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As long as there is prayer You'll find me on my knees Looking up to the heavens Crying out to God, "Please!" And as long as you're out there If I have breath left in me With a longing in my heart I will set out on life's sea Looking for where we.. were we Girl it's killing me Dying cause we're apart You were once filled with joy and laughter We sailed together without fear We had our song we loved to sing it Now I sing alone and no one hears Everyday a tidal wave of questions Looked for answers nothing was clear Sudden storm we didn't see it coming You lost trust quickly disappeared So as long as there is prayer You'll find me on my knees Looking up to the heavens Crying out to God, "Please!" And as long as you're out there If I have breath left in me With a longing in my heart I will set out on life's sea Looking for where we.. were we Girl it's killing me Dying cause we're apart I set sail in unchartered waters Breeze of hope comes from nowhere Set my course you are my purpose Want to show you I really care Strong belief girl, i'll find you When I do you're gonna see That in my arms love will find you My doubted promise was always true So as long as there is prayer You'll find me on my knees Looking up to the heavens Crying out to God, "Please!" And as long as you're out there If I have breath left in me With a longing in my heart I will set out on life's sea Looking for where we.. were we Girl it's killing me Dying cause we're apart 1-22-15
I LOVE THEE I am no voluptuous beauty nor do I live a life of purity I can only say: I love wholeheartedly with all I am so truthfully I keep my heart open though it gets hurt so often I avoid to be irate as I know love changes the heart rate.. Guys tried to coo and woo, they say words as for "only you" Yet, hard to believe it is true as I see some untrue I give chances as my heart marks with tact entrances I learned from various instances looking man in romances In places where rules impede, two persons who wants to bid Not of money but of affection, in them must be determination I love thee not of what you have… Not even of who you are but to how you are to me… If I love you, don't tell me much what to do… As me, myself will show you, I am that real and true.. Yes, I am liked by many but tell you what: I don't like this honey nor am I proud of it in anyway One is enough to make me stay Stand with me through it all, I give my best not to fall My name your sweetest call echoing in every wall.. Hold me firm yet dear; allow me to move closely We'll make it anyhow, treading smoothly on flows... We are strong, aren't we? No one moving alone Together we'll face phases in tune, though there will dunes.. © OLIVE ELOISA D. GUILLERMO 3:25 pm, 07/13/2013 CONTEST: ANY POEM GOES #13 SPONSOR: POET DESTROYER 8TH PLACE (TO GOD BE THE GREATEST GLORY)
Wrapping your loving arms around somebody whom you love with passion.... is an expression of affection, and no one expects a reward! Only God gives love freely... to demonstrate how intense is kindness; and we ought to give it kindly, not shying away from mindfulness! Giving more than you have to someone who needs comforting words... is surely an expression of affection, and deeper understanding without recompense! Our struggles may cause us to worry, leaving behind unpleasant reminders... that we never learn from errors and continue to act improperly? Smiling widely and honestly is the truest expression of affection, welcomed as the most genuine intention; why can't we all love sincerely? This life is none than a short jeourney, fulfilling what's called destiny; lives are glorified by their deeds, but also destroyed by insidious influences! Coming to the rescue of your closest friends, who seem troubled by hardships or pain, helps them find hope when they only had tears; stand by them with that expression of affection!
Water- Lauryn hill unplugged( Kian breakfast in bed) I shouldn't spend so much time in the forlorn Saddened by the mistakes that haunt me The past for which I can not change is gone for good Rinsed down the drain. And that's a good thing A filtration system meant to recycle in the fresh experiences and insights that will quench my thirst. I wasn't the last and I wont be the first. Love is alot like water, or a running spring, or maybe a well Time will tell if this levy will break again, if my heart bursts open it could become a tsunami, the epic disaster would be immeasurable the carnage that devastates all who crosses the path. The pain is palpable, disease is incurable, the number of affected people is a toll that is non billable. You do the math. The water I speak of can be stream in a meadow,, It can be redirected as she could be swimming up stream with a different fellow. My heart is yellowed, afraid of this angry sea, Mighty storm torrential rain before me. Never mind that I can't swim, can't save you if I tried, besides who can swim and cry? I've drowned in my failures drifting along until I found this life line Now it's a combination of destiny, and time. Will I beach at a paradise or beaten by the rocks while floating down stream. Sublime. The water is a force, the beach beckons, can't have earth sans water. Can't have food, can't have rain, can't have showers, baths, soak pain away, rinse away, drink to cure, can be serene and pure. Visceral, celestial,natural, perennial, preferential, moving about my earth directing my new flow. Cleansing me letting it all go taken away lost in your ocean living off the idea that inside me will one day again grow.
Battered and bruised they come Scattered and torn they come Homeless and lost they come Lord, they come.. Mocked at and pained they come Laughed at and scorned they come Hopeless and maimed they come Lord, they come.. Unclean and sick they come Diseased and lame they come Tormented and hurt they come Lord, they come.. Trampled and faint they come Rejected and stained they come Wearied and shamed they come Lord, they come Open the gates they come Clear all the ways they come Let angels praise they come Lord, they come... Lord, they come... Lord, they come...
She slips away silently, to escape mothers screams And crawls so softly, into bed, into dreams His dreams became so dark Left them to his escape into the dark To dream open eyes outside window Across his vision he saw as light lost its flicker Loss for air she lay, sobbing away sorrow But she felt invaded, grasping in surprise's horror So close these shattered mirrors lay A soft curious cry,a leaf blow away Together now their halos became so clear The coping of bewildered souls to share He slips away silently, to escape his skeleton's haunts And crawls softly, into new arms, to cure a world of wants
Alas, soon it will be morns of frost and icy chill With its lonesome blues forever: But nigh O God is the power and the glory In my Spanish boots of Spanish leather Somewhere out there breathes my own true love - Someone to see through my blether: For among the prickly thorns blooms the rose In my Spanish boots of Spanish leather I've dreamt the dulled dreams of silent sorrow And dwelt on its sad end - if ever! The shuffle in my step is a long time coming In my Spanish boots of Spanish leather With acute sense unspoken I've mused on thee Buoyed by this portent together: If only to find I would walk the farthest mile In my Spanish boots of Spanish leather I'm off, my beloved, where the four winds blow To journey among birds of a feather: And girl, wherever I go I know I'll get there In my Spanish boots of Spanish leather How sweet it is - your shining moist lips on mine, Whose heart with mine does tether: Come to me, my lovely, before it's too late, In my Spanish boots of Spanish leather O when my epitaph fades into the darkest night And words unsaid are buried nether... Hark, call out my name and promise bury me In my Spanish boots of Spanish leather "So take heed, take heed, of the western wind, Take heed of the stormy weather": Yes, there is something to remember me by - My Spanish boots of Spanish leather With apologies to Bob Dylan. ------------------ I actually had a pair of Spanish boots of Spanish leather. I loved those boots! April 1997
I feel my mind go wondering back And let the years unfold To when I first met you When we were only twelve years old So innocent and young we were Just holding hands together When we shared our first kiss I thought you'd stay with me forever But then as we grew up I left behind my school girl days It broke my heart to turn our backs And go our separate ways And as the years passed by I tried to put you from my mind For I had family ties now Leaving memories far behind But you and I had something That forever would be there A love that grew from innocence That no one else could share And though I tried forgetting In my heart you did remain For deep inside I knew one day Our paths would cross again We couldn't hide our feelings Though we both knew it was wrong For we were man and woman now The boy and girl had gone But deep inside we'd always known That 'we' could never be While you were tied to someone else I had my family So once again you walk away But never will you know The sadness and the pain inside The tears I'll never show The heartache that will stay with me Until the day I die For you will always be the love I lost Who said goodbye... By Raina Hutchins (written for my friend)
If the world were full of hippies there'd be nothing left to prove except peace and understanding and a little bit of groove Noone would be homeless Like many live today We'd build beautiful communes where anyone could stay Together we'd make music to the beat of mother earth there'd be no fighting or war Everyone sharing equal worth We'd grow our own vegetables and create trinkets to sell We'd open up our minds break free from our shell Every colour and every race would teach one another we'd become a united family every sister, every brother We'd bless all gods creatures show respect for the land Give free hugs to everyone openminded to understand Nature would speak to us Our world would become one with peace and understanding and a little bit of fun
The Words I never Hear I hear the sound of the rain beating On my window pain.. I hear the birds talking up A storm…. I hear others telling one another What I never hear…. I never hear I care about you.. I never hear you're beautiful… I never hear you are special…. I never hear don't worry I will stand by you….. I never hear the most important words That assures anyone That they matter I NEVRE HEAR I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUU AT ALL…… I never get Hugged and here It will be ok Kandee 2011
If you were, to look deep inside of my eyes, Look past, my faults and imperfections. Look past all that seems confusing and different. You could see my heart, and if you look even closer, You may fall in love with all that, I could be and all that I have already become. You could grow with me, You could understand me, and you could embrace beauty that is deeper than the outer shell. Slowly, you could love every inch of my being. And appreciate Every breath that we have taken together. Once you have fallen in love with my soul, Then you have truly loved me. You see, my outer appearance will change, and I may begin to look different as the years, pass by. If you have fallen in love with my spirit, my heart. This will not change your love for me. When you have learned to love me, for what is inside of me, We have made it, and can dance through this life together. And as long as you stand near me through this life, I can live. I can breath and I can learn. When this is found this is Love! Beauty is only measured from within. Looks will fade on the outside, However, always be found again when someone looks deep inside your eyes! Time doesn't change that beauty, it is a gift!
I was telling a friend the world will someday be a better place He said, "You're out of your mind. Get out of my face. The rich man sings while the poor man screams. A better place? Maybe, in your dreams. I said, "You're right. Maybe in my dreams. Because in my dreams, I see it changing I see the world rearranging In my dreams we will hate no more In my dreams there will be no war In my dreams there is a world of love With blessings showered from heaven above. There are lakes and rivers and clear mountain streams I can see it all in my dreams. The bitterness you feel will all be gone There will be a brotherhood to carry on There will be charity and faith and hope And a caring heart to help us cope. There will be an end to human fears We will no longer see a mother's tears We will stand proud, we will stand tall In my dreams I can see it all. In my dreams we will know our worth In my dreams there will be peace on earth So, in a way, you're right it seems I can see it happening in my dreams."
When I go away,from the places where I'd play... Don't forget to say, I remember Him this way. The stories about when We were young and bold... the dances and the girls I'd hold. Remember how I used to drive, without fear, GOD on my side... fast and slick, my cars they shined, so many cars so little time. How I won those races, and the grins upon my face... how I like women wearing silk and lace. Remember that I wanted a family... kids to enjoy, a little girl and three little boys. Stole from Me when they were small... remember I missed and LOVE' em all ! How we fished and boated too, My old trucks and the coupe' ,a '32. The times that were good with harmony... My life so rich and full ,on My way to blessed eternity. When I go don't put Me away... think of the songs I wrote and played. Remember Me when the day is thru... the good I used to do, great memories of ME and YOU !! By Perri R Voge for My kids, Colt,Sheena, Clint & Nash
Darkness surrounds me Your breath, skin, and words cover me Shadows, memories, my body black and blue Enough wounds from you I want to be free Free from touching you Something always brings me back to you A song, a picture, a voice in time All put you back in my mind I want to be free Free to be just me Moving physically out of your reach Running, hiding, checking over my shoulder Looking for the weapon that pierces through time One that cuts like a knife Making you totally gone from my life Bleed and make me free Free and strong may I be
The places I go when looking into your eyes, Away from reality and all the lies. I wonder if you see the same things in me, If our love could ever be; But then she comes into the picture, And I realize the looks you give to her Are the same looks I give to you, But our love I never pursue. I don't know why I sit back and watch As your love for her grows and mine is lost. I guess I'm holding on to a dream That unfortunately will never be.
I'm sitting here again, Just waiting for a call So I can put on my suit And help someone get up from their fall. It's not an easy job, This whole Superwoman thing. Flying through the sky, Moving at lightening speed. As I sit here waiting, I'm contemplating Whether or not I should do something, Because this is getting boring. The music is on its sixth rotation. I had every word memorized after the second, But I know as soon as I start something, Of course, I'll hear the ring. It never fails. When it finally does ring, I put the "S" on my chest. I'm there in two seconds Helping clean someone's mess. Broken lives and tattered dreams, This is my reality. Broken hearts. So many tears I've wiped from eyes for all these years. The children are the hardest to behold. How do I save them from shattered homes? The "S" on my chest is only a sign. I'm not God. I can't go back in time. I can't change the lives given to them. I'm just here to help their little hearts mend. When my job is done, I head back home, Take the "S" off my chest, And lay down to rest. Until the next time I get a call And put my "S" back on to save someone from their fall.
Little stuffed bear lying on a bed Made of odd pieces of cloth Not as handsome as store-bought bears Of this he was ashamed But he captured the heart of a little girl And of this he was rightfully proud Nestled in her arms So loving each night He led a charmed life He brought sweet dreams or so it seems and had no wants at all Years passed, and the little girl grew to think he was of no more use to her He found himself in a trash can His heart so hurt the angels cried And this is what they swore To teddy bear heaven they carried him to rest in well earned peace But from heaven he could not bear to be He wanted to be with her That you surely see One night the girl had a frightful nightmare and cried out for her bear And in a flash our Teddy came To keep away the scare Now Teddy again lies on her bed On his face a mighty grin Cause Teddy found out his one great love Indeed still needed him.
Are we visited from another world? I think we are ,but we are never told. They visit some times late at night, So they are not detected by our lights. Our radars they can fool,theres no doubt, They fly through our air space, in and out. The only way we know that they have arrive, Is when they put thier space ship into a dive. One crashed in the desert , a long time ago, But it was all hushed up, no one was to know. It leaked out in the press that very same night, By people who witness the falling lights. The army told people to stay away, To have nothing to say about what they had seen that day. But we as a people, think all should know, If you want to visit the site, then you should go. We often wonder why they would come this far, From a distant planet out there in the stars. Is it because we are related in some way, Or are they just passers by, its hard to say. Now its our turn to travel to other worlds, To see if we can meet other boys and girls. We hope they will be friendly, when we finally meet, To live with out War , now that would be neat. I hope they dont see us as a war type, And have come there to cause trouble and fight. For its Love and Peace ,that we should share, Even though we still dont have it here. Innocent people are dieing here every day, We know we can stop it, so lets find a way. We have to bring people togather in love and peace, So when we get to thier world, we will have a smile on our face.
There once was a princess so beautiful, That all those who beheld her Wanted her hand forever There was, at this time, A White Knight In shining armor (save a few tarnish spots he'd somehow overlooked) Who roamed the land Seeking justice and true love Unbeknownst to those in the kingdom, The beautiful princess was secretly controlled, and endlessly tortured; By evil dragons Servants of a Dark Sorcerer Dragons of abuse, loneliness and jealousy- She desperately sought a love One promised in a dream... A total and true love Independent of her beauty, or her wealth The White Knight; Clumsy at times- Had the keenest vision in all the land And the purest inner heart His sword was sharp (sharper than him) And dragons fled from him He searched the land For the true love he so needed One day the knight came upon the Princess's realm One glimpse and his heart was hers But dragons have wings And the host of dragons flapped their's so furiously... that the ground shook The knight stumbled, Smiting his head Suddenly his vision fouled He knew in his heart he had to rescue her... from these fierce dragons But his vision, now blurred Would not let him wield his sword in defense Heros sometimes fail- As did our brave knight... And the dragons Prevailed The princess still waits In her lonely tower She will not forget- His love, and his valor- She will not be free... She will await a new, braver, stronger knight But he may never come And the dragons may lose next time... And the princess our knight prays... Will be happy, And free- At last."
Storms can come at any time There are mountains that we climb Sunshine helps to ease the pain We have to revel in the rain Revel in the rain Within the swirling squall When your back's against the wall And you're feeling so very small Revel in the rain Life can take us for a ride It's like swimming against the tide When we lose more than we gain It's time to revel in the rain Revel in the rain Looking to the sky Spread your wings and start to fly Let the freedom make you sigh Revel in the rain When you give all that you've got You'll find you're better than you thought You wouldn't have grown without the pain Raise your arms and revel in the rain Revel in the rain Shout to the heavens, I'm alive Feelings of triumph I revive When all is done I will survive Revel in the rain
"...you have one duck... I saw it." "no crickets, but yes, the sound" ~I have some fish, swimming around... Who are you? And where do you be? As I walk this forest, how do you, see me? A cricket's sound, some fish around, But you and you lost to my sea. Why, do you two follow me? An open door, extended before, A hand, a smile, I waited awhile, with hopes and maybe some fantasy. I hoped you woulda, woulda hit on me. But in retro, I did so see... My time of past, dyes deep and fast, a flow, a hum, my life was numb. In a time of change, I rearranged, the elements of my being. I changed, to my Me Becoming. And I stopped in my tracks, while in my running. Hanging there was Venus dear, A photo I gave you, from above. The Sun ablaze, the Moon amazed, while I heard your Heart. My love... But questioned I when you raised an I, and you didn't reply to my song? I sang again! And I glared at you then, but you turned, as though I were wrong? A butterfly, a kiss by your eye... and yet, I still wonder why your park is gone. And the Indian Sang, but you heard no song? ~Know. The journey is Long...
When your day is not going well, look around to find someone to tell your problems and worries to... unless you lose heart and hope and make you empty and blue, but will you cope with your hurt? The wonderful joy of being alive: lies in the secret of facing your struggles, and change despair into love; many don't try hardly enough... they give up and wait for miracles... others erase their pain with a laugh! When your day is not going well, try to say a short and simple prayer: that'll give you more strenght to bear... and if misery knocks you down, stand up again, and start looking at life with new eyes; all the way through...your courage will arise! Finding a better way is very pratical, and when you reach your goal... you'll lend your kind hand to even passing strangers, and love them as your very special friends; then you won't be lonely and sad!
You came away looking innocent, nothing pointed out to suspecion that could do a lot harm... by hiding what was really important; even the words you said made such a good impression to let you have me whenever you would, to shut those eyes to something very wrong! My good-bye in song will help you carry along; inside I may hurt...but not very long; who will be by my side when the need is strong? My good-bye in song can't be explained without words... to feel the loss in my empty hands! Someone's else eyes search for mine, how could I betray the truest and deepest feeling... remembering the warm touches we were sharing? Another hand is ready to hold mine, and another smile different from yours... can change,overnight, these love-blues! My good-bye in song is no exscuse to forget my set-back; only to hold on this regret... until I hear your apology, but who can bring back that fantasy?
Born into tragic reckoning, We understand that all the bliss we have is but a moment in Creation, Elation and tragedy come to nothing beneath the last breath our body takes, And death opens wide to swallow us into that great mystery. Born into tragic reckoning, We try and create a memory that lives beyond our countenance, But that memory is hollow compared to the touch of loved ones, We grow and live knowing that someday we will lose our parents and friends to that dark dominion, And yet does death still sting as before? Born into tragic reckoning, A man lived in sorrow, hoping and reaching for a better tomorrow, Born into poverty and oppression, A man refused to accept the limitations of his age and grew to become like no manner of man that has ever existed. Born into tragic reckoning, a man grabbed the hand of God and demanded life, And when it was his time to die he embraced the abyss, Three days later he rose from death's clutches and said, "I am that I am." The great dream of tomorrow beyond the sting of loss is real and it is rather the sensation that things end which is mistaken. For there was and is a man, who will ensure that tragedies are transformed into triumphant reconciliation. For there was and is a man, who guarantees that even in the height of despair there really is no end and all mysteries give way to beginnings of blessing. Oh Death, because of a man who was, who is, and who will be where is your sting? Or sorrow where is your victory? For death can rule no soul. So into the great beyond, go with courage dear sister, go with courage.
There is a place where one can go To laugh, to hope, to always know There's nothing too hard for you to stand When you dare to come to Fantasy Land. Oh Yes, do come to Fantasy Land. Come soar with me to heights unknown To ecstasies not yet full blown To dreams, and schemes and wondrous plans They're here – right here in Fantasy Land. There's laughter here in Fantasy Land. There is a place with song, and dance And moonlit nights made for romance And all these things are at your command If you believe in Fantasy Land. The air is fresh in Fantasy Land. With sunlit days and starlit skies, And streams and lakes; palm trees so high And oyster pearls to hold in your hand But you must believe in Fantasy Land The sun is here in Fantasy Land. Imagine your troubles are melting away With thousands of moonbeams lighting your way Whatever you need, or want and plan Is yours, when you come to Fantasy Land. Enhance your mind in Fantasy Land. For what do you have if not today? Those sorrows and problems can fade away For a time, at least – yes, feel the sand – on the beach It's here, in Fantasy Land. Across the bridge, in Fantasy Land Composed on: 7/2/2009 Entry in Contest: "Out Of Water" Sponsored By: Sheri Fresonke Harper"
I remember the very first time I saw you, You wiped the sweat off your forehead, I remember what all I use to say to you, Followed my heart, I love you, Maybe I needed to guard what I say, Or express it in another way, I hope I did you no harm, Or is that what you call destiny, Please know in your heart, Eventhough how things played out, My life and all its' worth, Worth calling existing - living, And without ever crossing paths, My life would have been blah, Words can not express how I feel about you, Celebrate our love, if nothing more ever than be my best friend, You are my very breath and hope of hearing from and possibly seeing you, The very reason I make it through another day, Our love we will celebrate far and away, But in my heart, you are right here with me today, I love you friend, You make this world and all it contains worth living, My heart smiles when it thinks of you, I will somehow express my heart before I leave this earth, So much I want to say, I don't want to complicate things, I just want you to be healthy, happy and carefree, I know you love me, You don't have to say it like I so often do, I knew day one, When I became good friends to you! I love you, boo! I do! Best of luck, Live like you were dying!
When you're overwhelmed with struggles And you don't know what to do Your hopes have been cruelly crushed And your answers are all too few Oh, you feel the urge within you To let go of all your dreams Don't drown in desperation It's not as bad as it all seems Hold my hand It doesn't have to be this way Hold my hand Let me help you through the day Hold my hand When the cares of life bind you And the pain it seems to blind you It can all now be behind you.. Just hold my hand Now life's fears are brutal liars And they can often make you think That you're alone in this world And everything around you stinks But that's not the way it has to be When you feel you're at your wits end You know you don't have to walk alone Replace those fears with a faithful friend Hold my hand It doesn't have to be this way Hold my hand Let me help you through the day Hold my hand When the cares of life bind you And the pain seems to blind you It can all now be behind you.. Hold my hand Hold my hand, hold my hand Just hold my hand Just hold my hand Take my hand 1-5-15
I miss you Nan, everyday, and my life it seems so hard without you by my side Nan, I don't know where to start I thought about you yesterday, today and last week too I think about you everyday and i don't know what to do I wish it would get easier Nan, since you told me to forget but it's too hard to forget you Nan, and your suffering I can't accept I know you wouldn't want this Nan, and I'm sorry I cant move on But your smile, your laugh, your swearing Nan, I cant believe that it's gone It hit me again this evening Nan, that your not here no more I wish I could see you one last time, when i knock on your front door There's a great big hole in the family Nan, and so many broken hearts And I feel very selfish Nan because I'm falling apart I hope that you are happy, I hope that your smiling too and until the day we meet again, know Nan that I love you x
As soon as I convince myself that food is not my friend This one-sided relationship will all come to an end Each day when I arise I pledge an archetypal goal To overcome the food addition pulling on my soul But as the day goes forward, problems start to come around The vending machine calls me and my love jones comes on down Food shouldn't be my buddy, nor my solace when I'm sad Not what to do when I'm alone or feeling really bad I can't find myself in popcorn, there's no counseling in chips This love affair's not working out; I see it on my hips I utilize my pantry like a confessional booth But it's really not where I should go when looking for the truth For many years I've searched and searched for pairs of loving eyes Those I find are on potatoes - or my skinny lover – fries I look for comfort in the coolness of a milkshake's sweet embrace It seems to be what I need but – it's showing in my face I love the crunch of fried fish once it's bubbled in hot grease But back fat rolls as a result make sexiness decrease I always think I'll overcome but alas and alack The smell of rising dough just seems to stab me in the back This symbiant feeds off me as I gorge upon its flesh And my attempts to conquer it are marginal at best The truthful path to happiness is what I most desire But yet the path I choose to walk is paved with tight attire Buying bigger clothes would be a way to make amends but Money is a joke that I discuss with all my friends Vanity keeps me from moving on to larger sizes Self-esteem flees from me with my morning scale surprises Pain becomes a part of me when I put on my jeans Because of how the waistband cuts so deep into my spleen There are the times I launch a siege and race off to the gym I cut out all the dirty carbs and find myself in Zen But alas my lover follows me and sings a sweet sweet song Of a tired, broken lady who has worked out far too long Of pudding pops and ice cream which I certainly deserve Cause in kickboxing they tortured me and worked up quite a nerve Of Cheez-Its and Doritos and all kinds of savory treats Because "After all, I did work out, I should get something neat!" Food. Not song, or dance, or even following my dreams Not writing funny poems or saying silly things Not feeling good, not working hard, not fitting in my clothes Filling my gut with sustenance but not filling the holes This relationship waits for me at the end of every day It's never late; it's always there faithful in every way You have to ask yourself sometimes, "What kind of friend is that?" Who gives me what I think I want no matter how I act? Is this the friend I want to keep, the one who fills my needs Or is this just a mind-screw consummating my foul deeds My ankles swell, my belly too, my butt hangs kinda' low I can sit in for the fat girl during any vaudeville show - but As soon as I convince myself that food is not my friend This one-sided relationship will all come to an end Today when I arise I'll pledge an archetypal goal To overcome this food addition pulling on my soul
As cold as ice Wrapped round your brain And darkness unfolds You're breathing in pain It's been freezing here In this Land of Shattered Dreams It's been freezing here This corrupted winter stings It's been freezing here (Où est la Lavande?) Your body can't stay warm (Où est la Lavande?) It's been freezing here (Où est la Lavande?) This cruel and criminal storm (Où est la Lavande?) But don't give up Don't despair Taste the hope Floating through the air When the lavender returns It'll warm your frozen bones Vivid violet clothes In their candy overtones When the lavender returns It'll race across the land Rebel flower grows In the palm of your free hand If you look out your window The ground's parched and bare If you call for your lover She's no longer there If you ponder your life Well, it feels like a wreck And your failures are scars You can never forget As leaves turn brown Sky fades to grey You're feeling the drought The end of the day It's been lonely here In this World of Fallen Souls It's been lonely here With nowhere left to go But don't give up Don't despair Taste the hope Floating through the air When the lavender returns It'll warm your frozen bones Vivid violet clothes In their candy overtones When the lavender returns (Où est la Lavande?) It'll race across the land (Où est la Lavande?) Rebel flower grows (Où est la Lavande?) In the palm of your free hand (Où est la Lavande?) When the lavender returns (Où est la Lavande?) It'll warm your frozen bones (Où est la Lavande?) Vivid violet clothes (Où est la Lavande?) In their candy overtones (Où est la Lavande?)
I've been living in a blizzard And it feels like there's no end Trying to keep my heart warm The freeze is fighting to get in Seems like the power's fading Threats of darkness and fear But no matter how cold it gets I know Spring must be near There's warmth in my tomorrow Light I almost feel and see This Winter won't last forever And the cold that's holding me The snowstorm that I'm facing Began when she said goodbye It's gonna suddenly melt away And on that day I'll know why There's one girl in this world She'll be a perfect fit for me Someday our eyes will meet You'll bring sweet Spring to me So I'm keeping my eyes open From this blizzard I'll survive When Spring feels so far away The hope of you keeps me alive There's warmth in my tomorrow Light I almost feel and see This Winter won't last forever And the cold that's holding me The snowstorm that I'm facing Began when she said goodbye It's gonna suddenly melt away And on that day I'll know why There's one girl in this world Who is a perfect fit for me Someday our eyes will meet Girl, you'll bring Spring to me You're my tomorrow Hope's still burning bright You might even be today I feel this could be the night You might even be today I feel this could be the night 1-10-15
We pray good times will come again, As we sit and beg for rain, We pray good times will soon draw nigh As we dry the tears we cry, And watch our livestock die. I am tired of singing the same old song This drought has lasted way too long Ten years now it has been Since decent rain we have seen As storm clouds gather on the coasts Flooding rivers, roads and signposts We wait hoping, praying for a bit Those coastal towns are always hit We pray good times will come again, As we sit and beg for rain, We pray good times will soon draw nigh As we dry the tears we cry, And watch our livestock die. We save and skimp and stand our ground Praying for that magic sound Of raindrops hitting thirsty earth, Filling dams, creating rebirth When the rains fall far away Flooding waters speed our way Drowning livestock, stealing fences Removing soil, causing dam breaches We pray good times will come again, As we sit and beg for rain, We pray good times will soon draw nigh As we dry the tears we cry, And watch our livestock die. Life on the land is tough, they say Yet we are tougher still, we pray Not often do we take a stand But now we need your helping hand Livestock and men are dying here Women weep for all they hold dear The time has come we cannot wait Depression is looming at our gate We pray good times will come again, As we sit and beg for rain, We pray good times will soon draw nigh As we dry the tears we cry, And watch our men folk die.
I have a mother like no other... Never really understood her when i was younger... To others she was always kind and giving... Yet to her children she was mostly harsh and controlling... I have always wanted to know why but never did... And as i age i often felt like a lost kid... Constantly searching for love and care... Something i felt my own mother would not even bare... Now that she has aged too... It breaks my heart and makes me shed a tear or two... To see her old and weary... Crossed my mind to ask her finally...why mommy? Then it suddenly dawned on me...i do not need an answer... For all i have to do is look at her... Hard and long enough, without any anger... Think of all the people she kept under her wings... And be thankful of how they took off and soared... Because of all the love my mother could afford... I figured if she has saved a life at our expense... Then....everything makes sense...
Hope Rommel E. Gabitan You are the rose that blossoms In a garden full of compassion An angel in paradise, a goddess In Mount Olympus, like Venus In the darkness, I have lost my might Shivering from the coldness of the night I've gone astray, you showed me the way And guided me throughout my journey You are my teacher and my friend A treasure to keep, ready to give The gift of knowledge, like the river That quenches the thirst of a weary soul Your beauty and warmth is like the sun That shines brightly through the sky An inspiration to a loving heart A crown of glory to a beautiful monarch You inspired me a lot, so I have written These lines of thought, voice of my soul If these verses were devoid of beauty I apologize for expressing them this way
Living my dream I had one dream when I was young To go to another land In life I wasn't satisfied I wanted something grand Lions, tigers. Kangaroos And all those wild, wild beasts Africa, South America Or Australia at least. Possessive Mother was my curse How could I get away? Every time I mentioned it She had so much to say And made me feel so guilty Really cramped my style And then one day there came along Something to make me smile I'd just turned my nineteenth year When this great girl came along She hailed from West Australia And filled my heart with song So we got married, had some kids And here we are in Oz Been here for half a century And I came here all because It was my fate to find this girl She was my destiny There's be a whisper in the skies That knows how things will be It takes one's soul, and leads it on So growth, it might occur And I know that west Australia My heart, it sure does stir. 4 August 2013 @ 1440hrs.
This dreamless sleep You are in so deep Inner space, free falling within Your place You travel so far but you go nowhere You must forgive me I am not in your space ...........It is your race ...........you see How can I explain what I feel When all I feel is pain I am not on an even keel This distance I must walk, for there is no time to talk The journey starts here, forget your fear I carry with me, the memories of the souls that I knew, that want to travel with me too This ship full of......... lost souls Trying to find their way, find their goals, keeping fear at bay This lonely ship, passing through............ Space So many souls, passing through Which one are you? Trying to find their way. Me too This limitless space Looking for your place Where is my way? Deep space Going far To distant star Another day Another place So far to go, but not far at all Nothing to fear, far, All is here
REFRAIN What does sets us above the pack; the throng, the herd the mob? And, do all these most righteous things bring us nearer to our God? Does walking upright, head held high give clear sight from aloft thus showing those who walk on four as merely God's cast offs? What does sets us above the pack; the throng, the herd the mob? And, do all these most righteous things bring us nearer to our God? Do denizens of air and sea fall farther from God's grace, And, are the golden buzzing bees so damned to be erased? What does sets us above the pack; the throng, the herd the mob? And, do all these most righteous things bring us nearer to our God? Or, will we find on judgment day bound to, entombed surprised when we realize all God's creations are equal in His eyes.
When the mourners turn away from the grave Don't want them to be sad of what I could have been When I make it to the Gates of heaven Don't turn your head in shame from me God I only lived selfishly till I knew You When the wind has torn the leaves from my grave Don't forget to think of me When the Spring brings buds back to the trees And when the Sun is warming your brow Remember my clear blue eyes and a smile Being human isn't easy as we're told Bills still need paying Food still needs to be gathered and bought Dark still need the light And love is the only guarantee Can you hear me when the birds sing Or when the crickets call on a summers eve Can you see me in the morning when you wake Can you taste me when you have a cool drink Do you feel me when I hold you in the night Love never dies We take it with us when we go It's just harder to remember
Constellations in my eyes; Windows they're said to be. Look into them now, and tell me what you see. Calling every angel born in Hell: "A child of the stars looking for his soul to sell. So few are left to be birthed of Orion's Belt." Soon they came; rulers of every layer. Each to make their offer, And leave their summoning prayer. "Centuries of wisdom, and a mind that holds no time. The past, present, and future are all close friends of mine, And the Titans of the Universe I stand so close behind." They opened all my wounds to taste how I have suffered, Shamed me for my scars and all that I've recovered. Then mocked me for my weakness, known only as 'The Lover'. "It is forbidden for us to deal a soul of the cosmos, And you taunt us for what you wish to sell. But we've found something in you to make us heroes down in Hell." You are protected by forces greater than your own. Should any God or Demon make you bow before him, Death would surely find his throne. It's your heart that we desire, and the love that you still hold. Grant us this purity and surely you'll have more than this world can hold. Let it be known that your heart is the heaviest to hold. Surely it is quite the burden to bear. So strange in it's nature, let us free you from it's wear. Success will quickly follow and embrace you in it's care." Yes! Take from me all that you desire! No longer will I suffer in it's muck and it's mire! Do with it what you will in the cold and the fire! With their prize, they left with no hesitation. Legion upon legion; Hells' United Nations. All for their Master and all in celebration. Lowly creatures is what they're cursed to be. They know me by many names, they know me by many faces. And my heart I've sold on every occasion. Fools! Surely they must know! That every heart I give away Brings me the love that stays.
Lets climb up that old tree, make the clouds disappear. Let's climb up that old, lemon colored tree, make the rain clouds disappear. Rough wood, and a rickety ladder, White christmas lights trim the slumping roof over a few branches and we're crawling- through the doors of a star-gazing tree house full of nostalgia. Sounds of traffic, cross walk conversations Trotting past that old jazz bar, a mexican family arguing on the stoops, funny how an unknown language can still make sense on the inside. the mother gestures her son upstairs to sleep, But my world's only waking. There's a party up ahead. and there's something 'bout the nights' breeze blowing off the cars and into the trees. its Got my heart singing about this new love I've found.
It happened at the wrong time But what happened was beautiful I denied it for a long while Never wanted to fall victim to it But when I realized what it was I never wanted to let go of it It made me feel whole again It made me want to do more It made me believe I could do anything If only there was more time I could have become accustomed to it I could have known how to deal with it I surely hope I have not lost this I do not want to be without it I don't know what I would do without it I hope I can deal without it I want to feel this way forever I want to hold on to every memory Just to be able to go back in time And relive every precious moment Give myself hope that it will be there That the future holds more of this And I will become stronger by this.
How do I thank The voice in the night? Call of hope After the world turned dark How do I thank The voice in the night? Healing words Made from Angel heart Oh, her chocolate whisper Warm convincing breeze Oh, her breathy laughter In the shadow of my need Don't you hear the voice? Save you from despair Don't you hear the voice? Sent by ghosts who care Don't you hear the voice? Rises like a prayer Come to rescue you From your earthly snare How do I thank The voice in the night? Call of hope Kissed my tears away How do I thank The voice in the night? Now I dance To a magic serenade Don't you hear the voice? Memories of home Don't you hear the voice? Pretty as a poem Don't you hear the voice? Vivifies your soul Bathes you in a pool Love you've never known How do I thank The voice in the night? Call of hope After the world turned dark Voice inside the darkness Gets into my head Lady caller, Take me, take me To your bed Voice inside the darkness Gets into my head Lady caller Raise me, raise me From the dead Voice inside the darkness Gets into my head
Forgotten somewhere in the midst of steel and concrete. Bound by shackles and chains even in our sleep. Living like wolves preying amongst lost sheep. Concrete tears and pains so mindfully deep. Forgotten by those on the outside. We cant even run no where, we cant even hide. No choice left but to sit and fight. In here only the strong minded survive. Truth be told in here what is wrong is right. All most os us got is wasted M&^*&F*^&&ng time. We sit back and work out and write heartfelt rhymes. Not to be a victim of prey we all trying. Many stories are told, songs are written of truth over lying. We are gone for the moment but not truly forgotten so the hurt we must not show it. We are to old while we young to be crying in front of full grown men for this is a time we must out grow it. There aint no way out this hell hole and we all know it. Feelings of hopelessness surrounds te heart to the point where we can no longer control it. In here there is only time no fun. Darkness fills night no light shone in here from the sun. Only by our own selves we may be out done. BECAUSE IN HERE IT FEELS LIKE WE ARE TRULY THE FORGOTTEN ONES....
