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Despite the black, the birds begin To call the light unto the day, Persistent songs remind the Sun To send the stars upon their way. There's hope in this which I admire: The birds trust what they're yet to see, I know I trust you just the same, And always will, unfailingly.
In the sky less stars tonight But who needs shards of light when the sparkle in your heart ignites fire in the alley of my mind. I close my eyes, just to feel me swinging in your arms I trust to fall knowing you will hug me tightly as we dance Under a sky void of light, my sweet Psyche, my soul I keep your world upright. The darkness now bright, truth streaming from deep behind those wonton eyes. My heart has been ignited by the comfort of your mind as we dance
When my final shadows cling on desperately Where I fight formidable battles to merely hold the light I send you loving vibrations and soul sustenance Deep from the cathedral of one heart to another where today no choirs sing nor symphonies play Yet it is here where we meet in spiritual solace here to surrender and exchange inestimable treasures recollecting memories like unopened letters Galaxies are stretched over chronicles of shared history Nebula birthing stars will be exposed in forth-coming conversations bringing short-lived fulfillment to you Hungry to feast now will be the time to approve your blood art vision and with my own haunting surrender as dappled shades ink stain your chest I will reside with you and share, mesmerised pens - by branding as this will be your written reams to me your artist's pallet or brushed canvas no need for words and yet creating mysterious magical moments Bitter-sweet the music that dances taut guitar strings but now blood approved please go kick your heel up return to your laughter and ride on the breeze for not all are lost change not for I am with you always to love, listen and comfort as one with you in me and I in you as masterpiece
Is it love or trust, mutual desire or strong will that ejects entwined bodies into the unknown from the springboard of impulsiveness? Arched in firm embrace and defying norms of life they leap forth with passion filled in search of fulfillment. A moment so intense magnetic, unrestrained, where the movement flows along radiating hidden brutal strength, and yet, so graceful to behold. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------- [Note: After attending the inauguration of Caesar Attard's art exhibition at the National Museum of Fine Arts, Valletta, Malta. This is about his painting called "Locked Leap".] ------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Contest: Ekphrasis 12 line Max Sponsor: Rick Parise
Let true love find me to be the ever fixed mark of constant gaze The spectacle of her thrilling eyes, and she to me the dearest prize A coral when the heart stampedes, or fickle fancy frivolous strays For love must be a leash of common trust, the pole beyond the skies So shall we not shiver when seasons change the wind and mist comes A dark impenetrable fog before the yes, a marsh around the mind For we by love is added as one, most accurate of all majestic sums Trust must be the key to vision when love alone stumbles here blind No arc of sight away in flight, bending ever to a proud inconstant sun But holding hands we chart our course, finishing better than we begun For all nature shall around us spin fresh vortexes of an ancient desire But trust shall preserve us body, soul and skin only for our own fire. What else shall by our light be drawn, like quivering moths must retire Into the dust and cinders gasping at our feet, hope their fractured glass Let true love be constant in this faith, for God's peace cannot expire Through every storm his ways do hold, so upon him all anchors cast So what then this buzzing, this jealous sound, is it of frail frying wings Does some flame the fragile heart deceives, or nestless memory stings Ah, sentinel not the virgin beauty of my sheets, my fortressed pride This castle is built of stronger walls, the drawbridge is up, I'm alone inside They ragged armies may their runted horses rattle until they neigh Pure hubris, the harried hustlings, trust is a wall faithful and secure To smooth for any tool to clasp, all tempted grasp will only slide away And these walls have moats without and within, none crossed before You alone have I shown where to swim, and how to unlock this gate To you my center constant holds, only one holy grail keeps my faith See not my stern behind my bow, point to the haven of your arms See not my flags fly for you alone, your port the weather ever charms It's firm the mast that keeps my sail, look from your castle, I come O sweet the winds that drive me to your shore, what constant tide! You the true Polaris of my compass stone, my fiddles and my drum Love not all alone that carries me, but trust that steers me to your side.
Once again i am locked in the darkness of the night The light of your love has vanished so suddenly Leaving me alone in absolute solitude In a state of lonliness, a state of depression Why did you tell me you loved me, even though it wasn't true You took me on a ride, and said we were through I loved you before, and i love you still. But, you don't feel the same way i do, and this isn't real. How can you love someone, and you don't love yourself? How can you love someone, and not trust them at all? I gave you my heart, my soul, my love But, apparently that wasn't enough to have you trust me. I knew this was coming, the "us" would be no more. Then why do i feel this way, like i lost a love? So now i must say Farewell, for the "us" will never be again. But remember i love you, and my heart shall always be yours.
Love lingers on, in the stone objects left behind holding pleasant memories of welcome footfalls the painful memories, almost lost; love declined. Those last few months of harbor-less shores, the squalls fade, as I gaze on the jade guardian left bed side, holding pleasant memories of welcome footfalls. The blade of horn, carved with love's protection, bides. The owl of jade-my guide-makes nightmares fade, as I gaze upon the guardian left bed side. I have the keys given me in trust, your love declared. The trust given never was withdrawn, never died, The owl of jade-my guide-makes nightmares fade, yet, over gold-amber earrings; I still cry. Yes, you are goodly gone, and that I truly know; the trust given never was withdrawn, never died. The happy times of kisses warm, of love bestowed have not faded from my foolish heart, my mind confined. Yes, you are goodly gone and that I truly know. Love lingers on, in the stone objects left behind.
Been long time that I've seen you, & been long time that you've been here, W/no demands these eyes kept your soul, Now it's been long that they've felt it at all. I know its not the easy task they call, But trust me- I'll catch you when you fall, I'll pick up the times when you call, Coz' my eyes keep wandering for your soul. 'Less is more' and that more is what I get, Your meticulous look makes me forget, Forget the sorrow that I've been into, So give me more, and let it come slow. I know its not the easy task they call, But trust me- I'll catch you when you fall, I'll pick up the times when you call, Coz' my eyes keep wandering for your soul.
Love all hate none is a common saying I too fell prey to it And Fell in love .... My love worked well As long as there was sunshine It vanished as the night approached my shadow was no more with me Love was gone At least for a day Can love be so intermittent? How could love change faces so soon? Is it really love Or just a mirage?
A solitary piece the diamond precious rare gem most treasured by those lucky enough to hold Once in possession it is rarely out of grasp Like the gemstone the mother requires very specific conditions in holding fast her (family/) childrens love Treasured forever in her heart she will go out of her way to preen and protect them holding them dear to her deep within her maternal safe – the heart closely guarded by the mind Her infatuation of all treasures to her are totally understandable especially when you think to the complexity of structure and process taken in creation Just as from the 'unbreakable' in ancient greek this alletrope of carbon with strength of bonding between atoms is representative of that strong love between mum and child The maternal being could be compared to the superlative physical qualities of the stone Even the characteristic luster of this gem so prevaient from its ability to disperse light and colour compared to the many strengths, roles and qualities of the mother seen by the many she deals with daily A most high pressured job versus the high pressured temperature within the Earths mantle that forms the delightful rock it gives birth to Infants delight and ignite the forbearer just as the jewel would dazzle the room a mother's love encaptures the magical luster of those she's birthed and nothing stands inbetween this richest of cargo's
Can I ask a question of you my friend? Have you started drinking from the bottle again? You look so down it's clear to see. What you really need is to be set free. The answer to your problems they won't be found. Coming from that bottle you just put down. You don't bend your elbow you bend your knees Trust me just once He'll hear your pleas. You're hurting so, I can feel your pain. There's a way out, and it's so very plain. I was where you're at not long ago. But I had someone who wouldn't let go. Now I want to be that someone that you can turn to. Help to guide your path and the things you do. Are you really proud of your life thus far? Drowning your sorrows in some dim lit bar. How many times were you too drunk to care? Well I can relate, yeah I've been there. You thought you lost it all, that's just not true. If you trust in Jesus I guarantee you, He'll lead you through. We all make excuses for the things we do. He's heard every excuse there is a million times or two. Quit trying to blame Him, He didn't put you there. You know I'm right, But you just don't care. Listen little bud, you're like a son to me. I care for you very much, I just want you to see. I know I led you wrong for many, many years. Now you're carrying all my demons and most of my fears. I know you care for me a lot, that's very plain to see. Now turn it over to Our Savior, let Him be the one to set you free.
A Father's advice to his son on his wedding day `````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````````` A Wise Father My wise old father said to me Be kind and gentle to your wife And happy you will always be Throughout the years of married life Be kind and gentle to your wife For she is loving, soft and sweet Throughout the years of married life Her trust in you must be complete For she is loving soft and sweet So you must never do her wrong Her trust in you must be complete An honest heart will keep love strong So you must never do her wrong And happy you will always be An honest heart will keep love strong My wise old father said to me. Pantoum contest May 8th 2010
Lies hurt the love and especially all the trust people put in you. Everyday You wake up saying to yourself, It's ok to lie. No one's going to find out or bring it out in the open. I can hold on to a heart full of love and trust for another day. Knowing it would cause pain and the all the love and trust they have would disapear instantly. So why keep lying and filling her head and heart full of dreams that You know will never come true. Only leaving her with nothing Just the lies You told. In the end is it really worth trying to hold on to her love. Being bound by the lies you told. Now leaving her to deal with a broken heart. And watching her world crumble into pieces. As the tears of pain slide down her face. As you walk away. While saying nothing but I'm sorry. I never meant to hurt you. Over and Over again. Trying to figure out how to make a peaceful exit out of her life. Your left thinking was it worth losing an angel's heart by lying. Now she's gone.
NORTH STAR Fidelity: The north star of the soul That Helps the heart navigate Over The turbulent waters of temptations And Through the perilous reefs of lust Towards The serene shores of happiness, But Often unobserved remains by many As it is hidden Behind the clouds of impetuous desires! © Demetrios Trifiatis 26 OCTOBER 2013
It was cast, the hurt was meant to last; what once was love, forever betrayed. Against the swift rapids of emotion it swayed. Torrential tears washed eroding shores but it stayed, until the weight of trust quickly burned so any hope we yearned - no return. Craig Cornish, written May, 20, 2014 For Nette Onclaud's Trois-Par-Huit Contest
am i all that you wanted am i what you were askin for or am i just like last years christmas toys? you're tired of me i see a different side of you after one problem we're though, we start over again you're locked up and away from me you go farther and farther away you're tired of me am i all that you wanted am i what you were askin for or am i just like last years christmas toys? you're tired of me you used to love me now you doubt me you used to trust me now you fear me you were just like me now we're different. you dont understand me. you dont even care! am i all that you wanted am i what you were askin for or am i just like last years christmas toys? you're tired of me i see a different side or you after one problem we're through. we start over again you're locked up and away from me you go farther and farther away you're tired of me you're listenin to lies and to my surprise. you believe the words they spit in your eyes. what did i do, to get this from you? you never even asked me if it was true! why do you do this to me? am i all that you wanted am i what you were askin for or am i just like last years christmas toys? you're tired of me i guess love doesnt live here anymore im fallin and dont know what to do im tired of the mess, but i dont wanna live without you! what do you want me to do? or is it true.... you're tired of me you used to love me now you doubt me you used to trust me now you fear me you were just like me now we're different you dont understand me. you dont even care! am i all that you wanted am i what you were askin for or am i just like last years christmas toys? youre tired of me
You have no idea How you opened my cover You read me, understand me You completely feel me No one can have enough love In all it's layers and forms You inspire me everyday Knowing how you know me That all of me is yours to keep I can be everything I want to be Connected with you in my life It's the deepness of your mind How passionate you are inside The generosity towards others Your voice - a deep friend Just one touch - my soul sings My heart is a place to live I love that you have the key Lock your heart to mine within It's yours - you have moved in Eternally is just the beginning Trust, Faith, Tears and Love
I'm sorry for the nightmare I allowed to be your reality, and I'm sorry I failed to illuminate a way out I turned my back on you when you needed me most I'm sorry I was a coward I'm sorry for all the damaging words I said to you, but even more I'm sorry I made you believe they were true I took you for granted and battled with you every day I'm sorry I did not think you were good enough to be treated better I'm sorry for laying too much pressure on you; nobody is perfect, so I'm sorry for making you believe you had to be I did not trust you, respect you, listen to you, or appreciate you I'm sorry I took you for granted I'm sorry that I pitied you, and I'm sorry I made you feel foolish and unimportant I failed to treat you like the remarkable person you truly are I'm sorry I made you feel you were alone I'm sorry I did not love you I'm sorry that I am apologizing to you; the one person who will be with me always HOWEVER I am not sorry for a single tear I wept each drop represents all that I have endured I have learned much about life, relationships and most importantly – YOU pain is temporary for every burning tear that escapes, relief follows I will be strong again I will live again I will love again I will trust again I will survive another day Diana-Marie Bombardieri Originally written: November 2005 Re-write: January 2012
Love, it's a funny, fickle thing But is this love or lust I feel? I know they're not the same And still they feel very real. Lust is when you think you love Maybe called infatuation But love makes your heart ache How did I get in this situation? We've known each other for a long time But not that long in fact Seems like years to me How am I to act? I think I love you But some days, I don't know You say you love me back But tell me, is it so? If you don't love me Please don't say you do I don't want to hear a lie Tell me only when it's true! You've told me things about yourself Some things I don't wish to know But when you tell me nothing I regret "Don't tell me, no!" I told you everything Every secret that I had But again you say nothing Do you wish to make me sad? When you say nothing Your trust I feel I have not When I tell you everything My trust you've surely got You feel further away Than the distance that parts me from you Without your help to close that distance Tell me what can I do? We don't talk like we used to Once or twice a week has become the norm Accustomed to everyday Has our friendship taken on a new form? I want to think I love you But can I believe my mind? My hearts feels like it's breaking To me, love has been unkind. Where have these feelings come from? How did they work into my heart? Do I truly love you? Or is it time we part?
Because of you, I learned to love Because of you, I learned to trust It was you who showed me how to feel Took my dreams, made them real You showed me what it means To act without any fear And seize the moment, trust your heart To live in love and act the part I trusted you, I loved you And believed that you loved me And that was real, all I could hold That was the only truth I could see And then one day, my world fell Came crashing down around me A late night call, a lie was told And I lost all trust I'd come to know Then the anger, and the pain The arguments ensued I knew inside you were hiding But still, I believed in you I tried to hold you, was pushed away Both in your heart and with hands You wouldn't let me love you And I just didn't understand Still I tried, until you screamed And said such ugly things That I withdrew my heart from you Because I couldn't stand the pain Then one day, without a word I watched you drive away I waited for you to return But you left my life that day I remember the fear I held for you Not knowing where you were Never once suspecting You had run away to her My heart shattered, my dreams all gone Left me wondering what I'd done wrong I took the blame, believed your lies And a part of me inside had died Truth be known, the love remains Some things inside will never change I still want to believe your lies Yet too often you see me cry Because of you, my heart is torn Because of you, I live with doubt Afraid to step too far alone Still waiting for the truth unknown Not trusting anyone or anything From the loss of faith, remembering All the promises made and vows unspoken A heart destroyed, but a love unbroken I don't know anymore who I am And I surely don't know who you are You're not the man I once loved so much All that remains of him is my broken heart And it's all because of you…
Longings.... Should I have let you catch me You, with your wayward words Crazy schemes and narrow roads Should I have let you hold me You, with your wide arms And not so serious nature Easy smile and wistful words Should I have let you touch me You, who made me smile Forget today and its troubles Should I have let you in You, who I felt connected to An understanding I had not felt in a long while Should I have You, who felt inadequate Who thought he was not good enough ? Should I have When you didn't trust me You who didn't tell me why Who thought I was too good I wanted to I could not You were too close And I was too open You held my hand And I saw who you are But you did not trust me And I knew you could hurt me In the worst way ...... And yet.... Here you are Rummaging my mind...
Sorry its not you its me Your perfect Your everything that I want I can see myself with you I really can Its just that I nolonger trust men I want to be along There's no such thing as love Or trust I like you I do Its just I have trust issues
when the heart has gone bad and there's no blood moving about the main organ that sustains us which we can't live without the heart is the core and essence of each and everything be It the church, the community, relationships or whatever life brings Jeremiah had come along to preach about the Book of Laws for mankind can't function in a system that has flaws but the law is one thing and the heart is another It's the thing that motivates our fellow sisters and brothers If the heart is not right everything else will fall apart so accept only those things that come from the Lord God the heart is the one thing that the devil can't get It's under God's control and contains the Holy Spirit so don't put your trust in those things that are temporal rely on the promises of God, plain and simple when the heart is not right there's not much that you can say all you can do is turn to Father God and then start to pray pray that He will bless and anoint you with His mercy and grace pray that His righteous hand will fall on you perfect in place pray that whatever motivates your fellow Christians comes from their heart, the essence that's within If the heart is not right, It's time to seek The Lord and hope everything in your life will be in accord don't put your faith and trust in the hands of mere men for mankind will let you down again, again and again and whatever motivates you, let It come from your heart allow your thoughts and actions to be spiritually smart and be It the heart of the church, the community or your own concerns may It be a heart of purity and goodness with the spirit to discern lead us not oh Lord, to our own understanding let our hearts be full of that which You are commanding for You have given us love, power and a sound mind so let our hearts be full of the knowledge and wisdom of God's kind
How will I know what your doing? I cannot see you from behind, I don't have a secret power where I can see through walls and I can't read your mind. But what I know is that I trust you with my mind, my body and my soul and even though one can never really know but my heart is telling me to trust you. To not jump to conclusions, to not get jealous when you flirt cause I do so why not you just as long as your the one I come home too were cool. I close my eyes, my friends say you have me blind but I know what I feel and I can't conceal that this is real. This is us and I have to trust that when you look in my eyes that sparkle is only for me. I may be a fool, a naive little girl to think that i'm your princess and you'll forever be my prince. But I've always believed in fantasy so why not us I trust that we can make it? Hold my hand and never release that bond and ill never question your faith in us. Your always on my mind, it's like the song says " we belong together" and I hope you feel the same way I do. To truly love somebody is to trust them with your money, friendship and heart. A flame so hot the candle wax with melt before I stop loving you... I trust we will be just fine.
Now that I think about it... WHY? Why did I trust him? Why did I give-in? Only to end up feeling sorry for myself I trusted him with most of my heart WHY? I know not! He lied. Cheated my feelings. He even told me he loved me! I didn't believe it and for that Im proud of myself He called me "baby"... As he did all the other girls He was talking to. "His shortcake" He made me believe that I was his #1 So genuine yet such a deceiving liar He disrespected all girls Gave all guys a bad reputation. For now and forever I will never really trust them All of them are the same Some just put on a better act then others.
Jab Meri Bechaini Mit Jayegi Jab Mere Dilko Sukoon Mil Jayega Yeh Khaalipan Mit Jayega Do Pal Ki Chandni Ke Liye Aj Bhi Zinda Hoon Main Meri Khaamoshi Ke Ageh Aasmaan Bhi Khatam Ho Jayega Kehne Ke Liye Toh Roz Marta Hoon Main Thoda Aur Marne Ke Liye Yeh Deewana Kal Phir Ayega
The warmth of love I did not feel Love slept it was trust I needed Till love I felt our lips did seal Trust was more the words I heeded Love had left my pillow so cold Then some words I did read I thought 'I love you and must now be bold' Twas trust and love combined I sought My numbed soul did once more now stir The sleep like state my soul lived in As gifts or frankincense and myrrh Not knowing that life would now begin These words that some will pray to hear I love and trust and want you near © 15/ 04 /2013 ~GG~
What Is This Church All About? Is this church meant for people like me? Is this where God really wants me to be? They claim to be filled with God's spirit. When it comes to HIS truth... Can they give it? I'm sure there's many who come and attend It's more than "church on Sunday," that we must spend! We must reach out to the lost and the oppressed! After all, Christ gave us his very best! May we all preach the gospel and God's holiness! And strive to seek his awesome righteousness! Living for Jesus must be a daily walk and experience! Not simply based on our "ambitious self appearance." God isn't interested in a denomination or a title… He wants to know… Do we really believe the Bible? He's not interested in the money put in the offering plate. He wants to know; "Are you ready to enter heaven's gate?" May we strive to serve Jesus with a zeal and passion! And be filled with his holiness and compassion! May we serve Jesus from a heart of humbled confession! And making our commitment to him, our #1 possession! "Unless the Lord builds the house." They labor in vain that build it! Let's seek the power of God! May his presence completely fill it!! By Jim Pemberton
The Family That God Gave to Me I think about the family, that God gave to me... And think about where they'll spend eternity! I think about the good times, that we've had. And the trials we've faced... Both good and bad! God helped us to overcome adversity together! And proved his faithfulness... Today and forever! He showed us the Godly path, that we should follow... And promised to be with us! Today and tomorrow! He's proven how much he loves us! And how much that he cares for us! Thank you my lord, for all you do! Where would we be? If not for you? You've proven yourself over and over again! Thank you so much, for being our friend! By Jim Pemberton
My heart is full of sweet, sweet emotion Simply I have love flowing in my head We hold together a great devotion To bring the best feelings that's being said Simply I have love flowing in my head Peace in the heart, and great tranquility To bring the best feelings that's being said My passionate heart will get you surely Peace in the heart, and great tranquility I open myself to your love that's true My passionate heart will get you surely I accept you as you are, I trust you I open myself to your love that's true We will forever be one, united I accept you as you are, I trust you My love for you is real, I'm delighted We will forever be one, united We hold together a great devotion My love for you is real, I'm delighted My heart is full of sweet, sweet emotion Russell Sivey
~You~ I find you at the gateway to life the center of my world patiently waiting for me to ripen You make all the storms seem safer your maturity grounds me to that place where my age is nothing The one piece of fruit you crave you are my sunshine and my rain you are the clouds full of mystery You are all past, my history and here in these days I find life from you at my own gateway forever gratefully
Oblivion mind, wandering in thoughts. Idiotic smile, promises and hopes. Hand in hand, tumbling on slopes. This is love Running away from this world. Warm bodies sliding in sheets, to find another world. Burning in cold flames. No fear ... no shame ... no games This is love
~BROKEN TRUST~ ( Collaboration with David Williams ) by~ DAVID WILLIAMS A Broken Trust Yet still, my heart aches for you All love, all liking, now lost forever We are not even a drop of rain, just vapour Like dew-bespangled flowers, I weep All love all liking now lost, forever No longer will I drink your silvery voice Like dew-bespangled flowers I weep. My thirst for you, I cannot quench No longer will I drink ,your, silvery voice Betrayed, from trickled poisonous words My thirst for you I cannot quench. That first gentle, shy, sweet kiss Betrayed from, trickled poisonous words I trusted you, above all others That first gentle shy sweet, kiss You were my first true love. by~ Poet D: A kiss so sweet, I needed more clarity Yet my heart aches the same way. Growing hearts is inevitable, ours grew without morning dew. How could you ever love me, so shy, I slipped away. A kiss, I became someone else to please you! Only to let you see the sweetness you clearly wanted to see. The deepness in my eyes could not follow. The dullness of my heart spoke alone. Every minute your trust was an empty glass. Rarely I used and held on to the weakness, of the heart. The chastity around the moon injured my bloom. Like the night that goes through a phase~ The sunrise will dry every drop of our mist. Strong Solitude walls built, with broken tears. After my hunger drowned our eyes with venomous words. Deep down, I will always long for you ~my first true love A collaboration with *David William ~My collaboration contest~
The signs started in December When she started waking up in tears each night She was a normal girl with dark brown hair and darker brown eyes She had plenty of friends and a loving family with just one thing missing Her father. Days passed by and turned into weeks but only felt like a few seconds Her life just whizzed by faster and faster until it was just a whirr in front of her eyes Darkness filtered into her heart and mind until she didn't know if she could go on But she had to. She couldn't let her mother and her sister drown in this same pain She wouldn't let them. She pushed all the darkness into the depths of her own heart In hopes to save the hearts of the two people she had left Because what else was there to live for now? The rest of her world had crashed and her mother and sister was all that was left She wouldn't let them drown in pain too. She watched as they started to heal in her loving arms Their hearts started to lighten up once more But hers was just as dark as it was before And growing darker day by day But she wouldn't let that stop her. Suddenly a year had passed... and then two It only seemed like seconds to her but everyone else started moving on Her mother and sister no longer needed her nurturing care But she needed someone to hold on to Anyone... With nothing left for her to take control of, the dark pushed past her boundries It found a way into her soul Until all she could see was dark and no light But her mother and sister were healed now They didn't understand The tears came back and engulfed her soul Bit by bit until she wasn't sure why she was still alive The grief took over like knives Piercing her skin over and over and over It hurt so much. She started to wonder what it'd look like to be dead She could see him again if she was Wouldn't it be so much easier than having to endure this pain? Wouldn't it be so much easier than having to live knowing she'd never see him again? It would. So she started to hate herself All that negative energy was starting to take toll Everyone around her was breathing while she suffocated more and more by the second She wished she'd just choke already instead of living in constant pain If no one would put her out of her misery, she'd have to do it herself She couldn't see any light anymore So she grabbed the pill bottle off the shelf and just hoped it wouldn't take long to die Deep down she still had a spark of light, but she just couldn't find it And now it was too late in her mind to change, to turn back and try to look deeper She was done living. That's when people started to notice that everything wasn't as peaceful as it seemed They started to see how deeply depressed she had become They wanted to help her see the light again before it was too late So they sent her away to see doctors and to take pills to make everything better It was a start. She didn't see a change at first but suddenly she could think clearly Maybe what they were doing was actually going to help her see the light again Yes, she still wanted to die, but maybe that wasn't the only option anymore They cared, and behind all their own problems they were trying to understand They really were trying Six months longer she would be treated and cared for Until suddenly she was sent home from her treatment and care with a smile on her face She had a new perspective Someone had helped her ignite that spark in her heart until it was a glowing ember She had been reborn Sometimes you have to be able to experience the worst of it To come back shining brighter than before And if she had died that cold day in October, she wouldn't of ever seen the best of it Or known that it would get better and it did! And she now sits at her laptop, with a smile on her face and warmth in her heart It's never been an easy road and it won't ever be But at least she knows she's lived through the worst And it can only get better from here So whenever she feels lonely or gets back into that dark spot again She can look back on what she's learned and can read this poem And remember that she survived the darkest depths of depression And she will continue to survive it as long as she lives Because she is stronger now than she ever was before ?
God Will Take Care Of You! Whatever struggles or trials you're going through. God has already promised to take care of you! Whatever situation you're in... Maybe there's "no way out." God remains faithful! This is what he's all about! Perhaps it seems like all you've tried has failed you! God is here right now! His works surround you! The situations in life that you may face you… God is there! He is powerful and he loves you! Won't you invite him in, to take control? And allow his peace and joy to fill your soul? Everything that you need! He has provided! His desire to help you, has already been decided! You can trust him to take care of your problems! Whatever they are… He can solve them! God's word remains solid and is a true foundation! His words speak peace to any difficult situation! The awesomeness of God rings loud and clear! He's here to help! He's always near! He's someone you can give your trust and believe in! His blessings in your life... You can receive them! He's here right now … Won't you call on his name? With him in your life… Things will never be the same! He'll bring sweet peace and joy deep within. He will always be the one you can truly depend! All praise, glory and honor to God above.! Please touch us with your mercy, grace and love! By Jim Pemberton
Once there was a girl with a tough personality. She was considered to be a friendly and talkative. She was extremely tough regardless of love and crashes. She had wishes and dreams but was never sure when it's gone come true. She was hard working always to satisfy her family and be a great daughter. She was tough about love but at the same time she knew a special and incomparable person will come to her life, who will be very different than others. When and where she will meet him, she never thought about it because she believed that we shouldn't look for love, the reason was that love comes itself. However let's see how and where she finds that special person. One night after working so hard of her project she was bored. "Oh God I am so bored let's see if my friends are online I will talk to them but at the same time gone download a song" she got online but unfortunately non of her friends were online so she thought to herself why don't I make a new friend she requested a random boy who she never knew before. After a week passed and that boy accepted her request but they never got the chance to talk to each other. "Oh this boy looks so cute but why can't I talk to him" although she wasn't trusting any boys but her heart would tell her that this boy seems to be a good boy. So she used to leave an offline massages for him in order to contact each other and be friends. One day they both were online so their conversation started. Boy…Hi Girl…Hi Boy… how are u and how did u added me Girl… I'm fine thanks well I was bored last week so I randomly added u. They started questioning each other and she asked him have you got a brother or a sister he answered I have 5 sister but no bro. She reply but I have 2 sis and no brother. The time of Salah came and she had to pray and she asked if she can leave the conversation and pray but he was surprised that she prays. After she did her prayers she asked him why were you surprised when I said its time for me to pray? He reply afghans who live in foreigner most of them are not religious. Weeks passed and one day she was so excited. Girl… You know what Boy…what Girl… I have a new baby sister Boy… congratulations They kept contacting each other even though he had exams on that time but he would still take out some time for her. At the same time he would study for exams. Few month later they became best friends and one day he told her that he like her but she didn't understand what does he mean by like. She called her best friend and told her he told her that he likes her but she doesn't know why he said this because he loves her or just a simple like. Hey dude … he told me he likes me but I don't know what he means by that. My Friend… ha ha stupid liking is the first step of love I think he loves u. She also liked him but she needed time to know him more. He was so innocent and respectful boy she had ever meet. They became so closer and their friendship turned to love after a passing of time. She didn't know much about his family and background but however she loved him and thought he is a right person for her life partner. For every relationship to became stronger and trust worthy it needs time. Relationships are like building a house. Some relationship ends fast because it was build quick and the foundation was not strong enough but some relationships last forever the reason is that the foundation which that relationship was build was strong. The foundation of every relationship is trust, promises, honesty, truthfulness, modesty, respect and most important thing is a true love. Be the kind of person you would like to be with. Some people come into our lives, make footprints on our hearts and we are never the same. People are lonely because they build walls instead of bridges. She always wanted someone who is respectful and modest towards girls. Someone who is honest but she never saw any boy with those qualities in him, she only saw those qualities in him. Even though she faced so much hardships, impenetrability and tests in life however she knew that when Allah tests you, it is never to destroy you, it's to teach us something in life that we do not know. When he removes something in your possession it is only to empty your hands, for an even greater gift. She learned so much from those test and tried hard to become better Muslim. Now they know each other and they love each other a lot. She has a full trust on him more than herself. Even though they sometimes have argument for some Issues but their love is strong enough and they are a smart people to find the solutions. No matter what we face and how we act towards it but it shouldn't affect a person's trust and love in relationship because it's so hard to make one and takes a second to destroy it. This was a good story. It's sad that it takes a long time for people to understand values and life. We as people are so consumed with our own lifestyles and duties we have made for ourselves. I miss him more then he could ever know, I often ask Allah why did he have to go? I fell in love and he means so much to me, if he could look into my heart then he could see. I found something so special and it is for real, being without my love is so hard to deal. I'll be here waiting until I can be with you again, because not only are you the love of my life you are also my friend. I just want to tell you, I think of you every moment of the day. And how much I love you, Words could never even say.... I just want to tell you, I love you with all my heart. I wish for us to be together, Never shall we be apart.
Allow me another moment, A moment in your nostalgia, The moment that stretches to eternity. Allow me another mile, A mile by your side, The mile that transcends the dead-end.
When a man loves a woman.. He listens to how she's feeling more than what she's saying, He will put her needs and desires before his own, He will let her into his heart, and work to get into hers, He will reinforce her as a woman, build her up, and encourage her to take risks, She will know he always has her best interests in mind, She will be confident in her endeavors knowing she's supported and loved, Her beauty and desire will never be a question, in her own mind, Because her beauty and desire will always be mentioned and nurtured, She will know the relationship is worth more that the conflict, She will know she's cherished, because she feels cherished in the comfort of his arms, He will make her a priority in life, He will be inclusive and inviting She will be able to trust him with her most intimate thoughts, And know it will never be used against her, She will feel free to express herself and be vulnerable with him He will kiss her with all the passion of the first time, He will do all this and more, Even when the color has faded from their very first photograph, He will do this and more because he loves his woman.
I will start with using my hand as a guide And in the end I will open my eyes that I will decide I consider to do this with one thing in mind I will close my eyes and will imagine it blind With no colors or fractionation of the light Just plain me and a vision with my hand as my sight My hair is very coarse and some what fine What I just described is so benign I twirl my hair and make it bend And I will say its very clean not oily on the ends As I press on my forehead I simply feel a distinct part I notice from hair to skin it is very different from the start The simple partings from hair not like skin I am going to feel with my other hand and begin The smoothness of my skin like years of water eroding a rough rock surface smooth Not just that my skin is like home to years of stories like scars and attitude And when I raise my eyebrows the wrinkles it makes is more so for expression I did not notice it with certain ideas, thoughts, and emotions I run my hands down to my eyelids I feel movement of my eyes trying to peek Eyelids that I have, vibrates with some kind of fear, Why?, that I will seek Just now as I thought about it a sensation ran through my brain My eyes is the world to me and that is true and not insane Myself portrait of me is through my touch for now But to finish it I will have to open my eyes soon and how I been in a trance full of so many ideas just with my eyes closed I run my hand on my nose and lips and I smile who could apposed The feelings in the tip of my fingers rub on my chin and jaw with care I do notice roughness of unshaved velcro gripping hair I skip my ears so I will sneak a feel with my fingers I chose I notice it is like my nose with cartilage, so I don't suppose I will now open my eyes that I will use a mirror to see myself My head is oval shape and my neck is like a stump, please help My skin is very tan and my eyes are brown with my eyes I see With all the description with my hands, one sure thing is the same and key It is the description of measurements that is what my hands and eyes can see me With a smile I am looking into the mirror and I can describe that I am happy Myself portrait of me is such a way to get to know myself once more I will never think it was a waste of time or a bore
You've been in my life from the start Even though at times we've had to part And it may not always be shown or heard But when I mention love, it's not just a word It's a million memories, probably more A soft touch, a slammed door It's a quickly regretted fight And thinking up an apology all that night It's the first hint of a proud smile That makes the struggle worth the while It's a river, an ocean of shed tears As you've helped me conquer my fears It's being grown and still holding your hand Because you're the one who gives me strength to stand It's knowing how to carry on once I'm grown Because of all the love you've shown And still needing you in my life To help me make sense of all the strife
An Angelo Arab, you had immense spirit dappled grey with a huge leap over fences. Your stable name was Tom, pedigree name too much of a mouthful for every day use. In your stable you were a terror to my grooms pulling faces and hunching up your back as if to bite or even kick. It was all show you just wanted to be left alone, a true one person horse. No other could ride you as you would buck and buck even going down and rolling to get rid of other riders. Shoes could be a challenge as you would snatch feet away or refuse to lift them up, only one blacksmith did you tolerate. Yet to me and my mother you were so sweet, nickering a welcome when you saw either of us coming. You floated over fences winning us many rosettes when turned out you would race down the jumping lane. With Sheroake at your heels laughing with glee you would go up and down time and again. Then take delight in having a long dusty roll finally settling down to graze the sweet grass. Fast as a flash, the clock never a challenge perfect rounds nearly every single time. In one year you went from grade C to grade A barely 14:3 hands tall yet heart of a giant. You always held a special place in my heart many the hours we spent together out riding or practicing in the paddock, at dressage you were a real ace act graceful as a swan. Tom sweet Tom how I loved you maybe the more as only I alone on your back you would tolerate your love made me feel so proud Great spirit horse long may you race the clouds where you now dwell If I close my eyes I can still hear the thundering of hooves flying by. Never again was there a horse quite like you. I remember your neat little ears flickering back and forth as I spoke to you, with a nicker you would answer me and toss your head.
To be or not to be?, That is my question to you, When the truth is told to me, Then I shall decide what to do. Are you not to be my dream come true?, Are you to be my nightmare?, Shall you leave me feeling blue?, Or will you always be there? Are you not to be my rose?, Are you to be my thorn?, Will you on bended knee propose?, Or shall you leave me all forlorn? Are you not to be my life?, Are you to be my end?, Me, I shall be your loving wife, Will you be more than just a friend? Are you not to be my heaven?, Are you to be my hell?, Always home by the hour of eleven, Or shall I alone at midnight, dwell? Are you not to be my light?, Are you to be my dark?, Shall I hide in the shadowed night?, Or soar in day as a skylark? Are you not to be my truth?, Are you to be my lie?, Will you stay after my youth?, Or leave me to wonder why? Are you not to be my love?, Are you to be my hate?, Were you sent from above?, Or am I just tempting fate? To be or not to be?, A question I need an answer to, When the truth is told to me, Then I shall decide what to do.
To suffer from the heart's demise, forlorn. the truth sheds light on layers of lies, forlorn. I listen each day for the sparrow's song, yet winter brings the raven's cries, forlorn. Lord nigh, I seek hope only you can bring. Distant smiles disclose my own disguise, forlorn. My angel descends unto the early hours. Upon her silken gowns, I close my eyes, forlorn. When oh when will I trust to love again? To think I became all I despise, forlorn.
I will grow old I tremble in the cold None to care I have nothing to fear... But my love is alive Though I strive Beautiful roses to pluck Yet I am stuck.. I grow old with wrinkle Yet I will kinker You will always remain in my mind This is how you will find...
