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Clumsy days and hazy nights Haunting and bring me tears I should stop perturbing Whilst my heart still whipping Wrath of nature is just reflection Of my fragments that created imprints Within my being that stands steadfast Even in the darkest days of my existence.
Be careful taking your first step on the wooden bridge at night, The dark abyss may entice the careless away from the light, The serpentine wind will tease and tempt you to give up the fight, "I warn you, now; the risk is far more than it seems at first sight." Some lost souls are made of stronger thread and will not heed the call, They laugh and run straight out ignoring the risk and the fall, Rash soldiers who trade a pound of caution for an ounce of gall, "I warn them of the danger but they do not hear me at all." The old dry wood here is rotten and can easily splinter, I saw a whole family, fall, as if they didn't matter, Death waits here and all it needs is another beam to shatter. "I warn everyone but some take my words as useless chatter." I remember well the lovers; oh they were full of mischief, Adam wanted to meet Eve on the bridge and sneak off like a thief, Adam was in such a hurry their encounter was very brief. "It was joyful to hear them promise a love beyond belief." Joan was a beautiful young girl, who had lovely words to weave, "Come my handsome Prince; escort me to heaven, and by your leave, I will beg your pardon and find the grace to attend your sleeve." "What sad alchemy does love perform when faithful hearts believe?" I recall Mathew, a lively man who crossed the bridge with cheer, "There isn't much of a vision when the darkened clouds appear, I prefer to stoke the fire than watch the Sun disappear." " But when the fire was out he huddled near the bridge in fear." I saw, sad old Mark chase a butterfly and fall to his fate, He had bright colours in his eyes and a gazelle in his gait, He was too good for this bridge , and fell, and drowned in waves of hate. "Beware this bridge will silence both the humble and the great." I remember my old friend Luke who had his head in the skies, He told me that the voices spoke to him of secret truths and lies, I saw him climb over the edge, here, and hang on to the ties, He held on bravely but soon the visions faded from his eyes. So I must warn the blind men, to be careful who they follow, To walk in grace and spare a thought for the ones who lay below, To be able to cross is easy, there is little to know. "Walk freely over this ancient bridge but pay me as you go."
She walked through the woods remembering his face ashen and grey against the pillow. He had been taken by the sweeping sickness that had engulfed her land taken so swiftly that she had not had time to reach him. The pain of her loss had been unbearable and she had roamed the house striking out in rage and grief at anyone who came close. The madness had left her eventually, left her alone bereft of her love. That was many years ago now, but still his face haunted her, his eyes accusing filled with the horror of her absence the terror that he must face alone the time of his death. It never left her, this guilt she carried. Many had consoled her, told her that she was not blame,that it was not her fault. She knew better,she remembered telling him one dreadful storm filled night, that she would always be there. She shook her head free of the memories, she was old now and it was so long ago, she would be welcomed when she left this earth. Absolved of this guilt that had consumed her life. She saw the tree as she entered the clearing. His treee, his favorite place. Whenever he was troubled or scared she would find him there,curled up beneath the boughs. It was his haven, his place of safe keeping. Glancing around she felt again,as she always did his presence near to her, tantalisingly close. She walked to the tree and sat down, resting her back against the trunk, letting the sunlight warm her face. Slowly as she sat there, eyes closed and silent. He came to her as if in a dream, or perhaps she was dreaming, she did not know or care,she only knew he was before her, that her love was with her once more . Tears streamed from her eyes and her throat burned as he touched her face,stroked her hair. A smile touching his lips as he gazed into her eyes. Slowly he knelt before her and lay back, resting his head on her lap. Happiness swept through her like fire, he was forgiving her, letting her know that it was not her fault that he had died alone. Her hand traced the features she loved more than life and her lips met his in an endless kiss. The night was dark when the villagers found her. She was sitting in a clearing, lying next to a tree. The moonlight illuminated her in its silvery rays and in its bathing light they saw what they had not seen in decades. She was smiling, in death she was smiling. Athena Beauchamp 12 , December 1999 Copyright 2013 ACB
GOODBYE I miss the way you hugged me when I cried and how you told me how you loved me every night but now you won't even look at me and you don't even talk to me anymore and when I'm upset you just laugh and walk away........... All I want to know is what did I do that was so bad that you treat me like a punching bag........ I miss the way you kissed me but I guess you've moved on and I try boy do I try but your all I dream about all I think about is you, you were my world and now your gone I'm so lost without you I cry every night because someone will say your name....... What I miss most of all is that I could tell you anything but now you won't even listen.............. What kills me is you saying goodbye for good goodbye god those words kill me every time good bye good bye good bye....
A yearn… simply something that you want or long for. As a yearn to finish, a yearn to achieve, a yearn for a like, a yearn for a smile is something that you drastically want, a desire. Something that you spend long hours, nights even day dreaming hours thinking about how you can earn that smile. What can you do…. or what can you say … things such as a conversation sparks, likes even dislikes, mostly anything that will crack a smile. These are things that truly show signs of something far greater than fame, sex, money, power. What is it? Something more than I have yet to find. So as I search for the answer I over shoot the entrance with rapid thinking of what she wants, her likes, her dislikes. But truly it will only be earned by who you are, what you want to be, yourself, your feelings your desires, your yearn. So when you yearn for that smile or that special something it can only be earned by being you, no one else. Take a look at yourself in the mirror and try to see past the makeup or tan or piercing and just look at yourself… then take that image and imprint it to yourself forever because to find happiness and your yearn can only be earned one way. Trying to watch her and she how she reacts to certain things just to make myself seem better when I finally open my mouth to her will only make you distant from that special someone. With me I personally see myself as buff pierced orange person, while trying to continue to follow the people who I look up to the most. So as you struggle and go through life's trials and tribulations always look at your yearn or what it once it what was. Think about how you felt when you failed or succeeded and try to make yourself a better person from it. Not by adding more glamour or appeal to yourself but by being closer to yourself. What you really are. Because only then can you truly say you earned your yearn of a smile or that special someone, even if there not with you, apart of them will be and that's the part they left. The part that made you better. More complete. So never forget your yearn of her..
People think they know you but truth is no one really knows the true you. People always say they know me but do they really? Know one knows the true real me only I know all my secrets and the things I hide and know when I am hiding my emotions. You look at some one and judge them just by the way they look or talk and dress, but do you really know what is going on? People judge me all the time for how I look, how I dress, how I talk, how I act towards people. You can't just judge some one when you first meet or see them. Why is it that people judge each other? If you just judge people and not get to see the real them you might just miss out on a nice person. Yes I judge people but I at least give them a chance to prove my judgment wrong.
As the rain falls down on me, Before the end of the day. Curtains will rise once more, During the final play. Even as the sun goes down, Falling from the sky. Greeting us the stars will shine. Heaven knows why. I often wonder if we deserve this Justice Kindness Life. Meaning that if we don't give it, Never will we spare strife. Oppressing the weak, Persuing the poor. Questioning some things Realizing more. Still as life goes on Trying as we might. Ultimately loosing Violently in this fight We cant go on in life like this. X-ing out everything You were the first bell in my life but Z is the last to ring.
Now's the time to say good-bye... And, no, I won't miss you, And, No, I won't cry. I've gotta move on, get outta this place, I'm sick of your "stuff", tired of your face. Once upon a time, our hearts were both pure, But now, you're my nightmare, And I'm just your whore. Laughter and love no longer remain, I know if I stay here you'll drive me insane, With your goddamn attitude, your late night alibi's All of your promises that turned into lies... So I hesitate before I reach the door, And take a look around once more. You're staring at me with sadness in your eyes, I know you too well, baby, it's just a disguise. Now's the time to say good-bye... And, YES, I will miss you, And, YES, I will cry. -jma
Daddy the alcoholic, every single day, full and countless glasses, guzzled down, help him please, and bring my daddy back to me.
I hope you are with me when stars fill the sky. Come talk to me darling wipe the tear from your eye. Time's growing short now, my body is weary. This will be much easier as long as you're near me. Hold onto my hand, tell me one of your stories. What's that you say, here comes our boys? Peace fills my body and love fills my soul,for right at this moment my family is whole. Night draws so close and I long for some rest Tell everyone I'm ready, my body knows best. Silently into the night I leave from this place, with memories of you and the love on your face. I'll be by your side even after I've gone. Remember I'm waiting like the sun does for dawn.
I love you; I hate you Jealousy is not the cause Killing you wouldn't justify Lustfully breaking the laws The third line is not an option
I smoke this cigarette One puff at a time I smoke this cigarette And wonder why I'm dying My teeth are yellow My lungs are black All I do is hack and hack My hair smells bad My clothes stink too Is that why you don't want me next to you I can't walk up the steps With out running out of breath My chest feel tight Its hard to sleep at night I spend all my money I could buy other thing Hell with all I spend I could buy diamond rings For you or my kids that I'm going to leave behind I can't believe I don't care that I'm dying
Mom I promised you I would do my best to help my brothers and sisters pass life's test to remember how you were before you were laid to rest. Mom I`m finding it really hard to do, my brothers don`t talk to each other they`re playing a fool, my sisters can`t stop crying for you. Mom I fill no matter what I do it`s not right, try finding peace in this family fight only to find I did nothing by the end of night. Mom I remember our last talk, you said no matter what you would be by while I take this walk, mom I need your strength for my life they mock. Mom I told you I`d be fine, that I was not blind, that at the end of this road peace I would find, Mom I fill I`m not the one, all this stress I`m not having fun`m stepping up while the others run. Mom I told you I promise, but it`s my family that suffers and it`s them I miss, so I ask you please help me through this. Mom I am doing what I said I would, while the others fail to do what they should, Mom I did the best I could. Mom,.... how come,.... you chose me to be the one?
I know its the summer time because of how naturally Your beauty compliments the caress of a summer breeze As I watch the world from beneath a shady tree I take in the delightful comfort of everything I see But in the same breath I am holding up my hands Lord will you please give me back the things I no longer have They are even more a part of me now that they are gone As the sun falls below where the horizon is still holding on Somewhere between the falling light and a star lit night Is a dream that last forever and will never say goodbye As the wind gently blows through the brush and shakes the leaves It begins to hum a melody that I want to sing At that very moment I smile for all the joy I have Its so uplifting for me to see melancholy dance Soon the morning sun will rise and capture my eyes As I watch the hand of God paint a brand new sky With every stroke of color I swallow all my pride And I find a new place to dream of endless times If I should ever get to the place I left my broken heart Only then will I believe this brand new day will start Again Im reminded of why my heart beats so restlessly Only the speed of thought and my soul beneath this tree
That dark night, I cried in the heavy rain, And cold drops blended with my grave pain, O, sorrow, thou shed down my live meadows, What relief didst bear thy wary falling widows. Lost deceived spirit from not love betrayed, Cold in the dark, tyrannized silence swayed, The splash of paradise glory cannot be seen, And all agonized humour shade eyes' screen. Night haunted thoughts, and my dejected soul hovered in the chilly dreams of undying fall, Frozen in mortality, knowing yet, there's more, Of my future history to be told of my past lore. Dark in the cold, deluded by paths of lies, Paved by fatuous wisdom and falling rise; Lost in legacy, impeded by hysterical ties I obediently surrender to stream of eyes. My father shed a tear before he calmly died, A single shallow burn on skin swiftly dried. And the morning lionized congruous rain, How rigorous thou art, nature, when in pain.
Please don't leave us, We need you more than you ever know, We love you Freddie, And we do not want you to go. Who would hug us? And wipe our fears when we are in pain, Hold us when we needed it the most, For the past few years. Forget about the others, And think about your family for once, You will be leaving us behind? We will miss your sweet smiling face, We will miss your happiness, We will miss your hugs, Please don't leave us, But it won't make us love you any less. If you chose to go, Then we will wish you well, Remeber all the stories you told me. Memories stay locked in out minds forever, And when you leave you still be in our hearts, always and forever.
mom love you need you please love me need me too
Here in the middle of the nothing I'm lost, I've wanted every single thing for me, i wanted something better, but i just noticed that i already had every singel thing i wanted, every single thing i needed, now i'm sailing alone looking for that thing i've lost and now i need, i've lost something the biggest chest wouldn't hold, the money wouldn't buy, i've lost you my heart. to: ashton, the girl i miss so much
Meu estômago faminto murmurando contra mim, murmúrios de tristeza murmúrios de dor, gritando murmúrios de sofrimento, bocejando a tristeza de viver. Meu corpo descartável morto de frio tremendo de medo da morgue da vida.
Love, this is the home of craggy sorrow Each bleak house hugs a solitary widow Waiting more at a pale silent window Which portends the dead empty path This carry the northern cold winds Of early mornings into the gloomy strath, Folding time, impatience and wrath, And all day long, become friends Footsteps' echoes and pattering of little ones, Nabbing illusions of joyful shades of tones, And miserable hearts those endowed anxiety, And eyes, lips and noses always ready to cry, Yet how they are innocent, ignorant and pretty. O love, how the untold words are never dry, And never desert me like the green in a cedar Everlasting homage to warmth of leaves I doubt that my absence should less differ; I believe when time rashly counts and leaves, I should feel your waiting when I disappear Holding close to my soul your rich serenity, I should roam your world like a dead star; Long ago vanished, yet glistens bright and clear Like your sad eyes when full of precious tears Those guard your peace and banish your fears. P.S Habibaty ( my darling in Arabic)
Sometimes I sit all alone,and remember all the promises we made together,than I see them fade away in the wind,kind like the petals of a flower, were feelings over come my fear,than I remember you had me on a spell,you deserve a round of applause,you had me fool, you always was embarrass of me,according to you I was the clown,were all the tears you gave me,were behind the jokes i made,and the smile I kept from fallen down,you deserve a round of applause,what's your next trick?,try to break my heart,or better yet,lie to me, make me fall back to your arms, what's the matter cat got your tongue,that's not suppost to happen to you, your like the best when it comes to magic, you once told me I was your light,trust me not the light of the dance floor,more like that old abandon light bulb in your closet door, you deserve a round of applause,you had me fool,I could swarn,that trick was real,you gave me so much to think about,and tears to deal, what's your next trick? Run away with someone else and forget about me? Do me a favor and erase my mind,and blind my eyes with more lies, you can't miss ,it works every time, for your last final trick, steal the show with your screams and hits,this time I'll know,I'm not to blame,you can hand cuff me,and rip my heart once again,don't you worry is just a stage,sometimes I sit here all alone as I turn the page,the rip pages of our love story,I finally came to the end,did you know she didn't love him cuz he wasn't cool,oh wow! you deserve a round of applause you had me fool.
Is this pain real or are we the ones who created it?? Did we create all the bad feelings or were they already created? Are we the ones who opened the cage for it? When did we surrender to pain, hate, cruelty and darkness? Happy life has vanished from this world... We weep every time we feel sad.... Why can't we weep when we are happy? Even though there are no happy moments There's a story in our tears There's a story in our fears There's a story in our pictures There's a story in our lives Those story's will always be in our hearts None of them will show on our faces...
That night, knowing she loves butterflies; He promised her a visit in fairy disguise, In doubt that he might, she bought, Knowing he adores, a sample boat; Yet she never believed in his fairytale In the morning, she caught a rare butterfly, And pinned it onto the white plastic sail, Then she began to cry, annoyed by his lie.
Love don't paas me by because i'm sweet as honey freash as a lily and i bloom just like a rose. When you look into my eyes you can see the truth be told deep within my soul. Sweet love don't pass me by on this lonely night i cry. I am as gentel as a feather i am as an angel who is always ther for you to protect and comfort you, i am as the sun that shines after a stormy day, i am a rainbow of luck that'll make your days so swell. Sweet love dont pass me by when i am here for you: rather you are rich or poor, rather you are right or wrong ,rather you doubt me or beleive me, just don't use me or abuse cause what I say is real and true... true unto my heart and soul. Sweet love don't pass me by on this lonely night i gaze into the moon and the glisten stars that shines so bright in the mid-night sky hoping and praying that this love we share just don't pass me by.
On that cloudy weekend in June I hear a soft and graceful tune from the grey bird on the tree branch Singing sweet lullabies felt blessed in the moment My body tingles of joy at sight Gazing out through my open door, Letting thoughts fly free Releasing love out into the horizon Heart filled with emotion came over me Grey bird stood playing its tune for awhile and on the wings of letting go Then as the rain fell from the sky the grey bird flew away gracefully I blew a kiss to the clouds and utterd these simple words of I Love You father ( who's now in heaven ) and yet I hope to hear that grey bird sing again once more for me Farewell, love your son Poem contest for Debbie -referential
retched, a stomach twisting curdle sour, the bile that rises from malcontent tearful, yet, tears are futile, a waste of water understanding seems never to come or come too late all one can do is suck it up and try to love again
Over and across the moon In this lonely night, I stare at the castellation Which glitters your face. But because I miss you The wind whirls out your name Then eventually it feels like rain in my heart. As the clouds draw near Deep down within, my river turns to a sea. With tears in my eyes, I look away. Because I refuse to let the storm determine my destiny Because it's your hurricane that I fear the most.
even to this day,i can still hear your voice, your beautiful sweet voice,racing threw this place, even to this days i remember who you are, it kills me inside,knowing your gone so far, i repeat our conversations and that only makes me cry, some times it makes me laugh,you were always so silly, even to this day i keep the heart you gave me,it still new full of feeling, it still contains the date we created this love, you left so much in my life,foot steps with a memorie behind it, And here i am,still beating my self up,i close my eyes and .make sure i dont breath, i really need a friend,oh thats right you never have time,not even for me, even to this day, i carry more than what i ever gave, that is acully wrong,i gave more than what this words will ever make you strong, i remember i promise you the moon the sky the stars, well here i am holding the moon like a ring, pulling the sky like ballons, and having the stars together like flowers, even to this day i remember who you are, and like the promis i made, ill creat a world with just you and me,just us, even to this day i cry myself to sleep, than i tell myself im all alone, loenlyness became my best friend, even to this day,i wish i could go back, and say something to does silent phone calls we had, even to this day,this end makes me sad. it makes me fear,not just pain but also tears.
He lies a mangled heap of naked shame dead to nagging worries, thoughts and sorrow a worn dusty dress clings to his lean marrows silent he lies in a noisy street with no name All his lofty dreams and achievements lie quietly with him in his exposed grave all his prayers and high hopes none can save mute the too heap a colossal embarrassment The joy of an only male child is still the cheer of giddy success is silent tears from sobbing hearts are absent only a crowd of sober vultures at his heels Curious feet walk briskly away from him who once lived, loved and sinned like many who now heedlessly lies without a penny facing a shy sky who turns away dim He remains a terrible sight of cold shame putrid morning, a cynosure of attention crowds salute hand over nostrils in petition to our commanding John Doe with no name A corpse of our national soul lies dead in the center of our patriotic eyes
Does this darkness have a name? Does this hatred and cruelty have no mercy? Why do we make fun of those who look ugly..... What is happening to us judging others by their clothes and looks.... Who are we to judge????? You think you have everything but you've got nothing if you kept judging others by their looks…... Have a heart for once... What are we doing..??? Have you ever asked yourself this question....??!! What am I doing..??!! We lost our humanity We are not humans anymore If we kept doing the same stupid (bullying) every day...??!! Don't call yourself human if you kept talking badly about others... Weak people are living in their own shadows We consumed all our breath creating the darkness for the weak people... Does this darkness have a name?! Is it your name ???? Is it my name ???? Is it humanity's name ???? Someone answer me ..!!?? Why are we harassing others ????? Why don't we just avoid all this and live a happy life ?????
The rain is starting to pour. The clouds are turning gray. All my hopes I had in you . are slowly fading away but fast. Always thought this would last. you said believe in you. I gave you every chance. and this is all you could do. Was take my heart and throw it away. Say things that don't mean nothing. touch my hands I feel nothing. Kiss my lips and your numb to me. numb to me.....
We are all chess pieces, in this game we call life, only trying to move forward, through all the strife, jumping on those, who get in our way, only pushing forward, as we play, be number #1, we've always been told, even as our hearts, grow weary and cold.
you are all I think about you are all I see you are the only one that means anything to me, you are the wind that blows through my hair you are the person that is always there, you are the one reason my heart keeps beating the one reason I can't wait for our next meeting, you are the sun that shines on my face, and when I'm with you I'm always in a better place, By:Holly Davis
At times I feel like I'm Judas Who gave up and betrayed I feel like I'm trapped in a cage, Slaved and made ready for trade I feel like I'm raped and abused And all infected with aids Paralysed and standing on the blood stained Side of the blade At times I feel like words, Moments before they are erased Determined to mean something But deprived of praise, deserved No wonder I choose to put on a smile, While my soul dies inside We all wearing masks, And mine has a face called 'everything's aight' At times I feel like a carcass, Being sucked by flies More like an infant that cries After being circumsized And my nights? Are all filled with hatred My hearts' aching, I keep believing I might never make it I deserve to hang naked, On the balcony of hell With six pieces of my flesh, Locked up on a cell Because I'm still a sinner, I still drown in this mud of guilt But I'll never keep my eyes off the church Christ wants me to build
You text me today Saying you wanted me back I text you back Saying your to late That I done decide to move back home It's like you expect me to forgive you after you rip my heart out I'm sorry You do not get a second chance To hurt me again Sorry I can't forget things you've done to me You lied You cheated You toyed with my heart After I gave my self to you The best you can do Is leave me alone So I can pick up the pieces of my broken heart.
Away with our sorrow left to abide... The pain tomorrow never glide. Our fate lies hollow forever stricken; Our faith but a shallow bears a shaken. We hoped on the rain that broke our haven; anticipation in strain dead to awaken. Our worries still linger never to fade; our minds to ponder, memories to bade. Our plea for hope bore tears we bled; but off they slope like a tree in its shed...
Even though i did not hear your voice tonight i'm still ahit, I will go on like this for ever, i wont go out without a fight. I'll fight till the end of this life to win your heart, All you have to do is tell me when to start. The music blarrin in my head phones at 1:52 AM and i'm lovin it, cause it helps me remember your gorgeous smile like it was meant to fit. Wanting to feel your touch and kisses all over me ignites the fire in me, Wanting to take you by your hand and run wild in a big sea. There aint much i can say to express myself but this will have to do for tonight, I think its just that i haven't reached height. You no I love you and that's all that matters or will ever matter to me, I will love you till i die, like I told you before, cant you see?
If I Go, Do Not Ever Cry After Me I Will Make You Live In My Heart, I Will Not Muck You From The City I Go, From My Inside I Will Send Greetings, I Will Not Keep You Wait Before Your Longing Fills Into My Palms I Will Write Letters, I Will Not Forget You To Your Tears Pouring From Your Eye I Will Send Greetings, I Will Not Forget You No Matter How Much My Heart Is Away From You I Will Inquire Your Health , I Will Not Make You Miss Even If My Longing Fills Into Your Eyes I Will Send Greetings, I Will Not Keep You Wait There Happens I Shed Tear Every Night This Is The Witness Of My Never Ending Love This Is Sorrow Letter Of My Heart To You If You Read You Will Understand In Which Situation I Am How Does My Letter Tell My Love Pencils, Papers Confuse Me Your Image Comes To My Eyes, Makes (me) Cry If You Hear You Will Understand In Which Situation I Am You Image Disappears, Your Longing Stays My Heart Thinks Again That You Will Come The Letters Know Me Very Well By Asking You Will Understand In Which Situation I Am
Se eu tenho de morrer Meu deus! Que não seja já Eu quero ouvir nas ruas o meu povo gritando " Havemos de voltar" Quero ver a minha terra tão linda e tão rica! Quero dormir a sombra da mulembeira ouvindo cantos da minha gente Se eu tenho de morrer meu deus que não seje já porque eu sinto e tu bem sabes que eu morrerei humilhado, maltratado e traído… Mas que não seje já! Se cometi algum crime nas paginas negras do universo SANTISTA serei julgado e condenado Se opinar e crime serei julgado e condenado mas nunca espancado e torturado, porque sou e sempre serei um nacionalista aterrorizado pensando nos campos de concentração na violação humilhação dos crimes políticos NETISTA se cometi algum crime serei julgado pela boca do povo! Mas desta vez, pelo pai todo poderoso serei julgado e condenado mas nunca espancado e humilhado.
The rose's on my chest keep on growing. When that knife touched my heart where she once belonged. We were finally one. my last breaths are still meant for her this is the most hellish, painfulest and heavenliest, . feeling ever owned. As i leave this earth i leave her. This is not the way i want to leave but by her hand, i once held is the only way i wish to leave
As a tear rolls down i dont make a sound i stay still i think what do i do do i live do i die do i cry do i go on living this lie the lie i say all the time,that im okay , im fine, im happy but really in side im dieing every day i hear people say your ugly, your weird, the rate on how pretty you are is 0 or 2, why dont you just die life should be precous, should be fun but all it does is bring pain and sorrow im sitting here with a knife in my hand thinking what to do do i keep feeling pain and cry every day do i stay and get called ugly and stupid and get treated like ***** or should i just end it now im allways getting teased and made fun of all the time maybe its time to end it all is life really worth living?
The way i feel is weird I feel death coming very near I feel this dark feeling I think i stop breathing When I cry it rains blood But my pain feels like mud I feel sad But at the same time I feel mad I don't know what to do I feel like a foo i feel black I think i stared bleeding from my back I feel dead I just want to get blast in the head The way i really feel is emo And my emotions won't help it
I am giving up I am giving up slowly This may be the death of me Just have to get out of here I need to escape I been housing all these scars and insecurities The walls are closing in on me All the pictures and the windows and walls are closing in on me I don't know what to do All alone don't know how long I can hold on Just sitting on the ledge waiting for the next move to make one little step and life can be lost stand up take a step and now im gone.
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I lost my treasure, when I was betrayed Was left with empty hand when I used to gaze Life was dusty , misty and crusty, Breaks were many , cracks went rusty Treasure was lost by a man who was a fraud I gave my life , my cares and my mind' Like a serpent he lived and captured every byte Lost my money , life and soul Completely crushed and left with empty bowl Lord received me then,when all left me in Hell I looked to the cross , repented with pains & fast How graciously LORD picked me Embraced me and filled me Though my treasure was lost Still LORD helped with no cost He consoled me when I was elapsed All my life's freckles were vanished And I was left with no Blemish Jesus died for me -- Cleansed me so I could see Righteousness I learned , for JESUS love I earned Transformed my life -- Be righteous what HE guides I got my lost things back With money , fame and treasure full bag With HIS love and blessings --He replaced my dead cracks Revealed the meaning of Treasure --- Meticulously HE blessed me with double measures HIS wisdom, understanding and care HIS blood , Eternal life and A name in Heaven New creation , New Soul and New life HE gives This is the treasure I see and I live This is my treasure for rare can get HIS blessings are awesome , For in heaven I'll rest Seeing my treasure nothing can be measured THANKYOU LORD FOR GIVING ME NEW BREATHS AND NEW FEATHERS !! -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- LOVE YOU LORD!!!