Sweet sounds so dear— Pure timeless tones of gladness— Your melodies bestir my soul to flight— Through darkest night And doleful days of sadness— I thank you for my hope and banished fear, Oh precious music, mine to hear. In sorrow born— From dust to dust we wander, Lamenting, all too late, come winter frost, The springtime lost.— Our lives we vainly squander. The mourning bells do toll for us, forlorn.— Oh may we hark to heaven's horn! Sweet sounds so dear— Pure timeless tones of gladness— Your melodies bestir my soul to flight— Through darkest night And doleful days of sadness— I thank you for my hope and banished fear, Oh precious music, mine to hear. – Harley White [Song Lyrics for 'An die Musik' – Franz Schubert (1797–1828) ]
There is a mud brick house With roof of palm fronds and thatch: Behold a little girl named Marie In possession of my farthest dispatch. My picture on its pale mud wall Above her barest earth floor bedding: I hope one day her crying tears Will be tears of great joy shedding On darkest Africa's west coast, A small Temne village in Sierra Leone: Gathering windblown palm nuts Or fetching water to carry back home. Grandmother inside making oil, And villagers irrigating planted plots: Marie and her busy little friends Are chasing the birds from the crops The Port Loko District foothills In the Kalamera Development Project: Home of tribesman shepherds And Medicine Men to malady correct. From day to day her people lead A subsistence life with each breath: Will Marie and her family live Till next harvest to again cheat death I lie awake in my bed at night With my mother's book of English verse: It is then I think of you, Marie, And am reminded whose plight is worse. God bless you my sponsored child, And cheerful speak your native tongue! The greatest gift you give to me - That you grow to be your tribe among September 1996 Dedicated to all sponsored children everywhere!
Emotions up and down, spinning out of control, light headedness, fuzziness, all of a dither, my mind can't deliver, such emotive thoughts. Try to shut away in a box in my head, they are not in charge of me, I am in charge of them, keeping busy is the answer, for a mediocre happy ever after, pretty thoughts of a life after, but for now, living for the day I can live the life i'm after.
I have half a mind, To just let go, Let go of notions, Which plague me so. What's it really matter, If I lose or if I win, Isn't it that I played, That matters in the end? I played from the heart, And gave it all I got, With honor and pride, I've attained this spot. But like I said before, You know I have half a mind, To just let it all go, No more effort, no more trying... But the other half sustains, That which I am thankful For, Pushing me with great strength, I can take flight and soar. And the higher I fly, From efforts past spent, The greater I espy, The grandness of men. Oh I have half a mind, To give up, throw the towel in, But I still have half a mind, To find a way to soar again!
Lo! Lo! Lo! Lo! Lo! La! La! La! La! La! Mockingbird, where from the highest altar Is my virginal love that runs away from the middle of spring? Where? Where? Where? Lo! Lo! Lo! Lo! Lo! La! La! La! La! La! Please my dear blue bird tells me where I can find The one who has stolen my glowed heart The one who has passed away from the perfect wave Running and running all around sunset still? Lo! Lo! Lo! Lo! Lo! La! La! La! La! La! Call everyone includes the sirens and the saints and the recurring dreamers Let each one of them to find her for me O, lo! Lo! Lo! O, la! La! La! No one can get to the gate before one of you finds her. None at all, and are you bird? I hope I can find her Before daylight fades as well as nightfall over the lovely Shade toward the languid tears that are unwilling to fall I will fill find her Heaven is going to help me as well. Lo! Lo! Lo! Lo! Lo! La! La! La! La! La! I will die today if none of you finds her. O, my Mockingbird! You, who dare and sing, Who loves and cares, find her! Lo! Lo! Lo! Lo! Lo! La! La! La! La! La! Mockingbird, I can't get the right sight in the dark But tomorrow, during daylight, the sun will be there From all of us will she be there too? Lo! Lo! Lo! Lo! Lo! La! La! La! La! La! Mockingbird, please find her for me And you tell her I will die today Find her for me You will find her, won't you? Across the recurred terrain or she will be just lay through the grass. Oh, lo! Lo! Lo! Lo! La! La! La! La! La!
I am the face of misery My life, a dissonance of autumn and spring, The years are written in the same Lugubrious, nostalgic grey How can it be the author to blame? I cannot scream this all away… Burn nor Bleed this all away… To Death I am Ordained Lacuna ever growing With Velvet sheets of life flowing Aeons apart of my "royalty" Under the mask the cannot see... Can you dispel this tragedy: Antigone - Epiphany failing If it must be… Then just kill me, (Antigone) sing me out of reality; I wear this dissonant crown of shame (Antigone) Of a kingdom's disdain I hate to be this way... normalcy's bane (Antigone) Here comes the edict, to blame The sordid child of Thebes, This is me, Antigone No words of hope No words of hate Do I have Lenore to send to me: The sordid child of Thebes Caught In the longest nightmare life - the slowest way to die I know this is my life But I'm not under control under the mask the will see Just Another Human If it must be… Then just kill me, (Antigone) sing me out of reality; I wear this dissonant crown of shame (Antigone) Of a kingdom's disdain I hate to be this way... normalcy's bane (Antigone) Here comes the edict, to blame The sordid child of Thebes, This is me, Antigone If it must be… Then just kill me, (Antigone) sing me out of reality; I wear this dissonant crown of shame (Antigone) Of a kingdom's disdain I hate to be this way... normalcy's bane (Antigone) Here comes the edict, to blame The sordid child of Thebes, This is me, Antigone Can you dispel my life; this tragedy? Can you control the storm in my mind? I'm asking you: can you rid me Of The Curse of Antigone?
To Gain Means Pain Non psychical But mental To earn is to demonstrate potential Energy must be calculated Multiplied with projections Living to gain is A mental erection That causes one to stand Straight up, Hard & Able What's fascinating about success Everyone is capable At least through thought But the act of gaining Has more to do with Motivational talk But to demonstrate The power of obtaining The act to get up & walk To Gain
I just don't want to be alone I don't want to be free I cannot be without you But all that's left is me I lie here in the darkness I scream, I shout, I cry But no one seems to hear me As I pray, I pray to die There is no daylight in my world No sun, no moon, no glow No smiles or laughter; only tears Just tears, sad tears that flow I put my hands together I pray to God above To take me from this lonely place And to the man I love But in the deafening silence I know I face defeat I know I'm still alone, because My broken heart still beats He took you from my loving arms And walked you through His door You belong to Him now You belong to me no more I know I live on borrowed time I know it won't be long Before I'm in your arms again The place where I belong And I will keep on praying Until he hears my plea To take me through the gates of Heaven And give you back to me...
What do you hope for, of what do you dream Do you long for distant places, yet to be seen Where the sea laps to shore on a gentle breeze And wind blows gently through the magnolia trees Where you wriggle your toes in the warm golden sand While the fish take food from your open hand What do you long for, of what do you wish Is it to have someone hold you and, with a gentle kiss Let you know they love you from deep in their soul And they'll be by your side, as you both grow old No matter wherever you both might be You're in their thoughts, their actions and deeds Are your hopes for the future to be wealthy and wise Or perhaps climb mountains and ski down the sides Some people want to fly high in the sky To feel that freedom, like a bird soaring high While others like to keep their feet on the ground Searching for something they haven't yet found And as I think of my own distant hopes and dreams I watch the stars in the sky like a glimmering stream Lighting up the night with their welcoming glow My innermost thoughts, only they will know Reach for your dreams is what they seem to say Have hope and be brave, we will show you the way
Let frigid winter come, it feels nice to be lonesome, seeing myself snuggled up in a comfort blanket holding a cup of cocoa by this warm fireplace... while the wanderer's frozen face is dotted with the whitest snowflakes as he rubs his red, freckled nose! Isn't this an unforgettable moment to delight me feeling the thrill of the Season with its distinct chill? Isn't this the magic of Christmas when joy is felt in a calm land by the sound of chiming bells? Let frigid winter come and cover everything in glistening, deep snow, and 'though the evening will not have the moon's glow, brightness can lead my footsteps really far... shouldn't I play a Christmas song on this guitar? I will go from house to house and knock on every door... tingle everyone with great joy by spreading the message of the Savior! I'm very confident that going back home stars will gleam and children will roam: singing, shouting, swirling and throwing heavy snowballs; happy angels will be heard on gelid gulls, but who minds waiting in the bitter cold... when a Divine Child comes down to redeem the sinful world? Entered in Carol Sunshine Brown's contest, " Fire And Ice " Written by Andrew Crisci on 12/ 3/ 2012
Dear Music Dear Music- would you marry drum? for it will be beautiful when played under the setting sun How would you love to be tomorrow'S heading will you invite Guitar to your wedding? From million miles your melodies be heard As soothing as the morning hymn of a mocking bird Since happiness can only befriend you For you're surely beautiful and true. Music- queen of the ballroom You Indeed are dominator of the mind In vexed volume Could you stop the violence- happening a thousand mile Sole Perceiver of peace - thence thou shalt smile For you are one of the timbers of earth As every soul knows you since birth Only you can manipulate the choice-less And can also speak for the voiceless. Music- should you need a king, Who will endear you with a diamond ring You can think of Michael Jackson and Bob Marley, From your talented basement to your lobby, And even to you, Lucky Dube, and John Lennon were dear, among the spot earners on the isle of the phenomena As they, the aforementioned had no limit of valence Yet they lived and died under our pitiful surveillance. Dear Music- I wish you could walk for the disabled For they indeed are hopeless- and subtracted from the fabled You mesmerized, thence emphasized the beautiful life But don't the laborer deserve a break from the hunger and strife I admire your stance to point out the lies- that demised many dreams However I'm disgusted by the ignorance of the poor's screams Music- you define immortality- yet omit the underlying reality I wish a few will see beyond generalization one day- and preserve equality-
I have an addiction... It dont matter what time of day it is my addiction is there... Not always in the literall since... But it is always on my mind... I lay my head down to sleep at night thinking about you... I sleep dreaming about you... I wake up thinking about you... Your always on my mind... No matter what I do my addiction is always on my mind... Even if your not the last one I talk to before I lay my head down to sleep... I still lay my head down thinking of you... I just cant get enought of you... No matter what my addiction is there... My addiction has a name... Her name is Shelby Nestle... No matter how much we text or talk on the phone... Its never enough... I cant get enough of your beautiful eyes... I cant get enough of that beautiful smile... I cant get enough of kissing your soft lips... That feeling I get inside when our lips touch... Or holding you in my arms... This is a new addiction to me... Never have I been this addicted this quick... It scares the shyt outta me... But then I love it... You are my new addiction baby... You are my... My heroin... My ecstacy... My cocaine... You are my own personal drug... I cant imagine and addiction stronger... You are my addiction... I wouldnt even think about trying to break this addiction... I wouldnt go to rehab for this addiction... I like it to much... YOU ARE PERFECT JUST THE WAY YOU ARE
I want you to undress you heart, And show me how much it hurts Show I can show you How I intend to make it stop.
Can Things ever last, When they happen so fast. do these tears and pain ever fade, Is Drama yet another day, That I must play to waste the day away, and ignore the pain, that never seems to fade. I know that game, I played it so many times, Emotionless is what i shall be, for all times and eternity. Galeea's training proved right, All little boys play the game of deception, But they do not realize that some girls see it before them, Some girls grow up to be woman and are looking for guys, Who want to be man enough to take any Drama and pitiful lies that other little girls spread around to see, if they can steal that one great guy in their life. Pity is what it is called when a Man falls into that pit of vipers, Why can i not be like those vipers? because I am too smart and not so vain as the others girls i see around me. Because i am me and i just want to be me and that is what i would like to see, For that is reality.
It's hard when I see so much pain, Filled with life's many hardships, All these troubled souls praying, For miracles through their worships, Even at home they are lost, And muddle through their days, 'Release us from our lots', They cry out from their maze, Yet I find it even harder still, When I must stand here and watch, With neither the way or the will, To give what little I've got, So Lord I pray you fill my cup, Give me the success and station, Where hope can spring from love, To answer all this frustration, Let me afford more than simple words, Grant me the means to answer prayer, Lay before me a path true and sure, To receive great fruit I can share, My life has taught me so very much, As my prayers so often are granted, I know what it means to be touched, By the charity of the enchanted, It brings a life of such great hope, To you and all of those you love, It helps you to widen your scope, And great faith when times get tough, So today Lord I finally pray, For something I never have before, I pray for riches so very great, That I would never need to ask for more, Vast wealth beyond Solomon or Jabez, Great wisdom and eternal good health, The power to shape the will of others, And all the prayers I leave on the shelf, And I pray that I remain steadfast, In service to you through my fellow man, And you answer this prayer however crass, Before this poem is written by this hand.
She knew, sadly, no one else That he was incredible, self-effacing creature Merely trying to unravel mysteries, roving in people's lives And share tales from forgotten planets Like hero born out of poverty, wearing Crown Jewels He wanted to leave inspirational mark In a world of diversity; Kids labeled before birth So, he became culprit, like he belonged to the lost world False prophets tore him up. unaware he was cheerful someone Hope keeper, and splendid like orchids under the sea Only trying to link pieces together, in loving fashion And make them meaningful to the world Only she knew, and no one else That he wanted to resurrect pre-ancient memories Inspire the world with love magic For there was deep happiness, sowed in his heart She watched, watched, and watched him with love Living life of sweetness, throughout the four seasons Something he could have shared with the world, like in the year of hope When all animals celebrated together, to share all their wonderful stories
There's one ugly truth in present I've found? While running east and west -? The only souls we truly wound? Are those we love the best.? We please those we barely know, ?We satisfy the fading guest ?And deal full many a brainless blow ?To those who love us best.
I waited for her with tears in my eyes and stayed until I couldn't see the stars at last to bed I went with my face in gloom so sad and melancholic i cried in my doom I long for my love in my arms and for that i could give all my treasure for alms the second day i resume my waiting for my lass again all day i waited and absented from class but no shadow could be seen coming my way no one came to be with me, to stay heartbroken, i went home downcast my mind blank with no news of its own to broadcast she had promised to come again to be with me and start a new future again I could remember her last kisses the way she laughs and teases I could see love burning in her eyes but now she is gone, for miles without her my life was unstable I was so clumsy, haggard and uncomfortable where could she be at this time without her by my side, my sun will never shine and so to God I did solemnly pray that she couldn't have been trapped as prey I was always at the road as each day passes waiting for her without any lapses I could be seen waiting and on and on I kept waiting I never felt like giving up because she once gave me a silver cup say' Michael never give up on me' so I never gave up waiting for her I waited and waited and waited till now am still waiting, waiting for my love. Source: Waiting For My Love - Sad Love Poems http://www.poemsclub.com/waiting-for-my-love-by-temajung-michael-tanjang.html#ixzz2zAtFlM1Z
The river cried-- oh what stones have i carried. All must resolve, all must dissolve, none of my sands may vary. Have no fear, your waters are clear. Resilience is found in your currents. Let no stones dam your flow. I am the lake. I am your rest , i am the beauty beyond your mistakes.
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In our lives filled with lofty goals, We may reach for much beyond our means, And as interest is piqued and grows, We sell wisps of notions as our pipe dreams, Yet while news breaches concerned factions, Of those who would off-hand discount our plan, You may well consider these actions, To be the final throes of a desperate man, Watch me rush headlong at windmills, Listen to my brave and salient battle cries, For with nothing I easily afford the shills, This puffery of pipe dreams which may sink or rise, Take account of what may be lost, Incredible credible reputations, So to me the onus is tossed, And I afford pipe dream facilitations, But as prospect becomes tangible, And peppered pipe dreams begin to spin, Overt liability then manageable, The need for my Quixotic services thin, The writing's on the wall distinct and clear, Yet I long for the impossible it seems, Where I keep the company of the grand seer, And remain the nexus of fantastic pipe dreams. - Before I get too much bad press here I want you to know the term 'Puffery' means to build something up with flowery language.
I pray for the day, That my sweet child comes home, To my loving arms, So, I can love and hold them tightly, Each and everyday of their lives, To be there for them and guide them, As they learn to grow, Into a wonderful adult, That I know they will become, For they have such a wonderful heart, And as people will see them grow each year, Learning along their way, Having their own imagination, To shine and guide them, To be a very unique person of their own, But they are already very different, In many different ways, By their looks and their loving heart, And of course being very smart, Their beauty will shine, In many different ways, Both inside and out, And I pray for the day, They will come home, To stop these painful, loving tears.
Im Building my own teepee made from straw Logz I try n keep up with my cats but how can I when I cant even trust my own dogz I know I have a hard tyme trying to get a simple regular low paying job but I shall overcome, I shall rise against all my past tattz and all my ****ing oddz I used to be down with the evil d, now Im down with the holy G yeah dats God I used to give you nothing Lord now its tyme I start to giving you nodz I used to be all about talk, but now cuz of you Lord Im all about walk I spit words while I walk through gates locked either bottom or top I still rize till I drop I dont stop I shoot guns at fake cops tryna steal my patnaz freedom socks but this my life now homie I cant end up lying in chalk I walk my talk while I talk my walk through unknown clocks ticking away like my times tock... I running past bumps while Im jumping over dead pits I struggle like many, a life of addiction I know its hard to quit I just had my first kid....it still hard tryna rize above the past shyt i did.... I done placed my rez life betz...I done already placed my lifetyme bid I cant lie I still smoke n drink but the alcohol from my life rite now like many I struggle to rid I try n cover up shyt but how can I cover up tattoos Lord they come without a lid everymorn it feels as if I awake to a life full of crap leaving me lil tyme to give a shyt but thats life Lord I know now thats how we deal n what we MAKE OF IT
Silence seems my only comfort, a loner in this world I stand going only where i'm welcome doing only what I can to make my life lived spent with meaning still thoughts of caution fear the feeling of knowing I have been undone. If ever I should lose myself may it not be to isolation but may it be to who you are a gift given,and I have taken. Let your heartbeat hammer till the fall of these cruel and coldstone castle wall's surrounding me at every turn a lonely lesson life to learn. im responsible for what I've done none else should take the blame but though i be accountible may guilt not be all that remains but also your welcoming heart that tells me of a latter time when these walls are nothing but a remnant of a lone kings reighn, until his queen ascended and made what was an empty space a home at heart, a loving place.
My sickness and my healing When I came back from Vietnam I was afraid of everything I really don't know why this was Cause, no danger did it bring To me, my stay in that country But the poisons that they used Convinces me that they stuffed my mind Those powers, our heads abused. That fear in me was so intense My mind was filled with dread I was afraid of being alive I was afraid of being dead Sometime I'd freeze so totally Like I was paralyzed. I went to so much counseling So many tears I cried. And then one day I searched the net And I found this little site The site they call it 'just one look' And they did do me right It took four years, but now I'm sane I have no fear at all And I have no anxiety I'm no more a crazy fool. 5 September 2013 @ 1345hrs
No one for me at the station. No one calling me a cab. No one to welcome me, to this tiny, tiny, town. No one to say hello. No one to wish me luck. No one to welcome me, to this tiny, tiny, town. I went to a drug store. No one to meet me there. No one to talk to me. No one to welcome me, to this tiny, tiny, town. I went to the town square. People for miles around. All giggling, and having fun, but no one knew of me. No one cared for me. No one to welcome me, to this tiny, tiny, town. And then in a window, of a little coffee store. There was a beautiful face, so full of hope and grace. He came out and spoke to me. Hello, hello, hello. I would like to welcome you, to this tiny, tiny, town. He came out and said to me, I would like to welcome you, to this tiny, tiny, town.
This is beautiful world A den we live in good And this is my heart A chamber I put you at I never surrender await for you The dawn and the dusk came and go Now I found you I won't let you go The day you left silent me in sorrow The world is not crazy Those lonely days were laid for me I crossed the high bridge of grief I longed the days we simply missed You let me feel no alone Your presence is my own You never let the sun down You are the moon I head on If you need the eyes to cry I'll lend you my tears to try If you want me to fly Let me adore you by I love you everyday Never any word to play A replacement to this someday I love you until grey. Don't ever let it go again Don't try to leave me then Don't forget you are my given Don't let this love suffering... 9 December 2011- 11AM
Craving for that embrace Craving for that affection that is real and safe Awaiting for my senses to explode with his presence To smell , see, and inhale the masculinity and beauty of God's creation I crave that security i feel deep within his arms Oh how my hope runs free along side my faith that he is the one for me The one I call my own, the king of my castle the Heir to my throne Take me so I can disappear in happiness and dwell in a love so deep it questions my doubts and secures my prayers With every breathe I take I hope , pray, and wish for the fantasy in my mind to become my reality Where my worries and my troubles cease And this weight I bare becomes nothing more than a story I tell The gift of a sexy, charming, responsible, and confident black man is all I need to make this puzzle we call life complete I see you so clear as if my reflection was made with you, intensifying this hunger in me, so for now I must wait but this Crave has become my addiction!
The time to be born has come and gone The present we know about her is our history A manifest to her existence in the map and in the head. This time is yet to unveil her bystanders. Though in written, she is known to be free But in words and actions she is shielded By weed, grasshoppers, termites and tortoise. Now, should we use fins and flippers To propel ourselves through her bloody sea? OR do we need any soothsayer to announce The burns of a lustful shielded cabinet to us? Dear Charcoals, time without number We are blinded to accept a crown We are forced to be subservient to a staff, And we have sold our loyalty by queuing behind the meadow. If surely the time will tell Then we need to look up to our history That is yet to appear before the land Let hope for an upright serving servant soon. And hope to behold a time to tell.
The crowd pushes as your soul pulls, You along your path to obscurity, Where the light is engulfed, By the clouds of eternity... Timidly you lag behind, Lost in the eddies of time, And slowly you trudge, To the same old grind... But for the one who sees, Dreams in splendored color, The seeker holds the keys, As one searches for the other... Sparks of desire flood your mind, While the cold dark streets glow, From burnt embers lost in time, And mounds of dashed hopes below... You thrash and flail in utter desperation, And you need that which can not be known, Unless one is seasoned by your imagination, When the dream is passed and the hope is grown... Then it comes to you in a flash, Love must be shared to exist, So to others your hope is passed, And your light escapes the mist... The seeker surveys the vast multitude, To find the source of the light, Where the gift of hope was shared and grew, Piercing the thin veil of night... And to these dreamers is dared, A glimpse of wisdom anew, For you who love and share, A saga awaits you... Prepare to finally see, The source for finding purpose, In all that you do and can be, Lies in what you can do for us... For selfish deeds trap us, And kindness offers you much more, Once you apply this to practice, Blinding light will pour forth... And as the secret is shared, Love rekindles the awakenings, Among all those lost and scared, Wonder and awe the new day brings... Remember the grandness of this tale, The next time you find yourself lost, For what you offer is the holy grail, So much hope... for so little cost! My Gull Wheels On!
An honest smile and truthful eyes A road slinger who loves a surprise A worker who dreams of the world Needs the road and loves a whirl Understands my past and hers Comfortable with herself in showers Loves good vibes and the bad Appreciates the love and even the sad Wants more to life than bottom line Takes a random hint as a sign Embraces silence for it is rare Take a chance, perfect woman, if you dare
When you are far from home, Never give up on life, Cause your family, Will always be with you, In you caring heart, Even when the times, Get difficult and tough, And make you want to give up, They are always there, For you to turn too, And show you a way, To find the peace, And happiness you need, In your caring and loving life, So that one day, You will find the true love, That you most certainly deserve, For that loving heart, Which is a true fact, It is a very big heart that cares, For more than just the person you are, But those around you, And the family you have in your life.
I had a friend named Emily She had to move and hurt me Now everything in my life in dimly lit I wish she never left, now I can't see Her family was there so she left Emily was a dear person to me Who left in one quick fluid deft I hope she will one day help me see I am sad she left but she had to go. I just wish everything would light I just hope soon she will leave to Come home to do what's right If I never met her I might be more happy If she had left later I would be more sad Maybe if I never met her I wouldn't be sappy Since she left I got more time with my dad I really miss her and I wish she would come Home where she belongs, I understand why If her mom could've got her needs from home They would not have left I think if they Had a choice, but they did not They had to move her mother had cancer She had to go and I wish I got My ring back, I hope she returns with Melissa I hope one day she will return and that she will Never leave again because when she left it really hurt Me and I want to her to come back and pay back her bill To me and never leave me again and meet people named Burt When and if she ever returns I will promise her to always be Her friend no matter what happens, and I hope she will always Know that no matter how hard it becomes she will always see Who I am, When she returns I will walk with her in hallways
Gray sidewalk into a back alley Off some low, dead-end sign Walks a man, past a shadow of himself Who is he? Is he a brother? He is the least of these, the teacher said. He is friend to the cold and dark places… Do you know him? Listen to the stories… Over bridges, under streetlights; against the bitter wind These are the places they live… where we call ourselves "them" Listen to the stories… Where highways turn to gravel And lanes into sewers Forgotten, under glass, turned away By those who would not share It's you, it's me…we are they who sit alone in the cold Sleeping in the park, While a moment wanders by Listen to the stories… They are the beloved, orphans of us all, adopted by God They sing of wounded silence, longing just to know…
A Hopeless Being. Oh Lord! Before in hell forsake, dreams do remove from all the men; strip them, their hope away do take, or shall in hell rebel again. The dreams I dream they aren't mine, but of that learner courting hope, at nightfall are a humble shrine, in peaceful slumber envelop. in sleep such obscure visions come, while vulnerable am I whole, the hostile sights my heart do thrum, in mixed melody is my soul; their beauty what does signify, and those faces that are ne'er real! Now do our breaths they dignify or negate all --that we do feel. Is poor most a dreamless being, with flightless nights and yearnings sour, his curse is a mind of stable seeing, disowning growth forevermore. Isn't useless hope that ne'er pays, is present yet as thin as air, though in the eye it always stays, but to the reason seldom there; these drinks of dreams I do condemn, but life and death come from this cup, I might have given up on them, but will they ever give me up. R.N.Khan, © 2012
Dark child of night, it must have been you I passed, in a shadow of moon, Orion on your shoulder, you lover of doom. You parade across, the stage that is night, that we might better see, your sparkle and shine. Dark child of night, ride in on your dark horse, pounding hooves like thunder, roll across the sky. Flashing lightning from your eyes over the din, I hear your cry. I pale at the thought, you might not survive, the sun. Sunlight rips the night apart, shutting off starshine. The moon hides her face, embarrassed by her paleness, but the night can't be replaced forever, it will come again, in its time, dark child of night, parade the sky, sparkle and shine.
Toddlers yammering Grinding wild berries Misty hopes dwindle As the rays gray over Another gaze through the dark As stars dance round the moon Boiling degrees melting the night I wake up to life's norm Another day, counted blessing Dourer than yesterday Optimistic the Red Cross drives by Or more graves we shall dig Whom do I query? Whom do I turn my vex to? Who has the reservations? I believe the milk is not spilled yet Cheers will still wheel around Crying tears of deliverance Strike the souvenirs Haste to the cries Behold you save a life Patriotic to your belief Don't let hunger drown us Tomorrow eager my ministry Dust will shoe your boot As you hustle and bustle Loads will enervate your back But the medallion is worth From heaven open doors Your shack shall brim over.
There aint no other way how to put it or how to say it,Im the Artist and the Poet/ Through my created creations I show it/ Im gonna rize to the poetic mountain top before you even know it/ This my poetry and self-made concrete art only I control it/ So all ya critics out there behold it/ I was gone for a minute locked up and locked down trapped inside concrete/ I was at work the whole time my poetic skills only got better they did not sleep/ Now I arize through shackles and chains I now know true defeat/ Im here to stay Im the artist keeper the true se7en poet of keep/ I will do what I gotta to be poetically remembered the day I go se7en feet deep/ But for now my life upon ya'll I lyrically creep/ My thoughts are one of a kind they cannot be replicated/ Im so relevant now fifty years from now I still wont be outdated/ Its your coice you can love it or you can hate it/ Go ahead haters debate it/ Still Im the Artist and the Poet thats my motto statement/ A whole empire of poetry and artwork since lockdown I have painfully with pleasure created/ NEVER AGAIN WILL MY ART AND POETRY BE UNDERRATED/ I was nothing before all the time spent in concrete and confinement/ Now Im truly poetic with artistic assignments/ Anything I draw I can also rhyme it/ There are more to my tattoos each one has a story and a meaning behind it/ I knew there was hope in poetic art I just had to find it/ All I got to say now is "F@#k ya'll who wanna Doubt me/ F&%k all dat shyt you judge me like Im on American Idol when you dont even know shyt bout me/ Your vision of life is blurry and your death thoughts seem to be a lil cloudy/ I am a Poetistic Diamond in the rough it was God it wasnt you who found me/ Now I know more people from around the way gon crowd me/ where money and trouble again will surround me/ I was a lost gem on lockdown waiting to shine, waiting to poetyically explode/ A natural born poet carving out my own road/ Living by my own F%$#%ckin poetic codes/ I can't be rhymefest free when I get lost in that poetic mode/ My Time is almost here/ I been waiting for this momnet all f&&%&ing year/ I cant believe I made through many concrete shed tears and many unheard of outside fears/ My freedom day is near I will not blow it/ This my time now homie I control it/ Im concretely the smartest writer even if you aint know it/ MAKE WAY PEOPLE FOR THE SE7EN KING ARTIST AND POET
Oh, Let's get married in a white chapel sip coffee, listen to blues and read morning's headlines. Let's get married in white chapel Live in a brick house, build a picket fence and watch the good neighbors stroll by Cause he's something to look at Can pick him out from bustling restaurant just by his gait Cause he's something to look at got a wide mouth, gaping grin always fashionably late. When he's nervous, his posture is fleeting. it's unfitting, because he's got the world together. When he's nervous, his words string together like magnets across a refrigerator door. But then- I'll say something 'bout my world views and you'll suddenly deliver the quickest line and I'm laughing finally i'm light Oh, Let's get married in a white chapel sip coffee, listen to blues and read morning's headlines. Let's get married in white chapel Live in a brick house, build a picket fence and watch the good, good neighbors stroll by
You live a million miles away So far across the sea Still I search the reason why Fate brought you here to me I never dreamed I'd feel this way From just one night with you And always I'll be wondering If you still feel it too If I could turn the hands of time Or change the rivers flow You wouldn't drift away from me I wouldn't let you go I live a lie of happiness So no one sees my pain Because I fear forever more I won't see you again Time will pass and tears will fall But still I won't forget For you're the one night in my life I never will regret Memories and dreams Are all that's left to hold on to But while I hold the dream Someone else is holding you You were my "Once in a Lifetime" The moment of truth in my lies Never will I find again What I found when I looked in your eyes My dreams are what keep me going And I can't wait to turn out the light In sleep is when I am with you And I don't want to miss you tonight I'm now just a memory in your past You'll think of once in a while But somehow, I know each time you do My memory will make you smile I'll always be your Juliet And you, my Romeo Always I'll be waiting Because you had me from hello... By Raina Hutchins
Home is where love is loud without a word. Where silent understanding can still be heard. Where, when your confused, you know you'll be understood. Where loved ones would take your pain if they could. Where the people laugh with you, and never at you. Where you are still loved even when they don't like what you do. Where the ones who care are never too far. Where you finally realize who you are. Where you find a strong shoulder and a tender ear. Where you can be vulnerable without any fear. Where you can be yourself and never have to pretend. Where you are comfortable in your own skin. Where your sadness is divided, and your happiness is multiplied. Where there is always someone on your side. Where you learned how to share, love, and give. Home is where your heart and soul will always live.
Tears for fears. Tears throughout the years. Tears that fallen from my peers. A tear so sincere that will shred us from this dreadful fear. That someday we all will die. But have u gotten a slice of that pie. A pie so delicious u can almost taste. That u cant let it go to waste. Maybe next time I'll remember tooth paste.
introduction: We have two eyes, two ears, two hands, two feet but one soul. We came to this world for many purposes, for many tests. And among all the tests, we are here to find our perfect companion to make our lives actually complete and start a new expedition. Two tracks merged into one that can never be separated. And to make the ground not get cracked, we need to be that strong enough…no matter how many earthquake drives by. When the glowing sun will shine, I'll start my quest to seek my fate The moment when you will be mine, You will know why you're so great Now, I've tried so hard to make you realize You really don't have to be afraid, Of all the things you feel alive Your soul is as elegant as a pure jade When time comes we all have to go, Because life never stays all frozen And when the night falls upon your door, I need you to be Notbroken. When I'm gone, you be strong I need you to wipe your tears and believe, No matter how far away, I'm always here with you As you're my truth, my fate, my everything...
It is...within the tiny things of early morning, that moment breaths alive, it is within the tiny whisperings, that a melodye plays...like the very dear and the antelope, play home on the range. so goes the melodye of heart beat, that plays quietly the songs of soul, here a rhyme is born of day-light coming so soon, through the early morning eyes of the moon-light, and the starry dreams of twilight's transitioning... into the light of a love letter written to dawn. soul to soul conversing, as in this love letter, the letters just join hands with the words and just march across the sky...and at the end of the rainbow, there be plenty of golden time, way down deep on the inside, ...as the inspired choir, of a bumble bee, or a butterfly, starts to sing, like tiny things that live, flower to flower, blossom to bloom, watered and deeply cared for... O' Eden. I say, deep beneath the surface of a wishing well...where the pennies lay, I wish a sun-rise.
They tell me life is short Yes, they tell me life is short Somewhere near forever I'll meet you by and by They tell me Yes, they tell me life is short Somewhere near forever I'll meet you by and by The air is filled with rockets Yes, the air is filled with rockets Somewhere near forever I'll meet you by and by Watch as the lights shine Yes, watch as the light shines Somewhere near forever I'll meet you by and by How long will you love me Yes, how long will you love me Somewhere near forever I'll meet you by and by Dancing beneath the willowsr Yes, dancing beneath the willows Somewhere near forever I'll meet you by and by The time to sleep has come Yes, the time to sleep has come Somewhere near forever I'll meet you by and by Yes, somewhere near forever I'll meet you by and by
Yeah I'm back on that same road once more, Struggling like litterally I see our very children eating off the dirt floor' Who can really give a **** about dollars because where Im from over ninety percent living dirt poor, Even down here the struggle remains the same, Alcohol remains top dog around here it wont change, We want something different yet we keep seeking just a little more money, just a little fame, We aint happy with what we got now so we let the bull *****get to the brain....... Its sad how our people let even ourselves be lowered to ask for pocket change, We dying fast, no not our people but our culture cant you see the blood stains? Cant you see the youth playing games, six feet deep is where many of our very own youth sleep, forever trapped in their death beds still laying, I just hope I am remebered strong when Im gone confused why sometimes I wont stop praying...........but its alright though because Im back on that road again lost without family or friends......I dont know where to stop but I know where it begins........there's a meaning to everything in the start on this road so lets make this a memorable End......
A flower of gold how sweet you are, so colorful so vibrant as sweet as honeycomb, your eyes are as the blues off the tip of a mountain, or is it as blue as the oceans deep, is it winter or is it spring, who can tell, when there is a mist of love that curves your beautiful hands now it is summer filled with life of gold, only the heavens can understand what this life of happiness could unfold It lights up like a candle, like a flower it blooms, like a rabbit running through the meadow, oh my sweet summer groom.
I produce old silk flags to undulate the mist- I"m just another Torturated Body from the East I take the Medicine and try to resist among Big Mammals, fighting with a spoon I put one foot on the Moon for a catatonic walk and the other foot on the street to sustain the back under a yellow skirt wearing an orange shoe that gives a great stability by throwing out sweet glue. www.simonadancila.com
you held me close, to smell my fear i froze in time, when you came near lips on lips, you taste the bitterness truth be told, you need forgiveness i speak my heart, you remember lies my soul cried out under midnight skies the pain would leave, as it always would my scars remained but i hid as best i could its hard to speak with a mouth sewn shut i want to heal from the deepest cut scared to breathe my heartbeats loud i felt alone in the biggest crowd my tunnel vision started to cure the vision of life is a powerful lure so i said goodbye to the darken night and crawled my way back to the beacon of light.
