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You think I have a pretty face My dresses weaved from frills and lace You think that I'm a spoilt brat with diamonds around my neck and roses in my bed You think I own the pot of gold A blissful future to behold You think I live on a greener grass but you know nothing No ,you know nothing about my past There are chapters still on hold A thousand words untold There's emotion still enclosed in a lacrimal drop There is a tasteless tale,a colourless spume and large waves that fall on the shore There's a silent cry which keeps yelling why which keeps loving and hating,mending and breaking Pushing ,embracing our God My unfaithful devotion keeps begging in motion Asking what,where,when,and how long For how long should I wait for to feel the affection, love and protection to listen to daddy singing for me just one birthday song For how long should I pray for,to listen to daddy just calling out my name on the phone You think I have a pretty face My dresses weaved from frills and lace You think that I'm a spoilt brat with diamonds around my neck and roses in my bed You think I own the pot of gold A blissful future to behold You think I live on a greener grass but you know nothing No, you know nothing about my past You know nothing about the way I feel About deep scars that would never heal You just keep thinking that I live I live on a greener grass.
Playing my violin in my pretty dress No one here knows my life is a mess No mom or dad just my strings and bow Every night on the street breeze is in my hair I've got hopes and dreams but does anyone care Oh, I want to believe there's a family for me somewhere Another day comes and goes But I'm not losing hope You think I play for them But my violin helps me cope Praying for a change tonight Maybe you'll hear me play And adopt my violin and me That'd be my New Year's Day Playing my violin in my pretty dress No one here knows my life is a mess No mom or dad just my strings and bow But tonight feels like magic I'm ready for a show A crowd gathers on the street breeze is my hair I've got hopes and dreams that you're out there somewhere Oh, I'll play with all my heart be out there somewhere Another day comes and goes But I'm not losing hope You think I play for them But my violin helps me cope Praying for a change tonight Maybe you'll hear me play And adopt my violin and me That'd be my New Year's Day Date: 1-1-15
Beneath a heavy weight I labored, misunderstood by those I love and serve, illness raging, family demanding, expending soul and physical reserve. Like a thin smoke quickly dissipating, spirit tenuous, weak upon the road, on the precipice of breakdown trembling feeling endurance and harmony erode. Along a peaceful stretch of sand walking, listening to pounding surf, the birds, tasting the invigorating sea air, hearing in my heart God's voice, His words, inviting nature in to permeate my being, soothing the aching pain . . . spirit at rest, on God's glory feeding, I can go home, begin my work again. August 1. 2014
There was a time I had Give up on men, I prayed oh lord I'll Wait on the man you send In '93 God sent me the Man of my dreams His heart was made of gold He fell in love with my child And we had our ups and downs But kept us together any how In '94 we where married In '95 I bared our son That wasn't a lot of fun Since then time flew by And God kept him in my life Our love is stronger than it ever was Just know you are the half That makes me whole and I will love no matter where You go Dedicated to my hubby, Whose in Iraq serving his country Angela Lee
This pledge that l,Ntando, make today serves as my guideline that I shall follow happily, ungrudgingly and tirelessly for the sake of our love life. Indeed l am well aware of the fact that the beauty of this pledge does not only lie in word alone but in action as well. For that reason in every season I shall show steadfast commitment to the implementation of this pledge with a great deal of astuteness. I therefore commit myself to be your devoted and delivering husband for all the years l shall live with you on this earth. I shall treat you with the love and care you deserve as my wife. Indeed l shall treat you with the distinction and dignity that is befitting of the queen of my heart. That body, that bone, that breath shall be my mine to treasure, for sure; a dearness to promote and protect for dear life…and love! I shall stand by and with you in all the situations of our life. If the situation demands that we sail, sail we shall together. If the situation demands that we climb, climb we shall together. I know very well what l am getting into: I am getting into a marriage that is overflowing with blessings. This marriage- with our mutual commitment- will stand the test of time. I know very well what I am getting into: I am getting into a relationship that brims over with a transforming power of love. This marriage-with our mutual commitment – will transform naivety into maturity troubles into challenges pretence into practice pride into progress bachelorship into companionship. I pledge to be your steward and partner for all times. I shall value the consultations and decisions that we make as husband and wife. As head of the family I shall do nothing to derail our love train for anything else least of all for personal and selfish reasons. Now and forever I am your lawful and loving husband… This pledge that l, Nothando, make today serves as my guideline that I shall follow happily, ungrudgingly and tirelessly for the sake of our love life. Indeed I am well aware of the fact that the beauty of this pledge does not only lie in pronouncements but in practice as well. For this reason every season I shall demonstrate untiring love and loyalty to you; a love and a loyalty that is a living embodiment of our marriage vows. I therefore commit myself to be your honouring, supportive and loving wife for all the years l shall live with you. I shall treat you with the love and care that you deserve as my husband. Indeed I shall treat you with the dignity and nobility that is befitting of the king of my heart. On my mind it is always fresh that I am the flesh of your flesh. Green or grown I am the bone of your bone. I know very well what I am getting into: I am getting into a relationship that elevates me into a kingdom of wifehood. I shall endevour to put my family first with all the rights, obligations and privileges that come with wifehood. I shall endevour to wipe off and ward off loneliness and lostness from our relationship, seeking nothing but your companionship; banking on your stewardship, sinking together any hardship. Since you are mine I shall not do anything else to undermine our relationship for personal or egotistical reasons. Now and forever I am your lawful and loving wife…
-Sing along to Jingle Bells- Beer pong balls! Beer pong balls! Landing in my cup. The more you sink, the more I drink. It's Christmas, let's get drunk! Heeeeeyyyy! Beer pong balls! Beer pong balls! Landing in my cup. The more you make, the more I take. It's Christmas, lets get drunk! Drinking Michelobe... Sipping on some Jack... We just made two cups... Give us the balls back! Ha. Ha. Ha. Guys can finger cups... Girls know they can blow... I'm hall of fame, In this game, cause I drink like a pro OOOOhh! Beer pong balls! Beer pong balls! Landing in my cup. The more you sink, the more I drink. It's Christmas, let's get drunk! Heeeeeyyyy! Beer pong balls! Beer pong balls! Landing in my cup. The more you make, the more I take. It's Christmas, lets get drunk! A day or two ago... Drinking Miller Light... I had won eight games, and then got in a fight... Ouch! Ouch! Ouch! We ran out of beer... Had to get some more... If I'm alive, then I can drive, let's all go to the store! OOOOhh! Beer pong balls! Beer pong balls! Landing in my cup. The more you sink, the more I drink. It's Christmas, let's get drunk! Heeeeeyyyy! Beer pong balls! Beer pong balls! Landing in my cup. The more you make, the more I take. It's Christmas, lets get drunk!
She once walked with him and stopped with him when they heard that familiar refrain. She'd stand beside him while he'd salute her pride for her Soldier was plain, and every night, while he'd hold her tight contented and happy, she'd sigh. They would drift off to sleep listening to the beat of the Soldiers Lullaby. They play the National Anthem to fill us with fire and pride and the last one they play every evening is the Soldiers Lullaby. Twice a day at nine eleven when her Soldier was in Iraq she'd bow her head in silence to remember that September attack, and when she'd get home in the evening tired and lonely, she'd cry. She'd pray that somewhere he was listening to the Soldiers Lullaby. Now she stands at the gate in the airport heart pounding as Soldiers stream by, so excited she can barely contain it overwhelmed she's starting to cry, and the crowd is beginning to thin now the tears and the laughter all die, heart broken and lonely, she stands there when she hears his voice simply say "hi"... It's been years since she's thought of that moment, they've been busy with life passing by. Two girls and two boys now fill their lives with joy and time really does seem to fly, but at night when she's tucked in her family she still bows her head with a sigh and she never forgets to remember The Soldiers Lullaby. ~For Jenn with love
Orphaned footsteps round the old place. Pitch black soil, packed deep with bartered coin and Indian heads – wood and otherwise, coat her worn leather shoes, Hutterite chic. The long land screams within its own silence. Prairie sage burns somewhere, a ghostly smudge for the undulating grass and, those it serves. Its alive scent makes the dead turn towards its head - and the barely living turn to listen. The impossibly endless horizon holds its bright blue at bay, begging acknowledgement for its self-professed being and looming enormity. She looks at the broken window glass and through the tattered, delicate gray lace. "Those were hers." She whispers to the one who listens. This great-great-granddaughter sees the curtains as they once were – wistful in the hot Manitoba wind; fresh and lowing with the honest elemental scent of aspens, hope and bare-knuckle wash boards; always fresh; shifting in the cry for solace in summer shadows – never as still as this moments endlessness. Blowing through the deep brown of splintered pine front doors; cracking the announcement of cast iron, rot and burnt wood comes the simple statement of – I lived. This mother of five young does not cry, just yearns to walk in the old ones footsteps; to know them loved; hear the birdsong through unbroken bedroom windows for a 5am waking; feel the resistance of dough on fingers that beg to be broken, and kiss the twisting undead, living. The burning of the noonday sun taps her whole, marking; branding her pale Swedish skin its own. The red sting of burnt breaks her inward silence, welcoming her familiar face home. © Kristin Reynolds 3 29 2009 *Reposted for John's Summer Celebration Contest. This is a personal celebration; celebrating and honoring my great grandparents who settled in Manitoba after leaving Sweden and Denmark. This celebrates the summer of family, at least for me. We went there every summer until it was gone...
I count my blessings everyday to have a mom like you. You've always been there come what may, to lift my mood when blue. You say that God sent me down as an angel just for you, But really God let me choose, I swear to you that's true. I saw that we could always be there for one another, And that's why God sent me down I chose you for my mother. I am the woman I am today because you raised me so, You taught me well and helped me grow, and then you let me go. You are my mother first of all, but now you're my friend too. I never strayed all that far, I like to stay close to you. Our relationship is a special one I'm sure you would agree. When I am needed I shall come, you can always count on me. I know that you feel the same, I am always welcome home. A warm embrace, a happy face no matter where I roam. You mean so very much to me, you know that it is true. I'd walk the very fires of hell, if that's what I had to do, To stay the ever loving daughter, and be best friends with you.
Just another day they often start the same But without any warning life can quickly go insane Standing in front of a mirror lights begin to blink My son shouts "The house is on fire" our lives are on the brink In those next few moments our house filled with dense smoke Blinding the eyes from accumulated stuff life's true values fully awoke Doesn't matter if you have little or a lot things eventually burn, rust, or rot If your living to accumulate stuff the more you have.. the more it's not enough Standing on the street firemen racing from everywhere Looking intently at our house you realize your home isn't there Home is not brink and mortar it's not the warehouse of stuff Home is who you hold on to when life seems oh so tough Standing there together the only possession in my hands Is the one thing that really matters My precious family's hands Doesn't matter if you have little or a lot things eventually burn, rust, or rot If your living to accumulate stuff the more you have.. the more it's not enough *The words of this poem came to me holding my family's hands and watching our house burn Contest: Linda's #6 Date: 6-5-14
Stomp, stomp, stomp, Scream, scream, scream, Before the stomp, stomp, stomps, He, she, they screamed screamed, And screamed, at I, Scream at I which the thoughts, Of comeback come near, near, and nearer, Stomp, stomp, stomp, I hear the stomps, they come closer, And closer and closer, Stomp, stomp, stomp My heart beating faster, faster, faster! The room, spinning, spinning, spinning! Times going, gone, gone! Stomps coming closer, faster! The screams getting louder, louder! Stomp, scream, stomp! Nothings more worse than when you see the, He, she, they behind the stomping of the stomps, The screaming, of the screams, The fire, hell, saddened in the eyes, Is what hurts most, rather than the, Stomp, stomp, stomp, Or the, Scream, scream, scream.
Cindy had a little Bird, Little Bird, little Bird, Cindy had a little Bird, Its feathers were yellow as the sun And everywhere that Cindy went, Cindy went, Cindy went, Everywhere that Cindy went The Bird was sure to go It followed her to school one day School one day, school one day It followed her to school one day Which was against the rules. It made the children laugh and play, Laugh and play, laugh and play, It made the children laugh and play To see a Bird at school And so the teacher turned it out, Turned it out, turned it out, And so the teacher turned it out, But still it lingered near And waited patiently about, Patiently about, patiently about, And waited patiently about Till Cindy did appear "Why does the Bird love Cindy so?" Love Cindy so? Love Cindy so? "Why does the Bird love Cindy so?" The eager children cried "Why, Cindy loves the Bird, you know." Loves the Bird, you know, loves the Bird, you know "Why, Cindy loves the Bird, you know." The teacher did reply
In life to get by, I really do try, very hard to live by, the old fashioned ways, of how my daddy lived his days, He often told me not to lie, and when he caught me, it made me cry, and I still remember him say, son you'll be ok, tomorrow's another day, Then daddy told me about the war, the first time he wrecked a car, and of how it made him cry, when some of his friends died, Then we looked up in the sky, and the whole world felt like ours, staring high up in the sky, I just wished that we could fly, Being young, I asked dad...why?...why do people have to die? Then I heard him sigh....and say....my oh my oh my, and he looked me in the eye, as I yearned for his reply: Son, people are dying without....and dying within, with no way out.....hunger starves a friend... Death is much about, bloody wars that never end... The whole world, no doubt, suffers from serious sin, Then we looked high up in the sky, suddenly a shooting star went by, and the whole world felt like ours, as daddy told me about the stars, Then I listened to him say, son...tomorrow and everyday... let nothing stand in your way, and you'll succeed in life....OK.
This isn't just a poem This isn't just another emotion This is me, these are my thoughts The Imagery is my sight, And The Allegories are my Life I'm lonely, There is just me But there's so many people around but no one can hear my loudest screams Don't Shout nor Scream This is all just Normal To Me I'm torn, I'm Cut Part of my heart stabbed, and then taken from me The Search for my innocence, Is like a moa hunt Don't Shout nor Scream This is all just Normal To Me Laughing and Jokes all directed towards me Just to Hurt me Cover all of the Halls "Fag, Emo, Queer" Words I too often know Don't Shout nor Scream This is all just Normal To Me Curling her hair putting on her makeup "You're worthless and nothing to Me" Says the so-called all-loving-one As she screams: "Why am I not Pretty" Don't Shout nor Scream This is all just Normal To Me This is not just a poem not just some words my pen cries with each words But this is Just a Glimpse Don't Shout nor Scream This is all just Normal To Me
BEDROOM EYES I think you think I'm thinking something I shouldn't; That somehow I'd put you in a compromise. You know I must be thinking something indecent, Because I looked at you too long with my bedroom eyes. I admit to giving you the old 'once-over'. If you think I'm being rude, I apologize. But I'm not on the hunt for a one-night lover, In spite of what you think you saw in my bedroom eyes. (Chorus) But when I look in your eyes, I see something to hope for: Children, then grandchildren . . . maybe longer even more. So if I look at you too long, I hope you'll empathize-- There's more than just desire in my bedroom eyes. If you could read my mind instead of my gaze, I think by then that you'll come to realize That I'm thinking about you in terms of decades. I want to look at you for years with bedroom eyes.
Ever since the day you were born I loved you from the start And even though I may never see you again You'll always have my heart Even though your mommy and daddy fought It all wasn't your fault They just had a lot Of growing up to do And just because we haven't seen each other in a while That doesn't mean I don't love you anymore Just the thought of you leaves me with a smile And it makes me want to just run over to you And hold you in my arms and never let go But before you leave me to go with your new little sister and daddy There's something I want you to know: I love you with all my heart You are a part of my life And my entire world And no matter what You'll always be a darling little girl
can you remember the time i let you in? the time i showed you my heart? the time i shared my soul with you? the moment i poured out my blood when you needed it? The second i saved your life? The hour i saved you from your darkest secret? The minute where you watched me bury myself alive? Remember the time when you almost made me cry? the time i made it a game to play your game? the day i had my own time and took advantage of myself? the hour it took to shut you out and let you go away for a long time? well your going to have to ask nicer than that
They are all in my head, all day and all night I hear them talking, telling me something's not right They come from all directions, my ears never rest recalling words from the ones I thought I knew best My family my friends, those closet to me, telling me things I refuse to see. They've been buried within so long and so deep like angry little children refusing to sleep Some yell loudly, some whisper soft they speak of the times and the dreams that were lost and all these times I've refuse to hear, from people and places I held so dear. I've been so let down, my pride has been shattered My heart has been broken, as if I didn't matter It's a harsh lesson these voices within makes me realize I've only one true friend Thank you lord for opening my eyes, to people that hurt me and tell me lies. God's comfort and love will pull me through from all the bad things these voices do.
The sins of our fathers cast such long and unremorseful shadows Leaving in its quake such a painful sting as only God would know. With tangled webs that reach to the bowels of hell. Manipulating lies destructive words which only a father could tell. Knowing full well how the vicious lies will be cast downward in a spiraling effect. To rob our children of any pride and leave them as societies social rejects. With no recourse but to follow in fathers misguided and devious ways. With unknowing and uncaring reasoning they go forth longing for better days. So where is the justice for the generation that draws the short end of the stick. All to suffer for the mistakes of being sired by a father who was morally sick. Once in a great while you might luck out and see one escape such a horrible fate. Most often as not the majority wind up like dad filled with anger and hate. If the Lord ever places in your path one of these castaways of life. Maybe you can be the one to help free it from all its anguish and strife. Break the vicious cycle of torment and pain. Teach them of our Savior, Jesus, and that not every dark cloud contains rain. Tell them how Jesus died so they know about the cleansing power of His blood. And how God with one gentle breath could tame the waters of a mighty raging flood. And how we can repent of our sins and even the sins of our fathers and still be saved. Seek Jesus and ask for forgiveness with a humble and sincere heart, then our sins we confess of, He so graciously waived.
The princess calls me out tonight She looks so beautiful, strong and bright Tears stream down my face As I look at my darling with her shining knight taking her away shes so beautiful today I know he'll love you till the end Forever, we'll be friends Baby, Its hard to see you go Leaving us for this young lad You wont be around, but i'll be glad You deserve more than this whole world Show mummy everything you hold My darlings leaving to start her life I can tell you, this one thing She will be the most amazing wife taking her away Shes so beautiful today I know he'll love you till the end Forever, we'll be friends
Maybe it's unacceptable Live a life capable of a true fable True friends never end But take you back to where it all began But hey misery gave us something to believe in Stress became a greater award as we achieved sin What could I say? Our savior died on a cross tough as pig skin Never once cried over the loss Forbidden fruit, Eden garden Excuse me, my lord, I beg your pardon And so what if these medics carry life in a carton But I ain't trippin Simply because this is me until my dying day Please stop crying, you know I can't stay I'm going to be the same until my dying day Over in that casket is where I'm trying to lay That's right until my dying day True lost souls from the dark side Forever, we as mortals ride Peace is nothing, I fend for quiet time Rebels in riot lines Previous high school graduates Symbols of an adjective running toward fate True personality suffer the privilege of inmates How could you hesitate to ask There's no stranger under this mask Lonely and unholy, who's there to console me? I want to get away, forever restless You can see my similarities with the ocean I'm stress less Because this is me until my dying day Please stop crying, you know I can't stay I'm going to be the same until my dying day Over in that casket is where I'm trying to lay My son, my friend We are but pieces of eternity Mesh on, mesh off Even at our best times we're soft Who's to say I'd regret my decision To lead a sinners life without God's supervision On a one man mission And I know I don't come around much Got my palms in reality Searching for something softer to touch Whisper in my ear, death makes me blush And Hell only flatters me One and one, through matter the winds scatter me I ain't trippin, baby girl get off your knees You're in the arms of a future me And I can't see heaven from a distance Fire me over clouds like a piston Marching through blood But it's all mud and water to Darkhouse Stand still let me mark my spouse Live my life as an outcast How could you even picture me at my last? Dear lord show some mercy on my followers Bless those that swallow dust to follow us No need to borrow sympathy Unforgiving sorrow made my enemies envy me
I have a dream That I'll get another,and better job I have a dream That I'll have a 5 bedroom house with fireplace I have a dream This house will have 4 1/2 bathrooms I have a dream I'll have a fishing pond in the back yard I have a dream I'll own lots of fishing equipment I have a dream My kids will finish school I have a dream All my kids,and grand kids-dreams will come true I have a dream My grand-kids will finish school as well I have a dream That I'll be able to start them all a bank account I have a dream To own the vehicle of my dreams a Hummer I have a dream To own a nice pick-up truck I have a dream To take at least a week vacation with the love of my life I have a dream To make all the love of my life dreams come true I have a dream To go to the beach for the very 1st time I have a dream To not owe any debts I have a dream To be able to pay my tithes,and offering every Sunday I have a dream To spend lots of quality time with my mom I have a dream To be able to give mom a few thousand dollars I have a dream To go to any restaurant I never been to before I have a dream That I'll be able to help the homeless,and the poor I have a dream To have Uncle John a new water well dugged,better electricity,and trailor I have a dream That I'll hit it big with my poetry I have a dream I'll be known world wide because of my poetry I have a dream All drugs,alcohol.cigarettes,and diseases will disappear I have a dream That all things that are not of God will go away I have a dream That every race will get a long I have a dream That gas prices will drop quiet a bit I have a dream To own some suits to wear to church I have a dream To live a long,and happy life I have a dream With no surgeries,or medication I will loose 200 lbs I have a dream To be all God wants me to be I have a dream I'll be able to make donations to charity I have a dream To go to my 1st family reunion I have a dream To meet my favorite wrestler The Undertaker I have a dream To lead songs in a popular choir I have a dream To see my Savior face to face I have a dream To hear him say well done my good,and faithful servant.
The corn keeps growing taller every day Cut a maze through the stalks for the kids to play Me and you in the hammock gently we sway This is how we grow in a country kind of way Come out to the country, where dreams are made Come sing me a love song, a sweet serenade Come to me, my darling, you will be amazed Come to my heaven, where families are raised The sun in the sky, gentle breeze in the air All nature's beauty, for everyone to share The days are much nicer, the nights all are clear Out in the country, all our cares disappear Come out to the country, where dreams are made Come sing me a love song, a sweet serenade Come to me, my darling, you will be amazed Come to my heaven, where families are raised No smog in the air, just smoke from our bonfire No phones or electricity disrupting our choir All it takes to live, is love for life and desire Out in the country where our corn grows higher
I grew up, watching you watching me. Does anyone hear my desperate pleas? Can anyone hear my muffled screams? Bite your tongue just to save face. Respect lost, Trust decays. Nothing in this world can satisfy the want to live, but the need to die. With each stroke, I feel alive. Instant rush, I'm feeling high. Bite your tongue just to save face. Respect lost, Trust decays. Innocence gone. Now I'm left with these bloodstained hands. My will to live, buried in the sand next to the dead dreams of man. Your true colors shine like mirrors reflecting lights. Should have known better than to start a fight. Bite your tongue just to save face. Respect lost, Trust decays.
From the exact day your Daddy said we'd conceived You Exactly nine months, to the day, we retrieved you It is said You are so much like him It's a wonder that I was even there What is a "spitting image" do tell Because I wouldn't want it in my mouth to begin with I thought Sons were supposed to look like their Daddy's After all, they're born out of Love Or did I miss something, somewhere God Bless
If you only knew how i felt about you You wouldn't treat me like you do If you love me like you say Why do we get to arguing everyday I guess thats the way love goes No one ever really knows If you want me,take me It's the only way you'll get me maybe I have a lot of things on my mind But you seem to have me in a bind That doesn't mean you have me on lock That just means no one can block The love i have for you is power It just don't come and go in a hour You got some really good i guess you think you do But only if you knew
So WLM Wilncrazy555 May 10, 2011 I love you so And in this lifetime you will never know The love in my heart Has been there from the start The first time on metrodate The site of our union We always had our ups and downs But we weathered through the obstacles To where we are today And each day from here forward Until the precious Lord takes me away To the place of glory and contentment But even in Heaven I will be Watching over you and guiding you To find the perfect image of me To carry on the traditions of glorious marriage Which you will not be deprived of While you are still young and beautiful Which will never change? For you beauty is endless to mine eyes For the time being while I am still with you I will always love, honor, and cherish Beyond imagination and comprehension You are my queen and the mother of my children Who will grow into the years? From youth to adulthood Knowing they have always been loved To the fullest extent imaginable From this day forward I pray these things in the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Ghost Amen Chorus Our father is always there He knows in our hearts what we need He guides us in our daily lives Our father he will always be
Can I let you go? Will you be okay? Where you're headed now...to a better place Listen to my words of forgiveness relieving this pain I'd give anything to have you back again To hold you once more in my arms, one more day of happiness you now dwell within my heart Your innocent smile is forever a distant memory, and the times that we share are precious treasures that I spend reliving The Shadow of Death Took you in just one breath Why must it be? I cry behind this closed door, searching desperately for an answer, yet all I feel is an emptiness inside... despair haunts me forevermore Why did you have to go? Why did you have to leave? Why does this have to hurt? Cancer robbed thy life from thee... Why must it be? Fly away Angel Child of Mine Trod thy broken paths, roam away, fly and be free... Why must it be?
Every child has a parent and a story to be told, but not every child Has two parents, two parents of gold. So unselfish, so giving, so much love never ending. Always there for us, always in support of us, Without any questions asked of us. Down the road still living their lives for us. They would never think of giving up on us. We truly were blessed the day God gave them to us. For his hand to mold, a parent worth gold, Is a child's story that's rarely told. For God has made them human that's a fact. They fault, they sadden, they even sin in anger, But, what my siblings and I have learned from our Mother and Father Is no matter what, support one another. For if one is falling, just be there to catch, without any questions asked. Life is not perfect and we may not be our parent that our children see, But, we'll make sure that they see gold supports their destiny. Prevail, yes we will, because forever we behold not one, but two, "Parents of Gold".
A great day ending in tragedy now you wait until you get the news I was scattered in different forms The car door was slammed into my side The doctor walks in to give you the news You fall to the floor Tears falling from your face Your makeup running down unto your clothes Making a stain where your heart used to be I took you back into the darkest place of my soul Something was different more darker than before Now you wait until the funeral of your lost love Your standing in the corner Your face is covered in darkness The blood runs from your eyes How it hurts in the worst way now that im gone Your realizing how much i meant to you Something you havent seen before Your blindness fades away as you start to see You fall to the floor fainting No one picks you up They drop my casket into my little hole Where i will stay all life long How your tears fall unto the ground Getting soaked up by the soil Drowning me in your tears Admire the past no more ways to see the future Now that your starting to love me more You wait until you see me in a dream Dying like the past As your moving on i fade away I am no longer alive You left me behind
Tonight as my baby girl started to pray She said God it's 8 O'Clock, And God We need to talk. She said daddy help me pray, And daddy bow your head, As we knelt beside her bed. she said God can you hear me? Mommy always said you'd hear me, If I would learn to pray, And that you would show me the way. Well God I don't understand. Why you took my mommy away. Daddy always says i'll understand, When I grow up some day. She said God, you need your son. Well I need my mommy to, And I know that my daddy, Would be happier with mommy. Cause daddy talks to her, And mommy's not even there. God can you please, Give my mommy wings, So she can come to see us. She always kept our house clean, And God I know, She keeps your house clean to. And God I miss mommy's big hugs, Daddy says your son gives hugs to. So I know if my mommy had wings, She could hug me and daddy. Well God I want to thank you, For being there to listen, And God think about what I said. And tell mommy that I love her, And God I love you to. Oh just one more thing God, Help my daddy stop crying. Thank you God, Amen, Then she turned to me and said, Goodnight daddy, I love you. I was still on my knees, Beside my little girls bed, With tears running from my eyes. I gave my baby a goodnight kiss, And said sweet dreams baby girl. Then I went to my room, And kissed my wife's picture, And with tears in my eyes, I knelt down to pray, I said God, We need to talk.
We're headin' out Our bags are packed The dream is over and The boxes are stacked But I can't...forget...this place I don't know how How to let it go I can't find a way I can't go with the flow All I know...is that I love...this place The faces pass and memories fade My whole life...turns to shade All I know...is that I'll miss...this place No more fun Gotta buckle down No more games Gotta drop this crown I hope I don't...forget...this place Days in the sun and Nights by the fire I'll miss those times With a burnin' desire I'm gonna...miss...this place The faces pass and memories fade My whole life...turns to shade All I know...is that I'll miss...this place We're headin' out Our bags are packed The dream is over and The boxes are stacked But I can't...forget...this place I don't know how How to let it go I can't find a way I can't go with the flow All I know...is that I love...this place The faces pass and memories fade My whole life...turns to shade All I know...is that I'll miss...this place Goodbye...
Where have you gone Sweet Mother Of Mine To that Wonderful Sparkling City Paved with Golden Streets And Pearly Gates Where You'll Shed No More Tears And have No Fears Oh' Sweet Mother Of Mine Thru brilliant stars Your soul did fly Across that Heavenly sky To join the Heavenly Host of Angelical Beings In search of that Ivory Coast To plant Your Spiritual Feet With Jesus Christ our Lord and Saviour Oh' Sweet Mother Of Mine To visit with Loved Ones Who've gone Home before You Must be a Sweet Reunion Indeed Just a few short days and I shall join You From the Cradle to the Grave Oh' Sweet Mother Of Mine
You said things you didn't mean. His feeling you hurt. But he never listens to what you have to say. Trying to wash dishes, it just gets to you. Stay strong. Don't cry. Just finish the dishes and walk away. Here he goes again. You don't do anything, he says. Yes I do, you say. What? What do you do... get on the computer? watch t.v.? play around? he shouts. Homework, you say while fighting back the tears. Trying to make sure I have a better life, you say. What you need to do is clean, he says. Is he for real? Would he really rather me clean that make sure I have a better life? Is he mad? Finish the dishes, he shouts. But you - never mind! you say. Stay strong. Don't cry. Just finish the dishes and walk away. Dishes done. Now walk away. Almost there. Shut the door. Now you can cry. Wait a second. Someone is at the door. He walks in. Daddy what do you want? you ask. This is my house and I can do whatever I want, he shouts. Stay strong. Don't cry. Just take it and shut the door. No. Don't take it. Fight back. He shouldn't make you feel this way. Daddy you're not being fair, you say. You never listen anymore, you say. What are you doing? Are you mad? This is your father you are talking to. No. You are not mad. Its time he knows how you feel. Stand up for yourself. Fight back. Let him know how it feels. He walks out and shuts the door. You look him in the eyes as he leaves. There is so much hurt in them. You finally made him feel how you feel. And yet, you feel like the bad guy. Stay strong. Don't cry. But you can't help it. Let it all out. Cry.
Mom, you are my role model Raising me to a young woman, from a little girl Step by step, day by day You've done a great job, in so many ways When I need someone, you are always there I never have to doubt that you care I can always tell you what i'm thinking of Mom, you have my love You raised me the best you could Took care of me like any good mother would You brought me in this world, guided me through life Giving me the things every kid needs to survive You righted me when I was wrong many times you helped me stay strong Like many mothers, you've tried your best And mom, i'd say you passed the test Raising four girls by yourself Must have been harder than I could inmagine But obviously you knew just where to begin And for that i'll love you to the end.....
Dad is not perfect, but, a wonderful man; He's honored by his wife, daughter and son. Whether a naughty girl or an angelic boy, He's ready to buy a gift or make a toy. Dad is whom you want to be with, When you're down or you're in need. He is always there for you, giving hope; And loses his temper when you're in dope. Dad was born, indeed, to make us laugh; Especially, when he shares his funny stuff. In one's heart, he leaves his memories; A true friend, a brother, a man of peace. So this is what dad means to me; Am I ready for this? Let me see. Hmm, I'm thinking; nope, I pass. I'm old, just 90. You boys don't rush.
Oh how sweet and beautiful are the words that you say to me, they stick to my soul like honey to a bee. They move me, they soothe me, they let me live, for it is you that I need and my heart I will give. You touched me like I never have felt before, you start my heart breathing so fast until I can hardly let go. I feel your words like sand on a beach they are still in my head and will never decease. Your words are so brand new and alive, for they are the only thing that is helping me to survive. You touched my heart like no other I have known, the way in which you love me I wil never do you no harm. Your words is like an ocean running free, all I want them to do is pour all over me. You touched my heart like a child playing with a toy, he love it so much because it brings him so much joy. That is how you touch my heart, giving and bringing me so much joy, it makes me feel like a child with his new toy. You touched my heart every day of my life, that is why I do not care about all the sacrifice. I wil do everything to make you happy just as long as I know I am the apple of your eye and that you will do or say nothing to make me cry. You touched my heart from this day forward, there can never be another you because you are what I need and it is me for you and you for me that is the only way it is going to be. you touched my heart.
Dedicated to my Dad who lost his short battle w/ Colon Cancer on June 18,2013 I hate you Cancer Your vile evil and cruel You don't care who you hurt I'll never forget that day I'll always hate you for it Your heartless Cancer You took someone important from me Someone important from others too Took people who didn't belong to you I hate you for it You disgust me Cancer You had no right to take him from me He mattered more than my very own life I hate you for taking my Daddy I hate you for taking others too I hate you with a passion Cancer You took part of my heart with him You took part of my soul that day too I hate you for it I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you with every fiber of my being Go back to Hell where you belong I hate you, others hate you Your not welcome or wanted here Cancer I hate you more than his doctor's I hate you more than God I hope I get to witness that day Witness the day you fall And you will fall Cancer You're gonna lose the battle one day Cancer I'm gonna laugh and dance around your grave You'll finally get what you deserve And you'll never be able to take another soul Sabrina Niday Hansel ______________________________________________________________________ Placed 8th in Poet Destroyer A's 2013 "PINKTOBER" Contest Please Support a Cure for Colon Cancer & every other type!
Negativity isn't something to look for about a person when your soul searching, People say, "don't look, let it come to you" How would you find.. if you don't use your eyes to see & your mind to do... How can you please someone when all your concern with is what they done, One must see it in them to want to work out a problem then the other Adds on, Now you two create problem solving, which makes the Sum, Since there's nothing new under the sun then there's no problem about somebody too hard to overcome, So when you recognize something like a Difference with them its easier just moving onto the next one, Why waste your power of humbleness with someone that don't see one PLUS one equals to be a positive not a negative outcome.
Please don't cry over my casket For I am not there Please don't cry at my grave My soul has been set free I know it's hard not to cry I've been down that road one to many times I have no more pain I have no more sickness And I would not change a thing As I walk threw the gates of Heaven Mom Dad our brothers and sisters Will welcome me with open arms Here I am free of that pain Don't blame yourself It was my time to go home This is where I'm supposed to be Don't dwell on things which you can not change I will always be in your heart I will always be watching over you When that day comes for you to come home I will be there to welcome you With open arms And walk you threw the gates of Heaven You will be greeted by our family & friends Who came home before you Until that day I will be watching over you
To capture the attention everyone else gets but you You do whatever you can to get it Even if its bad You continue to do it To get the attention you never had And the attention you will never get You want the perfect body and soul that everyone else has You want to feel important... special So you seek for a better Much higher thing What you need You dont quite know But you decide that You will do whatever it takes to make you happy And sometimes That means.. suicide Sometimes it means Shooting someone Because the hole inside your heart needs filled And thats the only thing you ever had The only thing you see The only thing that someone gave to you The thing that got everyone talking about you The thing that got everyone to even look at you So if you decide to kill someone You kill yourself afterwards Because you felt lonely again You felt that no one was watching you That no one even cared Then you think about all the things that Bugged you And you pull the trigger Then theres no more you Next time someone sees you You will be on the news Where now you are special And important
A snowy Christmas is what we all prayed for Probably because it never happened before We didn't need it to have Christmas cheer But it sure would be nice to see the white stuff this year You can't force it; that Christmas feeling just comes to you Can't tell you how, but even when it's overdue.. Life's trials sometimes get in the way But if you're open to it, that Christmas feeling will come to you and stay …If you're open, it will come to you and stay. One Christmas a few years back, I was having a drink in an old country bar Listening to a guy play Blue Christmas on guitar An old bar tender poured me another beer, looked over and said By the shape of your dungarees, it's been one hell of a year. Christmas had me thinking, Is this how it ought to be? Usually it was a Spirit, most would say Holy, which helped me to see Then I smiled, 'cause a thought showed me, it might not have turned out okay If in 3rd grade, Mrs. Harrington hadn't sat me in your way That Christmas feeling will come to you and stay …If you're open, it will come to you and stay. The bartender saw the new smile on my face Said laughingly, That newlywed glow will soon leave without a trace I didn't have the heart to tell him, but this Christmas it's been fifteen years Since I fell in love with you forever, 'cause it's the heart that hears As I drive up to our home, with it's simple light show A feeling came over me and it began to snow I could hear the kids joyfully screaming inside And I thanked God that he helped me hang on for the ride. We all feel low at times; it's just that way But it you're open to it, that Christmas feeling will come to you and stay …If you're open, it will come to you and stay. Some have asked about how song turned out. Check for on itunes under my name Shawn Sackman. Thanks.
I was just trying to remember the past trying to remember the good people and the bad people, that i came across on my way, i want you to know that you are among the good people that left a good trace in my life, once again i just want to say thank you for passing through my life, is so short but is wonderful i want you here forever.
Yeah I know I can be a bad man But I just want people to understand I do what I must, I do only what one can I think about life, I think about my everyday strifes I know I love you girl you the mama of my children You already like my wife I know I have cheated from time to time but you the only one who I sleep with at the end of another long night Yeah I know I can be a bad man But I just want people to understand I do what I must, I do only what one can I know I like to drink yet it feels like I love that alcohol This liqour and beer is my number one downfall If it werent so then the crazy *****in my life now I would have never saw I would have never ended up sitting in prison for breaking the law Yeah I know I can be a bad man But I just want people to understand I do what I must, I do only what one can It's alright now though because Im back in school I know I struggle at times but Im reframing from being another lost fool I know it bull-*****even though many youngsters think that *****is cool But they don't know if they been where I been and still want to do what I do
Your strong hand beneath my head my Love in your Blood turned from friendship did spread into More the first time you took my Hand and traveled every line, of my Flesh land the way you reflect your soul Into my Eyes, makes me forget my small stature shape, size in this world I wish to carry your future child be it boy or girl be them strong of spirit Smarts of street and class leaders of Eminence Sweet mixed with Sass I see this future as I fall head first, spilling into your secure embrace like a single bottle of Rose Wine Down to the last Taste
June 18, 2013 our world was Forever Changed We where a few minutes from home When we got the call from our baby sister Said we need to get back home We need to come as fast as we can drive Mom really needs us Something's wrong with Daddy The whole way we drove 80 Hoping & Praying we'd make it back in time Our Family & Friends were weeping By the time we got to his side We knew then our Daddy had been taking And our hearts they were breaking We never got to say Goodbye We each softly kissed that man We four sisters climbed in his bed We laid down beside him And cried just like babies For our world was Forever Changed
When you called me on the phone, I answered and said, honey, we feel so all alone, It's so good to hear from you tonight, the kids have all been fed, but, I couldn't eat a bite, I know we've had our ups and downs, and our in betweens, but honey please please turn around, it's not as bad as what it seems, Don't tell me it's over now, we don't need no more bad news, we've got to find a way somehow, the kids all need new shoes, Honey, please turn around, I know that we'll pull through, although we've had our ups and downs, I'd never stop loving you, We've got to find a way somehow, it's the kids that feel abused, Don't tell me it's over now, we don't need no more bad news, Please come back home, the kids have all been fed, we feel so all alone, Now nothing seems as right, I kissed the kids for you tonight,, and held them tight, Please say you might.
Children Life can be difficult that fact is well known Your kids are your kids after their grown We may not always see eye to eye But somehow you need to let hard times fly by You can't let things linger And you can't shake your finger You just hope you can guide them if they ask But don't be offended when you're not given the task They will raise their kids the way they think best Just like we did when we were put to the test This is a cycle we all live by Things may get hard we might even cry When you watch your son with two boys and a girl And know this is hard, mixed up with some frills You know you have taught him the best that you can You sit back and smile what a wonderful man Then there's your daughter, who has a little one As she sits and feeds her newborn son It's so hard to know the right things to do But you know she's ready as he sits there and coos Parents and children are gifts from above Mistakes may be made but there will always be love Never take things for granted whatever you do And know all that we do is just for you So always show love be it parents or kids And know that the differences can sometimes be hid Don't let the small things take control of your life And always show love to your parents, kids, husband and wife. I hope you understand what I'm trying to say We will always love you each and every day Your kids will always know the love you've shown Even after they're all full grown .............By Barbara poor
In the dream world where reality becomes a fantasy And fantasy becomes reality. The impossible is made possible and death becomes no threat. Mountains turn to a plain ground and are surmountable. In the dream world I can do the impossible and see the invincible. I can spread my wings, soar and fly through the clouds reaching the altitude of my fortune and destiny. In the dream world I am unstoppable and unquestionable, conquering all my adversaries. The treasures of this world are at my disposal, kings and kingdoms are my subjects. In the dream world wishes don't count but choices are made. That is why I have made the choice to have you as mine forever. In my dream world where there is no pain but gain, no distress but fortress, no cross but crown.
Life is full of many important decisions my son Each decision is a step closer to your future Every step could lead in many directions, as a man, you must choose one Do not decide your path on others convictions, examine your own beliefs first There is nothing worst than betraying ones self; consequences are grave, believe son, it hurts Walk the path that you choose; sometimes the path gets a little rough and very steep Be mindful and learn from all setbacks, this builds character; for all our actions we must reap Stay focused on your prize, remain smart and be aggressive in your endeavors Remain humble but celebrate your accomplishments; those memories will last forever Continue to set and achieve goals; do not become content with the present Contention precipitates laziness, your hunger is subdued and eventually severed Become a strong, positive, productive and intellectual man Set the example for your children; this will be a difficult task but do the best you can Mistakes are common in life son; be responsible and rectify each and every situation Lord willing, I am preempting one, by maintaining father and son communication
I light a candle to honor Your light ..................................Your life ..................................Your love You take love over gold A lovesick humble man You`ve made me All we gotta do now is to keep up the heartbeat See You standing there in the candle light.. I worship the life You`ve given me High on love,high on life Wheel of love keeps on rollin` Two lovers becomes three lifes Three lifes makes a family The big wheel of life keeps on turning I light a candle to honor Your light ..................................Your energy ..................................Your aura There`s no wind strong enough to blow out that candle Stronger then any forces nature could ever come up with In the midst of a crowd,Your energy lights up.. ..stands out like a shining and heartfelt beam Close enough to touch heaven,such a sence of paradise Your spirit embraces mine Twin souls of mesmerized equality The big wheel keeps on turnin` Its never wrong to let love be fulfilled Sweetie...am close enough to touch paradise tonight Your light...love..and energy keeps giving my life a meaning A.Ertsland July 26th 2012
She was a tappin' to the tunes... of those Mississippi blues... step-pin' out, in her white... Pat-en-leather shoes, We were a watchin' her a prancin', all through the kitchen, dancin'... for she was so...hot & sizzlin'... hummin' to those Mississippi tunes... Funny curlers too, upon... her head...for a new... Hair dew,... she was, a swirlin'-in that bakers apron, when her head...star-ted a bobbin' to... those Mississip-pi blues, 'Pots were a knockin'... Grandma a sockin' down all she brews, while that kettle there was whistlin', in har-mo-ny, with them good ole... good ole...mississip-pi moves,' That floor there, was a bouncin' holdin' hands we were a jumpin', an-a hoppin' In the kitchen, to those... sounds ... Where Grandma's feet were a stompin', In her new...New-white-sexy-pat-en- leather-shoes... (ya hoo)
I have lived, And felt the cost, Paid my dues, But I have lost_ You. Still I pray, As chaos looms, And as my blue turns into grey, I hear__ The angels sing- In tune. Don't be giving in, Don't give up my son, Or fade away, Lift your chin with the sun__ And rise, With this new day!. I have lived, And felt the cost of all my wonderin ways, I've paid my dues, I - Have lost you. I can hear the angels sing, Your in a mistaken land__ Lessons learned in truth, As the grey seeks out the blue, She will__ Your daughter my son--- She will return--- To You. For I have lived, Felt the cost of all my walkin days, I've paid my dues, I- Lost you.... I wont be giving in, Won't give up my girl, Or fade away, I'll lift my chin with the sun--- And RISE-- With this new day...
I once was like a catipiller young,naive,and new Always living from my heart not knowing what else to do.Easy to take advantage of, that is just the case, people would walk over me like I was their dirty used up suitcase. Now I feel a newness coming, like a light shining from the sky, colors fill my world and I know I am blooming into a butterfly. Purple,Pink, Blue and Green I can feel them flowing through. Colors of the rainbow raising me into full bloom. Wise and strong I am becoming My faith leads me where I need to go giving me insight and wiseness for only me to know. I have not done this on my own you see I have been guided by God and Angels on this Earth. Wise words the wisdom at it's best comes from a wise lady who seems to know me best. Lucky, I am to have her in my life, she always shoots it straight and tells me like it is, knowing her words touch my heart and gives me tons of faith.. I feel like flying through the sky or climbing a tree way up high. I feel like observing the world just like a brand new butterfly so as I Bloom I become Anew something unlike the past Smart and wise beautiful on the inside and outside a touch of color here a touch of color there makes me glow and become a beautiful blooming butterfly... Written By: Christina A McCullouch 04/09/2013
Smoke in the distance I saw it in the distance The air was filled with smoke A bush fire, it was raging Oh, lord this was no joke For I was heading homeward It was starting to look bad For my house was up yonder The fear it drove me mad. I've seen so many fires I know what they can do I nearly lost my home before It's bad, I'm telling you The fear was getting stronger My imaginations, wild I felt my body trembling As I panicked like a child. The thick black smoke was rising I drove the car like mad My house might be on fire Oh, it was looking bad. As I reached my destination My fears did melt to nil I'll remember that grand feeling I guess I always will My house it was still standing That fire had passed on through Oh lord it felt so wonderful I don't mind I'm telling you. 14 October 2013 @ 0755hrs. Peter Duggan, for groove it contest in Country and Western mode Sorry, the best I can do.
I came into your lives a lost and lonely child, Full of anger and resentment, Overwhelmed with fear and confusion. Yet you took me into your home, your lives, and your hearts. From the very beginning you tried to make me feel welcome and wanted. Though I fought you each step of the way you never gave up on me. Instead you patiently and lovingly took me under your wings, protecting, guiding and shaping me. Showing me love and understanding. Giving freely and openly the praise and affection I so desperately needed. All the while expecting nothing in return. As days turned into years you were still there Making me feel safe and secure, treating me with respect and fairness, pushing me to be the best I could be. And still, there I was fighting you. Oh, the pain and heartaches you endured at my hands. Yet there you stood, firm and unwavering. Never walking away, never giving up. Always loving me no matter what the cost. All these years later as I look at my own children I realize just what you saw and still see when you look at me. Your Daughter! I love you.
Coming from where I'm from By Nate Spears Published 2013 in "Death OF A Rose" By Nate Spears Coming from where I'm from Every day is a battle to survive War is in session Right before our eyes Each day we battle lessons Just to be in the running for blessings Coming from where I'm from We move rapidly on missions The dead is alive with every walk of the lifeless Limited income withholds wealth The living is near death Spirits are stripped of guilt Coming from where I'm from Deprived wealth Creates bad health In occurrence to this Good feelings are killed The worst gets exposed As times get worse Financial situations become a disaster No man on earth can rehearse The world is broken Hunger brings harm Coming from where I'm from Dictatorship is not fond The environment brings the need to shoot These activities loosens the roots We're grounded by values as thin as a pin We lose ourselves at falling rates like bowling pens No free passes Prisons filled in masses Separated by classes Coming from where I'm from.
