are out of the reach of children so that they aren't able to burn themselves.
Before we begin, let me tell you a little bit about myself. I a cookbook author, cooking instructor and restaurant and culinary consultant. I specialize in Mediterranean and Middle Eastern cuisine and the recipes which we are going to be making today are some of the recipes from my family that we have been enjoying for many years. I hope that you'll also enjoy them.


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I don't think I have written in a diary since I was probably 12 years old. I grew up in South America. I saw so many things a child should never see. This caused some PTSD but I had no clue until I was an adult. I've struggled with anxiety for as long as I can remember. it was always manageable except for a brief time in my very early 20s. And now I'm 30 and having the most severe panic attacks I have ever had. It's hard to tell what triggered them. The migraines that all of a sudden started happening? Oh no! I must have an aneurism or a mass in my brain! … panic attack… or maybe it was when my blood work came back with high cholesterol? Oh no! I'm gonna have a heart attack any second now! I have to stop eating! I'm so hungry but I don't want to die!!… panic attack… chest is tight fingers tingling. That's it! I'm about to die!! … panic attack… and nobody understands. And I'm told it's all in my head and to just calm down…
So basically, this is all too much. I dont know what to do with myself. I feel shakey, disorientated and sick to my stomach so much of the time. I'm far away from home, in a place that is loud and intrusive. When people incade my space, I want to scream. Worst of all, im terrified of being discovered. Nobody here knows that what im dealing with is a diagnosis and im terrified of snapping and being exposed as an anxiety sufferer and being misunderstood. I have all these fears and siclly feelings that I deal with every day and I dont know what to do. Help. Im terrified that ill snap and that I'll do something incredibly stupid and ruin my life while I'm over here. I feel that I have come close. I have annoyed and overwhelmed others with my emotions. I'm really scared now that I may blow it completely.
So basically, this is all too much. I dont know what to do with myself. I feel shakey, disorientated and sick to my stomach so much of the time. I'm far away from home, in a place that is loud and intrusive. When people incade my space, I want to scream. Worst of all, im terrified of being discovered. Nobody here knows that what im dealing with is a diagnosis and im terrified of snapping and being exposed as an anxiety sufferer and being misunderstood. I have all these fears and siclly feelings that I deal with every day and I dont know what to do. Help. Im terrified that ill snap and that I'll do something incredibly stupid and ruin my life while I'm over here. I feel that I have come close. I have annoyed and overwhelmed others with my emotions. I'm really scared now that I may blow it completely.
So, yesterday I had sorta a breakdown.
Or in my case a breakthrough.
When it comes to it, I have had trouble expressing my emotions on so many levels most of my life.
Yesterday though, I was thinking some things about my past... like the axe episodes. It made me cry. For once I felt more than just a empty hole about it. I actually reacted on a human level (which is rare for me).
I have a lot of feelings bottled up probably, and I have had trouble expressing them.
To me it's usualy best to pretend I don't have emotions, but truth is I got emotions. Shocker eh? Maybe not, but for me it was a breakthrough to recall something and cry about it.
The fear, the anxiety, and crying.
I was just like washing some cups and was like thinking about the scar above my eye (my father hit me there once and I got into child protection services). o_o
I think this was before I was into the child protection services, the axe episode with my father. o_o
Once when much younger I had a axe incident with my sister as well.
First about my sister, when I was like 7-8 years old or something my sister told me she would kill me when she got in again. Fearfull I locked all the doors, even my mother couldn't get in. Then I opened the door when they were far enough away, then I went up and looked myself in my and my sisters room (we shared rooms, shocker)... so my sister went up to the room, I think she had a knife or something (she was like 9-10 years or something), and she demanded I opened the door. I refused, she went away and came back with a axe. started hitting at the door. Somehow it was resolved, but not through my parents (parents neglect I suppose). I remember thinking "I must have been crazy sharing room with someone who told me they would kill me". o_o
Then I was thinking about my father, he was angry about me not cleaning their plates from their dinner (we didn't actually eat food together). I used to make my own food and so did everyone else. My parents made food for themselves only so... they didn't clean after themselves and tried to force us to clean. I was the cleanest kid in the house, yet he tried to force me because I was in the house. First I barricaded the stairs and threw stuff if he tried coming up, then I locked myself in my room and blockaded it with my body. He got a axe and was hitting at the door, and I was like... it was scary. o_o
Thinking about these things I begun to cry a little, and I realized... sorta... somewhat... these things really affected me... I calmed myself down, thinking to myself "It's okay. It's fine. I don't live there anymore, I never am going to live there anymore. It's fine to cry." I decided to try to comfort myself like that, because hey... I need to let go of these things and move ahead. It's fine if I cry. I am not liviing like that anymore. I don't have to be afraid like, so... yeah, it's okay to cry. Right?