The air is sweet, the sky is clear I know for sure that summer's near Pass my sandals and shades my dear I've joy in my heart and nothing to fear Winter was dark and long and cold Not even the sun could break its cruel mould It rained so hard I'm glad my house could hold But when winter ended, my heart turned to gold I'm searching a good spot, my place in the sun I'm yearning for laughter, compassion and fun To stretch my long legs, see how far I can run To find my soul mate - and say "You're the One" Well I've found a good spot, I'm searching no more I'm laughing and running until I'm sore My heart has mended, its really not raw Now I can say "This is what I've been looking for!"
God's Love Song You are the 'apple of my eye' You've been gone for way too long It's time for you to come back Come back home. It doesn't matter what you've done Or where you have been It's time for you to come back You're Forgiven. Come back home--to me Come back home--you'll see... Love is gentle Love is kind Love wants to be around all the time Love is always there in what you're going through That's my love for you...Oh.. That's my love for you. I'm stretching out my arms again Reach out and take my hand I'll wipe away the past I understand. As a child I called your name And gave new life to you, It's time now, that you come back I still love you. Come back home--to me Come back home--you'll see... Love is gentle Love is kind Love wants to be around all the time Love is always there in what you're going through That's my love--for you...Oh... That's my love-- For you... ~by deborah burch© 9/19/2005
It was time for the leaves to fall, The fields to turn white, The birds to leave for faraway lands- And the long cold lonely nights. Seemed like for eternity She hadn't had a smile - Frozen was the world around Lonely she walked for miles. Dead were the blossoms in her garden, And love was about to die- And yet she prayed to her unseen friend - For the summer of the winter sky! Not a song was heard at dawn, Only the echo of the wind- In the misty field of corn Not a farmer was seen! A wait so long, so painful to bear Left alone with no one so near She was lost in her own reverie- With tears in her dreamy eyes. And she prayed as her heart cried- Longing for the summer of the winter sky. No one knows who heard her prayer Lost amidst the silence And yet an early morning bud Blossomed in her garden! Suddenly a little sparrow was seen High on the branch of the willow tree Singing a song as if to welcome- Amidst the grey sky, a sun so warm. And love then again knocked her door Promising a life like never before- And like a happy child she opened her eyes For it was summer for the winter sky!
There was hue...There was dew.. A lot of smiles...& some tears too... Lot of friends....trusted enemies few... Known to me was bliss and happiness... And then there was You.... You walked in through the mystical light... Full of blissful learning and pure delight... I wished all harm be out of your sight... I tried to help and be there with all my might... You had many a story to tell.. ... lies shared little did i know.. One day all that i selflessly gave ...would be turned against my own soul... I walked beside you in complete faith of all i was told....till God could take no more... He stole the moments and tore me apart to maybe save and take control... Why did the truth not come forth from you...i will never fathom... When all i asked of you was simple facts..and never judged or held your heart for ransom... In truth we could have served our noble cause...in it's pure light we could have stood so tall.. Why then did you not think to protect my heart...and let it in this well of lies fall.. Did you not but once stop and think of how i might feel... When you realized all my spirit one day your untruth would steal... For all the love and care i gave ... i got back a handful of allegations.... Enough to destroy my heart and soul and demolish all my aspirations... Why i ask my angels did i deserve this humiliation... So much strife , scathe , suffering and frustrations.... All i gave was undying care and genuine love...stood by you always... Never did i let you down when needed..never did i walk away when your call heeded... For all that was shared...Why wasn't i spared.... To give me an ounce of honesty ..back i wish the person cared.... As life moves on...with some hurt and some hope too..... As i try and remain to my life's purpose true.... I remember once i had my innocent heart and soul that believed in people and truth.. ...And then there was You Random Penning….Ruhi..
If not for real allow me to see her in my dream One single dream One whole night Merci for my soul I know you may know it all But you don't feel the pain Of one little man with petty desires Oh lord I am hellbound, that I know Merci for my soul Make the Dream surreal With all the fondness The does not exist anymore With all the serenity that surpasses all the heavens Angels playing harps On the back ground of a moonlight night With my nayab holding tight embrace of an ever lasting love The birth of our ayesha allow me to kiss her womb The warmth of a new beginning The new dawn Allow me to witness The whole circle of life Ayesha as our daughter and nayab as my wife all her children will be there too Make it so sureally true (work in progress)
i never imagined love could be that way.. it can make you happy or gay... happiness.. this what im feeling.. when someone made an offering.. of a love that has no ending.. i am a woman.. who deserves a patient gentleman.. who wants and needs love.. that will surely stand the test of time.. so i accepted.. the love that has been offered.. i, full of hopes and dreams.. giving all my love without hesitation.. as days passed by.. something happened i can feel.. this guy that made me feel.. my dream love can be real.. walked away with his heel.. sadness.. engulfed my whole being... when all of a sudden he is leaving.. thus, tearing breaking my heart bleeding.. people surrounding me observed.. maybe you are not the man i deserved.. they said: "don't be bothered" for a better man and love will come after.. so, i started to think.. of the times we spend together.. i decided: what should still be remembered.. to a love which isn't meant forever.. i gathered up the sworned pieces.. of what still left in traces... my strengths; potentials and dreams.. my goals; family and friends.. now, i am recovering.. Ever determined to keep ongoing.. Continuously praying for God's guidance and blessing.. Thinking life's treasures will still be coming..
A Peace within the Stillness The Quiet is Full of Cheer This Day Awakes a Silence A New Beginning is Here........
Coming from the misty lake Lough Leane Came a beautiful maiden of the name of Niamh Upon a mare, for she is not from the world of man A seraphic princess from Anwnn Upon the shores she claimed around his kin "I have came for Oisin son of Finn" "Maiden you come to me so alluringly I am he, if we marry for all eternity!" And so he rode upon her horse to the secrets of Anwnn For he and she, they'd be happy for all eternity Come with me to Anwnn I am she, your queen Niamh I have come for you Oisin, son of Finn Don't leave me or you'll see The age of man The age of man The age of man
Days pass by so fast It tells me something will last I'm feeling firm and mushy Fleeing myself from fantasy Seeing myself in reality As it must be Slightest sound creates a bang So thus silence a quiet cry A vow of total commitment Should love be intermittent? Others fight strong and hard Few staggers and bards Surrendering on fines and woes As sometimes things get lose Hold on, do hold on Never ever let it go Stay through, stay true No one will, except you By: Olive_eloi 12:01 am O2/09/2014
My express wish is to walk around the earth twice I see myself only as a cloud The real sense of direction is spiritual My essence is only spared by my humility This is the dogma of life I ask you, Do you understand the complicated nature of express reaction ? I for one feel the need to only go to where I am loved Am I loved by the masses? This is my plight I am an external vision The respect I command is extraordinary This may be my only chance I breathe I spit I try to drive Oh well so goes life The failure of it is immense, it makes me feel inadequate Is this what they mean by age versus companion? I am what I perceive
As the autumn of life drifts in The lights of my eyes grow dim With the joy of my years Still beside me here There is not much that I will fear As the winter of my life arrives My voice will be just a whisper With the joy of my salvation Waiting for me at the station I will in quiet adoration kneel In my mind spring will beckon me The baggage old and beat I'll leave With the joy of my life just within sight The constant yearning will cease As perfect joy will become complete ~*~
COAT OF ARMS Last night I couldn't sleep,for thinking only you... As I wrapped in warm embrace,your spirit tinted blue To oust away thine pangs,in hopes to see thee smile... I'll yoke ye 'pon my shoulders,to carry through this mile To trade your tears of sorrow,and see them shed in joy... I'd jest for thine amusement,and be your favorite toy For thine malady been expelled,I'd invoke it banished 'way... Taking it 'pon mine self,so you've strength to seize th' day Though I'm not an king,nor prince 'pon ivory steed... Th' possessions I've procured here,are thine if felt th' need I'll sweep thee off thy feet,if not familiar with th' waltz... To breathe ye 'cross th' ballroom,as an feather floating 'loft Mark mine words I state here,and hold me to their true... I'll prove I 'steem thee precious,as unfeigned I surely do Just promise me one thing,that next time when your down... You'll wear these words as armor,'til I mend thy broken crown ~AZAZA~'09
Dear journal, today I cried. Broke down in tears, and couldnt stop, no matter how hard I tried. It hurts to think, and physical pain makes me not want to move. I feel out of gas, whats left to prove? Dear journal, today was better, but I still feel the pain. Outside my window, as well as behind my eyes, I see the rain. I see though, that everyday can be filled with sorrow. But things will get better, I just have to keep my eyes on tomorrow.
i shall dance upon the wings of your love until i become so intoxicated with your peace that i am resting within the spring of your life. let me touch the pain of your most hidden self and take you to a place that the rose give birth to her petals and the fragrance of time give jubliance to harmony. i have tasted the cruelty of life and its fallacies and came to know this simple truth. only the sweetness of love peace and harmony can only truly be founded once you have really known the indept heartaches of life. then shall you truly appreciate the essence on love peace and harmony that shall be free from deception. truly then shall two hearts become symbiosis and know the splendor of the GOD-LOVE given only to those beings who are worthy if its nectar that flows ever so miraculously betwixt their physical-self. all else is just and illusion to love, peace, and harmony. yes! they are mere moments of wasted pleasure without substance. oh how mellifluous is the heart and mind that knows what it's been missing?
Everything around me is so dark, only the frigid sky shows its hues... as the cold robin flutters on the sill of my bright window, to pick up the last breadcrumbs left by the ragged widow; and she, with a cart full of gifts, is looking for kids to give them to...as she seemed unable to move around in her worn-out shoes, and I surprisingly catch some sadness in her smile! Dripping candle glowing in the frosty snow, chase away every approaching shadow from her tweedy, wind-blown coat, to spread light on her gliding path: where snow-drifts may reduce her sight! Dripping candle glowing in the frosty snow, let her kindness be remembered on this Christmas' Eve... as we all share in that spirit of giving it all! And I will remember her, too, in my joyous glee; as she goes past the lamp-posts of each silent street, humming her tuneful carol with a soul so spirited... echoing the enthusiasm of a dashing child! Dripping candle glowing in the frosty snow, ask her if you can be her friend...guiding her on her journey; dripping candle, brilliant with hope and light , make her joyfully smile down the snowy road of this Christmas' night by letting all the bells of the gloomy town ring like they rang before... when she went door to door to spread the season's good tidings, and are those vivid memories reflected in her nostalgic and kind eyes? Dripping candle glowing in the frosty snow, don't die out...until her weeping face beholds Christ's glory, and she can forever rest in His comforting arms! Copyright 2008 by Andrew Crisci
Don't Mind The Rain The days are getting shorter. The cost of living's going up. Nothing seems to last long anymore. My life reads "Out of Order" and I've almost had enough Of this day to day existence for sure! The nights are getting colder. The cost of love is going up. Nothing ever is the way it seems. My heart reads "Game Over" but my mind just won't give up On this lose/lose situation I'm caught between! But, then you call my name...and I hear your soft voice speaking, "Don't mind the rain. It's just a thing or two I'm teaching. You will make it. This I swear. And you will see, I really care. So, don't mind the rain... I Am there..." The days are getting longer. The cost of living's still going up. No one seems to care much anymore. My life reads "Insert Quarters" but my pocket ain't got enough Of what I need to settle up the score! But, then you call my name and I hear your soft voice speaking, "Don't mind the rain. It's just a thing or two I'm teaching. You will make it. This I swear. And you will see, I really care. So, don't mind the rain... I Am there... Don't give up in what you're going through You can make it! I believe...in you..." ~by deborah burch© 4/28/2012
As our ship leaves the harbor for parts unknown our eyes search the skies for a sign Visions of the past give way to visions of another kind Don't you realize what has happened? The old verities are now glowing embers in a room full of surprises Like a "jack in the box" happiness suddenly springs forth where sadness used to hole sway The great masters of reality will have their say! Isn't it time you watched the earth revolve? As it spins our hopes grow and are on the verge of being fuflilled Visions of another kind will take us to new, unimagined heights, leave us breathless on the shore as wave after wave strikes the sand leaving their imprint on our shores
Mommy, I know I left you here. Ring ring went the phone, Little did we know never again would I answer Ring ring went the phone. I was eating breakfast when Open slammed the door, That morning how strongly I would have denied I would end up on the floor. I tried to scream, Mom, I really did. But he had me. . . He used my garden tools to beat me. He had me. Those tools used to bring me so much joy, But his purpose was to aid him. I had loved greeting visitors with garden so green It's not the tools' fault though, I don't blame them. I shielded my face with my hand, But soon that was broken. . . The simple trowel was my doom, All too soon, my face shattered and broken. . . There was blood everywhere; Mom I was so scared. To stop fighting though, I never dare. The sleek black laptop I had Been given for Christmas Which held all of my Favorite pictures of us, With it and my purse, He ran away, Not knowing I wouldn't Be here today. The white-washed walls Of the hospital room Only all too well reminded Me of Amontillado's tomb. I left you in the hospital Though. All alone. . . They caught him, have comfort, Even if you're alone. I'm sorry Mommy, I didn't want to go. . . But who ever gets a choice? I had to go. How little did we know, that One day, ring ring, Never again would I answer That phone, ring ring.
Sweet little rose Who wore boys clothes Knew she was different She was laughed at from her choices And every night heard noises Now there was this boy in school Who thought he was so cool Calling sweet little rose a queer She wanted to disappear She remembered the taunts made Permanently in her brain Hitting from side to side There was no place to hide So sweet little rose Always called gross She had too much soon And went in the bathroom The door locked The tap ran And the white tiles turned red After that the bullies dread Because every night they go to bed Sweet little rose Was the ghost And haunted the last of the lot And the moral of the story here is It doesn't matter who you kiss And if you was to diss The ghosts of them hiss
I spent my entire life Building these walls Hiding among the shadows So that I couldn't fall Feelings I cast out Independence then over shadows Humor I tend to use To fight my toughest battles Not looking for love Trying to keep flying solo Keeping my emotions at bay Tending to keep myself hollow Then you caught me off guard There was awkwardness at first But as the days moved on I began to feel the thirst The thirst of your love Your kind and gentle touch I began to show my feelings And at first it was just to much The walls I feel are breaking My heart is fully exposed An award sir you should receive Because no other person has known Its only been a short while But I hope this lasts forever I'm trusting you with this gift I'd say your rather clever So please don't take advantage I'm starting to stand tall I love you babe with all my heart Your the only one to break my wall I finally see the light again Feeling blessed in each and every way Thank you for for coming into my life I really hope you decide to stay So bring on the future Joys, fights, laughter, and tears Because I know we can conquer Relationships I no longer fear I hope this stays strong Lets go along for the ride I look forward to what may come Cause I know you will always be by my side
I felt my life was standing still No dreams for me to follow Some nights there seemed to be no point In waking up tomorrow The road ahead grew lonelier And longer everyday With no one there to hold my hand Or help to guide the way But then the clouds began to fade The sun came shining through And then my life began again The day that I found you You took away the loneliness And wiped away my tears You gave me back my dignity And cast aside my fears You gave the strength I needed To stand up on my own I knew with you beside me I would never be alone You always saw the best in me Through all the good and bad You're always there to laugh with me Or hold me when I'm sad We've been through everything there is Together we are strong We've held each other up Whenever anything went wrong I can't remember loneliness Or what I used to do I know I've learned what life's about Because of loving you You never hide your love for me Your feelings always show Please hold me in your life forever Never let me go I know that there's a Heaven now I know that God is there I prayed that I would find someone And God answered my prayer For you are my lifes happiness You're everything to me I couldn't live without you now You are my destiny So never say goodbye to me Never let us fall For till the day I die I'll only ever give my all..
Trust in me and hold my hand We'll travel north to a distant land I discovered a map, faded and old To a land where its neither to hot nor too cold Its better, I heard, to travel in two's The journey is long but won't damage our shoes Its known why we're leaving - let us not be coy We travel together and that brings me joy I've tried my best, but my last journey ended By trying to keep straight on a road that was bended So yes I know a bit of navigating now Let me lead the way so you can learn how Can I tell you how long and how far? Shall we travel by foot or by car! Child even from me that wisdom is kept What matters is that we must take that first step At night we may shiver and doubt the way May all our fears vanish with the coming of day We were at a place where peace is all we sought Though in silence and gesture, great lessons you were taught I'll watch you close as you will me Together we triumph over obstacles that may be You're fearless, eager, inquisitive and wild I'm mother to you and I'm honored, my child You entered my life at just the right time You came and emptiness suffered a steady decline You give me a strength that knows no end I may be your nurturer but I'm also your friend Sin abounds and cloaks all with darkness, You've seen me at my lowest in starkness With angelic strength you have pulled me up I drank too long on a poisoned cup If I get tired please understand The path is laden with rocks and with sand This way is worth taking, to look back at where we've been We'll start over again and wipe the slate clean This journey will be hard for me Taking you from point A to B Seeing the effect my life has on you I hope you'll see what's false and what's true So trust in me and hold my hand We'll travel north to a distant land There will be stops along the way But that won't mean for long we'll stay We won't be alone, there are others too Out there searching for peace like me and you They'll try to bind us but we must not blame Please understand, no two journeys are the same They say life's a journey, well I see its so I've asked the wrong people what I needed to know Now I've found my answers, in mercy and prayer Thy will be done, all that's happened is fair. Our bags are packed, just one or two So I can carry you when I have to With courageous hope and truth and love We'll commence down this road as angels watch from above...
SHIPWRECK SURVIVOR He was lost in white surprise Of drugs and doctors quips His mind was filled with flapping sails Of white that guide the ships To dance among the white capped rocks In North white nights of June Bring in the catch to catch the maid Who'd be his wife so soon. Wild hair so white it shamed the sheet That soft caressed the grass The grass-plagued daisies held her there As clouds triumphant passed In columns white the bossy clouds Marched brisk across the sky But none of them could match the spark Of whiteness in her eye. And then his shocked brain shifted Jigged timed across his life How many white nights had escaped? The maid now was his wife! Saw breasts so white that milk they gave Seemed paltry in contrast-- To feed the babe that snuggled there-- The fruit of love surpassed. Then shipwreck banged into his head The white-flashed lightning zing-- He tested feet and moved his legs Seemed he'd survived this fling Of nature's whims again he'd live to tell the lusty tale of how north winds had jumped from waves to grab their ship's main sail. Before the White Christ Had emerged from his Semitic genes The sailors would have cried for Thor To ease his hammerings. Sailors lost were prices paid To live in northern shores. And, lost at sea was ever feared By them, and wives adored. He'd play a trick, they'd think him dead-- Would make a crafty tale! By his hearth and in his bed would sound a mourning wail. His house would be a feast of black Mad weeping would impress-- Then his imagination called her tears He vowed each tear to bless He smirked to think of their surprise When he stalked through the door-- An unsuccessful leap from bed— He'd rest a little more. And being man-- he pondered sex And pleasures it would bring There was no sizzling passion like His lover's offering. Needle rudely poked- Morphia drew him in To dream the dreams of healing arms delightful prickles of his skin He found her far beyond his pain--Oh, that smile that could disarm! In dreams , with wife, in languid bliss created white hot charm. ============================================== PRE WHIT E STORIC Winter wild of flurries In ancient minds Was a shelter From white fear Wolves roved Stayed in packs Howled their presence Hating snow Bears slept Hidden away Violence and terror Only a summer dream White drifts Blazing blizzards Wrapped safety Around fragile human life.
Another harsh Winter we must face It Matters not, no one can escape Fate Not Even The Gods With Bravery we shall Stand Strong In Care we shall advance onto Vigrid Fenrir Will Lay dead By Dawn's Perch Trim Your Nails, to Prevent Naglfar It's time to suit up; We Are The Einherjar Protector's of Ragnorak The Army of The Gods The Lovers of Valhalla All of Midgard will sing Of our triumph and their Defeat Sadly all will come, In a twinkling To An Utter End Madi, Magni, Sons of Thor Balder, Hod, Residence of Hel Lif, Lifthasir, of Yggdrasil Do us well Remembrance of our noble deeds Is all well enough Sing the Song We Are The Einherjar
THE TALE OF A 21st century HERO Daunting heroes, As a boy Were the dreams He had enjoyed Vowed that one day he would be Bursting with integrity Help the needy and the poor Answer when they needed more So he studied half his life Joined the air force-- found a wife Served his country , did it proud Kept each promise that he'd vowed But he gradually felt the change Seemed like life had rearranged Now true heroes were ignored often pundits Laughed and roared Made the good men seem like fools For regarding written rules And the children lost respect All adults were now suspect Life was now a back of tricks Or a game of pick up sticks Then one day as he walked home Heard a siren blare and drone Saw the smoke and tiny face Ran into the crumbling place While a fire roared and blazed He broke in, and came out dazed ------With the child safe in his arms Life suddenly recovered charm
A scatter of iridescent wings beneath the shattered glass. A collection of still butterflies, dead memories of my past. An attempt to break the patterns of a life not lived before. The remnants of a squandered fortune I'm left no less, no more. I try to see beyond my walls of Crystal city's broken dreams. I listen in the silence, for my own protracted screams. I'm growing yet, I'll grow still more, to be a better man, like a diamond forming in the ground, to glitter on your hand. A scatter of iridescent wings, beneath the shattered glass, a collection of still butterflies, dead memories of my past. The past is ever fading. The days ahead seem bright. I tried to overcome the drug, God knows I lost the fight. The only way I'll win the war, is to give my soul, my life to God. He is the Fisher of all men, I'm bending down the rod. He is my strength, my source of light, when I'm lost out in the dark. I know that he will save my life, and allow new light to spark. A scatter of iridescent wings beneath the shattered glass a collection of still butterflies, dead memories of my past. The butterflies will stir again. They'll fly the winds they did before. The shattered glass will crystalize and bend the light once more. A rainbow of refraction. The sun beams through the glass. The collection of still butterflies, is free again at last.
Winds blew, Storms descend, Lightening struck Thunder reared its striking face Causing people to shut their houses and tight Not daring to come out But i was out Roaming in the Mystery Forest In search of...? It seems I'm in love But can't figure it out And to whom? The rain was still clattering and beating Causing trees to sway to and fro But i rather took on horse hoods My eyes roamed to see If i can get a glimpse of...? My feet walked each passing second sore and wounded became of them But that did not deter me When i saw the sun drifting away, I stopped to rest for the day hoping my search will be fruitful Tomorrow, One day!
Far away on the shores afar So shines my brimming star Covering light on sand and sea Seashell and seamen there be Mesmerizing all creations at sea Every day it tells a newer story! Far away on the shores afar So anchors my ship of hope Carrying cargo and men if so With the burning torch of hope It sails through stormy weather To make my lone shore happier! Far away on the shores afar So speeds my only racing car Driven by happiness and love Powered by the pull of my love It drives on like a elegant dove On the sands of the barren cove! Far away on the shores afar.......!
1. I Am in luxury, My dreams have taken me there, My stood by decisions have gotten me Health and Wealth, At least I am not found in the Morgue, How else could I be here without Hardwork, Humility and God's blessings. 2 If the reverse were to be called upon then you would resurrect POVERTY, If I took defeat for A Companion, Then would I evidently languish till my Dying day, If I didn't sweat towards my dream, thus would I worship daily at Life's 'Abyssmal' Sanctuary, For as A Man I heeded Success's call.
You and I, we walk together When it's raining...love, you are my umbrella. with you, I know I can overcome any storm we'll just stand thru it, arm and arm... lightning and thunder we are oblivious to the sounds... so wrapped into one another- ...wouldn't even notice if an earthquake moved these grounds rain drops glistening on your body... I love to see water shimmer on your skin -so we're going to play in this rain- ...LIFE ...it could bring us Hurricanes but with you... all the damage and pain the heavy wind brings... I'm oblivious to the push... so into one another- ...I could fly away and wouldn't even notice the wind's swoosh while others panic on days like this... we look into each others eyes, and we just kiss ...cause we know beyond this weather... we have each other and if this Tsunami should try to wash us away, we'll float away together... Tornadoes, we've seen our share, but we just stood there -held tight onto one another- cause we are not oblivious to the fact... that after it all... there will be a rainbow.
If only It were easy for me to part from thee to go back to a time afore I knew you ere your beauty and your love were forever in my heart branded times together in my mind forever treasured, the beauty of you in my soul forever mated Leaving nothing of all your immediate reminders. A caress of flames to engulf me And warm my cold loneliness, A moment of bliss to bid me farewell Without ire or regret Though I cannot claim from thee my heart anymore than I can claim the moon from the skies for your love. The heart wants what it wants and I cannot even begin to grasp the reasons neither can I fathom the depths of these alien feelings, Only that should I lose you after I've just found you, I ....cannot imagine going on.
I feel your breath upon my cheek Your heartbeat next to mine Cradled in your arms; but know It's just for one last time I look into your eyes: you smile That smile just breaks my heart Lying here so close, but know We're really worlds apart As I watch you sleep A single tear falls from my eye I know deep down your leaving me I know this is goodbye I close my eyes and silently I pray to God above That I will wake from sleeping Still beside this man I love As I pray he looks at me And gently wipes my tears He holds me in his arms His whispers chase away my fears He tells me that he loves me How much to him I mean But suddenly I realize It's really just a dream For when my eyes are open In the cold cruel light of day I know my prayers weren't answered I know he's gone away What do I do now How am I supposed to feel How do I move on Do I bleed, or do I heal Do I face the truth Or do I live on lets pretend But sadly deep inside I know We've reached our journeys end.. By Raina Hutchins
A BOX BUILT FOR MY EVERY FRIEND I've built you a box As tall as a tree Your personal disposal for Black memories A box that will hold every Lover-flung hurt A box that will hold Stinky socks or old shirts. I have blown a glass cup That will hold every tear You will dump every heart ache Every shivering fear-- Certain inclusion of Aspersions unfair-- Echoes that strangle The person you are.............. You'll perk savory fresh coffee Breathe a world drama free-- Thump your butt on that box lid --- And sip your new dreams. With my apologies....Revised to be w/o sexual discrimination for my male friends June 17, 2013 (original from 15 May 2013) Victoria Anderson-Throop
we pray for understanding God gives us the wisdom to understand we pray for strength God gives us the power to be strong we pray for courage God gives us the opportunity to be courageous we pray for forgiveness God gives us a chance to amend the wrongs we pray for faith God puts it in our sights to believe it we pray for love God opens our hearts to receive it we pray for wealth god gives us the will to achieve it God just doesn't gives us what we want no matter how hard we plead but he does answer our prays according to our needs
I am powerless in mind and within my body, This alcohol has got me down and I am paralyzed, The world in which I call home cannot be analyzed, All through this drink, with this I have declared my hobby. My Friends do not respect me to which I cannot blame, I am depressed beyond recognition and with it I feel shame, Years without and years repressed and years I call lame, Not one happy relationship, not with family or dame. Salvation is coming and I keep telling myself bleakly, Each day my sanity goes through hoops only to survive meekly, The end has only that alcohol to calm my stress, This alcohol feels as if I am saved from the rest. I'm almost there and almost free from this asylum, My friends around seem to care not even some, I'm losing the fight even when both sides are done, Three days until I'm home again...any longer and my life be gone. (I survived and am now much healthier)
Warm and cuddly reads the tag of a cat A glowing eyed panther in an unpredictable area His curiousity and prayers guide him A soldier of fortune is the cat called Kitty Kitty, Kitty, Kitty Where do you hide? Kitty, Kitty, Kitty Please , come to me! He explores wherever he can. A coat of fur and sharp claws are his protection There are other cats around out there and they are very territoria indeed as are the big birds Kitty, Kitty, Kitty Where are you now? Kitty, Kitty, Kitty Please, come home!
If Jesus walked through those doors today Would you have a kind word to say? Would you need more proof? Would you be loving one another Or judging your brother In what you think to be the truth? Well, Jesus is here in this place I can see Him in your face You are a temple in His Kingdom He lives in all who believe. If Jesus came and sat down by you Would you be thinking what else you had to do? Would you give Him place? Would you be embarrassed to praise His name Cry Holy and thank Him He came? Would you know His face? 'We don't want to miss our blessin' Lord, help us learn this lesson. Open up our eyes and let us see. Help us 'love one another' Don't let us judge our brother Before we talk about another Set us free... 'Cause Jesus lives in all who believe' Well, Jesus came through those doors today He waits to hear what you have to say In that neighbor next to you. Will you choose to do the Father's will Or sit in your seat very still Knowing Jesus sits so close to you? Now, Jesus is here in this place Can you see Him in my face? I am a temple in His Kingdom And He lives in all who believe... Yes, We are the Temple in His Kingdom He lives in all who believe... Jesus came through those doors today... ~by deborah burch 4/10/2006©
I am a little girl Cradle me in your arms Chanted with lucky charms Wipe away my tears to dry Cuddle me when ever I cry Pick me up when I fall Look at you your so tall A picture of God and I'm your drop You walk while I hop I'm a little girl all cozy and wrapped I am a little girl that is trapped
This world is getting tougher to survive everyday. The cost of living is more than my pay. It's going to get worse that's what the old folks say. The bad times are here and here to stay. Just look at the shape of the U.S.A. we're afraid to let our children go out and play. Maybe we all need to get on uor knees and pray. Jobs are getting harder and harder to find. What I own ain't worth a dime. Inflation is up and so is crime. Alot of real good people are in a bind. Can't even get care when your in your prime. Most everyone you know have fallen on hard time. I can't help them out when i'm worried about saving mine. Career politicians keep sucking us dry. They tax everything we own and anything we buy. Most of us blue collars will work till the day we die. While the rich skate through life and don't have to try. We all have to stop living this goverment lie. It's about time we let that eagle fly. Remember who made this country, it was you and I. We the people can bring her back, and put this nation back on track. We made her strong and that's a fact, and Noone will ever be able to take away that.
Yesterday has slipped away And only now I see Just how sad the answers To those questions asked can be A hollow feeling in my heart A pain inside so real An empty space inside of me That only you can fill Even though you're gone from me Still I'm holding on To something that can never be To something so far gone People say that I'll forget That time will dry my tears People say this pain inside Will fade throughout the years But everything we did And every word that we did share And every place we've been Have left their shadows everywhere Apart from you and I Nobody else could ever know Or ever understand The part of me that can't let go You were my love, my heart, my soul You gave my life to me And now I feel so lonely Saying 'I' instead of 'We In a world of strangers Here alone I stand My promise of tomorrow Gently slipped right through my hand I close my eyes and feel you near In dreams you're by my side In every prayer I pray for you In every tear I cry Not only did I lose my love I lost my best friend too I lost my world, my heart, my soul The day that I lost you Although the road gets lonelier And longer everyday My memories of loving you Will never fade away... By Raina Hutchins
We came to stop at half past noon The day was June the twenty-first But soon we'd come to realize That this last stop would be our worst We ate but later came to find that We had lost the keys to the white van "What will we do?" one friend of mine said A panic struck, we all just ran We searched through bags and bathroom stalls We dug through trashcans three feet high "Were could they be?! They can't be found!" All hope was lost they all just sighed The leaders chose what they would do The girls would leave the boys must stay They would wait for help to come Enterprise would save the day! A shiny object lay ahead Could it be the keys to the van? "I think I see" the driver said Could it be? No, twas only a can With all hope lost we drove away They said goodbye to gentlemen Who chose to stay so we could leave Pretty soon we'd see them again We came back home, boys later came Today those keys still haven't been found Somewhere far they're wanting for us To come and find them laying around
LCan a man truly know beauty if he fails to behold the natural beauty within your precious heart? How shall i dance with the twinkling of the stars and romance the illuminating moon, if I dare not dream the dreams of tasting the ripen fruits of your blissfulness? Let me be a wandering man of madness if I should ever not acknowlege the mesmerzing joy, charm, intellect, and beauty within your mind, body, and soul. For my darling C.D., it be those sweet attributes of yours that cause my sleep to sustain its self, because of seeing you in my dreams from time to time. I race like a gazelle to behold your naturalness. i become this quiet lion in the wake of your defence. I become patience to know and to love your innermost thoughts and asperations. Yes, my darling, never will I engage in folly to behold you. Never will I become weak if I shall never taste your sacred love. Never will I ignore you should I be not worthy of your fruits of your royal garden of bliss. For I shall be as I was before I ever encountered you, yet I shall weep within should you abandon the quest of these sentimental thoughts of authenticity. Thus was the love of Lady C.D., the radiant princess which stoled my heart and moved my love to be inside her love.
In days of intense living. Times where people aren't so giving. Trying hard every time. Doing day's work to earn my dime. The future hints, it may be bleak. Success and happiness. It's the life I seek. Hard times. Life slips away. It seems once more, I've lost another day. Stressing on life, the way I do best. But just so happens, It's like all the rest. Doing and saying are two different actions. Try loving and helping. See the reactions. Strive for a road to a better tomorrow. Now having to pay back the time I borrow. One foot forward, one step back. Continue this road. It's sheer will, I lack. This dimly-lit life of mine. Wipe away the flaws, then I shall surely shine. So here I am. Still not feeling fine. Here I am. Still at the starting line. Watch! Someday, that will all change. Someday, my skill and talent will take me to such great range. As of now, I'm on a personal chase. Mission possible, to change my place. It's all stuff I'll learn in due time. Starting my life. To earn more then just a dime.
Oh great father give this child a home, give him the love of a good family and a lover of his own, give him a fire in his spirit and hope in his heart, my the heavens bless him, under the wild Montana sky.
Tiny dirty hands layered in filth, grim under the nails, what dread do you face as you toil and toil throughout the long frightful day? There is no comfort behind broken walls, no comfort in mothers arms, no safety offered to your wondering soul. Tiny hands scavenge for food, finding only aged bones with little meat, few scraps to feed your aching abdomen. Those hands so small, so cold, trembling uncontrollably, wrapped around your petite frame, your mind replaying "How will I survive today?" But you toil, toil on. The water there is none. Only blackened pools of thick mud and how you long to taste the cool refreshing drips on your tongue, to soak your calloused and bruised toes, but that fantasy has long been gone. Feeling as though you where made to suffer, made to grieve, want and never to obtain you start to weep. Those hands, those tiny dirty hands reach up and gently push aside the free falling tears that seem to never stop. Though you can't see her, her pain is real. A child of hunger, a child of fear, her wanting is palpable, honest, and correct, no lusting just dreams all shattered by circumstance and sadly she is not alone. So as you sit in your homes surrounded by loving faces, grand objects and perfectly set dinner places, give thanks as your hands, clean and untouched by poverty break bread.
Stiff joints, Tired to the bone, For mere coins, I work all alone, Rough hewn hands, Tarnished by labor, While times slipping sands, ... Erode this old trader, Get a little ahead, Then quickly fall behind, What more can be said, Abound trudging this old grind, I give all I can, They take more away, Until left in my hand, Is less than yesterday, How can this be, How can I survive, When all I can see, Is barely staying alive, There's no promise for me, No hope of retiring, There's no future I see, Except one of perspiring, Where is the hope, When this road is endless, How can I cope, When I am left defenseless, No dreams can I see, No prayers answered today, But I work endlessly, To find a way one day, To find answers, Answers to my prayers, Where hope finally swears, To live up to my cares, And hope blooms, From the hopeless life, Which fills this room, Bringing me such strife, And should this prayer, Be answered by God, I know that I'll swear, To give him all I've got, But I know this is just, A passing dream of mine, And I will do what I must, To keep towing the line, And I know the Lord, Has others with greater needs, So he can not afford, The time to fool with me, An old salty soul, Who is truly lost and sad, But this is my role, And it really isn't all that bad... by My Gull Wheels On a.k.a. Michael Wilson
She came to me in a dream Walking in afield of daisys 9 years old she was Flowered dress,Sandie brown hair She stood a smile on her face Looking at me but not a word For years she came to me I kept her to myself I cry for her for I found For I met her mother 4 years before she passed"Cancer" All I know of her beauty is what I saw in my dreams Mother was amazed at my discription She left my dreams All thats left are my tears for her
Shaded essence of honesty, the kind you forget to remember, neglecting patience, avoiding confrontations, merely hoping for the best. You know, it's really not that hard to attempt and erase the past, trust yourself completely so that you aren't in a whole yourself. Ripping up your heart, the half that I once held, owned, gifted and cherished with all the pity I endure now. You're sense of clarity is as clear as your fogged mind, leaving only your rollercoaster- one you took me on without choice- one I've been on every single time, a roller coaster with a merry-go-round track, I hope one day your mind is clear and you remember not only the bad but the good and with that I hope you reveal your true feelings, decide what you ultimately want because right now I'm just your rag doll, I'm merely your revenge, all because it's what I deserve and I have no other say. So please, before you carry on, sink into your thoughts, remember both good and horrid memories, remember first friendship is the beginning, it leads to things both good and bad So please, before you decide to ignore me, let me know where I stand instead of leaving me in the dark. Please, forget me not.
if i touch you will you fade away into nothingness? if i breathe the sweet breath of life upon your softness will you melt into the sweet sensation of my milky thoughts? if i taste the tender hope of your most ravishing thoughts would i become as the deaf-adder and stop at nothing until i dissipate into my grave? will i ever succumb to this one hope of knowing that your beauty has become my ugliness and no longer am i worth this mere speck of dust which i hide myself within. your beauty.
