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If Heaven Wasn't So Far"If heaven wasn't so far away..."If Heaven Wasn't So Far in Free Verse More Like This
I'd go up there almost every single day,
Say hello to all the family I never got to meet,
I'd never cry at a funeral again,
'Cause I'd know all I had to do
was go up and say hi to them.
"Yeah, losin' them wouldn't be so hard to take..."
If I knew all that was between us was
A thought, a wish, a hope, a want.
But between us is more than that,
There's sickness, death, old-age...
I can't just go up and say hello whenever I want to.
"Tell 'em we'd be back in a couple of days..."
Oh what I wouldn't give to just see them smile once again...
A hug, a handshake, a conversation, a phrase, a sentence, a word...
I'd give anything just to see them once again...
"If heaven wasn't so far, if heaven wasn't so far...
If heaven wasn't so far away!
So far away...
So far away!"
I'm Okay, Really.Surrounded by so many thatI'm Okay, Really. in Free Verse More Like This
love me...
So why do I feel so alone?
I haven't had the roughest life,
So why then, am I so cautious?
So upset all the time?
So moody?
So tired?
Waking up in the middle of the night,
Shaking from a nightmare?
That isn't me!
Looking out at the sun,
and thinking it should be rain?
That's not me!
What's going on in my mind?
Why do I feel this way?
I don't like this...
I don't want this...
Can you take this ice
cold pain away?
This isn't me...
I don't complain like this,
I don't know what's up...
I'm sorry...
I just don't feel like myself
Don't complain, idiot.
I'm okay, really.
Just Picture"Dear my love, haven't you wanted to be with me? And, dear my love, haven't you longed to be free?... Take my hand, we're leaving here tonight... I have dreamt of a place for you and I... let's run away, I'll take you there..."Just Picture in Free Verse More Like This
Close my eyes,
Taking your hand,
Pulling you with me,
To a car and a far away place.
Away from pain,
And past,
And parents saying "No".
Pulling you into my arms,
Holding you close,
Not letting you go,
In this far away place.
Away from problems,
And anxiety,
And worries.
Just picture.
Being with you forever...
and never letting go.
Under the Full MoonThe brilliance of it shines pale grey-white like a seagull's feathers in the sea of black inky oil, giving her the only light there was. The leaves in hues of red and shades of brown, yellows and oranges as vibrant as a stoplight and as dim as the mucky slime that they call baby food. They fall, floating gracefully down to the ground from their uppermost perch in the city's version of a forest canopy. As a baby-food-orange colored leaf breaks from its tree, the wind picks up and goes from summer-breeze worthy to those great winter gusts, causing a girl nearby to shiver and pull her coat closer, realizing it is now Autumn.Under the Full Moon in Flash Fiction & Vignettes More Like This
The girl can almost see the leaves' sad faces as the trees abandon them, leaving them to shrivel and die on the cold, wet dirt, being stepped on by the pesky city people that don't seem to know what they are crushing- or they don't care. But she- she picks up that one baby-food-orange leaf and hold it out in front of her, gently- oh so gently- lifting it to the full m
I Can Forget...I can forget the good,I Can Forget... in Free Verse More Like This
Why can't I forget the bad?
I can forget the things I want to remember,
Why not the ones I wish to escape?
I can forget the periods with people who love me,
Why not the times when I was hurt?
I can forget the good,
Why can't I forget the bad?
Are You Proud?I'll never be the perfect girl,Are You Proud? in Free Verse More Like This
Never be the one to get straight A's
Never the one to go and go untilI'm defeatedI guess I should be sorry,
But I can't say that I am,
I'm doing my absolute best,
Why can't you see that?
I'm tired,
my feet are dragging on the ground
I'm worn,
too many... too many emotions,
things to-do...
too much... too much of you.
I'm sorry,
sorry I can't take all this,
sorry I can't do fifty billion things
like you did,
Sorry I'm not your perfect daughter.
Can you say... just one time...
Are you proud?
I Wanna Say Sorry...Most of the time,I Wanna Say Sorry... in Free Verse More Like This
it's you that says
"I'm sorry," and me
that says,
"It's okay,"
Sometimes, I'm so close
to switching those
roles around.
But I don't.
Once in a while
(a lot of the time)
I say something I don't
mean to,
Or I say something wrong,
Or I bring something up...
that I shouldn't,
And I wanna say sorry...
But I don't.
Once in a while
(quite a bit)
I hear you wrong,
Or I don't hear you at
Or I speak too softly,
and you hear wrong,
And I wanna say sorry...
But I don't.
I don't know why I don't,
But I don't...
And I wanna say sorry...
Crushing LonelinessIt's like that big boulder in that one commercial,Crushing Loneliness in Free Verse More Like This
Only it doesn't get smaller,
It dangles over my head and the strings of the net that hold it
look like they're inches away from breaking.
It's like they're seconds away from breaking,
But I can't get out from under them,
And then they break and the big boulder's on top of me.
And on that day that it breaks me,
The loneliness crushes me.
If We Could...If we could...If We Could... in Free Verse More Like This
we would run away.
To a place no one knows,
and stay there
in hiding, a beach house where nobody goes.
If we could...
we would stay,
at a hotel,
somewhere far away,
Europe maybe.
'least 'til they figured it out.
If we could...
we'd be together.
Holding each other,
under a tree, or on our bed,
laying in the grass,
never to say goodbye again.
if we could...
we'd never say goodbye again.
If we could... we'd run away.
Philena- .:Being Observant:.Labored breathing.Philena- .:Being Observant:. in Free Verse More Like This
I see a dark sky,
There is no moon tonight,
And there are clouds,
So no stars.
I can hear his footsteps-
chasing me through the street-
Or are those just people,
Walking with me?
I taste the salty tears,
They trickle down my cheeks,
Leaking out my eyes,
Clogging my throat so I can't speak.
I can feel the raindrops,
Landing on my head,
Soaking through my clothes,
Reminding me of words said.
The smell of blood permeates the air,
Reminding me of why I'm running out here.
Chapter 33: New LifeChapter 33: New LifeChapter 33: New Life in General Fiction More Like This
"Are you sure you're all right?"
[Name] sighed and rolled her eyes. "For the hundredth time, Jack, I'm fine."
They had found out [Name] was pregnant over nine months prior. Her stomach was large and she was feeling small kicks every now and then.
Jack frowned and floated in front of her as she gripped a tree branch so she wouldn't fall over. She definitely didn't have the strength she used to.
"I'm just worried, [Name]. You could give birth any minute."
[Name] smiled and placed a hand over her stomach. "Yeah."
She sighed and began to walk again, panting slightly.
Jack matched her pace and kept a worried eye on her. "Are you sure you don't want me to carry you home? You look tired."
"Jack, I'm fine." [Name] sighed. She loved Jack and all, but sometimes he was a little too worrisome.
Jack still looked unhappy so she finally spoke up. "Why are you so unhappy? Usually it's the pregnant one who is unhappy. Jack, just imagine the baby. He--or she--will be beautiful."
Chapter 25: Surprise!Chapter 25: Surprise!Chapter 25: Surprise! in General Fiction More Like This
"What?!" All the guardians asked in unison, staring at [Name] as Jack explained what had happened.
Tooth flew over to [Name] and landed in front of her, "I'm happy to hear about your marriage, [Name], really..." it sounded like Tooth was forcing herself to be happy. "But, how did this happen to you...?"
[Name] lifted an eyebrow, didn't Jack just tell her this?
Bunnymund hopped over to get a good look at [Name]. "Well, you're no guardian, mate. But you definitely are immortal like the rest of us."
[Name] sighed and looked down at her pale skin. "I know, but--hey!" [Name] looked up at Bunny and smiled, "At least now I don't have to worry about aging and dying, right? That fixes my and Jack's problem."
Bunny smiled at her enthusiasm, "You're looking into this well, ankle biter, that's good."
"Ankle biter?" [Name] crossed her arms and pouted playfully, "I thought I was too old to be called that."
Bunny chuckled slowly and patted her head, "Compared to us you're a newb
Chapter 28: Returning HomeChapter 28: Returning HomeChapter 28: Returning Home in General Fiction More Like This
[Name] woke up in the morning, yawning as she looked over at Jack. She smiled and looked around, noticing that the area around them was frozen over. They must've frozen the area around them as they slept.
She stood up and walked over to the frozen lake.
[Name] touched her toe to the water and stepped out onto the lake, a thick sheet of ice appearing under her feet.
She turned around when she heard a deep yawn from Jack behind her. She turned around and walked back over to him.
"'Morning, sleepyhead."
Jack wiped the sleep out of his eyes and smiled at her before standing up and stretching.
"How long have you been awake?" He inspected his surroundings, noticing all of the snow and ice. "You look like you were busy."
"Actually, I woke up with it like this." [Name] hopped off of the ice and landed on the shore.
Jack looked around in confusion. "Really?"
[Name] stretched and straightened out her shirt. "Maybe one of us was emotional last night? You told me o
Chapter 22: DarknessChapter 22: DarknessChapter 22: Darkness in General Fiction More Like This
[Name] slowly opened her eyes in the morning and yawned, sitting up.
She looked over at the window to see Jack had fallen asleep where he was sitting.
She sighed and smiled, and then wrote a note telling him that she was going for a walk.
[Name] grabbed her trench coat and slipped it on before walking downstairs and opening the door to leave the house.
She looked at the snow covered ground as she veered off of the cement to feel the cold on her bare feet. Jack must be rubbing off on her, she's bare foot almost everywhere she goes now.
[Name] began to walk toward the forest and took a natural path, admiring the beauty of the icicles hanging from tree branches and the glow of the sunlight against the snow.