I can cry on my own, and I am glad my feelings are begining to show... I feel like I have been frozen in a inhuman way just to get through, but in reality, it has affected my life so much... even thinking about it now... it's fine to cry...
It's human... I am human....
Even though my friend had violence and drinking parents as a kid, it was nothing compared to how I grew up. I almost lost my life will... I burried my emotions to get by, since I didn't have any friends really or anyone to trust. I just need to learn how to live again. I am not at fault for my childhood. o_o
Accepting that... accepting to cry... accepting my humanity... it's hard to deal with.
I understand why it has become so difficult to look back in my memories... there isn't much that make me happy there. It make me feel like coiling. :'(
My parents... I don't think I can ever face them again.
Even though I was there this summer, I can't deal with them at all. I get panic, rage and worse anxiety if I ever meet them. I can live with meeting them a few days, but my father I can't deal with for more than some hours (or I get nosebleeds for some reason and a strange headache). o_o
I have been thinking...
when I moved on my own before I was 20, I was happy even if I didn't get a job. I was trying to awaken myself as a person again, get the stone of my chest to live again.
But then, I was fooled by my sister to move back to my "parents" until we found our own place to live... can I say it didn't go well. Right after that I begun experiencing sever headaches... I could barely eat, drink, I wasn't able to keep awake. I became frozen to my room... there was nothing around I wanted to deal with. o_o
I guess it is related to my anxiety... I developed migrains as a result of having to deal with them again, and the stress went to my head. Litterlay... o_o
Now I have to deal with migrains until I can find out how to live... it's not the migrains I guess, but the anxiety... If I can deal with the anxiety and move on with my life, I guess my headaches will perish as well. It's just a theory though. o_o
I am glad my feelings are starting to show properly again though. This means I am somehow starting to deal with it and reflecting over the wrongness I have been through. It's no wonder I feel depressed some days... Amnesia of my childhood... I hope I can keep it behind until I can live properly again. :'(
When I have learned enough about happy things, maybe I can deal more with the memories... so maybe in a few years, I will be able to remember my childhood again. Anxiety leading to memory loss probably sound weird... but my mind goes blank... some things have become so hard to remember, but I don't mind... I don't mind at all as long as I can live. I just need to get past this social anxiety that has taken a hold in me.
I remember how some of my friends called me strong and a inspiration as a kid, but really... they didn't know how much I suffered. I feel like a wrek right now. It will take a while to build up who I was after living through that. My confidence, my voice... everything really. I never gave in though, but I still feel like many things has been broken in me. Among them my capasity to show emotions. Another part of it is my trust in others...
I have been alone all my life...
Really, I wish there had been someone I could trust, maybe it wouldn't have been that bad then. :'(
I don't know how others will react upon this.
I wonder how people I know would react if I told them this... really... what is my life? It feel so pointless. I got no support around me. I am trying so hard on my own. It's though... I am sick of being alone. sigh... sorry, but I guess sharing this here, make me feel a little better.
I have been thinking... maybe I can celebrate christmass with my aunt... I don't wanna go to my parents at all.. I feel like I will choke and die if I go there again. My whole body feels turned inside out by the thought... or maybe celebrating christmas on my own would be fine. I just don't wanna go through that anxiety and stress again from my father... I can't deal with him at all.. :'(
Last night I beagan having that feeling i had expierenced since the start of last years summer. I went to bed with my wife and started feeling out of reality, losing my focus, feeling faint, and letting fear into my heart. My fear of dying and not being there for my child seems to always be haunting me. I began to Pray and read Psalms chapter 1-10. I'm not sure if King David ever felt like me but just like he did I put my Hope in My God. I don't take any anti-anxiety pills or have a therapist, I wonder sometimes why this happens to me or if I deserve it. God is there but he gave me common sense. I was lying in bed and tried going to sleep, as soon as i closed my eyes I could only hear my heart beating. I started to count the beats and soon it started beating faster. I started freaking out and almost had a full on attack but I stopped myself and said,"NO". I kept thinking about Isaiah 41:10 'Do not fear, for I am with you; Do not anxiously look about you, for I am your God. I will strengthen you, surely I will help you, Surely I will uphold you with My righteous right hand.' I believe these words with all my heart. I always remember what he has done in my life. When my mom went into cardiac arrest and fell into a coma, the doctors said she wasn't going to make it. That was the day I gave my life to Jesus. I remember I put my trust in him and knew everything was going to be fine. To the doctors surprise she recovered and got better and now she is practically her old self. You wouldn't think she's been through that if you saw her. Now I always tell myself, "if God can bring your mom back from the dead, do you think he can't heal your problems? Do you think he can restore the chemicals in your brain to a perfect balance?" I know he can do it, In the end this whole expierence has brought me closer to him than I ever thought I would. I can't say the same for everyone out there, There are those who believe in God and those who rely on Science. I choose to believe in God and use my common Sense to excersise, eat healthy, and live a righteous life. I know My healing will come soon and I pray that everyone who suffers with the same expierence be healed as well. There is hope and I know I've expierenced thoughts of suicide. I ignore it because life still has a meaning and a purpose. I know my prayers will be answered and I will not be put to shame. Thank you Lord for the storm. I will stay Strong and continue on.