In the twilight hours In the twilight hours We walk the streets alone Bear and I in the inky darkness I like to be on my own On these precious morning hours When I sink within my soul It's in the wondrous morning times When me, I feel so whole. Then when the walk is over I do my best to write A lovely song for you alone It gives me such delight To write you words of love, and bliss For you're my precious one And I have need to do this thing Way before the day's begun. I guess that I'll be writing thus Until the day I die I am a wordsmith naught much else And within my heart there lies Two ton of love, sweet, tender love And all of it for you I am the troubadour of love So what else can I do? 15 October 2013 @ 0552hrs.
Little stepping stones take you towards the truth in my heart. Some you doubt you can make yet these are deliberate. Eventually something truly wonderful will be revealed. In time you will feel liberated. Every heart aches once in a while, be patient put aside your frustration. The stepping stones to my heart will not set us apart. Instead we will be joined together like birds of a feather.
He wants to say "I love you," But keeps it to "Goodnight." Because love would mean some falling, and she's afraid of heights. T.K
Guys I would like to share my FIRST WEDDING ANNIVERSARY wrote by Mrs.Madhavi.Suyog.Pagare Hey my Honeybunch,You let my first Wedding Anniversary unforgettable.. Hey guys, you know what?? I had got a pleasant surprise from my hubby.It was our 1st Marriage Anniversary on 24th April 2013. Actually we both had tight work schedule..and hubby was at pune..It was too hard to digest that v couldn't meet each other..but some hw prepared mentally that its ok.. will meet @ weekend..After few hours bro called and said that he is going to organize party for my in-laws and mom-dad n he said..your hubby wont come bt he askd me to conduct party tonight..I got too upset bcz f dis again..dat hw cud i without hubby :(( but after few minutes i got clue frm my momma n i ws at the top f my world..everyone was waiting to cut the cake n my eyes wer desperately searching suyog..hotel assistants wer asking quite oftenly "shall v bring the cake n i ws like..no no wait..just wait.." but later dey brought the cake aftr bro's signal..n dey started clapping n played music for wishing.. Everybody said : Now stand n cut the cake..he won't come..my bro also said how eagerly u bin w8tin n searching fr him bt he really wont cum..my bro n my family members not only confused me but hotel assistants as well regarding suyog's arival but i said where is my hubby??????? i wont cut the cake without him..gt too too upset again n emotional :(':(' was trying his phone bt he avoided my cal n msg popped out..he is busy with other manager..talk later..gt really upset bcz f dis..den i felt now seriously he won't come..Suddenly i had glimpse f suyog n i ws like is it suyog??????? dat ws the touching moment....gt too too excited n my happiness was beyond bound..Everybody around me laughed.He hugged me n wished me..I too wished him..later we cutted the cake n he gave me nicely decorated flower bouquet..Really Suyog "You made me insane..you made me sick..men..in your love..Without you my life will be incomplete.." Heartiest congratulations to you my Honey!!!!muahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh and I wish you to b as my life partner fr all seven birth's..n lastly thanks fr hp pavilion lappy,beautiful sarees n amazing jewelleries.. :) :) /\./\ Wrote by: Madhavi.Suyog.Pagare
I come to you with love in my heart in you I place all my trust joining you in your nature walks lying close by your side at night I sense your tension and panic and stand guarding you from danger for you I would give my very life I cower not understanding your anger As you shout at me I cringe at your feet all I want to do is to love and protect you now as we walk you are so tense so once more you I protect Confused when you jerk me back and scold me for I know not what then a calm man appears and explains it is not me but you, I just need a pack leader Cesar shows you how to step up to be calm yet assertive love alone he explains is not enough no dog is born bad I just needed guidance Now when we go out for walks I now bound along happily the tension that was is gone thanks to that wise calm man a tribute to Cesar Millan and the work he does
I have an addiction... It dont matter what time of day it is my addiction is there... Not always in the literall since... But it is always on my mind... I lay my head down to sleep at night thinking about you... I sleep dreaming about you... I wake up thinking about you... Your always on my mind... No matter what I do my addiction is always on my mind... Even if your not the last one I talk to before I lay my head down to sleep... I still lay my head down thinking of you... I just cant get enought of you... No matter what my addiction is there... My addiction has a name... Her name is Shelby Nestle... No matter how much we text or talk on the phone... Its never enough... I cant get enough of your beautiful eyes... I cant get enough of that beautiful smile... I cant get enough of kissing your soft lips... That feeling I get inside when our lips touch... Or holding you in my arms... This is a new addiction to me... Never have I been this addicted this quick... It scares the shyt outta me... But then I love it... You are my new addiction baby... You are my... My heroin... My ecstacy... My cocaine... You are my own personal drug... I cant imagine and addiction stronger... You are my addiction... I wouldnt even think about trying to break this addiction... I wouldnt go to rehab for this addiction... I like it to much... YOU ARE PERFECT JUST THE WAY YOU ARE
In many dreams of you, I wish If I could get my hands on the wings If only I could come over to you now, It would be the best moment in my life. Alone in a cool evening With the light of a candle and the breeze from afar And then the moment would draw close And the night would become our friend And nature would support our breathe And our dream would seem simple And nightmare be far from us For the moment would be the beginning of a new era And the dawn would bring joy Happiness and love
Healing Can Only happen, When the Pain is Gone! Healing can only happen, when the pain and damage are gone! It can only come about, when there's no "lists" of wrongs! People need to move ahead, and put all of the past behind them! And seek God's forgiveness, so his grace can find 'em! Too many carry a load of sorrow and grief that they can't afford! They need to bring everything to Jesus, and make him their LORD! How can we experience healing, if the suffering is still there? How will we ever be able to love others, and truly care? May we all seek the kind of healing, that only Christ can bring! May we allow him to remove all pain and suffering! Jesus… We need your healing now! More than ever before! It is your love that we must learn to treasure and adore! Please come now and refresh us with your awesome love! The sweetness of your Holy Spirit, is a gift from above! Thank you God! The pain is gone and the healing has come! All praise, glory and honor to Jesus! God's anointed son! By Jim Pemberton 10/19/13
The Bible Gives the Recipe For Success! The Bible gives the recipe to be successful! Life doesn't have to be burdened and stressful! True spiritual success, may not be what you think of! God can give much more, than you can dream of! He gives joy unspeakable! The half hasn't been told! You can walk with him one day, on streets of gold! Blessings come from allowing Jesus to rule your heart! This is where an abundant life, can actually start! Fellowship with Jesus, is friendship divine! He can restore your life! And bring peace of mind! He can restore anything the enemy has taken away! And offers true love and joy, to brighten your day! God's recipe for success, cannot be made or bought! His son died for you! And loves you a lot! Won't you read the Bible? And allow God's word to be applied? Everything you'll ever need in life... He has supplied! Please Lord Jesus… Come and fill our empty soul! It's only YOU that can make us whole! By Jim Pemberton
A poem based on relationship…"A girl in her own dreams" wrote by Mrs.Madhavi.Suyog.Pagare :) DREAMS - An Iota of HOPE "Waked up 7 :00 am in the morning.. saw my beauteous dreams transforming.. ohh yeah..with a drowsiness yawning.. Suddenly I found myself refreshing. Excitedly Gone near by emblazoned window.. Fearfully Viewed a gloomy shadow.. Suddenly he smiled at me through haze of smoke.. Like a fantastic sizzling coke.. Soothing music on its full swing .. Like a glittering diamond in the ring.. He ought to give me red rose.. On his bended knees he bows.. He tickled on my pierced nose.. With which I got glaciatedly froze.. Like a tempting dark fantasy chocolate melting in the mouth.. We strongly decided and took a royalistic oath.. He Embraced his hand on my shoulders.. Which Got intact like file and folders… Like the moon shines in the sparkling night.. Enduringly felt to hug him so tight.. Dazzling Eyes immersed in each other.. Tuned together like a romantic lover.. Every nerve of us conjoined together.. Because the love lasted forever..forever… Suddenly a glimpse of sun came and shattered all my zestful dreams.. ""Ohhhh.. ohhhh No..Not again. Not again. No more illustrations. No one can dwell my heart like you. Please come back. No more dreams please.."" . Yep this feeling arised at once and will be still till our last breathe. Lasting forever. Just forever.. We trapped in each other's heart and now no one dare to break our love-life's part.. Apart.. Love is the essence of life and it is measured not by the count of breathe we take..but by the moments we share together till our last breathe.. Wrote by Mrs.Madhavi.Suyog. Pagare
If it's that easy to lose you… then go People always leave, trust no one even yourself I love myself for losing you You can't deny the fatal truth.. I don't love you I'll never regret the decision to lose you My soul won't rest until I forget you The longer I live the lesser my heart beats for you You've decided to leave me, I've decided to hate you People pretend to love you, turn your back They wish you to disappear In my life I trust no one, cause this life is based on lying I never thought that I would cry when you leave My heart was strong when you were around But since you left it weakens by the moment You made my world rain with sadness What's the meaning of friendship if eventually they'll leave? I live in a world full of sadness, so why should I be happy?? I'd wish to die than seeing you leaving I'd wish to die than living like this I wish to be hopeless, cause I suffer when I hope that you'll come back I'd wish to be blind than seeing you leaving I'd wish to be deaf than hearing you cry I wish I had no tongue to taste the bitterness of loneliness My middle name is misery My first name is hopeless My last name is treachery I thought it was a dream come true meeting you But no it's not a dream, it's my personal hell My blood is cold, my heart is stone My veins are crumpled, my soul is crushed My life is gone with you I can't eat, I can't drink I can't see, I can't hear I can't talk, I can't walk I can't live my miserable life I see another girl, I feel nothing for her Where are my feelings? They're gone with you I'm just like a rolling stone You were my twilight, now darkness followed your absence And everything is dark I'm lost, I can't find my way I'm lost in this place, and this place is my life Just save me from my misery Just let me fade away My breath is taken And my heart stopped beating My heart is cut in splits No wonder why its so cold Cause your still here I'm running out of choices I'm running out of clues There's nothing I can do to make this go away You are like a scar in my heart, that's tearing me apart
She used to be my best friend Something I never thought could change There for each other through everything Life without her seems so strange No favor too big No feeling too small Best of friends for 40 years I thought we'd survived it all. But she walked away without a word My heart smashed against the rocks And now all I have are tainted memories and My friendship in a box. Photos spanning all those years, 100 s of cards and letters of affection All packed away along with the hurt Too painful to even mention I resist the temptation to recall my faith For fear I might once again believe In a friendship so enduring and safe Recollection could only serve to deceive I can only conclude that it was all a lie So tired of always wondering why It just sits on a shelf collecting dust Like my heart it needs no locks The desire to ever trust again is as sealed away as My friendship in a box. So rare a thing To love someone and accept them For exactly who they are To love them despite their flaws; the apparent and hidden scars I was in awe Of what we had What a fool to feel so secure Don't ever want to be best friends again There's no way to make it pure. It sits on a shelf collecting dust Like my heart it needs no locks The desire to ever trust again is as sealed away as My friendship in a box. No explanation in these many years No apology or accusation Just a dismissal of all I thought to be true Like it was a figment of my imagination But I have the proof of undying love and trust Despite the lesson in hard knocks It's all packed away with my bitter heart My friendship in a box.
There's a Web of Temptation and Sin! There's a web of temptation and a lot of sin… That brings slavery and a strong bondage within! Throughout this land, there's an evil surge! While many lives, seem to be getting "submerged!" Being submerged, into a life, that many believe in. They become perverted, but want all to receive them! The "love and acceptance," that many desire. Puts them on a tightrope! A very thin wire! As the web of temptation and sin begin to grow. It brings a bondage that damages the soul! They may want to have "love and acceptance." But in their hearts, needs to be a godly repentance! May the holiness of a righteous God be stirred! That all will come back, to the truth of his word! His son Jesus, came to the cross! He bled and died! That through him, our lives can be totally sanctified! Only the power of God, can bring a needed restoration! He gives to one and all… A heavenly invitation! Whosoever will… Come now! And accept him! Won't you take the time, to really know him? Don't allow the web of life to destroy and overcome you! Come to Jesus now! He really does LOVE YOU! By Jim Pemberton
Is It God We Trust? Or Leave In the Dust? As our courts remove God from this great nation. We are left with a confused and lost generation! As God is taken away from our public schools. A huge tide of immorality is what "rules." The Bible is often mocked and discarded. It was on it's principles this country was started! Just about anything of God seems to get scorned. So many "rush" to worship many ungodly forms. As God's name is often tossed and thrown out. We tend to forget what HE is all about! Too often, his plans for living are tossed and abused. No wonder, there's many who are lost and confused! As people forget God and worship the fallen creature. They look to themselves and "glorify" their features. Many ignore God, and get involved in deep addictions. And with this, come disease, heartache and afflictions! As God looks and sees this nation "bleeding." It's his righteousness, that we need to be seeking! If we would humble ourselves, he would hear our prayer! He loves all of us! And he really does care! Won't you come to HIM, And invite him in? Won't you allow him to be your master and friend? He brings strength and nourishment to the soul! It's only in him that we can be made whole! By Jim Pemberton
written 17th Sept 2013 "WHISKEY LULLABY" sung by Brad Paisley and Alason Krass Just married, he loved his new wife,more than anyone saw a day after they where married, he got drafted off to war Overjoyed to finally return home to his bride he walked in, to find she was in bed with another man With just a slight second, his heart died pain overwhelmed his entire soul, he picked up a drink And started to drink more every day, to try to forget as time passed, he drank himself to death, with a note "I'll love her till I die they buried him beneath the willow, as she watched she filled her soul with regret left to blame herself, she began to drink his memory away As years passed she slowly drank her pain away they found her next to his grave, holding his picture as she passed away They buried her beneath the willow, and they were together again and the angles sang a whisky lullaby So when you find your one true love, be faithful and true for no amount of alcohol will mend a broken heart for whatever you do! I chose this song for my mother and my father both became alcoholics after they separated and my father passed away at the age of 42years old, my mother still lives but never stopped drinking she will be 58 years old she took off with his best friend from the age of 12yrs old
Thank You Jesus For Changing Me! Jesus reached down to my life and changed it! His love touched my soul and "rearranged" it! He brought to me his mercy and care. That I may share his goodness to people everywhere! He restored unto me the joy of my salvation! And brought to my life a heavenly invitation! He gave to me everything that I needed! He brings the victory! Satan is defeated! He really loves you! Won't you believe him? Just reach out to him now! And receive him! By Jim Pemberton
God Gave Me A NEW Life! God reached down to my life and changed it! His love touched my soul and I can claim it! God brought to me peace, hope and care… That I may share his goodness to people everywhere! God brought to me the joy of his salvation! And gave my life complete satisfaction! He's given everything that I needed! He gives the victory! I don't have to be defeated! He can do the same for you! Won't you accept him? Just reach out to him now! And believe him! By Jim Pemberton
Satan HATES everything that God loves! He tries to counterfeit everything he does! He goes about as a lion, seeking whom to devour! He comes after us! But God alone has the power! Satan will twist God's truth, into a corruptible lie! He has one mission! And that is to see you die! He wants to enslave you into deep addictions! And bring into your life, unneeded afflictions! He has one purpose, ambition and goal… Is to seek eternal damnation of your very soul! Jesus has come! His TRUTH can set you free! He has come that you may have life abundantly! Won't you accept him? You can overcome! Through the shed blood, and power of God's son! All glory to Jesus! All praise to HIM on high! He is your protector! He is El-Shaddai! Won't you allow God's love to bring you salvation? He offers it to right now! A heavenly invitation! God's love is stronger than Satan! HE reigns supreme! He can help you to overcome, the lies the devil brings! By Jim Pemberton
Why can't you just be evil? Like my mind wants you to be: Unfaithful, shameful. I want to hate you! But you're too kind and no matter you are always thankful of me and my song of desperation for pain and its un-winnable future. I know! A heart's betrayal may come disguised as death bringing this return to memory of past regret, unyielding regret, this plan of me my only way out. Understand unending and what may be. Believe in the certainty of two hearts. Trust in the flesh and the way it feels on fingertips, lips... Trust love—it is real. Reinvent, Reimagine, Revamp! JustThatArchaicPoet Contest Poem chose "Knock, Knock"
Don't be confused, I'll tell ya what I see The girl in your mirror, she's the girl for me Your drowning in doubt, gonna help ya out Not pushing ya down, just turning ya around So you can clearly see, who I want to be Your man.. Oh girl, I want ya alive and free I love to see you on fire, my only desire Forbidden says who, girl don't be so blue Only thing we're destroying here is fear So jump in baby, the water is so fine Drown in my arms, be only mine, only mine Be only mine.. Only mine! Date: 9-11-14
So am I not enough for you Is what we have not enough for us what answers do you need to quell your curiosity do you so doubt the truth of our first kiss have you watched so long that you no longer see me what secrets did you think i could hide you alone have undressed me to bare flesh is it my collection of unpolished shoes legacies of footsteps walked to other doorways that troubles you so what puzzles to my life's mysteries will be answered by the echo of muted voices held content within pages of dusty photograph albums and yet my yesterday's haunt you as if they were immortal mirror snapshots of strangers smiling for strangers images created in a world requiring its own reflection is it my hat boxes with faded and speechless labels that you so desperately need to renounce out loud i recall tmoments when your heart beating gently beside mine was the only sound needed to tell the world we were one are you looking for a suitcase packed with excuses an invisible boarding pass allowing a blameless early departure it is you who fear's sunrise without dreams to protect you and sunset with no one to believe in…no one who believes in you we have crossed the world's longitudes and latitudes you and I Rio to Monterrey…Brisbane to Berlin each tasting love dusk to dawn....again and again what i have surrendered with you i have surrendered to no one…shared with no but you listen to me ..hear me…this is the voice of our destiny you alone complete me like a thousand falling raindrops gently nourishing a sea of lotus leaves passion has flowed between us as if thirsty water i love you with all that I am…all that I ever wanted to be i have never asked for more than your love but now I need you to trust my trust in you for even an hourglass can run out of sand my love please don't open my closet door is what we have not enough for us so are we not enough for you Irish
Stand up and shake; Feel the rhythm in your heart. Ignite those pants; We get up and dance. God on our mind, Eternity in our souls; Feel the chills of those bones. It's the hope. Open those closed doors: Into Heaven we go, Welcomed and forgiven. Here is the love; Let's dance!
Hand in hand we walked together into Reception Nothing could stop us and together we were three James and I LARP-ed Doctor Who for fun We talked and laughed for hours Because no stress was in our way Anna and I smiled and laughed And jumped on our bouncy castle With nothing dividing us. Side by side we walked together into Year 6 Some stranger stopped them to talk and broken we were alone James and I talked about Doctor Who for fun And we talked and kissed for hours But misunderstanding broke us up Anna and I still smiled and laughed And joked about our bouncy castle But secondary school was going to divide us. With no one there I walked alone into Year 7 And a stranger became my friend and together we were two Violet and I both loved Doctor Who And James found Dominic So James and I talked for mere minutes And school started pulling us apart Anna and I still laughed and smiled Still promising to be friends Never letting it divide us Suffocating and drowning I walked into Year 9 Hating how I was and feeling alone Katie and Chloe were so pretty And Violet so funny and all were better than me James and I hardly talked or saw each other But we still made the most of our friendship As we were like family, stress couldn't break us apart Anna and I laughed but I did not smile genuinely Because the bouncy castle was long gone And our schools were beginning to divide us Dead yet breathing I stand right now And I hate who am I and every single detail Fights broke us up and pulled us apart So I can feel Katie, Violet and Chloe Falling further out my reach James moved house to a place unknown And blamed me for never talking to him But really it was because of my ex who was a girl It was for something beyond my control Anna and I were still friends; only by a thread As she did not know about me And how school broke me apart So this is me now; I'm all alone No longer the smiling young girl of reception The only person talking to me is me And the voice in side my head You see; they all left me and always will So now the only call I answer Is that of my blades And the darkness That is constantly Pulling me Down
It seems that only yesterday we were planning your future and promises to be fulfilled in years to come...we started with a baby shower and gifts from everyone. We dreamed of a first birthday, a dream of your first graduation and first dance. A mother and fathers hopes of things yet to come. Now, here we are standing before God, asking him why has he taking our future of a child we had yet gotten to know, yet whom we had already loved. He, answered us with a fathers words of love..."They whom you have loved, yet have never known is never gone, a promise you long to fulfill is always yours to have...as long as you trust in me and know that I have never placed more upon you than your hearts can stand, know that I'm a God of purpose and planning...and all that which I promised will be delivered unto you if you just trust and believe in your hearts and know that my love for you, was formed before you were even placed in the womb. Nothing leaves or enters this world without my permission, sometimes with great anguish, but nothing leaves or enters without a purpose." Keep planning for the future with an unbending love!
As the first rays of sunshine wakes me out of my sleepy slumber, I sat up in bed and looked at my hands. The taste of stale cigarette smoke of cheap red wine stained my taste buds. I walked out of bed, turned on the radio (to the classical station) and my heart beats to the tune my life and soul smile as the sun shines in my room. I hear God whispering in my ear I hear all the words of the world talking to me, and I can hear my heart sing a little. I read my poetry, get dressed go for a walk, I smile at the faces that I pass; The cars I pass, the houses, the trees, the dry lawns, burnt and that have not been watered in days. I smile at them and they all smile back, and my heart sings a little, and I dance to its simple tune. My heart sings and I dance too: slowly melodies, fast jigs, rapid jazz and swing music and waltzes to the chopin masterpieces, and the romantic stories, novels, the poems, that fancy your mind with its ryhme schemes, and after I read such romantic beauty I smile, and I listen closely to my heart, and with every beat, it lets out a verse or two, from a familiar song that caught my ear on the radio, and my heart sings and I smile, and the world smiles back. Feeling such beauty love and romance it is such a good feeling to live with; and as the night rolls on, and the sun goes away I sit at my desk writing poetry, with a cigarette slowly burning away with time, and I am stuck, getting drunk of red wine, I sit back in my chair, and listen to my heart, and he sings alittle and I can write again. So, there we sit together, writing poetry, smoking cigarettes, drinking wine to the strike of nine and we both sing songs of love and romance together forever.
I poured out my heart I wanted to share You were not prepared You just stood and stared I felt so naked A little bit lost Being vulnerable Would I pay the cost You took a moment Then I saw why You were all choked up You started to cry You came and hugged me Looked into my eyes The love I wanted Was then realized By taking a chance I let you see me No more pretending We both could be free Many years passing Drinking from loves well True lover's magic Is not just a spell Vulnerable made strong When hearts beat as one Worth taking a chance To bask in your Sun Dedicated to my Sweetie who is my Sun, Moon and Stars.
I followed your every footsteps, for awhile now. It's leading me to the same spot, that it left you, Marcus. You were my role model, my leader from the start. My best friend from the day that we met in the park. I was your follower, you never complained. You were my leader all just the same. But now, I'm starting to realize. That all through these years, I've been following the wrong guy. Physically, no I've purposely been following you. But your starting to do things that I don't want to do. I am now the leader and you are following me. This is not how it was meant to be. Asking you to stop, you always refuse. You say you won't give up until you have to move. We both know very well, that you will never move. It's a family tradition in where you can not move. I will have to wait until I can move. For I am still to young and my 'family' chooses not to. I now have to make a choice, a huge one on my part. It's starting to dawn on me that you like me. I know very well that you don't break promises. Yet, you promised me that you like me. The real promise is pretty harmful. I can't let you go through with it. You said that if I don't believe you like me, you'll commit suicide. There's one problem with that. I have dysthymia. Incase you don't know what that is. It's pretty much low self-esteem and cutting yourself. I can't believe people when they say they like me. No matter what they do, I just can't, my mind won't allow it. So this may be the end, I really hope not though. Please don't be serious, Marcus. -Yes, this actually happened today (October 20, 2013). I feel really bad that I can't help him. But, I really do have dysthymia and major depression. I have thought about suicide myself, and came pretty close. But I don't want it to happen to anyone else. Especially not Marcus. Thanks..!-
It's easy to become lost in the idea that only things in life change you; rather than you are always changing in your creation. When you look at demons in the haze, marvel at the haze. Demons are feeling homesick. Be true to everything you are and thrive on. We all have demons, it's up to you on what to do with those demons. The most dangerous are the ones unknown. She is herself. A beautiful demon; not hidden behind a shadow. Her magic is infested in my desire. She is beautiful for I can unravel her thoughts. She expresses to me the words intertwined with my ambiguity. Riddled with love; I sleep in her soul. She is my butterfly in our cosmic cannibalism.
Sometimes I get stuck in the struggle And I forget that this life is real, Full of real love, Full of real people, Full of real strength, Full of real faith. Look around Because this is real. Welcome to reality; This is God's amazing life!
Our eyes meet and then shy His breath draws closer to mine Tingling currents Down my spine Lips caress and glide Soft pecks move on to slide Hands lock into mine Warm rays of sunshine May I? A virgin canvas am I Slow brush A stroking touch Short peck Colour my neck Oscillating heart beat No feeling below my feet Whispers of heat Crawling goose bumps Peppermint sweet The clocks have stopped The world is still Tongues intertwine Slow sips of wine I cling onto my lifeline It's pure It's perfect This The butterfly effect
The letter stays sealed within the envelope unread and faded Bringing neither hope, nor memories blurred or jaded The day it came I could not know Which destiny the words would hold. Out of fear I refused to break the seal In hopes that neither fate was real Thinking only of the I in me Believing not that Love could ever be Nor trusting simply your love for me Past memories of former hurt stake their claim Haunting wounds, nightmares in the middle of the day. Uncounted years the letter lay Preemptive strike I walked away Hoping the memory that can never un happen of that day Will be less painful than the specter of what might have been had I embraced the gamble of love the day your letter came. And after all these years surprisingly That letter still calls out to me Tho I know now what might have been can never be. I sometimes think what if I was wrong What if the letter told of love grown strong Of two hearts held by one strong bond Perhaps the words spoke tenderly Of Love Of Life And not dear John as I assumed it to be. I will never know if those words are real Because the envelope that contains the letter Remains sealed. Somewhere in my twisted heart I feel That those words unread Can neither harm, nor heal. Which is better? Which is worse? Does truth lie in the ancient verse "Better to have loved and lost than never loved at all" What daysman can ever make that call? Maybe the tragedy that is worse Is to never give your heart a chance to hurt. So now I stand alone and cold Much like the unread letter folded in the envelope. Never throwing it away yet still not reading Dying unwounded Scarred but not bleeding. Knowing full and well that I will never know The message that the letter holds Too afraid to let it go Yet too afraid to ever know I stand alone A prisoner to unread words. Fearing the past and dreading the future Fearful of presumed hurt. Yet I'm frozen And alone A prisoner held hostage by a message I'll never know. A letter Alone In an envelope. Unopened.
What Shall I Do? For the One Who Gave So Much? What shall I do? For the one who gave so much? God reached down, and blessed me, with his touch! What shall I do? To my lord who bled and died? It was for my life, that Jesus was crucified! What shall I do? To the God who truly loves me? He has made it know that he wants to be with me! What shall I do? For the many who've "lost their way?" Please dear Jesus… Give me the right words to say! What shall I do? As my way of, expressing my gratitude? May God help me to have a Christ' like attitude! What will YOU do? In this time that God's given to you? He's here right now! And is patiently waiting for you! What will YOU do? Will you give God a chance ? Won't you accept his salvation? Whatever the circumstance? What Christ will do… Is to do, what he does best! Simply give him your life! He'll take care of the rest! What Christ has done…. Is to give life everlasting! Everything you need… Is right here, for the asking! By Jim Pemberton
IN YOUR SUNSHINE I BATHED Coming out of the shadows of doubt I bathed myself in the sunshine of your credence And rinsing my uneasiness with your calming reassurance, Cleansed thus, whole I became once more- A newly born heart- ready to love Again! © Demetrios Trifiatis 19 SEPTEMBER 2013
As the Wind blows my hair, I realized that LOVE is somehow unfair. while sitting in the Balcony, I can hear a different symphony.. They say love is Blind, maybe it's true,cause true Love is Hard to find. Some say love is Everywhere. so maybe Mr.Right is just somewhere.. The love we feel is so hard to explain, maybe it's the trust we cant really maintain. The emptiness of one's heart can someone offer him/her a fresh start? i think,love is like a lullaby we hear everyday. and trust is one of it's strongest proof they say. If I'm stranded in an island, two sets of footprints, it's all i want to see in the sand. like in a shell ,feel the carved pain that is in me. Is it just me? or most of us are just too blind to see? while making this poem,i can feel my heart beat, wiping my tears, & wishing our two hands will meet. Until now, no one has the key, The key that my heart wants to see. While i was crying, no one has wiped my tears. is it hard to cast a glance & forget our own fears? someday, somehow, someone can sit w/ me to watch the sunset. & he will be someone whom i LOVE, i bet. I hope someone will like reading this, & value what they shouldn't miss.
Jesus Is the Best Thing That Happened to Me! Jesus is the best thing that happened to me! He loves me so much! It's plain to see! Jesus has provided everything I need, to get tough! If it wasn't for him… I don't know what I'd do! Jesus has come, that I might life so abundantly! He's given me all I need… Most assuredly! He does for me, what nothing in this world, could ever do! And completely understands, everything I go through! He brings his peace, hope and a blessed satisfaction! I can have fellowship with him! A "heavenly interaction!" He can restore what the enemy has stolen and taken away! He brings a true meaning! And has changed me today! I'm very thankful! For all that he's provided! I'm going to live for him! This has already been decided! Thank you Jesus! My lord and my best friend! You've done so much for me! Over and over again! I praise your name! And want you to know… I'll tell others of your goodness… Wherever I go! By Jim Pemberton
So long I thought my trust was gone withered in a vase that sat unwatered neglected posterity's memory pressed and ordered flat I suppose some slight yet weak desire believed that someday still I'd find one soul who's promise transpired while building false hopes unskilled For trust is like a pillow flipped to the cooler side It's the hand that touches your shoulder gently when you let down your guard to cry It's the feeling when your turned around lost in the land of strange the hand that reaches leading the way to familiar surroundings in exchange It's the peace in knowing no matter what's wrong you needn't look far or wonder how long your help will come from day to day leaning on the one who finds a way There's a trust in a dreamer who's so much like you when "soon" emerges all too slowly two with the same dream can make it come true This is the trust proven not wooed so much alike you needn't explain they knew your thoughts without having to say for the look in your eyes gave it away Flattery with all it's tantalizing charm sounds sweet like honey going down but only as fulfilling as a country farm in a picture with a frame going round In this o'l world when "with you in spirit" is the saying most commonly known... here I stand with you hand in hand is the proof your not alone Trust did not come easy for me so hard to build so easy to break all the hidden agendas I feared the slow to give and quick to take But on the day we first did speak of promises given or made you said your arms my safest place by what you do not what you say For that ONE key was ever lacking the door love enters at the start for all enchantment love can bring trust is what opens the FOREVER in my heart As I think of these diamonds on my finger sparkles halo the chocolate center stone the thought that never leaves my heart is the lifetime I felt so alone A ring that tells the story of a beauties life in the dark surrounded now by clarity of the trust that owns my heart Trust is the love I never knew you'll live for me, I'll die for you with tux and gown, yes and boots in the life we've made and say "I Do" Never again to live in wonder if dreams will ever come true there's no joy surpassing you see then living a dream too long overdue In quiet reflection of all that's been the room you gave my heart to know the freedom you gave then gave again the seed you planted then watched it grow A dreaming tree you knew in time would bear the fruit of love a love that took forever to find nourished in the soil of trust
Dedicated to my darling daughter. Lisa Maree, the kindest girl in the world Lisa Maree Lisa Maree, you baffle me You just don't seem to care You throw your money all around And people who won't share Will try to take you for a ride And you can't always see What some folk try to do to you You've too much trust in thee. Lisa Maree, it's plain to see That you're a special girl Though sometimes you go off on one And mind goes in a whirl Your heart is gold, pure solid gold You're as soft as heated honey You have a sense of humor too You even think 'you're' funny. Some might find you hard to take These fickle kinds of folk Will run you down for being you And treat you like a joke But fickle folk don't mean a thing You're far above the rest When you are helping someone out That's when you're at your best. 23 August 2013 @ 1817hrs
Vulnerability of love, pain and joy it brings My bosom open no armor for a fateful blow My life belongs to me not I forgo It's autumn but will you still be here in the spring You almost left without a word or even a jest A pain in my heart you can only fix My heart hurting each time it ticks I love you still through this test I want you to be near yet I fear You walked beside my as my wife I have given you all I have in life I want you forever I made that clear When you are near my heart still sings Hoping pain will turn to pleasure Making our love strong beyond measure Singing with life, love and our rings Edward J. Ebbs - September 2011
If you loved me could I trust you Beyond illusion's farthest bound? While the moon shines, the wind blew And the world went spinning around. In the tangles of loose snares Of the devil's robust net, You said you loved me only But you do not love me yet. I love you but I can't trust you Any further than that door; For many worlds and seasons change But in time you'll love me more. So dear, until I believe you As women try to know men; You know that I will trust you But I will not love you then.
He says he loves me then he says he loves me not He loves me today but by tomorrow I'm forgot He runs from my love but returns wanting more I guess I'm to blame for letting the traveler explore, See travellers just wander and are never here to stay They admire the scenery and enjoy the display They tour the land and ride the attractions So memories become their only subtractions, They search for an experience that is what they yearn The condition once they leave is none of their concern! So how can the land be devoted and true When travellers come and go out of the blue. The present is now and where he's travelled to, But the past he calls home so he must return soon Most likely just a visit although time can only tell, But what he lusts is in this land and he knows it very well He may call that place home but its this land that he seeks Travellers on a mission never realize until they hit their peek He continues to damage this land down to its core So what's left to offer when their is nothing left in store? The resources were depleted and the land left bare He comes and goes as he pleases it doesn't seem fair; See this land has been abused time and time again Seeds that were planted, were means to an end But pleasure and satisfaction was always accomplished Because this land provided where the homeland was disadvantaged! But despite the history and despite the trust Submit to his urges is something he must. So this time around his departure is permanent Lack of faith and loyalty was the final determinant. The damage he caused cannot be rendered, So his visitation rights he has surrendered! So leave this land I say and never look back This is the path you chose I hope you can stay on track, Cause travellers have memories of the lands they have stained But the land only remembers the one that remained!
When I first met you you were so cute that my brain just couldn't compute so I went mute As I stared in awe Wanting to know you Noticing that the reason my heart ached was because of you A girl much more than a pretty face I never wanted to make love out of lust but then I realized that it was in you I trust So I must change to show you this isn't simply fascination
I perfumed my sweet love letter Missing you every hour of the day Trace my words with your finger Feel my heart in every word I say Please be safe on that battlefield Take care in everything you do Don't you scratch that perfect body Listen up soldier I'm ordering you See my lip print on my love letter You know we're still a perfect fit In your favorite sundress waiting So don't you dare think to quit Everyday I hang another ribbon On "Oak" for each day you're gone Your heart's gonna melt inside you When you read my romantic song Can't wait for you to come home Until then I'm saving you a place My love is an everlasting river I'm living for that very moment That very moment.. I see your face Contest: Rose's "Letters To War" Date: 8-22-14
LOVE FOREVER FADES AWAY!!!! wrote by Mrs.Madhavi.Suyog.Pagare Waving like the sea, Your decision was bias. You ought to give me wedding ring, But set my dreams on fire. Can you answer me for the single reason, what made you do this? Was it the beauty? Was it the caste, or the complexion? You said I am your love at first sight. You were the one who took the initiative and intended to keep it up. You were the one who delightedly filled my heart with zeal of love. You were the one who elegantly filled the warmth of love in my soul. Confronted with an unsolvable dilemma's where there is no right answer, we always know the answer to everything. But what you did? You just made false promises. Still you define it as the love, true love? Or the love that vanished with no reason. Answer me, answer me, my thee?? Near the bandra reclamation, Sitting at the amusement park, You were the one who excitedly expressed your thirsty feelings. You were the one who stared at me without closing your eyes for a single second. But you were the one who set my dreams on fire. You said you will ask your parent's for lifetime commitment? But I will ask you one thing, if you feel your parents will understand and decide your love, then why you fell in love? If you know that story wont line up with an happy ending, then what made you do this? It's just the pain you mounted on my heart. You just broke my heart. When you blamed, that it's the caste, it hurted me like hell. Answer me my love, what made you do this? I was happy being single. Then, why you disturbed my life with no reason? Then, why I got so much acquainted with you for all season? It's was so easy, that you picked up different slices of life but why Castism you did my almighty? In the bruising darkness just left with ashes of memories, lying my face down in ignorance. You broke my trust for all the life time in my way. But still you left the happy prints, as a hope of ray. It's because of you, Love forever fades away. But still left with the mementoes of yours, reminded me every day!!
