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I am a coward with open sores. I write and wonder who it bores. I hear my heart and mind argue repeatedly. I see others carrying out my dreams; that's what's defeated me. I am a coward with open sores. I pretend open doors are closed, and walk the other way. I touch base with the fear in my heart, tearing me apart, leaving nothing to say... I worry the world will leave me. I cry because no one believes in me. I am a coward with open sores. I understand nothing comes easy. I say I'm happy, but even I don't believe me. I dream I am healed and brave. I try to overcome my weaknesses before I'm in my grave. I hope you hear me. I'm on all fours. I am a coward with open sores. © 2011 ~JSLaM ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- * 1st PLACE in Contest "MARCH MADNESS" Sponsored by C. Devonshire 2011 * 1st PLACE in Contest "ONE OFF" Sponsored by Brian Strand 5/11/2011 * 1st PLACE in Contest "BEST EVER" Sponsored by P.D. 2011
Alone in loneliness Amid forever nights And these four walls In faint, whisper soft your name I beg out loud to the nothingness that remains "Please not another nightmare, no more storms" But, answers are merely glimpses of light From lightening... Filtering through the pane Empty sheets... Cast empty shadows on the wall Of places where you used to be Eyes wide open Now asleep, afraid I am to fall Trapped within this never ending dream I cling to all the memories that I have Spinning me closer to where you were, in parallel on the edge The thoughts, like imaginary rubble, comes tumbling passed A fire for you still burning inside Why can't I let go of the tragedies last And silence your unrescued suicidal screams Or is it only the rain falling faster as it taps harder, and harder upon the glass Or is it of your wandering spirit Mockingly knocking? Haunting with its vindications Of "why's" I can never seem to grasp All this amidst lost stares into black windows Where gutters overrunning, burdened by the strains And I swear I see your reflection Among the flashes, tracing out illuminations about your face And for the first time You are noticeably absent of all the worldly pains And your lips releasing out a comfort that for so long I've been seeking As I hear the words echo within my stormy heart "That where you are everything is okay"
A Palindrome, also called Mirrored Poetry, is a poetry type not listed, so I put it under Free Verse. If anyone finds a better categoy for this please let me know. Thomas ______________________________________________________________________ Temptation Temptation And porn replaced love Day after day We are bombarded Sex and beauty Objects over heart Thoughts lustful, confused reality Isolation supplanted communication Clouds out move clarity Facade my life ~Redemption~ Life my facade Clarity move out clouds Communication supplanted isolation Reality confused lustful thoughts Heart over objects Beauty and sex Bombarded are we Day after day Love replaced porn and Temptation
In the hours of twilight Where hazy clouds and earth mix Before the noise of life fills the quiet, I recall half-filled moments Upon fields of spite and an angry wind; Unmoved by repeated hushes Denying the plea of atonement Where pride stalls to cross over the light And bow for life's misgivings. Feeling how this wound scrapes my dreams, A scent of silence lingers within Like the tender hints of Genesis Circling around my blood unbidden... And I count myself as one of the many Who stands on the ridge of blind conceit. Yet, a voice from my inner child rings As my errant wiles hide from fear of rejection... That through some willing desire I begin to wrap my hands---forgive; Releasing the power of serenity. ,,,,,,,,,,,,,, rob carmack's Forgiveness Contest
When I am Colder,Older and then alone... I will collect the sky on my own... When the art has faded and the days then fade- when everyone has gone away... I may finally see what never was saw .....ahhhhhhhhhhhhh............... the quiet sky The unlit room which bares my end...shows the flashes of my pains my joys and sins. This life has been a strange one since the curtains were drawn These paper and plastic figures have clouded the dawn I was once younger,foolish,and obsessed with truth Now I am bitter,sour,dour faced with my heart under shoe The children were all searching or lost in a crowd All weeds in a garden...growing vile and foul Though beauty was sold it never came true Obsessions and vanity have traveled safe through Materials and poison and everything lost have been burned in the fires or lost in the frost I stand face to mirror tearing my being apart Winding thoughts of love,pain,god,and art As the sun sets and the darkness grows I too shall follow this pattern in tow Death has a friendly hand and a pretty face She has given me comfort as I leave this place The wars have occurred,humanity's lost Souls have been burnt in the fire or lost in the frost Day was Life,Night is Death And the latter has given counsel on my final steps
Blood that screams mixes with tears of fears, Over your hypocrisy and useless years. Fresh cuts don't matter - your attentions yet wane. It's just too easy to shut down, I could end this pain. But, escape artists aren't artists at all. When life ends the real journey begins, the journey to be Above imperfection and glorified weakness everyone sees. Life trickles into the drain of the sink, wash it and pretend The veil is burning off,but there is only so much fire can mend Besides, escape artists aren't artists at all.
I never talk to you as much as I should Just to say thank you for all of your gifts I take for granted all that you've given to me Sometimes blaming you for all I have missed And when you come to me I shy away Feigning I can't see you or hear you But no matter where I look you're around me In every vivid color and shape of movement You voice beckoning in all the worldly sounds I even try to hide myself away from you Still you find me wherever I go without effort Cruel and hard or ignorant and fleeting I've been both and you lovingly embrace me Cursing you at the losses washed upon me Your hand generously gives without prejudice Gluttonously taking much more than my fill When I look back you've again filled my cup All the mistakes I have made and will make Many of them knowingly and willingly Still you offer all of your forgiveness If only I will ask as a son should his father I've broken so many of your rules a multitude of times Deceiving myself believing you wouldn't notice Still you offer me everything you have When I lay in the dark at night and examine I hope and fear you and I doubt and pray I hope you can hear me through all the other voices Although I fear you don't listen to me anymore I force myself to doubt your existence Knowing the truth unwilling to admit to it I pray…Dear God…Can you hear me?
Dear Me, I need you to be stronger I need you to never be afraid swallow your pride,and your flight will be softer tell her you love her,even if it hurts Grab onto your dream and live it Do not be afraid of the sun's divinity Be better,love more, hold on. Dear Me, Enjoy every stop of the ride. For when the train finally stops...we die Until we witness the angels dance after final day... Dear Me, hide your fears away
"Lucifer's Laments" By M. Taha Effendi (Dramatic Monologue) Do You not see, Almighty God, How Your order man defied? So base, so vile, so gravely flawed, Yet so consumed by pride! He broke all sacred codes though warned, He dared to pay no heed, He mocked Your words, Your gifts he scorned, He breached what You decreed, Beyond the holy saint's facade, There hides a worthless cheat, A savage beast, a thief, a fraud, The master of deceit, Too weak to tame his lust and greed, To feel remorse, too vain, Power, wealth his only creed, And Your worship he disdains, He quenched his thirst with blood he spilled, In countless wars he waged, Centuries wore on. Millions killed, Civilizations laid to waste, But he prides this life of sin and crime, As he leads himself astray! His humanity lost in his race with time, And by the error of his way, Why then My Lord was I expelled? Was mine a darker sin? I am the angel that rebelled, But is not man my evil twin? To salve his conscience, me he blames, When he himself is full of vice, While in his heart surely he shames, To have staged his own demise, It is a myth his vice I feed, He writes himself his fate, Man: A far more disgusting breed, Not merely my incarnate! (Finalist - International Poetry Soup Contest 2011)
Standing still head's up Retrospect greatest pitfalls Mass consciousness whim Wandering till dawn Waiting brave for the result Less breathe heartless beat Until the mind soar Now is inexplicable Sufferings indeed People grim anew For the best of all Juries Render canny nod Continued service Captivated voter's wit Last laugh never ends.
I am the hypocritical Christian. I say I follow Christ, But I'm still consumed by my demons. I go to church on Sunday, But I refuse to invite someone back. I want to serve on mission, But I'm too afraid to act. They think I read The Bible, But I just fall asleep in it. They think I'm positivity and smiles, But underneath I'm death and addictions. They think I'm clean and pure, But I'm broken and mistaken. I say I'm not worthy of His love, But Jesus will never let me be forsaken. I pray long prayers, But inside they're empty repetition. It might look as if my faith is strong, But my core is too easily shaken. I say the things I'm supposed to say, But don't follow His actions or obey. I speak the truth the church wants to hear, But deep inside on matters I don't know what to believe. I walk in shame as if I'm not good enough To be loved by God and saved through Christ, But there is nothing I could ever do to earn His peace; It's a free gift. I accept; Now forgiven, changed, and released. Thank You God, Thank You Jesus, Thank You Holy Spirit! In Jesus' Holy Name, We pray, Amen!
Marching down life's highway, my feet became very sore I then came upon a sign that read "Heaven's Grocery Store" When I got closer the doors swung open wide Next thing I knew I was standing there inside I saw a flock of angels positioned everywhere They handed me a basket and said, "Child shop with care." Everything a human required was in that grocery store With many commodities to carry, you could always come back for more First I acquired some Patience; Love was in that same row Further down was Understanding, you require that everywhere you go I grabbed a box of Wisdom and Faith, a bag or two And obtained Charity of course but more than just a few And then reached for Courage to help me run this wicked race My basket was almost full but remembered some loving Grace I then chose Salvation for it was advertised as free I tried to collect enough of that for both you and me Then I started to the counter to pay my grocery bill For I thought I had everything to do the Master's will As I went up the aisle, I saw Prayer and proceeded put that in For I knew when I stepped outside I was bound to encounter sin Peace and Joy were plentiful, the last thing on that shelf Song and Praise were hanging near so I just helped myself Then I asked an angel, "Now how much do I owe?" She smiled and said, "Just take them wherever you may go." Again I asked, "No really, how much do I owe?" "My child," she said, "God paid your bill a long time ago."
where were you when my world stopped moving? your hands were there as instruments of pain to inflict raw red burns and wounds that lay hidden and bruised on a child's skin and….. on tender hearts that can't fight back are you haunted buried six feet beneath… as I shivered at night and grinded my teeth? do you think of me and wonder what shreds I managed to piece together of my tattered life? tell me to let go and forget this hurt that winds like poison ivy twisting my heart into a mere tenth of what it could be strangled in a mass of life eating lies and mangled sorrowful soul songs (mourning the sword slashes) you never knew me and would you have cared if you did…would you have wrangled with me hanging on a hook while you dangled me helpless and crying beneath a weeping moon that still watches me with helpless eyes (pity resting there) a child is priceless (innocence is worth more than gold) and taking their lives unforgivable….so I wonder…are you punished do you cry in your darkness knowing what you have done will it pierce a naked sky with madness…. your cry? Or is any semblance of sanity gone buried beneath your shawl of rabid dog bites and sad listless body wasting into the sun as it flows back to earth going nowhere as I flounder in my own broken fate (swimming upstream as I slowly drown) loss cannot be retrieved.....for it is lost and letting go (finding peace) is my way of revenge on you …. so I let go now…I am free of you… and I toss it all back to you careful when you catch it…it burns the skin the hands of destiny are crying out to me I pull that little girl out of darkness and let her see the sunshine again as she smiles in to the light and takes my grown up hand and I will keep her safe from you hate is poison and I let it go….it crushes me no more
A burst of white light gamma rays, overbearing a flash of brilliance burns through to my soul everything is like hell the world starts to melt in the blink of an eye just the cold blackness of night I don't care if I am not again what I once was, for at this moment I am greater now than ever before I took the path between teetering, tight roping walking right up to my right divined in my unholy state I thought I told you I am your king still you sit there, hesitating I know you hate me what does that mean? I hate just about everything still I'm chosen I did not wish before now bow down to me refuse me no more for I shall always be your demon until you accept me as your King. I don't even know you though you say we used to be best of friends, you and me the day you ditched me I remember now exactly how it played out back when we were just tiny things even back then I still was King you thought me stupid just a ruse I would laugh inside, you see? not one of you single, mean people ever even knew me in a world, mostly seen to me that is why only I can be your true King and bring forth a new source of light everlasting. As two worlds collide slowly aligned one wrapped in shadows one bathed in white evils swirling in the clouds above I'll always be the king you love to hate or despise as in your blood I thought I told you, I am the one I am the way, the way out shall be shown breathe in my spirit as it carries you away breathe in my faith it shall carry your empty space and deposit you gently on a cloud just enough higher than you've ever dreamed of for I am king now, and your in my hell your in my imagination, I'll just never tell you'll feel as though dreaming, you'll feel now if you try and see you were always found the most shared in the light cast upon me the last bright star in heaven. Denounce my name, if you may One year later, still not afraid A black sheep, a darkened spade That's just life, I'm not right I'm in the wrong, follow along Like a piper, I'll pitch a song Mesmerized, the weak wills sing I thought he told you, he's still our king.
All the colors that my eyes see Seem to become a part of me The red that bleeds my angry days The gray that shades my darkest ways The green forest that brings me ease The purple tracks from my disease Toni's black outfit fills my nights Faith is now my pillow of white Colors lead to one conclusion The rainbow is God's illusion Through the rainbow what my eyes see I perceive immorality For within the words that I write The will in man to face the fight To change his life and learn to be A child of God proud and free Everyone perceives, as they will I can only write what I feel I feel these colors in my soul God's rainbow leads to streets of gold Of all I do and all I see These colors bring me harmony Harmonic balance brings me peace For all my dreams are now in reach Protected by the flaming sword I accept Christ to be my Lord Of all I do and all I feel I am a servant to his will It is the Lord who yields my pen All the glory I give to him In my words can you not perceive? Gods rainbow truly brings me ease Harmony now lives in my soul See serving God has made me whole
There was a time in America, when the Bible was taught in the schools. The ten commandments were displayed, as "God's set of rules." There was a time in America, where the cross could be displayed. Even in public places, people came together and prayed. There was a time in America, there was no "church and state" separation. As people all across this country asked God to help this nation. There was a time in America, where people knew right from wrong. You could see it in the way they lived, and could here it in their song. There was a time in America where one was proud to be a Christian. One could take stand for holiness, without coming under "suspicion." There was a time in America, when mom and dad were together… Now, any kind of a commitment to marriage seems lost forever There was a time in America, where many were proud of "tradition." There seems to be a lack of any kind of "spiritual nutrition." There was a time in America, where so many could proudly say; "I'm going to read the bible and go to church on Sunday." This is the time for America, to wake up and try to understand. We need to seek God right now! All over this land! This is the time for America, to listen and begin to hear… The coming of our Lord is drawing ever so near! NOW is the time to seek the Lord, while he may be found! The word of God needs to be read in every city and town! Won't you too seek God and listen to his voice today? Simply give him your heart and life… This could be YOUR day! By Jim Pemberton
Lord, I Praise And Worship Your Name! Lord, I praise, worship and honor your name! Into my heart… I invite you to rule and reign! Lord, I give you my love and attention! You have set me in a new direction! Lord, it is you that brings a daily reminder… Your grace and mercy is so tender and kinder! Lord, I humbly raise my hands in adoration… And lift you up in worship and exaltation! Lord, Jesus… You are the one I need this day! I appreciate you much more than words can say! Lord Jesus… Thanks for all you've done already. When your trumpet sounds… I want to be ready! Dear Jesus, take my life and my way of living! All that I have… To you I am giving! You are and will always be the one for me! How I long to be with you for eternity! By Jim Pemberton
As I surmise all that is me strewn and cluttered, My conscious lies casually shorn and shuttered, For here lie the spoils of stubborn iniquity, I shuffle and toil, floundering in frailty. Oh what great havoc, what conscious so lewd, Creates such traffic which now spoils the fruit, Of truly righteous deeds committed by a scurrilous man, Of whom I could no better know, no better understand, For this terribly lost and forever forlorn soul, Is none other than me shivering and sniveling so, And as helpless as I suddenly appear to be, I now understand the strength pride provides so easily, For there is purpose in pride, yet none in shame, As ambition carries us blind to who's at blame, And just where is the woe when the devil may care, For we are soon found alone, our conscious left bare, And as I embark into this desolate place, My horrors so dark, my fears crimson in taste, Forward I race into the perilous pit, With none other to blame for this simple life I quit.
Greater Love I shivered and watched him as the snow fell Frail, tattered clothes, bearded, no shoes, but--smell! I thought--what a contrast--comparing sights, But love was a lesson I'd learn that night! Not from plastic steeples or rhetoric, Philanthropy or emotional trick... I would learn to look in my own mirror For compassion, mercy, empathy--clearer. This complex multiple of nature lives In dying daily to Ego-------Forgives! Then I saw neither black, white, red nor green, But only insolence and heard him scream: "Get away from us! You Freak! Reprobate!" Then with his cane, knocked him down--oh such hate! Top hat and tails perched with pride by the door Assisting the dilatant he adored. Snow was a gossamer curtain all 'round. Vision obscured even steps on the ground. Lights came from nowhere as they crossed the street, Aimed for the dilatant--innocent, sweet. Watching I saw from the shadows immerge Sprinting like 'Coldstream Guard'--out past the curb, That same man, pushing the dilatant fair Out of harms way as he flew in mid-air. Emerging unscathed from the ice and snow: "Who was that man? Tell me! I want to know!" The crowd huddled 'round like a football team Gawking with questions of what they had seen. A donor card was his only ID. No name--just a wish--was all they could see. Donor card cashed in...Science and query... A grave in an obscure cemetery, With small unadorned head-marker amends: "Greater love has no man than this, that he lay down his life for his friends." 5/14/2012 deborah burch© *For Michael's "No Names on This Love Contest"
Looking dead at me in this smeared mirror... a lost man tormented face red brittle and teared stacking excuses the longer I stare this stress abuses my conscience with a glare a guilty reflection warns my mind is the prison I fear as I long to escape from the hell I dwell in right here who have I become? what have I done right? crossroads appear suddenly as fog fills the mirror tonight darkness owning the room, prefers I suffer slow so I proceed with speed because it's the only way I know tasteless stories flood my life's hard bound chapters while this smeared mirror reflects tears dripping from a face which was once filled with laughter.
Inner sanctuary envision harmony and mental clarity focus on a journey of possibility Meditate on transformation and awareness of inner state peace and healing Constructive thought instruct your mind to redirect the lost and struggling inner voice Where you can't see the wood for the trees under your nose is the path of freedom wholeness Put aside perceived struggles revitalize, relax, respond to body, mind, heart and spirit Intuition, introspection and spiritual renewal bring about personal healing and conscious awakening Stillness of mind – concentration Thoughts of the subconcious and subliminal beyond all negativity away from all interuption To allow time for self communication and expression of inner self Senses – awareness of scent, sight, sound, taste and touch Healing hands of the medical profession or alternative therapy ambiance, temperature, oils, music, sounds and sights of nature or universe realisation comes in various form and shape causing us to feel life in fullest expression Connecting – whispers of wind radiating everpresent warmth of sun a blanket of love and light comforts consoles over and through the cosmos rippling infinately through infinity outwards, onwards connecting right back into where we are at right now unmoved unchanged and as we were Wise – responsible courageous allowed to let go of need to be judgemental or be judged let go of controlling enable trust wisdom and humility intelligence of knowing others wisdom of knowing self strength in mastering others power to master oneself Energy -breath, force, spirit, soul, God, universe – whatever – doesn't matter how you refer to it on personal level energy, balance, light, sound, vibration, peace centered self – stillness – silent – eternal – to have enough is a richness in itself accept appreciate and acknowledge oneself
List of things to do before I fall in love again I allow my mind to take me Into the A wild opened fields where the grass is turning brown in spots ^ There's one Wild flower And Dozens of Scattered pebbles, Under my feet ^ Taunted memories, Bare trees with bend trunks A cool breeze washes my face No more umbrella tree To relief me from Ray of the sun I squint from the sun in my eyes ^ To Think of the ghost in my past Or to deal with the Ray of the sun ^ Lists of things to do before I fall I love again Buried the pain Low the drawbridge or Keep the enemy out ^ I want to be happier Than I've ever been To Fall in love again ^ I buried Painful memories Under the bare umbrella trees
Futility my heart breathes its last breath Embraces its own death Ready to be reborn and made anew Can't live a lie Refuse to "do" and I'll DIE.... Focus now on why I'll live And never touch the sky. I have to forget you I have to reject you But I will never love anyone like I loved you..... I heard you whisper and you never knew it I wiped the tears from your eyes But you couldn't feel it You're lost and you'll never find you And neither will I And I'm so sorry-- but I'm NOT. I'll attempt to reset Try to forget But you know, I never will. Be my dirty little secret My very worst-kept secret Sweet, smooth, beautiful poison My infernal and endless attraction towards complete and utter self-destruction I fell in love with the devil And it will take one heck of an angel To save me from the likes of you.... My addiction my confusion my nightmare my dream never to come true Oh, I'll never forget the times we never shared I'll never forget how you were never there Always me, the stars, and tears And I ask you, what kind of life is THAT? I have to face the facts I don't know what happens now but it happens without you. The stains will always be there the scars will never fade But the memory of you---- it HAS to. I could carry the torch forever But it would only consume me I can't cry another tear for you Or I'll dry up completely It doesn't affect you and you never deserved me You'll go on with your life, too All, all alone Because you'll only ever be in love with you.
I slept full of hope and dreams I awoke empty and forgotten Careless as I was back then Morning sounds swirling in my ears Pointless thoughts filling my head "She can." but will she ever again "She is." though no longer for me I stood alone and stiff I walked slow and without purpose Careless as I was back then The smell of spring mingled with sunshine as the touch of day warmed me no more "I was." but I threw it all away "I did." though I do not know why I hoped for a day without me I cried where no one could see Careless as I was back then Was this longing joyless and caretaking awaiting its chance to bring me home again Or was I lost forever here like a wounded angel Despaired and angry the evening came again Without warning Without love Without consumption Without her "In her arms," I wondered as the sun slipped away "would I feel whole again?" my hurt had wasted another day I laid down empty and forgotten I slept full of hope and dreams Careless as I was back then
Smokeless inhales hurt. I cough tar on my shirt. As my black lungs breathe, Shrilling exhales wheeze. Cabrona Falls me Down to My knees. The nicotine cracks My will. My composure Spills. I want This. I must Have this. I sink Into The brink Of madness.
Here in this room again mind's racing the fan on low… and I'm not to be trusted can't be left alone here with shot gun temples and a soul full of fear no worse place than now I can't yell it more clearly I beg for your attention but I can't stand you near me contradiction swimming in the blood of my veins I'd cut off my hands to send toxins to drain I'm gutless yet I'm too gutsy for action say that in public imagine the reaction I sit in whirl pools but I've always hated heat and claim to take a stand but I'm lazy at my seat and I'm always on time as I miss the bus again I lie in your face with a devilish grin I'm harmless and swear I didn't mean it I talk about my conscience still I've never seen it in a world of swirling confusions I'm stuck on the spin cycle madness, creating contusions my game's not over I need a fresh start I'm begging for new blood cus' I've got a good heart
How Many? That night within the garden lost, How many tears were spent In search of love at any cost? How many hearts were rent? Sin for a sin the coins were tossed! How many lusts were vent To quench the unrelented--mossed? How many paid a cent? In destination's final dross, How many souls repent-- Escaping payment with The Cross? How many knew Him sent? ~deborah burch©10/21/2006© re-post 4/21/2012
The words drip from your lips Like water from a faucet The lies and fables Is screeching to unfold The truth will set you free If not in bondage you will be So lift the veil on every secret and every lie Your wings flap free You will soar so high…
Through them one can see an ocean. Her ocean. It's there beyond. Beyond the stars. The stars in her eyes. Upon her sea there are no boats. If you wade too far, there is no hope of rescue. Still where her beaches are, there's warm soft sand. For her to walk. Peaceful and calm. Save the gentle breeze tickling her arm. Save the calls of the sea gulls. She holds some wet stones cupped in her left hand. Shiny and sparkling. But, not always beautiful. Not always smooth and soothing to touch. She contemplates each in turn. Her collection. Then she gazes out upon the ocean and above it to the stars. The stars beyond. And so, they are reflected there. Forever reflected there in her eyes.
Deal with your servant according to your love and teach me your decrees And the Lord said unto me, "Rise above your own despair" "Offer your soul unto me; I will free you of this Prison cell" I ask Lord how can this be, "this cell is my home it is all I have left" As suddenly as flowers bloom in the spring, I was free inside The tears fell like two giant waterfalls cascading down my face And the Lord ask of me, "Take pen in hand and seek what you desire" From inside a Prison cell I was set free within; filled with the Holy Ghost Page by page I started seeking the truth as fiery tongues filled my pages Through the Lord a violent inmate was placed in a cell, by his grace The man who walked out of that cell," I am Poet, A child of God" This poem was written for Brian's contest
The Bible Is The Inspired Word of God! I heard someone say "the Bible was written by man." But there's a truth I don't think he understands. God used man to simply be an "inspired instrument." This was more than some type of "experiment." God used many different people from various places. He used them from both the Jewish and Gentile races! Though the words spanned a long period of time… They were written with all of us in mind! It was as if God himself had taken the pen. He spoke directly through different men. All of the books are together with a common goal. To bring the words of God to the common soul. I would encourage to read the Bible for your direction. Allow God's words to daily be your inspiration! Won't you read from Genesis through Revelation? You can learn about God's gift of salvation! The Bible speaks of God's love and holiness too! And speaks to the heart of how much HE LOVES YOU! You can also learn about eternity in a heavenly mansion! Your life can receive a blessed "abundant life expansion!" Through the words of Christ, you'll be blessed! As you find in him a comfort and a haven of rest! I invite you to read and apply God's truth today! And be transformed by what he really has to say! By applying Biblical principles in how you're living! You'll be blessed by the awesome words God is giving! By Jim Pemberton
Forgiveness by Amy Swanson 12/2008 I know that I'm not perfect make mistakes from time to time but the largest err I've made was not forgiving you this time. You're the one that always makes a smile out of my frown Emotions, though, got in the way; I fear I've let you down. I hid my heart so selfishly and distant, from your view I could not bear to hurt again and so, stayed mad at you I let myself forget the good and happy things we were instead I've been so negative, our memories a blur. I thought no longer you recalled the pleasance of our youth, had traded years of loyalty with new and bitter truth, But yesterday you smiled at me - I saw within your eyes A spark that was meant just for me, there would be no goodbyes And then we laughed, you held my hand and gave my lips your kiss. We talked about so many things, a long-due reminisce I felt I'd found you once again my hero, my best friend; Whatever this world throws at us, together, we'll transcend. The life we share means more to me Than old misunderstandings I won't subject our love, our trust, to childish meanderings. Once you broke my heart, But also I've hurt you... So please, forgive my foolishness; And I'll forgive yours too.
"GO FETCH" Call me whatever to suit your moods Lay me out with cuss words, "give me the goods" Scandalize my name every place you go "It's a dog eat dog world" but I hate that flow So scatter your venom to the four winds of earth Burn the night oil you may hang in dirt While hours creep I lie comfortable in my bed Dead to this world, I fall asleep, well fed Like a kid after a long, hot day in the pool In "the dog days of summer", keeping cool Each day with a clean heart, I go on my way Often, "happy as a flea in a dog house", I stay! My preference sometimes is to "let sleeping dogs lie" As this is one baggage, I will not carry 'til I die No lasting affect do your words have on me Wishing you and yours only the best, you see I know who I am, and keep malice at bay Fervently I believe that " every dog has its day"
Never said yes And no chance to say no Both inebriated So you thought that was the chance for you to go No violence from what I remember I woke up in the midst Too messed up to say a word Or know the order of events I dont even know the face I only thought it was you And you say it was him, too My self feels so displaced Should've paid attention to the signs But was too naive Invite me somewhere unfamiliar And use the tricks up your sleeve Just to get off You shatter the outlook of a young girl Just to get off You put a curtain over my world Due to your ill wishes and your sickness I was too dumb to speak Too embarrassed, too ashamed I thought it was defeat After one realization came another Eventually, nothing is at it seems While growing up you're given lessons With age wisdom gets more keen I can forgive but won't forget I've also gained through your deception I've learned not to lose all hope through this Uninvited infection
I have learned the hard way that people aren't always what they seem, They look you in the eye, shake your hand, then take you to the cleaners. It's been many a year that I have thought on this theme, Ever since I was one of those who got caught by these schemers. It would not be so bad if we could just open our eyes to see, That they have no ones interest in anything but their own. Perhaps that is the way it was and always will be, At least until we have had that experience in our lives sown. It is difficult to learn to trust anyone who comes to you, Since you now look at everyone with a skepticism and mistrust. But, there is one hope in all of this to take away that jaded view, A hope that has always lain before us in the dust. It was preached to us in many a form and style, The Bible, Koran, other great works of religious zeal. We have had the words written down for quite a while, Yet, I wonder if those of us who read them really feel. The great commandment to love God with your whole being, Has been a message that comes through the ages. And to love one's neighbor as you do yourself has more meaning, Only if we try...for this is the yardstick by which the Lord gauges. As for those who take advantage of others who cannot see, I feel sorrow for them...for they have lost touch with life. They may have great wealth, or possessions, or think they're happy, But the Lord will meet out His justice to them for causing others strife. As for me, it seems I have been on a long journey and I'm tired, Tired of watching these villains prey and profit on the ones with naivete and weakness. Preying on the young, the old, the sick, and those who aspired... I was once a victim, but have now can only offer forgiveness. It has taken a long time for me to reach this end, As I once was so consumed by the sting of the hurt and anger. On reflection, the only one who was hurt by my not wanting to mend, Was me...my loved ones...my family...places where I no longer linger. I write this now because it seems a necessity for me, To express my feeling and thoughts on a life that was truly dead. And to you who read this I have but one plea, Say a silent prayer for my forgiveness from the Lord, when you bow your head.
As time reached and Survived me Out of the hand's of Inequity The meaning of My being of -Thee- Making of the concept Of God hath humbled Me Streching all of the Outer-bounds' Of reality GF
How dark the night that sends the soul To depths of vain retreat And wallows in the thunder's roll Of past infringed defeat How light the breeze that lifts the soul When taken aught is cleansed No burden left to take its toll On hearts upon the mend How bright the day that lifts the heart Though clouds berail at will With kindnesses they're made to part And hushed forever still. deborah burch© 10/16/2006 3/27/2012
I'm So Thankful That Christ Saved Me! I'm so thankful that Christ chose to save me! I'm grateful for the life that he gave me! I'm so thankful for extending his warm embrace! And for planting my life on a solid place! I'm so thankful for all that God is doing! His spirit in my life is what he is renewing! I'm thankful for the opportunity to be one of his own! I ask for his blessing in my life and home! I'm forever grateful for his sacrifice on the cross! He is my hope! When all seems hopeless and lost! Thank you my Lord for being so gracious to me! You have given me your grace abundantly! Thank you Jesus for being my friend! How I love you again and again! You are the one that I cherish and adore! You've given me hope and peace and so much more! By Jim Pemberton
So, what do you have to tell me, Oh little girl, my little girl? Oh what do you have to tell me that brings wholeness to our world? ~~~ I was not born all filled with fear, I was not born for hate I did not arrive upon this world too early or too late ~~~ Oh, little girl, you need not cry, Your sadness is from years gone by Take heart, my sweet and gentle one at last our freedom has begun For you're still here, you did not die I am you and you are I
From The Time After God's Creation… From the time after God's beautiful creation… Between man and God… Sin has caused a separation! When God looked down upon all of mankind. Fellowship with man was what he had in mind! We were all created to bring honor to his name. But sin has brought much wickedness and shame! Sin has created an enormous "moral cavity." Mankind has reached an "immoral depravity!" Through God's son, a way has been made. His life for yours, on Calvary, was paid! Though mankind sinned, God didn't forget us! Jesus is here right now! He never left us! Through Christ' blood, our lives can be cleansed! A new life in Christ is where victory begins! Won't you come to the Lord who created you? It is no secret how much he loves you! Won't you come? Why there's still time? God has a purpose and a plan with you in mind! His grace and love can change you throughout! Knowing Jesus is what true life is all about! By Jim Pemberton
Part 1 Onion the delicacy of friendship I found you in the flowers Standing tall we become one Looking down from gangly towers Squash, you burn, you pillage, son. Follow me you say in tongues Thy shallow mind reveal me tell Whisper lies clean load the guns I feel the burn I rot in hell Friend folly menacing the liar I loathe this coffin how it leaks Dear foe you raped me set on fire The onion peal itself and weeps Part 2 Traitor dear monkey boy Older eyes eat themselves, glance and kill the other Unified in the dance, they steer the musty rudder. Pained and sweeter deeper wells, poised buckets drunk with water. Singled out the one that dried, handed weights to pull him under. Wiser times capture the mind, death justifies dishonor. Knife slice neat through the devil's back, who stares blank and milks the udder. Part 3 Tempest patron saint Inside this box Goodbye tempestuous fall My puppet of steel coiled thread Smashed buttons and twisted dread, Alarm these doors, and Escape this delusive bunker bed Stamp the spiders Thief, vulture of the deflection The mocking patron of the sinners Erase this affliction Relating inward at the reflection Rise you fool Part 4 Phoenix i love you close the grip cinched hematic grip drenched, clawing seeking the sheave becoming the counterweight i absorb, now extracting the heat rise like a phoenix away to be gone to be free fix me! i have fixed me i am alive and i love you Part 5 Aye, Damager Abolish her state of disrepair Scattered, spattered drippy thoughts All around this box of soused leaves Soak, ferment in the faith of our love I can't fix this, you know I loathe this misunderstanding Of what I am speaking, projecting To me, Aye Damager, to you This devil in me turned and twisted A wrecked elevator in rejection Years locked painfully aware ...
I Exalt You, My God! I will exalt you! My God and king! And worship your name above EVERYTHING! Forever and ever I will bless your name! Your goodness in my life, I seek to obtain. Every day I will bless your name forever. Your path of righteousness, I choose to endeavor! Great is the Lord! Your greatness is unsearchable! You rule by your word… Your divine principle… One generation will praise your works to another. And shall declare your awesome deeds together! I will speak of the honor of your majesty. Not to do so, would be a "spiritual tragedy." Men shall speak loudly of your awesome acts. What you do, I neither question or ask. I will declare my God's greatness each day. And will listen to the words he has to say! He rules the earth and heavens above. All of creation declares his great acts of love! Won't you listen to God's humble plea? Knowing how much he loves you and me? He has a purpose for me and you that is evident. And offers to all… Eternal life in a heavenly residence! By Jim Pemberton Read Psalms 145:1-6
i think of the miles and streets i crossed to bump into you and i smile now because i realize that until you lifted your head to see where you were going you could never see me coming
It is impossible to please........................................................................EVERYONE like a Queen bee fat and almost legless trying to hold together her world she...DOES not see for she can not move freely and her mind does................................NOT focus on the abundant need of each to....................................................HAVE for the many need sustenance................................................................TO thrive, feeling the plight of.....................................................................LIKE beings whose each task, small or large, deserve the same respect as do.........YOU
This Load I Carry… Along the road of life, I carry a large load… It feels quite heavy… As I travel a "bumpy" road. This load I carry is often difficult to bear… At times, I stumble… And caught "unaware…" The trials and hardships of life… I shall endure… I'll try to stay on a path that is "safe" and "secure." There are times, however, when I get in a hurry... As the storms of life often cause a "flurry." During my travel… As I look up to the darkened skies… I can almost look into my heavenly father's eyes… As God reaches down his arms so strong… He's there to lead me when things go wrong. The Lord is there to help with my heavy burden… He's also my guiding light… I am most certain! The Lord is my shepherd and is with me where I go… He's brought strength and rest for my weary soul. This load I carry may be full of so many things… But grows lighter because of the love that God brings! By Jim Pemberton
Lord, I believe in You and myself, With You I can do almost anything. Even if I'm overweight... I believe You'll keep me alive until the day You want me back home with you. I'm sorry for my sins And all of us are imperfect humans: Debating about beliefs, greedy thieves, And everything else you hate. So please forgive all of us and open the gate To Your Heavenly Kingdom. Have Your Son save us all. Sometimes I believe I don't deserve You And Your Promise for Eternity, But Your Son's words reassure me. I feel scared of the destruction in Your Revelation, But remember You'll keep me safe If I just forever keep my faith.
I see pain in their eyes. I hear sorrow in their cries. Inside I break and cry alone, with my eyes of fire and heart of stone. No matter how much pain I feel I am sure that I will always deal the way I know..alone with my eyes of fire and heart of stone. Others may not know the fear. They know just what they see or hear. I come off cruel and cold. Inside I'm not...I'm just not bold. I have to thank my mother for the love she's never shown The one thing that she did give me... her eyes of fire and heart of stone.
Rebuilding a bridge that was blown asunder, Should we start from above or way down under? Is it really too late to try once again? For the two of us to call each other friend? A heated discussion, words said in anger, Is how our friendship got into danger. If we had only taken time to think before we spoke, Maybe our friendship would not have broke. We can not retract what we did in the past, We can only start over and make it last. I miss your smile - the warmth or your heart, May we try once again or do we just stay apart?
I whisked the heavens for a soothing sign Swirled moonlight of Luna's crescent smile Searching for redemption's last sinew That a wounded love faithfully clings to I asked the stars for strength of sterling sight To illuminate the missteps of a fractured mind Trapped in a glass garden of Eden's broken heart Fragrant pieces of her sorrow carved into mine I tasted the poison of regurgitated resolve Memories marinating on the tip of my teething tongue But forgiveness does not dangle on unspoken words Which need not be poetic, but merely heard
God Beautifully Created Us! God beautifully created us with unique features. Because of sin, we've become fallen creatures. God deigned us to have fellowship with him! But that was broken, on account of SIN! God formed us out of the dust of the ground… His wonderful creation was made all around! God had a purpose and a plan in mind. He wanted to be a part of mankind. This was broken because of Adam and Eve's fall. But through Christ… He's made a way after all! Through Christ we have access to God's throne. He died for us so we can make heaven our home! His gift of mercy is for all to receive! Won't you accept him? And believe? By Jim Pemberton
What lies behind a conscious mind, That contemplates on suicide. What passing fear just won't subside, To make them want to stop this ride? What makes a person feel such pain? To take a life seems so insane, For what sole purpose be so vain? What problem couldn't time soon wane? Who knows what lie's in store for us, If there's a hell, then what's the rush? And if there's nothing but death's touch, Then how could all your problems hush? Life often has it's ups and downs, Wait long enough and ups come round. You'll find that life is quite profound, It's lessons leave much to expound. So, whatever pain and sorrow brings, It's not worth cutting life's short string. Just focus on the little things - And watch, you'll find a song to sing.
Joseph His servant Enslaved by those in the dark A female falsely accused Delivered by God Displayed a heart of pure gold True testament of God's love Comments: One does not have to look too far in today's society to find a modern day Joseph. The Sedoka is an unrhymed poem made up of two three-line poems called a katauta with the following syllable counts: 5/7/7, 5/7/7. A Sedoka, pair of katauta as a single poem, may address the same subject from differing perspectives. The katauta is an unrhymed three-line poem with the following syllable counts: 5/7/7. This Sedoka highlights Joseph, God's noble servant and dreamer
I feel the tears come as I half close my eyes A familiar old song plays in the background as my personal torment grinds down the old bones of wounds not yet healed I carry the burden of my actions with few or little outlets My brain is turned to broil, hotter than hell and ready to burn Rest is all I truly crave, I beg anyone of you, when will it be my turn Dark forces are at work tonight, the embers burn down low Time is my enemy, a constant confrontation, it moves so bloody slow As I watch the moon rise over the mountains tonight, my angry festering thoughts move to you My confidant, my only true friend, my partner in crime I am hurting deeply and I can't get what I need, to stick to you like glue My outside shell is strong as ever, determined to stand strong, resistant to attack, ready to conceal My inner portion, soft and vulnerable is torn apart, bleeding and wounded now, ready to reveal
A Mother's Love… How precious is the love of a mother's heart! Even as a child… It's there from the start. A mother's love knows no boundary or limit. It's often shown by how much the mother gives it! Whether her children are young or growing old… And whatever circumstances in life may unfold… Her love is continually a solid foundation… That can't be removed, torn or shaken. Her love is what is a "guiding force…" Even if her children's lives stray "off course." I'm thankful for the love my mother's given… It's surely influenced the way I've been livin'! To all of our mothers across our great nation… May we show them our love and appreciation! Their love has stood and endured the test of time… I'm so glad that one of them is MINE! By Jim Pemberton
If today was my last day, I would tell my friends, family and even my foes how much they have influenced my life; if today was my last day, I would embrace the weather whether it is winter or summer; if today was my last day, I would offer apologies to those I have offended and to those I have hurt; if today was my last day, I would ensure that the people left behind know that I love them and that the life I lived was a blissful one; if today was my last day, I would thank the Lord for giving me the time on earth and be wishful that I have accomplished all that He has set out for me from birth; if today was my last day, I would want it to be a day of no regrets, a day where there is more laughter than tears if today I took my last breath I would want it to be a day, where I smelled the flowers, where I glance at Table Mountain for the last time and whisper Lord, I was truly blessed… Contest: If I had just one day left to live Placed: 5th
Loyalty One self Virtuous Eternity
Hello Friends... I suffer from Severe Bi-Polar Disorder and this submission was inspired by actual events that occured during one of my especially critical manic episodes. Be sure and read Part 1 first so as to get the true gist of the poem and leave your comments here on the Part 2 submission. Thank you for allowing me to share my pain for pain shared is pain diminished. Me, Myself, and I... (continued) "Your, (Or "Our"), symptoms seem to intermit And the fact that "You're," ("We're"), a hypocrite Tis no wonder we're having such problems with diagnosis" Then "I" had an idea so grand To dispense with this at my own hand A self-inflicted coup de grace would be my prognosis So while the "Me" and the "Myself" squabbled With courage newly cobbled "I" spotted the dresser drawer and made my run With fingers fiercely fumbling Whilst they continued grumbling "I" produced from the depths of the drawer a shiny gun And now my life, though ill-fated Was soon to be vindicated This would affect us all equally the same Would be no myself or me No you, him, us, or we But an inclusive all would be to blame It took me a moment to figure Out the safety on the trigger Then "I," (or "Us"), prepared to do the dirty deed Then the barrel found my temple And as it settled into the dimple A still small voice did my "selves" choose to heed Hence a moment of clarity Harkened me to posterity And I thought what a legacy to leave behind "Can't we all find a way To save this miserable day And avoid a broken body for someone to find" And then deep within my soul I felt and heard a simple drum roll And the differing sides of me just subsided And with my mind now as one I worked to get this all undone The whole business of this stuff I derided And tis now true of fact That I survived this ordeal intact And lived to raise my face unto the sky And here now as it ends I find I've made good friends With the "Me", the "Myself," and the "I" Thank you for taking the time to share in my poetry. Please feel free to leave your thoughts or comments here on this page. J. Scott Burns...
What Is This Church All About? Is this church meant for people like me? Is this where God really wants me to be? They claim to be filled with God's spirit. When it comes to HIS truth... Can they give it? I'm sure there's many who come and attend It's more than "church on Sunday," that we must spend! We must reach out to the lost and the oppressed! After all, Christ gave us his very best! May we all preach the gospel and God's holiness! And strive to seek his awesome righteousness! Living for Jesus must be a daily walk and experience! Not simply based on our "ambitious self appearance." God isn't interested in a denomination or a title… He wants to know… Do we really believe the Bible? He's not interested in the money put in the offering plate. He wants to know; "Are you ready to enter heaven's gate?" May we strive to serve Jesus with a zeal and passion! And be filled with his holiness and compassion! May we serve Jesus from a heart of humbled confession! And making our commitment to him, our #1 possession! "Unless the Lord builds the house." They labor in vain that build it! Let's seek the power of God! May his presence completely fill it!! By Jim Pemberton
A full heart chokes too full to feel anything but broken. Seems all is lost and only phantoms linger must I remain? A hollow husk, a remnant yet, engorged and choking on maudlin memories lingering I cannot stop the feelings the haunted thoughts of loss surrounded by what's broken. Rise up, wrap, beribboned breaks yes, I must remain for others have a need not lost in pointless, pitiful sobs and choking. Regain, search, reform to feel the worth of love which lingers. A man child grown who has lingered past the vows which broke too full, still, with anger of his own to feel I must remain anxious, prone, and choking for forgiveness must not be lost. Let it be forgiveness loosing let sweet reminiscence linger un-choked let the bond of love live unbroken though soon I must go and he remain and naught will be left to feel. For there are many types of feelings and many ways to lose what remains what lingers the broken chokings. Be gone death and loss remain but joy a lingering repair my broken life un-choked by grief.
"…when power narrows the areas of man's concern, poetry reminds him of the richness and diversity of his existence…" —John F. Kennedy Medieval misery crushing citizens; Shackled: grueling, clanging, negativity Middle Passage past, plaguing, yet frightens; Intense insanity—gangs captivity! Draining dreams and desires from hearts—slashed: Ancestral destruction, devastating; Bones protruding from ribs, weakening—lashed; Sight yet sickening, distraught, disgusting! Will God speak in molding humanity? Will His divine grace cleanse such evil souls? Self posed dictators, fool's insanity Greed in governing—crushing others' souls! Where art thou, Master of the Universe? Hold not thy hands while the poor suffer worst! ~~~~~~~~~~~***********~~~~~~~~~~~ © Joseph, 10/1/08 © All Rights Reserved ~~~~~~~~~~~***********~~~~~~~~~~~ Semi finalist contestant 292 out of 887 submissions June 1, 2009 International Contest ~~~~~~~~~~~***********~~~~~~~~~~~ Joseph S. Spence, Sr., is the author of "The Awakened One Poetics" (2009), which is published in seven different languages. He invented the Epulaeryu poetry form, which focuses on succulent cuisines and drinks. He is published in various forums, including the World Haiku Association; Poetinis Druskininku, Milwaukee Area College, Phoenix Magazine; Möbius Poetry, and Taj Mahal Review to name a few. Joseph is a Goodwill Ambassador for the state of Arkansas, USA, a college faculty, and a military veteran. ~~~~~~~~~~~***********~~~~~~~~~~~
May the Love of Jesus Touch You! May the love of Jesus bless and touch you! May his presence be with and uplift you! May the joys of the love make you complete! And touch you, from your head to your feet! May the glory of the lord be with and keep you! His majestic power can really touch you! May the words that he's spoken, touch your spirit! His mercy and salvation… He freely give it! May the sweetness of Jesus, into your life bring! His righteousness and beauty! Your everything! May you take some time with Jesus in prayer? How much he loves you! How much he cares! By Jim Pemberton 07.28.13
Let the Deicide commence. You're a voyeur at best! Your vampiric heart is beating out of your chest! And you have slayed the ones whom would love you for anything less Ready to consume the final fragments of innocence, And for you there is no forgiveness, On your knees pleading, screaming to a tyrant in the skies; The father of lies. I will never be enslaved in your superiority The people agree: jaded of your false dichotomies. Know: I will be whomever nature intends to be Apollo and I will share our dreams, and you will be forced to see your failure! I know who you are... Readily the first to present your scars Chained by some despot or mental czar An emotional homunculus in your mind, behind bars Reluctant to escape - even when proven fake Your demented mind - depths no one will penetrate! ...And you see me suffering Not caring of any casualties Just as long you recieve your safeguard of sympathy So very wary of the masses and their Anarchy; Liberious ways Solipsist - Is there no one you can see? Even if she was presented burning? Solipsist - Is there no one you can believe? Even if Sophia was screaming? Solipsist - Know you have killed and abused me Imprisoned in your own personal reality
Honestly stubbornly looking forward logically A loyal humanistic individual does unpredictably Having determination to stay friendly cemented One rebels with aloof detachment though group-oriented
Drink the drink, and take the pills, lay on the medication. But your soul's forever lost to them without persistent dedication. There's things we've learned, and things we will, to decide us right from wrong. But your ears are only open, now, to a techno-logic song. Social norms have bound you tight, then cut you awf'ly deep. And still your soul beneath the surface begs of you, relief. You waded in their welcome waters, thought it nice and cool But now I'm sure you've figured out you're lost in sorrows pool So take it from who knows you best Someone who has passed this test: Before you drift out in the sea And the shore's no longer in your view, I promise that I'll bring you back And if I can't, I'll follow you. Before your legs and arms grow weak And you've passed your final tier, I promise that I'll hold your hand; I promise you I'll still be here. Before your lungs are filled with water And our souls are parted once again, I promise you that you're forgiven; I promise you I'm still your friend. Before you close your sunken eyes Inviting night to kill the day Know your bright was never slight And soon you'll see your way.
