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Where cradled canyons sing Of ebony wood in the forest There lies a gurgling spring Where cockcrows sing their chorus To the melody of singsong birds There I've concealed my sensuous words Filled with befitted signs The saccharine whiff of my designs Come to me my mortal youth To the wild realm of your truth Where nymphs and gnomes abound For the earth is filled with weeping And only your tears be found Where the fogs of night are fountains Spills of glistened moon ignite By distant silhouette mountains We dance with passion of fight Entwining ancient stance Mingling hand in hand we dance Till the mountains smile on high Near and far we spring To pursue the realest of dreams While the world cries at its seams Anxious in trouble to cling Come to me my mortal youth To the wild realm of your truth Where nymphs and gnomes abound For the earth is filled with weeping And only your tears be found To where the ridges merry make From the beaks of wooden bright In sparkly pools the ghouls awake That scarce to stir our night We watch for seekers down under Muttering secrets in their soul We bid them lucks of shivers Dipping gently in From reeds that hide a tear of a foal Under the gentle rivers Come to me my mortal youth To the wild realm of your truth Where nymphs and gnomes abound For the earth is filled with weeping And only your tears be found Far away she shall ever churn The taciturn eyed She'll listen no more to turn To the working mills beside Or the scrubbing of the barn May peace weave in her song She shall wave in the yarn To a haven known as Belong Come to me my mortal youth To the wild realm of your truth Where nymphs and gnomes abound For the earth is filled with weeping And only your tears be found For she comes, the mortal youth To the wild realm of her truth Where nymphs and gnomes abound For the earth is filled with weeping And only her tears be found
Too hard for me to say goodbye For all apparent reasons why Even though we all know it must be Each heart will someday stop the beat When the rhythm of life, and silence, finally meet . Yet I always seem so surprised To find that death is part of life Knowing that regret, will now haunt my every rhyme The specter called "if only", will inhabit every line. Wish I could arbitrate a deal to have gained a little time Just one more talk with Sissy, to ease my guilty mind. . And the sun now sets on my regrets I gamble on time and lose each bet Thinking I'll move on and yet, here I set . . . Wishing for one more time One more pun One more smile That will never come . If I could just recall the things you said that mattered to you most. Memories un memorized That now I'll never know Years of conversation when I didn't pay attention Times I should have said I love you And somehow failed to mention . Then when you tried to tell me you felt your time was drawing near Your selfish little brother pretended not to hear. Even when you did your best, and tried to let me know You'd made your peace and you were ready, and that for you . . . It was simply time to go
Darkness of night, introduce me to what lurks underneath your enchanting moonbeams. I know that I should stay away, yet, I am drawn to these silent things that could easily end me. I am not afraid of the supernatural. I am spellbound, enraptured, mystified by these psychotic creature's requiem dance, that captures my soul as it's own possession. Darkness of night, take me into your underworld, where the arms of roaming specters can totally envelope me, like a densely tangled spider-web, with no intention to ever let go. Allow them to take me away, to a deep place where, peacefully, my dying soul can finally rest. Darkness of night, tell the devil only this.... he can have all of me, to punish in any befitting manner. I have already been through torture, known pain, lived with loneliness, and seen hell on earth. The devil may care to try, but he cannot hurt me any more. Darkness of night, say goodbye for me. Shout high up to the heavens and tell the sun it needs to shine no longer on me. Dark Poetry Contest
From time to time I wonder if It's truly worth the ride To live this life I've been given Or trade it for one goodbye… What good are all these memories, Wishful thoughts and dreams When the longer I crawl the farther I fall From blue skies to cold, dark seas? When they say we should be expanding Outward towards the stars, Connecting like particles and molecules Near and far. And yet here I stand a 'waiting The rain to wash me clean Wondering when the sky is clear Will my existence be worth anything? Does it matter that I've loved And lost, the battles I have waged From childhood tears to present fears Of a cold, dark, muddy grave? Will anyone remember A hundred years from now Or even read these words composed As if they matter anyhow? I suspect not a speck of dust or grain Of sand will anyone care That I lived, breathed, walked, talked, laughed, cryed And dared. To climb the peak of Mount Impossible And swim the Seas of Sad Goodbyes; To race the winds of wishful dreams And time while flying bye. What will become of my travels around This tiny blue ball in space And everyone I've ever known – Every sad and smiling face? And who'll recite this poem once more And wonder, "Who was he?" When I've turned to dust as we all must Return back to the sea. Of mother earth and universe Womb of One and All While I wonder sometimes who will find I existed once and for all.
Dedicated to my Dad Jerry W. Niday 3/20/1952 - 6/18/2013 I am who I am because of him He's the reason for my son's name He gave me my courage & my strength To stand tall even when standing wasn't easy Stand for the ones who can't To think and fend for myself I'm my Daddy made over Taught me to fight back To never back down How to pick myself back up When I've been knocked down Fight for what I believe I'm my Daddy made over He gave me my stubbornness Gave me my pride Gave me my temper Taught me not to take crap To speak my mind no matter who Work for what I want I'm my Daddy made over How to keep my emotions in check How to handle large amounts of pain When in trouble he always had my back He knew how my mind worked better than anyone I got it from him I'm my Daddy made over Even though he's gone I'll stand and continue on I may stumble I may fall May even get hurt along the way But I'll pick myself back up I'll dust myself off and stand tall I'm honored and proud to say I'm my Daddy made over Sabrina Niday Hansel ______________________________________________________________________ Placed 1st in "Unsung Hero" 7/2014 contest Also 3rd. in "Portrait of a Poet" 1/2014
I'm tired I'm Physically and Emotionally tired I don't want to be the strong one anymore I can't this time I don't know what to do Daddy I need your help down here I can't get back in control of my emotions I'm having a hard time dealing with your absence I'm having a hard time standing by myself I need your help Daddy I'm broken and lost without you Daddy I need your will to want to carry on I need your strength to over come this I need your strength to stay standing Your courage to fight back again I need your help Please Daddy I'm at a loss How am I suppose to do this I need your guidance I need you to guide me back To whom I was before I need your help Daddy I need your help
He was always so happy strong and bold. He'd give you the shirt off of his back. Tough. Independent. He had a rough life growing up through the depression, but like he always does, he got through it. He has two boys, of whom he is so proud. Moved from Regina, to Victoria. He had the best life anyone his age could have wanted. But ever since his wife died, he has not been the same. Sad Lonely Empty. But like he has always done, he got through it. Mind slipping, just a little forgetful. That's how it always starts out... But like always, he powered through it, until now... He is not the same person that I used to know. He been sentenced to the prison in his own mind. Possessed by the thoughts of his dogs ashes. He likes to play the blame game, but we know he doesn't remember that it was him. He wakes up in the night shaking with pain, tears streaming down his face. There is nothing we can do, Oh well... Two more tylenol. Hold on to hope for as long as you can, It's only a matter of time now. He gets vocal, a very loud tone. He'll block you in your room and make false accusations But we know that it's the pain induced monster in him. Tick tock, tick tock... You can't handle the stress anymore you have to leave. Just hope for the best, maybe it will get better. Surprise, it doesn't. Your denial is foolish, everyone knows what happens next. Sedation Medication Anger Hurt All results of dementia
The sweetest sounds of burning trees A gentle stroking in the breeze The calm has lasted past the storm Cloudy visions, Satan's roar Too many sights have passed my way A time found only in the haze The softest screams are running bare My aching bones creak as I stare You walk a distance towards me The fall's eternal, can't you see? I'm a memory in your heart I whisper to you in the dark The battle's started at the end No one is coming to repent The sinners grab their wine from prey No judgment calling here to stay The sport is reckless to be told The one is laughing at his souls It falters nowhere to be sure The power grows forevermore Like a spirit in the wind I have no say in where you've been But cross the line to come to me And pay the price for ecstasy You walk a distance towards me The fall's eternal, can't you see? I'm a memory in your heart I whisper to you in the dark.
R.I.P. William Dale Eubanks d. July 1, 2012, aged 68 yrs., Tennessee Ridge, Tennessee Death came as no surprise the first Sunday in July; it claimed you, on a ridge in Tennessee, with kin who took you in and waited with you through the last hard days. You kept what fears you had well hid, did not betray with loud complaint the fate you could not but know awaited. A smile, a joke, a hug – exotic meals – And genuine interest greeted all you met. And you were, certainly, never boring but well-traveled and smart beyond the telling. We'll miss your wit, your bright demeanor, and will remember all you freely gave --- and what you took from us with your passing.
I cannot look I will not look That's not you inside Jaws of life are roaring Trying to cut you free Crimson are the car seats Tears are all I see I cannot look I will not look That's not you inside That body in the white bed With tubes all hanging out We all just stand in horror While doctors run about I cannot look, I will not look That's not you inside I've already seen the bandage Wrapped around your head I will not look inside the box Now your eternal bed I can't look I will not look That's not you inside Written by Brenda Meier-Hans 09.23.2014 Contest: The Poet III Gautami Phookan
Life's Hard It's filled with pain And misery My mind is stained Stained with every memory Sometimes I think today will be my last day This place causes me so much pain I wish I didn't have to stay Some days are worse than others I'm starving Dying for food I'd do anything To many things go through my head Will I be able to keep down my next meal? Will I live for tomorrow? Is this terrifying place even real? I feel so alone Yet I'm surrounded by people But this place could not be called a home There's no life in these places Or in these faces Everyone looks dead As so do I Most of us haven't been fed My eyes have been marked With these dead bodies that lay upon the ground Without a soul I still look at them Soon I may be found As one of them
I see the pain in your eyes The fear in your voice I know because I've been in your place It's not your choice I'm sorry I would hate for anyone to feel this way Please don't leave this world Just try and stay This isn't the only way to go At least don't leave without a fight Just know You were never alone You had me right by your side Even when you never wanted me around I promise to you I never told a lie I was always honest and true Towards you You don't have to end your life I've tried to many times its not worth it Please put down that knife I mean it Stay with me Fight this battle with me by your side You always had me don't you see I was always nice to you Even when you where terrible to me I fought threw it and you can too You're just a little seed Waiting to grow into something beautiful
White Lilies, Scattered on the ground, Out of their element. Witness, Purity, Deprived of its origin. Behold, Clarity no longer visible. White Roses, In the purest snow, Frozen to the core. Witness, Loveliness, Stripped away so rash. Behold, Beauty destroyed. White flowers, All around, Trampled into dust. Witness, Wildness, Stolen without knowledge. Behold, Endless death fighting to prevail.
(special thanks to a friend who shared this tribute to Solomon Mahlangu) Solomon Mahlangu: My Blood will Nourish the Tree that will Bear the Fruits of Freedom: Solomon Mahlangu was trained as an MK soldier with a view to later rejoining the struggle in the country. He left South Africa after the Soweto Uprising of 1976 when he was 19 years old, and was later chosen to be part of an elite force to return to South Africa to carry out a mission commemorating the June 16th 1976 Soweto student uprising. After entering South Africa through Swaziland and meeting his fellow comrades in Duduza, on the East Rand (east of Johannesburg), they were accosted by the police in Goch Street in Johannesburg. In the ensuing gun battle two civilians were killed and two were injured, and Mahlangu and Motloung were captured while acting as decoys so that the other comrade could go and report to the MK leadership. Motloung was brutally assaulted by the police to a point that he suffered brain damage and was unfit to stand trial, resulting in Mahlangu facing trial alone. He was charged with two counts of murder and several charges under the Terrorism Act, to which he pleaded not guilty. Though the judge accepted that Motloung was responsible for the killings, common purpose was argued and Mahlangu was found guilty on two counts of murder and other charges under the Terrorism Act. On 15 June 1978 Solomon Mahlangu was refused leave to appeal his sentence by the Rand Supreme Court, and on 24 July 1978 he was refused again in the Bloemfontein Appeal Court. Although various governments, the United Nations, International Organizations, groups and prominent individuals attempted to intercede on his behalf, Mahlangu awaited his execution in Pretoria Central Prison, and was hanged on 6 April 1979. His hanging provoked international protest and condemnation of South Africa and Apartheid. In fear of crowd reaction at the funeral the police decided to bury Mahlangu in Atteridgeville in Pretoria. On 6 April 1993 he was re-interred at the Mamelodi Cemetery, where a plaque states his last words: 'My blood will nourish the tree that will bear the fruits of freedom. Tell my people that I love them. They must continue the fight.' Mahlangu died for a cause! Salute! The Struggle Continues… (special thanks to a friend who shared this tribute to Solomon Mahlangu)
We lost more than just a Dad that day We lost half of how we came to be We lost we four girls first love We lost our Best Friend We lost more than just a Dad that day Our Mom lost her Soul Mate, Her other half Our children lost their Papaw We lost our family's foundation We lost the glue that held us together We lost more than just a Dad that day We lost the Strongest man we ever knew We lost the man we looked up too We lost we four girls Teacher of many things We lost more than just a Dad that day We four girls lost our Hero We lost some of our Light We lost part of our Heart We lost part of our Soul We lost more than just a Dad that day We lost some of our Courage We lost some of our Strength We lost some of our will to fight back We lost some of our will to carry on We four girls lost more than a Dad We lost more than just a Dad that day
Please don't cry over my casket For I am not there Please don't cry at my grave My soul has been set free I know it's hard not to cry I've been down that road one to many times I have no more pain I have no more sickness And I would not change a thing As I walk threw the gates of Heaven Mom Dad our brothers and sisters Will welcome me with open arms Here I am free of that pain Don't blame yourself It was my time to go home This is where I'm supposed to be Don't dwell on things which you can not change I will always be in your heart I will always be watching over you When that day comes for you to come home I will be there to welcome you With open arms And walk you threw the gates of Heaven You will be greeted by our family & friends Who came home before you Until that day I will be watching over you
I'm lost hurt and angry Why did you take his life I want, No I need to know Tell me, Tell me why I deserve to know Haven't you done enough to him What'd he ever do to you He suffered his whole life Suffered more than anyone deserved Tell me, Tell me why you did it I have a right to know Why'd you let him born to them Born to worthless parents Parents who didn't care They threw him away like garbage Pawned him off on someone else Tell me, Tell me why Explain how you could do that You gave him Polio You let others treat him like disease You took away the full use of his legs You warped his hand and foot Tell me, Explain to me why I deserve to know You let others think he was crazy You let it go on for over year You didn't stop it, Why Tell me, Give me your reason Answer me God, Help me to understand You go and make matters worse You gave him Cancer You didn't give him a chance to fight back You just jerked him away from us Tell me, Tell me how How you could be so cruel How can others not question you When others do it, It's murder But when it's by your hand It's your will, Their fate Tell me, What makes you so different Your no better than the demons knocking at the door You heard me beg and plead You know I'm not afraid to die I was willing to carry it all for him I was willing to take my Daddy's place You didn't even let me say Goodbye Tell me, Tell me why I couldn't take his place Answer me God, you owe me that much Spiritual
Today I am going to hop my way to my brother. To tell him how I feel about not being together. I thought I could be so kind. I saw him by the road side and I was blind. I could just end it all by now. Today I tried a cow. It really was hard to do. Then I hired a semi crew. I watched carefully, darn he is fast! My name is Happy ?, I'm Easter's brother who is sad. He painted eggs that made me jealous and bad. I hopped one day and he threw an egg at me. My heart became really cold that memory was key. I finally thought of it an accident really is going to happen. Happy Easter is going to be laugh-en. Good to see you, I said to a mystery man. I was told not to associate with any human. It was my last resort. The man had a sports car a beautiful sort. I was desperate, now, I'm in a bunny court.
"Daddy" the way I call my father The man who loves my mother The man who gave life to me And the man who will risks his life to protect his family. He's not showy about his feelings But I know he loves us unconditionally He gets angry when his siblings were hurt And he makes us laugh the way he dances and tells us jokes Now..he left us already His silly jokes,crazy dance moves now were gone Coz he went to a far away land In a place where hurt and sorrow has no place in man I miss my daddy a lot His voice, His jokes, His crazy dance moves And his being father to us I miss everything about him! I know God has a plan And I give everything into His merciful hand Pls.take care ofmy daddy in heaven Coz someday we'll see him again And continue the sing and dance with him again...
In great respect of the band I grew up listening to as sure as Mom passed down Saturday Chores for I had been chosen to scrub bathroom floors ` Yet a familiar sound would bring me to keep scrubbing The red album, The blue album , The White album Then .. Abbey Road , always remembering the sad look on Ringo's face , something hard to understand underneath~ I get it now, what you were saying all those years ago , the many sad lonely tears , secret tears , secret fears For Maxwell's Hammer was a real one . It wanted silence Going back ..remembering when John Lennon died I was in Arkansas saddened with the world . Then seeing his face saying " Drag isn't it " No .. this was not my hero in music and song . he was a stand in hired William , he filled his shoes bringing diversity to create so much beautiful music from loss One left standing , alone;; grief struck on back cover ~ The other identity hidden, tried to be part of ..coming together his world of secrets He to suffers today , in fear , Faul~ Too many years gone by .let us tell the Truth. Let us be free The very sad long and winding Road ~ Let us Bury our real Paul. No more " Mystery tour " No more fear Let him be in peace ~ Inspired by " The Last Testament of George Harrison , Is Paul Dead ? "
This is for my grandma. She only has a few more weeks and I can't find any other way to put my feelings than this. Heaven wants another angel tonight. You feel that you lost, but you won this fight. No pain or sorrow can keep you apart, From what we think is the end but is really just the start. I'll miss you but let your heart be free. The shadow of your presence I'll feel in my sleep. You'll spend some time in a world above the sky, While I'm the ground hearing echoes of goodbyes. But we'll meet again so soon, I'll see you in the light of the moon. We'll tell each other stories forever, About the marvelous things we saw in the times not together. I know heaven won't wait for goodbyes, But I love you, And for now this is mine.
Here lies the best Grandfather, One who was very considerate. Remembering him as a child, I would sit on his lap. He was a rare person indeed. He was a colonel in the Army. Also superlative of a gentelman. Here lies the best grandfather, May he rest in peace.
There's not much to say. I knew her, know some things, but certainly not all. I know how little she put up with fools, how her cooking surpassed so many others', how simultaneously sweet and hard she could be. I know about her smoking, about her jewelry, her faith, all these I'll hold close to me. Every single spark, every star, shines with such a glow, such a marvelous radiance, that we can't gaze too closely at it, lest we cause ourselves pain. And yet, despite ourselves, again and again, we do; because it's not within us to resist the sheer beauty of it all, of stories and of life. A bouquet of tulips for you. We all miss you already, Grandma. I miss you. I know Heaven's got you, taking no guff as always, making sure we're all doing alright. I love you. Andrew James (McGillicutty) Sprouse
I didn't choose to leave you For here I don't belong But Heaven is my home now So please my love be strong I know you cannot hear me So I'm sending you this prayer I need for you close your eyes And feel that I'm still there When no one's there to hold you up You don't know what to do When your legs will walk no more I will carry you When you stumble down and fall Take my hand and rise For when you cannot find your way I will be your eyes Know that when you're crying I will wipe away your tears When dreams are there to haunt you I will fight away your fears When loneliness surrounds you And covers you with fear Know I'm standing by your side Know I'm always here When you feel you can't go on When pain is just too real Know I'll never leave Until your scars begin to heal When dark descends upon you And sleep no longer comes I will lie beside you Till you see the rising sun I know you'll keep me in your heart Even though I'm gone For time cannot erase our love In you, it will live on...
written 28th oct 2012 You were never seen by us, that privilege sadly was not for us an extravagance we were overwhelmed by, the thought of your embrace The entire twelve weeks you were a joy to have known, even 'without' being seen hearing about you're arrival, was a blessing at the time you were conceived For life hadn't been easy and we had all asked God, we even plea'd We wait upon the day, you will finally meet us having the honour to love and learn with you, saddly not for us It brakes my heart as you part, you had already embeded love into my heart Just knowing we will now...forever be kept apart God has other plans for your love that's so strong, blessing us from the start we continually pray, maybe he'll deside to let you stay around But the intense pain of tears and loss, are constantly falling all around just let it be known, we all desperately wanted you to become part of us We all will love you for eternity, you are now forever one of us, although it was only for a very slight second, it was better than never You are from this day on, embedded into our hearts forever... the impact you have left 'unborn young one'' my beloved grandchild.... "Angel" 2012
The ones you love Can make you laugh The ones you love Can make you cry The ones you love Can steal away Ere you have the chance To say goodbye Rue not the missed chance To have bid them farewell To have given to them your love Will have served …Just as well…
My chain is now frail Damaged by your weaken link My venture begins Left with simple forgiveness Unwarranted departure.
Gravity pulls my tears into pools. Im sinking in sorrow -emotional fuels. Just turn back the time, I just want a moment. To say goodbye once, to cherish and own it. I loved my granddad - a man more than great. Paired with my Granny as the perfect mate. A montage of memories that rush my soul. My eyes fill with tears, I'm losing control. Just keep it together, it's what he would want. They all say the same, but I stand in front. Happiness swells, yet sadness prevails. Like Christ on the cross, with hands full of nails. Life has a reason, and death isn't treason. -It's moving on up.. A lifetime's a season. I look to the sky and say my goodbye. The time won't turn back, I gave it a try. I close my eyes and imagine this- Paradise in a place full of bliss. World peace in a piece of the world. Without loss and bombs never hurled. Snow that falls that doesn't freeze. Sun that shines that doesn't cease. A land where "The forever" is real. A scene where the sick always heal. Life with infinite love, like gusts in the wind. Two little doves, with eternities to spend. God has a plan, fool-proof to the core. Now Granddad's with him, a reward of much more. -Yours Truly
My love I can not find you anywhere, I feel like I lost my soul somewhere, because you are my soulmate, and us being apart can not be fate. You did not leave because you wanted to, It just was just something you had to do. I was not right, All I wanted to do was fight, and knowing you was the love of my life, yet I would not make you my wife. I know that's what you really wanted and now I am feeling haunted, by the things I should have done, and you being the only one I ever loved and will love forever, if it was'nt for me we will still be together. But you are gone and I can not go on, so I must say good-bye, I'm leaving myself to die.