When will I learn what I know so well, this priceless thing You may have it from me kept strong and so closely that it's returned as we share it growing stronger each day as we keep and we hold it.Strange that it is, if either one sold it or broke it. Just once sad to say is enough that neither of one us would or could if I may hear words of pure truth no matter how true if the other had told it.No second chance just second guessing , every fond memory comes under question.The import of deeds now become past deceptions as the paths of our lives take a turn for the worse and what once was so simple a thing with no question .Second star from the left straight on all thats left is to mourn bad directions that led straight to this Hell.Sincerely I hope You have learned what it is I won't give You so long as I live Unless You have earned it , I have nothing to give.So TRUST in this as I TRUST it will serve You .I have TRUST in Your words in these ones alone .I didn't deserve You .TRUST me if only I'd known. jAMES P Kail thursday november 22 2012
Turn on the love to motivate me; There's no energy on hand. When work to be done is shadowed by rest, Remember you were saved by a crucified man.
Faith is not failing me, I am failing Him. Why do I refuse to accept His grace? Why would I rather live my life on my own When He is extending a helping a hand? I am depressed, Dead on my own, But I am alive in Him! I give my life to Him for real; I give Him my all, And now I'm alive Because He gives me life!
Tears falling like a pouring rain, So hard to watch her in so much pain. Words that say nothing spoken aloud, The clouds of darkness are all around. Their love and trust now falling apart, Deception is how all that will start. Foundations shattered by so many lies, On and on they go not ever knowing why . So sad this once a wonderful life , Turned into emptiness for all their nights. Her fears puddling all about her feet, A reminder of the nights she will not sleep. How it must hurt not able to believe , When you've learned how you've been deceived. Always thinking that the love was so grand , That's all changed now because of one man. If only there was something I could say , To make her forget this her worst of all days. A heart that has so much love to share , Will find that someone , someday ,somewhere. Tac
SUICIDAL LOVE.... by Lakeyia Clark One night drinking, questioning the reality of her fate Lead her heart into a slump of love vs. hate Everything that was once there is now dead and gone Washed away after the storm, she's now left alone He thought he could trust her and ended up hurt Now they are only what at first they never were She was in the wrong place at the wrong time Questioning herself trying to recall everything in her mind Screaming telling the attacker please stop and a series of No's Been thrown around and then into a unconscious state she goes Who could she run to, who would listen She thought it would be him but he said parts of the story were missing Trying her best to convince him that it didn't happen by consent He told her there was no more of them and out the door he went Don't turn your back on me is what she tried to say But he wasn't hearing it, he turned his back anyways Her heart says pursue him cause this is who she wants and needs But she can't get through to his heart if he's holding tight to the keys The victim of a scandalous scheme is never good for anybody It'll make the most confident, loving, and trusting individual feel and appear as a nobody The trust that was once there is no longer alive To him she is fake and everything was a lie Love for the man but confused as hell Not the first time she's seen this but is now tormented with hell Hate for every attacker forcing her to have a void towards men Thinking that her man was the one she could trust, cause he was Heaven Sent In her mind she wants to say leave it and let him be But her heart says go after him you've given him so much of me So do she put her heart on the line and risk a homicidal love Or does she pretend like it's not there and settle for a suicidal love The truth was first revealed and he don't see it as foul play A suicidal love cause she was a victim and he chose to walk away
Belittled, you fiddled with me? You messed up true indeed and frankly I am insulted by your own ignorance. Why are you messing with my temperament? Sorry u couldn't trust yourself to trust me, but sorry for you because trust creates love and growth God lives in me; but the black shadow that controls your soul, won't let my light shine through you. Given you myself Omni presently, you drained me from my hopes of you. Forced to see your truth, instead of enjoying the presence of my greatness, you pulled out your root. Leaving me confused and unsettled with myself as I failed when in reality I am won, I opened my heart to fully someone and given them the pleasure of knowing thoroughly and to ME is to love me…. So if you don't then that only means you don't love your enough to let my love, love you.
Sisterhood, brotherhood is a state To be seriously worked at. It is hard, and Needs lots of grace more powerful than us. Love is God's grace He gave on the Cross. Only such love can take us to love another. It is so powerful it can overcome our dark self. When we have this love, our soul will be fed; Stronger even amidst troubles others cast upon us And still look at them with deep love and concern. With this love in us, we are able to forgive first; Rather than judge hastily and throw a stone So that retribution and justice will be done. We will be secure in our inadequacies; Gentler to ourselves and more so with others For now we know we are no better than them. We trust no longer in our capacity to love; Rather abandon our ego and let this grace Flow and free us from our fears and unbelief. 8.21.14
written 2nd Aug 2013 This life is not as it should be pick up your wife, can't you see You're her husband, stand up! give her a reason, to again believe She means 'everything'....to this family shutting the door leaving her totally... Alone Do you actually know her at all... damaging her heart and soul, deep within it's cold Loneliness consumes her, it's been so long it must be asked...do you still love her? Are you willing to help her to her feet again? or shall you sit back and watch, as she see's the end This is completely left for only you, her husband to declare how much does she really mean to you...do you still care? Will you step up, or let her rot into total depression, you see it... Love and care, or death and dispirit It's all up to you! Her loving husband, what will you do.....
A marriage is an old covered bridge two people embark on together taking shelter with promises of forever but darkness ensues and threatens their endeavor will creaky planks give way and collapse? in time the darkness will pass love can last.
Serenity filled the whole existence. Arising and rising above all the distance. Revived by your shade. Affinity within all what you've said. Happiness redefined, you're one of a kind.
Only one true friend would tell me, face my anger she had feared. I saw truth in what she told me. You were lying through your beard. Though it breaks my heart to leave you, I would rather be alone than with one who would deceive me. With this message, I am gone. Refrain: There was a time that I believed it, that your love was mine alone. But I can't be fooled forever. Now my trust in you is gone. When you find this note I'm writing, know at once it is too late to win back the heart that trusted. Lying ways has sealed your fate. And the one with whom you dallied breaks another's loving heart. By your guilt two links are broken as more lives are torn apart. Refrain: There was a time that I believed it, that your love was mine alone. But I can't be fooled forever. Now my trust in you is gone. Left now only with each other, cheaters both well proven to be, you can never trust each other. Just deserts it seems to me. Do it with you, do it to you, lies uneasy on your mind. You'll be sorry you betrayed me, truest love you'll ever find. Refrain: There was a time that I believed it, that your love was mine alone. But I can't be fooled forever. Now my trust in you is gone. For Paula's "Play me a cheatin' song" contest Won 5th place
Unwrapping both a blessing and a curse, extracts Love's essence painting souls and framing them abstracts. Too brazen into Jung's collective we were when, Our fists were punching holes up through the floors of Heaven. We knew the fools from those among the wise who cherish, But that denying harlot Fate, had to be selfish. Now under burden of this heavy and cruel loss, Pain's pressing pitch to blacken the abandoned cross. Among the broken pieces that will fall this way. The mausoleums that will be cap stoned today. In paper coffins lay the letters of their last, To reconcile this day, or others from the past. Possessions that become departing gifts to friends. A rotting, cold corpse they will be, when passed again. Those stalking zombies out of reach and courting hate Caressing defense of an unforgiving state. Must they forget the lover's pages bled in ink. Escape in substance high, and falling drunk in drink. As desperation quickly fills their beds with drones. The futile chains attempts, when weakness is alone. To look again to see the gift from ending's split. A testimony of a truth embracing it. For what this life has taken, in return, it gave. Event Horizons welcome us beyond the grave. Some morsels kept out of the ruins of our dreams. A loving Christ's hands will to heal and stitching seams. His wisdom and his patience walking me still slower. His ways are guiding me, in these, the years to over. ------------------------------------------------------------- Iambic Hexameter (Five ending iambs were substituted with amphibrachs) Contest: Structured forms - Iambic verse - Sketch a fictitious character II Sponsor: Giorgio A. V. Entrant: Rob Carmack Poem posted: 01.07.15
Phone rings I will miss you, will you miss me? No No? But I may never see you again (Feelings too young to understand My ears grew hot My face grew hot My stomach twists Frustration? Guilt? Probably guilt I think it was guilt No. Fear. Most likely fear) I will miss you Lies You are a liar. You are a liar, Father You are a liar. And now I am a liar too. ¿Por qué mis sueños se rompen? Is it your fault I think it was your fault Maybe mine Or was it hers His, hers, mine, yours, its What possession is to blame? I blame, I blame, I blame Where are you? What are you doing? I will stalk no more I will stalk no more I will stalk no more But I want to know if you are alive Are you alive? No hay nada más difícil que vivir sin ti Pero no puedo recordarte y soy muerto I am not bilingual I am not Did I grow? Was I supposed to grow? I sometimes dream that I can fly The winds carry me through But sometimes, I forget how to land With the ground far below my feet Everyone left behind I fear that I will drift Too high Where it's cold And I can no longer breath And then I awake I am one I am one I am two Sometimes with a smile But mostly with fear Anxiety and one Is it my fault? Is it my fault? Is it my fault? Do I let you do what you do Did and will do Me gustaría conocerte Mi corazón, mi corazón daña Follow me Follow me But keep a foot away I do not trust you I trust too much I never trusted They will find out All of them They will know Will they love you still? Will they love me? Stop stop stop stop stop Why did you stop? What did I do? ¿Hacer a quién? Put down the phone Read me as you will Read me Read me You are done As are these lines.
A seed fell from a lady's heart; it fell in to the ground, A ground of brick, of ash and tar, a crack within it found. The seed of little chance to grow was watered with her tears, The tears they fell in to the cracks, a sprout was formed in fear,. Up and up with doubt and hope the seed did chance its form, And through the cracks it fought so hard, a flower starts to form. But where it grew, of little chance, the earth around was hard, Where many people walked before, where many people passed.. The seed it knew before it formed; the challenges ahead, It knew it was not born of soil but fear and doubt instead. It tried with all its might, to fight; it tried with all its heart, But doubt and words from other men did kill it from the start. A hardened path where many walked and now will walk again, Does the sprout that was a seed lay spent & stomped again. I am the seed of which you dropped, so many moments passed. You are the fear, I couldn't grow, the doubt my only mast. You aren't an earth where fruit can grow, despite your only plan, You never truly softened up to take me by the hand. A moment here or there perhaps, and here or there is boon, But chances oft, of change, did stop, and call it off too soon. Your words deceive with words you weave I know; I am the same. Your actions cast aside the heart & riddle it with pain. But even still, your bitter chill, your winter had a fire, Deep within the snowy hills of you, my heart desired. I shared with you the sun & moon, but also thorns of past, I grew with you and put aside the pain within my heart. But in return was spite & churn, I couldn't understand, You wanted me to be your man, but couldn't show you cared. So now I burn, I lay in guilt, my body wracked in pain, My breath is half it used to be my posture not the same. My will to walk, to smile, talk, my reason to exist, I cared too much, I couldn't trust, your words within me twist. Of promised dawns forever more, Of sparrow's song, the seasons call, Of all that was and now shall be, The winter crushes through. Yet summer comes, we planned so much And now I'll be another past, If only I could grow to be The only one for you. And yet your arms my hearse, alive, Your glance my curse but am deprived, Your words my only rope, I fall, To be again and soon. On without my summer love, Of any chance, a twig, a dove, Of any sign from on my ark ; A sign of hope be true.
Dear Dearest, I do know fate is not cruel And so are our souls. I know sky will remain crystal clear Until our hearts sing alive. I know that stars will remain glint And they would sign treasures to our dream. I know the same way my heart beats... So is yours too. I know we're fashioned to be Though our destinations seem far- I live north, you live south. I know you don't sway without thinking about me. And so do I. The only memory you left me with in here- Pen and paper, Are what I polish my feelings through. I do hope my words won't take days before they'd be returned. It's well with my soul here you left it. From your part in here and right there.
-dedicated to and inspired by Awoh Kingsley- To define a friendship Is to define each element held in a grand sea The moments shared between the water and the single fish The seaweed coursing in the shallow Sinking in the deep Through trust two can prosper And even be happy But when mistakes are made Trust becomes a demand A weapon to test each other Trust allows that seaweed to flow Trust can also allow the currents to bury them Without openness that trust will falter Like an underwater volcano Holding all the fire in It is bound to explode And though water will cool it somewhat There's no telling how long the next explosion will take A friend should not take his time calculating that Instead allow words to flow Like the gills of a fish Allowing water in and out Cooling and moderating forever Filtering the bad into good Above all, love must reign For friendship cannot grow without it Without love There would be no elements in the sea The sea would be a bottomless pit Of nothingness
I know I can't give up I simply cannot This uncertainty hurts But one day will be forever worth it In God we will eternally trust For the joy of life is love God bless Amen.
'Good Night' I say because it's the proper thing to do while dating. 'Sweet dreams' Is said, though I really don't mean it. 'I miss you' I said to make you happy, even though I don't. 'Your eyes are pretty' They really are, just not the eyes my heart longs for.
Oh it's a beautiful night! The moon is full And the stars are glowing While the trees, with Earth's cool summer breeze Start slowly blowing... A campfire's flames are burning so bright While a young couple holds each other tight Warming their hearts, as these two lovers embrace Traveling together, through time and space Oh how tonight, with their love, they won't hide Two lovers forever, Side By Side Under the stars, both of them lay They've been together, happy, all night and all day Holding each other, a sweet caress While green grass stains her pretty white dress But no words, to each other, do they say Happy just sitting Side By Side, knowing no other way Gazing up at the stars Breathing in the night Them together with nature A beautiful sight All the years they've both struggled And how they cried Has led them here tonight It matters not now As they'll lie here forever, Side By Side
I've heard of those who say they're "happy and gay." Where are those who proclaim; "Jesus is the only Way?" I've heard of many who discuss creation vs. evolution. Where are those who proclaim Jesus is the solution? I've heard of many who chose an "alternate lifestyle." Where are those...who for Jesus... will go "the extra mile?" There are those who say; "Jesus isn't real!" Where are those who'll confess HIM with a passion and a zeal? There's so many who sit in their church's pew. Where are those... Whom to Christ… Will say; 'I LOVE YOU!" There's too many who are on their way to hell. Where are those who truly love Jesus? Can you tell??? I know of a redeeming savior's mercy and grace. His love has been extended to the human race. Jesus speaks a loving call and merciful plea... He says; "take up your cross and follow me!" Jesus brings true gladness and overflowing joy! This is freely offered to every man, woman, girl and boy! NOW is the day of salvation & the accepted time! Christ can change us! And renew our mind! I know that very soon.. Jesus is coming again! Where are those who desire to be cleansed within? I know that an abundant life is what Jesus will freely give! Where one can find eternal life! And a true meaning to live! By Jim Pemberton
Lord, I don't understand. Maybe I never did. The destination of the path seemed so grand, yet now it looks horrid! Why? The dragon You've placed, mine to fight still breathes fire and brimstone in my neck, but I'm armoured with incapability to smite and the cobblestones You paved lead to this wreck. Why? I dreamt of the moon, but couldn't reach the stars, so I drifted into the sun and soon I would be burnt with scars. Why shroud my mind with dreams of peace at daylight's bend, yet shred it with horrors at night? Why let me pursue a rainbow when there never was an end? The past is bathed in murky waters and clothed in miry clay. Now the future looks no better and mere words can't express what I wish to say. Lord, here I lay at Your mercy, angry and heartbroken. You don't make mistakes and You set free. Please, I beg be my beacon! Loose the shackles, break the chains that I may serve You again. Show me the true way You planned, for I have reached the end of this one.
Hey to everyone who has ever loved the Guy i trusted and i loved lied to me and pretended to trust me while he would whisper sweet little things only just for one thing this is not fair Why did he lie if the truth was not right how could this be this just upsets me and i can't think no more its so hard to think and how do i feel u ask me now that we don't got nothing to do with eachother how could u do this i loved u so much the love i had for u will never be gone the trust in u is now so far away all i want u to know is How Do u Fell Now That Am Gone ?
There are friends that say They think of you And friends that say they care Those friends that you just find sometimes The ones that say they share Those friends they take some part of you And make you think they're there Those friends I need to break down walls Of mistrust and despair I need them as a life line To feel something inside Too often in this lifetime I've felt my being die. I find it hard to trust some It's not a choice for me I'm looking for some bridges To help my life be free I chat here and I wonder Maybe you'll hold the key Maybe I'll learn to trust one That's all I want for me Too often I've been let down By those that say they care I've given heart and soul to one And now I just don't dare. Deep inside by being cries With love I what to share But first I really need to learn Once more I need to care. I look around and sometimes find Someone with whom to chat Someone that I do hope will find The key to where I'm at. It's not a lot I want from them Not looking for a mate I don't want love or mighty lies Just needing to relate Your just another one there now Who really doesn't care You make me feel like shutting down The world that is out there I'm feeling so alone within This life a mystery Of names and lies and playing games No substance to your being I'm leaving now, not saying bye We hardly said hello I'll find the peace that I do need And live once more tomorrow.
You make me feel so complete You brought me up to my feet You make me experience cloud seven You brought me to your heaven Your words implant seeds of growth Your eyes, an undying oath You quench me with serpentine poetry You gave in to gravity You melted my heart of ice I'm your living sacrifice You watched over me with glistening eyes Your warmth never screams goodbyes
Your gut feeling Tells you it's real Yet he'll tell you It's no big deal The trust and lies They run so deep Forever Love You wish to keep. The hints he gives But will deny Living this way You sometimes cry. The trust and lies They run so deep Forever Love You wish to keep. Can you believe? The truth is told? Phone calls to her Seem rather bold. The trust and lies They run so deep Forever Love You wish to keep. "Do not worry" For this you say "We are just friends" You talk each day. The trust and lies They run so deep Forever Love You wish to keep. Your vows you took They did not say Having this friend Would be okay. The trust and lies They run so deep Forever Love You wish to keep. So torn apart This life you lead Choose me or her For which you need. The trust and lies They run so deep Forever Love You wish to keep. You turn your back Been here before I hate to see You shut that door. The trust and lies They run so deep Forever Love You wish to keep. I can't do this For you must choose If it is her Then me you'll lose. The trust and lies They run so deep Forever Love You wish to keep.
Why my heart ponder? I, your offender.. What I gave? Dark love in a cave... I promised you a thousand lands Didn't give enough sands... Changing me and my love, Hiding behind the black scarf.. Hiding me I couldn't speak, Feared losing in a streak. This was my only reason But turned my passing season.. Now I rattle, As a foolish cattle Leaving your land and cheese, Yet to find me some peace...
She had stove top burners for eyes, and every word she spoke bubbled over slowly as if someone had left her too warm for me to get close. My gestures were tepid and careful, like a small boy meeting a strange dog, alone in a park. Calm and reserved. I presented compliments as if they were the back of an open hand for her to sniff, and my lips shook. Afraid that she would bite. She merely growled in disbelief; A rabid jeer at the quiet remark of an untrustworthy captor. She saw me as a threat, but never turned away. We were two animals looking for comfort; afraid to be burned and yet too hungry to let go of the flames. -James Kelley 2013, All rights reserved.
It really is funny when we are small We give it away to anyone at all But as you grow older you face such heartache It the thing people who love us so often break It is such a small word but it is so hard to regrow For if you love someone then this you should show But I understand why the walls are in place To protect your heart like a clown wears a mask on his face I gave mine to you without even a thought But you have had troubles by which you've been taught So you bottle it up and keep it inside So you won't hurt again then I know this you hide I really believe it can be rebuilt in time I know it can happen with our love so sublime I will wait forever to hear this word said I will not runaway wait until I am dead For I know I must earn it show you that I care By true understanding of what you had to bear And given sometime I know you will adjust That eventually in me you will learn to trust I will earn by showing you that I trust you By making you happy not making you blue I will show you not all men are made the same And finally I know your trust I will gain So please allow me the time and the space To show you my trust in my eyes in my face And just let it happen without even a care Give me your trust I will cherish and not share
i never imagined love could be that way.. it can make you happy or gay... happiness.. this what im feeling.. when someone made an offering.. of a love that has no ending.. i am a woman.. who deserves a patient gentleman.. who wants and needs love.. that will surely stand the test of time.. so i accepted.. the love that has been offered.. i, full of hopes and dreams.. giving all my love without hesitation.. as days passed by.. something happened i can feel.. this guy that made me feel.. my dream love can be real.. walked away with his heel.. sadness.. engulfed my whole being... when all of a sudden he is leaving.. thus, tearing breaking my heart bleeding.. people surrounding me observed.. maybe you are not the man i deserved.. they said: "don't be bothered" for a better man and love will come after.. so, i started to think.. of the times we spend together.. i decided: what should still be remembered.. to a love which isn't meant forever.. i gathered up the sworned pieces.. of what still left in traces... my strengths; potentials and dreams.. my goals; family and friends.. now, i am recovering.. Ever determined to keep ongoing.. Continuously praying for God's guidance and blessing.. Thinking life's treasures will still be coming..
Please Come Lord Jesus, And Hear My Voice! Please come Lord Jesus, and listen to my voice! In all I do or say, may you be my first choice! Please come dear Jesus, and listen to my cry! Give me your living water, that can satisfy! Please come dear Jesus, and renew my mind! You're so patient, loving and very kind! Please come dear Jesus, and renew my spirit! Your words of life... May I daily live it! Please come dear Jesus, I need you this hour! I need your strength, and your power! Thank you my Lord, my savior and friend! And thanks for answering me... Once again! By Jim Pemberton
Even if it took a thousand years, Reaching you would still be near. Indeed you must be a pearl, Knowing this calms my fear; And my gentle heart stares. Oh! How odd are these words Misleading as a wrong note on the cord Ordering this joy to be bored Rest assured this love is undying Even though it comes from one in white clothing Given to you for safe keeping Endanger not, this treasured offering.
Down in to the darkness deep Slowly and delicately I now edge In to the warmth so cold and bleak In to the womb I once resided In the mother I'd idolized Wondering what did happen Wondering what had changed What had caused such death? To cause such pain? Still slowly moving, sneaking, I started faintly weeping Why would we cause this? Why did we not see? Still I inch, well tears did fall Till a light I did spy Till a sprig I now cradle Now I see, as I gently stop my deplore, My mother will forgive All the hurt, The hate, All the people that did denounce, All she has provided All that she cherishes Yet she now grants; Redemption Forgiveness Unconditional love All in the loud roar Of spring
Thou hast had to play the role of crazy, obeying thee, displaying my faults and portraying the shame of me. Breathe, free, finally free. Fire! Adores you and welcomes you to an empire of the new. I tossed the idea of inviting a few, opting instead with pleasure for you and only you. Never will failure ever be considered, pending impact impedes speech and renders me down to bereave. Grand! I have been dying to see, love, yes love and its grandiose display, always will be my reasoning. It reels me in and cleanses with nature, pure as pure is in creature. Am I? yes I am, though not sinister. Unstoppable and driven by attraction to disaster and admiration of whisper, this hush is listless, wrestle it, don't miss this. Satisfy desire lets make it glamorous in dedication. Fire! Re-lit! Savagely craving the moment that we meet again. Imagine the breath and the chests, tension and lust duelling with hatred and love. Trust is a laugh though laughter will bring it back, time will help. My muse, do you not understand? I need the right to exploit my light slight hand under right eye, you cannot subdivide the mind of a made up guy. Love be my minds light, love blind my minds fight, right the pain and create love new, so that tonight we may sing. Dying young is not a necessity of living forever but love certainly is. We are majesty and perfection in love, it was majestic and perfected in new. I do not want your hugs hello or your waves goodbye, rather please supply onto I the dreams that I dream and the wishes that I provide. Real life not fictitious false life liked delights. What will it be like when we meet again? Electric? Dangerous? Casual? Loaded with hatred? Will we feel obligated to hug or smile? Even if our stomachs and the others eyes tell us not to? Betrayal? Really? Dig! Deeper! Dig! Deeper still! Find it, learn it, believe in it, trust it, crave it, welcome it without denial.
You don't fall in love, you said That made me laugh in my head You don't know love, well it's fine I know you have eyes, but you're just blind. I know you're just afraid to fall and break But I'll show you that love is worth the take Falling in love is very easy It's like singing a very simple melody. Yes, falling in love will hurt you several times But falling in love is not a crime It's worth the risk and worth the wait In the end, you'll find happiness if you'll have faith. Falling in love may be scary, I know Don't worry, I'm here with a love to show I know in my heart that you have doubts But I'll be here to show you how.
Written by D. W. Breidenthal You take my breath away I wanna stay in this entrancing paradise I want all of the negativity to fade away The darkness isn't my property…I despise Living a life that's filled with misperception and disaster I would love to live in the ocean's ecstasy That would be spectacular if we can abide in the sparkly sea This eccentric dilemma makes your angelic features too unclear It chills me to the bone… My heart pounds with hope and fear… when will peace draw near This flawless wish remains unknown The night's approaching…seek shelter and light Painstaking regrets – I can't back away from gravity's pull Hand me the rope and don't bestow your burdens upon my soul Sift away the misfortune and allow me to put up with the fight Help me fulfill my flawless wish And I'll strip away your anguish You're a burning candle I raise my head up from the mud I step forward with courage that I couldn't handle On my own, but you stripped away the agony Watch us grow and sprout as one flower bud! You took my heart to a wonderful place I wanna desert this decaying body of mine and seek you in splendid light You forgave me for my wrongs…you thrilled me with praise I wanna embrace the dawn's incredible, appealing light... Sweeping away the deploring night It soothes my sensitive heart…dismissing my vexing misery I have the urge to repaint the breathtaking memories I've spent with you Will it scratch away the sorrow? I have to search for shelter and burn away our calamity – slaying us with rue Will my flawless wish store hope for tomorrow?
As the shadows lengthen Across your lined face As I wait. And wait again. Until I cannot bear to wait a second more. I ask you "Do you still love me". Ah the age old question. One that hides centuries of longing Hides the deepest feelings Of guilt and paranoia. That question asked of kings and concubines Of blacksmiths and their whores Of a farmer and his sweetheart And arguments behind closed doors. Shutting out the world Doesn't make it any less real. It brings your heart crashing down Around your tired feet. You've fought until you bled And now you've had enough But that one question is both A admission of defeat And a cause to keep on fighting. The reply hangs in the balance I see you struggling hard What I did, you can't forgive And yet, yet, a part of you understands A tiny sliver that screams Let go. Give up. Forgive. Finally you whisper Yes. And all is right with the world.
Ruined by your lies Now she will question All those that come after you When will she trust herself again? How will she sift through the truth and lies? How will she differentiate between right and wrong? She has been cut down Her judgment stifled You apologized - Yet she will for months Or maybe even years still wonder Why? Perhaps even blame herself Naïve she was for believing your every word --- But guess what? She is going to try again And with every step Strive and reclaim Her trust and her instinct again ©125329012015
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The Joy That God Brings to Me… God gives me strength and everlasting joy. His words in my life, I need to employ. His joy brings strength to my very soul, giving comfort no matter where I may go. His joy gives a security, this world can't give! It is with me, every day I live. In my God, I will take delight! For he is with me every day and night! From the appearance of evil, may I abstain! And live in the joy of Jesus' precious name! In Jesus, my life is complete! As I lay my burdens at his feet! Over life's adversities, I'll rise above! And rest in the joy Of God's abiding love! By Jim Pemberton
i dont mean to be pathetic wishing my phone would sound the little things the biggest my ear lay to the ground waiting for that signal reception just a symbol i tried to keep it simple heart crashing like a cymbal every thing i see kindly a reminder where I want to be out of place stealing the covers id like to find her lately my bed is having too much empy space i guess never say never sometimes i know better since I ever met her my heart wouldnt forget her quest for my questionin to be quenched matters of this nature puts people in a pinch my best for blessings stuck by a wrench disaster while riding despite tightening a cinch i made my bed now rest assured manifest destiny my only cure my arms not as long like I preferred let it go, watch, help it grow, I concur
Tangled hearst sore and fly My sarrows to day did die You have freed me from the past I can love again at last So I give you my heart as a keep sake To hold, love and not break I trust you to be there I trust you to care You are a strong man who understands Who I am and still holds my hand Your touch is warm and kiss so true I know I can trust you You wont use me and leave You know I wear my life on my sleave I am here for you and you are there for me My sweet sweet man how can it be I never thought Love was real But I can't stop how I feel So tangled hearts sore and fly With you only tears of joy will I cry
With everything I could ever do, How could I love anyone after you? We talked we laughed We scoffed and on behalf of everyone Everyone that hated our pairing All the rumors they were sharing Every night together so daring Every night together seemed so caring Respect and trust make the pairing Respect and trust come from sharing Respect and trust require vulnerability Which makes the process quite so daring Amazing comversations that we spoke Amazing conversations you thought jokes The respect I gave you despite your faults The respect you gave as jokes with insults I took it all I took the fall I took the leap a fall so deep All you did was laugh All you did was half I tried so hard to be the best but you could never be the rest So... With everything I could ever do, How could I love anyone after you?
The hope to excel Hope to get past through hell The.hope to achieve Everything there is to receive To be loved, and to love By friend, family, and lover To give love to everyone on the street To be love byeveryone we meet The trust years to earn Yet take seconds to break When will we learn How much is at stake? Hope, love, trust Always present, yet with no sound These are the things In the lost and found
You have tugged at my heart and yanked on my soul, the hatred grows because of my life you stole. I trust no more for this you've done, I have lost all love so now I run. From open arms I have never seen, thoughts of hope I can only dream. There is no hope for us inside, now I count on my faith to be my guide. I am detached my future unknown,for I have given all my strength, now I have reached past life's length. Now I walk alone never to be followed, with no trust, my heart is hollowed. The love I had is no more, unsure what my future has in store. My hopes and dreams you took from me, now my future is hard to see. I give up you finally won, the damage you did, can't be undone. Colleen Marie Bono August 26,2012
Holding my wife's breasts, Spooning before the alarm, All's right in my world
written 17th Sept 2013 A lifetime of pain and suffering winning me over, to be loved and trusting Now I find I'm alone again, it alway's ends the same will my life ever be more, than pain and nothing to gain Emotionally damaged from the start, setting me free from my head as my body packs up, sentencing me to a year confined to bed Finally I've become drug free, Nexium and Valium will always stay with me you have become so stressed, it's leading your love, to abandon me I'm cursed, I have been since the day of my birth destined for a lifetime of nothing, even dirt has more worth Sorry I'm no good, I recall telling you this at the start it's me this time, to be left with the broken heart I treasure our year before, filled with pure love and safety my heart and soul now and forever...will belong to you matey
The Lord is my light and salvation. Whom shall I fear? He is my protector and friend. And is always near! He's the stronghold of my life... Whom shall I be afraid! He is clothed with righteousness. His majesty is displayed! Though evil men advance, and my enemies attack me… They will stumble and fall! For the Lord is with me! Though an army besiege me, my heart will not fear! The Lord will fight for me, and they shall disappear! In the day of trouble, the Lord will keep me safe! He will hide and put me on a solid resting place! At his tabernacle, will I sacrifice shouts of joy! Singing and making music to the Lord, I shall enjoy! I am confident in the Lord's goodness, in the land of the living! I will enter his gates with praise and a heart of thanksgiving! I shall wait for the Lord, be strong and take heart! Being in his presence, is a good place to start! You, my Lord bring goodness and life to my soul! I shall sing of your love and mercy, wherever I go! By Jim Pemberton 07/14/13 Read Psalm ch. 27
Trust Is a word that is often misused and abused Trust Capabilities of infinite strength, but weakened by the rightly accused Trust Is supposed to be "till death do us part" Lust How can you trust me, with lust in your heart? Lust The reason why 50% divorce rates are not a myth Lust Why in court, you ex-husband/wife pleads the fifth Must Fight for our relationships and the ones' that in it Must Reject lust…the devils' busy and he's here to win it Must Forgive and forget….love with all your might Faith Walk by faith and not by sight Faith Trust in the lord with all your heart Faith Reason why true lovers never part
I Rejoice In Knowing God! I will cry out to God with my voice! I take safety in him and rejoice! I shall seek him in the day of trouble! He'll pick me up, when I stumble! I know that he listens, and is always there! I shall seek each day, alone in prayer! I shall remember the Lord's faithful deeds! He gives me strength, and meets my needs! I meditate on his words, and wonders performed! He picks me up, when I feel defeated and scorned! He is God and shines with an awesome brightness! He brings everlasting love, peace and kindness! Behold! He is God! His power is demonstrated! His beauty among the heavens, has been demonstrated! He is God! And shall forever reign supreme! He is my God! My righteousness and everything! By Jim Pemberton 09/09/13
Adultery means you have lost my trust A special word its true And for what, just for lust She made a fool of you Now she no longer wants you You served her purpose well. Wanted to get back at me Now sent us both to hell. What was it she could give you That I was lacking in. What special power did she have For you to commit this sin Can I ever forgive you Right now I'd say" no way" Just for a one night stand You blew our love away. Was it my fault this happened Have I ignored you in some way Have I not shown you my love Have I turned the other way. If so I am sorry My love for you is great I worshipped the ground you walked on But you rubbed it in my face Maybe memories will fade in time And I will let you home But will I ever trust you again This I cant confirm Cos trust has to be earned Once gone its hard to retrieve Slowly but surely it can return This I do believe.
Our security is only in God alone! Not in the things we have, or what we call "home!" True joy can be found in God himself! Not from the things we have ourselves! True contentment can be found at the cross! Jesus' death paid whatever it cost! Eternal love comes from doing God's will! Any emptiness, his love shall fill! The love of God is truly worth finding! His eternal life is forever binding! Won't you take a moment and invite HIM in? And have total forgiveness of every sin? God rewards those who diligently seek him. Won't you reach out to him now? And receive him? By Jim Pemberton
Christ Stepped Down From His Heavenly Throne! Christ stepped down, from his heavenly throne. He came to earth… For 33 years, he called it his home! His mission had one purpose and desire in mind! He was to one day, be a sacrifice for mankind! He taught and gave us his words, powerfully spoken! He knew that one day, his body would be broken! He desired that all, would one day, come to know him! Because of his resurrection, all can receive him! He's alive today! And reigns from heaven above! And desires to touch us, with his endless love! Won't you humbly come, and accept what he's given? And experience the power, of being forgiven! This can be your moment! This can be YOUR day! He loves you much more, than words can say! All honor and praise, to Christ Jesus, our king! You are our righteousness! Our everything! By Jim Pemberton
Jesus… We Ask For Your Protection! Jesus… We ask for your protection upon our home. May our family sing praises around your throne! May you be honored in the things we say and do! May our hearts be as an expression of YOU! We pray that your blessings will be received! May your spirit of loving, be what's achieved! We pray that we'll strive for a Godly way of living! And walk before you, in a spirit of thanksgiving! We pray that our vows to one another will be "reinforced!" Help us to stay strong, and not drift "off course." May your peace be what binds us together! Allowing you to be our lord… Now and forever! Please bind our hearts together as one! May your words guide our daughters and sons! We thank and bless you! And praise your holy name! An abundant life with you, may we seek to obtain. You are and will always be the Lord for us! We give you our love, and all of our trust! You give us everything we have ever needed! With you, our home has been completed! By Jim Pemberton
Please excuse me if I stare, it's just a thing I do. you see, I'm from a planet far, that we call XB2. On XB2 we don't have love, and no one sticks together. There is no better for the worse, and no worse for the better. We neglect anniversaries, and no presents are shared. There are no rings or other things, to express that we care. Some believe that we have peace, because of this decision. There is no trust that is deceived, because no trust is given. But, despite the unity, and harmony enjoyed. It seems that we would gladly feud, if love would fill that void. On XB2 we don't have love, be thankful that you do. For I have seen that life needs love, and therefore, love needs you.