She spotted a frozen lake and ran towards it. Placing a hand on it, she pressed down gently, causing the ice to crack.
"Well, I'm not walking on that," she muttered to herself as she wiped her hand off on her coat.
[Name] stretched and noticed a tree with fairly s
Chapter 17: Where am IChapter 17: Where am I?Chapter 17: Where am I in General Fiction More Like This
[Name] slowly blinked open her eyes after a while, her hands were tied above her head and she was about a centimeter off of the ground, so she was able to touch her toes to the floor. She turned her head and rubbed her swollen eyes on her sleeve and then stared around.
Her breath caught in her throat. Where am I? She thought in shock. She was inside of some dark cave with small fluorites sticking out of the walls. [Name] blinked a few times to adjust her eyes, but she couldn't see anything other than darkness. She could only see about five feet around her, if not less.
[Name] froze at the sound of a dark laugh from the darkness. She watched as the man from before emerged from the darkness, his hands behind his back as he walked.
"Well, well. Looks like the princess finally woke up." The man lifted his eyes, giving her a glare. [Name] shifted back as well as she could, "Wwho are you?"
The man began laughing again, "Pitch Black, pleased to meet your acquaintance.
Chapter 4: I'll always come back.Chapter 4: I'll always come back.Chapter 4: I'll always come back. in General Fiction More Like This
[Name] was sitting in her room reading a book for her Science class. She was currently reading up on how weather is caused. She dropped her book onto her lap when she read about how frost was created, and her thoughts were filled of Jack Frost. He hasn't visited her since she left him in the park, and that was about a week ago. Is he mad at her about that?
[Name] let out a small sigh and closed her book and placed it on the shelf. She heard a creaking sound behind her, causing the hairs on her neck raise up because she was scared of a criminal being behind her.
She reached into her pocket and slowly pulled out the pepper spray that she always has on her, and then whipped around to face the intruder.
"Whoa, hey! Watch where you're aiming that."
[Name]'s eyes widened at who was standing in front of her, holding their hands up. She felt a smile stretch across her face as she jumped on him and
Chapter 3: Snow dayChapter 3: Snow dayChapter 3: Snow day in General Fiction More Like This
When [Name] had awoken in the morning, she heard the shrill screams of joyful children outside. [Name] rubbed her eyes and stood up, then strolled over to her dresser. [Name] slipped on her baby blue cotton sweater and then a pair of sweatpants. She carefully picked her way around her messy room and looked out the window. S-snow?! [Name] rubbed her eyes again to make sure she was seeing things right.
It is snow!
[Name] turned around quickly and ran back over to her dresser again, pulling out a fluffy trench coat and a pair of black gloves before running outside to get a closer look at it.
She bent down and ran her gloved fingertips through the soft powder, "How did this happen?" [Name] murmured to herself, "It was nice and bright last night "
[Name] recognized the voice calling down to her, and then looked up towards the sky. She watched as the one and only Jack Frost landed in front of her. [Name] still couldn't believe such a creature could exist, but she's
Chapter 21: I DoChapter 21: "I do"Chapter 21: I Do in General Fiction More Like This
"Y--yes!" [Name] stuttered in excitement, "Yes, yes, yes!"
She began bouncing up and down in excitement as Jack gently placed the ring on her finger. She lifted up her hand, her other on her cheek. Her face turned pinkish-red as she inspected the ring.
It was a silver ring engraved with snowflakes, each snowflake had frost filling it to the brim.
[Name] excitedly looked up at Jack and jumped on him, trying to hold back squeals of excitement.
Her mom chuckled at her daughter and jokingly said, "I now pronounce you man and wife." Then she sighed, "Technically, you are." [Name] looked over at her mom in confusion.
"You know you can't have a real wedding, so you might as well be married now." Her mother stood up and walked over to the middle of them, smiling as she spoke their pledge.
"I do," they both said in their turn.
[Name] excitedly bit her lip as she stared at her new husband. It was like a dream come true.
[Name] sat down in her room and laid on her back, s
Chapter 12: BunnymundChapter 12: BunnymundChapter 12: Bunnymund in General Fiction More Like This
[Name] blinked open her eyes, and couldn't figure out where she was. She rubbed her eyes against her sleeve, and then realized she was still in Tooth Palace, and all of the events of the day before came rushing back to her. [Name] yawned and laid her head down, then realized her head was on top of a cold blue fabric.
[Name] looked up to see her arms were wrapped around a sleeping Jack Frost, and her head was lying on his chest. She bolted upward, startling him out of his sleep as well, and brushed back her hair. "S-Sorry."
[Name] grabbed a hairbrush off of the dresser and began to furiously unknot her hair as Jack stood up and stretched, grabbing his staff.
Tooth came flying in through the window, and abruptly stopped when she saw that Jack and [Name] were already awake. "Oh, good! You two are up, I sent a fairy to tell Bunny you were coming today for you guys, so you better get read." Tooth turned around to leave, then turned back to look disappointingly at Jack,
Chapter 5: Cold lonlinessChapter 5: Cold lonlinessChapter 5: Cold lonliness in General Fiction More Like This
He never came back.
[Name] stared at the ceiling, it was a few months ago the last time she had seen Jack, and he never came back. She should've never believed him.
[Name] sighed and stood up, walking over to her window to open the curtains, and noticed that her window was covered in a shining, white powder.
No, impossible.
He never came back.
[Name] slowly grabbed her trench coat and gloves, pulling them. Suddenly, the snow seemed a lot less joyful to her.
She slowly turned the doorknob, calling to her mother that she was going out, and then stepped into the white powder below her feet. Her chest felt empty, all she could think of was Jack Frost's empty promise.
I'll always come back. [Name] rubbed her right eye, where she felt a tear starting to form. What a lie. You never came back to me, why would you promise me something, and not do it?
[Name] sat down on a frozen park bench, watching snow fall from the fluffy clouds. She clenched her fist over her
A Beautiful LifeCaressing your face as you lay asleepA Beautiful Life in Free Verse More Like This
I can't believe someone so beautiful
Could be with me
Suffer with me, Love with me
with you by my side I could live through anything
That's why I gave my soul to you
With the ring I pushed onto your finger
As you did mine
I can't tell you how much I love you
How much you mean to me
With you in it the world is so much more beautiful
So as you lay asleep in our bed
I thank god, fate, or whatever for bringing you into my life
With you I can live a beautiful life
With an Angel on the way and you as my loyal wife
I think it will be a beautiful life
So sleep for now I'll kiss you once you awake
for the rest of my life
I'll always love you my beautiful wife
Let us live a beautiful life
Not a PhaseIt's not a phaseNot a Phase in Free Verse More Like This
It's not a fad
When you say that it makes me mad
It's so sad
when you don't take us seriously
I feel so empty
I know damn sure theres something missing
Inside of me
Why can't you try to understand?
Before you dismiss me
like the tyrant you are
Don't you know hard it is
to admit this?
That suicide crosses our mind
That we feel so cold
most of the time
That self mutilation happens
more than one time
So can't you see
we need help
Do I need to slit my wrists?
For you to take me seriously?
why don't you pay attention
All the signs are here
Depression, Sadness, nothingness
Do you even care?
Do you even remember the last time I truly smiled?
Because I don't
It's been so damn long
and I'm trying to hold it together
I'm trying to stay strong
How can I when
You're never taken me seriously all along?
I Hate YouI hate youI Hate You in Free Verse More Like This
your words mean nothing!
They don't help me at all
Don't cop an attitude
dam lady your so rude
what else is there for me to do
but to say I hate you
with my entire core
If you weren't a woman
I'll have you beaten to the floor
It's just my luck
I can't take it anymore
guess what stupid little whore
I'm about to even the score
You should have just left me alone
What the fuck do you even know?
who the hell are you to judge me
You don't know me at all
So I hope you choke when you fall
Why? because I simply hate you
HalfwayHow am I suppose to approach youHalfway in Free Verse More Like This
What do I say?
Will you ignore me or push me away?
If I had said hey
Girl could you give me a little room
They don't have a manual
That I can follow for you
To acknowledge me
Do you know how much courage
Its takes just to walk over to you
Oh you wouldn't would you
Girls expect men to do all the work
And except us do it perfectly
Couldn't you give me a hint
That you may like me
Instead of acting like you
Don't see me
Coming closer to you
Should I recite a line
And act like it was mine
Should I just say hey?
Girl can't you give me a little
Of how to start
The process of stealing
Your heart
I promise I'll do my part
Would you just help me
A bit
Maybe you could walk halfway
To me
Its no longer the 20's
Girls are free to chase
The men that captured their hearts
So can you leave the past
And walk to me
Tell me girl how you might
Feel about me
Or how I can approach
About TimeIt's time to goAbout Time in Free Verse More Like This
I've packed my bags
with everything I need
I check twice
to see if somethings missing
I'm going slow but I'm in a hurry
I know that I can't stay
I will die inside
NOw I understand Shinedown's
a goodbye is a second chance
In the back of my mind
I knew this couldn't last
Now the time is here alas
and I wont be back
There never will be
another time
this life is mine
It's about time I made it
that way
So I say goodbye today
I'll be on my way
UGLYI'm so uglyUGLY in Free Verse More Like This
Everyone treats me like I'm nothing
When I just want to be something
When I want to be good looking
but I know what you know
I'm ugly
I can't deny it
with this crooked smile
I'll admit it for the hundredth time
I'm ugly
What do I have to do
for you to look at me the way
you look at him?
I'm begging please tell me
So I can put my faith in this cold world
So someone will finally embrace me
but for now I'm ugly
I can't blame the mirror
for my sadness or my tears
It's showing the truth
Showing me what I've always known
but always feared to say out loud
I'm ugly
I can hear what you say
Everything but my eyes is hideous
Yet the eyes are the window to the soul
So shouldnt they be ugly instead of pretty?