The Day My Uncle Died... I was thinking about the smile on my uncle's face…. This was a before he would "leave this place." I'll never forget the words shortly before he died. The more I thought about it, the more I cried. He said, "you know Jimmy I wish I got to know you better." I never received another phone call or even a letter. A few days later he was ready to go to a funeral. But it was also him who received a burial. I was shocked and amazed as to what happened. The events took place. There was no way I could "stop them." Memories I had were from many years ago. I often think about him. And I do miss him so! I suppose many don't take the time to realize... How quickly life passes... Then someone dies. Perhaps there's someone in your life you can think of… There's been a situation that you're embarrassed to "speak of/" A harsh word said, and angry thought was spoken. And soon your relationship has been "broken." This may be a good time with this person to spend. Irregardless if they're what you'd call a "friend." Everyone is important to God who reigns above. We need to be filled with his mercy and love. The person you haven't seen shall one day disappear... The days are short... Our journey's end is so near! May God speak to our heart and help us to see... Where will you and I be spending our eternity??? By Jim Pemberton
Many In Church Don't Know of God's Power! There's many people who attend church on Sundays. And yet don't really understand what God's word says! Many get excited when the church has a "coffee hour." But few really have a desire to experience God's power! Prayer time is too often just a few words that are said. They sing a good tune, but many are "spiritually dead." An evangelist comes to town, and many rush to see him! It's almost like they want to "bow down" before him! I'm not here to look for a preacher to get me "excited." I want to experience the power of God, that he's provided! If I need a drive thru restaurant, I don't need a church to do it! When it comes to knowing God's power… Many refuse it! It's only the power of the Lord Jesus, that can raise the dead! It's only through knowing his word, that we can truly be fed! If you want someone to stroke you ears, you'll find them! Many will say what you want to hear! You probably know them! But if you really want the power of God to really change you! You need to seek his presence! And allow it to touch you! If you can't find it in a church building, get into a prayer closet! There's a move of God that's stirring! But many have lost it! Seek the Lord while he may be found! And enter into his presence! The Holy Spirit wants to fill you with power! And is omnipresent! Please come Lord Jesus, and forgive us of our sinful living! May we enter your courts with a heart of praise and thanksgiving! We need you Lord Jesus! May we lift your name up higher! And seek to be filled with your Holy Ghost' fire! By Jim Pemberton 10/09/13
I Went to Church Last Sunday… I went to church last Sunday, and heard a lesson… I felt like I was almost in a "delicatessen." A "menu" was served, with a "meal" given. And a "pep talk'" on "how good we're livin'! We were asked to shake a hand, "and meet a friend." "But don't say anything that may offend!" Our comfort was sought after, with "love" in mind! We were taught to be "considerate and kind!" We sang a few songs, and raised a few hands… And got up and down, all through the stands! A pastor spoke a message, he wanted to be taught. A "feel good" message is what he sought! How many "feel good" messages do we need? In what direction does this church want to lead? Is it one that doesn't have a fear of God, from within? Is this a place where one can find freedom from sin??? We need more than a Sunday lesson, to change this nation! We need God's power! With Holy Ghost conviction! We need pastors that are on fire, with a passion and zeal! And the believe that Christ' coming is very real! May there be a new focus, of Christ' death on the cross! And much more emphasis on reaching the lost! Going to church On Sunday, doesn't mean a thing… If living 100 percent for Jesus, doesn't mean anything! May your church on Sunday be stirred from above! And be filled with God's power, his holiness and love!!! By Jim Pemberton
Look Away Don't look this way For I have been burned in the face. Defeat and captured Only released by the sound of my breathing. From dust till dawn I say look away for I no longer wish for you to see me. Released the blood from my eyes. Look away for I have you placed in my heart I wish you not to see me this way. Though I be burn ,torn,tattered and fatal wounded Shall my breathing keep me sane. May you memory keep me warm See these words I speak,hear me breathing so shallow. Feel the darkness that formed in my eyes Since this is my mind I may be released. But forever trapped in a maze that brings Me up to drag me down. Look away for I am burned in the face As long as you remember your in my heart, And memory I shall be in yours. So I shall say look away For I am burned tattered and torn inside my mind. Just look away
There's many people who claim they've nothing to "hide!" They tend to use the rainbow as a source of their "pride." But if you read in the book of Genesis, it is revealing. God's purpose of the rainbow had a different meaning! The rainbow was there when much of mankind disappeared! There was a promise of God that was so very clear. He promised to never again destroy man with a flood. This was his promise... An extension of his love! It was never intended as his approval for perversion! Mankind still needs a Jesus filled holy conversion! The colors of the rainbow can't wash away sin's dark stain! This can only happen by the power of Jesus' name! The colors are beautiful… But man's heart is filled with deceit! Without the soul cleansing power of Jesus… We're never complete! No court decision can give the freedom that many desire! Only the power of the cross can change you this very hour! The only way to find equality with God, is through the cross! Without his words of truth… We are forever LOST! Look past the colors of the rainbow! Seek the power of the blood! Then you too, can be changed from God's power from above! By Jim Pemberton
Let's praise the Lord! All you people of the land! Let's praise him with every Instrument we have on hand! Let's shout praises to his wonderful name! A message of rejoicing, we need to proclaim! Let's come before him, with love from our hearts! This is where a victorious life really starts! Let's bring him our thanks and appreciation! And sing of his tender mercy and wondrous salvation! Let's bring him a heart filled With hope and cheer! The coming of the lord, is so very near! We bless the father, the spirit and son! Through the blood of Jesus, we have overcome! By Jim Pemberton
God gave me talents and abilities to use! The love he blessed me with. I wouldn't refuse! I wanted to use what was given. I really did! I had no idea this would change how I live! I spoke to the Lord with a heart felt confession. Using my God given talent was my obsession! People from church listened. It didn't seem to matter. There was too much "business", "gossip" and "chatter" I talked to the pastor about the desire I had on my heart. I could tell he didn't care… Right from the start! In my efforts to serve God, I most certainly tried. There were many nights I laid awake and cried! In my efforts to use God's talents, I often felt alone. I didn't want to go anywhere. I stayed at home. I wanted to give to others, the love God gave to me! But I was alone now… It was so plain to see! The many from church that I thought were my "friend." Would often criticize me again and again! They told me that I wasn't good at what I wanted to do. "How could God use somebody like you???" God picked me up when I felt very discouraged and down… He filled me with his spirit. His presence was all around! He took my futile efforts to use me any way he could. Everything I was going through... He understood!. I've been able to share his mercy and love that he's given! His power and grace have changed how I'm livin'! I don't need others "permission" for the talents I received. His will in my life is what I aim to achieve! His word and love have blessed me within! I'll do anything for my savior and friend! By Jim Pemberton
God Will Take Care Of You! Whatever struggles or trials you're going through. God has already promised to take care of you! Whatever situation you're in... Maybe there's "no way out." God remains faithful! This is what he's all about! Perhaps it seems like all you've tried has failed you! God is here right now! His works surround you! The situations in life that you may face you… God is there! He is powerful and he loves you! Won't you invite him in, to take control? And allow his peace and joy to fill your soul? Everything that you need! He has provided! His desire to help you, has already been decided! You can trust him to take care of your problems! Whatever they are… He can solve them! God's word remains solid and is a true foundation! His words speak peace to any difficult situation! The awesomeness of God rings loud and clear! He's here to help! He's always near! He's someone you can give your trust and believe in! His blessings in your life... You can receive them! He's here right now … Won't you call on his name? With him in your life… Things will never be the same! He'll bring sweet peace and joy deep within. He will always be the one you can truly depend! All praise, glory and honor to God above.! Please touch us with your mercy, grace and love! By Jim Pemberton
God Gives Us Brothers and Sisters For A Reason! God gives us brothers and sisters for a reason! As children, we have each other, throughout the seasons! We laugh and play together and do all sorts of things… Often not realizing what the future of life brings! As kids, we often share whatever life may give us! And stick together, no matter what trials may face us! But, as we grow older, too often, we part separate ways. And lose any contact with each other for countless days! I've seen all kinds of things tear families all apart. Often, there's some kind of unforgiveness of the heart! If you, and your siblings, have reached a separation… May you seek Jesus for a Godly reconciliation! As family, whatever divides, must be lifted up in prayer! Where two or three are gathered… God is there! Just think about what the family unit has become! The love of Jesus must be what binds us all as one! Getting along as a family, is more than just a "feeling!" The blood of Christ needs to bring an "inner healing!" The family that each of us have, may not be here tomorrow! Are you one who's holding on to bitterness and sorrow? May the words of Christ help us all to get along! That through HIM, our families will be STRONG! By Jim Pemberton 10/20/13
We Need God Back Into Our Schools! There are some trying to remove God from this nation! They do is under; "a church and state separation." For many years, God was taught in our schools! Until the Supreme Court took it away, with it's rules! As so many young people look to fill life's "void." They try many things that they think they'll enjoy! Rather than having God's word to obey and live by. They choose the kind of life that they will die by! Drugs, sex and violence of many perverted kinds. Are what is now filling so many young people's minds! Read the headlines! Many young people are stressed out! Yet our government can't seem to figure it out! Another shooting… Another act of violence appears! While any kind of answer seems to have disappeared! The answer is not more money to solve their problem! No matter how much the government tries to solve them! Let me give you answer. It's called "read the Bible 101!" It's time to repent to God the father, the spirit and the son! Our young people need God brought back into their life! And allow him to heal their brokenness and strife! Jesus Christ is the solution for which many are asking! Only he can give anyone a life that's everlasting! Please come Lord Jesus! And heal the wounded hearts! It's everyone one of us, that it needs to start! No court or school can separate God's love for you and me! Where will you spend your eternity? By Jim Pemberton 10/24/13
(Dedicated to Folake) Your eyes, woman are like twilight rainbow amorously bearing aloft passions of mine toward androcytic ecstacy. They tell of endless lights. Night skies clarion the warmth of you keep me balled-up till i am tilted to your adorned essence. May I call up words to adore you, agglomerate them into a panoply of worshippers unsandalled before you like Moses at the burning bush. And now you seem to fall asleep but you tell me it's the heavy night bidding toward a sunny dawn wherein our love is lighted. Slowly I let you fall asleep impatient with the long night waiting to gaze once more into the eyes of my lovely love. Then a lip is placed on yours and you rouse up wide-eyed smiling at my romantic move. We enjoyed the night, cruising on.
At Church, We Talked About the Holy Spirit! At church, we talked about the Holy Spirit. And discussed how to be guided by it! We discussed scripture and God's power! And how we need his spirit... This hour! We learned about how the Holy Spirit moved long ago. And how we need it now! To nourish our soul! It seemed like no matter what we decided We knew the spirit's power has been provided! Rather than just all of us talking about it... Isn't it about time, that we really experience it? The disciples of the Bible were empowered from on high! They boldly proclaimed God! And were not shy! It's almost like the church today is somewhat defeated! Because the Holy Spirit's work isn't completed! How can anyone experience the Holy Spirit within? When so many hang on to unrepentant sin??? If you're one, who's hanging on to a denomination... Is God's spirit part of your life's foundation??? Won't you take the time to wait on the spirit's presence! God is powerful! And is loving and omnipresent! Talk is cheap! Submission to God's spirit is the key! To help you in life! And give you the victory! Won't you come now? And enjoy the spirit's fullness? It will bring you joy! And complete wholeness! By Jim Pemberton
Mercy Rewrote My Life! My life was rewritten by God's mercy divine! He took away my sins and cleansed my mind! I was totally changed by his awesome power! His word is renewing me each day and hour! He reached out and touched me, when no one else could! All of my burdens and problems... He understood! He strengthens my body with his love and healing! I wake up each day with a "brand new feeling!" I thank the lord for everything he's given! I'm a new person and my sins are forgiven! My life is rewritten. The past is washed clean! Christ is my righteousness! My everything! I'm so grateful for him and all that he's done! All glory and honor to God's precious son! The joy he's given. I'll no longer hide! Because of God's mercy.. I'm on the winning side! By Jim Pemberton
And the storm calls to me in ways you'll never understand A gentle call that urges my soul forth The lighting guiding a path for my feet to walk Between the stones and ash of all that once was I stand in the echoing silence of the rain It drops down upon my skin like the blessing waters of heaven Soothing me, lifting the weight from my body I feel at once as if I am home Standing amid two dimensions Caught between two skies - here and there The night wraping around me in warmth The gentle wind lifting me off my feet Drops from the clouded moon washing away my body and I am left just a soul, an essence The storm calls me forth from beneath my roof Beckoning me into its depth I stand among the reeds in the basin They dance and sway as if welcoming me And I sway with them back Caught up in the power that charges the air That threatens to sweep me away If the ground will just loosen its hold The thunder rumbles a low welcoming growl And I get pleasently lost within it I am so small compared to its vastness I close my eyes and succumb to the skies wishes Rising higher until my feet no longer touch the ground My fingertips touch the liquid color of the stars A sigh drifts from my lips There is no need of thought to stay afloat There is no demand to breathe in air No crushing weight upon my chest As my lungs struggle to survive There are no struggles here I make my bed on blackened clouds And give in to the call The storm has claimed me as its own It was such a struggle to stay upon the ground When the storm would call me home
Inundating radiant sunshine beams down on my face fervently tracing crows feet nearing the frown I can taste obliterating tear streaks transmitting them into the depths of outer space introducing an iridescent spectrum of piercing waves golden ears fear in the race Electromagnetic oscillation inspiring me to rely religiously upon solar energy photosynthesis eradicating unwanted toxins by chasing them vehemently So on this sacred date of "ONE"… negative energy is trumped by the positive tsunami of the sun and as she dares me to stare into her face of grace ninety three million miles away… I sigh as her radiance blasts my face in such a merciful way suddenly my shaking knees give way to an epiphany that this day is laced with sanctity Finally the world's eyes feast upon an auspicious uniformed alignment five ones standing side by side gold adorned a spiritual aspirant making change the world will see... "The Sun's Seven" pronouncing a unified spirituality * Entrance for P.d.'s "Unique Line" Contest-----This poem's title is unique "A Day of Ones In the Sun" because it describes a very special and unique calendar date 11-1-1. But if you missed it... don't worry or let your eyes get blurry with tears cus' 11-11 's comin' in a hurry to relinquish your fears.....so yes there will be another day of ones on 11-11-1! tho' I can't promise you at the Soup that the 11th will be filled with sun!------I believe my poetry, like many others on this amazing site, has a fresh variety, inspired by life and everything in it! I hope you enjoy my lines like :"the world's eyes feast upon an auspicious uniformed alignment five ones standing side by side gold adorned a spiritual aspirant"
Living A Lifestyle That the Bible Forbids… I know of someone living a lifestyle that the Bible forbids. He told me; "how dare anyone tell me how I should live!" He added; "what I do is no one else's business but my own." "No one can ever tell me what I do in my home!" When given scripture that clearly forbids what he's doing… It's the backward kind of life… That he's choosing! He claims Jesus is his lord, in spite of his moral depravity. It's like he has, in his body, an "infected cavity." God gave to us his word, with his holy instructions! If we don't obey, it'll lead to our spiritual destruction! It doesn't matter if 10,000 churches say that it's o.k. to do! God requires a righteous and holy way of living, for me and YOU! There are choices we all have, that are to be made! Are you going to be victorious in Christ? Or sin's slave??? Have you thought about living for Jesus? And what it cost? If we're not sacrificing our lives for him, we're forever lost! If you're one who's caught up into a life filled with perversion… May I introduce you to the blood of Jesus? And a righteous conversion? God gave to each of us, HIS rules and commandments to live by! It's either God's rules, or man's, that you'll either live or die by! Won't you choose a life that God has chosen to give you? He created mankind! It's no secret how much he loves you! The opportunity is here! It may never come again! Won't you let the power of Jesus break the bondage of sin? Jesus can set you free! Won't you let him help you? He's patiently waiting… Just because he wants to! By Jim Pemberton 10/07/13
These are my confessions Secrets of my mind Everything that mattered Truth I can not hide Nothing but a shadow Distant memory What I was, What I am What I'm supposed to be Forgive me, God, forgive me For being so unkind Impatient…ungrateful Cynical and blind To those who thought they knew me And those who never did To those who hear my songs In the places where they live I offer my confessions Honest to the core Offer my confessions There won't be anymore No more…
Are You Ready? Many in church aren't ready for Christ' return, Holiness in their lives must be learned. Many attend each Sunday, and go to every class. But outside church, their spiritual candle burns out fast. Everyone thinks they're doing fine and "o.k." As long as they give money and sing and pray. They soak in God's word and memorize many verses. You can see their Bible tucked in behind their purses. A sense of excitement stirs each Sunday morning. But many fail to heed God's somber warning. Without holiness, no one shall enter God's throne. If Jesus came today— they'd be left alone. God knows the heart of man is wicked deep within. That's why Jesus said: "YOU MUST be born again." Be separate from the world's wicked and sinful ways. "Be ready for my coming" is what Jesus says. At God's house, his divine judgement shall start. Live for Jesus NOW—love him with all of your heart. Keep this important thought in mind. If he came now—would you go—or be left behind? By Jim Pemberton
Man's Corruption... God's Redemption! The Bible speaks of man's sin and corruption. That's why God has offered us, his redemption! The heart is desperately wicked above all things. There's an evil corruption that sin brings! The Lord searches our heart and tests our ways. He watches our lives, all of our days! There's nothing good in ourselves. Not now, or ever! Without God's mercy... We're doomed forever! But, through Christ, there's a way and a plan! He made this available to every woman and man! His gift of salvation is a message of love, made clear! The coming of Jesus Christ, draws ever so near! We can trade our sinful corruption, for a new way of living! Won't you come before the Lord, with a heart of giving? Giving our life to Jesus, is the best thing to do! By his power and grace, you can be made BRAND NEW! I'm thankful for his salvation! Mercy has been applied! Because of Christ' death on the cross… I'm now sanctified! By Jim Pemberton
Judas betrayed Jesus's whereabouts End, was near Son of God, knew this Universe of the Son of the Divine Father, restored Sins of man forgiven, Prince of our Universal domain, alive in the hearts of his children
Overcoming Evil With Good... "Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good." This verse from scripture is often misunderstood. Many tend to "get back" at someone who's "wronged them." Whether it be from a stranger... or even a friend. You cannot fight evil with evil-- this isn't God's plan! His concept of love and mercy-- you need to understand. Remember the words Jesus said in the beatitudes. Perhaps this can stop any "revengeful attitudes." You were called to be holy-- with Godliness in mind. To be filled with his mercy... being gentle and kind. Rise above whatever evil may come your way/ Overcome by doing this with God's goodness... today! Allow the cross of Christ to be lifted up in your life. Allow his spirit to remove all malice, bitterness and strife. A compassionate and loving person in you... others will see! What you do today--will impact your eternity! An overcomer of evil is often difficult to do. Obey and trust God-- He will see you through! By Jim Pemberton Rom. 12:21
The Women (for the countless women, names unknown, who bore the brunt of Apartheid, and who fought the racist system at great cost to themselves and their families, and for my mother, Zubeida Moolla) Pregnant, your husband on the run, your daughter, a child, a few years old, they hauled you in, these brutish men, into the bowels of Apartheid's racist hell. They wanted information, you gave them nothing, these savage men, who skin happened to be lighter, and white was right in South Africa back then, but, you did not cower, you stood resolute, you, my mother, faced them down, their power, their 'racial superiority', their taunts, their threats. You, my mother, would not, could not break, You stood firm, you stood tall. You, like the countless mothers did not break, did not fall. You told me many things, of the pains, the struggles, the scraping for scraps, the desolation of separation from your beloved Tasneem and your beloved Azad, my elder sister and brother, whom I could not grow up with, your beloved children separated by time, by place, by monstrous Apartheid, by brutish men, whose skin just happened to be lighter. You told me many things, as I grew older, of the years in exile, of the winters that grew ever colder. You were a fighter, for a just cause, like countless other South African women, you sacrificed much, you suffered the pangs, of memories that cut into your bone, your marrow, you resisted a system, an ideology, brutal and callous and narrow. Yes, you lived to see freedom arrive, yet you suffered still, a family torn apart, and struggling to rebuild a life, all the while, nursing a void, that nothing could ever fill. I salute you, mother, as I salute the nameless mothers, the countless sisters, daughters, women of this land, who fought, sacrificing it all for taking a moral stand. I salute you, my mother, and though you have passed, your body interred in your beloved South African soil, you shall remain, within me, an ever-present reminder, of the cost of freedom, the struggles, the hunger, the toil. I salute you! (for the brave women of South Africa, of all colours, who fought against racial discrimination and Apartheid)
Tolerance and love is preached… But, at what price? Too often we forget about Jesus' sacrifice! His death was because our sin counted against us. He died on the cross because he truly loves us! How dare we "cheapen" his work on the cross! In today's "political correctness.." We have lost! In the love and acceptance, we call it "inclusion." This has led many into a serious "confusion." Many want the loving side of God. I can't blame them! But those who seek his holiness… Can you name them? God is a God of love. But he requires holy living too! This is not a request but a command me and you! If it's tolerance and love you want… Look no more! You'll be able to find it washed up on sin's shore! The people of Israel wanted "free love." Look what it got them! Being slaves and captives, is what it taught them! God is a loving God but is also as a consuming fire! Living a righteous life is what he really desires! "Without holiness… No man shall see him." That's why he sent Jesus, to the world beneath him! Won't you allow your sins to be totally forgiven? Only Jesus can change the way you've been livin'! He gives eternal life to those who diligently seek him! The choice is yours to repent and receive him! By Jim Pemberton
Jesus... The Living Water Jesus is the living water which can satisfy. HE is the oasis in a land barren and dry. Only HE can bring true satisfaction deep within. HIS living water can break the bondage of sin. He awaits you with his love and grace. His living water shall fill your "empty space." You were made according to his design. He created this world with you in mind. Come and drink of his water that only he can give. Taste of his everlasting love each day that you live. NOW is the day of salvation... please don't delay! Listen to the words Jesus has to say. His promises are forever, steadfast and true. It is no secret of how much he loves me and YOU! By Jim Pemberton
Righteous and just shall inherit the earth The lord does chastise me so I see Him Placed me in poverty pray I do right Sinned throughout my life now I must think twice Each and every hour this debt I owe Righteous and just shall inherit the earth Turn their backs they have people that I know Failing in belief cause my will I give thee Placed me in poverty pray I do right A different path to walk to you I go My destination is known you I fear Righteous and just shall inherit the earth Your punishment severe pain I endure Forgiveness be time in you faith I trust Placed me in poverty pray I do right No longer without sight you freed my mind The sanctuary I seek found in you Righteous and just shall inherit the earth Placed me in poverty pray I do right
Are You Happy With the Life You Have? Are you truly happy with the life you have? Or have you been discouraged and sad? Have the things in life brought you contentment? Or are you one who's often filled with resentment? The feelings you have, and the ambitions inside… Is there some trouble that you're trying to hide? Everything you have… God has given to you! His promises are true! And he'll never fail you! The happiness you may be seeking, you can find in him! You can find peace, hope and satisfaction within! Christ can bring a healing that you won't find! Won't you give him a chance? While there's still time? What profits a man if he gains the world, or loses his soul? Jesus loves you so much! More than you'll ever know! The opportunity is here, for you to take! Won't you give God a chance? For heaven's sake? By Jim Pemberton 10/14/13
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I Know of Someone Holding Unforgiveness! I know of someone holding unforgiveness! This has led to a life of much bitterness! Toward his brother, he's held on to a grudge. From his viewpoint, he won't even "budge." No matter what God's word has clearly spoken… He's walked with a heart that's been broken! His son prayed that God would speak to him! That he would forgive, so God could heal him! Forgiveness is a powerful thing to do! If you want God's mercy to flow through you! We're not called to "hold back," the love God's given! Through Christ shed blood… We're all forgiven! May the love of Christ come and touch us! It's no secret how much God really loves us! Please come Lord Jesus! And touch our soul! May we express your love, wherever we go! May God's gentle love, be what always binds us! HIS words; "love one another," do remind us! By Jim Pemberton
God Gave Me A Talent… I Didn't Use It! God gave me a talent, but I chose to refuse it. I had it… But didn't want to use it! God also gave me the ability to use what was given. But it just "didn't fit in" with my style of livin'! The talent he gave, he wanted for me to share... Although I went to church… I just didn't care! I was like someone who "buried the talent in the ground." When God came looking… I was nowhere to be found. I was embarrassed of what he gave and ashamed. I didn't want to talk about Jesus, or mention his name… I wanted to be careful of who was my friend. If I were to use God's talent, I may easily "offend." We all have talents. God's given them to each one. He's given to us his spirit and Christ Jesus his son! All that we need to accomplish his purpose and goal… He wants to use us! He loves us more than we know! Will you "bury" the talents that God's given to you? Or will you just "turn your back" like others do? He has a divine will for us all. A purpose and plan! He waits for you… With an outstretched hand! Won't you allow him to use you HIS way? Please do it now! Listen to what HE has to say! HIS blessings in your life is for you to receive! Reach out to him now! Trust and believe.! By Jim Pemberton
I am the face of misery My life, a dissonance of autumn and spring, The years are written in the same Lugubrious, nostalgic grey How can it be the author to blame? I cannot scream this all away… Burn nor Bleed this all away… To Death I am Ordained Lacuna ever growing With Velvet sheets of life flowing Aeons apart of my "royalty" Under the mask the cannot see... Can you dispel this tragedy: Antigone - Epiphany failing If it must be… Then just kill me, (Antigone) sing me out of reality; I wear this dissonant crown of shame (Antigone) Of a kingdom's disdain I hate to be this way... normalcy's bane (Antigone) Here comes the edict, to blame The sordid child of Thebes, This is me, Antigone No words of hope No words of hate Do I have Lenore to send to me: The sordid child of Thebes Caught In the longest nightmare life - the slowest way to die I know this is my life But I'm not under control under the mask the will see Just Another Human If it must be… Then just kill me, (Antigone) sing me out of reality; I wear this dissonant crown of shame (Antigone) Of a kingdom's disdain I hate to be this way... normalcy's bane (Antigone) Here comes the edict, to blame The sordid child of Thebes, This is me, Antigone If it must be… Then just kill me, (Antigone) sing me out of reality; I wear this dissonant crown of shame (Antigone) Of a kingdom's disdain I hate to be this way... normalcy's bane (Antigone) Here comes the edict, to blame The sordid child of Thebes, This is me, Antigone Can you dispel my life; this tragedy? Can you control the storm in my mind? I'm asking you: can you rid me Of The Curse of Antigone?
I've watched the war from behind closed doors; Eyes too glued to close. And now knowing what's in store, there's porn no more. God's love is the only hope we know. We are forgiven because of the love that is Jesus. We are saved because of the love that is Jesus. We give our lives to the Father for we are His children and He loves us. We are loved! No matter what we've done, we are loved! Confess and ask for forgiveness; This is such a beautiful gift! Thank You God! Thank You Jesus! You forgive me! You save me! You change me! I am changed! I am new! I am renewed! I am forgiven! I am saved! I am changed! There's porn no more For God's hope is in store! There's porn no more For God's love is the hope of the world!
It was a cold and rainy night. The stars were shining bright. It seemed as if the world was at a pause and not a person was in sight. I sat quietly in my car, the sound of music I heard blasting from a far. I opened my door, stepped out slowly and looked around. Now suddenly the music stopped, not a word is heard, not even a sound. I turned my head, looked over my shoulder, I saw a woman running. She was wearing a white gown. I couldn't help but wonder why this woman running flaunted such a frown. I followed her footsteps, I listened for the sound. Running through the darkness, one question came to mind, Who would leave this woman? Who would be so heartless? How can someone leave her when she is so obviously distraught? Abruptly a sound was heard. I came to a stop. I listened closely. It was a gunshot. Now fearful I stood. I began to run as fast as I could. I ran so fast, I could hear my heart beating. I came upon my car and noticed a woman bleeding. She was gasping for air. Someone had shot her and left her to die there. It was as if they didn't even care. She reached for my hand, whispered softly to me "never trust a man" At that moment her hand dropped. I knew her heart had stopped. I looked at her white gown now dripping red. I I cried to myself and pondered what she had said. This could be me. I could be lying here dead. I will remember her words always. They will haunt me for the rest of my days. This moment I will never forget. No man should ever be such a threat. This was the day my life would change. From this day on I would never be the same. The lesson I learned here, never have such fear. Fear that will keep me from being free. I learned that I can be happy just being me.
I can't believed I Missed all the Signs That You gave me! I know now that I can't live my Life without you! Living here knowing that I Can still have you in my heart is my Only joy. I'm sorry I didn't believe in all your Messengers until it was almost to late; but I'll try to live the rest of my life for you Now. God, be with me and help get through these last days!
I shall layeth down my cloak of redemption it shall cleaneth you of all manner of compensation for just as my temperament doth squabble feebly with the present foibles of my most difficult current hostilities time sweet majestic unwavering time doth reconcile in me an assurance of tranquility shall invade my troubled waters and calm the turbulent seas to but a ripple as if transposed to a lake where the sun doth shine from the heavens and prosperity will live in my house once more
I'm worried where the next dollar will come from. Will she ever arrive? Will she ever show up? But why am I worrying? Stop it! It's all in God's Great Hands! It's all under God's control! It's all within His plans! It's all His And He will provide Because He is our Father! He loves us! It's all His! Trust Him! I know it's difficult; He will not lead you wrong. He knows where you need to go. He knows what you need to endure. It's all His plan. It's all in His Hands! Lay down your life; Give the control. He is in control! Thank You Father! Trust Him! It will all be okay! Trust Him! Thank You God! Thank You Jesus! Thank You Holy Spirit! I love You always! I trust You always! I trust You! I trust You! Yes, yes I do! I trust You! I love You! Amen!
Father in Heaven…I know that when it came to your will I was not trying to hear it Please save my soul from this chill; Baptize me with your Holy Spirit! Father in Heaven…You word tells us, We are in the last days for sure And for your children, that's a plus, But for the unrighteous, the truth remains obscure! Father in Heaven…Non-believers may laugh At the mention of Jesus' return Like they laughed at Noah, and Moses' simple staff I pray that we may not go to hell and eternally burn! Father in Heaven…This one world government To be set up in the last day.... False prophets! They are the devil's instruments Designed to lead people astray! Father in Heaven…Some of us live like you don't exist And I ask, where did we come from them? You were betrayed by Judas' kiss, And you still died for all men!! Father in Heaven…Have mercy on me, I ask prayerfully And give me strength and grace to atone As I strive to live righteously; I know you'll never leave me alone!!
I Woke Up With A Mission On My Mind… I woke up this morning with a mission on my mind. I wanted to tell others of Jesus! It was about time! There were so much scripture I began to ponder. My love for Christ grew down here and "up yonder!" When I needed some help. And needed it the most. Christ saved and filled me with the Holy Ghost! The excitement I had for Jesus began to brew. I wanted others to know this one that I knew! Others from church just couldn't help to explain it! My love for Jesus... It's hard to contain it! I pray that others will share of God's life eternal. It's my wish for their name to be in heaven's journal! I pray that God will use the words that are spoken. To minster to the needy, bruised and the broken! Lord… Help me not to be ashamed of your GOOD NEWS! May there be a shout of victory beyond the church pews! A mission for Jesus... God has stirred in my soul! To be his example… Wherever I go! May the banner of the cross be lifted above… As an example of Christ sacrifice from his heart of love! A testimony of God's goodness is a joy to share! Spreading his glad tidings to people everywhere! A mission for Jesus is what he's already given! So others may know of a brand new way of livin'! By Jim Pemberton
Travelers tempt the hand of fate, of time moving from within one box to the other side. Sometimes we're scared, we cry sometime yet, to take that step, that risk "Ah, let the heart abide." Moving from within one box to the other side we get a new perspective, a learning most sublime. Yet, to take that step, that risk "Ah, let the heart abide," different shapes, all askew, beneath a mask of pantomime. We get a new perspective, a learning most sublime, a hard fought for understanding, from which we can't backslide. Different shapes, all askew, beneath a mask of pantomime, all are born, and grow and die, as to eternity we glide. A hard fought for understanding, from which we can't backslide, a call for peace and unity within this woman's lifetime. All are born, and grow and die, as to eternity we glide, as on we wander, one and all, hand in hand through time. A call for peace and unity within this woman's lifetime sometimes we're scared, we cry sometime, as on we wander, one and all, hand in hand through time travelers tempt the hand of fate, in searching different climes… Topic:Backsliding
I'm not the kind of person I need to be! There's too many problems inside of me! I'm not the kind of person you'd want to know… I've too many worries and a troubled soul! I'm the kind of person who has a lot of stress! Lately, my life has been one big mess! I'm the kind of person who doesn't have a friend. You listen to me now… But may never see me again! I'm the kind of person who's gone through pain! I wake up some days, and don't even know my name! I may not be the kind of person you'd want to be around. I may get discouraged, and "get you down." I'm the kind of person who's giving Jesus a chance… I know he loves me! Whatever the circumstance! I'm the kind of person who needs a lot of prayer! I know that God listens! And is always there! Please help me Jesus! That I may be set free! May it be your love that others will see! Thank you Jesus! For being my savior and friend! You're someone that this person can always depend! I'm not the kind of person that Jesus wants me to be! That's why I need more of HIM! And LESS of me! By Jim Pemberton
Confused If there were thing's I couldn't understand,you was one of them. Going back and forth with one another,like the wind and does in the howls of winter.You'd follow me to escape your own reality,only not knowing your shattering mine.You tell me to be me there was a time when I was me and you couldn't stand it like it was looking into the eye's of a demon.How should I respond? Running away only brings more then I can offer. Now I'm drifting and everything left me,I'll suffer the venom of past and the reoccurring pains. From the tell's of literature to the mounts of the great wars have I been able to tell just from their looks what they thought that very moment but as I look into your eye's does it not only confuse me it refuses to tell me the truth,why am I looking into my own eyes? Let me touch your face.Let me look into your eye's.Let me see the truth which is clouded and locked away.Let me see your feelings fall from your eye's. Burned. Chain. Shackled. Scared. Tortured. Entangled with lies.and yet harbors no hate toward anyone then yourself.How much do you loathe yourself? To the point your a sacrificial offering of your own whim's? As I search for the truth,I see the many heartbreaks and the lies been told to help but nothing prevails. Yet you look at me looking for the same thing. We're both confused? We're both in agony? We're the same? This isn't right.This is a lie.I don't wish to see anymore. I won't lose to this,nor bow down and be your toy.Yet when I'm close to you,it never cold. Hold my hand as I fight with myself. Never mind hold me closer until neither of us is cold.Don't lie to me with those pleading eye's,that are like dark's as coal and beautiful as an onyx. Let's be ourselves.Let's shut ourselves away from this world.Let's search for our own truth.But if there only fear in your mouth,then there's lies.I shall grab your heart and I will hold it like it was the last gem on earth.So scream,hate,and be gently. I'm confused.Your confused.I will listen,if you will talk. Have you ever heard these words before? I never have but I will say them to you,you who has the same pleading eye's as me.When we're so much alike yet so different to the point it confusing.
Where once we laughed, bent over our middles, pounding the table, or just smirking with a rueful "Oh, my God", sort of way, could I forget the silent beach? Rustles of sand at my window as you walk off hands in your pockets after our gazes met one last time as you checked I remained alive and you had no duty to fill any more. How could the sand slither so beneath our feet, like an upturned timer wiping clean wiping, wiping away our faces, our moisture, until only the rollers were brave enough to face me and the sand and the laughter and the quiet and what had passed away never to return again. Never the same river or ocean or hands awaiting the clock of our unmaking until your rueful smile no longer smirks at the me that was never there in your dreaming, and I am made who I am again. Real. Sheri Fresonke Harper
Still, chimney birds emerge, cobweb-coated, darkly blithe -- to skim the sky's inverted bowls of purple porcelain and to utter their gray-tinged raucous cries at evening: a reprimand...and sorrow...
A Very Inviting Temptation! I remember of a particular situation. I was offered a very "inviting" temptation. The situation I was in... I didn't belong! And lost any sense of "right and wrong." At first... I felt no guilt or shame. And brought embarrassment to my family's name. I tried to explain this to my wife and kids. I heard; "Dad... please... no more fibs!" The Godly principles were "tossed to the side," As the sin inside caused arrogance and pride. Soon, all in my life that truly mattered... Was gone! My life was empty and shattered! I was sorry for all of the problems I caused! This time... I took a moment to pause. I cried to God to rescue me from my sin. I confessed! Would God help me once again? I read in the Bible of Jesus' grace and love! This time the help I needed had to come from above! I asked him for a fresh and brand new start. He removed the stain from a broken heart. He restored to me the joy I once had. I'm so blessed! Jesus has made me glad! Jesus is the reason I'm here today! I LOVE HIM more than words can say! By Jim Pemberton
You're Valuable To God! You're valuable to God! He gave you his best! You can enjoy his love, peace and rest! You're valuable to Jesus! He bled and died… He sacrificed his life for you, and was crucified! You're valuable! You were bought with the Lord's blood. Everything he's given to you is because of his love! You're valuable to God, and so wonderfully made! A way to get to heaven has already been paid! You're valuable and precious! One of a kind! When God created this world. He had YOU in mind! You're valuable to the lord! He wants you to know… Not all of the world's money can purchase your soul! You're valuable to God! He offers his salvation. You can enjoy his peace and sanctification! You're valuable to God! Won't you come to him? And experience his love, and the forgiveness of sin? God offers to you eternal life that's precious! He speaks to you from a heart of mercy and kindness! By Jim Pemberton
We all make mistakes~ Oooops, I'm sorry. Forgive me. Were the words, I heard said. My Fault, my BADDD, awwwwww man. I can't promise, it won't happen again!!!!!! Family, Loves, and Friends don't sway or betray, Please forgive me, when my humanity gets in the way!!!!!!!
Healing Can Only happen, When the Pain is Gone! Healing can only happen, when the pain and damage are gone! It can only come about, when there's no "lists" of wrongs! People need to move ahead, and put all of the past behind them! And seek God's forgiveness, so his grace can find 'em! Too many carry a load of sorrow and grief that they can't afford! They need to bring everything to Jesus, and make him their LORD! How can we experience healing, if the suffering is still there? How will we ever be able to love others, and truly care? May we all seek the kind of healing, that only Christ can bring! May we allow him to remove all pain and suffering! Jesus… We need your healing now! More than ever before! It is your love that we must learn to treasure and adore! Please come now and refresh us with your awesome love! The sweetness of your Holy Spirit, is a gift from above! Thank you God! The pain is gone and the healing has come! All praise, glory and honor to Jesus! God's anointed son! By Jim Pemberton 10/19/13
I can't hear the words as they come from my mouth I can't hear the screams as they work their way out As I write all is seen is a blur and blank moment and Once recovered sensed the words were written,not Even a look to see what was written only to know it Was there.Sleepless night,taunt filled faces horde my Dreams.Have this made me fall so low no longer am I Am I able to stand on my own to feet.How many times Will you make me cry before claiming only to being a Witness in a crime,your crime. Putting on that face Working the crowds with amazing easily,how I hate you Yes all the thing I think about revolve around you. How many times have I witness myself wound my self With your blade? As though under a spell doing as order Without a cry to the world what made me so diligent ? But no longer can you be a witness,No longer can I be A witness to these crimes that been committed.Be us both Sinners be us both lovers be that we both be cursed We shall witness our sins become whole and the love in Which we share spread further and further like the flames Of hades. May there be peace for sinners in the next world. We are both witnesses and at the same time We are both sinners one day to become consumed by our Own darkness how far will we fall until that moment comes? May we be good may we be bad may we fall may we live may May we die or carry on we are the Witnesses We are the Sinners To this world and the next.
In the exact moment that I am right now I stand in a sea of vulnerability; susceptible to the effects of causes around me and since I am fully aware, I own my surroundings I am one with sounds and vibrations resonating from the earth; I am that pulse of the drum beat thats been thrashing inside me since birth Right now, I am exactly as I am deeply flawed and misjudged used, victimized and persecuted Right now I am you in the absolute Right now, I am exactly as I am balanced, whole and complete attracting abundance and certainty Right now I am peace - still you Right now, I am exactly as I am You
Drugs And Sex? Or Jesus Christ? Why do many talk about drugs and sex? But not Jesus Christ? It's almost like many live in bondage, at a cheap price! Is there anyone who'll choose to live for the King of Kings? And experience what everlasting life can really bring? Tell me… Is a life of drugs and sex the "ultimate goal?" To love a life of addictions and heartaches to the soul? When it comes to the power of Jesus Christ… He stands alone! Only he has the power to heal your life and home! Only he can restore the emptiness, that drugs and sex leave behind! And only he can bring a complete healing to the troubled mind! He can restore anything in a life, that drugs and sex have taken! With him as Lord…. There's no one who's ever forsaken! Won't you take the time, to open up your heart and receive him? He offers a life filled with hope and joy! Won't you believe him? Behold! The glory of Jesus Christ! A wondrous savior to behold! He brings life eternal! More precious than silver or gold! Hallelujah! The majesty of Jesus! He can set you free! He offers true peace and joy! And a life for all eternity! By Jim Pemberton 02/09/13
I Went To Church Last Sunday… I went to church last Sunday, and much to my surprise. I got up real early. It was just before the sunrise. I wanted to be with others in worship to my Lord. But when I arrived, so many there look so "bored." When they were singing the songs, some didn't seem to care. As I looked around, hardly anyone noticed I was there. By the time the people were asked to sing another song. Some greeted the worship leader with just another "yawn." Did anyone really want to worship Jesus the risen king? Is church a place to simply "get bored with everything?" As the preacher arose to preach his "Sunday sermon best." "Fill between the lines," he said… This was to be the "test." Shortly after the outlines were filled, there was a "closing prayer." I noticed many of the people were "happy to get out of there!" I thought to myself as I left and walked out the door… "Is this what the true body of Christ meant for?" "Where is the sin-cleansing power of God I've heard about?" "Has the power of God in many churches been 'kicked out?'" I pray that the presence of God will get a hold of our heart. May our worship for Jesus be evident… Right from the start! May our relationship with Christ be very important to us. May we give him our life! Our heart! And our trust! May our love for him not be a "boring Sunday experience." May we serve HIM daily… Expecting a divine appearance! The Jesus I know is bigger than any denomination might be! And only his blood has the power to set men free! Serving and loving Jesus is an opportunity with living! A life in totally surrender to Christ is what we much be giving! By Jim Pemberton
God, I Need Your Forgiveness! God, I need your forgiveness, for things I've done! I need to be washed through the blood of your son! Please take away the heartache and pain! Help me to trust you, when I call on your name! May t take each day to really get to know you! And just take the time to say that I LOVE YOU! May my heart be humbled and broken within! And daily trust Jesus as my savior and friend! I'll always need someone that I can lean on to! I don't know what I'd do, if I didn't have you! By Jim Pemberton
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They praise me like a saint, But I am a sinner; They don't know the man they see. I am an addict. Broken eyes to pornography, Only Jesus can set me free. Only by His death on the cross And the grace of His Father's love Am I able to be set free. With God as The Light, The One and Only Light, The Only Hope in sight, Will I be set free. I am free.
As I think about where my life has been... It's hard to believe that I'm still here again! I think about the many things I've been through. And ask myself the question; "what am I going to do?" With the trials of life, have come trials. A life filled with uncertainty and many "traveled miles." It's like riding the waves of life's stormy sea. Never knowing where the next wave will take me! Everything I know... And all that I've done… I lay down my life at the feet of Jesus... God's precious son! I ask you Jesus for mercy! I come to you now! I come before your majesty and humbly bow! You've brought love and wholeness within! You've given me a "new life!" And took away my sin! I love and thank you Lord, for your hand extended! The beauty of your holiness is to be commended! You brought to me hope, in a hopeless situation! And have given to me the wonderful gift of salvation! By Jim Pemberton
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Jesus' death paid it all! What have you given in return? His death on the cross… Was from his love and concern! His life for yours… On Calvary… Has been paid. His offer of eternal life, has been made! Through God's word, he's been talking! And stands at your hearts door… patiently knocking! Won't you invite him in? As your guest? Then, your life will be totally blessed! He can bring health and healing to your bones! He can bring his love to your family and home! "Come unto me." Is the the master's call. Won't you come to him now? One and all? He's here right now! In this very place… And extends to you his mercy and grace. Won't you accept him today? He loves you more than words can say! By Jim Pemberton
There's a lot in life, that I don't understand! And a lot of wickedness throughout this land! A lot of heartache and misery, is what I'm seeing! Any kind of commitment, seems to be disappearing! Being faithful to anything, seems to be of the past. My lives seem to be falling apart… And fast! Any principles of Godly living, seem to be ignored. So many appear to be, "complacent and bored." I often wonder what God must be thinking. When it seems like this whole world is "sinking!" I've decided to come to Jesus! And really pray! That people will really listen to what God has to say! "What shall the righteous do, if the foundations are destroyed?" Very soon, many of our "freedoms," will not be enjoyed! Please, dear Jesus, come and heal our broken nation! Help us all to confess our sins! And accept your salvation! Please come and bring your peace and love within! That we may seek the living God! Once again! God is our only hope! It's in him, that we're strong! It's in his arms of mercy, that we all belong! Please God… Come and touch us with your healing! It's only in you, that we have a true meaning! By Jim Pemberton
Lord… I'm Thankful For My Dad! Lord, during this special day, I'm so glad… For giving to me such a special dad! He's been very thoughtful and kind! Fathers like him are very hard to find! I remember growing up with my brothers… He was special to us, like "no other!" As a young boy, he taught me God's ways. And I've kept it throughout my days! I've often sought his advice and counsel… Especially when life was looking "awful!" He was there to give support the best he could. Trying to help the best way he understood. I suppose now that I'm growing old… I'm remembering more things that my dad told! "My father is one in a million." Is what I believe.! Many blessing from him I have received! May the blessings of God daily surround him! I'm so thankful that my mother found him! Thank you Lord for giving to me a dad like this! May his days ahead be happy and blessed! By Jim Pemberton
Stuck in the prison of my own life, I dodge behind these walls I built. And inside is a demon covered in guilt And shame so thick you can't see his eyes. God, please help me to see No matter what, You will always love and be with me. Thank You Father for everything. In Jesus' Name, We pray. Amen.
As mist that rides the waves My love clings to just You Only your love I crave You the only who saves Constant your love as dew As mist that rides the waves Telling your love in phrase Day by day to a few Only your love I crave For each day on his stave My musical notes drew As the mist rides the waves My right to hell did waive The sentence he totally threw Only your love I crave For you did call me from grave Transformation I flew As the mist rides the waves Only your love I crave
Stand up and shake; Feel the rhythm in your heart. Ignite those pants; We get up and dance. God on our mind, Eternity in our souls; Feel the chills of those bones. It's the hope. Open those closed doors: Into Heaven we go, Welcomed and forgiven. Here is the love; Let's dance!
Are You Ready to Meet Jesus? One day soon, there'll be A meeting In the air! God's people will gather, from everywhere! Jesus will return,, for you and me! He wants to take us all! For eternity! People will be there! Both young and old! Being with Jesus forever! On streets paved with gold! When he comes, no one knows! When he does, may we be ready to go! Live you life, as if He came right now! One day, before him, Every knee shall bow! May we live a Godly life, in everything! As we look forward to, the return of the king! By Jim Pemberton
I tried to write about love but I haven't felt it. I tried to write about the sea but I've never seen it. Then I tried to write about the air, but I have never breathed it. I tried to write about magic but I never believed it. I couldn't write about god, all I have ever done is sinned. And when I tried to write about life I found, I have never really lived.