The Old Salt was a special man who came along in a time when he was needed most. A time that is now gone forever. When men believed and sacrificed, when hero's walked the earth in mass. When patriotism was not just a word but, by what men lived and judged the worth of each, a man who lived a life most of us cannot comprehend. An era now gone as this warriors tour of duty ends at this station, and begins anew in the heavenly fleet. Sail on Sailor into your unaccompanied tour, we salute you. What greater honor, that when a man moves forward, he leaves behind in each of us the best of what he was. A defender, protector, supporter, victor, a warrior, the last of the breed from an era when ships were made of wood and men were made of steel. The Old Salt has reported for duty that takes him away from us for now. Those of us who remain behind, remember, and will continue to remember, because he now resides forever in our hearts. As I look up at night, I envision The Old Salt, a beret draped just above the eye, as he draws upon his pipe, quietly he waits. The guardian of heaven's gate.
June 18, 2013 our world was Forever Changed We where a few minutes from home When we got the call from our baby sister Said we need to get back home We need to come as fast as we can drive Mom really needs us Something's wrong with Daddy The whole way we drove 80 Hoping & Praying we'd make it back in time Our Family & Friends were weeping By the time we got to his side We knew then our Daddy had been taking And our hearts they were breaking We never got to say Goodbye We each softly kissed that man We four sisters climbed in his bed We laid down beside him And cried just like babies For our world was Forever Changed
written 23rd Oct 1997 So long I needed to visit but my heart didn't listen Letting you know how much "I love you so" is now something, you will never ever know Now that you are gone I know I waited to long If I could just have that one more chance I would never treat it as just another glance Now, you have become my biggest memory for you have gone, to a place I can not see Knowing that we will never again touch makes me miss you, so very much My children are still to young to wonder why pop hasn't rung My heart is now empty for you, it always had plenty I really do need to have you back you were the "only one, who saw me back I know deep down inside you love me, more than words could describe For it is only now, that I realise why you didn't want me around you knew how "painful it would have been, to watch you drown But, as long as I am still alive you too, will continue to survive For I will always be your darling little Denise who hopes, you forever rest in peace ALLAN THOMAS HOLMES 1st June 1954- 22nd Oct 1997
Fear is my pain alone. Death is what you wished, so now let me go. In my remorse I am scared no more. For this pain and fear is all I have, left to show. When you bury me let go, of what love and hate, you have left to show. For Fear and Pain is what you deserve. No longer in my remorse.
Who knew….. Who knew life would take this turn So early in time I didn't get a chance to take it all in The time for me to spread my wings Came to soon Who knew…. My last day Would be with the ones I love To laugh with friends and yes, my love too Who knew…. Life is love, when you are embraced by all I wasn't done loving you by far…. But God needed me so he called Who knew… Who knew life would take this turn I love you all though time is short Embrace each other and please don't mourn Instead, celebrate my life I'm still dancing in heaven and I want you to dance too. Who knew ?
Open your eyes to the ever turning skies I want to here with me through the night My heart yearns into your soul Burning as if newly lit coal I bravely submerg the embers That the time I have can be spent with you And I remember each kiss every moment I was caught in your love that for just this day I remember So what happened was a chance for your love A time that I kept in a locket tied with a kiss I wanted you to feel, to love, to slumber And to awake in my arms with that times kept bliss I lay silient in an umber
And the storm calls to me in ways you'll never understand A gentle call that urges my soul forth The lighting guiding a path for my feet to walk Between the stones and ash of all that once was I stand in the echoing silence of the rain It drops down upon my skin like the blessing waters of heaven Soothing me, lifting the weight from my body I feel at once as if I am home Standing amid two dimensions Caught between two skies - here and there The night wraping around me in warmth The gentle wind lifting me off my feet Drops from the clouded moon washing away my body and I am left just a soul, an essence The storm calls me forth from beneath my roof Beckoning me into its depth I stand among the reeds in the basin They dance and sway as if welcoming me And I sway with them back Caught up in the power that charges the air That threatens to sweep me away If the ground will just loosen its hold The thunder rumbles a low welcoming growl And I get pleasently lost within it I am so small compared to its vastness I close my eyes and succumb to the skies wishes Rising higher until my feet no longer touch the ground My fingertips touch the liquid color of the stars A sigh drifts from my lips There is no need of thought to stay afloat There is no demand to breathe in air No crushing weight upon my chest As my lungs struggle to survive There are no struggles here I make my bed on blackened clouds And give in to the call The storm has claimed me as its own It was such a struggle to stay upon the ground When the storm would call me home
Alas! We meet again! We held fist against each other back then, But once more now I see you, And I am more than ready too. Conceding to you my life, For this conflict cannot be ceased by strife, You are with the Divine, And I thank you for the gift of extended Time. Alas! My friend depart with me, Guide me and give me the chance to be free, Free from the clutches of life and its reality, Grant me the feeling of eternal glee. To my friends I say to you all, Do not see my death as my own downfall, For I am happy with my old friend who visits me now and then, Let him do as he pleases for this is the fate of all men.
The stars they used to bring tears to my eyes Dark skies, I cried as I prayed for daylight You were my fragment of pain I became swallowed in memorys of darkness That used to come and go so haunting, the loss of you Still is killing me, for you were gone so suddenly.. My first child My first love Now all I have left Are the stars above Not to mention The glow of the moon That always reminds me That you were taken too soon Tears fall down my cheeks When your name is spoken, that's when These demons become awoken The heartbreak The despair Losing your child Is too much to bear Sleepless nights Dreams full of terror Seeing the pain in your eyes Everytime you look in the mirror I can look at the stars now With hope, instead of pain You my child, did not die in vain You will live through me, glow bright star Glow.. Glow for me And for all of The mommys to see Be my guidance, keep me from the ledge To you child, this I pledge: I see your glow and I can now smile Though I might shed a tear every once and a while Just because, I'm missing you But I promise I will pull through Thank you spirits Thank you stars For welcoming my child With open arms Keep him safe Give him love And let him know I am with him Everytime I look above..
Why did you just get up and go away? I thought that you would be here for me every single day You did not even say goodbye And if things went wrong, why did you not say "Lets try"? I sit by my window and I am all alone I am sitting there waiting and you don't even phone What shall I do for the rest of my life? When I thought we'd always be together as husband and wife So as I sit by my window, I know in my heart That we'll be together again, because we were never meant to part Then as I look out of my window In another world I can see We will be together as it was always meant to be
Disregard September's lasting day, its simplicity long foretold, As the sound of summer has past us by, into the crisp and radiant fall; Come hold this mirror to a ray of light, and pass the moment on, When in the hint of a calming breeze, is held the lost good-bye Forever leaves of a brighter shade have fallen from there boughs, While overhead October waits to softly steal by; For opportunities are gone to soon, and change as mornings past Like the worth of days, trapped in that sweet good-bye Man senses November and its desolate hours in a fog of its own regret, When the sun could not cool the night, nor the moon give warmth to day; We are caught in the measure of simple words, tied to hope and wonder That speaks of a last good-bye Wrapped tight in the cold of December, bound to the rhythm of life, Gone to solitudes isolation and the sadness of that forgotten farewell, Sacrificed to the wind that winter holds, bound to a memory past Intent to hear of our last good-bye
The Women (for the countless women, names unknown, who bore the brunt of Apartheid, and who fought the racist system at great cost to themselves and their families, and for my mother, Zubeida Moolla) Pregnant, your husband on the run, your daughter, a child, a few years old, they hauled you in, these brutish men, into the bowels of Apartheid's racist hell. They wanted information, you gave them nothing, these savage men, who skin happened to be lighter, and white was right in South Africa back then, but, you did not cower, you stood resolute, you, my mother, faced them down, their power, their 'racial superiority', their taunts, their threats. You, my mother, would not, could not break, You stood firm, you stood tall. You, like the countless mothers did not break, did not fall. You told me many things, of the pains, the struggles, the scraping for scraps, the desolation of separation from your beloved Tasneem and your beloved Azad, my elder sister and brother, whom I could not grow up with, your beloved children separated by time, by place, by monstrous Apartheid, by brutish men, whose skin just happened to be lighter. You told me many things, as I grew older, of the years in exile, of the winters that grew ever colder. You were a fighter, for a just cause, like countless other South African women, you sacrificed much, you suffered the pangs, of memories that cut into your bone, your marrow, you resisted a system, an ideology, brutal and callous and narrow. Yes, you lived to see freedom arrive, yet you suffered still, a family torn apart, and struggling to rebuild a life, all the while, nursing a void, that nothing could ever fill. I salute you, mother, as I salute the nameless mothers, the countless sisters, daughters, women of this land, who fought, sacrificing it all for taking a moral stand. I salute you, my mother, and though you have passed, your body interred in your beloved South African soil, you shall remain, within me, an ever-present reminder, of the cost of freedom, the struggles, the hunger, the toil. I salute you! (for the brave women of South Africa, of all colours, who fought against racial discrimination and Apartheid)
Sleeping Girl Cynthia Garcia Walking talking sleeping faith Living running sleeping grace Make me take me slap my face Wake me wake you. Sleeping dancing breathing girl Crying trying shaking girl Ask him show him believe him to Wake him wake you. Know it feel it live it every day Just as you did that day in May When you saw the world your first time And all became a question. At the drop of a dime. The day he woke you waking him Trust the sun and hold the sky Barry your pain and let it die Never to live again To wake you wake him. The wind is slow and storms are shy Its time to fly All the way beside his bed To shake him from his sleepless rest So wake now and wake him this is your test.
In memory of Bob A true story. It was in spring of two thousand when I first saw Bob. I'd just started working at Perth Dental hospital, and in fact it was my first day there. I walked up to the front door of this building, but it wasn't yet opened. So I turned around and went to sit in the bus shelter which was just outside the building. As I went to sit down I noted a dark skinned gentleman sitting there with a happy, benign look on his face. He was about five feet eight give or take a little, and he was rather a thickset man who looked like he'd done his fair share of hard work in his sixty years or more. There was something about this Gentleman that I could not quite put my finger on. He had a certain charisma about him; not the phony kind of charisma that one seen in the car salesman or the philanderer who messes with women's heads, no, Bob had a kind of friendly smile for everyone that he met, and he seemed to draw people into him with his love, and gigantic heart. I knew as soon as I met him that Bob was most definitely for me. As Bob looked at me and smiled, the whole world seemed to open up. He said "Ow ya going mate" in a loud ebullient manner, then we started to chat. Bob was like myself, a thinker, and straight away we started philosophizing about this, that, and the other, and it was like we had known each other forever. Then all of a sudden I found Bob talking about death, and the difference in the way the Maori people faced death, compared to the rather the silly way us white folk look at the subject with great fear in our hearts. Now this had always interested me, and somehow it just seemed natural to talk to this Maori gentlemen on this subject, and we spoke about it till the doors opened and it was time to work. I don't think anything happens just by chance, and I definitely have this feeling that Bob and I were meant to meet, and I really think this was a major destiny thing. I have found during the course of my life, that as I am aging, I can feel something pushing me into a certain direction, and I always felt that Bob was part of all this; and I had much to learn from him. Although I have never believed in organized religion, and never followed one I have always felt deeply spiritual, and I have met many people who I learned from, and Bob was most definitely one of them with all his great wisdom and patience. As I came to know Bob, we had many dialogues together, on many subjects. Bob used to love music and could always have time to plonk away on his guitar. He used to come round to my place and we would play songs together, though both he and I were no Eric Clapton's, I would bang around on my guitar and play the harp, while we would both take out turns at singing. We'd have a smoke or a beer or two, and we'd play songs all day long, ahhh, I remember those days well, the memories are so strong. Bob was one hell of a man, I could tell that he had been a wild one in his youth, But when I knew him in his sixties he was an icon of wisdom and virtue; he had a kind word for everyone, and gave all his time to anybody who needed him, always. He used to hear me waffling on like an idiot, trying to make him like me [as I always did] but never once did he tell me how foolish I was, he would just smile knowingly at me. He used to stand there at the window for hours, just drinking in the trees, or the clouds in the sky, and yet he was so aware, I used to try to sneak up on him; it couldn't be done. His awareness was incredible. Then one day Bob fell ill with terminal cancer, and he knew that he had very little time left on this Earth. He lay there sick for days in intolerable pain, but you never heard one complaint from him, even when he only had days to live, he was still worrying about the welfare of others. When the day finally come for Bob to leave his shell; he was lying there in deep sleep, when all of a sudden he woke up, with a smile on his face. His children asked him 'Dad, do you want some pain killers" Bob laughed, compassion written all over his face, and he said to them 'Not one of you has a clue, have you' and he died with a big smile on his face. His daughter got in touch with me, and told me about his death, and also told me that his last wish was to have me watch his soul leave his body. I felt very honored about this and went and sat with his body [as Maoris do]. I got the most peaceful feeling come to me [which I presume was his spirit leaving his body] as I watched his silent body, a Mari war stick and a beautiful rose lay across his chest. I still see it, and I feel blessed by it. He was my Maori warrior, and I adored the man.
He was my hero when I was a child, His way with words were never harsh, always mild. He taught me how to live and have a pure heart, This he showed me from the very start. I felt he was too easy because he never took a stand, But as I grew older, I realized that's what he planned. He needed to be caring and the parent that would listen, Each time I spoke to him, his eyes would always glisten. Now that I am a mother and have a daughter myself, I learned from him how to make her feel special, never just on the shelf. He showed me how to be very good hearted sometimes, too much, But it helped me to keep my loved ones close in my clutch. Each day that passes I realize what he helped me become, I'll always be full of love and emotions, never numb. My hero is my father but he passed away, I will always love you and I miss you everyday.
Best of friends, for countless years, we had the best of times. Now as my eyes are filled with tears, your soul to Heaven climbs. The path we take, not always clear, I feel so lost without you here. Your last words, prophetic now, "I'll be home soon"- you knew somehow. You left me here, I'm so alone, but I dreamed Heaven had a phone. We talked all night, you fell asleep, I held the line to hear you breathe… Copyright © 2013
Can we stop it? It's a crazy, hazy world All filled with crazy people The danger we are in Its sky high, like a steeple It's reaching a crescendo It's touching air and ground Earthquakes, hurricanes and floods These be so often found Is it too late to stop now? Can we really turn it back? Or is there mass destruction A short way up the track?
I am the shell of a POET, who's Soul now lives in Eternity He left me with his past: his sorrows and agonizing Memories I am ,but a dead man living in the shell of his conscience Striving to be the light on a Starless Moonless, stroll to loneliness Where the painful cries of silence, explode through-out my brain Where the blinding shadows, web the skies, and life is "Forever Midnight There is no Dawn, no Sunrise, no Sunsets, in the ebony sea of despair To be Continued; It took me 2 weeks to write this. it will take me a week to Write part 2. I will try to write 2-3 comments a week, unless Phillip is here. I wait at the Gate of Heaven to meet YOU. ALWAYS and FOREVER YOUR Liege...HG
What happens when your only way out is so final, yet so beautiful? When the only one you've got is your captor, your abuser? When your chance at a legitimate escape is too far away, when you've just got to get away now? I'll tell you what happens: You get a little crazy, a little careless. You can't remember all of the people who care for you, the ones who would miss you. You get selfish. You can't see what causes it, so you can't fix it… this dysfunction. You know you can't just change it, because you're not the only one involved. So… You run. The first chance you get, you run. But there's no where to go. You know they'll come. You know they'll find you. So, you run. Just until you find a beautiful space. It's so beautiful, it might already be heaven. You'll find out soon. It's a beautiful cliff. Maybe they'll think you fell. It doesn't matter. Don't leave a note; Let them think what they will. Jump. Now's your chance. Hear them coming? They're closing in. Quick! Before they catch you. This is your last chance to escape. Jump. It won't hurt once you've hit the bottom. It can't be any worse than everyday. Do it now, Before there's anymore pain. Don't start thinking. They'll get over you. Move on without you. Jump. Before it's too late again. Just jump. Nothing will ever hurt again. Quick! Do it quick! Jump. … Just Jump. *This is the end of a tortured life.* Turns out… The bad guys win. …………
I've lived my life... Romanced a wife.. I've walked and talked for miles.. So when my last breath does come.. I hope to leave with smiles. Don't be sad once I am gone My time has come to part I'll never leave you so alone You'll always be in my heart I'll meet you once again my friend in heaven up above Come walk with me once more my friend And let me show my love I'll walk with you once more my friend before it's time to go Place footprints in the sandy beach Where the waves put on a show So this is a final goodbye my friend and now I will depart I'll miss you the most my friend..you had the biggest heart. I hope you will remember me and think of me in time I'll miss your smile an tenderness You'll always be on my mind This is the final line for me to say my last good bye I can't seem to carry on... For the water in my eyes
Sometimes you must take a second look. What you might've seen may have been written in a book. The memories, the truths. The starlight, the booth. We took pictures of that day. That day we were okay. But today is anew. Everything we've been through. Thrown away like a wrapper. Blown up like a sapper. Every thing you've said a lie. The lies flown into my very own eye. One day I will, we will all die. Don't cry. Flourish the past. Embrace the future. The world keeps turning. The sun keeps burning. Whether you're there or not. Look at what you've got. Money is just a virtue. That you should've knew. What do you have when the world keeps turning? What do you know when the sun keeps burning? All gone. All gone. Have you enjoyed your life? Did you apologize to your wife? Did you say I love you to your kids? I mean god forbid. Goodbye. Goodbye. My friend goodbye. It's been a nice trip. I'm sorry you had to slip...Away..
Can I catch you Can you stay? Forests at wood There we play A gentle hand That fixed the dress Brushing tears back Saving stress I can not bare The oaken wave Only memories Can I save I miss your hair And what it covered More than a mind God knows I loved her The ghost I knew She rests away I can not catch you You can not stay.
Running, after more than you, can hold. Taking, someone else's love, and leaving. Children are fearful of what they're told. Can't you see I'm the one who's freezing? I was just a child with a trinket Never knowing that it'd be, more to me When you were gone to, too far, from me. Steady with your hands close to my heart Never letting our world's tear us apart I know, your icicles I miss the beaches that we played on You missed the child in your own eyes Now you're gone, But I'm still not here. Why can't you wake up I'm not ready Please, just take your time, don't leave now I can't fight this world alone.
I try to bend my mind around a straight line. Pondering the lies imbedded in yesterdays truths. False prophets, masquerading on wisdoms mountain. "come taste our wares" I become intoxicated on prides pie. Tasting success's exstinction. Lives forsaken, sacrificed on alters of progress. Beads of glass breaking in upturned palms whispers from the fallen, not allowed to cry out. The language of their ancestors, silenced, erased. What's left? Is there any trace? Oil drips along insanities highway. Multitudes traveling gleefully in the passing lane, destination... nowhere fast. munching on fastfood promises Heading towards a toothpick bridge, trusting facades of solidity. Smiling plastic smiles. Turning the radio dial, tuned to stations extolling self pride. God complex. "All things are possible if I believe in me!" Living the dream, suspended within stupidity. Unable to bend twisted minds. Failing to seek the straight and narrow path. The end of us, no muss, no fuss. Time stands still. Momentary pause. The earth waits, catches it's breath. Abrahams Father, presses restart...
Too young to die They take a boy, too young to shave Who has never lived his life While his mates are chasing girls They fill his life with strife They send him off to a brand new war Over some damned fools Ideal I don't understand their wars And I guess I never will The folk who like to run the show Or most of them at least Have never even been to war They've never felt the beast As he rips right into one' intestines That hollow hole of fear! Each leader should be sent to war Then the picture might grow clear Then when they send young boys to war They'll see the whole damned show The weight of endless terror And then maybe they'll know What it's like as a fine young man To be sent out there to die He might then know, how a mother feels When she's lost her little guy. 1 August 2013 @ 1443hrs.
(A tribute poem to Connecticut Shooting victims) Whilst time is not in our hands to bear Whispering hushed sound, steals someone's life A lithe gunman brandishing gun to err If only I hold time, I'll stop the strife The ephemeral laughter of childhood Bequeath memories to posterity Be an advocate for gun ban, I would Parents felt like dry leaf in an eddy I speak of my thoughts, hopes, and prayers A glimpse of dulcet smile one last chance Felicity in heaven cloaked the fears For these children once have a dalliance One by one, far and near, gunshot broke out In silence, their presence you can't live without Posted also in Voicesnet.com (Jan. 2, 2013)
After Death You stay with one person for a lifetime. Then the day comes when there is no more you and me. There is only you, alone in a house that the two of you built together, a family, everything that you wanted together. You are alone in the morning, evening and the nights that go on forever. No one to hold, talk to, or to love; it is no more. There are no words to help. Life together is good or bad at times. But being together seemed hard. And being alone is even harder.
Now I am left alone with tears ~ with all shared may sadness cease the darkness of loss as fears increase your heart wants to hold on for hope losing the one expected never ready going through acceptance you think until time stands still and life does cease Now I am left alone with tears ~ every thought now to late to speak all you thought you knew you didn't when death comes swift no real preparation How long will this hurt one can only wonder The tears fall hard , the tears fall alone saying goodbye forever your gone .
Gasping for the air The color lost in your face It is time… good-bye
I miss you more than I could ever properly stress... You were a great friend, a true proper friend that anyone would be lucky to have known and luckier still to call their friend. I cherish the many times we shared together in laughter and fun. I think of you often and wish to go back to those simpler days, when things didn't get complicated or even hard. But as I write these words and remember you I wish for only your forgiveness. I let you down and I so very sorry. If I could have been a better person. A better friend then maybe now we'd still be able to share the laughter, the happiness, the pain, and the sadness within our lives. But as it is I abandoned you and lost a truly precious gift. If not for my selfishness perhaps you still might smile in the most dire of times... with an aching heart and heavy head I ask for your forgiveness as I lay you down to rest Perhaps if I were better, If I had been a good true friend Then you would have felt so alone in the end My dear Alleria... I miss you every day With an aching heart I now finally say Goodbye sweet friend...it has been a year I must go, and leave you once more. But this time I leave you in the hands of God He will care for you and guide you With as much love as I possess... Farewell... I will always, miss you. --- In Loving memory: Alleria June 07, 1993-August 20. 2012
There once was a man that was lackluster Who's life was one giant cluster Writes a suicide note He slits his throat Blank stares are all his family can muster
Trees shed Their Autumn Leaves. Autumn Leaves- That fall, That twirl And then embrace the ground. Autumn Leaves- That flood The pathways I tread And the horizon I see. Amidst them, I halt Amongst them, I sit, Stare and admire Them as they shower from trees. I listen to them, As they rustle, And cuddle In the soothing autumn breeze. Wondrous it is to listen To the tales they tell, Tales spelled in their toungless accents Tales that are the soul of each of those Falling, twirling, rustling Autumn Leaves.