Since my soul is so cold
and ugly
U.G.L.Y. as sin
that's me in a whirlwind
I hear what you say again and again
YOu call me sweet
Your so nice
but it's at a price
That I can no longer afford
cuz I know I'm ugly
I want to be handsome
like him
I want girls to say
I'm hot
and never sto
Teach Me How to Love YouI'm tired of all thisTeach Me How to Love You in Free Verse More Like This
Girl could you teach me
How to love you
I want to do it forever
I'm tired of living this depressing life
So tired of it
So I'm asking you today
Could you throw love my way?
I promise you I'll be a loyal student
I'll only accept it if your the only one teaching
If its another then it wouldn't matter
For I want you to teach me
how to love you
ME (Direct)Let Me tell you a secretME (Direct) in Free Verse More Like This
I'm sweeter than I pretend not to be
I'm less mean than I want to be
I'm telling you this because it's about time you knew the real me
If you look past all my hate
you can see the love that lays beneath
and it's all I need
to put my life back in gear
It's the only thing I want
it's also the thing I fear
I've been hurt before, that pain turned me into a misogynist
though I'm looking for a cure
I can not stop the burn
So I'll be waiting here
Forever if that's what it takes
for the one to find the real me
JacketI want a girl I could give my jacket toJacket in Free Verse More Like This
It would be big on her
but she wouldn't care
aslong as it was mine
It'll keep her warm when I'm not around
It'll smell like me
She'll sniff it happily
while thinking of me
Wishing that I was right there beside her
She's the only one in this whole world
I'll give my jacket to
The only girl to make me act like a fool
I'll never hesitate to say "I love you"
It would warm me right up when she says "I Love you too"
So I dont think I'll need my jacket anytime soon
MasksI hide behind many masksMasks in Free Verse More Like This
Which is no easy task
I often step off my path
Since I'm losing sight
Of what's wrong and what's right
Everything's turning grey
Yet this smile stays the same
Even when I cry
Even when I'm angry
Even when I'm sad
This plastic smile never leaves me
It acts as a mask for others
So I don't hurt them with my misery
I'll take all the pain
Eventually it will kill me
Which makes everything I've done in vain
When I break down in a final bow
they'll be the ones in pain
As they bury me with the mask covering the shame
Of me....
Lying to myselfLying to myself in Free Verse More Like This
It's just like you
To write me out of life
Your life
Erase all your tender memories of me
Forget the last few years
Forget all your firsts
Just to forget about me
My smile
My voice
My smell
My fell and my body
Scrape it
Throw it all away
What a hole you'll be left with
Such a large gap in the road of your past
Am I such a pain?
Such an ache in your heart?
You said you wanted to have it all
Or nothing at all
You can never have me
So you are willing to dismiss me
You're weak
Not strong
What a child you've become
Calling out for me on lonely nights
Reaching back into your fragile memories
Searching for a nonexistent comfort
And now!
Now that you've come to realize
That no comfort will ever be found
You want me gone!
And that's just fine with me
For I've already gotten over you
FallingFalling in Free Verse More Like This
Falling back into a long forgotten nightmare
Somewhere lost
Somewhere cold
No warm hands to pull me out
Ive forced myself to come here
My own foolish actions
My own stupid mind
Its been so long
Since Ive been here
I would have called this place my past
I forgot just how lonely this place can be
Its harder for me to be here now
I have no walls to block out all the demons
All the pain
Ive experienced too much happiness and love
No longer am I cold and hard
Its become difficult to experience this kind of loneliness
This isolation
The whispers
The cold shoulders
And most of all
The lies
This stabbing pain in my back
My tears that I thought I would never cry again
Now keep me company again at night
So alone
So trapped here inside myself
The memories come back
The old familiar feelings
I try to run away from them
This all used to feel like a dream
But now I am dreaming the nightmare again
If only it all was a dream,
Not my life that I dread facing
Every li
With Just You're VoiceWith Just You're Voice in Free Verse More Like This
I close my eyes
And lay my head down
Listening to the sound of your
Soft yet intense
Seducing my thought
Coaxing my body to move on its own
My breathing turns raspy
And begins to come out in pants
I being to loose myself in your voice
Your words consistently playing at my ear
You show me no mercy
My heart is pounding
All the nerves in my body stand on end
Controlled by your silken words
You have this power to captivate me
And I am powerless to escape it
Nor do I want to
Even when your voice and words go silent
I am still affected
They linger in my mind
Forcing me to remember the ways you make me feel
You pull at my self-consciousness
Teasing me intimately
Ringing small moans and whimpers from my lips
Your hands dont even have to touch my skin
All you need to do is speak
Your voice creeps over my body
Your intoxicating words mold over me
They go inside and take over
Inside of me
Passionate and Lovely
They fill me
Your voice mixed with the hint of your exci
Never Really ThereNever Really There in Free Verse More Like This
If you found out that I was fake
That this love was just a dream
That my smile never existed
That your hands never really touched my body
Would your life go on?
If you found out that these last two years
Were nothing but an illusion?
Would you have sleepless nights?
Or would you look for new love?
If I was never real
Just a happy memory in your dreams
Would you doubt your sanity?
Or be proud of your imagination?
To find out I was constructed from your desires
Your fantasies
Your hopes
And your wishes
The ultimate dream of dreams
A fragment of your imagination
A figure of your insanity
Either way
What would you do?
If you found out I was never really there
2:30 pm
My soul is...My soul is... in Free Verse More Like This
My soul is a barren plain
Over run with the phantoms
Of long suppressed regrets
Broken promises and heartbreaks
It is a place where you hear ghostly cries
Where black shadows flow up walls
And overtake the edges of hopeless dreams
Its core is dead and maggots have begun devour its insides
All love and life is gone
They will leave behind an empty rotting shell
Hallowed and forgotten
Just like the faith that it once held whole in a warm embrace
Nothing will be left but the vast darkness that surrounds it
Echoing in the abbess will forever be the victims of such a cold world
The nothingness that makes up this place, where not even Gods eyes can reach
Is mixed in with the emotionless words its hosts speaks
They cut down every attempt to breathe life once more into my soul
Not wanting to be held or comforted the host must suffer alone
Cradling my dead and decaying soul
Held in limp lifeless hands I stare at it
So long since its been touched by life
To long since it has felt love
Passionate TimesPassionate Times in Free Verse More Like This
Ill lay you down gently
And kiss you sweetly
My hands will be sneaky
As your clothes come off nicely
You taste like strawberries and cream
Its hard to not be mean
As we create an intimate scene
With our passionate screams
Ill kiss you all over
My hands will go deeper
And your screams higher
I will never tier
Your nails run down my back
You know I love it when you do that
The pain and pleasure
Are just as good as the leather
Ill make this last all night
I know you cant fight
You love this sin to much
All we need to do it touch
You are all mine
And that is fine
Because I am all yours
For you to adore
For just this night
Ill be the one holding you tight
Then when the morning comes
You can hold me and hum
Violent ChildViolent Child in Free Verse More Like This
A raging storm inside my body
A piercing cry that never shall escape my lips
A flood of water behind sore eyes
Tears that will never ever fall
Shaky hands I have steadied with numbness
A broken heart,
That shall only mend when I see your twos face again
A clouded mind full of violent thoughts
Thoughts I will never go through with
A fragile glass window that will break
Just my being touched
Then the storm will rage
A sea will form
Lighting will crash and thunder will roar
A small scared child with pint up rage
Inside a steady clam body
My soul is in chaos
And my mind is in a storm
But looking at me on the outside
You would never know
That a violent child lies inside me
Let's Dance. Said the WolfLet's Dance. Said the Wolf in Free Verse More Like This
"Let's Dance." Said the She Wolf.
The trees sway gently in the breeze
Creaking as their limbs are pulled
This is all that can be heard in the damp forest
The wind playfully pulling on the green leaves
The birds songs ring out sweetly
Unaware of the world below them
Hard work is ever present
The ants that carry food back to their home
A mother doe that feeds her week old faun
Or the she wolf that hunts the doe for her pups
The forest becomes a stage for a beautiful dance
A dance between life and death
Predator and prey
Two mothers trying to live another day
Breathing every moment so they can feed their young
The birds and the ants pay them no mind
The soft melody of the morning birds song acts as lively background music
A dance being as the mothers run up and over logs,
Rushing threw a stream of crisp clear water
Clouding it with the mixed up sand,
Dodging trees and bushes
Two hearts beating together for the same reason
Every where the birds sing along with the
Growls of
Nobody's MeNobody's Me in Free Verse More Like This
To me
Im me
Nobody else
I have no label
There is no reason for that
No signs I hold
Its not like I can spell it
Some days Im black and white
On others Im a rainbow
Im not color coded
Or in numerical order
Sometimes Im random
Sometimes Im by the book
I wear chains and black when I feel like it
Wear button downs and collars when I want to
I listen to classical
And punk when Im in the mood
Most of the time I do my homework
Every now and then I blow it off for video games
Im me
Not you
Youre you
Not me
Dont judge me
I wont judge you
I wont label you
I wont place you in a group
I have no placement
So dont place me in my own cubby hole
Ill jump out and bite you
I have no name
I am just a nobody
Whispers in my earWhispers in my ear in Free Verse More Like This
I cant seem to get away
From all the things you liked to say
Every sentence
Every phrase
Finds its way back to my ears
I try to block it out
Not hear a single sound
I focus on the traffic
The barking of a dog
But somewhere in-between
Your words whisper sweet nothings to me
I scream and cry
With everyday that goes by
Everything around me
It all leads back to you
A haunting spirit by my bed
A ghostly shadow in an ally
The wind becomes my enemy
As it speaks to my subconscious
Rushing past me
It tells me of nothing but you
They Watch You SleepThey Watch You Sleep:They Watch You Sleep in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
There are many bards who can tell you tales
Of the creeping shadows that come at night
We've seen them crawling along the walls
In the absence of the light...