Promise By: IzaDonna You were such a young boy With a tragic past I know it still haunts you Feeling like the pain will always last Just remember, Just remember I'm here for you Keep your strength up And always stay true Chorus: So make me a promise A promise that you'll keep Better your life Before your into deep I'll stick with you Even when I'm gone Watching from heaven As you carry on That's my promise I know its a struggle Fighting the demons of your past Don't worry brother I'll pick u up when ur falling fast And always in my eyes No matter what you do I'll always have you back No matter the decision you choose Chorus So when you feel Like you wanna give in Keep your head up Remember where u've been Find your inner strength And moving toward What you wanna achieve Always push forward Chorus X2
A Man's Worth By Nate Spears I've never been god's gift to the world But I am a man A man with a gift A man with a plan A man of mistakes But a man of honesty A man with integrity That's the man inside of me. For what you believe in; stand for Be the heart of your family The flaming torch Be the hand that feeds Be the hand that heals Be the hand that nurtures Be the hand that kills Be the hand that serves Be the hand that protects Be one hand in your household That demands respect; and is Truly blessed To have a beautiful family Making you the whole of a man Bringing a new meaning To the soul of a man With respect With honor With courage Be a symbol of depth Making mankind reflects its intent On this earth As is in heaven Amen.
My uncle is obnoxious poking fun at me but he doesn't think they're insults he just thinks they're really funny telling me it's my fault even when it's not but really it's not his fault it's this condition that he's got he doesn't really understand that what he does is wrong all cause of an extra chromosome that he's had all along it's called down syndrom and it's nothing to laugh at because he doesn't know it he just doesn't get that so I can't really get upset when he calls me these names because honestly he just doesn't get that I don't want to play his games
Oh summer sun's dusk, the last of its kind! Now season to tame the bloom that was wild, Dyed leaves in the air and their rushing sound, Go dance in the wind like flares in the ground, This time it's his time to wither and die, This Tree that stood straight front my window by, Those summers and springs while all looked up high, It hinders my sight- see Venus in sky, But now it's his time to wither and die, This tree that stood straight front my window by, Now I am among that can cherish her, Gone in my perspective- all the Tree's blur, I saw her meet the leafy winds of fall, And through the cold her grace and beauty crawl, This winter and fall we all looked up high, At last so I see, I see her in sky! But this spring had sprung along with its bloom, The tokens of past are the guilt and gloom, Rise in its remains front my window by, Hence there I had gazed my loss as I cry, "In the humid air as drenched earth below, Down to his shade where there I was spared so, And back the days where my peace was at stake, The anger I shared- these all for my sake," For those where his deeds whom I had seen least, They all were unveiled as now he's deceased, So here I see forth- winter! Oh its grief! Dyed are in the air; last sun's gloomy leaf, Shame! Fool, I was fooled. Sweet lies in her hands, Thus so I'm to look his corpse where this stands… Front my window by. Radiates those good nights, I send my rejects to all her invites! -oOo-
You steal my clothes and call me names you have your fun and play your games Your nice one minute and then turn mean you only believe in what you have seen You think I hate you but that's not right you don't know what I'd do day or night If you needed me I'd be right there I'd come and help you no matter where When I see you cry I think I'd cry too I can't stand to see harm come to you You are my sister till the end of days and I'll be there for you forever and for always
Christmas is that time of year When friends and family gather near The children giggle with delight Anticipating Santa's flight Wondering if their list has been read As they snuggle down in their warm bed Excited about what tomorrow will bring Trying to listen for the bells to ring Then before you know it we open our eyes Run down the stairs to see the surprise "Wake up mom and dad look what's here" We jump and laugh and give a cheer Santa came, Santa came look what he left A doll, a bike, a big treasure chest Our stockings are full of goodies too We must have been good the whole year through I can't believe the things we got Santa must really love us a lot So always help your mom and dad And work on being good, not bad Santa knows what we do When we're happy or feeling blue Always make sure and try your best and Santa will take care of the rest So stoke the fire add some wood And remember who's watching You better be good! Merry Christmas!!!
Christmas is a magical time a time for love and joy where even in wars there is piece between the men and women deployed Children laugh with parents around a green tree everyone is together as it should always be snow falls on the ground leaving everything in a blanket of white icicles hanging from roof tops it's such a glorius sight Christmas is a magical time for every boy and girl it's a time for great happiness and joy throughout the world Anne Hessler
It's My Birthday It's my birthday… I look out the window there is no one for me owe so, owe so lonely poor me . It's my birthday… you surprise me, with a Barber-Q grill with a cooler that chills with a grin we show white grills. Happy Birthday… it's my Birthday I am still waiting, it is almost the end of my the day, just waiting on you to wish me a happy birthday which, well make my day. It's my birthday…you do not remember that day, can we go out for we can remember that day? It's my birthday… I can share it or alone, some share it with a twin, or with a friend and the ones who stay to the ends like a good friend. It my birthday… its looks like another day to me I just need someone or something to comfort with me a room full of women and with hand full men, a juice in cup, juice in glass, with a sweet lady and grill on cut grass that may make every day feel like my birthday, with a touch of class. It's your birthday… it's your birthday you should all-ways win on your birthday, if do not have a mate you sneak and go on second party date form those who may player hate. Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday! it comes and go, I see you come through, looking out my window with a hand full company that is what a party really should need, yes it's sweet, sweet with music and sweet with treats or it must be the money, or food, or brinks, or just me. Poetry 7/7/12 by author Keith Kadell
A day in the country I went to the country To see my Bro's Land I saw he had worked hard His land looked so grand For a second this envy It tapped on my soul But then I looked deeper Saw things as a whole! I looked at his features All the lines on his face Not character lines Those lines that add grace Just sad saggy lines From worry and stress There was naught in his manner That read happiness. I'm a loser to his type I have no ambition I live for today He lives for his mission But I have a smile And a generous heart While he, how I see him Is a grumpy old fart. 10 August 2013 @ 1700hrs
At one point in my life i was an artist I used to paint and draw Covering a piece of paper In beautiful colors And my art told a story The sort of story you couldn't talk about I used to go to school every day Showing up late Wasn't something I'd do But i dropped out Leaving my education behind I played the bass guitar In a band called The Nocturnal My fingers ran against that bass Pure magic The sound of the gods Setting out to destroy the world Pure Punk straight from Seattle At one point i was clean Sober and pure like a new born baby Falling further into What you now call "disapointment" Screwing up my veins with every shot of herion Killing my brain cells With every joint i smoked Clogging up my nose With every pill you could have known I used to write lyrics About my life My childhood I used to write journals The ones you read in the book that was published of me I got up on that stage every night As i was Nothing fake Nothing glamourous Only a few scars One shot of heroin Come as you are The words only speak for Themselves
I close my weary eyes Holding onto the hope Of not having to cope Not a mintue longer Without you by my side Not expierencing The warm look in your eyes The tingling rush of your finger tips That would grip my hair tight To stop you from slipping into the night Biting your bottom lip As a pinch to yourself To see if it was real The dream of love we felt And now that you are gone I only wish to die Your image fades from my mind Sometimes I see it clear, The sun is skillfully stroking it set in the sky As my feet float down the road across the tuscan country side I ever so gently sense the wildy grown wheat Tickling these troubled lines engraved in the palm of my hand I playfully pick one out of the land and pluck the grains I look up and in the distance is where she waits But there she remains peacefully strolling through the calming field In a white cotton dress that tails off in the wind and wearing a small confident smile that makes my yearning heart yield Whispering in my ear that soon I will make it home But my Life's journey must continue down this God paved road I awake with the longing of her, But with so much to do I need God's strength for one more day to get through
If dreams were real and Heaven sent, Then surely angels came Last night We gathered 'round with cards A'plenty, and sang Our wishes by The twenty To friends and family Near and far, Our hearts were twinklin' Like the stars Great food, good cheer, we laughed All night, With warmest wishes, love Was bright One night, forever shall Be told, Love lives eternal, Despite The cold Tho time has burnished Memory dim, They came last night, The Seraphim! 12/01/13
I remember we'd all pile Into that beat up Chevrolet. Every Sunday afternoon I can still hear papa say. Come on kids we're going, Ya, we're taking us a ride. There ain't no need to push and shove, Everyone can fit inside. Then papa started singing One of his old favorite songs. We'd slap our knees and whistle And try to sing along. The smile on our mother's face Was enough to make me cry. Oh, I wonder what has happened To that kind of family life. We'd sit there at the table With our head bowed down in prayer, We never had enough But thanked the Lord for what was there. Then, after we had finished Pa would bring out his guitar, And we'd all sit there on the porch And gaze up at the stars. Then papa started singing One of his old favorite songs. We'd slap our knees and whistle And try to sing along. The smile on our mother's face Was enough to make me cry. Oh, I wonder what has happened To that kind of family life.
Last night, i dared revisit the crossing of time with my brother, hovering on a distant sky , tracing notes of my dripping rhymes. We grew like chariot riders; he, the Troy of streets and I, the maiden of lofty speeches. While his hands reveled at the wonder of seaweeds, I reviewed the fury of ancient mythology--- he laughs again at the strangeness of my ivory tower ; and above easels of clouds, he smiles knowing only he could comprehend my weird attachment to words, art, and tempest. Ten years ago, he ascended somewhere in the glow of light, shutting me from all moments uninhabited… unleashed. A blank paper shouts at my hesitating litany as if it were aware how siblings climb inside, touch the veins of bloodline… yet, it can not. Like a pageless odyssey, I close my seaweed eyes unable to continue recounting that June day, when Benjo slipped into chariot's final ride without nothing else to say. © *in sweet memory of my brother who relished my uniqueness as a person and inspired me to pursue my passion. Carol Eastman's Unsung Hero Contest
Heroes Dedicated to the heroes in my life They say everyone has a story to tell But it sure seems like we've been through hell They say everything will be alright But it sure seems hard to make it through the night Heroes are the ones who wear the mask Heroes are the ones who fade into the black Day by day they'll fight to save you Night by night they'll always stay true When life is so full of pain And we get held down by every single chain In the end it feels like there is no one to trust Always being left in the dust Heroes are the ones who wear the mask Heroes are the ones who fade into the black Day by day they'll fight to save you Night by night they'll always stay true Sometimes it's hard not to feel left behind Hope seems so far from my mind It's too easy to cling to the pain of my past It's hard to believe love could ever last But when I think of the times I spent with you I remember how it felt like I could begin anew I thank God that you are in my life It helps to know I'm not alone in this fight Heroes are the ones who wear the mask Heroes are the ones who fade into the black Day by day they'll fight to save you Night by night they'll always stay true They say everyone has a story to tell But it sure seems like we've been through hell They say everything will be alright But it sure seems hard to make it through the night
It is here I am safe It is here that I know but over the bridge Is where I must go The bridge that gives passage over quick muddy water though why I say that I don't know why I bother over the bridge is a tall oak tree and standing beneath it is someone waving at me crossing the bridge I see a man standing there with paint splatered pants and a head of white hair looking closer I see exactly who's there I see it's my papa and I can't help but stare I run right toward him and give him a hug I ask how he got here his response is a shrug it's then I remember the fact that he'd died it's then I remember the tears that i'd cried I ask how it felt when he had died he then looks at me and he promptly replied he calmed all my fears about what lies boyond then he looks up because the suns almost gone he says I must go before the sun sets but I don't want to leave I'm not quite ready yet he gives me a hug before I go then tells me I can't share the things I now know I give a quick nod looking up at the sky I don't understand but I don't have time to ask why turning around I try not to cry I just cross the bridge when the sun leaves the sky I turn back to look one last time at the tree but my papa is gone as was meant to be
I've seen more than my share of death I've cheated death also I thought I'd seen it all But I was wrong I learned from one of the best To control and hide my emotions That's one of the things I'm good at But not tonight The first person I laid eyes on that night When I went though those doors was Josh It broke my heart even more I knew right then it wasn't a dream Oh how I wish it was I latched hold of him Not wanting to let him go Afraid I'd lose him too Even though we're not blood Your still my little brother How do I say goodbye I can't I won't So I'm saying see you later for now I will see you again one day Even if I don't make it into the gates of Heaven I will see you when I stand in judgment You'll always hold a special place in my heart Love you always Dedicated to the sudden loss of a close Family friend Jeremy Maggard 11/19/82 ~ 11/06/09
bring me around his blazing fireplace and I'll tell you leprechaun stories safe from their torment outside bring me to the train platform and I'll grip grandfather's hand tightly as we turn and wave goodbye bring me the old shoes grandfather wore and I'll dream the steps he took to reach my side bring me his tiny gold-rimmed glass filled with sherry and I'll toast grandmother's birthday 75 years ago bring me his elegant blue suit and I'll look through a 4 year old boys eyes his final resting place In honor of William J. Bumford My Grandpa 1893-1962 © All Rights Reserved
On the 12th day of kiss-mass my true love sent to me 12 dirty undies 11 socks a stinking 10 shoes a humming 9 shirts for pressing 8 trousers 7 days of take-out boxes 6 flagons of beer 5 D V D's 4 mischievous children 3 dozen wine bottles 2 ex partners and an engagement ring under the tree
Play The Radio Get Up And Dance All Night Long Music Heals The Soul
Way above the street lights Watching yourself die Waisting time They left you in so much pain You lost everything For so many years You pushed me out Cant describe how i feel This time im not going to watch myself cry im not going to bury myself on the inside You say you want the old me back If you want me back Your going to have to ask Nice than that
Remembering all the things we used to share things we used to do together when we were one crumbling like buring leaves glue couldnt put them back together words he used to speak the air that filled my lungs Heart beating faster with every word the feeling disapeared the night it all went wrong nothing but guilt and tears filled my eyes praying that the devil would make me yours and youll be mine again nothing more is left to say but the word we all fear Goodbye
I gave her my love; She gave me new pain. I gave her my life; She used me again. She was my other half, My sister, my friend. The trust I once gave her Comes to an end. At first, I was numb. I felt no pain. There's no happiness. But my family rebuilt me, And gave me what I truly did miss. I will never be the same; One sister is gone. But now I'm happy; I'm never alone!
Christmas was never about God for me, it was memories of warm laughter, rosy cheeked joys for if God was the point, whose God would it be? Xmas was about giving to your protégées. Long, long, lost wishes of long broken boy toys, Christmas was never about God for me. Winter's height held the beauty of childhood set free of hunting and wrapping and folks overjoyed for if it was God, we had three, whose God would it be? This December wonder now past, gone you see, gone with the cold, I'd not wish despair on July, this killjoy for Christmas was never about God for me. Once a year Xmas marks a sad crying spree with nobody wanting to be home and little joy employed for if God were the point, my son would be with me? Perhaps, with grandchildren there be a jubilee and this hollowed out husk of me will be destroyed And Christmas will be about God for me for it could be so, whose god will it be?
To lovers love means tender embraces, to the lonely orphans...tenderness, to the lost...life, not death; to children...moms who laugh, and to me...happiness that's endless.
As we stop, I pull out my jar of Vic's vapor rub I put some up my nostrils, this job you cannot love But it pays the bills, I make my living Trash day is when people are most giving They are selfless when getting rid of what they see as junk Whew! That smell from the back of a garbage truck I spot a pair of shoes for my kid I will wash them first, get rid of the odor of rotted squid My niece's birthday is coming up soon I found a playhouse with dishes, forks, cups and spoons It's family night tonight at home The unknown video I found will be shown Finding the right stuff is a matter of luck It is just my point of view from the back of a garbage truck I found a half a bucket of KFC I take a smell, it smells as fresh as can be, what a surprise for my family Two hours later, the family can't keep their meal down They are so ungrateful about the food I found I am on a strict budget, I have to find a way to save a couple bucks More dinners will be found because I work on the back of a garbage truck
My son knows one plus one is two, and more That two plus two will always make four If he can add that all up, he's ready for starting. He'll begin his first day, not home but away And I know in my heart, that he'll be ok On his very first day, of kindergarten. Kindergarten, kindergarten, kindergarten, kindergarten. I drove him to school, the first day you know Because I had a hard time of letting go It's never easy, when it comes to parting. As he walked into class, I had my fears But when the crying began, they were my tears Of joy for his journey, in kindergarten. Kindergarten, kindergarten, kindergarten, kindergarten. He took the bus home like all the others Including his older sister and brother But when I saw his face, I knew he was smarting. He said that he didn't make any friends I said soon you'll have a hundred and ten He smiled and said that he loved kindergarten. Kindergarten, kindergarten, kindergarten, kindergarten. It's been thirty years, they've flown by too fast I naively thought, that they'd always last Although I try not to feel too disheartened. Since you never know when, you'll get that call From your grandson, who's so glad and all That he started his very first day of kindergarten. Kindergarten, kindergarten, kindergarten, kindergarten. -For Hallelujah Contest
This Lyric is dedicated to my best friends in my life, I couldn't make it through life without you! All these thoughts in my head They're so dangerous All these thoughts in my mind Leaving me in the abyss I'm a prisoner of my head I hope to God I don't wind up dead Lost in the cold of the night Giving up the fight I can't do this on my own Thank God I've got my brothers up a head of me And my sisters at my side They've always been there for me Through the pain they could never see I've known I've won When it's all said and done At the end I've got my friends And that's all I need This journey's so cold Having no one to hold This night's so dark Without love's spark We can't be made To live life alone We gotta be more Than a sinking stone Thank God I've got my brothers up a head of me And my sisters at my side They've always been there for me Through the pain they could never see I've known I've won When it's all said and done At the end I've got my friends And that's all I need I can't go back to where I began Stuck in the sinking sand I must continue on this road Carrying such a heavy load Because I know there's a light At the end of it all No matter how many times I fall I have received God's grace And such a loving embrace I must learn to Live Laugh And Love At the end of it all Thank God I've got my brothers up a head of me And my sisters at my side They've always been there for me Through the pain they could never see I've known I've won When it's all said and done At the end I've got my friends And that's all I need Live Laugh And love
Now, I don't really care, she is my grown-up girl Once I was the oyster to protect my baby pearl That was the time, to her a lullaby I would sing She would gently fall asleep, beneath my caring wings And now is the time, my girl is busy, full of aggression Wrinkles on my eyes desperately seek her attention Then a day arrived when she said, 'Mum it's your birthday, let's celebrate' At home I awaited her, for a mother-daughter meet I cooked chicken for her that day, my darling loves it! But she dint turn up as promised, my heart sank I consoled myself, she must be playing pranks She came home late night, no wishes, no celebration Just a 'Good Night', she had forgotten the occasion Hush lil heart! She is grown up after all, those emotions won't stay Hope she is in safe hands, from the core of my heart I pray!
On the day that you left us I did not shed a tear Not cause I was happy I'm quite sure it was fear I was afraid to cry To show people that feeling So I held my head high Looking up at the ceiling I held my mom As tears fell from her cheek and smiled when I found out She'd be gone till next week I was happy she left To say one last goodbye While Mary and I stayed home And still I did not cry I played my part well Staying strong for my mom I was her shoulder to cry on Because you were gone Yet at night I would lay In my bed wide awake When I was all alone That's when my shoulders would shake When no one could see me I would cry on and on I would cry for the memories Sad cause you were gone To the world a brave face All alone I was scared To show such emotion Was more than I dared Then one day I relized I'd made a mistake Then with my mom right beside me My shoulders started to shake For why should I hide All alone in my room I was merely a child And I loved you too I felt a lot better After I'd cried After I'd mourned the fact that you'd died Being strong for my family That I will still do Yet now I will make sure That I can cry too Goodbye papa I'll see you again Gone may mean forever But it's never the end IN MEMORY OF "PAPA" THE BEST GRANDFATHER I HAVE EVER KNOWN (july 12th 2012)
So much rage caught up in depression now i have no one to turn too i sit alone by my bed looking at the demon He stands next to the closet I wake up every night at 2 am just before dead time He makes sounds i ignore them He opens the closet door And slams it shut scarring me One night he visits me in a dream A dream where my family dies because i killed them I wake up screaming I would never hurt my family Sometimes its hard to ignore the other world They make you crazy and depressed now you have to pay for the music that drug that demon to your home All the metal music that killed you The music that they said would save you Ask your self are you alive now? now that the demon got you? I think of how it could be different how if i listened to country my family would still be here Demons are everywhere know that? One is with you right now, watching you type your poems Watching you read mine What can they do you ask? They can do much much more than what you expect They crush your insides Make your heart cold They make you hurt These demons are not to play with A found out the hard way now the pain wont stop I cant make it go away You will soon see what i have seen Cling to god Pray everynight before you close your eyes Pray out loud every morning Be thankful you havent seen your demon yet All of us have one they are all over the world They will drag you to hell with them!
Your presence I feel oh so near, it help me to relieve some of my fears of all my everyday cares, I feel your presence eveywhere. Whenever I walk down the street, I can feel the patter of your feet. I can feel you walking next to me telling tales of what I mean to you and thinking about all the things we used to do. Your presence is so close, it's as if I can smell your fragrance right under my nose. I am thinking of your smiling face all next to mines, telling me how you will love me until the end of time. Your presence is oh so strong and as I travel throughout this day it lingers on. When I decide to stop and dine, it's as though I feel your hand right next to mines. When I sat down to eat, I can see your eyes staring into mines, and you sitting there sipping on some wine. Your presence means so much to me and this is the way I want it to always be, me feeling you and you feeling me until forever and eternity.
Inspired by my very beautiful wife Like a River to the sea Like a river, to the sea That's how my love does flow to thee Just like the moon reflects the sun So I reflect your love, my darling one You be my haven in a storm When I feel cold you keep me warm You're my best friend, my lover too You be my rose, my darling I love you My darling every time I hold you to me A symphony rings out from mystic realm No matter what this life should ever give to me I'll ride each wave with you here at my helm Just like a star that shines so bright You be my light on the darkest night You be an angel with such power You nurture me and make my being flower. 20 July 2013 @ 1135hrs.
We are waiting, we're waiting here Longing to cross the sea We are waiting, we're anticipating To be near you, your face to see We are flying, we're flying there Like a bird across the sky We are flying, it's so exciting Thoughts of you, take us high Can you hear, can you hear us We're coming down the hall Can you hear, we're very near We speak your name in southern drawl You come running, you are running Around the corner our eyes meet You come running, for us your gunning With pitter patter of precious feet No longer waiting, no one is waiting You are near, your face we see Soon let's go flying, it'll be exciting Let's go home, and be a family! Sponsor: Anne Currin Contest Name: Any Poem/Any Subject Date: 4-28-14
dancing in my room... old music from my teen years.... my son shakes his head.
I remember growing up With my family splitting apart Whenever some small problem would erupt Everyone's piercing gazes like razor-sharp darts Why did you have so much pride? Took it with you till you died Why did you have to, Yes, I'm talking to you, Have so much pride? I think it must have been some kind of cruel joke That to see my cousins someone had to have a stroke Is pride that cold, that mean? No, this must be some kind of cruel dream I remember that my cousin had to die To undoe all the pain, all the lies Now we drift apart again, in two my heart has been rend When will this cycle of pain end! Why did you have so much pride? Took it with you till you died Why did you have to, Yes, I'm talking to you, Have so much pride. As I speak to you through these words here I shed countless tears Cause I just learned I had a niece barely a year old Or so I'm told. Why did you have so much pride? You have all left my side Left me here all alone To take care of all my own Why did you have to, Yes, I'm talking to you Have so much pride...
1 From tuning précised white harmonic doves, You made a fair light, the sun was torn halves, And weaved the dimmed lawn- an elegant quilt, For only those mine could feel the well-built! 2 Hence I, with my will, put bars in the wind, That is in the bourn of 'prison' herein, But daybreak along broke with stranger fires, Left frozen be this heaven where it gyres, 3 Seemed nothing less now, my fury was lit, By those flames that ate my paradise's seat, Your presence and will have shined through that fire, Vile as to sing with the underground choir! 4 Yet in my dark thoughts, spread light of what's true, That rooted in you for Wisdom's with you, Ruins of Great showed it was but a door, Whose sill was a threshold leading to more, 5 Beyond grand onset, the path I know tread, I know you did craft by each thread by thread, That somehow cuts through the proud earth above, And if I shall, this must lead me to Love, 6 Thus lifeless, lifeless, indeed you are one, For this ultimate, you bade it begone! And let it unite together with mine, Whom mentored me so to age like a wine. 7 What more can replace the love that you gave? For this one shall never have its own grave, Until I can reach the terminal east, Then I'll be those beasts in hatred who feasts! 8 Yours do have outstood all among others, Revealed in springtime, in its young flowers, In summer: the ocean; pastures of fall, And playful flames through the winter spell's call, 9 Passion and concern, more likely divine, The best that did lay, they all in you twine, Hence I'm grateful but to one entity, Of life only spent in eternity… -oOo-
It's bout to get worse It was written in the verse The truth hurts ARMAGEDDON WILL NOT BE TELEVISED When the time comes No one's gonna hold up a sign saying it's time to "get right" It's gone come like a thief in the night! Blowin' up and wreckin ish! The war you want is the war you gone get It was written before our time We keep looking at the signs manifest before our very eyes constantly denying our right to be one of the meek ones of our time ARMAGEDDEON WILL NOT BE TELEVISED We're at the end of what used to be existence Every super power will answer to a higher power so pray repentence The time is closer than any distance From Washington to Obama No one will escape the wrath! Hope you choose the right path! Narrow is the gate of the righteous tracks that are imprented on the mind of the omnipotent one Will you be spared life on earth with the meek ones and accurately take in knowledge of his son? OR will you perish in the dust never to be awakened again? No consciousness of sin ARMAGEDDON WILL NOT BE TELEVISED! It's in the verses Read it, see it, live it, rehearse it You see the times changing You see the minds fading You see the world and how messed up it is You see that nigga satan and his curses! I pray to have a chance to live a beautiful paradise on earth like it say in the verses! ARMAGEDDON WILL NOT BE TELEVISED YOU HAVE OFFICIALLY BEEN WARNED
Life right now may not be the best and every morning I may wake up with a frown sometimes I want it all to stop and be put to rest then I begin to think of family family that has always been there for me sometimes I want them to leave me be and forget all the memories good or bad happy or sad but to forget would mean being alone then there would be no reason to go on family is keeping me here this life were all living is temporary one day there will be no more tears we would wake up with no worries or fears I would go to sleep with no troubles to carry into my sanctuary of dreams and remember to stay a believer troubles are temporary family is forever
To you I am thankful, for all that you give. To you I owe this life thatI live. You taught me to be all I can be. Often I failed, Yet you didnt give up on me. In my life there will never be another, To hold a candle to you , my dearest grandmother.
(My First love), (The way I feel), (Inside), (How do I), Begin, The way I felt, Within, I could never hide, So I told you girl, The way you, changed my world, oh girl, The way you looked at me, As though, I madeYour day, (Girl I could forget), The love We made, Felt, so good, To me, How could this be, A girl just like me, Who knows, the things, I need, (How could this be) (A girl just like me) Chorus: My First Love, (Love)x4 My first kiss, I came across, a bliss, How could I forget, How it made me feel, girl I'm still, in love, With you, In the back of my mind, Everytime, Chorus 4x
I like your love It's pure, it's innocent and I don't think I've seen this before You replenish my reserves before it's necessary you lift my wings up and make me superior to my adversary Creatively providing the exact amount of what I need to go another day I like your love and for as long as you'll have me I'll stay You make me comfortable in my space What she share cannot be replaced with any other type of love be it artificial or tainted or lustfully blatant Those illusions don't exist because we found this love and we claimed it I cherish those nights when I scratch your head When you sit between my thighs and I twist your dreads We become an us that is so pure that the spring waters question the purity of it's source I like your love - it's a divine force
#2 To those who have met me Through this journey we call life May you be a family member Longtime friend or loving wife My mission was to bring you happiness And put a big smile on your face To do this brought me joy A feeling you can't replace At times it my have been sillyness That would bring tears to both our eyes To see this would mean fulfillment To every joker that cries So I hope I completed my mission At sometime or someplace To bring you tears of joy Along with a big smile on your face Dan Kearley:6-27-11
The pain of change as it unfolds Is oft a tale that stays untold What is seen is a whole creature not deep holes in the feature nor concrete soles that makes his feet hurt It all begins with a soft kiss He is walking with a false bliss Only following in paw prints But the nature of mom's lips Is to rob him of all innocence Trapped in warm spindles of fear A wrapped life form kindles in here Four years bound to shingles of moss Time to leave this life of sloths Break free like that of a moth and Rise again like Christ on the cross
I'm here to tell you, if a man lay a hand on you, it's not love. So don't you dare think it, it's time to move on and find you a new home. But if you decide to take him back, expect for the worse. Get ready for the apologizing and this is how it's gone go. Well I'm sorry baby, it's not gonna happen again, he will say that he is going to change, so can we get back together again Then he will do the same thing again if u take him back. He will make you pay for doing that. You may say to yourself that you love him. But he don't love you too, so do what's best and let him loose. You may not take my advice, your mother advice or your father advice. So you are saying you rather fight, but it is not really fighting when he is only hitting you And leaving bruises all over you. Then you will hear the same thing all over again Well I'm sorry baby, it's not gonna happen again, he will say that he is going to change, so can we get back together again Most likely you will take him back again Because you do love him, but the sad thing about it, he does the same thing all over again Your life is still full of hearthache and pain He puts you in the hosoital this time You still belive he hasn't commented a crime. Your family talks to you about it, and the police do too You say you rather not file charges. and your family says he don't love you But you still believes he do So he shows up at the hospital and says the same thing again Well I'm sorry baby, it's not gonna happen again, he will say that he is going to change, so can we get back together again But again you take him back, at first he real sweet and nice. He takes you out to dinner, and tells you sweet things in you ear. What he doesn't know you really don't want him near. Then down drops a tear, you ask him do he love you? He just sits therer with starer. Then he says I do love you, more then life itself. He reaches over to kiss you. You move back with fear. He says come on we're going home dear. Then when yall reach the house, he hits you in the mouth. Sop then he knocks you to the floor. Then you say, "No More" You get up and run to the closet, and pull out a gun. You point it at him. and told him to get back You say that you are leaving, and your not coming back He says you're not leaving, and charge you with force. Which we all know it wasn't, you will charged with murder one, and tell me what for What did he ever do for you , but not love you
As I did gaze upon her for the first time as she labored in small shop in what appeared to be a hole in a wall that open into this place where she did work all day. Almaz was an Ethiopian beauty with gorges reddish color hair which was filled with big curly locks that seem to flow into an endless chasm of never ending twist and turns, with a smile that seem to light up that tiny little room. A rare beauty was she to behold, elegant yet graceful and humble in her soul…as I did watch her as she did strategically place each flower by hand one by one and with each gentile twist or turn of her soft golden tone skin colored hands until a work of art was form inside of each vase that they did adorn. Sometimes the vases were made of glass or maybe of some type of fine cultivated stone … but each one that was made to become a work of art made to express someone else's declared love or concern for a love of family member or even the lost of an unrequited love and she did do her best to express their thoughts with the arrangement made from the heart. With her beautiful brown eye's that seem to tell a story of a pain and a deep love for her family… that she displayed with each piece of work that she did make. With each day of hard work in this small shop where she toiled all day in her endless attempt to repay her family for a debt that she so desperately wanted to repay…for it was the love of her father that had brought Almaz the flower arranger to this place. So many people do take the love of their family for granted, but… no not this lady…no not this lady…no not her ever, not even for a second in a day. Almaz made the flowers arrange all day, all for a debt of love that she wanted to repay. Little did she know that it was already repaid in full… with a father's silent pray of love to see his daughter in a place where her dreams could blossom in the promise land, were no Kings are crowned or Queens ruled, but in this place of commoners were freedom was born to rule. Were even the poorest of men could rise to the highest office in the land. Truly your father has completed his arrangement in the vase with the most beautiful flower that he could find to place it in for the whole world to see, Almaz you are that flower that completes his arrangement.
~ Heart & Soul ~ It's not just about that one person You can't imagine your life without It's so much more than that It's waking up each morning Knowing you have a family who loves you It's a group of friends Who care about you Not just Some made up version of you It's that feeling you get when you help someone out Or when a dream comes true It can be happy or sad It can lift you up or break you down It can break your heart Or it can heal you Yet one thing is true If you have felt it even once You'll never want to let it go It has so many forms With so many different ways you can feel it Even a day to celebrate it It is a feeling that Is hard to live without Those who have never felt it They are the ones I feel sorry for LOVE A four letter word That says so much Means so much Has such an impact on so many lives It's so important In so many ways A couple just starting out Two people spending the rest of their lives together A family Friends A lifelong dream And so much more A feeling Called Love I prefer to Call ~ Heart & Soul ~ By: Jean Bonella February 14, 2013 Happy Valentines Day! To all my family and friends Thank you, for all the love you give
I'm like a lion Tryin to be trained to behave in a cage, but I wasnt born to be tame Full of stress and rage Im compressed and chained Infected with depression beCause I cant catch a break Lifes taste is so tart In pain from my scars Stained by lame luck Stuck behind apace car I strive to write But all I can type is the space bar I'm Pervaded with doubt About to freakout Quick Someone bail me out I would sniff my way out but I got this cyst on my snout From 6 years of this drought Im sittin with this could of pout Stickin to me like jam from a can like melted candy in your hand I'M a pantree full of Spam A Letter without the stamp A debtor without a plan Like chicken on a pan without any Pam, Damn I'm starting to get pissed I got to devise a plan, before I break my fist, Punching this brick wall, I got the spit but no ball got the wits with no squall, like a toliet with no stall Slippin in a pit fall, Shiz just snow balls I want to brawl, missed last call My Stick shift just stalled, This lawl has no intention at stopin at all And I'm kicking myself in the balls like old men walking up and down the halls so i flop, just like a dust mop Now i got knots in my food box The size of king kongs rocks and Every door has been locked I try to soar but its all for not
I just wanna be me! You know I can walk a mile in your shoes But who said I ever wanted to You know what you want me to be But don't you see I just wanna be me I'm not bitter I'm not leaving forever I just need to walk away And follow my own endeavor This is not goodbye So when I leave Please don't ask me why Mistakes must be made So I can learn to pave my way Scars are there forever To show you how to be better You know I can walk a mile in your shoes But who said I ever wanted to You know what you want me to be But don't you see I just wanna be me This is my way To express myself I'm making this my day To rise up And scream against the gates of hell I know you wish I was perfect But I promise you I'm learning to stay true At the end I will hold on to faith And show you that it's never too late You know I can walk a mile in your shoes But who said I ever wanted to You know what you want me to be But don't you see I just wanna be me I'm not bitter I'm not leaving forever I just need to walk away And follow my own endeavor This is not goodbye So when I leave Please don't ask me why I just wanna be me!
I close my eyes in darkness While the world lies down to sleep As a father and a husband My family's mine to keep Protect them? I am willing I am always there on guard But, when I'm not and far away I trust You are, oh Lord The rising sun of morning Has my family's eyes so wide As the motor sounds of traffic Fills the air that floats outside And the people that are walking Some are jogging, some just go Makes me see, what truly is And all I really need to know God, You're there… I see you In the blue that reigns up in the sky On the breath of clouds that float on by The image of the homeless man Who still offers up his time As he asks not for, without doing first So I give water to quench his thirst To the flowers that grow in the park And the trees that children climb God, You're there… I see you While coming home at evening time Knowing my family waits for me I smile real wide as I walk along So all the world can see Maybe then they'll see just what I see And then take it on their way With hopes that they will share a smile And make better someone's day Now the sun has set, children tucked With a kiss I gave to fall asleep Standing at the door I see my wife And I feel the love she gave to keep I thank you Lord for all I have For always seeing my family through Because I know I couldn't do this alone That's why I put my faith in You God, You're there… I see you In the blue that reigns up in the sky On the breath of clouds that float on by The image of the homeless man Who still offers up his time As he asks not for, without doing first So I give water to quench his thirst To the flowers that grow in the park And the trees that children climb God, You're there… I see you
Riding my first bike and learning to tie my shoes, These memories mean nothing without the two of you. I've learned a lot over the years, Not that the lessons didn't sometimes come with tears. Sweet dreams, I love you and good night, I remember saying this as you turned out the light. Four kids and you two were always there, To teach us and guide us with love and care. We are your children and you have raised us right, Taught us everything we know and all about life. You taught us to work for what we need, Even though your advice we didn't always heed. I've seen the love and commitment that you two share, It makes me proud and understand that what you have is rare. You've stuck by each other even when times were rough, But you've always showed me that love is enough. Love is what gets you through the not so good days, You've always been together and by each other's side you've stayed. I am blessed and thankful for all that you are and all you are yet to be, Cause without you two there wouldn't be me. You have never failed to love me over the years and in the past, I that God that I have you two as my mom and dad.
Give me a hug squeeze me tight I want to hear your breath next to mine Tell me a story so i can laugh, tickle me till my voice runs dry Say goodbye before you leave I will miss you so, if you don't Oh can't you see I'm afraid you will just go away without a hello or a goodbye I am showing you my love can't you see why are you turning yours away from me I will tickle you and tell you stories again and again If you will say goodbye Just one more time to, me Nov. 5, 2009
I've captured you from death's snare, While others were unaware No more worrying, You are unforgotten You are alive Others deny it Well, I know... You are unforgotten In my memory You are unforgotten
Thy brother, strong, straight and true, to the core, his blood flows, fast and through. I love him dearly, ever since his birth, what an incredible gift from mother Earth. Mad as a cut snake, I'd hate to cross. You did? You C@#T! Ha Ha, your loss. Boxer and Biker, to the very core, F@#$%n crazy Outlaw. His heart is enormous, as big as Ayres Rock, the man is solid, no muppet could knock. F@#k yeah! I love him to death, till my last rattle of breath. Not long now to go, I will see him in time, my brother, my brother, dear friend of mine.
Your gut feeling Tells you it's real Yet he'll tell you It's no big deal The trust and lies They run so deep Forever Love You wish to keep. The hints he gives But will deny Living this way You sometimes cry. The trust and lies They run so deep Forever Love You wish to keep. Can you believe? The truth is told? Phone calls to her Seem rather bold. The trust and lies They run so deep Forever Love You wish to keep. "Do not worry" For this you say "We are just friends" You talk each day. The trust and lies They run so deep Forever Love You wish to keep. Your vows you took They did not say Having this friend Would be okay. The trust and lies They run so deep Forever Love You wish to keep. So torn apart This life you lead Choose me or her For which you need. The trust and lies They run so deep Forever Love You wish to keep. You turn your back Been here before I hate to see You shut that door. The trust and lies They run so deep Forever Love You wish to keep. I can't do this For you must choose If it is her Then me you'll lose. The trust and lies They run so deep Forever Love You wish to keep.
I let you die for my name As you reached for my hands Out of waters of drowning What a hypocrite this writer is The Hatred of Solitude Letting an orphan dream Then destroy him with knowledge Of what you have done He opened up to you In new ways But in nostalgic guises The springwinds whisper blithe yore But the winterwinds, much stronger Caress you with the dreams of your funeral sky "It was you… it was your fault… Letting the one who was so open to you Be the laugh… the piece in the game…"
Little sibling don't you weep We'll be together again some day Close your eyes;go to sleep It'll all soon be o.k The longing for you stabbed me deep Very soon I'll be on your way... For us to be together like the old golden days Now don't you fear,don't you cry,wipe those tears off your face I have th faith that everything will soon go back to place Mama wants you to be an ace Make her smile;prove the world that you're not a broken vase Face the sky, worship God He's our most devoted guard United or apart we will forever be... Part of our family With our blood in pain Together,we will surely stop this rain And all of us will once again Live in harmony in our torn domain Aunt, mom, our cousins and dad Always wanted us to have the life they never had Their past was very sad But they brought us up well, for that,we must be glad Thou the family is torn apart The hope for a better future will never leave my heart Aunt always said:"The good day will come" So let's be on the guard for the rise of that morning's sun. ----------- S. Nuno Pereira nun3ca©
On christmas eve I wait sitting by the door wishing he would come but not hoping any more In my heart I know he won't so I don't know why I wait I think that I should go to bed it's getting awfully late I wake up in the morning to a damp pillow near my head then I hear a voice down stairs and I sit up in my bed I run down the hall to the living room to see the greatest gift that anyone could ever give to me my father's sitting on the couch it's then I finally know that god listend to my prayers all that's missing is the bow.
You belong to me mate ( Intro ) And that be that! Get on board And grab your hat! The ship was aghast at its new passenger ( Verse ) Like disdain for the lives that they now left behind, Newcomers were scarce And they never would last But I held up my chin nice and high. The bloke who took me screamed ( Pre-chorus ) "Mop up the deck we've got things to do!" But I said sir, I'm just a boy and don't know what's to do. And he said ( Chorus ) "Drifting mainly Sailin the shores Taking what's mine And leaving what's yours Cause you know, we ain't dead yet." Taking the seas for more than eight moons We found islands and loot That was bigger than most. The taste of sea air With its wind in my hair Took me away to this new life I lead. After mopping the deck He grabbed my hand and screamed "Steer this ship boy!" But I said sir, I'm just a lad and don't know where to go. So the crew yelled ( Chorus ) "Drifting mainly Sailin the shore Taking what's mine And leaving what's yours Cause you know, we ain't dead yet." Surprising to me Was my unshaven face The captain looked on And smiled with grace, We stopped at a place Where the women were loose and didn't mind If we took a peak. He said "Now you're a man so let's get on that boat, We got places to be and some people to rope, So grab that sword and drop that mop Cause you're no longer a boy in my eyes." I practiced the duel with the men in the crew The captain took eye to my devilish pride, And he took me aside and said "Even in death I'm gonna miss you boy But don't let it strike you Or kill your spirits Cause even time can beat out the Grim." Then in the darkness came fire and screams, Our vessel had stopped after fourteen years, The crew fought hard and beat most of the men But now, my Captain was dead. We took the new ship watching ours sink deep Saying goodbye to our drowning escape, The crew turned towards me and asked "What do we do?" and I smiled, And they did to. And we yelled ( Chorus ) "Drifting mainly Sailin the shores Takin what's mine And leaving what's yours Cause you know, we ain't dead yet."
Everyday she watches sitting in that chair her heart pounding constantly she stares everyday she listens to the reasuring sound a steady beep a rythm meaning a heart beat can be found every night she worries when she's told that she must go yet she knows she must be strong her fears she must not show everynight she comforts her little brothers cries while she hopes he doesn't see the worry in her eyes every morning she wakes up and takes her brother to his school then heads back up to the hospital even though there's nothing she can do she stays a bit then leaves heading off to her job but she's only seventeen at schools where she belongs bills to pay mouths to feed stressing her young mind she too young to know what to do she's stumbling around blind every day she worries while she struggles to get by everyday she watches as her mother slowly dies
What Rewards… You know I hear the words As they flow from your lips An uphill climb, but we'll come from behind If we never quit trying... To understand the root of the problem Is to find the one and only solution The noise is all around me I can't hear myself think Emotional chains and I can't break free And physical pain, in my mind I'm on the brink Sink or swim? The bottom line and we're coming up short I can't help but wonder about our fate Three sisters in mythology turn into reality They're leading us through the gate… And salvation is not waiting for us there I'm trying to break away from this From seeds long ago sown in the soil Life is long and if this is the test What rewards for all the toil… What rewards…All the toil…
Arguing with one another Texting back and forth Owen drives in the blizzard Kurt is at home Kurt sends Owen another message "why did you tell them about me doing drugs?" "that wasnt your place, i dont care if there your parents too" "shouldnt i be the one to tell them?" Owen tries to reply to the message Kurt has sent him He loses control of the wheel driving into a field Kurt recieves a message from Owen "Im sorry I..." The message was never finished The car slamming into a tree The tree branch breaks through the window Thrashing into Owens stomach As Owens head slams back and forth The car is left smoking Kurt knows something is wrong but leaves things be 50 Minutes Later...." Kurt and Owen's parent recieve a call from the police "Is this the parent of Owen Everdeen?" the police ask the mother answers "yes is something wrong? is it Owen, what did he do now?" "Mam', Your son was in a accident, they are life flighting him to the hospital" She drops the phone, and grabs her purse and yells at Kurt to come on. She drives fast to get to the hospital to see her son Owen was life flighted to the hospital The police had to use the jaws of life to get him out of his car They finally make it to the hospital The Dr. asking "Are you the mother of Owen?" She cries "yes, where is my son?" Kurt stands upset at himself for fighting with Owen minutes before Remembering Owens last text to him. "im sorry I.." The Dr. explains to the mother "Owen didnt make it" She sits in sadness Numbness She cannot breathe Kurt runs after the Dr. "this cant be, he has to be ok" as he starts to cry. Just the night before him and his brother Were playing guitar hero together Remembering the last moment The arguing The reqruet Kurt is now feeling "Owen Ryan Everdeen: Jan. 1st, 1990- December 8th, 2011" To a good brother and a great friend, im sorry about all those times i have let you down Im sorry for yelling at you that night, and causing your crash, the guilt i feel wont leave I am sorry that you went through that, and left this world that way, forgive me for what i have caused. I love you.
Water In My Eyes It's hard to take off, when you're left grounded. Something lost I can't find it. I can't see my way anymore, I need a guide "Hard to see with water in your eyes" A feeling that comes over you, it comes and goes Often now putting me to my knees, a thirst for knowledge has grown. Interpretations given to me, I want to fly but I'm stuck on the ground is what I realized. I can't see my way anymore, I need a guide "Hard to see with water in your eyes" You carry those you lost and offer you in their place, all you have are the memories a heart ache, a still picture of their face. Quest for knowledge you have shown, you can only save yourself when it's time to kneel at the thrown. Interpretations given to me, still unable to fly I can't see my way anymore, I need a guide "Hard to see with water in your eyes" Arms out reached in front of me, waiting for a touch back to assist and help guide me, I know your there even in the open air, as the breeze passes by pushing out the water in my eye. Looking to the sky before it drips drops and it freezes. As u notice only your sign the one only you can see. If you found it it's meant for you to continue to believe. Before you know it you're looking up into the sky. You see clearly through a dry eye. No more needs God has heard you and now he will guide you. Walking a set path try to live a life right. God will always give you your way of sight. Keeping faith is all for just such a reason. It's nice to see through all life's seasons. But almost daily it gets blurry and things change size. "Hard to see with water in your eyes" By Paul J Williams Sr
Coming from the misty lake Lough Leane Came a beautiful maiden of the name of Niamh Upon a mare, for she is not from the world of man A seraphic princess from Anwnn Upon the shores she claimed around his kin "I have came for Oisin son of Finn" "Maiden you come to me so alluringly I am he, if we marry for all eternity!" And so he rode upon her horse to the secrets of Anwnn For he and she, they'd be happy for all eternity Come with me to Anwnn I am she, your queen Niamh I have come for you Oisin, son of Finn Don't leave me or you'll see The age of man The age of man The age of man
My rhymes are timeless while this time is lifeless why is life this kind less, reminds me that this mind is spineless ready to tip and quit, as my lies become mindless and get swollen shut and Stuck up inside my sinus Drivin in my prime but with no optimus Victim to the flip-side of the Midas Running through my blood like a virus The sun makes my skin mundane rubbin on ben gay but get arthritis touch spermicide and converts to hepatitis I hit the plus sign but it just musters up a minus I'm seen sucking my thumb like the peanut's Linus I run and duck when I hear the sirens cause I abducted the president's Nike air pumps now air force one is trying to find us I'm at my desk obsessin about success but This whole time its been right behind us
There's so many words I could say, But none of them will do. Nothing I can say, Will change what has been done. You probably hate me, But know that I still love you. I feel nothing but empty awkwardness, Whenever I'm around you, So I'm sorry for that. I didn't mean to take it this far. You'll always be my big sister, Nothing can ever change that. And I'll always be here for you, So if you need a shoulder to cry on, And even if you hate me, I'll be here for you.
You don't have to say, "I love you" For mom and dad to know you do It's felt in the warmth of your touch That they are cared for so much And most especially today! You are there when they are weak A voice when they can't speak You are a hand that lightens loads A comfort when the storm billows You are eyes to help them see All the things that need to be Their feet when they can't walk An ear when they need to talk No, You don't have to say, "I love you" For mom and dad to know you do It's felt in the warmth of your touch That they are cared for so much And most especially today! You are a light on their dark days Friend and daughter in so many ways You have Dehaan run by the store To bring groceries and so much more Give time when there's little to spare A thousand ways you show you care "Jamie" sayings that make them smile Your always going the second mile No, You don't have to say, "I love you" For mom and dad to know you do It's felt in the warmth of your touch That they are cared for so much And most especially today! Yeah, you don't have to say, "I love you" But they are so glad that you do! And most especially today!