Darkness consumes me Corrupted thoughts take over Soul becomes hollow Self castigation occurs Tears of blood destroys all hope
A smile moves across her lips She gazes at her crime A scar across her flesh and soul To haunt her for all time She'll waste away for all she cares Never stops to use her brain Doesn't care about the ones who are close All she cares about is pain She wants to be what the others expect of her Doesn't care about the self-respect for her A rose can't be a forget-me-not Can't she see what all she has got Already? Never to go back again She feels the world is at an end She will never show her grief Although she'll cry in empty streetS She'd sooner live like a desolate mole Living in fear in an empty hole Screaming silent wails alone Content to live in her mental home A final tear falls from her eye It hits the ground, it's followed by A beautiful body, mutated by hate A kind word could have stopped it, but it is too late One two many bricks in the wall in her mind Molding her demise because her heart was blind This self conscious being could never have won For she was destroyed by the beautiful ones She wouldn't fight back, wouldn't respect herself In the end, she managed only to wreck herself A rose can't be a forget-me-not Little did she know, she had all she had sought Already
Are You Ready to Meet Jesus? One day soon, there'll be A meeting In the air! God's people will gather, from everywhere! Jesus will return,, for you and me! He wants to take us all! For eternity! People will be there! Both young and old! Being with Jesus forever! On streets paved with gold! When he comes, no one knows! When he does, may we be ready to go! Live you life, as if He came right now! One day, before him, Every knee shall bow! May we live a Godly life, in everything! As we look forward to, the return of the king! By Jim Pemberton
Hand in hand we walked together into Reception Nothing could stop us and together we were three James and I LARP-ed Doctor Who for fun We talked and laughed for hours Because no stress was in our way Anna and I smiled and laughed And jumped on our bouncy castle With nothing dividing us. Side by side we walked together into Year 6 Some stranger stopped them to talk and broken we were alone James and I talked about Doctor Who for fun And we talked and kissed for hours But misunderstanding broke us up Anna and I still smiled and laughed And joked about our bouncy castle But secondary school was going to divide us. With no one there I walked alone into Year 7 And a stranger became my friend and together we were two Violet and I both loved Doctor Who And James found Dominic So James and I talked for mere minutes And school started pulling us apart Anna and I still laughed and smiled Still promising to be friends Never letting it divide us Suffocating and drowning I walked into Year 9 Hating how I was and feeling alone Katie and Chloe were so pretty And Violet so funny and all were better than me James and I hardly talked or saw each other But we still made the most of our friendship As we were like family, stress couldn't break us apart Anna and I laughed but I did not smile genuinely Because the bouncy castle was long gone And our schools were beginning to divide us Dead yet breathing I stand right now And I hate who am I and every single detail Fights broke us up and pulled us apart So I can feel Katie, Violet and Chloe Falling further out my reach James moved house to a place unknown And blamed me for never talking to him But really it was because of my ex who was a girl It was for something beyond my control Anna and I were still friends; only by a thread As she did not know about me And how school broke me apart So this is me now; I'm all alone No longer the smiling young girl of reception The only person talking to me is me And the voice in side my head You see; they all left me and always will So now the only call I answer Is that of my blades And the darkness That is constantly Pulling me Down
No pain to bear, a tranquil sleep A tender soul now in HIS keep A smile, a sigh, and through it all A caring Hand to break a fall The strength you showed, a champion true You soared to heights, not all can do You asked for naught but simple things A love to share, the joy it brings A final breath and peace at hand A night's bright light came to an end We bid farewell as we embrace Each loving memory cannot erase All seven fold and now less one A brother lost but still a son We hold you dear, just know your blessed A gentle soul now laid to rest
Depression 3 o'clock in the morning… The sounds of bed frames hitting drywall, The sounds of Chopin and Coltrane played With a hint of sadness in tone. Sounds of whores and pimps arguing; "Where is the money, you whore?!" "I don't have the money!" A sound of a slap to the face A big hand crushing bone, Blood everywhere Red streaks on white walls. The sound of drunks walking gloomy streets, Police and ambulance rush down burned out streets Sirens wailing, crying out! A child, six years old Crying, "Momma! Momma!" Shedding tears over his dying mother, lost her soul to the Crack pipe. Rest In Peace. A sound of a .357 magnum revolver click And a gunshot shakes the nerves of many, And for a moment the sweet and peaceful silence. "Dispatch, suicide on 46th street Hollywood Boulevard, Send the Corner. Over." Then the darkness sails over And the entire cities are showered with tears from the heavens, But no one weeps, Not a single soul… -10/2/13-
Where am I? Why is it dark? This isn't what I had in mind when I left the park… Why isn't the wind whispering…the songbirds singing? All I remember is a telephone ringing… A scream and a crash and a pain in my side… Is this what happens after one's died? I don't feel like myself, I feel wild and free, Yet I'm cold and alone, 'stead of filled with glee. My whole life I've studied, and pondered, and prayed, Trying to fathom what would happen this day But now that it's here, I'm beginning to fear Maybe the afterlife's not what it appears… It's certainly not what I've been told by my preacher Or my parents or brother or best friend or teacher… Is it a bad thing, or is it good? Maybe it's just not quite understood... While I was on Earth, I just couldn't wait To meet good St. Peter at the heavenly gate And ask him a question or query or two "What was my purpose?" "What good did I do?" "What's it all for?" "How does it all flow?" "Can I have one more body, one more try, one more go?" But where is the angel? Where is the gate? And If this is Hell, then where is Ol' Satan? Am I a lost soul? Am I forgotten? Am I to be left here until I am rotten? Lo and behold! what, now, can this be? Is this a wonderful spiritual epiphany? Is this the magical feeling all souls receive When they leave Earth? Oh! was I that naïve? How could I have not seen the realism? Why was I consumed in man-made idealism? This is more wondrous than all I was taught Oh, all the times I argued and fought With others, 'bout how their views were asinine Now I see, theirs were just as wrong as mine! Little I thought was actually correct! How, why, did I let others petty beliefs infect My untouched, my pure, my virgin mind? I regret all the hours I self-tortured to find That compared to what I see now, I was empty and blind… Wait - - What is this that I see? What is this gateway that is revealed unto me? Now a door is opened to my immortal soul I am expected now to enter my life's final goal… I am scared, intimidated, but still I am glad… For the truth I have just seen is anything but bad. This is the end of my journey, I've nothing to fear, For now I am going Beyond the Frontier.
The sun dances above the clouds Though the sunsets with no regrets Death comes but light is my shroud *Be wise my son good night for now Joy in the morning light does not forget The sun dances above the clouds *Good or bad both in the end do bow Though sadness fills your eyes so wet Death comes but light is my shroud *Rejoice at my goodbye it is only for now Reunions are sweet it is like we never left The sun dances above the cloud *Though my eyes dim and a voice not so loud Whispers of love do pass through the dark net Death comes but light is my shroud *We will meet again among the crowd's When morning has come after the sunset The sun dances above the clouds Death comes but light is my shroud
An Era Gone. An era gone, what's it about? This life as folk move in and out And Mum and dad now they're gone too To be recharged then start anew A funny dance this life it be Dancing on eternally. Yes life it be a complex tale wrote on the screen of here and now Brief images just dancing by Their aim, to make one wonder why For man can never be like beast Who happy be, yet know the least. So deep within my core I feel A stream that flows and always will There's spring, then summer, Autumn too And then the winter. Start anew So round and round and round it goes Forever on the river flows. So me, I see old mum and dad Reunited, happy, glad. within a garden filled with splendor Together oh so loving, tender As they wait once more to come on down As the circle keeps on turning round. 2000 Socrares.
If I could go back For just a day Even just a few hours I would set up the board Put each checker in it's place I would see Really see Grandpa across the table Him with his furrowed brow. I would be less concerned Less focused on winning I would relish his laugh Listen carefully to his tales Record them indelibly on my mind's eye Combining Past Present Future I would see The eccentricities of me Passed on in perpetuity His playfulness The keenness of his former mind Before the disease stole what was left behind With each play the minutes would pass I would take my time Make them last There would be questions to ask Sadly the time is gone The board has been put away It's a game I no longer play It was our special thing He left long ago On angels wings Yet one day When this Life has passed He will be there and I will ask "Set up the board It's time to play. We can take our time We have all day."
I find it strange coming home and not seeing you this evening I know I shall never see your eyes again but I shall always feel their gaze anytime thoughts of you come to my mind I can still hear your pitiful moan the first day I kept you in the kennel Forgive me for not realizing that a spirit like yours was not meant to be caged After you were set free how different and alive you looked jumping around in the yard with those precise energetic leaps So goodbye my little Gypsy I shall never see you again but you will always dwell in that secret spot in my heart Thank you for the beauty you brought into my life November 4, 2013
I loved when you were there by my side, and I could feel you next to me, But it seems that time has gone. "Until death do us part" seems to work in this situation, You were dead before dawn. Preparing for the morrow is one of the most painful things when I don't see you, You were always waiting for me with a hug, kiss, and a smile, But it seems those days have gone already, I don't see your face there anymore, I'll be walking on the face of the Earth alone for my while. I still remember the first time I saw your face when I was brought in this world, You held me close and loved me and spoiled me. When I was sad or afraid, you always embraced me with your warmth, taking the fear away, I'm just too lonely to stay here, don't you see? You loved me with all your heart, and I never wanted to see you leave so soon, I loved you more than any petty word could describe. Should I keep the memories, or move on and make a new life? It's just too hard and painful to decide. I don't want to forget you, but every time I remember the old days, I burst into tears and cry my time away. I wanted you to stay here with me until I knew it was enough, I wanted you to be here for me, for a little longer, just come back and stay. As long as you're gone, I'm walking on my own.
Please forgive me for what I've done. Take away these lies and promises that I couldn't keep. Dig a grave, where I will forever sleep. Take away these memories there no good to me. Let it burn through my skin to bone. Take away this love that I yield no more. Let my ashes burn deep to the pores. Take away what's left of me. And let my mistakes pass on.
Oh, tragic feather what is thy tragedy No longer freedom gay or certian loft How is this thy new translation From a majesty, unto a wing thou hath mighty dropped Were thou thus, shunned, cast away Or merely, cut out or off As limb from downward spiral angel Perhaps, a troubled finch or insanity in wayward hawk Lie, if thou must, be it amidst a deafening silence, lonesome soft But, I plead, please tell me fallen feather, what hath befallen thee Thy tuft to ne'er evermore touch again What life should be, warmth of the summer's breeze Sleep, sleep now 'neath the alley's gutter greys Catching Weeping Willows damning drops Adrift as the drowning lily dying In seas of the myriad scattered rots An accomplice I shall say, within a winter's willing white And alas, buried ordinary in this doth the corpse delight Far beneath the crowds held at bay and forever lost Now thou hath become the naked grove of wicker and then... the more of naked souless crops
Time moves on, and soon will tell, when asked for whom they ring the bell… Forty lived …and forty lost, you left before twilight. When it's half as much, at twice the cost, you'll bask in perfect light… We live in castles …made of sand, we come as a stranger, but leave as a friend… Remember now, your last first kiss, those times will be profoundly missed… Your smile indeed could cast a spell. You learned to play a bad hand well… With all our hopes and dreams in tow, we are old too quick, and wise too slow. Life's an elaborate complex dance... Would you live again, if you had the chance? Copyright © 2013
I ask all to be open minded as I tell the story of my friend, William . There are so many prejudice in this World , from color to sex To me it has always been the soul , the person inside For one that is shallow will not experience life in true blessing William my friend was African American , he was fun and personality full of 'I am here " William was Gay , William disowned , William called "A queer " Well this is a lesson for all to know God does not care what color , but the heart , what color it shows . I had left my 1st Husband , with 2 children I had to support . I was depressed , felt alone in the civilian World of a sort For when I got to Monterey bay , I was on a Military base Very shy and recluse , not leaving the perimeter of the land I opened such a big door when I left that abusive Man I had the tiniest apartment with 2 little rooms , probably 550 sq. feet I presume . I will never for get the night He came to my door , William ," Girl, lets go dancing Let's go explore ! He called me 'The platinum Blonde " We went out together and danced , he was amazing ! William energized any room . He Lit it Up ! For he had something inside his beautiful soul , no money could buy, nor silver or gold. Well years went by in Monterey bay , I had fallen in love with a man , Lost so much time . Time went by , after the man broke my heart ,I remember "where is William " I missed something that lies deep in my heart . The true Love and friendship of he I craved . Now this story is long so go to "William part 2 "be patient , be brave .
By: Tyner Twine No one knew it was coming, No one knew that you'll be leaving No one knew you were hurting, No one knew you were dying. Amongst the bright lights of the festivity, Yours slowly starts to fade, It hurts more to know the reality That nothing can ever be done or said Memories of my hands holding your tiny body And memories of when I saved your life I thought everything will be steady But now, you've left our family. I feel so shallow As despair starts to swallow Guilt starts to follow… I feel so hallow I wish there was more time to be with you Turn back time so I won't cry like this Keep you close to me, At least before you close your eyes. What's so hard is I can't ever deny Is the fact that I Wasn't even by your side At least to say goodbye. Outside, the stars shine The winds sighs, In your humble grave you lie, There goes the white butterfly So for tonight I'll cry
And now I've lost my papers, My passport and my wife, The very essence of My identity and life. My bank account is empty, My cloths and garments sold, My skin and bones are ashes, Spread thin on the open road. My old car's broken down, No wheels to touch the floor, The motor been dismantled, Stripped clean down to the core. The bailiffs and the policemen, Have emptied my abode, The promises I made you, Have been auctioned out and sold. The love I hold within me, Is all that I now have left, The rest is bleak illusion, The bind man and the deaf. The imaginary people , I thought were my friends, Have left the scene forever, As the road of life does bend. And now I stand alone, Upon this lonely hill, I gaze upon the meanings, The years have silently killed. In the roaring storms of thunder, In the lightning in the night, In the whispering of the children, In the white doves lonely flight. In the dust of many ages, That has settled on my soul, In the ashes of my humanity, That has filled my begging bowl. The ancient breeze is blowing, Calling me to my knees, To behold the light within me, In the prison of the keys. more at http://labyrinthoflies.com
Flames roared through the nights sky. A glimpse of blue still protruded through the flames. The heat warmed the mortals below. They believed that this was a great night. The sky emulated a beautiful red color. The color was extraordinary with remnants of blue. They believed that they were all safe. They were not nearly as safe. They were witnessing Armageddon. The war between good and evil. For no one is safe until judgment day. That is the day when the sky will forever remain blue. The birds will sing a tune. The flowers will bloom. That will be the day. The day when we will all be ok.
With and Stand Bring me peace and I shall spare your life. Seek me out and I shall be your champion. Submit to me and I shall be yours a life time over. Shalt I be in thy presence set pace and order me to lead your armies to victory. Shalt I be thy warriors set pace and lend me your strength and fight even to death may it be. Shalt I be thy partner set pace and bring my life, down, even to ruins at your very command it shall be. Stand next to me be we equals in our lives fight next to me to be us comrades in our everyday rogue lives. Fall next to me be we die together and not before or after the bloody moon. Can we speak as one, no we may not. Peace was brought by with passion. Found with ever class over the moon and back submitted to and never lost with that a golden lock. Order and set up we won the battles fulfilling our duties. Stand proud me, your warrior won time and time again even death lost. Partner good and evil may we rise to those who stand against us, never to fall upon another's rules. Have we won? No we haven't. Bring me from the edge of death and I shall bring you harmony. Sought me out for victory and I shall be your army. Submit to your will, drive me over and back again for I shall be at to your noted command. Brought back from the edge of death the songs of harmony are being sung. Found by you, I pledge victory and thus I won you ever lasting life. Asked and received I shall have them bear arm to me as we follow your command. With this I am at your mercy for you have saved me not once but twice there shall be no third. I will fight to the bitter end; by your side shall I know your monarch will rein for many years. With this blood badge this is my pledge to you. Order me, lend me strength, see me as your equal, save me , treasure you, fight with the spirit of the warrior, and when it is all set in done shall I be in your hands or will you be in mine?
Well....... Here we are , we have finally reached that day, When you and I would finally be parting our ways , I believe little brother it has come way to soon , Aways thought it would be me and it turned out to be you. This is something that we could have nevber known, Just never doubted it would be me that was first to go. Forget all your troubles and all the reason's why , And all the times we had when you were alive. Saying our goodbyes for the very last time , Makes it hard for me to hold back the tears in my eyes. Soar with the wings that were made from your Dreams, Say goodbye to your worries and troubles just enjoy being. When you get there open your eyes will you please, And when you get there will you hug Mama for me. My thoughts will be with you for the rest of my days, I will always stand tall please hear what I say . When you get there. Tac.
What I would give to see those shining emerald eyes looking at me once more To see your young face To see your perfect crooked smile once more What I would give to have one last hug To spend just a couple minutes with you To go back and change the dark past What I would give to have one more laugh To have one more beautiful memory with you What I would give to say goodbye to your pale, magnificent self
Thank you for the beautiful memory you left on my mind you are not dead but you are not here, to me you are gone, cos i cant feel you the way i used to, everything you used to do are left untouched the space you ocupied is empty, our yesterday is fading away like the rainbow so beautiful but so short, how can i forget the endless yesterday? when you are here with me. in loving memory of my sister (you are not an angel but you did what an angel can do,you fly to heaven.)
My mother comes to visit me I always look forward to what will be. Leaves of red and brown, as it is fall Her presence here makes me feel small. I know she loves me, for that is true "I've come to have a talk with you." She tells me dad is doing well, I know she's happy, I can tell. She then asks me how I have been I respond to her with a wide grin. She talks about my uncle too, "He always says he misses you." She says that she's been working hard Taking care of the house, and also the yard. Silence echoes as leaves fall from the sky Now it is time to say goodbye. I call out to her and ask for her to stay But she lays flowers on my grave and walks away.
years of yesterday caught in time when fate would not have it any other way and your countenance is covered in grime oblivion escapes the hold of an afflicted heart for history foretold and yet never was I ready to witness the start grief fills the void case of a special love never again to caress a father's embrace in the comfort of emotion's cove it hurts to remember and the past its inspiration lends for expression burnt to ember when it never ends
It's goodbye to mad Frankie Fraser The East Ends gangster appraiser So loyal to the Kray's To his very last day One the Sixties ultimate erasures .
Days are long and nights are short. To last through time I will need an escort. But yesterday I heard the news my escort is gone, to heaven he flew. I saw the feathers from his wings fell in the lonely nights did time love to dwell. Even so, I still need him nevertheless though I know he's there, giving me his bless. It's easy to walk with a pair of legs, to fly with wings, not some wooden pegs. The flesh was raw but now it has rot with attempts to untangle this strangled knot. I am in pain, in severe pain and all this sadness do I wish to feign. But he is gone, everything is gone. Hopefully I'll live to see the upcoming dawn.
Rope around my neck, I fall, waiting for blackness. Bliss. Eternal sleep.
Hey, The bright future I looked forward to, Where has it gone? Now I have nothing but, The darkened future to look through. Put into a heavy wooden box Right in front of my eyes. My love, where are you? I still have yet to marry you, But our love dies. The box, now becoming smoke, It seems my will no longer remains. Seeing as though I was so forgotten I'm evanescence, no longer remembered, It wasn't my hands that were stained. Dear me there, No more pain? Dear me there, No more smiles? No, nothing can remain. That day, It hurt being sucked in the ground. I cried alone, I'm innocent, I swear, But the people gathered all around. Did you find My shoes there? Did you find My letter there? Do you remember, dear? I saw At the last moments, A lid to cover the box, Then the concrete, And dark skies. Sshh… I'll be back soon.
I am a prison in this hospital bed Used to wake-up with a cross above my head Pity my race will soon come to its end My love for them Please send. A plastic tube between my nose and lips Giving me air, glad I 'm sick! Gate of the white palace will soon to be closed Guardians of the empire seen in the post. Outside the window of my hopeless jail Children playing by one and more than twail Deprived of freedom and happiness Laying in this bed full of regrets and anguish. Doctors said "soon you 'll be okay You need to take your medicines everyday" If only I can have a second life I wish I can tell you "follow God's light". Wish I can get out in this darkest sorrow Be most welcome my self for a better tomorrow To the King of white palace thank you for today ! Only prayer for you left as my medicine for everyday.
There's a place somewhere It's been long forgotten, Where shades of lilac, cream and white Fill the foggy world far into the misty sea. The murky skies with ivory clouds, Shield it from heavens view. So that the shells may lie in peace. Amidst these shattered, clattered shells Lies a boat which sadly sunk. The wood decayed, The frame unchanged. On which sailors had once, Ate and drank in company And walked and readily slept. They dreamed about the seven seas And the treasure held by each. So I close my eyes to see a golden light Which Illuminates the ship again. While sailors danced and sang On that merry drink of rum. With lyrics of old pirate songs. Amongst their voices I hear the waves, They crash beneath my feet. As the sailor's songs turn to screams. Sorrowfully they say goodbye To their dreams which fill the sky As they sink unable to fly. The salty spray splashes my face And opens up my eyes Amongst the shattered, clattered shells I stand again. And in my sight there it lays The ship that once had merry sailors Only now a wreck.