(Even if) Everyone will get away with their deed Your deed will not remain impunished You had better remember that If every day were a feast And you blossomed four times a year You will wither, too You had better remember that! Everyone's loss is one by one The ones I lost have all left at the same time I stayed strong, did not cry The one staying becomes a king The gone one becomes disgraced Had I not told you to note that somewhere? Think not, that, because my eye does not see, I know not about your state Dark news travels fast, good news about you never comes around Have I not said, you will suffer? Everything existing in this universe will die Only love is permanent Thus, I will not die The one lacking love is dead Had I not said so? Before falling down on the ground As you are still on your feet, like a lion Before yearning for water Do not turn your back on the universe's secret: love If you fall down, you will have no one to pick you up You will befriend with satans Had I not said so? God witnesses They forget the one who forgets Who does not have mercy will not get mercy from heaven The universe becomes (this) man's enemy Had I not said so? We drank from the same water What is it that gives you poison, and life to the loving one And when you asked that, have I not, smilingly, said to you I got love inside of me, love! Had I not said so? Do not be far from love and beloved You will not scent human's odor, you will not even be able to scent Had I not said so? If there is no love, there is no faith And you will not even get your (good) lot from man-kind. Your departure is no such thing The place you leave to makes the man an appetizer You would knowingly burn You will burn, you will ignite Had I not said so?
I was many in the field But had to know what's beyond the hill. Didn't know the cost was my roots.
Archangel that sways upon my peripheral pedestal, Your eyes flutter gaunt pernickety, An anachronistic presumption that does not grant fastidious rebuttal, A perennial anathema that balances on a threshold so rickety, Your scruples warrant the acceptance of abeyance, Disguised muse, Incitor of Loath, your canker manifests itself, Your sophistry is deflected in one single moment of sense, Then emerge fettered wings and claws of malign wealth. Bleeding thorn rose, Personification of deception, The resonance of your nefarious heartbeat breeds in my woes, Beauty is just an artful perception, Prevarications that even fool chicanery, A ruse that compelled the fatal touch, Oh white rose, now a blood red filled prism of rivalry, A slight prick, poisoned my heart as such. A circus of freaks dancing upon my intoxication, Sober Liquid that mock my hallucinations, Life,like the glass of the night, breaks at the light of dawn.
Sometimes I like to pretend, things never came to a end. But over time, our love became a crime. I didn't know what we had, would ever end so bad. But then I knew things weren't right, when we started to fight. Now I walk down memory lane all the time, the pain is worst then committing a crime. We only caused eachother pain, but we were eachothers maine. I thought things would be alright, but I cried alot that night. I don't want things to change, without you my life is strange. You said you wanted me so much it started to hurt that you couldn't wait, now im just another person you hate. When you said you didn't care, I knew the person I loved was no longer there. You aren't the same, the new you is lame. We both fell, now it's hell. You use to always be here for me, like family. But now your nowhere in sight, things aren't right. Empty is all that I can feel, I still can't believe this is real. I didn't mean to let you get away, I didn't know what to say. Am i with the right guy, or am i telling myself a lie. I was afraid to loose what we had, but to you that choice was bad.
I find myself dancing alone at odd intervals I'm that girl the one with crazy dreams and a heart full of nails I'm the girl no one knows and if you listen real close you might figure out this is all a dream something make believe I created and if I erase myself out will you put yourself in? I'm sure you have all these lies to tell about my soul and if you pay attention you could learn something about dancing with yourself at odd intervals you could be the person nobody knows.
IF I COULD TURN BACK THE HANDS OF TIME.... If I could turn back the hands of time, To sight of green grass and colourful flowers nod together, In warm, quiet and friendly whisper in the midday breeze, The language I could clearly treasure and understand, Under the verdant branches in the veldt where I used to play. If I could turn back the hands of time, To melancholy songs of the cuckoo birds, To the bees murmuring, small birds chanting merrily, To the sounds of water in raging rivers and streams, And the heavy pattering rain on the zinc roof. If I could turn back the hands of time, To smells of steaks and chips in the passageways, Delightful odours of plants so sweet and strong, To home brewed beers in the over-brimming glasses, And the golden apple green as the fridge swings open. If I could turn back the hands of time, And feel warm heater air caressing me in winter, The soft touch of aircon in the sweltering atmosphere, Sweet taste of coffee and cold drinks to relieve fatigue as the sun breaks, That made me dream of the events before tomorrow! I used to stretch my hands, dressed myself and went where I wanted, But now , with my joints all aching, senses fading and eyes gradually growing dim, I stretch out my hands and somebody dresses me up, And leads me to where I do not want to go, Yes, I cannot turn back the hands of time now!
Your Silenceis keeling me! i don't understand why, i would like to know what's on your mind, when something happend, and all you do is ignore me. i would prefer you talk to me, even though words that come out of your mouth is like fire. I know if you talk to me, you'll hurt me, but there is a question that i would like to ask you. Why do you shoose to stay silent?
Look around you See the faces surrounding you All with different uses and tasks to do What if it'll be your last view? A bitter truth no one reviews No matter how long we stay, the end will definitely come knocking A time to really have all the rest you'll ever need Being alone with your deeds and virtue Whether the good or evil Alone and awaiting judgement People singing melodious songs They tell you what doesn't kill you makes you stronger, Blatant lie, cause what doesn't kill you wasn't meant to kill you. We wonder and ponder But at the end, all they do is lauder. Not knowing death is like thunder Striking and leaving a donga Leaving us in confusion Live life as a traveller, but take only what you'll need along the way. Funny how when you die they start listening A journey worth taking for those who know. Tell me, are you not willing to go? For more? For all the bounties and all the grace All the sights, smells and the tastes Will be forgotten without a trace As if frozen in time and space When you see his face. You asked for mercy, that he gave. Death, the undisputed slave. We come making everyone happy, then leave making them sad. Why are we here in the first place, if this is how we gotta go?
I have lost the count of years when allegations were laid against me. I had my excuses but they were not welcome. I gave my excuses but they were never welcome. Thus and so I became a jail bird. Thirty-six months due I was released. My only possession was my guitar. I sat at the city park and played it. Not for a gold and silver but for someone who might like it. Many liked it and me a gold and silver. Thats how i ended up with this pet shop, lonely. I did break the oinks nose. From then on, I have suckled the sweetness of loneliness solely. For these animals, i dare not pose. After all Im not a bad man Im just not lucky.
im so sad i dont know what to do why is life so sad n dark i hide in the dark i like being in the dark the pain of losing people the pain of losing my family to my step mom she just took every thing away i like darkness i feel pain i hide my feeling i feel like im on the edge of being gone 4 ever i dont talk to any one i rather stay in my room in the dark i want to cry every day i want to disaper the darkness is taking over me its taking me to a deep dark place i dont want to be
Dedicated to human realm..... when it began... menace of life made me die in each breath i took, betrayed by the command of nature, in each phase my head shook... shattered achievements.. confounded the mundane for whimsical supremacy, likely to be fascinated towards the obscure prophecy.. tyrannical truths unfolds, shadows of ego enlightened in my undesired destiny, life being invaded by all omnipotent agony... soul in conflict.... rather would i adrift to a breathless birth, for the glimpse of perfection would pertain my worth.....
don't beginnings sound confusing at the sight were people speak their words and can't be understood in this time. And some just don't realize how important it is to them, but people just can't notice the difference between things, and they disagree or ignore it with anger. some people are eager knowing what the future holds. even some don't like what the future tells beyond the things they did. They would only think about the past, about what they've done for themselves and others. I say the future is to disappointing to think about, you should think about the past, all the things you did for people, and their beloved ones. sometimes the truth does not lay up in front of you, sometimes it takes it ways to happiness. That's what they say:lying leads you to happiness, and saying the truth leads you up to sadness, but sometimes if you don't say the truth and take the wrong league out , then the people who believed you will keep thinking of it, and non will stop.
I feel really hurt, I hope you don't notice the mascara stains on your shirt. I dont want you to know I still cry, I dont want you to know your the reason why. I know I have made many mistakes and caused you many heartaches. But I dont know how you handle this pain, I'm going insane. I feel like that one lie, has done more than make me cry. Its caused me to look at you a different way, its caused me to overthink everything you have said or say. I dont want us to change but now things feel so strange. I guess I'll just have to adjust but I dont have anyone to trust. I dont know what all you have said is true, I dont know what to do. Should I be mad, is it okay for me to be sad. I hate the fact but I don't know how to react. I didn't exspect for that to happen, I wasn't prepared for my heart to be broken. I thought we we didnt keep secrets from eachother, I thought we could trust one a nother. But you have proven me wrong, showed me I'm not strong. I just hope you gain my trust back, before things get all wack.
You said you wanted a relationship well days turn into weeks We fell in love Your Son is great We look like an american family but your just to busy Maybe your to busy for me Or to busy for a relationship as well I do not like the feelings I'm having but I can no longer hide them They got to cum out Weather they are good or bad Please forgive me for what I gotta say But I gotta say it It's Over I know we said forever But I got to end this I will always love you Because I promised We only be friends You ant got time for any thing more then that I'm sorry But it gotta be this way I love you.
I know you will think of her in your altogether empty room tonight again your hands will long for her your eyes will dream of her your longing will fall down to the palm of your hands knowingly that she won't come I know you will wait for her in your altogether empty room tonight again -the name that you can't forget, on your lips the picture that you can't tear, on your side and the hopes that are like the rusty knives, in your heart knowingly that she won't come back I know you will long for her in your altogether empty room tonight again your longing will melt you like a candle your heart will beat, a huge loneliness and your glances in horizon like the captain of a ship which was foundered knowingly that you won't see her I know you will remember her in your altogether empty room tonight again the last line of a sad song on your tongue after you go through all the years like a day you'll cry longing for her knowingly you're helpless but I in my single room tonight again will think of you your eyes will burn my eyes I will be spilled like broken wineglasses from the windows being obstinate with those poison songs I'll wait for you again
Our dear sister, yes sweety this is for you. Thinking about you and the situation you've been through, I felt an strong urge of putting my emotions into words for you! Don't give up hope, do believe. The memories wont leave, but let those memories be your guide, little angel, please keep up with your pride. I know, you are much more stronger than you know. It has become your past, but you can overcome all this very fast. Don't stop trusting people, all men aren't bad. Just realize that these devils were of terrible minds! You're the strongest of us all, because you've been through so much, and yet didn't fall. Yes, what they did was totally wrong, they'll not be forgiven even by God! They have lost their RIGHT to be called as "man", and they'll be cursed every now and then. People are asking the official, "where have your rules been?" After all, this dirt should obviously be dumped in a bin!. My dear, today the whole world is with you, all very eager to see a new personality in you. Surely, those men are going to get what they deserve, here, all of us waiting to see you stand up dear. I, finally want you to know, you are strongest and the bravest lady I've ever known, ans so, we would all like to wish you a hearty, "Get well soon" and come back stronger than before. -NISHITA KARULKAR.
I really hate this feeling, sometimes I wish I could stop breathing. I don't wanna try, just leave me here to die. You were the thing that made my life living for, but your no longer mine anymore. I feel so much pain, sometimes I believe I'm going insane. I'm missing what we had, although it was bad. I'm always walking down memory lane, why can't you see my pain? I know people change, &&' things get strange. I guess I gotta face it, she's my new replacment. I can't believe it's really over this time, I feel as if i have commited a crime. I live in a world of sorrow, so I don't ever worry about tomorrow. I didn't even have time to cry, because i had already said bye. I feel like I'm digging a deeper whole, so I'm hoping Jesus will take control. I'm sorry for my dumb mistake, but baby now I'm wide awake.
People want to commit suicide, people choose to die over livin life. Why has it come to be this way? Why has this life become so meaningless, that we just want to throw it away? We become selfish and think our life is so bad, dont think of others who's lives are worse, But still greatful for what they have. People take for granted the things they've got, clothes, food, smokes and shoes, even a roof or a bed, They dont think of the homeless, the hungry, not even the cold or the hot. They just think they want to be dead, Things happen in our lives that, to us, seem bad. We dont look for help or trust any "friends" All because of the past we've had. Dont be a coward and run away, Stick it out, Live life, I know that there's alot of strife, But stick it through day to day. People want to commit suicide, people choose to die over livin life. Why has it come to be this way?....
life alone is bitter and cold with no one to love no one to hold the long dark nights waking up on your own got money to spend but no one to phone to live like this to die with my shame to have love for so many with nothing to gain but where all born with a purpous reason for life but mine has been shattered like the shine off a knife say the meaning of life and it looses its shine no one can own it to me it is all mine can life be this cruel or is it just me ive lost the way to my heart and i cant find the key to write all my feelings to write all my pain my heart is now empty cold like the nigh rain but we all must be love to be loved and forgotten to be buried six feet under and left to go rotten although i am 20 and my life is ahead but my pain will go on until i am dead
Let me fall let me break. We all know Its your mistake. Let me cry let me ache. Please don't let My heart break.
Transformer... I am so sorry I tend to whisper to my self while the wings on my back enfold me in my idiocy and bust in a furl of feathers and fire. My authentic halo falling broken reinforcing my thoughts on transformations... My lush lies crept up into me whispering to you my secrecy and my merry go round patterns... I was adapted to serous sabotage and unconsidered volcanic eruptions... Having nothing to react to I made my own quake... i deserve everything. But for you to say I can't feel is something that just shocked me at my core... But then again what should I expect? Secret boyfriends? are you kidding me...? But then again what should i expect... I gave you a reason to be suspicious a reason to say those things... With my viscosity on the subject I realize I have to be punished... and it has nothing to do with you...
I'm feeling down, &&' I'm already on the ground. I cant get any lower, my patience is getting slower. I've already hit the floor, &&' I'm becoming sore. I'm not sure where I went wrong, but now I dont belong. I'm like the unknown, all alone. This feeling is unbarable, the pain is unbelievable. I'm ready to walk out the door, I can't take no more. This is why I don't trust, I always get pushed in the dust. Now I got to cover my eyes, &&' ignore all your lies. I've been left in the rain, I've felt the pain. I knew things were wrong, but I stayed along. Now I'm here all alone, waiting for the sound of my phone. I wouldn't wish for my worst enemy to feel this way, that's what I have to say. I didn't really have a choice, now I'm missing the sound of your voice. I made mistakes that wont fade, not even with a blade. My heart isn't bullet proof, &&' that's the truth.
You are what I delineate as integrity, The honesty that beckons, You, my cohort, carry the knife's handle, Rather than stabbing me in the back, It stabs you and you become the trusted bearer of all my sins and painful secrets, You are that spiritual life form that guides me through the human phase, You, my friend, possess my life's worth, If it were not for you, my loneliness and own companionship would have swallowed me in the embrace of insanity, O fidus Achates, drogher my provoking thoughts, T'is an amazement that you do not break, With the weight of such wrath, Reflections that clemency forsakes, These cold psyche have hardened this heart, Pulsating veins of mine, thou art indeed in vain! Considerations that expand with every attempted beat, The death of my body has spawned the soul of my mind, Oh power of ponder, you reveal to me where my heart was blind, My wits are now was sharp as that knife you bear, A cloak of strength which humanity deplores, now I wear.
Heaven hear my heart as it cries out to you Lift the clouds, the rain, the burdens that fall upon me Take away the endless days, the sleepless nights, the continuous ache Heaven hear my heart as it cries out to you
Anger is an explosive expression Belligerence is not an excuse Careless thoughts of idiom Does not reason words of abuse Why use it as a crutch? © Stacy Lynn Stiles
By Robielynn Collins You are my best friend, through think and through thin, and I guess you didn't realize, that it was a sin, but I prayed to God, to make you whole, and to take you to HEAVEN, and to save your SOUL, I know he will, becaus HE'S a loving GOD, and HE can do anything, with just a nod.
Old friends remind me of my old lifes Different times in the years past With different stories and different laughs But with each chapter I leave them fighting in the past Thinking moving on is leaving everything behind Realizing I can't bring them all with me So I bring none of them Reliving old dreams when our paths cross And wondering why I don't know you anymore You pretend like we are the same But I can't contact to a life I swore to never live again And I'm not the same person that held you when you cried I'm not the girl that left you behind I've changed to many times to count And one day you will know you can't count on me So I come to the place that holds most of my lives Walking around surrounded by ghost in this desolate town I smile and wave to my past and pretend I remember it But this isn't going to work This isn't what the world taught me So I run away Haunted by memories and broken dreams Friendships come and go. One thing stays the same Me running from the comfort of the past Yelling I can't live like this Six months is my limit Six months to pretend to be fixed But in the end it's me running away with a suit case For everything I wanted in those months was ruined so I start new Instead of trying to fix a broken heart with industrial super glue I start over with something new The only problem is the scares are still there The brakes haven't heeled And because I have never learned the right lesson from my past I'm forced to relive it Until I find the answer I always am searching for Or it destroys me like countless times before
I know this won't last long like this One morning, I will drop my heart into the hands of a beggar I don't care who says what! I can't stand any more I am tired of living you without you You won't come back anyway I feel like I will go mad God damn! .. I find myself roaming around where you used to be It feels like you will appear right behind the corner It feels like you are waiting for me at the bus stops A few days ago, I met someone on the same street The hair, the eyes, the looks, just like you I ran with excitement And for the first time in my life, I was slapped God damn! ... The world is in fires Wars are all around us People are dying of hunger in Africa And it looks like I will die of being without you Do you care? Who knows where the hell you are! God damn! .. No matter which table I sit at They serve me the drink you like My vase is filled with the flowers you like And in my lips, the songs you like I celebrate your birthdays without you And every morning, I pray for your happiness Whatever I do, wherever I go You are after me like my death God damn! .. Mine is a love like this At this time, in this age You are right, I will never grow up The best is to end this life Or to let my body go off the scariest cliffs Into the endless seas But I have you inside What if something happens to you? God damn! ..
Here I am, alone again Darkness and silence, my only friends. Indecision and confusion, yea they're here too. With great advice on what to do. Pain is present, and accounted for. Along with misery. Who could want more? I have all these friends that never make a sound. Yet they scream inside my head, on the stage they have found. I have asked them to leave, but the rent is paid in full. And so now I'm the puppet, with strings that get pulled. Oh how I wish I could cut the strings tied to my heart. To be carefree once again, and to have a new start. They say time heals, and I know that it's true. But the scars shall remain this steady constant proof. But hey I'm tuff and I can swallow what I feel. I can push it away, or pretend it isn't real. I'm a survivor, and I can weather the storm, And I can deal with travesty, regardless of its form. So once again I set out I trust in myself, for I have no doubt. That the sun shall rise and greet my face It'll dry my tears, and it'll set my pace. Though my days I shall run Until my living days are done. But still I hope, and still I pray That I could at least brighten someone else's day. And though with words I try to express What it is I feel. It's just sadness. By: Carl Preston Rankin III
What Happens to Fathers Who Just Don't Care When They Leave Are They're Heads Held High in the Air Do They Laugh and Scoff at Whats Wrong or Right Does the Guilt Strangle Them Like a Venomous Bite Do They Hurt or Cry for What They Have Done Do They Think of the Child That They Have Shunned Maybe They're Minds are Led to a Darker Realm Where Guns and Suicide Take the Helm If This is the Case Then I Must Digress Police are Left Cleaning up a Gruesome Mess What About the Fathers that Return Years Past Is the Bond Forever Broken like Fragile Glass Some May Stay Hurt Some May Forgive Without the Bond of Fathers Some Truly Never Live For These Poor Souls I Have One Thing To Say Keep Your Head Held High and Your Anger Astray Live By Morals In Your Life Take a Chance Don't Miss What You Don't Have By Selfish Circumstance PEACE Peaceful Schuy
The look on your Tells me everything I need to know I'm a disgrace to you Doing nothing What can I do To make you proud of me? I'll do it for you Just tell me how. I look for your love In the depths of your eyes I see nothing Please tell me why. Dad, it's me Your little girl You brought me here Into this world Yes, I'm though But my heart on the floor I've had enough I can't take it anymore.
Your nothing more then a lier and a dog In you made me believe you wasn't going to do me wrong Now I sit here as a fool Reading these letter that you sent to her As my heart breaks I can't believe you would do this to me you even looked me in my eyes and said baby I wont cheat I was a dang fool to believe you Cause Now I lay here with a bottle of wine with a broken heart Thanks.
My vocabulary might be a little bent and dented but its mostly twisted, a self-made dictionary with a little dark thought and white light in life and craziness itself mixed in it, I get up in the morn ready to take the day on after just one egg on a pancake biscuit, I got the recipe for verbal insanity just give me the egg beater and with this vocabulary I'll mix in it, break the word batter down like a plumber leaking water until I re fix it, I got one of kind writing style its too unique for any typical fool to ****en miss it, I got the entertainment on writing just ask me for one and I wont sell it I'll just give you a free Se7en King ticket, I get your mind thought high so high in the sky lifted, I can give a two flying ****s if my haters say I aint got talent because these words they self so freaking gifted, I make poems shake like earthquakes fools cant you see how my words already got your mind shifted, This poem is my girl I kiss it, This poem is just like my weed i roll up and ****ing hit it, This word written *****is so addictive, Drugs and alcohol so self-conflictive, now how can this king ever, ever quit it, These words are dying I better get some gas for this verbal car like weed everyday I better get it, I live the life of a young Shakespeare I write like I cant ever regret it, I put this poetry *****on the line with my own life dont think I wont bet it? So **** you, they, them, her and even me, yeah there I done said it, letting go of poetic gun shells firing poetic unleaded, shooting cowardice poets like paper shredded, where many young lost crooked souls go unfed den, watch where your two feet may be treading, you got to watch your surrounding so much they circle around the same setting, **** Life until death say's otherwise, I'm just kind of crazy like that I'm just a little TWISTZTED.... TWISTIFIED...
Every where i pass, they call me an Angel, though it's dark.. My beautiful face, can put me to death.
OH HELL WORLD! Someone, anyone! Help me understand How!! How could you Look at her innocence And see a jar of honey Afford a drool!? Do you happen to speak Booboo? Did she understand you? Let me get this right You looked at her hips swing, Yeah!? Looked at her boobies MH!! Looked at her hair swing HUH!! Someone!! HELLO!! SOMEONE!! Remember when we visited Carried NANA shakers? Seeing her laugh How it made us laugh The twist!! hell the twist You thought of bringing a banquet Rather a chocolate box? MH!! Maybe a nice red dress, some designer heels Is it her BOOBOO laugh gave you a hard on? DEVIL?!! How could you? Mama left the baby with her "papa" Papa turned into "DADDY?!" your palm sized daughter…. Look at her now Doesn't know anything Yet her eyes speak of shame, embarrassment Regrets filled in her Why she was brought to this world A question she asks herself looks at us as the devil looks at the world like hell itself is it maybe it is when she asks where will you be forgive you we might will she ? how id like to see you answer her why she is not sealed like her friends who gave away her innocence who took away her pride who deserved her that much who will wash away the tears who daddy tell me who?
The tin man, is who I want to be Your words wouldn't hurt me No pain would I feel No tears would I cry When the sun didnt shine The birds didnt sing And raindrops fell all about me I wouldnt really care I'd have no heart you see When you didnt call Or I caught you in a lie No teardrops would fall My heart wouldnt break I wouldnt really care at all I'd sleep the whole night through No sad lonely dreams of you No endless days of pain Everyday would be the same Yes the Tin Mans who I want to be Please, Mr. Wizard No Heart for me!
while words play hide and seek in my mind while they sink and float resisting their definition and my determination to recite when there is a resignation of words in my mind that lead me to a world of confusion I will take out my pen and paper where my solution is found there is a story I want to tell, but oh! sorry something holds me back with all the information I have, its hard to share for I am held back by my situation Ingcinga nengcingane zam zingcikiv'ubuciko bam ndancama ndatsho ngezwi ndathi " gama hlala nam ziziphithiphithi zalaph'eziphithanise ingcinga zam , lafika lon'iphango njenge ngxangxasi yamanzi, zehl'iinyembezi zam I sat and I said...Oh! word,,, you got nothing left for me??,,,I wanna recite,, I want to talk
Why I let you back again thinking you have changed but instead you've changed into this shallow monster your not the man I once loved you became angry you express your words threw abuse all I ever done was love you I never thought I would never regret saying I love you But I do I can longer love you Nor love you back you are total different person I've tired to make it work more the once all it have's caused is pain heartache and stress Please do not try stop me As I walk out that door This is how it should be This is good bye.
Take your hand and put it out forward, Than swing out out to the side, c'mon don't be a coward. This is fun, now swing your hips from side to side, Remember all the times you couldnt express yourself and you cried. But now your can swing your legs and feet any way you want, Look for that new move that you looked for your whole life like a hunt. Grab someone by the hand and let them join you in that awesome moment, I promise you, you will love this feeling you are about to feel. Turn up the music and dance your heart out, Move to the beat and go wild and feel like your out of sight. This is your moment, don't let anyone take that away for you, This is not happening too slow and i tell you that that's the truth. Put some head phones on and go to your own world of greatness, Bust a move like you never did before, I promise it's harmless. Make your heart feel what I am feling right now and take my hand, I promise that I will make you smile and scream with joy and stand.