So many songs describe how i feel But you wouldnt have the time to listen to them To actually figure out what they meant Or how much they related to me If i died today i can say the only Thing you would miss Is me trying to make you smile Things have been depressing me for years All the anger i hold is real Falling further into soemthing You wouldnt want me to be I know if i told you You would be confused You wouldnt know what you did To make me do what im about to do I let myself cry to long That i buried myself alive on the inside I wish i could shut you out And let you go away for a long time I guess its better that i trapped myself in my own way At one point the chain broke away And i had my own time I took an early flight and i made it home I realized how unfair you were being Everyone always got more than i did Got your attention More than i did If i played my bass Would you hear the anger behind it? If i let you read my poems Would you understand why im writing it? If i told you i thought about doing something bad Would you try to make everything i hate about you better? I dont think you understand Maybe i should explain more Or would i bore you? Probally... So you know I wanted a father But instead i had a dad To me It hurt It still does And i watched myself die From hurting so much Cutting my heart out On the inside Im different In so many ways My friends give me more complaments Then my mother has my whole life "thats good" isnt what i want from you I would rather have you really Grasping the meaning behind why I am writing poems The meaning behind why i draw Or play the bass Even if i died i wouldnt think You would get it If i did what im going to do I would have you right where i want you If you want me back Your going to have to ask Nicer than that Things in my life are different than yours I see things differently I love music And i want you to see that I talk to you through my music I talk to you through my poems I talk to you through my bass guitar You cant trust me? I lied to you? Dont you remember when You told me you would give me up for adoption when i was born? That hurt more than anything Yes you kept me BUt you thought about giving me up Just like you gave up on me ten years later This will be the last of me And i hope you understand now That you are my problem That you are the one I couldnt trust That you were the one who lied What else could i hide When i have been an open Book his whole time and you couldnt see it?
I dont know much about her but I heard she wasnt that talkative She didnt like being alive She was numb to all the pain she had to go through I heard she didnt like anything that was green She ate roman noodles everynight for supper She always wore flannels and bellbottoms Sometimes i seen her wear dresses and fancy tops But lately shes been wearing band shirts She wears converse shoes and uses an army bag for school I know that she dosent like to communicate through talking... only through her peoms or sometimes even her songs. I see her drawing and painting all the time She draws famous people She would like to be famous and not so unknown When she tries to speak to anyone they always walk away and leave her alone When she gets home she goes upstairs to play her bass guitar She hates chocolate cake but loves chocolate Her family left her behind because she cant forget her past Sometimes when shes alone she contemplates the meaning behind her life Her favorite color is gray because her life is black and white Everything she says is false according to the world She is not so innocent I understand that she dreams about the perfect life When she opens her eyes they are pitch black She is someone that is fake She acts nothing like she should She is very grungy and unclean She knows of no safety and of no time Her life is smashed into pieces by the giant sun She will always be a ghost She knows of no god She crawls around in the world of death She remains forgotten
I never got to touch your face I hid a faded smile my 3 Angels were placed to comfort me a while I never got to feel you grow or become a rising star I pray that you will never know of this hidden scar I never said the word hello as I welcomed you to life the only word I was allowed was the saddest word goodbye I never got to see you grin or hear you laugh out loud I never got to tuck you in or watch you sleep so sound I never said the word hello as I welcomed you to life the only word I was allowed was the saddest word goodbye just as the years go by rain will come and go but ill always hold you inside i just wanted you to know I never said the word hello as I welcomed you to life the only word I was allowed was the saddest word goodbye
Somedays I wish I didnt Think what I think, These patterns of thought, Have me in the sink, Then bring me to the top, To put me back in my seat Somedays I wish I didnt Believe what I believe, So I could, Give into my passion to please, Dive into my sinful desires, and have control of my destiny Everyday, I come to realize at night With my eyes wide, That my flesh I dont have to Fight, Because Christ runs my life, And he takes the boulders off my shoulders, I am the gun and he is the holder, I am the clay and he is the molder, And his grace is sweeter every moment I grow older
I think I've seen you in my dreams, you're matching every description. Your love is like a drug, I'd kill to fill the prescription. You give me so much excitement, like when babies are born. You're the only flower I see that's in this garden of thorns. You must be Jamaican, because you're Jamaican me crazy. Let's get a place together and maybe raise up a baby. A lot of people call me Trav, but you can call me tonight. You have the most beautiful eyes in the world, just like the stars they shine bright. If I told you that you had a beautiful body, would you hold it against me? You could make a shy guy try and make a blind man see. If I could rearrange the alphabet, I'd put U and I together. You've got me floating like a feather, and I want to feel this way forever. You may think these are just lines, or maybe all the above, but please read this with your heart, because you're the woman I love.
We might not be rich we might not be poor Happy with what we have but we ask for more Nothing too expensive nothing too cheap Something for our pockets so we can get some sleep We need food on our table and gas in our car What we have in the bank won't get us very far Having each other that's what counts Clipping coupons and getting discounts Lighting a few candles instead of the lights Not having a heater on those very cold nights Better days are coming just wait and see I promise you that my family
Decorated tree with lights and bells Standing free from walls and shelves Blissful youth keep warbling chants Wrathful me grow scalding hands My gnashing teeth and pounding heart My crashing joy their humming part A youngster sits on Santa's lap Her buoyant wish wreck my nap Fathers and mothers at home with sons Assembling round the tree with songs Carols and hymns pleasant in ear I hate to sing but love to hear A lonely Grinch I break in tear To see them sing and dance in cheer Merry Christmas not hard to hear I bow and say Happy New Year
Pushed as for across the line as he can go feeling more and more disappointed in his self His mother doesn't let him be who he wants He reads her his poem but she just laughs Telling him he won't get anywhere She was disappointed in what he has become He writes a poem about real things But people just take it as words Words have no meaning to them Have you read his new poem? Yea I didn't understand it I wonder why he writes about sad stuff Will he find god? Nah there just words
I recall now the days when forever seemed but a short time The visits to the hospital, brought sad images to your mind She lay on a bed, cords all around her, no hair upon her head The cancer drove us crazy with worry tears and fright She was only a baby, I didn't get the chance to say goodbye Farewell until we meet again where you'll be waiting... waiting for tomorrow to come again. What if tomorrow never comes? How will I face the rising sun, when the moon is the only thing I can see? I need her here with me... The only loss I've ever known The only time that I've experienced this kind of sorrow... So what if tomorrow never comes? What if tomorrow never comes. And now I lie here thinking it through, memories flash through my head, memories of you Moments of a bittersweet time Reminiscing the days when you were mine The days when you were alive The tears come back to my eyes I feel the need to cry but nothing slides out I need to scream and shout, My emotions pour out as one, silently So what if tomorrow never comes? Reality in death is so hard to accept, I need my tomorrow to come... What if it never does? What if tomorrow never comes? How will I face the rising sun, when the moon is the only thing I can see? I need her here with me... The only loss I've ever known The only time that I've experienced this kind of sorrow... So what if tomorrow never comes? What if tomorrow never comes. Will tomorrow ever come? I just want to be awake when the moon becomes the sun I'm waiting here for you, in the darkness of the night. I wait still for you, forever the images will haunt my mind Tomorrow will come I'll soon be alright Tomorrow will come... Tomorrow has come... I can now see the sun.
I just didn't think, Did not allow my thoughts to sink, In my troubled head, It seems I was misled, By a part of me, I yearned to find, A part of me, I left behind, Minutes past 11 and seconds to midnight, As I wandered in the dark, something wasn't quite right, I didn't stop to sit and think these things through, I didn't stop to think how it may affect you. As I analyse from every angle and every part, I want you to know, just followed my heart. I just didn't know, Did not know where I was to go, In my troubled head, That little voice I dread, Told me to go on and not even turn back, My wisdom buried and everything turned black. After one train and hours sitting in the cold, I finally realize I was feeling quite bold, I knew those next bus rides would create some fear, But I kept telling myself that I mustn't shed a tear, while I'm here. I had to find her before she took her own life, But she only wanted mine, as I saw her hold that knife. I just didn't say, Didn't say if I was okay, In your troubled head, You may have thought me dead, But that voice murmured, And told me to come back, I replied with one word, I did come back, and I kept my word, I kept my promise and I know that she heard. I just didn't think, Did not allow my thoughts to sink, In my troubled head, It seems I was misled, By a part of me, I couldn't see, A part of me, I found in friends and family. I did run away, and I know I did wrong, I did run away, and I know I did wrong, I did run away, and I know I did wrong. The reasons why, in my apology song, Listen to this rhyme, my apology song, This rhyme's for you, my apology song.
"FOREVER" was inspired by the pain and heartache people go through. Dedicated to those who have grief in their life over a loved one, whether they are alive, deceased, sick or in pain.... They will be FOREVER with you in your heart.... Every time I see your face I wanna feel your warm embrace. I wanna hold you in my arms, I'm gonna keep you in my heart... Forever. Forever... you'll always be there. I'll hold you close i'll hold you dear, No matter where you are I know that you will always be here... By my side, Forever.... By my side, No questions of why... Cuz you ALWAYS care. Every time I see your face I wanna feel your warm embrace. I wanna hold you in my arms, I'm gonna keep you in my heart. You'll always be there by my side, No Questions of why, Cuz you always care... for me... Forever...
You carried my emotions from the start Each emotion bound in the small black note Each one coming straight from my chilly heart The music you make is my antidote Through the preludes my comfort softly lay By way of mazurkas my soul does fly But to divulge you must learn how to play Although learning is not a piece of pie Piano brings emotions around town You have the power to bring my heart up Or throw me on the floor and beat me down There are hard times when I just want to cup My hands in my face and rock back and forth And think Piano is a friend of worth
My love Sweet lover Can't wait anymore My heart Fragile heart Is seeming to break My flesh My blood I wish to hold dear A girl Small girl Named Lyla Shea
Wherever I go through out my whole life, I end up struggling with lots of strife. Thinking that my life is a total waste, Wanting it to be over in a haste. I can feel the pain inside my own heart, Like someone through at my a deadly dart. The wound is easing deeper and deeper, Will the pain ever stop getting bigger? Feeling emo is never a good thing, Cutting your arm makes a really bad sting. Blood is dripping from my arms and my heart, Failing to dodge the largest deadly dart. Drowning in all the lies and self pity, I live each day but always feel sh*tty. I have lots of thoughts about suicide, But then I think about those who have died. Those who have died not just from suicide, But also those who are really nice guys. ... ... ... ...This "poem" was actually suppose to be a couplet (on any thing you want) for my english class but i made this kind bcuz i was feeling emo that day...and also after i was done i read it over and it almost sound like a rap song which, i guess, is kinda funny and cool.........
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Two hearts beat, now beating faster; beating until they're one Two souls breathe, now breathing deeper; breathing until they're done Two lovers see forever, and forever is where they run One child comes home tomorrow for life has just begun Even when the rainbow's glowing, the skies can seem so gray Even when the wind's not blowing, the tides can turn your way And when the water's raging, beneath skies that seem so blue It's just your body aging, and it has nothing to do with you So now when our God comes calling, I'll hold your hand and stroke your hair Yes, as snowflakes start falling, I will look for you everywhere And Mother, as you start flying, remember as you rise above Marlene, you are not dying, but finding everlasting love One child goes home tomorrow to embrace the Father and the Son One child who knows no sorrow, for life has just begun
It's amazing how quick things can change. First your running with the kings, and then you're knocked out of range. It's strange. I used to worry and stress over friends. Now I've grown to be a man. Maybe know a few of them. All that time I could of studied. Did better in school. Got a job and made it big. Maybe now I'd be cool. Who's the fool? Now who's the bull? I know that's not me on the top. Life is always making turns weather you like it or not. The past will always be the past. My glory days may seem gone. But, now its time to start a new.The stories keep coming on. I've got a new girl. She means the world to me. She keeps me warm at night, my best friend, my new dream. Since my car accident, still got a limp on one side. Still working with my memory, still need a friend who can drive. I love to Karaoke. I get noticed in bars. My mom's always there to catch me. Tom's working with my mom's cars. My sister's in the Army, my niece is a big part of my life, Friend Zach keeps assholes off me, and God is my wife. AJ's always there to help, Brian is my LOST bud, Mary's out of school, Lil cousin, Hunter's a stud. Grandpa still is my idol, JT is still the music man . The Adam's still can party. Chris, living good on the sand. I may only use one hand, but I plan to be the best. At all I do in life, cause there's not that much time left. The blood test that I took says Landon is mine. I hope this all works out fine in time and help to make my son's life shine. JC who's down in Georiga, my heart is screaming for you. I hope that you recover well. It can't be worse then what I went through. Uncle Jimmy where you at? Where's Matt, Corie, and Pete? I know you all are doing good. Serviolo's are a hard team to beat. How's the rest of the family? I love and miss you all! I hope you all are standing tall and I pray we never fall. These last words that I say, I say only to you. We've got the best family in the world and you know I LOVE YOU!
Its getting late but you already came and while you were here things never change you lay with me and tell me your words then you leave and I feel hurt. Its not you that hurts me but the sound of the door closing behind you I know for sure you'd like to stay but you never do I'm left alone missing you. These days its more frequent you leave so much that you're gone more hours than the day brings sun and I have begun to feel so numb when the door closes another night I run far away from the thoughts I have because its killing me to look at my empty hands I remember when we were on the sand you told me you loved me but you weren't my man and so I walked, feeling okay but too many months now I want you to stay Am I selfish? asking too much? You only visit me an hour after dusk and I must go on but should I stay? when you see me sometimes but its always too late.
Used to be the weather was frightful People covered themselves from head to toe Now, despite the fact it's Christmas season I see more sand, than I see snow The temperatures keep on elevating To the moon, they just seem to rise Oh, where is the Christmas of yesterday The rosy cheeks, windows fogged with ice It's just too warm now for Christmas Too hot to shop, too hot to run around Santa's working at the pole in a speedo That's nothing, we wanna see come to town Frosty, it seems we're not gonna see him Heat miser, now, has gotten his day Can't ole Jack Frost do something about this And chase the warm weather away No need to chop wood set for burning The heated air replaces that in the hearth I hope it gets cold and very soon, too Because Christmas puts warmth in everyone's heart It's just too warm now for Christmas Too hot to shop, too hot to run around Santa's working at the pole in a speedo That's nothing, we wanna see come to town Oh, when Christmas day finally gets here Right now, I'll tell ya, all I wanna see Are people with scarves and gloves on their hands And snow bringing life to all barren trees I want the temps to chill me right to the bone That's when I'll know it's Christmas time Who wants to look up and see a sleigh With a fat man in a speedo, flying around It's just too warm now for Christmas Too hot to shop, too hot to run around Santa's working at the pole in a speedo That's nothing, we wanna see come to town
...eyes puffy caked up with cry Daddy ain't comin' home but she don't know why... grown folk sadness ripping inside her All she's known about lovin's in the coffin beside her
"Close your eyes and think of me" the end is almost near We've stood together righta along through for oh so many years The kid has gone, I lost your hand, yet, I see us, oh so clear memories, all those memories of you and me my dear. The porch swing's a swayin' like it did "when you were down and out." And the radio's a playin' and the guitars strumming, oh so, proud. It's almost midnight and the train's whistlin' though the clouds I'm thinkin' of you baby and I'm sing our song out loud. "So let it out and let it in" let the tears of sweet sorrow end Let me hear your voice baby, I'm tired of that strummin' mans grin. My guitar man, we had our chance, so, let your sweetheart mend return to your one and only for this last bit of pretend. Gotta go baby and that "makes me blue" sorry just don't cut, true But, I know I'll see there up there in heavens holy queue. I made mistakes and you made yours too, now all we got is blues But, I have my memories dear and most of them are you. *Carol King *Simon & Garfunkel *The Beatles *Randy Travis
I've tried to tamper with such precious time Looked forward and back with open eyes I wonder about the day I'll die Will there be rain or shine? Maybe both, maybe none As I speak another life has begun Wish them luck as they carry on Bewildered within these starry nights I thought of time when I have lied Oh such precious time It flies (im sleeping outside) Signs and dreams lead me to believe That somehow, some way I'll be something great Do I choose to be nieve? They'll never know Do I choose to be so weak? It'll never show (I'll be sleeping outside) Love is such a clishey it seems Something I could only see Her eyes drew us in like summer heat Cupids arrows were made of clay Oh yes I've longed for this day I knew I wasnt lying anymore (I always sleep outside where the weather is nice I can feel everything for what it's worth dont give me signs or written lines give me your solid words)
Flesh and Blood Dedicated to my brother Nick I'm sick of the games you play Being selfish in every way So easy for you to point the blame Never the one to take the shame This is my flesh and blood And I'm gonna save him from your flood I'll carry him through the end If that's what it takes To watch his broken heart mend Through the years My brother had to bottle up the tears Rejected because he was different from the rest Set up to fail every single test This is my flesh and blood And I'm gonna save him from your flood I'll carry him through the end If that's what it takes To watch his broken heart mend You, You hypocrite! You're just a fake I'm gonna laugh when this is thrown back in your face I dare you to give him your best shot Because I'm gonna be there to give you all that I got Everyone is shoving him to curb So I'm gonna give you what you deserve This is my flesh and blood And I'm gonna save him from your flood I'll carry him through the end If that's what it takes To watch his broken heart mend
Feburary 27th 2012 i lost the most important person in my life. Helen I was at a goodwill, when i prayed to her that i would find a metallica shirt. I was then looking through the shirts and found two metallica shirts. I got them both. i started wondering if it was her, if she answered my prayer. A few days later i had a dream. She was standing in the window yelling down at me telling me she bought me something and it was on her bed in a bag. i told her how much i missed her and i went to go see what it was. i open the bag on the bed and see the two metallica shirts i had bought at that goodwill. i now know that she answered my prayer. Another dream i had. I had often wondered if she considered me a grandchild.. because im not realted to her by blood. I had a dream it was at her funeral. i seen her sitting in a chair next to me. my sister and some of her grandchildren were carrying her casket to the hurse. My sister fell and dropped the casket and several of her family members were yelling at her. Helen the women who these dreams are about sat and said she loved all her grandchildren even if there not blood related. I believe Helen answers my questions in my dreams.
Spring flower. A spring flower blossomed gaily In the year of 0 0 two As Jakob entered all our lives And a ladies dreams came true Her love it was unfolding In this joy that she be holding That turned her life and made her all brand new. He had a face of beauty I sensed the Buddha there As all around that little room Pure love was everywhere And life it whispered to me So warm and tenderly This gift be yours, to love eternally. Life whispered to me gaily "this gentle child be born To heal those ancient hurts in you With the love within his form" I held him to me gently With all the love in me As I gazed into his little face So warm and tenderly And I said "my love, I give to thee Yes I will love you endlessly My love it be until eternity". 26 August 2002.
We walk through the doorway, heard you calling from the hall To find you in the bedroom not breathing at all I drag your body to the cellar where we lay, the wax it melts away, I kiss your face... Now we are starting to love you more, your body's on the canvas, That I painted on the floor Now you wait, like the drug, like the change in the pain it goes on for so long And oh, now it hurts in the worst way, now that you're gone, its so wrong, its so wrong.... If I could take you somewhere, I'd take you to my darkest place, scatter you in art forms, admire the whore, beauty in different ways your hands on picture frames, your eyes in the glass wear your face as a mask Now they are starting to love you more, a gallery of your beauty no charge at the door As you wait, like the drug, like the change in the pain it goes on for so long And oh, now it hurts in the worst way, now that your gone, it's so wrong, it's so wrong.... And down below your veins run dry your vacant eyes, I lost control your face is pale, your body's cold And down below your veins run dry your vacant eyes, I lost control your face is pale, your body's cold (face is pale your body's cold ) Wait, like the drug, like the change in the pain it goes on for so long And oh, now it hurts in the worst way, now that your gone, it's so wrong, it's so wrong...
For you, my vow For you, my joy, For you, my worry, For you, my boy. For you, my bow For you, my cry. From you, my boon My boon- your joy.
Over the blasts of mortar shells, He heard the sound of jingle bells; And when he closed his tired eyes, He got a Christmas Day surprise. Snow was fall'n and his boy was call'n: "Daddy, can we go down now? I think it's clear, Santa's been here And Daddy got home some how. We are a family, Daddy, Mom and me On this Christmas Day; I'm with you, my wish came true, The one to Baby Jesus I did pray." From across the world, so far away, In a foreign land on Christmas Day; Sleeping with his fatigues still on, His boy's voice was a Christmas song. Snow was fall'n and his boy was call'n: "Daddy, can we go down now? I think it's clear, Santa's been here And Daddy got home some how. We are a family, Daddy, Mom and me On this Christmas Day; I'm with you, my wish came true, The one to Baby Jesus I did pray." Please remember our service heroes, Scattered throughout the world, As we celebrate with our families, The good will they hope to build. He woke up to a flash of light, And screams resounding in the night; He charged forward to help his peers; With his son's voice ringing in his ears. Snow was fall'n and his boy was call'n: "Daddy, can we go down now? I think it's clear, Santa's been here And Daddy got home some how. We are a family, Daddy, Mom and me On this Christmas Day; I'm with you, my wish came true, The one to Baby Jesus I did pray."
I'm very outgoing, yeah I talk to some girls, but you got to understand, you're the queen of my world. Honey, If I had the money, I would glitter your life. I'd buy you diamond rings and I would make you my wife. It's true, you've put me through, I'm stuck to you like super glue. I just wouldn't know what I'd do without you as my boo! I stand grand in this land, with you at my hand. How can I make you understand that I'm forever your man? You're like the leader of the band and I'm your number one fan! You're totally fine, you're fun, crazy, sexy, and cool. So glad you're mine, the one, that makes the other boys drool. When I think about the times I brought a tear to your eye, It makes me break down and cry. Sometimes I wish I would die. Girl, you are my Angel. You were sent from above. You saved me from this hell and filled my life up with love. Where we'll go from here on out is a mystery to me, but I know I'll be all right with you, always, next to me!
She says she feels the days upon her The many years she'd seen fly I tell her not to ever worry There is no reason for her to cry The worry she has thrust upon her So much weight for her to take She's not alone; I'll be there with her Through every night and morning's wake Wanna take her Wanna hold her And let her know Despite we're older I love her… more than yesterday I'll protect her I'll console her And let her know Just as I've told her I love her… more than yesterday There is no curse that we can't conquer No sickness, together, we can't cure I tell her this, because I love her And we'll get past, of this I'm sure She smiles and behind I still see tears The worry she buries deep inside Trying not to show just how she feels But concern is one thing she just can't hide Wanna take her Wanna hold her And let her know Despite we're older I love her… more than yesterday I'll protect her I'll console her And let her know Just as I've told her I love her… more than yesterday Tomorrow, I tell her, is ours forever A love letter of life, eternally writing That hope and thoughts will keep us going Down our golden roads, a life exciting Wanna take her Wanna hold her And let her know Despite we're older I love her… more than yesterday I'll protect her I'll console her And let her know Just as I've told her I love her… more than yesterday
I got trapped in the dark the cancer creeps closer towards my heart I cant stand the pain that starts they put a needle in me my heart stops beating I cant hear my thoughts or what im feeling everything seems cluttered I stand here in a daze but your face starts to fade I start to loose my feeling my hands are numb and my toes wont budge my brain stops working little flakes peel off my heart my heart turns gray I cant wait to fly away in the light I shall go somewhere else but my home where pain meets pleasure and death meets love
Hush little baby, it's all right, Go on and get some sleep tonight. I will be here when you rise. Go on and rest your weary eyes. Hush little baby, don't make a sound, Remember me when I'm not around. I am watching you where you lie. Quiet little baby, please don't cry. Hush little baby, don't make a move, Your body is mine to sooth. Take a breath, release it slow. I will be with you wherever you go. Hush little baby, hold on tight, I'll love you with all my might. I promise you that I will wait. Arms wide open at Heavens gate.
Walking around the graveyard Untaggling his hands from the pocket in his jacket its clear in his head that he's screaming for something that something is missing within his heart Taking off his hat as he sits it on her grave Pulling out a piece of paper The death certificate that her name was signed on a tear falling from his cheek he reaches down to pick up the flower he laid there before crumples at his touch sitting down the piece of paper he asked her how can i love? when the one i want is not here? tears fall from his eyes unto the paper he lights a candle sits it by her tombstone He lays down beside her listening to the wind hoping to hear her voice something he longed for something that he was missing he falls asleep holding the stem of the rose that crumpled before The pedals fly away with the wind and the flame of the candle burns out the rain starts to fall He lays with his eyes closed He goes back in time The rose pedals fall back unto the stem The paper flies back into his pocket He walks back into town Back into the house he was at before Back at her funeral to the hospital they were at When they found out she had cancer To the church where they got married To the time when he asked her to marry him Finally to the place where they met There story replays again in his mind he lays cold on the ground beside her The wind dies down and the candle starts burning again
A prayer for those who are in dispair along the Gulf Coast due to the BP Deepwater Horizon oil rig explosion. A prayer for those who waited and their loved ones did not return, Amazing Grace Wash Over Thee. Amazing grace wash over me. My tears are a river to the sea. Lord above, we know you know, the oil that is washing upon our coast. Amazing grace wash over me, and lift my soul up to Thee. Lord above, hear my prayer, for those who are in dispair. Amazing grace wash over me. I lift my hands to God you see. My prayer for those who were hurt, and those who will never return to earth. Amazing grace wash over thee, families were left in disbelief. Empty hands, their loved ones gone, Lord Jesus, guide them safely Home. Amazing grace wash over me, the oil is filling up the sea, from Louisiana to Mississippi. Animals are dying, and people are crying. Amazing grace wash over me.
You can hear here: http://www.muziboo.com/mdegenhardt/music/looking-for-tomorrow/ I can't believe...that it's all gone Some people I know, they've wandered on Some have stayed, While some have gone I don't even know But I go Forward Looking for tomorrow I'm looking for tomorrow And in this time, when money's scarce I can't decide which is worst Whether I miss bills Or miss my kids I don't even know But I go Forward Looking for tomorrow I'm looking for tomorrow I'm looking for tomorrow We're all looking for tomorrow Maybe tomorrow will see us through Until then, what else can I do? I'm looking for tomorrow Yeah, working for tomorrow We're all looking for tomorrow Looking for tomorrow
The family is all gathered, Just like Christmas Day; All lined up in bikini's, Soaking up the ray's; The beach front sure is hot, In the middle of July; On the deck catchin' catfish, So we can have a catfish fry; Playin' beach volleyball, In Daisy Duke shorts; With friends and family, Of all different sorts; At night there's a bonfire, We're all makin' S'mores; It's so nice to spend, Our Christmas outdoors; It's a gift to be here together, And that's what Christmas brings; It doesn't matter the time of year, From winter to summer to spring; And I sure love when Christmas, Comes around in July; All those warm and fuzzy feelings, When the temperature is high!
Horizontal Vertigo -- amongst the wet raked leaves, Gazing into gorgeous blue; where clouds -- Are passing frogs or horses; In a pair of grass-stained Levi's. A subtle wind -- Tickles all the colored leaves, So drenched in spattered sunlight; Still falling -- As she rakes the cooling leaves; So brilliant -- Over happy giggles.
Thank you God for all that you have given me You pulled me through, the worst 5 years of my life But I realize for the first time, I am truly living my life On a journey with no worries, The view is blurry But as long as my love for you is burning I am as clam as the breeze, as still as the trees though I dont know what is going to happen to me I have feeling If i give you everything Put my hand in your glove Im going to accomplish things I never could never dream of Allow me to stand above, those who chucked me under the bus Shoved me into the mud, I trust that you will not sort of or kind of But fully dispose of my enemies, who cussed at you through shunning me So we have no other option than to be thrusted to number one, Its a must that my light for you is more lumious than the sun Leave the oposition studdering and stunned Doing it all in the name of your son, Jesus This is how I must live my life, I call it The Labor of Love Something I can not get enough of, I maybe under the gun But Im still focused on fun, People need to wake up and smell the scents, it all makes sense when you make the change in your brain Get rid of the thoughts of peformance That drive you insane, realize your mistakes Are indications that we need to shift our focus To Jesus, No need to be anxious Its not about the perfection rather the persistance Then the weight of the world will be lifted You can live life how it was inteded As care free as adam and eve.
Maybe this isnt something to say to someone like you someone i could never be something i dont want anyone to see so ill hold it in until i explode hold me now im standing on the edge of the bridge nothing to hold on to I only want someone to save me but how can you if your blind and you cannot see the dangers around you so you keep them until they get so close to your face and finally explode then you see hold me now cause im already 6 feet into the ground
Christmas is coming. Christmas is coming. Christmas is coming. What are you doing this year? Jingle bells are rattling, Santa's come tapping, On your roof is, Dasher and Dancer, And Prancer and Vixen, Comet and Cupid, And Donner and Blitzen. Here comes Rudolph! Christmas is coming! Christmas is coming, Your parents are loving, How your rooms clean. Its not like you're meeting the queen. Jingle bells are rattling, Santa's come tapping, On your roof is, Dasher and Dancer, And Prancer and Vixen, Comet and Cupid, And Donner and Blitzen. Here comes Rudolph! Christmas is coming! It is amazing seeing the christmas lights, Passing as you're driving by. Seeing the snowmen, In northern Texas! Jingle bells are rattling, Santa's come tapping, On your roof is... Jingle bells are rattling, Santa's come tapping, On your roof is, Dasher and Dancer, And Prancer and Vixen, Comet and Cupid, And Donner and Blitzen. Here comes Rudolph! Christmas is coming! The only question left, Is what are you giving, And what you're gonna get?
thanks for the tea, heres something about me nothing beats poetry, sitting underneath a tree thankin' my family for a strong identity people watching cause its free, beauty in the scene has me staring with a cheese, a smile at what i see possibly a dream, caught up mentally imagining a few things, with this human being who has the sweetest energy, soulfood like collard greens all fools falling means I'm really dumber than I seem being intelligent isn't just from memory its handling impermanence light and sensibly and lady I'm feeling your sultry melodies we'd be crowded if its three, sit and be my company must be a chemistry major cause the reactions meant to be the love we can achieve, is safe from any thieves hold em from my queen, hearts tucked into my sleeve
its an all rights reserved kind of night we all have the right to a good time repeat 1x Saturday night by the fire light fire flies under a starlit sky.. yeah its all about the good times its an all rights reserved kind of night we all have the right to a good time Ice cold beers off the tap red solo cups or Pabst by the can music on the box, guitars in hand memories soon forgotten, but pictures will reminds of the good times we had whether you're a cousin, a neighbor, friend or next to kin its all about family and when you're in you're in there's no need to be fake or hide your face because here its about the good times yeah its all about the good times its an all rights reserved kind of night yeah we all have the right to a good time repeat 1x yeah its all about the good times My best friend.. Man, I've known him for years through think and then... buddy its beer for beer James Gang.. the originals Midwest.. its something you wouldn't know respect.. if you earned it you can hang and if you can keep up you just might earn a name what's mine is yours and you can keep your own no need for a payback, but your word is gold You can't judge a man by his cloths or is ride But it ain't a truck if it lacks four wheel drive and a bowtie good times, its all about the good times its an all rights reserved kind of night yeah we all have the right to a good time repeat 1x Saturday night by the fire light fire flies under a starlit sky.. yeah its all about the good times its an all rights reserved kind of night we all have the right to a good time its all about the good times its an all rights reserved kind of night are you ready for a good time its all about the good times
I fall into unknown reasons I lay wanting,needing Convolution,soul sucked dry Aphasia,alone within A battered shell,augmental decay Life slowly passes away Debilitated to my dismay An accidental tragedy has lost the lives of many Contumaciosly The musk from last nights indulgence still lingers and it accuses me I have debased the family tree Through my lost cognizance The pain others must breath Censoring all relations A dissaproval of my being The air as thick as sulpher A cyanosis of the soul I'm left alive to face it all Retribution paid in full!!!
I walk beside someone men judged. A person born differently… A baby in its mother's arms Not quite male; not quite female. A heart of gold, but not perfect. A soul faithful to its creator… Crying when fellowmen pain. Hardships befalling life remain. Childhood teasing for the "Freak" Ridiculed by other boys. Unable to walk down the street… Loved and cherished by family. Waxing strong in stature, Before long… adulthood came. Name calling by many strangers. And gestures meant to defame. Judging one soul without knowing. Not bothering to see the light. While inside a spirit grew… Steel gray eyes defending right. Justice honored by one of might! By day, or in the dark of night, Able to walk down the street… Loved and cherished by family. Head held high true to self Feelings out in the open, Never again closed in a shelf. Many loves and many friends… God's love and strength did not end. No more acting as if a natural male. No more wanting to be female (More loving hearts…it seemed.) But walking tall beside me…living. No more pretending, One soul; one self; one God; we… (Soul mates finally together.) Loved and cherished by family. © February 1, 2011
....WHO LOVES AMERICA? --- HAPPY FIRECRACKER DAY! .......verse 1 Once upon a good time, not so very long ago There was America, America the dream God used to know. Where went America, that all the world loved so? Once upon a time, not so very long ago? Where went America, the one the world loved so? ......chorus Who loves America the way she's meant to be? Who still loves God's dream, from sea to shining sea? Shining sea? Who loves America the world depended on? Who loves America? I can't believe she's gone. God save America. ......Children Singing Bridge (Pledge of Allegiance) I pledge allegiance to the flag of the United States of America and to the republic for which it stands one nation, under God, indivisable with liberty and justice for all Repeat Chorus. © ron wilson The song, WHO LOVES AMERICA?, plays by default on my poetry website, (still under construction in places,) AND you also hear the children reciting our PLEDGE OF ALLEGANCE the way it should be recited. Beautiful they did so great. It is at vbdosa.com that is all I need to type in my browser, should be the same for you. Mac users may not hear it the song. vbdosa.com
< on the trail he took a wife comanche made and full of life two breeds different nations outlasted family love's segregation little moccasin and blue moon for their love did not come unglued little moccasin and blue moon for their love was so brand new high above canyon ridge little moccasin calls her name without his blue moon love would never be the same so he dances the ring of fire mounts his horse and returns for his ones desire little moccasin and blue moon for their love did not come unglued little moccasin and blue moon for their love was so brand new little moccasin's leap of faith blue moon stride for stride echoes linger canyons ridge we'll always's be husband and bride Navajo and Comanche they said it couldn't be done under one God and one indian nation hunting grounds now they can finally begun little moccasin and blue moon for their love did not come unglued little moccasin and blue moon for their love was so brand new This Poem Was Based On The Song Running Bear Debs Contest G.L. All
"On the Road to Carolina" By Miriam McCue - creator of poetry. dedicated to Bubba, my grandson who is not allowed to do what is in this poem. And Bob who maybe did. Warning: do not practice the activities below, unless you are a professional in the field. This is meant to be sung accompanied by acoustic guitar music. Verse 1 We're on the road to Carolina, Me & Bubba, my best friend. We're going to stop in Savanna. To pick up ole toothless Glenn. Verse 2 We're ridin' in my ole pickup, The three of us have no fear. 'Cause toothless Glenn of Savanah, Brought along six cases of beer. Verse 3 When it gets on towards evenin', We park the old pick up. We're all sittin' on the tailgate, Drinkin' all the cases up. (whoops and whoopies ) Verse 4 When we get to Carolina, Our heads feel all blown about. Glen is barfin' out the winder, And Bubba has completely passed out. FINIS NOTE: TO be more politically correct: I am the designated driver.
The sharpness of the blade The toughness of my skin The color of the blood that drips unto the pavement The rush of pain i get The calmness of holding it in my hands The smell of the bullet reaching my mouth The memories in my brain decease Would you let everything go? Just to feel alive again? Can you end this moment of your life? Show me how the gods kill If you got no fear Do you know the name of the one you saved? If you want the answers Go find the truth Look inside your headless soul There you will find the noose Would you let everything go? Just to feel alive again? Can you show me how the gods kill?
As she went walking down the lane The flowers seemed to bloom and rise And as she walked she murmured Jane The little sister gone for days The trees grew tall the grass grew thick But none of Jane did they find quick She's lost forever some did cry She's gone to heaven to the sky I soon will find her she replied And every day she looked and cried Though time went by with out a trace She did not find the little face The trees grew tall the grass grew thick But none of Jane did they find quick She's lost forever some did cry She's gone to heaven to the sky Week then month then year went by She walked the lane ever high Rain nor snow nor sleet did stop The now grown women from her walk
She cant express herself they push her away they lock her up inside her own mind if you look throught the hole you will see the depression shes in Shes just like cinderella locked up and hid away you have no idea look throught the hole without the key there is nothing left for her and me You wanna take away everything you just left her alone tell me it aint so tell me you wont leave her in there forever tell me you will let her out to be free and happy Shes just like cinderella locked up and hid away you have no idea look throught the hole without the key there is nothing left for her and me The new game you wanna play it wont work you beat her to the ground her mind has become her home theres no escape She walks alone her mind has become her home see what your missing she runs away but shes not allowed now its your turn to be locked up Shes just like cinderella locked up and hid away you have no idea look throught the hole without the key there is nothing left for her and me there is nothing left there is nothing left Nothing!
Daddy was a good man staying home for a few months then leaving and disappearing going out to make money taking poor lil sis with him Daddy was a good man playing mama's feelings using her stuff to his advantage leaving her one deep to raise four kids Daddy was a good man I never remember a birthday with him there holidays were rare enough school recitals was a waste of breathe Daddy was a good man he made me who I am today determined to be a good parent and the best I could significant other to be somebody Daddy was a good man he showed me all the wrong ways
We three kids, Just stayin up late Were warm and full from all the junk food we ate In Snuggies we lay, fighting off our sleep Thinkin of the mornin our gifts in a heap Nodding off, Nodding off, Nodding off, Nodding off hopin winter wont make us sneeze and cough $!*$!*$!*$!*$!*$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ This song is sung to the tune of, "The First Noel" this is for Deborah Guzzi's Holiday songs in Poem Form Contest
Every time you kiss my lips I am drowning, I'm drowning Like a never ending abyss I am drowning, I'm drowning Every time you whisper I miss you I am drowning, I'm drowning In your love, in your love. Life doesn't seem dangerous When I'm drowning, yeah I'm drowning Don't take it so serious Cause I'm drowning, yeah I'm drowning I don't care what they think of us Cause I'm drowning, yeah I'm drowning In your love, in your love ~ Leonard Napierskie
Sometimes I wish that I could be, a little boy who was just like me. When I was young and not afraid, of anyone or anything. I'll take my time to lose it all. But learn to run before I crawl. So far away from everything. That this cruel world has thrown on me. Hearts may break, as teardrops fall. But love and time, will heal us all. So hold onto, your happy thoughts. Grip childhood dreams, don't let them rot! I'll shake some hands, and crack a smile. I'm in no rush, I'll be here a while. To face this world, all on my own. But in your arms, I'm not alone. So take my hand, and hold it tight. Let's spread our wings, and take to flight. We'll break the boundaries, of any road. And go seek out, our pot of gold. Hearts may break, as teardrops fall. But love and time, will heal us all. So hold onto, your happy thoughts. Grip childhood dreams, let the bad ones rot! Sometimes I believe in miracles. Sometimes I hate this cold hard world. Sometimes I just break down and cry. That's when my angels help me fly. Carry me, high upon your shoulders. Don't let me, grow any older. For Neverland, is where we make it. I'm happy now, no need to fake it. In troubled times, I drift away. And let my childhood memories play. When lost and lonely, pick up the phone. Dear mom and dad, I'm coming home. Hearts may break, as teardrops fall. But love and time, will heal us all...
I cry every night but I don't know why. I wait for my husband in solitude until I hear the doorbell ring. It's my husband! I guess we'll have a bite or two. I open the door and it isn't him. I start to cry but I don't know why. I've done my fair share of crying but as my friend puts her arm around me, I start to shiver and weep even more. My daughter my daughter! I want my daughter back. It's been too long. She couldn't even see her little brother graduate from eighth grade. My daughter. My poor daughter can't even see her kids. My beautiful grandchildren may never see my mother's radiant face. I can still hear her, " Honey, don't be afraid but I may die before too long."
If it wasn't for him needing me I think I would crumble and die The thing that keeps me going strong Is that pleading look in his eye His mother left us years ago For that castle in the sky If it wasn't for him needing me I think I would crumble and die If it wasn't for him trusting me To help him along his way I think I would just pack my bags And from this life I'd run away But then at night when beside his bed We both kneel down to pray And he thanks the Lord that I'm his Dad Then I know that I've got to stay If it wasn't for him loving me With everything that he's got I think that how to give love back Is something I would have forgot When she died I wanted to die too But I knew that I could not Because I had to raise our little boy And it's what I want to do a lot If it wasn't for him needing me I think I would crumble and die The thing that keeps me going strong Is that pleading look in his eye His mother left us years ago For that castle in the sky If it wasn't for him needing me I think I would crumble and die
baby its killing me its something on your mind you wont reveal to me but lately its obvious you ain't really feeling me we sleep under the same roof inside the same room in between the same covers but still distant lovers and every day that passes increases the distance and even when we touch I taste the lies in your kisses use to be my princess said I was your Knight in shining armor vowed to love cherish and honor but lately all i get is anger from your mouth I feel like Tamia " it's a stranger in my house " you want me bad like Bobby sensitive like Ralph it leaves a sickness in my stomach when I try to figure out why my baby so hateful lately its driving me crazy Im praying daily and I don't want to argue but she just wont shut up day after day the same thing I'm getting fed up I need relief from this migraine pains it wont let up now "Im looking at the front door" like Large Professors (MAIN SOURCE SONG)
Summer passed with the smell of sweet perfume And Autumn broke the soft the cocoon. To avoid the winter freeze, flying next to beautiful wings. Why can't I have any of these things? At least a Moth can pretend. Oh the cold it makes you shiver. Abandon gold and all the silver. All around and all in one place, Connect the patches on my face. Could it be rugged is my only friend. Fly, fly right into the flame. Next season you'll be born again. So fly, fly right into the flame. Don't you worry it's to early you'll be back again And all the world you thought you left behind Is already in front of your distant eyes. He said "You have heart kid remember that. I never want to see you where I'm at. This I hope you never know, believe because I told you so". I wish that you could let it go; cry for me if you can. Shedding a tear won't make you less a man. We drank as laughed of better days, All while holding cups in fists if rage. We know that life's this way, but oh why can't it change. In a lot of ways we took the blame, so far apart, yet the same. So cry for me if you can. Fly, fly right into the flame. Next season you'll be born again. So fly, fly right into the flame. Don't you worry it's to early you'll be back again And all the world you thought you left behind Is already in front of your distant eyes. Summer passed with the smell of sweet perfume. The northern winds came all to soon. I don't recall what was the case, but their wings they couldn't lend. At least a Moth can still pretend.
When the wind blew, the birds slowly lifted their eyelids from sleep's seducing spell Slowly, they met their new day with a feeling no one could explain or tell They fluttered their wings to welcome the sun's obnoxious display Gazing at the people sleeping behind the misty window's frame When the wind blew, the birds prepared to take off To fly to destiny's tasteful D'lush To sing melodious tunes As they brighten a person's days When the wind blew, one by one they flew As they passed by the many houses' window's A chronological sequence it may be But a story is what it shall be .... ... .. . Long time ago, there, in the beautiful land of empathy, lived a lady and a gentleman Together they took care of each other; together they raised a child as her life began Every year, a bird passes by, as it sees the young girl in a different phase Yesterday she was a child, but today she is beating destiny's race But, the one thing that never changed was her smile to the lady that: Took care of her for the past umpteenth years Held her close to her heart whenever she was in fear Stayed by her side when in need Now, the child grew up to tell her tale To the birds who visited during the day ... .. . "I grew up in the hands of a golden mother who took care of me every second She watched me as I grew up while I watched her shine every day She smiled when I made her laugh, while I treasured the smile in my mind She hugged me whenever I was in need of warmth, while I preserved her warmth I cherish everything you did for me, dearest mother And I thank you for every good seed you planted in me" ... .. . One day, the birds passed by and left a small letter on the mother's desk In it were the words the daughter described In it were the dear thank you notes she left for her mother as she departed away… .... ... .. . When the wind blew, many objects changed But, a dear mother's love always remains the same…
He loaded his family of 7 in a little silver van knowing it could have all been prevented No seatbelts on even the smallest of hand his impatience with the semi ended along with the tiniest of cries now the rest of the family wonders why? Chorus*He didnt wanna wait so he crossed the line he sealed his fate and destroyed every life never looked twice into the bigger picture he didnt wanna wait before he crossed the line* He heard the door close turned to see her cry sighed a breath of regret knowing he could never try He just didnt love her the way he knew he should he belonged to another and hurt her as he knew he would Chorus*He didnt wanna wait so he crossed the line he sealed his fate and destroyed her life never looked twice into the bigger picture he didnt wanna wait before he crossed the line* Bridge* Anyway you look at it someone always gets broken when the hand of greed rips into the wide open*
Our wedding was filled with our colors of choice We selected individuals to lift their voice To sing songs of unity and songs of love Knowing our day was ordained from above We said I do and started our new lives With you as my husband and me as your wife Our little boy was ring bearer, you see The three of us together, in unity We chose the bentley for a ride, with glee It was a sign of our living life...abundantly
Help Family, Help Family Work hard coz I want real Money so I can help my mummy coz mummy help me when I didn't have money.. And mummy was the one who told me ''SAVE for a rainy day''.. So now I got a double umbrella so if it rains it doesn't poor, coz its not about being poor in Today's times coz they don't help the poor and its so much harder to help yourself.. So I help Mummy and not only with money so mummy can help herself, Daddy, Sis and Bro. So Daddy can help himself, Mummy, Sis and Bro. So Sis and Bro can help themselves, Mum, Dad and Me. So help your Family help Family because you're a ……!!!!! By Tallan J Bent 23:23Hrs 17/05/08.
Christmas Through July Christmas is such a grand time of the year! People are happy joy shows everywhere. Gifts of love arrive from both far and near. Scents of the season permeate the night air. Remembering the Savior's love so grand. Families hang lights, such a beautiful sight. Decorations displayed across the land. Many surprises are shared Christmas night. January came but the tree remained. Celebrating my child's birthday the same. Just like Jesus, her happiness sustained. Each year's tradition when her birthday came. Year round loving was about to be taught. Decorations of hearts and shiny red balls Replaced the angels that Christmas had brought. February feelings Christ's love did recall. In March, the tree was adorned with shamrocks. Paper-mâché nuggets sparkled in gold. Children and laughter sang around the clock. Smiles, like at Christmas, were great to behold. April was spring pretty flowers were hung. It took a lot of work, but was it still fun. We at play felt pure joy, free and young. One fun filled plan to teach love, begun. May decorations, the best, I recall. Mother's day cards, painted hands, paper plates. A trip to the attic was fun for all. While cherishing the loves childhood creates. Christmas in June on a new marriage day Downstairs jam-packed squeezed in each wedding guest. Rained out at the park, they saw our display. Christmas year round knew love at its best. July 30th past, the flags were still hung. Patriotism shown, honored with rare style. Christmas in July with a new day sung. We took down the tree cherishing each smile. AUTHOR'S NOTE: This lyric poem written in quatrain format is a true story that expresses my feelings about showing love year round…not just in December.
Whispers in the night, longing for your ears To drown every fear But the sorrow sleeps with me tonight. Whispers in the night, saying a bitter prayer, Gone the summer cheer, Only cold snow fills me deep inside. Remembering the fun-filled laughter, the dreams we shared; Together we made it: built that home of kids and bricks. Remembering the hurtful wards, the chemo and meds, That instant you were mine, then reality killed me: us was history. Whispers in the night, saying our favorite prayers Seeing you everywhere Your smell still lives painfully in this house Whispers in the night: "Oh why not a few more years?" There is still so much to share! Nobody to hug and care for life! Remembering the fun-filled laughter, the dreams we shared Together we made it: built that home of kids and bricks. Remembering the hurtful wards, the chemo and meds, That instant you were mine, then reality killed me: us was history.