Good listener, please lend your ear To share my history Before I take the poison drink, I'll tell you my story. They're coming even now to take The city that we love And hope is often lost and so My tale i'll tell you of. When Carthage took upon itself To find by light of day A general? Well your in luck! Great Hannibal did say. He planned to cross the mountains great Twas thought the only way, But first to cross the river Rhone, Great Hannibal did pray The river Rhone rose up and warned Don't cross my waters grey! No way to cross? Then all was lost Great Hannibal did say Then at once stood Hannibal We'll cross by th'end of day!? Take down those trees to make a raft Great Hannibal did say Over the water blue they went Lined up in an array And now to Rome and battle great! Good Hannibal did say. Due north he found an obstacle That willed him to give way, The northern tribes with battle cries Great Hannibal did slay. The biggest problem now was here Across the mountains stray "Great danger now we face, my men," Great Hannibal did say. Across the mountains none did think That they would last a day Just one more hill or mountain top, Great Hannibal would say The crew were weary lost and torn That made them curse the day "But we are almost there, you see?" Great Hannibal did say. And soon enough the walls of Rome Rose up as if to say Who ventures here with war in mind? Come greet us at our gates! But in the Roman city there Scipio here to stay "No one can beat us, no one can," Great Hannibal did say. At Rome's great gates for 15 years He waited patiently We can't stay here, for food is dear, Great Hannibal did say. So he turned back to Carthage's gates But met along the way Scipio and his army great Hannibal could not slay When all was done his quest was lost, And Rome would live too great, A treaty signed so punishing That Carthage lost its gate. And Hannibal the general That lost the city too Was forced to go to lands beyond And help as best he could.
I still remember that day when you were a kitten, You were so small and fit in my hand like a mitten. I knew when I held you I would raise you, The love I felt was more than true. I was with you at my grandma's till I could take you home, Then the journey of raising you began... We brought you home and I showed you our house, I still remember when you saw your first mouse. You jumped out of my arms and made your attack, I stood there and watched you get your afternoon snack. Then we were deciding on names for you, I just felt something with dexter and knew it was true. I was only 8 and didn't know any better, I did some things that I still regret. I tormented you so bad, Looking back it makes me sad. But I grew up and knew how to take care of you, Even though what I did when I was younger made me feel blue. You grew up so fast, I never thought me and you as buds would last. But it did I'm so proud for that, Because in the end your my cat. Then came the day we would move into a bigger house, But you never again got a hold of a mouse. You were so scared but I took you under my wing. I showed you around the house and you were so happy. I redeemed myself from everything I had done. Things got better between us as the days flew by, The love strong that were flying so high together in the sky. You greet me when I walk through the door, I feel so touched that I fall to the floor. I cherish every second that your on my bed or just saying hi in my room, The smile that's on my face brings a tear that would make flowers bloom. Now your all grown up and still getting older, The temperature in my heart has gotten colder. So cold because I know your time is soon up, I'm struggling to figure out how full is my cup. I only wish you could live longer and we still be together, But we will always be best buds forever.
He spends his time in idleness, trying to find his place in this world, and looking for his way, though unaware he fails each time and falls deeper in despair. He doesn't know that he'll never find happiness while in such woe, or know what it's like to be,... Really loved! My father, I come to you, lowly bent,... Draw him nigh to thee, make him thine very own, walk before him, beside and after him; follow. Keep him so close, that your heart beats for him. Let Your love flow through him and Your grace bind him up forever. In You, he'll never fear tomorrow and all his sorrows will soon fade away. Everyday will be sunshine, even though it's dark and dreary, Your light will outshine every cloud. His days will never be so good that he is beyond the need of Your grace,and his days so bad that he is beyond the reach of Your grace.! My father, I come to You, lowly bent... Lift him from the miry clay and wash him in Your purified blood, then shall he be a part of your devine will. Make sure the path before him, lay out trials to teach him to trust You, and mountains let him climb that he may know endurance and faith.Through valleys of darkness let him wander that he will know you'll never leave nor forsake him and Your hand leads the way. Let Your love flow through him, and Your grace bind him up forever! (c) March, 25, 2008 Rosemarie Schrock
Between right and wrong there is something called doing what YOU think is right. Where your not sure if your about to do something terribly wrong or doing something very right, but you do it because YOU think it's the right thing to do…. There's no doubt at all, no guilt, no guilty conscience or nerve's to tell you your doing the wrong thing. your following your heart and not what others say. You do it because it's the right thing to do for yourself or for others you are doing it for
Dreamer, never give up on the unrealized dreams of yesterday; and with nothing but hope... you can imagine them shine, even brighter than the furthest star... when your sky has no other light! Dreamer, don't put them away; see in strides: a courageous heart! Lay them out on the pathways... where everyone can see them with a clear view; dreams are lived out by those who are free to trust and love anyone of their choice... to let emotions speak with an inner voice; dreamer, you can have them, too! You could think of a possibility, and turn it into a certainty; never passing up that chance... to paint the unrealized dreams of yesterday with lively colors that can only be found in a rainbow that delights all senses! Aliveness comes form a surge of profound awareness... that awakening to life may seem an illusion, so dreamer realize the dreams of yesterday with all thoughts and joys set on tomorrow, and let them swirl within and immensely grow... by not letting others interfere with your happiness, which is often threatened by another intrusion; dreamer, hold them in your grasp...don't let them get away!
Far beyond the oceans deep, in an unknown land lived the loveliness' own bird, dear like golden sand. Feathers made of rainbow light well-bred was her will, for the sad she gave her tears healing dead and ill. Aye - she was beloved, but … then she was betrayed! Feathers felt in mans fume out; help is always late. Heart broke. Her lovely spirit darkened like a cloud in spring when her life was broken down like a golden ring. With wings of leather suffering she was found again. One more time she had to face love - and the pain then. Heart broke as crystal splitters. Her eyes transformed to red. scales suit skins surface fire was her breath - she became a dragon. Deep inside her entity still the phoenix lives. Loves the music, loves the joy loves whoever gives her the love and kindness back that she does deserve And in friendships fire blaze she will face rebirth.
It's time to sail away from here with all my hearts desire, but knowing how the anchors stuck I guess I'll just retire. I know that there will be some hope that the wind will blow my way, but till that day arrives for me there's still a price to pay. I have my charts I know the way to leave here far behind, my searching for the life ahead is the goal for me to find. If I have to rest it's fine with me it will help me in the end, for the hope I have ahead of me is not something to pretend.
It sweeps through the nights, Is it an angel? a devil? or the angel of death, I lie there sleeping, It comes and my life disappears, I disappeared then i found myself flying, flying over the ruins the soul stealer left, I saw his face, I saw his pain, I'm sweating terribly, or are these tears on my face? I hear a scream then i wake up, Its white and clean, I hear a machine going: beep, beep, beep and his face looking at me, holding my hand, i suddenly remember the scream, my own scream, and the bullies dunking me underwater, he was just glad i was alive, he leans closer, and we share our first kiss.
Being born in the postwar fifties, after darkness and catastrophe ascended on all Europe, I didn't experience cruelty and horror... but hope came from the defenders of freedom from North America and England; and their military supremacy crushed Hitler's vanity and his inhumane empire! I was given birth by a courageous mother, who saw bombs drop on buildings, and escaped to the countryside with a few belongings... dragging grandmother to safety! Fear was everywhere...people had to hide, and liberty was a forbidden cry; even in the Vatican City, and rumors... if not facts, confirmed that some were afraid to speak against this evil, but continued to tremble, and in doing so they let many die! Wasn't God angry at their hypocrisy; and if they had taken a stand against the evildoers... wouldn't it spared many? It's my turn to protest the evil that destroyed the life of big and small for their faith, religion and race; those voices are still ignored, but they are finally heard; their thirst for peace and justice will be quickly quenched! It's my turn to heal their wounds with sweet and consoling words of kindness, and alleviate their fears that what happened yesterday... must not be repeated in our history; and wil I be able to do this without facing controversy? It's my turn to use the written word, to outshine everyone whose interest is greed! Nobody more than I was saddened by this tragedy, so powerful and overwhelming, to promptly modify the traits of my personality; to be more considerate and caring, and partake in Humankind's destiny! An Aquarius has many distinguishing qualities and talents, and I intend to use them wisely... listening to their struggles with much sympathy! It's my turn to use the written word, to declare war on the state of unfair things, proceed with caution on flapping winds... to land where I am welcomed, and see every hand touching mine; only when the their joy returns, I can certainly smile!
Mookey and Michelle were lovers Oh, how they could love they were faithful until something went wrong he loved her, but something is wrong Michelle Is a good wife to him that's what he said spent 50 dollars to by her man a picture he loved her, but something is wrong Michelle called his cousin Just to see if he was there . said: brother-in-law,Has my baby been here? he loved her, but something is wrong "you are a good wife and I don't lie, I won't lie to you,he stayed with some girl he left this morning the gal is Tiffany Jones he loved her, but something is wrong Michelle went down to the bar Didn't go to drink underneath her shirt she carried a nine-milli gun he loved her, but something is wrong Michelle looked over the car to see if he was there there was Mookey on the stool holding Tiffany's hand he loved her, but something is wrong Michelle stooped down beside the car Pop ,pop ,pop ,pop four shot let out Right through the door he loved her, but something is wrong The first two hit Mookey She heard him yell out in pain The third one hit Tiffany in the leg There were two new faces in hell he loved her, but something is wrong "Oh, it hurt, he yell His left side was bleeding Her left leg bleeding he loved her, but something is wrong Michelle looked out the jailhouse To see the beautiful life. She could see the birds flying, she could hear them sing he loved her, but something is wrong Michelle said to the sheriff, "What is my punishment? " Sheriff said, "Michelle,It's the electric chair for you" he loved her, but something is wrong This story is crazy but true,that shows that it is true When people say men ain't no good he loved her, but something is wrong
Taking hope out of a gloomy day is like living without a hopeful heart; and waiting for miracles without praying is bringing on a specter of infidelity, which disrupts my daily living... making me ponder faith with distrust! Before it rains, I hope for a rainbow at five... believing that it will there for me to admire, not merely imagining, but envisioning its beauty; what is hidden from the eyes shouldn't be a mystery, and this Humankind has created myths and legends for the ones lacking the sixth sense! Embarking on that journey of incognito, solely relying on this overburdensome ego, causes me to experience inquietude in a most unfovarable latitude; and freedom is confined in short miles, when my ship comes to an halt for guidance! Before it rains, I'll see myself securing the anchor, and step on the pier of the safest harbor... waving at the fading rainbow over the refulgent horizon; taking pride and remembering the grueling fright of a captain who never displayed a doubt... even when the storm dashed the agitated ocean!
christmas is about sharing,giving, and happiness, but it also about relationships, and love! I can\'t wait to spend Christmas with you, dancing all night, and when out side alone with ur hands wraped around mine, we will kiss, the snow will start to fall, and you will look in my eyes and say \' i love you\' . Like i said, Christmas is a time for caring, sharing and joy But Christmas is also a time for relationships and love, even if you spend it with just your friend!
I look in the mirror and see the years gone I can look beyond the glass out the window To the yards of my childhood I can smell the flowers and feel the grass 'neath my feet. I can hear the music blasting on the radio Mama callin' me for supper. I yearn to go back to that danged town I fought to get away and never look back, I never wanted to live there again. I guess there's a piece of me There in that little town. The town is small and so are the events You're everyone's business You can get a break and can't get away You don't even have a say You go to and from and people protest And those same people will still put you to the test I yearn to go back to that danged town I fought to get away and never look back, I never wanted to live there again. I guess there's a piece of me There in that little town. I made it to the big town K.C, Got myself a husband and a son and a place to live Settled in and made a life, got a career I swear I'll never return to my best friend Comfortable where I stand, Happy where I am I yearn to go back to that danged town I fought to get away and never look back, I never wanted to live there again. I guess there's a piece of me There in that little town. Well times are hard, And people are ruthless in this cut throat time Jobs are scarce and bills run high You never know what you'll hear at night The people are small in this big town Yeah people are small in this big town I yearn to go back to that danged town I fought to get away and never look back, I never wanted to live there again. I guess there's a piece of me There in that little town. I guess the town is small Just good ol' boys and girls havin' fun Small place, small town, small world People may talk and people may watch But the biggest thing in that small town Are the people after all. I yearn to go back to that danged town I fought to get away and never look back, I never wanted to live there again. I guess there's a piece of me There in that little town. -Heather Birdwell 9/22/2009
Tall and strong; Always pushing on. Never once looking back, Straight up and stiff back. My heart was and is yours, But you turned me down and sent me away. You might be military, baby, But I don't care. Hold me and love me, but leave my heart there. I want you to be mine, but distance is your barricade with which you hide. I fear you'll hide behind it forever, With or without my dreams. I see you walking away or standing on enemy lines, Looking back onto my side of the fence and wondering to cross it or not. You have your gun, you have your uniform, and you have your armor. You doubt me because of what happens with others, and you ignore the others who have succeeded. Why not give me a chance? Let me show you I can be who you want. Ignore just letting me be a distance away. Please; please I beg you; don't walk away and leave me as I am.
Through our eyes we see a world that is ever changing. We look on as the children play carelessly in the parks and fearfully on the streets. We see the joy in a new mother's eyes and the pain in those of the homeless one as she searches desperately for food and shelter. Our Eyes See All. Through our eyes we have seen our country both flourish and suffer. We have been witness to wars and depression. We have cheered for freedom and democracy. Through our eyes we have seen slaves freed and women included. We have helplessly watched on as family values declined while crime was on the rise. Our Eyes See All. Through our eyes we can see our future. We watch on proudly as our children grow and learn. We see the innocence and hope in their eyes as they begin to live out their dreams. In the future we see our children living in a world we could only dream of, never truly expecting to see. A world virtually free of crime, hate and violence. A world where all are treated just as they were created, equally. Our Eyes See All. Through our eyes we have witnessed our history. We have seen a constantly changing world. A world full of struggle and promise. When we look around us we see the world as it is today; all of it's beauty with all of it's flaws. As we envision our future we see a world living in peace and harmony. A world where everyone has the right to truly live freely and happily. We see the future we have all been waiting for, a future of rewards. Our Eyes See All.
carol: they took my kiemona and my angelo(parents)with brutal-force and left me for the janitors of the deserts to feast on my child wounded carcase. i live within the hidden confines of a twisted and perverted place. my heart be not tainted with hate nor my mind disturbia by the cruelties of the pasted hidious inflicted fate. i merely await my future manifestation of a hopeful love of life and all its splendor. why else would i have survive such deeds ago, which render me once, the invisible child?
A man struggles to see the light, Which shined so bright. Darkness impours him and he fight's to break free, But there's no light and he can't see. The darkness is strong he trembles with fear, He makes a cry to God loud and clear. Forgive me for I have done wrong, The evil around me is just to strong. I come to you, To help me through. He opens his eyes and suddenly can see, The light he had lost but now found for God answered him and set him free. He thinks to himself how could I have been so vain, But he forgives himself for he was saved by the healer of pain.
So scared of changes Don't want idiots rearranging my life I've been this way since I was a child My head is confused my mind makes me feel mentally abused They say they want to assess me but I'm no fake Realising my only income and freedom is at stake Bad thoughts and images run through my brain Not knowing how things will turn out is driving me insane My fears are justified I won't have anyone tell me that I've lied I don't want this medical examination being prodded and poked Don't want some doctor laughing at me like I'm some kind of joke I do not choose to be this way but you are just you they all say I wished I could see into my future but I know that cannot be Hoping and praying they will see I'm genuine Being mentally ill is not a sin I'm screaming inside hoping the doctors will understand Can't take any more of their stupid demands Please don't make me bend don't make me stand The fear is on the surface The fear is in my heart The fear is all around my mind Please have compassion and be kind Dreading what may come of me Forced back in to work when I am sick forced back in to society Please see that this is me and that my fears do control me.
On and on I don't wanna go home Just the lovely words of another sad song Holding on, it's too late to go home Just the lonely words of another sad song Every now and then I don't wanna turn left Just the path I martyr On the way to no where Could you envision me No longer sadly These are the lovely words As we go On and on I don't wanna go home Just the lovely words of another sad song And we sing Holding on, it's too late to go home Just the lonely words of another sad song Back and forth Are the trials we cure Would you hold me more If you found me impure And we're holding on Cause it's too late to go home As we go On and on I don't wanna go home Just the lovely words of another sad song And we sing Holding on, it's too late to go home Just the lonely words of another sad song On the park side of town Silence is a muffled sound No apologies Like sea gulls We are standing free We're holding on Cause there's no better place to be So let it snow Go here, there, and before She asked me to leave I kindly closed the door Theses are the times We wish not to endure We look for warm meals Band aids A sore throat to absorb the cure Lungs commenced to whispers Profoundly within your ear A little something To keep your thoughts pure I could ask for no more Than sun lit days That hover above the clouds And shadow The doubts we adore
What do you mean you're leaving? What aren't you telling me? You had said that we could run away and make it out on our own; out in the wild. But now you're packin' up your things and givin' me one last kiss good-bye. And I say that U can't leave me. How am I supposed to live without you? He said I really don't give a damn what you do. Keep the faith and never be afraid to follow your heart. I've told you time and time again that this love thing is too big for little girls. So I say. . . I'm sorry I fell asleep in your arms and cried right in them, You cared enough to dry them away, But now, That you turned away, I still don't know how you did it and You're Takin' Your Love Away I picked him up at a bar. I didn't have a care. No. I was too drunk, so he took me home, in his truck. He stayed with me all night long, Never once questioning. . . Never once leavin' my side. As I rolled over the next morning A note was in his place: Call me if you need me, I'll be back tonight, baby. So I said. . . I'm sorry I fell asleep in your arms and cried right in them, You cared enough to dry them away, But now, You turned to me, I still don't know why you did and I hope that You're not Takin' Your Love Away So. . . Please don't leave. . . So he said. . . I'm sorry I fell asleep in your arms and cried right in them, I hope you care enough to accept this ring, That's all my heart. I still know why I do this to you and I don't want you ever Takin' Your Love Away I'm sorry I fell asleep in your arms and cried right in them, You cared enough to dry them away, But now, That you turned away, I still don't know how you did it and You're Takin' Your Love Away I'm sorry I fell asleep in your arms and cried right in them, You cared enough to dry them away, But now, You turned to me, I still don't know why you did and I hope that You're not Takin' Your Love Away I'm sorry I fell asleep in your arms and cried right in them, I hope you care enough to accept this ring, That's all my heart. I still know why I do this to you and I don't want you ever Takin' Your Love Away If you love me enough. . . Then don't Take Your Love Away
My hope had been all but squeezed out..like an orange at 6 am. The pressures of life the strongest forces on me. As I watched my hair turn to gray. Then she came to me in an email, this girl from so long ago. As I told her of the feelings I hid this girl from so long ago. I said how I stood close behind her,her hair I was trying to sniff. I said "only you would I do this" I still dont know- why this I did. When I opened my email to read it. I thought about so long ago.. I remembered excitiment and fear being around her.. and again my hands started to shake...this girl from so long ago.. She said "I am not the same person, not the girl from so long ago." My hope started finally returning as I spent summer weeks by her side. I spoke of a future together I said I'd no longer hide. She dumped me in an email,she was not the girl from back then. and I'm left almost hopeless again. RJM2014
I still have alot to think about in my life and everything but today i think was good for me at least I wrote a blog and realized...... i am a great personIi am caring loving thoughtful I and am always thinking about others usually more then myself I have my flaws yes... but i have a big heart and i think thats really important im lookin for a job next tuesday I found myself (somewhat) I just hope it all gets better I do have great things in my life that i am very grateful for i cry alot but i smile my heart may be breaking all the time but it never stops loving and giving im going to be the best i can and by doing that im going to be me im going to try to stay positive all the time I know it wont happen but at least im trying.... im going to focus on myself marriage can wait kids can wait but poetry makes me happy so im going to be into it as much as possible ill stress about it no i dont like my looks and no i dont think ill ever go anywhere in life but it never hurts to try right its important to focus on yourself i think because focusin on yourself just might save your life because focusing on yourself is like fighting for something really important so.. im off to find myself Cause love is just that much better when your actually there
I arise in love with love it grows its fruit out of my wings love makes my heart sing, romance. love makes me selfless in a state of agape. love keeps me thinking in isolation, hoping in dejection. love makes me express on bed of roses entangled an intertwind in bliss woven passions that rejects lust, yet invites love. the necter is sweet as pleasures trancend and ravish my trinity oh love is faithfull, willing and definately able. oh definately able! Love existed before Cain killed Abel It will bring joy to it's possessors Captivating it's keepers Uplifter of weepers Bringing pleasure to those who express it, who grow it live it make it.
Please, Kiss me softly, Gently. Don't hold back. No stopping, No thoughts, No inhibitions. Hold me with this, This... Feeling that you give me, That one you used to use to make me... Stop thinking, Pause breathing, Heart beating, No, throbbing, feeling. Please, Give me this moment, Give us this time. Love me once more, And please, Leave me peacefully this time. No hurt, No pain, No explanations. Just leave Quietly.
when everything seems bad you just got to believe everythings going to be ok because when you believe even the impossible can happen so when your having a bad time just walk on through the storm and believe that Its going to be okay fight the bad times, fight the storm and believe!
A kiss So soft, so familiar. Even after years, I can't find any better. One moment Back, wrapped in your arms And still, you're perfect. My good luck charm. I say, "It's weird that you still hold me perfect." Your reply, "No one else ever fit." But you left. And I can, now, honestly say, "No regrets". You've made your decisions and lived your life, Just as I have done with mine. So why is it now that you come back to me? Right after I've found some kind of happy, But still not the same happy you give, But happy enough to live and let live, To smile on a daily basis, That's when you come and do this! You pick everything up and turn it upside down, Or maybe you flipped it downside to the sky, And put the right side up. Either way you put it, I'm stuck between him and you, And you ask what I want, But honestly, I don't want to give either of you up.
Walking on air. Thirsting for sorrowing despair is the only way I know how to keep you near. My spirit lingers for a moment, searching the softly dead silence for the words to say... forever the words are left unspoken. How can you speak when there is nothing but hungering darkness filling the eeiry quiet? My thoughts are left open in the night beauty filled with a gentle light. You see me; your gown is delicate, innocent and white. I look down at my own garments, clothed in black, I am a rainbow of darkness, mastered only by the forsaken raven... longing to thrive in the precious color of snow. A red rose drips with horrid blood, Why must I leave you now? Why must I go? You slowly reach for my hand, but you just don't understand, my heart is breaking. I don't want to bid thee farewell, but to live in such a dastardly sorrowful place would be like living somewhere else. My heart longs to be with you, and I know that in my dreams you will softly whisper "I love you" in my ear. Little do I know that one day soon it won't be in just a dream, because surely I will be with you here, So beautiful sweetheart of mine, do not dread, do not cry, For it is the words you have stolen from thy mouth "I love you", 'tis the only way I will forever depart. These words quietly unspoken still linger, silently in thy mouth evermore in thy heart... At thou grim abscond shall we forever part. Your frozen hand gingerly touches my cheek, wiping me free of all my tears. Surely, tenderly, I will soon be with thee here, until then, darling I love you. Let us forever dance in the dawn of the light, as my black garments miraculously transform, and turn into pure white. Sweetheart I am with thee here, in the night beauty filled with the glorious light. You have saved me from thy distress, thy sorrowing despair. Forever I will rest with thee, in thy heavens of everlasting light... close to you dear. "I love you" once again repeats its story as we forever slowly rejoice, dancing in victory. The two roses; black and white, silently stop crying, transforming in the light. They find refuge in each other, and live in the peace of hope, love, and looming, spectacular, innocent light. A grim abscond I once sang, as the roses drip in horrid blood, thus they prophecy destined them to be so much more, and now they stand against the beauty of the wind, forever bound together with thy treasured love.
Before you win you have to lose, But make sure to think about the path you choose. Cause the wrong one could ruin it all, To where you stumble and fall. Rise above the equation, Getting rid of anger and frustration, Even though it may not be a great situation, Have to seek forth with pure concentration. Keeping your focus to the light, It shines with passion in the night, Helping you burning so bright, To give you strength to stand and fight, Justice done right. Before you win you have to lose, Always keep a look out for that shortened fuse. It could explode bursting into flames with a huge cloud of smoke, Spreading rapidly in all directions with no air to breathe everything starts to choke. Dying off seems the only way, You start to day dream about yesterday, Then it starts to fade away, Your holding onto strings better left to fray. Suddenly you see a light, Burning with passion ever so bright, You break free and continue to fight, Justice done right.
I walked a broken road, Why couldnt I see, Why did I refuse to admit that You were my only Hope; My only Chance of survival? Instead, You were my last resort(option); My last call. I tried everything I knew, I thought I could make it without You, But I was beaten down, bruised, cut open, and torn apart, lost and alone; I needed You. All I had to do was cry out, but something held me back; My pride was so strong. Then I hear Your Voice, Reminding me how much I need Your Help; I needed to give it up, And fall into Your ever-loving Embrace, Because You are the only One who can save me, The One I cant live without, My loving Father.
A snow white flower shines in the soft light of a silent meadow. The words that you speak I shall forever echo. A lost love in the dark of the night. They all look your way, but are you blind? Can you not see the beauty of me? I echo your words, I echo your call; can you not hear the silent voice of me at all? I cannot whisper your name, my voice is gone. Silent I shall ever stay, until you speak again. My laughter shall sneak from my lips, until the last word has been spoken, Silent shall I stay again. Silver snowflakes fall in the glory of the dawn. My words are forever caught up hanging silently in my throat, strangling, dangling horridly on my cold lips. A mirrored reflection stares coldly back at you. The water paints a beautiful picture, golden and shining in the crystal spectrum. Will you fall to the hopeless masterpiece inside? Don't give into the lies that haunt your mind, can't you see that you're beautiful again? Beautiful until the end. You see me standing, afraid to think; so you speak. Can I echo your name? Can't you see that I'm afraid to breathe tonight? I'll always recall your words. With you, I shall never be alone. I won't let you go, though your desire is to be gone. In my heart you will forever live on. Farewell you bid unto the world. Farewell I echo to you. I choke in the invisible tears. The reality kills me as I drink in the truth of my deepest fears. Why Narcissus? Why my true love? Why you? Silver snowflakes fall in the glory of the dawn. My words are forever caught up hanging silently in my throat, strangling, dangling horridly on my cold lips. A mirrored reflection stares coldly back at you . The water paints a beautiful picture, golden and shining in the crystal spectrum. Will you fall to the hopeless masterpiece inside? Don't give into the lies that haunt your mind, can't you see that you're beautiful again? Beautiful until the end. I found a flower near the enchanted pool. You placed it there for me, didn't you? Forever the echoes cry out in my mind. Farewell Narcissus, until we meet again. Farewell, I'll see you whenever my time here comes to an end. Farewell, we shall be together again.
Lord make us courageous to fight, Lift up our hands towards Your light. Jesus friend of sinners, Open our eyes to the world at the end of our pointing fingers. May we shine to that city on the hill, Your already there waiting with our hearts for you to fill. May we hear the toll of the ringing bell, Make our hearts thirsty to come to the well. May the glory of Your name be the passion of the church, Let the righteousness of God be a Holy flame that burns. We believe Your all to us. To You the nations bow down, To You creation cries out. All things we hold together, Your name will stand forever. Majesty! You are Majesty! For You and You alone awake our soul awake our soul and see, For the world You love Your will be done let Your will be done in us. In our hearts Lord, In this nation. Awakening. Lord make us courageous to fight, Lift up our hands towards Your light. Jesus friend of sinners, Open our eyes to the world at the end of our pointing fingers. May we shine to that city on the hill, Your already there waiting with our hearts for you to fill. May we hear the toll of the ringing bell, Make our hearts thirsty to come to the well.
Lord, use me to accomplish your purpose, and make a sower out of me... to multiply these scattered seeds; miracles come in many forms: in blessings of prosperity! What I gave was all I had, and what I will receive will be more than abundance! Defying danger and changelling death, I walked straight into the wilderness, but nothing scared me in my pursue; afraid of turning the pages of the Bible and not feeling sympathy for myself, I ventured all and got lost... my innocence turned into lust, which gave me pleasure without any rule! Lord, use me to drive many away from foolishness, and as You forgave me of my impurities... they will see Your mercy as clear as morning; and reject sin as a hateful thing! Lord, use me to declare the freedom that came with change, and anyone can be part of it...regardless of age; Lord, use me and let me love in humility!
You are my moon My sun My rock For the moon protects me at night And the sun guides me through the day As the rock keeps me solid A voice so gentle, but true I look at the land of green The sky of blue Tis You, Your love, Your hand I will pick up the pen and paper for Thee And write the sweetest love letter I could ever prepare How you carried me through the endless sorrows The rivers of tears The hopeless hours How I dedicate to Thee In the morning And here we are Yes, I'm a fool To walk the road without I'm empty and useless with myself
"It's been a while since i put pen to paper been a while since i had anything to say but i'm so full of hatred and i'm losing all my friends i'm thinking how much my life just sucks how i fight and claw up only to be knocked down blood apon my furrowed brow is it worth it to get up? or should i just stay on the ground? and i don't hear any voices it's just silent all around. Waiting to be saved cuz i sure as hell can't save myself just wanna feel safe but i can't see to find anyone else i'm trying to get saved but drinking this holy water doesn't seem to help and how i wanna feel safe but i can't seem to find anyone else. Been along time since i felt good enough or just plain good to be something a woman wants it's like i've got all the pieces of the puzzle but they won't line up. and it seems like no matter what i do all i feel is frustrated and stuck. Waiting to be saved cuz i sure as hell can't save myself just wanna feel safe but i can't see to find anyone else i'm trying to get saved but drinking this holy water doesn't seem to help and how i wanna feel safe but i can't seem to find anyone else."
two thousand and eight of years that passed by humans and animals are living under the same blue sky and my seventeen years will come to an end reaching a mark of eighteen its a cycle all over again so i take my hope and crush it open i take my courage and force it out with no where to see, or no where to go only my voice, i will still shout it out loud. because its not over, nor is it an end we do still see us, and our lives because we are still standing here and then we'll only move forward, and forward, we began to survive. no turning back no looking around there is no whispers of hope but there is a sound so we follow these steps and we seek a treasure a treasure of peace of peace, it'll bring us happiness there's no giving up no tears of despair hush, don't cry now don't you dare. we're still here and we're still strong we're still alive in places we all belong don't get lost just hear this cry. two thousand and eight of years had just gone by.
Did you forget? Did you forget that you are born of spirit? Did you forget who you are? Remember this. You are not a mistake, you were always known, you're naturally fine more than flesh and bone. There's another way. it's a straighter path, it's a brighter peace, beyond Earth's wrath. So follow me to the farthest shore, where there are no more tears, forever more So drop the mask and end this game listen to my voice and remember this name The name is Jesus He's the King of Kings the prince of peace of whom Heaven sings Know this promise you're a child of God who lives for eternity and can't be robbed so whatever has happened or whatever is wrong the debt has been paid for the price of a song His blood has been shed and it won't be shed twice it was once and for all and will ever suffice So all is forgotten and let it never be said that you owe a debt cause Jesus' blood has been shed So did you forget? Did you forget who you are? Did you lose your way? Are you lost in the dark? Listen to my voice as I shout in the dark as I call you each by name allow light to spark a roaring flame that will show the way out of this world what else can I say? You'll not be abandoned or ever left behind I'll carry you home so let me remind Remind you of hope that will carry you through just remember that name Jesus!
Many wonderful voices are heard... the brighest star is seen; o joyful bells ring in glory! In the blue Heavens....see the angels proclaim God's Word; this night is cold for those sheperds watching their restless sheep on the Bethlehem's hills. A shining angel startles them, as he tells them...the Child prophesied long ago, has born! And that star will lead them to the manger, where He sleeps so calm and mellow; doesn't Mary know that Her baby will soon save Humankind? O joyful bells ring in glory! Let every angel praise the glorious birth of a Prince, who'll be the Sheperd of many... whose hearts have longed for real joy! O sweet child sent from God, you've come to redeem the sinful world! O joyful bells ring in glory!
The Lord's presence blows through the trees as you feel the air flow past you you just feel that He is there with you there watching and proetcting you and you don't have to be afraid of anything because the Lord is there with you and everyone
I failed to defend my precious eminence That all I've heard is the sound of disgrace The news had speard without my innocence That flaps its wings conveying my face I sat aside in the dark corner of my room To shy to see the word outside In me the secret that will trigger my doom The shame that forces me to hide Those smile I saw had broke my heart The voices I've heard had brought me pain The hateful stares wishing me depart A sorrow fall of one's in vain These nightmares appears when I'm in bed That I vow to death to take my life The blood that flows well never shed The pain in me not caused by knife Ill paint this sorrow upon my lonely grave This shame torments me until I die Forever more hides in forgotten caves And kiss them all to say goodbye
Many wonderful voices are heard, the brightest star is seen... o joyful bells ring in glory; in the blue Heavens...see the angels proclaim God's Word! This night is cold for those shepherds watching their restless sheep on the Bethlehem's hills! A shining angel startles them, as he tells them...the Child, prophesied long ago, has born! And that star will lead them to the manger, where He sleeps so calm and mellow. Doesn't Mary know that her baby will soon save Humankind? O joyful bells ring in glory! Let every angel praise the glorious birth of a Prince, who'll be the Shepherd of many... whose hearts have longed for real peace! O sweet Child sent from God, you've come to redeem the sinful world! O joyful bells ring in glory!
Most High, Reigning in the sky, Thats how he sees the Sovereign Lord.. It begins with a man, A young man, Walked with God when he was young, Didn't know wrong from right, Left the Lord out of his sight, Was a troubled kid in his school, His school life was sent in a whirlpool, Failed a yr and worked really hard, He passed got dealt two good cards, But God dealt him a hand that would change his life forever.. A terrible accident had happened, Lucky to have survived, Lying face down, He cant feel from the neck down, Taste of blood in his mouth, He blacks out, Wakes up being helped on a stretcher, He was put into a helicopter, He blacks out again, Wakes up in his room, Not knowing whether he can walk again, He cries out to a nurse, "Will i walk again?", She says "Your very lucky dear boy, And there was no permanent damage, It will take time, But you should be walking in no time.", He smiles, Tried to pick up he cup made of styrofoam, But he cant, He finds out his wrist was broken in two places, And will heal on its own, He notices a long scar on his knee, He was told he did permanent nerve damage, And wont be able to feel anything on it or around it, In what felt like a long time, He made a complete recovery, Grew stronger with his legs, Goes back to school, A day after his birthday, And thats when the nightmare began.. Then one day, His parents saved him with their kind words, His eyes were opened, He saw everything clearer and brighter, He accepted God's word, Hes grown stronger through Christ, He was redeemed by his Savior, God's unfailing love truly means the world to him, His walk with God have been a journey he can not explain, But the smile on his face says it all, He walks stronger and stands tall, For he put his trust in God, The Sovereign Lord.. Most High, Reigning in the sky, Thats how he sees the Sovereign Lord.
1. In Stars, we twinkle... In moons, we outshine... I take in your smile along with its bejeweled glitterazzi... your words.. your dimples.. mmmmmm so Sweet so Simple... We are one.. 2. My sweetheart lets take a stroll.. Do let's sit on this beach to cherish and savour the Blessed presence Of Mother Nature and more... Oh! Our love for coconut liqueor and this waves that fumble... Lets play and wiggle.. My sweet love, lets prance and get tickled.. Cuddle, suckle, unbuckle.. So passionely sweet... Oh! my humble lady of I have much respect for.. I will Do Anything to see you Smile Always.. Believe ME 3. Sweet Passion Arising.. Headlong dive and tumble.. Ohhhlala! My Sweet love's touch and fumble.. Passion so Deep.. We mumble.. fiddle.. jumble.. My bank of words is this vacuum~empty.. Maybe In later lines shall I find words to complete This Unfinished Poem to Honor The Lady I Love.. The Sage, His Quail, Ink and This Page.. Selah
it seems like only yesterday you'd pick me up and carry me and now i'm stuck wondering if you've moved on I hate the way you stare at me those brown eyes still and caressing making me fall in love just one more time I hate it, it's cruel you stole my heart and played me like a fool and all I really want is to have it back
do you see the dove in flight merging into blinding light if you dont well that's allright,--as long as you know it's there. do you feel the midday breeze giving summer sun releif lifts you up from of your knee's, you got to get outside. roll me off the steepiest cliff watch in wonder as i live ask for some of what i give,--ther's plenty enough for two. spin me in your hurricane land me onto baron plain's i shall come back less restrained. you got to get outside. pass me as your animal caged shout that i am all the rage print me onto your front page,---you got to stay outside. put me in a higher class of servile knight's and aristocrat's let me show you why they're crass. they carn't come outside. put me on your right hand side in a ditch of paracite's start to read me my last right's,--will no-one come outside. blame me for your timely fall never answer when i call kneel me blind against a wall. all is mine outside. track me down and wish me well speak to me more your hard sell take my wishes out the well,--the story's half way told. i could regail for far too long put right with pen all my wrong's sing the same old sorry song's. but the story's end outside.