On the darkest of nights, cold and chill
You can hear them quietly gibbering.
They speak of things that you cannot know
Which is why they are always whispering.
It is said that they will know the future
and that they know the fate of every man
They are here to watch his path unfold
or perhaps to have him damned...
These sick and twisted animals
Bear a stench that is rather foul
But you will only smell this scent
if they choose to remove their cowl
It is said that their eyes are like obsidian doorways;
Which hold the key to the depths of the mind.
But none have the courage to look within them;
Afraid of what they'll find...
So my only advice to the weary traveller
Is to believe in the safety of the tavern
Do not look toward the darkest of corners
or you might just stir their cavern...
AddictMy dear little man, now tired and weary,Addict in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
The softness of sleep becomes dark and dreary.
In vivid dreams you see a bloodied ghost
Of the one you love and hate the most...
She tore into your veins,
And set them ablaze.
Even as you walked,
In a sickening haze.
You stole from the weak,
To feed your habit.
Blood upon the altar,
As you chased the rabbit.
A rabbit that enslaved,
Deep down the rabbit hole.
Inhaled like a blanket,
For the soul that was cold.
As the breathing became rapid,
And the vomiting begins.
You'll chase another rabbit,
To compound your sin.
And as your sins will grow,
So too will the madness.
It sinks into the heart,
And begins warping the canvas.
It paints it in bitterness,
The colour of black...
The colour of voices,
That lash at your back.
So dear little man, over pure white grains,
Are you done with this life of an endless pain?
I'll give you a solution, you need only apply...
For the man who is an addict, must surely die!
Words for the Young BloodsWords for the Young Bloods:Words for the Young Bloods in Free Verse More Like This
To all my ninjas sittin' low on the street side,
I want you all to raise your head with pride.
Because I'm callin' out, for the youth to come together
And get those big wigs off the fuckin' power ladder.
You ready? Because we're going at it hard:
See I'm the kind of guy that they're all playin' with
A systematic crisis workin' in the way we live.
The big shots still sittin' and they growin' fat.
With young bloods starvin' just to get their life on track.
We take psychometric tests and make a passing grade,
But ain't no job cause the corporate head is gettin' paid.
And when they screwin' with the money, they ain't never cut.
The young bloods be the first to get their letter up.
I say the system ain't shit and we all got it wrong,
The old mothers are just stayin' in for way too long.
I say we cut them from the system that they fucked up,
And let the young bloods take it; we'll just fix it up.
They set the game, but we're the ones playin' main;
I guess t
A Game We Hate to Play:A Game We Hate to Play:A Game We Hate to Play: in Free Verse More Like This
I stand amongst a screaming crowd,
And you'll hear them shout it out.
"All this shit just isn't fair,
Life's a game but we don't care!"
Hear me, do you think I'm lazy?
When I talk I'm crazy,
Sorry I'm just hazy, but I-
Still think that I'm like Jay-Z
Rappin' here with Stacy;
The boys they call her baby; Haha...
And we're playin' this song for the killers,
The ones with no hope workin' shop at the tillers.
And if you think that we're just the fillers,
You wouldn't be wrong; we're just grain at millers - haha!
All this shit just isn't fair,
Life's a game but we don't care!
We're gonna change the game tonight,
C'mon let's turn out the light!
All this shit just isn't fair,
Life's a game but we don't care!
We're gonna change the rules tonight,
C'mon let's turn out the light.
Lights off, everybody nights off,
Walking through these streets of -
People drinkin' Smirnoff;
Everybody's sorrows,
Prayers for tomorrows,
Whisper as they borrow
The Secret of the TreesBeneath the glow of the twisting moon, we can feelThe Secret of the Trees in Free Verse More Like This
a horror beginning its birth. The serpent will slither
into a moistened cave and the blood will spill from broken lips
The secret was hidden beneath the trees, where the lovers
were kissed and never told. Yet the stains remain upon the grass.
Never to be erased...
How many times will I return, to a place I wish
I'd never see. Perhaps it is a way for me
To think of that which I regret...
But the man would never remind himself, of the horror
unleashed beneath falling leaves. The petals bear witness
to the struggled screaming, muffled by hands and feet.
A choking embodiment of sweat and tears and the final
release of a beating heart. The act is done and motion
has stopped, so now the vomiting begins...
An act of purity, to cleanse and expunge. It is
made to deny the gnawing guilt, for all that remains
is plain to see: a puddle of red on a sea of green.
-Chen Yuan Wen, 24th May 2012
Player versus PlayerPlayer versus Player:Player versus Player in Free Verse More Like This
Elemental artisttry, as lightning weaves through the air.
I see the bloodthirst in his eyes, the hunger for victory.
A demand to be recognised, yet soon to be silenced;
Perfect and perfunctory - my opponent made defunct...
As I stand above this dying creature;
The flicker of life soon fading from their eyes.
I smile and whisper a word of parting,
For the fool who fell where he lies.
-Unfinished piece by Chen Yuan Wen, 10th April 2012
I Like To Play With SkinI Like To Play With Skin:I Like To Play With Skin in Free Verse More Like This
Breathe -
My dear friends and watch,
As the feeling of life itself
Crumbles beneath each ounce of pain.
Needles slowly piercing into the body,
Paralyzing nerves and expressions.
A mask of pure horror; living terror,
Kept alive on the barest limit of the border.
Such tempting features,
Leave me eager to slip a knife beneath flesh.
Ripping soft layers of epidermal mache,
Tanned and dried, woven slowly into a loving mask.
And with my latest acquisition complete,
Only twenty spaces remain...
-Chen Yuan Wen, 28th April 2013
ScreamScream:Scream in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
He steps out onto the stage, grinning as always
He can hear the bass playing as the drum sets the mood
So to warm them up, he begins with an introduction:
Though we have come here tonight as individuals
I believe that we will leave here as friends
Because no one else, except a friend
Would be willing to hear you scream.
And so, tonight, we'll be playing our song "Scream"
He takes a deep breath and the guitar begins to wail
The drumming heats up and he knows that this is his moment
In a voice that is low and filled with emotion
He slowly begins to sing his song:
When first you came upon this path
You thought that you had seen the last of-
Nightmares crawling from your dreams!
You hear the sound of a thousand screams and they-
Drag you down to suffocate!
And you're just filled with so much hate that you-
(Feel like giving in...)
(When it cuts right past your skin!)
Just raise up your voice, I'll let you be heard!
Scream out your different kin
DesperationI wonder how many days you've spent feeling lost.Desperation in Free Verse More Like This
Thinking that you're going somewhere.
Never actually getting anywhere.
You look at the same four walls over and over again.
You can paint them in different colours,
But you know they're still the same.
And you convince yourself that you're making progress,
Nothing's changed, but you're making progress.
Things are getting worse, but you're making progress.
And then you wake up and realise,
That shit has hit the fan...
Suddenly you're forced to do the things you couldn't,
The kind of things that you were never comfortable with.
And you find out you can do them.
You find out that the only reason you couldn't,
Was because you were afraid to try.
It's hard - trying to take that first step.
It's hard - trying to convince yourself to take that chance.
These Hands Are So Red...These Hands Are So Red...These Hands Are So Red... in Free Verse More Like This
These hands are now red and so slicked with this blood,
I can't even wash it in a basin of mud...
As I scrape at the skin of those demons I chase,
I am left with a smile mixed with pain on my face.
Since I swore I would savour this blatant disgrace,
Let perversion be writ in these scars I will trace.
From the tip of my shoulders to the base of my tongue,
Are the names of those sleepers so cold and so young...
-Chen Yuan Wen, 15th March 2013
WIPWIP in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Let me tell you a story to make your spines shiver as we sit around here tonight.
Unaware that the creature was watching me slowly closing in.
As if all of time had stopped still I was frozen to the spot with fear.I wanted to fade.
I fell to my knees..Something came out of the trees to take me back to hell.
The blazing of the fire did not harm me as I walked on the coal and ashes.
And my spirit was stolen from my shell..And I was once again a dammed soul.
Boredom once again :PIm waking up to ash and dustBoredom once again :P in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Breathing in the chemicals of rage and hate
Buried alive for so long
So much has changed
Nothing is the same
No one is left alive
In this world gone so horribly wrong
Where the dead roam free
In this world gone so mad and insane
Where its a new age.
BoredomAs I walk amongst the shadowsBoredom in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Through a valley of death
In this empty alley way
On this field of battle
That I fight every day
I may walk as one
Or I may walk alone
Until the end of time itself
Looking up at the sky seeing all the lights
With death looming over me at every turn
Ive created this knife of rage and hatred
but your the ones who forged it and made it into a weapon
you never heard me screaming and you just laughed
And now it will be used on you and it shall be your downfall
Boredom once againI hate when they all fucking say that to me.Boredom once again in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
It feels like they all rub it in my face taking the piss out of you.
And every day I wake up to looking in the mirror seeing a monster and a freak of nature.
Is your life really your life when its all gone to waste.
And you know you wouldve changed it if you could.
But it still haunts you
Every day of your life
And you can still feel the pain in your hollow shell
Money or power cant make up of it or conceal all the scars
Walking alone forever..While everyone else has something worth living for
Or that special someone
There all looking down at you.
And it makes your damn stomach turn.
No one ever has loved you...Or no one ever will.