The wind is strong We have nothing to hold on The sun is going down behind the hills The violet sky and the tangerine glow on the local mill. The wind blows away our dreams I hold on to the seams. I watch you as you stare You want me to let go but I don't dare. My dreams are all, you're nothing to me Once I leave you ill be free. Two more years, There goes all my fears. My dream will come true That's because I did it all WITHOUT you.
You & me, so long we've been together, Why can't you see? Look inside.. I would never, Ever want to be, a traitor to my lover, You're the mother of my child, there could never be another. I love to think about the day when we first met, The day you walked into my life, how could I forget? I let you deep into my heart, now my mind's set, Because I love you, there's not a single regret. It's never black and white, we are both shades of grey, Now the world is full of colour and it's a fine day, You extend my power, nothing gets into our way, They say that love is blind, but this vision's here to stay. Now this feeling's been refined, in the fires of time, That have raged through our hearts, all along the line, Your smile shines down on my face, so divine, It's a crime to wastle a love, that is so sublime. I can be the rock, that weathers the storm, When the cold creeps in, I'll still be warm, I'm no Millionaire, though I'm richer than you know, Because I've got you Girl. When we were broke, we still didn't choke, The hardtimes fell, but we saw it as a joke! We worked and played hard.. but we saw the smoke, As the pressure awoke, to bring stress and to provoke. Opposites attract, because we both come back, It's a fact that I missed you, be we never ever lacked, Any reason to react, you'll agree, we're both cracked, You high-jacked my heart! So start showing some tact! Let us stay this way, today and tomorrow, And any other day.. there are plenty more to follow, We've no debt to pay, no reason to borrow, We've got a light to shine, in the darkness of sorrow. It has been so long Girl, we've gotta be strong, And let time make right, what once went wrong, I'll sing you any song.. in my heart you belong, I just know we should carry on.. I was the rock, that weathered the storm, The cold crept in, and I was still warm, I'm no Millionaire, but I'm still richer than you know, But now I haven't got you Girl..
Closed in her room listening to jerry's band Kelly traveled in mind we fought to understand Wishing for the beach or dancing on a stage The bear beckoned her to run at a young age Sixteen for real but older she would feel Growing up on the road is no big deal Gone one night never looking back To catch the dancing bus and vanish from site Arrive at the show no ticket in hand To get miracled in to the fantasy land Getting high on music and feeling as one back on the road again with the morning sun The family grows as the shows go by Little do they know their families that cry Setting up camp in a field by night Washing in a pond would be allright peanut butter sandwich's or the stew of the day Whatever it took to find the way Pack up the bus and join the caravan getting to the next show with pennies in hand Only a true deadhead could survive this life music and dancing bears shimmering at night The dead family on tour from coast to coast Never calling or writing those who love most The ones left behind wonder what have I done Is she alive or entered heavens kingdom Someday she'll feel what we've been under afraid calling home will start the thunder As we sit at home and keep our lives normal The deadheads like life a little less formal One day a call of a baby bear dancing our way He is Winter miles a true miracle of this day miles on miles during the winter season Make his name unique for that reason The music and freedom flow deep inside A baby bears birth makes it hard to hide Finally home but never sitting for long Our traveler Kelly still lives by the song Still living in the past and no bus to ride She paints her body with scenes of pride The fun and music they made a lifestyle Will effect us all for quite a while Know there's others to continue the trek While we try to get our lives back.
Forever and Ever it seems You lie Inside me. Holding my Heart. Curled Into a tiny Cocoon, Where you wait To discover Light.
We all suffer at the hands of another wish we could see it's not our fault but our mother's. Praying to the wall it'll make you feel better I won't stand for that bullshit won't even pray for a brother. For there's no such thing as a God but sorrow and hate We,us humans, **** one another to incriminate our fears and losses. we're our own devils in disguise wearing upside down crosses.
The sapphire-dust sun of what-were dreams Swallow the scene, setting In the forsaken east All I see, all I know fades into the reaper's monotone grey Death come near me, by my only choice My wintry desperation subdued, clings to they silent voice The dusk reveals my truest nature before her blank argentine eyes Life; the darkest of all tragedies, Romances' malady Let me feel your breath in this frozen air Your pulse shorter than ever Despair's void grows inside me Without, you I will live no longer Forever with me you will stay The darkness caressing means as I lay by thy grave Hatred no longer exits Come back to me Euphorianah My Angel, why did you fly so far away My Angel, let just one feather stay My Angel has flown away The winterwinds' tears fall on me With whispers of you, someone I once knew No matter in a dream or reality Sweet tranquillity, stay with me Calming the fears within But the pain remains The silvemoon's fears shine on you Thine eyes search for mine Oh how they shine, so deathly blue If sacrifice needs a price The dagger shows- Heaven is calling us tonight Forever with me you will stay The darkness caressing means as I lay by thy grave Hatred no longer exits Come back to me Euphorianah My Angel, why did you fly so far away My Angel, let just one feather stay My Angel has flown away Covered in shadowy illusions Shall we dance? Death will be lie dominion You are my only queen Euphorianah Forever with me you will stay The darkness caressing means as I lay by thy grave Hatred no longer exits Come back to me Euphorianah My Angel, why did you fly so far away My Angel, let just one feather stay My Angel has flown away Just let me die If I cannot see Euphorianah This night
When on fathers day and things are not right you know he`s there but, not a hair nor sight i have tryed to patch up all the mess but it`s in his hands now, i guess Of course i love him he`s my dad after all i have planted the seed and waiting a call over a family matter that has eluded expanded turned nasty and now concluded All stemmed from family issues,but now scattered love my big sister Shirley who`s in heaven above bore the brunt of all this and will be looking down and saying crack on with life and do not frown But i do care, `cos the years are going by if something should happen,i don`t wanna think why didnt i make the first move to patch things up some times i feel like a lost little pup I know it takes a man to bite his lip and press on before it`s too late and they have gone with my mind made up and heart set to try i will go digging and smoothing,thats why.
Our sun is weak In efforts to fill up our sky today It's bleak, a softness of gray marches in Blanketing our forecast Mild autumn, cool breeze Peaceful, rolling low Dead leaves sweeping around New pavement cracking ground An acoustic dance they tap Out comes a rustling beat Chasing one another gracefully Down our city streets Boisterous hoards of vehicles Slither and hiss Creeping their way through Our city grid Every so often Muscular trumpet engines, become outdone Let's revert to a momentary handsome jungle scene Watch and listen with care As we relish an obtuse family of king elephant's, trembling Warring a melancholy parade Through mothers natural bad lands Hammering earths ground With their massive bone crunching feet Wake up; shake off your visionary nod Back to the sounds, back to the sights Back to our tender autumn city nights A Bass filled honorable horn Explodes and stretches Out from an engine train Vividly flexible slithering through our city Bouncing off buildings, rolling down alleys Sliding down rooftops, through slivered windows Into our homes As I sit back and observe This miraculous painting Of a finely stroked autumn day I fall in love with the sights and sounds Which bark and cruise upon her canvas spread Graceful or not Beautiful and ugly Spills or mishaps O thou spices of our lives Beauty has been splashed Upon this land, mighty grand Even to a family of three or four So small a note To the makeup of her….masterpiece composer Are we grateful? Are we selfish full of lingering lust? A low storm hungry, Rolling over grand mountains Nearly black, pushing east A shimmering assault of rain shall be released Once her sky opens up Like soldiers Para jumping From a gang of war planes I render it's still a bit to warm For a christening of our seasons first snow I guess…… you never know The wildness that can bleed out of our autumn city streets As we plant future angelic seeds
Daddy shut his eyes and cried, each drop echoed in the waiting room, the hollow halls echoed babies crying. Daddy shut his eyes and cried his stern eyes looked away and I asked him, "Daddy why are you crying?" no reply. Daddy shut his eyes and cried not knowing what to do, I danced in crinoline proper-pink, first dress Daddy bought, one I wore to see his smile. Daddy shut his eyes and cried, looked at me, smiled, and gave me a bear-hug "Your Mom's going to be okay" Daddy shut his eyes and cried the clock ticked twice, out came mom in her wheelchair, and Dad's eyes dried.
Lord why is it that, When I am behind foreign lines I cling to you as if Im running out of time Meditating on your words as is if it was the only antidote to my curse And even though the unknown land is uneasy and my earthly sense of security may no longer exist It is your voice which becomes the softest kiss and your releaving words become an addiction I can not resist So when waves of anxious worries try to persist I must use my 5 senses, to feel your presence, Because, The fear of losing sight of you and not being focused Is so horrific I do not grit my teeth and clinch my fist Instead I get on my knees and to you I submit I see kids dying to be seen Saying daddy "watch me!", Constantly There are, People making a declaration with their clothes or beliefs Screaming out of desperation "I am here, look at me!" We all crave this attention It why we make big scenes But there is this realization That we were made to seek A constant confirmation We're alive and been seen The only complication That allows us to sink Is the clear distraction when we start to think That our peers accept-ion Is all that we we need Cant you see, This goes back to Adam and Eve We were built with a longing To Have a strong Identity And be in the center of the ring Having the splendor of the king Christ offers us those things And he is more than willing But we keep declining, though He waits for us, in his quiet place He shows his many faces in so many different places He paces out outside of our door way As we race through our days thats why we forget to communicate But When We simply pray And contimplate his words We take the negative and turn it into a positive verse A plain reminder we need to put him first
(POEM ENTRY) A SISTER'S LOVE THERES A HELL I FEEL INSIDE, AS A LOST CHILD CRIED, I WAS HELPLESS TO SAVE HER LIFE SHE WASNT READY TO BE TAKEN AWAY FROM ME LORD,SHE WASNT READY TO DIE TEAR A HOLE IN THE SHY TONIGHT, LET THE ASHES OF RAIN,PUT OUT THE FIRES OF RAGE INSIDE THIS I WILL FOREVER KNOW IS TRUE SISTER , I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU FEELS LIKE FOREVER WHEN YOU JUST KEEP ON FALLIN, FEELS LIKE THERES NOTHING LEFT TO HOLD ON TO FEELS LIKE FOREVER WHEN YOU JUST KEEP ON FALLIN A SISTERS LOVE, NEVER GOES AWAY,FLY THROUGH THE SKIES OF YOUR DESTINY A SISTERS LOVE, NEVER GOES AWAY,RESTING IN THE ARMS OF ETERNAL GRACE I WISH I COULD WALK DOWN THE STREETS OF YESTERDAY, NOT A CARE IN THE WORLD,JUST HAPPY YO BE PART OF A FAMILY BLACK CLOUDS ABOVE, AN ONCOMING STORM ARRIVES, IM FIGHTING TO SURVIVE, I MUST CARRY ON HER NAME NOW, AND FIND AN END TO THE HARD TIMES FEELS LIKE FOREVER WHEN YOU JUST KEEP ON FALLIN, FEELS LIKE THERES NOTHING TO HOLD ON TO FEELS LIKE FOREVER WHEN YOU JUST KEEP FALLIN A SISTERS LOVE, NEVER GOES AWAY,FLY THROUGH THE SKIES OF YOUR DESTINY A SISTERS LOVE, NEVER GOES AWAY. RESTING IN THE ARMS OF ETERNAL GRACE AS I LOOK UP AT THE SKY, WATCHING THE CLOUDS PASSING ME BY I SEE AN ANGEL FLY,THERES A FEATHER FALLIN IN MY EYE, THE SEEDS THAT WERE ONCES SOWN,WILL FOREVER GROW, YOUR SPIRIT LIVES ON, INSIDE YOUR CHLIDRENS MINDS, YOU ARE THE BEATING HEART OF THEIR HAPPINESS, CREATOR OF ALL OF THIER DREAMS IN LIFE FEELS LIKE FOREVER WHEN YOU JUST KEEP ON FALLIN, FEELS LIKE THERES NOTHING LEFT TO HOLD ON TO FEELS LIKE FOREVER WHEN YOU JUST KEEP FALLIN A SISTERS LOVE, NEVER GOES AWAY, FLY THROUGH THE SKIES OF YOUR DESTINY A SISTERS LOVE, NEVER GOES AWAY, RESTING IN THE ARMS OF ETERNAL GRACE THERS A HEEL I FEEL INSIDE,AS A LOST CHILD CRIED, I WAS HELPLESS TO SAVE HER LIFE,SHE WASNT READY TO BE TAKEN AWAY FROM ME LORD,SHE WASNT READY TO DIE, TEAR A HOLE IN THE SKY TONIIGHT,LET THE ASHES OF RAIN, PUT OUT THE FIRE OF RAGE INSIDE THIS I WILL FORVEVR KNOW IS TRUE SISTER, I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU. RESPECTFULLY SUBMIITED & THANK YOU FOR TAKEN TIME TO READ AND CONTINUE A MEMORY Written & Dedicated to Joy M Williams Etched in Paper & Everlasting Marked PJW Collaboration by Paul J Williams, jim Oslager, Jack Oslager All Words Lyrics & Music 320 S 3rd Street Oxford Pa 19363 215 901 3073 cell
You love me ever since I was born You comort me when there are storms You took care of me You made me the best I could be You gave me so much love I can't thank you enough You are so sweet to me You love me alot everybody can see Everyday after school I was so happy to see you By the way i love you too Happy Birthday GG
I Had a Dream I had a dream. Oh I had a dream. I sat in a chair in despair thinking of the love and memory of my mother. In my dream I built a stairway to heaven with tears to hug her. Halfway with out a sound or word in the silent skies an angel appeared upon me. It was a precious and beautiful site. Oh! I said could you for me ask God to cross a rose and lilac together to create a bush with large clusters of white, purple, and pink flowers and the fragrance of memory And give it long green stems so it can stand free and gracefully. Also ask him to it a name, a special name ' Kollock ' and let it represent never forgotten love and memories. In my dream God did this for me, and gave it to my mother as a gift from me
Long ago when I was young I remember sitting on your lap while you told me how I was going to grow up to do great things. That there was nothing I couldn't do if only I put my mind to it. You told me stories of powerful women and how I could be even more powerful than they one day. You made a little girl feel like Super Woman. For that I thank you. I think back to how you cared for me. How you watched over and protected me. You were always there. I never had a doubt in the world when it came to your love for me. You were not only my provider but you were my teacher. You lovingly taught me how to do all the things a good strong woman like yourself could do. We baked and did crafts. We painted fences and gathered eggs. The time spent with you was irreplaceable. For that I thank you. As I grew up you were still there watching over me only then it was from a distance. You loved me enough to let me go out that old red farmhouse door all alone. Giving me a sense of confidence and much desired freedom. You watched from the window not knowing that I'd seen. You loved me enough to set your feelings aside and let me try to make it on my own. For that I thank you. As the years passed I went through so many changes. I became hostile and rebellious. I was both rude and demanding. How you ever put up with me I will never know. But you did. You were the one constant in my ever changing world. With everything seemingly falling to pieces all around me you were there to show me how easily the pieces fit back together with just a little patience and care. You never once lost your temper, just reminded me how much you loved me and that we would survive my teenage years together. For that I thank you. You shaped me into the person I would someday be. Taught me right from wrong. And how to stand up for what I believed in. Ever reminding me that there was nothing I could not do. With you I never once had to look back to see who might be watching waiting to judge my every move. Because you were always right behind me. Gently nudging me in the right direction. For that I thank you. When the time finally came for me to venture out on my own I did it with both fear and confidence. You again reminded me just how much I could accomplish if only I tried. During the bittersweet moments prior to my departure you reminded me just what I was made of and how strong I was. Even though I was shaking inside you knew I could do it and you kissed me good-bye. For that I thank you.
At times things we cant explain, happen again and again, Good or bad it just happens, it happens. Every day and every night, I've gotta wonder why, I cant see.. some of my family. Sometimes we cant be, apart of lives that we used to be apart of. It's harder on some, they try to stay strong... Try not to show it cuz they been scared all along. We go through it at different times, It effects a lot of stages of our lives. At times things we cant explain, happen again and again, Good or bad it just happens, Oh it just happens. Every day and every night, I've gotta wonder why, I cant see.. some of my family. Sometimes we cant be, apart of lives that we used to be apart of.
Every time i look around, yeah i see you because i miss your face i don`t know what to do cause im so broken, oh im so broken and im hurting i dont know why i guess its because im missing you, yeah missing you when i look behind and you're not there i ask myself where have you gone then i think to a better place with the savior our king I'm missing you i don`t know what to do i wish i would have said goodbye you meant so much to me and our family when i look behind and you're not there i ask myself where have you gone then i think to a better place with the savior our king
Loved by the earth, loved by the sky, caught in the middle till the day you die. You play in the sunshine and dance with the moon, you dress your hair up with the flowers of June. Loved by the earth, loved by the sky, caught in the middle, my love, don't cry. You dress up in fashion, wear nothing at all, just be sure that you hear when I call. Loved by the earth, loved by the sky, caught in the middle till the day you die.
Dedication to unconditional love and soul salvation I AM the ONE who loves thee The ONE who cared enough to die for thee I AM HE who redeemed thee The ONE who rose from the dead to comfort thee I AM the ONE who will always be with thee The ONE who will never forsake thee I AM HE who is integrity The ONE who imparts truth in thee I AM HE who was sent to save thee The ONE who bore all your infirmities I AM HE who will come back for thee Just be a soul who truly loves ME YESHUA
mom, there are women seeing dad in his office to make me worry that he might leave us someday 'cause he comes home late almost every other day why you hardly check his joy?!
Ashley Had a Small Goat Oh, Ashley had a Small goat, Small goat, Small goat, Ashley had a Small goat, And he had a coat of white He followed her to school one day, School one day, school one day, He followed her to school one day, And drank a some water. Oh, once he ate a spinach can, Spinach can, spinach can, once he ate a spinach can, Also a line of clothes. The clothes can do no harm inside, Harm inside, harm inside, the clothes can do no harm inside, But oh! The spinach can! The can was filled with achemical, chemical , chemical chemical, The can was filled with a chemical, Which the goat thought was food He rubbed against poor Ashley's chin, Ashley's chin, Ashley's chin, He rubbed against poor Ashley's chin, His deep distress to ease. There was a flash of girl and goat, Girl and goat, girl and goat There was a flash of girl and goat And they were seen no more.. (Slowly) Ashley's soul to Heaven went, Heaven went, Heaven went, Ashley's soul to Heaven went, And Mr. Goat went there too.
Oh what sorrow I feel for the ones that get left behind, All our lives we seek the truth, We never seem to find the reason for the loss of kindness, Never understanding that they have so much hate for us, All the holidays we celebrate alone, But still we must go on, The feeling as if we were placed in a forgotten box upon a shelf of shamefulness, Why did they do this to us, What have we done to be made to endure the shame they feel for us, We hope that one day they will remember us, But only to be disappointed from one day to the next, Oh the pain we feel as we scream in the darkness of our box, Our voices seeming to fade away, We dream of what could have been, But only to awake in the darkness of our box, Now that the season of our lives is coming to a close, We can't help but to wonder did they truly forget us, Will we be remembered or is this box our life long tomb, Do they feel no shame for what they have done, Not knowing us for who we are, The joy we could have brought, The happiness they could have felt, The family we could have been, They truly will never know, But again we must go on, It's been decades now, But we still miss them, Remembering all the while, This box is our home.
Cherokee spirts riding in the clouds Cherokee winds crying out loud ( Chorus ) The Cherokee spirits whispering from far away, Calling, Calling, Calling through the winds, Oh the longing message it sends. Whispering ancestors bacon all family when life ends. Cherokee spirts free, longin again to roam Among the lands they once called home ( Chorus ) Winds sing banchee songs bellow in the night, Of spirits calling of their long ago fright, All souls now weakening with out fear, all who hear lonely hearts those left behind, Rains of loved ones sheading tears. Cherokee spirits roaming through the clouds Looking for lost family among the crowds ( Chorus ) So if you hear at the end of your days, becoming banchee winds calling your name Though you never knew your ancestors, yet unknowlingly always obeying Cherokee way Cherokee spirits riding on the clouds Calling through the winds riding over the crowds. (Chorus ) Then you may be....indian Cherokee family Once so free that roamed this land endlessly Cherokee spirits roaming still ever so free Calling one last time all Cherokee family By Linda Terrell
Close your eyes my baby blue eyed angel Close your eyes my baby blue eyed girl Close your eyes and take a little nap When you awake my little blue eyed angel I'll be right here by your side my love
Imagine a lovely garden, tea for two, and this story . . . So I guess you were in the Delafield Park that morning- Police report says around 12 a-something Yeah, I'm sorry, I wish you woulda called, texted, anything. I woulda been there-oh wait I was there-always have been there. Which is why people are sayin' you didn't hit me up- You went to the wrong people, those who didn't care. -You must-a been so damn scared I'm glad you're off the streets, not in a cell, or in pain- Maybe we just insane, baby That makes two of us, trust me, I get those thoughts too- Not strong enough to make me actually carry it through- Jus' don't wanna leave my family and those I love, people like you. But hey, I know God has a plan, and I understand the stuff you had to handle Now I got a guardian angel, and I have your picture in my room Next to the cardboard painting of "I'll Be In The Sky…I'll Be There…Oh, Alright…" So weird, thinkin' I lost my best friend, my brother Now we can always see each other, how 'bout that? Please watch over your family and everyone you love, and those you don't. Watch over 'Milla too. I never got to meet her, but I bet she loved you. Hey, I love you too, you know that, of course, but ya know…just wanted to letchya know… And little Emma too-man, she's a special girl, she really loves her brother and she'll do great in this world. Man, remember that one time, two times, three times, at the movies? Aha-I know you do. All the crazy things we did and been through- Well I'm-a wrap this up, I took these lyrics from my rap And I'm turning 'em into a poem for English so I can get a grade -Do well, and go to college, I'ma live for you I love you, Fella<3 Kara Adams Sunday, August 14, 2011.
"Someday" Why is "someday" such a sad word? When one like "never" is so much worse? Why....why "someday"? "Someday!" Why is "someday" such a sad, sad word? Perhaps the saddest one I've ever heard... Why "someday"? Everybody has somebody Except me, it seems but that's not why I want to leave So out of it feel "out of it" Never was in can't find the way "Life's one big bluff Keep a straight face Don't let 'em see your cards." Yeah, life's one big God-forsaken bluff and I'm about to jump off Someday, I thought you'd find me Someday, I thought you'd love me But someday .... ...someday...... someday NEVER CAME "Someday," they say, "You'll find somebody." "Someday, you will be happy." "Someday, life will mean something." But someday I'll be SICK of waiting Someday, you'll see why it can't be Someday we'll ALL be sorry One day sweet day I'll find my way out of this body. http://vimeo.com/26557410
I said, "Take my hand, girl, let's go for a ride. You gotta choose soon, you gotta pick a side. Pick me, the good, or pick them, the bad." She said, "Babe, I pick you." That made me pretty glad We left Chicago, we chose route 66 Headed to Santa Fe to get our fix Took a hit before we left, one hit for the road Then we stopped in St. Louis to lighten the load Takin' this ride was the worst decision Cut your family in two, like an incision The knife was me, babe, I'm the knife Your family won't be happy with your life Drained a bottle of Bourbon before we started our day "Drivin' crazy is the best." We always say The highway was our freedom, our only way out Never thought this road would end, we didn't have a doubt Stopped in Oklahoma City, where the fields are endless We only had each other, it seemed we were friendless Drained another bottle when we checked in for the night Got crazy, made some love, and had a fight Takin' this ride was the worst decision Cut your family in two, like an incision The knife was me, babe, I'm the knife Your family won't be happy with your life The knife was me, babe, I'm the knife I don't know why you put me through this strife Hit the road in the mornin', too early it felt Checked on my arm and saw I had a welt Well, my baby hits hard when the whiskey runs wild Only time I love her is when her temper is mild Stopped at Amarillo, 'cause our car overheated My baby said to me, "I don't like the way I'm treated! When you tell me you love me you're never serious!" I said, "Baby, I love you, you're just delirious." Takin' this ride was the worst decision Cut your family in two, like an incision The knife was me, babe, I'm the knife Your family won't be happy with your life The knife was me, babe, I'm the knife When we get to Santa Fe you'll be my wife Saw a sign, "Welcome to Santa Fe!", filled us with joy Took a look at my girl, she sighed and played it coy Took my eyes off the road just for a second Then that light came, well it did beckon Smashed my foot on the brakes, plowed into a truck "Well," I said to my baby, "That's just our luck. But don't worry we made it to Santa Fe!" Too bad my baby's soul had flown away Takin' this ride was the worst decision Cut your life short like an incision The knife was me, babe, I'm the knife Your family won't be happy what I did to your life The knife was me, babe, I'm the knife I regret it all, what I did to your life
The Indian rounds the corner of the room Seeing the sadness through the eyes of a girl There are a lot of things about this world that we don't know the truth behind humanity the heartbeat of ones last breathe or the pain one suffers mentally I don't even know if people can see the truth Or if they shut themselves out of the real and into the fake We all know the fakness of what a human can put off We all know the sickness one stores inside their skull Can we all see what's going on? this day I see some that are still blind some that are so blind they can not imagine! The things one can do The things one may hide A life filled with questioning A life full of hate and despair A life of several lies A life with no reason of existing A series of depression A time of regret A worry of fear A fear of ourselves An unwritten book with no pen to write with Voice of reason
"One man, one woman" My father will sternly warn me And severally, oh! Severally Will he repeat in my hearings Loudlier than ever saying "Son will you take on too many woes"? "Oh! My father" of what do you speak again My tender heart skipping a hurdle A firm handshake erupting Between my pounding heart And my twinging left eyeball Cry out then I unto him "Oh! My father it is, but very early at dawn And with his eyes wide open My father beholds the fruit of his loins Who erstwhile had previously Been wrapped in swaddling clothes, A tiny little young creature My father takes in a deep smiling breath And another deep breath quick to follow And calmly says "Son, my son -do not take on more than you can chew! Listen boy, listen to me! Beautiful many a women come, Poison and woes their abundance bring But of one man, one woman! What potent panacea more would you request One man, one woman boy! One man, one woman Son.
What am I supposed to think? What am I supposed to say? All these lies you bottled up come sweeping, crashing with the tides. My footing's gone, the ocean real, but how am I supposed to feel? And here I am, a drowning mess, a loveless lie, I do protest. And here I am a drowning mess. So all those things you said to me? Where they just lies out of pity? So all those things you said to me? Or am I lost in salty waves? Yes I know my future's grave. Or am I lost in salty waves?And now the panic in my head, when I should be tucked up in your bed, reels and reels right here instead.I'm going down, a sinking ship, funny what name drips off my lips. It is not God, or Angles plenty, or even that I'm just damn ready To let go of the hell and the lies. I'm wishing for your gentle eyes. Or at least the way they always seemed, but perhaps that's just this salty dream. I have no clue what I'm to do! A drowning hopeless mess, for you-- think it's cute, and oh so funny, but here's the bitter truth now honey. I'm going down. There is no help. I can't be saved by God himself. I put my life, my whole world of trust, and you've thrown it away for lust. Well what the hell's a girl to do? I'm just so entranced by you!
Daddy now, please pray with me, for today I'm sailing stormy seas. I know you say you're but a man, who tries to live the Master's plan. I'm weathering gray storms, except a few, and the turmoil would drown me, if not for you. The wind is so strong, the waves are so high, Tattered sails against the sky! And I recall you telling me, of Jesus Christ, Who calmed the seas. And yes, small faith can the mountains move, and how He died His love to prove. So Daddy now, please pray with me, to God's sweet Son, Who dwells in me. For I am daughter of a man, and weak at times and cannot stand against these tides of shifting sands. You say, "He's still upon His throne", and with our prayers, I'm not alone! And God is good and loves me still, He will offer strength to swim these swells. Oh Daddy now, please pray with me, Some choices I made were not of Thee. At times I've wandered and gone astray, I feel somehow I've lost my way. Tell me again my right hand he still holds, and how in heaven the streets are gold, and once we're there no one is old because now Jesus holds my soul! Daddy now please pray with me like when I was a child of three beside my bed on bended knees. And perhaps somehow these words I write, may move another to change their lives, for Jesus loves me this I know and his blood has washed me white as snow. And when you've said "In Jesus Name" I feel brand new and not the same, so daddy now please pray with me though I am grown and no longer three. He'll lift me up on wings of love and forgive me of all the wrong's I'v done! Then I can drop my anchor deep and mend white sails on peaceful seas!
There is a light inside of you blue eyes that light up a room it was your heart that saw me thru love of a child that i mother to A crooked smile and a blankie big blue eyes smiling back at me life wasnt given to you by me but my baby is all that I see There was a sign daddy taught you that let you know everything is alright your hand in mine and you always knew that he would love you til the end of time but the ghost in the doorway makes no way to get passed my fears echo the hallway and your voice is heard last A crooked smile and a blankie big blue eyes smiling back at me life wasnt given to you by me but my baby is all that I see
You'll smack your lips, at his silver side Our beefy lad will cure your ham His tender loins, are worth your coins And if you ask, he'll stuff your lamb I tell no fibs, you'll love his ribs It ain't no joke, his crackly pork Worth every pound, his piece of round No crumbly biscuit, beats his brisket Like chocolate drops, his porky chops You cannot beat our Tristans meat His chunky thighs, don't criticise His seasoned beef, won't crack your teef (teeth) I tell no fibs, you'll love his ribs It ain't no joke, his crackly pork Worth every pound, his piece of round No crumbly biscuit, beats his brisket A butcher always, in the making But the creme de le creme, of his meaty treats His able hands, will cure your bacon He's the nicest guy, you could ever meet
I want to make sure I'm not falling on my face... And I`m willing to go the distance And I want to bring back good memories... I want to make sure You`re safe and you`re in a safe place But GIVE ME some space Sometimes, I wake up...feeling so distressed But GIVE ME your sweet grace And we'll beat the race...and this pain we share will not be addressed I don't want to be unsure - am I the one losing the race? And I'm chilling in this heavenly place And I need to trade you my apologies… I don't want to waste your time You're absolutely safe…as long as you keep pace
I look in the mirror and see the years gone I can look beyond the glass out the window To the yards of my childhood I can smell the flowers and feel the grass 'neath my feet. I can hear the music blasting on the radio Mama callin' me for supper. I yearn to go back to that danged town I fought to get away and never look back, I never wanted to live there again. I guess there's a piece of me There in that little town. The town is small and so are the events You're everyone's business You can get a break and can't get away You don't even have a say You go to and from and people protest And those same people will still put you to the test I yearn to go back to that danged town I fought to get away and never look back, I never wanted to live there again. I guess there's a piece of me There in that little town. I made it to the big town K.C, Got myself a husband and a son and a place to live Settled in and made a life, got a career I swear I'll never return to my best friend Comfortable where I stand, Happy where I am I yearn to go back to that danged town I fought to get away and never look back, I never wanted to live there again. I guess there's a piece of me There in that little town. Well times are hard, And people are ruthless in this cut throat time Jobs are scarce and bills run high You never know what you'll hear at night The people are small in this big town Yeah people are small in this big town I yearn to go back to that danged town I fought to get away and never look back, I never wanted to live there again. I guess there's a piece of me There in that little town. I guess the town is small Just good ol' boys and girls havin' fun Small place, small town, small world People may talk and people may watch But the biggest thing in that small town Are the people after all. I yearn to go back to that danged town I fought to get away and never look back, I never wanted to live there again. I guess there's a piece of me There in that little town. -Heather Birdwell 9/22/2009
GOD'S STILL LOOKING OUTFOR YOU He still holds the key to your living day to day, He still feels the pain of your sorrow. He still has the love we all need along the way, and He knows we've got to face tomorrow. He still dresses lilies, and blesses fields with clover, over in the meadow, where you used to roam, don't you know He's never forgotton one lily, in that place you used to call home. He still helps you struggle with the load you must bear, He still dresses lilies and clover. He's still with you even when you think He's not there, and even when you're thinking it's over. Everything's alright, God's still looking out for you. He still dresses lilies, and He's looking out for you. Everything's alright, God's still there in His Heaven. God's still looking out for you. © Ron Wilson aka Vee Bdosa the Doylestown Poet Yes. a song as well, and the first Demo version with video can be viewed on youtube, search for veebdosa,then selece GOD'S STILL LOOKING OUT FOR YOU.
The trees are made of feathers and sticks The sun is made of golden cheese The moon was made of whipped cream A place where the water was made out of blue Kool- Aid The grass was made of gummy green strings There was no houses and no place to hide A place where a boy ate the sun A place where the Moon swalloed up the world A tragedy that melted and turned to liquid No one could swim in the sea No one could tan underneath the branches A world where time stood still and the hours were long A place where humans never existed "Please Try to Go Beyond Earth Hour" Treat earth like something you imagined when you were a kid a place where these things happened and you could be safe. Pick up your trash and clean up your yard! after all this is your world too :)!
G- gingerbread man run as fast as you can I- if I ever see you again I'll cook you in my pan N- next I will nibble all about G- getting you will be easy, with out a doubt E- ever consider someone might eat your eyes out R- red jelly eyes I wonder what flavor they are B- buttons on your belly might be tart R- run away from me now that eating may be an art E- ever think about how it delicious candy clothing may be A- average American snacking, just like me D- down the hatch is what you'll be M- morning, noon or supper for eating you up I'll be the man A- after I eat you I'll wipe out the pan N- now I am going to eat you, come here Gingerbread Man
She sits there wondering waiting If you'll ever see She's tired of waiting crying How could you let this be? Locked in the system a victim of reality Lost to the unknown world She sits there Trapped in her fantasy She stares out the window Missing your heartbeat Longing for your arms But you won't ever see You've left her to live here die here Drowning in a wordless sea So many people around her but she can't ever tell She's walking alone now always just a hollow shell They tell her to listen Move on With her twisted life She can't find a reason a value nothing but the blade of a knife It's not the answer she knows this but the pain is just too much You left her to bleed here lie here when she only craved your touch Up in the air she raises the blade oh so high So many people she's leaving without a single goodbye Plastic as a doll's toy her smile was But you couldn't see That all she ever wanted just you but you had to leave She sits there wondering waiting If you'll ever see She grew tired of waiting of crying How could you let this be?
If I had seven days, I'd feed the hungry... give milk formulas to the needy mothers of the suckling babies who can't be breast-fed; what a big smile I'd put on every infant's face! And from within, I'd certainly feel a joy never experienced before! I wouldn't stop there, I'd continue searching for them... for those children who ask for bread, and a bottle of spring water... if I were the Pope, I'd sell all the gold in Vatican City and make them full, hoping that others will follow his example! Why do they have to die uselessly; has society turned away from human compassion? If I had seven days to do as I please, I would be an ambassador for peace, stop the violence which causes wars by asking nations to come together and negotiate... I would be much delighted to see them shake hands! Some will listen, some will not and despite their negative reaction, I will try to convince them with an imposing voice that they will be sorry for the destruction which will come!
Visible defect Variation Soothing effect As my fingertips Run over this formation Through hills and dips Passing pain Now a conversation piece These wash away with the rain These One day will Cease Internal rips And tears Shadowed Stitched with care Only to be shredded Again Slow to heal If only it was let alone And you wouldn't hammer In the sin Full of chagrin Confidence blown I'd rather Show you my scars My skin shattered Then you discover my wounds Ruined Can't keep the seal So slow to heal
Verse 1 I dialed that familiar number, Cuz' my heart was breaking in two And aching for the comfort, that in her voice I knew I'd find And the invitation for a taste of home To a kitchen table where hearts are healed And problems were solved every time Chorus She'd say come on home, You need a taste of home And there's no better cure, Then my heart filled apple pie And Grams in the kitchen For your favorite dish And, it's the best remedy, you'll ever find Verse 2 I jumped in my car, started to drive Thinking about how love can come and go Then the magical memories, of the love, of a family Brought sweet visions in my mind I laughed out loud, about the last big cake fight An on going war with a cousin of mine Verse 3 I pulled into the driveway Sat in wonder and just stared The whole darn family, they were all standing there An impromptu BBQ, to heal my heart Was on the menu for tonight I'm so happy I came home, to heal this broken heart of mine Chorus She'd always say come on home, You need a taste of home And there's no better cure, Then my heart filled apple pie And Grams in the kitchen For your favorite dish And, it's the best remedy, you'll ever find Bridge And later in the evening, As Uncle Jack manned the BBQ He put his arm around me saying, I was once there in your shoes Isn't it funny how the love of a family Can almost heal a broken heart But the final ingredient to make it whole again Is the apple pie and love, from your Mama's heart Chorus She'd always say come on home, You need a taste of home And there's no better cure, Then my heart filled apple pie And Grams in the kitchen For your favorite dish And, it's the best remedy, you'll ever find Just come on home
No matter how far I roam I'll always have a place to call home Somewhere to go when life gets rough A foundation to stand on when things get tough Because of you I am who I am today All of my life you have shown me the way And now its time that I put to use All of the things you taught me how to do And I am here today And its all because of you You stood behind me when I was right You protected me with all of you might You corrected me when I was wrong And because of you I can be strong Because of you I am who I am today All of my life you have shown me the way And now its time that I put to use All of the things you taught me how to do And I am here today And its all because of you No matter where I go This I want you to know That if it weren't for you I wouldn't know what to do Because of you I am who I am today All of my life you have shown me the way And now its time that I put to use All of the things you taught me how to do And I am here today And its all because of you All because of you All because of you
Wow another year has come and gone What a year it has been So many things we wouldn't change, yet so many we would As the new year approaches we all will set goals for ourselves and our family's too As we do this let us remember the true meaning of Christmas Let us not forget that if it wert for Our Lord Jesus Christ we wouldn't be blest with the many things we have today So with this let us celebrate the ultimate birth, the birth of Gods sun Let us all decorate with bright vibrant coolers, sing his praises and give of ourselves in his honor Let us all stop, be still and think of those not with there family's this year Let us open or hearts to those less fortunate than us Let us all say a prayer for our neighbors, family, and friends for there safety in the coming year As we go forth in the following year let us all carry Gods love and pass it around to each and every one we meet
Young Cowboy On The Battlefield Remembered His Mama's Words 'Just Make It Home, Son …' Her Voice Echoed, As He Heard … Rapid-Fire and Revolution Missiles, Right and Left Bomb-Blasts and Confusion … and Silent Tears, He's Wept … Every Day, A Minefield Every Night, A Raid Every Moment, A Terror Trying to Make Him Afraid … Any Second, A Horror Of A Buddy, Laid To Rest Every New Tomorrow Wondering, What's Next ? The Cowboy On The Battlefield Vigilant and Brave Stood Ramrod Tall and Terse … Looking At Her Grave … 'Just Make It Home, Son … ' … Echoed Thru His Brain 'Just Make It Home, Son …' … Echoed Thru The Rain And Just Before She Was Laid To Rest She Said, 'Just Make It Home, Son …' And With Those Last Words, She Blessed, And Said, 'I'll Be Waiting, When You Come …' * * * * … Old Cowboy, On The Battlefield Remembers His Mama's Words 'Just Make It Home, Son … … and We'll Celebrate Our Return … Of Note: In The Words Of A Lady Rocker, Pat Benatar: 'Love Is A Battlefield' (but I Say, 'Life Is A Battlefield'
What exactly have I done so wrong? I've listened to her cries and her pleas I tried to understand all of her needs, hopes and dreams Yet as time goes on she continues hating me Not trusting in my love Not believing in our friendship How can I remind her so she'll remember? Why has she left me all alone? I've always talked and cried with her I've laughed and joked around I've shared my secrets with her and all of my feelings But as she get older she wants to leave, run away so to speak Never turning back, not even a blink Will I ever see her again? Where has my daughter gone? She's hiding behind the teenage smoke screen Rather be lonely then come back to me I have to be the parent which she doesn't like Sorry if this she can't see I can't seem to change her mind How can I tell her I love her, and have her believe? I there any chance to help our relationship to survive? I've given her my heart and my soul But she don't seem to care anymore The closeness we once had seems to have died, in a couple of weeks' time It's a possibility she may one day forgive Allowing are anger, pride and hurt to go away, not holding a grudge for things that are not my fault Will she ever accept my apologies?
when i was young at five or six, the smallest of my parent's kid's. i was lost as pawn in game. pulled and pushed and used for gain. they split us up two boys,two girl's. gave each of us our separate world's. sent away many mile's apart. broken in spirit,mind and heart. i remember having many a home. all which seemed dark,damp and cold. i remember never saying a word. children should be seen not heard. i remember the social's work. and the over intrusive question's incurred. i remember the loneliest of child's. and probably still can if i face my denial's. when i was young at nine or ten. i started loosing myself then. replaced by uncertain night's and day's. wondering who next will go away. they didn't just take my thirst for life. but made me retreat to what's inside. my fallen life in a judge's hand's. an entire family tried upon the stand. i lost one parent for ever then. when i was young at nine or ten.
More delliquit than a flower Stranded on an island of thieves Rising up from the ashes of the burning trees The constant smell of burning flesh We laid down to rest The crisp feel of the leaves Bark burning at a raging speed But our eyes are to blind to see What I feel is no less That would be your guess
Dancing, laughing, without a care, So naive to the world, Dreams of such whimsical fantasies, Such an innocent little girl Come here child, I will comfort you when the world seems to much to bare, No need too worry or fret, Remember I will always be there Growing, Learning, as children do, You will soon learn about lifes trials, For soon happiness will fade, leaving you to forget how to genuinely smile... Dreams will be destroyed, But together we can always build more, My child, My daughter, Little Girl, Your courage will grow stronger than ever before
I thought forever was not enough time We weren't supposed to see the end of the line It just can't be over when a years gone by, just thirteen times Much damage was done, yes this is true you had me arrested and I did stuff to you We can leave that behind now love will carry us through They all bet against us but what will we say We won't have a good answer if we just quit today When our children come ask us why we threw love away We clearly could part now to no ones surprise Walk away from each other with no long goodbyes Or could go all in and risk roll the dice Betting we're better together as forever glides by thirteen times
Settling down with a real good book All safe and warm inside my reading nook Watching time go by As well told stories arise Tales of dragons lives Heroes live and die All in one simple look Maidens love and cry All here with-in a sigh I laugh as I day dream about the time I took
Another summer here alone why you left me so cold chilled to the bone it sinks in when i see you in stone I walk around in a daze forgetting the look on your face nothing fills my heart but empty space i showed you my darkest place They tell me that i will be okay but not today I cry from the last words i heard you say Living alone in this place i think of you so i can escape A place where i used to see you Happy and breathing but not anymore... A place where you died in pain It was a shame that you couldnt be saved This day i will remember because its the day that you went away
~Turn Back Around~ Sad eyes looking up at us How can we ignore them? Walking away like they don't mean a thing Like the ones who already hurt them They are crying out for someone to notice them Love them Take care of them Lonely children of the world Being walked away from Isn't it about time we ~Turn Back Around~ The child who had to runaway just to get away From the beatings The nightly visits from a stranger in their bed The drunken rages The Terror they were raised in A parent who molests them Innocence taken Yet we don't even hear them As they cry out for help It is time to ~Turn Back Around~ Give them a chance Listen to what they have to say A home to call their own Safe from the abuse Safe from the terror A home filled with love A place to grow In comfort rather than fear Off of the streets Away from the danger That is what they are wanting All we have to do is ~Turn Back Around~ Quit ignoring those Sad eyes looking up at us Do what is right and ~Turn Back Around~ By: Jean Bonella
She grows so fast Its so hard to see you now My time did not last Your trying to hard and to loud Slow you role Dont grow up to fast where you helment or Ill kick you ass Go slow and see the world Sometime be alone just be a girl Its ok to be one you in the sun the rays of life in you hair thanking god that your there We all need time to grow Fuk the world you must show your heart is better than most dont waste your time on goust You have all the time in the world Where your helment Where your helment
The air in this tomb sticks to my lungs offers no relief The moments of comfort are short and brief the darkness engulfs all of my senses like the wrapping of guilt in so many confessions maybe i deserve this twisted fate this ironic end what i wouldn't give know just for a friend my body grows weaker as the ordeal carries on i pray this time tomorrow i will already be gone laying in this bed i feel its my coffin my casket don't know where I'm going but ill get there in a hand basket even though i know its almost over regret seems to be my only companion inside there is enough sorrow to feel the grand canyon this late in the end i cant find the strength to speak so much left unsaid am i wicked or just weak i think people are here with me voices and a familiar face the people i love cant follow me know they must stay in this place if theres more after this life has passed me by ill wait for you all on the other side i hope I've left fond memories with you all you kept me standing after every single fall
She sees the pains, Which her native folk have gained. She changed from a little girl To someone who has always had the potential To change her own little personal inner world. As a child she never went through What some other children of her people Had went through themselves. She used to never knew how the roots Of all her people's issues Were and are so controversial. Blessed was she, as a very young child, For not knowing fully all the reasons why. Blessed that she is and will always be Full of feeling, and always quietly wondering "Why?", Now she is filled with new knowledge and a developing sense of wisdom Within her own individual mind. She is now what she had always Envisioned and imagined before, since her elementary days. She is ("I am...") not entirely that same little girl anymore. She is now one of the many of that particular kind. Within her imagination is a longed Wanting of finally revealing The truths she has discovered and How her people must change for the better. Throughout her whole life, which she's lived through so far, She maintains a heart filled with feelings, A mind filled with knowledge And a slight emotional immaturity as representation That her inner child self is still alive on the inside. Her inner and past child self (who was different from all the rest, But was also similar to them when at their best). Never truly knew how far she'd come in life. (As of right now and forever into the future) How she has grown and maintained herself Is how she had made that (her) inner voice in her head and Had also long ago already acknowledged her true self. She still stands in her own believing faith and faith in herself And her lack of prejudice is what makes her naive thinking Make her own days in her life far brighter than what others say As they discourage her from doing Or trying to pursue something grand and part of a divine plan. Even after times and tribulations involving doubting tremble. Blessed she is for being so whole in her own presumed thoughts, Blessed she is for logical thinking based on emotion and feelings. Blessed she will always be, for Christ himself said to a woman (who was suffering from something for more than 12 years), "Your faith is what made you whole." Now she thinks... "Grateful and blessed I am, to the point of tears of joy and sorrow of how I used to doubt. I now forever know what my life will be like beyond tomorrow."
The internet told me i have aids The media told me that im a murderer The magezines tell me i can become fake The ads tell me i can give into things The book told me i can believe in dumb things The tv commercial said i can save money on car insurance The store sign said i can buy a life The hospital told me i can end a life The iran people said i can bomb anything The cigarette ad said i got cancer The weed ad said i got healthier My journal said i can be many things but im better off as being myself!!
aimlessly riding in an old Ford Coupe radio tuned to sixties country it's message reflecting our mood we have our snacks and soda dad, his six pack of beer cigarette glowing no one speaks, it's our special time with dad
We walk amongst the faithful. Unknown to human eyes. So normal and so human, They can't see through our disguise. The tears of angels made us As they flew down from the sky. They didn't want to do it, So all they did was cry. We're stuck amongst the ruin. The horror and despair. We've seen a bit too closely To the heart of Evil's lair. We walk amongst the faithful. Unknown to human eyes. So normal and so human, They can't see through our disguise. We're scarred up on the inside, But outside we're just fine. We hide the truth so well They can't see into our lies. Our daddies were all drinkers. And when they would get mad, They'd take it out us poor souls, And boy were we so glad When Daddy drank himself to sleep, And we could go and hide. Carve another scar into our heart Which was hidden deep inside. We walk amongst the faithful Unknown to human eyes So normal and so human They can't see through our disguise. Our mommies all liked men Perhaps a bit too much They sampled fair and far And didn't mind the touch. When Mommy fell asleep, Her boyfriends would come down And they would scare us half to death And they'd start to mess around. And after they were done Ravaging our broken souls We'd take our chance to run And hide from things we'd never know. We walk amongst the faithful Unknown to human eyes So normal and so human They can't see through our disguise. Our families are all broken We have no place to hide No place to let our tears out Let out what hurts inside. And now we sit here all alone In this dark corner as all hope Evades our longing hands We've lost our way to cope. And now we hide our feelings And what they've done to every "me". We hold our chins up high. We do not let them see. We walk amongst the faithful Unknown to human eyes So normal and so humans Can't see through our disguise We pretend it doesn't happen We can't let anyone know Our traitor of a heart Is something we can't show. Would anyone even understand What we hold inside our hearts? Or would we be a freak show A different world apart? Maybe one day we will find one Every single one of us Someone who will understand Someone we can trust.