From the day I promised to be with you forever… It's now been 25 years together! Through the trials, laughter and many miles We've had our share of joy and trials! You've been so loving patient with me. My beautiful wife— my lovely sweetie! This anniversary, I am so very proud of you! You're a wonderful wife! Faithful and true! With you, God has given me the best! My love for you is so hard to express! I Love YOU! Is what I will always say, This very special anniversary day!!! Love, Jim
Jesus Knows All About Your Pain! "It's hard to see someone I love, go through so much pain." These were the words I spoke, When I called on Jesus' name. "This person whom I love has gone through so much." "How I wish to bring my peace and a healing touch." I cried and wept as I heard the master's voice. His gift of love is for us all... it's our choice! His body was broken. A sacrifice was made. His love... For our sorrow and pain... is what he gave! His grace is more than sufficient, for the pain we often endure. His love and commitment to you, is steadfast and secure! He loves you so much!. And waits at your heart's door. He gives peace and comfort! And so much more! The pain and suffering you're going through today. Please listen to the words Christ has to say; "I am God!" "I'll be with YOU... until the end!" My love and devotion to you will never end." By Jim Pemberton
I'll never fully understand, or comprehend. The power of God's love in the cleansing of sin! From where I was, to where I am today… I appreciate God! More than words can say. I shall give him glory and praise! And seek to worship him! All of my days! He's more precious to me than ever before! His precious love… I need so much more! His marvelous love, shall bless me to the end… For this, I say, "Hallelujah!" And "Amen!" By Jim Pemberton
Sweet Betrayal He met her eyes of truth Touches her hands of comfort Kisses her lips of innocence Left her with uncertainty He embraces her fragility Carried her on bed of floral Delighted himself in her sweet favor Left her with spontaneity He listens with her angelic voice Sings with her most tuned melody Dances with her lovely grace Left her in an echo of ruined silence He sips in rays of her sunrise Keeping his view of clear crystals Collects her paintings of memories Left her on a dark horizontal lieu Such a sweet betrayal for keeps His with her a treasure she weeps Traces of footprints on sand resentments Comfort by the cold wind without amendments So long now from longing Let the ocean flows with her bearing, Every sunsets entwined a sunrise offspring Left only with her for healing. -km
If a relationship is based on trust then why trust people what is the point in a relationship if it isn't centered on trust I guess there is no point I guess the relationship isn't worth being in Love is filled with trust so trust should be filled in the relationship Trust is happiness in a little heart-shaped box a box that should always be open and cherished for the fact that it is able to be used this is trust on many levels of love
four huge black claws four long black legs one long black tail and a heartbreaking head eager to learn our laws about our threads this enchanting little male his body-language an easy-read housebroken in only three days for a click and a treat sitting on command at each sidewalk already discovering so much several ways with an expression so sweet positive reinforcement a helping hand puppy love growing steady PS. About Captain Broome Uluru - our new Australian Kelpie family-member, Check out part one...(earlier post) an intuitive fun - rhyme... Wish you could see his picture................. ©Ellie Daphne
When I first met you you were so cute that my brain just couldn't compute so I went mute As I stared in awe Wanting to know you Noticing that the reason my heart ached was because of you A girl much more than a pretty face I never wanted to make love out of lust but then I realized that it was in you I trust So I must change to show you this isn't simply a fascination
Full moon rising: I see your face in the blue moon's silhouette. Moonbeams cascade; shine through the window of my aching, waiting heart. The night breeze whispers soft kisses; echoes I love you replays. Slits of moonlights flicker through dark grey water memories, Hidden moon's silhouette beacons; teases me to taste love anew. My heart's chain is anchored seems not set for full moon sailing. Faraway cold moon: a thousand life years away from me - Utters just profound silence; touches my spirit tenderly. I look inside my heart; finds a joyful near reality. Fading moon: will your splendor grace your poor lover again? I will wait upon the grandeur of your beauty; it's my desire. Shine on me, my darling, but only if it is your desire. 8/16/14
I would not put you in harm's way I'd never do that to you Babe I would not set you up in anyway Unequivocally I'm here to stay I'd never turn on your tear ducts I love you way, way too much I'd never pull your heart string Could never-ever be that mean Don't second guess my motive I gave you my love Just hold it Don't lose your confidence You and I make good sense Just like a judge sitting on the bench Our love is fair and just It's simply robust In love put your trust
When you have given it your all thinking we will grow old together not giving up determined to make it work trying to earn his respect and gain his trust showing your loyalty giving your heart wanting only to matter but he just tears you apart always wondering why what did I do to make you hate me so much I look like a fool without any guilt and no regret he did the one thing that I can never forget I try to forgive but thats hard to do when he's not even sorry how can you be so cruel you destroyed my life and our future too we said till death do us part but that wasn't true just another lie thats all you seem to do. you slept with my friend over and over again thats hardly a mistake for this my heart cannot mend you wanted to hurt me and thats just what you did my husband, my lover, you were my best friend? what happened to forever? why did you make me your wife you tell me you need me because I'm your soul mate in life yet you don't love me enough to tell me the truth that's how I know my feelings will never matter to you So my love this is going to be the hardest thing for me to do learn to accept defeat and let go of you
What? You Really Don't Like Me? Is there something about me, that you don't like? If you seen me today… Would you want me to "take a hike?" Perhaps it's my personality, or a habit of mine. You can't stop talking about me, much of the time. Pointing out my faults to some of the people you know… The words you say are actually eating at your soul! Instead of loving me, the way God wants you to… You bring up things about m, you're not supposed to do! Have you ever just once, took the time to pray for me? Am I someone you want to be with for eternity? STOP! And think about the damage you've already done! Begin to pour out your heart to Jesus, God's son! May he help you to really LOVE me the way he does! The cross he bore was for you and I… Whom he loves! May your thoughts about me, make your heavenly father proud! I hope to see you as we meet Jesus one day… In the clouds! By Jim Pemberton
Sleeping Under the current We peer through empty window Shadows Twisted thoughts Of useless wishes Surrounding our minds Condemning Sunlight is setting on the horizon And a new day, has begun. And I feel it crawling Warmth soaking into my skin My eyes close As I'm smiling and thinking of you It's trying to tell me that My love is waiting Wanting So I fasten my pace To head into a new direction Twords you Later we are lying Caught up in the moment A silent fan Spinning upon the window sil We no longer linger our shadows They have been blown away And the silence is peaceful But still I fear the madness Of what's yet to come Unknown boundaries Someone always crosses the line Then the relationship turns spiteful. Will it happen? Or will it work The biggest mystery Each time We always learn to late But regardless Of possible failure Still we try Humans are so intriguing Under the current When a new love breaks out And I feel it crawling But I already know Even though it's under the current It's only a matter of time Lets just enjoy it.
Oh he who walks out on a beautiful maiden, shall lose everything near and dear to his heart, for he were true, he'd leave all the silver and gold to be with his woman. Love is true, and truth is courage that tests a gentleman's faith. Oh love be with me, but without trust, what is love then without trust. Living life in a panic and worry, is not a true life to live. Truth be told, a true gentleman shall see his own to be faithful and he shall shower his love with passion and trust. Love is trust and trust is love, be true and love till no time is left on Earth. be truthful to your love, and be truthful to yourself. Love is beautiful, do not waste such a passionate gift. .12.19.2013.
I Bless Your Name, My Lord! I bless your name, my Lord and friend! I shall sing of your praise again and again! I bring a heart of worship and thanksgiving! May I honor you, in the way I am living! I shall tell others of your mighty acts and deeds! It's in you alone, who can supply all of our needs! I want to let you, and the whole world know... Of your love and grace, in reaching the lost soul! I'm delighted and grateful, just to know you! Each day that I live, may I take time to bless you! Your name is worthy of praise! Glory in the highest! I'm here today, because of your mercy and kindness! You've given to me a life that I never had! I'm so honored to know you! And very glad! By Jim Pemberton
It has been almost one year, Three-hundred-and-sixty-five-days. And yet, it's only been three-hundred-and-fifty. But I already love you in so many ways. Three-hundred-and-sixty-five-days is a long, long time together. Are you scared, my love, like I? Read me more poems about the weather. Three-hundred-and-sixty-five-days to show you each and every day how much I care. I keep trying so hard - trust me, trust me. But sometimes it seems like you don't play fair. Three-hundred-and-sixty-five-days to beg you to fall in love with me too. Hundreds of days ago, you once said, "No." But now, I have you ask you... Do you really love me?
Once I had a friend that I could connect with No matter what I turned to him Until I realized that I was being used Always took But never gave Came to him with my pain But he always twisted The conversation back to him Now he weeps upon my shoulders Do I care? Guess I'll never really know And at the center of it all I know I always said Come to me if You've got a problem you can't fix But I'm feeling real used Everyone takes But no one gives But that's how it works Friends for life Such a fancy term For a liar's game Show me a friend for life And I'll be waiting For my day to arrive When my dreams come alive I'll be waiting for that day Now I have a lover who can't trust me The same way That I trust her She grasps onto the figments of a future Where all she sees Is what she owns But really, I still love her no matter what Even if she doesn't Feel quite the same A right blind fool, I give and give And they take and take And hell, that's just fine And at the center of it all I can feel the empty Hole within my heart Growing larger, I think I like it I guess I must I never put up a fight Maybe I like the pain Or maybe I really love them Love for life Such a noble term For a liar's game Show me a love for life And I'll be waiting For the day to arrive When my dreams come alive I'll be waiting for that day Once I had a friend that I could connect with No matter what I turned to him Now I have a lover who can't trust me The same way That I trust her Once I had the dream, I had to chase it And pray the ends justified the means And now I will shut my eyes Because I don't want to feel anything anymore
Man's Afflictions and God's Salvation! I've seen and heard of many afflictions! Things happen in life, that need our attention! There are things that happen that bring despair. Wondering if anyone listens or even cares! There's a God in heaven who sees what's wrong! There are many things that don't belong! Evil moves with a power and destructive force! It comes in many forms, from an ungodly source! God knows what is happening and offers a plan! His gift of salvation is freely offered to man! His ways of living are at odds with this earth! Anyone can come to Christ, and receive a "new birth!" If life's heartaches and worries are pulling you down… There's a new life for YOU! Waiting to be found! Your afflictions, for God's healing, is for you to receive! Won't you reach out to him now? And simply believe? His gifts of mercy and hope, is what HE can give! He can totally transform you! And the way you live! His salvation, for life's heartaches, is freely yours! A new life with Jesus can be true and secure! By Jim Pemberton
always holding my hand smelling, kissing, fingertips licking caressing, whispering, tight embracing cupid's bow tracing. glancing while driving smiling, seducing and my heart feels like singing irresistibly stimulating oh, how i love the feeling! guiding my hand, letting me feel your center as you feel mine what's this!? insatiably owning, pure, real loving! I feel you so much every time you put my hand on your center, i believe what i feel in there touching our emotions, all of you, all of me undoubtedly, our center is... love.
Please Touch Me, Lord Jesus! Please touch me, Lord Jesus! I need you! I come now, because I want to be with you! Bless me with your presence! I patiently wait! I need your now! Before it's too late! Touch my life with your Holy Ghost' fire! Move me with a godly passion and holy desires! Come now! And bring a revival within! Show me your ways! And cleanse me from sin! Thank you my Lord! For doing what you do! I am so honored and blessed to know YOU! By Jim Pemberton
Having someone you trust is a must living in this world full of sin. You never know when, when to let out your feelings or who to tell. But there is this one girl that knows me well. Her name is CaSaundra and I am so glad I found her. We hold each other's deepest thoughts and secrets. When I'm feeling down she is the one I want to be around. There aren't many people I trust because once I open my mouth to express myself, they run and tell everyone else. But CaSaundra is special, she is like no one else. Instead of me taking time to write down my feelings in a book, I open my mouth as she looks, she not only looks but she listens. She is kind and she is sweet and as we lay near each other we hear each other's heartbeat. Writing this poem about the best godsister there is, my eyes begin to fill with tears. But she is everything to me and I love her to death. She is my Walking Diary!
You keep on saying that you want to come back, But am really scared and confused because your heart seems so black. They say red means danger, but I know black means death. Not taking that chance to make you take my last breath. Your a great girl in some ways! Trust me I have to admit. But what I wanted most was your feelings,and I didn't feel that one bit. People come and goes, hearts beat and stop. I think the "I love you" word is just a bunch a crooop. Love is just a word use to captivate one's mind, But a true "I love you" I guarantee you will never find. Looks are deceiving, so are words put together, The first thing you wanted us to do was to be one forever. Sometimes i am sure of things, because I think before I act, Would u take a shot for me? "Yes". Now I don't know if that's a fact. You have left me in a hole left for dead, I have stressed too much its time to take you out of my head. Sorry!It's over! Still sorry its over! I am tired of these trust issues. Tired of seeing our relationship imitating wet tissues. Dry for a while but when wet fade away. Now you have given me me a heart like ice in a frozen tray. Never the less I will always respect you, Please try not to let trouble neglect you, I will pray each day that angel protect you, And if that day comes heaven accept you!
This is a poem inspired by a heartbraker, who had no remorse for me. - She is now with another, and I haven't seen her in over a year. Last I heard, she recieved a black eye, and a brused ribcage for talking out of line. I pray for her, but she left something beautiful, for something that was painted in gold and offered tempting items, that grabbed her attention, and pushed the Love we shared. I miss her from time to time, I won't lie, but she did this to herself. This is for the girl in pink. I write in Red ink, for the Love I shared with you. I now wear blue, too represent the sadness you put me through. I gave you something so wonderful, and you turned it in for something so horrible. Heartbrake... This is for the girl in pink, The same girl I wasted precious time on and wasting endless and one of a kind love for her. She wasted time and effort... I lost faith in love... for a moment I wish everything would stop, but that wish dosen't come true. The one I wasted ink on, the one that I wanted to grow old with who got my hopes up into a hot air ballon and made me fly high, then taking her dreaded neddle and popping me to the ground of depression. I sculpted a bust of Athena, and you traded it in for a tattoo of a heart in two. I gave you something so wonderful and you gave me something I would never forget. A broken heart. It is easy to forget, to pack you in a box to put you in some corner, so I collect dust, but it's harder to take the framed picture of us of the fireplace mantel of Live, Laugh, and Love. I don't want to lose the memory of you, but as you did the same to me, I shall not make you blind, just because you made me blind. I shall cherish you, and make you think of the blind thoughts of me that ring in your head, and you shall cry. I don't want to make you cry, but to notice you were given love and you traded it in for disrespect and disloyalty. I am sorry for, I cannot make decisions for you, but you must know for love doesn't stand around for long, you must catch it in a single, skipped heartbeat on the first encounter of when your soul meets with passion and love. I write this for you, my dear woman, dressed in pink. I write in red ink to show the love I shared with you I wear blue, to show the sadness you put me through. I give you something wonderful and you turned it in for something so horrible. You traded in a beautiful dream, for a nightmare.
Moments to Reflect 2/5/2013 The forgotten Valentine The Lord is my shepherd and the keeper of my hope and dreams. I hold Him close to my heart so that we are never far apart. The love of my life and in this I take delight. His light will always be seen in me in all things that I do. The way I walk even when I talk. For it is not what inside of you that defiles you, it's what comes out. My trust in the Lord is sight unseen and it is my faith that keeps me clean. My problems may be many but there is no need to worry; because my belief is just too strong. Can't you see that in Jesus, you will not go wrong? Your love is so pure and clean it gives life new meaning; Rose are red, reminds me of the blood you did shed and violets are blue there no truer love than you. There a song in my soul that sends my spirit high and I will praise Jesus until the day that I die; in doing this I know that I will be by His side. Keep in mind of what Jesus divine nature is not all mine and it not hard to find. It's the gift that the Father has given to all of mankind. Now I tell you about a Child that was born in glory, salvation was the pearl that was bought into this world and this is His story. To the poor and the despaired He gave hope and healing, with His power reveling. Love and praise the people did give. All that He wanted was for us to stop sinning. To you I give a thousand roses and a million kisses for you are a truly my blessing. The dead He did raise, and life He gave. Those that were in power never did they honor; but instead they fear the One who was foretold as the prophecy before their eyes was unfolded. Crime they cry and this was the lie that sentences our savior on earth to die. A thousands tears is not enough I fear; so in my heart I will hold you dear. From the Heaven to the earth He came to teach us a way, from the earth to the cross, a debt He paid, from the cross to the graves, from the grave to the sky He ascended home to His throne. There He sits waiting for those that he paid that prices so that we might have life and have it more abundantly. Having faith and trust in the Christ you will find an everlasting life free from suffering in a paradise. You will always be my Valentine love.
There's a healing Jesus! He's alive today! He's here now! And can take all sickness away! There's a loving Jesus! He can cleanse your soul! He is more faithful, than you will every know! There's a merciful Jesus! He can change you within! By his blood, you can know you're born again! There's a powerful Jesus! He alone reigns supreme! He's the alpha and omega! And can do anything! There's a gracious Jesus! He's so loving and kind! His dedication to us all, has stood the test of time! Won't you come to Jesus! And receive him too? He's knocking at your heart's door… Waiting for YOU! Won't you experience Jesus! And all he has to give! He can make you a new person! Each day that you live! By Jim Pemberton
I Don't Want to Forget You, Lord! Lord Jesus, I don't want to ever forget about you! I just want to take some time, to praise you! During my life, I want the past behind me! When I was struggling… It was you that helped me! The many times you listened to my cries… I knew you'd help me! I didn't know why! I want to cherish the promises you made. I want to enjoy this life, that you gave! I want to remember the times we've had together! I don't want to leave you! Now… Or ever! I want to think about the good times, that we've had! You brought joy to my heart! I am so glad! I want take each day and keep "moving on." I know that you are with me… All the day long! Thank you Jesus! For the times you've been there! Always a friend I need! Who truly cares! An abundance of life, is what I received! That moment I trusted you, and began to BELIEVE! By Jim Pemberton
I feel really hurt, I hope you don't notice the mascara stains on your shirt. I dont want you to know I still cry, I dont want you to know your the reason why. I know I have made many mistakes and caused you many heartaches. But I dont know how you handle this pain, I'm going insane. I feel like that one lie, has done more than make me cry. Its caused me to look at you a different way, its caused me to overthink everything you have said or say. I dont want us to change but now things feel so strange. I guess I'll just have to adjust but I dont have anyone to trust. I dont know what all you have said is true, I dont know what to do. Should I be mad, is it okay for me to be sad. I hate the fact but I don't know how to react. I didn't exspect for that to happen, I wasn't prepared for my heart to be broken. I thought we we didnt keep secrets from eachother, I thought we could trust one a nother. But you have proven me wrong, showed me I'm not strong. I just hope you gain my trust back, before things get all wack.
It is a Moment of Happiness A time of Oneness of Hearts Outward Expression of Our Love To One's True Soul Mate In This Journey of Life. We Celebrate Our Love In This Conjugal Union Blissful Marital Life Our Desire Our Lives in Each Others Hands With GOD, The Fulfillment of Purpose. Our Search For The Other Person Stopped We Have Found Love in Each Others Arms Though We Have Never Taken This Path But With Trust and Love We Journey Through Believing GOD To Be Our All in All. We Have Accepted Each Other We've Taken This Bold Step in Life Love and Trust Our True Sustenance Today We Begin A New Life A Life of Our New Existence. Today We Begin Our New Life Two Heartbeats To Beat as One Togetherness of Oneness of Hearts Being Each Others Support On Life's stage Dancing To The Rhythm of Life's Melody.
love is water that can fill any void it can start a war like Helen of troy take form and place of many a role light fires in hearts, steal our souls blind us from sight of face or lies sadly one cant give an eye for an eye when bruised or abused, wild and fierce returned and earned, new depths pierced only for one, or mostly the good some capable of loving misunderstood miss understood it felt strong but missed the part where she went wrong sharing your love for family and friends intimacy lacking where a difference begins but sexual thoughts are only a sliver one can love many, cupid carries a quiver though difficult at best, love can be free whose to say how to define it accurately if my loves not yours, you feel something else see if giving and trust would possibly help minor differences of culture and school would not change how love surely rules sexual intimacy certainly not king or key one can be intimate during celibacy touch is sacred, confidence sanctuary love has a flow with many tributaries love or love me not, wasting petals curl you're confused when you said "little fun time girls"
Baby I know that you love me but I need it to show I need to know how you feel or else ill never know time never stops and theres too many words to say let me hold you, ill warm your heart if I may. I'm telling you to trust my eyes, surrender your heart to me I'm feenin for your love, LORD! if only my mind you could read. crazy thoughts of you and me, run past my mind at least a 1000 times a day I wonder if you tell me whats true, do you love me the same way? I need to feel those deep passionate kisses and those tight bear hugs. I have a sweet addiction to your touch, so just give me a dose of that love drug. Baby you just don't know how much I love you, Baby I'm feenin for you!!! let me feel the warmth of those luscious lips, show me that your love is true Pretend that there is no such thing as words, just show me everything you feel. Say nothing, but let your emotions speak aloud, let them tell me whats real Don't be scared to trust your heart, go ahead and follow its lead. Let my passion burn through you, baby you need the same things I need. Look at me with those big brown eyes, and travel deep into my soul. You'll find that my blood is pure, theres no poison, so just let the ball roll please just trust me and there will be no more sweet hello's or sad good byes Take my hand, lead me through your heart, and let our love rise!
I remember our youth times where trees bear so many fruits And the birds of heaven would sing for us; today teas fill My eyes as all I see and hear are the sounds of the machines Around me; I have longed for the sounds of waters meandering In our beautiful mountains; mountains that were so holy. I always wanted to spend this time with you; Your sweet voice was so wonderful to my ear drums. I never thought that I will have to leave; being with you made I to even see what was happening around; I even lost contact with the spirit Why did you let them change you? I thought you remember that you were the seed to those plain lands of our fore fathers But today is as I can feel the spirit around me I can see the land we created in our thoughts; and the machine Sounds are fading away now; All I hear is the harmonic sounds of the birds and waters falling down From great waterfalls where wishes come true and love is amended Sweet September my one I once share the heart
For the day God chose you to be in my life I opened my heart to the spirit that dowels within you I chose to trust that God would place all the love,kindness,understanding,forgiveness,patience and wisdom that He wanted you to share with me. I chose to trust that God wouldn't place you in my life for just a season. I have grown to embrace the spirit within you and thank God for picking you to become my covenant partner for life. For I have given my heart to you without reservation Because I trust the God that resides within you. For I see you Trust in the spirit that He has placed within me to love and care for you.
A thorn of a rose. Its a soul that's truly lost. A person long forgotten. A place of love & loss. Something that can't be seen. Something that can't be solved. The most painful of all loves. A thing that is soon lost. Once you enter into it. You are soon consumed. A prisoner to the pain, And the love that you consume. The thorns rip and tear you. Your heart becomes in shreds. Love is soon the enemy, And loss is soon the friend. The rose is soon the symbol, Of your dying love. And all the thorns represent, The pain that you succumb. You wont seem to trust people. You won't seem to have friends. People will be enemies. You wont trust your best friend.
How do I love thee,, Let me count the ways That seems even hokey for a poet to say But hearing your voice and feeling your heart Brings the lists alive that I've had from the start As a young girl watching Cinderella The prince such a handsome, loving fellow You learn to wish, you learn to dream But as time marches on its not all as it seems The young girl chooses her first beau She falls in love and wants the fairy tale to be so But the pain and torment of unequally yoked Soon shows on her face, she tries to sugar coat Her family can't know the sadness she feels She must lean on God and learn how to heal Three decades have past, her heart free at last No longer a prince charming to be in the cast The list packed away as a young girl's obsession She realizes she needs no one save for God's own affection Then quite unexpectantly God turns her around Could the love of her life still be found She doesn't want to wish she doesn't want to dream Can this man really be what he seems His heart full of God, his words full of truth All of her boundaries just started to poof She tried not to love him, she tried not to care But this man was offering his life now to share The list she thought gone, now came to the light But by the guiding of the Father she had to rewrite What's important to her now so different than before Its okay to trust now but trust in the Lord For He has shown what love truly is And the man in her life she now wants to be his. The man oh so loving, his heart full of God His words are so precious on life's journey they'll now trod A list is okay when God tempers your hand Just give Him your heart and on His word always stand
Nothing left When a person's heart is broken by lies told There's nowhere to go, you can't move forward Because of the pain that is caused by untrue feelings of So called love, Leaving nothing but anger and hurt, destroying any trust that Was once built between each other. Trust how you can make an offer of forever loving them when the trust is broken, and the bond once Shared is gone forever, which way do you go now there's nothing Left only a spirit of love that was once alive, but now its dead and the dreams of happiness shared are taken away. Nothing is left to give. Only Goodbye
Juliet, Juliet, you are my sweet love, Juliet, Juliet, you are an angel sent from up above. I'm Romeo, the one who desires you the most. Juliet, Juliet, may I kiss thy sweet lips? Juliet, Juliet, I wish upon a star, hoping it will come true; I thee Romeo, can say I Love Thee too. Juliet, Juliet, take my hand, let me lead you to a magical love land. Juliet, Juliet, this is my promise to you, I will love thee forever, even if we're not together. I'm your Romeo, this is true, I hope to see you soon, until then I'll imagine you in the moon. Juliet, Juliet, I never thought I'd see this day, with thee I must stay. Juliet, Juliet, I shall kiss thy lips, to be with you forever. I'm thee Romeo, at last, together forever. Juliet, Juliet, you are my sweet love, Juliet, Juliet, you are an angel sent from up above. I'm Romeo, the one who desires you the most, now with this said, lets make a toast.
Who Can You Really Trust? During these days of stress and uncertainty. Many people are looking for a security. There's a lot of families that feel forsaken. Many things they hold as precious, have been taken. Many lives end in suicide after much despair. Often wondering if there's anyone who cares.. Many trust the government. Wherever it leads. Trusting someone to come and meet their needs. Those whom we count on as being our friend. Will often "let us down," in the end! Things and people that we have given our trust. Have often left us behind, in the dust. There's someone you can trust and count on! His name is Jesus! He's one that you can depend on! He's more secure than the gold at Fort Knox! He waits at your heart's door and patiently knocks. Won't you invite him in? And begin to trust him? Won't you give him your heart ? And love him? He's 100% faithful and steadfast and secure. His living water is one hundred percent pure! He is what you need. And so much more! He is what your life was really meant for! Trusting God can be yours and mine! Won't you trust him? While there's still time? By Jim Pemberton
Thank You Jesus! Thank you Jesus, for making my life complete! You've blessed me, from my head to my feet! Thank you Jesus! For you mercy most fare! And for keeping me in your love and care! Thank you Jesus! For your wonderful love! And for your peace… Like a very gentle dove! Thank you Jesus! For all that you've done! All praise and honor, to God's risen son! Thank you Jesus! For this, and so much more! You're the way to heaven! The only door! Thank you Jesus! For listening to my prayers! You're willing to help! And always there! Thank you Jesus! You brought me hope! Just when it seemed I was on a slippery slope! Thank you Jesus! For forgiving my every sin! I humbly come before you! My lord and friend! I love you Jesus! You've blessed me today! Whatever I'm going through… You'll make a way! I worship you Jesus! And I bless your name! I'm so glad you're here! I'm glad you came! By Jim Pemberton
It crushed my heart to hear That you were no longer and would never be mine It seared my soul to see and know That you were with her and I was once more—alone I still remember promises And now they bring me searing pain Unlike the times my whole being swelled with joy Now I only further deflate It ripped me to pieces to see My place beside you filled with another My heart is wrung in despair by the thought That I was rejected—and now I'm replaced As I sit on the sidelines and cry silently I wish you would shed one tear for me Or promise to never forget Or feel a tinge of regret But you don't You don't care You have the choice of letting me go Or throwing me out And acting like I don't exist And what hurts me more than anything is When faced with this choice You do not blink With no hesitation You take it. Do you know you're slowly killing me? Sliding a blade into the tender flesh of feelings? Another pang of pain courses through me knowing that, of course, you do. Now I am gone.
One day I will state officially You have me unconditionally This motion I will activate Your love I won't exonerate I will keep you locked inside My heart until i can decide When it's safe for me to share These feelings i want to declare For you that are growing deep Wanting love to slowly seep Inside your tender fragile heart So you know right from the start I promise to do this favor Your love I will always savor And not throw into the trash Causing it to burn and crash Like your last lover has done Causing you to turn and run Putting you through a bad strain On your heart till it regains The faith it needs to follow through And believe my love is true So I will just take my time Till i can prove my love will shine To brighten up your painful past Showing that true love does last
Times are so very different You and I are no longer on terms of endearment As twisted as it may sound My love for you is continual Although, my adoration, trust and respect Now are all conditional We produced a miracle six years ago That miracle personified the essence of my existence My love flows bottomless for your role In my son's earthly presence For that, respect I yield to you at any cost I thank you deeply and eternally There was No Love Lost Remember when your smile Could melt my heart on command I adored you immensely It was an honor to be your man Trust was our real dilemma And the catalyst for our marital implosion Respect was infected terminally Leaving nothing to build on …only Traces of ash from love's corrosion Reality suggests, our foundation was built on lies Consequently, it crumpled ferociously plummeting hard to the ground Still there was No Love Lost True love for us…really was never found
How can u do this to me we are married and u betrayed me i love you and u cant except that how can u say that she is pretty and i tried to get u to say that to me so many times how can u be so cynical!! I know i made mistakes but it just feels that u are trying to get back at me like revenge how can u do this i love u but i have to be strong i lost everything for u and yet it feels like u don't appreciate me!! How could u its like i hate u with all my heart if u love some- one u have to prove to that person that person how do u expect me to forgive u yes i know it was just that u told her that she was beautiful but what the heck am i a piece of trash!! How can this be I LOVED YOU!! but know it just seems that i cant take this i do almost everything for you and yet u cant except that my life is like a fairy tale gone wrong u were my prince charming and now its like u are just another guy that hurts me !!! Does this not bother you how can love just fade away yes you say that u still love me and you are sorry but how can i trust u its like my world just came crashing down!!! How do you forgive some one that lies to you and in your face!! You know i fell like forgiving you cause the baby but i just cant live a lie its like am just going to make my life a living H*ll and how can i do that to my baby!! I LOVE YOU so much even more then you can imagine and i would do stuff for you that only me and you know about and yet u dont appreciate me !!! How can this be!!! But like they say life goes on i know that it going to take work for me to forgive but what more do i have!! Everything was all gone and know my life is just there how do i forgive if i know in my heart that am going to have this in my mind all the time when i look at you and see when ur on your phone or computer am going to be thinking is he telling that girl she is prettier than me!!! It will take a lot of time to trust you again But what more can i do you are the only thing i have right know i have no where to go so what more can i do life goes on !! I just need to know one thing NEXT time all H*ll will break loose and we will See how you do that cause i will live you with no word and you will never be able too see your kid!!
Some say love,it is a river; that leaves your soul to bleed. It is a hunger,an ever taking need. The faith in love one must understand. But no one really does. It is of pain and hurt it causes but in the end sorrow becomes. It is that of trust we build,only to be tore down. It is that of never ending thinking. Rather one is cheating? Rather they love you the way you do them? Faith in love is like your partner behind you to catch you if you fall. Depending on if they think they can't hold the weight of this only to let you hit the ground. Faith is many things as love is. It takes a lot showing to believe that one must be one of these. To love one takes faith to give your heart. But to have faith, seeing is believing. We can always tell ourselves that something is true. But only to be decieved. Faith is hard to come by because of the let downs we have had in life. Even though love still remains, it is harded yet. For many we trust only to find they were not trust worthy. Those you call friends are the ones to stab you quickly in the end. Those that claim to be there for you are only for themselves. So be careful and guard your heart because those you think want hurt you are likely to do so. Sometimes its not that they meant to but other times,it is just to fill their own needs that they do this. Its being thoughtless of others,especially the ones close to them. That as long as they meet their pleasures,yours is only second shelf. So mind you,think of yourself to avoid the hurts of others. Because its in your heart that matters but don't always believe. Because sometimes,dreams do not come true. And that's the disappointment when it comes to faith and love.
Jesus… Your name brings sweetness on my tongue! My soul soaks in your love… Like a dry sponge! My soul continues to hunger and thirst! Until I let you reign in my life! Always first! I give my life to you! On my knees I yield! YOU are my rock, fortress and shield! You're my protection! A sure foundation! For only in you is there TRUE salvation! By Jim Pemberton
Is Your Foundation of Life Being Destroyed? Very seldom do I hear any complaints. Regarding the lacking of moral restraints. It seems like many are under some kind of a "spell." What's right or wrong? Many can't even tell! Where are the moral leaders this nation needs? As the heart of this nation continually bleeds. Many churches provide very little discretion. Pretending to be Godly… Yet little Biblical direction! No wonder many people don't know what to believe. A lifestyle of lying, drugs and sex is what they achieve. In their lives, they have no "moral boundary." Many carrying a load of "dirty laundry." To those of you who want satisfaction and victory too... There is a "moral compass" that's freely offered to you! " God's word is a solid foundation! Which speaks of HIS love and his gift of salvation! If your life is filled with hurt, and has no true meaning. It's in the direction of Jesus you need to be leaning! You don't have to live in despair and defeat! Jesus' grace and love can make you complete! By Jim Pemberton
I hate the birth mark under my right eye I hate my extremely static hair I hate my big bottom lip I hate my spotty nose I hate that I have really *****y times I hate that people only remember me for my really *****y times I hate that the real *****es hate me I hate being cautious so they don't ***** about me I hate that I cry over everything I hate that people know I cry over everything I hate that I hide from them anyway I hate that they actually don't care I hate the fact that my brother is leaving home next year I hate the fact that I cried when he told me that I hate the fact that I hid my tears from him I hate the fact that he's all I really have left I hate my father for making me feel like he doesn't care about me I hate my mother for making me feel like she picked him over me I hate that my brother had to look after me when they couldn't be bothered I hate that, in my eyes, they don't deserve to be called mum and dad I hate that when I was younger I had to run away from my father I hate that my mother and brother left me by myself that day I hate that they left me closer to my father I hate that they went somewhere I would have felt safer I hate that I feel like my friends are slowly fading away from me I hate that I feel like I'm a third wheel I hate that I feel like my friend's don't trust me I hate that I feel like I can't trust my friends I hate the feeling of loneliness I hate that I read books to escape to a world better than mine I hate that I write to create a better life than my own I hate that people want to invade that one heaven I invented I hate that people ask me why I made Katy Clover Taylor I hate that I had to make a role model for myself I hate that she is the person I desperately want to be I hate that she is the one thing I will never live up to I hate that I feel like my grades would grasp my families attention I hate that feeling of disappointment when I get a bad grade I hate feeling like I have to live up to an expectation to hold their attention I hate that I am relied on because of my grades I hate that I am an older mind trapped in a younger body I hate that I am limited in what I can do because of my age I hate not being trusted upon I hate people treating me as a kid I hate not telling people how I feel I hate hiding behind an invisible barrier I hate not being able to share how I feel with people I hate being scared that they won't care. I hate people judging me I hate judging people I hate that feeling of giving up I hate the feeling of losing when I didn't give up I hate the choices I have made I hate that nobody thinks I can live up to my dream I hate people thinking they are so much better than me I hate the fact that they are right I hate that I will never make a good girlfriend I hate the fact I know nobody would fall for me I hate knowing that no one would help me pick up my life I hate that it has fallen apart I hate hurting the people I love I hate them not loving me anymore I hate knowing that what I would do would hurt people I hate the fact I do it anyway I hate knowing that I do all of this I hate knowing I hate all of this I hate trying to change it I hate that I am not able to change it I hate that I try not to give up hope I hate knowing all hope is lost I hate that I still try and cling to it anyway I hate knowing I failed at that too But most of all I hate not being able to express this until now I hate that this still won't change a thing I hate thinking that it still might I hate knowing that no one cares
Close your eyes. Trust me. Fall back. I'll catch you. I fell for you. I wanted to. I needed you. As I hit the floor, Flat on my back, Yes there is pain, But I'll dust it off, get up again, and I'll try again, to trust again, and fall again. Close your eyes, And trust me. Just fall back, I'll catch you. And I'll fall, Cos I'll want to, And I'll need you, To hold out your arms, And catch me. Please catch me.
Today is today,Let tomorrow be tomorrow, as long as were together we can storm any weather, Here at hand,or all across the land, Our love will never stumble,I'll keep us feeling humble, Close our eyes,lets take this ride,The way I feel inside, Can't get no better,then the best love letter,I take this as a sign, Today is today,Let tomorrow be tomorrow, as long as were together, how could it ever end in sorrow, I trust in God ,I trust in you,I trust in us it's true, It's a beautiful thing ,that I have with you, And everyday with you feels beautiful and new.