Walking alone from here on out.Nobody there to take you to the end.Walking alone from here on out. in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Nobody to hold you tightly when your shaking.
Nobody who actually cares or understand.
Nobody to hold your hand when you need them most.
Nobody who will actually stay.
Nobody gives a shit any more.
I shall walk into the the sandstorm.
With my only true friends.
A bottle of whiskey in one hand.
And a cigarette in the other.
And ill see how long I last alone out there in my sorrow.
Hoping the whiskey or cigarette will drown it out.
Ive lost hope.
Nobody ever has cared about me.
Its all been false hope and bullshit.
All the pain and sins comes flooding back.
Clinging to what sanity I have left.
But it is slowly slipping.
And I shall let the madness take me.
It will be all over.
And no one shall be none the wiser.
Boredom *headdesk* (This is crap by the way)Its always the people you love who back stab you.Boredom *headdesk* (This is crap by the way) in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
You look them in the eye and they tell you that they will never leave.
But its all bullshit and false hope.
It always have been it always will be.
As they hug you they hide a knife in the other hand waiting to strike.
You shake and cry...And then you pull the trigger.
And no one shall be none the wiser..They will never know they were the cause.
People never cared about you.
They never have.
They never will.
They would spit on your grave
They would move on with there damn lifes.
And act like nothing happened.
Because they have a million better things to do than care about a freak like you.
Your like dust in the wind.
You vanish quickly without a trace.
And no one will even notice it.
Madness.The walls are closing in.Madness. in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Its getting narrower.
The light barely shines through the window.
Everyone else has left you.
And you wonder to yourself.
Am I mad? Or has the world gone to shit?
And it makes you see things differently.
Knowing your a dead man walking.
In your darkest hour.
Your all alone.
Nobody shall hear you scream you wont be able to see the ones you love ever again.
Your only friends are the knife and the voices inside your head.
Theyve always been there when people haven't.
And there always so right.
Madness...These days.Is normality to you.
And the end is soon...Its your last days on earth.
You shall vanish like ash in a fire without a peep.
Boredom,Boredom,BoredomMy last days on earth.Boredom,Boredom,Boredom in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
I need something to make me numb.
Living like a Martyr
i want to be loved
i want someone to understand
i live fast and die fast too like dust in the wind
nothing will stop the madness turning on you and everyone else
why not just pull the trigger?
i dont think it will hurt that much
selling my soul..hoping someone will claim it
someone please save me
or let the madness take over
no one shall care
they will just spit on my grave
and the world shall keep on spinning
its frightening...yet exciting at the same time
i wonder what it feels like?
now excuse me ive got a date with suicide
A war raging in the mind.Someone is watching when the lights go dark, who could it be? A wolf in Sheep's clothing? Your guardian angel? Or maybe just the devil in disguiseA war raging in the mind. in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
The walls play tricks on your mind, they may see everything from who you care for to your darkest secret, the walls are your note pad, your jesus, your hope but they are slowly closing in to squeeze out every last drop of your sanity. Is it the end of the beginning?Or the beginning of the end? Should you go and find the source of your raving delusions? And slay your inner demons? Better to just stand down from this fight and whimper in the corner because everyone knows you can not win no matter how much you sweat and how much blood you spill, the end will be the same it does not matter, but a new chapter starts in the story for those who hold there heads high and on that day the hollow forests will echo with happiness and love, and maybe in the end...It will all be alright just like they said
Complete boredom.Bullets drill into fleshComplete boredom. in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
You hit the ground.
Water falls from your eyes
Blood flows out from your body
You died for lies and false hope.
They pulled the wool over your eyes.
So you would be blind.
Not knowing where your going what your fighting for
Death is calling your name.
And now the demons are cackling your name.
Was it all worth it in the end?
BrutalityRip my heart out nowBrutality in Haiku & Eastern More Like This
Take it, and as you leave me
Forget and crush it
TimekeeperTick. Tock.Timekeeper in Free Verse More Like This
He walks with a watch
A diamond clock in one hand
Strapped by a golden chain
The timekeeper man
Stars pause in their flicker
As he walks beneath the night
And houses remain still
With their windows and their light
His soft boots walk
Along the neverending path
The shadows are merely stilled
Frozen by their wrath
He is the only one alive
The only one about
In this timeless city
A city of dull doubt
The chime of the bell
Falls suspended in the air
Not a creature, not a sound
But save the aged heir
He walks with a watch
A diamond clock in one hand
Strapped by a golden chain
The timekeeper man
Tick. Tock.
WolvesSavage cries, wild eyes,Wolves in Haiku & Eastern More Like This
with a heart nor soul, just a
small, dark night to breathe.
The House of Tall WallsWhen I was a child,The House of Tall Walls in Free Verse More Like This
I lived in a house
The house was small
And the walls were tall
They surrounded me
Day after day
Protecting me
From what I could not be
I was a child
Who played in my room
With toys and games
And a loving creature or two
I had a small teddy bear
That I would hug and hold
Playing dresses and tea tables
Riding horses in the stables
Then I grew up
Up and up, I grew
I began to grow tall
And soon, there were no more walls
My daddy teddy bear
Fell upon my bed
As I rose up
To see him, my father, again
Then the house changed
It moved to another place
And inside, there were
A flight of stairs, blurs
I couldn't see a clear image
My eyes were marked with fuzz
My sight grew weary and old
All because of life's hold
Then there was a light
Within this house's walls
They said to me once again
His life would not surely end
My teddy bear father
Then sat upright
Against the bed stand
With a light and prayer in his hand
I grew out of that room
That house with small walls
I began to see
The Turn AwayWhy do they avert,The Turn Away in Haiku & Eastern More Like This
why do they stare at my feet?
...are eyes a burden?
The Dream TellerFeel the slender hand upon your chinThe Dream Teller in Free Verse More Like This
As he whispers sweet and tender things
Into your ear. Shivering as your thoughts grow dim,
You fall back into the darkness, into the dream.
The dream of the endless night.
Or the moonlit nightmare.
For the dream teller never tells what is at stake
Nor what has you lulled into sleep.
He is there and gone, leaving you in your hellish state,
Lying amongst the company of demons. Don't. Forget. To blink.
Sea JourneySea Journey in Free Verse More Like This
My brine-stone memories
Fade in a fascinating light
Bringing about such happiness
In such a cold bitter night
A taste of salty water
Upon my brazen tongue
Now bring about and come out
The ways that were surely young
For waves are but the course of which
Such livelihoods can take
With their dream cases and tow-alongs
...the sea trip now at stake...
Rhythm of the HeartWhat is this pounding,Rhythm of the Heart in Haiku & Eastern More Like This
Within this heart of mine own?
It beats so softly...
Socially AwkwardI can be awkwardSocially Awkward in Haiku & Eastern More Like This
Which puts me out of the norm
Into unique worlds
MeadowThere is a meadow near the houseMeadow in Free Verse More Like This
on Lily Street.
It is the place of the gardener
who trims the flowers and the wheat.
Often times I wondered of
The sweet-smelling air
Then I found roses on the doorstep
Of the house near that flower affair
I found the gardener in her drab dress
And gave her the white roses
She denied them, twice
Then when back to her plain prose
The flowers grew about
In their bridal dresses and gowns
But the gardener's hands
Remained dusted from the ground
I watched as she clipped the petals
The broken twigs and branches
As she kneeled beside the irises
Reviving life in the sovereign stances
A morning came and went
Again, I had returned with poem
And presented her the roses
But twice, she denied them
I sat on the limbs of the old tree
As I looked upon her figure
Her standing posture was crooked
Amongst the beautiful flower moor
I found myself growing with age
As I slept within the tree
Then I awoke to a frightening sound
Of crows made of ivory
The gardener had vanished
MADNESSÍLENSTVÍMADNESS in Free Verse More Like This
Smutek je v hlíně
Deprese svině
Ve vlastní píně
Válí se líně.
Pomalu vkrádá se
Do útrob shnilých
Bojuje, nezná se
Jde po naich milých.
Dlouho se, koupal se
Ve zvratkách, v luči
Zaběhl se, ztratil se
V poplatkách dui.
V pevnosti bolesti
Kdy tenkrát prve
Okusil ílenství
Okusil krve
Moudrosti nezískal ni
V bláznivém chrámu
V místě kde postavil
Z lidských těl bránu.
Zde matka je ílená
Mrtev je otec.
Milosti slíbená
Má zahnutý hrotec.
Listí je spadané
Kdy spící jsou stromy
Udeří netěstí
Spanilé hromy.
Líbezně kráčejí
Krok vede krok
Ztrácí se za hory
Jak loňský rok
PosledniPOSLEDNÍPosledni in Free Verse More Like This
ivot máme
Jenom jeden
Hadím jedem.
Já to vím
Nad svým hrobem
Často bdím.
Hrob si kopu
íly trhám
Do temné jámy
Teď se vrhám.
Do jámy temné
Bez konce
Dnes zapíi se
V kolonce.
V kolonce mladých
U nesetkám se
S nechutí.
Ikdy moná
Co já vím
Co po smrti
Je nepovím
Moná takhle,
Moná tak
Vak zpátky u
Nejede vlak.
Nelze vrátit
Tak promysli
Zda ivot
HatePrvotina nenávistiHate in Philosophical More Like This
V temných hodinách naich dnů chvějí se vzruením rány dávno u letité, hlásíc se o slovo. Ty rány, které raději ztratí navdy, ne abys je znovu otevíral a ťoural se v nich jako u mnohokrát předtím. Krom těchto ji proitých, rodí se zároveň ty budoucí. Nenápadné zárodky, vyuívající starých bolestí, kterými jsme zaměstnáni natolik, e trestuhodně pomíjíme budoucnost.