Many Have Gone On Before Me… As I grow old, many I know have gone on before me. Some I didn't know. And some knew me. In our lives, there's one thing that's very certain. We don't know when we'll meet life's "final curtain." No matter how we try to look, or seek a "younger appeal." One day, old age comes, and the end of life seems real! Our lives down here, could end tomorrow! No matter how many years we may try to "borrow." God knows when the end of our lives will be! The question is: Where will you spend your eternity? You may seek all of this world's wealth and fame. But when death comes calling… It knows your name! You can go through life, and keep "pretending." But God knows when your life will be ending! He's prepared for you, a place in his eternal city. There'll be no more sorrow, pain or pity! All of the angels in heaven await your choice! Each person coming to heaven,,, They all rejoice! Jesus loves you! This is great news! His gift of salvation... Please don't refuse! Think about those who've gone on before you! And the wonderful God that always knew you! Every breath you breathe… Each step that's taken… Jesus is your only hope and secure foundation! By Jim Pemberton
We're Just Sinful Human Beings! All of us are just sinful human beings! Scripture says; "the heart is sinful above everything!" Even if we try to hide and wash our sins away… Wickedness in our heart, is there, each day! God made Adam and Eve, with perfection! But sin crept in, like a deep and wicked infection! He put them in the Garden of Eden with a choice. It was up to them to listen to his voice. They had all they could want, with one instruction. Disobeying this, would lead to their destruction. Satan took the form of a snake to tempt their mind. And their disobedience affected all of mankind! Since that time, mankind has needed atonement! Only the blood of Jesus can cleanse you! This very moment! Only his blood can wash away sin's dark stain! It can only be found when one calls on Jesus' name! We've all sinned and fallen short of God's glory! But wait! This doesn't have to be the end of the story! God and all of his angels in heaven, are waiting for YOU! The love and blood of Jesus, can make you BRAND NEW! His love, for our sins, is what he offers in exchange! You can be forgiven! And forever totally changed! This opportunity is for you, to reach out and take! Won't you do it now? For eternity's sake??? By Jim Pemberton
You were always honest unfortunately it didn't extend to yourself Regal persona was never exceeded by your accomplishments If only you were as important as you thought others thought you were Some bring joy when they enter a room no one would ever accuse you of that Leaving was always the best gift you could offer Being you could not have been easy No friends to speak of accept one maybe not even him I think he froze in your shadow He has begun to thaw in your absence Strangely I miss you Not entirely sure why Do I in some weird way owe you for my success? Without you I would not have been born You are gone Certainly not forgotten The scars are my reminder A multitude of memories mark my soul Not your typical father son fare Norman Rockwell wouldn't paint our picture I wish I could remember happier times some wishes don't come true Eventually our nightmare came to an end You gave us the gift of leaving Am I evil for being Thankful? You died alone Should I have flown to be by your side? Perhaps Somehow it seems fitting you parted in this way If I had come I may not have been able to hide my relief Now we both have rest Scars Left Behind Contest By: Richard Lamoureux
December 18, 2012 Beautiful lies known as little white lies yet one is no more deceptive than each The truth is what makes it afraid of light It's important we practice what we preach Imagination built on lies destroy Imagination built on truth create Conquering evil we try to avoid Tooth fairy, Halloween, Santa abate Perceptions and images make it real Origins of Pagan rituals true We've wandered down this path for a bum deal Now more lies are created all brand new The mask behind a beautiful white lie is the truth with a constant shield, but why?
It would be too easy to not believe And not have faith in all He wants us to see. But I don't want to risk my life being saved Because of a choice I was refusing to make.
May 27, 2010 Bless it be Thee! Bless it be Thee! Truly, I love you. My whole my new. My heart your key! Loose lips and free. Realistically, I knew! You are far and few. I can justly let it be. You know, it is Gemini's Full Moon tonight, The Universe is waking up figuring us all out. Point me out as a random beam of Moonlight, I am engulfing and enriching charts in route. Swiftly suited, I stand in my place! Bless it be it to Thee! A closed case! ®Registered: Ann Rich 2010
One day at a time With the delusion of anger, falling from my eyes, The veil of bitterness, Torn from the one I despised, My heart withers in my chest The spell that cast a shadow on this beauties shimmering frame That hid a wonder a mystery this woman bearing my name. I cannot believe I've lived alongside you for so long And missed the chorus of a lover's refrain. We like strangers in the night Ships passing by on a foggy sea, Have rediscovered each other again, Fearful yet wanting, the task ahead daunting, Forever changed by the crimson stain, Leaving us equipped in ways we can never explain. One day at a time, we live for these moments, One day at a time, is all we are given, And by the grace of God our one day at a time will turn into memories That we will share over a lifetime.
Someone Felt Like Giving Up! I know someone who wanted to give up. Things in life began to "trip him up." After much thought and contemplation. He really offered no real explanation. He felt like his life was at a "dead end road." He said he couldn't continue with a heavy load. No matter how many different things he tried. He was not happy… Nor satisfied! He began to share a piece of his mind… He was ready to leave everything behind. The choices that he had sometime ago… Began to "wear" at his heart and soul! I tried to encourage him the best I could. But I'm not sure he really understood. As I watched him go his separate way… I said; "there's something I wanted to say." "There's a God who reigns in haven above!" "He wants to fill you with his hope and love!" "He knows and cares about everything you'll do!" "He's loving and kind!" "And wants to help YOU!" As I spoke, I could see he thought for a minute. A commitment to God… He decided to give it! He decided to give it all to a God who won't fail him! He wanted to serve a God, who wants to bless him! He's happy now that this choice was taken! With Jesus… He's never alone nor forsaken! By Jim Pemberton
My Wishes are Simple My wishes are simple, my desires few, to gaze upon an ocean, and marvel at a solitary drop of dew. My wishes are simple, my dreams not too grand, to feel the waves teasing my tired feet, with no footprints left in the cool, wet sand. My wishes are simple, my thoughts serenely gentle, calm, my heart resting beneath a swaying palm, healing my being, caressed by nature's soothing balm.
A noble story one that ought to be our good host laughed and swore the games begun. Come match the knights tale if you can sir monk. To bellow arms and blood and bones he swore. A noble one I'll pay off the knights tale lets do this right. You tell yours by and by either I'll speak or go on my own way. Everyone listen but first i will propound that i am drunk i know it by my sound. For I'll tell a golden legend and a lie. Forget your ignorant drunken bawdiness it is a sin and great foolishness. Tell us of other things you'll find to lack i see you are angry with my tale but why. cuz you are a fool your head is overpowered by the wine. If you are not enjoying yourselves then cut off my head but as i drink my wine and ale. Whoever won't accept what i decide will pay for everything we spend along the ride. So hold up your hand if you accept my speech reflect a little and don't hold me to blame if you choose wrong don't lay it on my head. And both of them had bawdy tales to tell theirs no sense making earnest out of game.
People in church,, talked to me about knowing God. At first I didn't know him…. I thought it was "odd." But then, I made a commitment to know and serve him. It meant a lot to me, to let him know that I loved him. The next few weeks I spent a lot of time in prayer. I wanted to spread God's good news everywhere! I often told others, at church, about my burning passion. But many laughed, and said; "you're just old fashioned!" But, wait a minute! Isn't this what Christ wants us to do? I read, "the harvest is ready." "The laborers are few!" I soon realized that many in church don't get too "excited." Remaining in their comfort zone, has often, been decided! Often, in my desire to serve God, I felt all alone. I even wanted to tell others of Christ, from my home! In the local stores, and business, I wanted to do ministry. After all, I knew that God had given me the ability! I was often criticized by others in church for doing "wrong." This type of serving God, many felt, just didn't belong. Many felt the "right" way was to give others the Sunday sermon From the outline, then perhaps others could be learnin'… What a disappointment this often turns out to be! People in church not concerned about others' eternity! No matter what others say. No matter what others do! I am not ashamed to publicly say "Jesus… I love YOU!" I'm simply seeking God's approval. Not that of men! So that others may know and find forgiveness of sin! By Jim Pemberton
Do Unto Others As You Would Have Them Do Unto You… I have many times read in the Bible, "the golden rule." "Do unto others as you'd have them do unto you!" I often wonder if many people really take this to heart. This is where Christ' love in action really starts! Just think if we treat others the way we want to be treated. Many relations would certainly be healed and completed!! If we were to speak kindness the way we want to receive it. Others would see Christ' love in us… And would believe it! If we were serious about seeking a Godly way of living. We'd see much more of Christ' love and forgiving! The challenge is to simply do what our Lord is wishin Applying "the golden rule" must be our mission! Thanks be to God for the way he treats us all the same! May we humbly serve others in Christ' name! Giving to others the way we want to receive must be our goal… If we're going to receive the richness of Christ in our soul! By Jim Pemberton
People were Many things. Strange or not People were Different and Odd and fun. People were Monsters but… That's not all People were And still are Strange and odd. People are People. For life is life. Yet not. Not is lies. Truth seeps from Every mouth Lies, lies, lies Move, move, move But somehow Lies prevail. Lies are life. Lies are death. Lies are homes. Lies are pain. Lies are truth. Yet somehow. Truth prevails. Truth is life. Truth is death. Truth is home. Truth is pain. Truth is lie. Truth is that. Lies will die. Lies will cease. Nevermore. Truth will live. Truth will be. Forever.
He thought the unthinkable He saw the unseeable He spoke the unspeakable His face was illusion And his name was Lies.
Offended is ignorance a lack of understanding silence is not for everyone humans speak and do things different than you or your faction true or untrue or stretch truth what's the worry? stressing over someone else's beliefs takes you away from your own routine offended is a waste of energy needed for nothing causing dangerous sparks within one's mind one's heart one's soul becomes contaminated with preoccupations vengeance breeds furious often unexpected actions of ill-will occur or changes for the worse creep in the shadows of good growing taking over "spiritual kudzoo" none could tame extinguish your dealings with petty rage of another imperfect being's mouth cancer vanishes easier with early detection MOVE ON! or at least learn from your polar opposite
Over the years, I think about how this country has changed. It's like "right vs. wrong" has been "rearranged." We're told that a separation from man and God exists. Yet the handiwork of God is in our very midst! Rather than seeking to obey God's word and rules. Our courts have turned this country into "fools." The whole idea of marriage is often very confusing. Many don't think about the wrong path they're choosing! Government often passes laws that provide a "moral instability." We've often lost our respect for a Godly type of morality. As people's lives get filled with lusts of various kinds. Many are wandering around with very confused minds! "One nation under God" is too often under attack. As this country is quickly "getting off track!" If "change" is what you want, or what you're looking for. Think about the purpose of life you're meant for! The direction you need to travel, is to the Lord in prayer. Wherever you are... He will meet you there! Christ alone removes any "God or state" separation. By his shed blood and his gift of salvation! There's no Supreme Court near heaven's gates! There's a God who loves who, and anxiously waits! He longs for you to receive his life eternal. So he can put your name in heaven's journal! Won't you allow his love to cleanse you within? And experience the atonement for every sin! May the Lord bring to us all a healing and restoration! He is the only true hope for our great nation! By Jim Pemberton
Lord, I do not know what to do; Please, lead me by Your side. Decisions I'm facing are lost and through; Please, lead me to do what's right.
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-------- Do You find your-self With-out a ladder And just don't know What to do? ------ Try the "Law Of Reciprocity" Fore only good thing's come Back to You! ------ Plant your-self a Seed And then You shall Have a Tree... ------ Just give it a little time And soon you will have three... ------ Then You shall be able To climb... For the very first time... Poet Author Gary Fields
Children with an illness, Go through life, They are looked down apon, Because they are different, When really they are not, They are no different from you and me, They have the same blood, Running through their bodies, Just as their hearts as well, So, don't just look apon, Their outer appearance, And judge them, For who they really are, For a lot of them, Are smarter and brighter, Than you and I, Could possibly be, On our brightest day, For they have the gifts, From God up above, So, always take the time, To get to know their inner beauty, For who they really are, Cause they too need love, Just as everyone else does, If not even more.
My parents taught me the Christian ways. I was taught to obey what the Bible says. I was proud of my parents! I really was! And loved them so much… Just because! They meant everything to me! I was proud! Until one day... There appeared "a dark cloud." It was like a "darkness" hovered above. Leaving their marriage empty of needed love! Though they were together many years. There were many cracks that soon appeared. I say a once happy home soon destroyed. Being with one another…. They no longer enjoyed! How could this happen! I had wondered… To see a happy marriage "totally plundered As sin crept in... And allowed to prevail. Very soon this marriage simply failed. May this be a warning for me and you… That our commitment remains faithful and true! If your marriage is heading toward separation… Please seek God for a healing and restoration! If your planning to have a divorce.. Jesus' love can put it on the right course! He can replace the brokenness and hurt within.. And can put your lives back together AGAIN! By Jim Pemberton
Was it enough or was it too much? Sometimes too fast but always too slow! God knows that I come with these seeds that grow. Inside and out I absorb every single touch, But why should I? Why should I be the only one that knows? Stepping through time and sliding back so smooth so I go! I say I can qualify! Where was I and why was I there? Sometimes too obvious but always with doubt! God knows that I come riding in on a prayer. I absorb every single touch inside and out, But why should I? Why should I be the only one that cares? Climbing the highest mountains and sliding down so steep but on a dare! I say I can magnify! What did I say and what did I do? Sometimes too quite but always too loud! God knows that I come with a gleam that shines so proud. Inside and out I absorb every single touch by you. But why should I? Why should I be the only one in the crowd? Walking on water and walking backwards but at least I know how. I say I can intensify! Do I want to or do you need me to? Sometimes I wonder and sometimes I simply don't care. God knows that I come standing on a higher sky of blue. I absorb every single touch by you inside and out with this glare. But why should I? Why should I be the only one with this view? Up in the clouds and aimless but always led by you! I say, "I SANCTIFY"! ®Registered: 1997 Ann Rich
"Outside of the box" -- not packaged -- is how I want to define people.
I lay, dripping, soaked within a dark sweat, seeing and hearing your soft voice abet. I want to run, to leave this merciless realm, but you pull me closer, without a choice at helm. Get out of my dreams. I miss you, but I hate you, every last memory. You taunt my every being, you're all that I see. I see you in the crowds, or when I'm all alone. You're here and there, on your heartless throne. Why couldn't you stay? Get out of my life. I hear your laughter and see your beautiful smile. Once so beautiful, now helping others with guile. You're now decayed, withering into shallow dust. I loved you so much, and never again will I trust. Get out of my head. Tears I weep, when others aren't around to see – I remember the days, the months and years I bleed. I try to forget, and to hate you and your choices. But all I can hear are these damn forgiving voices. Maybe I am what you proclaim me to be. Was I really that monster, that demon you see? I hate what I love and love what I hate. I try to erase our past, and to claim it our fate. But I can't let go, you're all that I hear and see. I wished you could have loved, that loathsome "me". Get out of my heart.
Gray sidewalk into a back alley Off some low, dead-end sign Walks a man, past a shadow of himself Who is he? Is he a brother? He is the least of these, the teacher said. He is friend to the cold and dark places… Do you know him? Listen to the stories… Over bridges, under streetlights; against the bitter wind These are the places they live… where we call ourselves "them" Listen to the stories… Where highways turn to gravel And lanes into sewers Forgotten, under glass, turned away By those who would not share It's you, it's me…we are they who sit alone in the cold Sleeping in the park, While a moment wanders by Listen to the stories… They are the beloved, orphans of us all, adopted by God They sing of wounded silence, longing just to know…
As A Parent, I Want My Kids to Serve God! As a parent, I'm trying the best that I can…. Though there are things that I don't understand! I remember my parents teaching me right and wrong. And taught that God's laws certainly belong! I've tried to share these values with my kids too… The choices they've made, and the things they do! When situations in life, seem to have changed… I know that my heavenly father remains the same! I think about what in life, to my kids, I have given… And pray they'll serve God all the days they're livin'! Even though I've failed and stumbled along the way… I hope I've taught my kids how important it is to pray! This family that God gave to me, has grown over a period of time. I'm thankful for the opportunity to call them "mine." I pray they'll seek God's guidance! Wherever they go! May the word of God strengthen and nourish their soul! And as my kids get older, and they move out on their own… May they seek God's love and protection over their home! I pray that my children will give God their very best! May they serve him daily! And let him take care of the rest! I'm trying my best, as a parent, to trust Jesus and believe! His goodness, in our lives, is what we need to achieve! By Jim Pemberton
A Better Life I don't know why she hides, I don't know why she shivers, I don't know why she cries, I don't know why she quivers, Daddy's girl is all alone, And I don't know how to help her, Daddy's world is all but blown, And I don't know what to tell her, What happened to her confidence, And her self assured way, Which used to be so prominent, In all she did or would say, Who stole my little girl's heart, And drove her to such confusion, She now slowly does her part, As if all she has is illusion, She knows I would kill any other man, For doing such harm to my little girl, But this is much more than I can stand, As it has forever blown apart my world, They took 'steps' to the next level, And now they each look to me in despair, I warned them each to be careful, But the forbidden fruit they shared, Now I look at one without trust, Yet I still love my son so very much, I still hold her distant as I must, But she needs Daddy's healing touch, Why do I have to be the bad guy, When my children need my help, I pushed one out and I still cry, While I can't help her help herself, There is no way to win here, And my tears won't stop falling, I have lost them both I fear, And my fears won't stop calling, I don't know what to do anymore, Or how I can help either of them, Both children my heart cries out for, But the truth is neither can win, And for this my darling kids, I am so sorry I can't decide, Which to disown or which to kiss, When I am actually on both your sides, So I pray that both her and him, Of whom I am so very proud, Do not give up and become victims, Who wear this pain like a shroud, I pray both of you hear my advice, Get over this hardship and understand, This lesson with its terrible price, Is one where you do as best you can, To forgive and move on from here, Without Dad having to choose a side, And to let go of all that you fear, If you want to grow to have a better life.
Permanent resident You have become… My heart, your doorstep…my mind is numb Swimming and sliding about my soul Leaking and seeping till you've covered the whole However you entered is puzzlement pure But alas, there you are; and not leaving, I'm sure Antidote once: countering my flagrant egotism Now you have tainted me, quite beyond reason The cure, it seems, has surpassed the disease With debilitating neediness I no longer wish to appease So go with your play-pretend doctor's routine And find someone sicker to ply and demean My inclination to uncertainty has finally waned I'm done with your presence; I will keep washing away Evidence Of your Stains
Inspired by the untimely deaths of young people I knew. RIP In a dream, tonight would be my last and I demanded to talk to God. Of all the things I've gotten past, to go now seemed so odd. "You've taken all my friends you see and now you want me, too? Unlike one who pretends to be I've always honored you." Those sinners who outlive me still, all I have to ask is how? It mad me question His very will. Why take a good man now? But God just sat and let me rave on and on about my worth and why I didn't need a grave, but rather eternity here on earth. Pride let my voice be rather loud. He never said a word. I told of deeds that made me proud and good things that I'd heard. And when I tired He simply said, "No doubt your life's been good. But many younger are now dead and their legacy simply would be the song that is never sung, no children call them dad. for they came to me so very young and left the world confused and sad. Yet now your time has come as well and selfish thoughts are all I hear? Your life was full and I can tell it's really death you fear. Just remember that you have no choice, for you all will one day die. Be strong and with a humble voice tell loved ones they can cry." And in that moment I knew a peace, and I felt a tear well up inside. That most feared was now the least as my selfish motives died.
your the one i choose when the mistress is confused and has been misused
~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ There is a place called Heaven, that I hope for everyday. I ask God to help me be a better person by following Christ's way. Somedays it doesn't come easy to find compassion in my heart. Or show forgiveness needed to a friend who has torn it apart. Jesus never said it would be easy to pick up my cross each day. Or remember to be thankful, and get on my knees to pray. He said to trust in His mercy, and to give it to others in need. Because of His Love and Sacrifice, of His words I take heed. For Christ is The Bread from Heaven, and we are who He comes to feed. Take part in His kindness and mercy, from all sins we are freed. The gates of heaven are open, the veil has been torn. No need to sit in sorrow, no need to weep and mourn. Christ has risen, Yes, it's true! Through Him, all things have been made new! There is a place called Heaven that I hope for everyday. ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ 5/1/11 ~ Divine Mercy Sunday
Tears - Are As Old … As East Of Eden Pain - Is As Old … As East Of Eden Woes - Are As Old … As East Of Eden … That's Why The Cowboy … Rides West And Disappears, Into The Flaming Sunsets … ( Gen. 3: 23, 24 )
So Much to Do! So Little Time! There's so much to do in life, and so little time to do it! There's been goals in life... But I simply "blew it!" I think about what God has offered and what he's given! I haven't allowed him to be the Lord of how I'm livin'! He gave to me two great parents and food on the table! He's given me the ability to work. And to be able! As I look back with the time that I've enjoyed. I think about the time that I was unemployed! They were times of leaning on God and his love! I asked for his protection and blessings from above! With the little time, that I have here on earth… I'm going to ask the Holy Spirit, to give me a "new birth." A "new birth" to be the kind of person God wants me to be! And to ask for him to have his will, to be done through me! I want to serve Jesus, for the rest of my remaining days! To read and study his word! And do what it says! The time I take to have with Jesus, is time will spent! I seek to do his will for me, and to daily be content! Thank you my Lord for listening to what I have to say! Please come Lord Jesus and bless my time today! By Jim Pemberton
Karvatein leti raaton ke, Khwahishon bhare faasle Samay se choote hue chaahat ke Zehmaton ke wo faasle Oat leti salvaton ke Gungunaate hue faasle Zubaan pe ladhkhadate hue pyaar ke Ikraar ke wo faasle Chand ke aur chandni ke Roshni bhare wo faasle Wo ulfat ke dhuon me Dil jalaate hue faasle Nahakar paak lafzon me Ilm-e-jehan ke wo faasle Simat ke hoton pe Siharti saans ke wo faasle zindagi ke parwaan par kabhi na khatm hotey faasle tere aur mere aur hamaare wo faasle Wo faasle…
Send me to the darkest places; That's where I feel You strongest. A kiss and hug down the deepest alleys; Never letting go, Your love is the strongest.
During our life... we have many choices. We see a lot of faces and hear many voices. There is a voice... like no other. The words are "sweeter than butter." It's the same voice that calmed the storm in Galilee. It's the voice that offers life abundantly. Please listen to the voice of your saviour today... And really listen to the words he has to say... "Come... follow me... and be born again!" "I'll wash you clean... and take away your sin!" His voice speaks peace to the troubled soul. And speaks joy and love to make you whole. Christ can do it with his blood-cleansing power. He can do it... this very hour! His voice beckons a never ending call. Come to him now... He's worth it all! By Jim Pemberton
I cannot get into heaven God I have tried! Suicide is a double edge sword Especially when you survive! Walking the streets at night Dazed and confused Longing to be loved Wondering... When is Mum, coming for me? "Does she still love me?" "Does she still care?" "Does she still think of me?" "Does she wonder, where I am?" I want her to come find me I want her to say she 'loves me' I want her to comfort me I want her to take me home And keep me safe And not forget hat I exist Like the way she treats me now I wish God Could make my Mum Magically appear Making this hellish nightmare On the street Disappear! "Send my Mum please!" So, all this can end! Before this last ray of hope Diminishes for good! I don't want to become The walking dead Forever forgotten as if I was never born! For this is the cruel, harsh reality Of living life, feeling unloved Uncared for, abandoned, Left to fend for my own A dangerous killer inside me Eating away, at my soul Something, no one can see As I suffer in silence My insides crippling! Lost, alone and frightened Weeping on a dirty Graffiti park bench Dirty tears Rolling down my cheeks Stuffing newspapers under my jumper To keep myself warm "What am I going to do?" "Will I make it through the night?" "Will I get raped and beaten?" "Will I be left for dead?" "Will I survive To see another day? "Is my life worth living?" Please God, I beg of you Have mercy now Please show me the way!
Movies played but seldom watched As we entangled on the couch Intoxicated by each other, we drank wine to clear our heads Things were simple in those times You were red-eyed and freshly mangled I wanted so badly to make you smile and forget her For a time I think I succeeded We were blissful in our distraction Playing grown up as we discovered each other Long nights where sleeping was forsaken We preferred to lie intertwined Talking Smiling Laughing The sun would rise and you would leave, reveling in how the hours had escaped us Smiling at the pink tinged sky Only to repeat the process nightly Then we traded places I am the red-eyed one, and another tries to help me forget you Sometimes he succeeds Perspective feels like a cruel joke Could have Would have Should have Someday he will have red eyes too A cycle perpetuated
What If… Christmas Never Came??? What if Christmas never happened? What if Christmas never came? Things around here would be different! It wouldn't be the same! What if the baby Jesus was never born in a manger? Mankind would be in serious trouble! We'd all be in danger! If the baby Jesus wasn't born. There would be no nativity. We wouldn't be able to display this during our "festivity." It's almost like this now! It's an "ever increasing business." It seems like nearly everyone wants "Christ out of Christmas!" Why does it seem like Christmas is losing it's true meaning? The very words; "Merry Christmas," seem to be quickly disappearing! Many say; "Happy Holiday." They worry they may "offend." Having a "holiday" without Christ…. Once again! We need to put Jesus Christ back into our CHRISTmas season! He is what Christmas is about! HE is the very reason! May we all take some time to rejoice in our savior's birth. May there be shouts of JOY! From the corners of the earth! Let's not take Christ out of our joyous celebration! We need him so much right now! All over this great nation! May we bring to him a heart of love for everything he's done. As we bring honor to Christ. God's precious son! May we continually offer to him a heart filled with praise! Not only at Christmas time… But all of our days! By Jim Pemberton 12/05/11
Evil thoughts equal sin One must purge them within
Now I'm just a failure Too afraid to make a mistake. I've already been there, Stuck in a route that leaves no breaks. What is Your plan for me Father? At once I thought I knew. Now I'm disillusioned; Please bring me back to You.
the life that you have now is the one you will cry over when you are removed from it it happens that many lives are taken away from the now and when we lived the can't grow fast enough is bicycle hard to catch up to crispy in leaves, and, bare under the bark
If I seem down forgive me Frowns I carry around live in me When I break you see right through me GIVE BACK THE SOUL I SOLD... The hurt I've learned brews in me GIVE BACK THE SOUL I SOLD... Your words so true renew me If only you'd re-design me Take time rewind refine me Recreate the mold without lies I've told... GIVE BACK THE SOUL I SOLD... The hurt I've learned brews in me GIVE BACK THE SOUL I SOLD....
The Fault Was Your Own With these words,I wonder if I shall break your spirit. With these stones and stick,I plan to break you. With this bloody revenge,I will have you wholesomely. As you slap away m hand let's say our fear is only great toward me yet your cowardice actions are full of jokes You nothing more then an eye sore,To prideful to even realize that'll you'll fall break before the day is done. Tick tock,Tick tock. Your clocks running thin,for if I a prideful beast breaks I'll be sure to bring you with me. Ha,such a dirty creature do you think you can hold me using such unpleasant scene from a forgotten past? Of course not these be not your past but you near future,Repeating everything over and over until it to much to handle. Turn around and drink your poison. Even though your no more child you seem to carry a burden not you own,I will have no regrets ending you pitiful life. How about I become you poison and let me end you futile life. I will decided how I die and not let some stranger decided who I am.For that purpose I wield this sword. What a foolish person,to wield a sword for the person you love is what it is and not for the sake of some unseen future.How can you possible care of a future when you stick yourself in a shell and refuse to leave a past that has forgotten you already. When will you stop with your nonsense.I have no past therefore my future is chained up,perfectly awaiting me.Let me repeat your punishment so you know. As this we recite the lines as one. With these words,we will break out spirits. With steels and spears,we shall break our body's. With these bloody revenge,we have betrayed each other for the last time.
Keeping my head up, treading water Cut throat surviving, struggling Going under, death visits Will to live, tested! Selfishness Vs Selflessness A Greater Love, encompasses me God demonstrating mercy, for his children Learning about forgiveness, cultivating, inner faith Melody of Love, one can experience In the darkest, waking hours, of everyday living Self survival, learning how to live Peace of Mind, Peace of Heart Peaceful Spirit, Freedom in Love
I'll shine brighter than ever when I find my way past my woes the farther I wander the more I shall know that I'm a friend with consequences and only one could let that go He somehow convinced me that I needed correction now I know where I'm going for I followed his directions no more full of blaming I point it right at my nose and realize all my problems are by no one else controlled Will I ever shine with a destiny, kind I still have little meaning but he is there with me, sometimes when our doors have been locked up for so many years it feels good to have someone come in my circle, share my fear Everyone so full of hatred afraid of letting us by even when we're most broken still a spark in our eye you think that would tell them that we just want to live life to the fullest potential that our dreams aren't denied We talk of good and evil agreed on right and wrong tell tales of when we struggled and what we did to be strong as the world the he's seen is darker than mine I am less respected as a person but I accept that, it's fine for he talks to me like I'm worthy and proud to be my friend that's why I could never replace all the treasured words of wisdom he gave me like a story of survival, rise and fall though I am a friend with great consequences I could never begin to replace him, at all my personal Jesus, I see the great Messiah in him I hope one day to inherit his good heart to pass it on to some kid one day, struggling.
Where Will I Be Tomorrow? Where will I be tomorrow? That's my question! I continue traveling on… Seeking my life's "mission." There are many roads, and journeys to go on. I'm trying to find out, where I really belong. There are many choices of what to do and see… There's both good and bad waiting for me! But, there is a God who called out my name. When I heard his voice... To him, I came! He gave me a promise! A 100% guarantee! He promised to forgive my sins, that I may be free! I will spend today and tomorrow with him! I'm going to take time, and get to know him! I'm here today! I don't know what tomorrow will bring! But I can trust Jesus! To take care of everything! Where will I go? I know where I will be! Spending time with my Lord! For eternity! By Jim Pemberton
Ah the schism, the gap... the once electrically charged space that now, seems to hold only hollowness like a wicker effigy… before the offerings have been placed before the lamb as been brought to slaughter. The line between sanity and insanity blurrs water on glass. Laughter has never been a recourse not for me…taunting a perpetual bridegroom no release from sleepless nights but tears. What soothes my "weary wrinkled soul" naught but tears. Hold back the anger the misused fuel of fools. Waylay the rampant strands of kinder thoughts feed the seedling of understanding pity the blighted hearts. There can be no groom for the withered crone for time has come and wisdom was the choice life the sparkling firmament has reclaimed for your words ... your thoughts have oft called to me at night.
i crack smiles and lie to use it i run for miles just to refuse it i chase my mind each time I choose it i bite my tongue so not to chew it i hold my breath so they'll excuse it i hide my skin again I've bruised it i admit within it's been confusing ~ JSLambert
I carry in my pocket a simple reminder to me A single stone; it is nothing special on its own It bears the weight of truth that each of us in earnest must embrace. For if we would stop to think we all have made mistakes. Before we hasten to judgment remember the stone we throw May bear the weight of the sin we ourselves own. So stop and think, what would you do if this stone was thrown at you?
Jesus, I Pray for My Brothers! Years ago, I suggested to my brothers that we pray. They simply laughed at what I had to say! I thought it would be good to get together... That God's love would bind our hearts forever! Division took place and took the "upper hand." I don't think they'd listen or even understand! Over the many years that just went on by... They never once took the time to say; "hi!" Even though they never once seemed to care. I decided to take some time in deep prayer! It was like they would make fun of what I said. At times, maybe they wished I were "dead." At this time, there's a strong and powerful force That's blowing their lives are way off course! I pray that God's spirit will get a hold of them! And let them now how much he loves them! I pray that God's love will be the glue that binds them! May God's mercy and joy be what finds them! I pray that evil will not find it's way in their home! And they would allow Jesus to rule on their "throne." Even though they tried to cast me off, as a "fool." It's God's words, in their lives, that must rule! Jesus can turn around even the worst situation! By the power of his glory and resurrection! Please, dear lord, bind them forever as won! Bless their home! Their daughters and sons! By Jim Pemberton
My brother came to me, desperate for prayer! Filled with hopelessness and despair! I reached out to him to begin to pray… But I couldn't find any words to say! The Holy Spirit began tugging at my heart within… Convicting me of holding on to a "secret sin." THIS SIN, God told me I must first let go, For this was eating at my soul! My prayer life had been such a mess! I repented! And to God… I confessed! I called out to Jesus' precious name! Inviting him into my heart to reign! On bended knees before my Lord I began to bow, My prayer was going to be answered… Somehow! The prayer request for my brother Was going to be met! For God has never failed me YET! By Jim Pemberton
Brother, why the haste why are you so quick to bail how life has made you frail why art thou so lean in faith Desires of sodom, you chase till you wear and rot to waste. The truths of life you dare not face you cower behind the shell of race and bequeath to it,the fortune of your days Oh Sister, why the haste this phase you crave is soiled with fray this course you chart is fraught with chains Are you numb to the flames; that chars the face with pains that lays in wait, in ways unseen to sight and gaze You fill your pate with tales of hate and lose your fate in pits of vale The weight of your plate is filled with kills of kin why the haste, brother why the waste, sister?
Regrets Antagonisms perceived Leave us aggrieved Hearts broken Tender spirits token Words miss-read Actions miss-lead Clamors in the night Pleading miss-sight Sides taken Lines shaken Blindness bodes Heavier loads Rashness steps Action's regrets Unthinking eyes When misery cries Matters adrift Sieve and sift Love enduring Pardons ensuing Antagonisms perceived Leave us aggrieved Hearts broken Tender spirits token
I stand I wait I worried for the things that may not happened I hope I pray I cried longing for a peaceful heart All I wanted is... when i close my eyes I won't feel afraid and when I open my eyes, a smile will appear coz today i breathe again in a deep-dark-hollowed heart like living as a sinner like walking around in a forest finding a way out God, released me from this feeling... Nobody wants to feel alone like a stranger in a crowded place take me to a home where love can hold me to a nice sleep when the night comes I am lost so find me I cry so hug me I am lonely so love me...
Cold, callus, crying, shivering, and covered in sweat. Wondering what has happened. Not yet understanding this fate I've met. What of a guy that stumbled around, just trying his hardest to show he'd been found, after all he had just been purchased from the human pound. That promise to you. Man I broke it. I told you Id stop, and for a time I did, but that stuff two blocks away, my will power just wasn't work-n. My wrist watch again broken. Always from the look on my face, you could tell Id been smoke-n. You tried. You tried so hard, but the mind wasn't mine. only a shell of what used to be, all of me you were trying to find, and I didn't get this till my alone time. I was pushing. You were pulling. Then it all pushed you away. It was all down hill from here, so naturally you couldn't stay. I sit here so sad for the way you must of felt. Let alone how you dealt. Ill never understand how I could do this to you. You're so prefect, even your aura dances in ambient light. You're the best friend I could of had, and that leaves me really mad, that the rest of the world may never know what we had. The thing is I know now, that you loving me. This really was Much more, than I loving you. ~Ha,Turned around this insecurity was always mine.~
I'm Not the Kind of Dad That I Need to Be! I remember reading the Bible to my son. But what a mess, my life has become! My children told me, they were proud of their dad! Now they say they're embarrassed and sad. I once lived a Godly life! I really did! Just look at me now! And how I live! Things in life I once called wrong and sin. Are now causing me to stumble again. God's word I had loved! Jesus was my treasure! I "traded my soul" for what gives me "pleasure." I'm not the kind of father that I need to be! What kind of example will my family find in me? Will I grow stubborn to God as I age? Replacing his peace, for anger and rage? I need Jesus to bring peace to my troubled soul! I ask YOU Lord to make me clean and whole. Restore unto me the joy of my salvation. By your blood, make me a new creation. Words alone cannot truly express… This family God's given to me. I am so blessed! By Jim Pemberton
Time Is a measure of existence Where we all play our part Looking back and looking forward We live so much and imagine so much Sketching life on our minds and our hearts Sometimes we break And we think we are- Irreparable But somehow - We move through time Changing and shaping This way and that – from darkness to light Shedding off the old Birthing the new into existence – we didn't know was beyond-Times portals Here we explore the supernatural world of promise- at the Kings command We enjoy a Kingdom of priceless worth - it outshines times wrappings Time that is slowly unraveling Being discarded on the pile - Of a past life. © Brenda V Northeast 30th August 2012
And then the day came That I found my self lost in the void of my own emptiness And as suddenly as a tree bust into flames After being stuck by lightening My heart sank I felt so lost and alone The walls ran red with my blood For they were all I had left to beat And my busted knuckles bleed with the vengeance of hate I cursed the Lord above as the gooners burst into my cell AND WE FOUGHT Overcome and beaten Hogtied and broken I refused any medical aid For my hate drank the pain And I wept ALONE As deep as the peace of a deer lying in the meadow I felt the Lord Jesus Christ come unto my soul And to this day the thought of him The depth of his mercy Makes me cry For I have been forgiven I became a man of living example The future holds limitless opportunities for me I bare witness to the darkness of addiction For I have been delivered from the ashes Set free from the chains that bound me My soul is my Lords as my heart is my wife's My life belongs to anyone who is willing to learn As I ready to embark on the journey of education My excitement grows with each passing day Because I know the Lord Jesus Christ Will use me as a lantern of faith And those who teach me will also learn from me For my knowledge of emptiness is as vast and barren As all of the great deserts spread around the world Compiled together in one 6'-2'' 240 lb. frame The depths of my scars are like the Grand Canyon Amazing to see and impossible to comprehend This is my story this is who I am My past will never be forgotten Because it holds the possibility of higher education In regards to the overhaul journey of life And hopefully some where along the way A soul will be saved
I keep my dreams and aspirations, stored away neatly in this box. Tied off with a pretty pink ribbon, secured tightly with key and lock. And every time I feel like a failure, I open it, so I can again feel alive. Arms of dreams tightly surround me, giving me strength I need to survive. I've hidden this box in a secret place, where I'm the only who can see. A beautiful box of hopes and dreams, finely sewn with love at the seams. This box is opened quite frequently, especially when we're apart – this rhetorical box of memories, in perfect synch with each beat of my heart
"The fear of the lord is the beginning of wisdom." This is an important part of God's kingdom! Seeking Godly wisdom is what we must do… If we're going to live how God wants us to! God's wisdom is filled with love and purity! Man's "wisdom" is but "meaningless vanity!" Fearing the Lord and seeking his ways… Will strengthen us and brighten our days! God is wise and gives the best choices… We must listen to HIM. Not other voices! His wisdom brings hope when all seems lost! We must lay our worries at the foot of the cross! Obeying his instructions is very smart and wise! It helps us not to do what seems good to our eyes! God's wisdom brings comfort and much gladness! It will guard your life with his true happiness! Won't you seek his wisdom in all you endeavor? His blessings will follow you today and forever! By Jim Pemberton
I Was In A Place Where I Didn't Belong! I was in a place where I knew I didn't belong! God's spirit was there… But the flesh was strong! I felt alluring voices almost "overwhelm me." There were so many temptations that surrounded me! I could feel the pull! The tugging of my heart! I knew this was going to happen! From the start! As I began to feel many voices, pulling my spirit. I wanted to run, but could not seem to do it! In one moment of hopelessness, to Jesus I cried! I couldn't run from this! No matter how hard I tried! Just when I thought that there was not a way out! I remember what some of the Bible was about! I knew that if I cried to Jesus, he'd be there to help me! No matter the temptation! And how it tries to "trip" me! Before I was going to do something, I shouldn't do… I heard God's voice say; "My son, I'm here to help you!" I felt the hand of God, reach down and touch my soul! I knew that God was there, and it was time for me to go! I jumped up and out of there, as fast as I could run! Any "excitement" was gone. I was not having "fun!" Whatever temptation I gave up, was worth avoiding! A life with Jesus and family is what I'm enjoying! Thank you my Lord! For your patience and kindness! You've filled my life with your love and brightness!09/04/13
Life Freedom Reigns Surrendering Into The Power Of Death That Brings Life Ressurrection Discerning The Difference Between Trial And Attack Deleting All Delete Buttons Regretting Nothing Passion Burning Accepting The Heat Laying On More Kindling Stirring Myself Up Praying For All That Is Displeasing To God Within Me To Burn Burn Up Clothing Myself In White Garments That The Shame Of My Nakedness Be Not Revealed Anointing My Eyes That They May See Accepting Truth Accepting Me Crushed Moist With Tears Moldable In The Potters Hands I Praise I Will not Live Again With That Which Was Meant To Kill Me It Is Too Late For Miscarriage I Will Not Abort Love Remains
My Dear World, I owe you an apology; Forgive me for I have distorted thee: lying passionately, I failed to accept you by chimera deceptional I wanted to surmount you believing myself to be exceptional. Forgive me My World my bitterness, narcissism and selfishness; for a fool I was since the truth was consciously unknown to me thus calamitious the discovery would be. Please forgive me all the souls my ambition eradicated, all the feelings my sharp tongue destroyed, all the emotions my cold heart repudiated, for how much all those deeds I enjoyed. I was then infected; the infection seemed incurable as I wanted it to be - or wasn't I aware how diseased I was? My Dear World, I owe you an apology; Forgive me my blindness to the beauty of life; With myself in centre I would not look around for distorted was my perception by a deceitful projection of perfect me in faulty universe. My Dear World, Thank you for instant recovery of my senses, the wisdom you blessed me with, the pain myself was redefined through. Yester year I reached the deepest depth slowly losing my pride - my psyche was nearing death in plight I could hardly abide - I understood a mere human I am. Now I laugh enjoying my life every day forsooth heartily and with ruth. Thank you My Dear World Please, forgive me.
On a cold and bleak November day in a lonely Deserted place a child unborn in its sanctuary Lies asleep like a bud soon to bloom A sacred gift, priceless, unique For a world that is rapidly dying On a cold and bleak November day A mother's scent will it ever know No special bond with another soul No joyful offering of 'thanks', nor smiles, Nor welcome kisses that warm the heart On a cold and bleak November day, the sky Draped in blankets of gray, hung low Over the horizon marked by fresh-fallen snow An innocent life is taken in some unholy place As consciences lay bound and silenced On a cold and bleak November day, Freewill, once more misused, hovered In the shadows abused and clothed in shame Bore witness to one of many horrors The deliberate murder of the Innocents On a cold and bleak November day a hush falls over Heaven The Son of God pleads mercy as He alone dares to speak God looks upon His only Son, once again, His anger subsides A new day is ordained-another chance to choose A priceless gift to save the world some cold bleak day
s o b e r... The fuse burns the skin; 'till years disappear in the sear. Those scars allow us to be who we are - - - urging us to bleed truth- - - so we can speed through the blues----- fueling us with the go, the giddy up to show, with each blow we grow,---and we Leggo our Ego -------just so the doubters we encounter shout louder and louder--- tho' they ain't got a clue as to who... or what we're about, or the journey of pain ballooning our veins with insane clout-------- and we wish upon a trouble free time to be near, yet it's far...- - - like the stars in the sky----...---sobering the view...while we drink the abuse------Still, the lit fuse burns the years till our fears cry.-____so hopefully, we learn from the scars when our tears dry.
You'll write a beautiful melody, If it's truly from the heart. So first I'll find the remedy, To cure mine of the dark. But holy light and blind eyes, Are keeping me apart, From the answers, to the questions, that are making things so hard. Find me a sin, You think that I wouldn't commit. And use it to begin, To make me laugh again. Find me a loose end, I don't know how to tie. Sometimes I wish for the truth, But all I get are lies. I don't need the good life, I just want a sliver. You say always go for gold but I, I'm fine with a lining that's silver. I can live with a just a hand to hold, But who could love a sinner? Maybe I can hide inside the dark, So turn the lights down dimmer. I said find me a sin, You think that I wouldn't commit. And use it to begin, To make me laugh again. Find me a loose end, I don't know how to tie. Sometimes I wish for the truth, But all I get are lies.
Regret… My reply to "HE"; a poem written for me by SOS! Where to begin… ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I enjoyed you immensely even back then You meant more to me than just a friend The closer we became The more I felt it would end… ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ We always had fun Never thought about the long run No commitments to each other Yet we were more than friends... We were lovers… ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Too good to be true... Just look at the clues Remember "no expectations" Remember we are "just cool" Remember these were our rules... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ We both had issues and I didn't think twice I was soft and gentle offering wisdom, experience, and advice Personal experience reminded me of the pains in your life I knew something was wrong... I felt something was just not right... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ But we had nothing to lose No future in sight How I wish you trusted me I needed you to shed some light… ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ What were you feeling How were you dealing That your heart needed healing Revealed what you were concealing… ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Left to answer these questions on my own Left in the dark all alone Left with the door cracked in "Danger Zone" Left with fear of the unknown... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ FEAR TOOK MY HAND AND LEAD ME TO ROAM... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I'd been hurt just a short time before My heart was hiding behind steel doors Somehow you cracked it and let fear in Fear is powerful and fear did win... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ THANKFULLY THIS WAS JUST THE BEGINNING... THIS WAS NOT OUR END... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Only time will tell if our wounds are healed Little by little we break the seal's of fear Little by little we open up and reveal What's in our hearts and what we truly feel… ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ We have learned from the mistakes of our past Taken a new direction; created a new path Neither one of us is hiding behind a mask This time will be better... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ THIS TIME I HOPE IT WILL LAST... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Lay
You may not know, as emptiness surrounds you everywhere you go If you could see behind a different eye, would it be a friend or a foe? Pain is smooth at the surface Triggering the roots from down below Ceases to hide behind your pride Following you, as you continue to grow Glancing upon a broken surface You hide from your own reflection You hide from all you know Emptiness cannot be seen or heard So you yourself, may never know
Without Holiness… No Man Shall See God! I know of someone with a degree in divinity. He can tell you all about God and the trinity. He memorized much scripture from God's word. A message each Sunday from him, can be heard. While he has so much theology in his head. A message of holiness from his lips won't be said. He thinks preaching on holiness is "judgemental.." His position in church wouldn't be "instrumental." God has caled his followers to life of holiness! Without this, your life is filled with emptiness! Think about Job who was called a righteous man. He sought Godly living over his house and land! Are you seeking a life of holiness from within? So your life won't be burdened down with sin? Perhaps living 100% for God seems "old fashioned." We need to seek God's holiness as a daily passion! "Come out from the world and be separate!" God commands! This is a truth from his word many don't understand. All of the theology in this world can't save your soul. If the things of this world, you refuse to let go! A victorious life in Christ is what you can achieve! Simply surrender your life to him…. And BELIEVE! By Jim Pemberton
Because I am worth a thousand you The morning dew's falling on my face and I'm still sitting here numb, They say it's a broken heart , But I hurt everywhere , this dawn. Unlike another , I'm over you Coz my account is full of pain, You've given me best rate of interest Yet I'm changing my bank Coz I'm worth a thousand you. Someone who'll be 1 in all. Coz I'm more than just a smile And I want to laugh my heartout, So I took your number out of my phone And hit delete, Next time you think to call, you should do the same baby Coz I don't want to get angry Because you failed me time after time And I am worth a thousand you Gonna find someone who has all in 1.
Through Life's Trials And Hardships… I've been through trials and difficult situations. Many times it happens with no explanation! Whatever I've had or have taken with me. I've been there when everyone has left me! The uncertainties I've had and struggles I face. Have brought me to my knees in a "quiet" place. The journeys I've traveled and the storms ahead. Have brought worry and stress in the words I said. Whatever trials I've faced... To Jesus I cried! A comfort and strength . He did provide! I know a truth that's important and most certain. Jesus can take away any hardship or burden! If there were no trials... How could I trust him? Because of what he's done How much I love him! If I had no hardships or trials, I'd probably "forget him." Giving him my whole life? I don't think I'd let him! He's proven beyond any doubt how much he loves me! He reached down from heaven and touched me! He's my comfort and joy and enduring friend! He'll be there with me… Till the very end! This Jesus I know. I recommend him to you! He is God! Our provider! This is so true! Won't you give him a chance in your life today! He can bring hope and take the dark clouds away! By Jim Pemberton
The world needs You, Lord; We all need You too. Alone, we battle and fall apart, But we live joyful freedom with You: Created anew in Your perfect image; Saved, Loved, Changed, In Your Holy Name! We pray, Amen!
i use to think that charmed was an expression until you appeared and caught my attention and like everybody else i thought chivalry was dead until i met you and with my honor i plead i use to believe that love was so true but in reality it was only me loving you and there was a time that i truely believed that if i used the right words that she would never leave i use to think that words were my charm i found out and boy, was i wrong i once believed that praying would bring her back but all that proved was that true knowledge i lacked and with my hopeing i wasted my time hopeing once again she'd be mine the time has past in which i wished for my wife long has it been that i had a new life some may ask why i write of her tonight it's only to tell her that i found a new and better wife
A family had a wedding... The brother wasn't invited. The fact they didn't want him,.. Was already decided! When asked why his name had been "omitted." It was because of past wrongs he had committed. The words spoken, one could hardly believe it! Any kind of forgiveness? They didn't receive it! How many times are loved ones not invited to "family occasions." Often times, families listen to "outside persuasions." Someone does something, that may not be liked. Then they're often told to "go take a hike! No wonder why many families battle one another! They have failed to truly love each other! As we continue to see families drift apart. This often leads to a wounded and broken heart! Christ gave us his best! When we were at our lowest! A life of mercy and forgiveness… He wants to show us! If we can't treat one another as Christ commands… Then HIS way of family living…. We'll never understand! By Jim Pemberton
I Never Was Trying To Play Games, though it mite of felt that way. I'm not going to sit here and make an excuse out of what was drug abuse. There is no excuse for me . I couldn't let it be. Real is real Regardless of what you try an say away. If I told you, You where the most important. Could you plan to be here another day. Would you stand up and walk away from the love you know you can have and hold. All those old cliches, that standout so bold Lets grow old, or lets die together. Lets make this life forever. This real I feel is real relentless. But I am convinced with every fiber of my being . The love that once was so strong Still exist. In hidden Bliss.