I wrote your name in my heart Needn't to mention How much I loved you I would never let you go and apart It wasn't two states in convention But true love to grow Like a worm to butterfly Charming Had no words, but a single sigh Telling, Nest in me all the time O LOVE
Loving alive, the wealth I seem to carry, like pearls both graded blush and passion. To love in depth with levels of transparency, Her mind so sharp with only brilliance as an option. But love changed, hiding the sun from its light. It was I who broke the woven threads to leave, A treacherous death among those glorious nights. My tears filled pools as the icy rivers freeze Silent and alone, volumes stiff and exposed, coffers of the past, you frightened me with love. My future uncertain, doors open or closed, only indecision without trust or faith arose. Trust turns the key to keep our love alive, bending fear to its knees onlys revives. Sonnet, Sonnet, Everywhere! julie heckman June 11, 2011
I was s-so scared of the dark, grazing in my own maze…I was lost and I thought I'd never be found… I don't know why I am such a hypocrite – I tell others not to act selfishly and I act that way way too many times – I'm so numb and dumb – I'm spinnin' around and round and round… The liquids of lament spring out of my eyes like a waterfall of wistfulness – get my feet off the ground Lift me higher than the disconsolate clouds above me – clothe me with your vast grace…my thankfulness weighs more than a pound! *Chorus with gospel singers and a nice ending to wrap up this song*: Oooh I knew you would come back Ooooh I knew you would come back to me… I'm no longer that magazine, alone on the magazine rack The tears of contentment stream down my blue-green eyes like a river of bliss – show me how to reach to Cloud seven with you with peace-abiding angels, crafting miracles all around us… We all gaze at their glistening, super talents eagerly, as if we're staring at the sunset with hope wrapped around us – embrace the sweet serenity and let's run this race… Together, forever… Together, forever… I knew you would come back Oooh…all of the sudden, there's no debt stack 'Cause you made it disappear…now, I have no fear… I'm not insecure when I'm here with you – hopeful delight draws near I knew for certain, with a touch of confidence, that you would back to me… I wish I knew you from the inside Instead of judging you from the outside Your true colors are crystal clear to me (you are intriguing and you're so full of bravery) You sparkle with genuine love – you're beautiful inside and out no doubt – you smile so preciously (I would do anything to spend time with you again in unity)
Test me, O Lord, and try me. Examine my heart and mind! I trust you o Lord. You're so loving and kind! Your love is ever before me, I shall walk in your truthful ways! It is my prayer and desire to honor you all of my days! I will not sit with deceitful men, or those hypocritical of your name! You are the God who is powerful! And will bring them all to shame! I shall proclaim aloud of your praise, and tell of your wonderful deeds! For you have given me everything, And supplies all of my needs! I love the house where you live, O Lord, and where your glory dwells! I am thankful for you! And love you more than words can tell! By Jim Pemberton 07/14/13 Read Psalm Ch. 26
If You told me once Maybe you told me not You told me twice But maybe I forgot So tell me now And tell me true Will you lie Or can I really trust in you All my friends believe You're just another guy Who sometimes treats me like trash And tells nothing but lies Now I need to know I need you to say Will you be there? Beside me all the way Can I trust you With my fragile heart Or will you take it And tear it apart I can't afford To have my heart broken It's happened too much Too many harsh words have been spoken My heart has been left Scarred, torn and hurt Too many guys Have treated me like dirt All I need Is another guy to be untrue To leave me lonely Crying and blue That would complete the plan Of the male race To steal my heart And throw it back in my face I have to believe This will not end By you saying Let's just be friends I have to know Will you be there Or will you leave me Lost in the pain and despair I have to believe I can trust in you You will only be with me And always be true
My love I know not where you be nor if you love me verily. I only know you like me now for the moment, this present time till we part ways like loving clouds that drift apart in the wide sky. Shall we e'er be one like the moon, our hearts firmly together, our boon? I hope so, for you are my dreams.
don't speak, just think of me and i'll be your everything let's just lay in each other's eyes for a bit, we can do this find it in your soul to let go trust me with your heart it's not hard once you can trust me believe me put your faith within me i'll love you and never let go don't move, get consumed, and i'll place my trust in you just lay back and relax we both know it's not like that find it in your soul to let go trust me with your heart it's not hard once you can trust me believe me put your faith within me i'll love you and never let go let's be still, and remain untouched let the other give theirs up you're my one true half, don't forget that they'll walk away, we'll remain this way please never let go because you'll never know and i just know cause i'll never let go please find it in your heart to keep hanging on i know this is hard but it's not wrong look deep within your soul, and never let go
Do You Blame Or Trust God? Do you blame God for the trials you may face? Do you reject God's mercy and grace? Perhaps you are in a most "difficult situation." You can't figure out a "reasonable explanation?" You may feel abandoned, alone and afraid. There may have been times when you prayed. You don't know why this happening to you? You probably try your best in all that you do! But, it still things really haven't worked out. And you often wonder what life is all about? Rather than blaming God… Why not trust him? He's not your enemy! He wants you to know him! He's not the blame for the sorrows of mankind! He's always faithful, most loving and kind! He patiently waits for anyone to call on his name! With him in control… Things won't be the same! He is here! Even if everyone else fails you! If you give him a chance! He wants to help you! Won't you take the time, and invite him in? This is where a new opportunity can begin! His life for yours, is what he gives in exchange! He can help your situation to really change! He can change your life! And turn it around! And can put your life on a solid ground! By Jim Pemberton
Here in Life.. There is Nothing Left 'for me' to believe in When it comes to Love.. for in this Life There is Nothing Left.. 'for me' to believe in Only the Love of Jesus Christ For I realize in this Life I have been Lied to through-through My Family tis not my Family tis been Lies all these years Been married two times Both.. husbands were full of lies Then I met a Fantastic Loving man here on Line-Twas very hard for me To allow my heart to taken By Love.. tis for when in Life Love always was lies.. I had lost my Trust and Believe But tis was hard to believe That he really did love me Tho I have Love in my heart for him I still fought.. Not let him in.. But then he came within my heart He graced it.. ever so sweeeeet My Love him.. runs ever so deeep Tho.. For many of times I had doubted him His love for me.. Was it Real? Could be? But then it was Revealed to me.. He was for Real But then.. others came told me.. tis not true Then he left.. I didn't know what to do.. Why? why did he leave? I didn't understand I think twas cause of me.. of whom I am.. But many told me.. that he wanted to be free That he not come back.. but tis I blame myself for that Now I realize here in Life I could not believe in any Love for me I am what I am.. I see this be clear For all my life.. I have been told.. how worthless I am.. even times of my two husbands whom always said.. There is No-Man in Their Right Mind Whom would Ever Love You (me)... for me As I see.. tis they were right For now I see.. there is No Love 'for me' to believe in Only Love of Jesus Christ but Nothing at all.. shall ever be Love here upon this earth.. time for me I understand.. for the way I am.. Tis I am.. But I do know.. With Jesus I am something.. I am Worth Everything to Him For He Loves Me.. Always He Not Lie to me He Never would Ever leave me This is All.. I have to believe in.. His Glorious Love.. Pure in True He has given to me.. And Yes.. He wants to give it to You Come to Jesus... For He.. tis True.. You can Trust and Believe in Him For Yes.. This I do.. Thank You... Jesus.. For Loving Me.. Me.. that I am.. the way I am..
Won't You Trust God? You'll never know God, unless you trust him! Won't you come now and accept him? You'll never know God, if you don't believe him! All of heaven is waiting, for you to receive him! You'll never know of his love, if you turn him away! He has the power to change your life today! You'll never know of his mercy, or grace divine… If you won't acknowledge or give him your time! You'll be missing out, on what true life is all about! He can forgive and cleanse you throughout! You'll be missing out, on what salvation really is! And miss out on the life that God has to give! With God, there needs to be no separation! Through Jesus, you can be a new creation! God was and will always be there, for you and me! And waits for all to be with him, for eternity! By Jim Pemberton
Fond of love I cannot say it having suffered I live happy this ribbon that encircles me I dream colors in butterfly havens love has friends like alabaster your hair is my ambrosial layer when those kindnesses are closer I spend the residue in thinking you
It's there when a man loves a woman. There he can do no wrong. The commitment he makes to himself. To be true,to always love. To always treat her like a lady. It's there he knows pure love is when she drives him crazy. Making him want more then she gives. If not careful, you can lose him due to not doing your part. It's there he gives her all his attention. Even when she isn't around,she is there in his heart and mind. It is when he constantly dreams with her there. It is the feeling one gets on the inside. No one can really explain that feeling. Just that it makes them feel so proud. Makes them so fulfilled. It is there they give all of themselves in devotion to only one. There, no other matters in this world. I would cut my own throat before betraying ones love. Because it is there the hurt is, not just of them but yourself. Because you will never trust if this is ever done to you. We all live to love but to truely love,will be hard to find. Because of the wall that gets built. But understand the one you love. And always share in the relation Because that is the only thing that will keep you together. Is building trust and understanding of each other. Because if it is not there, they will go somewhere looking for what is not filled.
The sun may stop its shining... The moon may stop its glowing... The wind may stop its blowing... But my heart will never stop beating for you The rain may fail to pour... The waves may fail to roar... The birds may fail to sing... The stars may fail to twinkle... But my heart will never fail to remember you Days have passed... Months have gone by... Years have flown by... No matter how long it takes No matter how long the wait In every season In every moment My heart beats for you constantly Through every trial Through every circumstance My love for you has grown stronger My heart for you has grown fonder My eyes are always for you My dreams are always about you My thoughts are always on you My heart is always with you At times I do not trust myself for I am only human and am limited Therefore to God I bring my request... "Help me Lord to remain true, faithful and deeply in love with my husband"... Till my last breath keep me true Let him and I be One and no longer two I do not trust myself and do not know what the future holds But I trust in God to keep me true to the covenant I made Please Lord, vindicate Hold me close my love and never let go For through you myself I know... -Your Wife-
When You Despair There are times when bad things happen to the Best of us. When we try to push these things inside and handle them ourselves we surrender to the darkness. It gives an opening for the grief and despair to take hold. The darkness can spread and surround us. Like a freezing fog it envelopes us and keeps us from the light and makes the heart grow cold and dark. You feel alone and unloved even when surrounded by family and friends. It is up to you then. It is up to you to look hard into the fog and darkness. Look hard and see the shimmer of what could be light. Look into the light and you will see a hand. It is up to you to trust and reach out for that hand. If you choose not to trust and reach out you are doomed to freeze and wither and die slowly from the inside. If you trust and reach out for the hand it will bring you to the light of those who love you. It will bring you to a place where you can unfreeze your heart and set your soul free. Let go of what hurt you and look for the hands that are extended to you every day my friends. Stay away from despair and fall into the arms of love and light
Once again I am stuck in that place The one where my heart is filled with hurt and hate I know your Lieing by the look on your face Only thing to do is have falth You use me and abuse me year after year Now i find her number in front of me I cry but don't let you see the tears It would not matter you only see what you want to see You say it was nothing just talking thats all She dose not mean anything to you anyway Is that why you only text and not ever call I do not trust what you say becase you threw my trust away You say it was all her fault she started it For nine long months you lied about everything I do not belive you not one bit I do not want the pain you bring So have you fun play your games I am done with it all I do not want to hear her name Just remember the day will come you want my call
Desire, like fire, wires the soul. Hope, holding, like limbs to the tree. The heart like a person, tries to be whole. Breath, like spirit, striving to set free. Life, like love, living to displease. Love, like life, living to decay. Death, infecting things like disease. Trust, like dust, crushed falls away. And still, we sit still... pondering. Words, like worms, infesting the mind. On this path we'll be wandering. Thought, like the path, is left behind. Yet, we move forward from our pasts, and know that sorrow never lasts.
Created came with the pieces from others Creator, he became the monster Created had no form but learned quickly from others Love that was instinct became over shadowed Replaced, made worst to others Creator abandoned Ashamed became Not of deserved self But shame and fury for what others called a monster He laments his own hands and condemns his brother Not just one but all the others Created runs from sins Learned, not to lean on others Commits murder for no sake but desperation Rage at forsaken All others suffer But worst Creator
Not many people understand why we strive to fight the good fight and always stand our ground and even when things go wrong we still sing to the Lord in joyful song, we try to share him with others along the way sharing stories of peace joy and love every day How the Lord changes our life taking away our fears and helping us through strife we could never go the journey on our own for he is the one we can trust and trust him alone he gave everything for us he gave his life his peace his love not many may understand but we love the Lord and will shout it across the land say it by day dream it by night we Love God and will fight the good fight. let us all stand as one and sing to the Lord in joyful song. Amen inspired by Sabina Nicole thank you
There is no more Truer, Devoted a Friend or Companion that can ever be found than My Beautiful, Warm Hearted, Loving Aurea Brown. I wish that I could love you the way you love me, and in the same loving way that you want me to, but trust me sweet Aurea, seriously, I truly know what's best for you. Pursuing a life as a couple would most certainly be a fruitless endeavor definitely. I Love You Too Much. Please trust me. Such a pursuit would only leave you as miserable as me. I could never do that to you. It would be a very selfish thing for me to do. You're someone who has lovingly and freely given to me many a glimpse of some sunshine in an otherwise dark life ever so dreary. I Will Always Truly Love You Aurea Most Sincerely. It's only because of you that I experience a sense of joy and laughter. I Love My Sweet Aurea. I couldn't find my sox without her.
Remorse is building up inside of me, Everyone has to know fairy tales don't always have happy endings, Never thought you could try so hard and still fall short, I'm in need of something to fill this hole in my chest, It grows bigger, Moving deeper, Making me realize that some things can't ever be achieved or obtained, I'm gonna bottle up my heart and let it float out in the sea, Never to be found, Never to be seen, No more pain can be caused when it's somewhere at the bottom of the sea, I need to face the fact that I'm going to lose everything if I keep on the path of my sanity, I want to believe that things can only go up for me, But that's life, Your gonna suffer, Sitting in the corner rocking back and forth, Head so low you can see caskets from the recently diseased, It'll be pouring showers from all the crying that's going to be happening, I know life might seem hard sometimes, And trust me it is, I know that shotgun looks shiner by the minute, And trust me it does, But just bottle up your heart and send it away, Like I did, Because no matter what you're going through, What might be going through your head right now, Just isn't worth it..
Intently watch, as its heart beats- instinct seeps- my heart perceives; I act upon this alone- no matter of what intellect believes. Its destiny left up to me- to care for it- or set it free; circulatory warmth takes over me. But then a moment so magical- simple beauty- not meant to be made practical. Another animal, one so affable- lengths of compassion I wish were graspable; relief; a warmth I wish were palpable. A bird takes upon this little one as its own, spotting from a distance- this baby not yet grown; in much need of a new found home. Sun beams-streaking west- pressure lifted off my chest; as I find this little one, a bird feeder, I now create a nest- mama bird watches over, the little one may now lay its head to rest.
History has a funny way of always coming out to play peeping through with fierce, red eyes seeing through my well worn disguise there's something there I can't explain like an exception to deceipts sick game I trust him with my deepest thoughts he completes me, this is for what I have sought all I can do is trust his word trust is not that absurd that's what makes this demon called past merely a memory that will last I can't complain to be fair I look in the mirror see what's standing there the wall is still here, it's yet to go but in my eyes I see room to grow I want him here that man I trust the one that makes me want mto adjust here by my side to hold my hand and walk with me through complicated land to know the real me, know everything I think we both deserve this trusting thing So history come out to play just know I'm not going to run away.
I want to love you but don't know how to May not seem it, but I'm happy when I'm around you I felt lost until I found you And i like everything so far that i know about you Support each other at our worst And then we'll appreciate the best Don't want to cause you any more hurt Don't want you on my list of regrets I wish I knew how to show you Been there for everything you had to go through Love's a stranger to me This makes you a danger to me But i feel lucky to know you Maybe one day i will learn But please don't pressure me It's got to be on my terms Then maybe one day we can forever be The love won't be real if you're forcing Maybe I should have came with a caution But when 2 people care so much Is the word "love" so important? Would you want someone you care about to be scared For the sake of your own happiness? Would you be down and remain there For all the drama after it? Wouldn't you want the love to be real? Knowing it's not something I'm just saying Knowing it's genuinely how i really feel? I'll say it when i mean it, I'm not delaying I fear losing you But somehow i remain calm You told me You fell in love with my sense of humour and charm Why do you so badly need to hear the words? When it's something i continue to show I always show you your worth But if you're not willing to wait for my love then go
Would You Be Ready, If Christ Came Today? Are you one who's ready for Christ' return? The way you're living... Are you concerned? Many try to find a love that will last... But outside church, their spiritual candle burns out fast. Many believe they're doing good and "o.k." As long as they give a little time and pray. Many have God's word and don't know the verses. You can see their Bible on Sunday, underneath their purses! A sense of excitement stirs each morning. But many fail to heed God's somber warning. Without holiness, no one shall enter God's throne. If Jesus came today... Would you be left alone? God knows the heart of man is wicked deep within. That's why Jesus said: "YOU MUST be born again." Be separate from the world's wicked and sinful ways. "Be ready for my coming," is what Jesus says. At God's house, his divine judgement shall start. Live for Jesus NOW! Love him with all of your heart! Keep this important thought in mind... If Jesus came today... Would you go, or be left behind? By Jim Pemberton
Trust Again Why doubt now, when in the past your trust has been your strength? Why doubt now, when knowing love will prevail at length? Why doubt now, new promises, new hopes will be in vain, When doubting still you cannot see the love that's there so plain. Face the future smiling... weepers never win, Make up your mind to trust anew, Forget about past sin. Forget the hurt, Forget the pain, Remember love, and love again.
No words, no expression just pure devastation Here I am stuck sitting at square one Thinking back, only because small conversation Thinking I was problematic constantly reminding me how her needs weren't met emotionally I was...Emotionally intertwined with someones emotions for their convenience Living trying to please you, the romance and love dance we do only mistaken for pure happiness The sacrifice that we made so we both can experience everlasting bliss The physical is the great song we sing wanting no more than stimulation but still in need and confused with deep conversation The problem is the emotional, why can't I get these flaws out my mind I'm venting to you but their no help only resulting in calling me mistaken and inconsiderately out of line The style, culture of this love/hate is turning this once beautiful mural into individual tile This thing we call love, is the unimaginable ghost, no one has seen but continue to search for like a blind man before the invention of brail Our relationship is a game of pretending so no one outside can tell Leading to failure, we hide important feelings because we can't verbally speak on due to our maturity Surrounded by people in love only wants me to be alike but leaves me in a frown Closing my eyes I see this women being my everything, possibly the love that will last for more than 16 rounds Tears arrive in my eyes because days/weeks have passed and yet we still don't speak Only wanted to work through things and speak on our problems so we can eventually leap Leap into that love we once dreamed and Envisioned for us Starting a new thing, Rebuilding a foundation starting at trust Believing it's gonna happen is a lie itself, why continue to go down a unhappy trail I ask myself Instead of sitting around and being blue, I can finally go outside and breath Inhale, exhale, inhale and finally exhale
Jesus Has Come! That I May Know Him! Jesus has come! That I may know him! I want to serve and know all about him! What an opportunity I have! He's right here! He speaks words of love… True and sincere! I'm going to return the love, he's given to me! And the life he's given, so abundantly! The time is now! My choice has been made! There's nothing for Jesus, I would ever trade! He's worthy of all praise and honor I give! All of my failures… He's willing to forgive! Glory to Jesus! Praise him most high! I want to be with him! At the meeting in the sky! Come quickly, Lord Jesus! Set my heart on fire! That knowing you, will always be my desire! By Jim Pemberton
Life of a Wanderer I am a wanderer, on my way to Jerusalem. There I will meet my Holy God, not just symbolism. From the Holy Fathers I learnt of His love for me, In my young mind, I found the thought so very lovely. So I set on a journey to discover the source of this love, I picked up myself, my bible, and my rosary in the bag. Night came; I found a castle, whose lady has a heart, She fed me, clothed me, and invited me for the night. In awe, I asked my benefactor how she could love the poor, She answered, "It is God's great commandment to love thy neighbor". In the coldness of the night, I felt warm for right there I found love; In my frozen heart, kindled was a desire to also give love. I went to sleep that night peacefully, as my heart ceaselessly pray, For I have met God that day through the wonderful, gracious lady. Morn came; I bid goodbye to continue my pilgrimage, I walked for many miles, and then I met some teenage thieves. They took my bag with my bible and bread the lady gave to me. I was left on the road with nothing, none, but my bead rosary. I wanted back my bible, my only possession in this world; A dark-webbed heart, a mind unlit, and a weary old soul unfold. I wept, what will happen to an old wanderer who's got nothing? I knelt, fists on my breast, "Where is God, his love, in this suffering"? A memorial of the night before flickered in my dreary mind, Interior light appeared and I saw my fallen heart intertwined. A bright spark ignited in my wandering cold heart, goaded me to turn within, Like a child, mesmerized by an ember, I blew a prayer to keep it aflame. I descended into myself and I saw God's love in concrete, A dying flame, He enlightened me through a love memory lit. This journey to Jerusalem, I do not know if I will ever reach; But, His love stubborn, persists to burn within so I will not be a wretch. 8.25.14
From the innermost center of my Core I came to recognize you as the only woman To whom I entrust knowledge of the most vulnerable fragments of my spirit, An occasional glimpse of the bottom layers of my soul. I offer you my Self in unconditional trust So that you will continue to feed me with honest love and unpretentious care, So that I may continue to sustain my creative energy, my Self, my spirit, my soul, Becoming Me again. And then - naked I stand before you, Stripped of any complacent intent, Humbled by the frailty of my existence, Though glorified by your unconditional acceptance of my Being. I offer you my Self with all reservations and false pride gone, Accepting your presence in my life with quiet surrender, Praying, wishing, longing for you to stay, Even if only for a little while longer... Because I need you. Because I need you to need me. Because I love you. Because I always will.
She looked into his eyes, Sought and found that which he hid From all the world; She came to know that he Loved her, She smiled and talked to him, He was mesmerised by her charms: She seemed Free--Free from the World-- He tried looking away, But couldn't-- Did what she asked him to, Except that she couldn't get him To move away from her now... So one fine day, As he held his breath, Watching her dab the tip of a knife Into that Bottle labelled 'Sweet', He knew her Sweetness Was beyond all doubt: She smiled at him, Looked into his eyes-- A tear drop seemed to form in hers-- Those beautiful, brown eyes.. While this happened, she told him to be careful, "I don't want you to get hurt", she said. He didn't understand, She didn't explain. Only smiled. Then, thrust the knife into his chest! She backed away, dropping the bottle: It now read, 'Poison'-- She cried to herself and ran away. He didn't stop her: Just remembered her beautiful smile, Closed his eyes, Rolled down softly to the floor, And fell into an eternal, Blissful sleep.....
Do you remember how I spent every day pushing you away? Do you remember how you used to open up to me forever and a day? Do you remember how when we talked on the phone you wouldn't say my name? It was 'Hey Beautiful?' 'Hey babyyyy?' 'Hey love?' 'I thought it was lame… But do you remember how you made me talk to you almost every single day? And do you remember how you constantly tried to make everything ok? Or do you remember how you wouldn't allow me to run you away? So do you remember all of those nights where I would cry but never say? I remember how you told me that I reminded you of your battered ex I remember how you first told me that you loved me… not through text. I remember how you woke up in the middle of the night and told me about your dream... nightmare? You thought that I was asleep but no, I was listening…I remember how you were unaware. Can you remember how I was always terribly afraid to tell you things? Can you remember how I cried? Laughed? Or the way I sing? Can you remember how I you always accused me of playing you silly? Can you remember how I let you talk to my favorite little cuties? I bet you don't remember how I waited for you so… I bet you don't remember when I told you I loved you though… I bet you don't remember when you said this wasn't gonna hurt I bet you don't remember that this is why I was constantly on alert… I know you wouldn't remember how I cried every night for two and a half weeks I know you wouldn't remember how I wrote you unsent letters…. Not with ink. I know you wouldn't remember how I pretended you never made me happy… And I know you can't remember how much it hurt… when you didn't fight for me…. I expected it though so it's okay… I promise… it's alright. I was steadily seeking out the day that you would be snatched up out of my life. I don't really care so you can go and play with your little girlfriends... just go. You didn't fight for me so don't come back now... stay out there in the cold. Don't come back to me trying to say I forgot about you... Because you're the one who left me so don't act like this is all new. You think those unanswered texts and ignored calls are my fault? Don't PUT IT ON ME when you're the one who should have fought. But who chose not to...? Edmond that was you. You said you wanted to be my rock... Boy please... You was all about that talk. Telling me this... telling me that. I'm so stupid I believed you'd react... The way that you said you would... and... You didn't.
So many volcanoes, spawn of Kraken's seed, boiling, roiling, seething, bubbling inside thin walls traveling on a neural microcosm of flesh transcending nothingness. Who made you what your are? Did you not reach your goal? Did you not become the "yourself" you like? Do you only live a cyber life? Painting your life, your brain, your body, in pseudo humanism? No wonder you frustrate easily. No wonder you don't know the real you. No wonder the fishing for compliments on demand like a movie. You made you whom you are. Only you can change whom you are. Openly sly cutting sweetness in public eye cutting, personal innuendo excavating thrill. Laying your arrogance at the feet of the public's scrutiny while the real you in domineering reverie lays fire and brimstone stinging the soul of trust behind the veil of friendship. No wonder, one is warped! No wonder, one knows not how to feel! No wonder, one does not feel love, but has mixed emotion! Not recognizing lust from love. Not knowing when hate invades happiness. To be humane is to trust until you find reason not to. To be humane is to have faith that the trust will be returned in kind. To be humane is to live face to face. You learn to love face to face. And when you are alone.... memories. No matter the "whatever" of the baby or the mother, the baby comes into the world with no hate, no lust. It comes into the world physically and emotionally attached, but more strongly emotionally. If it is loved and nourished in relationship, love will grow. Love will never die even long after the mother is gone. Some parents treat their children as rental cars and then wonder why they never come back home. Some treat their spouse as nothing and cry when they part. Yet some are too busy LOVING to hate. Quarrel, yes! Disagree, yes!, At times HATE, yes! Some times passion, some lust, but at ALL times LOVE! True emotion never comes by correspondence course. It comes face to face, sooner or later weak or strong, but lasting even when hidden away in the pulsing miracle we call our heart. © Aug 25 2010 For Farah's "Word Hurl" contest
I see beneath your outer side of toughened nails immune to hurt where downy nature still descry the empathy for which you thirst Brave you face each day uproarious your smile seldom giving way through work bent down and often rigorous no thought of what your burden weighs You speak the truth and do what you say In quiet quality of masculine grace then play like a child who can't replace exhaustion for the thrill of living today I find myself lost in a stare of disbelief beholding you your colors revealed underneath and the view is strikingly beautiful Your like sunshine on my darkest days on golden fields... the rain the revelation of prayer, earnestly prayed the kindred soul that will never be tamed I used to look through tinted lens that airbrushed imperfections but on myself alone depend unable to trust in intervention You take the lead then in patience teach and still give me room to breath humbly you take the place... of ground beneath my feet We built our walls of protection so high some came close but never climbed but we see beneath the beautiful and know the need of saying "I'm fine" Safe to take off strengths facade when love in action won't deny letting down its trusted guard saying... take it off I see inside Inspired by "Beneath your Beautiful" (by: Labrinth)
Take No Thought For Tomorrow God's love for you and I is so very gracious, This is why he says— not to get anxious. Tomorrow has enough worries of it's own, It's heaven... Not earth... That will one day be your home. The uncertainties of life will simply pass you by... As you trust the one who put the rainbow in the sky. It's difficult not to worry about the job, family and the bills. Just remember God "owns cattle on a thousand hills." He'll take care of tomorrow as you give everything to HIM, Putting your trust and faith in God, is a great place to begin!!! By Jim Pemberton
I'm Not A Politician… There's one thing that I make no pretention. I'm in no way what you'd call a "politician." I don't try to get involved in the "politics of the day." But I do try to listen to what God has to say! I'm not interested in what numbers the polls will bring. I'd rather trust Jesus, who can take care of everything! The good news, is that the bad news is all wrong! My life with Christ, is where I certainly belong! Christ is my hope and focus! I'd rather believe him! I don't trust what I watch or hear from the news men! In God's kingdom there are no politics involved! Every problem facing me.. Christ already solved! I want Jesus to be my life's focus and attention! May the Holy Spirit guide me into a Godly direction! With Jesus in my heart… I'm joyful and glad! I know I'll never see him in a political ad! He is and will always be the one that I'll need! He's not corrupted by wickedness and greed! No matter how you may believe this world will end! Christ will always be the one you trust and depend! You don't have to wait for a ballot to come to you! Vote for Jesus today! His presence is all around you! There's no limit to the terms of life he's giving! He'll bless you within and give everlasting living! By Jim Pemberton
Nothing else exists when I am thinking of you Your smile is the sun that melts away at my heart Your brooding eyes pierce through the core of my soul The thought of you gives my trust a fresh start. Bitterness dies and happiness is reborn Like the phoenix of myth, hope from the ashes You bring a joy that I have never experienced And through my veins, a desirous love passes. You are God-sent and I thank the heavens daily Because of you, emotions are no longer dormant Fear of loneliness and never being loved Has disappeared and is no longer my torment. My aura is glowing bright; my smile radiates the room I feel you within my skin Thank you for easing this consuming pain That my heart grew accustomed to back then. A friendship deepens into a love all powerful Intangible steel that no one can break Love ever present, a gift given constantly Protected so heavily that no one can take. I appreciate you making me laugh again My trust in love has been renewed I thank you for restoring my dying belief In the beauty of love that I thought I outgrew.
God Will Never Disappoint You! There's something I want to say! And to make a point! Those who trust God… He will never disappoint! You can trust him, even if problems surround you! What God can do for you, just may astound you! Look through the Bible, and the prophets of old. God never let them down, as I've been told! His son Jesus, seeks to give life with a true meaning! His faithfulness in your life, you can be receiving! God will never let you down, no matter what you face! He can make everything beautiful! With his love and grace! Won't you give him a chance and trust him today? Trusting his promises, and the words he has to say! He's someone who'll be with you until life's very end! You can always count on him, and call him; "friend!" By Jim Pemberton
Batid ko, sa taghoy ng katahimikan mo Bakas sa ihip ng hangin ang nakakunot na noo, Samyo ng nagbabagang hangin ng AGAM-AGAM Hindi mapigilang sakit ng di malamang pakiramdam. Ipinako ang paningin sa palubog na araw Malamlam na panginoorin, kulay ay mapanglaw, Linlang ng AGAM-AGAM, paniniwala'y nauupos Katulad ng malungkot na paglubog ng araw, liwanag ay nawala nang lubos! Puso'y kinurot ng dilim, hatid ay ligalig Di mawari kung saan susuling, nabibingi ang pandinig, Umuukilkil sa diwa, AGAM-AGAM ng pag-ibig Ako ba o siya, tayo na ba o hindi pa? Saan ka dadalhin ng AGAM-AGAM? Sa kawalang pag-asa ba at hayaang hangarin ay maparam? Iwasan na lamang ba at huwag nang lumaban Maniwala sa AGAM-AGAM na sa puso ay nakadagan? Ahhh...tanong ni JR, tila kulay ng mundo mo'y may bahid ng lungkot? Umiibig ka, wika mo, subalit mata mo'y mapanglaw, tila may takot, Halakhak mo'y may bahid ng AGAM-AGAM Tula na akda mo'y may guhit alinlangan sa pakiramdam. Hmn...Ang umibig ay dakila, wagas na adhika Hatid nito'y ligaya, nilulunod ang katauhang nagpaparaya, Subalit malungkot ang umibig sa taong ang minamahal ay hindi makasama Pupunuin ng AGAM-AGAM ang pusong umaasa! AGAM-AGAM...Saan ka dadalhin nito, kaibigan? Di nga ba't walang paglagyang AGAM-AGAM saiyo'y nakapasan? Marahil ay hindi sapat ang namutawing pag-ibig na may katiyakan Hindi mapapawi ng mga kataga ang AGAM-AGAM o ang alinlangan! AGAM-AGAM ng puso, pakiusap...ako ay iwan mo. Inner Whispers
The darkness was my Savior, The blood was my wine, Wings chained down and painted Black, I couldn't fly. I couldn't breathe, a hollowness Lay in my chest, cold, unfeeling, I Lashed out in anger, wanting to feel More than pain. Scars shadowed my heart and Blinded my eyes, thought it didn't matter So I reached for the blade and Scarred my wrist. But still I kept on, still I held Hope there was more than this, More than the pain of the Past and Present, Still I searched. My heart finally broke one too Many times and I was about to Give up on finding real Love, When I met you. I spent my life praying to a God Who showed me the waiting and The tears were worth it, the heartbreaks And disappointments. I've been afraid, not because I'm Afraid you're like the others but afraid I won't be good enough, afraid this is a dream and I'll wake without you. But I don't want to be afraid anymore, So unlock my chains and help me fly, I'll carry you with me, I promise you, I'm here to stay, Always and Forever...
Perhaps things in life have taken the "wrong turn." Life is passing you by… And you're not concerned? Things that were important, aren't important anymore. Life just seems to be like one big "revolving door."… Your love for people close to you, seems to be gone. Almost everything you do, seems to turn out wrong. Your life seems to be like a ship that's lost at sea/ You wonder; "why lord, has this been happening to me?" Jesus loves you very much! And he understands! He'\s waiting to pick you up, with his outstretched hand! He'll replace your loneliness with a satisfying love! And put your life back together, fashioned from above! His perfect love will give you hope and a peace of mind! Why not trust him now? NOW is the time! By Jim Pemberton
So the love you told me was special Turned out to be the love that belongs to her, I should've known better than to trust my heart. And so everything you told me Was all just lies, Or maybe they were truths, Just not for me, huh. I understand your love for her, I understand how it can't be faultered. And how the love we share is a battlefield. You made your decision And now I've made mine. You cause me to not trust again Or is it my insecure heart that causes me not to trust so quickly. Either way, Maybe it's best that we are friends.
"Trust..."the most important thing in life... Once broken. It's gone... Gone very slowly from life… Trust lives in the heart… It stays very warm... It makes things grow... It is the sunshine of life... When the trust is broken... And the heart is wounded... The trust slowly drips out from the wound... You can't hold it. You can't catch it... It will keep on dripping until it's gone To the last drop the heart held... Where there is no trust... The heart is cold and love is breathless... Relationship turns to a hell... All you want to do is run off... Love is trust. Trust is love... Trust is white blank paper... Small wrongs and mistakes are black dots... Make sure the paper is always white as snow... With out keeping black dots remaining... Because once trust is gone... You can't bring it back or... You can't love the same anymore..! Be trustworthy to the person you love... Because everything matters on trust..! Dilupa Wijegunasekara 12th of Feb, 2012
When the light seemed so dim, When the fire nearly died, When hopes began to fade, A candle of love Thou sent. Thou lit a candle with hope; Thy burning love gives me warmth; Thou give me the light of faith. Thou art my Candle,Faith,Hope and Love. When my path becomes so dark, Thou art there that I may not stumble; Thou art there, my Lord,that I may not be afraid To take a step and travel the uncertainties of my path Thy light clears all evil; With Thee, whom shall I fear. With Thy light,my Lord,I cannot be lost; Thy rays of light ,my God,shines upon my path. My God,my Candle,Thou will be my guide.
You know what I would give Just to see you smile If all it took was a kiss I would make your lips mine I know you lie in bed Scared of the rising sun One time you said "I regret everything I've done" Not sure if it's sadness or sickness A new lie every day You say "It's just stress" I know you're not okay Let me help you stand I can show you the truth Let me take your hand Walk the dark road with you Your laugh is my treasure Your smile is priceless I can tell you one thing for sure You are not alone in this
Why cant u prove to me that u love me ?? stop playing games i hate it am tired of laying in bed and crying for u i love u but at time am not sure prove to me that ur worth staying here am not a mind reader help me!! Prove to me that am the only one u have eyes for how can i trust u with u word prove it to me i want a guy that loves me for me and not for some one am not prove to me that i dont have to pretend to be someone am not!!! prove to me that u love me help me realize it!! Why is it so hard for u to trust me stop yelling i cant hear myself think help me i dont want to hate u!! the more u yell the more the more i just want to run from u am tired of this !! Prove to me that ur worth living for that u know what ur son is worth to u please dont fake!! Prove to me that u love me ! That these last three years have not been a waist that u love me prove it to me by taking me roses stop and think what i like hold me, kiss me, pay attention to me!!?? I wake up at night wondering what life would be like if u would just prove to me that u do love me that all this was not a waist of time!!!
Part of you knows that only part of you has truly loved anything. You've lost all pride, you don't even try to hide the absense of whats missing. You're kept warm at night by girls that only like you when you sing. But when you've lost your voice and don't have any other choice but silence where are they now? Where are they now? Nowhere around, nowhere around. See, you begged your way into my garden but I won't let you break out when it rains, cuz I know what it feels like to need you. I don't want you to need me all over again, I dont want you to stop in the first place cuz I know what it feels like to need you. You warned me, you don't trust yourself, and you're not worth my pain, you don't trust yourself... but I do. Everyone needs to be loved and you're no exception. Except you are, you are, you are. She needs to give more than she gets, you need love with no end. I don't want you to know what it feels like to not race to my door. Don't steer clear, I'd only die if I didn't see you there... You're burned up by my atmosphere, but you see: I'm slain by...yours. Everyone needs to be loved now and then and you're no exception. Except... you... are. Not now and then, you need constant love and affection with no end with no end with no...
It gets easier and easier, with each passing day, but trust me, in my heart, it's not easy to say, I miss him alot, though there's nothing, I can do, but I know for one thing, our friendship, will never be through.
Cancel the thoughts you were thinking, The pressure in this place can crush, Gravity causes my soul to start sinking. Red painted hearts with death around the crust. I will never trust because i am aware, Cowards can never cower, Even the red pointed beast couldn't scare. I believe in a higher power. My being is solid like rock of the thickest mountain, My blood flows free , My inner core changes shape from life of the fountain. My life will always be. To see me would be a leap for most, Look me in the eyes, To grasp my concept would turn your life into a host. Making you apart of my cause in hope. I stand below the lies. Try the tricky geometry i call me, For me and my other parts are one, I am the light sparkling on the sea. Even when dark I'm apart of the sun. Carbon bubbles up from my surface to show confliction, My soul will not stand still, I am outer space, for my space there's no restriction. But venture to far and i will kill. I race to a place that's out of grasp, Will you keep pace? I find beauty in what you think is trash. What will you call my case? Unready to give up things that aren't visible, Unsure of things that don't change, Uninterested in places that are livable. Understanding of things that are strange. Cant you keep my stride if i sprint? Can you feel my insides scream? Cant you avoid the things that tempt? Can you really trust that I'm what i seem? You can see me sprout from the ground, But my roots stretch forever underneath. You can feel my voice without a sound, You will feel me even if existence is brief. The breath God gave me.