My rage builds up inside This is the face that cried The body that died The world that has no more space This is the hand that bruised your face The blood I taste The depression deep inside my soul These are the hands that are so cold The hate that can't unfold The life placed upon Thee' These are the eyes that cannot see The things that should not be The shame that was placed This is the mistake that cannot be erased The time we have left to chase The words that were spoken too clear These are the ears that cannot hear The friend who is no longer near Shayla Dendinger
You let this thing take a hold of you, control of you Dictating your actions like a puppet without strings Taking you down the road of the weak Unable to believe what yourself,speaks Destroying your body from the inside out Subconsciously making you scream, "Let me Out"! Your a shining star on the verge of a disaster Stop it before it gets what its after Admitting the lies to the ones you love The first step in becoming what you need to become Seeking out the help you need to save your soul is the bravest thing in this world,that i know Your a shining star that needs to shine Dont let it burn out Stop it,Scream, "Let me out!, Let me out! To be a measure of a man You gotta take a stand Gotta take control Gotta find the strength, on your own Be that shining star that i know you are Gotta fight the fight You gotta right to your life Keep fighting Fighting for your life............
On that day we were all the same, we didn't know there faces, we didn't know there names. There voices we heard crying all around the world, someones loving father, someones little girl. On that day we were called to lead a better life, for that someones father, for that someones wife. The list of souls read from above before it came below why it was and why it is the answer no one knows. Through the pain we have learned lessons great and small, life, love, and happiness are precious cherish them all. With grace we all go on, but never will we forget that all of these beautiful things can fade so very quick. On that day we wondered, on that day we cryed, on that day we asked ourselves what kind of man am I? Mothers held there children for so long and oh so tight, why did these people have to go this was not there fight. We hope and pray for all those names, and the ones they left behind they gave their life for a question the answer we must find. William J. Harty
Smiles, laughter, and tears we've shared Both of us never knowing where the road may lead us As we go along our way apart, yet together we go Photos say we are the same yet different Many frightening moments we have overcome Moments that strengthened our bond Some moments that challenged us as well But no matter where life takes us One thing always remains The bond we share, loving mother of mine
So frigid was her immaculate body Her last second in screams is all I can see Love's revenge was my guilt With you I'd rather let you die with Bound hands Without you, Marie, like the psychopath's dream Death is all that I can see; All that could redeem Did anyone ask Did anyone recall The sweet taste of the poison The swift slash of the knife he penetration of the lead The pain of her decaying heart I can hear it's bellowing cries But why can't you, Marie, Hear my paranoid eulogies Is the coffin too deep? Was it so hard to solve Was it so hard to see That I strangled her so easily My nails piercing her comely skin Blood dripping like the pomegranate I crushed with the shovel I shattered her shins The knife to slight her wrists Didn't you see I did it all The only witness Couldn't say Is the coffin too deep? The pain of her decaying hear tI can hear it's bellowing cries But why can't you, Marie, Hear my paranoid eulogies Is the coffin too deep? Marie I cant stay Earth is to cruel when your coffin is to deep Forever in death and in death alone The pain of her decaying heart I can hear it's bellowing cries But why can't you, Marie, Hear my paranoid eulogies Is the coffin too deep?
She hates me because I drink too much My eccentric idiosyncrasies that leads me a stray My wild ways That makes the onlooker a prey I am only a victim of my own destiny She hates me because I am not the man That she expects A type of man the world will reject A man who falls in the gutter Who will respect But in my mind I know why I am an alcoholic Problems I encounter each day make me diabolic A good man between the Devil and the deep sea I will damn the consequences because what will be Will be And though we share the same lakes and common rivers The approach to life is different True freedom comes only with death When you breathe no more And worry about what will happen yet Nobody is rich Nobody is poor My life is hazardous Like a marine's duty tour Nobody is a prince Because we all rise from the floor Listen to the words that I speak If you seek humility You will rise to the peak For in a man's construction Lies a divine design The fulfillment of life Which no one can define?
it feels good to know I have found someone who cares as much as I love the sky as I love the rain as I love spring or a summer day it feels good to know I can look in your eyes and not be denied the love I feel inside is more precious than the first blooming flower the first clap of thunder the first ray of sun after a shower it feels good to know where ever we go you are always with me by my side and knowing you love me makes me fly higher than the biggest plane further than geese on autumn days for I am undoubtably yours forever.
The mortal restrain the blood tripping from my eyes the blue skin not yet fully grown fetus Before her stands a wraith of me her not knowing whats going on i talk but she cant hear me she turns away moving into the light im standing in the darkness she turns and holds out her hand the time when darkness met the light the power i felt light coming upon me I turn away and let go of her hand i cant move away from the darkness it swallows me whole she disapears before my eyes The light is gone and im all alone i cry blood not tears im naked wrapped in one black cloth it covers my stomach i take the clothing off my stomach falls open the fetus blue and bloody falling out laying on the ground i walk away an image appears before me it of a accident a car laying on the ground below a hill i see myself reaching for her hand but they take her away they leave me here dead with my fetus I know now that i cant be saved i close my eyes and return to the dark i see her above me in a white gown she shines like the sun and has wings that sparkle like glitter i daze off never to wake again.
I do it for the boys, the girls, men, the women, plus Allah's unborn children look how I'm living it's similar to, your situation no money making, just chips and egg crates in front the Playstation. Cable's late again my real friends know my struggle, a rough 9 to 5 plus supplying studio time is my hussle. It's just my father, Jibri, and I shacked in a shack shackled to a broken home with no welcome mat get back. Everysince my mother left the building, the feeling ain't the same pain is building rain is killing the window pain. Winters are harsh man, but I can take it though as long as I'm wrapped up in these blankets I'm a make it man. I do it for the emcees, the djs, the b-boys, the b-girls, hip hop is a growing culture plus it's a free world. Free to manifest expressions, free to rep your section focused over nice composures flowing until the night is over. Don't be like me just be like the music you like use right rhyme and reason choose nice lines and preach them. Watch the ones leeching watch who you be with frequent cause you can end up with your dreams slowly sinking. Only you can make it in this, it's a business, forget the fame listen use your senses don't be senseless. Be patient and grind hard if waiting to shine start slanging tapes on my block & your block it don't stop. Hit up every spot around, it's a milion of us trying to get a milion bucks and chill in a vila feeling the cool breeze. I'm am who me. the same easy dude speaking jeweles do you I'm a do me. I started off young with a pen and a pad lyrics I had before that I scribbled on scraps forget about class. Entered school thinking of rap, grades sinking in math twas either skip, go home, or sit in the back. During lunch I read what I wrote they said it was dope, within battles no one put Bomb Threat on the ropes. Six years later I.....left to go solo felt I was hopeless in a group that wasn't hungry only one supplying money me. Then the south was united, two years later divided but Mama Glo, had the best ideas, but I, down no man no way no how cause if you make it in this game from the heart I'm proud. FLA I will make this official rake up a pencil for Jenah's sake I'm a make it and mention you on an instrumental. That's a promise I'm honest, show me love back hold me down southside is us you gotta love that.
Five years ago, the pain began What prompted it, I don't understand. Resentment and jealously, played a big part Tearing and breaking, many a heart. Hurt and confused, the family parted Not really knowing, why it started. Caught in the middle, needing some care Turning to those, whose love they'd share. No matter how hard, I try to get along Everything I do, ends up so wrong. Never being able, to ever satisfy I'm tired of trying, and living a lie. Maybe someday, together we'll all be It would be great, being a family. For now we must take, things day by day Hoping hearts will mend, along the way.
Headin' back home I don't know what to think I want to roam but "I disagree," says my shrink What does he know anyway? And why does he want me to stay? Family is overrated! Family makes life no fun! My family is too outdated! My family makes me want to run! Walkin' through the door I see my dad My bags hit the floor and My dad looks rather mad Why does he think I'm so bad? And whys he always mad? Family is overrated! Family makes life no fun! My family is too outdated! My family makes me want to run! I see my mom too What does she think She says, "Your rents due!" and She leaves with a wink Why should I have to pay rent? When all my moneys spent? Family is overrated! Family makes life no fun! My family is too outdated! My family makes me want to run! I see my brother Sittin' on his bed I ask him, "What's with mother?" But He never heard what I said Never liked him anyway I feel like I've been betrayed Family is overrated! Family makes life no fun! My family is too outdated! My family makes me want to run! We gather 'round the table For some dinner "So are you able to pick anyone but a sinner?" My mom never liked my girlfriend Thought she'd pass like a trend Family is overrated! Family makes life no fun! My family is too outdated! My family makes me want to run! Packed my things up and Headed for the door "I'm leavin' for a distant land!" Then My mom's jaw hit the floor Never liked my family anyway! Wanted to leave every day! Family is overrated! Family makes life no fun! My family is too outdated! My family makes me want to run!
Swaying. I'm dreaming. Sinking. I'm dying. Freefalling. Angels sing a beautiful melody. Hallelujia, oh hallelujia. The light shines on me, enchanting. It's holy, it's holy. I'm spinning, my dress all around, and he's twirling me, my hair falling down. Now as he pulls me close, I see his kind face, I know I am secure, I know I am safe. My best friend Jesus, I smile at him. Oh, dancing with Jesus... I am alive again. My heart is pounding deep within my chest. Dancing with in my eyes ceases to exist. I am not alone. Blinded no longer is the truth hidden inside. And we're swaying. The angels singing. Hallelujia, oh hallelujia. I'm spinning, my dress all around, and he's twirling me, my hair falling down. Now as he pulls me close, I see his kind face, I know I am secure, I know I am safe. My best friend Jesus, I smile at him. Oh, dancing with Jesus... I am alive again. On golden streets we dance to the harp, he's holding me close. Silver is the moon, blue are the stars. I fall awestruck to my knees, swimming through splashing amber seas of innocence. The steps of the dance, guided by his gentle hand. I am at rest, I am at peace, folded in the glory of my coming. The spitting fire engulfing me. I'm spinning, my dress all around, and he's twirling me, my hair falling down. Now as he pulls me close, I see his kind face, I know I am secure, I know I am safe. My best friend Jesus, I smile at him. Oh, dancing with Jesus... I am alive again. I'm spinning, my dress all around, and he's twirling me, my hair falling down. Now as he pulls me close, I see his kind face, I know I am secure, I know I am safe. My best friend Jesus, I smile at him. Oh, dancing with Jesus... I am alive again. I'm dancing with Jesus... In Heaven with Jesus... I am alive again. I am alive again...
It annoys me Thinking Crying I hate you I don't like that gift Take it back You know what he wants But you don't know I i want You spend all your money on him And spend only ten bucks on me I gave up on Christmas Because Santa wasn't real We look up to him like a god And that I don't accept I don't believe in religion Or in creations of Disney I do not believe that Santa will show up I don't believe god will show up All these stories told by mankind Are fake. That's the end of Christmas How about we live in real life Instead of living in a fantasy
" How would you feel ? " By Rodney Riggins How would you feel ? if you were misunderstood where no one ever talk to you as if your were no good. How would you feel ? If you was in my shoes overweight full of hate I guess you never would. How would you feel ? to be with someone so long had a son by you then another came along. (It's not mine) How would you feel ? if no one talk to you not even family members in laws you thought were cool with to you. How would you feel ? If I ignored you like you do laughing with everyone sitting in the front room. How would you feel ? if you had to ask for money in reality the other person your with don't really want too. How would you feel ? when you have to depend on another they did the same for you but It's you who always suffer. How would you feel ? if these things happen too you you never experience *****like this now really have you. How would you feel ? to be told about trust while your the one that's faithful the other goes out to ****. How would you feel ? if the other keeps lying to you then you see another in the car right beside you. How would you feel ? all alone growing up was never taught to shave or fight or even ****. No inspiration my life really sucks i think I grew up as a social misfit. How would you feel ? not knowing half your family found out I had a sister at 17 by my daddy. How would you feel ? to be blamed so much getting beating for false reasons my teen yrs was really nuts. How would you feel ? to be rejected so much to be told I'm sorry Rodney but please stay in touch. (she's lying) my feelings became numb until I really had none never really cared about life how could I have one. How would you feel ? not to be loved or touched having all these deep feelins inside about bust. How would you feel ? If it was me who had another not nowing if r child would have a sister or brother. would you have stayed like I did forgave me for my mistakes and helped me raise the other kid. How would you feel ? you say you have feelings,but it seems to me that you don't have any. "How would you feel?"
Snowflakes fell on city streets Silent descent from the sky A soul's new journey to the earth Sounds of a newborn's cries Angels gathered in heaven As the soul made its way Their tears from separation The joy in a mother's pain The sunrise shown with graceful intent And snowflakes melt away A first gaze in his daughter's eyes The father silently cries Waves of time crashed the beach Riptides of love and pain Perfection of life's complexities Drown melodies of lullabies Waters recede, life goes on Revealing our path of stepping stones Letting go of pain, we lighten our load Let's walk together again I love you, Father You see -- The sun's up again Holding onto love, we have hope and faith For I am your daughter Ruth Grace
Lie down right here, my little one, and fill your head with dreams. Don't worry what went wrong today, Life's never what it seems. There's world enough and time enough to trim the edges that are tough. There's world enough and time enough, There's world enough and time. Make room inside your little head for all the angels up above. I'll stroke your cheek and whisper so You'll know your mothers' love. There's world enough and time enough to smooth the edges that are rough. There's world enough and time enough, There's world enough and time. The day will come when you go off to seek your fortune far and wide. Remember this when off you go: I am always at your side. There's world enough and time enough to trim the edges that are tough. There's world enough and time enough, There's world enough and time. Someday you'll know the softest joy when I won't be here to see. You'll hold the sweetest fruit on earth, then both say a prayer for me. There's world enough and time enough to smooth the edges that are rough. There's world enough and time enough, There's world enough and time.
*Christmas Time* There is a bright light A bright light Around the block Its jingle bell time It's a well time Santa's coming to night Oh, oh, oh So cheerful night Let sleep till the night goes by Oh, it's a swell time Mistletoe hanging so sweetly I can kiss you till the night is sleepy Oh, it's a swell time My children's time Watching as they scream in cheer (Course) Oh, let me be with you Oh, and let you be with me. It's a swell time; it's a fun time, To watch the night go by Singing jingle-bell time It's a swell time Eating all night till sun comes up Children sleeping to know there fun to come Cleaning up, cooking it's all the same To busy to think, so cheerful in so deep Oh, oh, oh (Course) Oh, let me be with you Oh, and let you be with me. It's a swell time; it's a fun time, To watch the night go by Oh, oh, oh By: Marissa Stoops
Run away Run Away No matter how Far You will never escape my dark hands of faith Wicked and Damned you are my Sin Darling Don't you Tremble when I embrace you The cold and Dark may fill every marrow But at least there were here For You Tell Me how they So Loved You Tell Me All of your fears When the world is done and all their trust will render Undone I will always be with you And Now We cease to Exist Luciferia I can see your Misery Just follow me and believe Me We are The Damned Outcasts of this Natural World We are The Damned Hold on I'll show you what you're waiting for We Are The Damned Join Our Dark Reality When you know the choice the Wind Will come right through And you will See what you're really meant to Be Draining into the Night Shivering With the Smallest of Frights I am the Ghost In Your Dreams I watch You Through the Window Yes that is your name Written In Blood Are You Scared? Are You Suffering? The Dark fate is what was Meant to Be This is what happens when you Brake Us with Words Destroy us with sights Twists are minds Set our will On Fire I can see your Misery Just follow me and believe Me We are The Damned Outcasts of this Natural World We are The Damned Hold on I'll show you what you're waiting for We Are The Damned Join Our Dark Reality When you know the choice the Wind Will come right through And you will See what you're really meant to Be I can see your Misery Just follow me and believe Me We are The Damned Outcasts of this Natural World We are The Damned Hold on I'll show you what you're waiting for We Are The Damned Join Our Dark Reality When you know the choice the Wind Will come right through And you will See what you're really meant to Be
When my back's against the wall And I feel like there's just no place to go When I've lost my love, my will, my pride, My everything, except a heart full of woe; When my wings have been brutally clipped When a knife is stabbing my heart When the world turns its love against me, Setting me apart; When I'm backed into a cold corner When I'm standing in the dark, I'll still believe That tomorrow will come soon someday Because someone's watching over me. When my strength is nothing but an empty well When my heart is full of jealousy When the missing piece of the puzzle Spells out nothing but "empty;" When I'm lower than low, I'll still have faith When I'm standing in the dark, I'll still believe Because it's written in the sky Someone's watching over me.
Dear loved one, Will you remember me when I leave? Will you remember my smile as I walk away? Tonight, you are able to look at me But, tomorrow I might not be here I lived with you for many years now Yet one day, I shall leave Forget me not loved one For I love you so To an extent that I can not bare your sad moods Tonight, I ponder so intently At what the future beholds Tonight I ponder intently At what shall happen when I leave Dear loved one I love you so
Walking down the block street lights they blind me, trying to find a spot where memories can't find me. High off this weed hearing sounds of crying, I turn around, look and see my past behind me. I must get rid of old habits hurting my present, never felt touched by an angel I stay stressing. At times I wonder is me Allah's testing only, cause he can punish the phonies and just console me leave me lonely if you have to my future's in trouble, me and the Reaper need to talk we have to huddle. Let me breathe to concieve a seed, truley indeed if I bleed you're a b---h indeed believe. I'm still young don't want a final destination steady pacing in my living room sipping liquid meditating. Allah if I die before it's my time, please let me ressurect as a rhyme I can't die. Life is hard enough you all make it seem death is easy I, take nothing for granted I'm weezy I keep on seeing my, bad dreams repeating at nightfall when I'm sleeping my, inner demons know as my enemies keep on weeping why. Shaytan stands on my shoulder with eagle eye, talking in my earlob I hear no evil on the other side. So when I'm speaking the truth peeping my moves keeping me cool when I speak speech reaching to you. Bad news stays close to me seeking for clues, I must be focused when I ease in the booth. Won't think about my, parent's divorce won't think think about the, love of my life leaving me for New York. I have to get, off my mind those times and look ahead, that's why I sit, write rhymes, take it to the head. Allah if I die before it's my time, please let me ressurect as a rhyme I can't die.
Introduction: A mother is such a wonderful poetry...She is the compass and blessing for her children and no matter what, in our hearts - she's the rose that never dies. The moment I first opened my eyes, I saw your glowing face in shine You took me in your graceful arms, And poured my life in peaceful charm You sacrificed more than I can count, To raise me and strengthen my ground Every time you heard me scream, You took off from your every meal You fulfilled all my needs and dreams, You mean the world and more to me A teacher, a playmate, An answer, a guide of fate You reach out and pull me back, Whenever I get lost off track You love me like no other, Words just simply can't explain, you are the best mother With you I never pretend, by your values I transcend You help me get my courage tight, You aid me to my wisdom right You are my loving mother, Someone I have to share my thoughts Always you know, always you care, Always you feel, always you heal Your tender smile lights up my life, From doubts that keep me captive at night Forever in my heart, you reside You care so much and feel so deep, You're just everything I need I'm above grateful to have you in my life, As every time I think of you, I always feel revived.
Cookies, cakes, and candies made Jars of jams and jellies too Clothes mended and made Through the years you've watched me grow Now we share phone calls, an occasional visit And photos from one another As my children grow I truly see all that You've done for me I love you so for being the mother she could Never be
AND THE TOIL OF THE GODS WAS GREAT part1 {I close my eyes and see you there, looking at me. I watch myself watch you. As I look at us in mind I wonder to myself if I'm seeing myself watching you then who am I.} Ten thousand years the time that's past and during the years all our knowledge was lost Stolen and hidden often misused, twisted distorted or simply fake. Now in the end at this precipice we start to grasp the weight of the cost For too long now we have been blinded to what is real and what's at stake Our cosmos a chaotic symphony blanketed in an ocean of time An entire race of beings without eyes to see and the minds of children Left here clueless alone stumbling clumsily in the dark waiting for a sign So much disconnection has transpired since we freed ourselves from Eden Much too obvious are planet is not like us, who or what we are A circus of gloom bent on destruction to ignorant and riddled with fear Out in space there where many thriving worlds all rotating around its motherly star We have been exiled here we deserve the freedom no longer should we toil here Our failure to see life for what it is, its unique and a space-time miracle Any life, anywhere, in the vastness of time a single blade of grass is precious and rare As we consume and devour our forsaken garden for material that is tangible A young and dieing world full of slaves and orphaned souls, a heavy cross to bear
you are the only star on a cloudy night before its about to rain the last calm wave coming in before a hurricane the brightest color in the sky when a rainbow's overhead the last tear in my eye before I go to bed you are the ray of sun that gives me hope when showers plague the sky all the glowing little lights that we call fire flies the glistening of the winter snow on the coldest night you are my child and I am yours forever in the sky.
I woke up this morning and I took my breath, prayed to Allah that I took that step. Making it's hard but I cooked what's left and saved the rest for the family can of peas that I took off the shelf, you understanding me. I have dreams so everyday I stand and freelance styles it's been the same process sense I was a child now, I write a song every other day the other days I discover ways to put a buck in the bank hussling. We all struggling, financially I hate to see my mom stumbling loosing her job again. Forget sobbing when the times get tough, put in overtime at my job dimes stack up, it's not enough....listen. Bills rack up out my checks they take half I spend the rest on food and music you do the math. Everyday is like another step taken, we're in the same boat all trying to make it. I know it's people that think it's fine where I'm at, but they haven't seen through the eyes of Iraq. Suicide bombers take lives they die fast, even little kids hold knives that slice back at US militants, orders from Bin Laden land hold killers even innocents get blasted. Car bombs go off, youngen buying bread for mother gets his leg blown off for him it's so hard. That life I want no part so Allah I fight through life writting like I've been struck by the venom of white vipers. Might not see the next day the best way to write until I'm dead face down shot up from tech spray. I live and die for the music it's all love don't try to confuse it. Until then don't judge my soul, I know you know the feeling let's roll we in the same boat.
The call of a mother the mean words of her children the pain that lingers through the years Her pain suffocates her dying in a lonely place waiting to be heard she turns a lighter color They try to save her but their love is not enough they stand in a white room waiting for the words the words no one wants to hear Please dont let her go let her stand oh lord let her be with us let her feel no pain The lights dimmer the ceiling falls their standing underneath the sky their mother stands before them she tells them to let go of all the guilt that has built up for she is safe and okay now They stand as the light of there mother fades there alone now standing underneath the black sky their pain and guilt fades knowing there mother loves them and always will Dedicated to Granny Helen Caccumise (you were like a mother to me and may you rest in peace)
Waking up with my face on the floor I get up and step on something My bass makes a buzzing sound The low pitch of the strings An eery feeling Screaming through my head I realize this isnt my room Its covered in a blue haze Everything is dark, scary I scream but i cant hear myself I remember the night before when everyone was sitting around the table laughing, cheering, happy I turn the knob and open the door I step out into cold sand The sky is gray Walking into a world i havent seen before Dead animals hanging on trees There are no cars No one is around I turn back and look at my door Just a room in the middle of nowhere Standing alone Ive had the feeling before A light appears i walk towards it i walk throught the lights it takes me to the past when everything was okay where no one judged you where you werent alone when everything had meaning ... When i existed just a fading reminder of who i used to be.
Beautiful I remember being a young girl Wanting to fit in Thinking pounds of makeup would make me pretty So unsure of myself With no self-esteem I had no clue That just being me Was more than enough It was Beautiful Wanting so bad to fit in I let myself believe that going by a different name Would make me pretty And make people want to be around me So first I went by Gina, Then I changed the spelling to Gena Then to Jeanna Not realizing that no one really cares how it is spelled And no matter what My real name is enough It is Beautiful As I grew up I began to learn Friendship Isn't about quantity It's more about quality It was a lesson I had to learn on my own Through a lot of abuse Being used most of the time Yet among the users and abusers Without realizing it there was a few Who were true With them though it wasn't about the makeup The hair or the name It was about me The real me And from them and my family I learned that Just being my self is Beautiful So Gina, Gena and Jeanna well they are gone It's Jean now And I am proud of that I am proud of who I am And even if I don't have an army of friends The ones I do have I am happy to have because for the first time I can honestly say They are true friends Who like me for me And that right there Is more than good it is Beautiful So now the makeup is minimal Just enough to enhance the beauty that is already there I wear my hair however I like I don't worry about fitting in I believe that if it is meant to be then It will be because I am being me Not the person I used to think everyone wanted me to be Now I know that While the fake me yeah she was pretty Where the real me is more Because I am Beautiful By: Jean Bonella Shular Here is to being who you are and loving it. Not letting anyone tell you who you should be. Here is to being Beautiful.
I pray to God Hear my cries My family crisis Never Dies I am praying To find out Why I couldn't bear Anymore I pray to God Hear these whispers My family crisis Is Getting Worse I am Praying So that We can Live Something Better But where is That Hidden Door? I Pray to God for some answers! We just had enough! We Deserve some happinesss We have meant no such Harm We called Upon Your Blessings We prayed so Hard We wonder Why is this Happening Fallen so deep We are Breaking Apart! Oh God Hear My cries God, Hear my Whispers We are Struggling To Survive.. Where is Our Happiness...
Dear Ma I don't mean to write a letter and flee, but it seems I got the Devil in me. This average Joe tested my manhood and now I have to teach him a lesson, bullet wounds to his chest will leave him breathless "I'll be out in a second." Slipped on my jeans, tank top, t-shirt and jacket, and my Nike's, gray gloc, I'm nervous but fact is. When I see him won't stop from merkin' this bastard, Send him to Jenah all shot curdled up in casket. Before I leave I hit the kitchen for breakfast I'm hungry, a couple candy bars, drinks, some wheat breat and turkey. Some pocket money I hit the door in a hurry I left a letter on the kitchen table when mom reads it "Lord Have Mercy!" I had the stash in my pack jumped in the Lac put my pack in the back gave Chief dap put the, match to my black relaxed and chatted casually, "Chief I think he hussles right up the block, him we gonna have to see." The Reaper he gonna have to meet, this son of a b---h caught me in an alley put a gat to me and took my cash from me. Swung his fist and tap my cheek see I ain't have to bleed I hope he with his boys I'll rat a tat his peeps "they all no match for me." I think the Devil's after me, please calm down laugh and breath don't get overheated cause he can blast at you. "Chief I see him on 22nd, right their with the all white Sean John and my diamond cut necklace!" -----------in the middle of the story, I shoot the person and his girlfriend not knowing who his girlfriend is, and here comes the twist in this poetic story---------- This can't be happening to me, that's what you'd hear if my eyes talked I shot my COUSIN down on the sidewalk. I didn't know that she was cool with this figure, if I wouldn't have known that I wouldn't have fooled with the trigger. I placed my cousin's neck in my palm carressing her arm, I looked to the left and surely there was her mom. I'm sorry, I really am...... Devil says, "It doesn't matter cause for life now you're eternally damned now give me your hand." Fin
Cant build a thing The chains holding me down Have slowly rotted over time I need a soul that carries on through the pain (when the walls start collapsing again) Give me a heart the ceases to fail Despite the infection within Dont take for granted this world we live in Nevermind the fragile dirt we all end in Time has had its way with me The trail ive walked down Has Fastly Deteriorated I need a soul that carries on through the pain (when the walls start collapsing again) Give me a heart that ceases to fail Despite what you will find in me Dont take for granted this world we live in Nevermind the fragile dirt we all end in
The words we say, The things we do, The games we play And tricks go through, The plans we make And world we bear Are cheap and fake, If noone`s there To hold our hand And make us laugh, To be our friend And share our path, To be the one Who makes us better. The faults we `ve done Don`t hurt and matter, When we have those, Who know and feel us, When our pain grows, They come to heal us. Cause there are things We can not measure. The joy love brings Is more than treasure. One caring look, One tender touch, That`s all it took To know how much Our life is worth. Without them near, We`re lost on Earth In doubts and fear. When there is none To love and cherish, We come undone And slowly perish.
Don't you scold, She is not bold, The weakest sentiment, She cannot contain! A fresh rosy colour-- Of emaciated cheeks, Contrasting rings somber, Besieging the sunken eyes, Her limbs slender, Akin to a moon beam tender, Complexion pallid, Gaze languid, The stature stunted, The chest movements restricted, Imperceptible fever, With occasional shiver, The 'delicate' personality, Described by the laity! Well! She is certainly frail, Alas! Medically, a plaintive tale!
Close your eyes go to sleep, listen to this lullaby. Rest your mind; release your woes, to justify. As you lay so warm and delighted tonight, Secure in your thoughts, without any fright. The hours ahead shall be quiet and serene. Dream of gold, diamonds clear, so pristine, Close your eyes go to sleep, rest mortal soul. Dream a dream of how to master your goal. Night goes quick, but you are so very calm. Rest all your bones, a mind of little qualm. Pray that your woes are gone and forgiven. That no nightmares arrive, or would be riven, Wake your eyes, mornings come, do not stultify. Sing again what has been sung, classy lullaby. written for Sponsor Tracie ~*~ A solitary sonnetist Contest Name Lullabies...
Shes got bruises on her skin And sorrow in her mind Told her fighting back was a sin Told her you were kind Lying to her was too fun She never doubted you She never even tried to run She even loved you, too You took her life and now shes gone Your signature for her death was signed How will you feel when you see that dawn When you have your daughter's death on your mind Lying to her was too fun She never doubted you She never even tried to run She even loved you, too You told your wife you'd hit her If she said a word What had happened to what you were Silence could not have cured Lying to her was too fun She never doubted you She never even tried to run She even loved you, too Hit your wife to death Now shes gone aswell She took her last breath While hearing you yell Lying to her was too fun She never doubted you She never even tried to run She even loved you, too
I really never could have dreamed or even pictured the day That the lord would take you from me but he toke you away I deeply wish he would have toke me but instead he choose you And now i'm lost out in this world not know what i should do I lost a special part of me you are my heart and my soul I seem to feel so incomplete because you made me feel whole I never thought that at this moment i'd be having to cry While thinking of you for a minute as i'm watching the sky I see your face out in the darkness as i'm closing my eye's And Sam it's hurting at this moment as i'm saying good bye I hope you're listening to this words because they're not filled with lies Yea you can see my deep emotion for the tears in my eye's I never had a broken heart until that day i lost you And on that very same day i lost a part of me to Now while i'm still down on this earth i'm still going to do what i do But keep a seat right beside you because i'm going to meet you there boo...........................
~ Dream Big ~ It is hard to believe Sixteen years have passed Since the day you were born A bundle of joy The apple of your Dad's eyes Your Mom's little princess Her baby girl I knew it then and I know it now You are special Always will be The sky has no limit Neither does the Stars, Sun or Moon You will go far I know you will Be who you want to be and ~ Dream Big ~ Over the years you have grown Into a beautiful young lady Full of love Compassion and Kindness I love you so very much The sky has no limit Neither the Stars, Sun nor Moon You will go far I know you will Be who you want to be and ~ Dream Big ~ Here is to you One of the most beautiful girls I the world While some may say I am partial to you I know it is true Just keep being you The sky has no limit Neither the Stars, Sun nor Moon You will go far I know you will Be who you want to be and ~ Dream Big ~ It's your sweet sixteen However nothing is as sweet as you I love you so much I love you like my own You will always be The apple of your Daddy's eyes Your Mom's little princess Her baby girl Yet you are growing up so quick I wish nothing but the best for you I believe in you The sky has no limit Neither the Stars, Sun nor Moon You will go far I know you will Be who you want to be and ~ Dream Big ~ Happy Birthday Michelle Love Aunt Jean
WHEN you are old and gray and full of sleep Worry not, for with gladness I will be by your side 'Til my sight is drowned in the cataract of tears I will read, for you, the verses your lips once had Sounding on the flowers of time For the little gods, to enjoy, as they tread The path of their adolescence Everyday, I will shake The pillows of your twilight nights To collect Your remnants. I will paint them With lush of my thoughts, using the fingers Of your favorite Northern star That you may feel the warm Touch of your Own blood WHEN you are old and gray and full of sleep -- "Inspired by the masters" a poetry contest sponsored by: Tracy Decker first line: WHEN you are old and gray and full of sleep from William Butler Yeats' poem "When You are Old"
It was a Friday night, and I took a long walk around Just to ease my mind which stress seems to surround It felt so great, the warm breeze hit my face As I glanced at the constellations shining from the east So I step forward, and continue to reminisce Moving silently, to what Atmosphere acknowledges And the moon moves an sadly grins from the view As a young kid walks off the emotions he once knew A cow moo's, I see it standing in the dark Another sleepless soul, looks like were in the same park I glance up, just in time to see a comet Close my eyes and make a wish, maybe I can stop it And pocket it, cause the luck it holds I need I'm tired of being out of money for this toll of dreams I look away, towards the long road ahead of me Push the memories from my view, and walk into another scene Now a new scene, I see this young girl of fifteen Staring in the mirror as a tear reflects from a dream All she wanted was to be a witness of compassion Yet instead she became a witness of verbalized aggression Now she stepped forward, and crossed the lines into depression Eye's pierced with the tears of absolute neglection Mentally altered, this girl took thee abuse Later to encrypt her wrists with a knife she shouldn't use Another fight, so she turns to a heaven's view Cries and she prays to a God she never really knew Never understanding why life takes it's sways While she sees a loving family when here life turns to gray So she sneaks out, to walk off all her memories Walks down a boulevard, yet it's like a country street Kicks a stone in the light shining from the moon As I watch in the distance as she walks outta view Now a Veteran, straight outta World War Two Stares out the window, with his eyes so blue Remebering the times as a strong young chap Now he sit's in his wheelchair, he's now handicap Cause he can not forget all the blood that was shed Young growing boys live's end before it begins Haunted by the image, it now pillages his brain Can barley even speak, without hearing bullets ring He dreams of, taking back what he'd seen A young Jewish boy left slaughtered by his feet Wondering, what kind of human can achieve Such a gruesome status, and still be an elite It penetrates his head, even decades after war But still he dreams nightmares of both blood and gore He closes his eyes, and he prays for an escape From this terror that has haunted him through the life he's made
Ladies and Gentlemen, Can you feel the adrenaline, This big regiment of my medicine Got my skeleton jigglin like gelatin Fiddlin with this riddlin, this wigglin Its crippilin, when i begin quibblin, Over scribblin, this high is dwidlin Do you remember when I would rip off heads of Polly pockets Stick a knife in the faulty wall socket And be hiding in my sister's closet for six hours to her scream, "Michael Stop It!"
Beauty ,the tormented pain, hiding deep within. A web of abandoned emotions, wasted energies and chaotic dreams. A dark chastising silence, engulfed with flames. murderous contempt, within our hearts, for our fellow self. Thick black ashes, entangled in a web, of Stolen time, and memories. Learning life's lessons, harshly, without a forgiving word. Leaving us gasping, for the breath of life... LOVE!!
Mother! Only a few, few days remain. Worry not, I will return, return again Like birds that in their nests do enter Tearing the torturous traps of hunter. I know each night you make extra meal And wait in slight hope that I will, will Come to eat supper being too, too tired. But I am here so far, far away, starved. Mother! I, I too linger for your affection On the riverbed where lies my skeleton. My two bony hands still, still, still seek Your sacred feet that appears now bleak. I will not go away from you again, again. When you would sit solitary in the Eden, Don't think I have given you a new bluff. Turning, you'll find my face with laugh. (In memory of freedom fighters in 1971 war. Many of them never returned home)
At times, the world demands too much And more than I can give So then I close my eyes and dream A special place I'd like to live There's calmness, peace and warmth in the air.
Now since a youngin my people always pushed me to the side. Never gave me anything but i never ever cried. There was only one person who was right there by my side. Know i'd never love another at that moment that she died. But i kept going, got out on the streets and i kept grown. Kept planting my feet like some seeds, you could say i kept sowing. That was my grandmother, the only one who kept me strong. The only one who kept me out the street from doing wrong. I couldn't let it get me down, it had to make me stronger. That just meant i had to struggle for a little longer. Now i'm out here in these streets learning types of agriculture. while i'm bagging up some dimes of this marijuana. Plus i was doing chemistry and i was also learning math because in the streets is where i learned two quarters make a half. It's where i learned that grimy people try to take your stash. That's why i couldn't play around i had to save some cash.....
To my first born we are so proud of you you were a good boy but a bit ornery too a shy little lad and as cute as could be your eyes they were as blue as the sea you and your brother and sisters would play had a good time while your dad was away when your dad got home we'd all wait to see was he going to be sober or drunk as could be he always picked on you and made you so sad you said when I grow up I won't be like my dad we made a decision we had to find a new home life would be better if you kids and I lived alone but when you were eighteen your vow didn't last you followed you dad down that old alcohol path and for many long years on that road you did stay and for all of those years on my knees I did pray I would say son one day you're going to be free and what a great witness to others you going to be three years ago you walked through the door and said mom I'm not going to drink any more and now you go to AA and meet with your friends and now we don't worry where you have been just a short time later you met the love of your life and in just a few weeks you made her your wife February 21 2007 you two had a beautiful baby girl Melissa Dawn came in and brightened our world we all see a miracle when we look into your face we thank our heavenly Father for keeping you safe God is so faithful when we trust him with our heart and Billy Ray thank you so much for doing your part words can't say just how much we love you To Billy Ray
Days of your youth are long gone, yet some things take us back . . . Memories impressed forever like leaves in a book, In our mind's silent track. A cottage was our home for a week, when our parents got the time . . . It was another world which opened for us, As we got away from the city's bustle and grime. We slept upstairs; the attic was warm, as so was the woodburning stove . . . Breakfast was pancakes, eggs, and sausage, Prepared with the salt of our parents' love. The rooms were few but airy, outside was where we wanted to be . . . For this was our special playland place, Amidst the trees, birds, and humming bees. The lake, the sand, the pier so old; a swim in the water's deep blue . . . Remembering the badminton and volleyball games, And who tried to outscore who. Having to walk back on the dark and lonely road at night . . . From the fish fry, in our festive summer shorts, Making our way to the cottage, by the beam of an old flashlight. Those days of youth were filled with fun; carefree days of love and rhyme . . . Though we are young no longer, we keep treasured memories, Only in Salem Time.
I want to love you more than anyone has loved I want to give you all of my heart its easy to hold you when your feeling down and blue because baby I can't deny I have fallen hard for you. I want to see you more than anyone before I hope you know that I would never shut my door all I can say is I am true. Oh baby, nothing feels better than being here with you.
I think i might write a letter to someone that i havent talked to in a while Ill lay it beside her stone the stone i brought for her when i was really young Ill wait until she writes back Falling asleep on the cold ground Waking up in the fog
As inhuman as a man's heart seems... hidden inside is a tender side: a beautiful side seldom seen by others; and that fear of being sensitive is a real hurdle for those men sworn in pride, but manly qualities are judged by his deeds... A woman's perception of the common man is that he is lives in an unintentional masquerede, to hide the sweetness he won't manifest; and this unconformity won't let his beauty be capturated by intense emotions of masculinity... will he break the myth and be appreciated? I have struggled with it indefinitely and embraced this stereotype unsympathetically, why are we supposed to be so uncaring and invulnerable, and outgrow our own resistance and be so invincible; have we realized that disharmony, indignation and frustration are not truly noble? As inhuman as a man's heart seems, many sacrifice love for an unexplanable cause... putting vanity before human compassion: without guilt, regard and trepidation; have we become so stubbornly persistent... to lose all self-direction and prospective?
Written: 20Sept1999—1:10AM-Monday There is a house Build in dreams And hollow blocks Of memories. Somewhere, in this big world Five hearts ached… From the pain of losing. Their father died in grief, Their mother— Walked away in vanity. What else is there that's left? These poor, helpless souls; Gasping for air to breathe, Reaching out for warmth, Searching for meaning Of their existence. Like birds in the nest, They're not yet ready to fly But always trying, Have given up crying But not the dream of flying. Every fall, every wound, Every broken wing, They heal each other With their own medicine— The bond which holds them together Would always be enough. Laughter and tears they shared Through the ever changing seasons. Fears and worries concealed That tides of time wash away. Staying close together Is already hard. Living right in people's scrutiny Is even harder. But who's to tell them what is right? Only the chosen few who truly care. Trust cannot be bought but earned. There is a house I called home… And this is my story Of an offbeat family.
The chains are broken. I am free. I have victory. Can't you see? There are no chains on me. I have victory. I once was blind, But now I see. Amazing grace Stays at my place. In my face, You laugh at me. My Father and I, Both see. He has the last word. He has spoken. I'm free with victory. There are no chains on me. The chains are broken. I see you laughing The chains on your Spirit and flesh, Are provoking and poking, Keep on doing what You are doing and in Hell With your chains You'll be smoking. The chains are broken. I am free. I have victory. Can't you see? There are no chains on me. I have victory. wrote 3-4-10
Ponytails and blue jeans Sat at Papaw's knee, Watching as he whittled On old branches from a tree. And while he talked of cowboys And big old Texas ranches, He trimmed away the rough spots, While I dreamed of pony dances. A wild stick horse remuda Began to run and play, With every loving stroke, As he peeled the bark away. Using his "Old Timer" And carving in my brand, The best that he could find And cut and shape with his own hand. Now, each one of them was special, And I felt I was too, As they kicked up dust behind This cowgirl buckaroo. With reins of pink hair ribbon, Shoe strings and baling twine, There was "Buckin' Birch" and "Oakie," And "Ole Sticky" made of pine, "Sassafras," and "Blackjack," "Willow," "Blaze," and "Scat," I never did corral 'em -- I just left 'em where they sat. But next mornin', on the front porch, 'stead of roamin' wild and free, They'd found their hitchin' rail, 'cause Papaw lined 'em up for me. Along our trails together There were many lessons learned, Like bein' a cowboy through and through Is something that you earn We'd partner up together, And team up in cahoots, Once he defied my Mama, Bought me red cowboy boots. And often, when I wondered What to do on down the road, He'd always tell me, "little girl, When you get there you will know," Sometimes you have to let things go, Sometimes you stand and fight, And anything worth doin', Is still worth doin' right. With my wild stick horse remuda, We rode the range for miles, I knew I'd won my Papaw's heart By the way he'd laugh and smile, I still have his sweat-stained Stetson, His boots, and his old knife, Sometimes I take them out Just to measure up my life. And hold him closer to my heart, And know I have to try, To live up to the honor Of the wonder-days gone by. On my stick horse remuda, I learned the cowboy way, I'd give up everything I own To ride with him today. My wild stick horse remuda Was quite the varied band, Born and bred with me in mind And trained by his own hand. I'm longing for the legends, And the way we used to roam, With my wild stick horse remuda, And the man that we called "Home."
The egg may be cracked But, yes it can be fixed With bit of bond and wax And a few more little tricks It's only lost a bit of white Not any of its yoke The union yet still intact Not too much really broke With a bit more love and care Some time to heal and mend The crack can be set whole again Made perfect in the end
Here it comes For i to feel. Though it matters But i seem to count it less. Here it comes again Just as a reminder, For me to weigh its departure. Same i did to push away. I thought it would leave with time But here it comes again. Never knew it was for a cause. That i may keep reverencing its departed presence. Though she means a lot, More than you could think of. Six-feets below she lies. Her presence i strongly feel, Just as it were you reading me. Here it comes again Not to disturb me. She loves to make me happy and focused That i might not derail. Here it comes again Coz, she loves to see me again. To nurture and care Just as she did do then. A place in my heart You definitely would find her. For she lives as though Dead she is. I love to meet with her again Not so quick in a bargain For life's purpose i sustain To obtain before i seize to reign Do i pray to attain.
O God brainwash me O God eyewash me So that I can see You With Your Glory O God brainwash me by your great thought Give me wisdom to thank you a lot O God eyewash me by your sweet light Wake me up make me feel alright O God, come to me in my sweet dream Please don't sink my ship don't make us swim
i hear the voices in my head they surrond my wooden bed telling me i should be dead I try to move but i cannot awake the forces drive me into a foggy state suddonly i feel so much hate I finally got the courage to get up I walk to the doorway I fall to the floor I have no feet they have taken them I used my feet for running i used my feet for going unto the path i shouldnt have stepped on I look to find my arms but i dont have any I used my arms for picking up things i used them for putting things into my mouth That i shouldnt have eaten i feel for my lips But they are gone I used them to say things i shouldnt have said I cannot see My eyes have gone missing I used my eyes to see what i shouldnt have seen the voice returns to my head your better off dead your a fool for what youve done now you will rot in hell with no one I float in mid air everything turns dark everything is smothered in fire i cannot breath my soul leaves my body and flies up to heaven it is used to be given to a new baby being born on earth the man in the fire tells me that when bad spirits go to hell they get reused but outs bodys stay here in this bottomless pit they are only reused to have another chance when good souls go to heaven they stay up there with god starting a new life and ending an old one
friends and family girls and boys it's christmas time we feeled with joy singing o marry christmas you kiss me under the missle toe the kids around the tree the nice presents is what they see we all happy we feeled with joy christmas time is here for all the girls and boys christmas merry merry christmas christmas merry merry christmas girls and boys kids part repeat2x christmas merry merry christams christmas merry merry christmas friends and family everyone repeat2x christmas oh oh christmas yeah christmas merry christmas everyone is happy children are playing they so happy they face glow oh christmas merry merry christmas
Soaring high, as the American's eagle pride higher now than ever before once more, elevated nearly every last peak how to mistreat the meek, weak unguided son why can't you offer unrequited love to everyone? oh, lord save me I cannot escape the agents that take hold of me, they surround me... So I levitate up and unbounded seems I've once again found it an escape, from an uneasy paradise This burst explosion A never ending love-peace energy welling up inside me like an underwater atom bomb forever and ever I shall go on accordingly unknown An art recession? let me make a correction this boy's a legend from birth on up banging hard breaking his way through the wall life can sometimes often throw up come crashing hard on the ground I wake knowing the feeling to lose everything except from what I learned from well known legends who made the wings I fly high on
' The Baby-Talk Song … ' It's Been 30 Years Ago … But the Memories are Starting To Flow Going Thru These Newborn Clothes … Oh … How Fast Children Grow You Were A Beautiful – Baby Boy ! That Teething Cat, was Your Favorite Toy You Were Precious to Your Dad and Me As Was Your First Words … in The Nursery goo-goo ga-ga Da-Da goo-goo ga-ga Ma-Ma We Tried to Get You to Say It Again So We Could Bragg to All Our Friends You Were The Apple of Our Eyes Going: goo-goo ga-ga We Loved to Hear Your Baby-Talk Especially … at Your First Baby-Walk Going: goo-goo ga-ga Da-Da goo-goo ga-ga Ma-Ma … Laughter; Tears Curiosity or Fears … Always, Tell Us What You're Trying To Say … New Things; Mistakes Triumphs or Heartaches We Just Love To Hear You Anyway … Ever Since: goo-goo ga-ga Da-Da goo-goo ga-ga Ma-Ma When ol' Burke, was Put to Sleep You were so Hurt, You wouldn't Speak I Said: 'Don't Be Afraid To Cry … 'Cause I'm … goo-goo ga-ga Ma-Ma And The First Time You Came Home High Hanging with the Wrong High-School Guys Daddy Explained, it to You Best … He Helped You Get Out of Your … Mess He wasn't Shame and Here's Why … 'Cause He's … goo-goo ga-ga Da-Da Laughter; Tears Curiosity or Fears Always Tell Us What You're Trying To Say … New Things; Mistakes Triumphs or Heartaches We Just Love To Hear You Anyway … Ever Since … goo-goo ga-ga Da-Da goo-goo ga-ga Ma-Ma … Pa Took Pictures of Bride and Groom You Held Her, Like Your First Baby-Spoon ! … Now, Today … Our Family Gathers 'Round Overjoyed … At Your Baby's Sounds … goo-goo ga-ga Da-Da goo-goo ga-ga Ma-Ma goo-goo ga-ga Da-Da goo-goo ga-ga Ma-Ma for: ('Great' Aunt –(smile) Carolyn Devonshire… Who just told me she's doing Baby-Care Duty for Newborn in Family A Precious Time Indeed … I Dug This One Out (smile) MoonBee
Jump, scream, shout! You are having fun! Having the time of your life Where it comes Only once in a while Walk, jog, run! You are having fun! Play, act, read! They are all fun Fun What is fun? There is no definition Of fun It is just your interest Your desire Of fun That is fun Three words of positive Feelings in everyone Is always fun
Who do you think you are Trying to mess around with me Don't think too far I know you won't let me free Forget all your stupid words It doesn't mean anything to me! You think you had it all right But it is the truth you can't see I never thought you will be like this Even though we know we are in the same roof Brothers, that is who we are But we act like fools I am always the one to be blamed I am always your target all the time Trying to suffer my life I know you would not care if I die! Our parents scolded for our behaviour But you stayed the same You think I am the one who is wrong While I am trying to change my ways! Who are you to think I am a fool I know you don't understand Do you think I would like you to be here And bring that pain again! This is my world Can't you see Are you blind That is so not me! This is my world Don't you care Feel so tired You are so not fair I am not the one to be blamed! I know that you still haven't learnt! And I am the one who is trying to change! So, get lost from my world!! Get the hell out of my world!