Čas temnějí letní noci v novu, ale tváří z ledu tesanou, hlasem severnímu větru podoben přináející temné polární bouře měnící osudy lidí. Samota se vemi svými obměnami nabývá v oněch dnech na s
Night FearNOČNÍ NÁVTĚVANight Fear in Philosophical More Like This
Starými, dřevěnými, léty rozvrzanými dveřmi proniká nepřirozeně silný chlad. Má v sobě cosi děsivého. Nese sebou zvuky blíící se bouře, které záhy střídají tiché vsuvky klidného, zimního úplňku. Dveře jsou nastevřené a to co jimi přichází, děsí mou dui. V zrcadle po mé levici zřím děsivé výjevy monster z nejhlubích koutů podsvětí. Obrazy, mně vyjevené, působí podobně jako silná třaskavina rvoucí mé u tak zuboené tělo na krvavé, nerozpoznatelné fláky masa. Za dveřmi čeká mocný démon. Nevidím jej, ale zcela jasně cítím jeho stralivou, mysl drtící pří
NECELANECELÁNECELA in Free Verse More Like This
Jen tma plní řádky
Ve skryto jest papírem
Tvé přelety planetou
Pouť zatuchlým vesmírem
Věčnost v trvání zoufalém
K obzoru upřen pohled
ivot nehnutý, dlouhý jest
Z biče krvavý dohled
Ticho stává se sonátou
Chladný příkrov je noci
Zde ve vichru vzpomínek
Zlomený propadá moci
Té v nicotě vládnoucí
Černým zbloudilým duím
Ji marné je vzpouzet se
Skrýti nedá se smrtícím kuím
KratkaKRAŤOUČKÁ O (NE)MYLENÍKratka in Philosophical More Like This
ivot bývá zvlátní. To přeci dobře ví, tak proč jen sní o normální cestě?! Někdy bývá uzavřená, avak pro takové jako ty, tak pro takové bývá zatarasena téměř vdy. Neví co si myslet? Radím ti, radi si nemysli vůbec nic. Je to lepí, ale nikoli lehčí volba. Jak těké můe být nemyslet?! Neskutečně!!! Zdánlivá banalita nemylení se v praxi mění v neřeitelný problém. Zkus to a uvidí! Nemysli teď vůbec na nic!!!
O SAMOTEO SAMOTĚO SAMOTE in Philosophical More Like This
Smířil ses se samotou? Nejspí bys měl příteli. Vdyť co ti zůstane kdy u úplně vechno ztratí?! Nemusí ani o ve přijít. Samota je s tebou neustále a vude. Ten bláhový pocit sounáleitosti mizí hned jak zaklapne dveře svého prázdného bytu. Není a tak pustý, jsi v něm ty a samota. Četl jsem kdysi krásné pořekadlo, které zní: Přátelé odejdou, láska vyprchá, jen samota zůstane." Jak výstiné a pravdivé.
Slovem o okultismuSLOVEM O OKULTISMUSSlovem o okultismu in Articles & Interviews More Like This
Okultismus - slovo řeckého původu jeho význam se dá přeloit jako "skrytý". Soubor nauk obsahující prastaré vědění, ale i neustále se dynamicky rozvíjející oblast zahrnující ve co jest hůře pochopitelné lidskému racionálnímu mylení, které je omezováno pocitem vlastní dokonalosti a bezchybnosti.
Tradice a dějiny okultismu sahají hluboko k prvopočátkům lidské rasy a vzhledem k přirozené člověčí zvídavosti zde bude určitě a do skonání věků. Jedná se o velice veobecný pojem, který zahrnuje nespočet oblastí a kritéria pro nálepku "okultní" prakticky nejsou. Co je okultní pro jednoho u nemusí být pro toho druhého atd. To u se ale d
Divoka HonbaDivoká Honba / Drappi DragonirusDivoka Honba in Articles & Interviews More Like This
Divoká Honba je prastarý nadpřirozený úkaz, jeho stopy nalezneme prakticky
po celém světě. Jedná se o zjevení početného mnoství různorodých démonů
a nadpřirozených bytostí, které se za nocí enou krajem pronásledujíc splaenou
zvěř a napadajíc ve co jim přijde do cesty. V čele démonického průvodu je
"Divoký lovec, který určuje směr celé výpravy.
Jeho osobu můeme nelézt i
jako samostatné zjevení v různých národních folklórech.Jeho význam a
světoznámost potvrzuje i fakt, e zmínku o něm nalezneme i v celosvětově
známém díle Malleus Malleficarum (Kladivo na čarodějnice), jeho autoři se zde
o jevu zmiňuj
OtazkyOTÁZKYOtazky in Free Verse More Like This
Proč ít,
Proč umírat
Proč ztrácet,
Proč zavírat
ít jetě,
Umřít snad
Temný smutek,
Hnusný chlad.
Dá se něco,
Já u nevím
Dá se něco,
Snad ti povím.
Pročpak takhle,
Pročpak ne
Asi tohle,
Asi ne.
Umřít rychle,
Dlouho ít
ivot ztrácet,
Často pít.
Nějak doít,
Z okna pohled
Někde zavřít,
Přísný dohled.
ivot na dně,
ivot v raui
ití takhle,
Místo v pouti.
Leet v nebi,
Sedět v hrobě
Vechno chcípá,
Mám to v sobě.
A battle cry for the lost.Open your eyes my child,A battle cry for the lost. in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
we're on the way home.
We may not win the battle,
but you wont go down alone.
Your mother wont be forgotten,
she was taken way too soon...
But,revenge is never the answer,
a calm mind will help us bloom
We ran away from death,
and feel guilty from the fright!
But we will return for our family!
We'd rather die with a fight!
Come to arms my brothers!
Nomads, we are not.
Think about our precious lands,
or maybe you all forgot...
Well, whoever will stand with me,
clear the anger from your heart.
Blindness from rage is fatal ,
and we'd be doomed from the start.
So open your eyes my people!
We are on the way home.
We may not win this battle,
but we wont go down alone!
If these are to be my last wordsIf these are to be my last words...If these are to be my last words in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
And these fatal wounds are true..
as your captain in command
I have a few lasts tasks for you...
Tell my wife that i love her,
and that she meant the world to me
And tell her sorry for the emotions
that I was too dumb to see
Tell my son that I love him
He was to be my pride and joy
And tell him im sorry i wont be there
When he trades his wood in for my sword.
Tell my daughter that i love her
She is so strong just like her mother
Tell her let no man hold her back
and always look out for her brother
Tell my brother, that noble king
as he sits upon his throne
to watch over my mourning family
make sure they still have a home...
And last but not least...
I want you to lead these men home
And i want to thank you for sticking by me
off the battlefield and on...
Now go fulfill your destiny
And remember what i have asked
if these are my final words
then it be what our enemies lack.
What is a smile without a frown?What is lifeWhat is a smile without a frown? in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Without death
What is Peace
without war
What is pleasure
Without pain
What is a smile
without a frown
what is the sun
without the moon
What is me
Without you?
somethings in life you experience for a reason
To do deal with the snow while your going through the seasons
What's the point of a smile if you don't know how to frown
If you never felt the struggle you should not receive a crown
Once you know how it is like to go from the bottom to the top
Then you can truly make a difference for the ones who could not
And no matter what they say you know you changed the world a little
And turned a war to peace And saved a life that was belittled
Chapter 1: A rough beginning Chapter 1: A rough beginningChapter 1: A rough beginning in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Cold. All I could remember at first was the cold. It covered my skin like the meat around my bones and filled my lungs with its thickness. I opened my eyes to a blanket of white all around me. I was amongst a very large field, possibly a road, engulfed by white. Trees stood boldly on either side of the area and multiple hills blocked my line of sight of the path ahead and behind me. Getting to my feet I realized I was ill prepared to be in this weather. A t-shirt, a hooded jacket, bandage like glove on my right hand, cargo pants and some boots, well, at least the boots would be useful. As I studied my attire, I noticed two necklaces around my neck, one were a pair of dog tags. "Justin 'Ghost' Scythe", I read to myself. I assumed that was my name but wondered for a moment why my parents would make 'Ghost' my middle name.
I then examined the other necklace; it was a gold, heart-s
Hidden behind every smile.Look at me worldHidden behind every smile. in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I am happy, Can't you see?
A smile on my face
There's nothing wrong with me
A funny little story
It's not that hard to pretend
But it's far from the truth
I just really want a friend
Someone who is fun and kind
Someone to make me smile
Someone to make memories with
And won't set my heart on fire
Someone who I can relate to
Someone to understand
Being weird isn't cool
but its better than being bland
Someone that can dry up my tears
And protect me in the night
Someone that can save me from my fears
And help me through my fright
If anyone is listening
If anyone chooses to care
I am pushed to my limits
much more than I can bear...
Passing you by.You were my sole inspirationPassing you by. in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
But now your just a complication
I had thought of you an angel
But you were the devil's cruel creation
I truly fell for your illusion
and I tried to be amusing
You're asking me forgiveness
My heart has had enough abusing
I don't give out many second chances
And I'll barely return your hopeful glances
He wasn't all you hoped to be
And I'm glad you finally understand this
But now i wave to you goodbye
without a second thought in mind
I pray to God that you forget me
Because it hurts to pass you by
MonstersWhen you look at meMonsters in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Tell me what you see
What I saw could make me smile
But I'm done imagining
None of it's real to me
I don't trust my eyes to see
If I can't feel it, touch it
Then it's a failed attempt for peace
Probably not worth the effort
To try and re-establish shelter
Those four walls standing all around me
Will shatter at the hand of my temper
They say I'm a Monster
No manners or posture
But whenever I try to rise
You pull me back for torture
Well I'm sick of it
Your promises don't stick
You must be running to the bathroom
Cause you're full of shit
So I suggest you run
Always chase the sun
Cause as soon as you get caught by the moon
That's when I get to have my fun
Where have you gone?You promised to have my backWhere have you gone? in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
When everything went to hell
You promised to stand beside me
And catch me before I fell
But where are you now?