And so she was the girl from Bair. With ocean eyes and golden hair. Of heavy heart and light despise Of cupid's dart and winter's cries. There came a day when things did end. Around the corner of the bend There came a truck and in dispair The loudest word was spoken there. And so she left to who knows where. Whilst many cried because they cared. She roams around in circles too, And whispering winds and skies of blue. We raise our glass towards the sky And smile a memory although she died. No tears tonight, not ever one. For there she rests inside the sun. She is okay we know for sure. In better days to now endure. And so she was the girl from Bair With clemency; a heart so fair. And as we lay in bed and sigh, I'd like to say to you Goodbye. Rest In Peace Best Friend 11-21-1996 ~ 06-21-2011
Oh how I wish I could go back, To heal the pain inside my heart; To say goodbye before it was too late, To see you smile at me once more; To heal the pain inside my heart, To hear your laughter fill the air, To see you smile at me once more; What I wouldn't give to just go back, To hear your laughter fill the air, To say goodbye before it was too late, What I wouldn't give to just go back; Oh how I wish I could go back. ~For Paula's Back to Bacl Contest~
Your colorful skin Has been stripped from its bones Thrown, shriveled, into a heap Onto a hospital bed Plugged into the wall Toxins flushed throughout your body Eating the smile off your face Watching you go to war For one more breath One last glimpse Looking into your pale eyes I see a stranger's helpless body Forcing short breaths Take mine away A twisted flicker of peace Dances across your face With one last calm breath You withdraw Soul released An unfinished symphony?Consumed with grief ?Sorrow has arrived?With smiles thief
I want you to know my dear daughter I thought of you every day The thought you say your daughter hates me The question asked is how can a baby hate The answer is, a baby learns what it is taught I never raised you to hate in any way To disrespect or live such a troubled way You've hurt me like no other has In such a way it no longer bothers me Although I think of you more then you'll know I no longer care if I see you again You were my dearest, my one and only And the day I gave birth to you Gave me bragging rights in all that you do I showed I was proud, you didn't understand Much time has gone by I hardly think of you any more The day will come, you will need me again That day will be, when it's much too late I won't be the one who will be so hurt You will find that you waited much to late My time will have ended on this dear earth I will be gone, spending my time in Heaven I will watch over my dear granddaughter I will guide, guard and protect her From the evil that you teach her That my dear daughter is a promise I will take care of her, from above I will teach her how to love, honor and respect Things I did teach you, you weren't paying attention I want you to know my dearest daughter I loved you before you were born And I loved you 'till my dying day I now love you from above But now you're on your own without my love Just remember this my dear daughter You took the love I had to give my granddaughter From her life, she'll never know You cheated her, from a part of life She will find out, and pay you back When that happens, remember this It's the same, you did to me
Remember that day Your memory set to replay Remember that day When your life was astray Tattered curtains in the wind A path you soon rescind Echoes of silence in the halls Shadows dance upon the walls Her door off its frame Search, call her name Terror brings you to your knees Your gut twisting with unease Remember that day Your memory set to replay Remember that day When your life was astray Screams burn outside The attack worldwide Determined to find her Afraid of what may occur Heart breaks at the thought When nearby a gun is shot Running wild in the night Praying it'll be alright Remember that day Your memory set to replay Remember that day When your life was astray Words still engraved Your soul enslaved Memories on your mind Apocalypse of mankind Her love you dearly miss The unforgettable last kiss Feeling her last breath As she welcomed death Remember that day Your memory set to replay Remember that day When your life was astray Remember that day When she faded away When you were unable to say What your heart wish to convey
I don't want freedom. Forgive me for sounding paranoid or crazy. But this man used me. After knowing my history of pain. Now I see why people kill the victims and themselves. Doing away with all evil its emancipation. At my wits end. Where sanity has eaten away my brains. Where my soul has no resting place. And tears are like acid. That burns through my cheeks. Pardon my insanity. For I have fallen too many times. Where getting up is just powerless. My heart is caged. All the impact and friction it took, For years. And still it beats. Keeping me alive to face another brutal blow. Pain so severe. No medicine or words of encouragement Can put me at peace. Love is inadmissible here. For I am deceased . 01/17/13
Jesus Paid The Sacrifice! Jesus sacrificed his life for you and me! So we can be with him for all eternity! His life for ours… a ransom was paid IN FULL, This is why I I love HIM so! Upon his head were placed the crown of thorns, Enduring so much shame and scorn. The blood from his body as it began to flow! The pain inside his body, Began to grow! The nails placed in his feet and hands, The pain he went through is hard to understand. His life for ours, is what he gave! His life for ours… Is what he did trade! By Jim Pemberton
All turned down to the worst as the children lost innocence, as the bums drank their last breath away, as the man eating sharks finding their way, to the over-crowded sandy beaches, as the man turn to the woman and gave her a slap across the face, as the thef steals in the night, as the coward goes behind his loved ones' backs, as the oil lanterns spill over and burn the bridges to salvation and paradise. Something always happens to the good guy, a knife in the back in the midst of dawn, his woman leaving with another man, he dying slowly of cancer, or suffering from intoxication of the blood. Poison. Poison, ravages his body, oh, how could God let such things happen to such a good man? His life work, his social life, his nirvana all destroied, burned away, turned to dust. But with the evil, came the good. Yes with time and time again repeating itself in a circle of time, across the crossed faces, as blue eyed Death smiles and as the girls grin, Everything came into place, Anyway with evil, came the good. Indeed it had came right to his front doorstep.
My heart is like a waterfall, cascading with an abundance of love; it flows from my heart like the water down a stream I cherish this life you have shared here with me; but soon my sweet girl, I'll be on my way You know my belief, in what we were always meant to be; now we just have to travel some distance to be united, but you will soon see My love for you is constant and never ending; but sadly this human body, it is not mending I feel blessed that we have each other and this beautiful love; my spirit will be right beside you shining from above I will surround you, with my loving light; I will make your dreams, sunny and bright I will fill your life with happiness and not say a peep; I will be right there beside you even when you sleep When it's time for you to join me again, I will come to you with a loving smile and then When you take your last breath you will feel me; I'll be waiting there and then you will see With outstretched loving arms you will see me glow; I will look into your eyes and you'll see, I never did go Hold my hand and together we will take this ride; we will let our hearts flow just like the ebbing tide We will travel into the stratosphere; together we may well collide Sun beams will bounce off the earth; the stars will be sparkling, with re-birth Across the universe our dreams will explode; and there you will find our new abode Until then my child, know that I'm just a breath away, I will meet you on the other side and together again we will play Like a waterfall cascading down a stream; life is just a beautiful dream. Written by Vicki Darcy 2014.
Rows of thousands buried underneath me. I can feel them, their hands reaching out to me. their bodies beaten with cracked skulls damaged to no end, all these things, ..neglected attention.. ..lacking of communication.. ..no disposition.. all these things in this world. shows their fight for life. If I could feel death, it would be faded. Now I'm starting to see their position. Because I've learned how to disappear completely. This is where I end and you begin, To fade out, again.
There is a brilliant sun setting on the horizon. I wipe tears from my eyes, and watch in a strange sense of awe. The sun kisses everything with it's radiating beams and then disappears from view. It reminds me that, like many things in life, these serenely beautiful moments are often fleeting. Words are left unsaid, moments forgotten, lives lost. But, in those quiet moments, when I feel the sun's warmth on my face, I know you're sending me a smile and lighting up my life, once again.
MUM ... WHERE DO I START? I DON'T THINK THERE IS WORDS , TO EXPLAIN HOW I AM FEELING ABOUT THE LOSS OF YOU... BUT I WILL USE ALL THE STRENGTH YOU HAVE GIVEN TO ME , SO I CAN GET THESE FINAL WORDS OUT THE GUILT , SADNESS AND REGRET FROM NOT SEEING YOU LIKE I WANTED TO SO ****ING MUCH , THEN THE PAIN OF NOT HAVING A CHANCE TO SAY "GOODBYE" TO THE MOST BEAUTIFUL MOTHER COULD WANT, AND YES MUM I'M TALKING ABOUT YOUTO HOLD YOUR HAND, TO SEE YOU SMILE , TO HEAR YOUR VOICE, WOULD MAKE MY LIFE MORE WORTHWHILE. YOU TAUGHT ME HOW TO LIVE, BUT YOU NEVER TAUGHT ME HOW TO LIVE WITHOUT YOU I MISS YOU SO SO MUCH MUM, BUT THE LOVE IN MY HEART FOR YOU , WILL MAKE SURE YOUR LIFE , LOVE , WARMTH AND TOUCH , WILL LIVE ON FOREVER , IN ME I KNOW THAT YOU CHANGED ME , JUST FROM YOUR PRESENCE...THATS'S HOW STRONG YOU WERE MUM I KNOW YOU HAVEN'T LEFT ME , FOR THE LOVE IN MY HEART REMAINS , YOU WILL NEVER HAVE TO SUFFER AND YOUR BODY WILL FEEL NO PAIN...... GOD TOOK YOUR HAND , AND MADE US PART , HE CLOSED YOUR EYES , AND BROKE MY HEART ....FOR ALL THE TIMES WE HAVE BEEN TOGETHER, I WILL NEVER FORGET YOUR FACE. THERE IS NO MOTHER ANYWHERE LIKE YOU, NO ONE COULD TAKE YOUR PLACE. IF ONLY I HAD KNOWN YOU WERE LEAVING, I GUESS I EXPECTED YOU TO FOREVER LAST, ALL OF THE DREAMS OF US IN THE FUTURE, ARE NOW BUT MEMORIES OF THE PAST. GOD TAPPED YOU ON THE SHOULDER, HE WAS THE ONLY ONE WHO KNEW, THAT YOU WERE GOING WITH HIM, TO THE SKY SO BEAUTIFUL BLUE. ALTHOUGH I MAY NEVER SEE YOU MUM, ARJAY WILL BE BY YOUR SIDE, HE'S GONNA HOLD YOUR HAND, AND LEAD THE WAY, FOR HE WILL BE YOUR GUIDE..... I LOVE YOU MY MOTHER..... DON'T TELL ME THAT YOU UNDERSTAND, DON'T TELL ME THAT YOU KNOW, DON'T TELL ME THAT I WILL SURVIVE, HOW I WILL SURELY GROW. DON'T TELL ME THIS IS JUST A TEST, THAT I AM TRULY BLESSED, THAT I AM CHOSEN FOR THIS TASK, APART FROM ALL THE REST. DON'T COME AT ME WITH ANSWERS THAT CAN ONLY COME FROM ME, DON'T TELL ME HOW MY GRIEF WILL PASS, THAT I WILL SOON BE FREE. DON'T STAND IN PIOUS JUDGMENT OF THE BONDS I MUST UNTIE, DON'T TELL ME HOW TO SUFFER, DON'T TELL ME HOW TO CRY. MY LIFE IS FILLED WITH SELFISHNESS, MY PAIN IS ALL I SEE, BUT I NEED YOU, I NEED YOU YOUR LOVE UNCONDITONALLY. ACCEPCT ME IN MY UPS AND DOWNS, I NEED SOMEONE TO SHARE, JUST TO HOLD MY HAND AND LET ME CRY, AND SAY, MY FRIEND I REALLY DO CARE Mom you mean the world to me It's hard to live without you ,You were always by my side Through thick and thin you helped me
Let Me Go! I don't want this anymore! I can't go to sleep at night, all I seem to do is write. Sometimes I read... I read until I finish. When I finally go to sleep, I hear the sound of the alarm "BEEP! BEEP! BEEP!" Oh gosh, I can't handle this anymore. I am going crazy here and no one seems to notice it, my dear. I cry myself to sleep. telling myself everything will get better. BUT IT DOESN'T! And I know I mustn't but I want that knife just as much as I want that gun I hate this world and everything about this girl She sings and tries to get attention yet no one gives her the time of day. She falls into the books she reads no one knowing, it is escaping, she pleads. This girl is me, oh but you knew, right? Since all I ever talk about is me! Gosh, can't you see? I'm my enemy! I'm my own nightmare! No one is hurting me! It is me who shouldn't be let free! Lock me up! Kill me! That way I won't harm myself... I'd like it if it was someone else Please, do me the favor and let me go for no one can save this girl from this cruel world.
The Last Ride – Zamreen Zarook God gave us the life with much prosper, Never to take this opportunity as cheaper, No point of storing wealth in a crisper, Increase your morals and attitudes as a creeper. When the time comes for the departure, Every moments will be an adventure, No time to think on agriculture, No mood to go for architecture. Wealth, that we said "mine" will be moving away, Family that we called "mine" will be waving away, Designations that we had "I am" will be thrown away, At last the body is taken and buried away. Alexander's hands were out when he was buried, Which says the world, nothing accompanied, Good deeds and merits that we earn, only to be carried, So let's lead a life that to be copied.
End It By: IzaDonna My demons crouch real low Seeping out of me real slow The pain protectively covered Darkening memories like no other But I hide behind a smile This life not seeming worth while The blade I have is ready to go Life already being at an all time low So bring on the darkness i no longer have a purpose Chorus I push you away to protect you My sickness n pain being nothing new So save yourself from my sorrow Cause I won't live to see tomorrow You deserve someone better So let me be and go find her Loneliness is my own choice Feeling so lost with no voice So I let each day slip by Everyday just wanting to die What have I become Where did all this pain come from Being left alone is my desire The spark going out in my fire My days I feel are at an end Too far gone to possibly mend Chorus So bring on the darkness I've lost my purpose
In a drunken state I lay here in bed with my notebook and a piece of pen, no one in my house not even family nor a rat in the den, creating another craft from pen and ink to seek the justice that my artistic sense needs, for my art is dependent on sorrow for there like a vulture it feeds, My memories have become a rotten corpse being eaten slowly by my art, cursed for my past and sorrow can never be apart, with the winds howling outside the window, I could hear the silence of a lonely widow, Waiting for the man that's never going to come back , probably having his corpse being dragged inside a sack, hope has found one of it's victims again, sucking life out of once gleeful women, Like the widow I lost a majestic bird once, remembering her radiant face with just a glance, at a withering sunflower above my shelf, remembering her lying down at the concrete turning cold alone by herself, Time is cruel when it is needed, and my heart's sturdiness has already been tested, the trials of losing a loved one are harsh, to the point that I'm still stuck in this pitiful sorrowful marsh, Nothing can ease this pain of mine but father Time himself, petals begin to fall on top of my shelf, one by one they fell, with no soul inside to go to either heaven or hell, My sweet withering sunflower why have you abandoned me? I never thought leaving you for work had a fee! Slowly, slowly, you are fading away, And still Time will never stop and tomorrow will still be a new day.
a loaded day, there are no words-- just the welling of tears. ika-8 ng Nobyembre Y.AE.CH Si ay-pod bay u-pa-dan No kang ti-na gin-du- man May u-lang ma-di kag-nan May ta-kip ma di kay-wan Mo kang ti-na- gin-du- man Ga si-yon di sa ad-ngan Ga pag- tang-da-yon di-man You, my friend, dearest of all, thinking of you makes me sad. Rivers deep are in between, forests vast keep us apart. But thinking of you with love, as if you are here nearby standing, sitting at my side. ** the photo in my avatar is not mine, just something that has touched me-- an example of Ambahan poetry by one of our indigenous groups here, the Hanunuo Mangyans (Oriental Mindoro). Ambahan is their traditional poetry that is typically written on bamboo, and uses their syllabic script known as Surat Mangyan. Let me quote the definition of ambahan: "As a definition, it can be stated that the ambahan is: A rhythmic poetic expression with a meter of seven syllable lines and having rhythmic end-syllables. It is most often presented as a chant without a determined musical pitch or accompaniment by musical instruments. Its purpose is to express in an allegorical way, liberally using poetic language, certain situations or certain characteristics referred to by the one reciting the poem."
Dearest, You are on the verge of graceful flight to heavenly worlds. I would love to sail with you through atmospheric whirl; when your spirit splits the barrier of sound, sight, sky, lingering on earth, it's true, I will sometimes question, "Why?" We have descended death's dark valley many times before, this time will be the last good-bye; we face the final door. These words express the sentiments my heart repeats with love, a pulsing refrain of tenderness echoing above. I bid you go, lift your wings, sail into the piercing blue; I see angels outside this room waiting to carry you. Heaven was ours here on earth, living joy every day. Adieu, dear heart, death cannot shock a soul who knows the way. September 6, 2014
"No." She whispered before drowning into her sorrows. Her life had been a simple happy one. There were no pains and no troubles. Life was life and people were people. Life was simple. and life was all about tomorrows. Life didn't know about sorrows. Her sorrows. Those same sorrows that she drowned in never existed. They were never there, but where? First to be sad in the naive town of joy. Sorrow became contagious and what was known as happiness no longer was there. It was non-exististent. A meager thought and a blessed memory. She tried and tried. She failed and failed. Life was no longer hers. For Pain was her only possession. Her curse. She lived and she died. Yet, her legacy was passed on. Never was it gone. "No." She whispered before drowning in her sorrows, "Save them."
*A assignment was due in class. * Every time a gun shoots A tree looses its roots Every time there is bloodshed Along with it millions of tears are shed Every time a heart is stabbed Someone else's life gets barren As violence grows Many more mothers moan The sounds of destruction Overpowers the voice of those Who are innocent Who suffer with no reason Who beg for life Who have heart full of innocence Why do so much violence? That the child's cry cannot be heard When his father is killed Why do so much violence? That a mother moans Over her child's dead remains Why do so much violence For winning any stupid battle Which is taking lives Of people who have wives And mothers and children When you can keep calm Talk things out Do whatever you can To keep violence out Because there is no sin as big as VIOLENCE
As I die he will be with me, I fell in love he had the key, And always knelt on one knee. My last thoughts are of him, As the lights go dim, Life circling on a rim. All at once we are apart, The taste is so tart, It all hits me in the heart. You are left to live, My heart your captive, There is nothing to forgive. My cheeks blush so shy, With a tear in my eye, As I start to die. Fear not for I am well, As many up here can tell, It is not quite hell. As I look from above, kissing the forehead of my love, I wonder what he dreams of. I look at him so fondly, his lips curve so grandly, as he sleeps so soundly. I'm like a hummingbird fluttering over his bed, I wish to be with him but I am dead, My life over and has fled. I fear for my love for he is kind, Strong handsome and well lined, But now I leave him way behind. Finding love is like a quiz, Never knowing what it is, He needs love from a heart as strong as his.
The leaves are crying Winter takes charge The daylight is gone Quietness takes place The church bell is ringing goodbye Angels are singing welcome The time is getting high Check out what is left behind So quicker than thought Yet a life is gone Everyone will go this journey Time unknown to anyone is the reason for this goodbye in tears
A frustration that can cannot be abated, Knives flashing in the blindingly brilliant Sunshine. Blood drops spattered across the delicate petals of white roses clutched in a child's small fist. horror lances through her body it reacts before her mind does, all the years of self control suddenly break away, a woman sits only in a peaceful garden, not at peace, but thoughts whirling like a deep malovolent tornado, as she thinks about the lonely years, of that little girl that lurks beneath the surface wanting ,needing, and waiting for a god to be able to reunite her with now, her mother, sister, and older loving overprotective brother.
The final approach Fuselage shot Partially sighted Dim, dull, distant dumb He's hurting such a lot Vague outline of landing lights In the leaden fog Voices in the distance "can you hear me were going to take some blood" "Is that okay Alfie?" "What's it all about" he shouts " I need to land the plane" The rain spits like automatic gun fire The wings start flapping Like an old 6mm film breaking out from its sprockets As the film frame melts the image onto the whitewashed wall Eye balls push hard on his sockets Oh No !Down! Down! Down! The gearing jerks and jolts him awake Eyes flash open briefly Lucidly Smiles at me Waves a hand at me Talks to be He knows me Come back tomorrow Can't you see I'm missing my wife and I'm busy messing the bed The nurse just looks at me Pulls the curtain in front of me He screams "just leave me" Then eyes close Dreams shatter Like the remains of a cereal bits At the bottom of a cornflake packet The final approach The wind is howling Oxygen masks dropping Can't concentrate anymore He cries, he screams he cries again and again He reaches out to touch people who aren't there Bright as a button he mind tries to reason Green berry North Africa Desert storm He knows, aware, he cares not of himself He reflects on his life Unstoppable crying, regrets, tear jerking Muscle spasm, insane pain again and again He knows he is losing The final approach A bumpy ride He wants to die "Please leave me alone" Morphine calming, dreaming screaming Touching the shadows Reaching out to feel what I cannot see Talking in riddles The calmway The runway becomes the pathway They leave him alone His last assignment Making adjustment for the final alignment Calm Clean Rested Lips damping No Shit! Waiting patiently in the stack "Oh god why has thou forsaken me!" In this hospital bed He dies horribly
I am what you call a hopeless romantic, But im also a lost lovers cause, my heart belongs to another Yet in my head a love triangle starts to form, the girl I love doesn't love me She holds the heart to another and mine caged to the floor, She isn't afraid to fight for what she wants, not even when it comes to leaving another man torn Trust me she's happy, as that boy holds her heart ever so close Seeing what I shouldn't I smile as I wear my blind fold, Blind to everything around, lifeless staring into air My train of thought running so fast, the second I stop you'll hear a crash Derailing my hope, for ever finding a love so pure & rare Wishing I could hold the hand of the lover who stole my flame, Wish I could change the last days in which we parted ways, Realizing now that we can never be the same Finally saying it out loud as tears run down my face You stole my happiness, as I walked away that day But it's because as of what you said I guessed I changed, Now every relationship has just be the same, No one can seem to bring back that flame, Because a love likes ours comes once in a lifetime Well at least it does to me, But I mean you're happy with who your with I mean I only wrote this as I heard exchanging "I love you" flow from each of your lips.