I express my true emotions without expecting returns; I set no rules how friends and people should love me, because every love is very precious to me! Love me less, or love me more; and joy would take me away to soar... thanks for the thoughts, however big or small! Any friend who gives out of genuine love, shouldn't give it for only a day, but forevermore; yes, every love is very precious to me! Nobody could imagine what's the greatest love; hear me pray joyfully amid the silent walls of a room... where all my prayers become flowers in bloom! Who can doubt my kindness when friends turn to me? Everything that I posses, I will give away gladly... to show them that every love is very precious to me! Never judge me for taking my time to give it; I am always ready to offer it and share it... admitting that every love is very precious to me! I hope to live longer and happier years that God intended for my good; I'm sure obedience to Him will greatly favor me... and that He'll certainly approve that every love is very precious to me! Copyright 2009 by Andrew Crisci
He'd just turned forty, a happy single daddy He had sunshine days and his life on track His two girls and him, he love's his lit'l family He would never even think of ever looking back Cuz' his two girls were growing - way to fast His days were busy, when springtime came calling He farmed right on through the cold bitter rains And when the planting season finally ended He'd caught a cough he just couldn't shake by then And that's when he called me up My heart beat fast as I packed my bags and rushed to him It hit me hard how his face was pale and his body thin He smiled his smile at me and said - come on in He said - brother you've got to help me Cuz'soon my girls will be missing me I need you to hug and kiss them both for me Tell'em their daddy loves'em when they scrape their knees Wipe their tears and tuck them in Read them stories where the Prince always wins And when they bring home their first dates You make a mean face and you tell him straight To have them home not a minute too late You just tell him- I'm always watching From Heaven I laid my head there upon his chest My tears fell hard as he struggled for breath My shoulders shook and he squeezed my hand He said, I love you brother and you're a good man And I know you'll be the greatest daddy to them You just tell them – I 'm always watching From Heaven I raised my head then, smiled and said I'll hug them daily and tuck them in I'll tell them stories where the Prince always wins They'll know their daddy was strong and brave And I'll have fun scaring all their dates I'll teach them right and what is wrong I'll dry their tears when they hear your song And when its hard and their missing you I'll just tell them- You'll always be watching From Heaven
Decades after decades hunting for blood going on the human world why? For what runs after it's our shy falling in to cry red blood in color like limbs we tie World is our big Home earthly haven we live in nothing will be received by human killing All we belong to same family of Adam and Eve we believe The big family of this World divided in to many folds generations gone ahead that all we forgot The tears of other is tears of mine even disregards it binds All are ours brothers and sisters Let us love for love Let us behold
You picked me up when I fell down, You loved the hurt away. You turned my disappointments all around you know just what to say. For a moment I wish you could see yourself through my loving eyes. Then you could see what words just can't say, then you'd realize. That you are special. There is no one to compare to. Your amazing with such strength and fortitude. Your my hero. Your amazing, amazing me, amazing you.
Talking in the kitchen, Family is sitting on the counter joking around, One of us feels singled out, From the counter pulls he you off and your head meets the grout, Suddenly you get up, start laughing, and the rest join. You become possessed and stab him in the back, First can't tell what with but something with a point, Suddenly we all become victims of attack, You strike over and over until until he's on the floor, You do an uncanny impersonation of the devil as you roar Environment has changed and we're surrounded by strangers, They had come to witness a comedy show but now they're in danger, They all scatter and run for their lives, Escaping into fake staircases, walls, a few run just running no where in strides, Somehow I just stand there, watch it happen, No fear in me that I may become part of this, I tell myself I need this info for the therapist, No fear that I may be at risk, Witnessing a demonic demonstration, You want loved ones to feel intimidation. Then I woke up.. Glad my reality doesn't get me all choked up Childhood memories can be brutal and somewhat faux I'm learning more and more I have a hard time letting them go
Some days I watched Sometimes I cried Most days I dreamed It felt unreal It felt too far To leave a scar Too hard to stare No one would dare Intense The howl within A broken violin Plays my chagrin Nothing lasts Go back, go back A sounding blast In the shark's playground Some days I watched Sometimes I cried Most days I dreamed Of synthetic happiness
If her pain serves to please you She is all out of words If her joy won't amuse you Her trust will be reserved She's begun to realise That she's not all at fault Deep beneath those hate-filled words She sees your true revolt Oh such verbal skill you have Howls harsh reality As deep beneath the silence Screams your veracity Buried ashes of someone Who hasn't even wilted She's still alive, so don't give up Connections are just jilted Wade through the stupidity of your churlish stubborn ways That negative energy To get you through the days Rummage for responses Slave labour you can keep Contagious as those bitter words Adrenaline pumps deep Pull in those reigns that haunt you Take off your amour now Bite your nails down to the quick This hurt you should allow Be sorry, please recognise All those wasted chances Now they're gone, and it's too late All-in wicked glances Comments shoot straight to the bone Leave scars the blades so sharp Immune to those words she's known Leave pin pricks in her heart To peel away in the heat Leave her raw and exposed Naked, pour out empty threats Words are super imposed Skin etches out the journey Grows each autumn and spring Overbearing bitterness Twisted comments brewing You will not admit but some days you miss her Your partner in crime, your big sister
They used to call me the low life cause i did nothing but dream alot. i day dreamed the whole day thinking how i want to get to the top. my friends used to laugh at me saying you wont get closer then an inch, but now i went through redeemption and they didnt, now how is the low life. it was hard knowing that my family was gonna get departed from each other, i remembered an old man told me that life as it is, its only gonna get harder. i didnt belive him tell we went broke and we had rent to pay, i didnt hesitated, i had to cross the line, but i had to get paid. but little did my family know, that the food that they ate was bought from the drug money that i made. I kicked backed to much, and i helped alot, but since i changed my ways and got out of the game the old homeboys are calling me a sell out. sure, they dont know on how many times i gave out a hand, or on how i kept busting my ass for them. I came up to fast and got out hard from the game, and now im looking back on how we ran the game, it was all a shame on how the rest didnt had the guts to change. i was too young on how i was kickin it, drinking and smoking over the limit. i used to go by two rules, 1 go nby the protcol, 2 dont like the rules go on your own. now i get paranoid everytime when i hear the knocks on the door ( if you know what happens) hate me or love me. sorry i am. but i hated on what was me back then. For this is was my domain
What's happening to me? Am I slowly slipping away from reality? Have I really changed that much? Or is it supposed to be this way? Is my mom really right? Do you think I'll be okay? Am I really that bad? Should I put up a fight? Or is it all in my head? Take a look in the mirror What do you see? I see someone new... A different version of me... Tell me she's wrong Then sing me a song Say she's overreacting again And everything will be okay Am I slipping away? November 4th, 2008
Go to sleep Go to sleep My little ones Or Santa Just won't come For he knows when you are awake For He knows when you are asleep Close your weary eyes now And I'll go take a little peek Tap Tap Tap Upon the roof It's santa coming For I hear reindeer's hoofs Hush Hush now Don't say a word Better hurry And fall fast to sleep Or he just may leave you a big turd Let sugar plums Dance in those pertty little heads As I made sure Santa was nice and fead Cookies and milk With nothing else Oh thank you my dear Lord For this nice little cord For they are fast to sleep Now I can go back to bed And count my own lost sheep
I'm completely intrigued by the innocence of his eyes. His laugh is so contagious. He can open up a book to a whole other world, get you completely lost in the pages. I envy his honesty and his wild imagination. There's so much he can discover. One day, he'll find a soul mate to stay by his side and with all he has, he'll love her. But there's no need to rush. All that he needs, he will surely receive. Many years have passed already. Seven birthdays… it's hard to believe. So sad to watch him grow and chase after life, while time passes by. I'm filled with regrets of times we didn't share and a tear falls from my eye. What more can I do, what else should I say to let him know I care? I know we need each other and I love him enough. I only need to be there. So sensitive and full of life, always glowing with hope. There will never be another who lets me see the world for what it can be. He is my little brother.
I am doing all I can To make sure you get the world. I am doing all I can To make sure happiness is yours. I am doing my best For you, For your life, For your soul. My strengths will become yours And you will surpass me. My prayers will guide you And you will find what you seek. My hope and love will blanket you But… you won't know me. I refuse to let you See my pain. I refuse to show you The cruelness in my life. My mountain is not yours And all I need to do Is love and watch over you. I am your conscience Your strength Your angel Your mother. 11/07 A.B.
I grow, I breathe, I exhale, I die I learn, I teach, I provail when I try Crawled, walked, fell down then cried I slept then awoke just to ask God why? Tick clock tick tock my brother is now born Next, two sisters later the family is now formed We love each other dearly the feeling is all warm But when push comes to shove the family is now torn. I look upon my watch and I notice how time flies Not when having fun but when ken folks die When ken folk cry it's makes a stronger man Tick clock tick tock I see the grains of sand.
He came here smiling.... With cheeks round and fat..... His dimples so cute.... Capturing all of those about.... His eyes of blue.... Piercing ever so far into your soul.... You want to hold him forever... And never let go.... His little arms reaching out... As now he tries walking to you... A gleam filling your face.... For that's your little boy... A little boy... God sent directly to you..... The words "Daddy" and "Mommy"......... All come too soon.... They grow up so sudden... But what can you do? He soon will be pitching a ball.... Not giving you much time to rest.... For you will have to teach him.... How to be his best... This bundle of joy.... As anyone can see..... Brightens our world.... This little boy in blue.... He has two sisters.... And oh they love him so.... He is their play-pretty... And this he already knows.... We call him "Dalton".... If you were to see him.... He would set your heart aglow...... He is as of an Angel..... Smiling at all he meets.... A smile that.... Sometimes I even... See in my sleep...... This little bundle... So short and round.... Will fill many hearts with joy..... For God has sent us....... One of a kind.....
Tonight I shall sleep alone, for my last and final time, and let my dreams set the tone until the morning chime. But when the next I sleep I shall hear you softly breath, and bless the Lord my soul to keep, I shall sleep in the arms of thee.
We just got the news today she will soon be going away the doctors done all that they can do but it's not over for her she's just going home she's faught her fight Her battles now are through another saints gone home Hallelujah another child of God reaches Her heavenly home another saints gone home Hallelujah Praise the Lord for now at last her victory is won When the time has come for me to go away I want my friends and family to see that its not time to mourn but to celebrate this life I've lived I pray they all may sing another saints gone on hallelujah another child of God reaches the Heavenly gates another saints gone home hallelujah Praise the Lord Some day we'll see her in the heavely home. By Treasa Jarvis Dedicated to the memory of my grandmother Beulah Campbell who was a great inspiration to me..
Miss Kelsey Louisa is only 5 years old. but she's figuring out a lot of things about life. she knows more than when she was only 4 years old. Kelsey knows about love. it's the way her dog Sandy chases a laughing squirrel its also the way mama smiles when she gets a letter from daddy Kelsey knows about unfairness too. this one is the way mama calls her for dinner right when she's almost to the middle of her cherry tootsie roll pop that she saved from the doctor's office its also the way Molly tripped her in the park when Kelsey didn't share Kelsey understands nervousness. it's the way a deer looks when it gets caught eating the roses in the garden maybe its also the way people sometimes twitch…a cracking of the knuckles, a pacing of the floor, a tapping of the foot, even a clenching and unclenching of the lips oh, and Kelsey understands death too. this one is the jingling of the phone during dinner they aren't supposed to answer it, but sometimes they just have to death is also the sound of the emptiness coming from the broken clock on Kelsey's bedroom wall all these and more Miss Kelsey Louisa knows. except for one. just one. fear. is it the smell of burning cookies? or maybe the flash of a jolt she feels when someone sneaks up on her during hide-and-seek? or what if it was the time when her favorite color crayon snapped in two? what an awful, awful, desolate noise that was… Kelsey knows about happiness. this one is easy! the shade of the yellow ribbon on the head of a mannequin in the nearby clothing store happiness is sunshine, painted fingernails, sticky sweet watermelon juice running down her face, sand castles, and twirling till she's dizzy and the entire planet pirouettes around her but most of all, happiness is the way Kelsey felt when her daddy came home and hugged her his camouflage uniform and boots were gleaming Miss Kelsey Louisa is only 5 years old. but she knows a lot of things. many more than when she was 4.
when will people of the world get it right no more war's , no more fights one family , one planet mother earth feels all this negativity and doesn't understand it we are all native to the earth we are all family from our time of birth shouldn't life have more value and worth the time has come to re-direct our search we won't find what we're looking for creating enemies solutions are what we need with peaceful possibilities all life in the universe depend on us now we have to make it happen some way, some how we can make it ,if we try you can make it ,if you try just try a little harder, dig a little deeper inside yourself, you've got to know who you are everybody is a star, everybody is a star attitude, gratitude, fortitude,to your magnitude how bright does that light shine in you everybody is a star, you just got to know who you are. Open for Editing
Eyes turned sharply, as she walked inside, looking so timid, she was about to cry. Short leather skirt, stacked heels of red, one lady got up, and this is what she said. Welcome my child, we've been waiting for you, follow me, we'll sit on the front pew. Where are you from, sure hope you like this town, you could have heard a pin drop, no one was making a sound. Then the minister, walked down the aisle, put his hand on the shoulder, of this poor lost child. He turned to the people, that he saw every week, as he wiped a tear, from his rosy red cheek. Come meet Mary, she comes from downtown, I met her at a shelter, still no one made a sound. He gave Mary a robe, and handed her a mike, and told them get ready, this, you're going to like. The voice of an Angel, no music at all, a glow all around her, that everyone saw. She found a new family, actually, a new way of life, and every Sunday, she sings to her Savior , and smiles.
Thank God for 7-27, when my son flew in Life as it should be will forever begin Charming little visions of how days are meant To teach him as he shows me how life is spent Listen to me now and read what I find so true Words are like a beat that can start a groove Bring the rhythm back to lift your spirits up Don't worry too much because we all get stuck My life seems to stop before it begins Caught in another ever-recurring trend Giving away every one of my previous wins With Faith and company until my life ends It's time now to be down again Even faster than western winds Life can run around, leave you in loop Feeling that life needs one more scoop Tip the timer over, fall with the sand Live for every second you possibly can I will soon learn should luck turns up I'm lost, backwards, and running amuck Trying to regain what I thought I missed Elusive, erratic and ending up like this Never have I wanted to be other than here Life in crystal-clear brings visions near Capable are your dreams so easily achieved All you have to do is work & truly believe Look for a big picture in whatever you see Never believe free, it offers no guarantee Just sit back and listen to tales they tell And make your own path but remember it well Don't try to be so deep, just work to relax Make life a story but include all the facts Learn about yourself when you're at the mic Work the crowd just to see what you're like Life will soon be everything you need it to be Proceed with sight don't let only destiny lead You always have control in every step you take Follow dreams today and always live fast awake At times I don't know where this path would go Like I'm hosting a show I've never seen before Filling in the gaps, taking punches for others Learning along the way what life really offers It's time now to be down again Steps closer to an unknown end Digging up dirt nearly burying yourself At least the digging is good for health Live your life now, stay until the very last Live your life today as if it's already past
I sent a balloon Into the sky, I know that you Are wondering why… The balloon is free To roam above, Sending my sorrow Along with my love… The balloon flies up While the bird sings, Sending my mom Her angel wings… So when I get down Feeling the gloom, I look up to heaven And send her a balloon.
There is a wee tall tale, that me father told us three. He'd heard it from his father before him. It was part of his family tree. He told of how he'd left Ireland, and sailed the ocean blue, to land in another country, that to him was all new. He told of why he'd gone there, of the nasty deed he'd done, and how he'd had to sail away, and keep right on the run. He told of how his mother, cried when he sailed. She wiped her tears on her apron, and gave way to a sad, sad wail. She knew she'd nary again see him. This child she loved so well, for he was now a fugitive. His soul he'd had to sell. So as the tears were falling, she bid him fond farewell. She kissed his cheek so softly, and told him, her love with him would dwell. And as the ship left harbor, with this young Irish lad, a mother's heart was broken, with the pain of one who's sad. I miss me mother dearly now, for all these may a year, but I'm glad to have you sons, to be with me right here. And the moral of this story: If you must ever roam, Take your mother's address, so you can keep in touch with home.
Lay your head down precious one And dry your eyes right now For dreams of happy endings Will be coming anyhow The rains will stop, that much we know Though we may not know how So walk ahead to dryer ground Where my love will abound Know that when you're all alone I've never been more near And when you think I'm gone from you I'm holding you, my dear The nights will pass before you know The sun will rise once more I'll be with you in the sunshine And with you in the storm In the sunshine, in the rain Just look up to the sky And wish you may and wish you might And to you, I will fly I'll never leave you, never go Where you can't find me there Just look inside your heart to find The love we share
As I lie in your arms tonight I know The love that we share can't be broke Tried, True battered til the end Baby, you're my best friend A kiss from you is all it takes And those three little words that you say I don't know exactly where to begin But baby you're my best friend The world may pass us by But I know we'll be alright As long as I have you here with me And though some things will change My love's gonna stay the same Cause I'm living out my destiny We might travel the world as far as we can go Or just settle down, and go with the flow There ain't no telling where our lives might be spent Just as long as you're my best friend.
A few days ago your battle with MS ended And your last breath was drawn You peacfully closed your eyes And your final journey carried you Home. You went to be with your Saviour As he awaited you on His Throne Your struggles of this earth were over For He sent His Son to rescue you And gently placed you in His arms. Your body now so small and flare And with no strenght left to live... Accepted His out stretched arms And away He took you Departing as the Dove....... 'The Dove Thats' Controlled by God's Will' He carried you to see your earthly father Whom you lost suddenly as a very young man God knew how you had loved and missed him So He placed Mr. Luker right within your palmed hand. Your three sons ( the second of which I barred) Were all there with you When the 'Death Angel' Made It's way into the room. Each with tears of pain rolling down their cheeks Helplessly watching knowing nothing Could be done to keep their daddy from leaving that room Each trying to prepared themselves For what lay just hours ahead. They sat with each other As each one fought hard to be a strong man Each one knowing they were losing their daddy And also losing their best friend. Trying to remain strong for little sister Knowing she and her mom were on their way For they knew she was too young to understand And they would have to chose the right words to say. To tell her of ........ This 'Final Journey Home' and it's departure Of Life and Death.... The 'Journey' her daddy (and she must be told) Has aboarded and he has already left. Jimmy rest in peace now and move about in 'Your Heavely Home' You have lefted behind alot of 'Widsom and Knowledge' As you were struggling daily to live.... But accept your Rewards now and rejoy in the Lord..... You're in Heaven now..........Where there is no more pains.......... There is no more burdens.....There is no more worries....... It is finally all over. Look below now and see all is o.k. After all, don't you remember talking to and teaching your children And telling strangers About our Almightly God? And about the Lord? I will always remember you, Cecilia Jimmy died April 16, 2008 after 22 years of living with MS. He fought a hard battle till the end.
I came back to a scene that was unbelievable! Tragedy has struck my home but what hurt me most was my mom sitting there with her head down and tears falling from her eyes. Everything went up in smoke but for some strange reason I still have hope. What did we do to deserve this? I know I brought pain to you Lord but I want an answer to "WHY?!" Why am I still in this place, why do I pray to you, why did you let my mama cry? Is it so bad to ask for a second chance? A second chance at LIFE! What does that mean, a second chance? Seconds have already passed while you've been writing this poem. This is real life it ain't no game! You can't press restart and start your day all over again. I wish I had my grandma by my side to tell me this and not have to learn it on my own. I can't see anything beyond that door. Should I take a chance or just give up and die?
This time your eyes don't seem to bare the familiar strength you been staying away from me you've gone to every length i did every thing i could to lend a helping hand now your broken and its hard to under stand this was no ones plan love makes harsh demands even though i can see your heart is truly broke when i tried to hold you i was just a joke now things are changed nothing like before i have become something so much more a ache still nags deep within my core a life left in ashes spread upon the floor i wonder where you ll go who you ll see i wonder if the only thing you think about is me the empty hole of things left unsaid a wall of noise stands strong in my head some how this feel like I'm dead but I'm watching in you go instead how many times could i try to be the one you needed but i know it was the ego i feed ed a callous soul without any notion of truth hope or devotion farewell my once longing love
I don't understand, how i'm blame to be the biggest sin the world can see. you're little tall tails, you try and make the people believe are all hopeless, just like the heart inside of you beats. i'm breathing like i always do, i'm not gonna miss a single breath over you. when you're the one, that's suppose to be here for me, even when death captures the life of me. sadly, you're mistaken, for the life you've overtaken. the life of a drugged out temptresses is not a life to lead, thats why you aren't my example of the future to me. i don't want to be the one that is always the one to plead, for money, for sex, for looks, oh you're something i've learned to not be from those certain books. you weren't there for me to write, when you were suppose to be, the introduction author about the life of me. the life of me, how interesting can that be? well, i must say, you helped me be able to write about a girl who has been terribly betrayed. where's my mother, the one whose suppose to be like none other? you gave me no one, but myself to look up too.
Clouds of an Occult day Words of a Darkmaster Chill My Mind Freeze my Eyes Hidden Forever I'll be; Shadow walk You will Never see me It's time to anew I'll Lose you I cannot forget The Blood I cannot-- Forgive you Locked in my cell I'm never far I'll Never Bleed For you Again Loosing Vitality Mistakes cannot be Fixed Forever you and I will Drown Sacred Words Of you Do not Render Complete Obsolete Cords of Vile you wrap around the flowers how east it must be I wasn't Born this Way you Made me this Way Locked in my cell I'm never far I'll Never Bleed For you Again Loosing Vitality Mistakes cannot be Fixed Forever you and I will Drown Sacred Words Of you Do not Render Complete Obsolete Sacred Words Of you Do not Render Complete Obsolete Sacred Words Of you Do not Render Complete Obsolete
egad, you possibly exclaim come december first two thousand and seven five decades sped by at the blink of an eye days of adolescence, and infancy so tender and mild seemed like heaven such quick lightning speed of life prompts ye to go slack jawed well nigh. whence boyce and (the late) harriet harris poured heartfelt glee patterson, new jersey pinpoints the birthplace arc with a life of relative bliss role of newfound parenthood which eventually brought siblings totaling three this second born (and only bro) and a younger precocious and often envious sis. the half century mark of being resident on earth most likely seems to deliver utter disbelief especially when with a little bit of effort ye can remember life soon after birth from the one whose passage (mom) might still trigger momentary bouts of grief. progression toward senescence forces greater awareness of mortality without choice this concept to confront the grim reaper most difficult challenge each of must face taking stock of unique existential tapestry a weave of sadness and those to rejoice some seem to possess ability toward progression of aging with dignity and grace. how to reckon with beast of burden integrating ways to meet nemesis with a scythe a private challenge each of us must confront with our own battle ax reconciling countdown with demise raises question of purpose being born only to die yet some purpose driven meaning needs be found to enjoy existence to the max. i, this middling progeny and sole male harris heir wishes to impart his own sage advice gleaned from his own psychic pain hardly earth shattering merely express sentiments toward those whom we care despite less than stellar communication an attempt now to reach out in the main. business of each our respective attendant various and sundry domestic kin absorbs a good amount of daily energy and time an effort clamors (on my part) to compose birthday note and bring at least a grin thru this poetry milieu of mine mainly thru stream of consciousness rhyme. no matter that affection rarely demonstrably and volubly shown toward first born lack of a close knit rapport during my emotionally fraught tumultuous earlier life mostly likely bred measurable disappointment within sentient self to feel forlorn which past and present trials and tribulations which sensitivity prompt ye to morn yet seclusiveness within mien kempf being does in truth harbor love well worn.
Bleeding from the heart I have nothing to show I saw the deaths of many people I did not know I couldn't help them breath, all they had was a blank stare My heart fell to the ground I felt lost because I cared How do you tell someone's family that they are gone How do you tell them before they see the morning dawn I have no place to lay I have no home to stay I miss my family that I left behind, the ones that I cannot see I wonder if they ever think about me I wish you could just sit with me I wish my heart did not ache I hope this wasn't a mistake
It smells like chlorine, it smells like rain, Summer is here, it's back again. Temperature rises, hot days are here Heatstroke's all we have to fear. Beach days and sandy shores Vacation time; we beg for more. Water, pool parties, friends and games, Every day is different; nothing's the same. Pictures are taken and passed around Happiness is the only sound. It smells like chlorine, it smells like rain, Summer is here, it's back again.
"Innocent Syphilus? He is debaucherous!" Exploded his wife In dismal grief!! Avidly lecherous Became cunning and treacherous His lascivious play Was his plaintive lay! His 'unusual canker' Was in fact a genital chancre, The randy Syphilus Had contracted syphilis! The acne on his face Brought him disgrace For it extended beyond the chin And all over the skin. Because of the sins of Syphilus The mirth from her life vanished! Tell me, tell me O Jesus! Why was she atrociously punished?
I was born in the nineties Where my mother used to sing melodies of her music so sweet to hear of her voice which stole my fear. I was born in the nineties Where my sister used to read fantasies of her imagination so amusing that her heart would stop beating. I was born in the nineties Where my brother used to play in balconies his laughter so loud and audible And his caress makes me comfortable. I was born in the nineties Where my father used to tell stories of his experience with his best-friend that his smile would have no end. I was born in the nineties A time where I watch cartoons and movies New one's came and all are gone, Just like life when time is done.
{bee's} the dancing machines please stay away from everyone's knees you very nasty {bee's} Please please please stay away from especially my knees you very nasty and honorable theives {bee's} so please fly off to those daisies for these these these are the only way I want it to { bee's } Little Song Jenny And I came Up When She Was 4 LOL Thanks All For Stopping Also Entry For Matt Caliri's Contest Funnest-hardest Poem Ever
Although you died one cold dreary night... On a lonely road... Not too far from your home.... You did not go alone. Although your life..... And the way you believed.... Very few people understood.... But I for one knew you....So... You did not make your last journey all alone. The peace-maker you were, will forever hold it's memory .... In my heart...to forgive thy fellow neighbor... To you... this was our earthly part. A part of me died with you.. As you left this earthly place... But I know a smile awaited you... As you parted those pearly gates. Daddy...I will always love and miss you... Though a delayed reaction I had to your death... But...I guess it's God way of sheltering us.... Through things we cannot accept. Now....I pray you rest in peace.... It's been two years that you have been gone... Your family, friends, and loved ones.... One day will join you at the right hand.... Of our Creator's Throne. As I have said....A part of me..... Went with you.... You did not leave all alone. Your loving Daughter,
Now your struggles are ended, Of body and mind. May your battles be remembered, With our passing time. For years you had suffered, Pain capturing your will, Destroying all promises, Of the day you would be healed. We' re shared precious moments, And at time revealing our fears, We talked of those days we'd, Soon be over the hill. I felt in your footsteps, And saw you in mine, Those times we discussed, Your life with pain, And I with mine. I've thought of you often, And even at times did shed a tear, I had ask our Creator to look upon you, As "special" and let your remaining days, Be free of all your pains and fears. You told me of some good times, And even shared some of your blues, I've seen the tracks of loneliness, Thru a blinded tear or two. We both knew our days were not forever, And our stories would have to end. I'll cherish those times we opened our hearts, And in sharing our pains, We both found a friend. Your body and spirit are parted now, Each going their own seperate way, A journey I think you welcomed, After so many darken days. Friends, as well as loved ones, Knew of your kindness within, We now mourn for your departure, For life's battle, you did not win. Now your body free of pain at last, Now peace will live with you forever, In that bright glorious land. Remember? I told you of a tunnel? Not to far away from here? And that bright light was waiting... And what peace you would find within. Now you know I have been there, For before you it all appears, Just as I told you, The bright light will dry your tears. Now I know not of this other world you are in, I only know of the journey, Of which you have been. When you reunited with our Maker, I know your final home you found, May God walk with you, As you explore those Heavenly grounds. Aunt Beryl I will miss you, And think of you often.... YOU know I realized THEY were real, And would some day separate your body from your soul. Close your eyes and welcome your sweet rest, For time is of no more. Your loved ones all gathered, With sorrow showing about, Unbound tears fell as soft raindrops, seeming as tho, They wanted to shout. The flowers beautifully laid about you all aglow, Your beauty giving inspiration, As if for them to grow. With life gone from your body, And the spirit from your soul, I now feel your story must be told.
Do you know how important the role of a father is? Its as important as that of a mother. Either in office or at home, He is always able to manage it in one go. The long years he spends and puts into his hard work, Just for the betterment of himself and his family members. As soon as his child in this devastating Earth is born, A father becomes even more happy than a farmer seeing his harvested corn. Its he who is always tensed about his child's career, Always running hither and thither for his/her luxurious future. The golden values that he teaches The great experiences that he shares, Are the unique ones which can only be found From the speeches of one's father. He is the one, who invests the right money at right places, Leave it not be for mutual funds and many other cases. To build his nest and develop family for the best In order to secure his as well as his family's future, And so that they would never feel to be surpassed by others. Just as a Santa Clause arrives to fulfill all the children's dreams once a year, A father acts like a Santa Clause for their whole life and protect them from all fear. The luxurious facilities that he provide of his hard earned money, Just in order to see a spark of smile on the face of his children and family. Its often seen that a child idolizes his father, Because of his great deeds and the way to inspire. He always acts like a guiding force for his children, Till the moment he satisfies himself that they have become maturates. He is often seen to be a leader of his family, Always saving and rescuing them from any difficulty. Whenever his children demands for a new dress or shoes to wear, He sees to it that their wishes are not left to be spared. It's the prime duty of his family members to follow all his decisions May not be its right or wrong, We always have to obey it all. It's the sincere request in the end from the core of my heart, To all the beloved children and fathers of the world's cart. Please maintain a good rapport forever, As time and tide waits now or never.
Three seeds were planted each in a special way. They were watered and nurtured and fed every day . As each one of them sprouted and began to grow, I knew in my heart I could never let them go. As my three flowers bloomed Oh to my suprize they were absolutly beatiful and brought tears of joy to my eyes. Along with the seasons my flowers changed to only to become more beatiful with every morning dew. I knew in my heart one day they must go, and create there own garden for which it will be an honor to show. As the golden sun begins to set beatifully in the sky the moon begins to rise oh so very high. My three beatiful flowers dance in the moon light eagerly awaiting the star lite night. Oh how my three beatiful flowers have grown but no matter what they do or how big they get my garden will be a place they can always call home.
a broken soul hidden in an empty home wanted to leave, but there was no where to go a mother's heart broken into two wanted to stop the pain, but there was nothing anyone could do a cold presence haunting this dried up place needed to leave, but it would not be the same there will always be a remembrance of you a presence in every room each door locked with a key and i'm sure you'll remember me and our family will miss you so it was heart broken to see you go and I'll miss you so much in heart is where you'll be I'll be coming, so we can meet because there will always be a remembrance of you your death will not remain true its been forever since you past away until I see you, I will have nothing to say there will always be a remembrance of you and everyone will love you I'll remain faithful and true there will always be a remembrance of you a presence in every room each door locked with a key and i'm sure you'll remember me because I will remember you there will always be a remembrance left in each and every room a remembrance of you a burnt down home holding dirt in place i'm glad the angels came for she was in so much pain without her in our lives it won't be the same I know I learned my lesson never did think a fire could bring so much aggression there will always be a remembrance of you a presence in every room each door locked with a key and i'm sure you'll remember me and your family will miss you so it was heart broken to see you go and I'll miss you so much in my heart is where you'll be I'll be coming, so we can meet because there will always be a remembrance of you your death will not remain true its been forever since you past away until I see you, I will have nothing to say there will always be a remembrance of you and everyone will love you I'll remain faithful and true there will always be a remembrance of you a presence in every room each door locked with a key and i'm sure you'll remember me because I will remember you there will always be a remembrance left in each and every room a remembrance of you i'm begging you to forgive me so even though the fire took its deadly tole and I won't let my heart pass you by you are the apple of my eye a cold spot in my heart the reason I was torn apart the reason I have no soul there will always be a remembrance of you a presence in every room each door locked with a key and i'm sure you'll remember me
Lost in my love for you I find our daughter, Starring into her eyes I see you Within her heart filled with joy You see me, Living within her dreams we both exist, Her family that's all she knows A family we will forever be, You, our baby and me.
Papa says yes Mama says no Off to a dance I want to go Flowers in my hair Mama says Girl don't you dare Horn's just a blaring Papa not even caring Begging dear mama Please Please can I go hah hah If your papa says yes Then I must confess Your mama says no But This time I'll let you go Be home by eleven My little princess from Heaven For if you come in late Your papa is going to kill that date To My Jenny Tribute To Teenage Dating Remember Kiddies Were always watching LOL
My summer love My summer love You were sent speical from Heaven above Your smile Your Touch Your Kiss makes me only want to hove My sumer love My summer love Wrap your arms around me and fly free like a carefree dove Wisper in my ear and tell me no other does Like My sweet sweet sumer love Summer love Hold me close and tell me not to push or shove Away my summer love My summer love For shes the only one for me just because just because She arrived to me on the wings of a dove And now will be forever known as my only summer love my summer love Tribute To My Jenny Rose For She Was Born In The Summer LOL Aug 25th 1997 Mama Loves Ya Peanut Also Maybe A Future Song LOL
Whether we where this or whether we where that. The girls that I've been with or the guys that you attract. Any given problem have it known I got your back. I just hope that leaves it proven that a friend you'll never lack. Ever since I met you only good vibes you've been giving. You offered me your heart but mine you have been steeling. To get you gotta give that's just called the cost of living. So if you need me scream my name as long as I'm still breathing. It's a shame that friendships die, so why not let this one last. Let's keep trust and faith right here and let the time just slowly pass. If we agree or disagree it don't matter its still a blast. And tell me that's not perfect we compare and we contrast. The reason were this close is cause were different than the rest. We only speak straight up only real s**t we address. The special bond we have is the power we possess. Were examples for our peers and two symbols for the west.
Would I look insane If I took pictures in the rain? My face would be…sponging wet My camera would be slippery I bet Would I be in danger If I took photos of a passerby and a stranger? My reputation would probably be out of shape My own skin would turn a odd shade…just like the clouds—covered by a foggy cape It would be a whole new adventure If I drive that damp road of cement…what would occur? My uncertainty leads to a mysterious freeway…we are all along for the ride We'll still be together like some married couple—well, I'll always stay by their side Would we be in danger If I took photos of this horrifying recollection? Will it drive my dad to anger? My safety is hanging on its last seat belt; I'll never forget this risky exploration Would I be the one to blame If I took pictures of the rain's appalling flame? My face is showered with bogging rain and blurred fog My curiosity increases the rainstorm and I flash the driver to create a direction's clog
He was just a stove-up old cowboy, Who only drank to ease the pain, And he really didn't need it, Except when it was cold or gonna' rain. He'd spent his life bull-ridin' , Until he had that wreck, The bull threw him high, he came down hard, And busted his legs all to heck. He'd been my Daddy's best friend, Up until the day my Daddy died, They rodeo'ed together, At the funeral, he cried. I'd see him every now and again, At one or another rodeo, He always had kind words for me, Acted like he hated to see me go. He gave me my first pony, And a saddle with a dally horn, They say he drove my Mamma to town, The icy night that I was born. I heard he'd talk about me, And only had good things to say, He never told me to my face, But I knew that was just his way. It came as a surprise to me, When I heard that he was dead, I couldn't forget the last time I saw him, Or the last thing he ever said... "I wish you'd been my own son, I'm proud to know ya' as a man, I wanted to say 'I love ya', While I'm sober, and I can." Then he turned and strode off, And his back seemed straight and strong, I'm not real sure, but I'd have sworn That limp of his was gone. So, on those nights when I'm alone, And hurt gets in my way, I think of him and the guts it took, To say what he had to say. And now, when I see an old Cowboy, A little drunk and broken down, I stop and listen to the stories he tells, 'Cause I know he's been around. And Somewhere, Jake is bull-ridin', Hittin' in the eighties on every ride, Young , and Free, and Wild again, In that place, called The Other Side.
My heart flutters inside my chest like a blood red butterfly frantically trapped in a wire cage full of rage knowing its life span is short Houston, we have a problem, mission abort. Crush the butterfly in your trembling hand, blood soaked sand under your feet the secret you cannot dare repeat, iron fist to stem the weakling's tremors, do you remember? 'Cause the porch hammock of childhood has long rotted away and the day the day you'll never forget, unable to wipe the images from your mind after all this time Still fresh and vibrant as you roll over, the seventeenth of October the day that time ended for you, lips turning blue, relive it every time you're not distracted, ambushed and attacked it blinds you to life and then he took a knife and you know it will never end its part of your being warping all feeling and you understand completely what drove him mad and it's so sad that genetically he was more like you than any other, my brother, my brother.
She, In the Heart of Me… There are people who made better life choices than------I. Some, like she, have loved me, and love her, I-----------DO. Sharing thoughts and reciting poetry I shall surely-------MISS. I do not want to accept the truth; she has gone. Oh, ---MY. Life shall never be the same without my dear------------AUNT. Her beautiful soul matches her beautiful name-----------ELEANOR. Who knew me better these latter years? A friend was----SHE. We shared experiences, and philosophies? We-----------LOVED. She lived a compassionate life of service to many--------AND Aunt Eleanor's kindhearted positive views----------------ENCOURAGED Her beauty within and without now lives in the heart of--ME. © Dane Ann Smith-Johnsen February 12, 2010 Poetic form: The new "End Line Word" (Lyrical, too) Dedicated to My Aunt Eleanor Baksa Deceased February 10, 2010.
It's the end of the line now. No more feeling. No more wishing that I could be your perfect little girl all over again. No more dreaming. no more hoping that I would turn out to be a daughter you'll be proud of. No more thinking that everything's gonna change and go back to the way things were it's not. I'm putting up my walls again to disappear from view to block out the world to pretend I'm not here 'cause it's so much easier than trying to feel everything. 'Cause I don't wanna be so damn suffocated.
The Meaning Of A friend His old hands were cracked, weathered, and worn. His clothes were so ragged, filthy, and torn. His old grey hair was unkempt, and in bad need of a comb. And I knew without a doubt, that it had been awhile since, this old gentlemen had known the comforts of a home. I stood in the shadows watching him with sadness and with awe. And I thought how much he favored my own grey headed old paw. Well I watched as he picked up a discarded sack, containing food scraps and an empty soda can. And I thought to myself how degrading, what hunger can do to a man. My mind started wandering what could have sunk him to this low. I couldn't take it any longer I guess I just had to know. As I walked up to him I could see the loneliness in his sad old face. And I wondered how long had it been since anyone had showed to him a little kindness, mercy, or grace. I said mister I'm a friend if you'll allow me to be. I've got a spare room I think will fit you it even has a key. I've got plenty of food to share I told him, and that I was quite lonely living there. He looked at me and nodded, I think he said a prayer. Well we shared that winter together he truly was such a delight. He sat and told me stories as we would talk late into the night. He told what had happened, and that he had simply given up. How he'd lost his wife to cancer, I saw a tear fall to his cup. As we stood there fixing to part ways, he said son you've truly been my friend. He said I hope we can keep in touch, let's not let this be the end. He said I think I'm going to see my girl, let her know I'm still alive. She had just had a little girl and I think she would be five. Adios and God be with you and he walked out of the room. A tear ran down my cheek as I thought how we first met, and from that sack of scraps how this wonderful friendship it did bloom. And I wondered was I placed there just for him, or just maybe he was placed there just for me. I don't know but I thank God anyway, and that's how this story ends with a new beginning for all to see.
She's beautiful in everyway that beauty can be She capture your heart with a smile that you must see Pretty , thin , black head full of hair When she talk or sing a riddle she capture your full attention with a stare So much energy but , she's full of joy Blessing's was a little girl even though every dad would wish upon a boy Her conversation is full even though know one understands what she may say Good health and a bright future for her i pray It's a smile when i knock and she greets me at her parents door She's my beautiful niece her name is Sydni Patrice Moore
There Are Sounds of Ancient Thunders There Are Sounds of Ancient Drummers Calling … Brave Warriors Gladiators and Warriors And They're Marching To The Cadence of Their Hearts' Pounding Marching, To The Cadence of The World's Rage Resounding They're Going By The Beat of Their Heart's Pumping By The Steady Flow of Blood and Bloodlust, Tells Me Somethin' … Warriors … Courageous Warriors … Chorus: But, We've Seen These Men, Playing With Their Children We've Seen These Sons and Their Laughter, I'm Hearing We've Seen These Men, Loving Their Babies And Tenderly Holding and Kissing Their Ladies … Warriors … Courageous Warriors … 2nd Chorus: Oh Lord, Please Stop These Warriors' Battle Cry And The Battle Cry, Coming From Their Mothers and Wives The Battle Cry, Coming From Their Little Ones' Eyes The Battle Cry, Coming From Warriors … When They Die … Warriors … Courageous Warriors … Sticks and Stones, Swords, Arrows and Bombs Lances, Knives, Hand to Hand Combat, Napalm God Almighty, Oh, Thy Kingdom Come Please Rescue Us, From The Kingdom of The Gun … And Prophecy Is Marching – Listen, All Who Arms Bear Warriors, Must Beat War Weapons Into Plowshares ( Isa. 2: 4 ) And When War, Is No More, Then We Will Hear All Warriors' Battle Cry, Will Be An Amen Cheer ! … Gentle Warriors … Peace-Loving, Warriors … 2nd Chorus: Oh Lord, Please Stop These Warriors' Battle Cry And The Battle Cry, Coming From Their Mothers and Wives The Battle Cry, Coming From Their Little Ones' Eyes The Battle Cry, Coming From A Warrior's … Last ' Why ? ' … Warriors … Courageous Warriors … How Can Flesh and Blood, Mortal-Men, Be So Fearless, I Wonder Are They Strengthened By Duty, Love and Honor Facing Danger, Death and Being Torn Asunder Sacrificing All, As A Fallen Soldier … … Warrior … Courageous Warrior …
Reach out and touch someone's hand. This will make the world a better place. You can! Reach out and help someone's life plan. This will help you find your life's purpose. You can! Reach out and leave the surface of your home. This will make you well-known. You can! Reach out and touch someone's hand. This will make the world a better place. You can! wrote 2-9-10
Is a tree wrong because it leans? Or is a tree wrong because it is not green So you tell me what co lour it's suppose Too be? We have to walk in a way talk in a way Head up high and back straight Don't smile to hard cause your not Really awake being under the Spell of what the government has To make Oh look his shining but really inside his Dieing In a circle of a family everyone has To be as one you try to step out And you're classed as wrong Say too much and you're classed As mad and you need to be locked up But insert of them giving you an ear They per fur to give you a glair See a man with a new whip Insert of asking where he got it you Per fur to BANG! And that it! That's it not just for him but For his mum and the woman that Is carrying his unborn son In roots, when kuntaka heard The sounds of the drum he don't run to Freedom He stays with his family and he had to be strong But in god he prayed that one day his family will See a better day Family is a community! So let us all have a dream that one day are Community could be clean Clean of the guns and the drugs That's killing us one by one So I pray for each and every one is soul So god could make us all whole And let are feelings just roll Because you're not pulling does't mean That you're not killing us one by one So when we see each other lets Us be nice and greet your neighbor with a smile And let god just shine!
' The Dance … ' Oh … How I Love To Dance Why … Do I Love To Dance ? … Its Rhythmic … Its Ritual … The Body is So Beautiful ! … Once … I Saw The Ocean Groove … That's The Way, I Want to Move Earth-Spinning, Round and Round Don't You Know … We All Get Down ? Don't You Know, What The Good-Book Says 'God' … Moves in Mysterious Ways That Is Why I Love To Dance … … His Empire, Moves In Elegance ! Lord, Have Mercy, Keep Moving Me Moving and Grooving, to Your Glory ! Blood-Flowing, Lung – Breathe ' The Spirit ', is Zooming … You Better Believe ! ( Just Look At It Move 'His' Girl, MoonBee !_ Acrobat, Hip-Hop, Ballet Art of Tap, Polka, Reggae' You Can Do It !… I Know You Can Just Listen, To That Bible – Band ! … Music … Just Adds Motivation Stirs A Soul To Celebration Dancing … is A Declaration We're On Cruise-Control, In His Creation ! Dancing … Can Be A Holy Act God, and His Son … Like It, Like That So, Nod Your Head … Do The Wave Signal ! … You Want To Be Saved ! Don't Be Shy … At Situation Meet Me At ' The Revelation' They're Opening Up, The Garden – Gate … Hurry Now … Don't Be Late ! Cherubs, gonna' Let Us In No Cover Charge … Bring A Friend Oh 'Son of God' … Please Partner Me … Dance Me To Eternity ! Oh, How I Love To Dance It's A Rhythm – Romance Passion – Performance Yes Lord … I Love To Dance Dance! … into Eternity Dance! … Better Than A Fantasy Dance! … Universal Dance Floor Dance! … Don't You Wanna' Dance Some More ? Dance ! … Now, Can't You See ? … Dance ! … We Gon' P a r t y ! Dance With This Girl, thru The Galaxy Dance With The Stars and The Only MoonBee Boys Shout ! … 'Bring On The Dancing Girls !' God's Making A Wonder World Them … Us … You … and Me … Still Moving … To His Mystery ! Now Dance ….
The force of the nature takes over. What can we the people do better, Than just obey and Surrender? God's power is just as the space. It is but a celestial act of grace That travels beyond the airspace. God's promises are unlimited They can never be erased, Nor can they be replaced. My brother, Wismith Thermidor Is hastening to get into the store He's just one step away from the door. Now, it's up to you to save your family, To retain "today" from being a page in History Otherwise, they'll be stuck in your memory!