Jesus Paid The Sacrifice! Jesus sacrificed his life for you and me! So we can be with him for all eternity! His life for ours… a ransom was paid IN FULL, This is why I I love HIM so! Upon his head were placed the crown of thorns, Enduring so much shame and scorn. The blood from his body as it began to flow! The pain inside his body, Began to grow! The nails placed in his feet and hands, The pain he went through is hard to understand. His life for ours, is what he gave! His life for ours… Is what he did trade! By Jim Pemberton
went to see my folks just about an hour drive seems so much longer but each time I go it's better than I expect she is totally changing legacy from control freak to kindness beautiful to watch this transformation right before my very eyes could probably learn to treat my fam'ly to a lil bit of the same dad still sits silent
Why tell people in advance? Do you want them to feel guilt? For not loving you, listening to you? Why hurt them? Revenge? Yes, the world has hurt you, It can be cold and mean. So you do have the power to make a lot of people feel guilt. You want to leave the world, hurting people? So you weren't loved as a child, a lot of us weren't. When you grow up you learn it is not about others loving us, it is about the love we give others. You cant make the world love you, but you can bring love into the world. That's why you have a heart. Every major religion agrees suicide is bad for the soul In the west, we call it purgatory, you sit alone, in a dark place, and feel, you feel guilt, shame, hurt, and loss. God isn't there, the angels aren't there It's more alone than you are now, feeling 1000 times worst, and the only thing you can do is feel it, go into the emotions and purge them until you are capable of loving again, giving love to others, that is. Only, then can you even be near an angel or god. A soul with no love, cannot even be in God's presence. That is why purgatory exists, to purify a soul of its selfishness Here is your cure, Go help some people worse off than you. Look into their eyes, feel their suffering, share theirs with them, listen to their pain, radiate love to them, be quiet and listen As you give to them, you heal..... Write poems of how you feel, your life experiences, stop writing suicide stuff... Take your pain and put it into the art, go deep, make yourself cry. If the poem doesn't hurt you, it's not deep enough. Write some on beauty that make you feel it.. Pray for the planet and all the people in pain Imagine your heart glowing love, healing it all. Forgive everyone that has hurt you. Anger will burn a hole in your heart. Face your fears, go out in the world heal it, make it a better place This is your mission here..............
I've found a satisfaction in Jesus, I could never find! His love has brought strength and healing to my mind! I've found a peace in knowing Jesus I never had before! He's taken away all of my burdens and so much more! I've found a friend in Jesus, I didn't think could exist! Wherever I am or go…. His presence is in my midst! I've found in Jesus, a wonderful grace and sweetness! His spirit has brought to my life total completeness! I've found a love in Jesus, that is truly worth sharing! He is so patient and merciful and always caring! I've found power in the words he's spoken to me! He's removed the chains of bondage. I am set free! I hope that you'll find this same Jesus that I know! He brings everlasting love, that'll minster to your soul! I give you Jesus! The precious son of God is he! He invites you to be with him for all eternity! I bless his name! And give him a heart of thanksgiving! In him, I've found a brand new way of living! By Jim Pemberton
A single word, that's all I said. A mean, hostile word that I spoke to you. Why all the crying? What's the fuss about? Just how much damage can one word do? A single word, one word too many. An uncalled for attack you can't have expected. I really am sorry, but I can't take it back. I just hope your trust can be resurrected.
I am a hypocrite and look what I just did: I fell into my darkest pit; now, again, and again. I thought that I was strong enough to live the truths I said; Now I realized I'm much too weak; a fool too ashamed to raise his head. God, please save me, please forgive me, and please give me strength. I love You. I thank You. I am forever changed.
"What If... You Lost Everything?" What if your "luck has all run out?" "No one listens" no matter how loud you shout. What if your life has come to "a dead end road." You've lost everything... Even your car's been towed. What if all you have "suddenly disappeared." As the storms of life have "appeared." What if you got on your knees in prayer. Knowing there's a God who really does care. What if you gave Jesus complete control. Giving him your life, heart and eternal soul. What if Jesus gently wiped away your tears. And his peace calmed all anxiety and fears. What if you realized at this moment in time. Jesus is worth more than a large gold mine. What if he restored that you've lost & all that's been tekan. With him on board... You're never forsaken! An abundant life is that he promised to give. And he will enrich your life each day that you live! By JIm Pemberton
God Told Me That I Need Effective Prayer! God told me, in order for my prayer to be effective. That I should not choose to be so "selective." I asked him: "what do you mean by this question?" I wasn't quite prepared for the reception! God said; "You've chosen to be selective in how you live." "There's only so much, to me, that you want to give!" "You said that I'm your Lord, by your way of living." "But a life of holiness, is what you're not giving." "You want the prayer answered, but have nothing to show for it." "You claim to accept my grace, but aren't willing to share it." "How can I answer your prayer, when it's only convenient?" "Haven't I been patient with you?" "And most lenient?" "Give up all that you have, and give it to the poor!" "Then you'll know what prayer life is really meant for!" "Give me your heart!" "And take time to really listen!" "There's so much more of me, that you've been missin'!" "Obey my words and experience the life I have given!" "Know what it means to be cleansed and forgiven!" "Than your life will change, and your prayer time too!" "I will give you the strength to make it through!" "You will know what it means to spend time with me!" "And your prayers will impact you for eternity!" By Jim Pemberton 10/21/13
We Have A Sin Condition! We have more technology, but we have a problem! We have many "issues." And don't know how to solve them! Governments answer seems to be "spend, spend, spend." But we have this condition, that God calls; SIN! Just look at the problems that are all around you! It's amazing that they don't "overwhelm you!" There's all sorts of evil all cross our land! But there's something very few understand! We've sent men to the moon and outer space! Yet very few reach out and receive God's grace! The Bible says, "the heart of the man is sinful." Without God, man's heart is never "peaceful!" Jesus love provides for the world that fails us! He offers his love! Simply because he loves us! There's no "condition." His love is freely given! Won't you accept him? And be totally forgiven? Where there's sin. God's grace does much more abound! There's a new life for you! Just waiting to be found! Our sins for his love! What more could one ask? And enjoy a love and peace that will ALWAYS LAST! By Jim Pemberton
Flat canvas; Bubbling brown ridges strike The confining dimensions in a hostile yawn: Upwards, Outwards. Walk the world no longer, an ending beckons, A precipice builds moments where swallows wager wings On new seed: New breeds. Falling buys the assurance of seconds From a sinking well. Oh well. Remember us when the globe begins to slip, Bang drums for our pity: Our crescendos mean less than meaningless. And then, when spheres crack, continue On the whorl of a thumb, Stretching hope to nothing. Run.
I can think of a time, when I was young. I was growing up and having fun! I remember how excited I was to have a t.v. There were my brothers, my parents and me! I remember at about the age of ten. My dad thought going to the theater was a "sin." There were many things that as young man… I later began to see, and understand! My parents shared God's love the best they could! And I read the Bible and was trying to be "good." I had my troubles… And problems bear... But I had a family, and much prayer! The truth of God's word helped sustain me! I knew how much he really loved me! My parents, may seem like they were "old fashioned." They loved their kids! With a Godly compassion! I'm thankful to be blessed with a Godly love! My family was a treasure from heaven above! I think about today, and how things go wrong. Many families don't seem to "get along!" I pray for the blessing of God, to bind them together! May we all serve him! Today, and forever! His love must be the cord that binds! His will must be the focus of our minds! May the presence of God bind us as one! Every mother, father, daughter and son! By Jim Pemberton
Just breathe in the clarity Clarity of the whole Whole or negativity Negativity eating your soul Head for tomorrow Tomorrow always waits Waits for enlightenment Enlightenment heals mistakes You are where you've put yourself Your "SELF" now reminds you of shame Shame brought on by acting out thoughts Thoughts a conscious shouldn't retain Give yourself an apology An Apology you deserve to have Have some faith in your timing Timing bleeds wisdom in man Bless your self and live righteous Righteous spirits rise above Above all if you are kind Kind souls conquer hate with love Poetry brings torment to a halt Halt all your never-ending thoughts Thoughts are forbidden evil hiding Hiding light inside divine spots So please write down your own deep thoughts Thoughts penned will conquer your inside trap Trap your life up in your cell all alone Alone you shall stay smelling your crap~ please don't be offended by the last line~ I felt it was necessary to get my point across~
I know of a son who turned his back on the God he once knew! Praying for him, was all that his family could hope to do! The truths taught to him as a child, he now began to reject! Spending an eternity without God… He refused to accept! He told his friends, about his "newfound theology." It sounded like he found some new kind of psychology. Rather than accept the truth of God's word, as he would find. He would twist scripture to fit his own state of mind! He would say; "the God of heaven and hell doesn't exist." "It doesn't matter how you live!" Is what he'd insist! He rejected God's gift and wonderful plan of salvation… And chose to believe "whatever fit his own situation." I began to see his life sputter from a hurtful heart. It just seemed like everything around him "fell apart." God wanted to help, but he didn't believe he needed him! God was there! But he made it clear that he didn't believe him! Many years went by, and this son started growing old. He became a bitter and broken person, I've been told! He did his best to remove God from his family and home. Now, it was just him! And he was all alone! Then one night, he cried out and called on Jesus' name! And confessed of all of his sin, guilt and shame! This son, who had drifted from God for so many years… Was filled with a true love, and a joy that brought tears! He had returned to God! And God changed him! God will always be faithful! And will never leave him! Won't you too, accept the life that God wants to give you? He can change your life! Just because he LOVES YOU! By Jim Pemberton
Sightless visions of this world Collapsing reason, the rising scared Disillusion breaking bonds The gravity of this collective song The undeterred replacing truth Teach detachment to the youth Complexity and blinding games Reattaching trauma's shame Cold perception blaming loss Upon reflections in the frost Banished hearts creating schemes Against ourselves; this broken theme The self-receptive caught within The fear of self within their skin It's in this place we choose our worth While people fight upon the earth The gravity that passes by We're falling down, or into the sky No more places left to hide We forgive the past, or our future dies This illusion breaking fast We fight against the spells we cast Between the earth and universe We must dissolve this tangled curse
Let love fly - With ethereal compassion, a soft glow in her eyes, she picks up the baby eagle, tries to convey words of eloquent reassurance, sincerely she tries. Look, June is here this morning; and sun is shining hot; last night's storm belongs to last night; it has left an eagle; a homeless, hurt, upset baby; it feels forlorn, lost, caught. She takes it home; makes enclosures; feeds it with love, care. It still feels solo, alone within, fed by love, fed up. The enclosure of good concern grows smaller with time's each turn. The bird's soul belongs to the sky; in its eyes silent prayer flares up as it cries; shrill piercing call to its own kind. Let it fly. =© 2009 - All Rights Reserved Kushal Poddar
Who or what am I that I should judge? When my heart bears the slightest grudge For I am a mere mortal born in sin My filthy rags, only by his blood, made clean Should I weigh my sins against another's? Dare to believe I'm far righteous than others? Have we walked in each other's shoes? Has desperation ever given cause to wrongly choose? Can any one live here forever? Has none of us sinned, ever? I pray that we build, and promote through love On the way to a peaceful home above Let's stay grounded acknowledging that sin is sin Doesn't matter what kind, all are akin As our Lord alluded in one of many parables And it's a good example of being charitable Let me take the log out of my eye 'Ere I remove from my neighbor's, the fly Aren't we really just passing through? Alive, only to help others, even a few? So that when we reach the end of our road We may have achieved our goal Then when we stand in the court of the King To give account of these songs we daily sing We'll accrue mercy for the wrongs we did 'Come share my kingdom', would He bid ~*~ For: Joe Flach's, "Here Comes The Judge Contest"
Awaken frozen years of fright The light that died within the night The last of all you want to be In eyes that no longer want to see The turning of your sins to truth Experience that handed proof That falling down will make you rise The mirror burning through your lies Awaken shivering months of pain The same old story; same old games The fear that sunk into your heart In hate you thought could not depart Through every hurt that cracks your throne There's a silent story to decode Now understand; ignite your mind Now light the way and step outside Awaken screaming days of loss The counting down of every cost The breaking child becoming ice In eyes that suffer a thousand lives Awaken this moment of return Though the pain will briefly burn Step through your shadow and become The shining light without the sun
------ Still Moment's Posses' Me--- Ackward at Best Fore it has been So long, Since the Lord Has put Me to the test ------ My visions' Were supple... My intentions''''' Are real,'''''' But, there are some-times' That I do thing's that My Heart can't conceal Reminding Me to keep --It-- Real...... GF
The Blessings Of Christ, I Am Receiving! Since the day I accepted Christ and started believing… Blessings from him, I've been receiving! Since the time I knelt down, and invited him in! I have joy unspeakable! From deep within! Since that day that I gave Christ an invitation. I've been blessed with his mercy and salvation! Since the time Christ came and took my sins away… He's given me hope and peace each day! From the moment I allowed him to direct me… His love and Holy Spirit have greatly touched me! From this moment until the day I'll see him face to face… I'm going to keep receiving his wonderful grace! From this moment until the time for my departure… I'll meet him down here, or meet him in the rapture! From moment to moment, with each passing year. I'm going to love and keep his word ever so near! From this day on… Won't you do the same! And receive eternal life… In his name! By Jim Pemberton
t is never good when one points a finger to draft an assumption, outline a judgment, then draw and create sketchy conclusions. It is much wiser to use a pencil, for when you make a mistake, it can always be erased.
Sometimes I sit and ponder what it may be like to have parents, not always looking for a petty fight the love you feel, always being there for you day o' night I wake up fighting a constant battle, I feel like I am in a circus having to jump through hoops my parents hold to earn their admiration and approval Earning their gold star for the day I was a rebel since day one not trying to conform dancing to the beat of a different drummer Wishing to be accepted for who I want to be and how I seek to spend my hours nothing I ever do, seems to be good enough They talk about "emotional deposits" i.e. spending time with them but they spend too much time picking and proving reacting wrong, saying ignorant assumptions they push me away, each day 'further and further I go as soon as I make enough money I'm gone They act as if my artistic mind couldn't make money like my dreams are distant relatives of which I will never meet but I strive to prove them wrong Its bad enough being one person versus the world but when the army you fight is led by your family, your blood it's twice as hard to get up in the morning, when the suns rays dance on my closed eyelids I try my best to be the kind of person I want to be despite their efforts to kill off my individualistic soul I have given up trying to belong to which I was born unto I'm simply playing the game Hoping to win, one day the chance to be myself as I feel emulates me, and regardless have a proud Mommy and Daddy I do pray, I shall be free to be Heather Rose Marie
Who are what can fill your life's "empty void?" In spite of the many things that you have "enjoyed." Drugs… Sex… Money… Are you concerned? Has your life been one that's taken "the wrong turn?" There's many choices to make. I'm fooling you not! But there's a godly principle that must be taught! The void we have. Only the presence of God can fulfill! Bringing you true love, is God's purpose and will! Won't you take a moment with the king of kings? And allow him to take control of everything? Jesus will never disappointed you! Not now or ever! He wants to be your friend! Today and forever! The God of this world and universe, wants to come in! A Brand new way of living… Is waiting to BEGIN! By Jim Pemberton
As I purge my mind of all the memories bits and pieces that still infuriate me I remember being on the phone with her in our last conversation and in the background I could hear what her new boy friend was saying Threatening to leave and reminding her about the things I?d done Then you claimed I had not changed You said I was still very angry I said under the circumstances how would you feel If the only love you knew was being decided upon a moments notice No more chasing No more memories No more wishing you?d come back No more you, no more me Last page, End of story, close the book and don?t look back Then suddenly another memory a psychic gave your mom advice She said you were going to have to choose between two lovers But that moment in time had no rhyme and we just laughed it off But as I reminded her of that time I could hear fear through a fateful sigh then suddenly everything in my mind began to flicker Like a candle blowing in the wind My mind my soul prepared to let go Like an addiction that feeds off the regret No more chasing No more memories No more wishing you?d come back No more you, no more me Last page, End of story, close the book and don?t look back Another reel of my memory plays Like sitting in a dark room with a tv on and remote in hand Skipping through the channels And watching each clip She said I have to call you back but I already knew what the answer would be It was in her voice when that moment became a reality. She buckled under pressure and I was out of the picture No more chasing No more memories No more wishing you?d come back No more you, no more me Last page, End of story, close the book and don?t look back Our break up was resentful Unfortunately it was all based on a lie And for six years she hated me However she never really knew the truth why And as one last image begins to float away like a balloon I see the engagement ring and the party I see what could have been, should?ve been but is not going to happen I see you on face book with two kids and an illegitimate husband No more chasing No more memories No more wishing you?d come back No more you, no more me Last page, End of story, close the book and don?t look back
"He's Our Joy" He talks funny But his disposition is sunny Even though his tongue is too long He's not a loss Just because his eyes are crossed He's never going to earn a degree To his parents he'll always cleave He may have Downs But he's a joy to have around The public might shame him But they don't see what makes us love him He's our precious joy Our very own Mongoloid.
Let Down Your Net... Jesus told his disciples; "let down your net." They were amazed how many fish they would get. What happened? They couldn't explain. So many fish.were caught. They were hard to contain. Peter was astonished, and fell on his knees. Asking Jesus; "Forgive me now... please!" Peter, James and John... Left everything behind. Following Jesus was what they had in mind. Perhaps your "net" is empty. Jesus says; "Let it down." There's a great harvest for you. Waiting to be found. Be a fisher for Jesus. A fisher of men. So that others may be saved from their sin. "Come follow me." The master is calling for you. Each step you take toward him... He'll take TWO! By Jim Pemberton
What Do We Expect, As We Seek to Remove God? As so many people are seeking God's removal… It's like anything from him, we've given a refusal! Many have tried to ban just the reading of his word! There's so much truth, just waiting to be heard! Many anti-God societies have quickly formed! Even the ten commandments, are often scorned! We've built large cities, many schools, and homes! But when it comes to God, we've often left him alone! One can try their best to push God back in the corner! But if you do, things in your life will get "warmer!" The pleasures and truth you seek, will come to an end! And then eternity without God, will just begin! You'll wish you chose to live for God, that eventful day! You'll wish that you took the time to study and pray! It's the word of God that you need to study and read! God knows all about you! And knows your needs! He deserves all of your praise and full attention! We need to seek him, for much needed direction! Please come dear Lord, and cleanse us within! May we humbly confess our faults and sins! We need YOU much more, than words can say! Please be the God we serve! May we start TODAY! By Jim Pemberton
A child is born all loving, forgiving, honest, a special child of the light, eyes wide open, awake, the wolves are happy, to feast at the table of its suffering. Feed it just enough love to survive, milk it of its light, little by little suckling its love, its forgiveness, a sweet delicacy for a vampiric world. The child becomes a young adult... control, conformity, submission, overwhelming expectations, no freedom, no love, no peace, a barrage of others suffering, cant get it off me, out of my head! out of my heart, it hurts! Its all too much! Why do they all hurt me? Why are they not honest like me? How can they be so mean to me? What is wrong with me? I just want a taste of love, to remind me why I am alive!!
Adding peculiar subtracting never laws of something (besides physics) has to wants to needs to improve velocity is present and that very force pushes the dead weight forward until it can't sit still anymore because it has to it's got to move or else it dies
I Knew Someone Who Was Ready to "End It All!" I knew of someone who just wanted "to end it." Giving up on life, and did not want to "defend it." It was a heart wrenching and difficult situation. He said what he wanted to, with no explanation! I could see his face and the sad look in his eyes! What he was going to do next, was anyone's surprise. He turned to drugs and encountered addictions. With this brought much disease and afflictions! He gave up on the wonderful family that was given. And turned to a pretty wild and crazy way of livin'! I told him about a God who loves him very deeply. As he listened, he began to grow restless and weary. I reached for his hand and began to pray for God's power! It was a miracle! The blood of Jesus changed him that hour! The spirit of God brought healing and hope to his body! He was so excited! He rushed out to tell everybody! The "end" that he wanted, seemed to just fade away! For the son of the living God, changed him this day! The glory of God, and the power of Jesus' resurrection… Changed him! And got him going in a NEW direction! He's so thankful for the blood of Christ' atonement! And is a different person now, because of that moment! This same Jesus loves and can do the same for YOU! Through the problems of life… He will see you through! By Jim Pemberton
There Was Some "Excitement" At Church… There was some "excitement" at church. I wasn't invited! The type of entertainment they had. Had already been decided! They wanted something that would "stir up" the newest fashion. They wanted to do this with a "compelling passion." They wanted to include loud instruments and a guitar. They figured this would bring in people from afar! Of course they also wanted to charge for "admission." Why not? This would "fulfill" their mission! This seems to be the way many churches are going… The power of God they seem to be "avoiding." Rather than seeking God's holiness and forgiveness of sins… They look to what can "self-gratify" within! I'm not here to seek a worldly kind of "entertainment." I'm here to seek the presence of God this very moment! It comes from spending time in seeking HIM in prayer. Wherever I am… He is God! And is always there! If it's "excitement" you give. I'm in the "wrong place!" I'm simply here as a sinner saved by God's grace! My "thrill" is in Jesus Christ. And him alone! He brings peace and joy to me and my home! Jesus brings to me what money cannot afford! He's my provider! My comforter! And my Lord! By Jim Pemberton
Feel the hurricane and taste the rain here in the park Hear me wail and watch me as I make my mark But do not tell me when it is time to go For I will be playing here long after dark Get lost with me here in the brush Stay the storm that now makes us rush Meet me here same time next year And once again I will make you blush See me stand there upon my mountaintop Fear the gale as I tend my crop We will leave for chance what I do not know And I will beg for mercy, but I will not stop Over there just beyond the bended trees Beautifully bending by my gentle breeze Near Ole' Shadow's Pass, there along the path You will feel the Winds of My Aftermath Yes, you will find me whispering in the forest on bended knees Where you will feel the Winds of My Aftermath
At night I see your smiling face, As if the chains of our love were unbroken. Your look of utter devotion pervades my sensibilities. I know it's true for many have said, That you died loving me alone. Yet you never fought hard enough to let us know. I guess that secret has gone with you forever. I cry frequently when I reflect on those irretrievable moments. At times I feel imprisoned in a bubble that no one can penetrate Memories however can never be erased. I have constant flashbacks to those days so many years ago. I see you in my mind's eye, You enthralled at the sight of your firstborn. And your words "that's my precious" Seem to reverberate in my brain. Are you now watching over me? After all, we were once man and wife.
"No." She whispered before drowning into her sorrows. Her life had been a simple happy one. There were no pains and no troubles. Life was life and people were people. Life was simple. and life was all about tomorrows. Life didn't know about sorrows. Her sorrows. Those same sorrows that she drowned in never existed. They were never there, but where? First to be sad in the naive town of joy. Sorrow became contagious and what was known as happiness no longer was there. It was non-exististent. A meager thought and a blessed memory. She tried and tried. She failed and failed. Life was no longer hers. For Pain was her only possession. Her curse. She lived and she died. Yet, her legacy was passed on. Never was it gone. "No." She whispered before drowning in her sorrows, "Save them."
Jesus Could Have Called 10,000 Angels… On a cross… Jesus suffered for you and me. He could have called 10,000 angels to set him free. Nailed to this cross, he went through so much pain. He knew his purpose and the reason why he came. Being there for all of mankind was his choice. Weakened and alone… One could hear his voice; "Father forgive them." "They don't know what they're doing!" As the crowd listened… Many began believing. "My God why have you forsaken me?" With one last breath… And then... And very quickly… There was death! For all of the pain and suffering he was to endure Was so that a plan of salvation is now secure. This same Jesus, who was to rise again. Is forever to be our atonement for sin! Seated at the right hand of God the father... In heaven above.. He awaits there for us all with an abundance of love! Won't you accept his gift of life that he's giving? And allow him to forever change the way you're living! By Jim Pemberton
I May Change, But Jesus Remains the Same! Jesus remains the same! Even when I'm burdened! He loves you and me! This is most certain! He's the same yesterday, today and the future! Because of him, my life is a "bright picture!" He's committed to do what he's promised to do! It was he, that bled and died, for me and YOU! He remains the same! No matter how many fail me! How many have let you down? Can you tell me? I'm so thankful for his blessings that come my way! Words of encourage and hope, are what he has to say! He's the lover and redeemer, of my weary soul! He cleansed my sins! And made me whole! I'm so thankful for him! And all that he does! He reigns with God the father, in heaven above! Glory to Jesus in the highest! Peace toward all men! He will always be the same! Hallelujah and AMEN! By Jim Pemberton
Do We Have A Godless Socieity??? As our courts strive for "constitutionality…" Our country's almost on the brink of "insanity." It's like there's a darkness that grows each day. As many of our courts seek to push God away! In many efforts to remove anything that "offends." We've driven a nail into God's heart… Once again! Without HIS commandments, where does this leave us? It leaves a very unstable foundation beneath us! As time goes on, many Americans become afraid… Anything of God, is often challenged to be displayed! We don't need religion, but to have a divine relationship. We need to read God's word, and to enjoy HIS fellowship! I'll take Jesus! You can have your religious theology! While this world is filled with so much adultery! Only the power of Jesus can bring wellness to the mind! His word is like God's constitution for all mankind! I'm not looking for some old document signed by men! I'm looking for the opportunity to be BORN AGAIN! Because of Jesus, there's no man and God separation! He's offered to all, his free gift of eternal salvation! Behold! The son of God who is the king of kings! He is our righteousness! He is God! Our everything! His kingdom is glorious! And is not ruled by men! We need him brought back to this country, once again! By Jim Pemberton
Mistakes where made and fingers was pointed Falling from the trees Hearts was crushed and time was lost Blowing away with the breeze Words being said that slowed the time In its depth we drowned Our smile crosses its fingers Hiding our emotions frown Long forgotten fables and tales of dreams Spoke till I sleep inside Potions of sounds musical notes Brewing what I hide Chattering leaves confide our secrets Their season pigment our lips Entwined together forever Drinking in sips Clashes of tides fill our cup Running over with forever Fairy tells crashing letting go Of what we believed to be forever
It's been seven years, I almost forgot- not this day: but the distance we've climbed. I couldn't remember my age, because it correlates to years we've been apart. I forgot to be apprehensive, this time it was sneaky. It waited for the first happy holiday wishing from some idiot to remind me. It was Good Friday. When God took your spirit home and left me dying to know, how to love him for his sacrifice when he asked me to give up you? How do I heal this death and rise with you in his arms? I blasphemy, I know, but you loved him more in sight of you that graceful place grows pale in and foreign in mine eye. Alas, I fail the test, I could not be as strong as you. We knew it would not wait, but the parting was still to fast. I sat in thought three days before your sleep and asked, "In three days time my savior died, I wonder hence what of my soul will rise with his?" And sitting easter morning, holding some idiots well wished basket, I realised Three days passed. He took you home and left me lost on Friday morn, I wailed my loss through Saturdays more, and Easter morning I felt your last hug, your kiss good bye. I cursed my self for asking, if my soul would rise with his, because you, my love, are my soul and all ready there there fore I am not strong enough to give this pain up to honor his sacrifice and transcend, I sit still lost and wonder: I believe and I love, but I don't know how to rise I don't now how to live again. Faith crushed I don't think I can trust. I am the shell of your grace trying once more to live in the love that failed me, as I failed the gift of his sacrifice.
Oh ill fated lamb, How we cling to your image, We all love innocence irresponsibly, Hold the ignorant upon the celebrity pedestal, Till too late we find the lamb horned. The blackness has seeped into homes, Taught that the light is what blinds, Feeling sorry for the dead, while life is taken away, Energy vampirism is rampant, tugging on every chord. Most will not know the truth while here, The truth, the blindingly obvious they fear, Always falling on deaf ears, no one will hear, I've come face to face with a cliff...its sheer.
when rob stepped out of the courthouse,with charges for posession he thought "it could be worse,it could have been for weapons" and then he thought..."nothing really matters anyway" when liz stepped of of the rehab,with a new outlook on life she felt all those same feelings of hurt, pain, and strife and then she thought "nothing really matters anyway" when luke picked up his young son from daycare,and knew he had an hour he thought back to the time he WOULD have stopped to grab his now EX-wife some flowers and then he thought "nothing really matters anyway" when lisa lifted up her body with nothing but her arms,and looked down at her legs she wondered why the heck they were even THERE anyway..what for? and then she thought "nothing really matters anyway" all four people that same night,all in their own homes picked up a remote,turned on the news and watched it come to blows one man had done 25 years in jail,for something he had not really done one woman lost the battle to addiction,one she thought she'd already won one boy got hit by a car on his bike,he just only 5 his parents,divorced one man lost his arms and legs while over fighting the war four different people,four different lives,four different struggles,all about to cry four different souls,four different heart,four different minds,all to have a fresh start why does it take a reality check to pull us into gear? why is it that reality sometimes must be our greatest fear? the next time you think you're the only one who hurts and has plight the next time you feel you're all alone,the only one who cries at night try and remember,try not to forget,that you are never alone whether you're telling your mom and dad your gay to the face or over the phone whether your wife divorced you,your husband's a dog,or your kids have NO respect you are human,deserve more,and you're not alone,cause' there is someone right next.... to you!!! nothing really matters. until you realize...nothing really matters.
I beg your forgiveness for I am not long for this world. Happenstance has led me down this path so crooked and forlorn. Misery has preceded my path and darkened my senses all but torn. Mistakes have illuminated my way though their light be a fallacy; an illusion to comfort a tortured mind, riddled with confusion and false fancy. 'Tis only just to forgive me sisters, I am not long for this world. An image wreaks havoc with my memory. A picture so horrendous the effects of its trauma echo through the hallways of time. The sight that for all my life I was so grateful to possess, leads me now to curse what gods may be that granted it me. For surely had I never seen the sight of him, cold and lifeless, I would have eventually endeavoured to be healed in my spirit. The fault is mine; it was never him but I that had the capacity to change. 'Tis only right to forgive me father, I am not long for this world. My middle name should rather have been disappointment. That is all I have ever delivered to her who brought me into the world and nurtured an infant into a lady. I call her Gaia, that is her spirit name. My existence has put lines on her face prematurely and caused her to despair time and time again. The audacity of me now to leave this earth without ever having produced for her a grandchild. The insolence of leaving only words to counter the preponderance of condolences from rejoicing enemies that shall now assail and abuse her. My soul is repentant, twas never the intent to hurt your heart dear Gaia. ; Tis only compassionate to forgive me mother, I am not long for this world. As for the empty future that awaits me. No children to carry on the memory of me. No great achievements to render my life the content of legend. No great works to immortalise me in poem and prose. No others to mourn the passing of a life most unremarkable. Nothing but things, regrettable decisions, words left unsaid and the cold sound of silence to mark that most auspicious event. Death finds me waiting and unafraid with only the last words to pass from these lips; 'tis only fair to forgive me self, for we are not long for this world.
Death silently creeps in as the rule of no exception he takes up a collection of lost souls with no more time the one priceless possession Void of whats right is the existance I've come to know everything surrounding turns to shame hidden in sorrow yet I still live for tomarrow to realize these mending dreams take a look inside me not a man who's self decieved My diary is none of me that I paint easily unveiling made up of painful poetic verses that show I let go of hateful feelings for I am steadily rising no longer seems like a chore every day I wake up leaves me wanting less much more The only thing that ever stopped me was the nightmare I came to be even through the worst circumstances they left me with a certain understanding Death now watches over me I'm careful to nod my head for without his protection many times now I would lay lifeless without a voice that guides me no master do I call Lord every ounce of belief in me other faith is too much to afford as my dreams become reality you can only watch in wonder while I perform my miracles not atop the mountain, but under.
to one who was never born I cannot fit you amongst dead sisters; put you to sleep with humming lullaby. I cannot, for you have never been born. Mapping a womb sometimes reveals you, coiling, illusory and innocent. Just any womb carrying a girl. You seem iridescent midst mother's warmth; it means nothing to you, if you may never be born as my little sister whom I have not put to sleep with a song. © 2009 - All Rights Reserved Kushal Poddar
Guilt and hurt I've heard folk speak of hurting And I've had my share of this I've had my share of loving I've had my share of bliss But me, I know for sure, my friends That the grossest of all things {The mother of the monster clan} That life can to you bring…. Is guilt, I say without a doubt It's the deepest kind of pain Hurt gets nicely tucked away But you can try in vain To remove the guilt that you've accrued It's like a red hot knife Just when you think it's gone away It's there to give you strife. I have suffered deep, deep hurt That's suffocated me But guilt just like a mountain That over towers the trees He over towers all life's pain And reaches to the sky No matter how you charge at him That beast will never die. 25 July 2013 @ 1207hrs.
Goodbye Dear Child We will see you again We will love and pray for you Each night until then Please find it in your heart To forgive your mothers Blasphemous heart Please forgive her For believing in "Pro-Choice" For taking away your voice She knows not what she has done In this decision no one has won Words can't begin to describe All the pain she's in Saying she's sorry Won't wipe away her sin For her decision she surely pay's She surely pay's each and every day Goodbye for now dear child We will see you again We will Love and Pray for you Each day until then… Lay
angels are sprawled in the longest reach my children could snow-afford on my former green lawn over-played carols over-play the car ride to the store, where they will continue an embarrassment of lights dangle 'side a staple-holed roof trim somewhere, not 'nough off too far, there are yards watching snowmen come and go behind the windows that hold kitchens the bills are a pilin' the car's in the driveway needing to be plugged in the mailman's griping 'bout the weight of his sack dropping off cards he'd gladly drag back the t.v.'s got little relief there's a log burning on a 24 hour channel that someone someday'll commercial the crap out of office parties forum the drunk, "Here's what I really think of you…" spark the short lived, misappropriate romance the mall cattle call. . . from parking lot to till warrants wrappings to be hauled away to some landfill waiting for Valentine's Day
Come, all of you who are thirsty! Whose life has run dry! Come to God's living waters. Your needs, he shall supply! Come, those without money! Come, buy and eat! Buy wine and milk without money! That you may be complete! Why spend money on what isn't bread? And labor with no satisfaction? Behold the glory of the Lord! He offers his wonderful salvation! Listen to God! And eat that which taste so sweet! God brings everything to the table, so that you may be complete! Allow your soul to delight, in the riches of God, most fare! Allow his goodness and mercy to keep you in his care! Listen to the voice of God now! That your soul may live! Won't you come and receive all, that God has to give? He's the God of creation, and is waiting for YOU! Come all who are thirsty! That your life may be renewed! By Jim Pemberton 07/14/13 Read Psalm 55:1-3
The lyrics of our conscience United in our wars The golden words are spilling When our truth has been ignored The dark ignites our passions And death will grant us life Where fallen statues crumble The earth reclaims our lies A future heading backwards Can strangle every dream But this inner conflict saves us As we remember why we breathe Silent is the city That screaming voices carve And enlightened is the child That hears much more when it gets dark Our fears have lead to glory All darkness turned to light And everything that broke us Has our sympathy tonight
What the hell did I do.. This question posed aggressively now in my conscious mind. I bury my head in my knees, and sob relentlessly asking why, and mumbling man you really did it this time. Party at my place he screams, and Man you don't ever stop by. These images scroll the Rolodex of my subconscious side. Try this it will make you feel great! You'll have no worries for at lest the next eight. Doesn't that sound great! That's when it hit me, like a shot straight through the heart. I parted my metaphoric sea shore, my arms, my legs, they are the oars. Swimming through the blue abyss, always watching close for shore. Then little by little always needing more, and more. The hours and days went by, oh my god how I was high. My euphoric mind never pressed for time, no matter the dime. Clouds on the horizon a thunderous sky. It was even getting late, and the moon began to pull at the tide. Looking back I see this was going to be a very long ride. Pushing forward toward the shore, limb for limb, tired and sore. Screaming, hurry up and get here, where out, and have got to have more. Then the lighting began to show it's power, and the wind had the waves in a roar. The rain stinging torn & chapped skin. I began to lose consciousness, now at a merciless Drift. Pulled way out, fast and swift. Their would be few that would adore. As they wonder how long, before I'd wash back ashore. What the hell did I do.. This question, posed aggressively now in my conscious mind.
Breaking through the darkest night, suffering no more My dreams are of a deeper place, everything adored Everything alive, now there's no such thing as death Eternity accounted for within a single breath Walking through an open door, leaving thoughts behind I drift beyond the maddening love I couldn't find Nothing is forgotten, but I can forgive it all So much truth ahead of me, even if I fall Flying through the brightest sky, absorbing every sight Reflections made of paper-thin paintings of the night A thousand words for every scene, changing them to day The poetry I leave behind will always keep me safe Shifting through to higher realms, its beauty washing clean The ways in which I never could hold my self-esteem Perspective of the infinite through knowledge I have found I trust this deeper wisdom to translate all sight and sound Awakening the visions that have always pulled me near Rebirth to every corpse of truth in a world dying from fear An energy envelopes us that asks for our hearts Discovering that there is more to us was way back at the start
The world is my mirror, it reflects a man not yet made, so much pain and suffering reside, it will not change till I change inside, acknowledge what I am, an inflated ego, in denial of my true self, my sentient being suffocated by lies, this is the reflection I see, this is what is inside of me, and little by little the ego crumbles away and is buried by all of its crutches unfulfilled, the reflection changes with not one soul killed.
Do You Feel Like There's Nowhere to Go? I know that it's easy to get discouraged and upset. Feeling "trapped" ... But can't escape "just yet." You've tried everything. And not sure what else to do? Is there someone who can help you through?" Many things you've done. You've wanted to be forgiven! Yet struggle with this each day you're livin'! You meet people and wear a "smile." And sometimes wonder if living is really worth the while. You may have prayed over and over again. And yet constantly feel Like you're "trapped within." You may have tried to call on Jesus' name. Yet find yourself in "guilt and shame." Jesus is here now! And wants you to know… He can bring peace to your troubled soul. Rather than thinking of things done in the past. Come to Jesus now! His love will always LAST! Allow HIM to bring to your life the needed victory now! He'll make you a brand new person! And HOW! By Jim Pemberton
Silence and a stone A mirror all alone Shadows on my breath Stillness seeking life within my death Vengeance bends my will The mirror crying still The shadows hold my hand Darkness conjures up an evil plan Attack or break again Either way's the same With horror on my tongue The shadows claim all I can become Silence breaking out The mirror cracked by doubt A shadow swallows me The light is gone and I no longer see Darkness plays a song My truth now used for wrong The past becomes today The backwards child longs to now betray The silence in his tone As my screams are turned to snow Belie his buried schemes In which the world is lost in his disease Forgiveness for my tears Was spent on darkest fears Now I'm turned to stone By the shadow-self that represents my soul
------------------------------------------------------------------------------- An Uncontrolled Passion and Unquenchable desire! An uncontrolled Passion and unquenchable desire, Will lead your soul to an uncontrollable fire! This will lead to an unquenchable flame. Things in your life will never again be the same! The passions and urges that led you down this path. Will not spare your soul from Satan's awful wrath. He will not spare you of what your longs to have. No matter what you hold on to. No matter what you grab! All the counseling in the world could never take away. The sin you have in your heart. No matter what others say! The uncontrollable urges that seem to burn from within. Are now causing you grief, in your life, once again! The only power that can cleanse and wash you clean... Is the blood of Jesus! He is God! And can do ANYTHING! Won't you seek his help? Won't you reach out and take his hand? Everything you're gong through... He already understands! Whatever you're holding on to. Whatever person you may be... Only the blood and power of Jesus can totally set you FREE! Please come Lord Jesus and restore our lives with your grace! It's only in you, dear Jesus, that we have a "resting place." Thank you Jesus for helping us to receive fulfillment inside. By your love and forgivenss... There's nothing more to hide! By Jim Pemberton 05/11/13
Does my face retrace the anger, of a once distant love affair? Do my curves exhaust a notion, that at one time we kindly cared? Yet, I still thrive. Does my smile rile your insides, and shadow a subtle act? Do my hips which sway in elegance, bestow this monstrous attack? Yet, I still thrive. Does my laughter force the cringe, grimaced upon your face? Do my fingers not gently guide you, to a once happy, exotic place? Yet, I still thrive. Does my spirit not depict beauty, of a once stunning shore? Do my lengthy legs not confine you, in perfect synchronization anymore? Yet, I still thrive. Does my sensuality no longer appease, the thirst once quenched within? Do my eyes announce the sadness, of forever living in sin? Yet, I still thrive. Does my lonely heart sob uncontrollably, noting a broken bond of hate? Do my tears not convey the purpose, of two lost souls with opposite fates? Yet, I still thrive.
the moon lingers hanging desperately in the sky dreading daylight it luminates the sky casting shadows creating dark alleys and forgotten heartache Daylight grimaces on the horizon playfully gracing the sky. the darkness fades a portrait of wildflowers welcomes the light pathways to the soul refreshed. doorway renewed a fresh new welcome mat placed on my heart:)
Scanting, ranting, seething persona provides – the confinement and hatred inside you hide. Screaming, steaming, aggressive overtones – provide a key witness of a relationship unknown. Shivering, quivering, the innocent will crumble, to a raving lunatic with a malicious mad stumble. Convicted, addicted, to the same vindictive game, this romance conceived within lies and shame. Silently, violently, cursing the call of creation, vowing to avenge this marital bond castration. Pawing, gnawing, at an open bloody wound, strumming, and humming life's unforgiving tune.
Our God Reigns… Our God reigns in the heaven's above! Behold the mighty works of his power and love! Our God reigns in the mountains on high! His power reaches down to the deserts so dry! Our God reigns on his heavenly throne! He wants to be the Lord of our hearts and homes! Our God reigns over the majestic seas! His creation is magnificent! This you can see! Our God reigns over governments here on earth. He gave his son, so we can have a "new birth." Our God is mighty! Everyone shall kneel before him! He longs for us to worship and adore him! Our God has made a mansion for you in heaven. He wants to be your God! Won't you let him? Our God stands knocking at your heart's door. Won't you let him in? What are you waiting for? By Jim Pemberton
I wish you loved me more. I always feel like your looking for the door. Don't say it isn't true. When you know it is what you do. Emotionally I think you're through. Now it's up to me to catch a clue. My mind Is not a crash test. Dummy! The things I fear you say behind my back make me feel awful. Tell me are your slenderest words profitable. If equated to a fraction, what percentage is marketable. Let alone talk able. In conversation do you receive a sense satisfaction putting me down. A show of strength when your friends are around. I'm the pile. To your pile driver, and you are Pounding me into the ground. Your always there. Relentlessly never backing down. A complement never found. Guess the sex is why you stay around. Pounding & pounding, Out the rhythms of attraction. My body has become my only weapon to defend against a total loss. I continue no matter this emotional cost. That inevitably of my best friendship lost. Your heart covered in a winters frost. You track each trickle back to it's source then scream of the faucet till your face is hoarse. Admittedly; My substance abuse inexcusable, Though isn't my progress viewable. But each time you put me down I'm driven a little further into the ground. My head the only exposed part of me now. Soon cast in concrete never again to be found. Your bridge to the rest of the world nearly complete. Maybe you could visit from time to time. Text me via spray paint. This is how my messages get through. If you listen close you'll hear my reply. I love you still. Now and for all time.
The friar Revered innocence You've got to try it put it on your lap a smiling little thing still sheer and brittle if possible blind or deaf, almost genderless. It just sits there an unweaned lamb. Take the little head gentle it downwards to the issue of our charity Lead it, shovel if necessary. Don't be scared! Today it's allowed your parents too far: the force of every belief too big to grasp. Sooner or later it pushes to where we assumed our hands were in power.
There's an ocean of emotion, floating though my mind, and I'm drawing on the last things said. The more I think about it, the more I want to cry, and the past four days I've remained in my bed. My brain is ignoring my conscious state. Life around me seems of Twisted fate. The hour is that of getting late, which Seems as though it's working against me. It's been days since I last ate. My stomach contorted and aches. I keep popping these aspirin like there candy, my hair so dirty it's sandy. Next I'll be asking if you got a liver handy. I'm in need of my best mate If nothing else to clear my mind scape That's seems great, but I haven't talked to him as of late, and I'm not sure that it's healthy, using him as an emotional escape My reality, a myopic view Thoughts so deep, this is where my image machine stews Pointing out all the things I've done wrong O dear god How long must I go on
Her look that day, Should have told me everything she could not say. Unprepared, I stared. She walked away. As she tossed our ring, I felt the sting. If I'd known then How I feel today, I'd heal the abscess and my heart's decay, Before her affection left me there that day. JS Lambert
We're Lost Without God… As God is removed from this great nation. We end up with a confused and lost generation. As God is forbidden, in our public schools. The tide of immorality is what "rules." As God is often mocked and discarded. It was Godly principles this country was started! As anything of God seems to get scorned. We tend to worship many ungodly forms. As God's word is often tossed and thrown out. We tend to forget what God is all about! As God's plans for living are tossed and abused. We have many people very lost and confused! As people forget God and worship the creature. They look to themselves as being the "teacher." As people ignore God, many get involved in deep addictions. And with this, come disease, heartache and afflictions! As God looks and sees this nation "bleeding." It's him and his word, that we need to be seeking! If we would humble ourselves, he would hear our prayer! He loves all of us! And he really does care! Won't you come to the Lord, and invite him in? Won't you allow him to be your master and friend? He brings strength and nourishment to the soul! It's only in him that we can be complete and whole! By Jim Pemberton
Ignorance is a crime caused by putting up fences if we'd let go of the voices inside our heads and eliminate fears discussions would arise peel the blind folds from our eyes share real stories told without disguise encouraging progress could be made with concerns of what we've learned rather than what we are paid a fulfilling life is people based sharing giving looking out for others one human at a time despite our differences the truly rich way of living
In a room filled with a solitary red hue The bourgeois spins a wheel With no destination, nor need She will spin until her brittle Hands bleed Just to satisfy her ennui and artifice But she does not see - the rien I see The monster approaching her empty dreams Spinning still - she does not know The insomniac rose will begin to grow The thorn of clandestine and ebony Ostracized for he began to realize What lies in nonsense is decadence Which sparks interest Who's lover is a dadaist But his story is over now As Seth lead the way A poet dies in dismay The thorn as she spun penetrated A distraction and a lack of action She knew the temptation for she so loved the sensation Of crass, rebellious - ways The thought laid it's seed In her Gaulish mind it breeds She has no other need and no regrets So she proceeds and the smile lets With full intention and desire Caring none of her fate that will transpire She presses her finger on the thorn So now she bleeds knowingly she did not recede
My mother never knew what to do with me. I was an obligation that needed to be. But I wanted her to love me. Simply… love… me. I would do anything to please her. Wanting her to be proud, I worked hard at everything I did. But she viewed me as her competition, not wanting to be out done. Needless to say our relationship wasn't what I wanted it to be. I dreamed to have a family of my own to simply… love… me. I had a daughter who didn't live. And my mom said someone like me shouldn't have kids. Though she didn't know about my epilepsy and other problems with my health. Then my life fell apart with hard times everywhere. I didn't show it but hidden…my health wasn't all that good. My husband's diabetes affected his mind. And epilepsy was working on mine. I ignored that fact. I worked hard as my epilepsy kept tearing every thing apart. Finally with a hard earned job… Fourteen years later I had a son. The son I'd always wanted to have. I was so very proud but was attacked by both health and son, at every turn. He was wilder than most creating problems everywhere. He blamed me for everything and everywhere something went wrong. My health did it again at work as my relationship continued to crumble with my son. He hated a mother who had to work, had epilepsy, and just wasn't there for him. I was slowly dying when he was 12 and I was 52, when finally I was saved. That night… I met God and he said I had more to be done along the way. I came back and did every thing I could to help my wayward and unruly son. But way before I helped him go to college… I knew I had lost my son. But his best friend needed a mom so I was there for him. It seems so strange to tell, but as my son moved out… His best friend simply moved in. And it's even stranger to tell that… The son who will occasionally smile at me, is someone else's son. He's my heart-adopted son and has brought my first son closer again. Jesus was always here and… the tear in my heart is gone.