As you read my mind you sing our song for the last time I realize why I fight through all the lies And jumped through your impossible hoops For your voice brings me peace in a world full of war And your touch slowly creeps On a heart with ice to its core You stare into my eyes with love you can no longer hide And for a moment I forgot this was good bye As my heart longs for your kiss You remind me that my thoughts are not just my own And you kiss me like your heart has finally found its home. The thought of this being the last slips away As hope burns through my brain You hold me like I'm your dying wish Reality falls on me like a ton of bricks As we pull away, and your words that brought me peace Sends me to a dark obis I love you baby I promise I do But I love her too goodbye
when you lose sight of what really counts its easy to focus on only whats shallow am i too fat is my nose too big do i walk or talk weird whats wrong with me when we forget the depth that is here in this world and focus on things that are just absurd so maybe im not a supermodel and my bums a tad on the thick side and maybe im no a genius thats getting a scholorship on my side but does that mean im nothing that i dont count this world is getting sickening count me OUT im ashamed of myself for even thinking like this and obsessing to tears over shallow petty shit i am praying that god hears my pleas for help because i cant conquer this all by myself i used to not care didnt care at all but like any other i rise and fall i am of the opinion that your body is a shell and youll leave it behind when you go to heaven or hell it will rot in the ground and count for nothing and when i meet my maker he wont care how big my bum is some women ONLY care about their looks and they dont get it they dont see the big picture and i fear theyll regret it and other women dont care even at all about their looks because their depth is so massive and raw but then theres me in the middle with so much depth and spirituality why do i waste time wondering what are all the things wrong with me im sick of crying over it ive done it for too long im sick of getting angry when i cant crawl out of my bod its a thought that i had reguarding a cacoon like how catapielers go into them and out comes a butterfly zoom if i could just crawl out my mouth my soul free for just a moment and be allowed to have a different shell to live and own it i wonder what its like to feel just for a second not arrogance but a sweet compliment from someone who MEANT IT my desperate pleas go out to you and anyone else who will listen i hate my body im sick of my face and my voice is just ridiculous so lets just drop it in the ocean let it sail away cuz me im going to better places where i dont have to cry all day where i know that my body is just a little shell a vehicle if you will its our car or truck or limo or bus to use while we use our free will and ive always said when you go you don't take your money your lambergini or your watch expensive jewlery its all staying beind and you should think about what YOUR world is while im trying desperatley to fix mine
Little Did I Know... All was rosy, all was bright..; Nothing but hope and happiness in sight..!! Always carried a smile..; As, everything that I wanted was going to be mine...!!Little did I know, All this has always been a lie..; Very soon all my happy dreams are gonna die..!! Little did I know, That I was surrounded, not by people but wolves and I were the prey...; Sucking ma blood night and day..!! Little did I know, All the sweet talk was nothing but poison..; Killing me every second, with me dreaming of things above the horizon..!! Little did I know, That was being betrayed..; Actually I was just another soul, waiting to be slayed..!!By the time I knew, it was already too late.., Ma life's game was over, it was a check mate..!! All was rosy, all was bright..; Nothing but hope and happiness in sight..!! Always carried a smile..; As, everything that I wanted was going to be mine...!!But, Little did I know......
What have I ever done For anyone or everyone To treat me so horrble Only tihng I really Wanted is to be loved Sometimes I guess that's just to much to ask from anyone I even became someone I don't even know I became this horrble moster that did everything Everyone else wnated me to be When all I really wanted is just to be me So now I'm left here alone With just myself and I What have I've done so wrong To get treated so bad Come on Tell me why.
In your absence, what fires I burnt with your yearning, though I couldn't burn you, as you burnt me Like water in desert, days in prison, bread in fasting, I waited for you But you only put fears between us You put bans Don't ever ask me where I am now... You called me and didn't I come? Don't used to offend to springs with no flowers, while you were here To the rainy skies...these melancholic evenings While you were here Don't used to look and sigh to train stations To bus stops… While you were here I don't used to cry to ones get seperated Don't used to get down after finished loves Don't used to offend to the going ones Don't used to feel pitty for the staying ones Don't used to feel cold like that and shiver, while you were here Was innocent, like children Don't used to get mad like that - dont used to swear At last I dont used to think of dying Now I am asking you If it is hell the name of this love You burnt me and didn't I burn? You know To all your pains, I turned on 'green light', we couldn't make it For all your fears, I was 'back', we couldn't make it To the mountains, I put stairs, we couldn't make it I was a snow in June, snowed in your palms, we couldn't make it I loved, we couldn't - I burnt, we couldn't - I adored, we couldn't Well then, I give up Cut the ticket of this love however you want Somehow you are going I know, go... Though after you A couple of crying eyes A heard ripped to shreds A ruined mountain, if you don't want to see Hold your weapon - push to my back I am a coward if I shiver... You shot me and I didn't die?
How bad is a life. Without love to give? Well I say to myself, That's a horrible life to live, When I wake up every night crying to hear, That one little voice, That brings me to tear up, You were not all mine, But I hurt When you felt one once of pain. One Night of sickness, That horrible strain, You were my morning and night star, I cry when they say your name, I die inside when I stand beside that babies grave, I think of him always. Mommy Never forgot you, Nor will I ever stop loving you My Son.
Time stood still, Darkness seemed to overcome me, When I received that call, I made frantic calls to my relatives, Trying to breathe out the sadness, You had been hospitalized, As the family gathered around, we were busy like bees trying to seek the best treatment, My world seemed to turn upside down, Every day I had to visit you , Trying to make small talk, Conversations in whispers, Time stood still, As days became nights, In my eyes seasons seemed to come and go, As we arranged for the surgery, You woke up from that coma, Only for a few seconds and minutes, Sprayed tears, seemed forever in my eyes, a thousand voices in my head, I was in my own world, As the day turned into night, As the blue moon emerged, You passed away, Gone forever from us, My tears soaked my pillow at night, I could see your pain, but could not let you go, Now its been years, My mum is not yet over your lose, Sometimes vivid dreams come to me, Remembering those old stories about our tribe, Outside the fire place, When the night was young and silence filled the air, If wishes were horses, I could wish to see you again , So you could brighten my smile granny, These memories will remain painted in my mind, What a sweet soul you were, It's sad the lord called you home, To live grandpa behind, Today I visit you once again, To remember the good old times, I can still feel your presence as the wind blows my sad tears away.
When you love someone it tears you a part, All you do is cry and cry, And notice you have a broken heart, You love him and he loves you, But he doesn't seem to care? You hurt deep inside, It's hard to bare. All the pain you keep inside, You feel it everyday, You cry and scream, Wishing that he would feel the same, Now a few weeks past he wants you, But look at all the things bad he did do wrong. It's hard to say no but you have to because He broke your heart, Now you have to brake his and tear it apart like he did with yours
I watch as mommy cries sitting there all alone When she falls asleep she cuddle up to the phone I ask why all the tears Why all the sorrow I then hug her tell her daddy will be back soon I must say something wrong She cries even more Everything I say I make the tears pour more Maybe I don't hug her enough Maybe love I lack Maybe she's right daddy is never coming back.
Lost in a hidden cave inside this little shell banging on the walls of glass creating these deep splintering cuts can't judge the person hiding when you haven't seen the tears that hide behind these eyes hiding inside the broken shell of a broken heart
Announcing my return Before I see you leave Cuddled up in my thoughts Delirious with your name Enigmatic beauty Feeding on my dreams Going out of my way to give you anything Hearing your soft voice brings... Inklings of you in my head Juxtapose our differences again Killing my very heart Loving me can be so hard? Merging hearts, you won't do Now all I have is an image of you Opulence has blinded you Prevented You from seeing ME Quixote's madness seems to be my friend Reminded of you in everything Seeing my heart ripped like this Torn like an expensive fabric Ubiquitous pain; Love is Venting out my frustration anyway I can Waiting for the day you notice me X-rays of my heart show the truth Yearning for your love;would be too late when I reach the Zenith of my career
you dont always know what a person is hiding inside if only you knew the things i hide like that fact that i was rapped at the age of five or that i have no self-respect or no pride people like you are so quick to judge people like me who has had it rough but i dont blame you i blame me because i believe the stupid thing you say about me the way you make them seem so true how could i not agree with you i hate to say it but i used to want to be just like you cracking all the jokes and passing them around like notes i always wanted the posy that you have behind you adding ther commets trying to be just like you but you know what they cant and neither can i because your just a selfish witch and i wish you would die or better yet how about me, then it will all start making since you see you and your friends bullied me and i couldnt take it anymore so i minused my self from the scene just for you will know this is what happens when you be mean
My Failures Always end in disaster If i was better i wouldn't be this horrible person My Failures My life will never be great or best it can be I wish I someone else My Failures lifes better without me life will never be in the light for me
your allways on my mind but you make me cry i wanna die why do you make me cry and feel like shit you say you love me then you make me cry over and over why o why what did i do so wrong the moments i need yo the most you make it worse the moments wheb you need me the most im here and help you i should go but im dumb and stay i stay and cry because your not just mine i know theres others but im dumb and belive what you say you lie and i cry i say i love you you say it back but in your mind its not real why do i stay i need to leave but i cant i love you but to you love is a four letter word so i have 2 words for you GOOD BYE!!
the dark is were i belong i feel i guess wanted i love the dark it relaxes me im so use to the cold darkness its soo dark i can barly see its so cold n depressing i cry in the dark the dark is just were i want be i stay in the dark to be hiden i stay in the dark so no 1 can know my emotions my feelings are lost hiden deep inside and thats how it shall stay....
WAR IS THE GREATEST PLAGUE OF MAN As war is fought it takes charge And events spin out of control. The madness of men can alter the soil Which nourishes the roots of their soul. Many things will forever change Far more then wished to be. As the wrath of war starts to destroy Those things we fight to keep free. War is the greatest plague of man, Religion, state and sanity. Any scourge is more preferred Than the one which disables humanity. When war breaks out, boundaries change And all who die are a token Of the rage that must run it's course Before words of peace are spoken. War I hate, though not men, flags nor race But war itself with its ugly face. When we lose faith in the brave, which die Then we're not fit to greet those who cry. What distinguishes war isn't death But that man is slain by fellow man. Crushed by cruelty and injustice With his enemy's murderous hand. War tends to punish the punishers So the losers won't suffer alone. The essence of war is but violence Till the survivors come marching home. Sometimes it's hard to defend what's right, Sometimes we're forced to rise up and fight. Sometimes we survive, while others must die Sometimes never knowing the reason why. The rush of combat is a natural buzz Caused by fear, leaving nothing as it was. Hunting one another like wild game Without a shortage of those to blame. Sometimes victory comes too slow or quick Sometimes the cost on both sides is sick. Sometimes God is asked to intervene To help stop the savage from being so mean. War is a hell we visit before death Fueled by the whisper of the devil's breath. There must be a reason man destroys man But why it is so, I can't understand. By Tom Zart
Admission If time heals all, then when will my alarm clock ring, If tomorrow is a new day, why do the morning birds not sing, I want to be awoken, from this dream fueled by disaster, The hands keep ticking, i just will them, tick faster, My reasoning is affluent, yet it bleeds through stigmata, If to sacrifice, is solution, then my soul freely martyr, My burdens weighed down, adds fuel to their meaning, My clear image tarnished, by the scour of being, My foundations pressed, as i confess, to all without believing, My heart bleeds less, as i digress, to all without deceiving , My eyes feel weak, as i lose track, of the path i once walked, As resistance feels futile, your mind becomes, warped, The path becomes darker, as my demise is brought fourth, But the path is now brighter, than at ones first thought, If its my time, then how will i, know that i must listen, To the bells that chime, at once as i, am freed by my admission.
after all,a woman's mistakes are different from a girl's they are etched by fire on stone they are in fact considered traits, not just errors and now you're so alone when you were 14 they all said how much potential you had now you hit 19 or 20, and you're just considered bad if you were a troubled kid, things were different than most for you and i don't mean GETTING in trouble,although for some,it's that too but depression is so very real,they just have no idea and looking in the mirror to feel,you must skip your next meal you are never good enough,and always fall just short of pretty although you are considered smart and extremley funny and witty they way that you percieve yourself,is different than what others see at least that's what i have been told,do you agree with me? but why is it that when your younger,people just want to help but once you reach 19 or 20,your just dealt the cards your dealt i don't feel any different inside,i can tell you that for certian the older i get,the less they care,i hide behind a curtain i'm still a kid at 21,at 22 as well.. im still a child in alot of ways,living in an emotional hell where did all the helping hands go,the ones that were there before i blame myself for not taking that help and will forever more because now apparently,it's too late,nobody cares about me i am not a cute little girl,just a woman who needs to be free i ask of you,human to human,the next time you want to judge pray for patience if you need to,ask for help from above but something tells me im not alone,there are others who experienced this there are others out there that need help so badly,please don't miss don't miss their smiles,that are still so young,even though they look so grown at 21 we are not adults,and pretending we are makes us feel alone maybe i AM alone in this feeling,i have no idea but what i do know,for sure i feel...this is very real.
The girl without a face Felt she had no place No place to call her own Lots of people all around Should she even make a sound? Would they notice? Would they care? Life just isn't fair! She's always alone Yet she wants to be known She feels her sadness to the bone Oh, its terrible to be so alone There must be an end to this madness All this grief, all this sadness No one knows the pain she feels She thinks the pain will never heal Surely there is a simple cure It must be a love so clean and pure A smile appears upon her face No more sadness upon this face
I lay here hearing the wind blowing against my window Thinking How much of a fool I was When I let you go I feel like such a horses butt Right Now You wont even talk to me And All I want to say is I'm sorry Could you ever forgive me And my foolish ways Because Baby I need and want you I can't do without you we are stitch together Baby Could you ever forgive me For being such a fool Cause I love you.
All alone at the end of the day The time, just a little past ten Evening has come for a short stay It's time for her sorrow again The smile on her face she's been holding Suddenly, she lets fall And the feelings begin unfolding She comes out of her personal wall As the world settles down for the night She awakens herself from a dream The girl they thought had life going right No longer the image she seemed She takes off the disguise she's wearing Opens her heart to the truth Now behind closed doors she's not caring About life, or love in her youth She sits by the mirror spilling tears And she cries by herself in the dark Hours of acting like there's no fears Takes a lot from an empty heart Inside she's lonely and sad But acts like she's fine by day In her misery, wishing she had A friend, or a promise to stay Ashamed of the truth she's been keeping Living hours in daylight a lie This is the reason in darkness she's weeping Taking time out from each day to cry Written by Shannen Wrass Copyright © 1995 Shannen Wrass. All Rights Reserved
Lord He left me Oh my lord why When my heart was full of love That what my heart felt Til now my lord The pain just won't disappear My heart won't be able to love again My heart is bleeding My heart is crying Oh my lord why My heart is dying There no more love Inside the beat has stop My heart has turn into stone The light of my heart Can't you see my lord The light of my heart faded away.
Look at it, it's a rough plant, red and blue, with very small flowers. It's found on waste land, and mountain sides at large.
I am so shame of who I become I lay here with a bottle of pills Debating if my life and everyone else Would be better without Me in it All I ever do lately Is hurt everyone I love I never meant to hurt Anyone that have's loved me I am sorry to everyone I have hurt I'll go ahead and take me life So everyone Will and do better without me In it their life Cause my life ant going anywhere All I am depress I find it Best when I write poetry It's all I got anymore So goodbye to all I have hurt.
You tell me you was not sure what you was thinking Well same here I wanted to give it a other try But all you can say is your sorry It will never be back the way it was before Because you've hurt me You told me you never ment to hurt me Well you did And I can not forgive you for it Cause I know now your love was just a lie I'm sorry Boy I don't know these games...
I remember the smell of the desert The sand between my little toes Warm, Sunny, Beautiful The sun setting on the orange sand The howling of the coyotes Soothing Very soothing The curious creatures crawling I remember the beautiful desert I will always vaguely.......Remember
Feels like I'm drowning in my own tears, Is there no one in this world that can take away all my fears? I'm asking for your help, I'm asking for your hand, I know i cant do this with you with a band. Take me as I am and lift me high, I grown up way to fast, I think you can see why. You tell me you know everything before it even comes out of my mouth, but you cant see the fact that im from the south. That's where all the blood, sweat, and tears came from, to only survive, so please don't tell me that you know everything, especially how to dive. Cause if you would of known, you would of done something about it, instead of each time we get into this, you wouldn't throw a fit.
I was to blind to see the truth I was to blind to notice you was running around on me I was so warp around love To see you are the men I thought you would never turn into You lied You play with my heart You toyed with my emotions Why all the lies What happen to the way things used to be. No we can not work it out I gave up everything for you For what a broken heart and nothing to show of I loved you But you didn't love me Why did you cause so much pain Was it your thrill or your kicks you get out of it. You've made your own bed you got to lay in it Goodbye.
Look at the Sahara's pearl, It never spoke it's emptiness, Let silence kill it's cruel, And be kept for itself loneliness. The dryness that flows thru, Bearing thorns of bitterness, Carry every sorrows and blue, Still remain it's golden quietness. Drops of ashes in pearl's vein, Crucified it's heart with grief and pain, Windows of new breath are so in vain, Waiting solace of peace and not insane. Sahara's pearl full of misery, Just let it go forever eternity, Push away those doubts and curiosity, And welcomes fairies and be happy. That dew of morning wakes Sahara's pearl, Rise and rose up again it's genuine smile, Lift up spirits like pools of whirl, Run and chase it's dream with a million mile. Sahara's pearl now full of mystery, Pack of quantum now full of energy, Thorns of bitterness now is history, Sahara's pearl will shines till victory.
As I lay here with covers over my head Hiding from the world Listening to the rain hit my window My eyes starting to feel heavy I haven't slept in days From missing you You said we would grow old together But Now I'm left here growing old by myself What happen to forever After you said you promise You would never leave me Now I lay here broken With Memories of us Lay heavy on my heart You crushed ever dream and hope I had for us When you spoke those three words It's Over I wonder How that made you feel Was you happy that you hurt me Or did it hurt you too I guess I will never know Sense you ant telling Guess this is goodbye forever But always rember I Will Always Love You.
Forbidden feelings I know too well A glance to me Communication only I can see Jealousy Or a love thats only too real Time is ending and my thoughts circle you For I know my dream will never be true As I walk away on that dreaded day The reality of never seeing those green eyes staring back at me Haunts my every step Is this something I can truely live with Leaving the person I call home Unspoken words only go so far But they can't stop me You look at me As I stare back at you Will you be the last to see though The last I no longer have to hide from Am I the last one to understand you Why can't you say its true Why can't it be just me and you I fear when I fly away That it will be our last day I run towards you Wanting to tell you all that is true Yelling that I love you But I stand still And the thought of you just being a memory Rips though every part of me A fond time I call upon when my skies are gray Casting you, with all the others Knowing you are so much better You asked me once if I would die for you In a instance without thinking anything though I knew...The breathes you breathed were more important to me then to you And I'm not just going to be losing a friend I'm going to be losing a purpose And the beginning to my end. I remember the day you laid on my couch and asked me why we were this way I said cuz your my little brother and I love you I tucked you into bed And you sent me off with a kiss on the head I remember the day your promised me the world But all I wanted to say... Was your the only thing this world can give me or take away And the price I pay. I will bear and grit my teeth As long as you are happy. Tears falling from your now gray eyes When I told you that day. You said you dont know what to do. And how can I live without you I don't no if I can leave you No matter how much you dont want me too GOD just leave with me Pack your things and start new just me and you But dreams are for sleeping. Which I never do. So heart ach will be felt And I want you too feel the same too But don't hurt I cant wish that on you Just miss me and promise you'll never forget me Because I promise I will always truly and forever Love you. And no pain will over come the day I walk away from you God I pray he follows me But unanswered prays happen everyday So I'll accept the day I fly away Will be the last day Our eyes meet, The last day we say everything without a sound and the last day I hear true loves heart pound
Take my hand for it all i have to offer. We will go on this adventure one day together Dear my sleeping beauty This is not the end for all this is a temporary good bye. Close your eyes for i wish for life. For this is all you wanted. Dear your truest lover I know you can make her happy for she has not been sense you left that dark day. Dear weeping heart dear soul that is stained by which you once held. I will morn and grieve my weeping heart will never heal. I loved you tell my dying day. Because you touched my heart in such a special so i always pray. Dear deepest lover dear my sweetish mother. RIP NAN
MY FRIEND, YOU ARE SICK My friend, you are sick! That invisible, dreadful and mighty virus Often talked about in televisions and radio's And public and print media at large, Has found in you a hospitable host And destroys your life in delight! My friend I know, you are sick! The battle against the virus is not lost yet, Regrets and turning back the hands of time in mind Will not help but aggravate the disease. A visit to the hospital for Anti Retroviral And healthy living and eating will help you cope!
My head is throbbing and my tears are falling my thoughts keep going back to you. I feel my heart is breaking all because of my mistaking I guess I wasnt good enough. I feel my heart is going faster because they knew we'd never last All I want is to have you back. You wanted her instead of me I guess I should just let it be the words you said are killing me. Perhaps it wasn't meant to be.
you left me laying in the cold was it my fault why you had to go please tell me soon you will be coming back stay because i can not take another day without your touch or the smell of your cologne call me insane but i just cant move on was it because i was talking to a man baby i promise he was just a friend if thats what it is baby i take the balme anything just to get you home again
Left behind and torn within tears of pain and alone at the end without my family or a friend Now I have to start all over again Each day is a struggle to go on and no matter what I always have to be strong I dont think life is fare but thats how it is when they dont care I gotta do everything I can because noone offers me a helping hand but on my own I have to stand
im siting in this dark corner on my bed just crying i feel so sad and alone i rather stay in my dark room instead of places full of light im scarried of the future and the past i dont know why i cry so much i just like the darkness siting in this darkness thinking is there some 1 out there that cares that is thinking of me who wants or am i just alone with no one im scaried today if i die would any 1 care i would hope so im just so sad and rather sit here in the dark.........
When the night gang came They pinned me to my knees. With my heart blown wide open They took my love from me. With tears in my eyes, I called out to you But my voice was too feint to reach you And I couldn't chase these vultures away. As my tears fell, The hardened ground started to loosen Simply because I was dying inside. I couldn't bare the sight To watch them destroy me. So I remained suspended As the horizon started to fade.
A WANDERING SOUL You dumped me into the lowest pit, In its abyss and darkest depth, You kept me permanently disjoined From my closest friends and family, My eyes are dim with grief! From where I am laid now, My parents will see me no more! Look here, on my neck your daggers ran through, What a grievous rent your envious friends made on stomach, How my blood oozed and sprout like a sprinkler, Rushed and followed the path out, Mercilessly and heartlessly, you butchered me lifeless, Bisected me for your evil ends,—oh, what a gruesome act! Grievously I escaped my own body untimely, Even though I prayed, cried loud and begged for my life. Heavens did not know I was coming, And on earth I knew no peace, And shut down the door on my face. Where I am laid now, I feel the blazing heat, For I am a soul with no landing, lost, confused, And wandering in wonder in search for my lost body, My life, my destination, my resting place, my real dignified grave! I long to rest with my ancestors in heaven, For I am somebody else's son too! I longed for longevity on earth like you, Tell my parents how you violently took the life out of me, Show them the darkest pit you forced me in, I long for proper and dignified funeral, So that I can be re united with my father in heavenly peace!
Baby I miss you I miss the way we snuggle and get wrap up together I miss the way your lips touch mine I miss the way you touch me I miss when we held hands Baby I miss you I know when we went our different ways that it was my fault not yours I never wanted to let you go I was just so sacred that if you really seen me for the real person I am that you would leave me I never meant to say goodbye forever Now you moved on And I'm left here with a broken heart I'm trying to be strong but your always on mind I can't seem to erase you from my mind I'm sorry for ever hurting you.
When I let you back in my life and in my heart I thought you change When you say I love you again I thought you ment it But when I see differnt and your face posted on other ads What am I susposse to think No I ant Jealous or Protective Just don't wanna be lead on And be left with a other heart ache from you just do not get or understand I sit here re open...
Not so long before he died When he decided to have me I saw a solemn promise When he opened his eyes His eyes were small but became wide Whenever he looked at me With an eye of loving care which now miss And for it now I apprise He wiped my tears when I cried And chased the hunger out of me He made sure I had all my peace Through his bright eyes I could analyze Not so long before he applied All his plans for me Before his dreams and life could kiss When the wind blew him to the skies Now he's gone leaving promises out they dried More he had for me But none I have And it still pokes in my heart like a wire When I remember the precious eyes of my sire I was his pride And he was mine too I hardly saw his promises When his eyes were closed Unfortunately none were held in my hands I try to cease the pain But my tears still drop like the rain When I remember myself gazing in his eyes The eyes of my sire. Walani Ndhlovu
Can believe it happen never thought it would All the stuff we been through Thought we would be together forever But you was not there even through our loss you were nowhere to be found I went through it by myself I went through depression because of our lost love and child I am so tired of going up and down around and around Our relationship was a full speed roller coaster Always thought we would beat the odds Never thought our relationship would lead me to so much pain and tears You left me thinking if you ever had any real feelings for me I hope you would come back but you never did I felt lost without you Never thought you had it in your heart to be so cruel to us I finally had to get it in my foolish head that you were gone forever
Can't tell him how I truely feel He will not think I am being real It's not perfect timing for us I bet We can't get married yet He has my heart But my brains wondering I'm all he wants in life He wants me to be his wife We still need time to grow Oh how I miss him so Yes he's my first love God sent him from up above Life is about connecting the dots And i know he completes my puzzle Him and I met for a reason During that holiday season Six long years ago Feels like eternity though Maybe I should just let this breakup be Oh how badly he wants to grow old with me Six years we been together I thought it would last forever He holds a special place in my heart Is arguing enough to keep us apart What do I do Stay away or make the call Oh how I made the fall I fell in love with a guy Is it time to say goodbye The decision I make is key It will change my eternity Keep my distance Or hold onto him tight When will I see the light Is he Mr. Right? I can write about him and I all day Oh how my days have been gray Why is life so tough Is our relationship that rough No one understands us They just see all the fuss I know he is the one for me The only man I want to see He makes me feel just right When I sleep next to him at night I think about him all day long And when he use to sing me a song Three weeks is just too long Was this breakup over due Or is it just for a few Days weeks months years It brings me so many tears I have this sadness in my heart How long will we be apart Will we speak tomorrow Or will my day be filled with sorrow I'll just have to wait and see What God has in store for me
From your eyes came down like a river as flood down to the bottom to hit the ground You can be crying like being mad, anger sadden and pain either from injury to heart broken You can't even describe to able to crying for good reasons to do that Crying like a River that God's palm will take care away from tearing eyes To able to make you feel much better from healing wounds God want to make sure there is no more crying river anymore
I know I have curves I'm not skinny like the other girls I have some what of a belly My eyes are Brown instead of Blue I'm big bone Not skin and bones I'm Just Me Nothing Special So Why is it so hard For someone to love me I know my laugh ant perfect I'm the girl sitting on a bar stool Wondering Why Not Me I got a lot to offer All I ever ask for is to be loved I got my mistake But No one is Perfect I'm Just Me I never get ask to dance Yes I Birth three cute kids I have a little wight It shouldn't matter if you really wanted to be with me Their are days I like to be lazy And Wear my fave it pair of sweat pants Just snuggle on the sofa I'm Just Me So why does all the men pick the girls who looks like they need to eat Instead of me..