Sitting with her at their last hours, studying her face as his mind devours. Wishing this moment could be suspended in time, avoiding their goodbyes up to Heaven she'll climb. Married for years through the good and the bad, the disease that parts them is all so sad. When she passes he'll die of a broken heart, he'll not allow death to keep them apart. He holds her hand and it makes them whole, God made them all but one flesh and soul. He embeds in his mind the greens of her eyes, as she withers away clinging to her he trys. He said I love you I always will, you are the only one this void can fill. He crys and holds her as tight as he can, wanting to collaps so helpless where he stands. She lays on the couch and takes her last breath, as it came to pass the hour of her death. Her soul had passed so swiftly through the room, his bride of thirtythree years had left her groom. Eight years later he says I'm going home, to be with my love in Heaven we'll roam. He finally died of a massive heart attack, finding her footsteps in Heaven he tracks. He recognizes her by her deep green eyes, the beauty of her face is where is heart resides. Her body was free of cancer and pains, free as a bird she broke free from the chains. No rememberance of death had entered their minds, just the love in their hearts through God's glory they shine.
As ye watch me die, Refuse thy urge to cry. As ye see me leave, Refuse thy need to grieve. As ye observe my spirit, Refuse thy desire to quit. As ye see me ascend, Refuse thy life's own end.
Hamba Kahle Anene Booysen! (1996 – 2013) Dead at 17, brutally raped and left to die, in the dirt, at a construction site in Bredasdorp. 'horrific', 'repulsed', 'brutally raped', 'shocked', do these words mean anything, to anyone, anymore. Not to Anene Booysen, murdered at 17, brutally raped and left to die, in the dirt, at a construction site in Bredasdorp. Anene was raped, savagely mutilated, Her 17 year old body tossed aside, by the hands of men. Men, always men, cowardly, beastly, perverted, twisted men. 'Beastly', 'perverted', 'twisted', do these words mean anything, to anyone, anymore. Not to Anene Booysen, who now lies cold and dead. How many Anene Booysens will it take, for us, society, families, people, human-beings, and, men, especially men, to excise the ghastly menace, of the heinous capacity that resides, within men, always men, to brutalise, rape, mutilate, and murder. 'Brutalise', 'murder', 'rape', do these words mean anything, to anyone, anymore. Not to Anene Booysen, murdered at 17, brutally raped and left, to die, in the dirt, at a construction site, in Bredasdorp. Anene Booysen (1996 – 2013) * – Hamba Kahle – "Farewell, Travel Well" in Zulu ** – Bredasdorp is a small town near Cape Town, South Africa
Young and innocent they went to school Expecting to learn and play Never in anyones wildest of dreams Did we expect that day For a rain of tears to shell them From one lost deep to sin But heavenly hosts came down for them Releasing them from him The devil he did have his day But God in end dost win For noubt will be lost but these young lives Will not be gone in vain The laws of the land will change in ways For it must not happen again Those who reign must stand on this Take stance and make a difference No one should be able to take a life With intent nor mindless innocence For even when with madmans mind You cannot be left to mingle How can you be able to walk in shop Purchase guns and not be liable Actions speak far louder than words And if we let just one slip through Without accounting for their sin It might well be me or you For on anyone these bullets Might be named to fall upon So make a difference – make a change Add your name – petition The whole wide world mourns in shame An Amnesty is long past needed Write your letters – use your vote Act now while it is fresh And pray for the souls of all those lost That each by the Lord be blessed Also for those who've lived through this That they might find a way To find the strength and courage To step out further each day
Pages of my life turn by Pictures in my mind survive Memories in my heart flow The chapters with you are closed Children all grown with children of their own Houses from small to big to small were home Living was filled with laughter and tears Days passed so quickly into years God Bless the day I first met you With one look I always knew You were the one I loved, you were made for me Now I am left with our precious memories Those days when bills went unpaid But somehow we always managed to save That old Chevy that had to last one more year Our first home our first child erased all our fears We had each other and we were strong Together we thrived, life was our song I stand by your grave with misty eyes I close our book with my last goodbye.
A nurtured love So unconditional Somewhere in my past Our hearts intertwined A vow was once announced We'll never part and hearts will be around As we became more than lovers You've kissed away the tears As you hold me in your arms You kept me safe from harm And love never stop then Yet, I've heard you one day You really have to leave; And told me If I love you, I have to be assesed Not to see you for a day To know if I can handle My love is eternal I followed your request Never said where you were going Silence everywhere Still I have endured to show you that I care I was filled with fear a day after the test You never did come back; the laughter' gone How can I go on and live without your love Too late for me to know that you're sick and died so humble You never let me know Didn't want to see me mourn But I'm crying like a river Am I supposed to live a life once more? I have read your letter on a pink paper "No love I have found that turned sadness into gay You have walked into my life that is more than a prize Apologies to end a happy-together You were left with only stolen moments Each day with you my love keeps getting stronger But the end is near I have to set you free". Teach me the art The art of letting go To know the good in holding on When I already knew We can't get along no more
Why me Why me dear god Why the hell me! I did all you asked I've even played the card Of a good girl, the one Everyone wanted me to be. Why can't you save me. I'm hurting immensely And no one care not even slightly. How could you allow me to fall So deep, so far into misery. I've grown to hate myself so much so I'm that demon within the angel That you see. I'm crying out for help And not once did you show me sympathy. Like everyone else you pretend to care My prayers are just words you refuse to here. You watched the tears ran down my cheeks And didn't send an angel to watch over me. I don't want to be part of this world anymore Just set me free…. Sleeping forever is where I are to be. 05/05/09
A summoning I'm trying to forget. There's too much left between the ashes Life lingers far except with me My screams don't seem to reach you The warmth it surged right through my essence Mine is not the same as yours I want to feel me, can't you see me? It's never like it was before. Your voice echoes through me As I go through life this way I hope you're not watching me Fight this hopeless crusade. Smoke is drifting It reminds me of the fog Debris is lifting It reminds me that you're gone. I remember the infirmary Giving their apologies I'm crying from the outside I'm locked in from the inside I can't break free You're not coming back to me Your life is missing And now I'm alone I'm reminiscing My heart beats like a stone. These clouds just never seem to part There's not enough time to shield my soul It hurts just knowing your touch is gone Why can't it be just like before?
It hurts all the time This pain in me never stops I want to cry for you I want to scream for you I want to beg for you I want you to be here This cant be fair This cant be real But I smile and I laugh I get up every morning to go to work Throw on a happy face and make some jokes I come home and enjoy my day I have fun And I continue on But I'm so hurt I'm so lost Seeing you in there killed me I could never get the phone call out my head The screams from my mom The walk up there to see if it was true But most of all I wont forget you In the casket Touching your hand You were so cold You didn't belong there Seeing you go into the ground Seeing them fall apart Feeling my heart break into pieces When all I could do is scream I will never forget that day And every time I smile I want to cry Every time I laugh I want to cry Every time I think I want to cry Every breath I take takes a little bit out of me Because I want to cry I want this to not be real I want to had spend more time with you I want to hug you Laugh with you Tell you I love you That I was always there That I am still always here I am so broken But I continue on with life Because God took you and not me He wanted me here for a reason So ill continue on for You I will laugh And smile And pretend Anything to make it to the end To see you I miss you just isn't enough It doesn't mean enough What heals a broken heart? Time they say But time wont bring you back So my heart stays broken As I pretend to smile I miss you I miss you I miss you As I'm falling apart My mask then goes on RIP Bebo... 17 was to young
The water in my chest, And my eyes, they burn, Lungs burst for air, They are losing all their turn. My eyes see the light, That swims in the water, And as I sink, My lungs burn hotter. I try to breathe, Yet only choke, I scratch for the surface, Pray that it be broke. But I know that I, Will soon touch sand, But only beneath the waves, I will never touch land. So I close my eyes, To be engulfed by the dark, As as i slip away, Shines bright, the mark. The deeper I go, My dress cling to me, As I drown, Sink, To the bottomless sea.
I wish I had died instead of her I wish I was the one who got sick an suffered I wish that I could turn back the hands of time I will no longer wish for you to be mine I wish she is alive right now To love you back and make new vows I wish my wish could make any difference While I wipe my eyes from tears seeing that you're grieving I wish that I could comfort you Coz you've already cried so much for a love that is true I wish I could take her place while she was dying So you could both live a happy life..... and fulfill the dreams YOU'VE ALWAYS BEEN WISHING.
When my time passes And there's no breath left in me, Take my ashes to the oceans And set my spirit free. There I can rejoin my friends There I will not be alone. There I can make my amends There I won't be unknown. Far too much blood spilled onto this planet Makes its way to the sea. The raining of blood by droplet Rejoining there finally. Don't leave me in the cold, cold ground. No – No imprisoned tomb for me. Let the waves be my stone bound An anxious tide, my cemetery. There I can float on endless waves A moving monument to see. And if you leave a tear on my grave I can float it away with me…
On a cool afternoon for tea, She sat in that chair, Humming for our silence; Her bones quivering the instrumentals Within the ruffles of the skin. When her tune came to an end, She took time to turn our way. Not because she felt obliged That she had all the time in the world, But because her youth had shredded To make her nothing but one Who hoped for time. For the painstaking moments passed And we locked eyes. She fought her raging wrinkles to smile And nod my way. Perhaps she tried too hard To say a decent goodbye. One would think he keeps it Because he has to. We'd sit on the floor first Before we touch that chair. For it encases you, Tightens its weight upon you And hums so sweetly between the ear and soul, The sounds of a sour, unsaid farewell.
I rend asunder and Crumble into dust Before my very eyes. No answers forthcoming To my many questions, Most important, "Why?" "A fool are you," I stand thinking. "There is no disguise." To worry so about What matters not In the by and by. Trials have strengthened. Sorrows kept me human. No point to analyze. "Life is for living," An ultimate truth I finally realized. Sooner than later Might have been better, Had only I been wise. I rend asunder and Crumble into dust.... A twinkle in my eye.
Helpless The night is dark and the world is sound, The cold wind touches my face with a warning. I'm all alone; I hear footsteps on the ground, From a distance, a young man is mourning. "Close you eyes and count to ten, Walk away and don't ever look back." Slowly his face fades beyond my ken, I wish to run but courage I lack. I'm torn between reality and dream, Shall I hold my breath and wait for death? I feel guilty, my urge and conscience scream, I want to help but I'm catching my breath. I see the culprit; I want to shout, Who is there to help me? Who is there to care? He flees and takes it all without a doubt, I stand still before the corpse with a prayer. If I screamed for help, would he be dead? If the bastard saw me, would I be spared? Too late for me to try, much has been said, Too guilty to admit it - that I was just scared.
They came in at the appointed hour to attend and witness and grieve, the friends and practitioners with the laying on of hands and the murmuring of soft voices Leg muscles quiver at the shot, soft whimpers and welling eyes as willing grief drips from her nose quietly onto the shiny black coat Hands stroke the shallow breathing chest to feel and take a part of the parting until stethoscope silence is certainty - the long minute of the long release Hearts never harden to those loved the circle feels vast in the moment as final goodbyes are wept and "I love you" is whispered © Goode Guy 2012-12-09
If I hold on to strings, That tend to slip away, Does that mean I love things, That I know will never stay? If I hang on to a love, that just holds me down, Does that mean that my wings, Won't get me off the ground? If I hold on to lies, That I only half believe, When I look in your eyes, Will you look back at me?
Society is a reason that has just ran cold, Like the tempature I'm feeling never seems to get ahold, The sadness lingers over and the beauty starts to fade, When I saw all the negative on the news today, The darkness that is surrounding me has found a new home, Deep inside my brain it swells trying to kill the bold, The new found confidence I had seems to have been old, Like the old man with the cancer that has just got told, I know he's still with me in my heart and in my soul, but I just can't stand what this new year has to hold, Will it be good for me, will I see, All the positive, when will the demons stop to breathe? There like vultures in my body, I can feel them feed, All this happiness that I held, were they just a dream? I've found a medicene that will kill the pain, of the hurt I share, Your pain it scars me like a knife cutting threw the care, The worry of this generation is not what it should be, But I was left with a gift, I'm lucky too be me. Can I be the light, In the darkness? Can I bare the stake running threw your lungs, Can I be the air that you breathe when the whole worlds died, Can I be the tears in the midst of happiness you cried? Please love me now and in return I'll make your life worth while, and you won't know what is hurt, I'll heal your wounds and take you from your life, Give you a new start and I'll set things right, I see the innocense in a noose every single night, I wish I could pick them off the rope so high, What would drive them too that point, I regret the days I spent, Being so unhappy in the life I live, I'm trying to be proud in a world where it's scarase, Where children have no parents, Where the government is only but single Tyrants, So make my job easy and give me the knife, That will kill these lunatics that crave the night, That don't do whats right, I will train in the darkness where I'm the only light, I will rid the world of there parrell and strife. Please god just save me tonight.
In the beginning when we were young and love was in the air… I looked through the photos, and I see that I was there… The pain that you lived through with each child you did bare, And I looked through the photos, I see that I was there… Your life is all your children and the love for them you share, And now I look through the photos, I see that I'm not there… My life was all about you my love and that's all that I did care, And now I look through the photos, I see that I'm not there… I tell you that you're beautiful, even the gray in your hair, And now I look through the photos, I see that I'm not there… The only time I see myself is with the ones you pair… And now I look through the photos, I see that I'm not there… And when I die don't take my picture because I wont be here or care… And when you look through the photos, you'll see that I'm not there…
Because I was smart, I was bullied, Because I was bullied, I was hurt, Because I was hurt, I grew weak, Because I grew weak, I couldn't speak, Because I couldn't speak, I was alone, Because I was alone, I couldn't take it, Because I couldn't take it, I was crazy, Because I was crazy, I grew suicidal, Because I grew suicidal, I grew homicidal, Because I grew homicidal, I begin to kill, Because nobody cares about my hurt or how I feel, They thought it was a joke but now it's real.
In the breaking light of dawn, in a photograph - we kiss. It's to your inner light I'm drawn, while cursing fate, and chances missed... Wrapped in thought, and solitude, sweet lies trumped by bitter truth. The road it forks,and one way taken, now questions over dreams foresaken... A puzzling gauntlet of how, when and why? You were my favorite hello, and my hardest goodbye... Copyright © 2011
Manifestation Like maple grass shoots Like attack cobwebs Like forlorn lovers Like someone should be addressing the morbid The end The can't The shouldn't These things manifest in my hands Like well fed baby dolls Like those who can't get by Like burgundy tears Like purple lashes That will all melt away soon too Under moss engraved cobble stones Like ear wigs in fresh bark Like hard candy Like a digested apple skin Like goodbye mama Goodbye papa Goodbye sister Eternity to me is pomegranate juice In the bathtub Like decapitated deer Like road kill Like the smell of burnt toast Like frozen peas on a bone bruise Manifesting into a heart The heart Of her The girl saying goodbye mama Goodbye papa Goodbye sister Her kisses take the breeze Like a leaf blower blowing leaves Like smoke from a cigar Like tea kettle steam Like a house in fire Eternity is a bath tub A finger prick One dead end click Of a cell phone A corse rope A belt A necklace too tight An anklet that doesn't fit right A girl blowing kisses in the air saying Goodbye mama Goodbye papa Goodbye sister
She sat upon the rocks of the golden shore, hearing the waves of the ocean's roar. She remembered a time when she was young, before this cancer had taken her lung. She sat there gazing out at the ocean, thinking if her family's loving devotion. She thought of her husband as her best friend, hoping his heart would someday mend. He fought the battle with her each day, hoping this cancer would go away. Her doctor told her I'm sorry there is no hope, somehow she had managed to deal with it and cope. The waves were choppy, the tide was high, as she looked at the seagulls slowly fly by. She felt at peace at this scene of nature, as she somehow knew she would meet her maker. The lighthouse was shining off in the distance, as her body was fighting an agonizing resistance. She went to the ocean to be closer to God, for the cancer she was fighting she could not beat the odds. An angel sat beside her to comfort her with all she endured, Knowing when she went to Heaven she would be cured. It was'nt long after she had passed away, where the cancer no longer had ate her away. Now she has the home she's always wanted, where her body is no longer tired or taunted. Her memory will always be etched in my mind, In Heaven with God she will forever shine.
You weren't a saint but you were extremely close. Out of all of the people on Earth, I've always loved you the most. It will be very painful as they lower you into the ground. Life will never be the same because you're no longer around. You were a wonderful human being and a terrific mother too. Your family and friends will always love you. You were so sweet and kind that you should've been given a humanitarian award. The people in Heaven are happy because you're there and so is the Lord. You're in a better place and that makes your friends and family glad. But as people see the tears rolling down my cheeks, they know that I'm so sad. You were one fantastic lady, you were truly one of a kind. Knowing that Heaven is your new home gives us peace of mind. From time to time I wasn't the ideal son and that's something I regret. You gave me life, love and happiness and that's something I'll never forget. It hurts very much because you are deceased. Everybody loves you Mom, may you rest in peace. (Dedicated to Agnes Johnson who passed away March 6, 2013.) (1948-2013)
I'm sitting here in this room, thinking to myself about the past. How I had bloom... though, it didn't last. God, everyday I am lying. Everyday I put on my mask. I always end up crying since no one dares to ask. I stopped talking to my friends, cut them all loose. For this is the end, and we all knew I would lose. Everyone around me thinks I'm better. since all they see are lies. They should know better! Even though I'm in disguise. I put on my fake smile and laugh along with everyone around me. I think everyone is in denial since they can't obviously see They act like nothing happened. like... I faked the whole incident. They honestly don't know what happened, or why I caused that incident. They believe that I was never "broken" just that I wanted attention. I should have never spoken and give them my full attention. No one knows I've been skipping my pills, everyone thinks I take them. Maybe I'm saving them for the kill? Who knows what I plan to do with them. I throw up everyday, only because I've grown used to it. No one understands my ways or why I keep quiet. Sometimes, when I'm alone and I see something I could use to harm myself. I check to make sure I'm on my own and start to look at myself. First, I cry...because I oh so much hate my body. Then, I hurt myself. Proving that I am nobody. and since I'm alone, and with no one else I continue doing this until I see a drop of blood, then it feels like bliss. I continue sometimes, craving the blood. Then when it gets too much, I sit down thinking... no one knows I do such if they did...would they let me drown? I bet they would. Since everyone I have come to love, leaves me..just like they should. because I'm nothing from above. You might think I'm a blessing. ha, I'm a curse. I bet you were messing, and just tried to keep it from getting worse. but let me get this straight, nothing you say or do, will get me to leave this gate. For this gate is where I was left to be on my own. to forget about help. I was always alone, never having anyone's help. Just let me be, I don't need your sympathy. Can't you see? It doesn't matter to me! I'd rather have everyone hate me than have you all pretend because believe it or not, I can see through all your acts that should come to an end. You aren't my friend, so leave me now. This my end, you mustn't know how. I will write back soon, for this is my only comfort. I only shall come at the time of the moon, for that is my hour of comfort.
Remember when we would laugh and play? I remember you coming over every single day. Remember when we would laugh for hours? I remember us knocking down each others Lego towers. Remember how you said we would never be apart? I remember your funeral, it sill breaks my heart. Remember how we would talk about our future plans? I remember us always holding hands. Remember the late nights of sweet teas and fries? I remember we both hated the part when it came to saying our good-byes. Remember my smile, and the love we used to share? i remember your blue eyes, and your shaggy golden hair. Remember when it was just you and me? I remember you saying there's a whole different world out there to see. Remember saying that you' were never going to die? .... neither do I.
Don't you cry for me, don't cry for me my love Just let this essence fill you deep within. Raise your eyes and look above you For nothing's like it seems. For life be but a journey filled with dreams. You see me as I suffer As my breath grows weak and thin. And you cry for all those losses that you feel. Though you never glance within you And look on through those shadows. And it's a curse, my darling it's a sin. All be well the sun is shining As those birds sing in the trees. The flowers bloom, and everything's okay Tis naught, but shadows go away So smile and let it be. My love please do not weep for me. For all that is will ever be For energy is energy And nothing's lost, and nothing's ever gained And everything be still the same. Don't you cry for me, don't weep for me my child. Just let this essence fill you deep within. My angel, let it drive you wild For nothing's like it seems. For life be but a journey filled with dreams.
Here I am thinking again about how our life should of been But it's to late cause you are gone the love we shared can't go on Wishing we had more time before the clocks started to wined Time has stopped since you went away I really wished you could of stayed You have moved on far away but my love for you has never changed When I die someday soon we will meet again pass the moon Far away in an unclouded sky we will never say goodbye As I look back on our life I realize time was not on our side.....
I see that you have been in a coma for two days and I hope you can hear me,Johnson, I'm going to check your vital every two hours just to see if there ant changes,Johnson,my name is ruthie your nightly nurse, and while I'm here with you I will see to it that you are giving the best care while you here,Johnson, I will clean your wounds and chang your bandages too and when I'm finished doing those thing I will comfort you,Johnson, my name is Ruthie your nightly nurse I'm going to check your vital every two hours just to see if there is any changed,with tears in her eyes, thses are her words, I going to sit right beside you,I'm going to write your wife and kids for you Johnson,I'm going to tell your wife how much you going to miss her and how she's going to miss you,I going to tell your kids that you love them and you wish that if it God will that you can be there to watch them grow-up,I'm going to hold your hand while you are here,Johnson, my name is Ruthie your nightly nurse ,I will be the person you will hear talking with you and I will be the last person to hold your hand, and I'll kiss you for your wife and kids and I'll tell them how good a soldier you was Johnson,I'm going to tell your parent that you are a brave soldier and that you love them very much,and I will also write and tell your conrade to always keep you in there heart,and Johnson when it's my time to go who will sit beside my bed? and hold my hand? and who is going to write my husband and kids and tell them how much I'm going to miss them and who is going to kiss me one last time???Johnson, my name is Ruthie, your nightly nurse It's time to unplug you from my machine, I can't check your vital anymore, I'm going to clean you and dress you in your dress blued and pin your awards upon your chest, and call for someone to bring your body out PVT Johnson will be miss. time of death 1400hrs. stay in a coma for five days....................this is dedicatedto Pvt johnson and his family and love ones......................SSG KIRT JACK
Peace be with you little ones, As you make your journey home, So early in the day it seems, To come upon your lives' sweet gloam. Peace be with you little ones, Your smiles brightened up the earth, And though we might no longer see, They still in heaven spread their mirth. Peace be with you little ones, And those who would your guardians be, There should be no cost put on lives, So easily lost in tragedy. Peace be with you little ones, As you make your journey home, So early in the day it seems, To come upon your lives' sweet gloam. For the children and adults who lost their lives in Newtown Connecticut
It's a lovely casket, my grandmother said With tears in my eyes, I nodded my head I did not want her to see me cry, But seeing him there, I knew there was no use to try To hold back the tears, so they started to flow As I started the process of letting you go I cried two tears that fell onto your sleeve At the bittersweet thought of letting you leave I took hold of your hand in mine once again And I remembered how warm it once had been With this thought, the tears began to pour Until I saw something I had not noticed before My eyes had been cloudy for such a long while That I hadn't noticed, your mouth was turned up in a smile And as I looked at your face, my tears no longer streaming, I suddenly understood why you were beaming Your body is here, but your spirit has gone Ascended to the heavens, your journey goes on I picture you entering through the golden gate Anxious to see the wonderful things that await Cliff Jr. appears, your long departed son You feel no more pain, your battle is won In the place you are now, suffering does not exist I feel such comfort as I realize this It's nine o'clock now, and it's time to go I love you so much, and I know that you know I know that one day I will see you again My heart at peace, I wait until then In loving memory of Clifford Morgan Evans
MLK... (January 15, 1929 – April 4, 1968) they shot you down all those years ago but your dream lives on and always will for though much has been gained since you dreamed your dream there is much to fight for and much more to struggle for and much, much more to fight for still so your dream resounds in our hearts and we pledge this to you today for though they shot you down all those years ago on a memphis day we shall overcome this we do believe deep in our hearts that we shall overcome someday... (for Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.)