Cradle the ashen hour; cast aside the blatant lullabies, so often sought without cause, so often pardoned without grace. Eternally demure, the passively barbed cuticles of harpy lit notation sprawled, nay strewn, across the ochre ash haven of rambunctious repute; attentive to reason, receptive to none. Propped upon the ever scorned prose of the effervescent majority, the purveyor of all, all that is not, what I had come to expect. Implore the faltering notion, freshly drenched in wax laden woe, callously sidling the respite, the reprise, the recital; fickle curiosities and emancipated bliss, fortunate asylum, ingrate phallic masochists; idly ploughing afterthoughts; reconvict the perennial cyst. The salvation of the ingénue… the tedium of honesty. Beseech our confessional intonation; hold the chrysanthemum aloft, for it is not a flower, rather a life, rather a symbol, never a death, never an end; let determinism prove nothing. Scour the periphery of the labyrinthine lantern, solemnly lit, as it were, guiding the hand of the ill-fated man, whose heart least not his mind, shall return. Unscathed through the fallacious repetition of logical reprieve, free to fail, within the confines of our concern; our concern for the particular. Silence the cyclic grasp of heather feted vanity, marred by the perpetual ecstasy of descriptive derision, the personification of literate denial; all that is not, what I had come to expect…
I Rejoice In Knowing God! I will cry out to God with my voice! I take safety in him and rejoice! I shall seek him in the day of trouble! He'll pick me up, when I stumble! I know that he listens, and is always there! I shall seek each day, alone in prayer! I shall remember the Lord's faithful deeds! He gives me strength, and meets my needs! I meditate on his words, and wonders performed! He picks me up, when I feel defeated and scorned! He is God and shines with an awesome brightness! He brings everlasting love, peace and kindness! Behold! He is God! His power is demonstrated! His beauty among the heavens, has been demonstrated! He is God! And shall forever reign supreme! He is my God! My righteousness and everything! By Jim Pemberton 09/09/13
Lack of perspective on a burdensome life leaves us in pieces near a sharpened, slick knife. Smashing heads yet again, to the wall I beat mine, trying to break through to our friendship in time. My appearance lacks motivation and heart, locked away in my mind, I am falling apart. I don't treat such a treasure like one should be loved, stopped giving time of day to my friend from above. Care too much and stow it all away, making it look like I don't care whether you leave me or stay. A painful gut feeling may nibble at my gray heart, but I just fear the truth and I don't know where to start.
You and I. You. Your heart blazed, with a warmth of spirit, soothing, alluring, soaked in truth. Your smile burned, branding me permanently, gentle, tender, enveloping my being. Your love was complete, from the depths of your soul, unsaid, yet fierce, bathed in silent knowing. Your dreams were poetic, fluttering in the afternoon breeze, infused with the distilled essence of rhyme. I. I squandered your generosity of spirit. I vainly discarded your priceless poems. Now I stand, alone, empty, desolate, wasting away, rotting inside, day by day.
What I wouldn't give To have a brain like yours, There isn't any topic On which you could ignore. It must be so exciting To be as smart as you, Wherever did you learn so much, I've never had a clue. I have often wondered How the rest of us get by In our daily living Not knowing how or why. I only wish I had The wisdom that you do So I could know it all And be as smart as you. No, I don't have the intelligence And don't have what it takes To be as smart as you, And Never Make Mistakes. Lynn Barany
In the morning of the night I looked to the light to find what was right but all I found was left being deft in the night. I was not contrite with this inner fight as I lied attempting to sleep but was slight. The night's fight was ripe with spite as I was lost in the middle of my left and right. Lines of site are veiled with obligatory inquiries of yin or yang or black or white. Should I disinvite the blight within to settle the fight of left and right? Or make haste of left even though it's not right. But the left was and is deft and is pulling the weight tonight. The right is though, right… but should I be left? I have to be forthright as a knight by being right but being left I am bereft in my plight. Even now I write to find my right but can't change the left. Having left….could I ever be right?
God Gave Us His Truth, But Many Reject It! God gave us his truth… But many reject it! Many have chosen a lie… And accept it! God gave us his word, so we can live by his rules. Without God in our lives, many have become "fools." Refusing God's holy truth, and accepting a corruptible lie! They believe whatever untruth can "satisfy." For this reason, many have a very confused mind! As many look for answers of various kinds! God's word is the only truth to securely build on! But many have brought confusion to build their lives on! The principles of God's word, give true freedom to all! Won't you "wake up?" And heed the master's call? God is calling everyone to listen to what he's saying! It's time we seek his truth! In humbleness and praying! The truth of Jesus Christ is the most important thing! He has the answer to whatever life may bring! Please allow his precious truth to touch your life today! He can remove and take all doubts away! The words of Jesus Christ ring loud and very clear! He'll bring the sunshine in! Any darkness will disappear! By Jim Pemberton
Christ Stepped Down From His Heavenly Throne! Christ stepped down, from his heavenly throne. He came to earth… For 33 years, he called it his home! His mission had one purpose and desire in mind! He was to one day, be a sacrifice for mankind! He taught and gave us his words, powerfully spoken! He knew that one day, his body would be broken! He desired that all, would one day, come to know him! Because of his resurrection, all can receive him! He's alive today! And reigns from heaven above! And desires to touch us, with his endless love! Won't you humbly come, and accept what he's given? And experience the power, of being forgiven! This can be your moment! This can be YOUR day! He loves you much more, than words can say! All honor and praise, to Christ Jesus, our king! You are our righteousness! Our everything! By Jim Pemberton
It burns and it stings. It hurts. More than drowning beneath the ice. More than remaining in a kindled flame She hits and I no longer cry. Why mother, why? It burned and it stung. The markings remained, returned, and were relived Looking, loving, and little known loathing were the known ways of living. Never was their pity for the child that cried Never was their relief for the child that tried You were that lovely bird that understood the complications of felicity Nothing looked the same in those dewy browns of yours. My everbeating would cry tears of joy. The others-they were yet to appear. Caring Mother, o' so fair You were that beautiful bird filled with care. The others came and were not alone. Their two suitors sat on the throne. Rampage and rage why did you come? I began to wither and wither slumping along. So very soon I- the child of fines- became a human raceme. The droops of the Lily of the Valley became the slumping of my heart. My lovely bird the enemy had taken you and the person you were is far from near. For that divine nature left its intricate self and you became irretrievable my big bird. All of your fairness died. With that went my pride. Mother, Mother what moved you so? Your intense spirt vanished only to supplement a monster. Mother, Monster and your tar filled lungs. How did I kill that liver that was so, so strong? The lesson of pain was one you came to learn. My darling bird why did you turn? My lovely bird and your big brown eyes I'll tell you once, but never twice. Pain is only a flower for it blooms and dies And a mistake can be killed as quickly as lice. You dear bird hurt me well. Though, haven't you heard? Weakness is a souls greatest strength. You brought me up, then you brought me down. You haved helped, hurt, and hindered my blazing spirit. A hero in my heart-I left you down in your deep black slumber. Escaping those terrible nights To go for the town of delights.
It's all out there and in here too. The pain, confusion, and anxiety. What is a person to do, who lags in the virtue of piety. It must be given to One much more powerful than I, And so I have done, But not quite, so that's a lie… I take back what I have given, And suffer it all over again, Though I've been forgiven, Such is the haunting of sin. How could I have ever done these things; Is what the too proud conscience sings.
The earth shudders and the dust of a thousand years lifts into the sky like a blanket thrown up in exultation and beneath this blanket plates grind together in sudden need A craving to bring dried and edged flesh with the moisture of the oceans above together once more and cry out in the joy of ecstasy to release their pressure And be at once reconciled And the world let's out its breath, gives up what is most sacred to it in reverence of this Moment: And I dare say this moment is mine, to the child that toiled the fields hoe in hand and the patterns in the soil the patterns in the soul through which water poured and escaped in pores like water through a parched man's fingers and patterns fled this farm Leaving a parched man lamenting the presence of fingers in times of thirst, And to the child toiling in the fields the pattern is in the pitch of his shoulders and the pounding of the sun the pattern that should never seep through unseen holes but it seeps down his back and across his fingers upon his hoe it dribbles down and finds the escape of patterns long lost and the sweat of his toil slips through the gaps in his soil and the heaving of his shoulders is lost with the patterns, So this old farmer he does not tread his fields, sheltered behind wood and warmth of fire he huddles in his world of four walls and dares not the fields outside Where await the failures of his toil, and when the earth shuddered in joy of this moment Knowing in its wisdom all that was to be known the earth shudders and the dust of not so many years It lifts into the sky like a blanket thrown up in exultation And beneath it all Sees the farmer The pattern of his toil And lo and behold It was not wasted But a hands width beneath The soil that caked his world And by his own hand Hidden as it were The patterns of his toil And the story that is told Bittersweet In the exultation of a breath Let go.
What is it in life that you're looking for? Is it wealth or fame? Do you want more? I think about the many who've gone before us. Do you think that any of them loves us? No! In spite of man's attempts to create wealth. This cannot buy a cure for 100% good health! In man's pursuit for more riches and gold… It cannot buy love or happiness, as I've been told! In man's attempts to build a "better machine." Nothing or no one, can make us 100% clean! In man's ambitions and many inventions… We've many roads leading into different directions! Governments come and nations will fall! What will our life mean to us, after all? If there's something in life that you hope will last… There's hope for you now! You just need to ask! Only Jesus can bring to your life a true purpose and meaning! His mercy and grace… You can be receiving! With Jesus, a true love has already been decided! Everything you'll ever need… He's provided! Won't you come to him now? Please don't wait! Please do it now! Before it's too late! By Jim Pemberton
lead my hand o' dear life lead my hand on this land o' dear life, until the end o' dear thought of comfort seed my life feed me not in strife bleed me joy from nine to five lead me a journey of phases a journey of ages to face this germinate in me a corn of survival a history of possibilities a record of living to afford a source to live for this life is a choreographer of life a propeller of existence an economy of spiritual commodities a tear drop of opportunities yet not so many does see its commonalities an event of anomalies and regularities lead me a way o' dear life carry me a sledge on a journey of life a terrain of survival and life a gemstone for many a pentagon of any a model of penny an artwork of joy a string of life on a journey a script of many a stanza of any opn08022012/0106 from: 'journey of life' and 'on a journey', february 2012 >> ntema's unique poetry (nup) http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/lead-my-hand-o-dear-life/
Just A Little Talk With Jesus… Why not talk to Jesus? And spend some time alone? Won't you ask him to be the Lord of your heart and home? Just a little talk with Jesus can make your day so bright. He can heal your troubles and make everything "alright!" Just a few moments with him can make all of the difference! His love can give you hope and a joyous experience! Feel free to share with him your every need and concern! Won't you allow him to guide you at life's every turn? Won't you allow his cleansing power to take your sins away? He can make you a new person! And can do it TODAY! The time you can spend with him, is time you won't regret! HE will never fail you! And hasn't let go of anyone yet! Just a little talk with Jesus will bring sweetness to your soul! The words of Christ can completely make you whole! Please remember a promise from the beginning of time. When God created the world... He had all of us in mind! Spending time with Jesus will be the best thing you did! Won't you accept his love and willingness to forgive? Just think about the opportunity with Christ you can share! You can have time with him! And can meet him anywhere! Behold the glory of our Lord! He reigns from heaven above! You can enjoy his presence! And the power of HIS LOVE! By Jim Pemberton
I know of a brother, who's lost and confused… Many of his relationships, he's already "abused." He's not really sure, which direction he's going… There's a lot of wise advice, that he's ignoring! He's choosing to ignore the God who loves him. And refuses to acknowledge how much he needs him! He decided to leave his family behind him… Perhaps, one day, they'll be able to "find him!" I pray for this dear brother! He needs prayer! I know that wherever he goes… God is always there! Please, dear Jesus, touch him with your kindness! Without YOU dear lord… He's walking in blindness! No matter where he goes… Which path is taken! God will always love him! He's never forsaken! The words of God, must somehow get his attention! To give him a clear path, and a godly direction! May the love of Christ, get a hold of his heart! Coming to Jesus, is a good place to start! Whatever this brother does, or where he goes… Only the righteousness of God, can make him whole! Dear Lord… Be with my brother! That he may know you! During the journey of life, may he learn to trust you! The path of God's footsteps, gives one a true meaning! May this brother acknowledge God! And start believing! By Jim Pemberton
I Still Love the Lord In The Same Old Fashioned Way! No matter what many people may have to say. I still love the Lord in the same old fashioned way! No matter the burden. No matter the cost! Christ gave me his life! That day on the cross! The holiness of my Lord is awesome and very real! Behold the Lord God! The God of Israel! Jesus has created me. And his word tells me. Everything about my life... He already knows me! He's called me to give up everything! And follow him! I want to do what he asks of me, because I love him! He will help me to be the kind of person he wants me to be. He has called me to holy living. Because he loves me! This way of living, may seem to be "old fashioned" by many. But the life he gives, is worth more than all of this world's money! He gives joy unspeakable! And the half hasn't been told. One day soon, I shall walk on those streets of gold! He gives an abundant life! This is why he came! Everything I'll ever need... I can find in his name! The road to eternal life, is a narrow road to travel on. Christ is someone I can always depend on! Thank you Lord! For your love so sweet! All of my burdens and worries, I lay at your feet! You're worth everything to me! What more could I ask? I have a heavenly life with you, that will always last! By Jim Pemberton
Two hearts beat, now beating faster; beating until they're one Two souls breathe, now breathing deeper; breathing until they're done Two lovers see forever, and forever is where they run One child comes home tomorrow for life has just begun Even when the rainbow's glowing, the skies can seem so gray Even when the wind's not blowing, the tides can turn your way And when the water's raging, beneath skies that seem so blue It's just your body aging, and it has nothing to do with you So now when our God comes calling, I'll hold your hand and stroke your hair Yes, as snowflakes start falling, I will look for you everywhere And Mother, as you start flying, remember as you rise above Marlene, you are not dying, but finding everlasting love One child goes home tomorrow to embrace the Father and the Son One child who knows no sorrow, for life has just begun
------ From the beginning and For the end In the name of the Lord and Our Savior Where dose it end ---- Their are such things' They limit our behavior No one is free ------ There is this menace They call ' ADHD ' It could happen to you It could happen to me ------ Fore it is a Menace ------ - In - The name of the Lord And God is with Thee ---- But, this thing can be attributed To you It could be attributed to me It is only a matter of time Then We shall see.... ------ But, now their is a New Human Condition That should matter to You and me They call it " ADHD " ------ They call it " ADHD ' That is what they say// It affect our children All that We can do is pray ------ And to Thee I say, AMEN ------ INTRUSIVE BOUNDRIES TEMPERTANTRUM DEFIANT CONTEMPT ANGRY SCREAMING VIOLENANCE SELF-CONSUMING SELF-DESTRUCTIVE ------ Just to name a few ------ If you have any of these Then you will have ADHD TOO..... ------ What do We assume We do so many of these If you sleep with DOG's Then you wil wake up' With fleas' But, We don't seem To have that disease ------ So, think of the Children Give them some room Fore they watch us every-day Then they go out to play Say, If they were to IMULATE Us, Then they woud have ' ADHD ' any way..... GF
You can fool a fool, you can cheat one's mind. You can con a con, even steal from the blind. You can shake a shaker, you can brutalize a Brut. You can mob a mobster – and embezzle their loot. You can charm a charmer, sell your soul for a penny. You can take from a taker, for pennies you have many. But can you hold a hand, and experience love for free? Know true respect for all to see? Gain one's trust without a fee? You poor, poor, foolish soul, who will ever get to know the "real me".
Forgive my friend that I would not repent but I never felt sorry and never would I regret anything I said for true and honest it was. Although truth sometimes hurts, the meaning of life it is.
Remember all that time we spent on the back deck At your parents house. So very comfortable in that serene kind a way. On that beautiful day Late one may Ill never forget that sense of togetherness I felt. My heart melted. I knew I always wanted to stay, right here with you. A comfort altogether new Just as beautiful at It's inside point of view. They seen us and knew! We where, the best of friends. Partners in a way that complements with such grace. Beatific, such as this spring breeze, We cheer the coming of the warm months. With a bottle of wine or two. Those conversations I hold so dear. Crazy Intellectuals, all together classy. I still benefit from the knowledge past to me. It's been really hard Being torn away from this Knowing it was at the hand of my own demise. I still love them, With my convalescent mind.
When heartache or uncertainty fill your days and nights, Remember now, more than ever, just don't give up the fight! His hands are layed upon you each and every day. Listen quietly and you'll feel it, not only when you pray. Sharing with a trusted friend will help to see you through. The outcome of your life you know, depends on what you DO. It only takes a willing heart and actions that seem odd, but through your struggles, you'll find strength - in the hands of God.
(Verse 1) Calling to you from out of time Just wanted to say So sorry for the younger days All of the mistreatments (Verse 2) Things I did without disgrace Knowing now I was so wrong Learning to understand many mistakes A beating heart without trust (Hook) Before insecurities rap around tight Become friends with yourself Love yourself first Before a first impression shows your epic life Become friends with yourself Love yourself first Before confidence disappears into a shadowy night Become friends with yourself Love yourself first (Verse 3 Tenderly your heart to me Carelessly I set you free Anger and guilt followed me My heart has been swimming frantically (Verse 4) When love comes to stay Just like a tool it too has a rule Before dreams slip away So many times asking why (Hook) Before insecurities rap around tight Become friends with yourself Love yourself first Before a first impression shows your epic life Become friends with yourself Love yourself first Before confidence disappears into a shadowy night Become friends with yourself Love yourself first Love yourself Love yourself Love yourself first
people now a days care what people think about them and want to be liked for more then just who they are and they will lie and and try to make friends for the wrong reasons and they want to be liked by all and many people and they will be what that type of person wants them to be. is it really worth it to be something your not when there are people out there in the world who will like you for you and you can make true friendships that will last longer and wont hurt you in the end. if you want to make true friends you will need to be able to act like yourself for the whole time and try to find those people that will think of you as hey i like him/her and i want to be friends with them. People want to be liked by as many people that they can and they wish that they could find the people that like them for them and they want to be able to be like by a lot of thos people but they are hard to find if you have the mentality that you have to fake who you are. if you will take the chance and try to talk to new people that you dont know not just the cool people you might be amazed at what you find and form a true bond that will last throug a life time. people want to be popular and want to be able to do what the poular people do all of the time but is it worth it if you cant even find the true you anymore. i wish all of the people in the world had what it took to say you know what im me if you dont like it then buzz off. if more people did that i think that we would have a lot more people in this world that are happy and have fun with the people that matter and will be able to talk to them about anything. people dont know what a strong gift it is to be different then the other people around them and if they would just stop and act like themselfs then they will be happy and people are ment to be different and be a leader not a follower. people can read this and say what ever they like me for me and i dont have to believe you and it is also your choice to take what you hear and apply it and it is your choice to ignor it i hope you will learn something from this and use it to become a better person and be a happier person.
Front and Center! Those Gates adorned with pearls in Heaven. White angels soaring. If by chance, Ordered to enter; Through St. Peter's Permission; I demand from you chancellor; A swift insanity plea, submission. For this troubled soul is plagued, By vast displays of wicked ways. None lost. Courtesy of meticulous examination. Love lost. Diligence pending Investigation. Key Evidence, perpetually documented In Sin's ominous catalog. Rebuke my Judge! For multitudes of shortcomings, He failed to ascertain. Moreover, present was He, When Satan drafted me. First round, Pick three. His Fantasy League... "The Eternal Infernos of Pain" JS Lambert
You dont need no friends all they will do is hurt you let them all go, why hold them up? the family are so far behind, they will never understand we are so alone, in this life, women want what you can give i wont trade money for sex or even a bit of attention or a commitment of ownership a culture of prostitution... The poor people steal from you the rich will rape you not selling my rear for interest.. and the middle are just stupid addicted to the drugs, the propaganda I am the artist, the expressionist, the prophet, alone, with one mission, where are my pleasures? cursed to teach this selfish culture pathetic humans, suffering too stupid to give anything complaining, whining, frustrated, They are about to destroy themselves a collective suicide of selfishness The other immortals tell me to have hope, to love them, to teach them, They arent my friends, so busy teaching, and giving to the vampires. The christians love war and murder of others They worship, punishment, hatred, and money the buddhists wont stand up for themselves and fight, the middle road is lost. The muslims are too busy oppressing women and praying for heaven The jews know nothing of love, only greed They tell me i should feel special i have so much to teach and give, Jesus taught them forgiveness helping the poor, loving all people they crucified him! The afterlife is so wonderful, they say, if you teach love and forgiveness. I am in this life now, and all i find is tricksters, liers and decievers I am tired of being alone, The body is male, and only half of itself. addiction to female energy no control, clairvoyance gone the suicidal idiots have something right I am cursed to sit here and learn compassion, patience, how to inspire them teach them to love, and give to others, all in the hope that they wont destroy themselves Why cant i give up on hope? they are pathetic, i am tired, of the abuse, and anger, i evoke. They hate me, unless i pretend, smile the big smile, and pat them on their back for selfishness. They love you then, I do not worship their god, of self-worship. I wish i could, maybe i would be rich. living off of the blood, sweat and tears of others how nice that would be, to relax, no responsibilty to give or love anyone except my family. I am sure i will feel better tomorrow
REGRET Angry words spoken In a heated moment Cut like ice Chilling the bone And scarring the soul Can't take them back Or erase the sting Can you receive Softly spoken words Of repentance? To trust again Is not easy Decisions made in haste Lived out with regret Joy is abandoned Only despair Covers the soul And obscures our dreams With hopelessness Suppressed longings Lie hidden under Layers of self-contempt Can you receive A divine solution To free the soul Of its' delusion? To believe again Is not so easy Beauty for ashes If we can receive mja
When you can longer run away from yourself When you thought there were no more tears to cry When you just want to die Living like this consumed by the façade of a million lies So many years, so many days Waking up to people who no longer care you're there You ask how can this be, one short organic vitality Wasted with living; the slowest way to die The shadows of shame weigh you down Until you drown, filled with only their hate All you can turns grey, and all you ever loved fades The agony is all you know, thank you pain A self-sadist Is all you have become, j ust how they showed you, craving so much more Just to hide up all of the misery But under cloth it still bleeds This is the Escapist's Plea For the one who fall to their knees in misery Trying to stay sane but fall under September's rain Dying from the invisible disease, only you can see Stigmatized by their sadistic need Only if I could just fly away ...Fly Away
Lord, help me to make a difference in someone's life today And to preach Jesus in what I do and say… Help me to make a difference in this world that surrounds me What you have done in my life continues to astound me! Help me to make a difference in the hearts of men. That I may show others what it means to be BORN AGAIN! Help me to make a difference in my prayer life too As I want to daily be in LOVE WITH YOU! Help me to make a difference in the reading of your word. May I share your scripture to the many who've never heard! Help me to make a difference in the life you've given to me… I once was blind. But now CAN SEE! Help me make a difference wherever I may go. As your Holy Spirit teaches and enriches my soul! YOU are the difference to a world that's perishing… YOU offer true love…And life that's everlasting! YOU are the reason why I keep on going. This life you've given to me… I am enjoying! … You have made a difference in my sinful condition You've changed my life! I'm a NEW creation! By Jim Pemberton
My only friend Is the one in my head 'cause the one that I had was left behind in the sand The sand of the hourglass waning away never stopping never speeding only burying your secrets grain by grain Someone to hold something to have All pain no gain I reached out to touch you and you melted as my fingers grazed your perfect face I try to scoop up the puddle mould you back into shape But I just kept slipping in the mess that I used to live for
What? You Really Don't Like Me? Is there something about me, that you don't like? If you seen me today… Would you want me to "take a hike?" Perhaps it's my personality, or a habit of mine. You can't stop talking about me, much of the time. Pointing out my faults to some of the people you know… The words you say are actually eating at your soul! Instead of loving me, the way God wants you to… You bring up things about m, you're not supposed to do! Have you ever just once, took the time to pray for me? Am I someone you want to be with for eternity? STOP! And think about the damage you've already done! Begin to pour out your heart to Jesus, God's son! May he help you to really LOVE me the way he does! The cross he bore was for you and I… Whom he loves! May your thoughts about me, make your heavenly father proud! I hope to see you as we meet Jesus one day… In the clouds! By Jim Pemberton
There was a guy who was a real loser Only because he was quite a boozer. He'd drink and drink and drink all day Then he'd drink the night away. He could not keep a job because of his habit Always blaming something else, as he drank about it. He would talk at the bar as he was a real gab Couldn't pay for his drinks, so they kept a tab. After losing a job for the fourth or fifth time He almost went into a life of crime. He didn't know how to get out of this hole And always seemed to be on the dole. One night on his way to another bar He heard some singing from a church not far. The music enticed him for a look see Imagine his surprise at inside there who'd be. It was a young girl, maybe nine or ten He hadn't seen her since he could remember when. Her angelic face was one of the keys With her sweet voice...brought him to his knees. He knew at once he was being shamed By a power so great, now only he himself could be blamed. For there was the Lord asking him, "Why, Did his little girl come to the church and cry?" The quiet words that a child implored Heard up in heaven, by the Almighty Lord. It was that moment when grace grasped him Shook him awake, to recognize his sin. After that night he cleaned up his act For with the Lord he had made a pact. From now on, sober would he be And his daughter again, her father would see. For the Lord had heard the prayers of this little child Turned to her father, making him timid and mild. Many years went by as then these two Once again, into a family grew. He found a job that he worked for the next twenty years Thanking God each night, as he fought back the tears. So, if there is something that you need in your life Put it in the hands of the Almighty, Who alone can calm your strife.
Only kindness lets me write. It allows the words to come into sight. Life is hard enough without your kind. Wagging your tongue of evil thoughts in your mind. It's hard to pray for someone like you. It's hard to forgive someone who makes you feel blue. We hang on to that last knot on the rope. As someone like you cuts off the last bit of hope. We fall to pieces in disarray upon the ground. As you have no regard whether we ever make a sound. It takes all we have to vent our dismay. But you don't care if we have got anything to say. I've said enough, I understand too much. How to use meaness as a crutch. My prayer is up in the sky. I hope Jesus finds his way into your minds eye.
You know what? i am here so unclearlry i love you so fiercely that's all that I know i'll get in trouble loven you, you loven me I am unashambled naked You'll take me, won't you? like this
It was so long ago But my mind doesn't see it that way And like a channel that only plays reruns Images of you keep repeating in my mind over and over again Over the years I tried to reach out to you But I learned that you didn't want to know me We last spoke on the phone with forgiveness in my voice But the love I once knew was replaced by bitterness You said I thought you were going stop trying to contact me I promised that this would be the last time. I said I just wanted to wish you the best and give myself peace of mind. But in your voice it was the seething anger and resentment that I could not deny I said I was sorry for all the hurt, pain and sorrow and if I could correct it I would. Why cant you forgive me what did I do that was so wrong. And that is when I learned about what was truly told to you To my surprise a giant lie, your sister said I raped her, now I understand why She covered up her actions and turned me into a beast This explains the hatred, the anger, and resentment you have felt for me. However it doesn't excuse the lust of my actions and what really happened For days, weeks and months your sister groped, kissed and hounded me until I gave in. Yes I confess to having an affair I tried to be faithful, I tried to be true. I loved you But your sisters' sexual lust took control over me she pressed my buttons for her own sexual need And even though I tried I was so guilt stricken I lied and said I didn't love you anymore. Our break up was created by your sisters' lustful attraction she lied to cover up her jealous actions But with a burning in your voice you didn't want to believe and so you poured salt onto me but the next day your phone call confirmed the truth, your older sister confessed to our agony but she also said that she was in love with me of which I never knew suddenly you want to stay in touch, I said that would be too much, again you persisted Haven't we endured enough pain to develop a friendship now would be insane, but you again insisted All those years ago the lie you were told now I understand why you hated me so. and with a giant sigh I just started to cry and my heart just melted away Unfortunately you said time has replaced me with someone new for you (continued)
What's Happening to Marriages Today? I was listening to someone just the other day… And I couldn't believe what he had to say! He had left his wife and children for another! She was young enough to be his daughter! Here they were, "in love" and holding hands! Hoping to soon, get their "wedding bands!" They were pretending that this was so "cool." Living now by their own "set of rules!" How sick and disgusting this is getting to be! Is this something that many can't see? God gave us Adam and Eve to become one. To bear fruit through daughters and sons! He gave us marriage as holy vows are made. Not to march in an "adulterous parade!" We are treading on very dangerous ground! Faithfulness and commitment are scarcely found! The very definition of marriage is changing! As the family unit is always rearranging! Our only hope is in Jesus! And him alone! Let's promote his love! Into our hearts and home! Let's allow his love to be our heart's glue! And bring new meaning to the words; "I love you!" May his love bind our hearts and lives together! And remain faithful to each other forever! By Jim Pemberton
I once thought to have the world within my grasp, that all I needed I already had. I once thought to be unable to feel more happier than I was while you were around. Only way to make it better, was to change our worlds of ones and zeroes to contact of the flesh itself. Even though I realized it, I choose to deny it. I was sorely mistaken about you and I, and this and that. You smiled when you lied about your feelings. "I cannot give to you more than this" you said with an evil smirk while observing me from afar. The smirk, was it real or imaginated? I do not know, and I fear I will never know, my mind play tricks on me once and again. Misleading me to believe, like it allowed me to believe in your words. Words... Amazing how powerful it can be, use it well and one can find pleasure, use it well, and one can find the demise of the soul. leaving an empty husk behind, like you left me. An empty husk longing to be filled, once again, with the colors of joy. Coming from the other side of the world, I felt your words and disdain like piercing cold knives straight to my heart, once warm, now cold, since you left. And following your words you went away to never come back. Along with you, went away also the joy and happiness I dared to thought to be eternal, a sweet lie I was telling myself... Even today, after so long, I still think about you and I, your mesmerizing gaze that made me forget and float, your enchanting laughter and the warm and soft touch I told myself that you had. Touch that I will never feel, laughter I will never hear, again, and eyes that I will never meet, again. When you left, I was torn, between love and hatred. Now the hatred is gone and the love morphed to friendship, which I would like to share with you. The Mauritius girl, will my words reach you? I guess they will not, but I like to hope, to dream. Hopes and dreams, the accessories of the weak... A weak being, that I am, a being to be filled with fake bliss, five by day. Three by the sunrise and two when the diamonds imbue the skies. As like that, the curtains shall rise and fall before my eyes, at each passing empty day. And so I live on, even if that means to not have you anyway I can... The only way I can... For now, I just wonder, if will I ever find it again while I live? The joy and wonder, I mean. I ask this chair, I ask the other me on the looking glass and I ask my shadow. I guess these are the only companionships I will ever have until I meet my final doom. My shadow, my other broken me and this chair and my memories, of you and I...
God Gives His Very Best! God loves YOU! And always gives his best! He offers his love! Why settle for less? He provides everything you'll ever need! And has given his word to direct and lead! He gave his son to be sacrificed for us! And asks us to give him our heart and trust! His son came to you may have life eternal! So that your name can be in heaven's journal! Won't you take this time, and accept him? There's no reason to refuse and reject him! Won't you allow his presence to fill you? Before the problems of life "overwhelm" you! He's God! He can do more than what you can think of! And he loves you more than any words can speak of! By Jim Pemberton
Coming Out Of The Closet? Across this country, there's more people "coming out of the closet." Any sense of a Godly direction. They've seemed to have "lost it." Often talking about their life. And are not ashamed… Often bringing dishonor to God's holy name. Perhaps "going back into the closet," is where you need to be. And think for a minute….Where you'll spend eternity. God is still God. He is righteous but also holy and just. He asks all to give him our heart. Our obedience. And trust! Perhaps in the closet . A time of seeking God should be spent. A time to have fellowship... A time to repent. During this time you can spend with God…. And HIM alone. Asking him to bring peace, hope and love into your home. This closet can give you a "quiet time." A time "to be still." A time to seek God. And to do his will. May you allow your heart, toward HIM to be yielded and broken. And time to meditate on some of the words that he's spoken. If it's the closet that you truly want to come out. You can tell everyone: "Jesus IS what life is about!" Allow HIM to cleanse and make you whole within… As his blood cleanses you and takes away every sin! Spending time with God… You'll be glad you did. His abundance and overcoming life… He'll freely give! God wants to be with you. By a "divine appointment." Experience his life changing power, and a GODLY enjoyment! By Jim Pemberton
Please Touch Me, Lord Jesus! Please touch me, Lord Jesus! I need you! I come now, because I want to be with you! Bless me with your presence! I patiently wait! I need your now! Before it's too late! Touch my life with your Holy Ghost' fire! Move me with a godly passion and holy desires! Come now! And bring a revival within! Show me your ways! And cleanse me from sin! Thank you my Lord! For doing what you do! I am so honored and blessed to know YOU! By Jim Pemberton
Breaths of fleeting laughter Violently commence But hopeless hereafter I wade through this pretence A smile that hides their scheming A shadow with a rope As they embrace me coldly Their darkness binds my hope All that's left of courage Can't overcome their lies As their silent words will haunt me Closer if I tried Boldness left unsheltered My heart spilled on the streets This icy world consuming Whatever's left in my defeat But breaths of silent laughter Now open up my eyes Their fears did not consume me And I can see beyond their lies Somehow I am smiling And suddenly I'm free The sun delivers wisdom And the fearful now retreat
As I walked down the aisle An abyss of confusion built in me A sense of emptiness overcome my heart And a desperate feeling ran through my mind But who could bring together The fragments of my heart? I sat on the front bench Looking at the great man Leaning on a piece of wood Stretching out His hands without tire And I wondered why He chose such a desperate position In such a spacey room. Suddenly I took a book next to me And ran through Mark But my heart beat faster A sweat drop ran down my temple And a tear dropped down my cheek For I understood that He was there To take the load off my neck And guilt off my heart Because I was desperate. I looked at the nailed man again And felt like a walking corpse Awaiting its second death And when I looked behind I saw a man in white Eagerly waiting for my next step. Before I could leave I took one final glance at the man And bent low in His honor For I had known why He had neglected the luxurious benches To live in such a lowly site; I felt better than before For this is how He wanted His place to be.
UNSUPPORTED CODE We often hear this topic across our nation. Another person crying; "discrimination." In our many attempts to not discriminate. It seems like it's God that we seek to eliminate. It seems like we've come up with our own "rules." And somehow have turned into a bunch of "fools." We accept many perversions of various kinds… But God himself? We seem to close our minds! In many of our lives, we've "kicked " him out. And refuse what he really is about! The words, "In God we trust..." Our money bears it! Anything of God? We're afraid to share it! It seems like the courts almost say he doesn't exist! And have brought much confusion into our midst! As many say it's "offensive" to display a cross… Many godly values have already been lost! It's time to wake up America! And begin to see! The kind of country we're beginning to be! A country that's foundation is getting off course. Being driven by a wicked and ungodly force! Out only hope is in God! And him alone! We must invite him back into our homes! To God and his word we must hold secure and fast! He is our only hope that our country will last! By Jim Pemberton
Man's Afflictions and God's Salvation! I've seen and heard of many afflictions! Things happen in life, that need our attention! There are things that happen that bring despair. Wondering if anyone listens or even cares! There's a God in heaven who sees what's wrong! There are many things that don't belong! Evil moves with a power and destructive force! It comes in many forms, from an ungodly source! God knows what is happening and offers a plan! His gift of salvation is freely offered to man! His ways of living are at odds with this earth! Anyone can come to Christ, and receive a "new birth!" If life's heartaches and worries are pulling you down… There's a new life for YOU! Waiting to be found! Your afflictions, for God's healing, is for you to receive! Won't you reach out to him now? And simply believe? His gifts of mercy and hope, is what HE can give! He can totally transform you! And the way you live! His salvation, for life's heartaches, is freely yours! A new life with Jesus can be true and secure! By Jim Pemberton
The world is a perplexing place So much beauty and so much evil all tied into one I started having fun when I was way too young I've walked down both sides of the tracks The adrenaline rush was like smoking crack Being naive and carefree I thought I was living the ideal life By the time I was fifteen I had experienced it all Sometimes I managed to pull myself up However temptation was too great, despite knowing the toll I felt like I had lost my soul I didn't realize I was just being used and abused I used to think I was being cool, but now I realize I was surrounded by a bunch of dumb ass fools People I thought were my friends all did me wrong in the end I put my trust into the wrong hands and then one day reality struck I found myself stuck I learned the hard way I literally found myself fighting for my life and ended up being taught the strength The strength I had within myself all of these days I refuse to live in fear That's when I decided to change my ways I was forced to grow up way to young My life had been like one disastrous play I took back control in every plausible way I could no longer kick and scream For I was done living in this catastrophic dream It was my fight to fight and it was all up to me There are no magic pills, no quick fixes Only I could choose to remain a victim I get upset if anyone takes pity, even though a few years were extremely gritty I found my inner strength on my own, even when the stress makes me feel like I am about to drown Like a erasing the scarlet letter I shall no longer where that frown I chose to let myself be free Knowing I am the only one who holds the key The key to unlock and release myself from the pain Now everyday is like a surprise I see the world through a fresh pair of eyes I take advantage of that as much as I can I try to look for the beauty and pureness everywhere I turn I would not let myself be tainted from the past Life passes by so fast Forget the scary things I have done, for in a moment you can be gone Take that leap of faith and wear a smile upon your face
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Our country has sinned, and many don't know it! Any reverence for God? Many refuse to show it! We have sinned greatly, in our desire to leave God behind! And have tried our best to remove him from our minds! Even a cross or nativity is most often, not allowed! The atheists? You'll find them in most every crowd! We've traded God's commands for our own "rules." How dare you mention HIM in any of our schools! Whatever pleases the flesh is predominantly enjoyed! As many people seek to fill an "empty void!" Those standing for righteousness are often scorned. "Don't preach about God!" They're often warned! The freedom God gave us.. We've turned it around! Perversions and addictions greatly abound! His judgment is coming! People may laugh. But our country will endure his holy wrath! Our only hope is the get back to God's word! His message of salvation needs to be heard! Only Jesus can give a peace and love so secure! We need him more than ever! That's for sure! Through Christ' blood, we can be a new creation! Please come Lord Jesus and heal our nation! By Jim Pemberton
Take off the mask and be yourself: Be honest; be true and strong. Stop trying so hard to fit in a crowd where you really don't belong. Don't side-step your calling To HIM, you should only remain true Don't push HIM aside because you need HIM as Guide in all that you think, say and do. He is the only One who does possess the Power to the success you are looking for. So take off the mask; simply be yourself; accept His plans for you. Rekindle His Love through repentance, prayer and faith within your heart- And true success will scoop you up and elevate you high; And wealth will be yours unendlessly with love; with peace you can not deny.
The image of guilt has been etched in our conscience from the moment we are born sketched in charcoal, shades of black and partly gray, sharp against white, bitter truths against the light A contrast of shadows, shapes, Right against wrong Seeking the confessional for layers of a coat of shame A shedding of the shroud of self loathing A lifting of the weight of anxiety that pulls with the force of gravity against the axis of one's self esteem It does not necessarily always come wrapped in a box where solitary confinement is surrounded by hushed voices wrapped in anonymity bathed in the holy waters of forgiveness sprinkled with a blessing and a promised Hail Mary It can come from a child left with the evidence of a crumb still clinging to a chin Or can come as the last breath from the one facing death It is accompanied by the soft sound of relief, a sigh, a whispered voice groping at the frayed edge in hope of salvation of hope for forgiveness We are born knowing the score When keeping the weight of the shame holds more than we can bear ______________________________________ Contest: "The Confessional"
These are all ruminations that arose from a recent backpacking trip in the Ventana Wilderness Needing to bring spiritual realities into the press of raw humanity, amongst the most humble the dreamer seems visionary. Addiction is a mirror; if I look into it for long I will see myself attempting suicide. With my conscious mind in tow I descend into my heart through imagination, there learning your memory is the sunshine each new day bears. A covey of fat mountain quail and me, we surprised each other on the trail this morning at just past six, the significance of this not eluding me having already had my manna. In a field of false lupin spilling the earth an unearthly blue surrounded by young madrone of vibrant green and neon brown sprung from the ashes of disastrous fire i chanced an encounter with One who has all power in taking a chance on His love They are perhaps not stars but distant openings windows to beyond to back where i started from, ever His intention i find my way home It would make more sense were my gray matter yellow, or white with a goldenrod center, given the scrambled and fried responses it comes out with Little glimpses leaving hunger for more, poetry draws me into an other's life: just because I wasn't there doesn't mean I can't recall it. A non-entity with ambitions inured to my own strangeness, being published gave an air of respectability, the way squirrels are saved from looking like rodents by their bushy tails. In process he found a self-worth being, then a self worth becoming, and a self worth revealing.
Do We Share the Hope Christ Gave Us? The Bible says to "give reason of the hope within us." But too often, we drag a lot of weight beneath us! Christ wants us freely to share his hope with others! We need to willingly share his love with another! How will others have hope? Unless we share it? Christ told us to pick up our cross, and bear it! We need to be his example, in the world's madness! We need to do it from a heart of joy and gladness! We needn't be ashamed of the work God has done! All glory and honor should be given to his son! He gives joy unspeakable! And the half hasn't been told! May we be an expression of his joy! Both young an old! Let's bless the lord! In what we say and how we live! He's patient with us! And so willing to forgive! Please come Lord Jesus! And take self pride away! Bring your holy conviction, and give us the words to say! This may seem odd! And to many… Old fashioned! Stir our hearts to share with a godly compassion! Please come Jesus! And stir our hearts, from within! That we would love to tell others about YOU! Our best friend! By Jim Pemberton
Do You Listen to What God Has to Say? As I often watch the daily news. I hear about different stories and different views. I can't help but to wonder when some complain. Anything of God, many want to "contain." Many of people's thoughts bring a concern... When it comes to God's word. They have "their backs turned." While often, they speak of "tolerance" in their living... Only what they want to believe... Is what they are giving. This isn't a picture of "doom and gloom." But a "day of reckoning" is coming so very soon! God's word... Will you choose to ignore? When he comes knocking, at your heart's door? What will you believe, when God calls your name? Will you come to him? Or simply complain? You'll be by yourself at God's judgment day. When your name is called. What will you say? God's says: "My love for you will never end." Allow his word to guide you... And to be your friend! By Jim Pemberton
I Was Invited To Church… I was invited to church to watch a video presentation. I was told this would improve my "relations." I went and watched the video that was presented. The host did a good job and was to be "commended." I thought about this video and some of the other things. I wondered, "how much value to me does this really bring?" If it was a video that I wanted, I could just buy one. Why should I come to church to just try some? I thought church was meant to be a house of prayer. Now, it seems like on one really cares? It seems like God's holy word has been "substituted." By man's way of thinking that's often "instituted." Where is the holy awesome presence of God in all of this? Is it his presence and power that we truly miss? The power of Christ can do more than "man's presentations." We need to look to Jesus, and not "man's manifestations!" Let's get rid of the videos and seminars and seek God's throne! Let's look to spend time with God. And HIM alone! Let's get back to the power of God that is very real! Not just go by "how good we may feel!" God's presence can do more in a minute of time… More than all of the theology that's in your mind! Christ rewards all who diligently seek him! It's about time that we all humbly come to him? Let's seek the Lord while he may be found! And spread the good news of Jesus all over town! By Jim Pemberton
Are You Under A Cloud Of Suspicion? Do you feel you're under a "cloud of suspicion?" Despite all of your efforts and "best intentions?" Have others found you "guilty" by a word spoken? And this has left you hurt and your heart "broken?" Perhaps you've tried the best way you could. But you often feel misunderstood. You may feel "cast off." Alone and afraid… There's been many times you've cried and prayed! If you feel like your life has been "upside down." I know of someone who can turn your life around! His name is Jesus! He's done the same for me! The chains are gone. I've been set free! Any kind of "suspicions" will vanish and disappear! God's word can make HIS love so very clear! God's love and hope for you is powerful and evident! Won't you allow HIM to be your heart's "resident?" With Jesus… Through life's storms, you shall prevail! He is your best friend and will never fail! Jesus is the "antidote" in a hopeless situation! You can accept his gift of life and restoration! By Jim Pemberton
UNSUPPORTED CODE Jesus Is My Rock And Salvation! Jesus is my rock and my salvation! He brings me joy, in any situation! He is my strength and high tower! Behold his awesome love and power! He brings me comfort! When I am hurting! And speaks word of hope that are reassuring! He comes! And the darkness goes away! His glory brings hope and peace to my day! He comes! And brings words of encouragement! By his voice, he removes discouragement! He comes! Let the earth ring loud and clear! His coming is evident and so very near! He reigns! Behold his majesty and great power! He's here to take away my sin! This very hour! He's here! And desires to have fellowship with me! How I want to be with him! For all eternity! By Jim Pemberton
A Chipped Heart... Dreaming, my heart brittle as glass, my solitary facade a pitiful farce, shards tearing out of my skin, seeking release, from cages within, I am lost, in the dream, bellowing out a silent scream, torn from reality, drowning in the now, yet I refuse, I refuse to succumb, I refuse to bow. My chipped heart, may be wounded, wreathed in pain, still, I believe, love, truth, belonging, will take my hand, again...
Witness the veil of lucid time Asleep to awake, again to find The moment always slipped away The vanishing act of this present place The word devoted to unwind The threads of despair that intend to bind The ways we now want to forgive To the lack of a voice in how we lived This moment offering reprieve Upon realisation that what's perceived Is pain from pages burnt at last As we fear the future will return to ash The void within what we disturbed The passing of anger never left unheard The deepest loneliness we struck More incentive to burn before we read the book But witness the veil of lucid time Asleep and awake, as we dream our lives Between the past and future's route This moment exists if it is for truth
With his go-go soul and sultry sound, he kicked out many lyrics and spat out many rhythmatic rhymes…they in the main stream at first rejected and disrespected his sound. They said it would corrupted the youth! Don't mean a thing, he might say to them, if it ain't got that go-go swing! With his trade mark glasses he sported with his guitar in tote as he strutted across the stage sporting that familiar treasure cat smile…as the black young youths on the dance floor…grinded out and sweated to his almost hypnotic beats and lyrical remixed of a restructured hit song …in a blacked out hole in some night club in the back streets of DC the former murder capital of the world! As he hollered out individuals names of people that seem to always follow him to just about ever one of his sold out shows…he even called out segments of each DC barrows as a show of appreciation for their loyalties and support. It took the main stream awhile to catch onto his different take on music…but he was not just the father of go-go music, he was an ambassador of all who truly love music and the lyrics of a song…he just remixed with his own flavor and called it the Chuck Brown and The Soul Searchers sound! Rock on Chuck, cause we know you got Gods Angeles grinding out to one of his sultry Go-Go songs! Even though we will all miss him, I know he got God even shaking his head to his Bustin Loose song!