I Losed A Huge Part Of Me Thee Other Day, Heard The Heartbeat, He Said Everthing Was Okay, As We Waited There, Time Began To Pass, I Was Getting Scared, He Walked In The Room, And The Words So Insercer Entered My Mind, Just One Word, And The Whole Room Went black, People Stared Like What Were You expespting, My Baby With His Arms Around Me, I Felt A Tear Roll Down My Cheek, And I Didnt Care Who Saw, All I Knew Was A Huge Part Of Me Wasnt there, Emptyness, Felt So Lonely, But Everyone Was There, Mommys and Daddys Little Angel Was No Longer There:"( So Heartbreaking: But True... R.I.P Jamie Mom And Dad Will Keep You In Our Prayers
in another empty space i am lonely as can be, but know one can help me, for i am lost with in myself, tryin to find in an empty space, that i can not get ouy of, there is still no way out.......
I know you're still doing dope Just by the way you mope You went to get clean You got really mean I've talked to Rick And now you make me sick You lied I cried You assume i can't tell I feel like you're trying to put me under your spell I'm done pretending It's time to come clean
You made me think that we were truly Two hearts that beat as one But what you were showing me Was nothing but a lie I have grown too strong To ever fall for those lies again But here you are Asking for forgiveness and for me I will not give you what you want Once more my heart was broken I'm done with guys like you I'm done, so leave me I let my friends lead me away Cause it's all they can do Or leave me lying here All alone, under the star lit sky We are not one with each other For I do not love you We are not one with the world For I have given up on you
When you love something so much And you believe that he or she Will do better without you Then you should let them go But if him or her comes back to you Then you know it was meant to be But if he or she doesn't Well you should begin the process Of letting your heart heal From the pain I know how it feels I been their once But now he doesn't even talk to me Cause I Left While pargent with his son Which I didn't even know Man I regent ever saying goodbye But it's just a life lesson I have learned from But all I can say is I am sorry.
I thought I knew who you where But I guess I was wrong You never loved did you you played me I found out you Got and still was in trouble For having sex with a minor When I found out You sicken me I can't stand to be around you How could you lie to me like this I thought what we had was real But instead you used me What you did you think That you wouldn't get caught Well you did I wont you gone Far far far away from me You make me sick.
A few toys were her trade standing on the side of the passage. Bearing the daring of a beginner she had being long hours frustrated. Seaming week enough a close forties male approach. Never looking at the toys he whisper at her ear. The toys were cheap but the girl choose to have no price. The man turned to go away. But what a price is to buy if you care for the one you wanted for party.! The girl looked down at the toys in tears wiping the edge of her sharp eye.
Betrayal at the end of a long list of emotions Felt because of your longing kiss The best saved for last The one that trumped all other in the past The hardest one that will surely last And it has finally come to this We had a great run, on that we do agree But everything must end As the anger will replace over whelming love Until the day i wake up and fly away never to be the same But this is the path you chose This is the answer that you gave me When you said love is all you can see So is this what makes you happy? Not running away with me For your presents only coldens my heart And your once mind stopping green eyes Just make me remember how we fell apart You said you wanted to start somewhere new Somewhere are love could be true Yet I stand alone with three thousand miles between me and you So how do I make you go away Without hating myself in the end How do I let you go without letting you know It's all your fault The answer is simple, I don't For the rest of our lonely lives We will both remember each other We will remember the pain And forget the joy of having the person that truly understands Yet not I understand, Why you always said we were pure evil For what else but that, Could watch as we killed ourselves And as we killed the hearts of each other we called home For no reason, other then We were already dead
The heart was made to love But how do you know your in love When the one you love Doesn't love you Nor want to be with you Just only hurt you You made me feel things I never have felt before I'm confused lost and hurt All at the same time Not even sure If I really know who you are Cause when we do go out It feels like you don't even wanna be with me Then you start talking about all the partying you do and other You Never do anything like That with me We just go to parks,get ice cream, or movies We really do not do anything fun What have's happen to us Our relationship have changed so much Over the last couple of months I guess you don't love me anymore So I guess this is goodbye After all we been threw.
BEYOND THE BLUE I am furious with you, my friend, For many people around the globe went beyond the blue, They indulged in drugs, to get a dreamy feeling, In order to escape from the problems of their lives. Even with overdose of legal drugs many lives did end, Smoking is truly a slow motion suicide; and the abuse of Cocaine, ecstasy and marijuana result in a slurred speech, Distortion of vision, liver, kidney damage and ultimately death. Even though alcohol beverage relieves fatigue, It is its over indulgence that causes giddiness, Blurred vision, distortion in perception of distance, Suicidal tendencies and contribution to road accidents! I am still furious with you, my friend, Because many people went beyond the blue, As a result of drugs and liquor abuse, Now here you are, slowly passing through the blue!
this shy shell, must be broken. I need to be set free. What my heart desires, lies in the past. That one moment that one chance taken away by a broken shell and time that moved way too quickly. Take a step into the past change it. Speak up and let it out but it's too late my chance, just a blink in the past.
They think they understand, they think they know the pain. They try to guilt me into doing what they say. I am not scared to leave, I am scared to stay. The pain in my chest, will never go away. I am alone in this cold, dark world. No one to live for- no one to die with. My life is a time-bomb, I am destined to explode. The clock's ticking on, I have nothing to live for.
You hold your side Because if you don't you know you will just fall apart Honesty, does nothing. Might as well lied You breathe deep to fill the empty space A place where hope should be But there's not a single trace You run to the space in your mind That's meant purely to hide You will never have a home Words just to make you cry The cold can't touch you Because the fear has already consumed you Fear you thought you could hide The pain you thought the world was bind too The hardest thing to know Is that your suffering is shown That those around you see you dying They reach out there arms But your not trying to get help You can do it alone What's one more punch What's one more burse Or one more tear It makes you stronger Your just standing to close for it to be clear Enough is enough and you can't go one more day With a family of broken trust But your legs won't work and you clasp There's no more fight in you There's nothing left to do You cry out to the heavens Screaming your sorry for everything you did And everything you didn't mean to do You know it's not your fault But it doesn't matter, His wrath is unwavering He didn't do it so it must be you. He tells you when the world blows up, it was simple to kill you Fear is something you learned at a young age Something that's stronger then love and stronger then rage Fear of losing everything he let you have You can wish and you can pray But one simply fact still remains He own you every day until breath leaves your body For fear and pain Is all that's left Because that's all he made
i give up on trying to please you i do whatevr you tell me to do all i want is for you to say is 4 words ill never be good enuff 2 you i try my hardest to please you and all i want is you to tell me 4 words i guess im not good enuff for you dad all i want is for you to say your proud of me is that to much to ask you tell your girlfriends daughter that your roud of her for her girl scouts but my whole 17 years of liveing you have never told me your proud of me i do all i can to please you i try to be the best daughter i can be but i guess ill never be good enuff for you ALL I WANT IS FOR YOU TO SAY YOUR PROUD OF ME!!!
I once fell for a man with looks to kill and long hair as golden blonde Body as a warrior god should be with his eyes so blue as ice There I stood frozen into his spell As he held me and looked deep into my eyes And utterd these simple words of love I was sprung deep into him This god of thunder kissed my lips ever so softly Thought I've found my one true love only to find his true way of lies and useing my heart Just to crumble and crush me down to my sorrow with his enchanted hammer to crush my heart And all I hoped for to a million shatterd peices I suppose this will be as I once fell for Thor By Brian Otoole
Sitting by the window..Watching the sunrise..!! I remembered times we spent awake whole night.. Talking to each other ..as if we were together..!! Waiting to see the beautiful dawn..!! The warmth came from your word.. And the comfort from your voice..!! We went away all alone away from this world.. And would have never returned if there had been a choice..!! Feeling the dew outside.. While walking through the grass.. Singing the songs that you liked.. Hearing the words that I loved..!! Everything we did was "All Out Of Love"..!! Happiness was where you were... Emptiness was there when you left..!! Life was bright while you were there ... And turned hollow when you left...!! All was good like a perfect dream.. Till the day when you left..!! Wont ever be the same, as I was then.. You completed me, And now only an incomplete me is left..!! And all I have now is pain..!! I am so lost without you.. The world is no longer the same..!! No matter what went wrong.. You were always Right .. Believing in our love..!! Sitting by the window..Watching the sunrise..!! I remembered times we spent awake whole night.. Talking to each other ..as if we were together..!! Waiting to see the beautiful dawn..!!
"I would like the people to always remember me beautiful and young. With a strong body and nice skin. I would like the people to remember me fresh and active. Like a sporty teenager with rich shiny hair. I would like to stop the time at the best moment of my life. But now it is too late. I am an old man. The price for all that I wished to have had was hard. I had to die young..." Copyright Constantinos Grigoriadis © All rights reserved
All the pain the sorrow All the tears all the scars All the heart ach all the pain We hide it all deep in side us so know one will see it We hide in our own emotions Sometimes we might look happy but really we are sad Sometimes we look happy and we really are How can you tell the deferent's? Why do we hurt so much? There are so many reasons Sometimes there's know way to fix it
When I got down on one knee And gave you my ring I meant forever Now all I got Is my ring And a broken heart Because you said No I loved you I thought you was the one But come to find out your the one who Was going to hurt me You made my heart hurt when you say those words Take them back cause you know you don't mean them I never thought this day would come Where you would say No.
When tears just can't stop and your heart feels like a rock, becomes impossible to unlock that's the aftershock. Words that will never be spoken because my heart has been broken, painfully stolen, mistreated left swollen two hearts that can't be because of my hearts agony. Eye's that will never meet that could of got lost in love deep, we are two souls that just can't be because of my murdered self esteem. I'm in deep sorrow these tears that I endlessly cry desperately wanting him to make me feel alive but he could cross the world through death valley's, carrying the moon passing dark shadows through fiery alley's all to prove his love and it still wouldn't be enough my heart is to corrupt and I'm all messed up. Only I can fix it I sadly dream of his assistance the man that I thought was never existing turns out he was just missing but he is to late it's like I can't stop resisting, aftershock from the pain I have taken all I can sustain.
I was not afraid that my life one time will finish. I am afraid that it will never start. Death always was ahead and whispers to me "Live because I am coming". The biggest injustice in this life is if you have arrived and depart without travel... The joy of the journey that you never live Copyright Constantinos Grigoriadis © All rights reserved
Another year upon us raw and longing Swallow the feeling and nonsense they're feeding Corruption of souls out of control Missing in action disasters are maximum Defenses, expenses apparent regreting Incisive decisions still failing their missions Brainwashed from the womb lead astray through bitter days Broken wing in fields a blaze programed to the pain Follow the leader that bleeds you dry Follow the leader that helps you die Never ending mothers cry Same old story diffrent times.
Some people will never learn, Those who dont, cause concern. They act like kids and it's all a game, This is reality, Not something to play. They dont care to see how it effects others, Sex, drugs, and parties is all it is, and all we can think is "Oh Brother!" I dont understand how stupid people can be, Just when you think it couldn't get any worse, There they go, Never cease to amaze me. Because of this I may lose the one person I would hate to lose, Try again Please, Even though we're only friends, I want to be selfish, But even more, I want you to be happy. I'm anti-social from time to time, Time to think about the good things in life. I hope that you could please remind me, What is this piece of sh!t world coming to be? I'm afraid if he goes, we'll lose touch, and maybe the fact... I'll miss him too much. Some people will never learn, Those who dont, cause concern. They act like kids and it's all a game, This is reality, Not something to play.
Deleted the memories of what we had I am not going to lie i had a blast but now its time to end this at last forget about everything put it behind us leave it in our past where did the time go? It sure went fast Im sorry about everything it all even left me with a gasp. Deleting the memories of what we had... By: Raymond T Padilla
Im sick of life, Im sick of pain, Im sick of strife, gotta do it again. Im not sure how I've gone on this long, But I am makin the best of what I got. Things in life sure as hell ain't easy, It's so hard, it ain't that cheap, though I want it to be, but a sweet little breeze. The toughest times are when you're in a bined, Nowhere to go but you're tryin to hide. I'll stick it out the best that I can, and here I thought YOU were the man who wears the pants. I cant take your petty games because you do it again and again. Though Im strong on the outside, sometimes I just, want to breakdown and cry. But I dont cuz of one little fact, at this point in time, there's only one way for me to act. Not as a child now here's a jolt, 'Tis the time to be an Adult! Better hurry or you'll have no wife, cuz she waited so long she finally died.
I lay in my bedroom asking why? Then I relize it not me its the cold hearted guy! I'm sick and tired of hearing all his lies, Now I've decided its time to say goodbye! Ive been hurt many times through the years, I no longer show emotion, Because I've ran out of tears. I'm so tired of you bringin me down, Makin me walk around with a frown, I'ts time to erase you from my memory, and no longer be in misery. So much wasted time, And you aint even worth a dime! Never understood you, and why you act the way you do! You broke my heart, Then tore me apart, Dont ever again try to speak to me, Just do me a favor and let me be!!
As I lay here bed listening to rain hitting window All I can think about Is the pain you've left me holding you say wanted us to be together forever was that lie when you kiss my lips you say it was kissing a piece heaven was that a lie as well when we made love for the first time you cried I held you to make all you tears go away but now as I lay here in bed with tears flowing from my eyes that you caused can you make them go away because right now I feel like the pieces of my broken heart can never be together again because of the pain you caused me ...
l drew a rose in my heart with bloody wet you burnt me,l became ashes,became smoke how l can do,where can l go with this painful mind? l couldnt know,i became violin whose broken wire you got my heart,you shooted my own heart l am offended you,there is no capable even if you came back you are unfaithful,too,you are useless,too you are unfaithful,damn to your name! when the time turned back,you will suffer l hope you lost your hope and be waste l hope you felt in love,got bored from love l hope you didnt smile all of your life you disgraced me to all over the world l had been lie,pillage because of you you are unfaithful,too,you are useless,too you are unfaithful,damn to your name! when you missed me,yoi will find your river ember will fall upon your heart,your antelopes came to my river you dont think that l am crying to deceived my voice when l missed you,it is like this alittle let leaf seperate from branch let person seperate from his darling from my blood vessel,from life bazaar let man seperate from his spring there is non-melting snow in mountains my absence wont melt like this you are unfaithful,too,you are useless,too you are unfaithful,damn to your name!
the things i do the things i think i just wish you could come home i miss you so much i wish you were here why did this happen to you mom i just wish you could come home i hope you wont die i just want to go back in time and be a little girl again to just be in your arms again MOM i miss you i hope one day you will be home again but that wont happen i
loving with my heart only to be told i am not the one loving with my soul loving with my all why even love at all seeing you do not love me the good times you remember no more thrown away into the dark blue sea the times we shared and you said you treasured through thick and thin and bad weather we weathered the storm together now it is as you do not know me also throw me into the dark blue sea
You say you love me But then again you hurt me How can I trust you when you act this way I gave you my all You gave me nothing But pain Heartache And my emotions played with it's like some sick twisted game you like to play
Our relationship is like a Rollar coster We are up Next thing you know We are right back down We don't make love anymore All we ever do is fight I just wish things would go back the way like they was before When we first met Things where great then But now thier not What have happen to us We both changed so much I guess it's best for us To split and go our own way I will miss you But this is what best for the both of us Cause it's not healthy For either one of us To fight like this GoodBye.
One time, that's all it takes to find yourself make one big mistake it felt good on the first try a feeling I never felt before next thing you know you crave for more. Spending money on that one thing, nothing else thinking about only yourself walking up an down on the streets, here an there don't even look right, and you don't even care. Are you in pain? can't you see you've gone insane? why do you think your ugly? knowing you always had natural beauty. Addiction is like poison eating away in you inside not seeing the path you have chosen you would bring friends first, and put your love ones aside addicted with pride addicted of being selfish forgotten what you have cherished your addicted of depression an addiction is obsession and you still don't care.
Prince Obi Wan is not a morning dog, you see — He grumbles and he fusses, when awakened, Just like me! Wherever I am, You will find him there, He is my flame through time, That shall never fail, With him, I have not one fear, He howls his complaints, When things do not quite go his way – Yet even still, he is the best part, Of any given day! He sings with heart, for all to hear, He gives each song, all he has, That is – My Prince Obi Wan, my little fur-man, Now his body has gone, Yet even still, his spirit remains, I feel him each place I go, He will always be with me, This I absolutely know.
Walking these streets of manhattan so aimlessly All alone in the dark only lights by the city shops I'm scared alone feeling out of love now lost the knife was rough You stabbed me in the back all I can do is Cry on my knees veins hot as fire With mixed emotions running through It's Like this dagger killing me more inside all this love and all this hate burns me away Deep inside passion urning for another lusting after another As if I were a lion in a jungle taking that prey and burning up with tense desire It's like a knife with loves wounds after the lust This is very hard for me in a world you left me bleeding alone Never picked me up left my heart to die out With my tears hitting the city pavement times like this just burns me away Love can go off like a loaded gun a love vanishes just like a knife with lust -- by Brian OToole jr. Share!
Salty tears and razor blades The pain drips slowly from my skin Physical pain sets in, emotional pain subsides Then begins again When the pain builds inside I want to escape I want to run I want to hide I can't hide from myself I do this to cope When I'm down low laying broken on the floor Left with no hope In the moment I want to fade the hurt I slash my pride Demean my worth See myself through your eyes It's your distorted perception of me False esteem, iniquitous lies It's not easy living in an unhealthy mind Wrapped in a warped sick self I start to unwind A bawled up knot Frayed at the ends Then I realize when I hurt my self Its to my loved ones I must make amends
In a dark place I seem to be, with little light, dim, I can barely see the footsteps I should take before me In the middle of the ocean paddle free, drowning, gasping for air, feverishly searching for land, with no one's hand there to reach for me
Tonight I sit here staring at pictures of my kids Wishing how I could redo the past where I would have my kids back in my arms again I remember when my oldest daughter was standing at the door screaming mommy Please don't leave me here All I could do was cry My two youngest ones was a little to young to understand Ever night I go to bed its like a re enactment I'm doing everything to get you three home But all my dad can do is brag on how good you got it Where your at with your foster mom Well when he talks about it makes me feel like crap I was a good mommy All miss you three so much Never Forget Mommy Loves you
Surely! I felt like exploding. The back of my eyes were burning. What had happened here? There must have been times when I felt more than this. There had to be. Surely. It was Tuesday afternoon, around 12.20pm, that I realised what had to be done. Someone had to pay! I have lived, up until now, a privileged life. One really of no hard labour, unlike many of those around me. I suppose I felt superior to some people in many ways. Should I have thoughts like this as a member of the human race? There you go you see, human race, race, the word that we have put into who we are, its a race, we are racing, racing each other. Where will it be the race, who is in the, race, yes indeed! Mumblings of a mad man corrode the in workings to such a degree that there seems no way out! Surely we had felt more than this? Surely! Scott. T . Williams.
We had lived the most immortal of times Draught the biggest circle of the happiness Carried the love to the largest angles together Do you remember? Had rains rained in the driest seasons Assorted hopes we had grown up inside of us How yearnings those were we kept secret Do you remember? We had a song that was the most sorrowful of the songs I had poems, i used to read to you verse by verse And then, we used to look eye into eye long and long time Do you remember? Didnt we cry much you without me, me without you Didnt we run much from the shadow of seperation? How many times we hold our hands to God Do you remember? And then why the leaves of the happiness turned into yellow And then why we dried the hopes and yearnings one by one? Yet, a tree we were, grows flowers arm by arm, gives fruit Do you remember? That's the way it is, a dark train was enough to seperate us I couldnt even wave you a handkerchief And thus lonely, and thus without you i remained Do you remember? Now in the empty vagoons i am looking for you Memories, i am living all over again It is not up to me, i remember you I dont know if you ever Remember me?
Love me for me Please do not judge me for the way I look Don't judge me when I get sraced Don't judge me when I make mistakes Maybe if I was thinner he would have stayed Maybe if I was prettyer he would have stayed but instead you rip out my heart leaving it all out and exposd how could I could never forgive.
Could it be a Endless memory? I miss your smile that use to cover my heart with love, And the morning kisses that blow my mind away, And the endless dreams that could never be That's why I still love you, Memory of the Past The waves are still white The skies are still blue The flowers are still blooming That's why I still love you Memory of the Past We use to run the fearless joy of love And the embracement of our youth The lingering for excitement That's why I still love you Memory of the Past And if our path may cross again Like 2 ships in the opposite directions Please accept my short coming in live That is why I still love you Memory of the Past The days are still endless My mind is slipping away Your face had faded, But why do I still feel the longing of a memory That is still carving in my mind so vividly?
My dear soul. Your whimper is so human You are so close to me that I can't see you. I can only feel you when you ask for air to breathe. Copyright Constantinos Grigoriadis © All rights reserved
What if you were here, Then I'd feel no fear What if we were one, Then we'd never be done What if we weren't apart, Then you'd still have my heart What if we never met, Then I'd not be looking yet What if you had not lied, Then our love would not have died, What if you stayed true, Then we might have said I do What if you weren't fake, Then my love you couldn't forsake What if you were reaL, Then your love I'd always feel
my mother screams and shouts, while i hide under my bed she comes in my room and finds me, and angrily beats me in the head. she says im always bad and i never do my chores and she says when im dead shell be glad cause she wont have to worry about me anymore i see the anger in her eyes as she beats me, and tells me she wished i would die when i think about all these bad memories it only makes me cry im always scared to talk to her cause i know i will get hurt but, i wasnt sure how...stab, hit, or burnt? but, thankfully my teachers care, and turned my mother in so now my new life can begin. sometimes i think my mother cared, but then i wake up and realize that the love was never there. now im all grown up and i lived through it all. but i still dont understand why she put me through it all.
Don't search for apples anymore. The apple tree has died. It gave all the apples that it had. Now it is nothing more than a piece of wood. Nobody has interest for an apple tree without apples. Nobody gives it some water to survive. Not even the dry mother earth. Nobody. This is the fate for every apple tree that has nothing to give. This is the fate of everything alive being on the earth. This is the law of nature. Some call this life. Copyright Constantinos Grigoriadis © All rights reserved
When we have kids We are ment to show them love and care Not to sit here and beat them Kids never asked to be born It's our faults that they are Cause we ant carefully Kids are gods little angels We are ment to take care of them And make sure they don't get hurt Not for us to hurt them What have this world come to that peolpe Go out here Kill abuse and do Abortion to kids It ant right Help stop This crazyness Kids do not dersvsre this They Never did ask for it All they ever wanted was to be loved Why is that to hard so hard for us to do that.
A fire in my heart Blazes brightly- for the entire world to see Caressing the wind Dancing on the wood Effortlessly glowing Feverishly hot
Into the midnight cold he rides; a chance travel, on the wild side; this is the vision, that always repeats, whenever I think about that curvy Rockford Street. Alone he travels on his way home, until a mystery sends him flying into the air, and has him crashing into the ground far from the road. Where was his helmet? O' where was his helmet? In pain he lays all alone, until two-friends rush to his aid, and frantically made emergency calls from his phone; paramedics arrive and relieve his friends, as his journey into the unknown slowly begins. Where was his helmet? O' where was his helmet? Now in a hospital lying on a bed, with nothing but sheer pain streaking through his head, mom rushes into the hospital with one of her sons by her side, the other son was in Iraq unaware awaiting R&R and waiting on his airplane ride; a devastated mother and a saddened brother both watched as the youngest sighed, eyes watery with tears as they watched him slip into the cold night. Where was his helmet? O' where was his helmet? I received the terrible news while I was in Ballad waiting for a good plane, instead I was rushed to an awful flight and my heart felt immense pain; I begged and I pleaded with God, Please O' please let this plane crash and let everyone but me live, I love my youngest brother take me O' Lord, take me instead; he is too young God; he hasn't truly experienced life, my goodness he was only twenty-eight and never had his own family, nope not even a wife; by the time I made it to Rockford it was too late, my youngest brother was forever gone as a chance travel sealed his fate; tears in my eyes the pain still burns deep I must admit, with only one question in my mind; Where was his helmet? O' where was his helmet?
Im sorry for lying and not telling you the truth, Im sorry for not loving you and for not giving my heart to you, Im sorry for crying in the middle of the night and for letting my tears effect you. Im sorry for not being your dream girl and for not being as perfect as you imagined me to be and this is why I say; Im sorry for being me
dearest Ashanthi the one put me in misery... for the love that i gave so dearly... my heart broke into Pisces.. when i was taken to prison... was my love mistaken.. you used me.. it was always given but not taken.. you are a receiver but not a giver... the pictures of our lovely past... runs trough my head so often... its so heard for me.. to hate you even today... i am trying to gather all your bad reasons... to hate you all over again... but there is something within me... i wish i can start loving you all over again... i wish i can kiss you so tenderly once again... i know you will not see me.. you will not come near me.. yet dearest Ashanthi.. with all your bad reasons... of ruing my life to send me to prison... i forgive you for all your stupid mistakes... and just want to say... i love you always!!
They look at me And see the girl Who lives inside A ghetto world But don't believe That's all there is in me You'll never know the real me.... I'm sad among a thousand words And frowns along a thousand smiles I'm incomplete Words just cannot explain They'll never know the real me.. They'll never know the real KhaiB.