People want to commit suicide, people choose to die over livin life. Why has it come to be this way? Why has this life become so meaningless, that we just want to throw it away? We become selfish and think our life is so bad, dont think of others who's lives are worse, But still greatful for what they have. People take for granted the things they've got, clothes, food, smokes and shoes, even a roof or a bed, They dont think of the homeless, the hungry, not even the cold or the hot. They just think they want to be dead, Things happen in our lives that, to us, seem bad. We dont look for help or trust any "friends" All because of the past we've had. Dont be a coward and run away, Stick it out, Live life, I know that there's alot of strife, But stick it through day to day. People want to commit suicide, people choose to die over livin life. Why has it come to be this way?....
My eyes Refuse to see tragedy My eyes Marinate in dread…unable to embrace ecstasy And I'm left in my solitude… My eye's sagging…from endless mourning And I'm close to my demise… Only to find myself disappear… When will peace draw near? You don't see What damage you've done Just let me be Leave me alone…hand me a gun I yearn for unspoiled glory To make me feel perfect once more I yearn for flawless serenity To make me feel no regret…don't ignore My calls…don't hang up on me You don't see What damage you've done Just hear my plea Listen to my excruciating cries… Listen to the truth, not the malicious lies Our journey has just begun And I'm left in my solitude… Do you hear me weeping? And I'm close to my demise… Only to find myself disappear… When will peace draw near? Eye can't handle the stress Let me release my horrendous distress Eye can see you making that same mistake At least MY life isn't at stake And I'm left in my solitude… My eye's weeping…do You feel my lament And I'm close to my demise… Only to find myself disappear…Stepped on like cement I'm aching with discontent… I abhor this torment When will peace scrub off my fear? I can't believe my eyes Your guiltiness flows into me… I can't believe I fell for your lies Your heartless action rape my mind…you don't see What my EYES see… You'll never see How much pressure you put me under Unchain me from this chamber And watch me flee… When will you be set free?
the hardest thing is letting go goodbyes were never my thing memories are the enemy when someone close to you dies a piece of your heart slowly fades away and at some point you forget whats happening you forget how to smile you realize they aren't coming back so why hold on why face all the sadness and fear why must things be so hard when they disappear why fear what helps you the most why be afraid if you see there ghost when that part of your heart breaks its hard to regain the strength its hard to mend the pieces its hard to erase the memory most of all its a ***** to numb the pain nothing works nothing wants to help it eats at you like its got you in its grasp when someone you love dies your empty you don't know where to turn or what to do your scared of being alone even when they were near its hard to forget.. its hard to ignore... its hard to get over... what your heart goes through to be okay what your mind does to solve its pain what you'd do just to bring them back what you'd give just to say im sorry emotions run wild when you lose someone your not yourself you question things you use to be positive about you push people away to isolate yourself from more pain is this what its like to be alive but feel so dead is this what its like to want to forget what meant so much why did they have to go when it wasn't their time what could such an innocent person do to deserve death why is it so cold once they are gone being numb isn't an issue its the hold it has on you its the life it drains outta you trying to be strong only brings more pain trying to smile when you feel like dying the desire to move on only makes it worse you lose what your thoughts were what your dreams where suppose to be what goals no longer matter what life even is worth anymore troubling thoughts come and go disturbing images fade in and out what is death the thing we fear most the thing that rips us apart the thing that is made to make us suffer the energy drainer the reason you become hollow losing touch with reality starts to kick in losing all hope takes over empty lonely dead inside no where to go no one to turn to nothing can help you no not even yourself is this really how its gonna end?
I hated myself. I hate myself I am hating myself. Torture. Is what I do to myself at 2:33am when I'm thinking about how much of a waste I've become, am becoming and how I think, think about how no difference will be made if I was not here. Walking, talking, eating, breathing, living. Just take it all away - it turns me upside down, inside out when I can't stop those wheels from turning in my head; they never stop - like some unstoppable tape record playing in my head- over and over and over again. I don't sleep to good. Maybe it's the way I say your name at that present moment in time and my mind automatically swells with Nostalgia. Or maybe it's the way I always think of your pretty big eyes that are the perfect shade of brown in the midst of my sorrows. We once shared those. But now they're just unequally balanced upon my shoulders, wreaking havoc in the last of the ruins that have been provided. Oh look what I've gone and done. I wanted to be alone not lonely. I hate myself for what I have done to myself Sadness is what I have become, Consumed me in a way that is not visible to the naked eye- so only I can see. It hits me at any given time of day - it slams against the mental capacity I have for the self loathing I have assimilated throughout my tiresome life. All the self regret and self deprecation that has surfed through my mind during those lonely nights I laid there motionless and bitter have finally come and took over. My mind, body and soul. My troublesome inner demons taunt me. We are no longer shy acquaintances, we are the best of friends who spend each passing hour of the day together. I don't want to live this way. Nor do I want to die this way, I'm entitled to spend the days of my life as openly and freely as I please but I still have sinking feeling - this clawing sensation, drawing me back to my sadness. Like a heroin junkie high as a kite - I'm addicted. And I don't know how. I'm addicted to my sadness and there's no cure for that. I have to go now. I have to cease this sharp self afflicted pain, With the only way I know best. There is a saying that says, Destroy Anything That Destroys You So I did.
Those smiles bloomed, blossomed fawned As tears now wander Upon hearts squander Love's grave has securely, purely, spawned We kissed aflutter and danced in shimmer And my hands apprised But now glanced disguised For the shadows glare dolour and dimmer
From time immemorial your story began A hundred, a thousand, a million years and more Your story past written a character just one The tale of you bleeds into all Each story unique while pieces the same Today, tomorrow, millennia expended and gone Your story continues passed first to no last The tale of you bleeds into all Through love and hate, laughter and death Minutes and seconds grew to decades and days The story being written you wrote each day The tale of you bleeds into all Memories endure through dream and remembrance Yesterday is gone but tomorrow you live on Your story yet written a character more than one The tale of you bleeds into all Your stories the fires shall never consume A past, a future, a present goes on The story you wrote lives forever in your love The tale of you bleeds into all
Do not disturb the water The man once said to me for those who've tried are no more Quite mysteriously They spoke of love and life once lived A place called home, where all was his It all burnt away, he said with a tear and all i'm left with is this empty fear As you see my friend we've much in common But theres once major difference you're not in a coffin So feel free to take a swim Test the waters he said with a grin for I see you know which way to go Dont make me push you in
Goodbye childhood my sweet friend We laughed and cried as our world begin Our lives felt safe and time was long We celebrated each day with a new song Goodbye youth so strong and bold We were proud and we felt owed Our lives were fast and time was long We drink the wine of night's song Goodbye adulthood we did it all We made the big world feel small Our lives were full and time long We cherished living with our song Goodbye old age you came too soon We reminisce as the end looms Our lives grow slow and time is fast We sing songs of our glorious past Goodbye death my final friend We knew we would meet at the end Our lives are gone and time is none We sung our songs and we are done.
She lies in a pile of bloody red roses She left a note to her folks saying " I cant go on im sorry" It didnt say why But still we cry We are all very sad some of us are mad none of us are glad She'll b greatly missed To me she was like a sis But when will the rumors stop Noone knows the truth not even the cops My pain is great I wish we hadnt been late But when we got there there she lay on her already made bed of Bloody red roses
I can't stop for you now You are holding me by reigns that don't exist Why are you holding so tightly? I can't breathe—I can't understand! I allowed you to take my hand for the ride I've allowed you by my side But you turn away when others arrive I feel like I've been tugged by the lot of kings Of cruel beings threatening to chop my wings I feel tattered and sore And the journey drags because you always want MORE What more can I do? I can't stop for you to catch up Hitch on or move on! If you can't see that I care Why are you here? How much more should I bear? I'm torn without your smile The extra silence squeezing from bile I don't mind the quiet but I hate your screaming I can't always be the one to be intervening I can't stop for you on every road bump I've got to keep going—I'm sorry You don't have to be behind You can go on ahead—would you rather be dead? These harnesses are nothing—your effortless frustration kills me And if you say nothing, what say I? Must I stay and wait for you to reply? Must there always be a hello—a goodbye? WE ALL MAKE MISTAKES WE ALL HURT OVER WORDS Why then, can't we heal over silence?
Walking into the graveyard Sitting on the bench Lights a cigarette Looks at the gun He has been hiding In his jacket Thinking to himself He calls his girlfriend And tells her everything She doesnt do anything to stop him He continues walking around in the graveyard Remember his mom How she wasnt there for him How everything was his fault She loved her students more than him He gets upset Daylight reaches the cemetary He walks to his home Walking inside Seeing his mom Starring at her face He shoots her He walks down to the school Telling them his kids were there He was there to check on them They let him inside 20 little children in a classroom He took his gun And shot them Then leaving the room and shooting 7 faculty members Everything is silent The other classrooms are locked He stands in the middle of the hallway Falling to his knees Crying Figuring out what he just done He comtenplates If he should shoot himself or not With one pull of the trigger He kills himself The media eats this story up Publicly veiwing everything Telling people They talk about it for days the type of attention he needed See the problem now? you can thank the media 20 little angels now rest with god for christmas 7 adults stand by there sides God rewarding each of them for there good deeds The shooter reunitues with his own demons I am very sorry to the families who had lost these children My peom is very blunt And in my own words
Pulling up his pants I think he's already forgotten me Smeared lipstick and a handful of twenty's Dirty condoms laying on couch, the bed, and the floor He gives me a mischievous wink and out the door Now i'm angry at what I've done A filthy whore with cheap discreet fun Laying on my bed it smells like sex My life has always been cursed like a hex No worries i've got a way to take away the pain Pulled the trigger on my twenty two and blew out my brain
I was blinded, I was fooled. I thought what we had was real... Your sweet words of kindness swept me off my feet. Your dark eyes that once gave me comfort, now are forever mocking me. Your arms that wrapped around me, now wrap around my throat. Your hands once so fragile, now are demonic as they clasp tighter and tighter. Our eyes and bodies are locked together, One gasping for breath... The other praying for my death... Darkness oozes from you mouth, Slicing my skin, as my blood begins to pour. Is this what you wanted? For now, I lay unconcious... And forever, will I haunt you. Kallie Mason 2013
Within the pause of uncertainty, Within the agonizing serenity between violence and relief, Do I find myself now, Holding onto what I have made dear… Because within it all, I am not supposed to fear Hope is supposed to remain People resume and claim sane I'd rather wash the silence away Clear the debris to see the real damage Something is soon to come Some sick, ancient sound pounds the eardrum There it is again, and the peace of in-between is removed Pretending to be cool as the blood boils beneath Crushed in the crunchy failures of others' skeletons And the decaying ones' inevitable, comparable fate There is no clean slate It's the buildup that keeps us going It's the wonder, the…never knowing
i've been telling myself to stop i've been trying hard to escape i've been loving you all my life but do you really care? there's a little piece of heaven, inside this hell with you for only on those stolen moments i could say i own you. but it can't be like this forever i can't always be a shock absorber. i don't wanna feel empty again. everytime i come out of this little heaven.. i hate you.
wish we could explain the pain we feel in our hearts.. In our thoughts .. in our tears when we remember you… Our tears are named…our thoughts are written.. With all the beautiful memories and smiles of you… You gave us joy and happiness.. warmth and love.. You were our son…and a loyal brother..a true friend.. Who never bothered us even if you were in pain.. Never killed a innocent life even if it's the nature's way.. You were always special in your own way.. The prayers we prayed together and the songs we sang.. The ball games we had with the runs in our yard.. With the rain drops you played and at the pool you rest.. Memories are strongly held and cherished always… May be in years to come we may have a doggie pet.. But no one will ever take your place..and it will never be the same.. Our dearest vodka…we truly deeply miss you.. Missing the smiles you gave when ever you saw us.. Feels like our world is torn apart.. we Feel the emptiness in our house and in our hearts.. But thank you Vodka for the beautiful six years you gave us.. With lots of happiness and love we never felt it was never enough.. You were a part of our family..a part in our lives.. We will always love you and remember you.. Now that you are gone to heaven to be with god… You will always live in our heart with all the memories of yours.. We love you and miss you our beloved Vodie Vodka..! Written by – Dilupa Wijegunasekara (27th October 2013)
No matter what I read No matter what I said The listener never stirred in bed To all he just appeared quite dead His eyes were always open Yet not a word from him was spoken Through tubes the young man world be fed He never blinked He stared ahead What more about him can be said Two days ago he was to wed No safety helmet on his head His girl friend held him by the waist His motor bike zoomed off in haste At great neck speed they lost their luck On the right they passed the truck So what more can we say today In this state he'll always stay His fiancee just walked way Never to forget the day Maybe it was time to pray.
The thing about life is that it can end in an instant When the rope of the harsh words wraps tightly around your Neck squeezing tighter and tighter you just want to jump To end it all to end all the pain and the hatred and words It is not only the words that push you over the edge It is too the fists and the feet that slam into you Over and over without a break with out letting up Making you break down and slide down the wall and cry and cry and cry One phone call can save a live, stopping that jump Stopping the self hate and spreading the love The love i have for you will never fade or die and i hope will make you better to sleep and to be able to be Happy again to be happy forever and always with me just remember and know that it's NOT YOUR FAULT
One year I went to a summer school. And there was a girl there With shining eyes and An award winning smile. She was kind to everyone and Excluded no one. She always laughed with others But you could go to her when you needed it. We talked for hours and Quickly became friends. Last year I went back to summer school. The girl was still there. She had sad eyes but Kept the award winning smile. She was kind to everyone yet Excluded herself. She never laughed properly But you could always go to her when you needed it. We talked for mere minutes and I guess I lost a friend. This year when I went to summer school The girl was no longer there. Rumours of suicide surrounded Her name And no one was kind to us all. Everyone excluded their-selves. Silence consumed every thought and moment Because no one was there when we truly needed it. Memories of talking haunted me and I couldn't help but miss my friend.
Why did you leave? Oh companion of mine Why did you leave? Twas it really your time? Did you see no point in staying another measly day? By my side if you were oh the things I would say! Judge you, I would not Tis not in my nature The emptiness I feel from your passing measures to that of a crater A bullet took your life One blast and it's through What pains me to know is the gun was held by you All you left behind was a note for family and friends Inscribed were many ' I love you's ' And your deep heartfelt amends No need to say sorry For you lived a full life I shall always remember this through the pain, struggles, and strife 'You don't know what you got until what you got is no more' Oh how this saying is true! As the tears stream my face and I reminisce of you With anger in our eyes and pain in our hearts We lay you to rest Hoping that solace will overflow in our lives We miss you Eric This is in plain black and white Had we the power we'd wish you back to life I take comfort in knowing one day we'll meet again Beyond the pearly gates reunited as friends This is NOT goodbye Only a brief farewell When shall we meet again? Only time will tell
Don't watch my footsteps disappear in search of ephemeral rocks to anchor But wait with me to gather spirits so I won't be afraid of Sunsets... When orange melts away in darkness Just stay with me until it's over Caress my stranded fins with Dawn Please do Not cry..I will be... Home... copyright@iolandascripca2014 (author of "f Lava of My Soul")
Hamba Kahle*, Comandante Chavez! The light may have gone out from your eyes, Comandante, but the torch you lit, remains ablaze. You may have passed away from this mortal life, Comandante, but you have passed on, your immortal ideals. Today our hearts are heavy with sorrow, Comandante, yet you left our hearts so much heavier, with hopes of a more just tomorrow. The light may have gone out from your eyes, Comandante, but you live! You live! Hasta la Victoria Siempre, Comandante! Hugo Rafael Chavez Frias (1955 - 2013) * - "Hamba Kahle" means "go well" in Zulu
GONE, SO GOODBYE I miss your soft lips, gentle touch and the Brown of your eyes. Can't seem to find myself, pretending, just keep living the lies. It was your time, I have to let you go. Painful to admit, the tears start to flow. But my darling it's been a long four years. Now I must move forward. I've overcome my fears. As one last tear falls to the page, I am no longer full of sadness and rage You will be in my heart even after I die I now accept you are GONE, SO GOODBYE
Left me thinking about you Out of the blue Ohh, this world is so wreck To take someone so energetic and youthful Like you Things I heard from your close people Made me tear-break Even though i didn't know you Still made my heart ache But you're gone now, and departed life Wish you rest in peace And save a place for me In Paradise Ka3bul - 29/09/2010
What am I supposed to think? What am I supposed to say? All these lies you bottled up come sweeping, crashing with the tides. My footing's gone, the ocean real, but how am I supposed to feel? And here I am, a drowning mess, a loveless lie, I do protest. And here I am a drowning mess. So all those things you said to me? Where they just lies out of pity? So all those things you said to me? Or am I lost in salty waves? Yes I know my future's grave. Or am I lost in salty waves?And now the panic in my head, when I should be tucked up in your bed, reels and reels right here instead.I'm going down, a sinking ship, funny what name drips off my lips. It is not God, or Angles plenty, or even that I'm just damn ready To let go of the hell and the lies. I'm wishing for your gentle eyes. Or at least the way they always seemed, but perhaps that's just this salty dream. I have no clue what I'm to do! A drowning hopeless mess, for you-- think it's cute, and oh so funny, but here's the bitter truth now honey. I'm going down. There is no help. I can't be saved by God himself. I put my life, my whole world of trust, and you've thrown it away for lust. Well what the hell's a girl to do? I'm just so entranced by you!
This day is dying fast, I'm afraid this would be the last. Seeing her slowly fading away, In her case she beautifully lay. Tears hiding beneath the rain, Fast pulses in my vein. Frozen from this deep sorrow, I wish that I'd skip to tomorrow. Utter silence follows after grief, My heart now is as fragile as a leaf. She took my heart with her where she lay And in sorrow I see her for the last time Today. No type of bliss can carry me From this torment that Death's given me with glee. Once my lively beautiful flower, Now withering in her final hour.
I'm… so tired of my heart breaking I'm … so tired of my hands shaking I'm so tired of my mind racing I'm through pacifying my disconnection Do I only love you for who you used to be? When you said you'd wait for all eternity? Did you drink away every memory of me? How am I not everything you'll ever need?! I've had to sit down and write this to tell you the words i can't speak When I'm around you now i feel weak I'm drowning in my disconnection Where did he go?? You are not the soul I used to know Where did your memories go?! Why has the meaning disappeared… So suddenly Now I realize I should too You act like you remember nothing I can tell that's what I mean to you After all I've done for you All I want is to be emotionless too In the end I guess it's what I love the most about you….. Your disconnection. [©2012 SLS, this soon to be a new song for It Is Rife With Ambiguity] www.sorrylittlesharky.com
Middle of the night All that is heard Is yelling & screaming A voice says, "...No!... ...Why?!... ...Stop!... ...Don't do that!..." Then nothing Walk into the room Nothing to see Pitch black One click of the light switch All is revealed Empty liquor bottles Broken glass Pills Knife on the floor Blood splattered all over the walls With writing on it that reads, "See what you made me do?" Look on the floor A dead body holding a gun Look on the ceiling A dead body hanging What a nightmare But a wish come true Both parents Dead
I look and saw how much war veterans like me suffer when we come back from war,We don't have anyone to comfort us,the power is on the side of those that beat us down,I look and saw how much war veterans like me suffer with tears in ours and sadness on ours faces,We don't have anyone to comfort us,the power is on the side of those that beat us down,I look and saw how much war veterans like me suffer,where we should be treated right,we are treated wrong,we have no one to comfort us,the power is on the side of those that beat us down,I look and saw how much war veterans like me suffer,where we should be treated fairly we are treated unfairly,the power is on the side of those that beat us down,We don't have anyone to comfort us,I look and saw how much war veterans like me suffer,where we should be treated kind,we are treated unkind,the power is on the side of those that beat us down,We don't have anyone to comfort us,I still can see the tears of war veterans like me suffing from coming back from war,We don't have anyone to comfort us,the power is on the side of those that beat us down,I look and saw war veterans like me suffer,where we should be treated good we are treated badly,I still can see the tears of war veterans like me suffing who are still on this earth while ours conrades have paid the price and die for this country,We still don't have anyone to comfort us, the power is on the side of those that beat us down,I look and saw the country on 9/11 when the enemy came and bomb the USA,We was there to comfort the country and the people that lost love ones,the power was on the side of the military of the USA,We beat them down,so I ask this question????? Who are going to comfort us now,we are no longer soldiers but war veterans all mess up we was not born this way but got this way for fighting for ours country////// SSG Jack Thomas Kirt
I know what we used to have was really beautiful, We trusted and believed in each other and were so truthful. Than something happened, something very bad, I'd rather get pissed off or angry, but this time it mad me sad. My mind is clouded and I can't think strait anymore, I don't know what's going on with me but it hurts me to the core. I know that this is just another depression poem for you, But if this is the only way I can talk to you than I'll say what's true. You meant so much to me, I would of traded the heavens for you, But now I don't know what to do anymore, I feel like my heart got the flu. Its really not easy writing this right now cause the blood fills my eyes and its a blur, My hands shaking like I never felt them shake before. Remembering your skin rub against mine makes me even more sad, Cause now I know that I wont ever be this mad. I cried for you and I prayed for you, but you still and went and done me wrong, I don't know if that was a sign from you to make me tough or strong. Well I can tell you this though, this feeling will stay, Cause I don't know what it meant to you, but to me it was my last day. So, I am sorry for writing this, but this is what I have to claim, And not ever forget that this will never be the same.