The Preaching of the Gospel Is An Offense! Scripture says the preaching of the gospel, is an offense to the lost. Christ' followers should share HIS news! No matter the cost! It seems like many in church are walking in a spirit of fear. Many would just rather live a life that's "happy and secure." "Why tell others of God's salvation?" This may offend! Why, it may even cost them to lose one of their "friends!" Many don't know enough of God's word to share to another. They have a hard enough time loving their sister or brother! God help us! For the many who Who claim to be Christ' believers! Many have listened to the lies of the great deceiver! Rather than being the person to preach the gospel this hour… Many don't seek the Lord's wisdom, strength or power! Ball games seem to have replaced a need for prayer… Why witness to the lost? Is there anyone who cares? It's no wonder why we live in a confused generation. As many families don't have Jesus as their foundation! The gospel of Jesus Christ is the best news around! It needs to be spread to every city, village and town! May we all be stirred to preach the good news today! And be stirred with the words that Christ has to say! Whosoever will, come and drink of the life he gives! And live by HIS gospel! Each day that we live! By Jim Pemberton 09/18/13
I Once Loved to Tell Others Of Jesus! I once told others of Jesus! As a young boy... Witnessing for Christ, Is what I enjoyed! I told others of a time to repent... I loved to talk about Jesus, wherever I went! As the years went by, And I grew old. The things of God, I had no longer told. A coldness in my life, began to brew. Even God's word… I no longer knew. I only talked about God to people in the church. In my heart, was a hunger for a new search. A search to return to Jesus! My lost love! I fell on my knees! And cried to God above. I began to confess, to God, everything! A new love for him I knew he would bring. I began to feel his love come all over me. The chains were now gone! I was set free! If a coldness for Jesus dwells in you. Remember his love is faithful and true! Please come to Jesus! And be cleansed within! And experience the joy of being born again! By Jim Pemberton
Those Distant African Nights... 1. The shadows swayed in your candlelit room, a cool breeze teasing your bare back, streaks of lightning forked in the Johannesburg night, as my hands stroked your hair, kissing your soft mouth, holding you, ever so tight. 2. You whispered that you loved me, and I kept silent, the rain fell, shadows danced, thunder rolled, the breeze teased your naked back, you whispered that you loved me, as my lips found yours, the rain washed over our tender nights, lightning and candlelight, etching poems on your burnished skin, yet, a fear gnawed at me, deep within. 3. We parted ways, and you could never forgive me, you said, now, after numberless thunderstorms, the rain that falls, echo the countless tears that I have shed. 4. You are long gone, far away, happy, I pray, yet the memories persist, those precious moments shall never, ever, like the Jo'burg rains, trickle away, and I wish you well, for loving me as you did, for it was I who was not worthy, then, and it is I who is not worthy, now... 5. You were always true, it was I who always, always, refused to, to give myself, completely to you.
Dissuade me From the loyalty of love And the widows of why From concealing color This makeup I cry Dissuade me From believing in marriage And that pain turns bland From reconciling resolve And staying my hand Dissuade me From cheating my children By bleeding my tears From staining innocence And screaming their fears Dissuade me From hating my husband And divorcing this disgrace From abusing this trigger Like the bruises on my face
If I could talk to God today Humble praise and thanks I would give For all the blessings I have received None of which do I deserve For any good I may have done Was by grace through His son If I could talk to God today, I would ask Lord, when I was a little child Why was I so painfully shy? Whenever strangers were around I would always run and hide Reading and daydreaming all the while If I could talk to God today, I would ask Lord why does evil continue to exist? I was only seven, abused and blindly robbed I was lucky, my life not brutally snuffed! To perverts this is just a game So many die while others bear lingering shame If I could talk to God today, I would ask Forgiveness for the foolish years Opportunities missed to do some good For the many times I put Him last For unnecessary fears and wasted tears The empty years spent 'living it up' If I could talk to God today, I would ask For mercy not just for me For children like me whose trust betrayed For all of us who have lost the way Some day I know there will be peace on earth When you come to live in hearts and homes Note: For Walayee Whitlock' s "My Darkest Childhood Memories" Contest
In The Midst Of Our Troubles… God Is HERE! During our life, we have many trials and temptations! We come across adversities and difficult situations! Things happen in life. It's easy to find someone to blame! Quite often, we have hardships that we cannot explain! The many things that we try to hold on to so dear. Are here today... But tomorrow… Could disappear! There are so many circumstances that affect how we're living! What kind of life… To God… Have we been giving? With each day that goes by, and the many decisions we make… Much of what we do has an impact on our eternal fate! Of all of the problems that life brings our way… We need to focus on the words our God has to say! He is our strength! A mighty fortress and a high tower! He is the Alpha and Omega! Behold his majestic power! He ii and always will be the one who rules supreme! Jesus is our righteousness, our savior and the risen king! When everything in life fails, Jesus remains faithful and true! He is here right now. And will always be here for YOU! By Jim Pemberton
Words trembling At the sticky tilt Wanting to leap off. Will you Help me Tease It out To roll the R's -- To swirl the tongue To purse the lips -- To spill the beans No truth potion, no torture Could make me confess The sound of night's indigo voice And what it whispered. In your soul mirror I saw All that you possessed-- The songs of a thousand kingfishers Shimmering intangible colours And my lute that you took away Pledging infinity in return. I see its point When it holds back Pink eyeless screaming worm Blindly trashing Rolling back Imprisoning itself A muggy cave of beginnings. Here, I Stick out my neck, unstick those words. Put your tongue Where it belongs You know where-- Deeper. Probe for me Among the distilled molecules of my Fragmented self. Stifle my cries O prying mouth. Seek The lyrical secret. Crush my words Winged monsters I want to speak With my wounds.
The Walk An elected position walks into transition, but not without apprehension. Thrusted forward into accountability, a " word" that was lost in recent financial history. Blame and blasphemy encircles him for others greed, carelessness, incompetency and irresponsibility. Unlike the blind man to our today's society, anger creates a false reality. A "change we can believe in", is the course called destiny. Persecution upon every action or direction met with resistance by those who remain held in social captivity from their own personal experiences or enthralled perceptions of " what ought not be". Prepare the world, for the world is watching and they see, that without corruption and a massive scale of discrimination , injustices and judgments as their plea, they are not happy nor do they believe that they can or that they will succeed. May forgiveness and mercy find it's place upon his adversaries as well as for him whom they do this unto in the sight of he. People, we call ourselves, "we"; therefore, "we must not lose focus , the walk for change remains on our compass to destiny and real facts vs. opinions will be our guide for future history. copyright@2010 by Carrie M. Love-Atkins
If you believe I was born to fall in love with other men Then, you're not familiar with this life No one is ever born into this filthy sin If it's so, there's was no need for the one called "Jesus Christ" Make no bones about it, we deny Him, when we chose to chose this choice As it is, to hide our guilty conscience and pretend to make peace with it We begin by convincing ourselves that the wrong is merely right And you joined in…with the conspiracy, thinking you were being such a good friend but, instead you helped in making iniquity normal in the end I begged! I pleaded for months with my accomplices! "Please, please repent"! I wanted to embrace what's light and out all these lies! The propagandas of homosexuality! But, then ones who yelled out acceptance loudest were the ones who then, threatened … To shorten my life's and its own expectancies "No, the truth can't get out" they said. Oh! The evil of this society But, now we have to emulate the lie by teaching it to our very little kids Why must we take away their innocence? Why must also start putting confusion into teens? Guess what? If you're not born with it, you can now choose a gender in an elementary classroom quiz God, I am only twenty four years old… Why couldn't I understand what I was doing before it grew too late? I know you love me but, before I loved you, I so much more loved the world In my end, I am glad to have found a true friend and I'm sure he'll miss me as he relates my confession, of a young man who died from aids. This piece is a confession related to me, from a young man named "John" whom I spoke with for several months on Sundays after church. "The whole lifestyle is akin to a brainwashing by peers and one's self" said John. ©copyright 1996
There's a healing Jesus! He's alive today! He's here now! And can take all sickness away! There's a loving Jesus! He can cleanse your soul! He is more faithful, than you will every know! There's a merciful Jesus! He can change you within! By his blood, you can know you're born again! There's a powerful Jesus! He alone reigns supreme! He's the alpha and omega! And can do anything! There's a gracious Jesus! He's so loving and kind! His dedication to us all, has stood the test of time! Won't you come to Jesus! And receive him too? He's knocking at your heart's door… Waiting for YOU! Won't you experience Jesus! And all he has to give! He can make you a new person! Each day that you live! By Jim Pemberton
My friend thought after getting married, his "satisfaction" was solved! His wife had no idea how deeply he was involved. On their wedding day, she was a beauty to be seen. She was the twinkle in his eye, his partner—his everything. The lust he craved, she alone could not satisfy. As other women caught his wandering eye. As time went on, he'd make excuses in my mind. "I'll make up with my wife." "Not now." "Some other time..." Adultery was something he swore he'd never do! He promised "to always be faithful and true." One day he allowed his guard to fall down. Then his whole life "came crashing down." The guilt he bore was difficult to explain. He'd feel guilty at the mention of my wife's name. One day she found him in a compromising situation. He tried to give her some kind of an explanation. She said she'd stay with him ... if he'd give up his lustful deeds. "Repent to Jesus," she said, "He'll meet all of your needs." To Jesus, and her, he confessed and asked for forgiveness. In Jesus, he found true joy, love and happiness. As he looks back and think about how he lived. He's thankful to Jesus! Who's willing to forgive! He alone has brought true satisfaction to his soul. And is with him now! Wherever he goes! By Jim Pemberton
What God's done for me… Is hard to explain it. When it comes to his love… I can't "contain it!" The love he brings and the peace untold… Is very precious. And worth more than gold! Without him in my life… What would I do? He brings new meaning to the words; "I LOVE YOU!" Just to know him and the beauty there is in his name… He brings to me comfort and joy... This is why he came! I'll accept his gift of eternal life today! And allow his presence to brighten my day! A relationship with him is his divine will… To the storms of my life… He speaks; "peace be still!" As I allow him to make my life complete within… A beautiful relationship with him begins! He is my God! My provider! And so much more! He's here right now. What am I waiting for??? By Jim Pemberton
Oh thou, am I colorless? The world is lit. The light does shine. As with my ancestors, freedom shall ring and freedom shall be mine. The light has burned as a message throughout time. The light is love and the love so does and so will continue to shine. The light comprises more than we see with our own eyes. One must learn with the mind. Theoretically and scientifically my skin absorbs the light, in practicality, I am colorless? , but some judge me by the color scale they have came to know. How pure is your heart? Is it gold? The whole can be seen as white or light, it too can be colorless. Can two be the same as one? Oh thou, where does logic go? Those whom seek the understanding of light, seeks the truth for so it holds. It hasn't changed from centuries ago. Oh thou, where is Aristotle, Socrates and Plato? Let there be no mystery about the light for the day of darkness is when it's extinct. The light can and will be seen, for it reaches from shore to shore , from coast to coast, the light maybe seen from underneath the heaviest doors, my light ----- yes, my light--- is like my soul. All are parts of the whole?, Oh thou, where is Aristotle, Socrates and Plato? If a circle ends were it begins then what of "Alpha and Omega"? Oh thou, their work remains--- Aristotle, Socrates and Plato. Who are the "Great Thinkers and Philosphers" of today? 2008copyright@Carrie Love-Atkins
Why You, Why Not Me A friend-less/Pen less/Friend --------- Some-thing that a young aspiring writer Would say to an well established -POET OF THE PEOPLE- ------ *****How do I get a " Poetic License " ------ *****In sending off... How long will it take.... ------ *****Where do I get the Poetic License ------ ******How much dose it cost? ANSWER; It takes's time, business and a steady relationship..... GF
Do You Seek God's Holiness? There are many in church That don't seem to be concerned... Holiness in their lives must be learned. Many attend each Sunday, and go to every class. But outside church, their spiritual life burns out fast. Many think they're doing fine and "o.k." As long as they give money and sing and pray. They listen to God's word, and read the verses... You can see their Bibles under their purses! A sense of excitement stirs each Sunday morning. But many fail to heed God's somber warning. Without holiness, no one shall enter God's throne. If Jesus came today... Many would left alone! God knows the heart of man is wicked deep within. That's why Jesus said: "YOU MUST be born again." Be separate from the world's wicked and sinful ways. "Be ready for my coming" is what Jesus says. At God's house, his divine judgement shall start. Live for Jesus NOW—love him with all of your heart. Keep this important thought in mind. If he came now... Would you go? Or be left behind? By Jim Pemberton
The Things In Life That Really Matter… Beyond the daily business and all of it's "chatter." Have you thought about the things that really matter? Would your answer be the family, money, or fame? Or would it be something that you can't name? I often hear talk of living "the American dream." But there's many people that don't have anything! There are those who do well. Others do not. Many live for today without a second thought. Those things we hold as important can disappear. We can quickly lose what we hold so dear. The most important thing that needs to be known. You need to make Christ the Lord of your home! Jesus Christ and his love is a treasure to hold! What he gives is more valuable than the purest gold! Christ and his word is what we need to build on! He alone is the only one you can truly depend on! As you "prioritize" things... Please take a moment. Think about Christ love! And his atonement! Think about what Christ offers to you instead. Think about where you'll be after you're dead! Jesus Christ always will be the one for me and you! What matters the most is Jesus. That's true! By Jim Pemberton
God Gives the Strength I Need! God gives me strength, through his wonderful joy! As his word in my life, I daily employ. His love brings sweetness, to my very soul! And gives my comfort! Wherever I go! His love brings contentment, this world could never give! It sustains me every day that I live! In HIM, I'll take delight! For he is with me, each day and night! From everything evil, may I daily abstain… And live in the power of Jesus' name! In Jesus, my life is complete! As I leave every burden at his feet. Over the trials of life… I'll rise above! Resting in God's strength, and his love! By Jim Pemberton
Do You Appreciate What God Has Given? Think about the days you've been livin.' Do you appreciate what God has given? He's give to us all a beautiful earth! And provided the opportunity for your birth! He sent his only son who bled and died! His life for yours, the day he was crucified! He has even given to you, his Holy Spirit! An everlasting life with him, he freely gives it! He's given to you, his word, so you can read it! Whether you want to or not. You need it! What more could one ask of a God who's kind? His faithfulness has stood the test of time! Won't you accept the fact, that he loves you? He offers eternal salvation, because he wants to! Won't you come to him with an appreciation? And receive his mercy, love and redemption? You'll be thankful and grateful to know… That day you allowed God to make you whole! By Jim Pemberton
We boomers, as our generation's called, have lived through two seasons, considered great, during which our values were overhauled -- The Summer of Love and Autumn of Hate. Both brought us together and gave us hope. In the face of injustice, both were staged -- the first, a celebration with free dope, the other a tragedy that enraged. We were innocent in 'Sixty-Seven; we saw world violence and were appalled. Our attitudes changed by Nine-Eleven; we sought revenge, though we were shocked and galled. While Winter of War passes, may we find The Spring of Renewal and peace of mind.
What's Done In Secret… Will Come Out In The Open! I've read God's word, and it's clearly spoken… What's done in secret… Will come out in the open! I've been guilty of this, too many times! I never thought of it, to really be a "crime?" "Nobody's watching" was the thought pondered… As my mind began to "explore and wander." It didn't take long for my life to go "off course." By a powerful wind of temptation's force! No matter how many times I took time to pray… This "secret" held on, and wouldn't go away! I went to church on Sunday and prayed and cried. This "secret" remained, no matter how hard I tried! God told me, I was to give up what surrounded me! This was hard to do, but God was there to help me! Many things I thought I needed, to give me pleasure… Didn't fulfill the love that God gave! An eternal treasure! As each day passes on… I want to humbly confess… I'm giving my life to God! He'll take care of the rest! May the Lord Jesus stir a deep passion within… May it be my desire to be more like HIM! God is the God of yesterday, today and tomorrow! I've no secrets with him! No more shame or sorrow! Jesus is the Lord of lords! And the King of kings! He's my lord and savior! My everything! By Jim Pemberton
Do you ever find yourself starving eating the words you just said. Or that thing you did, that makes you hang your head in shame. This is my reality! I never wanted my life to turn out this way. Had things not slip from the track I placed us on, you'd never been gone. Course maybe I'm wrong. Things could have been destined for failure all a long. In that case I was screwed either way. Yet that doesn't ease the pain, that I face on a day to day basis. I miss looking in the mirror at our faces. Their are those times when all my thoughts are gathered. Placed in one small unit. Their shut off to hear your laughter. Yours, is the only conversation I'm after. I could be struck dead in that moment, and know I died happy. Maybe this is the best thing that could happen for me, Because I'm scared of a complete loss of you. I'm like a baby boy, still needing to be held & feed then tucked into bed, a sweet dream and a kiss on the forehead. I'm beginning to think I never was alive, till this moment. Reflecting back; I cringe at those thoughts that put me where I am today. I think about you crying, or those times we fought, and this puts me in a sad way. Especially those times you begged me to stay. Now I walk for miles in those shoes, begging just the same. Tragic Irony, Everyone around can see, but me. Karma, definitely. This is coming in 10 fold. Teaching me what it feels like not to have the one you love To hold. If this were a card game Id understand why you'd fold. Playing these cards to bold. Right now I'm in the darkness, butt ass naked and cold. You're looking down to say How's this feel Jay?
When that feeling rushes in- I don't know what to do with my life- I need to search from within And look up toward the light.
The Glory Of Jesus Is Very Real! The glory of Jesus is very real! Behold the lord God of Israel! The wonders of Jesus can be seen! It was he that created everything! The awesomeness of Jesus is evident. By his spirit and the power of his presence! The light of this world is in Christ alone! His life for ours, is what he did atone! The words of Jesus can set you free! What he can do for you, he can do for me! Now is the day of salvation! This is the time! This is offered to all of mankind! The glory of Jesus can bless you today! Please come now, with no delay! Allow the presence of Jesus to strengthen you! He's here right now! And wants to help you! By Jim Pemberton
Wordless and pitiful, this fool can't deny The emptiness hollowed out deep in my mind Nothing will redeem these broken thoughts And nothingness is all I have, I'm so damn lost I can't remember how to sleep anymore I can not recall the taste of oxygen or law Only the blood that was spilled from my mouth As I choked upon the words that threw me down How am I still living without my heart? How is it that I can stand when I fell apart? Truth is that I am gone, deep in the dirt A place where I can not think; where I'm safe from hurt I can't recall a way to speak anything That does not remind me of every single thing The dry blood across my skin will not be washed away And whatever else I try to hide has stained all I say Collapsing into a mess upon the kitchen floor Fearing to even walk out of my bedroom door The sun burns away every place I can cry And the moon delivers another thousand lies How can I ever hope to breathe and sleep again When every single breath I take turns dreams into pain? The stains of blood are punishment for all that I said And nothingness has carved your face deep within my head Wordless and pitiful, the things I will write The deepening eternity of every lonely night The broken thoughts accompany a song that always plays I've lost you forever, but this music will remain
Your unwavering stance Occupied a barren region, Lingering there like a withering flower Before you ultimately departed; I suffered beforehand – Missing our laughs, and talks, And trips to new places - I endured your scarcity, I mourn we loss the time To conquer our declining bonds Previous to your leaving, and you Finding a new dwelling place, Somewhere I cannot visit – presently; The ever unfathomable crevice Between us - Befalls a mystery to me, I meditate upon the why. What threw us into that chasm? Our not holding each other dear, Dropping us into that never ending abyss - I assumed it would pass with the rain, Then we would have another day, Another laugh, another talk, one more hug. It never came to pass - With great sadness – Tears grasp around my throat, my mind, my heart. I shake my head and I say, "Not". It is a battle I fight each night, How I wish it naught!! My peace I fight to keep; And yet, I cry every night.
God calms the raging waters and stormy seas. He replaces life's storms with a "gentle breeze." He brings stability and speaks; "peace be still!" This is his purpose for you! And his will! He brings victory to the battles within… And takes away eve the darkest of sins! He is what you need! This very hour! He can do all this for you! He has the power! He is our refuge… A present help in trouble! Though the oceans shake and mountain rumble! Why not steer into his harbor of safety, during this time? You'll find he's patient, understanding and kind! He's is calling you now... And knocks at your door. What In the world… Are you waiting for??? By Jim Pemberton
Forget for one moment time and space Let go of destination and place Forget what lies within and everything that surrounds you Empty your mind of bias and let fact and truth shine through View your life as a series of actions and events Let go of all purpose and consequence View your reflection as if you'd never seen that face before As if you could only assume what that stranger is striving for From the outside looking in could you determine where stagnation ends and ambition might begin? Could you see solutions to conflicts come and gone, the difference between right and wrong? Line up all the events of that life and gaze upon them for what they are Collect the ones that are good and pure; mend all that might scar Edit this life as you see fit, if you have the power to heal the wounds than why not do it? Now let yourself once again claim the eyes staring back at you Let passion and desire shine through Armed with the knowledge of a foreign observer could you decipher all the lessons learned? Could you use the past to better prepare yourself for all the pages left unturned? Ask yourself is that the life you want to see? Is that the person you want to be? Throughout life we succeed and we fail, sometimes we try our hardest to no avail But we must keep trying, even if there is no one waiting to recite our glorious tale Push yourself every day to accomplish more than the day before, to redefine the word far Appreciate the rewards and cherish the struggles, for it's in the attempt that we find out who we really are
Living In The Last Days… I believe that according to what God's word says… We are living in "the last days!" People often call good… Evil And evil… Good. Too often God's truth is misunderstood! Many turn God's truth into corruptible lies… And do what's pleasing to their own eyes! Many just seem to fail to understand… The darkness that covers much of our land! Many desire affection from "others features." But have become sin-filled "fallen creatures!" Our days are very short and we don't have many! Will anyone live for Jesus? Are there ANY? The truth of God's word must be our source! It will help us to overcome sin's "evil force!" God's power is awesome and is presence so real! Behold the God of Abraham. Jacob and Israel! He is our only hope and our true redemption! Today can be the day of your salvation! By Jim Pemberton
I saw you today On this day I feel new No longer blue, or sad or any of those emotions I sometimes have There was some forgiveness, in your voice Those words danced on the lobes of my ears I was quiet too the moment absorbing Then the tears You said, I believe you
The Captain of the Arrogant I wonder where that old man's from who looks out from the glass, The history that's on his face Reveals a troubled past His weary eyes though bright and blue Are burning full of tears, As if they're overflowing With his sin throughout the years I wonder if he knows the pain Of all he's said and done, To others whom he claimed to love Who's lives he left undone? The captain of the arrogant And master of his pride, He's just like all the rest of us If we would look inside His flaming, sinful, passions of his youth Now just an ember, I wonder if this old man Has the courage to remember? That everything you say and do In this life has a cost, And the future is forever, But the past forever lost... As I look closer at this man And ponder at his past, I realize this old man is me Inside the looking glass And yes, I do remember All the wicked things I've done, But I've given them to Jesus And He's forgiven every one The tears I shed are tears of joy That I let freely flow, Because I know my destination Is where He would have me go The Destroyer of my arrogance The killer of my pride, He took away my heart of stone And put a heart of flesh inside Yes I know where the old man's from Who looks out from the glass, But he's heading toward the future And letting Jesus have the past
It's okay to pray; Do so everyday. Believe in what you say, And your life will be changed.
vicious lies were told getting revenge on a foe – other cheek should turn
Too Many Churches Are Becoming Political… Have you noticed? This may seem to be "heretical." As more churches are becoming too "political" What in the world are churches doing "for heaven's sake." Do many in churches think about what's at stake? We're to be the body of Christ with fellow believers. Have we become like the "doormat sweepers?" Rather than making Godly decisions and choices. Too many in church listen to "outside voices." The politics of the day seem to "sweep the moment." Godly principles often take a "postponement." When churches govern by man's "set of rules." The building has then become "a bunch of fools!" Christ is coming for a church "washed in the blood of the lamb." The importance of Godly living… Many don't understand! A message of holiness and repentance need to be heard! A deep passion and love for Christ is seldom stirred! As many seek after their own doctrine and denomination... Much of what's happening has become an abomination! It's time to wake up and be filled with God's awesome power! Christ could come now! This could be the hour! It's time for Churches to be a Godly influence! Taking a stand for God's word and making a difference! "Unless the lord builds the house… They labor in vain that build it." Christ must be the foundation! His presence must completely fill it! By Jim Pemberton
You asked if I was okay I held my tongue on fine. Why lie, Muttering There's been better days. When people say, I'm here if you need to talk. Once it was, lets take a walk. Now I'm instantly suspect. If I tell you, You mite always see the pain in my eyes. Trust me You don't want to carry this around inside. It will push you away!> Always> Without fail, always attempt, but to no avail. Emotional ills!~ Wait I forgot to take me pills. I sip from my paper cup. Then hold it up. And say the ocean will never fit! A clue to the tears I've cried. Most of my life. Though I drew a map on your hand, you seem to of lost your compass. Wondering aimlessly, against a head wind. Sailing through the dark emotional clutter of rotating image boxes, a float on a metaphorical ocean In my head. Playing film of all the secrets that plague my mind. I mite show you In time…
A Chance Meeting A mischievous smile And daring eyes We met in the prime Of our intricate lives A gentle, touching caress Inflamed our needs and desires A complex, intrepid dance Our hearts devised Both afraid to surrender our hearts Tripping on our past endeavors We dared to love without restraint Only to be caught in our own constraints And so, we parted that night With a hollow promise of future delight Both living our lives apart As we have, lonely, from the start Regretting nothing for taking a chance Our lives & souls truly enhanced. rlm 08/21/08
Goddess of storm and dissidence, Lilith begot by spurious legend and foolish myth in the dark recesses of pastoral histories where ancient mysteries were defiled. Illegitimate child. Apollo's seed, by Roman Empire inquisitional rules inquire, to her whereabouts seeping fetid doubts, in the bones of the survivors. Submission required by slave drivers, And the Elite, now on Wall Street. Twenty five generations later, they still hate her... Yet, I see her in me, shadows of malcontent, when passed by for promotion and toxic lotion is sold to keep us young. I hear her forked tongue, when my voice is ignored again, when single mothers barely maintain poverty existence led as punishment for being un-wed. Burkas hide the bruises and we've run out of excuses why so many women are poor. Our beloved men are sent to war for corporate profits made and taxes paid in blood and tears. Yes I have fears. I fear her rolling up through me, if they only knew me and what I hold back, they would attack, and mark me feminist bytch, witch and un-Christian. Listen... I hear her whisper from sister to brother from father to mother, lover to lover... I feel her emerging with Pele's fire, Aphrodite's desire and Venus's lust. We must, hear her. She is part of us, the Mother's curse, foist in the never ending thirst for power and dominance over all. Eden's free fall, orchestrated, ill-fated, out-dated and reciprocated, by us, still now, somehow. The sacred dance beckons us in the second rush of knowing... rivers flowing, ever to sea. What will be, will be... lost in the slipstream currents of the paradigm whore who dares seek safe passage to our shore.
I watched the love of two hearts crushed today, So much pain and sadness there was nothing to say. For so very long the writing was on the wall, For some reason it just was not noticed at all. Oh how the blame seems to be everything and everyone, Not for a moment do they realize what they have done. The sarrow they feel is so hard for them to conceive, Don't want to face the truth and they will never believe. Only themselves to blame and that's going to be awhile, Before either of them will find a reason for them to smile. Broken hearts and thier worlds have been torn apart, Makes me wonder will they know how to make a new start. Nothing good ever comes from so much deceit and lies, To see no trust or faith just makes me want to cry. It's not really their fault so young and without any clue, May be years before they learn how or what they must do. WE can only pray for them that they will find their way, The happines and joy they deserve will be found on that day. I watched the love of two hearts being crushed today, To see so much sadness , there's not much anyone can say. TAC
The True Meaning of Christmas! During this Christmas, let's celebrate Christ' birth. It was for all of us that he came down to earth. As we think about Bethlehem and the baby boy… We shout glad tidings to all! And peace and joy! This young child was to one day touch all of mankind. His message of salvation… Today… You can find! As we celebrate and fill up with holiday cheer… This same Jesus is alive today… And is always here! Though 2000 years ago, he was born in a manger... You can know him NOW! He doesn't have to be a "stranger." Won't you spend some time and reflect on Christmas' true meaning? It's in the merciful arms of Jesus that you need to be leaning! The good news of Christmas can certainly be found… Across this nation. Every city… And town! This same Christ can bring peace to your life today! He loves you much more than words can say! May HIS love bring peace and healing to your weary soul… It's only in him, that you can be complete and whole!!! By Jim Pemberton
Solomon was the wisest man of all! But even his wisdom didn't prevent him from taking a fall. The wisdom of God he began disobeying. By the many foreign women he began marrying. Even in all of his splendor, glory and wealth It didn't add anything to his "spiritual health." He built temples in honor to foreign idols. Neglecting the true God of the Bible! All of his wisdom couldn't prevent him. From God's judgment coming Against him! May this be a stern warning for me and you. That our commitment to God remain faithful and true! All of this world's wisdom can't save your soul. But Jesus loves you more than you'll ever know! Accept his gift of salvation before it's too late. So you don't end up as Solomon! With a similar fate! By Jim Pemberton
Father, Do not let me be the demon I have created me to be. I am the product of myself and my negativity. I trust You. I love You. I thank You. In Your name, We pray, Amen.
Who Can You Really Trust? During these days of stress and uncertainty. Many people are looking for a security. There's a lot of families that feel forsaken. Many things they hold as precious, have been taken. Many lives end in suicide after much despair. Often wondering if there's anyone who cares.. Many trust the government. Wherever it leads. Trusting someone to come and meet their needs. Those whom we count on as being our friend. Will often "let us down," in the end! Things and people that we have given our trust. Have often left us behind, in the dust. There's someone you can trust and count on! His name is Jesus! He's one that you can depend on! He's more secure than the gold at Fort Knox! He waits at your heart's door and patiently knocks. Won't you invite him in? And begin to trust him? Won't you give him your heart ? And love him? He's 100% faithful and steadfast and secure. His living water is one hundred percent pure! He is what you need. And so much more! He is what your life was really meant for! Trusting God can be yours and mine! Won't you trust him? While there's still time? By Jim Pemberton
Love who you are; You are a shooting star. Shining high above the sky, Your heart reaches out so far!
God Is Our Refuge (In The Time Of Trouble) God is our refuge and strength, in a time of trouble. He's there to pick me up... when I fall and stumble. I will not fear, though the whole earth be shaken. And the mountains be thrown into the ocean's deep basin. Though the waters roar, and the trees shake with fear; I am never alone.... for God is always near.. There is a river, whose streams bring forth gladness. God is in it's midst and brings true happiness. Let the heathen rage... and the whole earth melt too. The Lord of hosts is with us, and shall protect YOU! Behold his works... and see what he has made. He has caused wars to cease... & destroyed weapons displayed. Be still... He is God and is exalted to glory up on high. He is our protector. He is El-Shadaii! The Lord of hosts is with us... all of heaven does proclam. The awesome power and glory there is... in HIS majestic name! By Jim Pemberton Psalm Ch. 46
On one dark Saturday night That was supposed to be happiest ever Turned out to be my worse nightmare That in a just short time, went from Heaven to never It was the night of my Junior Prom And I thought I had the perfect date I had one of the best dresses And ended up getting raped I felt guilty, hurt, dirty and betrayed How was I supposed to show myself after this? What did I do at the age of sixteen? To deserve the trauma of what he called bliss. Now that it is many years later And I am wiser and grown You are behind me, which is where you should be And only my outward appearance is shown.
God works in mysterious ways. Take the world day by day, Live free to the change, Never be afraid to pray, And smile everyday!
Has the Glory of God Left the Church? Before the next church service gets started… Should it read, on the door; "God's glory has departed? " Many come to worship and don't even know. That's God's glory left such a long time ago. Many build their Sunday experience on "past traditions." Built on man-made rules and "false expectations." They don't want to hear the gospel of holiness! "It may offend." Their pastor no long preaches on what the Bible says is sin. Some have been going to church for many years. Still looking for teachers with "itching ears." Is the true presence of God is no longer there? It's no longer found in their worship or prayer. God's judgment shall begin at this very place. It hasn't happened yet, because of his unfailing grace. If God's presence has been left from your life as well, Remember his love for you will, never fail. Seek his awesome presence each day you live! He gave his son for you! What more could he give? Won't you see his glory this very hour? And be renewed by his word and life-changing power! By Jim Pemberton
Do you judge? I feel your penetrating eyes disguised behind your smile So you approve... do you...work your voodoo. Let me believe that no other thought entered your mind! What's that? A quiver? Shiver...my conscience take flight... dimensia sets in I sink into my court judge me please... so that my jury would be silenced.
It Cost Something To Follow Christ! When Christ chose to die for us on the cross. He knew what it meant. He knew what it cost. When I chose to give my life 100% to him. I knew that a new journey was about to begin. It cost something to follow Jesus. It really does! It begins to happen when we give him our love! It cost giving up a life that I was living before! It meant giving up many "pleasures" and much more! It cost some of my friends, and many bad habits! A new life in Christ... I want to have it! Whatever it may have cost… I count all I've gained! I've discovered the beauty there is in Jesus' name! I've found a new way of living that I never had. I'm rejoicing in knowing Christ! I am so glad! The tempter often comes and reminds me of my past. I remind him that I have a life in Jesus that will always last! I'm not perfect. I still have a long way to go! But I have a peace and satisfaction within my soul! I'm grateful to Christ. Words cannot fully express. With him in my life. I am so blessed! Whatever I lost. Whatever the cost. I count it all joy! The principles of God's word is what I seek to employ! God is my shining light and is always around me! I am so glad I know him and that he found me! By Jim Pemberton
He was stop at the traffic light They had him surround And they put a hand cuff And he wonders what's wrong And said that he is wanted For what he don't have a clue It has to be a mistake This cant be true They put him in a line up Then come in the room and say The others can leave But he has to stay So why she accuse him of this crime When He never seen her before The jury says that he's guilty And sentence him to 25 years or more He broke down in court His mother screams and cried And today 15 years after his mother has died Then one night while watching TV He sees there is a new technology Call DNA testing that can prove If some one are innocent or guilty He got a new trial And his conviction was over turn 15 years of his life was taken That can never be return She said she was sorry But he just walks away Knowing there're many innocents Still in jails today Yes some times things happens Why we can never know And we have to keep believing Or our minds will surely go He sits on his gallery alone As the rain starts falling down Today he is a free man Tomorrow a new life began You'll never know what its means To have your life taken from you Confined to a world behind four walls For crime you didn't do This poem I write today Is for the innocents in jails Keep hope brothers and sisters The truth will prevails
There's a chance i took to make you very disappointed pretty much disrupted the kindness and tossed the patience aside a glass under the tap, emptying for something colder i guess the tag that i came with did not bear the warning, "Do not remove" an admission that some things i do with my freedom, can remove me can place me where i make sense to everyone around me as long as there's distance there i get it now, fully understood the smiles around me as of late are perhaps for a mind perceived as lost Or, then again, an email about how i will "never. . . be right about peoples' opinion" i have no loss for fear in my heart and gain from the strange we grew up in opinion is an onion so many write about for obvious layers i choose to be the farmer filling baskets and not worrying about what's under the skin peel that back and try crying again like only you could, last time you did something bad
If I seem down, forgive me. Frowns I carry around, live in me. You may say, you see right through me. Your words untrue, renew me. The hurt I've learned, brews in me. If only you could, re-design me. Take time rewind, refine me. Recreate the mold, without lies I've told. Give back, the soul I sold. ~JSLambert
The lightning in my mind To pierce through the night And now I can not hide The truth has come to light The failure of a man The child had to demand Collapsed in glowing rain Conducting every shame The walls have crumbled down Revealing what I found Before I looked away Truth empowered by the day The night could never last As long as I could ask What have I now betrayed? When will I be okay? There was nowhere I could turn Nothing left to yearn No way could I try But now it burns my eyes The lightning in this storm Unveiling every form Silhouette of what is gone Breaking into dawn And everything is known Beyond the dark below The rain reveals the flow And the fallen start to grow The lightning through my heart Reviving one more start Awake and now at peace The light has pulled me to my feet
The culpable hands. Rinse away the blood. The cuts, and scrapes. I have made a decision. My proclamation, Weakness, will not be A predators opportunity no more My heart wishes no longer to live in deceit Of the true nature it was intended for. I must become Someone A cause, an ideal, a man. Time to take this stand. And stand for real. I must not abuse my body , no longer neglect my talents, resist to change. I must follow my righteous path To avoid comfort and embrace the strange. Non-complacent Self-reliant Doing what I thought, was the reason I was brought, became something I was not. Not. DECEMBER 2nd 2014
Through The Trials And Valleys… I've been through trials and difficult situations. Many times it happens with no explanations! Whatever I've had or have taken with me. I've been there when everyone has left me! The uncertainties I've had and struggles I face. Have brought me to my knees in a "quiet" place. The journeys I've traveled and the storms ahead. Have brought worry and stress in the words I said. Whatever trials I've faced... To Jesus I cried! A comfort and strength . He did provide! I know a truth that is important and most certain. Jesus can take away any hardship or burden! If there were no trials... How could I trust him? Because of what he's done How I love him! If I had no hardships or trials, I'd probably "forget him." Giving him my whole life? I don't think I'd let him! But he's proven to me just how much he loves me! He reached down from heaven and touched me! He's my comfort and joy and enduring friend! He'll be there with me… Till the very end! This Jesus I know. I recommend him to you! He is God! Our provider! This is so true! Won't you give him a chance in your life today! He can bring hope and take all of the dark clouds away! By Jim Pemberton
Every now and then a day comes when I just can't find the light And I feel so dead inside But I just can't run . I want to believe But I don't know what's left in me, Lord I just can't run . So with all my might And with what strength is left inside, I run to the Light I run to the Light . And my bones are frozen cold There's no life left in my soul But I can't run away because I've no where else to go . Here I sit alone and crying Afraid to live yet afraid of dying Can I trust in someone that I can't see, And I want to believe Can You help me please? There's no place that You can't find me No place on earth that You are blind To this darkness in my soul that I try to hide . So with all my might And with what strength is left inside, I run to the Light I run to the Light . Then I come to still waters where You have always been And in spite of all my sin You still call me friend. You wash my soul with peace And my fears they melt away and I believe . . . That's good enough for me to face the brand new day . So with all my might And with what strength is left inside, I run to the Light I run to the Light
Still In Love With My Wife... My son came to me with a question on his mind. I said; "Not now son— I just don't have the time." He said, "Daddy—are you still in love with Mommy?" "Do you love her like you did when I was in her tummy?" My eyes choked with tears; "Yes son I really do!" "I'm in love with her... and I appreciate you." "Daddy—will you always love me like you do mom?" "Yes my son—my love for you will always belong." I looked down and much to my surprise. There were tears running down my son's eyes. He came running to me with arms wide open. "Thank you daddy" were his words spoken. I picked him up and gave him a great big hug. As I let him down, on my shirt I felt a tug. His little arm reached up to grab my hand. I knew that what I said, he began to understand. I love his mom so much—my wonderful wife. She's been such a blessing- a great part of my life! By Jim Pemberton
God Gave Us Our Sexuality… God gave us our sexuality and told us how to use it. But many have ignored him, and have "abused it." Through his word, he's given us his "set of rules." So many have refused it, and have become "fools." The fool has purposed in his heart God does not exist. Yet his beautiful handiwork is all around their midst. Many have chosen to turn his truth into a lie. And often, they burn in lust till the day they die. Many have offered their bodies for ungodly things. Not caring the consequences this really brings! Many are involved with perversion of various kinds. Having a warped sense of morality in very confused minds So many aren't happy with the way they're created. Their own sexual identity is often debated. You were wonderfully designed and beautifully made. Please don't end up as sin's "sexual slave!" God made you special… And has a perfect will! Your every need… His love can fulfill! Don't settle for what may be "your innocence lost" Think about the work Christ did on the cross! God can help you to resist the man "sexual temptations." And can bring to your life his peace and true satisfaction. You don't have to live like you did before! God can restore your life and do so much MORE1 By Jim Pemberton
Sharing cold kisses and another numb f*** I don't want a future, dear I guess you're out of luck Where there used to be electricity all there is is stale breath So touch my darkened heart goodbye I'm sorry we part before death Love should never be a chore I care, but like you're a brother And incest isn't really my thing So you'll have to love another
Autumn comes I stand watching the leaves..thinking The breath leaves my body unseen But as the mercury drops and as I ponder my place. I notice all I think all I feel. Right there on the window before me. To others it's just a mist caused by cooling or heating or both. A chilhood whimsical game"oh boy look it's cold" To me that mist is all, your name , your face, Our time. I want to wipe it away this physical aberation of all unseen in my heart. I see it all the pain the love the heartache everything in a small whitish cloud on a simple window. My hand reaches pauses oh so this is what you look like. Oh if it was so easy to be done. The mist fades rapidly with every lonely wasted breath. Making an apperance oh so briefly. What ever course I take to wipe away or to gently touch the mist. Would this breath on the window which taunts me so relay back to my damaged soul see its gone you'll be ok now or see how it welcomes your touch? welcome to the world for all to see. Hidden by the sun most of the time. My fingers glide through the vanishing mist, I flash back to your cheek beneath my fingers. Goodbye my love, goodbye my pain, goodbye to the only proof I have left of you. But at peace I am. I know now what I did not before. Your not invisable your their in my breath. Kissing the crisp Autumn air with me. And all I have to do is breath. And my visible breath will show me all I feel is real as real as the mist on the window
Joanna Davis Forgiveness is a meal that's best served in large amounts No matter the type of dish, it's the ingredients that count. Forgiveness is a meal that should be eaten with clean hands, And every mouthful well seasoned So the bitterness you'll withstand. Forgiveness is a meal that must in small amounts, be ingested To make room for the hurt and anguish that's yet to be digested!
To Silence a Poet You want to gain mastery To be envious and obnoxious Listen up! I'll you a story One love, divine simplicity Harmony
Jesus Says; "Less t.v. And More Of Me!" I remember as a kid, having our first color t.v. Our family didn't have to worry about what we'd see. Respect and honor for another was often displayed. Happy and healthy homes were often portrayed. It seemed to mean something to have morals. People didn't seem to worship the immoral. As I got older… Things seemed to get "out of hand." By the garbage being shown . all over this land. That which once respected as good and o.k. Began to disappear, into an "immoral decay." I pray for my family and children's lives. They won't be soaked with the sin and lies! I want to watch that which promote spiritual health. To cherish things of God, for his heavenly wealth! I refuse to let wickedness be an example, of how I should live. I'm going to think about the good things Christ has to give! Rather than spending so much time watching an idol. I'm going to pray and spend time reading the Bible! As I'm older, I want my eyes to focus more on the cross! The less time I watch t.v. is really not a big loss! The most important thing that I can do… Is to try to live the way Christ wants me to! To live is Christ. To sacrifice is to gain. Nothing compares to the beauty of HIS name! Help me Jesus to keep my eyes focused on you alone! I seek your blessing over my life and home! By Jim Pemberton
Are Churches Ready For Christ; Return? It appears that many in church aren't concerned.. About the imminent possibility of Christ; return! It seems like the opposite is happening today… Just listen to what many in church have to say… They often get involved with the people from town. And allow other's sins to "drag them down…" Rather than seeking a life of God's holiness. Many get involved with things that bring "emptiness." Being 100% sold out to Jesus is called "old fashioned." Many don't seek Christ with a sincere passion! No wonder many in church are in such "dire straits" Many are leading people right to "hell's gates…" Rather than a house of prayer, it's a "house of fools." Just about anything not of God is what "rules." Rather than accepting God's word as 100% true… Many get involved with things they shouldn't do! Forsaking their love for Christ above all others… Lives of sin and bondage…. They bring to the altar! What an embarrassment to Jesus' holy name! Many in church should really be ashamed! Jesus called us to come out and be separate… So many lives are confused and very "desperate." It's time to come clean and be filled with Godly living! Walking in God's awesome power and forgiving! Christ must be our first love... And him alone! Allowing his righteousness to fill our churches and homes! By Jim Pemberton
What Have I Done For Jesus??? I'm trying to remember the things I've dreamed of… There so much I haven't done, that I can think of! I'm trying to remember when I was just a young boy… There were things in life that I really enjoyed! But, as I grow older, and it's all done and said… I feel more aches and pains each time I get out of bed! This old body of mine is growing very weary and old. I don't have a lot of time, as I have been told! There's one area in life, where I've fallen short of a goal… I haven't given God a chance to redeem my soul! I suppose I've been too prideful and stubborn at best… I need to give God my life, and let him take care of the rest! Dear Jesus, I come to you now and confess my sinful ways! I accept you as my Lord and savior, for the rest of my days! Please come lord Jesus, and bring your healing deep within! Cleanse and change me, and take away all of my sin! You're what I need! And are truly my best friend! How I love and appreciate you! Again and again! By Jim Pemberton 09/29/13
God Asked; "Come Unto Me…" God called my name…. I didn't know what to expect! The words he spoke. I won't forget! What he said to me…. I remember so vividly. I woke me up in the night so unexpectedly! As I heard the words, I jumped out of bed. I wanted to hear what my Lord said. He spoke, and wanted me to follow him! I decided to obey and trust him as my friend! What he desired, was to have a servant's heart! He was there for me! Right from the start! My worldly possessions… I left behind! A new treasure in Christ… I did find! Many of my "past habits" began to leave me! As I felt God's awesome love all around me! My life and attention were now decided. Everything I needed... God provided! I chose to follow him 100 percent! Fellowship with my creator, is time well spent! He's my blessed savior and I am his! And is with me each day I live! Won't you beckon his spirit's call? Living for Jesus makes it worth it all! By Jim Pemberton
With the best of intentions and a heart of grace… Christ died on a cross! He took our place! With the best of heaven close by his side… Christ opened the door to heaven ever so wide! With the best love that anyone could bring… He took away our sin and "erased" everything! With the best that his father could bring from above. It was his gifts of mercy, grace and love! With the "best" man could offer, he would still "fall short." God brought the gift of salvation, down into our "court." With hearts filled with wickedness and so much sin… Through Christ' shed blood... We can be made "born again!" With each day we have... Christ is always here! His commitment to us is everlasting and secure! With every moment of the day we have before us… May we spend time with God… He's always with us! With what God has given to you…. Won't you come to him? Through his son Jesus, your heavenly journey begins! "I LOVE YOU!" Are the words God has written! This can be the day your changed and forgiven! By Jim Pemberton
It seems the path Iam on is changing everyday the road uncertain just an endless shapeless gray some would say it would all be clearer if I took up there religion even with the doubt Iam not scared enough for that decision I see the faith you placed in one of the many saviors I lame excuse for the centuries of mad behavior Iam sure your prophets where the very best of man but your church and bibles where never in the plan so every race has a version of there own stories stolen from the gods of the past spoken out like it was always known not one of these faiths is open and understanding they keep others down and your soul churches are demanding then you history holds no science no enlightenment dogmatic foolishness written before free government and every soul that is afraid to die or to ashamed to live if you stop thinking then heaven is what they give even now the human mind is found wanting but reality is intelligence is hard work and life is daunting if only the concept of good will and love we understood without some sign from above if you need the ancient fiction to ease your pain I respect you and to all other men you should do the same your saviors were righteous there's know doubt in there time they worship but no church was there twist whets its about there have been many Christ's since the beginning of man the Mayans and Muslim have had tales since they ruled by the roman dry king ghandi and many more sacrifice there life so others could be free in my mind that's what Jesus is what he is supposed to be even know there some man of great worth he has no money no powerful church he's giving of himself and and loving the lost I dare you to search and see the truth were in this together and this is paradise we are the only keepers of our fate we must realize I can no longer people pay to pray and talk down to others who dont believe what you say but Christ himself did not hang with the saved he knew the hopeless so he could see them ok but times have changed were not ruled by religious empires mad with slavery we fought for those rights not with one mans good with collective human bravery a new age is upon us and the true test is coming not one of prophecy the makers of worlds the stars the cycle of suns chaos of the galaxy I hope soon we see are only time is now there is no second chance are race needs to come together and make a united stance if faith keeps us apart do we even have the heart
Little Jenny was always found to be very prim and proper/ Outside reading her cook book by Betty Crocker/ Lazy Mary Sat on the lazy suzanne, Butch Malone was their next of kin kissing cousin, Along with Mary this made up the famed dirty dozen ! That sand box experiment really made us laugh/ Shortly after gym class, Butch Malone along with the famed Benjamin Bankhead/ Jimmy Foley the local guitar player knew, The pathway in life that we should choose/ Often he would be found taking a tremendous dump in the boy's urenil ! The path of least resistance sought about from a chosen few, Often he would appear in shepherds clothing similar to little boy blue ! Playing guitar like he's going out of style ! That sandbox experience was designed to distract all the teacher's ? We set up stuffed dummies just to look like real people, Right underneath the bleacher's ! Old man Winter's who worked for Mr. Kazoo knew the score/ Very often he was being seen outside the local liqour store, Lest I emplore, The sand box experiment was in full swing on that one particuler day/ Butch Malone thought he was the real king ? That was until Mrs. Maloney saw him through the window ! Next the time was drawing near/ Then so was that dinner bell, Mrs. Maloney started talking to all those dummies, Next thing you know she had tripped over little Johnny ! He was stuffed that was/ Flying three feet high in the air she had fell right on her face ! What a social disgrace ! Yet what had happened to Butch Malone ? Like a little dog without his bone/ He pee pee'd his pants then cried all the way home ! The next day when Mrs. Maloney got her second wind/ She didn't even know where to begin/ For that little stunt the whole class was suspended for the day, Yet for the gang including Butch Malone what did they say ? All in all the sandbox experiment really did make their day !