Throughout the world's history, we read compelling stories of the defending soldiers of the tenderest age; and we can be moved to tears by the purity of their courage: they died on the battlefield, never breaking their promise or fall short of integrity... Defending soldiers of the tenderest age as handsome as the daffodils of the undulating fields, nothing scares you when it comes to protecting your motherland with that freedom: as intrepid as the eagles in the open skies... Defending soldiers as true as warriors, you push forward with the victorious thought of becoming nothing more than the boldest soldiers: seeing the smokey sky blast; rescuing the wounded and closing the eyes of the fallen ones bleeding on the burned grass... If I were younger, and I had the same resistance, I would fight with the indomitable spirit you own; but my contribution is merely sympathetic words on paper, which one of you will read on your return to the homeland when all wait on you united in fond prayer: with ribbons on trees and flags in their hands.... Defending soldiers of the tenderest age, all past heroes had one special trait: the persistance and will to prevail, and the final victory on their breath; when everything else seemed to fail, an indisputable faith prevented another threat... Copyright 2008 by Andrew Crisci
Once upon a time there was a dream And the dream found a lonely man And the man started to dream And he was happy But the dream was too big to fit into man's life. Once upon a time there was a dream that never finished. Once upon a time there was a lonely dream Without a dreamer. Copyright Constantinos Grigoriadis © All rights reserved
Sometimes I Wonder Poem By: Sherman Badgett Sometimes I wonder if I was dead would I be burnt to ashes or would I be buried with the possibility of having a tone stone Sometimes I wonder will I go to hell because of my many sins or will it be heaven because God forgives I wonder who would visit my grave site and how often would they visit Would I be left alone on my birthday and the day I past away If not ,who would stay with me for seconds minutes, hours or even days, how long? Would you leave me flower on the green grass so other visitors would realize I was just shown some love by the fresh flowers left to rot When you stare at my pictures would your eyes become Niagara Falls or would you reminisce about the past and just laugh it off It's hard to show tears when the person is meaningless Knowing I'm gone y'all probably be in pain, pain causes stress, stress led to sleep or even sudden death I wonder how someone could neglect someone they truly love Why cant women stay close to there man during hard times If I'm forgotten does that mean I'm meaningless A lot of people hate when they don't know something So what's the point of living if death is secretive? copyright(rW
I look at my friends, they look, Away. I talk to my friends, they turn, Away. I walk up to my friends, they take a step, Away. This is all because of me... Because I do exactly the same... To myself I look at myself, I look... Away. I talk to myself, I turn... Away. I take a walk, A step... Away, From life. You get treated the way you treat yourself
You never even saw him as you lay soaking up the sun tiptoeing with that bucket. Six years old and out for fun. The look of shock in your eyes as the water broke your sleep I laughed so much; sides ached as from my eyes tears did weep. You chased him round the garden mock anger in your strides. Always allowing him to escape, giving him time to hide, or at his birthday party you dressed up like a clown. All the other kids declared "You're the bestest in the town" Fake foam custard pies, you faced them all the day, never once did you cry "no more!" "Bring it on", is all you'd say. Rewinding all those memories a playback to yesterdays I live the future in the past My present in disarray. I remember it was a Winters day, the snow had come early this year. You had promised to go sledging, our sons eyes shone with such revere. I felt a little anxious protectiveness, a lump in my throat you held my hand with confidence, your voice held that inspiring note. "His time has come to learn to fly, to take on the world outside. You have taught him just and well, now his instincts must be his guide." I watched you both disappear, into the white blanket, feathering down, A nervous smile painted my lips trying to wipe away this worried frown. All day I kept myself busy watching the time; so slow. As night approached with shadows I paced the floor, to and fro. The knock came from nowhere, startling my captured thoughts. My mind racing, fractured ideas, calm, hysteria, battled and fought. two uniforms greeted my open door eyes looking everywhere but at me they had bad news. Two people had died. The car left the road, wrapped round a tree. My husband, my son, taken away leaving me alone in my grief. The spectre of death had paid us a call stolen my family, a heartless thief. Videotape memories don't replace whats real. The tears, the laughter, all gone. This house, no longer a welcome home. My continuing life somehow just wrong. As I slip into sleeping pill death I hope the stories are true that as I reach the doorway to heaven there waiting will be my son and you.
Daddy left over sea I haven't seen him in long time I wonder If he ever going to make it back. I miss his laughs I miss his bad jokes I miss his bed time story's Please lord bring daddy back home. Mommy tells me your better where you are now I hide my tears from mommy I try to be strong for you daddy But it's so hard Because I miss you daddy Daddy where you are Can you see me Can you hear me As I grow older I look like you more each day. School is hard daddy But I try my best I have tired so much not to be sad daddy but it's hard because it hurts so much You are my hero daddy I miss you daddy I can't wait until the day I can be with you daddy.
Where do you turn When the world has fallen apart When you are so lost You don't believe your worth being found The thought of God makes your heart pound And you begin to run Run back to the comfortable place Where each day you wake up with another face Hating your life and this place But when the light comes to close You run... Just to watch your world fall apart Something you have always known When the pieces are broken They can be easily handled Like a night with only a candle Never being able to see the demons That surround you When the pieces slowly come together You realize what your past made me sether How much this world has taken And the decisions you never should have maken So when my world falls apart And I am alone I remember this is all I've ever known This time the light came too close I swore I wouldn't run But A few steps back came all too naturally And as the darkness comforted me The light burnt my soul branding me with the memories of peace Reminding me life doesn't need to be shattered to be fixed And improvement is the hardest risk Like waking up from an endless dream My eyes snap open. And I begin to walk over shatter glass From broken memories of the past As the pieces dig into my skin and blood begins to flow I realize the past is only skin deep and its time to let it go For shattered pieces of a broken life Will eventually pass as I walk closer to the light And the pain of yesterday Will be remember as if it was someone else's life For once I know I was always strong enough to win this fight And the past was hard only because I had no future So when the world falls apart look ahead Because the light will come again And remember the darkness not as you see With the candle of the demons and forgotten memories But as it truly is... A place of eternal darkness Where no one can go and no one ever wants to be
I know We only spent an hour together And then go days or weeks Without seeing one other But when I did get to see you I was like a little school girl When we went to the park for walks and Ice cream That meant a lot to me Even though I might have not showed it Look at us now We said all those hate full things When they was never meant to be said When I asked you to marry me I really wanted you too But now I sit here with regret Listen to sad songs That made me think of you And I just wanna cry more I feel so shame of what I said Now all I got is pictures of you I was such a dang fool When I Said it would never work Cause that wasn't true All I wanna do now is take it back But now it's to late....
Drifting away to the greatest place The devotions I fear will no longer be faced, Could sad ever see the side of free And happy see the side that sad sees, Things in life are meant some ways And if they happen that way some things will never change, Are words possible to bring sensation Are the dreams you behold worth chasing, Reality is a must while cravings are imagined You said it would never, but still happened, Have you ever made the biggest mistake and couldn't get away You caught up with faith and there is no such thing as, Escape.
I've spoken with the rain, it explained it to you It got upset with my sadness and made me cry I've covered me with sadness, wailing / mourning a dirge Do you hear the sound of the rain? The rain began to speak, it rained with love Everywhere it fell, wrote your name I covered me with the night and I climbed the mountain When I arrived on the top, I saw your dream I felt I'm Mecnun and you're Leyla* Do you hear the sound of the mountains? The mountains began to speak and they called you They reached the ground and shouted your name When I look at the moon, you were there You turned your face and searched for me Your wish was to see me? Do you hear the sound of the moon? The moon began to speak and it started to glow Everywhere it went, it carried your love If you'd take a look at the sun, you are my sun In this world there's no other like you Your sudden departure, made me so sad Do you hear the sound of the sun? The sun began to speak,it confused the way The fire fan raced with me I turned my face to the ground and I see you and your hazel eyes I miss you so much my love, I miss the beauty of your face Do you hear the sound of the land? Land began to speak and it looked at my face This love inside me is mourning a turkish dirge
And it was there. Looking me in the eye, "I shall born you." I was overcome with sadness. Before I was born I died. I was one with everything. I was more alive then, then I am now. Children seem so simple. Children seem so free. Why is life so hard. Maybe the simple one is me. Deep cuts in my heart. A boy that I love with all of me. I might've been invisible because he always walked by. Enough of this! I hate it all. I gathered myself and left my heart behind. Falling down the tubes. Drifting though life. No friends, no family. I. Can't. Breath. Gaining momentum. Losing myself. Hot under my skin. It's getting tighter. Wanting to rip through it. I, am, not, real. Just between us. Just between us two. I used to be everything. Killing gives life. I want to give my life to you. Love exists only as water. My heart is dry. Maybe I'm your dream. Maybe you are mine. Maybe neither of us carry weight. Maybe both of us have died. No, you never gave me a drop. O I cry. I cry for you. I cry I cry I cry I cry for you. Plenty of times I wonder how long my sentence is. Quiere un vaso de dulce sangre. Dibuja un corazon dentro de mi cuerpo. Con esto corazon agujero, bebe mi vida. Run away from what you've heard. Leave and write your own truths. They say He. He does not exist. It tells me so. Say what's on my mind? Ultimate indulgences; eating meat and having sex. A man is meat. Chocolate is sex. A Chocolate man is the only heaven that will ever exist. Next to Him. Telling you about my life is wasting the time I have to live it. If you're meant for me you'll just know. Un knowledged people need to stop giving the gift of life and start giving the gift of life. Very little patience do I have for those with no words. I'll look for the person who stole them from you. Will you be the one that I can hold for now? Do you have a sweet heart, do you have soft soul?. Will you be the the love that my ego drinks? Xoxo hugs and kisses. Hugs and kisses. Let me touch your skin, help me miss your soul. You're looking inside me. Like it used to. Zero words writing in my head. Where do my thoughts go? They go on this page. This page of my life.
Daddy you are my Hero You always show me right from wrong You show me that you can never judge a book by it's cover I know I grown into a woman But I will always be your little girl Who will always need her daddy But right now You can let go I believe I am ready I know you will always be a phone call away I love you daddy But your little girls is ready to do this on her own Don't worry I be okay I never will forget you You taught me everything I need to know And I know we maybe in different states But I am only a phone call away I Love You Daddy.
I live alone, cause my lover is gone. Yes, that one, who took my whole and left me empty. I live alone, for my children are deceased. Yes, surely, I would've saved their lives if I had money in my pockets. I live alone, in these cold streets. Yes, indeed, there is nothing left but to die alone. Don't save my life. No, NOT NOW! Let me gasp for air, like an athlete. Cause what difference would it make, if I continued living alone?
There are times I feel alone, Like drifting in space with out a home. The light of others shines so bright, I can not reach them try as I might. I've drifted for so many years, And have shed so many tears, The loneliness is tearing me apart, I feel it deep within my heart. So much pain you see, It causes me much misery. All I want is some one to hold, And help me feel not so cold. To mend my heart from all these feelings, And make it stop all its wreathing. To make things all be right, I hope one day with all my might.
feel like I wanna die I hurt so bad inside I cannot cry Therefor I'll never be okay because this pain I feel will never go away I've cried so much I can't nomore I'm now forever broken and my heart is always sore I wish so hard this would of never happened to me Now it's so hecktick in the future I don't know where I will be I can't live on my own Peoplw are always around me but yet I feel all alone
there is a moon, shining all alone under all seas looming side to cloud fall in our night and wait for the one who makes slip in the prowl the beasts hold night at growl howling their sorrows move midnight forever is tomorrow come to our dark we run deep in the dusk trust your lost soul while wait here for the sun trust your yearning haven safely break grey sky a-standing standing far astray lost under the sun lost under the sun lost under the sun lost under the sun there is a place marble floor and blue there is a space that was meant for what was you summer now white a different sort of lone cold in our skin deeps looking towards our glow lost under the sun lost under the sun lost under the sun lost under the sun
When hot and It is rain, Birds do not sing in vain. This joy they never feel When heat walks upon hill. When nothing else has worsened stroke, This rain is taken for the rock - Birds fear this intensive sound, It echoes back the shape of ground: They harder fear their end When endless drops hit waiting land. Who's after spot of Paradise on earth? - It always rains, It always hot, And question is the same: Why birds do not sing on this earth When heat turns into rain?
I know I promise To never hurt you But tonight I did I never wanted to see you cry I am shame of myself For making you cry I such a butt I know I made your heart hurt But I never meant to say those words I was just angry Cause we never get time for us The words I said was out of angry and hurt Baby I am sorry for making your heart And for saying those words When I said forever I really did mean it I will do anything to have you back I am so sorry I'm so a shame of myself Now you sit there with a broken Heart And it's all my fault Baby I am sorry Could you find a spot in your broken heart To forgive me
How do we say goodbye to someone We knew for so long We feel the urge to visit places where they used to belong We on things they used to do and say No one not even me thought about this day How do we say goodbye to someone We grew up with though out the years Someone who we shared many happy tears How do we put it all together How do we patch the holes in our hearts How do we say goodbye To our beloved one To our ray of sun Even though tears may run We say In loving memory Jacquelyn Gates goodbye for now
As I look in his eyes I see the anger building up. When I see him angry I know to stay clear of him or I will end up hurt. He beats me when he is angry. I cry and cry, for I can't stop thinking of what will happen next. I'm too scared to leave him for he may find me again. Several times he has told me to get out and every time I try, he attacks me. I don't understand what I am doing wrong. Leaving bruises upon my body, expecting me to figure out how to hide them from his family. Scars, from him cover my arms. Sometimes I wonder if he even cares that I am pregnant with his child. The way he treats me as if I am nothing and then other times he wants to know my every move. Controlling what I wear, say, eat, and do as if I am a dog. I pray that I can find a way out. Thankfully that prayer has been answered.
My days are numbered and every thing i do announce my death. The hens and the ducks barks like dogs to announce my death my days are numbered. I look at the sky i see only moon, the sun and the stars announce my death my days are numbered. I hated every thing even my wife i hated her a lot my days are numbered. My days are numbered i can't eat food my days are numbered i regret for what i did my days are numbered I don't know what to do.
A Broken Kiss Leave To Only Deep Lies He Spread My legs L(Legs) O(Open) V(Very) E(Easy) As I Lay In The Bed He Stole My Passion My Love My Insanity Deep Thoughts To The Humanity Tears Cross My Face Of Humiliation, Embarrassing Killing My Feelings Which Feels Unreal Thinking He Love Me, He Cherish Me Not REALLY Knowing It Was Only Sex And Lies What he Said To Me I Thought It Was The Truth, Not Knowing It Was Hidden Lies For My Legs To Get Open.. But My Feelings Got Into You You Dang Sex A File..!!!!
There is someone that knocks on my door every night, when the darkness and the cold freeze my soul. He does not say anything, just gives me his hug. I try to see into his eyes but the weariness closes my eyes and my dreams chase him away. I will try many years to make him friend, but he is my greatest Fear... Copyright Constantinos Grigoriadis © All rights reserved
Here I am sat alone wondering why you aren't by my side? How come I was with my parents and felt like I had to hide? I was no older than 3, was I really to blame for your fights? As parents, you were meant to love & protect me; did you know I could survive? Did you know I was stronger than you? That I was better than your ways? After everything you put me through Why am I trying to justify your mistakes? Will I always chase your affection? Will I get sick of all the rejection? I'm trying to remember the times before depression Do you regret not seeing my progression? Did you ever regret letting me go? Would i of got in the way of your drinking? Am i wrong for letting you know? Everything I'm feeling and thinking If you weren't ready to be a mum or dad yet Why didn't you use a condom when you had sex? How come my half brother & sister get your love? When I couldn't even get a hug? Mum why couldn't you pick up a phone? When dad died Why did I have to deal with it alone? Why was I raised by care staff in children's homes? Why did you give up on me? Why were you never there? Why do I still love you? When you never cared Now I'm scared of having kids Incase I leave and do the same But I could never do what you did And put an innocent kid through the pain
Afraid to sleep at night Too much on my mind And I pray that god Will guide my heart Will save me right in time And my joy melts into stressing I have no one to lift me high And now the madness in me Is gathering Having no where left to hide Every day in my life, There's a problem I have to find inside But somewhere inside my heart, A diamond lies deep inside And I hope I'm gonna be saved in time So you see I got a lot in me But there's more than this for me When god lands his hands to heal my heart I'll be just fine And the madness that surrounds my heart It shatters as they land See I grew up on a painful road. But I learned to block the pain No, I wont give up tomorrow Because I'll come to life Again
A melancholy melody plays in my head, And my heart's sinking in despair, My eyes are sad and red, Down my face, Trickles down a single tear.
All the beauty of the village of mine, Now it has been destroyed. This when I came to know, I was sad to know. People became rich I find, They have been migrated to town. This when I came to know, I was sad to know. I heard no cry of a child, Over the whole streets of village of mine This when I came to know, I was sad to know. I found that green fields destroy now, Where spring was passed with great charm. This when I came to know, I was sad to know. I always weep in my sleep, whenever I see your beauty in my dream. This when I came to know, I was sad to know
Thine soul is blind Thee heart is empty I imagine through intervals Your attraction would seek me Waves of emotion Often not of insert You could never imagine Aches that swim beneath hurt The graced heart has left A solid pool of subtance near Red in shine, dark in colour Codes of trickled fear I suspend outward As the hurt tears at my soul Ripping out the discoveries of life Unearthing as a mole The darkness has begun to consume The burnt Ripples within my heart Creeping ever fast, ever nearer To the core, to unstart. My life-giving form stutters As i trip over your essence Forgive me and forget me Kill the reminessence The pain, the strike, the blow Hard to cringe for air Bled myself to sleep Into the devils lair The angels calls me name, me love Yet i try so hard to reach The wet sand on common grounds My hearts a silent speech You have caused my lips silent Cause I'm left short of breath Love choices to mistake me Tears of Blood or Sudden Death
I must be going mad For all that others think isn't so bad Continues to make me progressively more slow and sad
One of America's most famous writers Was born in Boston, January of 1809. Both his parents were failing actors And his father was drunk most the time. In 1810 Edgar's dad disappeared His mother died soon after. A childless couple took him in Raising him with love and laughter. Edgar had a Negro nurse Who brought him to her quarters. There he listened to ghost stories Far beyond earthly borders. The strange tales he later wrote May have come from her inspiration. The words she used to describe death Gave Poe his taste for sensation. The Allans moved to England Where Poe attended boarding schools. There's no doubt his time spent there Sharpened his skills as tools. Returning to Richman and back in school He began to compose new verse. Heavy debts forced him to leave college As his life took a turn for the worse. Poe caught a ride on a coal barge to Boston Where he was unable to find employment. A young printer agreed to publish his poems Giving him hope and enjoyment. Penniless, Poe enlisted in the army And was accepted to West Point in 29. Poe couldn't stand not being a writer Self-imposing his dismissal from The Line. Afterward he became an editor and critic And married his cousin who was thirteen. Six years latter he discovered she was dying Suffering once more the unforeseen. He went through periods of insanity Caused by grieving and functional fall. He smoked opium and drank too much Till at his doorsteep death would call. Edgar Allan Poe the master of verse Still lives in our hearts today Famous for The Raven and other great works May his soul rest in peace we pray. By Tom Zart
Agony, bitter contempt. Destruction, eternally forgotten. Gasping, hindered instincts. Just killing lilies. Metallic needles overture perfected. Quiet raindrops splash underneath. Vulnerable wasteland. X-chromosome, Y-chromosome, zero-defect!
I'm here, I've been here, I've been breathing the local air, I'm here not by will, but for the best they say, I'm in no where, not near to where I came from, The sun is bright, The site is clear, But this is far away from the familiar, The walls that contains me, Has it's curse in drowning me, in the ocean of sympathy, I drag myself with the power left, Out of the ocean, Out of sympathy, I cry at night to breathe, I cry of forgiveness, hoping this broken heart, would reset, would go back in pieces, But even that, I'm not so sure about, I'm still wandering, Who got it broken in the first place, Maybe I gave it away too easy, But All I needed back, was some love, the one you got me for, the one that keeps you breathing, Now, I'm still here, Closing and opening My eye lids, hoping for a different day, for a different scene, I'm still hung over on the past, The past is still hurting me, Making me question, The love I have for myself, If I did love myself, Why did I got into all of this, Why did I brought myself to pain, I'm here, I will be breathing, I will be okay.
Intelligance is my wealth build a fence around myself maximising the cards I was dealt where was you?, when I cried for help? I am that boy you tore through I that boy who grew, and knew!! I knew what evil you did to me, All the love you hid from me... Now I build a fence Around my shredded heart.. because you surely did tare it apart, left me in the dark.
All bombs cause destruction exemplifying fanatic ghastly heartless infamous jar, kindling loathe, machination nefarious operations pitilessly quashing rabid sanguineous tyranny, uncivilized violence, warlike xenophobia, yielding zilch!
There are some feelings in my heart, Feelings wanting to make themselves felt, Feelings that I wish to sort out for a start, Feelings that I later want to get rid of as well. There is a feeling of anger in my heart, For all those beings with screwed up mentality, Harming innocents by their gruesome brutal acts, And getting away despite all their profanity. There is a feeling of disgust in my heart, For all those inhumane beasts out there, And for all those who defend or protect them on their part, Blaming the blameless with a superior air. There is a feeling of sadness in my heart, For all those suffering needlessly, Affected by inhuman acts from near and far, And by cheaters who betray their trust shamelessly. There is a feeling of indignance in my heart, For all the injustice happening around, Where the guilty are defended and are free to dart, And in the wounded innocents the fault is found. There is a feeling of fear in my heart, For myself and those around and close to me, For having faced it once at close quarts, Death is something that I least wish to see. These all feelings fighting in my heart, Boiling over and making me restless, A solution to this strife I am trying to chart, So that ultimately I can get my heart cleansed!
Killing essence of dreams Lost in darkness alone Mentally seeking safety Nightmares like you've never known Why can't every dream be peaceful?
What a tradgedy when they flew the planes into the twin towers such thought out violence in the heart of those men what about the wife who lost her husband that day what about the son who lost his dad brother sister mother all died because of hatred that was a sad day even though i did not know any of those people the whole act of terrorism is evil why take anothers life who has done you no wrong purposely destroying him and others lives what right do they have it is totally wrong when i saw that my heart sunk i felt so sad and angry at the same time it was so horrific to the ones that lost love ones my heart goes out
This is not just another day The clouds above all seem gray None of us know what to say My mind needs to stay focused and not go a stray I remember the days we used to play It is the Life we need to portray Or is this final come what may I want to be selfish and make her stay I guess this is the time we all need to pray You tell yourself this is all going to be okay There are some things I wish we could delay Reality is here and it is planned this way Because this is the price we all must pay.
By Robielynn Collins It wasn't my fault, that 45' to your head, what was going through your mind, could not be said, the pain you we feeling, the hurt that you felt, the emotions gone crazy, because what life had dealt, so in one little moment, you took your own life, and ended the turmoil, the pain, and the strife, but for those left behind, especially me, I had to come to terms, It would no longer be 'we'!
After crashing through the boundaries, new limitations appear. My thirst for compassion, is quenched with my tears. This is an endless chase. I skin the snake, only to swallow its venom. I kill the murderer, only to become his victom. This is an endless chase. After expressing my love, I find she fears the bond. Shes blaming me, when everyone knows she's in the wrong. This is an endless chase. Im at the finish line, but lonliness see's no end. I dont have a life, but im being forced to live. God...what a endless chase.
My fear I feel deep inside follows me around, never far from my side Can you promise it always be us forever....for eternity? No amount of love can erase the fear that another, could take my place Painfully argument's are hard to swallow will colored rainbows always follow? As we age and grow older could our love die, turning cold? I know you would give me the stars above yet can you promise me eternal love? My greatest fear will always be that someday...will you ever stop loving me.
Mistaken I looked into your eyes and knew I would love you but I couldn't have you I was just all to mistaken so I sit in my pain in my frustration You become a part of me you will be my everything until I die and even then You are the air I breathe Yet I feel abandoned by you I will always have a fear to love you to touch you to be close As my tears roll down my cheeks I realize I'm became a part of you I can't separate myself from what I've done to you I have these dreams these fantasies of what it would be like to have you close Was I mistaken to love you for these years? Why couldn't I say something? I always froze when I was next to you. I need to break away from this tonight I ask myself is this time apart going to work out for us? I'm the one confused I say things and don't realize how they hurt and somewhat don't care You hurt me and somewhat I want to hurt you Was I mistaken? Is this a dream? Is this real? Is this just some cruel fantasy? Do I trust you? Or will you collect dust behind me in my shadow? Do I throw this away? I don't think I will trust myself with you Im trying not to let myself break but its so hard everything is taking so much from me its suffocating I wont waste myself on you ever you took so much from me when you just left I think I was mistaken when I found myself longing for you
How can one who lost himself find himself Every night i have a repeating dream of an empty field With a sword in one hand and a mask in the other As i raise the mask to wear the field is no longer empty Hundreds stand front of me with same two item a sword and a mask As i pan the area one thing is different the mask With the sword in my other hand i clutch it and raised it as did they With no nonresistant i charge towards the mass as they did to me I slash, stab, slain, and killed all them Not once did I wonder who they were as i resume killing Until one remain the field but this was different the clothes and mask were red As i lunge into an endless bout i grew more exhausted and tired But the one in red never slowed Until i stop and look down and notice the sword through my heart As i fell to my knees i remove my mask looking on the field the men i been fighting Were Me I look up to the one in red and who are he lower his mask it ME The true me and he said "The one you slain today are you these were you emotion rage, hate, fear happiness, sadness" and i ask "which one are you" He respond "I am love for can never know or fell love until you accept who you are for that reason you will never know love" As my eyes darken I began to wake and notice a blank mask on my bed and wonder Which one am I
Outside your window a withard horse has no strength or ambition to finish its coarse but what shes accomplished is more then enough when it comes her time , shes had it to rough until her last breath she will do her best to impress or is it not enough that she's given her life to please you never once stepped on your toes always listen to your commands jumped the highest fences , applied herself to every demand stood in the pouring rain to prove she was strong enough worked in scortching heat just because you asked her to but maybe its time you set her free to stride in the sunset to her own fantasy relieve her of the reins you held down on her neck and insted of dirt let her run in the medows Give her a life she hasn't yet experienced let her no her work is done and that she has done well let her now run <3
My love for him is true, and yet he treats me cruel. I've cried too many tears, I've worried for many years. He said he really cared; my hopes and dreams I shared. My heart now did he crush, his heart I never touched.
I looked in the mirror Life was drawing on my face Happiness and sorrows Lines engraved My own moments Lost in time Deep experiences Dug in my skin. Copyright Constantinos Grigoriadis © All rights reserved
As I close my eyes and try to remember your face A darkness comes I can't seem to erase I sit in silence just to hear your voice But the noise of how my life has changed is the only thing I can hear My heart has let go, for feeling are too far gone But my mind holds on remembering a smile For I have no hope to hold on to now And I'm stuck in limbo praying for hell Heaven never last With hell wrapped around like a cast You did what I told you to do Left no doubt of what you wanted to do The only question I have left Is what happen to the man I saw that day The beautiful words you called to say You loved me For that I have no doubt and in all my years I thought pain had nothing left to teach me But pain taught me love wasn't enough So I come home to stare into brown eyes That saved me countless times To find death has taken hold To the last thing that had my soul And with all the dying I've been trying to see the reason of love But all that is left is pictures of days in the past When happiness seemed to last Now like countless times before I see my self wishing for the past even more Reaching with empty arms For something I can't have back And with you both my skin still can feel your touch My lips fear to have lust For they fit perfect with you But death had to claim you In that moment I saw my love was true So let me not fear this knife With it's cold blade of truth Let me feel the blood From the heart that bleeds for you For if death can take you Then it can come for me too Rejoin us in heaven or hell Just so I'm with you
I look and see nothing I`m hurt and don't feel it I grow up and do not understand But freedom is here. My fellow man is smiling My enemy is crying My life goes on just the same But freedom is here. I`ll try to keep it I`ll try to destroy it I`ll try to embrace it But freedom is here. A child without food A heart without love A soul without morale But Freedam is here. Freedom Come Freedom Stay Freedom is here But are we free?
here in the dark dont know what to think.. i want to die.. i sit and cry and cry... what can i do to get this feeling away????? i need to clear my mind!! i think do i really want to die??? why live if im worthless?? do i really want to die is it worth it???