I lay there next to you, you're holding me close, The proximity of you is what I want the most, But I don't trust you because I don't know how. I'm really just trying to enjoy the here and the now. I want to love you but my heart won't allow it. My heart's been hurt and my mind won't commit. I try to let go of my past but it won't release me. All I am asking for is a small piece of peace for me. I find myself choking from the hurt of other men, Which has me struggling to find happiness again. You tell me beautiful things, music to my ears, Things that for years I've been yearning to hear. My doubts are thick for fear of the hidden. Your real feelings are unseen in a world forbidden. I can't enter because I'm not special enough to see. I only get part of you, like that should be good enough for me. Words with unmatched actions are pointless and void. The trust I may have gained is completely destroyed. Every time I try to move forward, I take three steps back. I think love is a case that I'll never be able to crack. Is love meant for me? Am I meant to be alone? Will love and I forever be strangers unknown? Please forgive me for I am not being bitter. I feel the gold you present does not glitter. Try to understand that I wasn't always this way. I've given my heart for them only to betray. Forgive me for my uncertainty and for my hesitance. The past has put my heart on constant defense. If you really want me, you must possess patience. You will uncover a love that is loyal and intense. My heart is fragile and can easily be broken By thoughtless actions and words unspoken. If you're not looking for depth, don't waste my time. I don't need anyone who's applying for part-time. I have said it before that I am more than just sex. I deserve more than an "I'm bored" text. I don't want the night to be the first time you call me. Any time of day I want to know when you're thinking of me. Make the effort to let me know how you feel And to you, my heart will open and it will reveal Feelings, emotions, the secrets trapped inside. It's worth the ride if you let love be your guide.
Never Ending Truth's Feel's like they're fading, going into dust in a blink of an eye they left without real thought. To think that everything that comes, past life actions true thoughts that float . Ever day every moment possessing feeling, maybe it the mind maybe it the times maybe I'm losing touch with who I used to be there are times I could repeat and then stand straight forwards to laugh for it all a joke. Playing games and making memories the trust that built in those moments are the ones that will be treasured forever But what in a flash of a eye and the blink and the rage of a moment it all lost for those second those passing by seconds they are lost that trust that love and the never ending truth. What could be said? What could have been done? Would sorry have been enough to repair what was lost? Time twisting mind-fearing heart pounding everything feels like it falling apart. Can't you feel it it's there that tension that unknown block now in front of them of front of you and front of me. This never-ending truth that should have been always there, like trust it all to easy to lose. Never ending truths should stay between the people who love each other the most.
It's funny how when you show some one so much love that you can't stand to be away from them. How showing them love makes you go loopy and you get high off it. Well trust me when I say don't give all of your love away cause if you do it might put you in vain and you will feel like no one cares. So trust me dont give all your love away or you'll be in vain for a long, long time.
Moments to Reflect Seed of Birth After a summer shower I watch the wonders unfold Gods truth is being shown. His love for all shall be known to all who have eyes that can see. The miracle of life that is a delight to behold can be seen in a drop of rain on the end of a leaf. Sparkling like a diamond in the light, more precious than gold, a secret is told. The water of life, without it we cannot go on the earth would be has dry has a bone. A desert: a waste land as hot as Hades and not fit to be called home. The water of life He is known. The air so sweet and clean the breath of life He has been called. A blessing from the father it is a Gift given to us all. When the air can been seen it is unclean and in this state I call it satans breathe, oh so foul and within it only death can be found. Flower and trees, grass that is so green that there is not any artist in the world that could paint a more beautiful scene. Concrete streets and black top parking lots; progress is what it is called…maybe not. An eyesore, mans' master piece his legacy, beauty it's not. Like a spring rain or after a summer shower; new life does salvation brings. Like the morning dew shining like tiny jewels, in the sunshine they do glow. Flowers blooming and life a renewing, with Jesus this is how salvation goes. Rain can be seen as the world being baptized and cleansed, purifying it of mankind sins. This is a fresh beginning but it not at its end it only truth starts when you ask Jesus to come in. After a gentle rain shower our God reminds humanity of His power and His promise: rainbow in the sky a wonderful, magical miracle, truly a delightful sight. His signature written in the sky, proof that He tells no lies; never again with water will He end the world that has bought to Him so much pain. His tears of sadness, never again will the world end with rain. The evil one try his best with his temptation and his tests to cause us to die and never to rise; humanity he do hate want to take all with him into that fiery lake. These are the tools of his trade war and strife adding in a touch of worldly lust doing his best to kill our trust in the Lord who has given us so much. The spiritual war is what we are in do not fall for satan schemes. Heaven or hell which one will it be? Like the sun gives life to flower, the Son gives life to all who follows. He who is free is free in deed. Christ the savior God did send, it shows us that satan cannot win. Like a summer day after a spring rain new life will begin. He will pardon us of all our sins but you must ask him to come in His forgiveness know no end. Open your heart and let Him in then and only then can you win. In Him salvation is guarantee and a new life can begin; so you must choose Heaven or hell where will you spend eternity in? God our Father gave His Son to the world so that we would have a path to the truth a light to shine in the darkest of time. Allow His attributes to shine forth you do not would to lose your soul. Before time ever begin He love us, will you not trust in Him sight unseen, the One who gives all life meaning? All it takes is faith to bypass that fiery lake, because tomorrow is not promise and another sunshine you may not see. Time is on no one side, so do not go chasing rainbows you cannot fly. Keep what real in your mind the reality is sin must die. God give His Son to pay a price that He did not owe, the cost was high, but gift that is given for those who believe; is to be by His side, salvation is free are you ready to receive? Summer shower and gentle breeze, Golden flower and dew drops of leaves. Soft green grass beneath your feet. The only thing sweeter is than life is living with Jesus for all eternity.
Love is something of two opposites, from one time your'e in-love intensely, at another your missing and lost. How do I reach this point, what do I do to mess things up, sometimes I love far too much, maybe it's an issue of too much trust, I got too much emotion, it's like the world on my shoulders, I feel so overloaded...awake, I feel so drained..even asleep. I dream of love and happiness, I think of trust and hope, I wish for acceptance, I want to be loved cause I'm me. They don't understand, the way my feelings get out of hand,. that's why I need these things It's only love and respect, a hope for trust and happiness, a wonder if you can accept, that I'm not the same as all the rest, I'm intense but mean the best, I only want to be loved, and still don't know why that so hard to do, when it comes from them to me, cause it's not from me to you.
Scene 1: ***********************The Accusation************************* Your nothing but a contradiction, saying that I'm all yours. How can I trust anything you say, after that phone call from that whore. You have the nerve to look in my face, hiding all your lies. Putting on this front. Your not the man I thought you were while wearing this disguise I don't want to hear your excuses, save them, get out of my face. I should have listened to my mother, your such a damn disgrace. I will pray for you... But we are through... All night I sat home pondering, scared to understand the truth. I watch the large hand on the clock, with each pass I find it harder to self soothe. I felt as though you took my heart, and squeezed it with all your might. Stomped on it. I've never felt another love like you, don't you understand my plight? Scene 2: ************************His Reaction*************************** You say that I'm a cheating dog, sharing your love with other women. After everything we've shared, and the time we spent committed You point your finger with accusations, screaming in my face. Obviously you don't trust me, so your about to be replaced. Apparently, I'm being labeled a statistic, because men are all the same. You were left hurt and suffering from the other guy, Yet I'm the one to blame. It's pitiful because I adore you, it's been this way since we met. Soon I would have proposed to you, Thank god!!!! Now, it's just something I won't regret. Now once I walk outside your door, I turn my back on you... I hope eventually you realize, that I have been telling you the truth... Jared Pickett 1/12/2010 Asavvy1
God has His Reasons For Two hearts to come together as He has planned doesn't matter how much a person believes or even knows God is the one whom giver of Love Two hearts bestow... God gives Blessings within Attraction..... emotions Desires... wants.. Enchantment... Hunger.. longing for Bonding hearts full of Love and Truth Never goes away Never hides... Moments last forever even beyond time... God gives Love Mysteriously between two hearts as Truth prevails Love endures.. sets sails... Connecting two hearts deeeply within True Love never grows cold always beholds like New beginnings that never ends Romantic.. Sincere and True Only between "Me and You" Love is mystery tis not just an emotion For True Love tis a devotion for Real Love will always stay does not just come and go whenever feelings are displayed Mystery of Love... Truth Prevails.. Don't let this moment pass you by If your heart tis True... as sincere as mine than speak openly as I do... Yes.. My Darling.. I Love YOU
You said I wouldn't lose you, But it's to late now For I already have Drifting apart ever so slowly Why did I even trust your hollow promises? I should have seen them for what they were Empty And a cover-up For what you were really saying was: Goodbye It can't ever be the same Not even close I trusted you completely But you took my heart, Without careful handling You dropped it And trampled and shattered it on the ground I can't really be angry with you Only with myself For being so stupid to ever believe You could really care that way about me Now I will pick up the pieces with gentle ease And fit them back together as best I can It still hurts at times when I let down my guard but I'm slowly moving on Painfully slow From that place I once was Of caring for you My heart is sad, but glad For what I've realized Next time I will be more careful Of who I so quickly place my trust in Now I can return your farewell With the same Goodbye my love ~I believe this one still needs a bit of work, but I decided to post it anyways. :) thanks for reading
Her eyes are like moonstones that glow with a faint light Her warmth envelopes me with a feeling that's so nice She trust me with her feelings and i trust her with mine Ignoring the haters as our hands entwine Chills spread through me with her every touch Her eyes look at mine as they fill up with lust We laugh as we walk in the moonlight When she is next to me everything feels so right My mind empties with each and every kiss Eyes mirror mine, she's drowning in bliss She's my angel sent to me from above Together forever enveloped in love All of a sudden everything goes black I open my eyes and realize where I'm at Sadly i get up and gather my school things The love that i felt was only a dream
BE MY VALENTINE When you whisper into my ears, It praises my heart When you tell me 'I love you', My heart smiles When your nose touches mine, Your breath heals the wound inside When I look into your eyes, I see myself in my world(your eye balls) When the wind blows, Your hair communicates with my mind's eye When it becomes blustery, It makes me weak That feelings melt me My cells begin to sweat Making my entire body wet When you get closer, Your lips dry my body off Don't let me speak, Emotions sound louder My love has an inordinate taste for yours Please don't let me starve,give me keys to your heart doors My room is decorated with rose flowers I have set a table full of strawberry and red wine I am awaiting you to dine Please be my valentine Tonight is ours In deep waters we will be for hours
Why can't I do anything right? Why do I always screw up everybody's life? Why is it so hard for me to shut my mouth and let it be? All I do is hurt people; can never make anyone happy! I do what I can but I guess that is never good enough, because the harder I try the worse it gets. Why can't I get anything right? Why do I make myself cry every night? Can't I do anything? I want to be able to know why I'm so sad; to understand why I can't stay happy. I want to stop judging people I love and be happy that they at least accept me into their hearts. I want to close my eyes and see the face, the one that makes me smile happily. The one I will see forever and holds me when he says "Never will I leave you, never." But I'm afraid to trust him cause I feel like he's lying. He says one thing. They say another. Why can't he tell me? Why won't he tell me? Is he really cheating? I want to know, I need to know. Does he really love me? Is that why we can't get back to how things were? I want to trust him but I can't, not with everything he has put me through. God… I want to cry. I don't know what to do. I don't want to live this lie anymore.
Baby you're the best mistake I've ever made cannot regret the choice to let my heart go and to trust you with it all completely you are the most amazing love I'll ever know and even though I've been hurt too much and been beaten down by words you've said to me I still know and I still totally believe that you and I will always be meant to be the past is forever gone, never to be undone the future is still in front of us, completely unknown I don't know where we will end up honestly but I do know where I am right now, and I am not alone Yeah baby you are not what is always good for me and many times you can make my heart bleed but even in times of utter disgust and despair you are always just exactly what I need so even if I chose wrong to be with you and trust you with my heart soul and mind you are the best mistake I have ever made and another lover like you I will never find
( TRUST ME WITH YOUR HEART ) Why does your heart grow doubtful dear? tense and beating, full of fear. I keep with me your everlasting love, and bless the day God sent you from above. You remain my angel and I feel that I must, tell you that within you, you have my trust. My love is the tide, your soul is the shores, you have my heart, do I have yours? I'll belong to you till the very end, and you will forever stay as my lover and friend. It has been so good like this from the start, so darling please, trust me with your heart.
I thank you, Lord, over and over again, for the love within the story never comes to an end, the now that shows light like never before, the eyes contentment for what you now have in store, the building trust fund you allowed me to see, saved up for years within the heart of me, I cannot believe my own eyes, none of it, father, was any of mine, but yet..a drop in the bucket of many tears, until a puddle formed in order to see clear, looking down at a reflection as the sun dried it away, i can trust i won't be stepping into any puddles today,
Dear Lord, thank you for my children and for bringing them to know you thank you for their life that they can start a new they placing themselves into your hands for they know they can trust you they know you will heal them from all there troubles and strife they know you are the way the truth and the life, they read your word each and every day they choose to only walk your way, thank you that they do not doubt and there life with you they wont be with out, Lord you forgive us and love us even when we are at our worst but I thank you that they have learned to always put you first. Amen one of the songs we love is Jesus be the centre, be my path, be my Guide, be the fire in my heart, be the wind in theese sails, be the reason that I live jesus. he is centre in all our lives he comes first in everything. my younger children trust God fully with there life and have chosen to surrender all to him they are free from satans lies and will be born into a new Kingdom, every one has the same chance of eternal life with a love that never dies, an everlasting love. it's never too late to say yes to God, he loves us all regardless of what has happeend before, my children are now saved, you too can also be saved just ask Jesus and he will answer you.
In the full view of things people will always be harsh People will always be stuck up Nobody will ever try to help Whenever I cry for someone to help Nobody comes.... Sometimes I think I am not crying loud enough to hear But then I relize, They only pretend not to hear He tells me he cares But I know he lies He ALWAYS lies.... No matter how hard I try No matter what I do He still is not satisfied He and his frankinstine bride Be forwarned... the tale about step mothers.... is true. They always lie.... They think I am insane So they send me to this person She calls herself a consoler... haha..... She doesn't have a clue She lies, she knows nothing of privet thoughts, and should not be called a counsoler. What do they know any way.... My mind is my mind No one elses to invade But if you're brave enough to try Good luck getting out... well ...you could say the same My mind is always busy I can't remember a time when I wasn't thinking About the past About things I could have said or done Or about the future I wish could be true I don't know who to trust..... except for one........ My mom My sweet and loveing mother She is my everything I love and trust her More than I can say I trust her I love her.... My mom knows me better than anyone I know She knows my fears, dreams, and hopes She loves me She trust me She is the one who helped me when no one would I hate him...... The man poseing as a father The man who was never there for me The person I want to be the farthest away from I am forced to live with By a boges court Full of hypocrits and morons Why should they get to pick....... They tell me where I get to go They tell me I don't know OH but I do I know more than they could possibly dream of knowing Seven years I had been hideing Seven years I have known He is a heartless monster I was there..... All they had was papers I wasn't even aloud in the room I had all the proff they needed Seven years of experence But it didn't matter One day we will be home with our mother where we belong.
Being by myself All alone No one to share my Dreams and no one in this home I call on you, for you are there, Looking out, for you do care I trust in you Lord Can't anyone see That what we have Will last for eternity I love you for who you are The Bright Morning Star The one who wakes me up With a loving Kiss The one who wakes me up And whom my heart cannot resist I've opened up to your embrace my heart is ready to seek your face I call on you for you are there This creation you've made this love so rare I trust in you Lord can't anyone see that what we have will last for eternity I love you for who you are the Bright Morning Star the one who wakes me up With a loving Kiss The one who wakes me up and whom my heart cannot resist Sometimes the 'sometimes' in life are so hard to bare But you Lord are everywhere but you're right here With me With me I trust in you Lord can't anyone see that what we have will last for eternity I love you for who you are the Bright Morning Star the one who wakes me up With a loving Kiss The one who wakes me up and whom my heart cannot resist
When I was once broken in spirit and full of sorrow I had no thoughts of sunshine for my tomorrow I remember those lonely and cold days and night After nine years of a beaten body and broken spirit; but, at the end of this darkness I seen light It was no more living in fear and despair Father God no matter what I was going through I knew you were here Your words promised me, "That you will never leave me or forsake me" For three years I've been totally healed and free In all those years of a nightmare not once did I quit and complain I just kept my faith and constantly called on the Lord's name You said if my faith was small as a mustard seed You would be there to heal me and supply all my needs After being on dialysis for so long it taught me how to believe and fight See when you know and trust in Jesus there is healing as a reward for your plight January 10, 2015, it has been three glorious years and five blessed days My sweet and loving Jesus your, "WORTHY TO BE PRAISED!"
Love ain't a feeling, its a state of being So if you feel in love, you probably ain't. The anger and frustration will build up Lie to yourself and your bound to erupt Hes greasy, hes slimy, hes lying He laughs behind you back when your crying You don't know how you got onto his ride Who hurts a 'friend' when they are crying on the inside Don't be surprised if your dreams never go away At night it is all connected like a rape Feels like we were together just today Just think about your father and what he would say How could you do the things you did? How could you live with the things you hid? It is okay to be alone sometimes Life doesn't always have to be a lie You sold your soul for a glass of wine You lost your mind at a bad time And now you don't even know who you are But deep down I still know you are a star I don't know if you ever told me the truth You looked after me when I had a bad tooth And then we had that crazy new years eve That is when I knew it was meant to be But the lies they build up and broke me down Still I will never forget our time in Cape Town When the trust is gone, the trust is gone But the love lingers like a ghost
Oh, woeful heart! Unhappy days upon blindness embarked. Appealing visions bought life's loathsome start. True light laid victim to lusting sparked. A wanting came, but in the dawning disappeared. Too late for undoing, promises played the cheating game. Oh, woeful heart! How long before horrendous despairs no longer remain? Oh, despondent heart! Love's presence lost like a drifting butterfly. Grief has stricken me throughout every part. Flitter-ring of gaily dancing girls brought my cry. The laughing swine have romped upon love's pearl. Preciousness has borne an awful stray Oh, despondent heart! How long must dreary darkness invade our day? Oh, numb heart! Sleeplessness confided in that love-forsaken night. Time has played its game since trust turned away. Forever became never in the middle of lust's plight. Together tears are bound to painful memories, no spark. Victimized by a follies' friend, the bed has been laid. Oh, numb heart! When will joy be found that life's sorrow may fade? Oh, faithful heart! Thou art the very essence of my spirit's grandest dream. Two lovers that remember to keep honesty in sight. Knowing that with faithfulness trusting soon redeems. Life begins a brand new scene filled with joy's suspense. Revitalizing love, soon making living worth each night. Oh, faithful heart! Will fantasy find truth again and bring hope's pleasant light? Oh joyful heart! Sing with my soul, songs of hope and trust revealed. Come upon each dreary day when dreams are almost dead. Show and strengthen helpful streams previously concealed. Seek friends and optimisms; revive hope's brighter day. Promises and faithfulness never was just a toy. Oh joyful heart! Did you know hope and trust always precede joy? © April 11, 2011 Dane Smith-Johnsen
Broken Trust I went for a walk today Just to try and clear my mind The things that really troubled me The answers so hard to find You left me for another And it broke my heart in two I cried so many tears Because my love for you was true Now you have come back to me And said leaving a big mistake You have left me in a quandary Because I fear you are too late. I cried a million tears Yes, that is oh so true But the pain finally went away and I got over you. Now you are asking me to love you Just the way I used to do If only there was a way for us But the trust I had is missing too We simply cannot go back That was another life and time I gave you all I had to give And you crushed this love of mine I am sorry I cannot retrieve it Because Trust and love go together My trust for you is broken And the love is gone forever. So I went for a walk today Just to try to clear my mind And I finally found the answers They had been there all the time. Connie Moore Dec 28, 2013
You're an amazing girl It isn't hard to see this I will guard your secret But I can't leave your heart in pieces You've been waiting for someone special to give it to But I don't love you back You will be the best thing I didn't do But you need to put me in your past It isn't fair for me to take it When I don't feel the same A lot of guys will chase it But I won't add to your pain You've been waiting for the right person You think I'm right from everyone you've dated Girl I know you no longer want to be a virgin But I can't take it It'll just be sex to me But it'll be a lot more to you While you'll be happily lying next to me I'll want to show the door to you You will find someone worthy Someone who loves you back But I can't take your virginity It's not in my heart to do that
If all we had was each other Would that be enough for you To stay with me be my honeybee Just you for me and me for you If all our possessions and material things were gone Would I alone be enough to hang on Could you love me poor with my pride in doubt Or would you find a way out I hold the lottery ticket in my hand It's everything I dreamt or dare to plan So why do I not tell you Am I afraid it could reveal you Is happiness things we can't afford Is it human nature to long for more What if we could have anything Would love survive the strain If all we had were each other Would that be enough for me To stay with you and be your sweet baboo Just me for you and you for me No one really wins the lottery No one stays the same winning the lottery Six numbers randomly picked I place in your hand the lottery ticket
Jesus Can Take Care Of Your Problems! Jesus can take care of all your problems! Won't you invite him in? And let him solve them? He alone can take of what may troubling you! He is God! And will never disappoint you! He can turn any of your situations around! And can pick you up, when you're down! He's waiting to put his loving arms around you! No matter what circumstances may surround you! He's the master of life's rough and stormy seas! He brings true hope and everlasting peace! Behold his beauty and forgiving grace! He brings stability and a firm resting place! He's clothed with glory and awesome splendor! And wants to be with you in heaven… Forever! Let's come and humbly honor and kneel before him! Let's give him our life! And completely trust him! Thank you Lord! For everything you do for me! You have come and brought life abundantly! By Jim Pemberton
Walking these streets of manhattan so aimlessly All alone in the dark only lights by the city shops I'm scared alone feeling out of love now lost the knife was rough You stabbed me in the back all I can do is Cry on my knees veins hot as fire With mixed emotions running through It's Like this dagger killing me more inside all this love and all this hate burns me away Deep inside passion urning for another lusting after another As if I were a lion in a jungle taking that prey and burning up with tense desire It's like a knife with loves wounds after the lust This is very hard for me in a world you left me bleeding alone Never picked me up left my heart to die out With my tears hitting the city pavement times like this just burns me away Love can go off like a loaded gun a love vanishes just like a knife with lust -- by Brian OToole jr. Share!
No Worries The Lord is my shepherd the keeper of all of my hopes and all of my dreams. I hold Him close to my heart and we will never part. His light will always be seen every step of my walk, even when I talk, we will never be apart. My trust in the Lord is sight unseen and it my faith the keep me clean. My problems maybe many but there is no need to worry, because of my belief is just to strong, in Jesus I just cannot go wrong. There a song in my soul that sends my spirit high, praising my Lord until the day I die and I know will be at His side. Keeping in mind that Jesus divined nature is not all it's for all and it is not hard to find. It's a gift that the Father as give to all of mankind. Now to time to tell you about a child that was born in glory, salvation was the pearl that that was bought into this world. To the poor and the despaired He gives hope and healing His power ever revealing. Love and praise to His people He did give peace within if you stop your sinning. The dead He will raise and true life He gives meaning for all who stop their sinning. Those that where in power, never would they honor, instead they feared the one that was foretold as the prophecy was unfolded. Crimes they cried, this was the lie which sentenced our savior on earth to die and fulfilling what was to be. From heaven to earth He came to teach us the way, and earth to the cross, a debt that was not His did He paid. From the grave He ascended home to His throne, there He sits and he not alone waiting for those the price He did paid so that they may life and have it more absurdly for every and a day. Now why is it so hard for us to have faith and trust for the Christ who love us oh so much, so that we that we can have peace and find everlasting life , free from suffering in paradise.
Time After Time Sometimes we fight because we can't seem to find. The reasons why we hurt each other time after time. I know you love me as much as you know that I love you. Let's stop the madness before we find we're all through. Trust is what we need and trust needs to be earned. Let's trust in each other before our love get's burned. Let's start all over. I don't know what else to do. You already know how I feel. Don't you love me too?
My love for you feels so right Cuz its feels so natural So fresh and pure I feel like all the wrong guys Led me to you I'm falling for you And falling fast But something is stopping me And its not you Its my past I'm so scared this won't last Maybe if you knew My story My life before you You would understand Cuz I walked through hell Cuz no one would Treat me right Broken promises Left me broken hearted But I have to let it all go I have to take a chance and hope Cuz I want you to be the one That wont hurt me I want you to be the one Forever in my arms And be the one to show me My past was all worth it Cuz it led me to you
my life is funny also been a mess i had all the things in life the was simply the best i throw it all away with mist trust and pain a learned to love another i did the bloody same my heart feels in tatters a dont know what to do if a met another would it be the same to. my fears of being happy is all just a dazze i wonder if lifes in anger as a treat you all the same. i feel so lonely and deep hurt inside a met a lovely women a wanted her as a bride, i felt i mist trust her as i was so comfused i told her am not happy and i was not amused, she left me for another as most do the same does this happen forever of love being the same, i tried to hide my feelings and keep my heart strong am scared a hurt another and say the things thats wrong, i want to be happy, and chance them blues away i pray i meet another that will not treat me this way, it is not the women that are i mistrust its my green eyed monster that ruines all my love, i feel like its a monster that drives me insane as the green eyed monster thinks everyones the same...
Don't let the words slip out of your mouth and let there be light! Envy becomes serpentine in my lost soul, going out of control – it's tearing my heart apart and it's killing me with its death stare Don't say what you wanna say…Don't run if you're not required to run…hope through the ring of fire and fetch me the fiery rose…snatch hope's hand before we slip and fall into oblivion Bravery never existed in this youthful heart of mine…I head towards the south…I keep looking towards that direction…At least it's more lively there! Loving you is easy and hard…it's an easy thing to become infatuated with you – talk it out with me…I know what you're gonna talk about – don't bring me down…though there's some good news to bring To be honest, I just wanna see you be fine today…flames of passion scorch aflame inside of my reveries and my countless fantasies…frowning at the world's woe and confusion There's always room for improvement one way or another – talking to myself as if I'm crazy…I'm quitting this bad habit today – why do you bring me down with you? Feeling like I don't belong – nothing's wrong with me – you say "Hang in there" – I'm hanging by the last string Don't let the words slip out of your mouth and let there be light! Envy becomes serpentine in my lost soul, going out of control – it's tearing my heart apart and it's making me completely unaware (of His light!) *chorus* (I can see your shadow…especially when you walk away…I can see your light, shining on me day after day…I see the light in goodbye…I can see the seething storm passing away…I can see the gray of today fading away…and I pray it remains that way for eternity – someday…someday…that time will come eventually…that time will dawn upon us, dousing us with positive, sun-shining day I'm kindah (x2 out of my mind) – I'm trying to find peace in mind Peace in mind Peace of mind But, I'm frankly dead and blind…believe in me & reflect on me; we're two peas in a pod and we both have the possibility to share our liberty – we must share to get a piece of prosperity and ecstasy all in one package…the darkness blankets me with sorrow's shadowy, sinister day…survive the breakage of tomorrow's yesterday I'm kindah (x2 losing my silly mind) – frantically and desperately, I'm trying to find You, but you walk away You, but you left me on my own You, but you murdered the day You, you and I together – mind-blown I can only see you, walking around… Don't frown…don't be down…sit with me on the ground You and I suffer so, so much…trapped in fairytale, majestic, and thrilling illusions Can you tell us apart? We're two peas in a pod… You whirl around my head crazily… You're my ecstasy…you're my lover by my side possibly Speechless……..)
Love is accepting someone For who they are, They should shine in your life, Like a brightened morning star. Love is being there for someone, When they are down and upset, Holding them tightly, And leaving them with not one regret. Love is spilling your feelings out, To one another, And having compassion For each other. Love is having faith, And having trust, Because without these two, The relationship turns into dust. I'm here to tell everyone, That if you really love one another, Then you should be treated, Like no other.
O to dream of love oh so sweet,_This love so tender so soft your blood will heat.__On the coldest night your body held in your lovers arms,_To dream of love with all it's sweet charms.__O to feel the dream of a loving soul,_Dream of love passion hot like burning Cole.__O this dream of love this dream of life,_So sweet so sharp a two edged knife,__But to walk this dream of love is like on a precipice,_Love trust and desire oh sweet release.__O to dream of this true love is but to touch one's naked soul,_To dream this dream to share one's life one's heart is the coal.__O to dream of love with one's soul-mate._Oh but to find this love we must dream And trust in fate.
When a woman says she loves you, take note because what she means is she trusts you. When a woman says she loves you, it's not because it sounds cute or surprisingly because she likes the way it sounds when it rolls off her tongue. When a woman says she loves you she's entrusting you not only with her heart but with every insecurity she has ever phantom. When a woman says she loves you must first understand that it is not rather or not you feel the same way but more so that you understand what is happening at that very moment, because although I love is a statement when a woman and I do mean a woman says I love you, it's a series questions. She's asking you first of all are you man enough to love her back, Take her heart and do it no harm, and if not are you man enough to be bold enough to know that even if you may not feel the same way acknowledging it and being upfront is a lot better than dragging her along for what will be a both unpleasant and heartbreaking ride because you see when a woman says she loves you, what she is asking you is are you done being a boy and ready to make that next big step, that next big commitment. When a woman says I love you she asking you are you just going to keep sampling, or are you ready to buy? Are you done renting and ready to sign this mortgage? When a woman say she loves what she really say is……. Are you ready to make this Home?
Such different people came together made a great combination of loyalty. Thank you I want to say for everything, every single moment we share together marks a memorable day. You have shown me light, brought me joy delivered me to happiness. Thank you I want to say for your honesty, happy I am to haven found you blessed indeed. You have become a huge part of me that completes my whole existence. I call you my friend because through you I got to find the true definition of the word ally. Thank you for haven come to my life and make living more sensible as easier for me. The love I have for you is outrageous. I have hope and trust in you not because you share wonderful moments with me but because you are always there whenever I need you. I have grown to love you as much as you deserve, you see things in me that many cannot. Thank you for haven helped me build so much confidence. Were we meant to be it not the question, destiny brought us together now that we found each other to explore and make wonders come true. Thank you for the trust you have in me. Have officially taken it as a duty been your friend so do I know and believe that you are a true friend indeed.
If I gave you but a piece of me would it be enough to last Could you hold that for eternity and let go your troubled past If you had but a glimpse of me would you keep it locked inside Mirage of your mind to balance reality A haven where your soul can hide If you were to touch me and feel the fire could it sustain the hunger that screams within the depths of your endless desire Could it be enough for me to exist only in your dreams If I was to pledge myself to you tonight could you see me as more than an apparition a specter that would fade with morning's light To lie within the arms of loves sweet recognition If I give you all of me, will you let me be Or would you mold me to your version of fantasy Within those moments you hold our destiny Take me as I am or forever set me free
Hallelujah! I'm on the winning side! Jesus is victorious! And pushed back the evil tide! Hallelujah! Jesus has given me an assurance. Living for him… Is the best "life insurance!" HIS policy is FREE! It asks that you serve him! Won't you come? And take time to know him? His eternal insurance is life that's everlasting! "Come follow me!" Is what he's asking! I'm thankful to know of the choice I've made! A way to eternity, through Christ, has been paid! By Jim Pemberton 08/01/13
He didn't catch me I fell to the cold pavement below Grasping for anything to break this free fall or steady my step I was taken by surprise When it turned out this way & now it's too late to go back To that innocence lost It hurts like salt Stinging On an open wound My tears burning down my face With the ferocity of a forest fire ablaze Uncontrolled Terrifying Slowly burning, Stinging with the intensity of two extremes Hot & cold Colliding Bring me to the fire of burning love To rejuvenate my soul & spirit The storm is coming to wake the day Like the matching torment In my soul I cry out in anguish Save me from this horrid pain Why can't it be 'perfect' just like before? Take me back to that place Carefree bliss lost But it was all a big lie A hoax My heart was ripped out A big gaping hole to be filled Never to fully trust again, Secrets not to be told My heart key, Burned I reach to pick it up, But it crumbles in my grasp Ashes blowing away Gone with the winds of change Forever Until I can trust & love again
Madam, your chariot arrives, of camel hair and silk Sparkling like the pleiades, sweet as heaven's milk And all around us whistling, willows wet with songs That you and I adrift on a dream may beyond all go Back to that sweet palace where better wisdom flow Solomon basked in oil, there retreat from the throngs. I am your Solomon now, and you my Sheba, dear My heart before you vow, O beauty,shines with light Soft the ivory's tinted hue, the tap where beyond compare The bridal bath is set, the marble clear water flows And O the frangrance, as spices their aroma throws On your sweetness'touch, restraining me with delight Let us linger no more in fruited gardens, where silk soft Upon our bodies tremble, we have taken our fill; few oft Can share, palate and tongue salivating still, push aside Crystal plates, and glass, and silver-gold cutlery. We can Dance now, you and I, the music of times blended in one, Skin to skin our bodies touch, my sweet, eternal bride This is the palace of the great Solomon, love celebrates Its crowning moments here. Let me feed plum and dates, Let me rinse your breath with wine, and it shall not be yet Sweeter than since Eden brought together our kind, free Falter and to fail, and then to rise and come again, new glee Of heart, new resolve of soul, for love is sweeter with regret. Joy there is no better companion, and none but you to take For there where Solomon stood we may undo all mistake And besides you deserve to taste the luxuries of the ride. None but you, for you alone can bring the magic to all I do What use are kingdoms, and wealth, and all else if I yet rue Hours of loneliness, and time apart from you, come O bride. I love you, darling, woman, child. You fragile bird of bitter storms Who like Eve far away, fell to the deceit beyong my purest arms, Behold your chariot, feel its charms, the magic carpet of goodness Truth, and Joy. Lie is imagination behind closed doors, trust is key To open hearts and make life's highway clear. Come, enter the acme Of the moment, for trust is come freedom gives birth to happiness. David Smalling;Taking Joy Wellington a ride; 8/22/2012
Share a thought, a look a touch. Nerves on fire as fingers tingle, two hearts beat in silent wonder. Step beside me and match my pace, breathe the fragrance of cool night air. put your arm around me and hold me close. Heat radiates a soothing warmth. Look up at the moon so full, stars twinkling like little lights. electricity so close to spark, grounded now with fingers laced. Take a step, a leap, a jump. Fear not the chasm of unknown. Close your eyes and walk with me, together we will find a way. ©K.Chun 6.29.14
Everything chokes up, But in a good way, I think. Being tickled by imaginary hands, but your words are all so real. Maybe denial seems like the right word; Am I ready to admit to this satisfaction? The worse the idea, the more appealing it feels. For you to reel me in, Effortless, My restraints are none. I have no caution. Throw me to the wind, with foolish delirium we'll fly.
I AM Six Months into learning of your betrayal Six Months into learning of your lying Six Months into looking at every infidelity website Six months of looking for clues of WHO YOU ARE Six months into learning about me Six months into finding me lying to me Six months of looking at every self help website Six months of looking for clues of WHO I AM Six months of learning to be US Six months of still not TRUSTING Six months of trying to communicate Six months of looking for clues of WHO WE ARE.
Jesus Is Always with Us! Jesus didn't bring us this far to leave us. He remains faithful and really loves us! His promises are true and everlasting. A simple faith in him is what he's asking! His faithfulness and love is solid and secure. And gives everlasting friendship… That's for sure! Won't you come and have fellowship with him? He wants to be with you, that you may know him. Please come dear Lord and fill us with grace. May your presence come and bless this place! May your power come and reach down within. That we all would trust you, as Lord and friend. May your words of life stir within our soul. It's your blessings in us you want to bestow. May you guide us in all that we endeavor… You are always with us… Today and forever!!! By Jim Pemberton 01/26/15
You think you know me because I'm so open You just have me all figured out. There is more to me than meets the eye And with that, there is no doubt. Yes I am hard because life has taught me to be, But I actually possess much sensitivity. Yes I am guarded because I have been hurt, But I have an abundance of love inside of me. Despite my reputation for bashing all men, I believe they are beautifully strong creatures. I love everything about the male species: Their build, their strength, their masculine features. Yes I graduated college, the first in my family to do so, But I still feel like I have failed. I even obtained a professional license the first try, Yet I feel as if my life has been derailed. I have grown up as an abused child; Without these poems, you wouldn't know it. I internalize much of my pain and hurt; I'm more damaged than I'm willing to admit. I see my future and it looks so bright, But I'm scared of being a success. I'm scared I may actually be great at something And that is something that I reluctantly confess. I am a single mother doing it all on my own, Something I do take much pride in. However, I feel that I have let my daughter down By choosing a man that isn't providing. Because I allowed him to emotionally ruin me, I hesitate to fully trust another man. However, I sincerely want to trust openly But I have a very hard time doing so again. You think you know me? I don't think you do. I'm giving you only about 10% of me. Take the time to get to really know me, The 90% that most people cannot see.