Realms of words fade into the existing sky, as memories paint the portrait of a lost face. Time chooses to erase another golden smile, while the soul is freed to enjoy heaven's embrace. Mortal sorrows create the symphony of goodbye, as they gather to reflect upon the deeds of a life. The precious gift of tears is wrung from the heart, after the wounds are formed from grief's knife. Human lips struggle to release the sound that frees the mind from its prison of shock. Shrouds of sympathies give false comfort, yet the pain of goodbye eases within time's clock. The final goodbye lingers upon the wailing air, haunting the earthly graves of dead ears. Each life is scarred by goodbye's harsh lessons, as the soul is molded by buckets of human tears.
As all things pass, you must Beyond, no earthly future lies No limits be secured Chosen by the hand of God You pass before our eyes With arms outstretched, we reach To hold you back In looking back we see ahead An emptiness surrounds How fragile now we feel The clutch of sorrow's bounds With time strength will return And clearly then we'll see The message of this mournful day For we, too, shall pass dear Son And with you, then, we'll be
Empty rifts in space I see your cold smiling face a useless reflection I've lost your connection our hearts that once beat in sync has drifted your pulse getting softer as I breathe in your scent. Your hand slipping and all I can do is watch your beauty fade if I could I'd reach inside suck the poison out make everything ok but as my last memory fades all I can see is empty space but your silhouette always remains
My heart is in pain for what I have seen and heard, Dogs eat dogs and ants eat ants; The moon turns dark; The sun spits fire;the sky coughs blood, Leaves are dry,seas are dry and the soil fumes; What I see has made me blind, What I hear has made me deaf; I am a blind man in your midst, Am I part of your world?, I love death more than these, soon at dawn I will be gone, for I am not part of it; Your ways are not my ways; I`m done; Cry not for me,for I go to rest.
Glass from the mirror Shattered on the floor, She doesn't know If she can do it anymore. Her heart has been broken And it's impossible to fix, Her body is bruised all over Like she'd been hit with bricks. A broken bottle Lays on the ground, All she remembers Is the sound. The sound of her children crying out "Mommy don't leave", There's so much more She wanted to achieve. But she chose the life To drink every day, Now she's dying And doesn't realize she Wasted her life away. She cries the last minutes Before she passes away, There's a few word's She wants to say. "Lord, please forgive me For I have sinned, Take me with you To begin a new life again. I've made mistakes In my past, But I promise you This will be my last". Next day comes around and Her kids walk in the door, They see their mother's body Laying cold on the floor. Beside her is a note To them; she wrote, "My dearest children Who read this, I'm so sorry I left this way But I don't want you to be sad on this day. I'm in a better place now With the Lord up above, Just call my name and I'll be there within a blink of an eye You'll always have my heart, and all of my love". Xoxoxo Mom
People are still hurting because of the blow they've been dealt. Sadly, you decided to end it all by hanging yourself with your belt. You suffered from Bipolar Disorder and Depression, that wasn't a good combination. People are very sorry that you died, your death has brought about devastation. You starred in many movies, Popeye was your very first. Your death was so horrible, to me it feels like a curse. In 1991 when you starred in Hook, you portrayed Peter Pan. Eight years later you starred as a robot in Bicentennial Man. You entertained us when you portrayed Patch Adams and when you starred in House Of D. You also astounded us with your performances in MRS. Doubtfire and RV. Your performances were unique and extraordinary. They were outstanding, they sure weren't ordinary. Everybody knows that your acting was a wonderful contribution to mankind. It will be a long time before your wife, kids and fans can find peace of mind. [Dedicated to Robin Williams (1951-2014) who died on August 11, 2014.]
Saying goodbye was the last thing I'd do You were taken from our lives far too soon My world has changed now that I don't have you Your eyes shone like stars, your smile the moon Your voice was like music straight from Heaven You taught me how to play Monopoly And the piano when I was seven We danced around the room and sang loudly We laughed so hard that we would almost cry We were just kids, so happy and care free Then you were gone and I didn't know why I couldn't understand how it could be Tears fell from my eyes as they carried you And saying goodbye was all I could do
mournful chanting song of only your flowered grace lone, I reminisce at the edge of old green pond sorrow flows on each ripple...
Have you ever stared death in the face? Your eyes growing wider as he steps closer. Pupils dilate as your day grows ever darker. Sweat brewing on your brow, even though the temperature has plummeted. Your age finally catches up to you. Say your final goodbyes to your family, your friends. As your life flashes past your eyes, all the joys, all the hate. Death has finally sought you out to bring you home.
What will be Will be! I know of this, first hand Your life was taken away So abruptly! I will Never forget That day! Till the day My body dies And I am with you, again! "How was I to prepare myself?" With That kind of Life changing, event! You Didn't warn me You Were permanently leaving! I hope You know How much "I love you" Know You will never be forgotten! I don't know What Has got into me! Consciously I feel you Inside me I see images Of your face So clearly! Am I crazy To believe in this, my love? "Are you still with me?" "Is my imagination Playing cruel tricks Running rampant As I talk with you As if You were by my side, right now In my heart and mind Your face etched Imprinted Like a blue print That never fades Your foot prints Still remain, beside me My heart beats Eternally Trying to make sense of everything! Forgive me, my love For being so strong in my feeling For it has been a long time Since I lost you, my friend Something I haven't Quite Got over! My heart Having A mind of its own Aching To be with you, still! To see you To smell you To touch you To taste you One Last time! I want to say "Goodbye" Once and for all! As We have Brought out The best and worst In each other Rivers run deep When it comes to you and me! We have had our fair share of fights and arguments Stubborn disagreements All of them Meaningless Now You cease to exist! I miss your lingering touches Your hand, stroking my face Your big, blue eyes Looking into mine Your warm lips Your rough, unshaven face The way you Passionately Kiss me While We make love, till dawn I miss All those nights You kept me Safe and warm! I miss Your Loving embrace I miss Your Reassurance! "Am I ever going to feel the same, with another?" Just As I felt In your arms, my love? How Do I let you go? How Do I set myself, free? I am ready To love, again! With 'Our eternal love' Supporting And Guiding me Especially In times, like these!
A shot rang out, it became quiet, she tried to scream but out came nothing she tried to move But she soon realized she was paralyzed with fear All of a sudden she saw herself Looking down upon herself She tried yelling for help But then she saw it It was in her hand Then she realized she did something something she promised herself she would never do Noone knows why she's gone Nor what happened All they know is that she pulled the trigger on herself while layin in a bed of Bloody Red Roses
There is no power in death, great enough to stop youth. From what must be done, souls taken one by one. If God should stand in the way, clear the path you will go away. Should I contend with this power, no choice it is the devils hour. When the wicked rule in time, deception reigning of crime. There will be a stand instead, where I gather the vengeful dead. Amongst in Hell that we cower, our vengeance will grow louder. Strong enough in legions, numbers increasing regions. Then the wicked will fear, what is about to come near. No where near closer to home, inside Hell's nightmarish tomb.
She turns up the music to hide the sobs Blade meets wrist for a final encounter Red tears come streaming, staining the ground as they fall Silence encompasses the room despite all of the noise
T'was the night before Christmas And all through the house not a single noise could be heard For, you see, the only one up Had practise of being quiet even when she's screaming inside With hand over mouth, and tears streaming down her face She silently sobbed the night away The only festive colour running from her wrists The only thing she wanted for Christmas Was to be dead.
-Silence… … (Everywhere) Colours are not colours today Only dark shadows appear Like a veil of grey being drawn over the world A dark day is today- (READ SLOW) I arrive at the house of the bearded man Admittedly, he and I are not the best of friends But today I must visit him I must! I push the wooden doors forward They are thick and heavy I use two hands The day is wet The wood is damp. My thin black sole hits the marble floor Like a perfect ice cube It is cold and smooth. My feet move one in front of the other I am walking (I don't know how) Empty The building and I Echoing footsteps Echoing breath A forest of pews lay before me Brown, old and cracked It is a long walk But I reach the end of the forest And I sit I am uncomfortable I am alone I stare at a long box in front of me A box with chrome handles on the side It is not like a box you get at Christmas or on your birthday Such boxes are filled with surprises But not this box No – not this box In minutes the box vanishes into blue velvet curtains I watch as it disappears It is gone The box is gone You are gone…
Don't Cry For Me Don't cry for me when I am gone, for let me tell you this- The place in which I now reside is utter and total bliss; It's a place that matches perfectly with your grandest hopes and dreams- And, your every thought creates itself, or at least that's how it seems; Then, when my thoughts turn to you it's with you that I reside- And when your thoughts turn to me I'll be right by your side; It's funny how all the things I've wondered about now all seem quite clear- Our bodies die, but our souls live on in a place which knows no fear…
I still love you Buried six foot under Life no more Risking my heart Everything, I have ever known! Letting you go Eighteen years of panache and tears 'Loyalty' because 'I Still Love You' At a cross roads Changes of initiation Giving in, risking all Trading this pain in Making my heart whole Know by saying goodbye And, letting you go Know, for an eternity 'I Still Love You'
Secrets collect, lies regret This gun I hold steady, I'm almost ready One second Just one thought An idea... A reality to a quiet whisper places the shiver. Hidden in these sick thoughts, hidden in this something of nothing... I could let go I could disappear.... I could become a quiet whisper forgotten and forgiven, something of nothing, this is all just something for nothing
"Hey,I give up" Ha! How easy that seems. A weight off my shoulders. A sigh of pure relief. "One more test and i'll scream" Only pain,noise,a quiet,so shrill Every time you touch me, A little more, you take. "I'm not begging anymore,you win" It's no point fighting, when you know you can never win. So come,I'm waiting,haha,see you win. "Dont let me wake up again,please" Could I say it with more ease. I couldn't be more welcoming. If I could,I'm sure even hell would freeze. "God,do you think you could take me away" Let me say bye and we can leave. I promise I'll behave. "Don't leave me like this" So cruelly you leave,making me wait another day. With doctors and their voodoo, With pain and just hate. "Be glad that you woke up today" So many people say. But God, how I wish, They'd choke and for a minute just feel my pain. "Oh!You poor sweet child" All their eyes filled with pity. Take that pity and leave. Before that pity fuels the killer in me. "It's fate,dont fight it" Yes I know that, you know. If I didnt,do you think, I'd be screaming into my pillow. "How selfish could you be" Oh,how I'd like to see, You walk in my shoes, and be just as selfish as me. "So what if I want to die" It's not like being here soothes you. It just makes you miserable. Yes,I know that's just what I do. "Let me be free." I deserve it dont you see, Cause i'm tired of bleeding and screaming. I just want to feel peace. "No,please,no more." No,not another needle I want to see. I'm done with these medicines. They give up,just as I think,maybe I'll get lucky, maybe this time, i'll win. "I'm sorry,i'm not superman,you see" But today you could pretend, It's kryptonite to me. If you take it away,I'll be supergirl,just like you need me to be. "Can you not cry." One more time and I swear ill start praying I die. It kills what's left,every tear that you bleed. I hate myself enough,please,wont you laugh for me. "You think I don't notice" All that pain,when you think I'm asleep Shaking and suffering every time you weep. I'm still human,I'm not dead yet,I can still see. "One last time, please, ust for me " Please dont die with me. What I can't have, do,that's the greatest gift you can give me, It's all I need. "No needles,no blood " No shivers and no fuss. Wouldn't that be something, Something,where nothing exists. "I love you,goodbye" It's time for me leave. But hey,that's OK cause I'll be watching you always.I'll never really leave. By Amanda Miller
My Final Goodbye Knowing that you are alright my future always looks forever so bright now my life has shifted knowing you are no longer insight. Right then I recognizes that my life will go through torture knowing I will never be with you. It's hard for me to accept that you are gone and how your life ended on this earth was terribly wrong. I never expect to see the day that you will be so cruelly taken away. I am in disbelief and stricken with enormous amount of grief. I do not know what I am going to do being on this earth all alone without you. My eyes of tears pour down like rain as my heart went into a stage of everlasting pain. The thought on how you left me I immediately went into a rave as I watched your casket goes down into the grave. I felt my heart broken into two knowing how much I will deeply miss you. As I watched them continue to lower your body into the ground I realized you are no longer going to be around. That's when I knew it was hard to say my final goodbye as my tears cascade from my eyes. © By: Naomi Johnson To my beloved son Deshon Johnson 11- 8-14
Little Kinley Raine warrior of light, When you came into this world You came in ready to fight. Our thoughts were full of Prayers hoping for you to have a chance, Although we were on a mental coaster We held our ground with a positive stance. After a Month God decided it was to soon for you to stay with us and bloom, It's hard for all of us but we understand other plans were in-store for you. My little niece meeting you was a pleasure, I wish we could've spent more time together. Kinley we love you and miss your adorable face, When you get a chances to sneak away come back down here and give us a spiritual Embrace. R.I.P Kinley Raine.
twisted branches cast their shadows upon dusk infested gallows slowly bringing up some shallow hollow eyes, so full of fear waiting out the fall and winter with tighter ropes in wooden splinter slipping into nooses center taking lives away from here captivated by death standing a chilly hand all demanding crowds have gathered, screaming, chanting chants that rise into the air guilty lined up, all are pleading families gathered, crying, weeping weeping for their loved receding into reapers silent care * still working *
It All Started May 2, 1975 The Day This Man Took This Woman To Be His Lawfully Wedded Wife They Saw Their Share Of Struggles,Grief, Hardships,and Strife But Hand In Hand They Faced The World Together This Man And His Wife The Cards Were Stacked Against Them An Uphill Battle It Often Seemed They Did Not Have A Fairytale But In The End Love Would Prevail Between This Woman And This Man Thirty Years They Shared Together For Richer Or For Poorer In Sickness And In Health In Good Times And In Bad Before This Man Would Pass Away Right In Front Of His Wife How Would This Woman Go On Not Knowing What To Do How To Make A Single Cup Of Coffee Or Just One Plate Of Food How Could She Bare Waking Up To An Empty Room She Grieved Tirelessly She Often Questioned Why Why She Had Been Left Behind This Woman Who For Thirty Years Had Been This Man's Wife She Had To Find Her Strength Within And Her Will To Go On She Had To Comfort Her Children And Learn To Lean On God Although She Never Stopped Loving This Man Eventually She Would Find Peace Though It Was Not Easy She Learned To Live Life Without Him Though It Was Never Part Of The Plan On That Day In Early May of 1975 When These Two Were Wed This Man And His Wife Sometimes Things Will Happen Even Though We Did Not Plan Things We Can Not Fathom Things We Will Never Understand The Time Came Two Short Years Later When The Doctors Came And Told This Woman We Are Sorry It Is CANCER Now The Children Of This Man And His Wife Would Have To Find Their Own Answers With No Parents Their To Guide Them Give Them Comfort Or Advice They Would Be Left With Their Own Questions Of How... And WHY... In Loving Memory of My Mom and Dad- Tiffany Abbott
F*** this idle mind, it never rests silence delivers all of me Delusion has set in, he's at his best Question the truth of reality Hate rises above it all Out of shadows comes sanity Gathers up his toll in wasted souls (Their vanity) He is the Father of Darkness (Serenity) Eager for them to meet their fate and fall (Give them to me) Alone again, as I lay my head Snapshots of my life with you Memories that he says will fade Cry to him to bring the end Tears on lashes turn to lead He grants one wish Eyes won't open, no mistake Prison door without the key Lifeless, he carries me Has he granted my eternity Leave behind disgrace Chose my path, the only option Owe to him this final breath In his hands my soul placed Debt is paid, now I rest
Beating Still I saw you there across the room I could see you had been crying. I saw the picture in your hand I knew one you love is dying. I closed my eyes and bowed my head oh how I felt your grief. And I prayed to the Father asking He send you relief. It was then a newborns cry could be heard just down the hall. I saw the traces of a smile your tears they ceased to fall. A young man's crying his young wife's dying is there no mercy left on earth? A man should lose the one he loves as she gives his child birth? People rushing by you now I see understanding start. Now you see too late for me but I gave her my heart. Tears will come again my love no doubt they always will. But I'm not gone I've just moved on my heart is beating still. Edwin C Hofert
Lately, I have noticed a very disturbing trend. Many people wish for their life to end! There are many circumstances that bring this about. Many feel "trapped in," and think "there's no way out!" I admit,... I have been very discouraging thoughts. Sometimes, wondering, if I was dealt "the wrong lot." But just when I feel alone and trapped within. I think about Jesus! He's always been my friend! I've called to him more than a time or two... When I didn't know "what I was going to d." When, to him, I cried out and pleaded... He's given to me the hope and direction I needed! I recommend this same Jesus to your life today! Whatever your problem... He has made a way! An abundant assurance Is what Jesusbrings! He is an awesome God! And can take care of everything! Your problems are never too big or small for him to take control. He can bring healing to you! And make your body whole! He is what's needed! In this lost and dying generation! Won't you accept his mercy and salvation??? By Jim Pemberton 2012
Screaming in my head not able to hear nothing else. the screaming is Me saying come back so I can say goodbye. but the screaming goes unnoticed due to only me hearing them. I wish I could have you one last time to say one last goodbye. Before you go but your already gone, never even got to say goodbye. Maybe one day soon I will get to say goodbye and hello, as I will be dead to with no regrets. the screaming in my head goes silent as I finally get to say goodbye forevevr. the screaming in my head is because I never got to say goodbye.
In this very hour when time feels still faint My heart pours out such a resistant tuning, a dullness so vague Hiding behind a potential breaking point not welcomed Staring at this eletronic machine where feelings trident inside me "forget about me, I can't handle it anymore" Why should this single friendship drown away in anger, in lost hope? On the recieving end of missing this piece of hers, left and disgarded Such beauty shined between the two of us in a comforting way A comprehension between two friends that was assumed would never be bled Never to let go and to never vanish the sight But in the end of such decisions, only one single option still stood in the dust of Never but the other gave the shot of the gun, to take and release You meaned more then what god gave me for a life, the best of any friendship in the world A difficult transition between event to daily event, with you not being on the end to care I'll try to care better, to move on from this empty space A unfair reality without your smile for miles. I'll never forget the reason why I cherished you and the reasons behind every bit of a smile I presented back to you. Trickle in rain my eyes will do but in acceptance this hurts worse then god.
An Angel was set to me today To speak the words I could not say Deep in my heart I knew the truth And the mask you wore has come unglued Walk me past that hidden road The one I chose has no remorse I will run, I'm free from the lies And my heart is now beating back to life Your voice is speaking inside my head Telling me every word you said Those words made smiles but now I see They were never true and now killing me There is a stale emptiness, a darkness inside Where I stay quiet from the feelings I hide Tears start to fall without any sound into a cemetery where the love's buried down So take me Angel away with you In heaven's arms there is always truth
Into the midnight cold he rides; a chance travel, on the wild side; this is the vision, that always repeats, whenever I think about that curvy Rockford Street. Alone he travels on his way home, until a mystery sends him flying into the air, and has him crashing into the ground far from the road. Where was his helmet? O' where was his helmet? In pain he lays all alone, until two-friends rush to his aid, and frantically made emergency calls from his phone; paramedics arrive and relieve his friends, as his journey into the unknown slowly begins. Where was his helmet? O' where was his helmet? Now in a hospital lying on a bed, with nothing but sheer pain streaking through his head, mom rushes into the hospital with one of her sons by her side, the other son was in Iraq unaware awaiting R&R and waiting on his airplane ride; a devastated mother and a saddened brother both watched as the youngest sighed, eyes watery with tears as they watched him slip into the cold night. Where was his helmet? O' where was his helmet? I received the terrible news while I was in Ballad waiting for a good plane, instead I was rushed to an awful flight and my heart felt immense pain; I begged and I pleaded with God, Please O' please let this plane crash and let everyone but me live, I love my youngest brother take me O' Lord, take me instead; he is too young God; he hasn't truly experienced life, my goodness he was only twenty-eight and never had his own family, nope not even a wife; by the time I made it to Rockford it was too late, my youngest brother was forever gone as a chance travel sealed his fate; tears in my eyes the pain still burns deep I must admit, with only one question in my mind; Where was his helmet? O' where was his helmet?