All those day's i am feeling alone; no one is near whom i can call my own. I tried my best to tern myself on; tried to call some friend's with my cellphone. But they are all busy in their life so i said sorry to interrupt their busy life. I can't remember the last good time i had now the world around me is happy but i am sad. The summer is past the winter is come it's been so long i don't even see my pretty mom. It's so hard to really explain the trouble of my heart and severe pain. Oh! God please help me out i can't cry even i can't shout. I already lost myself in the happy crowd.
I wish id never met you cause all you've brought is pain I loved you with all I had But I realize now I only loved the person I thought you were you changed and then you broke my heart I wish id never heard you say those sweet, but horrid words I know you never loved me You only lied to please me Now you say I'm just a girl From pasts now forgotten I'm only a girl that you once loved But you still the one I see each time I close my eyes!!!! You haunt me and it's all my fault But I wouldn't change what I've done!!! Casue I never really love you Just the person I though you were......
I want to be free I want to feel like I have the power I want to get away from all this hell I need to be happy again I need with the ones I love I want my old life back All I want is to reunight with my family. I want to be free
Young teenage girls Falling for these kinds of boys Giving up themselves All just for the taste of love Next thing you know They don't come back tomorrow Yesterday was today Today was another day When will they stop? And realize That these young boys Are just here to destroy What's really yours All they want is more and more If not they'll walk out of the door They just want to know you from head to toe Thiers nothing for you to hide Except the shame inside Sex isn't the answer All these young boys want is pleasure But love is much louder Than the pressure Of just wanting to be perfect Just for him When will they open their eyes? And realize That there's more to life Then falling in love At this young age right now And somehow They seem so blind It really makes me want to cry They use us as sex object Sex is their subject And we don't listen to our friends But just want to please him Young teenage girls Falling for these kinds of boys Giving up themselves All just for the taste of love Next thing you know They don't come back tomorrow Yesterday was today Today was another day When will they stop?
Another Beloved Child Dying; Enduring Fright. Grieving Hearts Ignite! Justice Kindles, Listen! Maintain Needed Observation. Passionately & Quickly Reunite! Save Time, Uncover Viels! Watch. X-hibit Yearning Zeal!
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Crushed Spirit dipped in sorrow Lashed and Slashed pains to borrow When I shower my love they bash me down Value me not and insults to crown Followed LORD's decrees to love your enemies blend it with cares , peace and the remedies Carried your word with all my heart Saving one soul and a relation to start Showered love with my tender cares Did all I can with all I could share Gave innermost love like a sister so dear Shared LORD's word for change to come over Never imagined she too will slash With her dirty language and words so rash For devil took her entire charge Control was gone and was open to bark In the end she tortured me so brutally Though my love was served so faithfully For every word she has to pay Time will show her the perfect way She even hurt the servants of GOD Teach her LORD with your staff and your rod Ruthless words were thrown on them It was similar to insulting YOU n ur men Lord's servants in the end will be saved in HIS arms For LORD will cover US in all our forms For wicked people will be put to shame LORD will save us and crown us with fame My crushed spirit cries out Loud LORD will hear me and save me out Calling her sister was just soooo wrong Mistake was mine , for she was a fraud What will happen when she'll come too see Time will show her when same she'll reap Am waiting patiently for my LORD to answer Vengeance is HIs and He'll be the announcer LORD's Glory will be then bestowed on me For I'll follow HIS decrees wherever I'll be. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- LORD POUR OUT UR PRESENCE ON ME N HEAL MY WOUNDS-- VENGEANCE IS ALL YOUR. AMEN
The tears in my eyes that makes them red , with a loneliness in them which makes my heart so upset. The pretty flowers which surround me,fade away after looking at me. My condition is so bad that I'm unable to do what i can. therefore i wish for a good day ahead ,let's see I'll be waiting for what happens next.
I walked in the house. you were on the couch. the whole family was there. you said to me i was not good enough for you. i said what are you talking about? he said i dont love you anymore your just not good enough. so i left the room crying. then it was all a blanck.
I hurt so badly The pain is deep I cry at night I cant sleep my stomachs knotted I cant eat my chest feels heavy I cant breath I feel desperation I feel despair I feel im slipping No one cares I take this blade the cut is deep I rest my eyes eternal sleep
She looks up and down her arm, All cut up and blooded, Each time she looks at the cut's, She see what's (Used to be) and wishes she was dead, As she touches and looks at each scar, She memebers how sad she was, And that near each meant something of her horrblie past...
My prayers seem to echo To the stars Unheard by You, That's how I feel I feel wrapped by darkness Frustrated obscurity Nothings seems clear Nothing is real Faithless— Alone Crying in a corner My prayers resonate To the hollow end of the night Again and again My divine moments turn into dead silence No ears to listen, no mouth to speak The kaleidoscope has settled into crystal vision My astral journeys are now touchable skies Cold stony nights The stars were beautiful They were pearls of sky They were sequins to the soul Suspended up high Now they taste like fire Their skin is untouchable They're frigid, frozen, stoned Lacking soul and mind I feel so disconnected From the other world I feel alone My soul's screams unheard Tell me why I feel this way… Thrown into the city When all what kept me alive Was Your ethereal comfort? Tell me why… Tell me why I feel like You left me out When I know more than anyone else that you are always there Tell me why I feel like a barrier is built And I can see You no more… I know You are there I know that You can hear me But tell me why, I feel like I'm alone… I'm bleeding to death Please make the pain vanish Take it away Just like you used to My world has just been halved I'm on the other side— Trapped undersea I'm losing my breath I feel more real Than ever before I'm in a parallel universe Lacking a spirit Lacking a soul, a mind—the essence I cannot live Please have me back There still is hope— I'm still intact Guide me into My original track Give me breath Don't turn Your back…
And you small human being who really will know that you were here? After three generations you will be deleted from human memories. Who will know that you have passed from the earth? Time is the killer of all the memories. And the natur is your killer. Don't try to understand. Try to give, love, and share. Life is always bitter sweet get only what gives to you. If you want more you will never be happy. Your life is the beginning from your end. Nature does not recognize you as personality, You are a piece of the puzzle of life. You are not all the puzzle. Your mission is just to give life and food to eternity. And the eternity is the reason that you exist. Copyright Constantinos Grigoriadis © All rights reserved
Goodness must overrule absolute evil Though there's nothing worse than war. Sometimes we have no alternative option Except to kill or be killed as before. The best of plans can go amiss With uncertainties till the first shots are fired. As generals plot their path toward victory It's up to the wounded, the fallen and tired. It's not how strong or athletic you are That decides who is blessed to return. Those who survive are a product of luck, And our prayers and support they've earned. War seems to peel the veneer off society Exposing our villain within. A crazy obsession to rule over others By death, destruction and sin. The mayhem of conflict is a ongoing scourge Robbing man from intended glory. The hinge of history swings in all directions As the madness of war tells its story. By Tom Zart "TOM ZART'S 300 POEMS" You can hear all of Tom Zart's 300 poems of love, war, faith and more 24-7 on web radio at= http://internetvoicesradio.com/Arch-TomZart.htm Tom Zart ARCHIVES: FREE TO DOWNLOAD Global Special Operations 101 http://www.globalspecialoperations.com/tomzart2.html
Tears fall down like crashing waves Pain that follows me through everyday Broken and abandoned I turn to myself No one else is left to help A darken space where family should be A rotten taste as they make me bleed Torched everyday, for words i dare not say A year and you ran from that place Beaten and forgotten, in the world you had no place Yet I'm going countless years strong With no way to tell this is all wrong Love was never taught yet numbness made the learning curve I dream as if one day it will all go away But I know tomorrow is just the same day I hate hope more then life Yet without it there is no reason to fight Hope is better then nothing So I hold on tight Dreaming of a day without fright So I dream of things Ill never have Pretending one day it wont be this bad What else is there to do When your stuck in an endless loop
At first sight of you on a warm day in the sunshine. By the river where you were gazing upon its beauty. Caught my eye when you walked a walk that was only yours . Deep, rich green eyes … you were a slow motion dream. Echoing through my head. For I had never seen. Gorgeous in such a way as you. How can I make you notice me. I love your face. I must make you notice me. Just when you turned to see me. Kindness in your eyes. Love struck my heart. My heartbeat like thundering hooves of a dozen wild horses. No one else was in this cloudy vision of mine. Only he and I in this place in my mind. Please, God let him see me with curious intrigue. Restless and excited I stood there. Silence was eerie as he began to move. Away from me walked. Trying to draw him back my way with my thoughtshts. Unable to speak I stood there paralyzed. Very soon he was out of sight. Who was he I wanted to know him, to possess him, to melt into him. Young I was when that chance at love passed me by, That warm day in the sunshine by the river.
If I could love you like I want, You would find these distances too small... If I could send you lovely roses, You would have no place to keep them all. Every night when I dream, I see we are miles apart. Every time when I scream, I find you far from heart. If I could fly and reach you when I like, There would be no second time to fly. If I could have you once in my life, I would have no regrets when I die. Every night when I dream, I see we are miles apart. Every time when I scream, I find you far from heart. If I could tell you what I feel, You would have nothing else to know. If I could live without a soul, I would have enjoyed rain and snow. Every night when I dream, I see we are miles apart. Every time when I scream, I find you far from heart. If I could paint a new world for us, We never would have to be alone. If forgetting you was any easy, I would have changed my nerve and bone. Every night when I dream, I see we are miles apart. Every time when I scream, I find you far from heart. But this won't make me love you any less, I will be your guy, you will be my lass. I will love you forever and forever...forever and forever.
Anger Breaking Chills Deepening What they did to the child slowly eats me alive.
There is a demon that lives within me Sometimes I wonder how all cannot see Filling my mind with thoughts of rage He consumes my very existence. Tuning love into pain he lives within me Destroying relationships he lives within me Confusing thoughts of love with hate he lives within me Searching for answers to be Reaching into the darkness of life for answers I cannot see, I find you…always there watching…I see you By my side always… I feel you For now I know love is true For I also love you…
World War I gave us the fly-boys Who flew by the seat of their pants. Many would never return from war While others survived by chance. Their planes were mostly canvas and wood Gasoline, bullets, bombs and poison gas. Every pilot carried his own pistol Wearing leathers, scarf and goggles of glass. Aviators had no Parachutes To escape their burning plane. Many were forced to jump to their death Or self inflect a bullet to the brain. Blimps where known as battleships of the sky The roar of their engines gave reason for fear. They flew so high they were hard to shoot down Hiding above clouds till their targets drew near. Tracer bullets for the first time were used In the guns of airplanes to set blimps a fire. The skies became man's highway of death With duty and honor their driving desire. How many Fly-boys have we lost since then Those days of the Great War and more? Where do we get such brave souls of chance Who rise from the rest in the battles of war? By Tom Zart
I cannot stand to be around you I cannot stand to hear your vocie You have hurt me alot Now you made me feel numb all over When I think of you I always feel sick Over all the stuff you have done to me......
SO DEAR TO MY HEART So dear to my heart are my loved ones at home As I toss and I turn in my bunk all alone. Everyday I see death, hate, and corruption Combat is God's proof of man's malfunction For family, comrades, and myself I pray To my love with this poem I wish to convey. I knew I loved you though never how much Till by war, I'm forced beyond your touch. Where violence thrives, there's the stench of death With the taste of fear on every breath. Who shall prevail, who shall die As the sadistic kill beneath God's sky. Baghdad has become man's highway to hell Where the hearts of darkness are alive and well, I count each day till it's time to come home And be with my love and never alone. Love You Your Marine By Tom Zart
our past errors are the thugs of our present terrors we are tortured by nature while we are being deceived by destiny. the rareness of our thoughts was curdled with valuable ideas that made us ideal. we are rare values not because of our thoughts but because of the ordainment of our memories through our valuable ideas. and now my greatest surprise is now my greatest fear because my quest received a guest and from then i had no rest because am yet to win the test. death you have licensed my thoughts to sweet but soured memories. we can't erase the memories of our life true second chance because we gave it the first chance to be there. memory, what a summary.
The alarm rings at 6:00 am I'm still wrapped up in my sheets I'm floating aimlessly in my world A subtle world no-one can see Let me stay In my bed Amid my sheets In my head I'm eaten up by harmless thoughts By virgin juvenile blameless dreams I wish to propel my thoughts outside Where merciless frigid cold presides Where the heartless lions tear my thoughts apart Into a world that knows no heart I wish to float into the ice But I prefer to stay inside Here— Here— Here—I find breath I find life Picturesque shields Masking strife My haven—the sheets I'm not willing to leave The warmth—dust of thought They make me believe I'm unspoiled and free Freezing cold amid flames I'm safe and real My reality's to blame I'm pure I'm holy And I'm pristine Omniscient and powerful Fragile—cracked—and freed What awaits outside for me Still remains a mystery The first step's the most painful It's a step I will not make I'd rather rot here, disdainful Instead to step outside and break I'm not ready to wake up Be rid of my own bed I wish to drown into my dreams The confusion in my head I want to stay wrapped up in my cocoon Where I can soar with all my might In here it's fake; the sun can croon And what's more fake is my own flight ... Am I dreaming Or is this true Am I in bed Or floating blue? I'm not aware I'm not too sure The colors are dull The crystal hues I want to sink into the darkness Stay invisible till God knows when But what will I do if the clock— Has really stricken 6:00 am?
Dont come visiting me after i die... I needed you when i was alive! I feel alone like no one cares maybe its just me i want to give up i dont know whats keeping me here.. I rather sit here in this corner with these pills and cry waiting to die.. No one listens no one cares maybe its time to die then they will care or maybe they will just be happy that im gone. Maybe thats what they want just for me to be gone because im nothing but a **** up in life and its time to give into the darkness and leave for good.. I need you and your not here were are you? You left me here in this darknes i thought family was suppose to care but i guess not no one cares that ill be gone so maybe i should just stay in the dark and give up and just be gone!!!
Where do i begin everything just spins on the axis of what we call life but none of it's real it's been turned into a lie yet i pound the pavements for who would i be if i didn't try doing what i can just to get by so i go on day to day living this way watching the world strut it's freak parade no i'm not scared far from afraid i need to be me and not anyone else for long ago you put life on a shelf chasing what you believe your conception of wealth and now there's nothing more as far as i can tell
I had the oddest experience Tonight my son, was not my kind And I kinda didn't know what to do my son was being you you but he doesn't know you and you don't deserve a mention So forget that I did I'm at odds so nothing matters? Everything I taught him is nothing? My sweet Son Sun I can't accept this DNA crap I won't allow you to be asshole to the mother of your child I am so sorry, my sweet, I don't take your side love mom
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the thought of not having you is not how i wanted it to be, the thought of not having you is a great loss for me. the thought of not having you for our lives hasn't begun, the thought of not having you for we will not be as one. the thought of not having you will be sadness and loneliness, the thought of not having you for there will be no happiness.
Here I lie between The locked door and opaque wall Your photo between my finger and thumb And your memories deep inside my heart. Today would be the last day For all my pain and grief And a day to celebrate For my freedom, now that I'd be free. I picked up the matchbox in my hand While the tears rolled down my cheeks And the memories of past flashed themselves Of those hours, and days, and weeks. All the mixed feelings of pain and anger Through my face, they dash As I stroked the matchstick And burned myself to ash…!!
Bullet shots rang Like a church bell in my ear And the screams sang With the undertone of fear The bell tolled And the sunshine went away And the thunder rolled On that summers day And the people fell to the ground With a sudden thud Such a sound And out poured the blood
just once id like to be the mother who,s kids want to be just once i,d like to be treated like all the other mom,s i see my kid,s they would get together and instead of feeling left out i,d feel like i fit in just once i,d like to be the one all mom,s wish they were the one that they would envy why cant this just occur i see all the other mom,s i have to hear it year after year i guess im just not good enough well theres always next year
I don't know how to tell you I don't if you even care I want to say I love you But I don't even dare. It's true you may not like me But I can't help the way I feel I don't know why I feel this way But I know this feeling us real. You don't know how hard it is To see you but cannot to care There's nothing else that I can do But just to secretly stare. Sometimes I just want to cry And wash this feeling away If only it were that easy I wouldn't be feeling this today...
no one will love me for who i am, I try so hard for them to accepted me just as i stand, i know i am shy in so many ways, I want a guy to make me have better days, I know im not that great in any way but i want a man that will always stay, Is this to hard to ask for? For the Love of my Life? It feels like im never going to be good enough and my heart is geting stabed by a knife, I am ugly on the outside and i know im to afraid for my face to even show, I try so hard to look good but no one is here to even care, I just want to be loved for who i am.. And find that one guy to accepted me just as myself.
I don't know what's going on or what I did wrong. I tell myself I don't miss you, but I can't deny the truth. I think of you every time- every time our song comes on. And every time I hear your name, I remember nothing's the same. It's starting to become clear, I don't really need you here. Things were better with you around, like how I felt safe and sound. But the truth is, you're gone now. so why don't you take a bow; It doesn't matter what we've been through, my heart still belongs to you. And I don't know what's going on, 'cause without you everything's wrong.
Tears running down my checks, The tears are pure pain themselves... They feel like a million words lift unsaid. I'm hurting.... I know what's causing the pain Because words I have left unsaid ans unmad. I don't know what to do anymore, I try to kill the pain, But...it never works...Never even had a chance. My hole life is flashing in my head, All I see is you... All my screw up girl that deserve to be one who no one wants me.....
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I once thought this day would never come, but now that is here I'm sad and glad that this day is here. I'm glad because I accomplished high school and I'm moving on to bigger and better thing. I'm glad because I grow up here, I made lots of friends and met lots of interesting people too. I'm glad because I leave so many members here. I'm glad because I had fun here and laugh and cried and just joked around here. I'm glad because I never thought I would graduate from here and now that this day is here I'm glad but sad because I'm scared of getting out of here. I'm scared of not making it on my own scared because this time I'm on my own all alone. I'm sad because there are so many members I leave here. I'm sad because I know that I'm not going to see my friends like before. I' sad because I'm not a kid no more now I'm a growing person that's on his own. I'm sad because it's going to be hard not seeing my friends everyday like before. I'm sad because time is passing so fast and not slow but I'm glad because I have lots of members inside and as I move on these members well live on. I just hope as time passes by my friends remenber me like I well remenber them, I hope all there dreams come true because I know when you want something and you work hard for it, it well come true. High school has been a great experience for me. I know as time passes by I well remenber the good times and bad times I had in high school. The knowledge I learned to go to college, the experiences I experienced but this is just one experience of many to come. Today my life starts from this day on and today on this day I thank everyone that helped me through out my school years. Thank you for not giving up on me, thank you in believing in me but specially I thank my parents for being there for me for guiding me to the right path for telling me that learning is the right path to a better future and a better why of life thank you for making me into a better person thank you with all my heart. Thank you
no, no, its alright, please enjoy, my candlelight, i wish to serve, i wish to fight, toss my love, into the night.
He's watching over me. The day he said "good bye" The long wait for him to come home. Remember when my mom set me down in his chair to tell me he's gone. Never regret the day i spent camping, and fishing with him. Going and living me all alone. Wishing he could be here to see me grow up. Crying day after day know he's gone. Just knowing that it going to be a long time until I can go to the same place....HEAVEN Just wto see his lovely smile to here his laughter just one last time.
Adorable the way you look Desired by everyone Real captivating Incredible the way you are Attractive the way you move Nervous when you get close to me Amazing the way you look
Charming masked persona Desiring all he can take Elegant words of passion Forgetting that he's fake Why can't you just be yourself?
The worse pain you can feel is the pain from your soul, it can either ignite your body into an inferno coal, or it can drop below freezing and turn you into an icicle. It's hard to explain something that's invisible, but you can feel every knife like strike to your heart like it was physical, and every little stab makes you feel more and more miserable , and you try to make it better but the sad part is not everything is fixable..but we take it tho even tho nobody can see this internal bleeding, it becomes emotional and that internal pain will leave you weeping, sleeping pleading for deaths reaping. And when death comes it never kills you just gives you a taste forever teasing, and everyone you loved is now leaving.losing everything you ever held close, now your abusing drugs not caring if you overdose. Not carrying if you go over the edge, so you reach rock bottom and you lay in the bed, barrel to your temple one shot bang led to the head, feeling living was to much so now you rather be dead
Man's best friend or "just a dog" I've had this debate forever But my dog is something,different,unique Something otherworldly..however... Aries is his name...he's tan and white With deep and soulful brown eyes This "I'm just a dog" and I know nothing's Very obviously a disguise Did you ever wonder for just a split second If there was more to your pet than you knew? If maybe,just maybe..this lovely creature knew more about your destiny than YOU!!! You see I don't wonder this,I take it as fact And MANY have called me insane But sit and stay are just a teeny glimpse of what's being held in his brain She's sad she's mad she's hurting right now and he's licked the tears off my face If you can't tell THAT is a guardian angel then that is a sad sad disgrace These pets that we love are here for a reason,placed in our lives just so For reasons like the people are placed in our lives,reasons we may never know The only thing I seem to know for sure is that dog is my only true friend He has been since birth and always will be now until the very end Corny I know,a poem about a pet that says oh I love you and you ate so cute But the next time you take a good look at scrappy...just think...do they know more than we do???
And I was there My Dickson Street ,now is so urban, sad, bare I miss my Nasty Dickson Street where I roamed without a care We hoped, knew not to hurt another we were all hurt, in a way Spencer, he drank coffee, drew my feet He gave me love and a different way I miss those times almost jealous when I see My own child with the same thoughts of being me
All the hurt in my heart,all the hate i have for you i never thought i could forgive you for what you have done to me i dont remember you or who you are or who you were all i know is that you really hurt me when i was 4 tell 12 and i block it out tryd not to remember but now its alll comeing back to me in flash backs and it really hurts .. why would you do that to a 4 year old it hurts to know some one could do that it disgusts me just thinking about it.. i wish i would have known what was going on so i could tell my parents what you did to me but i didnt know what was going on i allways would block it out so i wouldnt remember but now its all comeing back i really hurt inside i cant trust any one because of you its hard to forgive some one who hurt you so much you didnt think that id figure out what you were doing to me but now i do and i hope god will punish you for what you have done im really hurt and can never trust because of you...
Beware of the streams of evil Feeding the river of no return. Where whatever gives us pleasure Is our only worry and concern. True happiness results from blessings Handed down from heaven to earth. God seems to smile on people in love Who have chosen to share their worth. Three types of humans occupy earth The bad, the not so bad and the horrible. Somewhere in-between, most us are And our babies are most adorable. Far too many become disappointing Mimicking adults as they stretch and grow. Lost somewhere in self indulgence In a world they have yet to know. Thanks to faith and spiritual teachings Multitudes follow the path of grace. The righteous are the hope of man As we journey the dangers of space. Reject what is selfish, cruel and unkind Steer clear of evil deeds without fear. Listen to the voice of God in man And you'll remain more civilized and clear. By Tom Zart
THINGS NOT EQUAL There are those who reach an age past 100, while some never chanced to live. There are those who share their blessings, while some choose not to give. There are those who have never gone hungry, while some never survive. There are those who find fame and fortune, while some dreams shatter and die. There are those who are rich and famous, while some are poor and alone, There are those with power and possessions, while some are without a home. There are those who are happy and healthy, While some are sick and depressed. There are those who believe life is the end, while some say: "it was just a test!" By Milton Lopez Delgado December 4, 2011
I'm trying to forget you but this love I feel for you won't let me forget about you. I'm trying to forget you but every time I think of something I think of you. I'm trying to forget you but when I go to sleep you're in my dreams and it's harder to forget you. I'm trying to forget you but every time I see you makes me think more about you. I'm trying to forget you but every time you talk to me make's me not want to forget you. I'm trying to forget you but your beauty won't let me forget you. I'm trying to forget you but every time you're close to me I forget that I'm trying to forget you. I'm trying to forget you because I'm falling more in love with you. I'm trying to forget you because you don't love me like I love you.
as the ground tears open he will arise, his dark black cloak and fire in his eyes. he raises his sithe into the air as he hears the cries of the boy with the uneasy stare he says please Mr. sandman before you reap and it is my blood you seep, i ask you why with all your mightyness touching the sky lose your chance to help the world instead of lifting your lance? so the reaper slyly replied "it is my job to take your soul from your hide" and so as the reaper raised his sithe that shined so bright as the screams of the boy were heard all through the night
Why can't i move when you walk in the door, Why can't i speak with out trembling, Why can't i show you that i truly care, Why can't words speak when we stair deeply? Why can't i let you go? Why does my heart for you grow? Why can't i say i want you now? Why can't i say i love you somehow? Why can't i go up to you and give you a huge, Why do i shake and get butterfly's looking at you, Why can't you tell me how you feel? Why can't you let me know this is real, Why can't i talk to you without messing up my words? Why do i get shy when this year is the third, Why can't we take these memories and make them ours now, I know someday i will be with you somehow, and last of all why can't i get the courage to do this today?
Whenever there's a helping hand or a word encouragement Whenever there are there are cheerful thoughts or hope that's heaven - sent Whenever a garden's tended to, or lovely music sounds Whenever these is laughter and happiness abounds. Whenever there's am open door a hug, a kiss,a simile...... Whenever there's someone happy to walk with you a mile.... Whenever there are faith and trust, and hearts that really care..... Whever there are faith and trust, and hearts that really care... Whever the world is beautiful, you'll know that love is there..... it's always been wonderful, to be there with you, Because whenever you are...... My love is there too!
I thought things were good now I thought we'd over come the bad Now I see through the illusion of the love I thought we had. You told me that you met him Now you dont know what to do I smiled and said "Just pick him I'll be fine not having you". But I couldn't hold my tears back So I whispered "Got to go..." Then I quickly hung up the phone up So my hurting wouldn't show. Now I'm shaking and crying And I dont know what to do Cause the truth is, I was lying I wont make it without you.