We're here to love all God's people No matter who they are. Brightness still shines in shallow roots, Even if the world thinks they've fallen too far.
I was lost, with no way out! Then Jesus showed me what his love is all about! The way things we going... I wasn't concerned! I didn't know which direction to turn! Jesus gave me his mercy and grace! And provided a "resting place!" He has made my life complete!. His love has filled me from my head to feet! Thank you Jesus! For turning me around! A peace and satisfaction in you, I have found! Your love in my life is bright and shining! Jesus in me is a love worth finding! By Jim Pemberton
America is being destroyed from perversion within. As it's people indulge in wickeness and sin. The moral fabric that our country once held so dear. Is now beginning to dissappear. Many judges seek to remove God from our land. Traditional marriage... many don't understand. From the neighbor's house to the college dorms, Perversion is legal in so many forms. Our money reads: "in God we trust." Many are addicted to perversion and lust. Nothing of God seems to be sacred anymore. While his judgement draws close to our nation's door. This so called "freedom" that many have "enjoyed," Is causing our great country to be destroyed. America must heed the Savior's call, Only God can give true freedom to all. HIS word is our country's true foundation. Without him in our lives... we're doomed as a nation! By Jim Pemberton
What This World Can Never Give… What this world can never give, is life eternal! Jesus can guarantee your name, in heaven's journal! The world can never bring to you, what Christ can give! Jesus will never fail you, and can give a reason to live! This world can promise you a whole "field of dreams." But can never give the joy and peace that only Jesus brings! The world shall one day be totally destroyed within! Only Christ can help you! And will always be your friend! Heaven and earth shall one day pass! God's word is forever! Christ loves you so much! You can be with him, together! Won't you follow Jesus? And leave this world behind you? Allow his Holy Spirit and love, to totally surround you! Take this world! But give me Jesus! Is this your plea? Won't you make plans to be with him, for all eternity? By Jim Pemberton
Legal Tender of Getting Old If tears were coins I'd be a rich man… If sadness was time I'd live forever… If I only knew what to do to make it better… I would do it in a heartbeat. But, no answers are easy when feelings crash around you… And the Sun does not shine in the heavens above… if only I could see…if only I could find a way…if only I knew… How do you say goodbye when there is no love? To only be me myself alone … again… decisions are frightening and shaky to behold… But change is needed for me to stay sane… all the while we continue to grow old. RLM '05
Clinging on to silence When there's nothing to behold In the mirror of this earthly Visage growing old Beneath what now just lingers In this quieting despair There lies an open graveyard Begging for your care The flowers here are wilting All the children turn away And in that I am haunted There is no such thing as play My voice sings of confusion When I ask for your embrace Instead I speak of lacking And why it's you that I should blame Now alone beside the mirror This old man is close to truth And as he fades into the nightmares He recalls what stole his youth Stalking through the darkness A passenger of pain "It is I that haunts this graveyard" And then he spoke his name Awake and overflowing With the senses I thought gone The old man in the mirror Is now a child with a song
Sometimes it's hard to face the woman in the reflection glass. Because she and I, we so often clash. Even though she looks just like me. She is not whom I thought I would see. Because there are things about her that are scary. She is the part of me I wish to bury. But I know one must face fact. It is often true, I hate the way I act. The selfishness that builds inside. The things I have sacrificed for foolish pride. My words are often quick to blurt. They are so often out of anger and meant to hurt. My hands have not always been gentle and kind. My thinking has been foolish and blind. Too many times I should have been strong, Why is it so hard to say it when I am wrong? There is so much I've done, that I can not be proud. And it seems too little too late just to say it aloud. It took a million stuttered words to admit. I took all I had to sit down and look at it. Ti took a thousand miles to get to this place. It has taken me a long time to look myself in the face. I had to dig deep and face the things I didn't want to see. And only then I realized this isn't who I wanted to be. It's hard to really look at your self and see the wrong. Especially knowing it's been this way all along. It's sobering to face your self amongst downfall. To see your self, clearly, faults and all. Sarah Comstock 6-12-08
Who has never felt grief When a small gesture would have helped but it has ,unknowingly, been with held? How many people have the imagination to guess what's in your mind, And to embrace you rather than push you away? No-one,No-one.No-one knows. No-one knows these numbers. No-one knows these names. No-one knows how many feel diffident, Nor how many feel shame. Being alive is joyful! Being alive is pain! Being alive is all we have, We'll never be alive again. I look into your eyes today I sense your shame and woe. I look into your eyes just now And tell you that I know, Being alive is lonely. Being alive is good. Being alive is pain indeed For flesh is not like wood.
Making A Commitment To God Samson... A judge of Israel was known to be strong. Because of his vow to God. His hair was to grow long. With the jawbone of an ass... Thousands of Philistines were killed. To get the secret of his strength, is what they had willed. They sent Delilah to tempt him with her charm and beauty. Samson revealed his secret to her. Growing exhausted & weary. Breaking the promise of God... He lost his strength and eyesight. Till the day he rested his hand on the Philistine' temple so tight. He asked God to give him strength once again. Then pushed the pillars. Killing thousands with him. For all of his accomplishments he had made. He broke his promise to God. When his secret he gave… Make sure your commitment to God is true and real. So you don't end up, like Samson of Israel! By Jim Pemberton
Executing the realm of beauty, puncturing your torturess soul while the sinister truth exemplifies purity, the kind you lost along the way. You can't see that longing, you can't comprehend that willingness- the deepest form of revenge- success. And with the success, all that surpasses is the crooked unreliable action, a pretense definition that karma is mandatory. It moves me how such a belief holds, totalitarian regime. Your highness, I'll bow to you once more, one more adieu and passing by. But after not one but two steps away, you are no longer existent- like the leaves evaporated by the snagging wind- wrapping its arms around the oak's leaves- sucking out the poison of the leaves, as they drop one by one. Farewell, one final time.
drowning... Screaming silently for that one breath of life... that whirling maelstrom of beaten-down loss upon wrap-around defeat of life... that mercilessly shovels heaps of leaden rubble as you try to get back on your feet drowning... mute and dumbly flailing in the raging torrent of being... but a mere speck of dirt on the tapestry of a world, that at times, is quite abhorrent drowning... quietly wishing to surrender to the nothingness that seductively beckons, as you gasp while... hoping against all hope that a lifeline would appear suddenly within your grasp drowning... yet caught in the ghastly waters of unchartered isolation feeling... a trickle of hope amidst the gushing liquid of sheer desolation drowning... whilst holding on to slivers of sanity when blistering madness calls out to you as... faltering weaknesses snap and gnaw at your state of being, out of the pristine clear blue drowning... i have felt the pull of life's devious current as it has stripped me of my self and left me naked and bare and still... i fight with every suffocating breath left within to surface and to cling onto another gulp of life's coarse and putrid air...
The UN lucky one Puts on her make up Wear a dress she bough today Leave a list is on the table Baby sitter's on her way Unknown faces around her She learns to pretend Same familiar hotel But with different men' And she remembered When her life use to be fun But unlike the movie She was not the lucky one She though she found love But his heart was cold as stone Cause nine months later She was in a ward alone With nowhere to go And a new life to care for She found a number And knock on a door Her parents disown her With a baby in her hands And this is how Her dark side began And she is my friend Will never disrespect Will never judge her God made no one perfect And she is a good girl With beautiful long hair She has compassion And she shows it everywhere She helps a lady cross the street Give a homeless a dollar Buys him something to eat And he said god bless her And she is not proud Of the life she live And what we don't understand We have to learn to forgive And those with no sins Can cast the first stone And if we can't throw it Let's just leave her alone
Trees are falling down in my world. The sun has gone down and it's not hot anymore. The season is winter. I find more and more that the dark side is speaking to me in tongues. She wants me to be bad and lean over to her. I am in a tug of war match. But I don't want to be. I run screaming into the church to forgive me for I have sinned. I ask them to wash away my unpure thoughts. But than I remember that were all human. I am allowed to make a mistake. I leave a paper trail of my regrets and I detest littering. I am hopelessly in love. I am hopelessly in lust. But the bottom and the top of my heart belongs to the one that I have fallen for. She owns my heart. She owns my eyes. She has the ability to make me cry. The daggers she throws I deserve them I know. So I take them as punishment for my lustful thoughts. Home is where the heart is and my heart is with her. She will never realize how sorry I truly am. In these last couple of months I have devoured her trust. I never realized how big of a part I would play in destroying us. "I will never hurt you" people say that and that's the biggest lie. We hurt unconsciously. We hurt without even meaning to. We leave little stab wounds every so often. We run off and leave each other bleeding everyday. People are not afraid to hurt their afraid of the outcome. Death, loneliness, prosecution. People will lie in love until the world is ending. I sincerely meant it when I said I never thought I'd hurt her. When I told her that I would be different. I will never say those words to anyone again. I won't promise that I won't do it again. After all humans were created from eve's great mistake. I craved the apple but I never did taste. I looked in the mirror and I barely recognize my own face. This girl I see she said many things.... She didn't keep up with the many promises she made. But this girl she is still learning the rules to this game. She sucked at life just like she sucked at chess. At the age of twenty and three she is not done growing yet.
Spindless misgivings... Let ploughed, nether hath, Moored wreath mar harbour… Child wraith wrath behalf, Behest o'er sidle, Idly enthused… Girdled beech Pulpous- phosphorous Hues…
Jesus, I Can't Turn A Blind Eye Any Longer! I can't turn a "blind eye" any longer! As many souls have "strayed off" and wandered! I can't "pretend," that life's problems will disappear! The "sin problem," is quite evident and clear! I can't "make believe," this will be a better place… I see heartache and despair on people's face! I can't just "sit back" and not do anything anymore! I ask myself, "what's my purpose in life really for? I'm going to pray that God will make it more revealing… We all need to know our purpose and meaning! I'm going to ask God to help me make a difference today! And proclaim that Jesus is the truth, the life, the only way! I'm going to shout and proclaim Jesus! The true king! He's the lord, master and maker of everything! I'm going to pray that those who are blind, will now see… This same Jesus who loves us, and gives life abundantly! I'm not going to be ashamed, to praise the lord greatly! It's about time, that I lift up his name…. Lately! I'm going to ask the Holy Spirit to cleanse my mind… And help me to do my part in reaching mankind I'm going to invite you, to make a commitment to HIM! This same Jesus… Who can change us within! Please Lord Jesus… Have your way in me… All throughout! Loving and trusting you… Is what life is about! By Jim Pemberton
Lord, please help my brother who's very confused. He feels that through life… He's been hurt and abused! He needs you much more than he's willing to confess… He's living the kind of life that brings a lot of stress! Many wicked and evil thoughts have entered his head… Many lies from the devil is what he's been fed! I know you can do for him what you did for me! By the power of your blood… He can be FREE! I pray that your spirit and word will convict him! May he open up his heart and let you change him! In YOU he can find a love this world could never give! You bring true peace and joy and the power to forgive! By Jim Pemberton
Our Body Can Be An Asset Or A Liability… Our body can either be an asset or a liability. It can glorify God, or be given to immorality. God gave us our body to have fellowship with him. This fellowship was broken by Adam's sin. God designed our bodies to bring glory to his name! During the last 2000 years… Things haven't been the same! We can offer our lives to Christ in dedication. His death on the cross brought his gift of salvation. Rather than offering our bodies to sin and lust. Through Christ… We can give God our trust! Let's offer our bodies in obedience to THE KING! Christ is our righteousness! Our everything! May we allow his love to purify our hearts. As a Godly transformation within us starts! May we be renewed by the power of God's word! His message of eternal life must be heard! Won't you give your life to your savior today? Jesus is the truth... The life... The only way! The life-changing power from him rings loud and clear! One day very soon… He shall appear!!! The glory of the Lord reaches all of mankind! Today is the day of salvation! NOW is the accepted time! By Jim Pemberton
I think of the years between us and Little snippets of our journey floods my mind. Life and all it's roads at times difficult Allowing us the chance to change, to be remade for the Last of all our tales shall be of our triumphs- Ways we conquered our self doubt, our impulses Always giving way to that better me, better you Yet you walk these roads with a heavy heart Soul weary and feet blistered and I say to you Be not afraid of what s to come Everyone is given only what he or she can bear Yes I say to it all - the pain, our tears, the laughter Our fears, - the joy and all these years between us Underneath it all there lies our blessing and Redemption in the form of this friendship For the mistakes, the errs are not erased but" Our Father In Heaven" Remember is the sweetest prayer In it we find the mercy he tempers our punishment Even as we are wrong, we are in his light No man can take your soul, so walk Don't run to the end of your life, when it is done, he is there.
I never sought your money, never sought your gold all I ever asked, was for the truth to be told while time has passed, my hope has faded G-d only knows, how long I had waited Memories I have as a little boy, once happy just to play with my toy but as I grew up my mind did ponder, if truth really existed over yonder reaching adulthood I saw for myself, the lies which my soul had been fed only by the grace of G-d was I prevented, my steps to purgatory from being led Now I am older, being blessed with a family of my own left with so many questions, and still very very much alone perhaps if only I could make sense, to understand who you really are a chance to at least to be able, with hope to remove this scar And you my forebearer, although you brought me into being you gave me my strength, but my faith gave me my seeing but now your are old, and you can no longer pretend despite our relationship, gone is the ability for me to mend Those missed opportunities, now my mother is no longer only after her death, did I realize she made me stronger my internal tears how inconsolable, when this truth set in oh how much I failed to honor her while alive, this my sin "Honor thy father and thy mother", have we been commanded for no other reason or purpose, other than He has demanded no matter how much grief or anger, you feel from you they deserve avoid bringing punishment upon your soul, your anger do not preserve Lessons of a lifetime, skeletons in the closet we all do hide varying durations of time we have been pained, in whom to confide there can be no escape, for our actions will we be judged how difficult to overcome our ego, to this we can't be budged While we cannot go back, stopping those hands from turning time but we can seek to redirect ourselves, focusing toward the sublime charity starts at home, therefore it's for our own ultimate good eternal bliss really does await us, if we but only understood
Grieve your apathy.... you no longer care Life is all that hell has to share My friend My foe My valiant steed..... You are more than love shall ever need Look deep inside when walls are weak Growth is wisdom inside …so to speak So lighten your heart....Live not for yesterday Lift your broken spirit that has pained its way Brush yourself off again...and again .........if you must Beware there is no remedy there but self trust~ I beg you please.....do your best to understand That Life is Hell ......and Hell is Life Know the past minute was a bit of strife There are none who strive more in Satan's hand Hence.....Live past the pain ....of course it is hard ...that is why we are who we are Nothing worth gaining in life will be easy Be true to the truth and stop yourself cold Satan waits in a bag only weakness unfolds~
It seems like there's almost been a total immersion… Of so many people engaging in perversion! Many are "sin's slave." And don't know what to do! Be careful! It could happen to me and you! Just turn on the television! And you will find… People with very warped and confused minds! All you have to do is read Romans chapter one. And you'll see the "moral fabric" is being undone! In this passage it makes it so very clear… The wrath of God against evil is very near! The wrath of God is revealed against unrighteousness! He's a God of truth! And demands holiness! No matter how many laws may say it's "o.k." We need to really read what God's word has to say! God is here and he really wants to teach us… No matter our sin… He can always reach us! The wages of sin is death… But God gives life everlasting! A victorious life in Christ… Is yours for the asking! Why not serve the God who created the heavens above? And be filled with his peace, mercy and love??? By Jim Pemberton
What Is It That You're Looking For? What is it in life… That you're looking for? You have a purpose in life. And so much more! The goals and ambitions you face… There are many! But deep down inside you may be feeling "empty." If it's pleasure and success you wish to obtain... You'll find what you need in Jesus' name! Everything you'll ever need, you can find in him! Through his resurrection, a new life begins! Won't you accept his grace and mercy divine? He's very patient, forgiving and kind! He provides for your needs! So don't forget… His love has never let go of YOU yet! By Jim Pemberton
I lie here looking at the ceiling, Then I look to your word, It didn't have much meaning, Trusting you is almost absurd You left me broken promises I know I'm better off No more kisses I need to write you off I'm a creature of habit I know I'm not that tough I have no heart to be compassionate You stole it, left it in the rough I'm Forgetting how your voice sounds It truly makes me sad yet still want you around I still know what we had Why'd did you ever leave? Why couldn't we have been enough for you? Now you wallow in sorrow and tell me how you grieve love isn't for the weak I give the devil his due Now you suffer twisting, contorted pain the worst mistake of your life takes me back to lovers lane You really messed up and I'm to alleviate you of your strife? You think you deserve it? …. ….. …... ….... …..I do.
Love is... A Heal.thy gift… and it's good for you too ;)
Why does my soul ache this time of year hoarfrost on brown grass/icy chill in the air feeling all should be calm yet filled with tumult. Why are ghosts of Christmas' past still haunting when joy was always shattered by demon rum/angry words ripped a child's flesh/soul unaware it would haunt for decades. Is it wrong to love And hate want/shun/pull/push? Great pains and sorrow masked in childhood joy/laughter. Leave me please leave the child who is within me … Let him grow to be a man without guilt and sorrow over nothing he could control nor want to. I cry out to my maker how good he is yet … how i still am pained by anger within; is it the demon or the man, is it self-pity or imagination … Fantasy or reality children play in the distance on loan just a while/no pain should touch them or entice them the world should be alive for them to explore with no bandits awaiting them as prey. Why is it so what is my role in this world/ guide messenger? In what sense do I … change them/ to what extent will i become a part of them do they want to caress or shun Emulate or emaciate oh hear my cry great father what is my place and where does it fit? Thy will be done …
Drunkenmess is like the turning tables of your childhood that you conviently forgot was good. Regretably misbehave you dig your own social grave. and forgivness is only waiting from God.
One joyful swig of your ice cold ecstasy causes electric shivers of the most unique kind as clear venom trickles blissfully downwards once again reassuring me soon I'll feel sublime Slowly liquid fire burns thru every inch of me And that sweet heat fills my dark emptiness My senses are dulling and I'm totally numb One more hit of ambrosia and I'll care even less Losing myself in your ephemeral liquid reprieve I find temporary peace and solace of the soul But too soon the bloom of the ambrosia fades sad emptiness reappears to take its infinite toll Live in brutal reality or lost in tranquil harmony Christ, is there even really a choice to make Just one more sip of fiery liquid amnesia And the cycle continues with every sip that I take To drink or not to drink is a daily struggle The difference between numbness or enormous pain Yeah, I guess there really is a choice to make Choose wrong and there will be no me left to save
not sure how she got here only know she needs to leave underneath the stranger my arm numb; asleep, mouth a desert. a hundred dead cigarettes dance my tongue dry princess of night exposed by light. get me out of this; another dreaded morning mess. bed broken along with my will. I swore never again; the lie is half the thrill. ~JSLambert
I was thinking about something just the other day. I was at a loss for the "right words to say." I was thinking about a time "way back when." That day I became born again. A zeal for Jesus that I once had. Excitement in my life, a heart so glad. A passion for Christ overwhelmed my soul. I loved Jesus-for he had made me whole. I've forgotten things that I once knew. Reading God's word- I no longer do. What has happened to me? I'm so ashamed! I'm an embarrassment to Jesus' holy name. So, dear Jesus, my knees I humbly bow. Please change my life... I need you now! By your word, transform me deep within. I confess to you my backsliding sin. I re-commit my life NOW-Yes I do! And by your love, I'm made BRAND NEW! By Jim Pemberton
There's a question you need to understand… Are you worshipping God or man? Many have twisted God's truth into a lie… And seek anything they feel will "satisfy." Many minds become filled with wickedness of every kind. As many fleshly perversions fill their minds!. Addictions creep in… catching many unaware,,, Soon, trapping people into temptation's snare. Only the blood of Jesus is The way to heaven's gate! You come to him now! Before it's too late! Only through him, can you have victory each day. With every temptation... He'll make a way! Worshiping God is what we're designed to do! All of heaven anxiously extends salvation to you! Only Jesus can bring joy and satisfaction to your soul! It's only in him, that you can be set free and made whole! By Jim Pemberton
For Mother Teresa to see... the clarity of beauty between the murky folds of life to see... the simple truths of living between the horror and the endless strike to see... the innocent smiles of the children at play while the elder preach hate and division and continue to slay to see... the endless yearning for that simpler better place away from the hollow emptiness of this ostentatious space to see... the open vistas of this pale blue dot the soft reds and fruity greens as this home is all we have got to see... the tears of the dispossessed who have been cruelly cast aside and while we look the other way from their tears we may never hide to see... the endless hunger and despair and killing and greed in the name of God or of ideology or of some or the other creed to see... and to see it all and still stand tall to hold on to the humanity that resides deep within us all may be our only saving grace and though all of this sounds quaint and saccharine sweet I need to remember all that I've said the next time I look into a teary-eyed desolate face to see... that being human is simple if we only look beyond ourselves and see that we are all one, him and her and them and us and you and me...
Samson... A judge of Israel was known to be strong. Because of his vow to God. His hair was to grow long. With the jawbone of an ass... Thousands of Philistines were killed. To get the secret of his strength, is what they had willed. They sent Delilah to tempt him with her charm and beauty. Samson revealed his secret to her. Growing exhausted & weary. Breaking the promise of God... He lost his strength and eyesight. Till the day he rested his hand on the Philistine' temple to tight. He asked God to give him strength once again. Then pushed the pillars. Killing thousands with him. For all of his accomplishments he had made. He broke his promise to God. When his secret he gave. Make sure your commitment to God is true and real. So you don't end up, like Samson of Israel! By Jim Pemberton
Giving In To Temptation... I remember of a particular situation. I was offered a very "inviting" temptation. The situation I was in... I didn't belong! And lost any sense of "right and wrong." At first... I felt no guilt or shame. And brought embarrassmen to my family's name. I tried to explain this to my wife and kids. I heard; "Dad... please... no more fibs!" The Godly principles were "tossed to the side," As the sin inside caused arrogance and pride. Soon, all in my life that truly mattered. Was all gone... and my life was empty and shattered! I was sorry for all of the problems I had caused/ This time... I took a moment to pause/ I cried to God to rescue me from my sin. And confessed. Would God help me once again? I read in the Bible of our saviour's grace and love/ This time the help I needed had to come from above/ I asked him for a fresh and brand new start. He removed the stain from a broken heart. He restored to me the joy I once had. I'm so thankful... Jesus has made me glad! YOU--Jesus--are the reason I'm here today! I LOVE YOU! More than words can say! By Jim Pemberton
No Stain Too hard to lift No shame too great to bear His blood will cover even yours Ask Him, if you dare.
Everyone is a child's child. Everyone is grown some little, some hardly at all. Everyone is one until they are none, no more.
All across this great nation..… It seems we lack a solid foundation! As God is tossed out of government and schools. It seems like just about anything rules! Even a symbol of a cross seems to offend. "How dare we call God a friend?" Where are the Godly principles this nation needs? As the heart of this nation continually bleeds. Not many seem to care anymore. As more ungodliness comes ashore! No wonder many people don't know what to believe. A lifestyle of lying, drugs and sex is what they achieve. In many lives, there's no "moral boundary." Many carrying a lot of "dirty laundry." To those of you who want satisfaction and victory too... There is a "moral compass" that's freely offered to you! This "moral compass," is God's word!. it's needed in this nation! It speaks of God's love and his gift of salvation! If you find life is filled with emptiness, with no true meaning. It's in the direction of Jesus that you need to be leaning! You don't have to live in despair and defeat! Jesus' grace and love will make you complete! By Jim Pemberton
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I have love and children and one bicycle too many and memories, some happy, some sad; too many memories of a girl by my side. I have faith and a God of my not-quite understanding and I'm seeking a vantage point where I can see how the pieces all fit together as I watch them fall apart. I have tears and smiles and an appreciation for these silent murmurs from my soul.
What If We Had Prayer In Schools Today? What if we had prayer in schools today? And the students were allowed to pray? What if the students read their Bible in class? Perhaps they'd have a foundation that would last! What if the students, in the classrooms, across this nation… Knew that Jesus can make them a NEW creation! Isn't it about time that we invite God into our schools? Instead of living by our own set of rules? Isn't it about time that we confess our wayward sins? And allow God into our lives… Once again??? Isn't it about time that we call on Jesus' name? Only he can remove all of our sin and shame! Isn't it about time that we think about our eternity? And find true love and joy! And a godly security! Isn't it about time that we get on our knees in prayer? And talk to a loving God who listens and cares? The time for change, we need to understand! We need a Godly revival across our land! We need to listen and follow God's instructions! Or we'll soon find our society's destruction! God is the only one that we can depend on! His word is what our nation must stand on! By Jim Pemberton
I Had Nothing To Offer to God… I had nothing to offer to God but a life of ashes. It almost felt like I was "stuck in molasses." I had nothing to offer to God but "utter failure." I didn't even offer to him a simple prayer. I had a life that was simply falling apart. I cried out to him from a wounded heart. I began to blame myself for everything wrong. I soon began to feel like I didn't belong. I'd begin each day with a lot of hesitation. I didn't feel any kind of love or appreciation. Those close to me begin to "leave me behind." There wasn't a single "friend" I could find! Just when everything was falling around me. Jesus was there and his love began to surround me! "Lord please help me." Is what was spoken. My life was coming apart., And felt empty and broken! Jesus reached down and took a hold of my hand! And told me everything I went through... He understands! Day by day he brought to me a peace I never knew! Putting my life back together was what he wanted to do! As I read his word, his spirit renewed my mind. A precious friend in HIM… I was able to find! His love was the "glue" that mended my broken pieces. He's brought to my life a brand new completeness! He restored me and gave to me so much more! He truly is what living my life is meant for! He is and will always be the Lord for me! And can do the same for you! Most certainly! By Jim Pemberton
I have lived way to long this world has but a strong grip on me I am a combination of love and hate stirred vigorously the chain reaction left me unable to feel remorse for all my actions as of late I hate being numb unable to empathize with your pain it is but cumbersome to carry this dead weight around I am bound to pay heavily for my transgression towards the human race I have inform you in fair warning that if you touch my heart you will get frostbite
Forgive my rudeness When I get in your way. I do not mean to glow so brightly When you put your darkness on display. I swear it is not out of spite That I outshine your ego's fire When it is burning to intimidate - To scortch my self esteem to ash. Excuse my posture When it will not sway your way The roots are to blame For this downright defiance That I stand with uprightness Though youre wacking away With sharpened blades of anger. Do pardon the heights That my spirit soars But consider yourself warned today: They do not stop for any man So spare yourself and Get out of my way!
Compassion is lost Understanding is the key Love is the answer Unlocking the pain Making waves in the ocean The under tow pulls A downward thrust calls Swim hard up to the blue sky Breathe in and breathe out Open mouths suck air To calm the tired spirits Exhaling their pain outward Deeply remember Listen to the suffering Take it not on board Compassion is lost Understanding is the key Love is the answer
Questioning the unknown Nothing is set in stone The world ignites each moment Always offering a chance for atonement We are a series of thoughts turned into actions We are chaotic beings revolving around the law of attraction Despite the moments when we fall We still have the potential to rise to the call We share the gift of freewill It is up to us to decide on which destiny to fulfill
Port of Call Barefoot on a talcum beach, alone, not lonely, with the breath of the ocean a caressing balm, soothing pained memories away, to the swaying of a solitary palm. Barefoot on a talcum beach, alone, not lonely, feeling the brushing away of all past turmoil, on a quest for solace, ever so hard to find, yet comforted by the crashing of the waves, as the tide cleanses all pain, and leaves despair far, far behind. Barefoot on a talcum beach, alone, not lonely, drenched in a sea-breeze of mist, that hushes the ache of bygone moons, tasting the salty tang on my lips, as the burnished sun, over the distant horizon, swoons, and dips. Barefoot on a talcum beach, alone, not lonely, searching, ever searching, for a slice of solitude, as memory bids a final adieu, reaching under the sea so vast, and seeking comfort in the depths, while embracing, the tomorrows to come, wishing that they be true. Barefoot on a talcum beach, alone, not lonely, seeing my truths drown, as they slip beneath the turquoise waters, feeling my heart ablaze, with a passion that rarely falters. Barefoot on a talcum beach, alone, not lonely, yet knowing that I am home at long last, wishing the waves would wash away, the defences that once stood, like an impregnable wall. Barefoot on a talcum beach, alone, not lonely, I have found, at long last, my final port of call.
Who is this? That calls me from my latent apathy. Why is this good? rescuing heart from lovers atrophy. My desperate mewling reached further than a shout. Stumbling toe scraping limp took me further, packed more clout. I was lied to. Thinking that you're bottomless ration, could be earned, could be bought with acts of compassion. I was indulging in hurt, abiding in poetic romantic pain. I was thrashing around bellowing at nothing, needing to blame. Why is this love for me? when I was wasting all my energy on a treadmill run. Who is this? That holds me light; gentle as the moon, source of the sun.
Do You Blame Or Trust God? Do you blame God for the trials you may face? Do you reject God's mercy and grace? Perhaps you are in a most "difficult situation." You can't figure out a "reasonable explanation?" You may feel abandoned, alone and afraid. There may have been times when you prayed. You don't know why this happening to you? You probably try your best in all that you do! But, it still things really haven't worked out. And you often wonder what life is all about? Rather than blaming God… Why not trust him? He's not your enemy! He wants you to know him! He's not the blame for the sorrows of mankind! He's always faithful, most loving and kind! He patiently waits for anyone to call on his name! With him in control… Things won't be the same! He is here! Even if everyone else fails you! If you give him a chance! He wants to help you! Won't you take the time, and invite him in? This is where a new opportunity can begin! His life for yours, is what he gives in exchange! He can help your situation to really change! He can change your life! And turn it around! And can put your life on a solid ground! By Jim Pemberton
All over the globe the number of dead are increasing A bomb here, a bomb there, its no more surprising Few faces of evil and cruelty Seem to be creating havoc for the majority None seem to be spared In their success to spread hatred No more shall the mind be without fear A blast or killing could happen anywhere near No more shall there be a welcome smile to a stranger As the scared mind would signal a danger No more elation at a fire cracker bursting As the mind would say it could be a horrible bombing If allowed to spread their sinister tentacles The terrorists would create an unwanted spectacle No more shall we have The cool breeze from the wonderful seven seas No more shall we have The dazzling vibrant colours of the rainbow No more shall we have The smell of peace from the seven continents The hanging sword of terror shall only leave Barren land surrounded by repelling red blood coloured sea. The news show sight of woman, orphaned children crying Without a fault their innocent relatives are dying "War against terror" !! Seems big lies as people see only hardships, suffering and cries All we see is the drying up of tears from their eyes But wonder, when and how they would again start their lonely lives? Why is there no war against poverty Why no war against illetracy Why no one to fight the war against hunger And why no one to fight War on AIDS, the biggest danger Why are they using their ability To fight this WAR ON HUMANITY. I close my eyes to say a prayer to God Give them some sense, oh lord!! To those who have treaded on a wrong path WAKE UP!! Stop this horrible blood bath Please give up hatred, stop this revengeful dance I plead, Please give peace atleast one last chance…..
As We Look Through Time… As we look through time, and the kingdoms that failed… There was much war and wickedness that prevailed! That there were many things built through my labor. Mankind can't still get along with his neighbor. Even the mightiest of the warriors have fallen! That day when the winds of death came callin'! There's been much heartaches, and many who've cried… As we have all family and loved ones who've died! In spite of all our efforts… And all we've done. There's nothing new that happens, "under the sun." There's a God in heaven who still reigns supreme. He know all about us. He knows and sees everything! Time was divided with Jesus' death on the cross! Without him… Everything is meaningless and lost! He provides time with hope and an anticipation… And offers freely, his grace and salvation! As we look through time, and all God has given. He still gives us time, for our sins to be forgiven! Won't you take time and accept what he offers to give you! He's waiting! And wants to change and bless you! This same God, who made this world many years ago, Can make you brand new! And completely whole! By Jim Pemberton 11/08/12
Dear Jesus… I Love You More Than ANYTHING! Dear Jesus… I love you more than anything! You're so wonderful! You're my everything! Dear Jesus… I bring worship to your name! Your power and majesty,.. I do proclaim! Dear Jesus… I worship you in your majesty! Not knowing you would be a tragedy! Dear Jesus… It is you that I honor and adore! You bring love to my life and so much more! Dear Jesus… How I love you so much! Each day I long for your special touch! Dear Jesus… You're a blessing day and night! And have brought peace and true delight! Dear Jesus… Thanks for redeeming my soul! For cleansing and making me whole! Dear Jesus… You are and forever more shall be… The one l want to be with for all eternity! By Jim Pemberton
Jesus, My Life Is Quite A Mess! Jesus, I come before you! And humbly confess… My life has been a failure, and a mess! No matter how hard I try, or what I do… I'm embarrassed when I call on YOU! You've been there to help, so many times! It just seems like, "I'm running blind!" The past seems to be creeping up again… And causing me grief and pain within! I need you Jesus! Please help me! Please come to where I am, and touch me! I need your love, and your precious spirit! Thanks for being patient! And willing to give it! You are the only one, who can restore me! No matter how many problems lay before me! I come before you! And call on your name… By your blood, my life needs to be changed! Thank you my Lord, for hearing my prayer! Thank you for coming! And just being there! You've given to me hope! My life is renewed! By your love, my life is now brand new! By Jim Pemberton
I Think About The Things I've been Through… I think about the things that I've been through. Many times not knowing what I was going to do.. I think about the journeys I began. And the roads in between. And think about the joys and trials life would bring… I think about the many days and nights I have spent. As I get older, I wonder where they all went? As I think about my life and so much more. I ask; "what is the meaning of life really meant for? As I read scripture, I read about life's meaning. There's a purpose and goal I'm not achieving. I read about a God and found a new direction! I need to give him my focus and all my attention! All that I've accomplished… There's something still missing! It's the voice of God. I need to be listening! He has a purpose for my life and a divine plan! He's given to me his word to help me understand! I've made a decision. This choice I'm going to make. I'm giving my heart to Jesus! Before it's too late! My life is filed with joy and the past is forgotten! All of my problems... God reached out and "caught them!" Jesus has given to me a meaning I never had! I'm so thankful to him, and exceedingly GLAD! By Jim Pemberton
Creationist scientists who dig with astro-paleontologists As they seek the bones Of australepithecus Foretold in the Book of Leviticus & the Dead Sea Scrolls Sounded by the deadly tolls From the bells Harbored in the Vatican, Those who mistake the accidents For the sake of unholy laxatives To be forced in controlling the pacifists 10% of your income, & then some The cross holds one For ransom It doesn't matter if your Beautiful or handsome Since, the endless chasms Flood like restless cytoplasm Induced by the Phantom's iconoclasm As the masses reduce To being merely a bantam Docile & trite, This isn't right What's done in the dark, Must be brought to the light Stand up, & fight For the right, Rise with all our might & working through the nights New World Order plights Will never bring a fright Fear no evil, See no evil, Speak no evil They're all just weasels Being painted on the easel With the colors of greed & lust Nobody to trust But, yourself As one must In order to be just With one & all & all in one
Omens - - - - - The sweet aroma of rice; yonder bare fields; on the stone the dark patches of water pitchers and her looking at the sky where buzzards fly, are completing the composition of waiting. She has been waiting too long; too long she has made her man hold his patience all these while; believed peace will come. Now these flying buzzards are looking ominous like secret language which mystic nomads speak. She trembles with the prospect of unknown evils. A long wait for her son, returning from town, from the all consuming town where he has gone long, long, long time ago. But she has hoped for return. She again watched for God's language. Let him come. =© 2009 - All Rights Reserved Kushal Poddar
I think about how things have changed in my lifetime… And wonder about what people use as their "lifeline." I stand amazed as to what people think of as "secure." At times, I think that many aren't really sure! As many start "chasing" what they seek as "the solution." This often creates a lot of anxiety and confusion! Some seek after the stars and psychic's predictions… Only to wander in all kinds of directions! I have the answer! I hope I can get your attention! I know someone who can take away any anxiety or tension! His name is Jesus! He is the answer to any situation! HE is the hope for everything that troubles this nation! His words are pure and speak beauty and sweet grace! His spirit can put your life on a secure resting place! Through things we see always change all around us! Whatever happens… God still loves us! Jesus has never changed from 2000 years ago! He speaks peace and hope to the weary soul! HE is the "lifeline" that you need to grab a hold of! His love for you is more than I can speak of! Won't you listen to the words HE has to say? He can change your life in a special way! He is God and is always here to give us HIS assurance! HE is 100% security! And offers 100% "life insurance!" By Jim Pemberton
When I was born all I could do was cry Life's such a thorn cause I was born to die Life's such a rose blooming in the night Hoping for love, reaching for light And so there I was all alone with me Standing in the dark too afraid to see So, I closed my eyes and began to fight That's when I turned away from the blinding light Well, I grew up fast and caught the midnight train Oh, those twists and turns on a track of pain I held onto me with all my might Around the bend I came, searching for light A thorn and a rose, I had it all wrong So I sat me down and wrote this song I prayed to God to make things right That's when He called my name and when I saw the light
Phantoms haunt our unseeing eyes Shadows left to spite and hide Echos of wrong... Regrets held strong Prayers of peace left unheard Darkness ends but from a word Keys we hold to unlock our pain To forgive the Self is best and gain.
From the Bible, there's a Story that's taught… The story of Abram's nephew Lot. There was a path for Abram and Lot to choose. But Lot was the one who really did lose. He chose to live in Sodom! Filled with wickedness and sin. Grieving the heart of God once again! God's angels came, and led him out! Before fire destroyed the city throughout! To live in this city was his choice! His own fault! Later, his wife turned into a pillar of salt. Please watch where you go! And what you say!. You're called to represent Christ every day! Evil company corrupts good morals! Your spiritual life will rot!. Please don't live a life of compromise! As did Lot! By Jim Pemberton
If I do, I hope that I Exit in the presence of Jesus Christ we go far back do he and I for his greater mercy once saved my life Five long lost years have past since then I gave my all so he forgave my sins a weary soul, crucified I hope he's holding me the day I die I tried my damndest to find the light and when I found it kept it in sight it's never left me I know I'm right come try and take it I'll end your night I look up fondly to the sky an understanding between he and I one time I asked him lend me his eyes and I saw a world left cold and dry In conversation we talk, no words he understands me when I'm most unheard think I'm absurd what are you? a higher being? still much confused You think the answer lies in your ways I think the Devil must be repaid he'll collect heavy your wasted time as you spend eternity at his side I see a servant for wickedness try to distract me one more dismissed I keep on walking through the night as I keep his spirit so well alive I wear your pride inside my skin as you race to the finish I just begin to be a soldier alone with the night nothing to warm me but his light in sight.
Rapidly the overpowering and overwhelming flood of emotions, that are running wildly tonight in your hearts. their minds eye, not open to see the chaotic confusion, of clouds hovering above them. bitterness, hatred, and anger binding us, to an emptyness we can never fill leading ourselves into our own prisons, having to endure all of our pain and torments over and over again. filled with the depression of all their failures and past tragedies. fircely rooting its foundation deep within their souls. Their hearts crying out silently in agony. creep volently choking the life out of them. Leaving them gasping for air. finally Surrending on their knees, God the father gently and graciously gives, all his unconditional loving healing grace.
Samson Of the Bible From the Bible, is the story of Samson. He lived an incredible life that really happened! He was to be a Nazrite, and set apart! His hair was to grow long, from the start! He was to deliver Israel from their enemy throughout! This was what his mission was all about! He destroyed the lion and bear with his bare hands! And sent burning foxes throughout the enemy lands! He destroyed a thousand! With the jawbone of an ass! God had given him such an incredible task! With his strength, came temptation's call! And soon, his whole life took a fall! The strength from God had departed from him! Now, there was no one who could help him! Ridiculed and mocked, he became a slave. He couldn't free himself, no matter what he gave. He was brought before the Philistine's temple. Mocked and whipped to set as an example. He cried out to God, for help that hour… God gave him the strength and the power! The temple came crashing down all around him! Now, there was just rubble that surround him! May this be a lesson, that speaks to me and you! God is not fooled, no matter what we try to do! We can act like we have everything we needed! Without God, our life is never completed! May we not compromise what God has given! And walk in his strength, each day we're livin'! By Jim Pemberton
Consequences, consequences punishments and lost friendships even with they seem so endless they're gone before the dawn Then when the dawn is here again we are revived, new life begin and the sin was washed away don't have to pray when he talks to me Your weakness makes us stronger, longer if we are quiet, we're quite somber slipping slowly into the water excuses are what hold us under We hold ourselves there until we're ready to take hold of the wheel with enough direction to have control we all can get there, but who ever knows until hope and fear are recognized we'll change the world, not afraid to try.
God Forgives Us Of Our Wrongs! God forgives us of our wrongs! And he wants us all, to try and get along! He gave us his word and instructions… But, too often, we don't seem to "function!" Something done, or something said… And it's like some people, wish you were "dead." Even in Christ' body, there's dysfunction from the start. Ending up in another wounded and bleeding heart! What if Christ treated us, like how we treat each other? What if he turned his back, like we do our brother? No matter the good... A list of wrongs is often kept. What's been done… Someone can't seem to forget??? Do you find yourself, a person who's easily offended? By someone you don't like, or one you've befriended? May I suggest a "heavy dose" of 1 Cor. Thirteen? The love of God can take care of ANYTHING! If it didn't, then Christ' death is meaningless and lost. He bore all of our sins that day on the cross! If we can't forgive your brother over something he's done… We need to ask forgiveness of Christ… God's son! There's no excuses, in God's kingdom that's eternal! Will your name be written in heaven's journal??? By Jim Pemberton
Saturday Rain in Johannesburg… …With sighs of torrential passion, the heavens shower teardrops, weeping with me, as memories of you come cascading back, skin on skin, ablaze, moist kisses, fiery, gentle whispers of undying love, murmured, in another life, another time, far removed from my present, a desolate state of despair, wallowing in the grime. … The rain keeps falling, each teardrop stinging my face, tasting the salt on my lips, I wonder, do you still remember the caresses of my fingertips, between breathy confessions, and vows of eternal love, before you left me, stranded on an island of solitude, wounded as a wingless dove, bereft of life, stripped of all traces of fortitude
A Mother's Love Encased in a lovely embryonic slime A diamond, Parasol seventeen eighty nine Refracting and reflecting all of the woe, That you wish to throw Entombing me ever with you corporal presence Snuffing the embers before the fire makes sense Oxygen less space where the world cannot burn, It comes with the turn A poisonous love that was roll'd on with rage Deep Iodine red and dripping unscathed When the burning reality eats me up whole, The toxic takes a toll. Successfully regurgitated fully intact Pain cannot break a blood bond contract The horrible void could not me digest, Malnourished incest. I sit on a stool built high with love Watching the world die from above I would not suffer all she endured The world would not touch me the way it did her I can't feel a thing.
Quarreling can Result in Self Traps. Harmony doesn't end in verbal slaps.
Ramblin' Bob Dylan Blues (For Bob Dylan) Why does the sun dry up so many scattered tears slipping down the coarse cheek of a million hushed fears where no one is scalded though the searing fog clears while prayers are mutely spoken even as the end nears We shatter and scrape on demented knees Blindly begging for mercy as it silently flees Searching listlessly for salvation drowned in the breeze That spits at the soft rose suffocated by a wheeze I know now what I need never have known Of hope that was trampled before it had flown Into a wasted sky filled with hate that could drown The giggling of the crowd and the crying of the clown A hope so fragile that its wings were of brittle glass Ripping the veneer off the sewers of class Twisting the fabric of the weighed and costed mass Who numbly waited hoping that it too may pass For when shards of that hope in all hearts scurries away To a darkness where crowded night is emptied off the heaving tray 'Tis then when sewn eyes shall behold that doleful day When all shall tear at each other while on demented knees we still shall pray For a lifting of the veil of that wilful deceit That's wrapped up in a flag swollen with conceit While the limbs splinter in the claw of a winner's defeat Yet still the drums roll for the ill-fated souls chose never to retreat From that drenched battle-ground where blood flows through a sieve And love's lost song plaintively begs for a reprieve From eternal loss which into raw emotion does cleave Only to slip through the fingers and like grains of sand, leave.
What if Christmas never happened? What if Christmas never came? Things around here would be different! It wouldn't be the same! What if the baby Jesus was never born in a manger? Mankind would be in serious trouble. We'd all be in danger! If the baby Jesus wasn't born. There would be no nativity. We wouldn't be able to display this during our "festivity." It's almost like this now! It's an "ever increasing business." It seems like nearly everyone wants "Christ out of Christmas!" Why does it seem like Christmas is losing it's true meaning? The very words; "Merry Christmas," seem to be quickly disappearing! Many say; "Happy Holiday." They worry they may "offend." Having a "holiday" without Christ…. Once again! We need to put Jesus Christ back into our CHRISTmas season! He is what Christmas is about! HE is the very reason! May we all take some time to rejoice in our savior's birth. May there be shouts of JOY! From the corners of the earth! Let's not take Christ out of our joyous celebration! We need him so much right now! All over this great nation! May we bring to him a heart of love for everything he's done. As we bring honor to Christ. God's precious son! May we continually offer to him a heart filled with praise! Not only at Christmas time… But all of our days! By Jim Pemberton
The Goodness of Christ… I Am Receiving! Each day. In Christ, I am believing! His goodness, in my life, I am receiving! Theirs is no good thing he keeps from me! The chains are gone! I am set free! The things of the past. I had to let go. Jesus brought goodness to my soul! He keeps me singing through the good and bad. His joy has caused me to be very glad! He is what the meaning of life is all about! I testify of his goodness! There's no doubt! I will rest today, on this assurance. Knowing him is the best "insurance!" Fellowship with Jesus! Friendship divine! Blessed time with my savior! He's a friend of mine! By Jim Pemberton
Amazing how the sadness mends It's fibers weave a web of gold, Sparkling gold in eyes so brown, Pools so deep that I could drown. Amazing how the morning comes, Regardless of the depth of night. All demons now sadly fade, Release their hold and creep away. Forgiveness knocks, an embrace away, But buried sorrow won't be swayed. Amazing how it never ends, How slowly sorrow takes to mend. But, the Master's knowing, His warm, gentle heart, And His guiding glance, that sets apart That shares a secret, silent smile And accepts with grace the wayward child To lead him safely homeward once again, Forget the past, erase the sin. The Master's knowing reaches the heart within, And lifts high the remants of the soul Who now has nowhere else to go.
If you talked to God today... What kind of things would you have to say? Would he point out your faults and imperfections? The times you offended him By your transgressions? Would you say, how much better off you are, without him? Are you actually willing to doubt him? God knows your heart Don't be kidding! He knows the way you've truly been living! He knows your thoughts and intentions!. You really need to pay attention!. Why not allow him to cleanse and forgive? And receive his blessings each day you live! Why not spend time With him in prayer? And Be filled with his love, mercy and care! By Jim Pemberton
I am living the dream. I stand here today, Cannot believe what I am about to say, But I am living the dream. At times, it's tough And it is not always easy. I might be condemned For choosing this path in life; Some may think it's too bag of a risk. When we give it our all, Our passion and our might, We can overcome and forget the fear To become who we are meant to be. I stand here today, Another tear ready to wipe away: You can do all you aspire to do! Set your mind and never give up! If I can do it, You can too! I can't believe I'm about to say this, But I am living my dreams. I am living the dream.