Our glory is in the favor of the God of Hosts and into his anointed King do make our boasts by his Love descends the latter rain evidence that soon be he among us again As the tares mature in the fields of wheat we know that soon the harvest will complete and thrust he will the sickle into the fields collect the ripened fruit with her yields For his servants do speak the proclamations that Jesus will descend and rule the nations and those he knows will collect to himself for in their hearts treasured only Gods wealth Tis but a remnant left upon your earth who trust your Word of the Kingdoms birth Gods woman has been faithful and true because she knows her place is with you She carries out her husbands Word teaches the household of God things she's heard understanding and wisdom of heart has gained turned not left or right but on path remained These Words are faithful and true for Father by his Son does by Love renew mankind searches the earth looking for treasure but only the Love from God can bring true pleasure The contractions of birth have begun the Kingdom produced will be her Son only those who have the Father known will be permitted to enter before the Fathers throne For in submission have given their life the engagement of virgins who become his wife cultivate the fields that God does plant her work is manifest and Word extant There can only one True Church be who have trimmed their lamps for eternity like living stones her foundations built Jesus has cleansed his bride removed her guilt With tenderness has shown her his Love to guide her footsteps before Father above with purity of heart and without guile her robes are cleansed from things that defile She has not hidden her husbands light and with his guidance teaches wrong from right her Love of God shines brightly through night to keep his Trust Faith and Hope does fight Amen says the Bride and Spirit come quickly My Lord for the Words of God and Truth have we adored into your sanctuary and church have fled away from the World whose living is dead COPYRIGHT © 2009 C Michael Miller
True love starts off with friendship True friendship starts off with trust And to build this type of bond mutual respect is a must Now to respect some one in this way you must first communicate.talking ,listening,for a start this bond you will create. In time this precious bond gets stronger due to respect you both share.and at this point you start to feel that you really truly care. During this fragile stage trust begins to grow,comfortable with this person now more feelings you start to show. Trusting more in this person in who you can depend. Now that respect and trust is there you now become friends. Filled with joyful emotions because of your new friend. All the times shared together now you never want to end. It starts off as a little spark deep down in your tummy. As time goes on it grows and grows making you feel funny. And those times when you`re alone thinking does this person Feel the same.this feeling that you feel inside goes by another name.Not sure how or when this happend but feeling that its true.now your thoughts becomes hopes that he feels the same for you.Not sure how to go about this you start to test it out.with suttle flirting gustures to confirm there isnt doubt. And when it finally happens your floating in the clouds above. Knowing down deep inside that this is really love. All those moments that led up to this was vital in every way So dont ever let go of those moments not even for a day. True Love feels so good inside you thank the stars above. for blessing you with this precious gift the precious gift of love.
… WHAT YOUR CHILDREN MIGHT BE PRESERVED UNHARMED WISDOM 19:5 MY FATHER'S FAMILY left Russia in 1917 At the urging of their parish priest "If you want to keep your children safe in the faith Go to America!" German-Speaking Russians Soon afterward their 13 year old daughter Margaret had been raised in the Church The Family continued to trust in God Today we honor St. Josaphat, patron of the Ukraine He was a man who loved his country Loved his Church even more Speaking courageously about unity with Rome at a time of schism and division His bold stand eventually cost him his life St. Josaphat Like Margaret's family, reminds us That trust in God Is the only source of true safety Readings Gospel Wisdom 18:14-16; 19:6-9 * Psalm 10:2-3, 36-37, 42-43 Luke 18:1-8
You should know these things, my love. You can not love the wall. Can't love the plaster or the wood. You know that it's all fake. How can you not pay attention, To the fact that I'm right here? I'm standing right in front of you. You know everything of me. Nothing do I hide. Never have I lied. You saved me when I nearly died. You make my heart grow wings and fly. I'm here to catch you when she throws you down. I'm not leaving unless you ask me to. Even then I'd fight for you. I will speak to you only truth. You're here for me, but you hide it from yourself. How do you go on with your wall? In a relationship where you're bound to fall? There is nothing left with her. You obviously don't trust her, Though you've decided you can fake it. She obviously can't trust you, She couldn't even tell you her secrets. She won't be there forever, love. This girl will be gone soon. I've seen it all happen before this fight, The secrets, the lies, the unfaithful. Also, may I ask of you, Would you rather to find out, That the one you "loved" pressed their lips upon, Another they didn't care for, Or that they spent their time holding, Another they say they have feelings for? Here is something maybe you could think about, After telling yourself the truth.
There's some buzzing in my ear Sounds of loving tender flair Whispering with low soft tones Now I'm no longer alone Your finesse and caring style Is always putting a smile In a heart that was so blue When my luck led me to you Finally released form a cell Of uncertainty and hell That was dragging me down fast Drowning in a hurtful past Then you pulled me up above The waves of terror with a love That rescued a lost soul and tried Daily to keep me revived My past has been put to death With each new and careful breath You softly kiss into me The honest sincerity Is a refreshing change than I Used to know, I want to cry Tears that show how much you've changed My whole world, I can explain The true and emotional way I feel for you every day As you take the time an not Rush my fragile broken heart Saying you will wait until Every part of me is well Trusting 100 percent Thankful heaven finally sent An angel patient and kind A rarity that's hard to find
The hatred I have for you burns like hot rocks beneath my feet You thought I would be blinded by your little "sneaky" ways You felt as if I was and dumb so you did everything in your power to break me Thought I could love and trust you but what's the point So hurt that the blood drips from my eyes because of you There is not a drop of water in my body because you took sips of me and now I'm all gone There is nothing more that you could do to me to make me feel as I do now Bullets hitting my back as hard as they can I'm dying slowly in my own blood, sweat, and tears Nothing you do will allow me to put my guard of trust down I will break my shackles of sins that you put upon my feet and burry them in the deep fiery pits of hell Your love will never exits again and I will make you suffer oh yes I will make you suffer and get my revenge of love and play you like a fool
Theres a difference between leaving someone and being pushed away. I think it's impossible to love someone that is full of doubt. they spend so much time putting themselves down that u second guess y u even considered loving them. i want to love u so bad, but how can i if u dont let me? u want me to trust u when in reality u dont trust u. i went to bat for us. i changed my plans to whatever u had planned just so we could be together. all for what? so u can say i deserve better. dont tell me what i deserve. i wanted u. i chose u. how can u blame me for loving u when u made it so easy? how could loving u go from being so easy to almost impossible in just a few days? i figured it out. if u dont think ur worthy, y should i? if u think i can do better, i think i should start looking. maybe u have a point. y should i settle for love when i can be with someone that has money or something, right? that sounds like a plan. a dumb one. u dont love somebody for what they can buy. u love them for how they make u feel and what great things yall can do together. sometimes people need space. i guess this is our sometimes. y fight a losing battle? sometimes its just easier to read about in books that stop at the good part. they get married n live happier ever after. the end.
My Zak. Zak you are my world, you make me feel like a little girl. You always make me happy, ill never feel insecure. Zak I need to feel you kiss, no one has ever made me feel like this. I don't care how long it's been, my love for you is deep within. Zak I trust you, and I know you trust me. You know I need you, how could this be. Zak my feelings for you are so real, I finely know how I really feel. I need to feel you next to me, every day you amaze me. Zak I know you will never stop loving me, I can't wait for it to be just you and me. Every day I have this daydream, it's you and me starting a family. Zak my love for you gets stronger each day, it makes me so happy you feel the same way. I can't believe my dreams came true, I know ill always Love you. ~Sammie~ © SamanthaFryzel 2012
Strength Empowers The difference between being good and being great Is this much…. How much?.... This much… And growing Like great music crashing on rocks by the sea storm Harmony builds to a crescendo on soft notes Melodic waves of heat and energy powered by the sun Allow tall trees to hide, to fall on their own shade Music pulls all this together Strength grows from the ground up As love and trust empowers us Fed by life's intentions Only you define that path alone while sailing on Quiet chords play on the wind In your loved ones arms Our strength in love begins, plays in that symphony Created 7/16/14 for Strength Empowers! Poetry contest
That unbeatable urge to sip a coffee today, got me to the café where we often used to hangout From a strong coffee in a takeaway glass to Citibank offer for check, ur presence carried a lot of clout As I entered alone, surprisingly I was all smiles, totally overwhelmed by the amazing memories there In between drafting mails, calming the workplace angst, coffee spillovers, continued the flirtatious affair Flashes of countless evenings when you just sat across the table listening to me with rapt attention Numerous work dates when u made my to do lists and days of "Give it back to your boss" intervention Times when you reminded me that I interrupted you yet again and started sharing random thoughts Arguments to get our friendship to a defining turn and fighting to tell the family we're ready to tie knots Quiet days of my hometown trips, staring out of cab window with unresolved feelings the week after, But the comforting long walks, comforting silence and confessions by the sea side, the told u so laughter Made us appreciate, oddly enough we complement each other despite ur exasperation n my impassivity I truly feel I started experiencing the city n us only as we stepped out together to escape life's anonymity
I see you I understand you. With all your faults and idiosyncrasies I want to be with you. I want your smell and your taste Your faults are part of your perfection. Your insecurities are your strengths. When I'm with you I feel home, safe. Anyone else is wrong because you are right I love you. I am utterly content. I want to make you happy I want you safe. I will heal your pain I will protect you, I will care for you, I will provide for you in every way. I do not need to own you I do not want to stop you. I love what you are. I know you don't love me. I know I don't make you happy I know you don't want to hurt me. I will leave you. It is in my power to make you happy It is in my power to relieve your pain It is in my power for you to find love. It is in my power to give you what I have. I will provide, I will heal, I will make you happy, I will leave you because I love you because – I understand you.
You are kind, amazing, and wonderful I've never known anyone like you before You show me love and care You are more than I could ask for You aren't normal, no But I dont care You are so much better than normal That there's no one who can compare You slowly crept into my heart And I'm glad I let you If I didnt let, then I probably would have never said I love you You mean the would to me Im glad our love gets to grow And trust me when I say I don't think I'll ever let you go. But the truth is... You are deciving, manipulate, and a hoax I know everyone like you You show me lies and tricks This isnt what I askd for You are normal, yes But I dont care You are more than who you look There's a lot who can compare You crept into my heart And I wish I didnt let you If I didn't let you, then I would have never said I love you You are the biggest mistake in my life I'm glad my hate gets to grow as much as your "love" And trust me when I say I'll never let this go
Rainbow is a chasin me caught me with a smile your admiration makes me laugh want to stay here with you awhile you tell me I am beautiful treating me as a gentleman should feel like a precious lady proudly beside me you have stood come home to your kisses and hugs having fun together like I've only dreamed together we are each others rocks a stable successful team butterflies in my stomach sparkle reaches my eyes for the first time in years, my love looking forward to tomorrows sunrise thank you for all you have done for us feel like Im worth something again someday I wish to return the favor all my life where have you been?
I just want you to know That I don't care what you've done before We've all got skeletons in our closet But you don't have to hide it You can tell me all your secrets, I'll tell you mine You can trust me, all it takes is time I'm gonna love you no matter what No one's made it through life uncut Listen up, I'm gonna give you my heart I trust that you'll protect it like valuable art I just want you to know That I don't care what you've done before
Mistaken I looked into your eyes and knew I would love you but I couldn't have you I was just all to mistaken so I sit in my pain in my frustration You become a part of me you will be my everything until I die and even then You are the air I breathe Yet I feel abandoned by you I will always have a fear to love you to touch you to be close As my tears roll down my cheeks I realize I'm became a part of you I can't separate myself from what I've done to you I have these dreams these fantasies of what it would be like to have you close Was I mistaken to love you for these years? Why couldn't I say something? I always froze when I was next to you. I need to break away from this tonight I ask myself is this time apart going to work out for us? I'm the one confused I say things and don't realize how they hurt and somewhat don't care You hurt me and somewhat I want to hurt you Was I mistaken? Is this a dream? Is this real? Is this just some cruel fantasy? Do I trust you? Or will you collect dust behind me in my shadow? Do I throw this away? I don't think I will trust myself with you Im trying not to let myself break but its so hard everything is taking so much from me its suffocating I wont waste myself on you ever you took so much from me when you just left I think I was mistaken when I found myself longing for you
"Blessed is the man who trust in the Lord!" Goodness and mercy in him shall be stored! "He shall be like a tree planted by the water…" And will not wither or fade when the temperature gets hotter. "His leaves are green and will stay in the year of drought." Because his faith in God is what his life is about! "The heart is deceitfully wicked." And who knows it? God! He made your heart and he helped compose it! "He searches our heart and he tests our ways…" There's no running from him. Throughout our days. "He gives each according to the fruit they bear." He knows what you're doing. He is always there! Why not trust him with your life? Why not start today? Allow him to be your Lord. Simply trust and obey! You'll never be disappointed by what he can give! He will bless you and give you a reason to LIVE! By Jim Pemberton 04/22/10 Read: Jeremiah 17:7-10
Love is a backwards russian roulette. You place the bullets, I place the bet. I hand you the gun, your finger to the trigger Aimed to my chest, a smoking bullet lingers. No words spoken, I trust you this much. I trust that my heart and a bullet won't touch. Inside your hands my fate lies. I see my destiny behind your eyes. Your hand is trembeling, it's clear as day. I feel the pulse when you wipe my tears away. Everything that's going through my mind Is everything I try to hide. The fear, the worry, my emotions a mess. Wondering if a bullet is aimed to to my chest.
I wait and hope the other shoe dont drop I want to trust you but have to stop You have hurt me mant times before Why now should I open my hearts doors I have grown and changed threw the years Thanks to all the countless tears I have moved on and found new love to share So tell me now why should I dare I want so much to let you in I want us to be able to be friends Yet I find myself torn And find my heart perched on a thorn Where you left it years ago broken battered and cold I want so much your hand to hold So I ask my beatened heart Can I trust him once more OR should I never unlock my door Closed in and wanting to hide God how I wish I could be by your side Yet I know if I let my self fall I will no longer have my brick wall
When we have strangled virtue at her birth And evil thoughts are all that we can find We cannot take a draught of cheerful mirth; Escape from this black prison in the mind. When friendship and esteem have been foregone And lone as buzzards circling are our hearts. Remembrance of past joys will never come And soon from us the last love will depart. When wickedness draws down our minds to die And hatred seems to cloud the very sky When we don't look to see the geese fly by When all we do is moan and weep and sigh Then let's remember all we have not lost; Knot firm our souls till this dark grief has passedWhen we have strangled virtue at her birth And evil thoughts are all that we can find We cannot take a draught of cheerful mirth; Escape from this black prison in the mind. When friendship and esteem have been foregone And lone as buzzards circling are our hearts. Remembrance of past joys will never come And soon from us the last love will depart. When wickedness draws down our minds to die And hatred seems to cloud the very sky When we don't look to see the geese fly by When all we do is moan and weep and sigh Then let's remember all we have not lost; Knot firm our souls till this dark grief has passed
Two soules separated by distance So far but yet so close Feeling wasn't delayed it rose. What to do? No one wants to stop, Accept the distance Turn to fluent love From one place neither can move, Waiting but cannot just make love. Settle down for current... Be grateful just to know Each other so much now So lucky to be sure of each other's existence Lucky to have all sorts of contact. Except one. Soon their paths will divide, One will get married. Other can find a boyfriend. Destiny is unknown. But hearts will continue to hold. The wish the want For this love to go up From the buried hope Into the light. This pair could be so bright. If only two worlds could intervine. Even for a second or two , Somewhere in their life , Spend unforgettable moments... Whether or not their prone to be separated again . With so much pain. Continue to hope to live But believing It is not impossible to meet.
I do not love you I have said so Reading my love letter You misread it You forget that I am So... you regret it Ones meaning defined by anothers presence seconded to an angelic beauty designed in heaven Fighting to calm Quench The hell forged brimstone slush my heart pumps well Silence is tin When your missed song lips too far to hear sing my angelic wings I do not love you You do take me far from sin That is why i love you My soul chants as my imagination I do not love you I love your image Words of infatuation I used to say your creation was heaven sent a revelation And now love keeps pacing To is yes, fro is no Up n down it seems to go Rush to my heart Listen to my soul Kirk Jones
Two people meet. Is it by chance? Can love begin with just one glance? How do we know if it is real? Have we imagined what we feel? These questions burn within my mind. I wonder if I'll ever find The kind of love we all dream of, And hope it's sent from God above. Sometimes I think I'll never know Just what it is that makes love grow. If nourishment is what it needs, How can I fertilize the seeds? Hope and Faith are ways to start; Since both are deep within the heart. A small amount of each will be Enough to set our feelings free. We tend our crops with trust and yet, Sometimes our needs are just not met. For trust is such a fragile thing; Once gone, we're still remembering... Just how it felt when love was new; When doubt was never inside you. Your heart believed that all was well, But that was just a fairy tale. Your heart is scarred in ways unknown, Until a new love's face you're shown. And then it's there for all to see; The hurt from that old memory. Try as you might, you just can't rest, Until you know he's passed the test. Can he be trusted with your heart? Will he too, tear your world apart? The only way that we will know Is if we let old feelings go. That fear we have down deep inside Is no more than our wounded pride. So when you love, don't be afraid... Each one of us has been betrayed. We must believe true love is real; Allow our painful past to heal. For nothing ventured, nothing gained, It's not like love can be explained. We have to take a chance you see; In LOVE, there is no guarantee. A love unspoken can't be felt, No matter how the cards are dealt. Too many times we let love pass, To focus more on greener grass. But, just in case you are the one And love for us has just begun, Don't be afraid to show you care, Or someday you may feel despair. A broken heart will heal in time. A risk not taken is no crime. But, if we are AFRAID to live ... How can we GET what we can't GIVE?
Blessed is He Who Truss In The Lord! "Blessed is the man who trust in the Lord!" Goodness and mercy in him shall be stored! "He shall be like a tree planted by the water…" And will not wither or fade when the temperature gets hotter. "His leaves are green and will stay in the year of drought." Because his faith in God is what his life is about! "The heart is deceitfully wicked." And who knows it? God! He made your heart and he helped compose it! "He searches our heart and he tests our ways…" There's no running from him. Throughout our days. "He gives each according to the fruit they bear." He knows what you're doing. He is always there! Why not trust him with your life? Why not start today? Allow him to be your Lord. Simply trust and obey! You'll never be disappointed by what he can give! He will bless you and give you a reason to LIVE! By Jim Pemberton 04/22/10 Read: Jeremiah 17:7-10
Once I knew to laugh with the abandonment of youth; unmindful of shocked gasps and disapproving glares. Joy and merriment the wings underneath my laughter. For the sublime buoyancy laughter gave my soul, I laughed. My laughter rivaled the mocking bird and the nightingales' songs, the preening peacock and the soulful dove! I laughed only as laughter was made to be laughed. Once I knew to cry with the soulfulness of babies; unbothered by the harassed looks of parents and bystanders Pain and sorrow the momentum upon which my cries were bore. For the cleansing balm crying did to my soul, I cried. My cries rivaled the African wailing mourners and dirges, the screeching prison sirens and booming thunder! I cried only as crying was made to be cried. Once I knew to trust with the faith of a newborn baby; regardless of the worth of the belief. Devotion and commitment shining beacons of my trust. For the confidence and steadfastness of beliefs, I trusted. My trust rivaled the faith of the Christian prophets , the unshakable trust of Christ in God and His disciples! I trusted only as trust was made to be trusted. Once I knew to love with the passion of God; blind to the failings of my love. Adoration and dedication the wheels that pushed my love. For the enthusiasm and commitment of passion, I loved. My love rivaled love as portrayed in Song of Solomon, love that made God send His only Son to Death! I loved only as love was made to be loved.
I can't seem to find the right words to say How I feel at this moment Though today may be the day meant for lovers I feel as if, I can't do much now But I can do this one thing I will pledge my love to you I want the whole world to hear it So listen up as I say it... Mine! Yes my heart belongs to you! And you alone, so long as I live on this earth Love! I promise to stay by your side! No matter the situation, whether it be good or bad! I will never leave you, my lovely valentine... I understand that what you want most this day And you can expect it from me However, allow me to do just a little more Out of the goodness of my heart I want to show you, my love My devotion to you lasts forever Allow me to be your only valentine As well as the only one you need... Love! Trust me with your heart! I promise to take care of it for as long as I live Life! That's what I'll give to you! And you hold it in your hands, just like yours in mine! I'll never let you go,my lovely valentine... The whole world shall open its ears And listen to what I shall say... Mine! Yes my heart belongs to you! And you alone, so long as I live on this earth Love! I promise to stay by your side! No matter the situation, whether it be good or bad! Love! Trust me with your heart! I promise to take care of it for as long as I live! Take my hand and let me embrace you... My lovely valentine...
there once was a man who died for our sins, theat knock us down like bowling pins, he turned water into wine, he shared his love that was quite divine, what im trying to say is always have hope, so go to churh and visit a pope.
i know most people would have run by now who knows, maybe i should but i remember our wedding day, when we stared into each other's eyes and recited our vows i remember the love, the passion, the intent behind those vows and that is what keeps me determined but i have to know that what was between you and her is over i have to trust in you and that trust is wanting to fade i don't want to be the fool, i want to believe your words so much but it is so hard right now i feel like my heart is slowly bleeding i so badly want it healed but is that healing going to come from me or you...
Faith is an action a way of life. To trust without waivering, without fear or doubt, to believe in today,tomorrow and all the goodness that God is about. The knowing that with love and joy, you will be reaping a harvest of plenty, after the sowing. Sharing the hope in a future bright, standing firm in God's loving light. Singing hymns of praise and joy, always thanking, e venthough our hearts are breaking. Knowing deep inside that God will always be our faithful guide, always keeping us close at His side. Covered and sheltered, we grow and soon for the world our fruits to show. Faith the backbone of our spirit's skeleton, we are armoured and blessed, in the knowledge we serve, the Father, Spirit and Son. Growing trees of love and hope we bow and bend in the wind,of storms and waves, always aware that no matter how;our God always helps,always saves. The beauty of faith our eyes makes bright, our day a victory in every way,our trust in God, our faith, His heart's delight.
i know that that ur heart been broken so many times were it want work again but trust me i will try.... i'll never let you go i know that i told you a number of lies not once not twice but a million of times but trust me now just this one last time just believe in me its going to be hard to trust me again i'll hold on ur hand the best i can thats no lie i'll never let you go so lets go lets run away to a palce so we want be bather just take my hand lets runaway lets look at the star and be together i'll fix ur broken wounds fix it better then papper and glue all i'll give u is my love and everything elses will be better so lets runaway and be together lets fix our broken wounds grab my hand and let runaway together.....
If it does not been controlled, your heart, then my friends, Its too much messy, when you see others heart. Atleast you have your heart with you right there, SEE them Who are walking behind there heart.
Listening to your heart, and believing the love you trust Is quite the risk to take, but in a relationship it's a must. Once you take advice, from your friends which are close It is mainly up to you, what you make of this deadly dose. Love that can not be trusted, is just a lie made to you A relationship is more than love, it is about trust too. Trusting one another, may take some length of time But in the end it is worth it, love is greater than a dime. Today's world I look at closely, examining my surrounding Now realizing that everyone, changed to dreadful pounding. The pounding of this world, makes lives miserable each day A terrible decision indeed, the government giving their okay. This world that has become corrupt, full of deadly lies Changing lives left and right, even sudden drive byes. This world at war with itself, because of no trust at all Not knowing what'll happen, or who will throw the ball. This ball that has been thrown, is of the world that can't be Not trusted or relied on, to see the difference of its trinity. A world full of Deceit, even though it's a wonderful loving one You have to choose your trust carefully, before you are done. Every one has made it clear, to each other who we embrace One by one as we come to see, the possible end of our race. A deceitful yet loving world, will be the end of all humanity This is why we need to trust each other, before we get panicky.
Left Unsaid by Kenny Davis I'd like to apologize for my actions, of late. The shameful way I acted towards you that I hate. People say to show interest is to, "Say how you feel." As painful as it is, that my love to you, lacked a certain appeal. Little did I know that the words "I love you" were better left unsaid. From the moment I said those words, "What was going through my head?" Telling you the truth, "Was it the right thing?" in question The painful answer has led to my truly learning my lesson I now know that these feeling are better held in discretion No longer capable of showing such nonsense like love and affection I realize telling you how I felt was a failed attempt From the pain, the hurt, my heart was not exempt All of this I saw my love for you as genuine and honest. But now I know when asked, "Do I love you?" I know to remain modest Denying my heart, denying myself Lying to your face and lying to everyone else You asked "How could I have these feeling when I don't know you?" You're right! I should have kept quiet. I was a damn fool. When I said, "I love you." I asked myself, "What did I say?" But from this point on I'll never make that mistake What I know now is that I can't trust you with my heart To trust you to covet it, to love it, instead of tear it apart To you, for my actions, I apologize. To myself, for making my heart believe I could ever look into your eyes I apologize to myself for believing I could ever hold you in my arms Pouring my heart out did less good than harm Instead of my heart I will follow my instincts, follow my gut Next time I run into those words, those feelings, I know to keep my mouth shut To furiously avoid my heart from shedding any more tears I shall keep it locked and closed for its love, no one deserves to hear. © June 2011 k.davis
( DONT CRY LITTLE ANGEL ) Don't cry little angel, Your heart is in good hands. You'll go the distance, You'll travel distant lands. Don't worry little angel, Your tears will soon disappear. You'll kill the pain and stand With out fear. Don't run little angel, I won't let you down. With my caress, and all the faith, You'll forget how to frown. Keep standing little angel, Because I won't let you fall. Believe it, I was there with Just one call. Don't hide little angel, There's no need to conceal. Don't fear what your thinking, Don't fear what you feel. Just sing little angel, Let heaven hear the voice it made. Your melody is strong, Your harmony won't fade. You can laugh little angel, You just don't forget. Laughing heals the soul, No one's pr oven me wrong yet. So smile little angel, Release your beauty from within. Destroy the past, Let the future begin. So don't cry little angel, Because you can already see. You can always and forever, Forever count on me. (c) Jasmine Paul 11-16-2014 <3
Hello there, most familiar face, Most treasured recognition. I find you, and see you, And in doing so really See what I look upon. And in knowing this, I know you, In knowing you, I trust you, In trusting you, and trust this: I love you. A love I found and saw and know as fact. Hello there, most familiar face, Most treasured recognition. Start and heart of my day.
One day I woke up and thought silently, What if I solved all my problems violently? The more I thought the more I grew fonder, So then I took a walk and began to ponder, The deep thoughts that clouded my mind, Is this what I get for being so kind? My soul began to twist and break, When I realized they were a seven headed snake, They made my life a living thriller, Couldn't they see I was becoming a killer? I tried my hardest to be the best I could, All I wanted was someone that understood, Someone I could help and someone that could heal, The way that I felt and the way that I feel, The pains that are always in my head, The same pains for which the boy in me has bled, But now they are scarier and now they are worse, The only way now is to write verse by verse, For if I do not I might just try and destroy, What's left of this kind misunderstood boy, And once that boy starts to disappear, My thoughts and visions will become so very clear, I will rule with a fist made of steel, Taking everyone down and making them kneel, For what you do to me will always come back, In the form of a terrible tortuous attack, There is very few who can make me smile, And they are the ones, who make it worthwhile, To take pride and joy in another day, The same ones I will never try to betray, For when I hurt the people I can trust, My heart sinks and crumbles to dust, I want them to trust that I mean what I say, For if they don't I won't make it another day. When I say I trust you, I mean it. When I say I like you, I mean it. When I say I love you, I mean it. When I tell you not to worry, I want you to believe it. When I tell you I haven't lied, I want you to believe it. When I say I'll be here forever, I want you to believe it. For I only really want one thing in my life, Someone for with which I will have very little strife, Someone who could handle my personality, And wouldn't drive me into fatality. Someone who would know what I've been through, Could it be God, or could it be you? -Jake G I'm pretty young so i'm still learning =)
True friends are there for you until the end Yall laugh and hang out They love to just have fun and shout Yall burst with excitement over all that yall do They love just being around you They are with you through thick and thin You can trust them with all your sin When your in trouble and you need a hand You can trust that I'll do whatever I can
I Love You. I love you with my heart,I love you with my soul, I love you with my spirit,because you make me whole. I love you with my body,I love you with my mind, I love you with every part of me,it cannot be defined. I trust you with my wants,I trust you with my needs, I trust you to support me,with all my thoughts and deeds. I've never felt so happy,I've never felt complete, You meet me in my darkest hours,you are so true and sweet. There never are enough words,to share with you my love, I only know it's sent to you,from my being,and especially God above. By Sharon .L .Leonard.23rd,October,2007.
This is for you You use to like me not to long ago I use to like you too And I'm not going to lie I still do I really don't understand how our love for each other faded so fast To bad it did not last But all that's in the past Guess your love was just fake Or maybe it was just a big mistake You say you don't like me I say the same for you But deep down inside I know that's not true I wonder if that's how you feel too I put my trust in you You put your trust in me You told me your deep secrets with are still kept safe within me I wonder if I should tell you mine But I can't let those words escape my mind Now I am running out of time It's time to say good-bye So as my poem comes to a end I have one last thing to say We may no longer be lovers but I hope we will be friends always.
it seems like love when i see something sparkle in your eyes. it seems like love when you comfort me when i cry its seems like love when we tell each other whats wrong it seems like love when i feel like i can trust you it seemed like love when that sparkle was just a glare it seemed like love when the comfort meant nothing to you it seemed like love when you used all my problems against me it seemed like love when the trust turned to a false love
With tears upon my aging cheek My trust in the world so leery Answers I do search and seek But I feel so weak and weary My trust in the world so leery For so much horror I have seen But I feel so weak and weary My spirit lost in the in-between For so much horror I have seen Sadness unfurled upon the land My spirit lost in the in-between Goodness only small pebbles of sand Sadness unfurled upon the land I call upon the Lord above Goodness only small pebbles of sand To touch these grains with his pure love I call upon the Lord above My spirit reaching from deep inside To touch these grains with his pure love Across the heavens, the great divide My spirit reaching from deep inside To touch and feel his wondrous light Across the heavens, the great divide Guiding me through this world of night To touch and feel his wondrous light My spirit grows steadily and soars Guiding me through this world of night My soul replenished and now restored My spirit grows steadily and soars Answers I do search and seek My soul replenished and now restored With tears upon my aging cheek
''FOR WHAT YOU DECIDE'' Hey...how you doin' No, I did not call up...to argue But I have to admit That I don't understand The reason you're acting, this way If it's something I said I'm sorry Though I cannot recall A harsh word In our last conversation I spoke from the heart Of my love and commitment to you I know how you Valiantly struggle With the issues of pain From your past And though try as you may It spills over into What we have But because of the way That I feel about you I stand firm When all others might run Finding new levels of Courage and patience Within me I realize you're having a Problem with trust But trust is A double edged sword And I need to trust That in some ways We're solidly rooted You can't want me today And not want me tomorrow Or sometimes, not know "What" you want This can't work if we Don't lay foundation And baby, I'm trying... So if you're not Feeling me...please Walk away This see-saw Is driving me crazy Im good to you Twenty-four, seven And yes, that's "my" choice But at least let me see That my feelings mean something Or that they mean nothing...at all The choice is now yours And I'm ready, For what you, decide
I used to love a man Who loved to love me baby And he had no problem showing me in every way possible This man I used to love Showed me a level of passion, romance & affection I'd never known In some of the simplest ways ever This man used to talk with me Not TO me…..but with me Giving value to my thoughts, ideas & opinions Not just listening to me But hearing me & appreciating my words This man used to be so affectionate I couldn't be around him without his hands on me some kind of way Any kind of way Every kind of way And I loved it This man reminded me that it was safe to love someone And that I still deserved to be loved He made me realize that negative experiences & relationships of my past Were just that The past This man made me believe in a future In the possibility of a 'happily ever after' With him When I'd given up hope Thinking happily ever afters only existed in the Golden Books of my childhood This man I used to love Allowed me to enjoy sex again and made me feel comfortable with dropping my inhibitions and being exposed With him I allowed the whore within me to reveal herself And he embraced her and loved her too Regardless of how vile and nasty she got This man I used to love Used to love me utterly & completely He made me believe in myself again He made me believe in possibilities He made me believe in him I believed him when he said I could trust him I believed him when he said he would never hurt me I believed him when he said I could depend on him I believed him when he said he'd always be there for me His back against mine as we take on the world I believed in him I never would have thought And still find it hard to believe I was putting all of that belief All of that trust All of that love Into a representative His representative Not really him But just a part of him The part he wanted me to see To know To love He kept hidden the real him He let me find out on my own That he'd lie to serve his own purpose I found out on my own how little my feeling really meant The hardest part though Was finding out that the person I loved so much Didn't love me the same way I really do miss that representative And I'll hold on to the memory of him For as long as I live Because even though I didn't have him long For the short time I did I knew love
Please tell me what happened to The couple who would pull through All the hard times with a talk Now it seems like you just walk Away from serious topics I don't know when you just started Keeping this bottled inside Day after day I've always tried To unlock the issues building I just wish you would be willing To sit down and tell me what Is so wrong inside your gut That you just refuse to tell Allowing everything to swell Up until you finally break What is it going to take Until you can confide in me To end all this misery You feel I shouldn't know I want my trust to grow And start getting back to when You can sit near me again And just talk alone for hours As your wall is getting lower Letting me inside once more Never closing your hearts door
Can't help how you feel. I know your feelings may sound good or bad. Or sometimes it could be the best feeling you ever had. If your feelings tell you, you got to let it go - let it go. But if it tells you to work with it then you know. I say this because there's a girl I've been feeling like this for a while. So I'm just trust my feelings for now. Besides how I feel still makes me smile. By Young Gifted (Quote: Trust how you feel because you never know how that someone might feel about you.)
I TRUST HER wise men and women and fallen in love by fiction by fantasy by rumor by association but how many by truth i love Julie Torres because of her charm and her wisdom beyond her youth she is two years younger than i but i have proven on June 06, 2009 my life i will risk...for her i would die i love the ways she denies being i love the way she talks on the phone i love the way she runs from my affection that bears no condition in sight i fall for her each time we are in the same location the same zip code i fall for her each time something in our lives change i love the way people flock to be with her its beautiful and understood ... not strange she is easy to look at... she should be on model 101 she will break their hearts and then smile at them just for fun she is playful she is innocence in so many regards i love her because i see the art forbidden she creates and the world sees her as difficult and a challenge so hard i love her demeanor at night in the day i fell in love with her son... how else can i say i laugh because i almost left town all to see her again two days before departure... in love i stumbled once more... oh let me just drown in her love i am on my knees asking the Lord above to bless us and make this work in our favor if its really meant to be i will pledge my love to her and her daughter and her son Lil G she is vibrant she is unyielding in strength she is everything i ever thought love could be she is my world just in her smile i become happy i trust her no matter where she is where she is at i won't be the fool to shatter this.... what you think about that i trust her in every way i love Julie Torres is what i am trying to say i have honesty in my veins yeah she runs in a sense but one day she won't be able to ... there will be a fence i am all hers if she will allow only to her love will i bow if she is the one for me i will love her eternally and a day
To fall is what I am afraid of Afraid to love, and be loved by someone else. Entered that game before, Been fooled, hurt and shattered into pieces Never expected that way. Never imagined that it'll be like that. Hurt thyself, and hurt by someone else. I stop. Unsensitive to the love that surrounds me By this, I hurt them, killed them Took away the happiness that was in their faces The love that makes them live their lives. I changed. Try to turn back time from where I stopped. But there's no such thing Regrets kept on lingering, creeping inside my soul. It killed me, leave me for dead, like a corpse in a war. Shattered like before, no one showed me the light No one gave me the love I needed. I live, alone, no one to turn to, no one to be with. Then he came. Proposed something differently. But I was afraid. I can't give my trust to a stranger. I can't lend him something so precious I am afraid to be broken, broken and shatterd once again. But he waited, waited so patiently. Like them I gave him pain, I tried to break him Try to make him realize that he was wrong His feelings are wrong. He shouldn't give his heart to someone who can break it so easily Then. I showed compassion, I start to care. By then I became soft, and vulnerable once again Still I am afraid. But every moment with him is a memory He changed me, changed me completely He gave back the person I was. Now I am afraid, afraid to let him go. I trust him, and still there he is. With me. Living life with someone who was shattered but he made whole Brought back the pieces, every shattered pieces. Now. I love him. And I'm sure it'll last forever.
We are born, loved by our parents, Now there is life; lessons starts, they are caring' Brought into life, out of love, Sent by God, from above. Parents, teach their young, out of love, and connect you to your Maker, to trust in His son Jesus. God started and really caused, the new birth. we know what we are worth. More than copper, more value than gold, love is given. God and parents, teaching how we are to be living. According to God's will you'll grow, and go on to love-life. love-life will consume you, trying to find that wife. Now here's the thing, love-life is a chase, To find your love, putting your morals antenna, Taught by your parents, your in a race. Sometimes, we forget the Lord, we become greedy' Because we are looking, searching.Very needy. For love that you forgotten, God and parents, The moral standard, belief in your Father, yes, hurray, He's coming. So you look for a lady, someone special to be in your life. So love becomes love-life, and soon she's your wife. Again, here comes love, entirely different, Realizing you care about this commitment. So you make this happen, a Faith in Our Father, So parents in hand, love in their hearts, we all gather. Love and love-life has bonded, two become one, Love-life, lessons done, we find trust in His only Son. Bonded, love? what comes next? Love everlasting, we know it's what God has blessed. Everlasting things Our Lord has taught us, The most important' "Put your trust in Jesus." So you see? It starts from love, Then you get wisdom, from our Saviour above. You have love, then love-life, then everlasting love, everlasting' All three, God, Parents and your help from the King' God blesses family's staying together, Love, the love of life, Through Jesus, will be forever. So go ahead love, have love-life, and finally love everlasting, Is the true gift, from our Creator, a gift given to love, to us, from our King'
So easily we slipped, falling into familiar patters and dances. You took my hand, asking to lead me. I pulled away, my mind still cluttered, with things I never deserved. How could you ask these things of me? These little things, trust and happiness, so foreign to me. You promise nothing that isn't possible, no moon and stars, just safety and warmth. Gently yet forcefully, you took me from what I knew, without my permission, you took my heart from behind its walls. I don't know how you did this to me, turned my life inside out and shook out the pain. Relighting the candle I thought I destroyed, I stand in awe of you. Indebted to you. I find that the only currency I can offer you is my heart, and I can only hope you keep it safe in payment.