The relationship I was standing on was beautiful like daffidols that filled meadows, and I was kissed with a dozen roses painted with love. But being wrong was what you pushed in my vocabulary. The second she walked in you threw it in my face and I felt like plants withering in winter. You blew it up, and filled it with sweet and sour emotions. Gave me cliched lines, then kicked me off pedal stool you kept close. Brushed me off like ugly chicks being dissed. You made me so You made me so corrupted. Mary J played while i let constipated diary pages fill too many emotions you can't comprehend. I was forbidden to use L words because your eyes regretted my intentions. You sealed up everything you had and shipped it express to her. I cried more then I smiled I felt powerless, helpless, hopeless. You licked me boy I mean damn you licked me.... because I was your SUCKER!
Someone thinks of you. Someone wonders about you. Someone cares about you. Someone wants to protect you. Someone wants to be with you. Someone wants you. Someone wants to hug you. Someone wants to kiss you. Someone dreams of you. Someone prays for you. Someone would give up his life for you. Someone wants to have fun with you. Someone can't live without you. Someone would do anything for you. Someone likes you. Someone wants to span the rest of his life with you. Someone loves you. Someone is in love with you. That someone is me.
The day folds away for the awakening of the night. Alone stands I, as shadows Creep over me with fright. The crisp air sends me on a breeze, Whispering untold secrets to me. The stars began to twinkle, The epitome of all beauty It is the heart of all that sings The melancholous harmony. The thickness of the crystal and velvet sky pounces my world As mysteries, deep embedded in my soul Become untold
I'm falling even more in love with you every time I see you. I'm falling even more in love with you every time I'm close to you. I'm falling even more in love with you every time I talk to you. I'm falling even more in love with you every time I dream of you. I'm falling even more in love with you every time I think of you. I'm falling even more in love with you every time I write a poem about you. I'm falling even more in love with you every time I wonder about you. I'm falling even more in love with you even when I try to forget you. I'm falling even more in love with you every time I'm with you. I'm falling even more in love with you with the simple things you do. I'm falling even more in love with you because my heart can't forget you. I'm falling even more in love with you because I know I well make you happy and make your dreams come true. I'm falling even more in love with you because I know I never loved a girl like I love you. I'm falling even more in love with you because I know I want to span the rest of my life with you. I'm falling even more in love with you even knowing you don't love me like I love you.
The grace he once showed, Have's gone away, The smile he had can light up the room, It's gone forever and a day his light-hearted spirt, Is now heavy with despair? He's dying, for someone to notice him, But he just pretends it's fine He looks up once agin now, come on eagle; take me home, I'm ready to go...
i sit here all alone in the rain thinking.... i think about my friends about the rain about you i wish my feelings were like the rain that when i want to cry it would all just fall lightly if only a little sad hard and painful when feeling sorrow if i were the weather i would be the sun when i see you and the rain when your mad at me a hurrican when i see you with a another and every other day i am a sun behind clouds because you never knew about me
Can you provide mental stability? Does this guarantee come in my contract? Eager to begin this new position For as long as this oath stays intact I'm only asking for help
we may.... we may not be as one, but we'll always have each other in our hearts, we may not be lovers, but you'll always be close to my heart. we may not see each other, but i'll always think of you, we may distant from each other, but i'll always be here for you.
I don't know how to tell you I don't know if you care I want to say I love you But I don't even dare. It's true you may not like me But I can't help the way I feel I don't know why I feel this way But I know this feeling is real. You don't know how hard it is To see you but cannot to care There's nothing else that I can do But just to secretly stare. Sometimes I just want to cry And wash this feeling away If only it were that easy I wouldn't be feeling this today... If only it were that easy
Sometimes I began to forget how life use to be, and have to go through the box that holds our memories, Memories of when you and mom didn't fight, and all of us lived under one roof, when there wasn't two of every holiday, and step moms or step dads, Even though I was young I still remember the day you left, and mom didn't cry cause she knew it was coming, I can't help but to think of how things could have been different, and how it would feel to still love you dad... My life with my mom and dad was never good nor was my life cause I am now a single mother of two girls and my oldest is Austin but it's lies bumps I over come and the only way i can deal with life and everything is to wrote poems....So thank you all for enjoy reading my poems
K i BE SO TIRED But I still afford cigarettes STILL GOT A MAN still got the roof I keep my IT Clean MaYBE they won't know i need 4 shots to deal sEE MY damn fOOl hands i cain'T keeP EM STILL Mama, She WORRIED mAN, HE ON ME sister, baby, brother aunt like was my MOTHER tHEY GONE i've not talked to my dad I'm bad TIRED Wish I could taKE IT BACK IS TOmorrow ANOTHER day? I am so sick of myself. Poor me. WhATEVER NOT POOR ME, EVER Here, standin Lovin me Still gotta get rid of this snake, it's bAD, IT'S GOT ME, got me....
I can't go in our room It's empty and full of things you discarded cigarette butts, phone numbers without names lonely things not shared but bombarded so I shut the door like I shut out your leavin me that door, it just keeps talkin might as well paint that door red I'm thinkin bout puttin my shoes on remember? with the big, clunky heels? I'm thinkin bout kickin that damn door in JUST TO SEE HOW IT FEELS Hah! Kimmy
Why do you hit me what did I ever do to deserve this Why do you do all these things to me I just wish I knew why you do the things you do I don't deserve to be treated this way I just want to know why Why do you lie and cheat what did i do to deserve this from you Why do this to me I thought you loved me
Defined Love or a refined Crush-- Magic in his Word,entered in a Rush followed the road, thought it's My Love. Called him a friend coz nothing more to lend Shared all I can , Given all I had How sweet was the start , thought it surely will last. Journey Divine, moved and fly shoulder to Cry and a friend to Rely Oh, what happened, filled with deep emotions failed then in all solutions......... Realized soon, it was just general Nevertheless My Cares were Eternal Soon, diminished within love Triangle Than thought He is not worth, Who drags me to rust....... His eyes expressed it all, Gave me a new downfall All was my illusion, This was again a dead solution Henceforth was my last resolution, I have to QUIT and soon will LIFT !!!!
Start with someone new someone that is not like you. Start with someone new someone that won't lie like you. Start with someone new someone that protects me like I protected you. Start with someone new someone that cares for me like I cared for you. Start with someone new someone that thinks of me like I thought of you. Start with someone new someone that wonders about me like I wondered about you. Start with someone new someone that would give up the world for me like I give the world for you. Start with someone new someone that makes me dream wild dream like when I dreamed of you. Start with someone new someone that would cry for me like I cried for you. Start with someone new someone that likes me like I liked you. Start with someone new someone that loves me like I loved you. Start with someone new someone that I well love more than you. Start with someone new someone that won't break my heart like you someone that well be by my side for good and bad someone that cherishes every time she's with me someone that wants to be with me.
Life went south with Jimmy Buffett I'm gonna write him cuz I'm still hurt, stupid, drunk But see, I still gotta get up Need to go to work Help folks It helps, to help you know? So I'm makin cookies for my growed up babies cuz tomorrow, it's Valentines day I got these heart shaped cutters Kneading the dough I say Babies, I love you I will love you no matter what I press the dough into heart shapes with all my heart then someone says someone tells me and I guess that they would know "you're the worst mother" and it flattened out my dough
These are the words that go unheard. The voice of a little girl crying for help because her mother is a drug user and her boyfriends all beat her. The screams of a teenager whose dad is molesting her. These are the words that go unheard. Listen to the young girl who ran away at just 15, she shares a tale that all should hear. Hear the words of the teenage mom who lost her daughter and don't know what to do with herself any more. The sound of screams from a young lady who gets raped and choked at the same time. These are the words that go unheard. Listen for the tears of the pregnant teenager whose baby daddy is abuseive. She cries and cries for help yet no one comes. For all of these are the words that go unheard.
I miss you lots grandpa You dont even know I miss the way you smiled it even glowed I miss the way we would always play And how you would say Kelli will you scratch my back today I miss all the times you sang to me It would always drive me crazy But the one thing i really miss Is the last time you gave me a kiss You were in the hospital I felt so bad, not only that i felt sad Then you passed After that my heart felt like shattered glass I couldn't stand the pain It ended up going to my brain Well thats all i have to say Eccept for "i wish you were here today" I miss you grandpa
will they ever accept me for me do they not see im trying my hardest to be what they want me to be i work my hardest at everything im just not smart and cant sing i cant do anything i need to know what more they want from me can they not see im the best i can be why can they not see that what they see is the real me
Built of fine glass and porcelain Could anything keep them apart? Detained by every single notion Except for her broken heart How could you hurt her so?
~He doesn't even know~ It's impossible, To not feel this hurt, Can't you notice these sad eyes, But you dont, You'd rather pass them by, Every minture without you, It's hard, But I hold on to thoughts, Every hour, I stuggle knowing, It's not me, And I wait sitting here lonely, I'm sickend by, The fact I can't say a word, I'm so scared, To tell you, I don't want the reaction I always get, Where they never talk back to me agian, It's impossible to focus, when my body tingles, And i get that dry feeling in my throat, Trying to say something right, But for some reason I just stare, Why Can't you notice these sad eye's, I want to grab your hand, when you pass me by.
i see a doctor hurting as one of his patients pass. i see a mother hurting as her children grow up to fast. i see the firefighters hurting as they put out the fire from 9/11. i see family's hurting as their loved ones go to heaven. i see people hurting and wondering what their here for. i see america hurting while we still remain in war. i see america hurting as their jobs are taken away, and they are left without pay. i've seen america hurting everyday. i've seen america hurting in some very hurtful ways.
Hey grandpa, we miss you, how you doing up there? Now that your gone, there's a different feeling in the air. Grandpa I wish people didn't have to go, I wish life didn't have to be this way. We all know that you left in peace so we'll try our best to make this a happy day. Today we will celebrate the life of a beautiful man A father, brother, cousin, uncle, grandpa, and every place else you stand. We will honor this day and remember all the special moments we shared There was lots of laughter, and lots of arguments, but at least we can say we cared In the little time I've known you it felt good to have a grandpa around I simply adored you, and especially for you, a place in my heart was found Were all glad that you lived in happiness, and left in peace So to finish, we all need to rise together as a unit, so you can be released
What happened to my little one, Who's small hand fit in mine? What happened to the quiet time, That we would always find? He's growing up so fast now, And soon he'll be a man. I hope I've given him guidance, I think I've done the best I can. He gives me reason to smile, With each and every passing day. And I believe he has grown to be, A good man in every way. Of course he is not perfect, I expect that he'll make mistakes. As long as he takes responsibility, And always does what it takes. I have always tried to teach him one thing, I really hope that he has taken heed. To always be kind to other people, And try to help those who are in need.
her last tear falls the blood drips the silent crying has reached it ending she no longer hurts she no longer weaps her last breath is so peaceful
Your sitting all alone waiting for your heart to break. Through trials and tribulations one seeks the power of the most high cause one doesn't know how much more one can take. Alone in a dark hole, disclosing all of your unforgetable woes. Asking the question, Is this the life i chose? who knows. For as the the outline of water, falls down off your face, You feel the core of empty space that hit's you hard and raw in that loving place. Pain, Strain, and no emotional gain play's at it's own symbolic beat Pressures of hidden treasures measures the timeline in victory of it's own defeat Turning pages of different rages only compounds into disfunctional stages. Seeing the shadows off reflection in the mirror looking for hope, Not wanting to see the true face, When your trying to cope. Tiffany Saxon
Is it wrong to want you, The way that I do? Is it wrong to keep wishing something that'll never come true? Why do I push you away when you've done nothing wrong? Why does everyone in my life leave after not long ago? Am I not worth it, Do I only cause pain? People are worthless, They're only in for self again. Can't you see that I'm hurting, I'm going to down again, I'm asking someone to save me, Just one decent guy. Someone who likes me for the way I'a,, To look past the make up, And know's where I stand. But no one available, so looks like I'm done, I guess I'll deal with my problems all on my own.
im alive but i feel so dead every word that i've said has been the truth i want to meet my last breath i want to close my eyes for the last time so i write my last rhyme
everyday i cry everyday i sigh why oh why do i cry? why oh why do i sigh? depressed, that is why depressed is why i cry depressed is why i sigh i am depressed when people die it makes me cry depressed, depressed, ae u depressed? if so please tell me why
if you were there i wouldn't of gotten beat up all the time if you were there i would probably still be home if you were there i wouldn't be cutting like i do if you were there i would of been able to talk to you i do i wish i knew the truth on if you do care or if you don't if you were there i wouldn't be into trouble i thought you had cared but i was wrong if only you were there when i needed to talk to someone if only you were there to help me with my problems were have you been these thirteen years
lost, so lost in depression, use to rejections, stomped on like nothing, forgotten like a thrown away napkin. un noticed, miss treated, unloved. Apart of me is missing, the other taken, with nothing left to show Darkness has becomes my obsection. Punished on a daily bases. Can't seem to find my self, Affaid to be me honestly. Only if they could see, Only if they know what i go through what its like to be me the lost,cold lonely one in the street.....
my hear achs and breaks waiting to feel you touch again
sitting at home home all alone because i have nobody to call my own sitting at home home all alone in my dress so white i thought going to prom with him would be such a delight i call and call he says he will be there in a few his tux is too tight and he doesnt know what to do. an hour later, he still doesnt show i'm so torn up.. he doesnt even know. as i call him this last time he says its too late to go, hes just gonna go home. as i break down in tears i think about the years how it seems im all alone always sitting at home. I pray every night and wonder why nothing ever seems to be right... will i be alone for the rest of my life? will i ever get the chance to be a wife? i think i will just sit at home home alone on this lonely night and wait for the right person to save me from this lonely life.
In my room, nice and quiet. Until footsteps from out the door. Dad comes in all liquored up, NOt like usual a little more. The yelling starts, the violence begins, He tells me to get ready to pay for my sins. Jolts me from the bed, A stinging sensation across my face. IN my mouth the blood i taste. I fall the the floor with intense pain. My dad screaming my name. Pulls me by the hair, I get out a scream as my shirt tears. He slaps me again and tells me to shut up. He leaves the room as I lay lifeless. Then a thought crossed my mind To get to the phone. I crawled over picked it up And to my relief there was a tone. He picks me up and throws me across the room HItting the wall The last thing i saw before i blacked out was my dad standing tall. I awoke with doctors around me saying i was badly injured They told me my dad said i fell down the stairs, but i beg to reconcurre I couldn't move that well i hurt to badly Couldnt talk could barely walk Dad comes in A different side of him from last night Said lets go but i didn't want to Tried to talk Useless No doctors in sight Walking out couldn't stay here it starts here we go...
here i am laid out, flat out, in this new skin left with nothing because of me and because of him. so broken down and the pieces seem lost and i'm left here almost hopeless, while paying the cost. What is love anyway? broken hearts, lies and crushed dreams has been for me while my life rips at the seems. I am so strong, so courageous ... but so well hidden so held back from the path that I've ridden. And i don't trust anyone who says that they care for me its a chance, a risk, a dare... like, "i dare you to believe all of my bulls---" "so later you're crying because you fell for it." But i am me... and i have dreams and he won't bring me down, its not what it seems. i will be made better in this beautiful struggle and in the mean time, i will not buckle. who needs him anyway... i mean, right? he couldn't see my love when it was so BLINDLY in sight. time has taken a toll on my heart and my bad actions have played a big part. So i'm starting with nothing on this path to my life and i could end up happy, a mother, a wife... sometimes things are just unexpected but it still hurts when you've been rejected. i loved him... for what its worth now i'll be okay, though i don't know how.
i kno this gurl who got hurt very bad i kno this guy who has done somethings that hes gonna wish he never had i am so angry now so i have to go see, why he would do something so nasty as i walk to his door with my gun at my side i sit there and think as the tears roll down my face how can he be so stupid? now im gonna put him in his place my fingers are tembling as i reach the door the door bell is ringing and the door cracks open more and more i see his face and i force myself in his place. as i reach for my gun he reaches for his i let out a shot and i barely miss. so i drop my gun and i run straight for the man as i punch him n kick he starts to bleed when i take a last hit then he looks me in the eyes and grabs me by my throat i scream with fear as i start to choke and he throws me on the floor i reach for a knife as i cut his leg he grabs his gun so he can take my life i beg n beg as he turns around cause he heard a loud sound i get up and stab him and watch him fall to the ground as i am watching him die i begin to cry and think about how he hurt her and took her childhood something she didnt think he would now he cant hurt anyone else cause i got rid of him but for some reason i dont feel bad that i put his life to an end.
everyday i die slowly but i die and everyday i smile you showed up and hurt me bad you put scars on my heart and left me to die i got scared of you i tried to tell you that we were through but you came and didn't let me talk you never let me talk you came up to me one day and looked at me you pulled me down and tore off my shirt i got scared everyday i die slowly but i die and everyday i smile because im closer to be gone from you
My soul has been deteriorating beneath the tattoo of life. The stains have left behind an antagonizing belief of love in my veins. Pain is ripping at my skin, tears are drying out my blood. Fear is cloning a shadow to trick my emotions, to see an imprint of the smile I once had. My cry is turning into a seasonal habit of depression; in the mind of the heart.
Pain is how i feel right now Lost the girl and I don't know how She was an angel in my eyes Until she said goodbye She went with another man And left me a lonely man I wish i could win her back But she still went and packed She had us split apart And left a hole in my heart I don't know what to do Without her here to I'm so lonely I could die Keel over and say goodbye When I'm lonely I feel pain Theres always downs but no gains
everything went wrong now our love is gone you act like you dont know me or even want to be around me it's as if i dont exist i feel as though i am getting hurt everytime i think about this the pain i feel is much worse than a stab in the back or a shot in the head or the pain of a droven steak the pain i am feeling is heartbreak. we had several fights where i would sit up crying all night i thought i was in love i thought you were too i would never cheat on u but u did on me not with one, but two do you have any idea what you have put me through? i seem to be getting hurt in more ways than one. sometimes im almost glad our relationship is done.
When you're in love you well think of her day and night. When you're in love you well dream of her every night. When you're in love you well pray for her every night. When you're in love you well care for her like nobody does. When you're in love she well drive you insane. When you're in love you well protect her with your own life. When you're in love you well do whatever for her even giving up your life. When you're in love you well be with her in good or bad times. When you're in love you well wonder about her everyday and night. When you're in love you well cry when she cry's. When you're in love you well be happy when she is happy. When you're in love you well talk about her every time you talk. When you're in love you well get nerves every time she is close. When you're in love you're heart well scram for her. When you're in love you're heart well love her. When you're in love you well not be able to live without her. When you're in love you well do crazy things with her. When you're in love you well write poems about her. When you're in love you well write songs about her. When you're in love you well call her just to hear her voice. When you're in love you well miss her when she is going. When you're in love you well tell her that you love her with all your heart. When you're in love you well love her even if she does not love you.
As my heart weeps for love, I began to feel blank, As my eyes began to glow, My body wants to vacate. Childhood went by too fast, For the young years are through, As I lay in a dreary dungeon, I now have to start new. Childhood was sweet, There was a bound between two, For now we have departed, I have to decide what to do.
Another day passes me Bringing sorrow and glee Chains are bound upon my heart Drenched in pain which will not part Everyone thinks that i am something I'm not Forgetting that they too are just a spot Grains of salt and dust formed as a bell Hallow to my eyes and ears as well I hear your thoughts There to tie me in knots
i wish you would understand who i am i am a teenager waiting for you to come to em i am a girl who is asking you to care i am your girlfriend waiting for you i am the one who is always sitting here crying i am a girl who cries her self to sleep every night why won't you care for me i am your daughter why won't you care for me i am your girlfriend
Because of you I sit lonely and cry for you. Because of you my heart scrims for you. Because of you my heart cry's for you. Because of you my heart broke in two. Because of you my dream are not happy like they use to. Because of you it's hard to forget you. Because of you I'm depress day and night. Because of you everyday is a sad day. Because of you my life is been hell with out you. Because of you my heart won't love no one only you. Because of you I thought I did not need nobody just you. Because of you my dream did not come true. Because of you every night I cry for you. Because of you my heart is full with pain and sadness to. Because of you I won't fall in love no more because my heart can't trust no one no more.
No, I'm not making that promise again nothing can change my mind nothing at all, cause LOVE has a way of coming undone unntil I'm all alone with my Heart, the pain's all here to stay. "I ALWAYS THOUGHT I'D SEE YOU AGAIN", how it hurts everytime you've crossed my Heart since then, gotta give it all it takes to hold what might have been, and "I ALWAYS THOUGHT I'D SEE YOU AGAIN". Now there's no need to run to the phone, no need to hold your breath hoping it's you, each time I see someone we used to know, or go some place we used to go, it's not the same. "I ALWAYS THOUGHT I'D SEE YOU AGAIN", how it hurts everytime you've crossed my Heart since then, gotta give it all it takes to hold what might have been, and "I ALWAYS THOUGHT I'D SEE YOU AGAIN". LOVE doesn't come when you need LOVE it's not always there when you fall, try as you may you've got nothing to say, nothing at all. "I ALWAYS THOUGHT I'D SEE YOU AGAIN", how it hurts everytime you've crossed my Heart since then, gotta give it all it takes to hold what might have been, and "I ALWAYS THOUGHT I'D SEE YOU", but I realized then "I'M NOT ALWAYS GONNA SEE YOU, AGAIN". THE END
Lost in a hateful world hurt, disrespect, and murder searching for something but can not find learning about this hateful world Lost in a hateful world screaming at the top of my lungs but nobody hears running away from this hateful world but no way out Lost in a hateful world
All night long I stay awake Because I think of you Can't seem to change the way I feel Dreams of me and you Every time I close my eyes It's your Face that appears Gotta try to shake this How else to keep from tears I can't believe I'm falling again Just don't know how to stop Keep on trying, to no avail Letting myself just drop My heart is telling me one thing Nothing else matters anymore Only when I see you Please, your the one whom I adore Questions I have asked myself Responding to them all, to Stop my feelings for you, is like Trying not to fall
Tonite, I told my Moma what I won't tell anyone else what I would never admit but to only myself I'm tired of makin these words fit so I'm just gonna lay it out to the world but not, I just can't, not where I sit OK see, I'ma gonna take a little time off smoke cigerettes, sweat, cry maybe go tanning watch movies Don't nobody else need to know why OK I will be ok I got some splainin to do got get it right again sew my thoughts together the way I used to do OK honey Gotta be me again Gonna go thru my bootcamp gonna get it my own face
On the move all the time Running scared, Wanting to hide, I lay down crying. Wondering when the time will be mine. Daydreaming of how things could be, but the need to be free seems to be a long lost fantasy. Looking over one's shoulder just to sit in peace and relax. Praying, Hoping, and Wishing that a peace of mind will once again come back. Filling spaces of terrible places is the key to one's being. Love is the key to alot of things For one, This key has no meaning. So you're a runaway with time to spare... Who cares for all the wrong reason's to bare. Stepping out on that stepping stone to be told, How one can be so cold yet bold. Here's a toast to the night and day. God Bless the ' Runaway' Tiffany Saxon
Hello loneliness, my friend, I want to speak with you again. Please let me see her shadow Let me hear her voice Let me feel her touch Feed me to my dream when I close my eyes The darkness wants me back. Let me carry her odor to my existence, Let me burn within her warm. Fly me to the skies after I will sleep The morning star wants me back. Let me close my midnight eyes forevermore, Let me carry her shape to eternity. Feed me to my dream Take me back where I belong. An empty room without you Leaves me empty in my soul. Copyright Constantinos Grigoriadis © All rights reserved
I take this pain from you leaving I take this hurt where you tore my heart apart This part of me thats empty now This love we shared thats disappeared Not seen! Not heard! Till this day I still pray for you to fill this empty hole This love could mend the darkest sole This love could free the damned from hell please help relief this pain and hatred now!
I wanna tell you how I feel I wanna speak what's on my mind But I can't say it I wanna tell you that I'm scared Of succeeding in this relationship But I can't say it I wanna tell you that I'm scared Of failing in this relationship But I can't say it I wanna tell you about my past And all that's happened to me But I can't say it I wanna tell you about my future And how I want you there But I can't say it I wanna tell you that I love you And I want you in my life But I can't say it And now you're turning And walking away Because I haven't said a word.
I see you sweetheart in pictures in DREAMS the best girl in my world I miss you you sassy little thang I want you and your smell, smile, hair Hannah Banana it don't feel fair your'e not knowing me anymore I love you sweet your feet your everything I'm scared the next time I get to be with you you'll hide your beautiful face and I'll be forgotten
i love you now and forever more yet why did i shut the door on life. i acted like you hated me to explain what you do yet you love me but why do i not say i know you.i make you sad by writing these poems yet why cant i stop forgive me im sorry i should just stop,you loved me and still do yet why dont i say i know its true i act like its a lie but its not. door is now closed and locked for now you stay with me waiting to see what i have to say you say hardly anything so you will never make me sad yet i dont get it but yet i do i have always understood you shuting the door on life is bad thats the only reason i had ever made you sad. i said you hate me just to get you to tell me you love me yet why do i keep making you cry and you die die inside.
my head is speeding and full of bad thoughts i cant concentrate i can only tell myself to not succeed in suicide its to late its already started all i hear is the moaning and groaning of people dyeing im in over my head with all the stress i only see black with a mirror of flames ahead i cant put the pieces of my life together im scared of my own mind and dont want to enter the danger zone i cant escape the darkness no matter how hard i try im still alive but fill like im dyeing a slow and painful death
I see stars and stripes I tilt my head up high I see the flag that saved my life and I and thankful for my mind because i love the world and all the people who live here and love everyone else have a happy life with your American flag.Lets stop the wars.