It's Hard To See Someone Go Through' Pain... "It's hard to see someone I love go through so much pain." Were the words I heard that night I called on Jesus' name. "This person whom I love, has gone through so much." "How I wish to bring my peace and healing touch." I cried and wept, as I heard the master's voice. His gift of love is for all of us... It's our choice! His body was broken... A sacrifice was made. His life for our sorrow and pain, is what he gave. His grace is more than sufficient for the pain we endure. His love and commitment to you, is true and secure. He loves you so much. He waits at your heart's door. He gives peace and comfort. And so much more! The pain and suffering you're going through today. Please listen to the words Christ has to say. "I am El-Shadaii." "Jehovah-Jireh." "Your very best friend." "My love and devotion to you will never, never end." By Jim Pemberton
Once the sun blows its warmth I stood on its breeze Gazing back all the moment Drifting silence in a seek None would bother None be bothered Remain silent should I prefer With persevered steps won't I remorse Most hatred which embedded Spell the bliss to be created Call out all the hopes Revealed the untold Every pieces which has left Each part which has last Be hold in my skin Be history of my win Below my wisdom in the valley of my journey Yet I step ahead Nor reverse to back I stand precisely instead
God designed marriage as the real thing! Anything less, is what a counterfeit brings! His concept of one man and woman is very real. He's not interested in bowing to "man's appeal." His court of justice rings very loud and clear! The truth of his word shall NEVER disappear! You can look in Genesis and it is found! He created Adam from the dust of the ground! He designed Eve from one of his ribs! They were joined together as both lived! He didn't need a constitution to know "their rights." He gave them HIS WORD as their guiding light! Satan has been trying to pervert what God created! This is a truth. And need not be debated! We have cheapened the value of the marriage institution! And have added needless chaos and confusion! Through the Bible, one husband and wife are taught! Unless you want to live in Sodom, as did Lot! Ungodly perversions take many forms and kinds. And it soon piles up garbage into our minds! "What God has put together." "Let no man put asunder.!" Many ideas of "marriage," is a total blunder! One man and one woman is what God ordained in Eden. It was Adam and Eve. Not Adam and Steven! The choices in life are yours! And yours alone! Who is going to be the Lord, of your heart and home? By Jim Pemberton
for gary moore... ...ain't nothing but the blues talkin' sweltering licks screaming through flaming hues reaching deep, deep into that wandering soul of devilish chords on those walkways of paris strutting and strumming, never taking a mere stroll so though your time here and now may be up and though your moments here and now may be through forgive me for borrowing your words again cos' we still got the blues for you...
Every step that I take. God is with me! Every breath that I breathe. HE gives me! Everything I've done in life. God loves me! For every sin. He's willing to forgive me! Every place that I've been. God is there! Each time I have failed him. He still cares! Each time that I pray. He always listens! Giving him all of my needs is my ambition! Every time I begin to stumble and stray… His word is there to show me HIS way! When I think there's no where else to turn… I become the focus of HIS love and concern! Though so many things in life are insecure. God's promises are forever and SURE! Is there a reason why you don't think you need him? Won't you give him your life and began to trust him? During these difficult times… YOU need his cleansing power! He can change your whole life! This very hour! God extends his mercy and grace to all of mankind! Won't you accept his salvation? Why there's still time? By Jim Pemberton
Cast into hatred by all I'd seen I blinded myself to escape disease Then numbness commanded this lost machine And all that was left was what could have been Searching for gold I could not decide Why to be when what's left is a frightened lie This paradox threw me beneath the sky And above holy ground I then realised Born into silence I witnessed hate Overcome by the violence to then sedate Emotions examined to then relate To recapture the moments we witness fate Writing; redeeming to improve sight To examine my fears will give birth to flight The past turns to future, and overnight My wings have expanded to gather light Cast into beauty by all I know With a vision connected to every soul And a memory that proves that we can all grow And that beyond every fear our spirit flows
Should auld acquaintance be forgiven? Seek not dear darling, to be shriven. With all the sweet torments of love you once visited on my heart, the same measure for meaure did I, on you, employ. Call to mend; healing now the only joy. The rapture, ripe, that we once shared, I know (and my hope is that you do too) with all we were, we truly cared. The love we gave: me to you; you to me I will always hold treasured, in memory. Keep the best, forgive and forget we'll take a cup of kindness yet...
Your hair. Your eyes. Your last name. What else did I get of yours father? Your temper? No that's mothers, it's obvious. Your love of music? We'll never know. Your love of motorcycles? Well I'm not quite there yet. Your hate of caring for small children? Yes, yes I got that father. Did it hurt you to say "give it up"? Because it hurt me to know I would do exactly the same. Am I like you father? Why yes, yes I am.
Jesus gave his life! He wants to share it! Will you take up the cross? And bear it? He asks us to "take up the cross and follow him." He's what we need! The sacrifice for our sin! He provides peace, love and rest for all! There's no problem too great or too small! His life for yours… What choice will you make? Please do it now… Before it's too late! Right now! Today! You can be made clean! God is always with you! And can do anything! The opportunity is given!. The choice must be made! Will you be free in Christ? Or be sin's slave? All it takes is spending time in prayer! Jesus is here now! And can meet you right there! By Jim Pemberton
No Matter How Much Christ Has Given… No matter how much Christ has given. A debt has been paid. Your life for his is what he did trade! No matter the cost. He gave his life for yours! He provides an eternal life that's true and secure! No matter the sacrifice. He gave his all! There's no sin too big. Or a sin too small. No matter the separation between God and man. Christ always extends an outstretched hand! Whatever it takes to share love's true meaning… Jesus can give your heart a "true cleaning!" Whatever you have… Won't you give it all to HIM? And accept the invitation to be born again? Whatever the need or problem is that you can think of. He cares for you much more than words can speak of! Won't you take the time with the lord in prayer? Wherever you are… He can meet you right there! He remains faithful and committed to YOU! The choice is yours! What will you do? By Jim Pemberton
Where are you hiding? Innocent little boy Gone? Never had a home? Floating wraith of memory Are we really related? We should become friends You need a connection Some way out of childhood Why haven't I seen your need Given you jelly bread and hope.
when we fall from our idle tongues to the traveling tracks of virgin drums and conclude our moist lips, to the odorous of angelic bird-songs. all to be our own little tinkering saga, sailing over the alpha and omega. chance evident if innocent, loose hands trickle the magnificent, as the spider spins and spins her cobweb to catch the stars of pure hearts so they can everlastingly shine and be tied and be cited by those who lost their steed, for they loved with swords on duckweed. so if you glimpse skyward to assert, may all burdens and afflicts avert that the tinkering saga can exert to concert, in your heart, so all can be beautifully art and you can depart blithely from tears to the stars of pure hearts.
Are We Trying To Get Rid Of God? Why is our country trying to remove God from "everything?" Do we think about the consequences this will bring? Our early fathers looked to him for a "moral direction." But now we're burdened down with "political correction." When our country's leaders signed the constitution… They had no idea this paper would cause so much "confusion." As many judges have torn any "moral fabric" all apart… It's like they've placed a knife into this country's heart! Remove God from our buildings and our schools… "Anything goes" by man's interpretations and rules! Take away the ten commandments from our land. We are quickly drifting into a "spiritual quicksand." What are people looking for in this life they've been given? No wonder so many are "mixed up" in the way they're livin'! Once the Bible is removed as this country's moral guide… We've since gone down a very steep "slippery slide!" I'm here to tell you that God is our only answer and hope! He's the answer to the many on drugs and dope! He's the answer to every problem that "ails you." He is God! He is powerful and will never fail you! He's the one we must look to in a hopeless situation. He's the answer to every person in this great nation! By Jim Pemberton
I apologize for all mistrust. Forgiveness your nature, it is so. Hear thine words of tragedy and must. Awaiting answer, before I go, Those equations that I speak silent, Prepare thou for our sweet departure. Those quiet and distinct moments lent. We both indignant, so immature, Now we can share our differences. Masks never hidden to each other, Our inner heart shared references. We could not deceive ourselves brother. We are; I accept apology. Now no more, combined, you are now me. Written for Sponsor Paula Swanson Contest Name You Can Say It Now
Can God Find A Righteous Man Like Noah? After creation, there became much evil throughout the lands! God decided to begin a search for just one righteous man! Out of the many people scattered throughout the earth… There was only one that met the criteria for God's search! Noah was the only righteous man that God could find! Other than Noah's family, there was a destruction of mankind! God's judgment was coming, as the many storm clouds appeared! Very soon, every living thing was flooded and disappeared! Because of the righteousness of Noah, mankind is here today! Wherever sin and wickedness abounds... God always makes a way! If God began a search, would he find any that are righteous? There are many that attend churches, but they must be cautious! Living righteous for God doesn't count for the church you're attending! You can try to fool others... But with God, there's no pretending! You're either living a righteous life, or living a life of lies… You either love the truth of God's word. Or his word, you despise! May the kind of life Noah lived be a challenge to me and you! God gave us his son to die for us. What are we going to do? Through the shed blood of Jesus, we can have righteous living! May we be encouraged to do this, from a heart of thanksgiving! Won't you "get on board," the ark of safety? Why there's still time? You need to decide! The wrath of God will soon reach mankind! God will reward anyone who reaches out to seek him! Won't you open up your heart? And receive him? The loving and righteous Jesus is he! He's coming back soon! And gives life for eternity! By Jim Pemberton
I wont lose a moments sleep over the loss of you, I will not miss the broken promises shattered dreams and lies, You took my heart on a journey that left me homeless, Root-bound, empty, I was given over by the luster the sparkle in your eyes, But now I see you for what you really are….. My false self, my brokenness, my twisted world view, The whispered doubt in the ears of a child, No longer have you sway over me, I have been convinced of the truth seen in the eyes of forgivness, The door to the hidden places kicked down by fierce Love, I am free, I am free, I am free. Now you flee, now you flee, now you flee, Your not me, your not me, your not me, But the delusion's of a phantom life,
You know that another year is ending. What kind of lifestyle have you been spending? Does it just seem like "you're walking on a cloud." "Everything's going good." You're very proud! You have a family, three cars, and much wealth. Not counting all of your friends... Plus good health. Have you thought about who made all of this possible? Jesus! You may find this to be "improbable." The Bible says that every good gift is from God on high. His word is true Don't listen to a lie! It's surely not just because of you that you have all of this. To go along in life, rather "happy and bliss." The next time you're heading out your front door. Think about the meaning of life. And what you're here for! Lay your treasures up in heaven... and you shall find. A godly contentment. True joy. And a peace of mind. The blessings of God... In you... He wants to pour. Give what you have to him... And then you'll have MORE! By Jim Pemberton
For you I would create a mixtape which I know is an ancient technology but with me and you it is just that simple. I race to you like we used to rush into each other's arms in highschool where our only concern was whether or not we could get the courage to talk to each other without shaking..... This is the playlist that I would prepare for you. First and foremost I'd put Hate to see you go by The colour fred Because it is true as the song has said Truly if I could I would become a sculptor... I would place the unformed chunk of my clayself and spin. Create myself in the image of your ideal perfection. I would spin Faster than the spools could play the songs on re-wind I want so badly to make an impresion and I know that the the tape can only contain up to 35 minutes for you to get the underlying message October Nights, by Yellowcard will follow soon after because that exotic night in your car where the street lights were our blankets is constantly on replay in my mind Right before the heavy nod of sleep I daydream You are laying beside me, and in this private realm of thought We travel like archeologists over the naked lay of our connected bodies and I live through the pleasure that this daydream explodes into my mind like parasympathetic nerve ending fireworks Remember will play softly by Allister and I'll hold onto the hope that you will forgive me of this time in our lives where I have to press pause for I am broken still Knaans waving flag will resound from your stereos For 'tis this soundtrack where my battle cry is derived I know it is just the beginning but I will push myself past my barriers Pieces by Sum 41 will be your lullaby because this is the song that brought back the blue into my gray eyes Hopefully side one will bring you comfort because you are everything I am looking for in a guy I am but a broken winged robin who has got to learn once more to fly. and lastly Blink 182's I miss you Because there is not a moment in the day where my mind wanders back to you
Thank you Lord, for helping me to see… I need much more of you and less of me! Thank you lord, for helping me to understand... You are faithful! And won't let go of my hand! Thank you lord, for being close by my side! You're with me! And pushed my enemies aside! Thank you Lord, for being there to help me! It's all because of how much you love me! Thank you lord, for answering my prayer! You're someone who always listens and cares! Thank you Lord, for your many blessings! Your gift of love, I don't want to be missing! Thank you lord, for what you're going to do! I want everyone to know, how I appreciate you! Thank you lord, for eternal life you've given! My sins are gone! I've been forgiven! With YOU in my life, what more can I say? You've given me hope and brightened my day! By Jim Pemberton
I'm sick and tired of apologizing for who I am whether or not I offended someone, I don't want to be hated. it seems as almost as if to be hated is like being banished to Antartica where the cold cuts through your bones, such a painful winter What have I become like a beaten down dog I put my head down, slither away from confrontation I used to be fun... I used to have spunk. Compliments have become insincere and wrong because the way the mirror's light bends across my waist, has become something I hate my self doubts blinded my eyes from what's staring me right in my face This is who I am, I'll grab my shadow from my past before the day when it's entirely gone I'm going to yank myself up like a marionnette Hold my head high, and defend my honour from those who try to disgrace it splash cold water across my face to wash away my cynical beliefs stare into the looking glass and be proud of me
Countless tales told across the sobriety wall names and dates,memories and remembrances marked in the here and now upon the white brick wall. Most sobering to look upon more so when comprehension is awakened by the meaning within the words. To understand the everyday evils those upon the wall have faced when dealing with drink. Death to some a most blessed relief to others,the torments lived everyday can mean that rock bottom comes more and more frequently ...with each passing day. To block out ones most painful memories ...the hoped for end. To dull the pain felt,whether ...real or imaginary. To appease the demons harbored within so to quiet their restless destructive nature. This and so much more is sought after by those whose lives have been in constant battle with the bottle. Words of encouragement/sadness to remember ...pain, joy, regret! all expressed upon the wall. The spaces fill rapidly at times, slowly other times colors upon the wall help to tell the stories some colors most vibrant, some most somber dull and lifeless like the lives expressed by the ...very ones who painted them. One thought, the line most poignant ...and noticed above all others! "Never give up hope". Are words to remember and to live by.l
God Has Sent Jesus! God has given a wonderful gift!. Many haven't received it. He loves us so much! Many do not believe it. He's given us the gift of salvation. Many refuse it. All that we hold on to. We shall one day lose it... God gives to all, a joyous and brand new way of living! Many are living a life that is not fulfilling. Jesus... His Son... Is knocking at our heart's door. Many have said; "Go away!" I don't want you anymore!" God looks down from heaven, and what does he find? The wickedness and sin there is in mankind. Won't you accept this gift that he offers to you? The choice is yours alone. What are you going to do? He awaits your decision. You need to make up your mind. Now is the day of salvation. Now is the accepted time! Time is growing short. The hour's getting late. Come to him now! While there's still an open gate! By Jim Pemberton
Inside of you is a battle the rages within… It's a battle between what's right and what's sin! This battle rages against your soul! It is with you, no matter Where you may go! Good vs. evil is the battle that rages on! It's either doing what's right or what's wrong! There is a righteous path that you should take!. Choose it now! Before it's too late! A choice for what's right Is what's needed! Only then, will your life be completed! A decision to live for God! And trust and obey! Won't you listen? To what he has to say? Allow his words to cleanse you within! With God on your side-- You're sure to win! His word shall give you joy! Each day you live! He's waiting so patiently and willing to forgive! Give him a chance in all that you do! Jesus is here now! Waiting for you! By Jim Pemberton
When Moses saw the burning bush, from far away. He couldn't help but to hear what God had to say! "I am that I am." Were the words that came out. He knew this was the same God he heard about! God spoke to him clearly that day. with words so real! "I am the God of Abraham, Jacob and Israel!" This same God gave him strength from on high! He later walked the parted Red Sea on land so dry! God was with him before he approached the mighty king! He knew God worked through him and could do anything! Coming out of Egypt was an awesome task Moses led! God made sure his people drank and were fed! From the mighty miracles in Egypt, until the promised land. God kept his people safe, with his guiding hand! This God of Moses is the same God who takes care of us! He remained faithful to Israel! And will never forsake us! He's the great I am! The almighty God is he! He's prepared a place for us! To spend our eternity! Won't you come and serve the God of Moses this hour? Behold his awesome works! And glorious power! His love can reach and soften any heart… Into a godly communion! YOU! And the God of Moses… Can have a glorious reunion! By Jim Pemberton
Marriage Is Under Attack Like Never Before! Marriage is under attack… And it's because… So many people have trampled "God's set of laws…" What once was ordained as "God's order of unity…" Has often resulted in so much "infidelity…" The God given covenant between a woman and a man… Is so distorted… How can one truly understand? All the way from Genesis to Revelation… God made it clear from the time of creation… It was Adam and Eve from the very start… As Eve was formed from a rib… Close to Adam's heart. They were joined together by their God above… Being a symbol of his creation and never-ending love This same God is the redeemer of your very soul… It's only in him that you can be complete and whole! You are invited to join the marriage supper of the lamb… Christ is the bridegroom and is waiting for your hand! Won't you accept God's proposal he offers to you? He's given the invitation… What will you do? He's coming for a bride who's sins are washed away! Won't you accept his proposal of love… Today? He remains faithful… And forever true! And has already said the words; "I DO!" By Jim Pemberton
I've Heard Of A lot Of People… I've heard of a lot of people who claim to serve God above. I heard that many of them proclaim a message of his love! I've heard of a lot of people who claim to know him too… Would one of these people be someone like YOU? I've heard of a lot of people who've made it known. They are making plans to soon be in their heavenly home! I've heard of a lot of people who are joyful. You can tell! They're in love with Jesus. And are doing quite well! I've heard of a lot of people who've made a wise choice! They read the word of God and seek their savior's voice! I know of a lot of people who have made a firm decision… They've given to God their hearts and undivided attention! I know of a lot of people who were stumbling along the way. Until they met the master… Who changed their life one day! I know of a lot of people that will soon be all together… When the Lord comes back soon and takes them with him forever! I know of a lot of people and I hope you're one of them… Who have accepted Christ. And are now born again! I know there's lot of angels in heaven waiting for you and me! Won't you join with these people to spend your eternity??? By Jim Pemberton 05/17/12
A world now standing still In awe of what was killed Frozen in the wake Of every lost mistake Nowhere to begin For every broken thing Silence strangles thought In shock of what I caught A darkness shining through Replaying every truth Alone beyond repair Repayments I can't spare And all in my defence I proclaim innocence Perhaps there was a time But not for my greatest crimes The pain has turned to ice My shame shrouded by night The stars will shape her face The hearts that I betrayed Averting all denial This humble crying child Desires to atone Until the dark is overthrown
Beyond fascination I have found a place in me... I have unlocked a door and opened to see a reslient inner entity. I assumed I was debilitatingly fearful and what I have found are mass elements of the bountiful... Seeds rise up and out whether viewed as brilliance or doubt. Allowing them to be and release into the timeless sea I create corrected harmony.
Can't do right, I try so hard with might, The smallest things I mess up or fail. Why can't I seem to overcome, learn, succeed and do ? Is there weakness, a fault , not enabling me through ? I'm expected to be good and just. Others so this desire, Help Friar !
I Was Talking To A Pastor The Other Day… I was talking to a pastor the other day… And was listening to what he had to say… We were talking about church and other things. Most important was sin and the pain it brings! When I was younger, we would have an altar call. But many today don't think it's worth it all! This pastor talked about how our culture has changed. Having an altar service now seems quite "strange." I remember when we used to cry and weep out loud. We weren't concerned about the crowd. He mentioned how hard it is to preach the truth. Many get offended and get quite rude! I could tell this pastor shared from his heart! He shared his passion for God right from the start! But in spite of his many Godly intentions. People need to want a Godly direction! There's an important truth we need to remember. Following Christ is more than being a church member! We must serve God with all of our heart and mind! May there be a love for Jesus that HE can find! May we serve God with all of our soul! Allowing his love to make us complete and whole! May we allow God's word to bring repentance within! And truly know what it means to be BORN AGAIN! By Jim Pemberton
From our mothers womb came we to this life live three score and ten experience joy and strife Life's end will come our body will work no more then death is our ultimate our closure of life's door God's book tells of judgement asking us for our say if take or reject his love offer will be our word on that day So born to die are we in this life that's me born to die is God's son to make God's salvation done poetgord
fall end down some, someone that can't find me when I'm lost and all the pieces I picked up that everyone behind me forgot and the small of me is somewhere well beyond me caught up If we get to get to that again Well we get to do that The days move faster And the knees Get to be bruised Under the jeans
I look in the mirror and see the years gone I can look beyond the glass out the window To the yards of my childhood I can smell the flowers and feel the grass 'neath my feet. I can hear the music blasting on the radio Mama callin' me for supper. I yearn to go back to that danged town I fought to get away and never look back, I never wanted to live there again. I guess there's a piece of me There in that little town. The town is small and so are the events You're everyone's business You can get a break and can't get away You don't even have a say You go to and from and people protest And those same people will still put you to the test I yearn to go back to that danged town I fought to get away and never look back, I never wanted to live there again. I guess there's a piece of me There in that little town. I made it to the big town K.C, Got myself a husband and a son and a place to live Settled in and made a life, got a career I swear I'll never return to my best friend Comfortable where I stand, Happy where I am I yearn to go back to that danged town I fought to get away and never look back, I never wanted to live there again. I guess there's a piece of me There in that little town. Well times are hard, And people are ruthless in this cut throat time Jobs are scarce and bills run high You never know what you'll hear at night The people are small in this big town Yeah people are small in this big town I yearn to go back to that danged town I fought to get away and never look back, I never wanted to live there again. I guess there's a piece of me There in that little town. I guess the town is small Just good ol' boys and girls havin' fun Small place, small town, small world People may talk and people may watch But the biggest thing in that small town Are the people after all. I yearn to go back to that danged town I fought to get away and never look back, I never wanted to live there again. I guess there's a piece of me There in that little town. -Heather Birdwell 9/22/2009
Jesus Has Come! That I May Know Him! Jesus has come! That I may know him! I want to serve and know all about him! What an opportunity I have! He's right here! He speaks words of love… True and sincere! I'm going to return the love, he's given to me! And the life he's given, so abundantly! The time is now! My choice has been made! There's nothing for Jesus, I would ever trade! He's worthy of all praise and honor I give! All of my failures… He's willing to forgive! Glory to Jesus! Praise him most high! I want to be with him! At the meeting in the sky! Come quickly, Lord Jesus! Set my heart on fire! That knowing you, will always be my desire! By Jim Pemberton
' Humble-Pie … ' 21st Senryu Bluebird asks, the Dove 'Who Bakes It and Where, Because … Humble-Pie Is Good (A Good-Reminder for Me … The MoonBee – Smile) May God Bless Everybody
As he ran to Tarish Quick as he could go Not taking time to pack He had no extra clothes Running in the opposite direction From where God said for him to go Carried a purse with some gold Boarded a ship filled with cargo He would make the trip right away Never fearing that God couldn't abide A soul gone in the state of blacksliding Trying to hide from God We all know the rest of the story So if blacksiding is your case Better repent and go on to Ninevah Unless you want to be Whale Bait They tell me inside of the Whale's belly Is smelly, dark, and full of acid That will bleach you up just white Then no one will know your color Only know where you have been Down in the pits of the stomach Of a mightly fish that has fins Repent, repent, for a good end
Worship the Creator.... Many worship the creature(man)... rather than the creator. This is often portrayed on t.v. and the theater. Twisting God's truth into a corruptible lie, Many seek anything they feel will "satisfy." Their minds become filled with wickedness of every kind. Not willing to give a loving God just a little of their time. Addictions creep in... often catching one unaware. Soon, trapping people into temptation's snare. Only the blood of Jesus can give a way to escape. You must do it now-- before it's too late! Only through him, can you have victory each day. With every temptation... Jesus will make a way! Worshiping the creator is what you were designed to do. All of heaven anxiously extends an invitation to you! Allow Jesus to bring true joy and satisfaction to your soul! It's only in him, that you can be set free and made whole! By Jim Pemberton
Selfish accusations align the walls while the honest roof crumples to the floor- and you're on the skyscraper ledge, debating to jump yet you don't have capability to lose what you've created. You can't escape even if you jump cause the lies twist the noose a bit tighter. And after every inch towards the ledge, you're faced with your own disaster. Buildings collapse chaos erupts and flashing back - you reach out and pierce my back. The slow steady kind- where the dagger peels into the flesh, separating veins, scooping up any flesh you want as your own. And when you realize you've had enough pleasure you trample over my lifeless body and do it all over again. When will the lies stop and when will your words be revised, thought upon and regretted. Better yet, when will you grow up and reap your own guilt instead of running around blaming me for all of your selfish problems. With one more tug at the noose, and one last sentence from you I salute your unnecessary drama, I salute all the hurt you've caused. Because though I broke your heart- I didn't break your pride.
I knew of a brother, who told me; "Go away!" Throughout the years, he had nothing to say! Perhaps I should put a trophy up on his wall… It would read: "1st place for not giving his brother a call." I'm not sure if it was something I did or said. It's almost like he "wishes I were dead." I wouldn't want to be walking in his shoes! It's him. Not me. That's going to lose! Is "cutting someone off," really our place? Especially those who've received God's grace? Should a trophy in your home be displayed? Has God's love in your life been portrayed? Rather than trying to give someone a "shove." Why not take time, and show him God's love? God's love speaks louder than 10,000 words. Especially to the many who haven't heard! Is there anyone whom you refuse to say; "I love you?" I pray that the love of Christ will reach you! Being an example of Christ needs to be our goal! His eternal peace and love needs to fill our soul! If you can't forgive... You'll neither be forgiven! Who is the Lord… Of the way you're livin'??? By Jim Pemberton
Are We Being Driven to God's Elimination? In the names of diversity and anti-discrimination. It's like we're being driven to God's elimination! God is being "forced" from many institutions! All in the name of this country's constitution! We're told that God and this country must be "separated." Anything less is what many would call; "discriminated." Any forms of Godly virtues or values are "torn down." Any symbol of a cross, is often "removed from the town." It's no wonder that this country's in such a big mess! And yet this country wants to be strong and blessed? "What shall the righteous do if the foundations are destroyed?" Meanwhile, the tide of ungodliness, is often "enjoyed." Those who are trying to remove God! You must beware! His judgment is soon coming! And will catch you unaware! There's will come a day! When God's wrath you will endure! The wages of sin is death! This is very true and sure! People may think that removing God is the "thing to do." Anyone who attempts to do will wind up as "a fool." Only God can fill the void in life and true love within! Only he has the power to free your soul from sin! The words; "in God we trust," in our lives must be applied! Everything we'll ever need… God has supplied! God is this country's hope! It's only true foundation! We need HIM right now! To come and heal our nation! By Jim Pemberton
Would You Be Ready, If Christ Came Today? Are you one who's ready for Christ' return? The way you're living... Are you concerned? Many try to find a love that will last... But outside church, their spiritual candle burns out fast. Many believe they're doing good and "o.k." As long as they give a little time and pray. Many have God's word and don't know the verses. You can see their Bible on Sunday, underneath their purses! A sense of excitement stirs each morning. But many fail to heed God's somber warning. Without holiness, no one shall enter God's throne. If Jesus came today... Would you be left alone? God knows the heart of man is wicked deep within. That's why Jesus said: "YOU MUST be born again." Be separate from the world's wicked and sinful ways. "Be ready for my coming," is what Jesus says. At God's house, his divine judgement shall start. Live for Jesus NOW! Love him with all of your heart! Keep this important thought in mind... If Jesus came today... Would you go, or be left behind? By Jim Pemberton
To know with full certainty That the path you tread Is of your own free will To see with sudden clarity Astray you were lead And the destiny you fill To be yourself again No bonds to impair Knowing where you've been Letting down your hair Your beautiful new wings spread To dry in the early morning sun Distant memories wipe away the dread Standing your ground, no need to run Blossoming in a garden fair Laughter comes lightly to your lips Spirit renewed and heart repaired Wonderful futures within your grip. Rlm
What Do I Say… To The One Who's Given So Much? What do I say… To the one who's given so much? How I enjoy being with him… And long for his touch! What do I say… To the one who's changed my way of living? I've been changed by his love and power of forgiving! What do I say… To the one who's brought a hope I never knew! He has brought me a new meaning in the words; "I LOVE YOU!" What do I say… To the one who's brought me healing? He has restored my life and brought a wonderful feeling! What do I say… To the one who's give me his very best? He's taking away all of my worries, heartache and stress! What do I say… To the one who is God's precious son? When I get to heaven… I hope he'll say; "well done!" What will I say… When one day, this life I'll depart? Throughout my life, may I keep Jesus close to my heart! What do I say… To the one whom I call my friend? I shall sing his praises over and over again! What Jesus has to say… Brings comfort to my soul! He's here now and is with me wherever I go! Where Jesus is… Is where I want to be! What he gives… Is a NEW life for you and me! By Jim Pemberton
Dear Lord, your beauty is admirable! Your eternal love is very desirable! The words you speak bring joy to my soul! You've restored and made me whole! Your presence is wonderful and sweet! With you in my life… I am totally complete! You have blessed me with so many things. Everlasting goodness is what you bring! I'm so thankful for all I have received. An abundant life with you, I have achieved! I bless and praise your wonderful name! I'm so happy you're here and glad you came! Your abundance of grace is more than I can speak of! You've done so much more than I can think of! All of my praise to you I am now giving! You've brought to me a new way of living! It is you that I will forever treasure and adore! With you in my life… I couldn't ask for more! By Jim Pemberton
We Have A Perverted Society That Needs Jesus! As we see a huge tide of a sexual invasion… We have largely a perverted generation! Just read the recent news, and you will hear… Another sex offender has begun to appear. There's many confused lives and warped minds. Involved with sexual filth of many kinds! Our country is "engulfed" with lustful things! Many not realizing the bondage, this often brings! We read the news, and are "shocked" at what we read… Yet there's so many hearts that ache and bleed! Is there any hope for a person who is trapped within? Who feel that they can't escape the bondage of sin? Jesus Christ can bring the victory that so many seek! Only he can bring fulfillment each day of the week! The lies of the sexual pleasures will only fool you! These temptations will bring bondage as they allure you! The freedom you need is not from a movie or a magazine! It comes from the blood of Jesus and the love he brings! There's a freedom in serving Jesus! I'm here to tell you! He loves you so much! And will NEVER fail you! Run from the sexual sin, and seek God to overcome! All victory is given! Through Jesus, his son! Jesus is all we ever need! And brings true satisfaction! A complete life renewed with a godly restoration! By Jim Pemberton
What A Wonderful Savior! What a wonderful savior, in Christ, I have found! He picked me up, when my life was crashing down! What an awesome Lord, I n Jesus, I know! His blessings in me, he wants to bestow! What an example in him, I have to live for! It was for us all, that Christ chose to die for! What a joy and happiness, to my heart, he brings! He gives me a reason to live, shout and sing! What an opportunity you have, to also know him! Won't you confess your sins? And bow before him? What a wonderful gift! You can receive his salvation! The past can be gone! You can be a NEW creation! By Jim Pemberton
What I meant to say was... I'm sorry, and I miss you, And I forgive you and I hate you I meant to tell you that I want to work it out between us, And it could never work between us, because There's this thing between us, Though you have my whole and soul I listen for your whisper at night, All day, I sickly dread crossing paths I promise you I meant to talk to you again, Unless I got in my way I cry to you, at you, sometimes for you But nevermore in front of you You've made me stronger than that, though I do love you I meant to tell you that you're scum What I meant to tell you was that I can still feel your love Your lies Your kiss Your sighs The quiet way you left me in the night Or the messy way I ripped you from my side Your wish to die Your guilt, my guilt, my lies Nevermore I want to cry What I meant to say is I'm drawn to you For love of danger, or neglect Not for love of myself (or is it?) What I meant to say is that I love you, But I choose me.
You indicated I don't listen. I respectfully disagree. I hear you. I just don't like what you have to say. Pretending to ignore you takes tremendous effort. Quick to dismiss that which emanates from a source other than your own lips – and it's not like you're the only one who likes to hear himself talk. Trying to sleep never should be undertaken. That's why we fall asleep. There's no effort. Fall's inevitable. There's a season for everything. But this one's short lived and seemingly doesn't come as often as it used to before global warming and other major concerns evidently. … thinking about our earlier discussion makes me wish I lacked lips and that the cliché about going in one ear and out the other was more literal than figurative. I figure eventually this noise will QUIET DOWN! so that trying morphs to falling and dreamless sleep supplants the constant drone of something terribly wrong. Panic attacks that neverend or seemingly seem so prior to this pillow talk – a case for a better container: containment is key. It turns out that my point of entry always my biggest nightmare. Big is such a small word. I wish it was more attentive of its status as an anomaly – just a monosyllabic monstrosity of awfulness. B-I-G A word so tiny even toddlers master its annunciation. BIG! From that which is so small. If I said I forgave you it would be nothing but a lie but you would not apologize anyway. So all this talk is trash. Be the big one. Say you're sorry. Just refuse for another Pronouncement of lackluster underachievement. My comfort zone. I'm sorry. Yet again.
Within the long days of night I ran seeking always to hide from the seer for only by my motion, could my spree like the unbridled wants of a negligent child be seen. Crying out to the throngs of sinners who sever the umbilicus of light which veers from the godhead, my soul sap suckled from this cape this husk, this endless span of time..I pan pan for the golden sepulcher peering through the pane of church windows never quite alive ..an orphan on a skewer I prance knowing only through healing pain can I persevere.
This 4th Of July To my fellow Americans, during this 4th of July. I have a thought.. . Here's why… When we salute our flag ever so grand. Our country's foundation is sinking in "quicksand." This is because. From God... We're way "off course." Driven by lust, greed and an "immorality force ." Our ungodly government continues to rule. Anything of God has been removed from the school. We hear of "separation of church and state." Anything of God... Many people seem to hate! America! Listen to what this message is about! Everything of God is slowly being taken out! We must return to Jesus!... He gives true freedom indeed!. The truth word of God's . Our country must read! Living for God is worth the cost! Without HIM... America is forever lost! By Jim Pemberton
dismissively lined as "dented and painted" protesting violence and raping of women those self-appointed, oh holy and sainted can we turn another cheek and forgive them? to relate to another with an iron-bar to relate to another with utter disdain to relate to another without human care is this the civility we wish to attain? you who are better, more worthy than other you who are truer, in eyes of your god you with blood bluer than natural mother might discern that it's you, who is flawed sticks, or bars, or clenched fists attest that you're no better than the rest with casting of glances from eyes that detest superimposed superiority is but a myth want and ignorance are alive and strong in all nations, so in all the world today actually, it's been that way - all along if we wish to civilize we must go all the way and speak for every individual that spins on this ball of rock that we call our home to evolve higher form we must be, in the end and remember, what is reaped, is what is sown © Goode Guy 2012-12-29 http://www.npr.org/blogs/thetwo-way/2012/12/28/168224273/victim-of-brutal-rape-in-india-dies-in-singapore-hospital?ft=1&f=1001 http://www.npr.org/2012/12/28/168185857/india-gang-rape-update http://www.npr.org/blogs/thetwo-way/2012/12/22/167879878/unprecedented-public-rage-over-gang-rape-in-india
Because of God, I Am Blessed! I am so blessed from God above! He's given me life and eternal love! I am so blessed, what he's given to me! I was blind… But now I can see! I am so blessed to receive his grace too! Where would I be God, if not for YOU? I am so blessed to be forever his! I'm so grateful for the life HE gives! I am so blessed! And will thankfully be… With my heavenly father for all eternity! I am so blessed, to know that we're not alone! Won't you invite Jesus… Into your heart and home? You'll be glad you did! This opportunity is given! Won't you accept him now? And be forgiven? By Jim Pemberton
Giving More Than Ten Percent… You told your pastor you gave your "ten percent." But what kind of life have you really spent? You put money in the offering plate last Sunday. What kind of person are you… Come Monday? Living for Christ is a total way of living… How much of your time have you been giving? Do you have a burden for the lost souls of men? Do you have the power of God living within? No matter how much of church you're "involved.. " The problem of sin in you will go "unsolved." Christ must be your #1 goal and ambition… He must be your true source of spiritual nutrition. Jesus must be the focus of your love and attention… He's done more for you than one could ever mention. He is the answer to a crazy world gone "upside down.." He'll do more for YOU than " the biggest church in town." 100 percent of your life is what Christ wants to receive… If heaven as your home… Is what you wish to achieve. Christ is here right now… No need for an appointment. Won't you receive his love and precious anointment? He'll do more than any church building could every do! Won't you allow him to make your life BRAND NEW? By Jim Pemberton 11/21/11
Stay now with me , and listen to my sighs, Bidding me to drain the curse and know it all. Feigned that I spake ill of thee, As to who beholds two currents thwart amid the fluctous profound. Pass , pass upon your way , for I grow never old...and townward take to their whirring flight. That o'er the green cornfield did pass as I trembled. Remarking how ill we are ; all dissembled. Hands, that the rod of empire might have swayed, in one long yelllow string wound. Tell how they lived and died not heeding to the blight. Dying in distant music, even as it came... upon the fated night , gloomy encompassing thee around. And in the green underwood and cover, up , from the mystic play of shadows twining and twisting as if they were alive... Mindful the while that thus time flies for you, That I myself was not more whimsical. Burning more truely as it dwells, than where the lights scatter amid two voices. And all else is silent & perfect with my choices.
God Is Awesome and His Beauty Displayed! God is awesome and his beauty displayed! He's my protector! I've no reason to be afraid! God is wonderful! And his glory never ends! He is my Lord! My provider and friend! God is magnificent! And his glory is real! Behold the God of Abraham, Jacob and Israel! God is omnipresent! He's wherever I go! His son Jesus, has totally cleansed my soul! He's the reason that I am here today! I love him much more, than words can say! He's the reason why I can face tomorrow! He's removed my pain, guilt and sorrow! His word is my guiding light as I travel on. It shows me what is right.. And what is wrong! He put his love, like a shield around me! I once was lost, but his spirit found me! He's given to me his faithfulness! Forever true! And spoke to me; "I'll forever LOVE YOU!" He's my rock, my hope and salvation! Through Jesus, there is no separation! He can be your God too! Why not come to him? Through Jesus, is where a new life BEGINS! By Jim Pemberton
Listen to my words, oh God. Consider my meditation. You are my God. My fortress. My salvation! Listen to the voice of my cry... YOU are my king! You've given me a reason to shout and sing! Unto you Oh Lord… Do I kneel and pray… You are with me every hour and day! My voice shall you hear in the morning… As I read your word and listen to your divine warning! Unto you… My God. I shall direct my prayer… You are omnipresent. And are always there! You take no pleasure in those who do wickedness… But delight in those who seek righteousness! I shall come into your house of mercy and grace… And shall spread your good news all over the place! I shall worship you in your most holy temple May I daily seek you and be a Godly example… Thank you Lord for your patience and understanding… As I lean on your arms that are everlasting! You have given me a hope and love deep within. It's in you my Lord, where true life begins! By Jim Pemberton Read Psalms 3:1-4
Are you making an excuse for a "hidden" sin... which is causing trouble in your heart within? We have all sinned and fallen short of God's glory... Christ' work on the cross is a wondrous story! The freedom of Jesus will overflow your soul... When the "secret sin" you have, you choose to let go! Don't allow the mark of this sin to cause a stain... A foothold in your life is what it will claim! Allow Jesus to cleanse you of all unrighteousness... Begin a new walk in HIS beauty and holiness. Not being hindered by this ""secret" sin"... Will help you to know the JOY of being born again! By Jim Pemberton
As I gaze out upon the open sea I am but bombarded with strife for everything I touch dissolves away I crash repeatedly on the ocean floor surrounded by deafening beauty The calmness almost evades my senses as I am rushed and pushed upon the rocks baffled by the omnious outlook of what is and was a season of hatred known as my life I am but doomed to drown in my own abyss symbolic second only to the insurmountable climb ahead of me it would take an ocean to wash away my sins and an ocean to cleanse me through but as I pray for winter to approach I finally realize winter has come early for this is my winter daze.
I seem, as I truly seem, not stating, what is, in my mind. Experiencing am I, of a, past moment. A moment, I just, can not leave behind. Remembering like it, was yesterday, again, to me, the past, seems so real. Becoming a part, of the moment, in the role, with the same emotions, that I feel. Away was I, from the familiar, upon a quest, to fight, for the free. The honor, of wearing, a soldier uniform, to defend, and annihilate, the enemy. Buddies beside me, in the commotion, us facing, the same, wrong time, and place. Tears coming down, my very eyes, as I now, can vividly see, his frighten face. Because for him, the end, was coming, as he, fought hard, during the whole attack. He then lie there, while us, his buddies, voraciously tried, to revive him entirely back. Back alive, he wasn't becoming, coming home, to those, whom loved, him all. My thoughts, and prayers, are with his family, to others, I've been, nothing but a brick wall. Me dealing, with the sadness, guilt, and anger, together in unison, and each, now and then. Finally realizing, by living, I shows him, love, of him, giving his life, from way, back when.
The Faithful Servant Thy Beloved Invisible thy to you You to I Yet Bound by our Fathers love on High All of these bodies. Make Up One Nation Under God There is no true life without the Father The Son The Holy Spirit His Spicket Drenches us in his Love He Loves Every One Why Then, Do You Search for answers? The answer is clear Christ is saying to you I AM HERE! ! ! The quest within you from whence born again The transformation was to begin Walking in Blind Faith Though Seeing More Clearly The Lord Is By Our Side He is Our General To Lead us in our battles We strive for Perfection Falling short of His Grace Each Time Knowing We are Human Accepts Us Lovingly He Stretches out his hands with the mighty key of Love Faith Hope Love The Greatest of these is Love He said This is How my Father in Heaven Lived So Shall I By opening the door, you shall wake the Father. Well Done Good and Faithful Servant! ! ! ! Well Done! ! ! Peter LeBuhn
God Is Our Refuge And Strength... God is our refuge and strength, in a time of trouble. He's there to pick me up... when I fall and stumble. I will not fear, though the whole earth be shaken. And the mountains be thrown into the ocean's deep basin. Though the waters roar, and the trees shake with fear; I am never alone.... for God is always near.. There is a river, whose streams bring forth gladness. God is in it's midst and brings true happiness. Let the heathen rage... and the whole earth melt too. The Lord of hosts is with us, and shall protect YOU! Behold his works... and see what he has made. He has caused wars to cease... & destroyed weapons displayed. Be still... He is God and is exalted to glory up on high. He is our protector. He is El-Shadaii! The Lord of hosts is with us... all of heaven does proclam. The awesome power and glory there is... in HIS majestic name! By Jim Pemberton Psalm Ch. 46
as we commemorate the 10th anniversary of a day we'll always remember over three thousand lives taken on the eleventh day of September but for the grace of God it might have been me to have been one of those lives taken away in the midst of that tragedy life is a series of sequences and events that take place and I know that as a child of Christ I'm living under His grace at the time I had a job that was located in tower seven but on that day I was in Brooklyn or I might have died and gone to heaven safe in the borough of Kings working at the primary election polls far away from the events that on New York took such a toll the nation and the world were shook to their foundations that anyone would dare to strike at the very heart of our nation two airliners purposely driven into the World Trade Center Twin Towers an attack on American soil in the early morning hours and as I sit in church today on our annual Homecoming day I reflect on the fact that many will never come home again mothers, fathers, sons, daughters, co-workers, family and friends and while I sit in this anointed pew the awesomeness of the glory of God in me has been renewed a day to remember as we share the communion of our Lord Christ a day to also remember a day that forever changed our lives
How tenderly you cared for me when you found me broken on the road did lift me up gave me your own cup removed from me my heavy load You dressed my wounds with healing balm every injury you sought repair I do not think I'd be alive today without your love and finest care You took me in to your own home every hurt did you seek to ease a lifetime of their damage done the bruise and cuts of the abusive All the words that struck like whips not a place on me untouched I cower and cringe like an animal back against the wall I've clutched When I cried you sat by my side gently held me in your embrace your patience here coaxed my fear till I could look you in the face I would follow you where 'ere you go just to hear the kindness of your voice where you live I will make my home there to learn your ways my choice To lay in pain was deaths refrain but instilled a desire to life but promised me that I would see a world where lived no strife So in my mind I'm no longer blind you will achieve this reality for I know if I live like you a life in paradise will be For all the wrong you sought to heal for within the joy of heart I feel I cried when I saw a body malformed the ridicule of the mean those they scorned You were hard of hearing could barely see but the schoolyard kids laughed heartily so many places for lessons to learn but only yourself was your concern It was long ago I left you behind to pursue and learn the gentle mind no interest have I to follow the crowd of the livin' large and out loud Luke 10: 30 In reply Jesus said: "A man was going down from Jerusalem to Jericho, when he was attacked by robbers. They stripped him of his clothes, beat him and went away, leaving him half dead. 31 A priest happened to be going down the same road, and when he saw the man, he passed by on the other side. 32 So too, a Levite, when he came to the place and saw him, passed by on the other side. 33 But a Samaritan, as he traveled, came where the man was; and when he saw him, he took pity on him. 34 He went to him and bandaged his wounds, pouring on oil and wine. Then he put the man on his own donkey, brought him to an inn and took care of him. 35 The next day he took out two denarii[e] and gave them to the innkeeper. 'Look after him,' he said, 'and when I return, I will reimburse you for any extra expense you may have.' 36 "Which of these three do you think was a neighbor to the man who fell into the hands of robbers?" 37 The expert in the law replied, "The one who had mercy on him." COPYRIGHT © 2012 C Michael Miller Via Duboff Law Group LLC
Sitting alone in a hotel room Looking out over flat roofed buildings At twinkling lights across the Island. How many lights? How many people? Sitting alone in their rooms? Looking out. Alone. Searching. Despairing of finding ourselves. Fearful of discovery That I am Me. Who is dying? Slowly but slowly we all surely will. Choice is everything.
Jesus... The Rock Of Ages! Through the storms of life's sea that rages… I found a shelter in Christ! The rock of ages! He's here to help me with life's uncertainties… And will help me through life's difficulties! He's my solid rock and a solid foundation! I can turn to him, no matter the situation! He's here to guide us and to lead us along… Even when everything in life is "going wrong!" He is my help, shelter and a strong tower! He is here to help me… Every day and hour! He's given to me and my family his blessing! There's nothing from him I want to be missing! Jesus… The rock of ages and wonderful friend! He's brought me peace and hope within! Glory to God for his mercy and love! He's my protector and shelter from heaven above! By Jim Pemberton
There were three Hebrew men with one desire. They served the true God! And were cast into the fire! King Nebuchadnezzar ordered them to bow to a false idol. But they made up their minds to serve the God of the Bible! He ordered them thrown into the furnace so hot! But there was a lesson here, that was to be taught! As he looked in… He couldn't believe what he saw! He had seen the living son of God, after all! At this sight, his words broke and his body trembled! The Hebrews were unharmed! No matter how hot the fire was kindled! He called them out, yelling for them one by one. He knew they had a visit from God's holy son! He looked! And their bodies weren't even burned! They trusted their God! And had no reason for concern! This same God who rescued the three Hebrew men… Is the same God who can rescue you from sin! Though the "fires of life, may be "hot and burning." It's in the direction of God… That you need to be turning! The living son of God would like to visit you today! Won't you listen to the words of life, he has to say? He is the true God! The king of kings is he! And invites you to be with him! For all eternity! By Jim Pemberton
' Generous Words … ' 18th Senryu Love … is A Give-Word God … is A Generous Word Forgive … Says It All
------ The blood to the Cross Has long since been lost Fore the courage of Jesus Far exceeded the cost ------ We should kneel Thusly, we should Surely pray -For- The blood of Jesus Has carried yet, -Another day ------ Where ever there Is a call to Jesus Their shall be love And sacrifice along the way A tribute to us all GF
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