Many hearts, each a beat HE and his Art ===== Sympathy struck my soul within the Watts Towers One man, broken, lost Gave other broken pieces of life another chance to shine With beauty and grace Close to his heart Close to god Before his hand came down They were just figures fallen Pieces hitting Rock pavement bottom These objects, that once served propose Once had value No longer desired Used and abused Broken souls Left to corrode Do you know what it feels like to be alone in fear In shame with no hope Can't look in the mirror Thought to no longer have purpose, On this earth To no longer have beauty To no longer, have worth Rebirth Sees art on the ground His Hand comes down A man, once broken and scared A suffering alcoholic with a second chance at life His heart and soul he bares Perhaps it was sympathy, He felt that day When he started to create, a place of hope The skills to cope For the pieces left to waste away Each broken object, each piece of junk He gave a gift of serenity To shine and glimmer To live beautifully, In company Sublime and serene Achieved Surrounded by like others, Once pieces left behind Alone, you seek cover Together, in time Is strength, and beauty A vision of unity A collective propose Of vision and purity What new perspective, from the inside to out Changes on the faces of the people about Seeing the junk, as a ship not sunk In the shape of hope And inspiration, a dream Where we can go and where we have been Reflect on this now Of those who never saw What the man's vision was Love, real and raw In those broken pieces With his signature, his heart Left in different formations Bottle and plates Imagination ===== Many hearts, each a beat HE and his Art
"Stand tall" is what mom said, But They all know Im hanging from a thin thread. "I want to do this", I tell my friends, But they all think Im doing this to become one of the trends. I want to stand there and give all Ive got, But Im afraid what they'll say,the hole lot. Im shaking and terrified, I dont want this to go on the downside. I want to be told Im good and Great, Cuz I wanna be the schools new update. I might get a few laughing and telling me Im done, but I want to make sure I furfill my mission. I want to show off and thats no lie, I want someone to make me cry. Make me cry cuz I was so good, I want mummy and daddy to know that the room was no deadhood. I want to make everyone cry, So everyday People would ask me to sing high. Im afraid and that is true, but This is what I have to do.
I speak with clarity and honesty, and don't hide underneath pretenses; never my promises turn into lies! How long have you known me, and yet you fail to see my sincerity... when the warm light of friendship glows? More fear than certainty is a weak and recognizable trait that strongly and deeply affects any or all feelings humanly; be logical and overcome distrust, there are other ways to show love... without being touched or felt! Be sure to be true to yourself, and not resent the unsaid words tomorrow; open up to the noble truth, not false belief! I am not demanding anything, or foce you into doubtful giving; isn't this friendship worth more than love? More fear than certainty makes gladness fall away, thinking that being ungiving is only a sign of selfishness , or unfelt sweetness; each heart should be guided by self-defining, not by self-scrutinity... or a constant improbability!
I nailed my sins, To my Lord's cross. Leaving them there, I suffered no loss! The burden load I carried, Was now so much lighter. The life ahead of me, Now is much brighter! Feeling the freedom, Of walking with Him. Drawing strength from Jesus, To turn away from sin. Growing in love, For ALL mankind. Holding grudges no more, In heart and mind. Blessed by His Spirit, Jesus lifted me! Surrendering each day to Him, I can live carefree!
Sometimes when our blessings Are very close and near. We decide to "throw in the towel", As if God's voice, we did not hear. Sometimes we are not far from, That answer that we had so long sought. And we wind up turning around, After a good fight we have fought. Sometimes our blessings are really, Just in front of us, slightly. And while in warfare if we are not careful, We will lose that blessing, most likely. A lot of times we have our minds detoured By obstacles that get in our way. And they will cause us much time wasted If not at all seeing that day A lack of faith, a lack of character, These are just a couple by name. Being too timid, lack of boldness, These two serve just the same. For us to have ran this race, That really has already been won. It would not bring any glory to the Master, To "ALMOST" have it done.
I love you And I hope you love me two You brighten up my days Like the sun's shiny rays You have my heart in your hand Because it's at your command And I hope that this time it doesn't break Because I don't want another heart ache Please just be here now And please allow Your heart to feel the same way And trust me because it will all be okay
i'm trembling , my safest place... right there in my chest.....is bleeding .... .but.. all i can do is write . i swallowed a dagger today....i know what it is doing to my insides .... but all i can do is write........ i see colors... but none of them bright , i see a future that makes me sad to think of the past.... but all i can do is write.......... i failed the test of the right one to trust, now a spot on my back is cut deep.... but ..all i can do is write...... everytime i belived, every time i calmed down. . .i cut away a piece of my freedom and wisdom. . . but all i can do is write. . . THE DAY I RISE, STRONGER THAN FOREVER ,STRONGER THAN YOUR THOUGHTS! ! ! ! ALL YOU WILL BE ABLE TO DO IS NOTHING! PLEASE POST UR COMMENTS SO I CAN GET BETTER AT THIS
Who was I to know,that summer on my roof, inhaling plants of unknown roots. These things would take me on a journey many do not wish too see. Escape was always the plan,crutches carrying me for life.they say however my spirit always prays.For as long as I will too open my eyes,to see the sunsets on many plains,they're still is life and hope inside of me. The concrete oasis in the asphalt,shows a dandelion of sunray,so I do stay my sunsets on Almseda St. never sways.
Nobody's child but mine, He wasn't wanted, Except by me He was born so strong, Should have been two, Oh what a joy This child of mine, Ten tiny fingers , Ten tiny toes too, That child of Mine. He warmed my heart from that moment on, That child of mine . I lost his dad, He didn't want to know, That child of mine . He was sick , Born that way, That child of mine . Smiles and laughter that lit up a room, That child of mine . Many a worry, That sick child of mine, Yet so eager to please. A loving child.. Full of smiles, Laughter too, He was left with his tiny new brother . That child of mine, New dad and all, He was so pleased . So proud of his new baby brother. That child of mine. I just never knew, Thought he was safe that child of mine . How he snapped , His new dad At that child of mine . My joyful night, Became a mothers worst fear.. That poor child of mine, He couldn't breathe, New dad didn't cope. Love was blind, This I knew, Now I'm ashamed, I should have knew. He was only three, Battered and bruised, That poor child of mine . From top to toe, Look what he'd done to that child of mine . I know I should have let go, Be seen and heard for that child of mine.. I was so young with two kids in tow, How would I cope, I did not know. To young and afraid of being alone, I should have known . That child of mine, In sorry now, Was so naïve, It should have been done. I should have let him go, For that child of mine I loved so . Never again will I be afraid, Scared and unsure for any child of mine . Their just no excuse, He was only three, That poor child of mine . I was his mum, Should have known, What had to be done . I should have spoke out, And not been afraid . For that child of mine, I was his mum .
Walk of fame, Walk of shame. But what is it really worth? If we win, We only live to fight again. If we lose, Then it was worth fighting for. Road to somewhere, Road to nowhere. But what is it really worth? If we win, We only live to fight again. If we lose, Then it was worth fighting for. Sea to shining sea, Tree to rotting tree. But what is it really worth? If we win, We only live to fight again. If we lose, Then it was worth fighting for.
Profound, inevitable dreams Incise through her mind like ripping seams The hunger in his eyes Even she feels a glimpse of despise And everyday she ponders Was it meant to be? She wonders The dark nights of thunder and rain What is it he wants? Her agony her pain? But she refuses to give up, to cry He just looks past her holding a wine bottle, dry Outside is a world so deceiving Like a poisonous Oleander, so misleading Her eyes are lifeless, her hands are shaking He apologizes, but she knows he's faking Red, green, black, blue Life passes her by, in every single hue A gun lies on her ripened, demeaning thoughts Her tangled up, brawny knots She puts her finger on the trigger When suddenly she sees something marvelous, no; something bigger! She looks at her little boy's face Existence itself is a race His fragile arms around her neck Amidst all humanity and wreck Remains of silence have awoken Her heart unbolted and had spoken The last flash of air and light An elevation of a whole new height The emotions of regret vanished However those lost moments of time were spent or rather banished One more minute, one more hour Love what you have today with all of your integrity and power Honor, Forgive, Cherish what matters, before it swiftly turns sour.
Blondie was the next door girl, with a sexy body that made men go wild, and like them, I fell in love without guilt inside; I had fun...not worrying about Hell. Blondie was looking for her sugar daddy, saying that wasn't wrong accepting money, gifts, clothes, expensive cars and jewelry! Blondie, pretty Blondie, with no ethics: why did you do that to yourself? Was all that a replacement for your dad? You certainly had the looks of models, and that didn't mean hope was dead! Blondie, pretty Blondie, you sneered and laughed! There's was a retired veteran down the block, you volunteered to do errands and clean his house, and he was a wealthy one, perhaps the one you sought; and making up lies you got him to give you a fortune... your baby didn't need any kind of surgery, but John fell for your trick and gave you fifty thousand dollars, he had many ships, now he's totally broken and out of luck! Blondie, pretty, Blondie, who's going to be your next sugar daddy?...No, it certainly won't be me! Blondie, pretty Blondie, get some sleep and reflect on your grave mistake... look for a normal guy who can take care of you, stop being that spoiled brat! Two detectives from the local precinct rang her bell today, and with a warrant in their hands they took her away; Blondie tried to resist arrest, and they handcuffed her against her will... she always thought of bribing authorities with enough water in her well! Wasn't she wrong...to even think of that unrealistic monstrosity? There in a cell, she can't to bend the iron bars without audacity! Blondie, pretty Blondie, you had freedom and a loving family, your mom worked hard and raised your with morals...Blondie, pretty Blondie; and with hostility, you turned against her and became an escort, joining the night ladies: snorting cocaine and picking up guys by the hundred...weren't you scared of catching Aids? Copyright (C) 20210 by Andrew Crisci
Believe it or not, there will be a time. When peace will be amongst all mankind. Pain, death and violence will be no more. Life itself will be worth living for. As for the youth generation gap. They will honor thier parents. There won't be no peer traps. And as for the parents arguments about bills. Money shall be useless when we get over that hill. Yes, right here on earth where hatred now lands. Love will conquer all and take it's stand. Just as sure as white is the color of the doves. All shall worship the true God in heaven above. Just think all the animals will be free of their cages. Hard to believe that since it has been unseen in ages. You may have heard these promises before yet , you have not found. How peace can come upon this earth once more . With love, unity and happiness abound. I believe that there will be a time for by carefully searching the scriptures you too, can find. It's found in the bible book of Revelation Jeovah God is our only means of salvation. You think I am just dreaming, that it's just all in my mind. Well. believe it or not there will be a time.
Open my eyes, Let faith arise. Believing there's hope, When the pain is to strong I can't cope. Your love is deeper than the sea, It comforts my heart and frees me. Your mercy is unfailing, Your glorious most high, Keep me strong looking up to the sky. I know that this isn't easy, Its getting harder and harder to see, That something good will come upon me. In the Heavens You reign, I lift my hands to believe again. I reach to You at arms length, You are my refuge You are my strength. Your mercy burns like ember, As I pour out my heart these things I remember. You are faithful God forever. So let my faith arise, Open my eyes.
As my tripping footsteps enter deeper into the path of intense darkness, I start feeling the trance of trepidation and much despised misery seaps through me with a sense of admonition; the night owls cold eyes immovably glare to confine me into their scary stare... until I dash off rapidly! Sunrise,come quickly to subdue my forethoughts of dreadfulness into this night without stars! I look up to a dark and unwinkling Universe... exposing me to an enormous unrest: will it be a deluge or a tempest to end all traquillity? Whatever threatens me invisibly, or compels me to fret... won't cause my courage to lessen: contrarily, it will increase it even more... 'till I find another path; its a risk worth-taking to befuddle any enemy! Sunrise,come quickly to bring radiance and harmonious sounds over this tempestous sea, which keeps away all the discontented gulls; sunrise, come quickly... my entrapped spirit longs for liberty!
You touch peoples lives each and every day with your words and a smile you make us feel as ease and seem to make the scary things go away. I know your healing better with each passing day, because I know God is with you all of the way. When special people like you have been injured, there is an extra specail healing power inside of you which will take care of you during this hard time. Being that I am one of the lives yhou have touched each and every day, I want touch your life today.
Unconvincing words is what I hear... and need, not want keeps bursting out of your pathetic thoughts; all is gone so sore! A fobidden thought, not spoken for your own sake, what you hide is plain and clear; when that voice starts shaking, and those eyes start rolling: I lose faith in everything you say, look at me, and be as true as yesterday! Have I ever kept a secret, or been insincere? Sympathy wouldn't be in me today, unless you revealed that forbidden thought! Secrets can cause doubts, enought to destroy trust and confidence; are you still hanging on pretense? Go beyond the storm and foresee things that can't ever been seen; put it all to rest ...it's your last chance! A forbidden thought locked inside so shamefully is another reason to fear truth; being so untrue and silent doesn't make easier for me to forgive you like I would like toI A forbidden thought lingering on unspoken lips makes me sad and wonder why it seems hard to face the consequence of a lie... when all you have to do is apologize! A forbdden thought so unspoken, never sheds light on anything too foregone; something lost to time that only love can bring back from its deep darkness! A forbidden thought follows a gloomy dawn, afraid that the silence will find a voice!
Different ways and different people, One thing we want at any cost, Is to find real happiness, We never wanted to be lost. And it feels like a lifetime, But suddenly we find, It was there the whole time, The happiness was inside. Now our saviour comes to see us, And he tells us one more thing, We must stay strong and keep searching, Searching deeply within ourselves. And it feels like a lifetime, But suddenly we find, It was there the whole time, The happiness was inside. We were blinded by the darkness, Now into our lives we bring love and peace, Pushing out all of the hate and anger, So now we can love ourselves. And it feels like a lifetime, But suddenly we find, It was there the whole time, The happiness was inside. We find our comfort in each other, Letting ourselves live in beauty, So we live long and prosperous, Together as one. And it feels like a lifetime, But suddenly we find, It was there the whole time, The happiness was inside.
I looked out across the land and saw all my comrades falling down. Bodies of wounded and dead for I can see were miles around, so I took a breath, then I took a step with my rifle on my side, then I charged into battle with fear in my heart 'cause I knew it was time to die. And just the other week I saw my baby girl. She pleaded me not to leave, but I had to save the world. So I looked upon her face and smiled as a tear ran down my cheek o'my little baby Angela who I only saw last week. Now it's months and months within the battle. Many have done died. Goverment letters were sent to their love ones only to make them cry. O'why O'why do we live like this in a world that should never have been? It's the world that we're living in, a world that was forged from sin. but the walking dead keep marching on. Hoorah! Hoorah! The walking dead keep marching on. Hoorah. Hoorah. souls who thought they were coming back, now they find themselves all alone in a shallow grave, far away from a place they once called home..
He taught me so much Of becoming a man At times our tempers And blood pressures ran But he was always there Always had my back And when I was in trouble He cut me no slack For the key to becoming A stand up guy Is to admit when you're wrong And look them in the eye Accept the consequences For each of your mistakes A lot less time and grief Honesty takes Every time I got into trouble If I lied The punishment was double But this made me a better person This made me a better man No doubt about it He was my biggest fan When I was down He was there He had honesty and integrity Now a days that is rare We have had our differences We have had our fights Man sometimes They were a real sight Always he admitted When he was in the wrong That example Made me strong No other father Was more caring But at times It was overbearing For the longest while I didn't hear a word he said Looking back I was a fool I had such a hard head We still argue With him I could always consult Now I hope he is proud Of his hard works result I made some of his hairs grey By my bone headed stunts Sometimes it seemed I was on trouble hunts In a while I will be moving Out my home His honor and character I only hope to own Someday I hope he says I raised you well For that day will come And I know his chest will swell Nothing makes a parent more proud Than their children's success For this feeling Is the highest they can express I tell my father I will make him proud For the path He has plowed Now I need To take over the reigns I will not make a living with my back Its gonna be with my brains
I remember seeing you walking downtown, flashing such a revealing smile in early fall; and I,attracted by your charm, could not resist you at all.. because pretty is too incredible to describe you and not to pray for a miracle! I've walked in this noisy piano bar... unawarely of you being there, and he's touching you with his jealous hands, giving me such unpleasant glances; oh, he's making you the center of his attention...noticing how I stare! Pretty is too incredible to describe you otherwise, 'cause you deserve a guy who has a sweet voice, and runs his fingers on your quivering skin so fair: to make you feel sensations you never felt before... turning you into a more passionate woman, who desires the touch of a real man! I wish you were really free, so you'd be part of my wonderful destiny; and with these emotions exploding inside, there's no hope for me go wild... having you on those nights, filled with bliss, until you are in a flood of warm kisses! Pretty is too incredible to describe you, and that thought can't keep me apart from your sad eyes that speak of hurt; dream of me and I'll dream of you... let's make believe we are this close, and that an impossible love we never choose!
The crow: Her old tired body falls to the sturdy bench as she inhales with difficulty. Faintly her heart beats, slowly her blood circulates. "With age I die by the day." Her ancient voice rings. Through the ravenous night a single crow lands at her feet. Her wise eyes smile as she gazes at the dark bird before her. "Crow has no sense of time, lives in the void having the ability of past, present, and future at the same time. Have you come for me then, my keeper of the souls? Or is this a trick you have conjured with wild coyote?" Silently the crow flies onto her lap and gazes deeply into her sickly round eyes. Inside the bleak of his pupil the women sees a light. No trick or illusion, just the purity of afterlife. Her wrinkled hands caress his silken feathers as their eyes mirror each other. Carefully the crow absorbs the old Indians soul and takes flight, cawing in the dead still of the night. Symbol of creation, healing and protection the crow is the keeper of the souls
Dang I can hear it, I can hear it again and again, And I'm stuck this time around, Thinkin bout a harmonious beat, Matching to a melodious Sound, Taking my nerves to another height, Far beyond sight far above ground, And its this harmonious beat, Matching to a melodious sound, Lifting me from my seat, Taking me to another height, And I know that she can feel it too, Because its like, A to the word attraction, The other half to a fraction, Leading to my hearts satisfaction, And its this harmonious beat, Matching to a melodious sound, Lifting me from my seat, Taking me to another height, Making me feel like the doves, Flying together, As though they're a pair of gloves, Flying together in near perfect harmony, Making me think we could be, With her safe in my arms, And her keeping harm from me, Except I'll have to see it, I'll have to be brave, I'll have to come up to her, And be the caveman without the cave, Because I can hear it girl, And it's like, This harmonious beat, Matching to a melodious sound, Lifting me from my seat, Taking me to another height.
From the moment I was born I wept. I cried out of wanting, After all to want is the first natural humane instinct. As I got older I walked through life holding open my heart to experiences even if unwillingly. My eyes remained wide as my legs carried me through twisting generations. I have laughed gaily without judgment, grieved earth shattering loss, embraced joy beyond what the motion pictures portray and loved and been loved more than any fictional character that its writer breathed life onto paper. From cradle to my destined grave I stroll on earths vast plain of emotion to take hold of life and live as if tomorrow my again body would be laid to rest. A newborn cries because it is its horn of proof that it is thriving with vitality. An elder gently sobs under breath knowing each day they inhale is another day of dying. We are born into cradling arms and are buried cancelling ourselves, From life to death we take memories we've made from cradle to grave. Nothing is more precious, needed and wanted to either groups young r old than a life fully lived before the final chapter is read. Birth to twelve is layered in childhood innocents. Becoming a teen is our first presumable milestone and we assume ourselves to be made of granite like Galatea. Throughout our twenties our lips taste first loves even lust but gracefully as we age our minds and souls carry us home making a place to rest out weary bodies, a place to rest with growing families. Children come wrapped in beautiful ribbons and we grow old. Wrinkles come, inevitably dependency goes then we parish to our coffins made by younger, sometimes older hands. But even after we rest under feet of blackened tear filled soil we live, To be born again or to be swept away by Gods gentle voice no one person can say. But we live and breath, inhale life though our lungs from cradle to the grave. "Sorry for not capitalizing, hope that fixed it! Please keep commenting :) Much love, Whit."
I. Astronomical Ups and Downs, Chronological In and Outs, Agronomical Tractors and their Marijuana Out-fits, Egocentrical Monks and Perverts, Economical Charts and Cost pricing, Methodological Costs and Expenses, Sociological Frosts and Warm kindness, Grease on my coat,Row this damn boat, Can God's Clay Decay, Can Ants learn to play in the Sunlight, We must all roast and eat Vampires toasted in bread and salt. II. Madhatters have learnt to Drink Malt, Five year olds have learnt to Drink more than one bottle of Beer, You must have an eye for these and more of your roasted swine-in-Chilli peppers, Leave my colonies to be manned by my faithful and well trained Monkeys, I will lead the assault for Rome,Paris and your little Malta, I will sit and wait for the sun to Fall Asunder, The day Bread never wants to called a Consortium of Crumbs, Angels will come fetch your Rare Flowers...Oh! Cupid, Your cup has drunken you stupid, We are here for the big Fight sheath all Swords...Draw and shoot off your filthy barrelled guns.
It will be evident too much in our sober confidences, Trusting all we needed and to our little yatch turns, Making room for so much creativity and learned respect, Grace for tommorrow and our hope's needed leaps to be in reality's endform, The signs are true...thus the times were hard. Above earth's schemes to life, Placing mysteries in little "Salient-Natural-Things" that came-by to salute a- halloo and balloo, Pacingly..Here is what we call thinking Old eyes...Still thinking... "Salient Minds"....Reality linkings, A Dreamy Phase...A Dreamy Phrase...A Sinking Haze, This dreamy paraphrase. Lets "Rock" on Basses and Sambas, Lets lighten on Cymbals and the Guitars, Lets level on "JAZZ and SALSA", Lets happen to travel on pure white Dragons and More, The fumes of the Lotus...Say while travelling along with salient minds along the banks of Tommorrow in whited yatchs and more, Jack's bean stalk and sundry linkings, Cleanliness another fitting.
When the Sun and the Seaside Kissed By Dane Smith-Johnsen Oh, how lovely the view that summer's eve. When the sun and the seaside kissed. There stood on the shore a soul bereaved. For the heart had known not life's bliss. By the wind's gentle breeze silhouette beheld. And caressed a soul's tearful mist. Heavenly smile, a little bit wild, Somehow strangely beckoned, hissed. The heart strongly longed for the splendor awhile. Invitation did not resist. This day that I speak of was long ago. Pain embraced a sweet soul in the midst. We both know; spirits soared that night. Hope's summons had not been missed. Witnessed by God, the angels sang. Then, they wrote our names on a list. That day, death's call was washed away. And love for an eternity clasped. Invocation! Death could not enlist. Standing there crying in the mist, The wind blowing ever so free, Salty air was my only kiss. How deadly my view that summer's eve. For this heart had known not life's bliss. God sent you to rescue me. And enlightened my soul's tearful kiss. We stood relieved and sang on the shore. When the sun and the seaside kissed.
i'm standing at the gates of a great city. who's wall's are torn like the limb's of it's men. the battle hardened walk deathly bye me. as i can offer them no recompense. i walk among the ruin's of the temple. step slowly over body's where they fell. on my knee's i fall down at the alter. and ask for god to lift me out of this hell. i see a white horse standing in a clearing. and in that instant it become's my hope. it become's my guiding light steering. me onto a place that i can cope. Along the way i meet a few survivor's. with their head's cradled in their arm's. i offer them the use of the white horse. but all's they want is for me to bear arm's. i arm myself with a pen of poison. sharpen up the wit's of my loose tounge. the injustice i'v seen boil my passion's. i'm ready to right these evil wrong's. i'm of to watch these fool's kneel and pleading. whip them with my speared retort. i see the hatred out of their eye's bleeding. and know their greatest punishment is their thought's. so leave them in madness frail and shaking. with blood stained hand's and blood stained soul's. they will face a hell of their own making. a hell they will burn in for ever more. murder is a human disposition. that we should sharpen our sword's and kill. if you know the world in which we are living. it's made for love,liberty and thrill's.
I Paused for a second I paused for a second,to see what this means to me. I open my eyes,yet they don't see. The clock on the wall,time just marches on. Paused for a second,then everything's gone. I paused for a second, to consider my fate, Finding your place as you step to the plate. Hope that a second isn't to late, Looking for something, to wipe clean the slate. I paused for a second, to see where I am? There's so much in life, I just don't understand. A face is revealed, that was once behind a mask, Destiny intertwines, with things from the past. The sun is still shining, yet in comes the rain, Sorrow is redeemed in the shadows of pain. Though things have become, they still fade away. Yesterday and tomorrow, blend in to form today. I paused for a second, I was looking for home. I stand at the doorway, but I 'm there alone. The gateway to hell, is scattered with bones Skeletons and demons, that live in the night, They flourish on darkness, live with fright. I paused for a second then there was light, I start to understand, this transition from night. Colors return, to a once darkened soul, What the future has in store, well nobody knows. I paused for a second the seeds start to grow. I paused for a second, then the vision was there, Wrapped inside kindness, though nobody cared. I see from the hill to the valley below, The vision starts to grow, as the seeds are sown. I paused for a second, then black turns to white, It seems there's something but it's nowhere in sight. Maybe it's somewhere up around the bend, I start to feel peace, as my heart starts to mend. I paused for a second, then I' am somewhere in between. Somewhere in between reality and a dream. I imagine a life that is better than this, I thirst for a world, but it's all hit or miss. I look at the battlefield, the silence within, It looks like the end, yet start to begin..
Ugly people We living in a world with a hole in it We living life ugly But we make the world go round Would you think I was hopeless If I led you astray with a song Whom else are you willing to cope with I've gone missing within your arms The future It won't be here to grace your face And tomorrow just won't take you in Don't you love your poets Writers from within your storm Tenderly, I've grown so cold That my days no longer keep me warm Capsuled in a city of dreary moments And I'm hearing there's more a coming As indecent as a man who knows not to feel Searching for a wagon wheel Up from midnight and on until Why don't you sing with me See how much time we can kill We're just ugly people Living in a world with a hole in it Don't you love this ugly person I don't do much at all Just doing my part, living life ugly But I make the world go round "It's lovely isn't it Ugly people, We're beautiful aren't we"
I hear your word and I know the truth No fear of death in this unknown place Sprits going to rise up across the human race Wise men tell me what to do in my day Heaven just seems so far today Lord come down take me away Thoughts fill my head bring the once dead to life Will there be other men of god after me Want to feed the hungry help the blind see the word Need to find the answers of the questions of this world Heaven just seems so far today Lord come down take me away Lord forgive us for all the sin we have had All the bad it's so sad but now I'm glad I found the lord So many lost children never to be found We are all homeward bound from here
The lovely thought of being remembered... rarely crosses the unperceptive mind of the uncaring ones who live life all for themselves, and one day soon...all that will change; on their last, expiring breath... they cannot call on anyone who's not standing by! How I like to be remembered... is to think of me as simple and wise, loving as true as anyone else; no regret for having been helpful and kind! And this name will be honored and read out aloud by a generation that never knew me at all, and it's the legacy of an undying spirit: still challenging and vibrant! Many great men and women have come before me, and I don't call myself the greatest...most certaintly; this decision is left to the lovers of literature; all they will see is my distinguished signature on the bottom of each poem and song... how wonderful it would be to hear them recite and sing along! On my tombstone...in a country not of my own, flowers will bob upon my gleaming grass, and undearneath the cold soil I will rest; and my body will become a skeleton without flesh; it's everyone's destiny to turn into dust, until we are resurrected by that Almighty voice! Like the very fragile petals of a rose,so perfumed, that will scatter before the flight of the gull; I'd like to float as brightly as these after dawn: to be elevated by my spirituality and reach that place of profound serenity, thinking how I like to be remembered...
I've found myself just sitting here; Surrounded by my tissues and tears. Asking myself "could it be?" That God has forgotten me I know he says he'll always be there; Always watch out, and always care. Yet lately it seems that he; Well that he has forgotten me. It started about two months ago; I had been dealing with my foe. And a lot of pain had been coming to my life; I felt like giving up the fight. Yet instead I had turned to God to help me; Yet it seemed like he had forgotten me. Things were starting to get worse; And I felt like a walking curse. How can a loving father as he; Well, forget me. I'd quitted my job b/c I couldn't take anymore; I was too mentally messed up and sore. Now I'm barely making it on ends meat; And the worse part is, I think God's forgotten me. My sister is sick and I don't know if she'll make it through; She says she loves God, and I love God too. I just think he may be busy with everyone else's life; To realize my sister is about to die. Just when I began to give up all hope; My sister awoke. She says "I don't know what could be the matter" "But all of a sudden I feel much better" She got up and whispered to me; Do you still think God has forgotten thee?
as i gazed into the beauty of your perfectly round brown pearl eyes i saw the tender joys of life. i beheld your radiance and charm with great gratification. i thought, who shall this wonderous damsel touch with the life of her beauty, intellect, and grace? i in all of my slplendor could not succumb to the realization that i was so alive. surely, i was merely dreaming dreams of a hope that has yet to be spoken. thus, did i find myself intertwine with my mind and heart speaking marvellously to her unspoken thoughts as she embrace the truth of my life. thank you so much for your sweet grace my beloveth grace of life.
When the storms frightened me, I silently stood in the darkest corner... Mama came running to embrace me tenderly; by the warmth of her lovely smile, I learned how to go past darkness... and by her encouraging words, I lived... without fearing anything! Mama's hazel eyes cried... like lilies after the warm spring' rain, and those tears kept me from useless pain; Mama's hazel eyes stood by her growing son...shivering but brave, until he was ready to go far into life! Now, Mama has found her eternal home, and she happily sings in a chorus of angels: in that peaceful Heaven of holy voices; and I am hopeful...never uncertain and alone! I'd like to watch Mama's hazel eyes sweetly looking down on me, so that nothing I can fear again! Let other storms rage over me, let them bring me more hard days... and let the gusts of wind knock me down: Mama will pick me up like an angel of mercy, and fly me over the storm...to bring me to safety! Mama, you have gone so suddenly; many times I wish...it wasn't so real!
Knowone to cling to No one to listen No one to wipe my tears from my cheeks I have waited all my life For an embrace To hear genuine words of Love… My spirit reaches to the heavens And weeps and weeps I can't feel the sky When will I be loved without condemnation? When will I be able to speak? And my words be heard instead of Silenced……
Everyone is with someone else they can't stay apart, and this sadness shouldn't be mine today or ever... because His birth makes light much brighter in this lonely soul searching for comfort, and that's why I'm loudly singing for Jesus: my Redeemer! What I feel comes from a heart that desperately desires its tears to erase what has been its yesterday, and loudly singing for Jesus: my Redeemer does me good; praising His coming and proclaiming Him my Lord! Nobody more than I...has the urge to be consoled, when arms don't open to welcome me inside; and His mighty arms, although trembling and small, open up in loving gesture to greet my call! Come Jesus, friend of gentle hearts and kind souls, spend Your day telling me what is in store for me; how Heaven echoes of the angelic, eternal voices... unlikely the earth that waits for a Savior to end its misery! Without instrument, music sheets, or choir on a snowy day: I'm loudly singing for Jesus...my Redeemer in the simplest way, and my gladness is expressed in every verse of my song; oh, how I'd like to thrill baby Jesus with the words I sing! I'm loudly singing for Jesus...my Redeemer, as I shiver under the cold sky of December!
Where is Johnny, Does anyone know? He was just standing here, Where did he go? I turned my head, Just to look around. Now all that's here, Are these clothes I found! What does this mean? Can you give me a clue? John talked of Rapture. Could this event be true? If I had only listened, To what John had to say. I wouldn't be lost, And standing here today! Check out Author's website; www.nacpoems.com
The warm spring rain is a steady downpour on this foggy eight- wheeler parked by a dark highway seen from nowhere, as I hold and softly caress your glowing photograph in my hands; this wish seems impossible, and imagining you next to me... brings me closer to reality! I trust, you'll remain faithful to me... and mark down another empty day, making you restless and insecure; all in all, I am the same man you adored! My feet trudge into the deep sand... making me wish that there was more to life than this useless sorrow; I have loved you and been proud of it, and I hope to make you the happiest... when all this comes to an end! I trust, you'll remain faithful to me... as I am faithful to you to this day; to give up everything we gave and felt... would be none other than foolishness! The spring rain has stopped coming down, a patch of blue is seen though the bright clouds; at least, my hope isn't completly gone... that's a good sign for a guy who only wished once!
Like when I'm in your arms i am safe Like when in running agaisnt the wind All my loosing all my fears within With every light seeping through I couldn't dream of anything more immaculate This is my dream Come and find me as a sleep Selene took my from my sheep Selene; forevermore shall In sleep This is my dream Come and find me as a sleep Selene took my from my sheep Selene; forevermore shall In sleep "Your beauty is all I seek Come stay an enternity in sleep" "cold mistress just leave me I'm going throughly this star-caressed lands, wasted" "You are for me Shall be mine together; never Lovelorned Within an enteral rest Passing through thy heart" This is my dream Come and find me as a sleep Selene took my from my sheep Selene; forevermore shall In sleep This is my dream Come and find me as a sleep Selene took my from my sheep Selene; forevermore shall In sleep
Children of light, Born of stardust Living in a fragment, Living in a moment Not to expire but to change, As all energy never dies A vibration on the smallest singular molecular level An energy in everything even star dust Dust which fed the primordial stew of earthly existence And continues on in each of us Children of light, Soon you shall shed the halo The coil of mortality, The frail limited body must go Children of light, That vibration inside Will not cease but continue to thrive As a Child of Light born from beyond time Limited no longer by ties that bind Oh Child of Light fear not the signs For this life is but a moment by design Children of the Light do not fear the eventual change As you move forward from this confining space Children of Light there is no other way You will be welcomed back into the warmth from which life began As Children of the Light we shall all meet again Bound by the very stardust, energy and vibration of the cosmos And never to have to say good bye again Good Bye sweet child of the light In a moment I too will be at your side
It's identity I know not It's place I know not where Yet I yearn to feel it's touch I look for understanding Perhaps it may not be understood This nothingness is my passion it's identity is left to wonder in thy mind how to acknowledge what is not there I'm blind to it's magnitude To solve would be out of it's realm To define that which has no words What to make of this. It's absolute, or concrete in thy head It's a question which there are no tools to solve It's infinite Do others feel the same Where is it? My mind is it's temple And to those who wish to see To those who wish to seek I have been on the voyage far to long Still I run on curiosity For I have peered into it's core A place where there is no life A place where existence is that in itself existent I wish to peer like so into thy world And not to be soaked up by this sponge I say this yet I still sit on a dock and watch I still in some way admire it's place But life is to important to loose to loose to something that should be insignificant to the joys of life Laughter, Poetry, Communication, Art, Family, Friends, Ideas, the Children, Philosophy, These the gifts of life My mind must focus elsewhere On a world with unimaginable beauties I wish to explore your world God. I wish to experience the very experiences you wish for me to partake For 10 long years I have been lost amongst it's magnitude I wish to be lost amongst yours You built a beautiful world I wish to be lost in the world, Not lost in my mind.
Come with me and let us reason together Let's listen to each other as a woman and a man We are two joined together to love one another But there's just one thing we need to understand Even though I receive you just as you are And even though you receive me just as I am We must learn to change together to make things better Without demanding our own way to be in command Be long-suffering and kind It's going to take some time for change And suffering wrong some times We may endure some grief and pain But then all in due time We'll see like hearts and like-minds will be gained So be long-suffering and kind Cause its going to take some time for change (Chorus) Its not that I want you to be just like me it's not that you desire me to be just like you Yet we must change to grow and we must grow as one No longer two on our own, we've got real love to prove In considering each other before ourselves We will sacrifice more often than what we plan In becoming what the other needs we'll be fulfilled For every grief is erased because we've learned and understand That if I concentrate on you and if you concentrate on me We won't push ourselves forward, be self-seeking or rude For I'm concerned with your pleasure And you're concerned with pleasing me Because you really care for me and I really love you. (Chorus)
Sometimes you are stopped in your tracks and you have to stop and stare, I saw someone so beautiful, but she was just sitting there. As the world passed her by in all its majestic glory, I stopped a stranger and asked of him, 'Do you know of this girl's story?' He stopped and looked at me and bowed down his head, He told me that she was someone once, but many think she's dead. It happened a long time ago, her lover did her a wrong, The tale he can't remember but the words are in a distant song. I wanted to know so much more so I waited there that day, To see if she would turn towards me or just walk the other way. But she sat with far away eyes on her sad expressionless face, I looked around for guidance, but we were strangers alone in this place. But life wasn't always like this, I found out in a little while, There was a time when she laughed and her face always carried a smile. Everywhere she went, people stopped and stared, So many people loved her, so many people cared. Climbing up the wall is now the highlight of her day, Remembering when to go and never out doing her stay. Eyes completely open, staring blankly at the wall, Is she waiting for forgiveness or destiny to call? I decided to take a chance, I moved across the room, My heart was beating faster, have I moved to her too soon? I stopped by her table and asked, 'Is this seat taken?' Her sad eyes looked up to me, warming if I am not mistaken. Words were not forthcoming, but I saw a glimpse of a smile, I sat down slowly, heart beating faster, my senses were on trial. I went to say a word, but she stopped me with a fleeting glance, My whole body mesmerised, it was if I was in a trance.