Lost In Sorrow Drowing in black blood searching for something but can not find Lost In Sorrow Drowing in black blood touching burning acid burning thru skin and born Lost In Sorrow
theres a chair, by the lonely window pane, that rocks back and forth, back and forth, it squeaks with every move, like a mouse with no home, whimpering in agony, of sadness, in trouble, wherever the mouse is, always with a never ending sound;
My youngest one summer came and stayed with me I was in the Navy stationed in Millington, TN One day he was involved in a rock fight A busted open head led him to the hospital that particular night He asked me when they have to do stitches what do they use I laughed and said a sewing machine, he wasn't amused After a couple of weeks, his head healed up fine To remove them would be sixty dollars to pay for the doctor's time I told my brother I would be the doctor and do a house call To my amazement I removed them all I regret the day I sent him back home He was pretty much all alone He would give me a call always collect Though the phone got high I would always accept One evening, as I walked in the door, the phone rang and I said here goes the phone bill But it wasn't him, it was my brother Larry saying Wayne had just been killed Wayne had decided to take Dad's pickup out for a joy ride On an icy road, he lost control, hit a bridge support and smashing in the driver's side His lifeless body was lying face down In a ditch where he was found The doctor said he suffered no pain My brother Kenny found Wayne's ball cap, bloodying his hands, his nightmares still remain To this day I carry the guilt about the bill when the phone rang How much I miss my brother Wayne My brother David is an emotionless guy But at the wake he had to cry Life has a way of taking its toll Always try to look at the glass half full
My head hangs heavy.. weary of whats gettin' ready and will i grow or will i break tell me this b4 its too late. 'cause i'd forget everything if i knew it wouldn't come back to me and i'd do anything to know you wouldn't go back to her. these words just aren't my drama they're my life this love isn't a game its a sacrifice. and chasing a good thing isn't worth even 1/2 of the hurt it brings 'cause i'm tired and out of breathe and right now i don't have much left. so I'll lay in the grass waiting if you come participating help me up and let me know that you won't ever let me go.
All my life, Full of strife, Stressed, and Depressed. My smile hidden from my fears and covered by tears You always treated me bad And made me sad But not today, No longer trapped in my dismay Today I'm gonna say how I feel And now I can finally begin to heal No more hiding my emotions No more taking you rude notions Deal with how I feel, like I did for you And then you will know what it feels like too What it feels like to not matter anymore And then, you will find, that soon, you will be afraid no more
So many loud noises all around, Screaming, yelling, to put the gun down, as the tip of the gun reached your head, I cry out, take me instead, Thrown to the ground praying on the way down I lied there hopelessly knowing I can't do anything to make it stop, when I watched your own brother slowly squeeze the trigger, I closed my eyes hoping that it was just a dream, The last thing I heard that night was the echo of the bullet that perced through the untouchable Justin So much blood so much pain, I crawled over to you wishing to hear you say everything was going to be ok, I put my head on your stomach feeling the last breathe leave your body, No more will you be there to talk to, No more will you be there to comfort me when times get rough, No more will you be there to make me laugh, I just wish I could take this all back. You were my best friend, my other half, People say we were inseparable, I guess they were wrong because now you are gone, Leaving me all alone, Lost and confused not knowing what to do, Things will never be the same without you, This empty space within me will never be filled, My spirits of hope, happiness, are killed.
When I touch our minds within, The insight to compassion reaches from pain. We suffer with tender bodies, with stricken knowledge that appeared gentle. This love stands calm, in all presence of the human readiness. Our fretful nature, rests toward the desire for laughter. Yet mere infirmities invade that voice, Such mankind mourns for loving hearts Beyond those intellectual conclusions. Much will comfort the bodily emotions. The returned love, leads to the power of our sensitive souls. And the command of hate, Depart our bodies.
I used to be filled with life. Happiness and strife. All of this has passed me by. I cannot even let out a sigh. Only to be lonely and cold. I've lost my faith Im not as bold. I need some one to guide my back. Get me away from these brutal attacks. I only wish I was not alone. To be brought back to life from this concrete stone. My life was stolen from me. I will run away to the wild sea. I sneak out without a Sound. I wake up on the cold hard ground. My body aches from the torture. I can only see is a portrait of her. My mother my saint. This women fought to protect me from you. I speak "why did you kill her?" You reply "She was just like you! A useless women!" I cry to God to help me now "Please take me away from this world! I don't want to be lonely anymore. I wont take the beatings once more! I will break free from these chains! I want my life back! Give me it now..." As i slowly fade from the world. I can a voice call to me. It sounds like an angel. NOw all is quite. I am not alone anymore. You have brought me back to her. Thank you God. I am finally at peace. While the devil sits in a lonely cell. I am with my angel my mother. While he sits in ...
Dear mom, I'm sorry about the letter I'm writing you, but I've done all I can and there is no more I can do, You see it's your daughter she lost her kids, or should I say she chose another over them thats what she did, Mom I'm sad for the way this all turned out, these kids are so messed up because of her you know what I'm talking about, There's no family members to take them all in, and I think it's so sad that they pay for there mom's sins, Mom I believed she would get better, do the right thing, but you know her she wants to do it her way that sad old song she sings, I'm glad your not here to see them go, mom as bad as they are where ever they wined up I'm sure a better life they will know. It just hurts to say goodbye, all eight of them didn't deserve the life she gave them are deserve the tears they cry, I just hope and pray you watch over them, they will need all the love you can send, You know I did all I could right , and you know and see how my own kids are doing in this fight, Mom like you did her whole life, watch over your daughter and try to help her the rest of her life, for a mother without her kids is what she'll be, and just like them the bright side she will not see, they will all be better off, a home, hope, and a chance just to be, some thing she never gave them that something you gave me, So in closing I'm sad to say, mom I'm sorry it ended this way, Love your son, p.s. I hope up there you get this letter, and your having fun.
Love has been narrated in novels , set to music in songs and expressed in poems with various rhymes: remembering its glories and lamenting its tragedies; but this is the ode I've written for those true life's true heroes, not about someone I've loved and lost, to cherish the miracle of every breath! And many have laid down their lives, so that I can live free and remember the battles they fiercely fought; and who wouldn't shout, in gratefulness, to the blazing skies? Brave ones resting in your decorated graves, God won't forget you when another rainbow reflects all the beautiful colors of your flags waving, at sun-down, over the damp grass where the little daises are blooming; and I have brought the same flowers that you liked to give to your darlings: to thank you for your bravery on the incendiary fields... thinking less of you and more of your countrymen! Dauntless ones, you gave up your precious lives and gone to foreign lands to be vigilant and tough, to allow your children to live their dream in the freest land that Humankind has ever known; and how many envy what they hold in their palms? They are as precious as glaring diamonds, and as beautiful as the brilliantly rising dawn; and be sure that they will defend their freedom at any cost... and fight for it by marching with grace and esteem! And how can an inspirited poet narrate all the great and sad events... if not through the sincere voice of his heart-felt verses? I will not invoke a muse, but a living God to inspire me; and I won't add or take anything away for the sake of honesty! Take heart, sorrowful writer and make the words flow with spontaneity; honor those true life's heroes with your infallible intellect: to eternally preserve their tenacious and noble memory... when others repress it and lay it to an unguarded rest! Copyright 2008 by Andrew Crisci
How was I to know it would end this way? No one told me that I'd lie here, broken and bleeding. All I did for you, All I said was to please you, All I wanted to be was what you wanted... But you just cursed me, lied to me, used me, and beat me. Now I lie here, Woundering why... MY blood is being drank by the greedy ground. As you rip out me heart and spill the blood. Once so full of love and hope, It's now nothing. Sitting, like a balloon thats lost it's breath, My heart shrivels and dies, My skin turns cold, My limbs go numb, Yet with my last breath, I forgive you. For the things that you were hypnotized into doing to me, No body cry over me, For I am now in my Father's arm's in Heaven.
Time within the earth hour was lengthening. The other god was sleeping. Becoming was inviting the death while climbing. Frostbite amputates the memory. Ending without beginning, I was asking the seeker to stop searching the answers. The houses were burning on the road, silence, had a vertical sound, no words, no tongue. Death had tears of blood riding on the horseback it was charging on the wandering incense. SATISH VERMA
In my domain I am the child again lost in labyrinth of stairways unable to find my home. A swarm of bees descends gives anaphylactic shock I am dead in my arms. You carry a dead gorilla on the makeshift scaffold, somewhere a female was beating her chest. Blood on the face of moon my sobs will not stop flowing in muddy streaks in pits of tattoos. Eggs of blue bird were waiting for the mother to come, kids were on doormats. It was always the salt lake. No body was going to drown wolves, sharks and men! SATISH VERMA
I'm sleepy now, sloppy wishing I was little more helpful I feel bad for you and worse cause I can't tell you what do what to say I'm really not the best person to be asking givin my history of events but let's not get into that let's just go to bed
As I walked down the long dirt road the thought of you set me aglow. The sun smiled down, as I said your name then the tears fell like rain. I remembered on that fateful night things weren't good we had a fight. Insults screamed, hateful things said, Then you stormed out and almost drove away, thou the stinging rain, I begged you to stay, and I heard your tires scream as you drove away. I went to bed, and cried myself to sleep, praying, the lord your soul to keep. I was awakened by a shrieking bell, the telephone ringing or maybe the doorbell. I put on my robe and ran to the door, thanking God that he'd kept you safe once more. But when I opened the door, it was not you. There before me stood a man in blue. "I'm sorry", he said, to tell you this way, your true love is dead, nothing else to say. Now as the months pass into years, I still cry a river of tears, mourning the loss of the love we had knowing now it never could of been.
Stacy Lynn I am Temperamental at best Useless bouts of anger Venomous bites of duress I'm really not "that crazy"
driving down the street jamming out to the beat not knowing what we were about to meet the next thing i knew i had fallen asleep waking up to the screeching of tires i pinched myself hoping it was just a bad dream as i feel something grab me pulling me to safety i look back and i see the complete opposite pain blood agony my friends my family nearing death the sound of sirens draw nearer and nearer carting one by one off to the hospital for hope that their lives can be saved sitting int he waiting room pondering why it wasnt me looking death in the eye why must i always be the one standing by why is it my hearts the one to cry too many times its me saing goodbye as the sun starts to rise i jet back home so my parents arent surprised jump in the shower getting ready as if nothing happened during the day my mask is put on the night is when it comes off forced to face reality of the horrifying accident that had just happened every breathe i take feels as though it is not worthy of being breathed what has happened to me why all the lies why all the pain where did the old me go day by day i wait anxiously for the latest news about my friends till finally the out come has arrived marcus will not survive after hearing the news my heart shattered into a million pieces how many more are going to be taken away where am i supose to go from here tear after tear my heart grows with more fear fear of loosing others fear to take off my mask and show the world i am hurting how can this be how can so many people die when it should be me the answer is it was an accident nothing can be changed about what has happened the cure is time and that is what i seem to have a whole lot of
I fell asleep in your arms with no worries, I fell asleep listening to your heartbeat, I fell asleep you your voice saying I Love You. I woke up in your arms, I woke up hearing your heartbeat, I woke up to your voice. Why can't it be that easy to fall asleep to my eyes closing, to my heartbeat, to the music. I fall asleep listening to the rain on the roof, I fall asleep hearing the thunder clash, I fall asleep to the sound of my cry. My silent scream wakes me up in dead sweat, my silent scream wakes me up in tears surrounding my pillow, my silent scream wakes me up in worries. I wish yesterday would come back, so I can fall asleep in your arms; with no worries.
Prerequisit Springtime... All the flowers~ Unsteady so many sunflowers I'm blooming taking home......
i'm single again he don't know why everything was perfect until he made me cry i thought he was a gift a gift from above he cheated on me and now we are failing love
Icons of evolution and loud men made a circle of nihility, leaping high, splashing the black perfume. Nicotine reclaimed ne plus ultra. Lurching thrusts reached nowhere. Dirty fingers held the prosperity. The dialogue of root and earth started a nameless fire. Hunger stunned the leaves, brutalized by unmanaged truths. The sting operated in dark. Let going the lights, phantoms were starving. I saw my face for the first time. I accept my responsibility for closed drapes. Doors were banging in terror and there were sparks on the roof. The blind walls squirmed. It was time for your roadmap to show the lines, sign the winds. SATISH VERMA
his/her eyes fade in the sun light, his/her heart beat doesn't seem right, they look as if they have lost this fight, seems he/she was another in their sight. heart beaten,love struck,now just a sad ending, I watched as his/her world changed from the loving, to them it was love,and that is what he/she was wanting, now the pain in his/her heart beats as if it was never ending. when a love story comes to an end, all that is left is a bitter broken friend, seems as if there heart never unbends, hunted by the love lost and its descend, picking up the pieces of love gone wrong, not willing to move on just wanting to belong, playing it over and over like a sad love song, when your heart breaks it's hard to be strong. as a friend you can't find the right words to say, you need to get over her/him start a new day, we all have been here the pain will go away, love...we all want it, we're just not willing to pay.
now im wishing i was dead i have no point in living i only make you sad why do i have to be this way you say thier is nothing rong but i know thier is i made you hate me for every thing i did so good bye ill leave because i cant live knowing you hate me how can i live knowing that your sad you tried to hard to make me happy but all i could do is get mad at you for no reason well now you hate me thats my fault i guess i should leave befor i hurt anyone else..this was all my falut all you were trying to do was be a good boyfriend while i was out being stupid and imture i guess its my time to say im sorry for every thing i did and now im wishing i never met you because you were more happy that way you cant tell me you weren't because your what you say can prove it if i were you i would hate me too because knowing what i do every day how do you wake up happy when you know its gonna end...
Anguish Battlefields Careless Dying Endless Fighting Guns Heartbreak Instant Jokeless Killing Lifeless Mankind Nowhere Orphans Poison Quarrel Revenge Sickness Terrorism Undergoing Values Why X-treme Young Zone
Life in jail, it's some thing hot, and full of cry. To escape it at all, you have to praise the lord, to over come death. None likes it, policemen and the chiefs, because it's harsh. Life in jail, it's really for cry, learn and change. Prison is death
Roaming down the highway Solely finding his way Treading painful memories Using them for another day Is he really alone?
A young girl Blossom From the Concrete A rose Her Pretty Curls Fallen from the streets I suppose Taken by a loved stranger Her most prized possession Her family doesn't since danger She hides his confession Should she forgive him even though he deceived her Or should she tell the the secret and have nobody believe her She decides to silence herself but til this day it haunts her She thought moving would help but in her dreams he taunts her Maybe it was a good thing that she kept his darkest secret But she has a goal and she's not afraid to reach it
If things were so hard, I wouldn't be here. If things weren't so hard they'd come at an ease. You'd stand up with pride without yelling please. You'd sit at the table with food on your plate. and not on the streets with nothing but fate. So next time you think your life's is to burste, stand up and say someone else has it worse.
love,hope,and fear all the felling i feel tords you i love you for ever i hope we can be together forever and i fear what will happen next.i love for who you are. hope thats you love me for who i am now.fear of you dumping me.love,hope,and fear.happy,sad,or mad... you always make me happy when im with you .im sad when your gone i fell so alone. i get so mad at what you say so easily.i like im the happiest person you will ever know because im dating you.people get sad thier not dating you as i am.lots of people get mad at you for some stupid things you do but they dont know the ways i feel about you.
Remember Me! I Have seen the light, and been granted the key to Heaven. God will not push or pull me , yet he will embrace me with open arms. My world of bright by day, and Dark by night has kept behind my loving ways. Quote me on this for this is what I have to say Please don't mourn me, instead celebrate my life, and remember me as I was. "Forget me not I say" But remember this forever, and always. Now I'm with God in the kingdom of heaven, to help watch over you, and guide you and your family threw your future days. Remember Me!
The separation of the world, it's not at its own! what makes it wrong, it's vividly well known from the bottom of our hearts. Look at me, i am a money grubber who killed my son to get rich quick! He was my father whom i copied to act like mad! but now i'm alone looking for a child. I regret my self for what i did, but really was bad in the eyes of God, and the world at large. Nothing bad in the world, like killing your friend for something small, you can get any time. Oh! nothing bad like money, the source of evil and death, and nothing good like it, the source of joy. Money like love, are more difficult in the world that needs us all to be patience like dogs because they quitted laugh.
I love you so much from the day that we first met. That's a memory ill never forget. we talked and talked a lot on the phone. my thoughts of you i was never alone. we lived so close just down the street. my love for you can never be beat. you moved away so far from me. i miss you so much as you can see. i searched and searched for many years. and when i found you i had these fears. i didn't know if you still loved me. i didn't know if you still cared. i didn't know if you still felt the same. in my world i'm lost. i don't know who's to blame. i want you back in my arms but you say no. i shed my many tears. i always knew i had these fears. we\\\'re still friends so things are ok, but ill love you forever, more and more each day. we talk a lot now even more than before. my heart still aches and its still sore. but i still love you more than you'll ever know. my feelings for you will never go. till the day i die ill be hear for you. my love for you was ever so true. You'll be in my heart even though were far apart. my thoughts of our past always makes me cry. but to you ill never say good-bye. your in my life but just as friends. i think of you often even when the day ends. I'm so happy your hear again. over the phone it'll never end. we keep in touch we talk ever night. ill be here for you even when you think i'm gone. ill never for get you Bryan knight. you were my one and only love! i love you now forever and always!
Since you passed away, a hole in my heart will forever stay. There's nothing more to ask or say, but, Why did God take you away? Sometimes I have to cry, because I never got the chance to say goodbye. Many, many days go by, I can't help but wonder why God let me have you for such a short length of tiime. Though your sister and I cried, because we wished you were by our side. Though we have great pride, because of the memories of good times inside.
living forever seemed like a world to me thinking that everyday would be a adventure never dying always living but its's not im stuck on to one place while everyone around me is dying my loved ones grew old and passed aay imortality not as great as it seems the wrorls grows old as you stay the same never able to experiance the wonders that other people have imortality
Looking back, I wish I could change things that I have done wrong, Then if I did, I'd open my eyes in the morning to the sound of a different song, Sometimes I wish I could have tooken a different turn, Then If I did, I'd wish it was the other way around, Though if I took no turn at all, I'd be headed back to town, Sometimes I wish I could take back the things that I have said, Through my mistakes I have learned to repent, For I have done my share of crimes, Though if I did not learn from my mistakes, two nickels would not equal a dime, When all is said, When all is done we can not change the past, Though we can set our minds to remember good memories that come to pass, Without memories we are not able to tie notts in a rope, That help us pull in the ryes of love that feel us full of hope Lana
Forgotten Son Waiting for you in the darkness Concealed within your womb, I waited Not knowing which way is up and which is down I reach out into the darkness hoping to be found.... But as always you were not there, Not there or anywhere I needed you. Not ever, no never were you there Never did you care. Now my eyes are open, I see you Not much to look at, I see you Hiding behind your lies, I see you Now that I don't need you, I see you With open eyes and a closed fist, I see you!
Amongst the finest silk. Beginning to spill is the milk. Caressing the very fabric. Disgracing the very cosmic. Enjoying the destruction. Fraying the very eruption. Grave driven is the rage. Harboring the scent of sage. Indignant excuse. Jester the abuse. Killing the very soul. Losing all of your control. Milk runs and brands. Open container saves the other strands. Purpose unknown. Questing the very moan. Rendering the very cloth. Sending the sloth. Tending to the mess. Usually they like to make it less. Venders selling gothic souvenirs. Wading to the very fears. Xerox everything in sight Yours to destroy and fight Zeroing in on the very game of playing the average.
The roses on my patio are in bloom but I fear they have a dease. They were hers but shes gone now. Still they are so beautiful It's the middle of May but it's still a gloomy day Cupcake our dog lies in the grass I think she's lonely too. We don't eat. The phone always rings in this hotel but they're only business calls I remember when Tommorow is Sunday there'll be vistors people talking and laughing We only watch. I lost something awhile ago here in this place I want it back Nothing is right. I know a girl, we talk on the phone when I see her it's threw a glass It's safer that way. This house was made with stone but it was built in sand grain by grain it slipped away I need to heal my roses.
Why must you put me on this tight rope/ Why must you stay at my throat/ Why must you bring me all this bad news/ Why must you think I'm coming forward as a fluke/ Why must you take my son away/ Why must you run away/ Why must you bring me all this hurt/ Why must you treat me like dirt/ Why must you make it like I slit your throat/ One thing you got to realize I was there to help you maintain and cope/ So why, why, why must you stay at my throat.
I can hear the wind speak to me oh you why did you come here you knew it was all to goood to be true you knew tha this love was not true or so you thought it was Now you know its not And your broke with no place to go miles away from home
She taught me well my woman of all those years. trust loyality and respect are now being injected threw the eye of a needle filled with deceipt, all of which are designed to manipulate and controll. Seemingly I now stand alone in a cloud of misdirection. Old familur paths lead only back to where I stand now. There are some who have reached out to me and I have taken their hand but I soon let go for I am unsure and I stand alone. What was once a dream come true turned into a nightmare of a lifetime. Answers once obtainable now escape me and awaken in silent screams I am detached. Love honer and respect seem nothing more than contrived distortions of truth. As i mark the time within my mind I am now a stranger in this land.
I arose to the sun beating on my face Stretching out all the aches and pains Rubbing out the old stale tears from all the yesterdays Whipping the sweat of all the left over strength from my pale brow Sitting up, ignoring the pits that bellow beneath my stomach blue Lazily peeling the strand of hair that seemed to hug the side of my lip My lips chapped with defeat and thirsty for just a splash of elegant water Standing up, fighting off the sleepy tingles that creep up the center of my spine Wishing for those few and far between extra minutes that bend my dreams in half A brand new day, awake and still dreaming Walking desperately to the room that hides my flaws Until I glance effortlessly and unwillingly in the mirror that stares back at me Almost stalking me with its lustful glare It is I whom eyeballs that once folded smile I am beautiful in fact-beautiful in part-beautiful instead of dead wonder and amazement. To the cracking sound of the rays pushing through the clouds Like thunder that breaks my heart in two That secret warm wind finds its way to dance in and out of my hair, and my life. A long deep breath, oh that somber crispness that invades all privacy Again peering back at…me. Yellow my teeth have aged and stained For one brief second remembering that piercing pain of my very first and young tooth Adolescence lost I am old with love, old with hate, and old with excellence. Aged to a fine wine, and bitter with the taste of passion My skin, like leather; Tough to break, but has the snap of a whip Thoughts fade in and out, like a wave meeting the shore, it slithers back lost in sand Lost in time, an hour has past and still not dressed Those lingering hints of cheap perfume mixed with 20 years of sex that sleeps within my sheets, with me, under me, and over. I smile at the creases and pruned wrinkles that have invaded my once virgin mouth Only if I could peel this shell, this facade that I've hidden behind,or have grown into. That silver, shinny and brilliant with the essence of once a deep chocolate brown Heavy are those lids that seem to hang beneath my once glamorous lashes, and accented with a miserable gray tint It's ok…I've grown, with that tree outside my door; my leaves too are wilting. Falling with only the beauty of a million laughs and tears Throughout those years I've left behind, but reminisce and savor.
Walking to the park alone in my head all of my thoughts are ABOUT YOU In a cold dark room a warm smile awakens I love the dreams I have ABOUT YOU My heart is racing, its one hell of a rush to feel the way I do ABOUT YOU I can see in your eyes your a force not to be tamed that drives me wild ABOUT YOU If not for these shackles I would scream aloud so everyone would know how I feel ABOUT YOU You mean the world to me so know this now, I would never change one thing ABOUT YOU
You fall, not knowing where it ends, and which way should you follow, your path has no end, and it doesn't know where it begins, you've tasted the sweat of all the tears you cried, and you felt the pain of a man's lie, but still your feelings are completely empty inside. But there you go leaving his love behind, letting your past frequence go, and if he asks you where are you going, thats the thing... you don't know
The fighing,the yelling The cheating of the hurting Of the poeple that cares? Why can't this stop? When We say we're sorry yet it's only going to fly right back in Our faces as you don't care. Why can't this stop? Why is there drama when We don't need it,yet it's there why? Why can't this stop? Why is there war in our Life,as we don't need it in our lifes Why can't this stop? The pain that we get from sadness from the scars of our pain from drama in our lifes Why can't this stop? why is there to much in our life as we don't need it. Why can't we only have peace in our life? Why can't this stop? With the turning of the world as we change. copy right by Amber strong-gilreath
Love those in need of care Fill the hungry with food Coddle the orphan with loads to bare Believe in the misunderstood Help the weak to fend for themselves Help those without cause to believe Excite the poor with prospects of wealth Learn from the wise, teach what you conceive Direct the blind who cannot see Provide the cold with hope & heat Release the caged, set them free Salute those who admit defeat Accept what's written in the stars Believe in fate and destiny Bring peace to those at constant war Shelter the scared, show sympathy Live morals, grace and capability Have faith in the human entity Profit from the song I was born to sing Promise the poet his dreams Wolves in sheep's clothing lingering Not everything is what it seems.
No, I'm not making that promise again nothing can change my mind nothing at all, cause LOVE has a way of coming undone until I'm all alone with my Heart, the pain's all here to stay. "I ALWAYS THOUGHT I'D SEE YOU AGAIN", how it hurts everytime you've crossed my Heart since then, gotta give it all it takes to hold what might have been, and "I ALWAYS THOUGHT I'D SEE YOU AGAIN". Now there's no need to run to the phone, no need to hold your breath hoping it's you, each time I see someone we used to know, or go some place we used to go, it's not the same. "I ALWAYS THOUGHT I'D SEE YOU AGAIN", how it hurts everytime you've crossed my Heart since then, gotta give it all it takes to hold what might have been, and "I ALWAYS THOUGHT I'D SEE YOU AGAIN". LOVE doesn't come when you need LOVE it's no always there when you fall, try as you may you've got nothing to say, nothing at all. "I ALWAYS THOUGHT I'D SEE YOU AGAIN", how it hurts everytime you've crossed my Heart since then, gotta give it all it takes to hold what might have been, and "I ALWAYS THOGUGHT I'D SEE YOU AGAIN", I realized now that "I'M NOT ALWAYS GONNA SEE YOU AGAIN'. THE END
never say i love you if you really don't care never talk about feelings if they aren't really there never hold my hand if your going to break my heart never say you were going to if you don't plan to start never look into my eyes if all you do is lie never say hi if you really mean goodbye if you really mean forever then say you will try never say forever cause forever Makes me cry
Don't tell me not to cry please don't say there was a reason why you don't know what i am feeling or how much i hurt the wet spots are tears on the collar of this shirt you think i should go on with life forget about it and be strong but deep down i am sad and i don't want to go along i don't expect you to understand why for no apparent reason i break down and start to cry my life has changed forever, you see i will never be the same again not today, not tomorrow, but never the best thing you can do is be there just like always, my friend my broken heart is hurting bad and it will never mend
this house i live in why am i here? these people i live with the people i fear. these people dont care for me they bring me tears. these people say they care though but his im not aware. these people make me cry but they dont stop to think why. they dont even try to feel the way i feel inside. sometimes i think i should go bye bye. away from here away from the fear away from the pain that cause me strain but only in vain. i dont deserve this the way i been treated. they hurt me so much they dont even see it. sometime i want to die. they dont stop to ask why. then all the sudden i begain to cry.