Last night I had a panic attack. I had spent the day barbecuing, drinking, and swimming with friends and at the end of the night, my boyfriend came over to spend the night.
We watched TV before we went to sleep. Even though I was the one who said I was tired, John was asleep in minutes. He began deep breathing/snoring which is common for him but before I knew it, I was in the beginnings of a panic attack.
After a minute or two of trying to prevent it, a full fledged panic attack overtook me.
I had to kick John out of my room, take a Xanax, and try not to throw up. Kicking John out of my bedroom was only because I tend to associate things with my panic attacks. If I get a panic attack while I'm doing something, I'll never do that something again, and obviously I don't want sleeping next to my boyfriend being something I try to avoid.
I had had a panic attack for the first time in weeks, maybe even months, three days earlier while on vacation. I ended up having to take two of my Xanax and throwing up. The next night I took a pill just in case-- before panic or anxiety could even begin. The night after that I was completley fine and slept in my apartment alone without any anxiety.
I don't understand why this happens to me. I had always been fearful of sleep situations as a child... I hated being by myself or being completely in the dark. I could never fall asleep before anyone at a sleepover for the fear they would wake me up. I have a fear of snoring or other sleep disturbances and these panic attack seriously take over my life.
I feel like no one understands what I'm going through and like it will never end.
"Too many of us are not living our dreams, because we are too busy living our fears." Les Brown
Recently, I started blogging about my social anxiety disorder. I also started posting some original songs online.
My original thought - YIKES!
As someone who has suffered from severe social anxiety disorder since the age of 10, the idea of blogging about it seemed like an interesting dillemma. Yes - I would love to get my story out there, if only because I myself would have gained a lot from reading it when I was younger. But No - I can't put myself out there, everyone will judge me, and who am I to think that anyone will care, people will just think I'm full of it and be annoyed.
At the end of the day, probably very few people will even know that it's out there. Yes, a lot of my friends have been suddenly enlightened to the fact that this disorder even exists, but on the upside, they now understand why I usually have an excuse not to go to their parties, and maybe, just maybe one or two of them have recognised the same traits in themselves and may look at others in a new light.
I am a singer, and I love to sing and write music, but until this past month, I have NEVER let anyone hear what I write, let alone put it online for all to access. I guess though, that I've come to a point where I've managed to conquer the worst of the social part of my anxiety (through years of intensive CBT sessions), and am now using blogging as a tool to keep myself moving forward, to chase my dreams and to actually do things that make me happy, and (try) not to care what anyone else thinks. After all, we all have hobbies and weird things that make us happy, so why should I have to keep mine hidden when everyone else is out there doing what they do?
I'm certainly not saying that I intend to be famous - I actually dread that - I think I dread success from my music (and now the little voice in my head is saying - "you narcissistic arrogant girl to even be contemplating such an outcome).
So my blogs on this fabulous site, will be about how I'm coping on my journey to finally achieve my dreams in spite of anxiety and panic.
Would love to have feedback on wether anyone else out there is getting anything postive from what I write, but at the same time, that's not the reason I'm doing this.
Wide awake. Without sleep for over 24 hours, yet for some reason both my body and mind are restless.
I've been thinking.
Reconsidering everything I've ever though or decided. In a state of unease, almost terrified at my predictions of what the day will bring me.
Sometimes this happens— no, correction: This often happens. My thoughts become a never-ending labyrinth. Usually, this comes when I have woken in terror, and I am left in a haze of emotions and possibilities. Emotions that I have not yet learned to control. Possibilities in my life that I haven't the strength to reach out and snatch.
Everything I could potentially wonder, I do. I sit there and wonder, frustrated with my usual lack of answers. Do I even need answers? Are there really puzzles I need to solve, or is this confusion an illusion? All I can ever come up with is a big, "MAYBE."
It can be a battle. Never can I stick with simple contentedness, and especially with life cascading toward me as if I am facing a blizzard head-on. There is a smile reserved to put forth the facade that everything is fine, but when has it ever been? With all honesty, I'm always in misery for one reason or another. How do I make it stop?
I cannot find the solution.
Occasionally I fear I will search to fix myself my whole life; that the journey will be unbearable and impossible like reaching the end of a rainbow. The rest of the time, I worry my emotions will never be in check.