A low man is due... My eyes seek reality, My fingers feel for faith. Touch clean with a dirty hand, I touch the clean to the waste. I fall cause I let go, The net below has rot away. And I cry to the alleyway, Confess all to the rain. But I lie straight to the mirror, The one I've broken to match my face. The fire is so warm, But nowhere safe from the storm. And I can't bear to see, What I've let me be. So wicked and worn. So as I write to you, Of what is done and to do. Maybe you'll understand, I won't cry for this man. Cause low man is due. So low the sky is all I see, All I want from you is forgive me. My eyes seek reality, And my fingers seek my veins. There's a dog at your back step, He must come in from the rain. But you bring that poor dog in from the rain, Though he just wants right back out again. So my fingers feel for faith, And my eyes seek reality. So as I write to you, Of what is done and to do. Maybe you'll understand, I won't cry for this man. Cause low man is due.
Used to be Controlled by a Tyrant of lies Then one day The swift unseen knights Came and stormed all who Deteste the Aquarian Wish Be Free and live long we are the Children of Concordia Nothing shall be in our way Comely as what a Siren signs Bravery of what a Lion brings The Grey Haven lies beyond the mist The Children of Concordia They have no word for trist Will you let me join your world? Will you open up the doors? A people of concord and more than they seem They live in the shadows of an Aquarian Dream A place of Liberty and Harmony Ruled by magic and Lore Deep in the Golden forest of Clarity Filled with enchanting tales Of Immortality and evil's causalities You can find Eden's people she said what humans were meant to be Comely as what a Siren signs Bravery of what a Lion brings The Grey Haven lies beyond the mist The Children of Concordia They have no word for TristWill you let me join your world? Will you open up the doors? the safety of your real that could never fall Comely as what a Siren signs Bravery of what a Lion brings The Grey Haven lies beyond the mist The Children of Concordia They have no word for trist Will you let me join your world? Will you open up the doors?
Souls Can Stand A heart that stands-alone knows hurts that troubles brew. If ever in a bugaboo, in need of loving hands, Take leave of evil plights; each day begin anew. On knees, bow down and praise the Lord; with vigor make your stand. Wait not to seek your God; invite His love within. When drifting on the wings of hope and trials overwhelm. Remember, prayers unto the Lord build strength…raze sin. Abide with His enduring love keep seeking Heaven's realm. Depend on God to bear hope up and heal zest lost. Dwell not on dreadful heartaches and mistakes on past paths trod. Malevolence can muddle minds when faith is tossed. Is hatred worth eternity exiled away from God? Make life sublime, pure hearts; forgive. Then, kneel, and say. "Oh Lord, today, come light my path; absolve this heart and stay." Member Contest Entry: POULTER'S MEASURE; Sponsored by: Brian Strand © Dane Ann Smith-Johnsen February 19, 2010 Poetic form: Quatrain
If in your veins ,you still hear the horses` silver hoofs, And the copper moon escapes its smile on the roofs , Don't let them go alone as Pope Puiu did before to die : He watched the empty wall and said his dream was just a lie. His sleepy devil darling, And lots of angels sing… The song of Falstaff-Pope Puiu , my dear old mate: Half is lowing as a mule: grave, grim and obstinate; He crushes the dark with white hoofs , He asks Coco , his brother to stand aloof, While the fire was consuming their old roof… The rest is mixture of lullaby and gospel … The ember of desert slowly trying to spell: JOB lives in me: Lonely like a tree… Coco wore white chilblains after long sleeping on snow. Puiu wore heartburns ,and other inner wounds that grow… They knew the ice and rude Siberian wind that froze The parents` soul, the smiling sun, the rare rose Of our old recollections with crossed golden swords… But now, the grass knows a new play upon words: There my thoughts were turned into stone. I drink, friend, because I forget things; I feel alone Like a syllogism burned by the life's light; Like a hoof of mule crushing the night. Under the rusty leafage and grass` oppression deep, The unseen roots, much loneliness and secrets keep.
A man was brought to stand before Almighty God's throne. As Satan began to speak the man was silent not even a moan! Satan said to Almighty God; "I have seen this man. Committing every possible sin that he can. He wallowed in drugs, alcohol and lust. All the things that bring you disgust! He's told many lies, and cheated his friends. His sins are many the list never ends! He is so guilty and should be given to me. To burn in Hell for all eternity!" But then Jesus spoke up and defended the man's case. "Saying he's washed by My blood receiving mercy and grace! His sins are forgiven and he is Mine. His charges are dismissed not even a fine! I died on his cross making him sin free. His room is prepared for his eternity with Me! Then God cast His judgement and said "Satan you're wrong! Once again you've come here singing that lying song. This man is Mine and he'll stay here with Me. Surrounded with our love for all eternity!"
Surrender Me Oh' Lord, As I Sacrafice Myself To Your Cross, Where You Once Layed Nailed By Hands n' Feet With No Place to Go. I Meant To Purify My Soul, Which Now Excludes My Sin For The Thorns Were Worn Apon Your Head Deep In Blood Of The Lamb. As Day n' Night Passed You Realesed Me From The Pain, That Haunted You I Claim To Return Along Your Words Of Survival. Walk With Me Down This DeadEnd Road, And Give The Power To Carry On In Your Name: Oh' Lord. Here Is Where I Want To Engage To Retrieve The Undying Love That Was Taken From Me, By A Selfish Deed. Where You Can Cast It Out Apon Evil distructure Into The Pit Of Hell, I Was Forgiven And Delivered From All Convictions Of Guilt Unto You. I Will Rise Again With Ever~Lasting Love And Joy For Life, Where It Has Become My Only Miracle...
UNTITLED PLAY. Title of today Explains my daily Blame, I wonder for my Fame As my name is stressed In pain, I whale to vain, with Swinging faith, Like the pendulum In the clocks case. Time has no trace, Neither can you Regulate his paste. My play has misplaced Her stage name, I speck as a delicate Snail These pregnant generation Carry's no face, Absolutely nothing is to Gain by the end of today, How do I escape, The grenade would Consume lot of names. My steps continue to Fluctuate. Goliath of this age Is rich in vain Than the one I read In my bibles page. Pack your stones In place, Gaze on tomorrows Case, Stone every image that Block your taste In a positive way. The home of glory In through the Lane called hope, You would need a rope To catch the mighty tadpole From the final note. AKEWUSOLA HABIB.
So it begins, A man falls into his reckless sins. Believes in God, Talks to him everyday. Little does he know, The pain is sure grow. Acts of guilt, sorrow and self retreat brings him crumbling down. God is more than what others think of to him. He's Almighty, Glorious, Powerful, Freind, Creator, Lord, and Father above all. Thus he learns everyday what he reads in the Bible to which he takes in at heart, He breaks into tears wanting a new start. God and his friends are the only ones he can talk to, No one else seems to understand thus making talking about what he wants too to them very difficult. He doesnt know what to do. With little time and so much weight on his shoulders its hard to see a brighter side, Before he knows it he will lose his pride. So much negativity is surrounding him where he calls home, He talks to God explains what is going on and awaits a message. A message so clear only he could hear, Though some cannot stand to wittness any longer. Repenting God is something he cannot do, He wouldn't stay true. Hes in a never ending battle with himself on giving up and fighting the mere fight growing stronger under God. But its a tough battle. He doubts himself. Making a stand from living or dying is one he may never break free, But he knows he's not alone and he suddenly can see. The burning passion of a light, WIth it he learns to fight the mere fight.
She's a little cute,hot,rich white girl, parties all over the world. Turned hell into a Disco. Taught others how to go. Paris flair though every known hot spot. OOPS! got caught. But it sure seems strange. Not by the cops by the Man up top, wanted her to stop. Spanked her little behind. Sent her to a place of crime, where people don't even have a dime, Cleared her mind. But it sure seems strange. Little rich ,cute white girl, received a lesson from the Spiritual World. Learned to read the writting on the wall. Her cries for help went though the halls, landed on ears of beaten woman, addicted, evicted families,unemployed with children with no clothes or toys. Sick, poor mother's who lost their men and boys. I luv her, because she did'nt eat! food is a treat, the Spritual World is no retreat. She stayed sweet. What's in a name? Ritz, Taj Mahal, Hilton. The lesson is what's important. She now sees how her cry for help was not her own. She will never be the same, strenght and insight is what she gained. But, it sure seems strange? Paris Hilton is this cute thangs name. The lesson of four walls is no game. In time we will see, what Ms Hilton will do, for you. But, it sure seems strange, little cute Paris Hilton received a lesson from the Spirtual World. Strange, really strange? But, it's because she's loved.
Grains of Sand.......... Grains of sand,pass through the hourglass, The present gives way,becoming the past. Time to get up,make myself heard, If there's no one to listen,what good are the words? Trains clatter by,on their way to tomorrow, Try to buy back,what I used to borrow....... All of a sudden,it goes off the tracks, I can't stand the sight,so I just won't look back. Planes grab their wings,they take to the sky, They seem to fly,Why can't I? I just need someone to take me from here, To hold me in their arms,when the end looks near. But my heart is still broken,as I shed a tear, It seems like a ghost,grabbed the wheel to steer? The grains of sand,continue to fall, I just turned away,then dropped the ball. I think of shifting sands,blowing in the sun, They'll bury you alive,it's time to run. The changes reveal,what's left of truth, So much is lost,the innocence of youth. I see the lines grow bolder,appear on my face, The journey's of life,are the roads that they trace. Sometimes so happy,while others quite sad, Sometimes at peace while others just mad. I think of myself as I start to grow old, I don't always believe,all that I'm told........ I just found my place, now it's been sold, Maybe there's another,just up the road? The journey's been long,memories are grand, Sometimes it feels,like I stand in quicksand....... I don't think I'll ever,be able to escape, And if I do,will it be too late?????????? The time is at hand,I just can't wait, Just like a fish,that has taken the bait..........
Upon your eyes did I look, upon the tree of destiny, where Love Crucified hung so desperately. Awaiting your judgement. Friends watched. Soldiers mocked. Townsfolk jeered. I saw you through my eyes, drowning in solitary tears. Your arms spread out so openly, your spirit fading. The day became the night in the blink of an eye. A temple's veil torn in half. At your Father's one command you let out a cry, slowly, silently, slipping from your life. I gazed upon your lifeless body. So lost am I, frozen at the pinacle of the cross. Shepherd me home where I am again safe with you. Save me, Bread of My Soul. Body of My Life. Savior, Lord Jesus Christ. Echoing your one ascending name, again shall you rise. Dancing away with all of my sins, God of the Skies. Giving me the chance to live again, Redemption, sweet Redemption.
Spill no tears for the years we've spent, have been good ones, Shed not a tear because each day I've spent in the sun, Do not weep, weeping willow for this love, do not cry for me, Because I give myself freely, and I have no broken heart, Lonliness is no more my love lies within me, I gave myself to no one else this to the envy, I shared not a day in anyone's arms, I've not enjoyed his charms, I've kept my love warm, I've kept my love from harm, If I am in love where does this love live? Will it give itself to me freely , if it should pass this way, I'll speak not a word , I'll utter not a sound, Your touch will overwhelm me , time alone will tell, In the hours I've spent alone, I've written on the walls I climbed, As my love sat on a shelf, Your love will comfort me it will soothe the ache, It will give to me and take the emptiness away, Each night as I slept alone I dreamed of being someone more, Than someone without anyone to love but, Spill no tears , do not weep for me weeping willow, The tears are on my pillow I have cried them all, In a dream about your love...
People of God why can't you see, The shining light that sets His believers free. His mercy is so powerful its shakening, His love is an indescribable awakening. Darkness seems to be around, The light is lost it cant be found. People are sinning worshiping idols, When times get tough they wanna give up becoming suicidals. God is looking down on them shaking his head, Wondering why these people are turning away making their own bed. God stays hidden so we can seek Him, It makes the light shine so instead of drowning we swim. People of God why can't you see, The shining light that sets His believers free. His mercy is so powerful its shakening, His love is an indescribable awakening.
I keep looking everywhere In every state, county, and city Hoping that you will be there But you probably will not be It will be a disappointment But I have to be strong Because I have been doing this For so dang long That it is not funny All I have is my meager belongings And a little bit of money I know that it will not last me long But I will not stop until you are mine If only you did not have the trouble Of being so hard to find We could actually have a life together Get married, have kids, and then settle down I do not have a single clue Where you are or who you are But I will always keep on trying to find you
The days of endless dreaming Joyous afternoons Endless laughter Have come to an end The day I took my last breath A fragile bridge Goes over the glistening water Where animals of all sorts Come and gather around Dazzled by the view That is were I unleash my dreams The secrets no one knows My most wanted desires Unforgivable memories My whole life is spread upon this bridge I would spend countless nights Imagining my fairy tale Happily ever after that are to come And princes' to make me a princess Having my perfect moments The last of my time I was dreaming at night Looking at the water over the bridge Closed my eyes to make a wish Then I fell… I sunk down to the bottom Slowly and ever so carefully Nobody was there to witness To lend me a hand As my feet touched the end My air was shortening Creating me only a memory I saw the moonlight shining Wanted so desperately to reach out and touch it But I have taken my last breath My memories that have filled the land Secrets that only the clouds knew Desires the water only heard Flowing in the air In remembrance of me
you are the one that miss the who i could pick on and you would just get up and hug me and on the i could sleep on in the car i miss you the one i could talk to till 4 o'clock in the morning then the next talk to me all day where has that person gone we have changed and i still miss i don't think you miss me wanted to let you know i miss you......
The thriving carnage reigns over the land with A chaos tortured brand on top of the Abyss in which it stands Along the side it taints the mist Where the var gan lays quist A tower of the mardend pulootion wearing the scare of it's alootion I prasie it's uptight quiff landing Upon the dare the darkness grows A woumped it skialivise's it's understanding A place noted black where the quarrel's flow The floor shifting the shipped fool in motion In a rooom spiting tenthly death's devotion All houses pertained in dark narshaw Seated in moggy filled courtyard's ashamed flaw The bird blindingly snaring it's setting moutain peek Seeing the window panes narrow in pale As the nightingale sings it's call uni did pa real Then comes to this decisions it feels Once stored it was ready to unfold it's possessive glave A nor-ct feared Appering face All halls filled with noise opening the coffins mace while the welder posted his poise The break in deaths tower sets in his spirit The nightingale sitting bluntly watching Sing bird why have u called on me
They say you're a little charmer and have lots of company, but if you 're to be my sweeheart... don't charm anybody but me! they say that your eyes are gleaming with love and sincerity, that you are so sweet and charming... don't charm anybody but me! Many others have tried to win you by smiling and calling you,dear... "My love will be forever." Their's may not be sincere,to me you are a plain heart-breaker; you are all that my eyes can see, but don't try to be too charming, don't charm anybody but me!
How does it feel,to be in a crowd that's so grey? Know one to understand ,like cows grazing in a field of baby blue grass. know one having one single answer that will make hope last. Until the next time we wine in need of milk. Like rolling stones going down a hill made of silk. Beautiful colours every where ,but beening mean we hope it rips. Black and blue cowboys with guns on hips. Though the false love that I have and the real desire from not having put in red. How does it feel to not know anything any more? Soul is at the core. Opening vault, signs of the times, hidden in Purple skies, why? can i dream of a Bull killing the Matador? I rather love,who wants me to kill what for? I quit! Let me think,while the Sun starts to sink in pink. Bob asked" How does it feel to be like a rolling stone? I only keep moving, because I want life to leave me alone.
Back in high school everything was a mess kids in different cliques, in all types of dress and everyday a fight to see who's the best and gun threats with kids having gats in there vests. Teachers not caring about the education of generation x didn't believe in the future or us or what's coming next just in it long enough so they can cash there checks as they push the kids along, uneducated or not along with the rest. Security guards check your i.d. to make sure you were where your supposed to be But now isn't it so easy to make a fake pass, doesn't anyone see? so now kids are laying in pools of blood and agony they say it's safe but schools still very uneasy. School today's like the wild west Everyone's fighting, lots of unrest And every body's just trying to fit in But some are lost right from the beginning. School today's like the wild wild west Everyone's wearing a bullet proof vest Scared to go to school because of the threats Afraid as hell as to what happens next. There's no smiles as you pass by in the hallway because one false move can make the wrong person angry everyone seems to be dealing with there own hate nobody wants to deal with a lonely fate so much on everyone's plate and the angst just unable to escape so when he or she snaps and is in bad shape everyone runs for cover before it's to late. Im not out to scare you far from it but it's time other take notice of it before more innocent kids die from this because a child who cries for help gets none of it a tiny scream inside, the anger that they hide they always answer with a pistol by there side and it's up to us to find another way so those kids who go to school can live another day. School today's like the wild west Everyone's fighting, lots of unrest And every body's just trying to fit in But some are lost right from the beginning. School today's like the wild wild west Everyone's wearing a bullet proof vest Scared to go to school because of the threats Afraid as hell as to what happens next.
There Are Sounds of Ancient Thunders There Are Sounds of Ancient Drummers Calling … Brave Warriors Gladiators and Warriors And They're Marching To The Cadence of Their Hearts' Pounding Marching, To The Cadence of The World's Rage Resounding They're Going By The Beat of Their Heart's Pumping By The Steady Flow of Blood and Bloodlust, Tells Me Somethin' … Warriors … Courageous Warriors … Chorus: But, We've Seen These Men, Playing With Their Children We've Seen These Sons and Their Laughter, I'm Hearing We've Seen These Men, Loving Their Babies And Tenderly Holding and Kissing Their Ladies … Warriors … Courageous Warriors … 2nd Chorus: Oh Lord, Please Stop These Warriors' Battle Cry And The Battle Cry, Coming From Their Mothers and Wives The Battle Cry, Coming From Their Little Ones' Eyes The Battle Cry, Coming From Warriors … When They Die … Warriors … Courageous Warriors … Sticks and Stones, Swords, Arrows and Bombs Lances, Knives, Hand to Hand Combat, Napalm God Almighty, Oh, Thy Kingdom Come Please Rescue Us, From The Kingdom of The Gun … And Prophecy Is Marching – Listen, All Who Arms Bear Warriors, Must Beat War Weapons Into Plowshares ( Isa. 2: 4 ) And When War, Is No More, Then We Will Hear All Warriors' Battle Cry, Will Be An Amen Cheer ! … Gentle Warriors … Peace-Loving, Warriors … 2nd Chorus: Oh Lord, Please Stop These Warriors' Battle Cry And The Battle Cry, Coming From Their Mothers and Wives The Battle Cry, Coming From Their Little Ones' Eyes The Battle Cry, Coming From A Warrior's … Last ' Why ? ' … Warriors … Courageous Warriors … How Can Flesh and Blood, Mortal-Men, Be So Fearless, I Wonder Are They Strengthened By Duty, Love and Honor Facing Danger, Death and Being Torn Asunder Sacrificing All, As A Fallen Soldier … … Warrior … Courageous Warrior …
He stood on the shores, looking out at the crowed all the faces that stair back at him, Teach us they said, about heaven give us that living water that you talk about. Show us the way to eternal life, forgive us our sins, He stood their for a minute, without word he blessed the fish, and the bread so all would eat he showed them miracles they did not understand. then quietly departed to the other side of the sea. They followed him calling him master the son of man. Jesus was his name.
A glimpse in your gilded eyes Tells me all inside your lieing mind How can you Stand without a spine How can you speak without a will Failed to announce the pain Will they realize the illusion Is it all to late? The lies that are so common Have put up a delusion Infront Of the people's mind So deep away from the dark Will we come when father is coming For us, is it all to late? Soft little messenger I dare you to spread the word About our dying world All come far and near Listen to what we have been waiting to hear The walls have broken down The gates have been breached The Keep stormed in Praise and sing They have killed our king Our conformity is on it's last day All Black Skies have been tainted with grey Our flags are now just tinder The palace has all been burned to cinders Our Empire has fell Praise and sing They have killed our king I see the light of a dawning Age Let a new era begin An Aquarian dream a day where we are all free Inside our minds; our hidden refuge But there's no need to hide perfection Concordia shall be our queen Justice, independence, liberty are our only virtues free to be whoever our heart let's us be Go to the tower, strike the bell Soft little messenger And tell of Victory All come far and near Listen to what we have been waiting to hear The walls have broken down The gates have been breached The Keep stormed in Praise and sing They have killed our king Our conformity is on it's last day All Black Skies have been tainted with grey Our flags are now just tinder The palace has all been burned to cinders Our Empire has fell Praise and sing They have killed our king All come far and near Listen to what we have been waiting to hear The walls have broken down The gates have been breached The Keep stormed in Praise and sing They have killed our king Our conformity is on it's last day All Black Skies have been tainetd with grey Our flags are now just tinder The palace has all been burned to cinders Our Empire has fell Praise and sing They have killed our king
We had turned the western fold ecliped in the setinenrs nold Where abendindeta was told This story is far too old with dreams shealtering the bold In a time dangerous and so cold This story is far too old A fearless leaders distine cry Here i was just a marksmen soilder of deception with a heart of gold Never blink in your enemeies gamble Driven bye this i walked behind blue eyes Shouting in raiseing my daggers too the sky True morals have swept the fortold bloodshed Few quarrel's say this man's dead Family wars is where i rested my head to began the breath of my last death bed A netural of messages's sent an borken ties and it's forgoten lent I've reached for all in my rise in fall And took no parallel in up-lifting my needs Place your hand in mine here u will find security in love everlasting I seek the foul carson who was their watching The fools rabbit sits at his grave the man cree of a playing I have shed no tears under the rumoured name
She walked back into his world, After being away so long. She thought she could run into his arms, Just like an old love song. But life isn't like that, You have to live from day to day. She thought she was in control, But she was really just a world away. He never turned his back on her, He read the signs all wrong. Thought he had it made, Couldn't have been so wrong. She just smiled and shook her head, And then she left him all alone. His world came crashing down, But she's only just a world away. They drove out without a thought, Not knowing who they would see. They didn't stop for anyone, I didn't think they could fool me. But I waited in that night, I saw the murder on T.V. I knew then that she had gone, Now she's more than just a world away.
As we open the pages of the Holy Bible to search for the true meaning of Christmas, it's awsome story still delights us... even though the message is prophetical! The Wise Men traveled eastward to follow the long trail of the bright star through quiet and small towns and saw wander in everyone's eyes, because they didn't know that God has sent His own Son to ease their sorrow! They chased after that dazzling star of midnight through the longest and coldest night, so mysteriously devine and amazingly bright, to find the little smiling babe, born without blame... wrapped in linen clothes looking so calm, as His mother watched over Him with delight ! The Wise Men kneeled before Him and offered the joyful King their gifts, and each one of them concealed its own meaning; three stages of a prophesied fate that would change the hearts of those believing... and that demanded nothing more than faith!
I'm looking for my home I've walked a million miles, I've lost a thousand loves and cried a hundred smile. Please won't you come with me I will kiss your face, we can find our love somewhere we can find the place. Don't you remember me I'm the one who's bad, for taking what you gave me for what I never had. Please won't you come with me I will hold your hand, we can see the road together we can see the land. A heavy rain is falling it's not too far behind, like some friends I used to know the rain is never kind. Please won't you come with me I will kiss your tears, we can share our hopes together we can share our fears.
In the spring of Life, comes fantacies of human actions. Reaction, becoming an inevitable phenomenon, thus creating a re-actional feedback. Normalities of existence indispensably waiting to be Xplored. No wonder human beings become viticm of neccessities. Life isn't then a place of neglect, but a place to rebuild broken structures. Not a place of crisis, but a palace of Understanding. An animal-Lion does not create a panicking enviros or danger for feildmates coz, an animal-lion is peaceful and fearless when a palace is built. Along the road lies a ladder; carriable by the needy; dispatchable by the needless, A strong opportunity for the furture. Have found my ladder, thus my hope, strenght, and the strongwill for a better tomorrow is regained, i.e I STILL 'VE A FUTURE.
Jesus came to save us and will return to earth unexpectedly to estabilish an everlasting kingdom, stronger than the rocks of the mountains, which nobdy is caple of destroying...not even Satan,with all his power,can try! Jesus once came to bring us together as many obeying children under one family; He'll gather all under His throne to make us perfect and holy: we'll have new bodies and minds without pain, and we will glorify Him eternally! Jesus will reappear to open his pierced palms and say to the silent crowds "Come and eat at the table of my kingdom with the holy prophets and saints; come and share with them the pure love, joy,peace and happiness that my father offers!" Jesus's gospel is about kindness, like imitating the very little ones... if we are to enter the gates of his kingdom and He joyfully tells us, "Love like them and learn from them, but don't harm or corrupt them... because my judgement will be very harsh; choose life to uphold fairness and justice! Jesus hears the prayers that we utter when we go through hardships and unbearable days, and He will grant only those that are sincere and truthful; Jesus seeks good hearts to dispel their fears, to console them when they don't choose the ways of the world... to suffer much,but never to give up to despair!
I watch the sun rise over Blackwater Bay blood red and promising heat I'm not surprised that I lost my way and spent so much time on the street In my defense I've got nothing to say as I watch the sunrise on Blackwater Bay I've got things to do and places to go I'm thinking of starting today I never knew there's so much I don't know I can't let me stand in my way too much time gone and too little ahead I battle the passage of time The train that I'm on won't stop for the dead as she makes her way on down the line Should the good Lord allow a few more years from now I will be able to say I've followed my heart and I've done my part when I come home to Blackwater Bay I've seen the sun rise over Blackwater Bay and I want to see it again If I don't try I might as well die Than to go back to where I have been I watch the sun rise over Blackwater Bay Blood red and promising heat Lord give me strength and show me the way Help me to stand on my feet Humbly I pray that You won't let me stray then guide me back home To Blackwater Bay
I was once considered by my own admission, Qua-z-moto, because no dove would love me or look upon me for me. Now after reading a e-mail for A PRECIOUS GRACE: I contemplate this fate. Today I deem myself a man of integrity and a man with a heart far richer and more beautiful then the rarest of Gold Boullion from the fartherest regions of Ancient Africa. Yet, I find myself in the midst of the unknown sudden impact of silent joy from a stranger with a delectable desire that has cause her to see deep within the hidden regions of my being. Surely only God Himself could have inniated such matter. Is it real or is it a hoax? Only time can reveal such a hopeful jubilation, or such a tragic moment of profound weeping.
By All That Is Holy… The Knight Rode Away Yonder o'er the Borders and Hills Away to a Kingdom… to be His One Day… Bound by Pledge and Royal Seal… … for Valor and Honor and a Deed Well-Done He wast' given the Titles Thereof… Glory and Power of A Champion Of The High-King, He Loyally Loves… By All That Is Holy… We Speak of His Fame By All That Is Holy… Comes Thru His Name That Strong, Gentle Knight of Light and Love By All That Is Holy… Be Blessed Above By All 'Tis Holy - Pure, Virtuous He Vanquished all His King's Foes In Obedience and Boldness… So Beauteous That Forevermore… Everyone Knows!... By All That is Holy… He is Now, Lord of Lords GOD's Will, 'tis His Shield… Justice 'tis His Sword Prince of Peace, Paid a Ransom… we could nay Afford … an Eternal Crown… 'Tis His Priceless Reward By All That Is Holy… The Hero Rose Away By All That Is Holy… He Will Return One Day We wilt' Herald and Cheer, as Sir Mercy passes through By All That Is Holy… He can Save You Too!
Loathing in a sea of sorrow for that of which is beyond vast Thinking about the time going bye Went off the griping tracks Why must this rule my life Engraved in stone so it stands Then I realize that this thickness is as small as a grain of sand So back and forth I feel it bounce Love, Sorrow, in and out One always more sincere than the other To let the pain go and watch Love sprout
Truly Jesus you are an amazing Lord. Without you putting friends in my life to allow me to see my way clear, surely I would have wrecked and ended up in a premature grave. Because of the christian friends that you are now placing in my life,l feel so enriched and safe. Thank You for all of the sudden friends that are in my life. Especially K.B. and T.G. and C.D. I only pray that You will give me the wisdom to receive these new found friendship. All my life i was a drug dealer and user and everyone that was close to me only desire the drugs or the money or my body. Only now do I really rrealize that I had been living an illusion. Jesus help me to understand this new way of friendship and appreciate it and Glory You inside of it. And when i falter, be my strength and correction. and when pain strikes my heart, give me the courage to share with these ne friends, instead of keeping it all bottle up inside of me. Thank You Jesus for these incredible friends I now have.
Lived a life of Lost Loves Scars across my body From each woman who has poisoned me Still...My love for the fairer sex remains. All of you got away In Search of Love I say? Wait a minute! ...Someone new? Peering across a smoke filled room The Glimpse of you in the alley You stop...You look at me with your Beautiful Brown Eyes The message is clear In your hesitation You are the one that will stay Peter LeBuhn Copyright ©2006 Peter B. Lebuhn
We're at the seasons' end I won't suffice to their Judgement for We can overcome I'm sorry I couldnt always be what you wanted me to be, My dear Marie But this is my covenant to thee We were born from the same flame you and I Without a shame we can discard the pain compared to our love it is just disdain The passion can not fly away My dear sweet marie This is my covenant to thee You're my escape when i need flee to The other side of the sea My single belief, my dear marie The passion of you and me flies away With the keeper of the bees Nightingales sleep and dream of our Starcossed beams, my sweet marie, It was meant to be This is my covenant to thee
I saw you there Then you were gone A brief glimpse into my past Reaching out for forgiveness But it wasn't mine to give I saw you again But not for long The hands on the clock have long since stopped And a light shines in the darkness As dust dances into a stream of light Playing softly with the wind Then you slip quietly out of view. The day begins slowly Nothing ever stays the same But nothing changes Your shadow leaves before you But comes back for a last look Reaching into every corner Glass rainbows appear from the window Leaping in and out of view Like oil in pools of water Imploding in every direction I want to reach out to you But I know you have already gone. I saw you once again In a painting on a wall It never really changes Only fades away from view Like fragments of your life Torn to shreds and scattered To the corners of the room No-one to pick up the pieces I hear the sound of laughter Or is it the beginning of the day I try to catch the wind But it dances with someone new.
A flower needs sunlight and water to grow How much of each is your job to know If you drown it with water or burn in with sunlight Your flower will never reach its full height If you choose to ignore it it'll wilt before your eyes If you leave it alone too long silently your flower dies
I'm sitting here in this room these four walls are closing in. All i do is sit and think about the things that might have been. What could I've done, what should I've done to change the ending to this story? what could i do, what i should do so this pain does not destroy? i fall. I pray. I beg forgiveness. I stand. I rise. I feel God's presence. I'm cleansed. I'm free. I am a new creation. All these feelings rising inside, love, trust, happiness, pure elation. The old me burns away, the new me rises out. Each and every step ordained by God Himself without a doubt. He made me in His image of this I'm sure, and I make a declaration today, with a heart that's true and pure. To do God's will and praise His name in everything I do, and because of His love I will never be the same, nor would I want to. To continue on the path that i was following would be foolish and unwise, so here i go one foot in front of the other, and from these ashes I will rise.
Do you see my Heart? Do you see the Heartache? Do you see the Tears? Do you see the Honesty? Do you see the Emotion? Do you see the Feeling? It's been so long since I've Wanted! So long since I've Touched! Then you made me Laugh! And my Heart Opened! FINI
Did you ever want to let go and just be a memory? Or just so jaded from the world that you wish you couldn't see? Anger and hatred ruled over me easily Until you came along and saved me. I was so conflicted about what was right and wrong Was so sick and tired of being swept away in the darkest of storms. Your hand it shined as the rain bounced off the skin and as our lips embraced a new life for us was about to begin. All the pain and misery Take it all away from me As i lay down to sleep our eyes synch together as do our hearts beat. Before you everything felt so blue, felt used like everything i ever wanted fell right through. Then you appeared out of no where letting me know that it's you who cared understanding, never demanding Showing me in the hardest of times there's really nothing to fear. All the pain and misery Take it all away from me As i lay down to sleep our eyes synch together as do our hearts beat.
Laughter Oh how i greet thee Today and Everyday Unannounced Bringing Sunshine, Joy, Happiness Relief....Relief.... From, Stress, Strain, ExhaustionMedical Relief Money Can't Buy GOD Bless
i shall die when the day comes when i have finished my life all my missions shall be complished letting me leave with no regrets my suffers wil be healed and dreams have been finished seen a baby lie its first day and a man takes its last breath had my first love and then seen him go away regreted many things thanked the lord for my possibilities lived my life so that when i die i shall hold my head up high have a smile on my face and be ready
Thoughts going through my mind. Never knowing what to do. Wanting to let it all out but not knowing how. Cutting, burning ,drinking , smoking, and popping pills . Is that the way to let my feelings out. What should I do? Talk to a friend .Sure they can help. But most friends don't know what I'm going through. Never knowing what to do. Till Now.. I laid all my troubles at the foot of the cross. I am a woman of god .. God is the reason I make it through the day. Satan has no control over my life anymore, God is my one and only...
this fool took my heart now we braking a part the moon shine high bright in the ski in a distance my love passes me by eyes lingering deep deeper then the big blue sea i looked in dismays then wondered away as far as the eye could see!!
Outside looking through the window she saw what she never had family gatherings and parties occasions good and bad. As her breath fogged up the window and the picture began to fade she finally knew why all her life things felt like one giant mistake. She whispered at night God help me im so empty inside And as she closed her eyes she sighed I hope that you hear me tonight. At school they always pick on her, say mean things, make fun of her clothes and the way she thinks. The tears drop down her shirt as she ponders if this can get any worse. Walking home, she strolls alone nobody there to care as the streets grow bare, she sits in the dark next to the light pole. She whispers at night God help me im so empty inside And as she closed her eyes she sighed I hope you finally hear me tonight
i was shattrered and torn having suffers all around me scared of what the day has to come closing my eyes wishing i could never open them again but then you appeared took my hand and guided me though catch me if i fall making me feel loved listeing to what i say caring what i feel making sure im happy and blocked away all my suffers i never truely thanked you letting you know that you are loved so this is me to let you know i would use my last breath to tell you i love you
Harvest Fantasy The Day is dark Rainy...and all so whet! But with her Life is illuminating And warm As we frolic in the rain With all the passion and vigor That our hearts can generate Our arms wraped around each other With a tender embrace The rain has ceased The sun has risen All the colors of the rainbow Are upon us As we lay in a mountain Of colorful fall leaves I look at her I know she is joyful Because of the smile in her eyes And the glow upon her face Peter LeBuhn Copyright ©2006 Peter B. Lebuhn Peter LeBuhn
Days and nights are filled with thoughts of you I feel your presence in everything I do Your love is so sweet, your heart is so kind And I can't get you out of my mind I long for the day when we'll be together I know our love will live forever I wish you were here next to me That's the way it's supposed to be I can't handle these sleepless nights Living separately just isn't right Hold on my heart, the day will arrive When our true love can come alive In the meantime, remember this You're all I need, and it's you I miss
The insatiable passion inside our blood, out of control, flowed quicker than a waterfall... made us profoundly intense; that determination, not to waste moments, was affirmed by our earnest intention! Where will I find pretty Monica? She can't be replaced by witty Erica, who forces me to forget... until there'll be no memory left! This sky was so crimson and cloudless, a reminder of those evenings of tenderness; now this boring rain pours down on that maple tree: erasing everything we wrote on its bark; and it even glowed like a star throughout the dark, inviting us to spend a night...drifting in a dream! Where will I find pretty Monica? Even the beautiful face of Angelica doesn't offer me hope and consolation; she truly was the perfect woman in all creation! I speak of a name so unheard by others, and foolishly fall into the stranger's arms... those cold arms that can't make me feel comfortable; I cry out words that seem impossible to be said in silence with certainty, because nobody wants to hear them...except me!