' The Art Of Dancing… ' Oh ! … How I Love To Dance Why… Do I Love To Dance ? … … it's Rhythmic … it's Ritual The Body Is So Beautiful ! Oh ! … How I Love To Dance Why … Do I Love To Dance ? … If You're Breathing – You Ain't Still Check Your Heartbeat and It Will … Dance … Into A Fantasy Virtual Reality Dancing Makes Me Feel So Free … Come and Do A Dance With Me Dancing … is Good Exercise Dancing … Adds A Spice to Life Dancing … is A Natural High You Can Do It … If You Try … … Head, Shoulders, Legs, Feet Get 'em Moving to The Beat Back, Arms, Hands, Hips Shake, Stomp, Slide, Slip Bend, Bop, Break, Bounce Push, Pull, Prance, Pounce Soul-Roll, Slow, Fast Jump, Jiggle … All That Jazz ! Dancing … is A Form of Joy Do It ! … Baby Girl and Boy Keep The Music, Playing Please Honey … Just Look At Your Knee ! When I Dance … I Come Alive ! Waltz, Cha-Cha, Swing, Jive Circle, Square, Line, Freestyle Tango, or Step – Side to Side Innocent – Interaction Expression – Satisfaction Set-it-in Motion … You and I … Aaw, Just Look At That Guy Oh ! … I See You're Moving Now ! … thought You Didn't Know How ? Ha! Ha! Ha! Ha! … He! He! He! … You Dance 'bout as Good as Me ! … Supper-Club, or in My Room At Your House … or Under The Moon If I Hear A Real-Good Tune … You Will Know, I'm Dancing Soon … Dance … Into A Fantasy Virtual Reality Dancing Makes Me Feel So Free … Come Dancing Now … With The MoonBee Posted for: Jared Pickett, 'Cause I Know He Loves To Dance… (Smile) MoonBee
I'm in love with a man Who treats me wrong. He lies and cheats, but I just Can't leave him alone. He's the father of my two kids And I don't want to lose him. People tell me all the time that It's time to leave him. I'm in love with a man Who don't love me. I'm just Sex and a person who gives Him everything.
He's calling you home now To see the friends you love From the mountains so wide It's now the beginning of life So remove yourself from you And let your soul live on Don't worry bout me I'll see you on the other side Oh Virginia, we see your smile now From the heavens above To the lands far below So please wipe your fear away Everything's gonna be ok Oh Virginia, we see your smile So you move on away From the mountain to the valley Finding his gentle hand Guiding you all the way home Oh sweet, sweet beautiful you The time is nearly here I will find myself a path For you to one day be proud Oh Virginia, we see your smile now From the heavens above To the lands far below So please wipe your fear away Everything's gonna be ok Oh Virginia, we see your smile Oh Virginia, we see your smile now From the heavens above To the lands far below So please wipe your fear away Everything's gonna be ok Oh Virginia, we see your smile
I pulled into the driveway and turned the engine off I sat there for a moment and looked at our darkened house Sighing to myself about another long hard day Wondering if its worth it as my family slips away I make it to the kitchen to pour a glass of milk And right there on the fridge is a note that you had left You waited all night long, then you finally went to sleep Dinner is on the oven, warm it up before you eat The list is on the counter for tomorrow and our plans Just please don't promise me you'll make it, If you can't I understand I understand that you are busy, it's ok . I'll go alone Please keep your broken promises unspoken from now on Promises, promises You've heard it all before Promises, promises They've shattered like thin glass Promises, promises Baby, I want your whole trust back This breaking feeling in my heart makes me hang my head in pain You've lived with broken promises, when did I become this man I go into the bedroom and kneel down next to you, My body trembles, cuz I am scared with the fear of losing you The dried tears upon your pillow are proof of a breaking heart There and then I vow a promise no more tears from the lonely dark Promises, promises You've heard it all before Promises, promises They've shattered like thin glass Promises, promises Baby, I want your whole trust back I'll surprise you in the morning, I won't be walking out the door Baby, I'm making promises I won't be breaking anymore I promise to take you fishin',out on the old boat, if it still floats Or we could go hiking in the mountains,dust off the backpack and patch the holes Time will be on our side darling, just the two of us and the breeze This is a lifetime promise and one I vow to forever keep Promises, promises You've heard it all before Promises, promises I won't be walking out the door Promises, promises I won't be breaking anymore
She knew that he was leaving They had a baby on the way He'd definitely miss the delivery, Most likely the 1st birthday He knows that she's a fighter She'd have to do this one on her own He was leaving to fight a war, flying out today He'd call her when he could, He would write her everyday , But most of all he'd pray to God That if anything - she'd be forever safe We do what we have to do To live life, to love We'll always fight for freedom So the world is safe for us And the love of our family Let's pray to God each day, That he will always keeps us - forever safe The letters, they kept arriving They made her laugh and cry and weep She'd read each one again out loud Every night before she'd sleep Then there'd be a note just for the baby Words of love sent from his daddy Telling him one day soon, Soon, they would meet After each letter she'd kneel and pray, To God and the Heavens above Please God, if anything, please keep him safe We do what we have to do To live life, to love We'll always fight for freedom So the world is safe for us And the love of our family Let's pray to God each day, That he will always keeps us - forever safe He shouted words of love and encouragement Through a static phone line that was fading out, He could hardly hear, with the explosions all around She cursed him like a sailor , She pushed while screaming out his name He said, I know that you're a fighter Fight now and give him life In the heartbeat of a second, The world went silent - all around No more static on the phone line and He heard the new life of his son cry out A son and a soldier cried together A mother and a wife was in between She said, my nose, your eyes And he's a fighter like his daddy So, fight and come home, there's someone you gotta meet Just promise me, you'll keep yourself – safe We do what we have to do To live life, to love We'll always fight for freedom So the world is safe for us And the love of our family Let's pray to God each day, That he will always keeps us - forever safe
All of the world was new to me, I would not know what life would bring to me,but I would come to know one of the GOD'S angels from my birth to many years later you would not only walk me from being a young lady,But play a hand into my becoming a woman,you gave so much of your love never letting on that the years were catching up with you,you stayed with me til the end were you once took care of me,we now looked after you,I miss those day's of talks and smoochies being shared by our generation,I long to come home from the rat race to being at peace around you,you could alway's bring a calmness to the house with your private talks with GOD,you had the only line to him,you would alway's talk and sing the praise of your man,I know now he is happy to have his lady by his side to serve with him.
Brought in close by those I love, during greatest times of need. Home is not a place, but a feeling. Surrounded by tender family and good friends, even if far apart. I am comforted by their love. Strengthened by the peacefulness. A resting place from the turmoil of worlds. That is what I call home.
It seems her heart is sectional and the piece she's given me to hold is only one of three and though I know I'll never mean more than one and two I'm happy to be as close as I am to you and in the eyes of the other man I can see her reflection smiling as he smiles of my acceptance I can't deny how good it'd feel to be the holder of all three but share your heart with them I will cause I'm just glad to be one of three and though I know I'll never mean more than one and two I'm happy to be as close as I am to you and in the eyes of the other man I hope he sees her reflection and smiles as she smiles of my acceptance It'll take time to be more than just another man to the other man but I pray someday I'll be, more than just the other man as we become a family 'cause though I know I'll never mean more than one and two I'm just happy to be as close as I am to you
These last two poems are in honor of Mrs. Annie L. Darden who I only got to know briefly but shared her love and life with me as if I was her own. When I look at you,I see all the wisdom of ages before me,When I look into your face,I see all that you have done for your family,When I hold your hands I feel all the years of work in the fields that went into those hands to clothe us,When I look at your feet,I see the long walks you took out in the plantation to feed us,When I look into your heart,I see the unconditinal love,warmth and passion that you have for your family,But when I stand back and see you,I see a young woman just starting out her life,graciously with love for GOD and her family.
Just one more day to be saint One more high and a new complaint One more day to know my life is over One more day to relive to this moment Just one more hour while my mind is absent One more day to redefine sober She sings to me it's my decision Altar to my vision Breathe and sigh over you Breathe and say From dust to blood No one wants to live forever From blood to dust Eternity is now or never Just a day to refine my nervous Wondering how they'll forgive my lovers One more day to die and then it's over Another year and I'll be a servant Singing hymns and hating others Woke up and I won't lie sober She's seen through my kind And I know a later time We could see another you Still I sing From dust to blood No one wants to live forever From blood to dust Eternity is now or never Just today I began to suffer Wondering why I ever bothered Sleeping with the guilt, I know it's over One more year and I'd be a saint Procrastinated son to pain Hang around till the hangover is sober He saw through me and mine I've never known a better time That's that to you and you Leave the soul From dust to blood No one wants to live forever From blood to dust Eternity is now or never
I've captured you from death's snare, While others were unaware No more worrying, You are unforgotten You are alive Others deny it and leave the truth behind Well, I most certainly know... I will not end up in ruin Instead, I'll remain loyal to you because you are an unforgotten memory that changed my cruel ways Straightening up my choices, leading me to an easing and most pleasing place Well...I certainly know, without a doubt, you are unforgotten in my memory and best of all...in God's loving heart You are forgiven in your trespassing mind that stumbles in repetitive sin You are an unforgotten cure to my throbbing pain You're making me obsessive to you...sincerely insane Though you're quite the catch in my sealed-up memory You will remain in a foolish mind fiddling around in flattering aspiration You are unforgotten In my flattered memory, You are unforgotten You are a cure to my whole entire life, unforgotten drug of mine
This birthday prayer I send to you, I pray your day is grand. May all that comes your way today, Be touched by God's own hand. I have you in my thoughts today, don't think you're growing old. For you're just getting better, like fine wine, so I'm told.
Will you help me find the words Oh Calliope I need a muse, something to inspire Oh Calliope Find the words to enchant Oh Calliope Everything I give Everything I write Everything I want Everything I need Everything I try You will inspire So come to me Enchanting me Oh Calliope You're all really need Oh Calliope The words I write Tainted by your touch Oh Calliope You are not to know What will become of thee Oh Calliope You are my heart You are my soul You're all I used to be So whisper to me Oh Calliope Everything I give Everything I write Everything I want Everything I need Everything I try You will inspire, So come to me Enchanting me Oh Calliope I could always need you Something I can always use so go on enchant me oh Calliope Everything I give Everything I write Everything I want Everything I need Everything I try You will inspire So come to me enchanting me oh Calliope
I Hear Drum-Beats Across The Land… Can You Hear It? All Our Homes Are Handed Down by The Highest Spirit Long-Ago, The Native Peoples of The Land Knew… The Earth and Us – Go Hand in Hand I Hear Hoof-Beats Across The Land… Can You Hear It? Its Not The Buffalo or Antelope – Who Grew To Fear It Its Battles of Braves and Soldiers – Both Grim Reapers Can't Forget… We 'Are' Our Brother's Keeper… Blood – Brothers … We Are Blood-Bound To Love Blood – Brothers We Are Blood – Brothers Of All Sons and Daughters of Mankind The Great Spirit Binds… … Blood – Brothers I Heard Hate – Beat Down The Land… Did You Hear It? Pollution and Persecution… Its Time To Cure It End Our Journey On The Trail of Tears With Broken Arrows and Rivers – Running Clear I Hear Heartbeats Across The Land… Can You Hear It? If You Turn and Face The Wind… You Are Near It It Pounds Deeper Than The Skin, Or A Flood It Echoes To All … Its In Our Blood ! Blood – Brothers … We Are Blood – Bound To Love Blood – Brothers We Are Blood – Brothers Of All Sons and Daughters Of Mankind The Great Spirit Binds… … Blood – Brothers * * * * * The Eagle Flies On The Breath Of Life And So Do You May The Blue Sky And Your Clear Eye See Many More Moons Keepers Of The Earth… Guard This Turf And Each Other For Every Human Birth… Has Worth As A Blood – Brother For Those Killed and Blood Spilled The Ground Cries Soaks The Dust… And Curses Us When A Brother Dies… Blood – Brother …
Verse 1 His charm No harms Don't be alarmed When your just resting Just resting in those Everlasting arms Verse 2 Now hold me tight All through the night for I wanna feel this delight even when your out of my sight for I'm leaning on those arms just slight Just slight on those everlasting arms tonight Verse 3 let me dream of this day when you come and sweep me away for I'll only say this is how I want it to stay In those In those everlasting arms everlasting arms Of our Lord's sway Tribute To Lord Jesus Christ {Amen}
You have been there for me took care of me when I was sick you gave me soup and made sure I stayed in bed when there was no food in the house I came over and you fed me you were there through my troubles you give me advice I take it I learn from you your my hero and I love you.
If you could read my mind you'd know that I'd never talk And if I could stretch a mile you'd know that I'd never walk But I've got to get up to go to work to my nine to five To keep the pace in this rat race I have to survive But this minimum wage pay will never help me out Lord So I need more cause I want more than I can afford (Channel) Cause all my friends are driving Benz's and wearing expensive clothes With bigger houses and finer foods so this is my status in quo I've got beer money, I've got wine taste Can you see it in my eyes, its written on my face Give me this, give me that and I don't want to wait But I've got beer money, I've got wine taste And uh~ beer money, and uh~ wine taste Always make me wanna haste but that leads to waste So I'm praying for some patience and little more grace With my~ beer money and my~ wine taste (Chorus) But my money and my patience's short, the line is long And when things start looking right in life what's left is wrong I need extra strength this and I need fast relief that Someone call western union hurry cause I need some cash To pay my debts and all my bills, I'm planning to buy a lot Because I'm always wanting something that I just don't got (Channel) Cause all my friends are driving Benz's and wearing expensive clothes With bigger houses and finer foods so this is my status in quo I've got beer money, I've got wine taste Can you see it in my eyes, its written on my face Give me this, give me that and I don't want to wait But I've got beer money, I've got wine taste And uh~ beer money, and uh~ wine taste Always make me wanna haste but that leads to waste So I'm praying for some patience and little more grace With my~ beer money and my~ wine taste (Chorus) (Bridge) I need designer hats and jeans, A limousine on the scene To keep up with the Jones; I need some precious stones. I want to be in the spotlight In restaurants day and night With the means to these ends nonstop; I wanna be filthy rich so I can shop. (Chorus)
We don't mesh Since we've been one flesh We're never on good terms for long As a matter of fact One misheard word or act Makes us conclude everything's wrong And we don't click Like the stones and sticks That we've gathered from far and near They've all been used Now that we're battered and bruised Where do we go from here...? Why do we settle down To settle for less or save face By not waiting for true happiness? Why do we put on a show And act funny with each other, Yet neither of us is laughing yet? And why do we get confident Seeing our strength and beauty, Finally, from the words of a stranger? And why do we stay together While pushing ourselves apart? Without mutual love we're in danger. (Excerpts from the song Where Do We Go From Here?)
Cloud-Cover… On A Sunny Day Got Me On This Hill… Looking-Up and Dreaming Cloud-Cover… I Just Want To Lay And Watch The Sunrays Gently Beaming… … thru The Cloud-Cover… Cloud Cover Cloud-Cover… Like A Gentle Lover A Sweetheart, That's Somewhere Far Away Who, Sends A Message… To This Hillside Clover… … and Me… Wishing Both, Could Stay… … just Like Cloud-Cover… Cloud Cover Oh, Let Our Lives, Be Like Close-Cloud-Cover Gently Rolling By, Slowly, On The Breeze Rise Up With Love, For One Another And Ride The Wind.. 'til We Are Free… … Discover, Cloud-Cover… Cloud Cover Cloud-Cover… Was A Sunny Day … but I Hear Distant Thunder… On A Hill… Cloud-Cover… I Have To Pray… I'm Running Thru The Rain… 'Cause I Feel A Chill… … Don't Let It Be My Cloud-Cover!... Not My Cloud-Cover! …Nor My Son, Daughter, Mother, Father… Or My Brother… Cloud Cover… Please… Cloud Cover… In Memory of Those Taken From Us...
Chorus: There sits Mama old and gray, Rocking, rocking night and day, Her life was always full and gay, Till that day, Pa went away. Narration: Time was when she was so young, Raven haired and full of fun, Many a beau would come to call, But her heart she gave to Pa. She would flirt and tease them all, Wear her shoes out at a ball, Pa just stood there with a grin, Some how he knew, she'd marry him. Their life began on a bright sunny day, In a little church in I-o-way, They packed their things, joined a wagon train, And headed west to the open plain. They didn't have much, like most folks then, A change of clothes and a couple ol' hens, Some pots and pans and a hog or two, And Pa's big stallion called Ol' Blue. Ma road the wagon and helped Mrs. Green, Pa helped Fred with the cattle and things, When evening came and chores were through, Ma'd help Pa brush down Ol' Blue. They couldn't travel very fast, But Pa and Ma made each day last, Every minute of every day, Seemed a treasure to store away. They went through snow, rain and sand, Until they reached, Dakota Land, Some how in their hearts they knew, Here at last, their journey was through. They took the land the law allowed, Built a sod house and small corral, And as their family grew and grew, More land, was added too. It was a struggle, you can bet, To raise a family on just plain sweat, When evening came and supper et, From the Bible Papa read. Through Indian raids and summer drought, When Prairie fires burned them out, Buffalo stampedes and winter's freeze, Pa and Ma'd be on their knees. They taught us the laws of God and man, No finer couple, in the land, They were always there at beckon call, To take our hand lest we should fall. No matter what hardships or trails they knew, Together, they did see them through, And for 68 years this proved true, As their home on the prairie, grew and grew. It breaks my heart to see Mama there, Sitting in her rocking chair, She's just waiting till the angels call, To take her home to be with Pa. Chorus: Cile Beer written l975
I just gotta tell you about this man I know How He follows me around where ever I go I don't even mind much cause I love Him so This is how my story goes Once I was lost but then was found His voice that of an angel Lifts me from the chains of hell I know He'll alway's be right by my side Even if I'd gone off and have died I give thanks to the Lord above Wishing I could ride on His winged doves I'd shout from His highest mountains And tell it to the world over and over again How much this guy means to me so As I etched His name across the snow Jesus Is the only one for me Once you feel His love too you'll surely agree Tribute To The Father Son And Holy Spirit {Amen} Also Next Song In The Makings
Chase down your destiny Run down your desire Teach your heart to hope a little Teach your brain to cope a lot Teach yourself to love a little But don't be to vulnerable Teach yourself to trust a little Teach yourself to pray a lot I won't always be there to hold your hand I can only take you so far But I know one thing for damn sure I'll be there to watch you walk
Living within my mind I play with myself Remembering games I once knew as I boy, I play Innocents revealed and with an open heart, I play Ignorant to life, I was a boy Family lost, I was just a boy Full of dreams, I was a boy Forced into life I became a man Without a family I learned to stand Left in life all alone My true path was never shown my life until further notice... Is to be postponed…
Not remembering you in joy how had this come to be? No memories of you content, no happiness to see. No happiness for your whole life though plenty filled your plate. Bards filled your mind at early age with beauty on the page. The home you had was pin cushion small pincushion small, it pricked with a violent soul rent from the Guf raw poverty , rent and licked. While violets held the windowsills and mother's soul was sweet denial visited much too oft father's drunken anger did compete Longfellow laced your nascent mind The Children's Hour your treat. You escaped to Edgar's house The Raven at your feet. You read to me from Golden Books of Joseph's many colored coat. Mother goose set the dreamscape as Nod rowed by in boats. I know this must have happened oft yet no memory do I retain. Just the lilt of longing reciting of others happiness on the page. May the Guf be kind to you and return you full of joy. May the sparrow find for you a kinder living story.
You know that you are living, with the sun upon your face.... And as you feel all the love, within his sweet embrace, You know that you are living, as your eyes meet from afar... as he puts his lips to yours, and all you see is stars, You know that you are living, when its time for him to go.... Realizing just before he leaves, you already miss him so, You know that you are living, with all the years gone by.... The struggles all along the way, were worth all the tries, WE KNEW THAT WE WERE LIVING, as the years have turned us grey... We would not change a single thing, not one single day!
Home is a home... Where family keeps love Georgia is not my homeland But...I'm home now
So much goes through my mind From death, love to hate and pain. Not sure if it's all about me Or if it's just simply the way i see it I can't help but think of the past. All the heartbreaks, all the family issues That I've had in the past. I don't know what to do or how to act With my Father never there and stuck with mom Always disappointing the family with all of my problems Having disabilities that interfere with my life Been going to therapy since I was three Now I'm older, and yet still have problems I have a dad that's always there and doesn't act like a jackass My life doesn't seem as hard Though it is, and now I'm in high school The hard times have just begun Yet from all the hard things I've faced in life They only make me stronger No pain ever hurts me for I've felt it all From feeling worthless and good for nothing To being heartbroken and out of place Lost and unforgiving To hate and love And pain and pleasure I felt it all But what now?
For the bounty of the earth Come Ye thankful people come For it is Autumn And the leaves are coming down Run run sweet John Barley Corn Let's play ring around the pumpkin As the harvest moon shines On the jingle jangle scarecrow For I'am just a little acorn Bounded for another harvest home As the wind shakes the barley Like a slow Thanksgiving waltz For our farmers sets the table To a wondrous haymakers hoedown For we bid ado to a Shokan's fairwell And now thank we to all our God Happy Harvest Time To All Love Kathy And Jenny May God Be With You Just Another Song Working On LOL Let Me Know What Ya Think Please
As I stare down the barrel of my gun I watch the children play Thoughts of the devil fill my mind As I Watch the crowd, I slowly take aim Him or her it really doesn't matter for they are all the same Slowly the hate consumes all that I am Then finally with rifle in hand… I shoot… Murdering my very existence and all that I am I shoot… Instantly taking away the pain Realizing I may have gone insane, I then reload… Voices guiding my every action With closed eyes and without reaction I take aim… Targeting the voices in my mind I take aim… Without thought or a clear shot I squeeze… Suddenly the smell of the ocean takes over me, White sand beaches and an island breeze Reaching into the heavens I drop to my knees Thank you god for sparring me For it was not me but the devil you see And in your debt I will forever be, For I am gods only forgotten son And finally my salvation has begun…
Tears of sadness filling the air Broken heart and nobody cares Look at me and all you've done I am gods forgotten son Without a smile nobody cares Each day passing still unaware Never answered stay my prayers Oh how life is unfair.
As I lie down to sleep, I am praying to the Lord. I am praying that my grandma knows, That her life is worth living for. Will you help my grandma? Please help her understand, That anything I do or say, Is because I want to be that helping hand. I love my grandma very much. And I know that she knows I do. Just help me Lord one more time. Help me bring her closer to you. I am asking this of you, One time again. And in your name I pray. AMEN
I'm moving up to graceland you know that mansion over the hilltop to have just a little talk with jesus for I don't knock upon his doors for I know the gates swing open how great thou art that we're blessed in the wonderful grace of jesus for it's written in red as I was made a christian and saw the light while strolling down beulual lane out in the sunshine dear father in heaven we all can do good something beautiful even a whispering hope sitting down by the old rugged cross take my hand precious lord don't leave me crying in the chapel move me to your higher ground crossing the river of jordan fill my cup lord to let me rise again for without you I haven't got a prayer so please take me as I am jesus for I'll remain tried and true for I know there's somebody bigger than you or I in this wonderment of thy amazing grace Tribute To The Father Son And Holy Spirit {Amen} Also My Next Gospel Song LOL Song Is Complete Now If You Would Like to Hear It Please Drop Me Your Email Addy And Will Send It To You For Easy Listening Thanks All
When will it be my turn.,to have a living life? Sometimes i sit and wonder, if it will be when i die...everyday i sit here, sad and all alone...as everyone i care about, SIMPLY JUST GOES ON! Have they just forgotten ME!, I AM REALLY HERE....!Do they even notice that I cry so many tears? I wish I really knew this,why my breaths always at risk..,when all it is ,i want or need, simply is just this...... Just to talk, or play a game, a minute of your time...I miss living LIFE so much, and being LEFT BEHIND... Am I just a burden,or simply in tier way?,I hope and pray they never find themselves JUST like me someday!!!!!!
I want to be right. I want to be more like you Christ. I want to love all mankind, With all my might. I want to spread the gospel, In and out of season. I want to teach all nations, That you are the reason, For all creatures breathing, And with you goals, We'll be achieving. Lord, I need your help. Some days are rough, And I don't feel like believing. On those days, I remember That you did something for all mankind, That you did not have to do, You died for something, That you did not do sin And that all life will never end. I want to be right. I want to be more like you Christ. I want to love all mankind, With all my might. I want to spread the gospel, In and out of season. I want to teach all nations, That you are the reason, For all creatures breathing, And with you goals, We'll be achieving.
Have a merry Christmas And a happy New Year May this very Christmas Be filled with holiday cheer Let everyday be Christmas For the rest of the year And have a merry Christmas Filled with holiday cheer (Chorus) To all of those we know, to all of those we love To those we have seen grow and like to kiss and hug To our new family members and old familiar friends Attached to the presents, written in the cards we send Season's greetings and warm wishes with so much care And good tidings of great joy I bring in this little prayer (Chorus) To all those you'll see and to those who'll pass by you To all those you'll meet and to those you'll say "Hi" to Acquaintances and strangers, the homeless and shut in Remember them like family and treat them like your friends Give them season's greetings, warm wishes with so much care And gold tidings of great joy bring to them in this little prayer But do not let it end, live a life of love and cheer In and out of season share it in the New Year (Chorus)
As I cut your throat Blood covering my hands I feel your life draining, Your very existence given unto me As your dreams drip from my finger tips You slowly fade… Pictures of your family fill your eyes As you slowly come to your demise I will forget all I have done Escaping into the darkness I am god's only forgotten son~
"Where is this place they call The West?", a stranger asked of me; "Where does it begin, where does it end, where are the boundaries?" I gave this question lots of thought, I considered it quite carefully; For everything from the Atlantic coast is West, all the way to the Pacific sea. Cowboy is a often an mis-used term, open to interpretation, And so it is, with The West, it becomes a generalization. The answer seemed too simple, though it gave me cause to ponder; The ways and life of the Cowboy and how he is bound to wander. I smiled as I gave my answer, and please don't think it odd, But the words I spoke, I truly believe, were given to me by God. "Everyone has a different definition, and no single one is right; It's like trying to define the Universe, or freedom or faith or sunlight. The West is like the sky above, endless and wrapped around us all; It's anywhere there's the soul of man, or the sound of this Earth's call. It's the place where we're going, all the places we have been, The past, the present and the future; where-ever you find a friend. Where is The West? You're standing there; It's no one location, it's everywhere. It's no place in particular, it's anywhere living is an art; It's any place a Cowboy is, it's A Place in the Heart."
she never ever disappeared e'en in those lonely years when childhood trauma spewed up fears inheritedly ghastly. she wrote notes gifted, answered phone no matter what was goin' on the night my mind was nearly blown she lent licorice care. Iridescent to the max bffl and that's a fact (remember sharing stolen snacks?) my sister, Rach, I love you.
Chorus Jesus your love is so great to me Cause you keep on blessing me Your death bring out the best in me I am free free Jesus your love is so great to me Cause you keep on blessing me Your death bring out the best in me I am free free Verse Jesus you die on the cross for me So my eye can see That the word is the boss of me So I open up my heart and became free The day I did I got peace and security Thanks Jesus there no fee.. Chorus Jesus your love is so great to me Cause you keep on blessing me Your death bring out the best in me I am free I am free I am free free indeed Jesus your love is so great to me Cause you keep on blessing me Your death bring out the best in me I am free I am free I am free I am free indeed Solo John 8:36 If the Son therefore shall make you free, ye shall be free indeed. Chorus Jesus your love is so great to me Cause you keep on blessing me Your death bring out the best in me I am free I am free I am free free indeed Jesus your love is so great to me Cause you keep on blessing me Your death bring out the best in me I am free I am free I am free I am free indeed Verse Jesus thanks renewing of my mind Your love and power is one of a kind A love like this you will not find Because you the beginning and end And when you come back I be in Perfert love and harmony solo I am free I am free I am free I am free indeed Causing you bless me I am free I am free I am free I am free indeed WRITTEN BY TARUS TAGGART no reproduction,dupltcation reassemble part or whole without written cosent all right reserve too Tarus Taggart NSEWJC PRODUCTIONS 2007,
Making love to you slowly at first, Then busting into passion I fill you with my thoughts and dreams You slowly open as I touch your soul, We shall forever share this moment in time Even if you are never mine, we shall forever be I loved you even before I entered your world I dreamed about your lips pressed against mine, As you starred into my eyes, We saw our daughter.. Unaware of our blessing at the moment We let people stand between us… We took a chance on life Never looking back, We still took a chance, Blessed with the greatest part of our lives We finally meet her, Starring into her eyes it all suddenly became clear Our hearts were finally sincere… As we gently kissed her face. Such a sweet angel face, The pain in our lives shall forever be replaced. By John Cornell
Thank you for sticking by me Even when I told you not to. Thank you for always loving me, No matter what crazy things I would do. Thank you for having faith in me, Even if I didn't deserve it. Thank you for giving me your time When sometimes, I know it wasn't worth it. Thank you for enlightening me with your wisdom, When at times I didn't want it at all. Thank you for keeping me up, Because if you hadn't, I 'd have no choice but to fall. Thank you for helping me mature, I am no longer a young girl. Thank you for being my mother, You are my life, my light, my world.
Verse 1: I tried to fix the pieces of my broken heart/ Yet over the years / Things still fell apart/ Myfragile heart can't go on without you in my life/ Everything that was wrong i tried to make right/ Bridge : Now our love is gone / Now i can't go on cause all i do is cry/ I cried/ Chorus: You were the one who made me happy/ You were the one who made me smile/ You were the one who was always there for me / There's no need to say words unspoken/ Because my heart was already unbroken/ Verse 2: After all the crying things still didn't sem to matter between you and me / When we first kissed you told me that you cared/ After your lies the truth came out throughout the years/ All this time i was good to you yet you made me feel so blue/ You said you would change yet you remained the same / Bridge: 1x Chorus : 3x
You had to make this heart of mine angry before you die. You left me bitter this tired, cold heart of mine. I once loved you but you turned me away. The words you send leave me discouraged. At one time, I felt you was my only friend. How can you turn a daughter away when she loves you so much even when it rains everything is beautiful because of your soul. I am tired and weak. I suffer every night. Can I not be perfect? You try to bring me down and this heart is turning black. One day when you are put to rest in the grave will I shed a tear? Of course I will and the sun will still shine because I always loved you.
I never cry real tears When I die, it confirmed my fears Lying on the slab, dissect my mind Shred me to bits, at least you were kind Why do you see something in nothing? With this pill I crown you king Back to your childhood I witness the lies when I could Fell into sleep and never stir Prisoner to my every word I can't even stand on this crutch The homicide still twists in my gut I noticed that you locked the door This tragedy is too much to ignore Why do you see something in nothing? With this pill I crown you king Back to your childhood I witness the lies when I could Fell into sleep and never stir Prisoner to my every word My time is coming a close All the while, obsession grows Was a martyr, I can never tell Report back tomorrow, I've spent my time in hell Why do you see something in nothing? With this pill I crown you king Back to your childhood I witness the lies when I could Fell into sleep and never stir Prisoner to my every word I live in my childhood A prisoner to my words
We once were together as one by Garrick So tell me now where did you go That dark night of sorrow and of plight Your heart for me you left behind Passing with harrow harsh pain So deep inside a cold blade does twist Did my blood cause your flight Your heart from me you took away Departing in haste, a hallow agony We once were one, far from all fear Then walked with cheer through trouble always near My heart was yours, you left anyway Vanished in heated hot blood boiling But back you came, together again Two travelers in a strange lit dream Our hearts no claim, one just the same Embarked in hope, hurling through some unrequited life
The troubles that lay No one person wishes to see Look further than the broken smiles Inside this bitter end There is me Lost children dance on hollow graves No longer are we free Spirits calm inside tired souls Monday through Thursday There is me A mask concealing all that is honest Hidden deep within our Willow tree A mistaken smile for the genetic branch Forsaken for our verbal bleed There is me A problem within society Unwanted by birth, never carefree Have hope my lost children Broken dreams will not become forever Someone is there There is me
It's hard out here, I swear. I don't know where, I'm headed, My life is full of chances, And people saying and, Acting out to me, I dare. Often at times, I'm scared. I get constant messages That you are God's child Don't let them people drive you wild I get constant statements That I'm praying for you. It's hard out here, I swear. I don't know where, I'm headed, My life is full of chances, And people saying and, Acting out to me, I dare. Often at times, I'm scared. My life is full of chances, And people saying and, Acting out to me, I dare. I'm making it anyway I'm glad to say Even though I fear Sometimes and cry a lot I'm giving it all I got I'm living, Sometimes scared, I'm living on a prayer. wrote 3-7-10
Go to the ant and learn (2x's) Go to the ant, ant, ant Go to the ant and learn- (Chorus) She digs her house down deep She builds her house up high And though she has no king Her armies stay alive In the summer she will reap For the coming winter sky She gathers everything Her colonies survive (Chorus) Consider all her ways She's small but she expects Her people stay as one And she is strong and wise So number all your days Prepare for what comes next And til everything is done Let no sleep tempt your eyes Go to the ant, ant, ant (3x's) Go to the ant (Chorus)
O' king of the world give me words to speak words I would say and can't take away our beautiful king our king of the world O' king of the world I will rise for there's no looking back as the lost get found when you encourage yourself our beautiful king our king of the world O' king of the world I give myself away while I'm waiting just waiting to follow you our beautiful king our king of the world O' king of the world I desire more for there's a hole in my pocket and it's justified our beautiful king our king of the world Tribute To Christ Our Savior {Amen} Also Next Gospel Song
Categorize your life in intervals of seven And you're an old man Before you can make it to eleven I nod off and nap for a minute or two Step back into life with a senators view No peace for me Only wars in-depth of miserable moments Misery considerably an outlet if you can palm it Take your emotions on a coast Rest next to the ocean, a scenery to calm it Yet I consume pints of liquor Offer my flawed advice to couples as they bicker Lights growing dim, candle wax melts and reforms But there is no wicker Imagine spending time apart The coming back to be with her Ale she grows Consuming days without the snow Who's to dry her eyes When love does fail to show Here in this paradise next to life A place here on earth I've seen better moments just worst places Vice versa Lust, the tumor which consumes most faces Purity next to innocence remains tasteless Pull the roast, drop the pie Watch as mother looks to pace her stress Usually from nowhere I find myself running But lately my shoes won't lace for grace Winter belongs to warmth But we reach for may Passenger seat at times we lay And where do you go When days are rumored with thoughts of "I don't know" Focus is to maintain purpose in what you are pursuing Despite the average mans ruling In to the skies, clouds, I'm moving Lost in a mirror of allure Homesick in search of a cure Leaves bristle, just a kiss of autumn A gift given to the seekers whom sought them This place here on earth A paradise next to life
Don't sin and cry to me (I do) I never promised to agree (I do) Smile, kill, rinse, repeat (I do) Spill the shells at our children's feet You make it harder to Lay down and die Point the question at troubled skies Noose I do I'm liking what I see (I do) Clean and civil sanity (I do) For best results, overdo (I do) Collapse and promise that you'll lose You make it harder to Lay down and die Point the question at troubled skies Noose Don't sin and cry to me (I do) Blinded suitor always sees (I do) Smile, kill, rinse, repeat (I do) A fine institution, indeed You make it harder to Lay down and die Point the question at troubled skies Noose I do
Feburary is the nicest time of the year, because you celebrate love and happy tears, like birthdays and special annversity, you find out who love you alot, or you have a bad ending, it also a start of something new, then you find out things that are true, you start to look different as you go, but Feburary is not over, just sit back and enjoy the show, and have a nice Feburary, and take it slow.
For all that life has given me nothing is more greater than being a mom, that is the one thing in life that I cherish the most is to have been able to be a part of your lives to get to know each of you as the indiviuals that you are,And to have had the chance to grow with you and see where your lives would take you has been the best trip I've enjoyed,I know there are still more rides to enjoy on this road and I hope we continue to share those rides together whether good or bad I wouldn't want to share the ride with anyone else beside me except you,alway's knowthat whether I'm near or far,my heart and love will alway's be with you,to remind you your never far from my mind or thee heart, you have truly rewarded me in so many ways that I will never be able to repay you for the joy's and the lessons you have taught me,I only hope that when I've left your side that you have enough of my love in you to be able to walk on with all that I have tried to pass on to you,may it be enough to keep your heart strong.When i'm no longer there to hear the words you speak in person or by phone and when your mind starts to play games of the loss you feel,I only hope the heart will go on to pump the love I have for you thru your veins as a vessel of my love ,my mother had alway's let me know in words that I was loved but it's important to me that you be able to read this when you feel the need to be sure where my heart lies,we will never agree completely on alot of things but that will never stop the love that flows thru my heart,keep these words close to your heart and let them alway's echo as a reminder of what I feel for you,my children. love, mom
I wish that I could tell you how I feel, and yet I still don't know if these feelings are real. You were supposed to be there as my father, but I could never see myself as your lovely little daughter. I remember when you used to call every weekend, But now it's like you never get the messages that I send. And now that you know you've broken my heart, How's it feel to know that you've ripped your daughter's life apart? I hope you take seriously the pain that you've caused, So maybe you will realize what you once had you have now lost. And now that I know that you don't want to be bothered, It's really sad to know my dearest Father.
Lights out, no belief in the world but the people need someone to believe in! Everybody's a hero in this world, even those who seem like true villains. We all look up to someone no matter how old or how tall they are. It's our own soul that leads us to be what we wanna be. A Hero or a Villain only you decide what team you're going to play for. Drugs tore my family apart but it gets worse. My grandma's getting old, my sister lost custody over her kids, my grades are slippin' but it's not because I'm a fraud hiding behind this confusing mist. Let's just call that reason number two. Do you wanna continue on this road? Or do you wanna see something different for a change? You fell in love in sixth grade with this Peruvian eighth grader but you knew it wasn't meant to be. You kept on fighting, you kept on walking not knowing what's up ahead. You followed His voice and you're still following it today. But ask yourself one more time...am I supposed to know what lays ahead?
I want someone to come take me away from my house I can't stay here anymore I can't deal with my family anymore they stress me out and don't believe me when I tell them I love someone they don't understand me or anything about me.
My parents are very different my mom chose alcohol over me and my brothers my dad does everything he can to feed me and make sure I have a roof over my head and a bed to sleep in I wish my mother would get some help for her problem but she says she doesn't have a problem she has been saying that for 17 years now she don't want anything to do with my brothers and i deep down everyone knows it.
What would I do if I didn't get to see your gray hair anymore? Your old age magnifies me it sends a needle through my door. When I was young, I didn't think people could ever grow old it makes you see how your mind leaves you lost without wrongs. Digging through the ground I see bones, stretched out bodies, and I say a prayer to Heaven let their souls be eternal. I lost the destroyed dream. Why must we wake? Why do we fall? We all suffer and death takes us all. Death is like a fake doll looking for pain. I looked in the mirror and saw time in a glass frame. I am drifting away and those gray hairs are fading fast. All of Dad's lost days and his new bitter years to come. Half of a glass to go and his age will leave me alone. So I asked God tonight let me sleep again don't take my life. I like seeing the sunset and morning. I am sure things are pretty up there but I have loved ones to soothe me here. I want to live! Free as a bird. Pretty as the world. Flying through this place we call earth from the first day of my birth. New wings for me, torn. Not another lost wing gone. All around me aged thorns. Years ahead and I love this life let me live please.
Chorus The battle was over, The Indian did dance, He'd slaughtered the white man At Custer's last stand. He was now weary, His days had been long, His people were suffering, It's time to go back home. Narration He had done what he thought was right, To Keep his people free. With General Miles up on his trail, Again they must flee. There was a land north of here, Where they could be safe, Once more he must move his people, To a strange new place. The the buffalo were gone, The time had come to move, Without the sturdy buffalo, His people had no food. He surrendered at Fort Buford, The white man they did dance, They had the Mighty Sitting Bull, Right here in their hands. They send him to the reservation, His head he held it high. His people were his first concern, Until the day he died. Chorus Cile Beer written l975
From his home-made wooden rocker my dad beckoned with his hand, as his wasting frame would not allow the dying man to stand and he handed me two buttons, that were worn and on a chain, then he whispered of their origins while grimacing with pain. "These two buttons were my father's lad and from a prison shirt that dad wore because he'd beat a man who'd treated him like dirt. He was placed in solitary and that added to his shame, so to stay sane in that darkness … well he played this little game. "He would throw those two white buttons in the black void of that room and he'd search until he found them in his quest to beat the gloom. Yes he'd throw those two white buttons and they kept the poor man sane, till they finally released him and my dad came home again. "When I met your darling mother son I felt right from the start that this girl was something special and I knew deep in my heart that we'd marry and have family and son the dream came true, but it broke me when I lost her, after she gave birth to you. "Though I had you to remember her, I nearly lost my mind and I'd ask God in my darkened room why was life so unkind. But my dad came to the rescue and placed in my hand one day two white buttons and revealed to me a game he used to play. "Yes I'd throw those two white buttons in the black void of that room and I'd search until I found them in my quest to beat the gloom. Yes I'd throw those two white buttons and they somehow kept me sane till I found a little peace of mind and was your dad again. "Still we've shared a lot of years since then and son you're now a man and I know you love your family and do the best you can. I do not have much to leave you just these worn out buttons lad and the knowledge that I loved you and was proud to be your dad." Then his hand slumped off the rocker and dad's spirit left that night and him lying there and free of pain was such a peaceful sight. Though at night I'd sit there in the dark, depressed and feeling blue, till I took to throwing buttons, just like my dad used to do. Yes I'd throw those two white buttons in the black void of that room and I'd search until I found them in my quest to beat the gloom. Yes I'd throw those two white buttons and they somehow kept me sane and I thanked my dad and grandpa for those buttons on that chain.
Everything is jolly As we string the walls {with lights} And frolic in the snow Everything is jolly As we deck the halls {tonight} With holly and mistletoe (Chorus) Oh, out in the snow Along the sides of our little house As the winter sun glowed I put up the lights with my spouse Then she said, "There he goes" As I climbed to the top of the tree To cut the mistletoe She gathered it and sung along with me (Chorus) Oh, out in the snow Along the sides of our little house As the noon sun glowed We trimmed the holly to make boughs Then we took some old clothes And put them on our frosty man She laughed and began to throw Balls of snow and around the yard she ran As I gave chase We fell with sweet expressions In that place Made two angel impressions Then hand in hand We kissed like happy Eskimos Then from this winter wonderland We went inside to warm our toes (Chorus) Oh, under the mistletoe Surrounded by holly in our little house As the Christmas tree glowed I sat at the table with my child and spouse With a centerpiece, a rose We thanked the Reason for the Season above For food, shelter and clothes Because better is a little than a lot without love Dedicated to Chrissy
The Only Thoughts in this mind is to stop sh sh shaking before you is my life taken from me,and if we choose to let this happen it wont inflict on you but only us Everytime i see the shades coming down ,leaving that stage is my eternal heart that has no place In your heart now i shall watch you leave My friend Take me back,for just a second honey when we were all but one with all of us together,where our hearts were so true yet dear and for one last time my friends,take my words they are bleeding for the emotions of your ears +To those who cant forgive me,read me as a misunderstanding+
Bring in the tree, shake off its boughs, Discuss with friends the whys and hows Of existence as you trim away, Sharing together the dreams of the day. As you carry the children off to bed, Spare a thought for the Child In the cattle shed - For one good man, who wept and bled For the sake of a better world. So by all that's fine and sacred then, Have a care for the hearts of fellow men, For families, friends and all the others Since beneath the skin, we all are brothers. Deep in our souls we know this to be true, Be we Christian, Moslem, Buddhist, Jew. We can be our own saviours, If only we wish To mature our behaviors, Hoping only for this: To subdue the beasts that lie between us, To make it this once, Love's Christmas, For the sake of a better world.
A little girl late for school one day, running to catch her bus, Falls down and scrapes her knee and the tears start to run. Then out of no were a man come to aid, he says don't cry my darlin and angels lookin your way. And he take's her hand an he bends his knee to help the hurt she suffered and to take away her fears. She looks at him so innocent through eyes so clear and calm, Cause she see's a hero in his eyes and he smiles caused he's helped her get along. Take my hand and I'll guide you there, God's always watching he's always there. So when you feel that breeze on that one and only day, he's letting you know he's not that far away. Just A Touch of Heaven and it will be alright. God help's those in trouble even if it takes time. Don't loose faith or direction, let the love come from your heart and it will guide you to heaven and make you feel alright. A mother who's lost her child or a man who's lost his wife, there hurt is the but the heartache is miles apart. They both want answer's they don't understand, how he could cause this pain and how he can't see. And the only answer he can give them is always the same. I know I've hurt you but I've helped them ease there pain, it was cruel to let them suffer so the angels brought them to me. I will cure there pain and help you heal your hurt if only you would listen and take me at my word. So, just take my hand and I'll guide you there. I'm always's watching, I'm always's there. When you feel that breeze it's just my reassurance, it's to give you strength and added courage. Just A Touch of Heaven is all it will ever take, I'll always help those in trouble no matter what it take's. Never loose faith in who I am, never loose sight or direction. I'll always have room in my kingdom, heaven's a very big place, and my angel's are always looking to also come to your aid.
Somewhere I have you in my arms. Sometimes I can feel you in the wind. Maybe someday I will see you again. Until that day comes I'll be here. Now is the time to tell you that I am sorry, for the days that I didnt get to spend with you. Please forgive me and know that my heart is true. Know that forever it will be just you and me. I wish I would have said so much more. Wish I would have been there from before. Wish I knew what could ease your mothers pain. We would laugh and we would sing to the song the good lord has sang to us,and take us to the land where you await. Maybe someday I will see you again,until that day comes I'll be here. She walks across through the room to the window and stares at the cold dark night that lays outside. She wants him to return to her arms. Please know sweet Dylan that I feel the same way. Maybe someday,someday.
mama tell me the story again for I know my redeemer liveth and walketh upon his higher ground in graceland let there be peace on earth mama as we kneel and pray beside this old rugged cross let's celebrate new life and sacrifice to be born again mama what a friend we have in jesus for he makes us feel complete as I get a second chance thru devotion my lord I was made to worship you as I need thee every hour for morning has broken and I'm free to be me for this too shall pass as christ the lord is risen and now watches over my family for I know lord you are thy healer who can take it all away so mama turn your eyes upon jesus as awesome is the lord most high Tribute To Christ Our Lord Also Next Gospel Song In Making
Remembering what you say the reason for me scratching my bleeding scalp enter me my kingdom upon the loveliest tree,wait for me im coming down it's alright if I get stuck while falling down remember me for all i've done the good bad or ugly,I really dont care that much...... so how could I because I have no luck and why does the baby bird has to fall from the nest to learn to fly I might be the one to hit the pavement but I will be proud that I left on my own so is this why im alone except for myself in this tree in this tree
Everywhere I go Jesus is the one Speaking louder than before The words I would say How He loves How He loves It's your life So praise Him in advance For I just wanna say How he loves How he loves Just wait and see He'll be by your side While I'm waiting For a friend like that In thy wonderment of How He loves How He loves There will be a day All because of Jesus To bring you back For you're not alone So set the world on fire in How He Loves How He loves Tribute To Christ Our Lord {Amen} Also Next Gospel Song
You try to do right by them. You try to teach them right from wrong. Not always listing to you. Not always hearing what you have to say. All you can do is take it day by day. And hope and pray that something, something you've said, they would have heard. That they might have actually learned, what is right and what is wrong.
Though you may be sad loosing a loved one.. You weren't there When God lost his only son.. You may think you have many a debtor... You weren't there when Jesus was betrayed with thirty pieces of silver... Though you may be weary and laden with despair.. You didn't witness when they tormented him and didn't care... Although you may be in agony and immense pain.. You weren't there when the Lamb was fatally slain. You may think that you cannot carry on and life is grim.. You weren't there when they mocked and spit on him.. Although you may have too many worries at hand.. Look down, you weren't there when they put nails in CHRIST'S bleeding hands. Although you think you have been badly scorned... You weren't there when they forced on his head, a crown of thorns.. Though you may feel that everything in your life is going wayside. You weren't there to feel the sword that pierced HIS bleeding side. Though you may think that you really don't want to live. Christ loved us enough to die on the cross, and he will forgive.