One would claim me depressed. Socially anxious. An introvert. Impulsive. In my mind, I figure as long as I make myself function, how can that be said? Some days I choose to stay in a mental fog by myself, left to my thoughts despite the misery that comes with them. Often I'll just wait until I'm allowed those hours of lonesomeness, and really sit there and think.
My biggest fear is that I will be alone in life because of my issues. Friends have come and gone, proving only to me how quiet I should keep my problems. Because who really cares besides myself how fucked up it is to be in my head? Nobody. Doctors feign sincerity with a prescription to make me manageable. People will promise their confidence to abandon it for something interesting to talk about. It's been hard for me to truly open up to another because I don't know who and who not to trust. I constantly wish I had a trust detector that would allow me to pass someone and it would tell me how trustworthy they are.
I want to be freed from this cage of distrust and fear. I'm nearly sick to the thought of possibility. Going insane in attempt to mask my sadness day by say. Wide awake, and no hope of sleep until tomorrow.
Well this to be honest, I was hesitant on doing. Guess I fear even the thoughts of others as well as my own. I have been struggling with GAD and MD the last three months and have been this past month working with doctor and therapist to work through it. Therapist recommended I stay home from work for two weeks but yeah can't afford to do that so only took a week off. Primary doctor put me on effexor and attivan which I had a bad reaction to the effexor xr. I am now back on the effexor tablets and now on xannax which knock me out. Seems as though my anxiety hits the worst when I dont sleep but yet I am not sleeping because of the anxiety. The depression I have learned to get past but the anxiety is kicking me in the rear. Its my first day back to work today in about a week and I have had no sleep. Heart is racing, jaw tightening and hands are shaking. One of my triggers happens to be my boss whom hounds me to answers as to why I am not myself the last three months. He is new and has no management experience but really.... is it really needed to hound me. In my head im screaming do your homework fool and google what my condition is and yet I put on a fake smile, stay professional and just say I dont know but I am seeking help. My mind is running a million miles and hour.... where did my off switch go. I want to cry and I am to old to feel like this. Its like that first day at school you dreaded as a child and cried when your mom left you feeling. This is so out of character for me and I guess the anxiety is only getting worse because I have no Idea why it hit me out of the blue. I am scared this anxiety will never go away. I feel helpless, defeated and just lost in my own mind.
I don't have an actual diagnosis of agoraphobia. I am diagnosed with severe clinical depression and anxiety including OCD. I do have severe issues with getting out of my home. I am not really afraid of leaving really. I am not afraid of people seeing me or anything that some people I know are agoraphobic are. As far as I figure, my problems are more with the preparation to go and fears that I might forget something before leaving or coming home. I also become overwhelmed if planning to get some place gets complicated. I still love to get out! I love being at Mom's. I love to be at a restaurant for a meal. I even love to be at a store shopping! I don't mind so much going by bus... but I dread coming home by bus. I also dread arranging to get a ride home.
It isn't that I don't like being home either. I am quite comfortable here even though I have a clutter issue. It is "home" to me. It is the organizing to go that is the problem. It wasn't nearly so much an issue when I still had a car to drive places. My car was in my comfort zone. I could always get in my car and go home whenever I wanted and get something. I could always have a sports bag with me that had all I might want or need... but travelling by bus... or with a ride from someone else... it is not as easy.
Decades ago, a psychiatrist told me that a part of some of my panic with travelling somewhere had to do with my obsessing on the details of the route and on the perfect route. So I wonder if it is that same OCD issue. That I obsess on perfection or something similar, that I obsess on what might go wrong if I forget something when I go out.
Of course when it comes to going out, I have some health issues that come to to play. When I go out shopping, I likely will pay for it with a few days exhaustion. Health issues reduced my stamina which reduced what I could do. (I didn't reduce what I was doing which reduced my stamina... so many assume that. I went down fighting. I still fight it.) A person sometimes hesitates to do things that cause pain. I mostly hide, even from myself now, when I have panic/anxiety attacks. They do help exhaust a person though.
I take the bus to my Mom's for family occasions even though I could get rides there, but I do gratefully accept a ride home. I still don't know why even the thought of catching a bus home panics me? It always has since childhood. I can do it, but... when I was taking Zoloft years ago that tamed it a bit. And taking trazidone helps me not to be panicking as I think about it now. (Basically I don't get a flashback now.)
However I write too much... I still don't think I have traditional Agoraphobia. I am not afraid of being away from home. I am not afraid of being around others — though I do have problems panicking a bit in crowds when things get too tight. (Think standing room only on a bus.) I feel too many "stories" amongst all those around me. ...and I am still writing too much...
I guess it doesn't matter what it is called really. It keeps me from visiting friends. It keeps me from seeing my Mom. Worse it keeps me from getting groceries or seeing the Doctor. So even if it isn't agoraphobia, it is one thing, it is a Problem.
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