I remember everything you did to me these photographs bring back old memories i still hear everything you said it's still stuck up inside of my head as the tides wash in and out always know what your all about your fake smile starts to break and finally you seal your fate. Your the star and im standing in line maybe this movie starts on time. Your the star and only you come to mind and your the one who's right all the time. Like a slap to a tilted face in my mouth i still have the taste has this just been all a waste, of my time. In an alley against a wall waiting for the other shoe to fall by the phone but there's no call, at all. Your the star and im standing in line but it's fine. Your the star but you don't come to mind for once it's finally not about you this time.
Nightmares to day dreams feel like my brain would freeze had no ease, no rest and no peace. The hurt blazing, inferno sky's fading as none of the light came in hiding in the corner cowering as words broke my skin, razor sharp like a tack or a pin and im sitting here left wondering. If i could rise above your agony get past this indignity would i ever get past this angry sea could i really ever just be me. Daydreams to nightmares terror and rage, energy balled up and trapped in a cage, no way i could ever relieve the pressure feeling like the roof caved in. Ashamed and unaware of being played this was her favorite game, every lie the same so im done being the one you play, that's all i have to say. If i could rise above your agony get past this indignity ever cross that angry sea finally just get to be me.
Today Sean Green got some hits All we Jews are(or should be) kvelling over this Jews should join in on the "Field of Dreams" Because as in that terrific movie Light will shine down on us only if we put in effort Despite what the pessimists say A more hopeful future is on the way note: "kvelling "is Yiddish for "taking pride in"
The real-life picture of mom, hanging in the neat and cosy living-room gleams like the smile of Mona Lisa; her hazel,cheerful eyes radiate when there isn't enough light to compensate, her brown hair matches the red gardenia in the rosy,intrinsic background, hiding a mistery yet to be found.. If Leonardo Da Vinci created that painting to satisfy his self-gratification, I invent words,in a different time, to describe her gracefullness with a deserved adulation; a mother who never achieved great awards or prouded herself of independence; love,patience,endurance and indisputable faith were the virtues that made her so unique, and none of those implied criticism... Very often when I'm overtaken by sadness, she towers over me like an impregnable fortress: with the confident smile of a Mona Lisa, so spontaneous without a sign of malice... to break the silence of an unspoken voice; to inspire and motivate me again with thoughts that lay dormant until they awake again on the battered waves of my imagination...
The Earthen King, had the strength of two castles One cannot fight the Wraiths, build so much For inside, something was breaking The King learned of his mortality and knew not why As nature changes... Some things wither... Some things die... For, during the fight for the Heartstone On the battlements The King was wounded deep During the dark days, he kept this secret For, there was much to keep A Kings' strength cannot last forever A King who built castles of stone During his final days, had the comfort of his Queen and the Heartstone The joy of Heartstone, tempered with the news instead Of a king, who lay dying in his bed The Faeries gathered round.. For, the time is near For, the King, they held dear The Summer Queen at his side With one peaceful sigh, he closed his eyes and died This is the nature of everything You cannot mourn, what you haven't lost The Summer Queen and the Faeries Knew this For deaths' sting, did not leave them forlorn The Passing of a King A great King Whose memories belong on the Magic Tapestry A King who built beautiful castles With the strength of two There were no tears Only sweet gentle rain The rustle of leaves, from the Whispering Trees A refrain The Summer Queen, kept one leaf from his cloak She kissed it gently and softly blew A west wind carried it through to the Whispering Trees The Trees took the King Made him part of everything The passing of the King, you see Natures' reason, as is the changing season
Keep your eyes shut And keep your mind open And don't let the world in your way Just please be silent And listen for a moment Just hear the words that I say 'Cause I fell in love again But I didn't mean to You must please believe me in this All that I want now Is one hopeful moment One chance to steal a kiss It's all because of The way that you smile And the heat of your eyes on my skin I just can't help it You're more than I can take Now if only you'd let me in But you don't know You don't even see it But you'll find a lost sailor Washed up on your shore And you'll find that the sailor is me
All these nights, i mostly wondered how i ever made it here at all a broken heart pilfered and plundered always ready to take a fall you can break me but don't mistake me i can take you for a ride do deny me, when your lying i can take you by surprise. All the days i gazed of hope sliding down that slippery slope times i thought i couldn't cope all because of you there were times that i did wonder were am i going to there were times that i went under but finally out from under you. You can break me but don't mistake me i can take you for a ride do deny me, when your lying i can take you by surprise. You can break me, try and take me bring me right down to your size go on deny me, all while your lying as i take you by surprise.
Each day begins with hopes and dreams a silent prayer, the ruffle of wings Angels build bridges and tear down walls they follow closely to catch our falls They hold your hand and guide toward light ever vigilent, day and night Through your travels, over the years many an angel wiped your tears
If I should die before my time i'll leave this poem for you to find I know you'll have a happy life no more of my drama and our strife The love we shared gave me new hope the promises we made helped me to cope The problems we had no one's to blame we're just vicitms of life's cruel game
And it hurts to think you never cared All I asked was that you would be there But it's easier to play the game I gave you all of me, I'm such a fool Cause what I want, it never follows through It's nothing new I hope you got what you wanted Did you get all that you needed? Cause now I'm just another name On your list Just another notch on your bed-post And you're just another scar on my heart Another layer to my wall Your words were Nothing more than letters Your actions nothing more than moves I wish that I could be like you Life would be much easier With a heart that's made of stone Between your beautiful lies I lost the truth I would change it all if I could choose I've never felt so used Despite your promises deep down I know I would hear them say "I told you so" But the pain I cannot show I hope you got what you wanted Did you get all that you needed? Cause now I'm just another name On your list Just another notch on your bed-post And you're just another scar on my heart Another layer to my wall Your words were Nothing more than letters Your actions nothing more than moves I wish that I could be like you Life would be much easier With a heart that's made of stone (Repeat 1x) Mid-Tempo Verses: F - C - B6 (+1 octave) Bridge & Chorus: F - C - D - B6 (+ 1 octave) Copyright 2009 by Shannon Elizabeth O'Brien
We live We look for strength To go on Day in Days with in a song We give Second to our ribs Circle of my thoughts Where's home Collectors coming for my sins I'm just as filthy as most refuted men Whom disputed over realms of broken limbs Sounds of an acoustic rose Singing with in my misery No other agony could produce these lows The stabilization of man kind History is only statistical values on rewind My logic to look further than a keepers find I hope you become the change you look to see Giving it back for all that this State of being has taken from me This broken image I have awaken to be We live We search for strength To go on Days in Days with in a song We sing Circles of my thoughts I want to go home Don't give up on life Don't let it get the best of your nights Nine children, from no two women But one Woman's worth taken beneath a shaded sun Sympathetic I cannot be For I never really referred to her as "mom" Your economy appears to crumbling Why I tend to give you all The bitter half of the songs in me Look forward, toward tomorrows coming For days know not where they come from If it gets no better, allow us to breathe Take upon the breeze with leaves For autumn seems to strangle Suffering from our sleeves A New York warmth Hidden beneath winter charms We live We search for strength To go on Days in Days with in a song We sing Circles of my thoughts I want to go home
In the night i cannot slumber staring at the wall i ponder what's it like to be together after the distance dies away. In the morning babe my heart aches at the thought of you so far i can't wait till the day break and our souls merge as we meet face to face. And if you were lost in the darkness I would shine a light for you know that i would do it all just to prove that i love you. In the evening i am screaming sick and tired of bad dreams but your face is just so gleaming chasing all my inner demons away. As you stare into my eyes you could always read my mind know that i would never lie because in my heart, my love you'll always find. And if you were lost in the darkness I would shine a light for you know that i would do it all just to prove that i love you
If only I could touch you now your lips I would softly kiss I would gently caress your body with the warmth of my fingertips To see you close your eyes and smile to know these feelings could be I would passionately make love to you as your feelings make love to me My heart is calling out to you I know you can feel me inside I believe our souls were meant to be it is only a matter of time
should i sing and dance let my brightness show for you to see the other side of me which is not hateful or cruel or me sheedding a tear or two but instead a person who just wants you to see you smile to see you laugh make you mine once more remind you that you are worthwhile that you are true beause you are you smile once more my sweet little bobby make us all remember why we are here
my eyes are closing leaving the world to be my thoughts are to come to a rest and dreams to start forming the day is finally done my problems for the day are gone more to come tomorrow but for tonight i shall lay down asleep thinking of a perfect day and calming myself down my eyes are now closed the world and i are gone letting all my pains and my suffers flow above me to catch me in the morning but leave me tonight
I can't get you out of my mind When I'm lonely for love it's you that I find Missing you and wishing to be close to you Can't stop wanting you no matter what I do Lying awake at night it's you I want near How to get to your heart is not very clear Your arms around me all through the night Is what I dream of because it seems right Your face, your body the sound of your voice What I crave I have no choice I"ll give up the dream and try to move on But I'm back to wanting you at the sound of a love song
unwindling deeds sweep through four man's cross washing away the wrong i have done in tross over the misty moutian tops i have walked stubbling over all rocks, the loss of balance knocks walking in my shoes and gaze around in a look down i have found that i stand alone on this sacred ground all messages unpassed clown openly giving evreything i ever had in my possion allthough all i have is blind intention i seperate the emachatude of wisdom an intelect i was born into toleration and inprisonment i have strived too for the mercy that was never given or shown i will not return home for i have long been forgoten could i should i would i no
Bumped my head, hit my jaw Teardrops fall Lose a friend, in the end Teardrops fall No matter how things go No matter what the call Your eyes begin to flow And teardrops fall In church you start to sing About the newborn King And all about the cross And our biggest loss We look up toward the sky And wonder why oh why Our Master had to die And teardrops fall No matter how things go No matter what the call Your eyes begin to flow And teardrops fall And then you see the light The stars are shining bright Somehow you hear the call And no more teardrops fall.
If I had wings to fly I would surely fly away To a desert time and place So none could find my face If I had wings to fly I would soar above the clouds Far from here and now To where? To there somehow If I had wings to fly If I had wings to fly I would fly to be alone Where nothing could go wrong And I would sing my song If I had wings to fly I would mount above the world To escape your winds that whirl And the stones of boys and girls If I had wings to fly If I, If I had wings to fly, I would view from a bird's eye How lonely you and I would be when doves fly, doves cry If I, If I had wings to fly I would view from a bird's eye How lonely you and I would be when doves cry, doves die (Chorus) If I had wings to fly I'd fly right back to truth To a place of hope with you Where we could start anew If I had wings to fly I'd make my flight complete And take you high with me For all the world to see If I had wings to fly If I had wings to fly I'd not fly away again For I was wrong there and then I won't wish for where I've been If I had wings to fly I'd give my wings to you For your love for me is proved And our love can not be moved Even if I had wings to fly
Sun dappled shadows Reflecting spirit's form Moss covered standing stones From afternoon still warm The kings and queens of yesterday Yet hold the evensong Prayers for peace prosperity A right for every wrong With every war that has been fought Upon these sacred grounds Run fast the blood of future lives And yet the drum deep sounds Calling soul to hold a place Upon the earth still fair Stay the sword for truce by might Lends your grace to bear A heart that bleeds for all life held Within the hands of fate Behold the truth where patterns meld And time she runs too late The past and future meet as one Where power thickens still And stately folk are seen at night Still gathered on high hill.
I don't know if you realize but when I look straight in your eyes I get a little scared because I love you Don't know what's got into me You can call it insecurity but I'm afraid it would ruin everything if you knew You're the lady in the garden so soft but somehow hard I'm just a guy who buys your time with conversation but the pain I feel is pleasure for the times with you I treasure in any given simple situation but upon my life I swear there is nothing for you to fear no complications or storm clouds of emotion though my heart's on overtime I know it's no ones fault but mine a little less burning a little more devotion I can be somewhat cynical because I've had a belly full of being the only one in love but It's not quite the same with you I've done my time and paid my dues I don't believe push always comes to shove so should you rather walk alone this world that we're walking on it won't be all that much worse for the wear I'll put my heart back on the shelf and from time to time console myself that I was the only one who ever cared but upon my life I swear there's nothing for you to fear no complications or storm clouds of emotion though my hearts working overtime I know it's no ones fault but mine a little less burning a little more devotion I don't know if you realize but when I look straight in your eyes I get a little scared because I love you
Warm rain gushes from the bright sky, to free all clouds of their heavy weight and nourish everything below... even the dry beak of a sparrow; we didn't ask for it and yet it came unexpectadly to end our physical thirst... another reminder of mercy! The thirsty crows invade the drenched meadows, once so dried-out and yellowed, to resemble an arid desert; water sustains life on this planet... and allowes the low rivers to overflow when winter can't bring any snow; then...is all hope useless? There'll be lots of beautiful flowers this spring, even those silent bells will joyfully ring; a brighter sun will radiate... illuminating our path until evening: so much joy in our singing, a perfect time to meditate! Warm rain gushes from the bright sky, surprise sparkles in the unbeliever's eyes; doubts make us unhappy and weak... considering the dark side of things! Vision makes us soar above the awesome stars, while despair causes our souls to die!
In my life and times been betrayed and been lied to used everything just to get me by the nights, that were so cold just wanted to let go, and fade away looking for that sweet escape, but always thinking maybe im to late. And ive done things that im not proud of no im far from an angel, but did i really deserve those i cared for to let me down again? What's so wrong with wanting a family? They just wanted to break me through to the skin. Leave me here just like the animal you treated me like to begin with. Seems like this might be my fate. All my life i always wanted to feel the sweetest escape in the arms of someone who would look me in the face Someone who would understand that my plan was to get away from this place. All my life i always wanted to feel the sweetest escape in the arms of someone who could look me in the face Someone who would understand that where i am bad memories are hard to erase. All i need is your Sweetest Escape. People used to break me down, not with fists but with there words till i was lying ill, fatally bleeding unto the floor. But as soon as you entered my life everything changed, and nothing felt painful anymore. As you took my hand, and led me out of darknesses door. And with you there's finally hope a new place i know i can cope and be here, not scared of being pushed back down, broken down to my core. And i know you'd never hurt me because i know that's just not you In the darkness i just couldn't see until the love you shined led me right to you. All my life i always wanted to feel the sweetest escape in the arms of someone who would look me in the face Someone who would understand that my plan was to get away from this place. All my life i always wanted to feel the sweetest escape in the arms of someone who could look me in the face Someone who would understand that where i am bad memories are hard to erase. All i need is your Sweetest Escape.
I am lucky and gifted I wonder if there will ever be a woman president I hear this chance calling my name I see the podium before me I want the vote of every American I feel like I could rule the world I touch the feeling of my victory I say any woman can do this I know how much pressure i will be under I dream I am the first woman president One day I will be that first woman president. Dedicated to: all the Women in the world that can Succeed Copyright ©2006 Jayne Dominique Miles
My mind has gone crazy i feel high like i could touch the sky, i think i might like it just feels so right maybe i might I'm not going to lie sometimes i ask myself am i will i can i should i but am i ready? is my mind steady? but my thoughts are swerving like two cars moving side to side and then CRASH! your mind just go blank you quit it's whatever
I'm staring down a dirt road, nothing for miles on either side of me. I notice, I am alone. Completly alone. But alas I am not! There is the wind, gracefully dancing about keeping me entertained. And the earth, strong and sturdy, there to catch me should I fall. Then there are all the creatures, big and small, filled with more gossip than the trees, always there to keep my mind at ease. How could I forget when they were there all along. They've always been there helping me, when ever I need them. Some people are just blind to those kinds of things I suppose. To consumed in all their own loneliness to remember whats just outside the door. 'Cause your never completly alone.
With the dust whirling round the wheel, The walls of throat seeming to seal, In the sun bleached roads of soil- Ran the feet of the bulls faster with toil. Their shoulders hath blackened in time's course, The wooden bar to them like a saw's coarse, The ribs out of hunger come out as though- To satisfy themselves with the rays of the yellow bow. I know not and nor does the owner; Since when these poor chaps has turned to labourers, And from whence time's sharp wheel acted sharper to their neck; Let alone to miserable dreams which it did wreck. They look at the soil unhindered by any sound - The sufferings of the blunt labour is the only that's through them is found. Were we made humans by our maker - For this day to turn from cruel to crueler- To treat the dumb in a way as this- By feeling of ours which we call to be the deepest feels?
She pursed her lips together and stared into my eyes She asked me to tell her what's on my mind. I try to assure her that everything's alright but she knows that deep down im hurting all the time. Dark pasts and memories are breaking barriers in my head. And like the deepest sea's the invade every space and spread. She looks at me teary eyed as she sees me upset i know she wouldn't lie but head finds it hard to except. Asking these questions and i know it's not fair, not right and im not trying to start a fight tonight. Asking these questions i know it's not fair or right but i just want this to be alright. She knows my history as her eyes dart to the door, of the hurtful women i knew before. The wounds still so fresh in my mind that it makes me break down in tears, that a repeat performance, and then all this would disappear. She smiles at me and i smile back at the woman who i do adore. The one who took my heart and won't drop it down on the floor. She tells me she loves me and the bad feelings fade away once again. I hate that im this way but i guess this is how i always have been. Asking these questions and i know it's not fair, not right and im not trying to start a fight tonight. Asking these questions i know it's not fair or right but i just want this to be alright. I just need to know we're alright.
All these years, so many years all the pain i have endored all to do with the pursuit of you. All the miles i walked alone broken hearted, heart like stone just to feel like i was somewhat close to home. There were days that i wondered if i'd ever make it back. There were days that i wondered if i'd ever get on track. There were days that i wondered if i'd ever make it back. There were days that i wondered if i'd ever get on track. To every pain inside my soul felt like losing all control but it was you who finally made me whole. Held my hand, you understand never the one to let me go and now i finally feel at home. There were days that i wondered if i'd ever make it back. There were days that i wondered if i'd ever get on track. There were days that i wondered if i'd ever make it back. There were days that i wondered if i'd ever get on track. Baby when you show me how out of hurt now i stand proud and all i wanna do is be with you right now. The track is long, the train is loud but it's you im all about as all these emotions start pouring out.
Sometimes i lay awake at night just thinking about my past and wondering how long my happiness will last i don't mean to sound depressed i don't mean to sound ungrateful i just don't know how to react its like all of these emotions are tugging and your thoughts just keep pulling i just wish that i could get some peace but i will just fall into your trance and get seduced by your breath your like the most addictive drug and i am hooked illegally seduced and intoxicated by you i shall wait out my high and hope and pray that you never say goodbye
Labor of love, infinite Grace. Eternal bliss, devine joy. Power to save, devine works of faith. Eternal salvation, Omnipotent One! Fullness complete, encompassing light. Sweet surrender, pathway of life. Evolving love, wonder of wonders. Hope desires, faithful One! Gentle hands, leadership given. Passionate father, forgiving forever. Dwelling Grace, A grand embrace. Labor of love, infinite Grace. (c) June 18, 2006
Everyone will have more love in themselves, if only they showed the smallest kindness; and smiled at each other like sister and brother! Only one man in all History made that ultimate sacrifice... such a short life lived in holiness: to show our hopeless Humanity its new, wonderful destiny! If flowers grow by sunlight, we, too, can grow by faith... and be as beautiful as they are at night; If stars are admired for their beauty, and speak to us of eternity... we should be brighter than their light! There's never anything wrong when it comes to giving of oneself, because compassion is measured by love... even the smallest kindness can be so immense; and they are no doubts when a joyful heart is sure: nothing could be purer!
A cool rain has come down, and stopped the rising of the sun: a day of mourning for all in the silent city, and it feels as sad as it felt yesterday; eyes cry and mix themselves with the falling raindrops... Console them with song, with words that don't speak of indignation; all they want is a possible consolation, because a loss of someone so loved... looks for ways of healing through faith, and if they can't be found...they'll rely on strength! I've never seen so many flowers laid at the site of the memorial, and thousands of names being read at the exact time the attacks occurred; more tears and sobs, but also prayers will be heard for the brave and exceptional! Console them with song, give them your comforting hugs, and a flag of endless gratitude... that flag they died for and they truly loved; and we who are alive must remember their sacrifice by walking together and being strong! Now, those sad faces see a ray of hope, at nine, shining on them from the parting clouds; no rain, no sorrow and tears to add to their pain... only a certain feeling of ease from words that are exchanged amid the voices of children: the generation to rebuild what was torn down!
We often not know reasons why as wrong abounds and good souls die But they will pay for evil done on judgment day in kingdom come Where they shall feel the hurt and pain of precious loved ones they have slain For those now gone, no pain, no woes for each tear they've cried is now a rose For the precious souls of those left here I pray the Lord is holding dear For He will bottle each tear drop and, no, not one is shed for naught He'll soon reach out with His Right Hand bring love and peace upon our land Rejoin again, us all once more rejoice we will for sorrows bore So let us kneel and let us pray justice prevail on judgment day!
Love that dies is never alive, no matter how much you strive. If you desire love to survive, then you must know no strife. Reach out and touch Gods outstretched hand, He'll hold it securely in His near to His heart. Love never dies, it is alive and forever will be! (c) August 22, 2006 Rosemarie Schrock
The world today has so much hatred No virtues, nothing is held sacred Everyone lives next to strangers, they never get to know In apartments condos above or below All of us bleed red, you are all my sisters and brothers Dear God help us not see in color When we see cultures, a lot of times We tend to think only the bad in our minds We can learn a lot from our children to accept people for who they are Our racial tensions should be put away in a shatterproof jar Predjudices should be buried in the ground, just like our ancestors next to one another We have got to stop seeing each other in color Never mind the stranger on the bus sitting next to you If that person suddenly collapsed, what would you do If you take the time to say hello, get to know him or her Life should not be lived in a cold uncaring blur Love for our fellow humans should not be kept under cover Let's all strip away the color
Our Meeting By... Happenstance Meeting by Happenstance Our eyes pulled together It is as if we know each other Drawing near to a kiss Entering a world of never ending BLISS The Fantasy Has begun Our songs of passion will be SUNG We are writng our own story into HISTORY Each moment...each second It is precious Our Hearts warm as the Sun Cool as the Waters What has Begun Never to End! ! ! Never to End! ! ! Peter B LeBuhn Copyright ©2006 Peter B. Lebuhn
There in government in the warm winter of 2006 and2007 The government at war and leaves not normal or the trees a angel wink apon America and no oil bills for the poor and inane, the election soon and people wondering if the votes is fix. news well quest of a nation and verismilitude is real and angels, the year of the creator birthday party on earth is July the 4 started in 2006 they paid the bill by warm weather and all is well in America the years of the creator believe it or not, enjoy
Why would you... Pull the plug Cut the chord Hang the harp [or] Bend the board Sometimes it's best to just let things fall as they may The wind is cutting life a knife through my fingers I could have taken a hint just the same But to take this as one is simply insane I've only got a block or two 'til I get somewhere familiar They call this part of downtown The vampire's lair Seeing as nothing even breathes until there's no sign of the sun So I cross the street to my favorite spot Find the darkest booth and begin to talk To these blank pages With words of ink And like everything else, I let this rot and falter Because sometimes it takes More than a whisper.......to change I make my way outside and head up the street I can hear some friends I intended to meet And we talked for what seemed like forever About politics and people and whatever And then we split our tab And we split our paths They head for the lot And I begin to walk Only two more hours until I sink into my bed But don't forget me or the things I may have said Because somewhere there's something that someone has summed up And that somewhere is calling for you
Anytime loneliness brings its tidings of sadness... look deeper inside... to find a brighter side! Don't set aside that untried aspiration, let it come alive with boldness and action; where others fail, you can easily succeed.. make the effort and fear not to dream! Discouragement can delay your flight to freedom by a mere doubt; your spirit can still soar: show the boldness of an eagle and search for a sky bluer than the rolling ocean! I embarked on a long jeourney and was deprived of much sleep, my lost ship never found a shore; little did I know about a lingering hope, and like Columbus who was rediculed a lot... and even called crazy by some, I was awesomestruck by a twist of luck! Look deeper inside and be so glad you've at least tried... to discern anything that made you worthless; enunciate your right to live to yourself, and seek out completion by not wrestling with perfection!
Rise up! Rise up and Come up here Because Jesus Christ is ready to appear The Day of Judgment is drawing near So rise up! Before He says come up here (Chorus) A time will come, and now it is When those who are dead Will hear the Son of God's voice And those who hear, they shall live For the Life in Christ quickens Those who make Him their choice Because the life the Father has to make the dead arise He has granted to his Son to give unto them Who are pleased to cross over from death unto life But you must believe in Christ and live your life for him A time will come, so marvel not When those who are in their graves Will hear the Lord's voice And everyone of them shall come out To receive judgment or reward According to their own choice Those who have done good shall resurrect unto God's life But those who have done evil shall only rise to be condemned So to enter in the Gate and walk the Way you must strive Remember this, if he doesn't come first, he may call you to Him Rise up! Rise up and Come up here Because Jesus Christ is ready to appear The Day of Judgment is drawing near So rise up! Before He says come up here (Chorus)
There ain't nothing too hard for God He made the heaven and he made the earth He did it all by sending forth His Word Now all creation sing His worth Til everyone in this whole world has heard There ain't nothing too hard for God He came to save and heal all of the earth He did it all by sending forth His Word Now all creation sing His worth Til everyone in this whole world has heard There ain't nothing too hard for God He'll make a new heaven and new earth He'll do it all by sending forth His Word Now all creation sing His worth Til everyone in this whole world has heard There ain't nothing too hard for God
Every Mother, wants to be remenber for her children transference the mirror of our minds the blood that runs through our viens the two or many hearts in our viens. the nourshment of pardise the Mothers of all is all not one but all and yes now America is the Mother of all and first stands in New york the Lady yes Lady Liberty is the creators Lady his daughter his Love his baby that cried in his mind his Baby. Father of all. In Wars of World In year of 1900 ////AD now CG the creator good Well Good
In a flash-! Before you can blink an eye In a flash-! Before you can say good-bye With a blast-! Of his horn at the Midnight Cry He will catch-! Us away up in the sky (Chorus) When the saints are all caught away For some it will dawn, for some, midday For others it will be evening, for some, night But for all of us who are walking in the Light It should not be a terrible great surprise Like those who will mourn with open eyes Since we expect Him, we must watch and pray And haste Christ's great and glorious Day (Chorus) Some of us who are Heaven bound Will be above and some underground Some will be in the sky, some in the sea And who knows where others may or may not be But one thing's for sure, make Christ your choice For all of us who will hear His voice Shall be changed, first, the sleep shall awaken They shall fly, then we who are ready shall be taken In a flash-! Before you can blink an eye In a flash-! Before you can say good-bye With a blast-! Of his horn at the Midnight Cry He will catch-! Us away up in the sky (Chorus)
No riches to be accumulated by me, and no cathedrals to be built and penetrate the vagrant clouds giving the resemblance of a reachable Heaven so fuzzy, because this mind is guided by faith... and is not controlled by a limited furtherance! I made big with God, not following the madness which seeps into our imprudent soul, and makes us see a false greatness... forgetting that Man and God cannot be equal! I've found no joy more thrilling and genuine than that of our merciful and powerful God: asking us to choose right and good, and live without being inflicted by a single pain; He opens our mind, fraught with danger, to awareness... not to be obscured by a fiendish influence! I made big with God, not being fanciful, frivolous and inconsiderate of others; offensive, hard-hearted and formidable ... never incurring perils or losses! No violent storm swept me aside, no intruder attempted to cut short my invaluable life; I was always shielded by a massive rock, unable to pierce my body and cause me harm! I made big with God, unaware that He was always present in my thoughts deeds and words...controlling every single emotion, every small step down the path of redemption!
To be thoughtful of your soul Is only paralleled by your goal You were brought here to be living Enhancement of our world We can give you the time, we try to get the cure You can't make it on your own You have to have your band with you That the part that makes it whole Everyone tries to get ahead Sometimes at all cost There are some around that think that These things can make us lost It's because of the good people in the world That we can coexist It's because of the good thought of others That we can write like this The pure heart is the reason for today The good one is how we get by on life Don't believe the hype that always puts you first It not always because of you that you meet your worth You are a part of the pure heart You are the reason for the stars Thank goodness for your constant Soul It's people like you that make our life It's worth living because you're alive Your benevolent spirit keeps up in this World
This is a breezy and starry night, with no strange sounds to induce its mystery; lingering with sadness is the loneliest heart opening the pages of an unfinished diary... as I sit alone drinking my bitter wine, but it should be sweet to make me feel fine! Has anyone seen me swelling with pride, wrapping my arms around her hips and pressing on her soft and scented lips... until my wild kisses would make my sweetheart fall: wasting not a minute to convince her how I felt inside? How could her jealousy have been the cause of imagination? I couldn't help being noticed by ladies of indiscretion... if I resembled an Adonis standing on a pedestal! Should I find anyone to explain this rage with easiness? Would anyone be willing to stand by me and allow me to be the kind of lover I try to be, or let me die without ever knowing the feeling of fullness? I still wait by the doogwood tree where that pretty star stood still... giving us another reason to stay longer by the glimmering waters of the river! This is a peaceful and wonderful night hearing the invisible crickets share their delight; I lie beneath the shadows of tall trees, and make my wish for more dreams: hoping to never feel this cold, being fully loved and understood... Consumed by incomprehension, somehow swelling with pride, and yet I rest amid the dreams of incompletion; my restless spirit has wings to soar high, but it needs the strongest wind to lift it up... and make it float 'till it can't stop!
God is good All the time When we're faithful- Or unkind- Cause God is good Loving all the time- For he's a true friend Of yours and mine- (Chorus)
In Your Eyes In Your Eyes The Future Is Seen In Your Eyes The road is clear and clean In Your Eyes There is Happines and Joy In Your Heart Much Love to Give Ne'er to Depart In Your Heart The More You Give The Greater Reward In Your Hands You take Mine In Your Hands You Take Mine Peter LeBuhn
Hold On ....Hold On As the Moon Shines on you ...Only You The moon shines bright The stars overlooking above On a clear night We are seperated afar Do you think of me Does your heart beat for thee Hold On...Hold on Tight To the One you Love. Times of trial abound us Temptations around Hold On Hold on Tight You must believe what you have is true Let's keep it simple What we have will grow day by day Week by Week Month by Month Year by Year Hold On! Hold On! Peter LeBuhn Copyright ©2005 Peter B. Lebuhn Peter LeBuhn
Oh What A World! ! ! Oh What A World She takes me for a twirl Accidental encounters Crystal counters Oh What A World Every significant moment Vital...In the blink of an eye Life Changing...With Nature's Wind Every Decision made. Oh What A World Life takes us for a twirl Life-Saving, Life -Altering Appreciation for what is given. Bestowed upon thy world my love. It is A gift from above Oh What A World Continents collide So Far in Destination Yet so close in ideology So Close Yet So Far So Far Yet So Close Peter LeBuhn Copyright ©2006 Peter LeBuhn
Spilling lyrical verses Keeping you warm Your mind Your thoughts ...Entraced ...At Every Glance The lyrics I spill bring thee closer Feeling the warmth of your breast against mine Whispering Secrets of Love in our ears It appears There is something here You Lost in Me I, You They are the danger of Love And the Pleasure of all things above Peter LeBuhn Copyright ©2006 Peter LeBuhn Peter LeBuhn
Timeless roar of sea.......... Races to run........... Running with the sun This could be me I hear my heart beating, loudly in my chest Smooth flow This running show No time for rest So many miles to run This race not yet won Not in reach........... The dying sun, on this lonely beach Breathe this sea, running free Lonely beach, the running me, not in reach Running sea, wind lull Flying gull finding me, Relentless roar of sea, running me Hearts desire Chariot of fire Running sea The heart inside, the chariot of fire Running far and wide, lifts me higher Rhythmic roaring, gulls soaring, flying higher, chariots of fire My chariot of fire, sound of the sea Paternal flier The gentle me The running heart The running sea Takes part............... part of me............
In a harborless sea I was sailing, being tossed too and fro by despair, sinking deeper beneath an unlighted wave of woe; surfaced by faith alone. In a foggy haze I once wandered, trying to please while dismayed I was, no good in me only Grace you see; given from the one who set me free. In a canyon of darkness I dwelt, being led by an unseen hand, firm is the grip that will not let me go; loving and strength is the One who gave. In a valley of dust I tried and failed, accompanied by a presence so devine, standing by me is my rest and only hope; eternity is just beyond the rise ahead. In a joy encompassed embrace, forever I will remain, no fears shall alram me, drawn nearer unto my harbor; my God! (c) June 18, 2006
Kiss the Son and tell someone That you love Him and He loves you As well as them Kiss the Son and tell someone That He loves you and you love Him As well as them (Chorus)
I have found The Lover of My Soul His name is Jesus, Jesus, Jesus Oh Jesus- Jesus loves my soul I have found The One who makes me whole His name is Jesus, Jesus, Jesus Oh Jesus- Jesus makes me whole I have found The Lord is in control His name is Jesus, Jesus, Jesus Oh Jesus- Jesus take full control I have found The Lover of My Soul His name is Jesus, Jesus, Jesus Oh Jesus- Jesus loves my soul
In the book of Matthew for everyone to see It asks a very clear question, Where Is He? Who are they talking about? Who could they mean? They're referring to Jesus Christ, the new born king There were three men from far away kingdoms known as The Magi They had come to acknowledge The Son of Man thus fulfilling the prophecy Guided by a bright star on the eastern horizon They travelled far to see the One that God said to keep their eyes on Born in a manger to the carpenter Joseph and the Virgin Mary The Holy Spirit in the flesh,God's prodigy Laying in a bed of hay He was sent to show us The Way We've forgotten what the day Christmas truly represents It's not about gadgets, new clothes nor expensive presents It's not about I-pods, plasma TVs or the new X-box toy It's the day to celebrate the birth of our Savior the Deliverer of our Joy We can't seem to remember that Jesus was sent by God from above To deliver us and redeem us with the sacrifice of His blood That was on the crown and the cross for all the people to see But the one unanswered question remains Where Is He? The Jews betrayed Him, the Romans flayed Him they kicked Him to the curb They could not discern that He was God in the flesh and His flesh was the Word They tried to corrupt Him, then interrupt Him when all He wanted was to show them God's Kind But the passion in Him had subsided because of their closed minds Where Is He, the one we now need the most? Where Is He, that manifestation of the Holy Ghost? He's not at Macy's, He's not at Target, you can't reach Him on a Chocolate cell phone Would you greet Him or mistreat Him the heir to the heavenly throne? If you were to see Him, could you perceive Him as being the most important gift that God had sent to us, so our hope and spirits would lift? Where Is He, God's only begotten Son, the child in the manger, the new born king, the Anointed One? Many now believe Him, many now receive Him that miracle maker from long ago Our Messiah, Our Salvation the One we all should know
Red, yellow, green and blue, blue blue- Red, yellow, green and blue Red, yellow, green and blue, blue blue- Red, yellow, green and blue (Chorus) Red is for the blood Christ shed Yellow for power He rose from the dead Green is for new life instead Of feeling blue, Heaven's ahead- Red, yellow, green and blue, blue blue- Red, yellow, green and blue Red, yellow, green and blue, blue blue- Red, yellow, green and blue (Chorus)
I've looked for someone real... who's pretty and has sex appeal; beside loyalty and caring, there is also much cheating! Lots of people still live in a world of steady fantasy... they' will never leave... others take, they don't give; they hurt constantly, and they don't forgive anybody! I've looked for someone real... who loves and gives to the full; life's born of hope, too; it's so wonderful good friends to run to... I've looked for someone real! I've looked for someone real... who knows how to satisfy my wildest desire without a goodbye; I can't let despair take away the plans I've made and still make for someone real... my tomorrow would be so sad and worthless! I've looked for someone real... who's pretty and has sex appeal; besides loyalty and caring, there is also much cheating!
Jesus died for my sins (According to the Scriptures) He was laid in a tomb (According to the Scriptures) But He rose to life again (According to the Scriptures) Now He's coming real soon (According to the Scriptures) [Chorus] Jesus died for my sins, He was laid in a tomb But He rose to life again, now He's coming real soon According to the Scriptures and believed by the saints Yet if Christ be not raised then our faith is in vain BUT! Jesus is alive and He rose from the dead We're the Body of Christ and Christ is the head Who's become the firstfruit of those who've slept Afterward at His Coming, those who have been kept From the pollution of the world, the solution is faith Being sealed with His Spirit until we see Christ's day When all things are subdued and the mountains will fall The son is subject to the father, God is all and in all Every knee will surely bow and tongue confess that Jesus is Lord while secrets of the hearts manifest Some on the right hand, others on the left As he separates the wheat from the chaff with his breath [Chorus] It's according to the Word, now it's time for you to level You can't drink of Jesus cup and the cup of the devil Awake to righteousness and sin not! And it's ashame if you don't have the knowledge of God Watch ye, stand fast in the faith be strong Submit yourself to Jesus flee away from all wrong For evil companionships corrupt good manners So stay with holy ones lifting up the Lord's banner As Christ increases, we decrease daily dying Maximizing with the People Of War Ever Rising While awaiting the redemption of our bodies we're victors And we'll go up in the Rapture according to the Scriptures [Chorus] {A rap I wrote while in college in celebration of Easter- I Cor. 15:3,4}
I was like a helpless child incapable of giving love... needing a gentle mother by his side to care for his needs! I was left alone and forgotten by all... and feeling so miserible, I clung to my faith and waited; no, I didn't search for shallow things! Everybody thought I had everything, walked right by me and didn't see my agony; nobody realized I needed company, and I felt like a bird with a broken wing! But unexpected miracles still happen today... even in this age of greed and infidelity, because unselfish love like kindness has a deeper meaning than words! You've given up your freedom and changed this look of boredom; you've opened up your loving arms... forgetting my habits and my faults! I have a new song to sing so joyfully... to tell everyone you had compassion for me; I have another reason to be grateful... to give all of myself tenderly, because unconditional love like kindness has a deeper dimension than words!