Where are you now?
You said you would be my friend
And that I would never be alone
You said You would always be there
And make my broken house a home
But where are you now?
Where are you now?
You told me just trust and believe
And I swear on my life that I had
You told me you'd make everything okay
So I trusted that things wouldn't go bad
But where are you now?
Where are you now?
So Now I sit and fight this alone
I have no use for you anymore
I will find another to make my house a home
Someone who won't find me a chore
A mental battlefield ( Do You Care?)Are you thereA mental battlefield ( Do You Care?) in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Do you care
Are you listening
May be down
But not out
I'm still breathing
Can I take
All this weight
Am I strong enough
Do I look
How I should
Am I good enough
So Tell me why I should believe
why should I care what you tell me
I do not need to be adored
I'm good on my own, of that I'm sure
Are you there
Do you care
Are you listening
Break my heart
Work of art
something's missing
A smile
Been awhile
I missed you
But oh well
Who can tell
When I'll see you (again)
So Tell me why should I believe
Your worth nothing more to me
Are you there Do you care
What have you done to me?
To Abandon a broken HeartYou treat me like a monsterTo Abandon a broken Heart in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Left me all alone
The Phantom in your picture
Just searching for a home
You tell me that I'm nothing
Not so hard to believe
You told me that you love me
But that I can not see
I let my perfect guard down
Some how I let you in
I didn't mean to bug you
I just wanted a friend
Now You and everyone else
Will be driven away
I'll just remain by myself
I'll never be okay...
The winter spirit who loved to DashPitch Slammed his fists on the walls of his lair, Angry and humiliated. He is laughed at, teased, called a pony lover by the ROTG Fan base on the internet.The winter spirit who loved to Dash in Humor More Like This
"WHY?!" He yelled to himself.
"WHY DID I HAVE TO MAKE THOSE STUPID ZAPPING NOISES?! WHY?! WHY?! WHY?! Stupid Frost! Telling the everyone that I play with ponies! One day I'm going to catch him doing something so embarrassing that he'll wish he never found me playing with my favorite pony Nightmare Moon"
Pitch hatched an idea on how he was going to get revenge on Jack for what he did.
"That's it! I'll Catch Jack doing something embarrassing and that will be MY REVENGE! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!" He said while doing an evil laugh.
He went into the forest to find Jack.
Meanwhile Jack was flying around the Burgess neighborhood bored nothing to do, then he came across Cupcake's house, he looked inside, she was sound asleep. He snuck in and saw that one of her toys was on the floor, he was amused by them so he took them for the night. He took them
Jack's pony aftermath (Chapter 1)2 Weeks after the Pony incidents, Pitch has been feeling good about his revenge on Jack. Jack, however, never came out of his room. All the guardians were worried about Jack.Jack's pony aftermath (Chapter 1) in Humor More Like This
"Aww Come on Mate, you've been there for two weeks now! Come out please!" Yelled Bunnymund.
"NO!" Jack yelled back.
"Jack! There's nothing to be embarrassed about! We all have embarrassing secrets" Said Tooth.
Jack peeked out of his door, which was opened a little bit.
"OH REALLY TOOTH?! TELL ME! WHAT'S MORE EMBARRASSING THAN HAVING SOMEONE TAKE A PICTURE OF YOU PLAYING WITH PONY DOLLS! WHAAAAAT!" Jack yelled exaggeratingly.
Tooth and Bunny looked at each other for second then looked at Jack.
"Um Well" They both said.
"YOU SEE! I TOLD YOU! THERE IS NOTHING MORE EMBARRASSING THAN WHAT HAPPEN TO ME! NO IF YOU'LL EXCUSE ME! I GOING BACK INTO MY ROOM AND NEVER EVER EVER COMING OUT!" He yelled, slamming the door loud.
Love at first sight (PitchXReader) chapter 6Love at first sight (PitchXReader) chapter 6 in Romance More Like This
A/N: Finished this last night lol I'm a night owl,yup XD I hope you guys enjoy!
It's been a year since you and Pitch have been together and now pitch wants to take the relationship to the next level. One night he takes you to the forest for a walk because there was something he wanted to say to you that will change your whole life forever.
"My darling, there is something I want to tell you" he said to you softly.
You smiled at him wondering what he was going to tell you judging by the nervous yet shy look on his face, and it was kind of adorable.
"Yes, what is it?" You asked.
He was blushing adorably like a toddler when he's around some little girl he has a crush on and it was getting even more adorable. He took deep breaths and took your hand while deeply looking into your eyes.
"You know I love you so much right ?" He asked.
You look at him confused then smiled.
"Yes, I know"
"Do you love me ?"
"Yes of course I do"
"What would you say if I said I wanted to spend the re
Pitch's dark secretAuthor's Note: This was based off of a joke that my friends were dicussing and that's how I Came up with this XD Enjoy!Pitch's dark secret in Humor More Like This
It was a cloudy day in Burgess and Jack was flying through the woods when he heard a strange sound, he landed on the ground to see what it was, it sounded like it was coming from Pitch's Lair. Even though Pitch hated Jack to come to his lair, Jack still wanted to see what was going on in there.
"I wonder what Pitch is doing" He said to himself.
He snuck in quietly and looked around to find Pitch. He heard Pitch talking to himself and thought,
"What's going on ? and who is he talking to?"
He looked around until he found Pitch doing something He never thought a Boogeyman would do….
Pitch was PLAYING MY LITTLE PONY DOLLS!
Pitch didn't see him peeking but Jack could hear him making the dolls talk and playing with them.
"COME ON MIDNIGHT MOON! DESTROY THE MANE SIX WITH YOUR DARK MAGICAL POWERS! PSSH! PSSH! PSSSH!" He said while making zapping sounds.
Jack could b
Love at first sight (PitchXReader) chapter 5Love at first sight (PitchXReader) chapter 5 in Romance More Like This
A/N: Finally wrote this chapter! Sorry for the long time wait you guys, I Hope you're not mad at me lol I'm sure you guys aren't ^_^ anyways it was hard to think of what was gonna happen in this chapter, I Thought for weeks until the other day lol I Don't know, it just clicked XD anyways enjoy this lovely chapter ^_^
After a special night last night it was finally morning and You wake up with a smile on your face, it was the most special and romantic night of your life, matter of fact, it was the only special night you've ever had, you've hoped for a couple of weeks that you aren't pregnant. you're still in the bed where you had slept with Pitch in. You look over to the bed and saw that He is nowhere to be found. You got up from the bed, still in your bra, you look on the floor for your panties. You put them back on then put your dress back on.
"Pitch ?" You call his name.
You opened the door and walked of the room. You closed the door behind you and it left a loud slam for some reason
Rini's Frosty day: Chapter 1Rini's Frosty day: Chapter 1 in Humor More Like This
It was a snowy day in Japan and Serena was grounded and stuck at home keeping an eye on Rini while Darien, the other girls and even her parents and little brother Sammy were on their Winter Vacation. Rini wanted to go outside to play in the snow, not knowing that she will meet someone unexpectedly.
Rini ran almost ran outside still in her pajamas until Serena stopped her by standing in front of her.
"Where do you think you're going ?!" Serena asked with her hands on her hips.
"I'm going outside to play in the snow" Rini replied, crossing her arms.
"But you aren't dress. You weren't think of going outside with your PJ's on? Did you ? You're gonna catch a cold"
Rini looked down at her pajamas and blushed.
"Oh, Guess I was so excited about the snow I Forgot i still had my pajamas" she said while giggling.
"Besides we haven't ate breakfast first"
Their stomachs started to growl and they looked at each other blushing and rubbing their necks of embarrassment.
Jack's pony aftermath (Chapter 3)A/N: I Hope you really like this chapter. I Hope it really has a "ring" to the story Now "dougie" in Enjoy XDJack's pony aftermath (Chapter 3) in Humor More Like This
The five guardians sat in a circle, looking at who's going to start first. Unexpectedly, North was the one to speak up.
"I Guess, I will be the one to start" North volunteered shyly.
The four guardians looked at North with creepy smirks on their faces and leaned over to hear his embarrassing secret. North took deep breaths, exhaling in and out once.
"Okay, hear goes. I Was doing something I Shouldn't be doing and elves and Yetis caught me then laughed at me, record it and try to put on internet" He explained.
The four guardians looked at each other.
"What did you do ?" asked Jack.
"Yeah North! What did you do ? We're DYING to know!" Said Tooth eagerly.
North's face started to turn red.
"SPIT IT OUT!" Yelled the four guardians.
Jack's pony aftermath (Chapter 2)A/N: sorry it took so long to update this, I was so busy with other fanfics that I barely had time to update this one. EnjoyJack's pony aftermath (Chapter 2) in Humor More Like This
Jack was curled up in a ball, rocking back and forth trying to forget what he did and what had happen to him with the pony dolls.
"Why ?" He said to himself.
"Why did I Go to Pitch's lair ? Why did I have to go and tell everyone including the fan base about his obsession for ponies just for Pitch to get revenge on me and find me playing with ponies and post on the internet for others including fan base and especially fan girls to see ?! WHY?! WHY?! WHYYYYY?!" He yelled to the ceiling. Suddenly, there was a knock on the door.
"Hey frostbite! Open the door" Commanded Bunny.