Once there was this girl Who have 4 boyfriends?' She thinks it was just for fun But it would soon come to an end She love the 4th boyfriend More than all the rest So she gives him gifts And treat him the best She also love the 3rd boyfriend Showing him off to her friends But she has fear that one day Their relationship will end She also love the 2nd boyfriend He's always considerate and kind When ever she face a situation He would help her every time The 1st boyfriend gives her everything To make her very happy But she never did love him Although he lover her deeply But one day the girl got sick She got cancer in her bones Now she has 4 boyfriends But when she dies she I'll be alone So she ask the 4th boyfriend Of all I love you mostly Now that I'm dying will you follow? Me and keep me company No way; said the 4th boyfriend And without a word he walk away His answer felt a sharp knife Went in her heart that day She turns and asks the 3rd boyfriend You know I have love you plenty Will you follow and stay with me When they bury me in the cemetery No way; said the 3rd boyfriend I will marry some one else Life is to short And he leaves her crying tears She then ask the 2nd boyfriend If I need help you have always cared When I die please come and stay with me Because I will be very scared Sorry I can't help you this time I have my own life to save The best I can do for you Is to walk you to the grave His answer struck her by surprise And she feels so very low When she heard a voice said I will follow you where ever you go It was her 1st boyfriend Looking sad standing by the door Then she says she's so sorry For not loving him before Then she close her eyes And died with out any fear Knowing the one who truly loves her He will always be there When some one loves you Please don't push them away Because true love will Always be needed one day
Bleeding Love Curled in a ball Not knowing what to do! Knees against my chest Cradling oneself 'Soothing my soul' Memories of you Flooding my brain Your words Left as lingering whispers Your smile Imprinted, upon my mind's eye High light of my day! Electrifying my nervous system Jump starting my heart Punishing me For loving you 'Bleeding love'
As my family gather around me I feel their whispers of insecurity Thoughts of past events racing through my head. As I lay here dying on my bed Drifting in and out of disturbed sleep I hear the sounds of my wife weep Telling stories of my life events and past My childhood memories drifting so fast. Of happy long summers and never ending winters. My life breaking up into tiny little splinters Talks of greed and if I made a will. The only thoughts are the pockets they can fill Heated conversation and unsettled voices I am forgotten about while they they make their own choices Someone shouts out where are his deeds My thoughts and sounds now coming in short feeds. My breathing now slow as I drift into eternal sleep Family still talking of what they will reap As I awake into a glorified light Away and at peace from all of the fight To an eternal life away from corruption and greed My pain and suffering now finally freed
Very Soon, I'll Be With Jesus! I know my life on earth shall one day end… This body will turn back into dust again. I hope that in my life's remaining days… I'll be careful to give God glory and praise! I hope that with the opportunities given… I'll walk in the joy of my sins being forgiven! I'm thankful that Jesus has shown to me… How much he really cares and loves me! If not for Jesus… Where I would be? He offered his body as a sacrifice for me! Because of what he's done, I'm living today! He'll be with me! Till the end of the way! When my life closes, and a new life begins… I'll be with my savior, lord and friend! Thank you Jesus! As a new day starts! You've brought love and joy to my heart! By Jim Pemberton
So many people I love. So many people I've lost. So many hurt So many gone. Bye bye for now, at least that's what I'm told, but it doesn't hurt any less when the people you love you no longer can hold. Taken away to a better place. See you soon! So many people you've lost. So many feelings inside. Makes you wonder if it's okay to hide. Just for a while. Away from sympathetic smiles. You'll be back soon. It'll be okay. So many hurt. Tongues don't know how to say the right things when their brain is pulled by so many strings. Just go through the motions. You'll come back soon. So many gone. So many have left for that place and you're just here like 'see you soon, right?' But you never know. Where did they go? Where will I go? But even still, so many here. Maybe one day we'll see each other. Hugs will be on the house. Tears will stream, but different than before. It once was an ocean of tears vast and never ending, but maybe with someone to help hug it out, it'll turn into a ocean with an ending. So many to love, So many to lose, So many to heal, So many to say bye to. It's never over, but this is life. So many four letter words that cause strife. But for right now, the strife is all we see and when we get better (and have those free hugs we were promised) we'll see the joy they truly bring. We'll dance again, even sing. Maybe we'll be happy and smile up to heaven and say 'see you soon'.
Fires burning bright Screams shatter the night Could not put up enough fight So your loved ones died Hidden from your sight Flames flicker With memories oh so bitter I see your eyes Looking so sweet At that my heart skips a beat Stopping softly I gives up Wish I had your hand in mine Give me strength to fight Maybe then I would not have died On that dark, quiet night Shatter my soul Watch me flee Cannot take another breath Before a scream escapes my lips Chocking desperately On this life Your smile is why I even fight So much control You have over me On my fears You seem to feed See my tears Hear me whisper I will wait For you forever Dying words On my lips 'I loved you from that very first kiss'
With her final breath, quietness now surrounds I'm unable to see, in my torrent of tears I've drowned This is the end, but how I wished it would continue Then the 'I'm sorry', 'why did you hurt me' I can say to you I'd inquire if you knew you could of changed things But with your final breath- silence is the only answer you bring I'd say 'you know what- I wish you could see me now' Would you have done things different, some way, some how But as I watch you breathe your final last breath My answers have now gone- as I embrace your death It's too late now, could I really have really been unkind That on your deathbed, the answers I want to find Would I feel guilty- should I let peace flow But I look in your eyes and your true emotion is on show There's so many things I wish I could have said But it's too late now, as you lie on your deathbed I hold your hand and think of the past Knowing this hour is now finally your last I'm sorry for the chance I let slip away As the hurt you caused me-in my heart will now stay
How do we say goodbye to someone We knew for so long We feel the urge to visit places where they used to belong We on things they used to do and say No one not even me thought about this day How do we say goodbye to someone We grew up with though out the years Someone who we shared many happy tears How do we put it all together How do we patch the holes in our hearts How do we say goodbye To our beloved one To our ray of sun Even though tears may run We say In loving memory Jacquelyn Gates goodbye for now
As they kiss their parents good bye not nowing it will be the last as they call their parents names not knowing it would be the last As the parents kiss their child thinking they will see their child again after school As they walk the child into the school thinking it was a safe place to be Not knowing what the day had plain The phone rang as she answer the phone the words she wish she never heard"your child had been kill"as she drop to her knees and started to cry she scream why lord she was pure she was sweet why you took my child
Head bent face down In dressing gown He left his house, A little mouse. Tuesday was the garbage day, At home he'd wander At home he'd stay. His aging wife chose different ends Why stay at home, Go out with friends The man recalled his days of fame, Now nothing more than days of shame. He watched the cothers count the hours, They talked the past of long lost powers. Once he dealt with stocks and cash, Now he dumped the household trash. She'd be home by eight tonight, As dusk would fall they'd always fight. Yet soon for both the pain would end, His old war gun his greatest friend.
Ribbons from her wrist; dip the bath, to amber still. Stain her porcelain.
The Final Goodbye When we laid your body to rest agony of pain enters into my chest. I started to cry and scream wishing that this was all a dreadful dream. But in my eyes I saw it was true I just wish it was not you. I never envision the day that you will be so viciously taken away. You were young and full of fun now your life was taken away instantly from me, my beloved son. Your years on this earth is far too few and your life was taken horrifically too soon from you. You should have been allowed to live since you had a lot to give. The horrific images in my mind on how you die I keep asking myself over and over again why? It is hard for the pain to relinquish from my soul and keep my mind from being mentally whole. While your murder is walking free. The final goodbye is killing me. © By: Naomi Johnson 11- 8-14
She was caged in his mystery. Just a glimpse into his soul; And she saw the anger flow freely. A father's blood tainted And with it came sorrow; And with it came unspeakable torment. There was not a person, That felt the pain, Its symptoms were distinctively his. Whispers like the wind urged him to be happy; As though condolences could take away the grief; Each face was featureless, each apology was a fake. She found him alone and broken. Within him she saw helplessness; It was masqueraded by a need to remain strong. On his shoulders was the World, The weight of which was becoming too much, Knees bent from the pressure. He looked at her and their bereavement was matched; Both cold from the tears, Both were searching for their escaped faith. A child was taken at her word, Lost amongst the other realms; She had felt empty. Her sobs at night were heard by none, Ridiculed by her traumatizing decision- He saw her standing outcast. Their inward screams had echoed outward; Only they could hear each other's cries. Drawn together in unity, a relationship formed. They were never perfect for each other, But their voids were filled. They were very much alike, and yet so different. They treated one another with disrespect. It turned their love into rage; This was followed by resentment. Hands unclasped as their families pulled them apart, Tears rolled from her eyes and his desperate struggle ensued; He vowed to someday get her back. He found himself anguished once more, as did she. For who would hold her now? How would he fall asleep? They would move on as all lost lovers do, But no other love could be the same. No lesson as great as the one that they had experienced; together.
Time is the enemy, leaves broken dreams scattered like dead leaves on the path behind us all. Time is the enemy, reaches into our souls and tears out that which makes us whole. Time is the enemy, steals away our smiles and reasons for laughter. Time is the enemy, I punch in the face and chortle anyway. Time is the enemy, I fight day to day and win every morning that I wake... until.
I Should Have Said a Prayer for You I Put it off Too Long, I Guess I Had a Million Things to Do And You Were in a Real Mess You Have to Know I Cared It Just Breaks My Heart to Think You Were So Low it Was Too Late You Had Finally Reached the Brink Now They All Say Prayers for You Some Have Not Prayed Often But for Me I Think It's Worse As They Close the Lid upon Your Coffin How Shall I Live with Me I Called Myself Your Friend But I Wasn't There for You When You Reached the End So If You Have a Friend Be There If They Call I'm Here to Tell You If You Don't You Will Have No Peace at All Connie Moore August 16, 1992
Entertainment All we talk about is death. We see it on TV as casual as sports. It's empty death, non-heros suddenly vanished from the script. We don't live with histories, only empty-eyed stories. We say goodbye with one-syllable whistles and finger flicks. Blood is a decoration that entertains us with seriousness. We know how goodbye is a joke we needn't really tell.
The pain would not leave It haunted me Showing me what might have been Taunting Killing me with the images Of you Tonight I have had enough I am giving up No longer can I take it The pain of your absence Tonight there is no moon It is silent and black My eyes are filled with tears Tonight I will see you Be in your arms Feel your breath on my skin Tonight I get to die I smile to myself silently As the coffin lid shuts.
Morning comes over the roof. Beams of energy traveling the annals of time A relentless journey to rest upon my face. Subtle at first, like the sly fox in pursuit of the hen Heat builds that burns the dew of a new day Flowers stretch out their pastel arms Picking atoms like pollen that stimulates the pistil Refreshed, shaking off nights cool grasp I am new, reborn, never to be heard or seen again Like a child gleefully sliding down the snowy mountain A grain has slipped thru its lustful form Looking up, showered in kin Reunited with deceased ancestors, death is accepted Hark, in the distance where the sky meets earth The soft glow of love breaks!
i really love you I seriously do I don't want to leave But you've got to believe I don't belong here Please do not fear Everywhere you go Just feel the soft wind blow the love flow through your veins Relieve all your aches and pains just listen to the whispers you will hear my voice... I will always love you... It will hurt really bad perhaps make you terribly sad just listen to your heart and you will realize It was only best For me to die Then you'll know I'll be safe no more hurt Just in peace
How could you not have died, my dear? I've lived at least a thousand lives Waiting for precious, velvet tears To soak into this skin of mine To soak into this skin of mine, To seep into these veins i hide, Waiting for these velvet tears To, out of my blind sight, subside How could you have survived, my dear? My bones will rot before you find My only known accomplice, fear, Has long past seen the broad daylight It's long past seen the broad daylight, And stays in touch with you at night, My only known accomplice, fear, Has been exposed to much too bright How are you still alive, my dear? You said you'd kill to steal my heart, The homicidal factor's clear, My chest in shreds, my bruises dark This chest's in shreds, these bruises dark, Your once soft voice, a grueling bark, Inevitably, this body grows stark, Signaling this spirit's embark... The second you tell me, my dear, How could you not have died?
Find me. in da middle of the crowd Can you? cos i will be hiding like a pebble in the river bed like a shell by sea shore can u find me, among them thousands? i will be running like a wind, always on run. Can u catch me among them formless? i will be falling like a raindrop, in summer can u catch me, with them pouring? i will be flying like a swan, away away from you can u find me? Can u catch me? Can u keep me? Will u?
The neverending torrent of bodies The people whose relatives passed The piles and piles of bodybags That only recently amassed 'Tis my job as a grave digger To hide them away in the ground To keep them from the people Since they spread the virus around This young and just made graveyard Is already getting quite full I take my shovel for digging And dig another hole
i wonder if those cackling coyotes hiking the surrounding fields sound anything like Hell, well, i sure hope not. Hell would be a terrible place to be. still, i feel and fill with remorse. it's the middle of November and it's ruthless Ohio with her revenge. with the love of fall beneath her and the sparkling of frost in her hair, beginning in the morning under a fingernail clipped moon and too far away stars and few headlights, ohio offers her lullaby here, now. scraggly pups made of fur and bone, calloused paws to a calloused ground, tough like old brick and new cement and an icy pitch bark that bites back. people are being pulled from these pages that used to keep me wide awake but now only keep me sad and conscience in the too broad daylight in clean clothes reading things too keep me soul sick, to correlate with groggy afternoon insanity that is not like tonight's cold but like a burning city, with me, standing—waiting at the pier with the commotion of some kind of humanity bleeding from the parks, avenues, alleys, clubs, bars, and markets but i only see the smoke and hear the clamor. the rest is made up i suppose, and my heart in the other senses. but it is too true for those coyotes in that cold and i dare not let them in.
Wash away my hopes Wash away my dreams But one thing you would never take away from me is the way I grieve I work at my own pace Don't try to make me go faster I'm just a child which you cannot lather like soap or like lotion Within my soul holds alot of emotional devotion I will still carry on Even though my soul couldn't But still in the back of my mind I'm thinking I shouldn't Let me grieve, just let me grieve
The world as we know it Has not come to an end. It has just faltered, Because, my friend, We have altered The world's living organisms. It was predicted that We would one day die, But, many of us look upon that day And sigh. Others panic for they don't know The true meaning of this. We all die on our own time.
You were born in December of 1975. It's a shame that you didn't survive. You were a great actress, one of the very best. It's not surprising that you became a success. Your life was cut short but at least you were able to be famous. We all loved and adored you so very much, can you blame us? When people attended your funeral, they mourned and cried. If somebody has said that you had no talent, that person lied. [Dedicated to Heather O'Rourke (1975-1988) who died on February 1, 1988.]
I'm dyeing. I don't care. I'm laughing, crying, lying , flying down I come going straight towards the chambers of hell. No expression upon my melancholy face. Dust and dreams, fire and blue skies, these things don't mean a thing to me. Freedom, slavery. These things seem the same to me. Falling tears burning holes in the earth. Death all around me, death inside me. Death, Death, Death. The only word that I can relate to. Nothing else matters in the arrogance of my world. Burning flames sindging my skin. Heart beats all around me, bloody laughter. Untrue words are spoken by the souls that inhabit this place. A dark shadow approaches me. He whispers these words in my ear, " Death is merely a state of mind, would you like to join me and my friends on a permanent vacation?" " First and last stop a dark hot tropical island, unknown territory to the mortals walking among the earth." I look right through the black glow, all I see is evil. I'm in hell about to be swallowed by blackness for all eternity. The black figure asks would you like to leave or stay. This is your final answer! Naively I say I'll stay. The jaws of death swallow me whole. Eternal blackness. Now I cannot leave I must stay and dwell forever. Nobody to run through the pits of hell to save me. Forever death, forever hell, forever sadness. Goodbye light,Goodbye happiness, Goodbye heaven.
Your heart was pure your love was huge your kindness could heal any bruise you helped us all when we were down and now your gone and not around Our tears are flowing out of control ravaging all i use to know you helped me find the true me taught me that being different is a good thing that within the darkness there is always a light that nothings all bad that there's always hope and always time to laugh that when life knocks us down were strong enough to fight to not fear change because it's a good thing that sometimes good can come from bad as long as you look on the bright side that we all have a purpose and when we fulfill that purpose our time is done.
You were a brilliant British actor, you were talented. When you passed away, it filled your fans with dread. You starred in 'On The Buses' which was a popular Britcom. England suffered a great loss when they learned you were gone. You starred in a Doctor Who episode that was titled 'The Visitation'. While you performed, you deserved to receive standing ovations. It was very sad when you died in 1992 on the eleventh of December. You'll continue to live on in reruns, you will always be remembered. [Dedicated to Michael Robbins (1930-1992) who died of Cancer on December 11, 1992.]
Make me as the Dead that rests, Where I find peace between the pests. As I descent on scarlet snow; The lurid Moon consumes my throe And like the flinch with Her lips, as fast the Moon too eclipsed. A thousand stars that used to worship Her throne, Tried to take my pallor corpse, bleached by overdose. An epitaph on my altar; I am nothing to life... Marooned on a purling shore red blood stained its yore. Under the peering, crescent, waxing Moon, Her glare became phosphoric to my Tomb. Daemons weaved, trodden anew, Under the raven Moon that grew. Occluded like two lovers at Death. Death's door trapped my final breath. And when I became Her canvas; that deviant in crimson myrrh, A little Red Riding Hood to Her? Porcelain stars scorn my art enthralled now by the spade-like card. On my way too Summerland; "In the stele woods we kiss, Thistled ruin, constructed by my dreams, Odiferous, yet Magickal -A suicide in my bed. Smiling through the teeth of my Razor, I hang by Her lunar noose instead." Orchestrated by Mater Mors Her precious Daughter's cunt sown closed...
(Mamuma (Grand ma has gone away). For me she is always around ... She stopped by in my life for my 49 years..She has moved on...) My heart wept in silence as I got to know of your passing away, I silently wept like a child.. I wanted you to stay. Now Mamuma you are at peace, free from worldly pain, I wish i could have have you back again. Although you are so far away i feel you so near, Will hold you in my memory till I drop my last tear. Until the day I forever close my eyes, In my mind's eye i will see and feel your smile , warm and nice. Mamuma , When the news came endured so much pain The skies came together and dropped lots of rain. Mamuma Thank you for the gift of love, That now you will share from up above. To me your eldest grandson you had always many things to say, And always in such a simple loving and caring way. As I have begun to turn away with a goodbye, Tears keep rolling down my eyes. Until my last breath in me I will always hold you, Mamuma I will always keep on loving you. Although you have gone alone. so far away, A part of me that you have taken comes to me every morning with the sun's ray.. comes to me every morning with the sun's ray..
You didn't pass on You didn't die No such thing as goodbye Bittersweet somethings Bittersweet nothings One day soon You and I Running to the moon Past the blue sky Bittersweet somethings Bittersweet nothings I saw you yesterday and today for in my heart... you did stay How will you go? Such escapes, you cannot know No such thing as goodbye You didn't pass on You didn't die Bittersweet battle won We will meet soon... In the other world, or the next Somethings... Bittersweet Such lives inextricably linked I belong to you, as you belong to me This is how it is meant to be... You know it too
you were the only one that kept me from killing my self , the only reason I even stayed here in hell . in the end you're the reason I sit here in the dark writing this poem with the cold gun laying in reach . as soon as I am done saying these last few things I need to say . I'll pick it up, say I love you one last time though you wont hear it and pull the trigger . finally saying goodbye to this world . I'll leave you knowing that I loved you with all my heart, body and soul . don't worry though, you released me . I wont feel any more pain . the only pain I'll feel wont last too long . not nearly as long as the pain that I would feel if I was to stay alive . they say the greatest pain of all is a broken heart . guess I wont have to find out for too long .so this is my goodbye ….
I feel so lost in words and time. My life is turning toward the ground. Theres nothing to be found That can grate that sound Yelling and screaming as I watch it all fade away My friend, my life, my soul Everything changes so fast But nothing can be left in the past Why must this last I can't get a grasp On the life that I want to have I feel so lost in pain and suffering Anger and the stuttering of my mind not knowing what to do It's out there to take me away for good i can't stand being under this hood of darkness that leaves me restless I'm ready to take the fall, into that cell to get away from you all. My friends are gone. My life has been stawed upon. I choked on the lips that kissed that bottle, of pain suffering. The things that you said, that words that bled out of your mouth Pushed that knife deeper into the wound. That hole you made that I can't fill Because I don't have the pills. To ease the pain that will never go away. My life was my high, my life was my pill. But all you do is do what ever you can do you make me hate you!!! Your bring it upon yourself, its all what you asked for. I've gone through it, and now it's your turn Now as I lay here, I burn In the anger, in the pain and suffering That you brought upon me. Everyone will know that you did it. Everyone will know that I hated it. It's all in words that will never be told Because this is my good bye tone Goodbye to the life that I lived so unhappily, but there was only one person that changed everything. And goodbye to you. Goodbye to my friends, my dreams, my writings. Goodbye to the ever changing worlds, Goodbye to the life's of those that are happy. Goodbye to the Music that I loved. Goodbye to the mistakes I made and goodbye......
I hear the defened shattering sound of the last piece of my heart All the tiny pieces will never be found gone is my hope of true love His words just seemed so real to me and his touch so warm and protective I was really in love this time don't you see? now the only thing I can feel Is my tears rolling down my cheek I stare deep into the unknown My body is so fragile and weak. each beat of my heart Brings slow agonly unbound thump thump thump thump Comes pain to my heart unbound each breath I breath Feels as though poison enters my soul. the time has come the time has come The time has come for love to take its toll my life I want to end Today I slowly die in my memories memories of good and bad Tonight I reach death for a peaceful moment as my eyes flutter and my thoughts stop Tomorrow my death starts all over again my aching head spinning like a top Many times my heart has broken many times there is still one big enough piece left Each time I give it as my loves token but now the pieces are too small Only slivers in my soul my soul is imprisoned by a wall I don't think I can pull through this time my stomach is in a knot My lungs are compressed this time I have not fought My body quivers and I cannot stand My skin turns pale amongst my tears there is no land It's apathy's fault I do not cry I am hurt so bad I feel no pain He's gone he's gone I stand alone in the rain The rain drops will be my tears The evenings gloom will describe how I feel How can I find the end to this poem when what I feel would take a lifetime to describe Short and long the lines go on only glimpsing at what I feel tonight Of all the times why now when all else has gone wrong. I trusted you, I opened up to you you knew my hearts story My trials and my torubles you say your sorry But did you reallly care? never more will I see your face Feel your touch and hear your words goodbye stranger of my shattered heart Goodbye goodbye forever goodbye.
My loving hate, says goodbye god, I know longer love life, and I've never loved you, I seek refuge in hell, only to say I'm sorry, it's the only reason i'm praying, for the first time in years, I say a finale farewell, to my dearest enamy, my loving hate, I wish you farewell, I hate to see you happy, but you never cared about me, so I'm leaving you now, goodbye god, I hate you with all my heart, though I feel unsure, I hope hell is okay, I'm sleeping there at night, i'm leaving now, I'm out of heaven's sight, so goodbye god, my love, my hate, the girl you used to hate is dead, only I now remain, so goodbye, and hope I rot in peace.