He stooped down And made me He stooped down And raised me He stooped down And helped me along, along- He stooped down And saved me He stooped down And raised me He stooped down And helped me be strong, be strong- (Chorus) He stooped down...
At any moment~ We'll see the twinkle of His eyes As our Redeemer draweth nigh All His glory shall be shown And what we'll be shall be made known At any moment~ We'll see the twinkle of His eyes Upon the clouds within the sky We shall see Him as He is And we shall be like Him At any moment...
Rose of your saddened angel Patented as a stranger Template of tears Do not shiver, my dear You should know who you are What is one to do? When life points all its fingers at you Paranoia claims your sanity in every line Only stars are dreamed upon in time You should know who you are My decrescent nights Pleasant statues reflect blurry to life The essence in having less value Come along, follow this isle of truth You should know who you are "Are you whom you say you are? Are you just another dreamed upon star? You should know who you are"
Smooth clean wall, cool to touch, I must not fall I walk along, hand touching wall, my heart full of song, Me, standing tall I know whats going on For calm of head am I I must not fall, this wall is not for the wary, light and airy, it's not confined at all Calm My heart full of song, this cool wall I kiss, fear and anguish, I do not miss Stretched out arms, cool walls I touch calm walking through, no sweat on palm This light I walk to, embraces me casts my shadow, behind me, all behind song in heart so, I am not blind, for,forward I see Calm and light, must not rush, in to the white there is no crush in the bright
God is the One who makes something good out of nothing Speaking light in the darkness covering the face of the deep And the Spirit of the Lord is hovering over your waters To give you form, fill your void and breathe you out of sleep (chorus) In the beginning God created the heaven and the earth And He saw all He made was very good for His intentions But soon after the first living souls experienced birth They chose death and now seek out wicked inventions So Adam and Eve again lie lifeless on the ground in sin But God raises up the dead because they must be born again [bridge] For we are nothing without Jesus Christ and without Him nothing we can do But with the Greater One living within, Satan can't make 'nothing' out of you (chorus) In the beginning Satan wanted the heaven and the earth He saw every good thing within it and distracted our attention Until the Seed of the Woman crushed the devil's evil mirth Through His death, burial, resurrection and ascension Now the flaming sword is turning to direct us together To reach out and take the Tree of Life, eat and live forever [bridge] (chorus) [rap] Once our world was full of darkness Then bright and shining through came the Light To those who receive and believe in Him To be God's children He gave the right And now He sees you as very good Every man, woman, boy and girl Because greater is He that is in you Than he that is in this world {bridge and chorus simultaneously} (chorus)
I pull open a drawer in my heart, for it takes physical will to do so to reach for the feeling inside Some drawers are small, some big For what it contains Small drawers for hurt and meanness big drawers for love and patience. You decide on the drawers you will hold How many you want,you decide. The drawers open and close, friends and foes can live side by side, in the drawers of the heart The person you let in can open these drawers. The one you love never opens drawers of jealousy and hate. They never open them even though, they know its there, and they know it so The person you despise can open the drawers of hate and lies. Resist with all your might, keep them tight, for you must rise The heart of drawers, can draw your heart in pull out a feeling,mood and a sigh The drawers are meant to be opened, some willingly,some not for not to open drawers will allow feelings to rot Open and close, the feelings can grow, from the high to the low It will tell you what's best, in the drawers of the chest For the heart does know, of the open and close of which you decide of the feelings inside
In our splendid universe, there's more than diversity... undiscovered planets: like the warm beats of the heart; huge skies of blue where anyone's eyes cannot reach their infinity! There can never be dark days, and the pure joys of two loyal souls will only lead to other unknown desires; what keeps others from reaching this height, and free themselves from what makes them writhe... without having to give up anything? That secret lies mainly with us, jealously protected, but if curiousity overwhelms them: we're holding the magic key... to unlock this amazing mystery! In our splendid universe, all the stars take refuge in myriads, and keep us safe from shadows, so that we will not know sorrows; and if the warmest sun shimmers and breaks trough the darkest clouds, when another storm threatens its peace, we'll be assured to behold its magnificence! Unworthy hearts search for an unreachable God, but can't find Him where they wish... until their wait becomes desperation; why do they fail and turn back to the starting point? We have that answer with an assurance: turn away from all those dreadful things that cause unnecessary pain, and have a sudden change of heart !
Deep within a mountain At it's heart A spring flowed From it, love Glowed Water is the source of everything Love, life Birdsong Trees An eagles' golden wing A gemstone Filled with love, began in a spring A Heartstone The water of love Flowed Such light Glowed Heartstone mountain Welling deep In its' heart Love to seep Keep the love Keep the faith A mountain spring Love, life Can give you everything The water of love Touched you Touched me For in the heart Welling forth Flowing you see There is no other way What was always known A living Heartstone Within you Within me
grave, grave cold and grey awaiting my bones to rest some day forlorn faces at graveside weep unaware- I am not asleep I stand among you unseen, for sure but my life-force continues, it does endure the impressions I have left- will fade fast with time- they always do but you're not alone- I'm always there with you the words are written by those unseen hands only they can jot these penciled words for I have not... Hand guided by those long since gone admidst the mists of time- forlorn for they are not upon one's mind. alas, no more, their death, their stillness of this I'm sure these penciled words they call out to you for a moments reflection, you know that they do to mourn, to cherish to remember oh, so well I know not more I must go on I must endure this pain of seperation now someday will surely fade of this I trust- as surely as my bones- shall one day turn to dust.
Night time skies Night times I really tried For a lifetime Love sincerely tired When anytime is no more As long as silence creeps beneath my door All things perish And all that remains is gone Against time you decipher life Still you remain all alone Seems we co-exit as one in this book of a thousand wishes Mainly I was angry For I come home And there were no clean dishes Therefore I granted you My love, my scars, my blisters I pleasured myself As I bruised you for not saying mister As in bedtime I would lay you a rest in a whisper I held your lust at hand For I am you husband A fallen aspect of your most conceited wishes Hugs and kisses Eighteen years Marching children enlisted The turn in the tide We stood and we nearly missed it A lasting call Summoned us all to our doom Should I stand, should I fall? Should I pray as a ghost? And over my nightmares hope that smiles loom? A visualization of things to come Perhaps my readers Will now know where I'm coming from And may we no longer need a book of timeless wishes
Arise, my love, and come away with me The season for singing has come The winter has passed and the rain's moved along My darling, my beautiful one See, the tender figs spiced upon the tree The vines are fragrant with blossoms The flowers appear, the dove voices its song Arise now, my beautiful one (Chorus) In the darkness of the sky Your face is the fairest moon Majestic as stars in flight For my coming to you is soon And you'll shine as the dawn of day As clear as the sun above And your beauty I will parade Like the hosts with their banners of love For you are my perfect one How pleasing you are in my eyes There is no flaw in you I say unto you, my bride, Arise (Chorus) And the foxes, catch for us Little foxes that spoil the vine Its tender grapes are for our cups But our love is better than wine It burns like a mighty flame Its jealousy will not yield And rivers can't wash love away For upon my heart you have been sealed Undefiled, unique and choice You overwhelm me with your eyes You have stolen my heart I say unto you, my bride, Arise (Bridge) For there are delicacies at our door Old and new unseen to your eyes Now from the secret place of the stairs I say unto you, my bride, Arise (Chorus)
People say angels don't exist but I believe they do, all because I found an angel deep inside of you. I was hurt the worst way that I could possibly be, you stopped all the thoughts I had you saved me. I believe that not all angels are flying around, I believe some are on this earth walking on the ground. If you need someone who will always care, take a look around because I bet an angel is there. Angels follow you around every day, angels are the only people who never go away. Your angel will be there through everything you go through, angles will be there if you don't need them too. Angels will be there when you are in need, and if you ever get lost angels will always led. So if you look hard enough you'll find the one who is always there, you will find an angel in the one who will always care.
I was searching for destiny, something to call my own. A purpose if you will, a seed thoughfully sown. Like the healing leaves of the nations, it was yet to be known. Kind of like a king, yet to be throned. So I watered and prepared. And as time went past, I believed this was the seed, the one that would last. No love did I spare. To my faith I held fast. Upon my broken heart, you let no shadow be cast. So I continued in prayer, and became blessedly aware. That you were the seed, creating this need. That you are the tree, I was yearning to be, And that I am the branch, known as destiny.
This is a story about a boy so bold A story around campfires; a hero I suppose When people talk about him, some say he knows The truth of his story still yet to be told A strong young lad without a fear in his head Some loved him to pieces others wanted him dead A true dreamer someone might have once said A noble character who hurt his friends An unhappy child with an unhappy mother Everyone says it, even his brother So many talents not quite like any other Lost in a world of hate looking for a lover A star was born one November's eve Destined for fame that he could not see Jealousy is contagious between you and me, they knew where he was headed; he had tricks up his sleeve And this strong young man was without a clue, He couldn't say a word; there was nothing he could do No-where to run, it's either me or it's you, His chances off conquering were really quite few And in his head confused with such turmoil Such twisted plans began to boil If it were true, he was to be put in the soil He had a plan that no one could foil Some say he was paranoid, but he possessed a gift One final test; he passed if he lived. They said they would find him for they were quite miffed, I'm on his side for no one has seen him since That's just what happens when you're the talk of the town. Some smile to your face, inside wanting to frown, It's not his fault he fell into the wrong crowd.... If I ever see him again, I'm gonna help him out! If only he would have said something, to you or me He could have changed my mind and made me believe I hope he's okay; a sigh of relief... With all those tricks, just remember he's got two sleeves!
There was an unhappy man, who used to dream alone; and he lived life day by day as it sadly shimmers away... What are the colors of your rainbow? Can you change that outlook of dispised misery, and be part of this human race? If they are dark like the clouds of a storm... you can make up your own lively colors, and feel the new spirit breath in you suddenly! What are the colors of your rainbow? Would you consider a change, or go on wishing what it could have been? Inside of you there's something hidden, afraid of being revealed and told; be honest with yourself, be kind and loudly laugh... life is a great gift and must be lived! I spotted the same man, down my block, reading the daily paper, he was well-dressed and ready for success: shining shoes and a matching tie, friends surrounded him with pleasure; I gess he didn't fall for that lie... he has finally found what changed his luck!
This precious box............. That you opened The things you let out............ Didn't need locks For, what was inside........ Was for you Nothing to hide All this too Constant stream from the precious box Becomes part of your dream The precious box, without locks The precious box Lives in you too The love it unlocks The hidden you
I have a nail, I havd a screw I have a "Pot 'O Gold", But I don't have you... Each day I awake, I stumble down to the shore, I've done this for many years, I'll do it many more I throw a gold piece, Into the sea, Hoping Posiedan Will bring you back to me.
We had a little ice age Some generations back Harvests didn't happen And people died of lack Trees grew very slowly Those that didn't die Things like acorn porridge Kept some folk alive Others learned to reap the tide And seagulls learned to hide Several lifetimes later Some goodness came from this Those trees that made it Through those years Met Stradavarius And the density of struggle Echoed through a violin There's a lesson in there somewhere Let the symphony Begin
A mulking it's agaluk It sits high in proud symbolic The wandleing caps men Swindiling down it's ivenya branch A dull move for it's majected lanch A walking man sees ten It boldly sweeks bien A watch from the gavens eye Speack anogon boutful surprise A meek wandanla shooting star sweeps at the moving speech A nudeful sound so nar squins it's passage
down deck, down deck, on and on- such an awesome ship it had been- 100,000 tons, or more, I guess- that it will sink seems such a sin- this mighty ship afloat- not much longer, I did know... and even with her cold steel strength down she would soon surely go, to the sea she was nothing... like a little twig, no task for her to snap.... the sea can always laugh at man- when he falls into her deadly trap despair kicked in, and sure enough- despair was well deserved- 'cause death was facing me that night- death that I had truely earned- my soul was going down, way down forever to be rightfully burned- yes, it was foolish enough- to challenge the sea- and madness to kill the men- now my poor luck to be the only one- that's left- to face a gruesome end I leaned against a cold engine room wall in the deepest bowls of the ship- I was consigned to what was approaching- I waited for my end to come- hoping, asking God, only it be quick... my concern wrapped around me, very, very thick... the water's cascading now, my friend- it's going down so fast! eyes turned up in search of God- I knew my fate was cast... my Lord, I hope you accept this fool- however, I'm dying slow- the sea, it hurts my lungs so bad- and the pressure is just so- I'm dying, Lord, I'm dying! Oh, sh_t, I'm goin' down- Dear Lord above, around, beneath me- please accept me as I am- a fool, a repented sinner. a victim and a murderer too- I'm sure you can take me- please show me that this is true- my bones are now at rest- in this lonely, sunken tomb of steel whitened, weathered, beaten- hopefully someday may to be raised- to my surprise, I find, below the seas- so many great comrades- we number in countless billions- as do those that live upon the earth and now I understand, too late, perhaps- just what a human life is worth.
I am here again As I was before Break it down to knees And ask for no more Over a coarse of time You hear a certain voice in a rhyme Bleed from the eyes Now you can feel the stress in our cries A soft bed Despite a home with the dead Is all that these eyes have yet to see My mission To rise to a higher position Reach out with white palms Not frightened But I'm no more peaceful Than I am calm Heaven Is all these eyes have yet to see It's a simple poem Spoken in a lower volume At times we speak On scattered thoughts Shattered dreams And memories Of every battle we've fought Every morning I'm awakened by your hands Bless it be The structure of this man A family and smiles A happy expression On the face of a child is all that I have yet to see
I drew deep, deep inside The Lord had a plan for me I didn't work alone you see........ I drew deep inside I thought I had it all covered More things...... I discovered For, in his care He never let me out of his sight The day he looked after my wife The day she went under the knife I drew deep, deep inside This emotion welling The story I am telling Things will be okay.... His hand............ On my shoulder Was always there My soul to bear............. On this day The faith inside The Lord knew........ I tried For,he looked after my wife.......... Gave back her life I drew deep, deep inside For, the times I had When things were bad He knew I tried I drew deep, deep inside My tears begin to seep The lord knew I tried I never left his care Two sets of foot prints I knew he was there how I have been walking since
You think a story like this, Would be easy to tell. But I can't help fading away, Just trying to figure out what to say. Times flying by, Trying to help with the pain. But its digging in, Just making feel worse to day. My voice is wearing thin, And I'm wearing out. I don't have much time, But I have to figure this one out. Maybe it's a dream, That I can undo. Maybe you're still here, And I'm with you. Maybe, maybe. I can change me. Maybe, maybe. I can save me. I don't want to walk down along hallway, Toward the light anymore. I don't want to cry myself to sleep, Every time I feel pain. I want to move on, Maybe just have fun. I want to get a clue. Maybe I'll be like you. Maybe, maybe. I'll find me a friend. And Maybe, maybe. This won't be my end. Maybe I'll find someone, Who will always be there. Maybe I'll find one person, Who can finally care.
Duece Game Is it Advantage In? Is it Advantage Out? Or Duece? Many Questions surrond my heart Unsure of what has been entered into I know what I see It is good and blessed The direction yet to be seen Many Questions remain not asked dancing delicately in and around conversations In time you will know So we will go and grow My heart that is softening No more questions will it surround The questions that need to be asked Soon will no longer remain. It will be a duece game equal partnership Peter B LeBuhn
Dear Jesus, Not another love letter have I ever wrote, that lifted my Spirit, and held such hope. My life has never been better, My heart never more whole. Since the day you came into this world, and bought back my soul. You proceeded to love me, even more. When everyday I could hear you, knocking at my door. You called me to me with love, and asked me to open up. You said you had a message that was sure to fill my cup. So I invited you in, and you took away my sin. You held my hand, and said this was the plan. That in your precious love, I am sure to stand. And that nothing could seperate us, Forever. Amen. When it was time to go, You promised to come back. And take me to a place, where love replaced lack. I asked you when, and you said I would know. For the glory of God will most certainly show. The deepest of love upon your face. Lifting your Spirit into that very special place. Heaven. Love, Child of God
You're going to miss me when I'm gone Home the one place I do not belong As spoken in first person Sometimes life just is not worth the cursing Infants, we casualties of less nursing From this very instance, situation worsens Walking in shadows Follow this mysterious league of adults Swallow my tears, but I cannot handle yours For I fear you may dismantle Losing whom you truly adore Purchase your freedom But how much scrutiny can you afford Gripping my throat, losing my edge Slipping as a goat, choosing my pledge Scandals out weigh my sledge As it appears, I'm still breathing Sincerely in days, I will be leaving Only hours foreshadow my doom Dreams no longer linger As my nightmares loom This darkened rose withers so soon You're going to miss me When I'm gone Outcast, an unknown Home, the one place I do not belong You're going to miss me when I'm gone
When Christ- who is our Life- Shall appear- We'll be caught up~ to meet Him In the air- And our glory hid with God In Jesus Christ- Shall be revealed When we appear with Him In Eternal Life (Chorus) Some people think we need a life...
Whatever happened to the time we used to spend Whatever happened to my long and faithful friend And not matter how my heart will seem to mend I'm tired of starting all over and over again Whatever happened to the love that we were in Whatever happened to the dreams that we'd begin And no matter how my life will seem to mend I'm tired of starting all over and over again (Chorus) I see the signs of yesterday yet I won't assume Because I know what that will make of me and you But I see the same old patterns every week and weekend There's not a change so I have a hard time believin' Yet I don't want to judge the future looking at our past But if I can't depend on you then how can we ever last I just can't deal with going through the same old thing And your actions speak so loud you've left me wondering (Chorus) If you're dedicated to me give me more of your time Than you give to any other, let them know that you're mine If you're committed to me, be faithful, kind and true And remember you said you love me the way I love you So history won't repeat itself you'll do whatever it takes By always saying what you mean, doing all that you say To make us work, keep our dreams, here's one last chance For you to put your love in action and give a little romance (Bridge) Cause every man will proclaim his unfailing love But what girl can find a faithful man she can trust She just can't deal with going through the same old thing And your actions speak so loud you've left her wondering Whatever happened to the time we used to spend Whatever happened to my long and faithful friend And not matter how my heart will seem to mend I'm tired of starting all over and over again Whatever happened to the love that we were in Whatever happened to the dreams that we'd begin And no matter how my life will seem to mend I'm tired of starting all over and over again (Chorus)
Do butterflies fly in my mind when time has demised? Do eyes glide tears of forgiveness upon me? As a cold heart beat upon we, I am pondering in my own hell as I long for she, Somehow I got to be the beginning and the end, The sunlight that brings life to thee as the heavens descend, After life like life we so heavenly in, But Just Friends Feels like foes and we will never be so close, The end is the beginning as we choose different path in life's fork in the road, Fait has so formality sawn a chapter in this bottomless heart, My consecration to stay faithful to this scar, When my brain waves gave unto the dark, light there you are, For the chapter is timeless as I slip unto my rest, That possesses reincarnation of thy heart,
He was born a prince, in the dungeon of humour Targeted and hunted by evil hunters He was rescued thought the help of the great porter Just because of the burden he was moulded to carry. He grew in knowledge and virtue in the temple Teaching and shocking the elders with his wisdom He was nurtured with the milk of love and purity Just to make him equipped to deliver. He went to the apex of trials and training Where he was humbled to receive more fuel to burn He was tempted and tried by the fallen serpent Just to make him fall short of his glory. He went about with seed of compassion Reviving and strengthening the dried bones Even the lost sheep he fond and brought home Just to redeem all from the slave masters. He was bruise and crushed for our faults. Despised and forsaken on the cross. Imprisoned and scaled in the dust. Just to save us from the law of chaos. He arose from the pit of pains and pressure After conquering the wicked warder of life's prison He loosed the gates and chains of death Just to give us live eternal. This is the blessedness of our earthly story A prince was slain to give us a crown a glory He arose again to give us the golden victory Wouldn't we rather strive just to live for him.
I Knew It When I Saw Your Face I knew it when I saw your face I don't know your name It makes no difference just the same Do you believe in Love at First Sight? I hope and pray You Will Say 'I just might' Do you believe then... ...In taking off into flight I hope and pray you will say 'Outta Sight' I knew it when I saw your face I don't know your name It makes no difference just the same Not a word ever spoken There is no need Words our spoken in silence with our eyes ...With our minds You and I...A breed of a special kind Oh, how I long to make you mine With you my rainy days shine You make them feel oh, so fine Oh, How I love to cuddle beside you by firelight I knew it when I saw your face Now that I know your name It makes a difference just the same Peter LeBuhn Copyright ©2005 Peter B. Lebuhn Peter LeBuhn
At the edge of the ocean we stand poised Ready to be taken to faerie The land is perilous for some but it calls to us as it called to Prentice long ago We all yearn for a star on our brows To walk in mist - enshrouded meadows and to see flowers of unearthly beauty growing A riot of joyous color The touch of a magical hand will give us this chance In Faerie eternal spring and lights from the north form the patterns we love The King and Queen of that land ate calling us Let's leave these mortal shores And hear the lovely sounds Of golden harps and flutes played by ethereal beings The golden stories flow here like a river This magic will change us FOREVER
No it's not a gun, a malt drink minus one a waist size or a world war II year it's not the temperature in early springs not a Vick's cough syrup it's none of these things it's the number of volumes of journals/diaries, call them what you will that chronical my life the victories, the joys, the hurts, the friends, lovers, and the strife my hopes, dreams, poems and much much more still only one other person in this world has been privy to it, and now knows what's been in my head from 1967 right on until now that one is my sweet Rose only Rose knows I wrote these long lasting journals- a release for me to use, with a dark secret, or crazy thought things that have happened to me things that have come to naught many silly, stupid entries much wisdom, brilliance too, you never know just what you'll get you can count on that to be true but someday...when I am long. long gone... maybe someone somewhere will see what my time was like, what was going on.... see, when my family first moved into the family house of 50 years we found a few great treasures one very special on, which did bring tears for in this somewhat faded diary from 1863, a life in all its colors did open up very wide for me to see I felt honored, touched, and somewhat sad, to think this sweet soul was so long gone she spoke from the heart, and showed me a world I could never taste, and now I knew her life had never been a waste because she reached out thru the centuries, to tell me her tale of life it seemed to me to validate her being was more than a long forgotten, faded tombstone, a name, maybe with a year and for a moment somehow she had become, someone who was right here.
With God- All things are possible With God- All things are possible With God- All things are possible Because nothing- Is impossible with God
The confusion inside, but not in the heart Loves' tidal pull Sweet perfume... from her... All you can do... To reach out... Hold her close Lovers play How perfect she can be Will she love me? Soft hair mixed with mine Only she can know... My pink Her love, Divine... I will take her in to my secret places Soft satin sheets Dainty laces and love her... like no man ever could
In an eye's twinkle Jesus is coming For a church without wrinkle Or any such thing So be holy and blameless Jesus is coming For a church without blemish Or any such thing (Chorus) If judgment will begin in the Lord's on house By the cleansing of the Word for a radiant spouse, Then what will be the end of those whose ways are broad Who do not obey the very Word of God? [channel] While people are saying, "Safety and peace," Destruction will come upon them suddenly But for you who are walking as children of Light That Day should not surprise as a thief in the night (Chorus) And if God's righteous people are scarcely saved, If God's holy people just barely escapes The Judgment to come with great terror and fear Then where shall the ungodly and sinner appear? [channel 2] When the heavens pass away with a shrill sound, The earth with everything will burn to the ground. Now since the elements will melt with fervent heat, What manner of godly people should we be? ~~~~~~ In an eye's twinkle Jesus is coming For a church without wrinkle Or any such thing So be holy and blameless Jesus is coming For a church without blemish Or any such thing (Chorus)
Let's have an open heart That's when our love will start To reach the people- And it will lead them To Jesus Christ
Like walking on a frozen lake We must move forward, straight ahead Else the ice might shatter, drop us in Leaving us fighting, possibly dead We can never stand still, nor be sorry Each step in the right direction's, but a step Move with dexterity, confidence, unwavering Slow down not, just move with pep As life welcomes you, you must go to it Keeping eyes forward, move your feet Embrace the goal you so then reach As the ice of life, you will have beat Look back upon the traveled path The trialed life now's in the past
Are you Okay about it? Are you in disarray about it? Then I have another question- Have you prayed about it? If you feel swayed about it, If you feel delayed about it, Then answer my question- Have you prayed about it? Did you get upstaged about it? Have you been betrayed about it? Well, even through your testin'- Did you pray about it? When you're outweighed about it, When you're enslaved about it Tell me, during the lesson- Do you pray about it? If you feel crazed about it? If you feel dazed about it? Then answer my question- Have you prayed about it? Are you enraged about it? Even if you're Okay about it? Then I have another question- Have you prayed about it?
This bridge I build I build to last Not of stone or metal Deep inside Down past Thoughts I have willed This bridge of many spans reaches out to you Walk with me......... If you want to The bridge can be broken By thoughts of despair By harsh words spoken This bridge, reaches far in to your heart Relentless march through Join me too If you want too What you can be Let us start So many bridges to build, without stone or metal made with thoughts willed This bridge I have built Will not wilt For...together It will last Deep inside Down past This bridge built for you Stronger than stone Built on love and affection More than flesh and bone Bridge running through, your heart case Open up Walk with me too....... this open space This bridge ............ Connecting us Cornerstone and truss Walk with me, if you want to what you want to be
Distant line, high in sky. Gazing at,wondering why. I sip my wine, watching distant line This curve of earth, my thought, for what it's worth, is more than four walls that hold me for I see the horizon not the four walls, I set my eyes on So much more to give So much more to live The thoughts of a kind The life I have left behind this distant line, high in sky, the pain of wondering why, it is a sign I can tell for my heart will travel well, I stop and think, rest a spell, do not sink I think of the four walls I have left, that horizon I see, I am not bereft for I can tell what is behind me is a shell time will heal the pain I feel I am with my friends, wise man too I treasure the words they send all this is true for they love me you see!
To stop.... Stand and stare under the full Moon glare Once Twice Three times a wish.... So much anguish... Soft white clouds pass by, under a pale Moon.... In a night sky Which one is I? How tranquil... The Moon Soft white clouds Passing by Me.... Standing still Clouds ,racing by.... Yet, the Moon.... Standing still The clouds ,broke free A new beginning soon perhaps, we'll see
THE HARDEST I looked for you Today Unattainable What could you see If I could only let it be I cannot have I cannot hold Beauty untold My heart to fold It is so hard Not to cry What is within ones' own grasp A single step The hardest Not to cry If not... Why? I cannot have I cannot hold Beauty untold My heart to fold Such angst Fighting through I am here Tears too I cannot have I cannot hold Beauty untold My heart to fold When you were with me Lying quietly All I could think... I cannot have I cannot hold Beauty untold My heart to fold
When all around is dark and thick with mist When an eagles' feather glow brighter Your heart grows lighter For you realize what you have missed When a castle opens its' heart to you Amidst the whispering trees What lies in your self What you want to be Let your self go Be true The castle , filled with love and colour The flowers began to bloom Holly glowed Faeries danced Sweet song filled every room A new season took hold during the night For a summer queen, rich green leaves grew The air glowed with sunbright
My heart bleeds so, for they do not know The goings on in my deep, for it's starting to seep, seeping through, slowly,surely, seeping through My deep The deep is where I am, I am in the deep. I open the tide, for seeping through, I cannot predict when, this burst of emotional pen This place is the deep, the further I travel, the more I find, not afraid to leap In my deep To explore, and find what it is all for In my deep I do not descend in to the deep, I walk and write it's passages. I see foot prints, now and then, but now,not since For they are not mine. Do they follow me? Do they stalk? I do not know, for I walk, in my deep You must find your way back, from the deep It's many galleries,twists and turns, nooks and crannies To visit a while,can make you smile, for infinate depths of sleep, of which emotions seep, with burst of pen quill. To guide your will Seeping through,my deep, my awareness. I have awoken from my sleep, in all fairness, I like what I have found, for I now,begin to sound, the depths of my deep
Love the true God, and let him fight your many battles for you when you're weary; love Him and seek His favor... He is the truest friend to run to in times of fear! Ever wonder why most people don't find a complete and genuine happiness, if all their energy is wasted on vain things? And if they ever find it in their lifetime... it will be unfelt and shallow; be like the simple friars who dedicate their lives to the Lord, and pray earnestly for all sinners! Love the true God with a will so bold... love the One who's forgiving and patient, but don't mock Him with your unkept promises; let Him teach you His kind ways... trust Him and be assured that He will spare you from the approaching storm! The confusion that religion has created, has driven Mankind to irrationality: they declare war for their great god, kill their brothers with hatred inside; amidst fire,smoke,cries and blood, be the judge of this human madness: don't partake in their insanity... look to Him with calm and gladness! Love the true God, be a glorious warrior without swaying your sword... to clash with the enemy standing and waiting afar; prove you unshakable integrity by renouncing your belligerency!
Your unlockable heart I must try Find your golden key I must try you see I cannot let it lie Your broken flower Dreams gone sour The things you said before, feels so raw Ever get the feeling you are alone, thoughts reeling, whispered moan Your broken flower, each petal a thought Scattered trail to the ivory tower My heart caught Your broken flower, to mend Gather all your petals, you have the power, you have a friend Broken flower, all forlorn Leave these thorns, let us talk until dawn I have the golden key, to your ivory tower, to unlock your flower This golden key I dream, in delicate golden streams My love grows by the hour, to unlock broken flower For the key, bursts forth new petals, you see............. The colour you give to me richer than any precious metal This unlockable heart, broken flower Has a key, this key is me Each petal, more valuable than any precious metal The rich scent of your flower leaves me spent golden key that is me will heal the way you feel
Strength is in numbers, many voices speak, four years is to long, for an answer reached. Families have stories about their loss, nothing can replace the sadness caused. Open your mouth, and speak your heart, this is the only way, we must do our part. Flights are daily, bringing more sadness home, why can't we take action, to correct this wrong. The innocent victims, their numbers are great, but this has been brewing long before, our stay. Speak your heart, let our people know, we as a nation, still have hope. Bring them home, back to their native land, then if they do us harm, we will sift that sand.
Waking up at dawn with incandescent lights on my subdued frawn... receding to warm sheets; recognizing the petrel's flight with the hawks pursuing it in delight, while spiders hang on dusty webs and the incessant thrush sings... Waking up at dawn with sunken eyes, not wanting to meet sunlight; a little morose,but gladsome... I glance at the maples, submerged in intense light, as the wagtails tap on my moist window to greet me with a cheerful chirp... Waking up at dawn with departing lovely dreams, I grope uncertainly amid visions; no full moon rises above the bright horizon, and with no night passion to inflame me: I reckon another inevitable aspect of reality...
The more you touch the soul of this unordinary man, still untouched by love, the sooner I feel confident to meet the shining eyes of an uncommon,trustworthy friend; and the more you give of yourself, the quicker I'm motived by kindness and willing to share those intimate moments when a rainbow promises no rain... Live inside my bloodstream, to reach your way to a delightful dream; touch me with confidence,I'll be as gentle as the spring' breeze: to strip our sad souls of all unneeded lies, and love each other in this earthly Paradise! The more you touch the soul of this unordinary man, the sooner I see a sky without clouds; not relying on hopes and promises, but to have the inner courage to be in the middle of the stage... where many are afraid to stand and reveal everything to the silent world! Let's bond our destinies, and live a life without bounderies; we trusted fate to show us an easier way out : with no worries,heartbreaks or tears, but we've finally found out that we must learn to please, and be satisfied with little joys! The more you touch the soul, of this unordinary man, the faster I become whole; I sought worthless fortunes in the mist of aloness... what would I have gained, if I had blindly followed the shadow of my own sadness?
When daytime turns to night When the moon shines bright When your tucked in tight When everything's all right Sleep softly to that place Where secret thoughts roam free And there you come face to face With who you want to be Swim across the ocean blue Fly a rocket to the moon You can change your life Or you can change the world Take the chance Don't be afraid Life is yours to live Take a chance And the best is yet to come Find the strength inside of you And watch your dreams come true You don't need a shooting star The magic right there in your heart Close your eyes, close them tight Believe, believe with all your might And make a wish tonight
Led by lies, and deception, seekers of truth, how do we know, so much to lose. Knowledge is a temple, sought by man, the octopus of evil, in the doorway stands. Wars, and famine, heartless ones prevail, paving their pathway, they follow so well. Innocence seems weak, to evils hand, but the day will come, for the believers to stand. Greed is the ruler, he who has the most, bowed before, and offered a toast. Such a noise will be heard, as the earth turns black, pity, and pain , no turning back. Then out on a cloud, bringing the rain, vengeance will be given, for all the pain. Weak become strong, and the strong become weak, standing in judgement, on that golden seat.
Impose your will and convince me to stay always with you,because I won't take love seriously; because I weasel my way through and suddenly forget about you! Let me know all your desires, and however big they may be... I can make them come true for you; it's time I did some right and make you feel the warm light, to show you the tenderness of my generous heart... come closer,let's build dreams for two! Impose your will and hold my hand when my thoughts are hard to surrender, and I run to others who use love just like I do; give me that special reason to stay... if I don't feel alive,take that pain away! How long has it been, you haven't felt the tenderness and the real joy; how many happy moments you have imagined, but always missed... although you were here beside me, to make me see I wasn't alone? Impose your will, so that I can live!
For days you hunt but nothing found, for the heart stone to reveal its' self, buried deep in shadowy ground This shadowy land that I walk, sometimes alone for I am the gatherer of the heart stone The heart stone, find its' glow, for it will surely show its' self to the seeker, for if it lies in shadowy room it grows weaker The heart stone does not like being alone, alone in shadow, hidden so The heart stone needs to be found, its' light displayed for living in gloom causes its' light to fade in shadowy room The gatherer will look in every shadowy place, seek out and reach, the heart stone, find its' place For it is bound in shadowy room all alone, waiting to be found, by the gatherer of the stone The gatherer of the stone will never tire, searching the gloom for the jewel of hidden fire, that lights up the room For the stone is in our shadowy place bring it forth to show its' face, throw off darkened room and let the heart stone bloom
I'm not a gullable guy who settles for less; and I like to see more women like yourself! If freedom is what you choose, it's fine...as long as it won't defeat my purpose, and keep my ego intact! Be as patient as you can be, men must protect and love their women... in ways to amaze them; and it still holds true today! I'm not looking for heart-breaks, to watch tears fall down a woman's face; I'll break the rules and compromise when the need arises! Men,love your women a lot, give them true affection and ignite in them more passion with the quickest spark: to feel what most men are afraid to show... for the fear of losing their adored pride! The quickest spart is a surest way to an eager heart; the quickes spark can give bring light where it was awfully dark!
was it yesterday we laughed about the future, cried about growing up and found our first love in the girl/boy next door, todays weight on our shoulders as adults is the burden mom carried to bed, wanting to run from it all as dad did, we can't justified it in our head, so we wake with what is on our plate and what lyes out side our door, making ends meet as prices rise and our pay flat lines, middle class falls, society judges us by what we own, can you see how much we grown. a material world is what our kids see, cars,phones, i-pods, my space and super malls, like mom, behind close doors we hid our tears, postpone our bills and preach of some day, they can't see our hard times, they can't fill how hard the world is to climb, let them play, laugh and sing while they still can, tomorrow will come soon enough and they will hear what we say, work hard, take time for your self , learn to pick your self up when you fall and you can be what ever you want to be, you can be happy but you'll be poor, you can have love but you'll be alone, you can be rich but you'll be hated, you can have but what have you blown, no body has it all for every plus you have a negative, the world stop seeing the big picture, the things that truly count, the things I see, enter peace, true love, and the greatest treasure of all, without wealth I am rich and at my best, without a light shining on me I know I'm blessed, I'm a good father, a loving husband, a man with his dignity and with out regret or remorse I'm some one some body who's proud and stands tall