"WHY SHOULD I ?! SO YOU COULD ALL MAKE FUN OF ME AND CALL ME PONY LOVER JACK ?! HUH?! IT THAT IT ?!" He yelled back, sobbing.
"What ?! No We would never make fun of you Jack" said North.
"but I Would" added Bunny.
Rini's Frosty day: Chapter 2Rini's Frosty day: Chapter 2 in Humor More Like This
After they ate the breakfast that Serena's mom left for them. Rini ran upstairs and got dressed fast. She came downstairs with a coat, some gloves, a hat, a scarf, and a pair of boots. Serena smoothed her coat and fixed her hat.
"Alright, now be careful out there and stay where I Can keep an eye on you, okay ?"
"Okay" Said Rini, excited.
Rini slid the door open and ran outside. she spun around in the falling snowflakes and stuck her tongue out to catch them. She fell in the snow and made some snow angels. Serena looked out from the door and smiled. Luna came down stairs and sat on the table with Serena.
"She looks like she's having fun out there" Said Luna, licking herself.
"Oh How I Wish i were a kid again." Serena said, sighing.
"It must of been nice playing outside like that at her age"
Serena laid back in her chair and closed her eyes and remembered her childhood days when she and her friend molly used to make snowmen and have snowball fights. She also remembered that she use
Jack Frost's Awkward QuestionJack Frost's Awkward Question in Humor More Like This
You and Jack have been friends for a while and you've wanted to tell him that you really like him but then he asks you a question that is awkward.
You both took climb on top of a tree and look at the beautiful moon shining.
"Wow, the moon is always looking beautiful every night" Said Jack.
"so are you" you said under your breath.
"What?" Jack raised an eyebrow.
"Uh, yeah the moon is looking beautiful every night" you said blushing.
You have such strong feelings for him and you are so eager to tell him that you are madly in love with him. You take a deep breath and turned to him.
"Hey Jack, I've been meaning to tell you something" you said nervously.
"Hey I've been meaning to ask you about something too"
You cocked your head to the side with confusion. You wonder what kind of question he was gonna ask you, you thought maybe he was gonna ask you to be his girlfriend or something.
"Yeah, what's up ?" You asked smiling.
" I Was flying around and I Was snooping through someone's windows and
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Close your eyes, breathe in deeply, now exhale slowly… That was easy, wasn't it? Not for everyone…
Framing the epic events of this week's sedrah are two objects: the two sets of tablets – the first given before, and the second after, the sin of the Golden Calf. Of the first, we read:
"The tablets were the work of G-d; the writing was the writing of G-d, engraved on the tablets."
These were perhaps the holiest objects in history: from beginning to end, the work of G-d. Yet within hours they lay shattered, broken by Moses when he saw the calf and the Israelites dancing around it.
The second tablets, brought down by Moses on the tenth of Tishrei, were the result of his prolonged plea to G-d to forgive the people. This is the historic event that lies behind Yom Kippur (tenth of Tishrei), the day marked in perpetuity as a time of favor, forgiveness and reconciliation between G-d and the Jewish people. The second tablets were different in one respect. They were not wholly the work of G-d:
"Carve out two stone tablets like the first ones, and I will write on them the words that were on the first tablets, which you broke."
Hence the paradox: the first tablets, made by G-d, did not remain intact. The second tablets, the joint work of G-d and Moses, did. Surely the opposite should have been true: the greater the holiness, the more eternal. Why was the holier object broken while the less holy stayed whole? This is not, as it might seem, a question specific to the tablets. It is, in fact, a powerful example of a fundamental principle in Jewish spirituality.
The Jewish mystics distinguished between two types of Divine-human encounter. They called them "an awakening from above" and "an awakening from below." The first is initiated by G-d, the second by mankind. An "awakening from above" is spectacular, supernatural, an event that bursts through the chains of causality that at other times bind the natural world. An "awakening from below" has no such grandeur. It is a gesture that is human – all too human.
Yet there is another difference between them, in the opposite direction. An "awakening from above" may change nature, but it does not, in and of itself, change human nature. In it, no human effort has been expended. Those to whom it happens are passive. While it lasts, it is overwhelming – but only while it lasts. Thereafter, people revert to what they were. An "awakening from below," by contrast, leaves a permanent mark.
Because human beings have taken the initiative, something in them changes. Their horizons of possibility have been expanded. They now know they are capable of great things, and because they did so once, they are aware that they can do so again. An "awakening from above" temporarily transforms the external world; an "awakening from below" permanently transforms our internal world. The first changes the universe; the second changes us.
Two examples: Before and after the division of the Red Sea, the Israelites were confronted by enemies: before by the Egyptians, after by the Amalekites. The difference is total.
Before the Red Sea, the Israelites were commanded to do nothing:
"Stand still and you will see the deliverance G-d will bring you today … G-d will fight for you; you need only be still" (Exodus 14:13-14).
Facing the Amalekites, however, the Israelites themselves had to fight:
"Moses said to Joshua, 'Choose men and go out and fight the Amalekites" (17:9).
The first was an "awakening from above," the second an "awakening from below."
The difference was palpable. Within three days after the division of the Sea, the greatest of all miracles, the Israelites began complaining again (no water, no food). But after the war against the Amalekites, the Israelites never again complained when facing conflict (the sole exception – when the spies returned and the people lost heart – was when they relied on hearsay testimony, not on the immediate prospect of battle itself). The battles fought for us do not change us; the battles we fight, do.
The second example: Mount Sinai and the Tabernacle. The Torah speaks about these two revelations of "G-d's glory" in almost identical terms:
"The glory of G-d settled on Mount Sinai. For six days the cloud covered the mountain, and on the seventh day G-d called to Moses from within the cloud. Then the cloud covered the Tent of Meeting, and the glory of G-d filled the tabernacle."
About the Author: Rabbi Lord Jonathan Sacks, former chief rabbi of the British Commonwealth, is the author of many books of Jewish thought, most recently "The Great Partnership: Science, Religion, and the Search for Meaning."
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Questions surrounding ex-general Ríos Montt's health and mental capacities took center stage on Thursday during attempts to restart the Guatemala genocide trial, ending in a court order to intern the former dictator for ten days at the Federico Mora psychiatric hospital. Judge María Eugenia Castellanos, president of the High Risk Crimes Court Tribunal B, ordered Ríos Montt to undergo a physical and psychiatric review to determine whether he is mentally fit to be re-tried. This order was undermined by a habeas corpus filed with a separate court and which halted the transfer scheduled for Saturday, July 25.
The July 23 decision came after 8 hours of fits and starts in the proceedings due to a procedural delay in the morning, multiple defense arguments that the ex-general is unable to move or stand trial and technical problems with the internet teleconference in Ríos Montt's home. The Public Prosecutor slammed the INACIF (National Forensic Institute) report issued two weeks ago, claiming Ríos Montt is unfit to stand trial, or even be re-evaluated. The report describes that at the time of the evaluation, Ríos Montt was under the influence of medications which could present a serious health risk to the 89-year old, including Olanzapine (anti-psychotic), Tramadol (opiod) and Valdure (analgesic). Other anomalies in the INACIF report were the use of a psychological and not psychiatric methodology and that Ríos Montt's private physician and his daughter, presidential candidate Zury Ríos, were the only people present at the evaluation.
After a long deliberation, the tribunal ordered the ten-day internment at the state-run mental health facility for a full physical and psychiatric evaluation. That Ríos Montt was ordered to Federico Mora, a state mental health facility with a reputation for its poor conditions, caused surprise in the courtroom.
On Saturday morning, the Public Prosecutor and National Police arrived at Ríos Montt's home to carry out the order issued by Tribunal B. However, the defendant's lawyers appeared with notification of a last-minute habeas corpus, successfully preventing his transfer. Legal experts question the habeas corpus filing with the Femicide Appeals Court, which has no jurisdiction over the case. Ríos Montt remains under house arrest.
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— NISGUA (@NISGUA_Guate) July 26, 2015
This is the second attempt to restart the trial after the Constitutional Court overturned the 2013 verdict sentencing Ríos Montt to 80 years in prison for crimes against humanity and genocide against the Ixil people. Judge recusal motions and claims that Ríos Montt is unfit to stand trial have been the primary strategy of the defense in stalling the opening of the second public hearing. Until the issue of Ríos Montt's evaluation is resolved, the 2nd public hearing of the genocide is stalled.
For more information about the INACIF report, read the response from survivors after the report was issued.
Ongoing accompaniment and international observation is being requested by both the survivor organization and their legal teams for the re-trial.
Ongoing accompaniment and international observation is being requested by both the survivor organization and their legal teams for the re-trial.
NISGUA, through the international coalition ACOGUATE, has provided human rights accompaniment to the witness' organization, the Association for Justice and Reconciliation since 2000. Follow NISGUA_Guate on Twitter for live updates.


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Facebook adds free VOIP calls to its Facebook Messenger app
Facebook has just updated is Messenger app on iOS and Android to version 4.0 in which it (among bug fixes and UI changes) has added the option to make VOIP calls. You can now make calls over Wi-Fi and Cellular with your friends for free (even if they are in another country), in order to do so, your friends will need to have the Facebook Messenger app installed.
"Talk as long as you want and stay in touch wherever you are"
Facebook Messenger isn't the only app that has VOIP calls, last months images of how WhatsApp will also integrate VOIP calls were leaked. The interfaced that will be displayed when you are making a call using the Facebook Messenger app looks similar to the native iOS 7.1 Calling UI. The voice calling feature wasn't the only change made in this new update, on Android you can now also create group chats, forward messages (these features was already available on iOS) and create shortcuts on your homescreen to your favorite conversations.
The update is now available for users living in the US, if you don't have the app installed yet, make sure to check it out for Android and iOS.
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