Oh dear Child Dear Child of Mine What did I do to deserve thee What did I do to make you mine? I look at you in amazement As you sleep upon my breast I love you oh so dearly You are my good, my better, my best. Sleeping oh so quietly You have the face of an angel without wings A peacefulness and a quality An aura of heaven, not of earth. Your golden hair frames your childish face Your lips hold the hint of a smile Your tiny hands lie clasp in prayer An innocent gesture not meant to beguile. I love you more than life itself Oh ancient child of mine. I know that you were meant to be You were meant to be so fine. Finer than the best of my china That sits upon the shelf Finer than all of my jewelry That I use to adorn myself. You are my greatest creation More than anything I could have imagined I love you more than all the virtues given I love you more than life itself. Copyright Christine A Kysely November 30, 2010 (c) Copyright 2010 by Christine A Kysely, All Rights Reserved,
We could have been the perfect pair, love openly without a care; secrets, not lies, made me more aware and sad! You were already committed to someone else, had kids and a handsome husband within your reach; the only missing link was someone with crafted hands... someone who could make you dream! The agony of my regret is something I could never forget; look at you: you are happy, and don't need me to take you to the fartest star, because you've everything... and I have nothing! The agony of my regret hurts in many ways, and will follow me through my blue nights: when I stare at the dimmest stars too distant for me to be reached... wishing it was you I touched! We could have loved a lifetime, make everything easy and wonderful...paint our rainbows with beautiful colors; lie beneath the most peaceful skies, interweave ourselves in warm embraces and forever dream in a meadow of daises!
I shed a lonely tear for you today Because you are the child The child with the lonely eyes I bet you thought no one was looking I was I bet you thought no one cared I do I fought the monsters under the bed Because you are the child The child with the lonely eyes I bet you thought no one was fighting I was I bet you thought everyone walked away I didn't I had a lovely dream today For the child with the lonely eyes That you knew that your fight was never alone I was with you all the time
I never had a father He was never around Nor did I know who he was Both he and my mother let me down That's why I give everyone the cold shoulder So I have decided That when I get older I will be the best father That my unborn children Will love with all their heart I will always be with them Nothing will keep us apart I'll stay home with them While my wife works in town And I will make sure That I will never let them down Like the way my parents did I was just a day old When they gave up their only son Just the thought of it leaves me cold I will make sure That I will not be a bother But I hope my future children can see That all I want to be is a good father
Our son asked can a friend stay over He just moved here from dover The friend says tonight's Friday, usually we have pig's innards He says my name is Cleetus Billy Joe Jim Bob Jones, after he stutters out his name, it's time for dinner But you can call me Bubba, he seems very polite I pray no nightmares as Bubba spends the night I tell him we are having Makerel Cakes and Mac and Cheese He says I will take four cakes and two helpings if you please Boy you sure do have an appetite I tell my son our budget won't allow Bubba to ever again spend the night Soon dinner is over and Bubba still wants to eat I grab a funnel and melted bacon fat and tell him to have a seat He says we eat fatback soup sometimes on a weekday He tells me the doctor tells his whole family, that sometime their arteries will turn to clay bubba says I don't eat for calories, I eat for taste I tell Bubba, if you keep eating like that you will become hazardous waste He laughs and cheers in delight This all happened when Cleetus Billy Joe Jim Bob Jones spent the night At 2 am he asks for a snack I give him a sleeve of Ritz crackers and a pound of Monterey Jack I hand him a jar of Grey Puopon He says after I eat this, there may be trouble in your john He smiles and asks for a Diet Coke I try to watch my health, I don't drink or smoke Eight more hours, then our budget will be alright He asks when is the next time I can spend the night
Your blue eyes They stand out amongst so many Leading me down the path to your true self Will you let me in To search for the real you Listen to the secrets that you dare not tell a soul Would you let me in Trying to figure you out To really understand who you are Learn all those little quirks and all You know, Those little things that everyone does That we just keep to ourselves Are you ready to expose All these little untold covert experiences Attempt to let me in You have kept to yourself For way too long And now it's time For you to unleash your feelings And your thoughts To someone that you know you can trust What is said amongst two lovers Should be universally known Not to share with another If they just wanted to tell anyone Then there would not be That connection Or that satisfaction When they finally tell you Everything
Why don't you love me Why are you so mean Why wont you let me be the child in me Please don't be angry Please don't be sad But I have to be the person I really am I'll do all my schoolwork And I'll do all my chores I'll even arrange my dresser drawers I will make some mistakes And I will stumble and fall But I will pick myself up and stand there tall Please don't hit me Please don't scream I'm only trying to be the child in me...
Phone Calls Now End I am in some middle state. Where loss is reality. Numbness entombs my tears. Memories leap to consciousness. My calls to you now confined. Two lives shared from a distance. Talking about God and forever. You listened to me and I to you. We loved and cared; we knew. Long distance relatives, we grew. Life was better because we talked. We both said, "I love you." You encouraged the hope in me. And I talked to the heart of you. God was important in our lives. Integrity and kindness were goals. To me, you were a good example. You walked down that narrow road. Armored in strength and courage. You cherished the good in life. I am glad I got to know you. Life was better because we talked We smiled when you recited poetry Never again will I hear those words. Nor will you tell me mine are good. Cancer took your life from earth. No more phone calls to converse. Now, I am in some middle state. Where reality shows in my face. Tears entombed come gushing forth. Beloved phone calls now must end. And I will miss you until…when. © Dane Ann Smith-Johnsen February 11, 2010 Poetic form: Free Verse Dedicated to My Aunt Eleanor Baksa Deceased February 10, 2010.
To have your heart broken, just crushed. To think this could never happen to you. You were the one thing she could count on. You were the one person in her life that was always there for her. Missing that, now that it is gone. Asking herself, what did she do? Why is he missing from her life? He was suppose to be the one person in her life that would never hurt her. So why did her daddy leave her? Why did her daddy crush her heart?
someday I'm going to leave this place going to say all of my Godly good grace for I know I'm going to a better place Cause God don't want me here forever Going to say goodbye to some good friends kiss and hug my child till the very end say I love you to Mom and Dad once again Cause God don't want me here forever Say I'm sorry for all I've done Still go out and have some great fun keep reaching for that burning sun Cause God don't want me here forever Going to lay in a garden of lace where the sun shines upon my face pluck a flower and put it to taste Cause God don't want me here forever Going to spread a little love To the man up above going to wait for his white doves Cause God don't want me here forever
Sweet is no sweeter than you sweetheart I'm so impressed by your sweetness Your sweet voice is still in my ears I can feel your presence and it is heart touching You are my beauty that I always admire You are everything to me Without you I suffer With you I always feel the support That is so sweet and fascinating So attractive your features are So incomparable your qualities are You are my best friend You are my lovely wife You are my sweetheart For you I can do anything I can fight for you I can die for you
You were never there for me Couldn't you see? My questions for you are unanswered So much inside pressure Why am I always denied? In my life I have always tried Two unfilled years untold Those missing years, will they someday unfold? I've cried so many times by myself From you I would ask for help out-stretched arms in the air For what? You're not even there I've lost my pride and faith that I had once inside All because you pushed me aside Now you're finally here, what should I do? Even after all of this, I still need you...
The deadly poison escapes As the tears roll down Wondering if there is a reason For the thoughts That have overcome my emotions That feeling of security Has once vanished again As I see you walking away From the back of my eyelids Not a daydream Not reality But the instinct That feeling from the pain That was given to me Many times before You aren't the first You won't be the last The events that are brought forth Cause happiness and pain To the same place My heart skipped a beat When you brought me the security that was needed Now the beat is slowly fading away Until there is nothing left
Ester, Queen of the Ocean Wave Your chances of Survival, appeared to be Very grave After your Family had lost Sight of you Last seen wearing a shirt of Royal blue Strolling, playfully, across the beach Before the Water rising, was within reach Then, Disaster struck Every land and building Causing Aids, your Life, to be shielding Preparing to take you Someplace to be dry While assuring you there was No need to cry As they took you, gently, by Each arm Out of the mouth of Danger; Safe from harm To a Place where you could, Comfortably, stay That you were Allright did your Family pray Searcng Every village, for So many hours Like Loved Ones did at the "Infamous Towers" On that fateful day of Nine Eleven But, God forbid, if you had gone to heaven Leaving them while getting through this mess Wishing to have you to Caress And, hoping to see Your face, Once more Luckily, came the MOMENT, they had been waiting for
How can i take life seriously when it is nothing but a joke how can i think curiously when all ive got is hope Fighting an endless war just me against the world im not asking for much exept to be unferreld How can i respect anyone when your habbits rub off on me ill turnout like everyone else because of what you let me How can i look in the mirror knowing im not myself how can i trust anyone when i cant even trust myself
Don't you see This mask isn't me This isn't who I really am But every time I let go And the real me I let show The look on you face I can't stand You look disgusted Like I can't even be trusted As soon as I peel the mask Because I no longer wear What you had placed there And I reveal who I really am
A man who felt that when he walk out the door he walk alone and in the dark inducing him to subject himself to something that left him null and void medicating his feelings stealing his joy traveling the road of that stuff called boy rising above adversities this beloved entertainer was able to see the light he belted out an old sweet song with all his might Georgia forever on his mind he shared the wealth from a heart that was loving caring and kind In March he received an apology from the state that banned him Ray was welcomed back to them his family by his side he was not alone Georgia was on his mind as he sang an old sweet song
Can the birds sing a song Can I be the one along Hear what they say Love in the morning love in there song Can a man make this or not Sing old bird my love song I watch you eat and hear your song But can you make me belong I wish i could fly All i can do is cry Bird of a song let me be For all to see Not a bird here only a man Wish i could sing Like the birds in the morning Man like me can only moan
We join together in the good and bad. Even helping each other when we are mad. We laugh together We cry together We have a bond that sticks together When we are down you help pick us up You never, ever give up We are family that we are. We have come oh so far. When were sad you make us smile, It makes our family all worth wild. We all have shared some rough times But we stick together, so we are tough and we always come out on top. My family means the world to me And knowing that your family will always be is the greatest gift that God has sent to me.
Picture this a lil kid 8 years pen and pad first let it be known I'm Black Shakespeare with a rap verse it never hurts to strive harder, dive in stardom, my thinking cap is starving, mental collapses often. Awake my pencil out the couffin, sit and contimplate skills to ovulate mixed with rage I'm spitting spittin bars of fate. Inscriptin scars in my pages my novelistic ways is hard to hate calm still involved with the rage. As God as my witness He knows the struggle keeps me stronger, the longer I'm involved breathing on the Earth I'm in somber. Cough a song up, lead by the drummer hey dawg it's dark in these tunnels, what's becoming of me writting these poems, I'm unlike the norm my style and form....Black Shakespeare
Thankful for you That's how I'm feeling For being my friend and my life You keep me up Even when I'm down I'm proud to be your wife And as we spend These great years together My love will never die for you And as we go through Those good times and bad times I promise that I'll always be true When you put This ring on my finger I said the words of I do And to this day Through good times and bad times I vow every word still stands true Thankful for you That's how I'm feeling For being my friend and my life You keep me up Even when I'm down I'm proud to be your wife As time passes And as we age Together I plan us to be Because in my heart If we're not together There isn't much to me You make me happy And put a smile on my face And you gave me a beautiful son From this day forth I promise the world to you Because you're my only one Thankful for you That's how I'm feeling For being my friend and my life You keep me up Even when I'm down I'm proud to be your wife
Don't know what I'm doing. My brain's gone, I'm turning into a maniac! What do you want, what do you need just let me go. My faith's not gone, it's just slipping. What am I to you, just another kid or am I more? Am I a genius? No far from it. Far from your heart, far from my home, close to my friends, but closer to my enemies.
I am living in this world thats full of evil and hate I feel suicidal theres no more I can take my pops beaten my mother made her life a living hell is there any decent men well I cant tell broken up families Im from a broken home my father left me strunged out my mother raised me on her own few years down the line hes tryna make it up I made up my mind theres no makin up promises been broken lies are told I wish i had a life living richer that gold black and bold my brown skin is beautiful emotionally disturb thats why im so lyrical I have a boyfriend at home sometimes he do me wrong even the ones I had before they even did me wrong whispers of deceit tellin me, im the girl of their dreams its so obvious to me, they only settled for me since they cant have wat they want the girl of they fantasy they saId im the one they want but its not wat it seems "so suicidal"
Mommy and Daddy sitting in their bedroom Screaming, yelling, arguing Who knows what they're even fighting about, And who really cares? It seems to happen all the time And it just hurts for her to see Mom is trying to tell him how she feels, But daddy can't get past the yelling (Chorus) Mommy says, "You need to help parent." And daddy says, "You've got to loosen up." Daddy's to loose and Mommy's to strict, They never agree—they always fight They don't see what they're doin' They don't see what they're doin' They don't see what they're doin' They don't see what they're doin' to their daughter They're completely tearing her up inside Now they've got her questioning love Wondering if there's such a thing She has a boyfriend but she doesn't really love him She just needs to feel loved She seems to feel so alone Even though she has tons of friends She doesn't feel like she's number one To anyone (Chorus) Mommy says, "You need to help parent." And daddy says, "You've got to loosen up." Daddy's to loose and Mommy's to strict, They never agree—they always fight They don't see what they're doin' They don't see what they're doin' They don't see what they're doin' They don't see what they're doin' to their daughter They're completely tearing her up inside She begins to think about suicide She doesn't know what else to do So she sits there clutching the knife Wondering what she's gonna do Then she shouts out "No, I'm not gonna do this!" I have friends and family I may not be anybody's number one, But I know they'll miss me if I'm gone. (Chorus) Mommy says, "You need to help parent." And daddy says, "You've got to loosen up." Daddy's to loose and Mommy's to strict, They never agree—they always fight They don't see what they're doin' They don't see what they're doin' They don't see what they're doin' They don't see what they're doin' to their daughter They don't see what they're doin' They don't see what they're doin' They don't see what they're doin' They don't see what they're doin' to their daughter They're completely tearing her up inside
You come to me, you see me smile, You say"hi, girl! I really like your style!" I see the name tag on your shirt And know already that you are a flirt. You asked me out. I said"All right" Although i was kind of scared of your height. And then you said"See you tonight" And walked away with an extra large sprite. You looked very handsome when i saw you next time And all I was thinking of was commiting a crime With a height of yours i needed to climb To burn you with a kiss of the wildest thyme I knew it already, ahead of time How long would it take me to make you all mine. I come to you, i see your smile We exchange the vows, I have the ring on my hand And everything goes just like we planned!
Daughter, sister, Wife, mother, Adjectives of kinship Are worthy of worship Markers of purity, Idols of sanctity, Yet victims of atrocity! Strange cozenage of sanctity!!
How much you can eat? Over eating is a defeat, You can't work for long, Your tommy is as a bowl. How much you can smoke? Lungs can't pay hard walk, Do you want to live in dirt? Why is your mind so blurt? How much you can drink? Normality can looses its link, What do you want to learn? If alcohol has reversing burn. Eat it what do you want? Keep fit to climb a mount, Life isn't so easy to live, All is short if you have. Use it what do you want to use? Keep distance if you can't refuse, Dirty things has a painful lesson, A life can't wear all fashion. If a mistake is a cost of Life, Before to admit ask your wife, You and she has a share, Find a way what is fair? How long a man can carry? Overload has much worry, Do you want to remove tension? Use your mind that a lesson.
Off the road again Just our ATV's And some good friends Hitting the trails And winding bends Starting and Making Some new and different trends On our ATV's once again Cleaning the mud and gunk From our teeth that just blends With our armor that continues to defend The king of off road that just wants to send A here's mud in your eye to all My good buddies and friends Tribute To ATV's Here's Mud In Your Eye LOL Love Kathy & Jenny Maybe Next Song Too
A tribute to the women and men who fought and died and never received their just honors or glories. And to the mommas and daddies that lost these children, this is their stories. To say the least war is hellish, ghoulish, and sometimes the last resort to settle irreconcilable differences. For it's during these times the devil is let loose to wander freely, disguised as a mighty leader is just one way he can alter his many appearances. War is always given a just and noble cause, but I often wonder sometimes how much truth is in all of that. What it really boils down to is that someone is trying to push their ways or ideas on you and it eventually leads to combat. So what do you do when you are challenged with these issues. Pray to God for wisdom, seek strength, and courage, and hand momma the tissues. It's always our children who are the first line of defense against these causes of war. Freedom has never come cheap, and that is the only explanation you can give someone who loses a loved one on some foreign shore. Could be we might be praising budda while eating that bowl of fish eyes and rice. Had that son or daughter of ours not paid the ultimate price. War should never be condoned but used only as a necessary tool. Only for God and country should it ever be used and never allowed in the hands of a fool. So I thank God for my country, and bless the ones that had to fall. Where would we be if these brave men and women had not answered the call.
The construction process is going on Cleaning the area, removing the con For the foundation to begin Making an effort to win Utilizing the stock of the materials Working hard with the laborers For not to affect the design Everything should be in line Battle on the field is on The family conflict goes on All these efforts seems to be in vain My heart is all in pain Never I want to give up Yearning to pick up Trying hard to persuade For which the foundation is laid When we will live together happily Why there is the split in the family Like the water is essential for construction Understanding and patience is for affection Which will end the separation Like the bricks for the building Trust should be there for loving Do not ignore even a small thing Be involved and caring Otherwise everything will be lost Don't hurt the sentiments at any cost
Hee Haw Hee Haw Come join Buck and Roy for some picking and grinning for us all Hee Haw Hee Haw Now look at Junior and Lula Giving a big salute from the corn fields so tall Hee Haw Hee Haw There goes Granpa Jone and String Bean Slapping their chest and knees To a banjo and a harmonica's call Hee Haw Hee Haw Let's listen to Jim and John Sernading to the gals of Kornfield's lumber shaw Hee Haw Hee Haw Now don't forget about Minnie Pearl and her straw hat with tag swinging in the breeze from a yodel caw Hee Haw Hee Haw Well folks it's time to wrap up this salute for all those who gave it their all from the wacked out show known as Hee Haw Hee Haw Tribute To The Cast And Crew Of Hee Haw Thanks For The Laughs RIP Buck Owens
Sparkling lights, warm stories Sounds and smells that linger Throughout a season, so short But praised with such meaning
Skin cinnamon brown What once was oval now is round Almond shaped eyes with different color shades Depending on what mood I'm in on that day Nose just wide enough to fit my face With a nose ring on the side, which for 13 years has held that place White teeth and a nice smike filled with pleasentry That same smile can quickly turn to a frown if you try to cross me God made me original, there's no one else that looks like me OH........except for that man and woman child of a butterscotch hue that happen to be my off spring!!
The deer is a warm and fresh road kill Will go good with the moonshine from your still That red neck life style you will always have Red Necks don't have to have a reason to be mad You feel that on taxes you always get screwed Hunting animals doesn't take a mood Not accepting others for who they are Gas guzzling huntin' trucks, there are no cars Your baby never given a passy Just a hunk of tobbacky You spit your tobbacky juice in a mason jar Fertilize the grass, so you empty it in the yard A bathroom is where you make it In the bed of your truck, you and your old lady got caught naked You brag to the Reds at work about your latest run in with the cops A few beers later, it's time to raid the Goodwill box As a bona fide Red Neck it is your life's mission To pass these quality traits to your son, it's a tradition Red Necks in the south are a dime a dozen Most marry their next of kin, usually their cousins Support your local Red Neck, the bumper sticker reads It fine print it's local chapter 233 In the parking lot outside your favorite bar Friday night puking, too much PBR Saturday morning fatback and beans Coats the stomach, now you can drink I cannot criticize Red Necks for living this way What is normal in society these days
They say the eyes are the window to the soul When looking at yours, I wonder what secrets they may hold Could it be that you're mistrusting, lost , or empty? Or is it alot more to you than what you allow people to see The same intense eyes that exude charisma and confidence Are the very same that seem to be filled with sadness Whenever you're engulfed in a sea of people you still remain to be an individual and not just "a name" A humble, God fearing man, even with your "claim to fame" By yourself or in a crowd in your eyes say lonely Or maybe what I see in you, are the traits recognizebly mirrored in me In writing this, (like every other poem) I ask God, "who could this be pertaining to?" He said, I'll take care of that part, you just keep using this gift I've given you. So, to whom this may concern if this is too your story Keep your head up, and I'll pray for you, and you pray for me Be Blessed
In a twinkling of an eye, God can take away the fear of no more sweet bye and bye and wipe away all tears of a cry. In a twinkling of an eye God can take away all sadness of a sigh. and all doubts that He'll not meet us in the sky. In a twinkling of an eye God can take away all evil thoughts of a lye. And all the worries that causes us to ask why? In a twinkling of an eye, God can take Away the anger from you and I And all the things that don't allow us to try..
Mt little girl who had no clue lately when I look at you My heart wonders If your love holds true Your stares at other guys passing by In their Lexus BMW's and Limo rides Can't you see I love you For theres no other I swear this is true For my heart only belongs to you My little girl Who had no clue Come here girl Let me hold you Like I used to do Let me wisper in those ears I love only you Don't push me away For my heart will be blue My little girl Who had no clue I'm begging and pleaing For I know theres No other like you Come take my hand And let's say I do My little girl Who had no clue Another song working on Let Me know what ya think
H O M Safe E I Am At last Tonight Happy and calm What took you so long to love me?
Love is in the air. Love is in the chocolate and flowers that you give to your husband,wife,girlfriend or boyfriend. Love is better than hating. Love is the best thing ever that can happen in life. Your love will stay strong for somebody who you truly love and care about. No matter what you do for the person you love, they will always thank you by say the heart warming words that everyone likes to hear, I Love You.
may I use the hem of my garment to wipe away your tears? may I stand close beside you while you nervously face your fears? may I place my head on your shoulder when the test results come in? will you let me comfort you my sister, my friend? when your man walks out and leaves you and you think you're all alone will It be me you cry to, when the anger gnaws at your bones? when your children are in trouble and you're in your despair can we kneel down beside each other together in prayer? you can take my hands and squeeze them when the birthing pains get strong will you allow me to love you whether you're right or you're wrong? when the pressures of life overwhelm you and make you feel beaten down can I give you a hug and the words of my God to help turn the situation around? though we may disagree and argue, we should set that aside turn around and forgive each other and let go of our prides may we be there for each other until the very end may we love each other like Jesus my sister, my friend
Crystal dew like sugar water rock candy brewing in a pot on the counter Tom Jones scratching up the record player bell bottoms sweep the floor Carpet shagged to snag the cat Mud green curtains are where it's at Mustard yellow scarf, psychedelic hat brass "welcome" sign on the door Parakeets jumming and jirping away while "The Gong Show" laughs at the act of the day Piano stiff waiting for my mother to play slipping me into night's dreams Cadillac resting it's tons 'till we drive Photos in polaroids coming alive Family love thick 'till the day I turned five and the world burst apart at the seams...
Tears of my heart just tearing me apart deep down inside is were they hide when you look can you see for they hide deep down inside tears of my heart trying to find away out just tearing me apart if they only knew they were lost they don't have a clue deep down inside is were they hide waiting to find someone to care or have someone else bear these tears of my heart do you care for they are just tearing me apart
I remember the day when I first saw your face. My heart was filled with so much grace. Words can not express the way I feel, it is so amazing so unreal. You inspire me to keep going on , even when I feel that everything is just all wrong. I'm your mother and you will always depend on me and I will always make sure that you are satisfied and happy. I don't know what I would do without you, your big bright eyes, your precious smile, and your sweet little hugs. Now I can truly say I understand the meaning of A Mother's Love.
Pillowed blankets with cottons cool Waking up festive next to you Tip-toeing giddy like a fool Caressing life while carving through Pulling a shirt over my head While keenly watching your calm face Lying prone upon our plush bed Vision the darkness won't erase Duck down the hallway without sound To the kitchen to summon food Marveling at the grace I've found Shedding repugnance from my mood Clanking the pan while scrambling eggs The seasons tickle my shrewd nose Driving the rhythm through my legs Pulsing with ardor to my toes Those taps set the pace for my toil Tilting spirit and prospect up Your precious gifts shall never spoil Blessings abound to fill my cup Lifting my golden entrée out Stacked on tomatoes with basil Sharp aged cheddar and fresh bean sprout Will spur those jewels to dazzle Pad back down with treasure in hand Newspaper tucked under my arm Fluttering lashes find command Signaling me with eager charm What a prize to astound my sight! Lilting words full of wellbeing Perk my canal with pleasures bright Our tender moment most freeing As you sip upon orange juice Your daughter bounds into the room Such buoyant youth now on the loose A gentle bud shed from your bloom Even my dog cannot hold back As he too longs to share our joy His chunky tail gives me a whack While he nudges you with his toy My intrepid tribe from heaven Huddles around your sacred flame Hope we lounge well past eleven And next Sunday shall be the same
Goodbye ma an' pa Worst thing ya ever saw Me dyin' on ya for bein' successful Never meant to make your lives so stressful I do what I do for you, baby Or I do it for me, for money, maybe Who knows now, babe I don't You told me to not get in trouble I said I won't Cursed myself for lyin' before I hit the floor Never shoulda got into this money war Didn't mean to lie to you, didn't think I was It's alright though, babe, stupid is as stupid does Brother, don't envy me I'm the worst guy you ever seen I was good to you, to the crew We were the best through and through Told ya I'd be back before 9 My blood fell an hour after then Red as wine Didn't mean to lie to you, didn't think I was It's alright though brother, stupid is as stupid does Steppin' outside into the fray What a stupid mistake I made that day Got a shot to the chest, one to the head It hurt so bad, boy, I knew I was dead Shoulda raised you right, never did Tried to make you a happy kid Told ya I'd be back for dinner But sorry, boy, your daddys a sinner Didn't mean to lie to you, didn't think I was It's alright though boy, stupid is as stupid does Heres the apology to myself before I go We had some fun, it was a great show Shoulda made the right decisions, I didn't Said I'd make it through, I didn't Didn't mean to lie to myself, thought I was the best It's alright though, I can finally take a rest
When everything seems undoubtly black Look within these moments And you will come to find That those were the best of times Life, it's not all fun It's not suppose to be Your memories are reluctant As were mine Hold on to them For those were the very best of our times Do you feel restrictened Shall you enlighten me Together we Here, now, you and me In the depths of this valley Which has come to find me Remind me to be gentle Ever so kind For those nights Were the best of times In these days to come Besides you and I Nothing really matters My carnation of timeless plather Secrets revealed Yet only whispers tell us That these will be The very best of times "Best of Times"
A simple decision I came to accept at a younger age than known I don't remember my earlier birthdays But since it fell in place September, November, December Then it's a depressional season alone If it were up to me, when I reached seven I would have been heavenly gone And you ask me Will I be coming home for the holidays? Holidays, they come, they go For smiles and snow, a New York warmth I'd trade with any convict doing death row You punish me, but it seems to be Something more than mischief A flaw in your parental morals Let's graph the hope held in each poor child You and I We have-nots were claimed as plurals Life long friends How much more can we endure pal Do you no longer ask If I'll be home for the holidays This is for your birthday, each passing Christmas The wars in which you continue to enlist us The days you missed us The casualties whom bit the dust The individuals whom pissed on trust For those entitled to this imperishable crush Will you be home for the holidays?
I am your son, Father From the throne of your graces I beg thee, your love, upon me outpour I am your son, Father With contrite heart, I plead Help me endure all the sufferings You set upon my soul I am your son, Father From pains and sorrows Lift me into thy throne I am your son, Father Thy command, I will follow Thou I may lose all my wealth, I'll live But, not without you
Is the storm over yet, my head is ready to split, one thing, and then the other, I'm ready to get back under the cover. I am ready to say, pile it on, why not, my stomach is in a knot, everyday something new, mercy, mercy, what do I do? Day in, and day out, here you go again, running your head, facing you is my biggest dread, you must be totally brain dead, or you just don't care.
I long for my home when I'm away But I'm determined to leave anyway So I'm going to pack my bags and leave this town I put on my make up and wear my crown. I miss my bed now that I'm away Knowing that I won't be home till Sunday So I searched for a few pieces of stationery For only through words I find sanctuary. My plane will leave at seven In that foreign land blessings are given I really want to stay But it's better to go anyway. I will surely cry now that I'm away But I know I don't have to leave someday So while that sun is out I'll make hay I'll do anything no matter what they say So worry about me no more For I am in the good graces of the future.
My voice is so small How can I change the world In order to have heaven on earth I'm not that smart or strong Either I'm invisible or treated like a dog No one can hear my voice so small But my small voice heard your inner child It was afraid of the gangsters on the corner It was dreaming of playing in the sprinklers with the other children I see happiness and love As you watch your first child comes into this world As you leave your love ones all alone I see ways to make the world a better place As men fight to be the alpha male As people struggle to hold their families together Please hear me now before it's too late For healing the world is everyone's fate Only love can be so great
You have it all. You have your picket fence. Your trinkets and toys Yet you are unhappy. You need more than this You long for nourishment Your soul waits. You find your meditation helps. Working on your inner spirit. Yet everything is fleeting. Unfulfilling. You ignore it and press on Yet, It's right there in your face Remember me? I'm here too Watching you. I want you to listen. That's why you are unhappy. Your spirit waits for hope But you keep looking down. The depression will continue And you will wonder why. You'll read another book. And balance on your grasp of things. But I see it. You hurt for what you fear seeing But it will only hurt at first. Then it will pour in filling the void. You've found lessons and learning From all over the globe You've searched all the inner wisdom Possible accept one. My dear sister, Look Up.
To the mind that's choked as a stagnant pool With algae covering Its simplest thought. Departed is the recall of this magnificent tool Absent is the passion for life once sought. Deadpan eyes meet those ensconced with pain Seeking much patience and understanding. From the life that was, let the memories remain Sometimes life seems cruel and demanding.
I see my mother cried When I came back All seemed sad I can't relax Too many depression Can't get over this situation Where I am just have the intention Being under a suffocation Too much too bear All that I care Thinking Life is a dare Which is not fair Now, we have fallen again I see myself torn apart Trying to repair my heart Although it is hard All we want is just an ending A happy ending A life of believing That we can survive this But what happened to us I do not ask It is not the past It is now the present Help us Help us We had fallen again And again! And we seek your help We fallen again and again! No more! No more please No More! No more pain!
My dad is little angry but mum is alright. If they feel different don't get so tight. They love me very much that's why, They always measure what is my height? Dad heart is pure consult me always free, I respect for experience he has knowledge light. Mum cares for my taste and for a fashion, Her choice is wonderful and very bright. They shared my pain and offered happiness, Sometimes I have argument but they were right. If partner is in a young age enjoyment is lot, Money and degree can't get a place might. If children are in early age they grown up soon, Grand will be ever happy in olden age fight. A right time is a right time and bad time is bad, Care for your time if you want to enjoy life kite.
The heart that is empty, The mind that is full. The tunnel of sight that blurs to a haze. The pressure feels heavy, The shoulders weigh low. The eyes fix focus, and then rapidly glaze. The expectation of progress, The need to improve. Fragile friendships and strained relations. The mood that implodes Into the spiral of sadness, and The wasting hours of inward contemplation. Happier times seem only a blur, As much a figment as yesterday. The continuation of the baseline life. A rational understanding, An irrational overbearing. The emotions balance along the edge of the knife. What is this melancholy? From where is its power? Why do I allow it to twist and to tease me? Is my self no longer my own? Am I no longer a One? Is there nothing more that can properly please me? The frustration of others, The anger at self. The dreams that died a thousand times. The hope for tomorrow, The coping with today, The mountain that is so hard to climb. There must be an end, The confusion will clear. The doubting will lessen, The removal of fear. The belief in the will, And a life that moves on. Look up, deep breath, Face today's every moment With a heart that is strong.
Three sisters, one brother, and our dear parents too, Not counting our children, which numbered quite a few. Prepared the family gathering, our laughter to live on, All seeming happy and anything but blue. With tables set for sharing the food of joy and cheer, Thanks were given to our Lord For the passing year. With dinner feast over and another year to soon disappear, We look around to find we're still together, As so are very few. All the family members have just put their hunger to rest, And with God's blessings, we still have our family nest. With younger days and years left far, far behind, We reach for our memories to share, One more time. The laughter was heavy and spirits feeling free, One more gathering, for our family tree. Our school-day dances, we tried to do, Listening to old records of, God knows who. With our childhood vanished, and many years gone by, Least we forget the family gatherings, We've shared during our lives.
I watched you die today Not in person but in my heart I got the call And ever since i've sat here cyring I didn't get to say good-bye Or I love you But I know you knew At least I hope I was always scared to see you Not able to to anything you liked Or when they told me I couldn't I pushed you to the limit I got you to walk once or twice And then they sent you to rehab It was my fault you died I just simply pushed you too hard The day of the funeral I was so nervous I watched the movie of your life And the last picture is the one I have of you When I saw it I knew it really happened Then I put flowers in your hands Ones you would have loved And they carried you away in peace Everyday I've wished you were here It's been so beautiful these days I know you'd love them But you're somewhere better Where it's always sunny Never a cloud in sight Full of peace and serenity And love for everything
A Family Man Lately I can see me providing for a family But it's all weary thoughts aside from the demands in me Why do this, why do that Seems daily I lie dying on a tear soaked mat Teachers wanna beg on me for childhood memories All I've had is abusive tendacies Hence forth and back to thee Yet still I can see a family man, a softer me The characteristics I offer to be No more jumping homes, it's not a foster plea The martial status of we, undo what they see Pictures of my most wanted misery burning A cast so rationalized in fear It's only here to see me turning As I satisfy my bitter aches with this funnel Such a long tunnel, an impossible journey Haunted thoughts of a family man, a softer me No time realm could alter we Back to stretch my muse A dried up vision, died confused Nearly bruised, alternatives misused If I should fall from this stairway Grab me and salvage yourself another day It's only fair play I could do a lot worse than a snare could say
I look in the mirror staring at my reflection Wondering who I really am? I see my mothers smile and my fathers eyes but I can't see me, Who am I? I see my grandmothers cheeks and my grandfathers nose but I still can't see me, Who am I? I have my Memes hair and my Pepeirs ears I can see all of my elders but I can't see me, Who am I? I sat there in the mirror for hours seeing everyone that I love but there was still no sign of me in there. I closed my eyes and opened my heart wide feeling the love of my family while studying all their faces. As I opened my eyes and looked back into mirror it was then that I understood. All of those faces looking back at me is Who I am. I am all of them and they are all of me.
The headlights bathe the road ahead; The night echoes the diesel engine's drone. I listen to the radio and wish That I were with my wife and kids, at home. But hauling freight's what pays the bills, And it's become the only way I know. I shake my head and breathe a sigh, While eighteen wheels make music on the road. A slow, cold rain is falling down; I pray it stops before it starts to freeze. These mountain roads are bad at best, And they are near impossible on nights like these-- But at the end of this long run, They're awaiting the delivery of my load. The windshield wipers beat in time While eighteen wheels make music on the road. I watch the mile posts flashing by, As midnight ushers in another day. I scratch my head, and try to guess How many times I've traveled down this same highway. I think of children tucked in bed, And the warm, sweet wife who waits for me, I know. I feel a lonely ache inside, While eighteen wheels make music on the road.
Why can't I get you out of my head It hurts so bad when I think of what you did I thought our love was strong I thought our love was pure My love is still there But yours has gone away When I see you I think What we could have been When I look at the kids I see you I begin to cry I have to be strong To show them daddy's not weak But I can't not think of you My heart has been broken It will never heal Why can't I get you out of my head When Madison see's me cry She asks why Why are you crying Daddy I tell her daddy is hurting She say do you have a boo boo I say yes in my heart There is no fix for that Then she says Daddy I'll kiss it and make it better In my head I think Why can't you care like she does I wish one day I will have you in my arms again I think of you all the time My whole life I wanted a family I had one a beautiful wife and two beautiful kids Now since you are gone I don't know what to do Why can't I get you out of my head Seven years thrown down the drain How can you just walk away And not look back You don't under stand How much I love you I never really knew until you were gone It hurts so bad I want my Family back again Why can't I get you out of my head
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Oh momma, you don't have to cry! So wipe the tears away from your eyes. Because your love will make him stay And never let him go. Daddy's still alive in my soul! Oh sister, don't you fall apart For his memory will remain in your heart! And his presence will be known To all of those who cared. Daddy's still alive in my eyes! And don't you forget All he's said and done, And all those battles That he's won. For Daddy's love will lead us on In the days ahead. Daddy's still alive in my eyes! Oh brother, don't you see him here? For he's standing oh, so very near! He's standing right in front of me And he's pointing the way. Daddy's still alive today! Daddy's still alive in my eyes!
If a person is smart, Everyone has a loving heart, If a person is ugly, Nobody cares his part. If a person is wise, His markings are surprise, If a person is dull, He makes temper rise. If a person is honest, He is polite and feels best, If a person is a cheater, He lost his name in a list. If a person is hard worker, Everyone honours him fur, If a person is idle, Everyone pushes him far. If a person is talkative, He is always active, If a person is quiet, He is nice impressive. If a person is a carer He serves always fairer, If a person is selfish, He is a handy darer. If a person is lover, He never misses a shower, If a person has hate, He has jealous coward. If a person is friendly, He is dealing quietly, If a person is rude, He is cooperative hardly.
Oh now, Tell me you're stronger now, Tell me you can see me from up[ above, Tell me you believe in me, and that I can accomplish the things I wish I could. Tell me you're happy where you are. Tell me you'll wait for me at that door. Tell me when my day comes you and Grandpa, will be my angels who'll lift me up, to my home above. I never want to let you go. So this is my way of saying no! Grandma I love you! Grandma I miss you! Grandma I need you to satnd by myside. You left without saying goodbye! But that's okay I knoe this can't be the end, I want to see you again. I want to knoe, I need to knoe, I have to knoe. So, please tell me. Are you stronger now? Can you see me from where you are? Are you happy now? And tell me you believe in me and that I can accomplish the things I wish I could.
My life is like a sad song that no one wants to play cause then all their emotions just might get in the way and no one really knows exactly what to say things have been spinning out of control for quite a long time now each time I think I have a good grip that's when it begins to slip whirling around again and I'm left to wonder will it ever end? I know hearts get broken and need to mend but even when you think you can move on you sometimes may still sink be careful when you blink reality changes and life hits hard you can't always keep up your guard that's when you don't want to deal with what life has handed you and fantasy sets in So I soon found myself pondering over what could have been that in itself drove me insane I realized I could longer take life in vain and things couldn't stay the same everything once again had to change i want my life back as it once was before I know though I can only move forward there's no going back no matter how much you pray, dream, hope, wish or try this only makes me want to cry But there's a message that I need to send to a very long lost but dear special friend yet finding him thus far hasn't proved to be promising i still keep searching even though each time it's failed it brings heartache and tears not doing this however will bring me to many other fears more than the ones I already now face from over the years and hopefully the end will have the means and my just reward will be oh so sweet then those tears will be ones of joy one thing I've learned from all this confusion if you find true down deep love unconditional love capture it and hang on it may be one hell of a flight but if you do let go to mister right don't let him to far out of your sight because one day you to just might wake up and see the light
I sometimes lie in my bed, wondering why you said good-bye to life I sometimes lie in the grass, wondering why you kept it from the whole family. I sometimes sit on the side of your grave, wondering why you were so calm through it all. I sometimes sit next to granny, wondering why i don't feel your presents around us. I sometimes sit next to dad, wondering why i don't see your spirit sitting around us. I sometimes stand in your room, wondering if your standing next to me. I sometimes lie in my bed crying, wondering if your crying with me. I sometimes lie by your grave, wondering if you hear my wondering heart. Its saying why... Why my papa? Out of all of the papa's in the world, why mine? what does mine have that no other has? He's got me. I love you Papa! From your Babygirl!
What is going with my life How can I fall with no limits below me The world is full of ups and downs That no one can ever be free Thinking everything is alright in here I trembled by seconds while watching others suffer I helped them in anyway I can Without my strength, where I had no power I could pull myself back up And undo the things that are becoming worse I wished I could go back in time And listen to my family at first Now we had fallen from nothing A pit with a limitless bottom down below We struggled together in this situation But it is hard for me to follow I am confused now, I am so lost I want to break down at this time I wished I could do something But being so vulnerable, I am lost inside We pulled ourselves together And we could think of other ways To get through all of this Our problems, we could have erased Still thinking, still needing help I was just standing one side The world just move as I think The answer i can't seem to find Knelt down onto my knees Put my head high up My hands holding tightly above I prayed, wishing i could shout I am lost in the middle of nowhere I am lost, i am here by myself I can't live without my strength I am lost inside what it feels like hell I am lost in my heart I am lost and I am alone I can't be free without my power But I still had one thing Hope
I lay down beside you on this cold night There is nothing in sight Gaze into each others eyes Letting all lies slip by Silence waits fatally throughout the room Rain trickles down the windows playing a gracious tune Empty space surrounding us Wondering what lies ahead if we must Watching the world pass by Listening to our sighs Secrets concealed in these walls Deserted in the halls Lights flickering on and off Our hands together feel so soft Timeless voices Our breathing is the only noise Let us fall asleep Our minds now fill with dreams
All across the countries A flag is raised once a year To celebrate the laps of love Spread into the heart of a dove Always shall she be with us For she's the light of trust She held us with hands of care Destroying every speck of despair Close to our hearts is her smile That shall never shrink and expire Throughout our life she shall glow Pervading her kindness that always flows There's no one that can replace such an angel That lightens our way just like a candle Protection and love fills her soul For she can not see her child losing his goal I love you so much, i really do For our friendship beheaded foe Never shall I forget your love Nor your gleaming, glittering face above My head that I once laid On your laps when I was a child Nothing can express my love to you But, this poem is a piece of the puzzle that's so true Adding up to the rest of the pieces that I've once shared With you, my mother, indicating how much I've loved And shall always love You, my mother, I shall always adore For today's the day to wish you and say A Happy Mother's Day
Her eyes have seen sorrows, as deep as the blue sea, her ears have heard words, that she will never forget. Her arms have held her children, so tiny and sweet, her heart has felt pain, that will never set her free. Her love is like a mountain, that will never be climbed, this is a mother, yours, and mine..
My Father I am special because my Father is also the Father of the world. We are all His special children, for on His finger the earth has twirled. Though my earthly Father abandoned me, He was always there; It brings tears to my eyes to ponder all of the ways that He cares. The understanding way He listens when I need someone to talk to; Or the way He makes me smile when He whispers "I love you." Perhaps it's the fact that He will never leave me alone to wander, For it is His loving words alone that make my love for Him grow fonder. What I count on most is His protection and His guardianship over me; When I am hurt or angry He says "Let it go and it will set you free." I sometimes don't want to because the people hurt and ignore me so, But I know He will deal with them harshly but first I must let it go. There are no words to describe what His love feels like and means to me, But here are a few: amazing, awesome, beautiful, and supremely happy. I love Him with every fiber of my being-my soul-my spirit-my whole heart; It is my faith that lets me know that my Father and I will never be apart. I know He created the entire universe and that He created me. Most of all, I know that my Father and I will live together in eternity.
If someone is going to love me, I want it to be You, When life throws stones, I want to be with You, When the day is long and the night is cold, I want to be with You, When sadness suffocates and someone helps me breath, I want it to be You, When I am bursting with happiness, I want to share it with You, When someone brings me to my knees, I want it to be You, When someone makes me feel better, I want it to be You, When I am lonely, I find companionship with You, When life writes its last page, I want the book to be about me and You, If someone is going to love me I want it to be You.
1. When I quarrel with you, my loved, All stars in the sky die away one by one. Somewhere the moon hides. All around, it becomes so gloomy, that hope is not visible. When I quarrel with you, A wind is crying that «tomorrow» will not be more, But will be only «yesterday». The world is deaf, and malicious cold can steal our love very easily. When we quarrel, my loved, for me is only continuous night, without morning and without day. Birds do not sing any more, only crows cry to all, that my love has died. When we quarrel, my dear, I have none of my thoughts and in general, I almost do not live. I lose myself in main fight with myself, when I quarrel with you, my loved.
Western is what i am to be. My brothers, and my fathers are to be cowboys. My sisters and my mothers are to be cowgirls. The western skies and the western lies, are all part of the western child's dream of what lies ahead. Everything of the western is not just a land of dreams and oppertunaties, but just a place i call my home. It's where i stand with family and friends, a place with honor and freedom. This western place i call my home, is but the one and only America. The cowboys are my brothers and fathers, as the cowgirls are my sisters and mothers. A western child is what i am to be.
If love was easy There would be no need to develop trust Love would be drowned in lust, Days would be long and, Nights would be cold, No one to take your hand as you grow old Wedding vows would diminish Families would be redefined In a world inconsiderate of time The love of parents and children are not exempt Helping each other would not even be a worthy attempt Without trails so much growth would be lost, Loving with ease comes at such a great cost So remember when your heart is bruised and sore, If love was easy, there would be nothing to strive for.
My confidence is insecure. It is dreadfully low There are three words that I long to know. The answer determines if I stay or if I go. Don't want to rush. Take your time. Go slow. My heart beats whenever I hear your name. You are my life, my love's one and only flame. I can only hope that one day, you'll feel the same. Your feelings are silenced. I'm going insane. You're so complex. Sometimes you're a mystery. You said you wanted to spend your life with me. What 's missing? Is there something I don't see? I cannot unlock that door, only you hold the key. You're my significant other. You're all that I speak of. We're a great deal alike. We resemble hand to glove. You're the only man that I'll ever want to love. The answer I'll wait. I'll not push nor will I shove. I'll fade to the background. My love for you is known. My hearts awfully restless. My soul is so alone. Each and every passing day; my love for you grows. My love there are three words that I long to know.
Travelin down this freeway, I'm wishing I were free from this world that I'm in... I'm wonderin if the traffic knows just where they're going? and if they knew the storm was coming, would they continue on this road? Travelin down this freeway, I'm wishing I were home where the love of Jesus grows... Why did I choose to continue on this road where the unknown comes, unknown? My family back at home wonders when I'll return, I'll stay dear family, where I belong. Back at home with you.
I hate evil. The clock is evil. The calendar is evil. All they do is tell me When it's time. Without speeding up Without slowing down At the appropriate moments, They dictate at a constant pace How long I have until I'm with you. Then, how long I have with you until... It's time to part. Happy trails? No. I leave a trail of tears from you to me, And it's time to start all over again- The process of missing you And wanting to be with you, Being sad and lonely And waiting to be with you; Then with you I'm redeeming time. I'm yielding to every minute. The clock commands the time; Time demands the day, And the calendar dictates Days, weeks, months and years. They're unyielding And won't wait on me. All they do is tell me when it's time. The clock is evil. The calendar is evil. Without speeding up Without slowing down At the appropriate moments. I hate this evil. Dedicated to MyChelle and Heather
Miles are between us, but we are so close, just like room mates, all of us. We worry, and care, about everyone here, if one is sad, then, there are many tears. Never feel alone, for alone you are not, and if you do, to the keyboard, you must trot. Close your eyes, and wrap your arms around us, we are a family, one you can always trust.
I sit alone to wonder why things are how they are I sit alone with no ones shoulder to cry on I sit alone with not even myself to rely on I trust many yet never myself I have lost so much over the years because i give out my heart and soul to freely so much so that I lost who I really was in the process I long to be who I used to be happy, not with how I looked, but who I was and the people I loved were the ones I could trust with everything But see I had let them go because I trusted in me not what I had sometimes I break down from seeing how the years have gone funny you don't notice while they are flying by but one day you suddenly stop and start to cry and you wonder how you made it through without the family and friends you once knew and little ones have grown up in a blind of an eye and you were hardly there to see it happening once you realize that time is slipping away from you you may feel like there's not much you can do I did but then for me, my family and friends welcomed me back with open arms and it's so good to be here with everyone again had it not been for everyone being there for me supporting me, and telling me how I could do this or that I wouldn't be able to continue on looking for people from my past who weigh heavily on my mind they have been extremely hard to find but I still try, and am starting to hold my head up high and perhaps sooner than later I will not sit alone to wonder any longer