Intrigued by what is hidden inspired by the forbidden, I dare to excavate the caverns of your mind. Heartache has created walls, walls that serve as protectors against pain and disappointment. Past pain & old haunting hurts have banded together to stop the reoccurrence of heartache. As a result of this alliance, the core of you has been locked away. I want to know you. I want that which is concealed. I love that of you free to be loved, I desire to love that of you locked away. More than having the joy of you loving me, I just want the pleasure of you- letting me, love you. What pain has created this enigma? What disappointment led to the construction of this wall? Why is it so hard to just let yourself fall? Hearts racing resulting from extreme emotion; your pounding heart likened to a smarting thumb. Why does feeling cause you to become numb? Dreams of crumbling walls and mysteries solved are all my mind can fathom. More than revealing secrets from within, I just long to be let in.
My hand feels beats from where it rests, Though my heart is miles from my chest; For fleeting love goes long unseen In endless moments of uncertainty. Will this next blink be the last? Love's eyes lost behind closed lash? And if lids lift and love remains, How long until the next refrain? And yet, I know I must trust love The same way that I trust the sun, As I lie at each day's end, To wake the world and rise again. So I save my faith for you To come to me with morning's dew.
You ever heard love scream, you ever seen love dream, you ever heard love ask 4 more love or so it seemed, love can be a theme, so I've seen a human being unfaithfully loving another human being, how can 2 souls mate when falsehood is in between, can love words be mean, can love be an emotional demon resting in the heart of an emotional human being, for I've seen, 4 my eyesight 4 love is keen, I've seen love be kittenish, selfish-n-knavish, kinetic-n-unestablished, a b*tch of a myth that kissed love's lips, I've heard love scream, I've seen love's dreams, I've heard love ask 4 more love or so it seemed, 4 my eyesight 4 love is keen, love this emotion can be benevolent or mean, or so it seems. 4 what I've seen 4 my eyesight's 4 love Is keen Screams -n- more screams For more -n- more love when it Dreams, 4 I've heard-n-seen Or so it seems What's up Nakym
Before you go on you must see Trust in yourself then trust in me Keep your faith in your mind and heart Let it guide you forward out of the dark To a place where flowers bloom And the sun shines year round despite the gloom Fate has given us another glance To allow us just one more chance So put your trust in yourself then in me Then we can be together just you and me
I wouldn't read your mind If I could. I'd much rather feel the agony Of not knowing, Than rob myself from the beauty of finding out through your voice.
The rain left me here, I was traded for the sun in the time passed away. I fell to the earth in a desperate attempt to be the things that you crave. I trust in you, you trust in me. Lets hold onto the world, together we. Faithful, forgotten, you found in me. Hopeful, brazen, now we are free to change for the one, the one who completes. Our love is never ending Just stay the same, no temperamental breeze. Our time apart is ending. Keep your strength, what you call naive. Lets you be my everything Love left you there consumed by the rain. You were traded for the moon. Longing for a chance just to slip away until you fell into the sun. I trust in you, you trust in me. Lets hold onto the world together we. Change for the one, the one who completes. Our love is never ending. Just stay the same, no temperamental breeze. Our time apart is ending. Keep your strength, what you call naive Lets you be my everything. Copyright © 2011
Losing a love is traumatic….the pain is relentless.… The emptiness, the disconnection from all you knew…. Or thought you knew…. from those you loved….. From those you thought loved you….you disappear…. You drift for hours….days….months….years…. Observing life around you….never engaging in it again… Never risking any more pain….never risking living…. Your heart and soul….up on a shelf….protected and safe…. Then – out of nowhere – someone slips into your life…. Totally unexpected….totally uninvited….yet welcome…. Ever so slowly reconnecting….learning to breathe again…. Learning to laugh again….learning to love again…. The fear is still there….of another loss….of disillusion…. Like the ebb and flow of the sea….is it real or is it not?…. Will it be there tomorrow….is it really here today? .... Can you truly trust again....can you truly love again? .... Do you really want to take the risk....is it worth it? .... To trust in life….to trust in love….to trust in yourself? …. What if you're hurt again….what if you're left again?.... The answer is "Yes" it is worth it….it's called "Living"!.... Living to dance again….living to see the world again…. Living to laugh again….living to love and be loved again…. Living to be with family….living to believe again…. Living with the gratitude for a chance to be alive again…. The transition is never ending….take a chance….
The sword that struck the heart of trust which was once filled with love and lust Till one day the sword of haterd struck Which soon shattered and was determine to turn to dust but as one the two love and trust held together the heart of trust But still the blood of love leaked and form the puddle of life still the heart of trust held tight with all its might Till the last drop of life which soon turned to strife Till the day I learned that trust is an important part of life the hatred will stay for life But that is earned and will be broke for life trust me my love as we can heal the heart of trust Which was once struck by the sword of hatred trust as one or one for all On my daily bread I will trust and love til the day Im dead
I will stay with you I said I would stay with you You can trust me Yes... I still love him Yes... I'm still in love with him But I'm with you He won't take me away from you Don't you trust me? Babe please don't get mad Why are you raising your hand against me? ... Yes I know I made you do it Yes I know you love me Yes I know your sorry for... Hitting me again I understand It's my fault I won't make you do it again Yes I'll stay with you ... Yes, I love you
You say no he says yes you try to fight while he gets you dressed you scream for help but no ones around he covers your mouth so you don't make a sound he puts it in with no protection on you try to get away but hes to strong he finally gets off and leaves you alone your way to scared to even go home you walk to the bridge trying not to go insane thinking how this worthless life isn't worth all this pain .......dat always comes 2 my mind but i know everthing will ne iight now bec i believin faith n i truly trust u baby i hope u realy do believev me when i say dat realy deep inside ma heart i do trust u
Sensitivity is astute, My intuition's on, I normally see right through, Every aspect going on... But infatuation comes, And blinds me by it's light, Causes me to trust, When there is no trust in sight... I understand the Oneness, That together we all feel, So cannot understand, Dichotomy that was made real... Well meant tokens of affection, Dreams of sharing a new life, Hours teasing on the phone, All taken by the knife... Kisses, hearts and chocolate, Desire that wanted more, The foundation of a heart, Now shattered on the floor... But what you failed to see, Is that this was your heart too, And though I may forgive, This trust can never be renewed...
Everything I said was a lie, Believe me I never wanted to make you cry. I love you with all my heart, But I was the one who tore us apart. I realize now that what I did was wrong, We've been dealing with this for too long. I know all we do is fight and hate, And now I want you back, but its too late. Things were different before we met, Now we seem to be caught in this huge net. But was it right for you to hurt me? And the sad thing is that you could never see You couldn't see how bad it hurt You are just a big flirt. I thought I could trust you But how can I when your constanly lieing to You say you want me back and everything will be fine So I try it out and realize its just a waste of time. Were we ment to be together I don't know, But everyone is starting to see your little fake show. They're seeing how bad you treated me, And in your mind your saying who is she? She's just another girl to mess around with, You say you love me yet its another myth. I wish I could be happy with you, Yet you make me feel like I mean nothing to you. You wonder why I'm always mad, But you can never tell when I'm sad. I remeber the day When I never had to worry and everything was okay. But things changed. You've Changed. I'm tired of pretending that everything is okay, When the truth is I'm not. You used to be that one I could trust and tell everything to But now I'm to scared, and know it won't matter to you. Your never there You never seem to care. Just why cant I be happy, and smile? We were together for such a long while. But I guess our time is up, So I'll see you when your not fake. I remember who the real you was, And now I couldn't tell you who you are. I cry myself to sleep thinking that one day things will change between us, But my heart feels like its been ran over by a bus. I wish to be that happy couple again, But its hard when your off fooling around.
I pulled into the driveway and turned the engine off I sat there for a moment and looked at our darkened house Sighing to myself about another long hard day Wondering if its worth it as my family slips away I make it to the kitchen to pour a glass of milk And right there on the fridge is a note that you had left You waited all night long, then you finally went to sleep Dinner is on the oven, warm it up before you eat The list is on the counter for tomorrow and our plans Just please don't promise me you'll make it, If you can't I understand I understand that you are busy, it's ok . I'll go alone Please keep your broken promises unspoken from now on Promises, promises You've heard it all before Promises, promises They've shattered like thin glass Promises, promises Baby, I want your whole trust back This breaking feeling in my heart makes me hang my head in pain You've lived with broken promises, when did I become this man I go into the bedroom and kneel down next to you, My body trembles, cuz I am scared with the fear of losing you The dried tears upon your pillow are proof of a breaking heart There and then I vow a promise no more tears from the lonely dark Promises, promises You've heard it all before Promises, promises They've shattered like thin glass Promises, promises Baby, I want your whole trust back I'll surprise you in the morning, I won't be walking out the door Baby, I'm making promises I won't be breaking anymore I promise to take you fishin',out on the old boat, if it still floats Or we could go hiking in the mountains,dust off the backpack and patch the holes Time will be on our side darling, just the two of us and the breeze This is a lifetime promise and one I vow to forever keep Promises, promises You've heard it all before Promises, promises I won't be walking out the door Promises, promises I won't be breaking anymore
why did i trust you being a friend, thought the things we had would never end, i told you all my secrets day and night, you used them against me to cause a fight. why did you let me hold your hand, why did i think you would understand, what have i done thats o so wrong, why did you string me along where has the love that we also had, why did you turn out o so bad, in my heart i close the door, i will never trust anyone no more, why do i feel so so bad, i loved the friendship that we also had, please forgive me if i done wrong, i thought our friendship was really strong, please leave me alone and stop this pain, as now i see our friendships is now in vain a will never trust a love again,,,
Can you heal my heart Can you save my soul Can you wash away the black And renew the old Can you hold me close Can you take my pain away Can you stand here beside me Until my dying day Can you promise me forever Can you give me your heart Can you want me until the end And trust that we won't fall apart Can you be there when I hurt Can you let yourself trust me Can you keep me for eternity But most importantly, Can You Love Me
back in time the musics heard, the past that speaks as his spirits stirred, a gentle heart, this broken man, no trust within to understand, conquering the world, his inner battles fought, he questions love as just a thought, the deeper meaning becomes a blur, his trust is shattered, his heart unsure, a world's painted view of what loves meant to be, is just the opposite of what his spirit sees, lifes simple comforts puts his heart at rest, to love means to struggle with its many tests, his search in vain...he sits back down, he would rather not fight on this battleground, within his rest, again love is stirred, he gets back up again, but his hearts still unsure, God wants him to see the worth in the fight, to freely love, to regain his sight, what is life without love of any kind? how can our eyes see, but at the same time be blind
Dearest of all pretty divinity You are the fairest of all the princesses of reality Even though I haven't as yet met you I trust my intuition's claims of your astute values, to be absolutely true For already the sight of you playing tunes with my heart is so enthralling I pine for the time we shall hold hands Perhaps even sneak a beautiful kiss or two through the cyber I'd like to see how your eyes will twinkle As I tell you how much I've loved you even before I met you Darling dear, even before I know your name, I wanna say 'I do' My sentiments to you are true ...coz the feelings your aura stirs in me are so cool Anxieties of meeting you sometimes probably soon, ...reminds me of my sweet, mischievously naive days in school Darling dear, only problem will be that I am an artist ...trapped somewhere lonely between childhood and adulthood But I trust your understanding and support will help me through May be you are going through it too In which case it will be so cool ...for we may just be the two geniuses the world has been waiting for to move!
I want to be the person that you call your girl, I want to be the person that wants to give you the world. I want to love you but sometimes you push me away, how come sometimes you say some of the mean things that you say? I want to be the girl that you lie down beside every night, I want to be with you and hopefully make things right. I love you more than you really know, I hope that our relationship will one day grow. I want you to know that you can always trust me, and by your side is where I will always be. I want to be the person that you trust, I want you to know that my love will be here even when things get really tough. I want to be the person that you say goodnight to, I want to be with you until our lives end up being through. I hope that you will forever trust and love me, in your heart is where I always want to be.*
broken hearts are heavy as i thought our love was true but i began to realize how untrue you had become all this time my trust was real had only become undone its razor blades and nails i fell to know you betrayed me as if you only love yourself and true love you could not see my broken heart still aches and still cries out in pain as i pray for god to help me as the tears keep falling down my heart is a empty place where trust no more is found i cannot help but wither i cannot help but cry as my heart is broken and the hurt i cannot hide why did this have to happen why must i be so sad no one can ever know just what love my heart had i want my broken heart gone i want to dry my tears if only i could find happiness ive been missing all these years but yet my broken heart is still beating though it feels as i were dead i thought that i had family but i geuss that i was wrong i thought that i could trust agin but my heart could see no wrong untill my heart got broken and i felt the pain inside why cant they see all the pain that they caused me i wish my broken heart stopped beating so i could hurt no more but if i tried to trust again i just do not know why as if i had no feelings as if i could not cry to only just be happy as others walked on by my smile hides the pain as i cry silently inside all this pain im feeling im so tired of trying to hide as eyes are made to cry and feelings are made to hurt and we are made to lie to deceive someone so easily as trust fades in the wind as our trusting hearts get broken and it just never ends why cant we just trust someone who will not try to deceive and our trusting hearts cannot be hurt anymore to beleive
Filled with karma into the darkness I made bad decisions that turned into nightmares. You left me with guilt, wishing I never had a life. You left me there, on the bed, sweat coming down my head, wanting you some more. But you left me alone. Saying what have I done, just throw myself into the sun I hated what I've become Letting you change me just to let out some desire I once had for you. Now I have no shame, it's stuck and your throat and you're choking, I hope you die!!!! You said you can't stand me but still love me Love has a cost and your pay is overdue. My heart is broken and the last words that come out of you is "what up." The sky is what's up but my heart, mind and soul is going down. Not forgiving my self when I should, feeling sorry for you when I shouldn't. It's been 2 months and the phone has been silent. I was ready to say goodbye, but I gave myself one more chance and I sit, I stand, I don't understand. The life we had can had been the life we could have had forever. Cheating didn't have to be an option, but a no option Excuse me let me rephrase......... Temptation is a mother, and desire is an "itch", but I never knew it would happen like this You go through my mind like a movie on a screen From beginning to end, we were lovers till the end. We stayed together like brothers till the end. But now you claim that our love is done, Imaginary love that was never won. So let me be the one to congratulate you on loving someone not perfect. I admit I'm not perfect, but what is perfect, when we didn't even have perfect love. Now walk out the door to the one you call, "Mr. Lover." Leave my heart on the floor. You say you can't live without me, then someday we'll have trust MAYBE!!!!! Give it time would be the last thing on my mind, our love was not ready But to say, when was it ever ready???? You explain to me that trust is optional but trust is the only option. So walk out of my life and be happy As I sit in my corner, hating life to the fullest, I wait for my true love to come........
So what if I stand stranded On the straits of Loneliness! THIS is what I had demanded, N anythin more'd have been MEANINGLESS ! So what if my Trust floats wrecked, N my heart winces with all the pain ! MAYBE, its all part of the Great Plan N in Patience, would I gladly teach myself to trust again.
Far-away... but Yet so Near Within my Heart I behold You.. My Darling.. Dear My True Love... As Within he beholds.. Tis Me.. Tho.. We not see each other Knowing within our hearts.. Flames.. lit.. tis of True Love We Believe.. Trust deep within "You & Me".. Until we meet again Moments in Time Sharing on line Together.. Ever so sweeet Wanting.. Grasping for times Till... soon... moments again we meet Far-away... but Yet so Near Both of us wanting closer moments.. Tis clear As within your hearts burns As within my hearts yearns In Life.. As the World-Turns Far-away.. But... Yet so Near When will the day be That we behold each other Outwardly.. and Ever so Completely Forever In this Life.. As the World-turns Then in Eternity.. Life with No end ``````````````````````````````` Reminds of.. Far-away... But Yet so Near As within Our Hearts Eternal Flame Lit We Behold Christ... He is always here Tho.. We not see.. Knowing within our hearts We Believe... Trust deep within Longing and waiting Until the day.. Jesus returns... comes Then we shall all be together... With Him Together ever so sweet... with Our Savior... Whomsoever is Born-again Within this Life... Shall Receive Eternal Life Know... now... In Life... As the World-turns We shall all meet again.. Eternity without end Come to Jesus Christ Become Born-again Receive Eternal Life.. Be With Him.. and "You & Me" Together in Eternity
Dear Lord… I Shall Trust YOU! Dear Lord… When all else fails, I shall trust you! In all of my circumstances, I shall praise YOU! Dear Lord… Though my adversaries surround me! I look to you! Because you've never failed me! Dear Lord… You've been there, when I needed a friend! I love you so much! I don't know where to begin! Dear Lord… You picked me up when I fell to the ground. Each day I feel your peace and love all around! Dear Lord… You're a blessing and important to me! You've given me a new life and now I am free! Dear Lord… I wish others would know you like I do! In times of adversity, you're the only one I can turn to! Dear Lord… I'm so thankful for your blessings and much more! I've received your gift of love... This is worth living for! My Lord… Thanks for being so patient and kind. You've restored my family, and given us peace of mind! My Lord… May I teach others of your wondrous ways! And be an example of your kindness the rest of my days! My Lord… Words alone are hard to express… The joy of knowing you! I am so blessed! By Jim Pemberton
"Blessed is the man who trusts in the Lord!" Goodness and mercy in him shall be stored! "He shall be like a tree planted by the water…" And will not wither or fade when the temperature gets hotter. "His leaves are green and will stay in the year of drought." Because his faith in God is what his life is about! "The heart is deceitfully wicked." And who knows it? God! He made your heart and he helped compose it! "He searches our heart and he tests our ways…" There's no running from him. Throughout our days. "He gives each according to the fruit they bear." He knows what you're doing. He is always there! Why not trust him with your life? Why not start today? Allow him to be your Lord. Simply trust and obey! You'll never be disappointed by what he can give! He will bless you and give you a reason to LIVE! By Jim Pemberton 04/22/10 Read: Jeremiah 17:7-10
"You can trust in me for I am the Lord, You are fastened to me by a spiritual cord, You are Mine and Mine alone", Thus whispers my God from His heavenly home. Yes, God is my Life and my Love, He sees to my every need from Heaven above, He loves me completely and forever, Yet, to me, His touch is just like a feather. Yet sometimes, He lets illness be my fate, To teach me a lesson between Love and hate, He teaches that only Love can heal me, Hate can only sicken, and never, ever free me. When I think that everything is His, It blows my mind sometimes, to go along with this, Yet, this relieves me of all that pride, When I realized He gave me Life when I should have died. "You can trust in Me for I am the Lord, You are tied to Me by a spiritual cord, You are Mine for all eternity", thus whispers my Lord.
I trashed many deserving and precious loves in bloom down my favorite path, where lovely lilacs grew; I took everything they offered me with an eager hand, but heartlessly buried thier worth underneath the cold sand... How did I become too inconsiderate, too selfish... by showing no regard for their genuine feelings? They loved me as if I was the only man alive having only one constant wish: to spoil me with kisses and keeping me warm in their passionate embraces! I constantly bite my hyprocritical lips, thinking of what I have done, and guilt pounds steadly inside to rebuke my unkind deeds; they wanted friendship more than gifts and fun... they are strangers now, ignoring my greetings! Intentional or not, I pursued pleasure instead of amability, taking advantage of their vulrerability, leaving their sincere hearts empty; doesn't an impish child get what he wants with his annoying cries? That was me, so insensible and unfair, stealing trust and affection to satisfy my urges... How did awareness reduce me to this state of misery? They caught up with my clever lies and shut the door into my face, reminding me that all good friends are hurt by dishonesty; and now how can I win back their trust and not be affected by old malice? How did I become too inconsiderate, too selfish so driven by duality? I put me first, leaving their intense desires behind; they deserved to be understood and be truly loved, without an indication of doubt from someone too impervious to their plea... Copyright 2009 by Andrew Crisci
I don't know what to make of my own dark thoughts I don't know if I can trust my heart when it loves selflessly I don't know if I can go on living with so much confusion I don't know if I can die without knowing truth So much time has past Every second that passes The less I know I can't say I believe what's to be shown I feel like I'm just going on and on Never receiving answers But not wise enough to ask something new I don't know if I can trust you I don't know if I can trust me...... around you I don't know what to do
so sure to intice my soul delight my life and make it whole, in control of all beautiful things and promises upload, so destin to recieve and belive my love,which was like an hour glass never gone, she wore blue and red and never a fled sexual flings encounters in beds,never upset always ready to live to the extremity so calm until she gone off a drank with me, I would never fall away from trust a must to compromise trust emburst into smiles and hugs always there to cherrish me the one i love
We havent seen eachother since August 16th,2007 It is now January 29th 2008. You'll be home in three months.. I wonder and think about alot of things. I wonder if you have changed, Or wonder have I changed? I wonder if you still love me Or wonder if I still love you I wonder if you holding me in your arms still will make me feel safe Just like it used to.. I wonder if you will still trust me Or wonder if I will beable to trust you I wonder if we'll beable to be together forever I wonder what it will be like the first day you finally come home I wonder what I will do that day I wonder if your family will accept me And I wonder if someday my family will accept you I wonder if we'll have kids I wonder if we'll get married Most of all I wonder if you'll ever beable to let go of what you have been through the past two years. Or I wonder if you will be scarred for life...... I WONDER there's not a single second that I don't think about what it will be like when you finally come home.
~~~ NO GLORY! NO HOME! NO MORE!~~~ Life echoes' cried; precious loved ones lost life Door of tears; my prayers knock on the closed door Strife took up arms that war nailed cross to strife War erred deeds, claims unjust, cold souls of war Vain war the warrior's hallo; warred in vain Mercy, come again, please give me mercy? Shame the wars' casualties; hall of shame Jersey City the same as New Jersey None gave true love; and glory was for none Time life wasted; and hope died one last time Son of perdition spawn without a son Crime the nations' debt; and partners of crime Soar, Oh my soul, chimes of life, let love soar Poor wars' and scriptures' used against the poor © DiLinda Adams 2014, All Rights Reserved First Shadow Sonnet Challenge! – Please join me. Poems should rhyme, and have an 10 syllable count and 14 lines to meet the challenge. However, if you just want to be creative please do so. a1xxxxxxxxxxa1 b1xxxxxxxxxxb1 a2xxxxxxxxxxa2 b2xxxxxxxxxxb2 c1xxxxxxxxxxc1 d1xxxxxxxxxxd1 c2xxxxxxxxxxc2 d2xxxxxxxxxxd2 e1xxxxxxxxxxe1 f1xxxxxxxxxxxf1 e2xxxxxxxxxxe2 f2xxxxxxxxxxxf2 g1xxxxxxxxxxg1 g2xxxxxxxxxxg2
Curiosity led me in your direction What made me stay? Your affections. Never breaking my spirit, only silencing my voice. Getting rid of the walls around my heart, losing my poise. What do I do with these long lost emotions? I've always had a trust problem, a problem with devotions. I promise to try my best to be there for you. But I can't guarantee anything permanent, only true. We can attempt at this if you so decide. You'll see me in a different light, an entirely different side. Teach me to trust again, and I'll be here as long as you want me. Teach me to love again, and I'll thank the fact that you set me free.
People often wonder Why relationships never last It's because you show yourself And give love away too fast Revealing all your secrets There is no mystery And then before you know it There's nothing left to see Giving all your trust away Tho trust is something earned And if you soon forget it It becomes a lesson learned So why make things so easy Stop giving your love away Let them know you're worth it And they'll earn it everyday
Blessed is He Who Trust In The Lord! "Blessed is the man who puts his trust in the Lord!" Goodness and mercy in him shall be stored! "He shall be like a tree planted by the water…" And will not wither or fade when the temperature gets hotter. "His leaves are green and will stay in the year of drought." Because his faith in God is what his life is about! "The heart is deceitfully wicked." And who knows it? God! He made your heart and he helped compose it! "He searches our heart and he tests our ways…" There's no running from him. Throughout our days. "He gives each according to the fruit they bear." He knows what you're doing. He is always there! Why not trust him with your life? Why not start today? Allow him to be your Lord. Simply trust and obey! You'll never be disappointed by what he can give! He will bless you and give you a reason to LIVE! By Jim Pemberton Read: Jeremiah 17:7-10
Dearest, your appeal so touched my heart You would fear and tremble now to come And give me the great Creator's good part That I cannot merit in mind or mortal thumb. It is not for me now to tell you who I am For I must trust the future going onward, we Are called to go, not knowing cause or country Humble to yield when the thicket has no lamb. Love is love and love never goes away, yet Love may not everyone problem solve, so He who Jesus loved left him, bitter with regret For love needs trust when relationships grow. I do not sudden that trust comes easy now. I Do not say that love cannot overcome, I mean It is never to late to wipe the old slate clean And write with love where once was written lie. Home demands just one thing from every soul That respect will rule all passions in its domain A man's ego is breadth and height within the fold I would ever flinch to dole it unjustly any pain. Yet this is how love is known, how much life will Surrender self that the loved may endure when Flowers fade under the fickle feet of frazzled men Until the twelveth of never then, I love you still. And somwehere long ago a heart still waits to know Who will walk the beach beside its beat when we Across the evening sand, follow the sun setting low Who will bring the laughter back for each memory O speak, speak, the truth can tame the torrid lie Humility begs and waits its honor never yielding Lovers make friends the dangers looming unrepeating Grace transforms, and we heal surely, by and by.
I once said I would find love But I must admit, Though it takes time I will never find what I am looking for I can try but, not even that will help any more I have to say it's not as easy to do what's right To be the mature one when solving a problem But I will say this to be the better person you Must first trust and believe in your self With out self trust you can't do much All was follow you gut feeling If it tells you not to do something believe it It's never wrong I would know I never listen to what my gut is telling me And when something bad happens I feel really stupid But what I said before I was so sure to find that love That my friends got mad and didn't care We and again friends But they showed me what was more important in life Love is great but there are more ways to be happy Then just being in Love Don't forget who you are As I have done Listen to those around you and be open minded Live life Be happy Never Doubt Be careful
we once felt love love for one another we talk together we laughed together we both loved each other then one day just one day everything went wrong all the trust we had just flew away it flew away like a bird with new wings and out love died you lied to me about you about the OTHER about your love for me i thought our love was forever but it never started our love died when i found out i cried all day you tried to explain but you knew you couldn't you said it was a mistake that you didn't really love her that she was just a play mate but i didn't believe you i couldn't trust you i didn't want to believe it but it looked like you left me a long time ago i left that one day i ran i ran as fast as i could i didn't know where i was going maybe an empty place so i could just fill it with my tears our love have never started because every time i try to start it you would just play along so that i would think that you felt the same when you knew you could never love me i was just a show off for you friends out love died it ran away it flew away our love never started so i felt like i never did
I can't seem to find the right words to say How I feel at this moment Though today may be the day meant for lovers I feel as if, I can't do much now But I can do this one thing I will pledge my love to you I want the whole world to hear it So listen up as I say it... Mine! Yes my heart belongs to you! And you alone, so long as I live on this earth Love! I promise to stay by your side! No matter the situation, whether it be good or bad! I will never leave you, my lovely valentine... I understand that what you want most this day And you can expect it from me However, allow me to do just a little more Out of the goodness of my heart I want to show you, my love My devotion to you lasts forever Allow me to be your only valentine As well as the only one you need... Love! Trust me with your heart! I promise to take care of it for as long as I live Life! That's what I'll give to you! And you hold it in your hands, just like yours in mine! I'll never let you go,my lovely valentine... My love... You know that if I could... I'd proclaim this to the world... Aloud... So that everyone can hear it... My valentine... My lovely valentine... This heart of mine... This love that I have for you... Shall go on for eternity... And I hope that... Yours will burn just as fiercely... The whole world shall open its ears And listen to what I shall say... Mine! Yes my heart belongs to you! And you alone, so long as I live on this earth Love! I promise to stay by your side! No matter the situation, whether it be good or bad! Love! Trust me with your heart! I promise to take care of it for as long as I live! Take my hand and let me embrace you... My lovely valentine...
the way ill treat my girl is like royalty, and she wont have to worry about any other girl over me because ill never be disloyalty, i'll be your king you be my queen, are relationship would be different something that no one has ever seen, because im the type of guy thats rare, i'll surround you with all my loving in the air, i'll hold your hand in front of my friends and family better yet the whole universe, i'll pick you over a party or game anyday because my baby would always come first, i'll give you all my loving as if i was cupid, and unlike other guys i wont play with your mind or act stupid, i'll give her my world and never try to lose her, and if she ever gets cold ill put her in my jacket so she wont go burr, i'll do some chessy things to keep that smile on your face, i'll take your breath away and i promise are memorys will never be erase, im that shooting star that you'll wish for in the sky, if your looking for someone to treat you right pick me because ill be that guy, i'll keep that glow of happiness in your eyes, and trust me im not the type of guy that would just try to get through your thighs, i'll keep you away from harm, and to keep that promise ill forever keep you in my arms, if you ever woke up from a bad nightmare, call me ill show up to be your teddy bear, i'll be the guy to bring you back up when you are down, i'll never do anything to give you a sad frown, but if i ever did anything to make you upset, i'll do everything i can to fix the problem because i never wanna make your eyes wet, anything you want i'll give it to you just because i want to satisfy you, i'll forever stay true, and never make you feel blue, whatever you do for me i'll give you my loving back one hundred times more, and if another girl tryed talking to me i would simply ignore, because you would be the only one i would adore, i would give you space anytime, and you can talk to other guys i dont care because i know your already mine, i'll forever keep the butterflies flying in your heart, and trust me i would never do anything to tare that all apart, i'll give you all my loving thats inside of me, and if your searching for someone to unlock your heart then look this way cuz im the one that holds the key.
The snows so white and glistened in the light. It is undisturbed like the dead of night. Her love is so pure, so sweet and kind. There's nothing in the world that could change her mind. The smell of the rain, as it cleans the world. It feeds the trees, that help us breathe. Her love is like rain, it cleans his past. It feeds the good, no one thought he had. The sun shines bright, and guides the way. It radiates heat in the coldest days. Her love's so strong it's overwhelming. But it gave him courage, to change his ways.
You tell me to trust you, and I do. I have doubt that I can trust you. you are stoner and have many different sides. How can I be sure that when your stoned you won't hurt me. I believe you wouldn't but I can't tell any more for your moods change very quickly. I love you and I know you would never do any thing to hurt me, or at least not on purpose. I trust you with all my soul and If I can't then let me die and let me go to HELL to rot and burn. Rotting in Hell Is punishment enough.To trust one of whom does not earn it. For trust is more important then any thing else, but let me right about trusting you and let me go to heaven where I maybe welcomed with open arms. I hope your not lying to me when you say I can trust you for I love you more then you will ever know and It would hurt me bad inside and tear my heart into pieces. That alone Would be hell. May I Trust you. Let me know. Tell me in love and not in hast. For hast does nothing for love, but tear them apart. Let doubt not Pull us apart and may our love be strong for as long a we both shall live.
A friend told me something that made me think: He helped me out when I was in need. I was beat up about a guy. Who constantly continued to lie. My friend could see that I cared for this guy and he whiped the tears away from my eyes. He said: "Anyone can break up, anyone can lie, it's all about trust and if you loose that try compromise." I looked up at my friend to get a better understanding of what he said. He continued: "I see you care for him and I see he messed up but even though he lost your trust what would go through to be with him?" I understood where he was coming from, and i knew what he meant. Alot I would go through for him. My friend said: " This is just an obstacle that I know you can over come,. Don't loose your love because that nigga acted dumb." My friend opened my eyes. To the fact that people make mistakes. And to forgive, A strong heart it takes. One more thing he had to say: "whipe your eyes and talk to him. You love him that I can clearly see, tell him what your feeling. Let him know it's real. No matter how "hood" he may try to be, believe me, love will set him free. He'll break down and apologize for all that he's done. Don't let this get to you. Your too strong." I hugged my friend and thanked him for the talk. Now it's time for me to talk to the guy and I know exactly where to start Thanks Troy!
First off I am 15 You believe I wouldn't I break that promise You trust that I will be there I show, and you take advantage You went all the way Let nothing behind You took everything I had I can never get it back You lure me Build trust within me You got close to me Seduced me Did what you did Did that one crime Kept doing that one crime You knew you had power over me Took advantage Now Look No look Take a look Look who has power But I will use that for good I am letting you turn Turn around and step in the other direction
In this long-drawn-out voyage of mystery I'm looking for an answer to a complex enigma My sanity turns faded due to this indescribable truth My mind and soul have left my bare-skinned body When the others doubt me Losing faith in me and put the mistakes on me In my solitude psyche you are here to be with me With your steady mind keeping me for being a man Every so often I feel I owe you my whole life Involving you into the circle of a hazardous riddle Yet you put your trust in me and you followed me Convinced in me, hold on to me to find accuracy When I'm about to have no trust in nobody You are the only one who stays in my heart Because you are the one who breaks my solitude psyche Your common sense keeping me from insanity I don't want to lose you
the year is still young and those resolutions are still being met but how do we make the most of the time that's coming yet? time is so fleeting and the only time we have is now so it's up to us to make it more meaningful somehow to make it good, to make it worthwhile just to make it better we need to follow the Holy Word of God to the letter these days are more of a challenge with so much evilness all around war in the Middle East, the crash on Wall Street and the housing market in the ground we're in a countercultural dilemma just trying to stay in synch with God going against the world's viewpoints with love for Jesus in our hearts a relationship with God should be consuming most of our time a way to redeeming it in the year 2009 to trust in the Lord and not lean towards our own understanding to redeem the time we have by doing that which He is commanding Jesus the Christ gave His life so that we may live and now unto Him our love and faith we should give redeeming the time by reading and studying His Holy words a daily devotional quiet time where only the Spirit is heard to be a true disciple we must take the time to be spiritually nourished in the year 2009 for you can't think worldly thoughts while doing what God requires you need to acknowledge His authority and do as He desires so hand over the keys to that vehicle which is your life and trust in God to steer you through all the struggle and strife it might not make much sense to you what the Lord God has planned so don't going grabbing the steering wheel just hold onto His mighty hand God knows what's best for you even if you don't agree just adhere to the path He has set as it will lead to victory God has given you so many blessings so keep Him always in the mix and as long as He's in the equation there's no problem that He can't fix so continue to sustain and maintain a right relationship with God and keep Him first and foremost forever in your heart believe in Him, receive from Him and have Him always on your mind a way to redeeming the time in the year 2009
Ive been decieved by my one true love I was blind to his words of trechury He went behind my back and layed with another woman He decieved my heart I thought i could trust him but now i feel i can trust no man I did nothing to deserve this kind of heartbreak Yet he did everything to break my heart We cannot go back now And honesty is not his policy I feel like i am drowning in hiw web of lies And all he is doing is making sure i sink I feel weak now and the darkness is surrounding me I can hear him laughing and enjoying my misery He knew i wanted a life with him so he decided to kill me He first started with my heart He insulted me and my love for him His words were like a slap in the face or a stab in the back I did not know that love included such cruelty An all i have ever asked of him Was to treat me great and always be truthful He has not done that He has damaged my heart And now i walk around with a dead soul I feel the weight of this heartbreak all over my body He hated every word that would come out of my mouth So i quit talking He hated my affection So i left him alone I love him and yet he cannot stand me He lied, lies, and will lie to me And that is how he killed me In his eyes i was nothing but a neusance to him He left me to wait on him too many times I felt i had to wait on him For i loved him and enjoyed him more than anything But he did not care..... He did not want me Then he blinded me I saw him and his other woman Thats when it broke It broke into many peices and it hurts With every beat of my broken heart it hurts worse I saw his arm around her And how he walked her to his door I saw them together on his presious couch And his arm was around her again He showed me his preference in that one moment My natural reacotion was to slap him.... What else couls i do ? At that moment i wanted him to feel the pain i was feeling and much more He killed me and does not understand why or how he did He does not understand that this is not love that he is showing me Love does not hurt all the time Love does not mean being unloyal Love does not me lying or disrespect Love does not mean cheating His love is not true love
What do you do with a heart that's been broken Too many times to repair For truly, there are no words to be spoken To make it want to care And how do you learn to trust again When trust is merely a lie Is there another way to begin Or is it too much to try Is it okay to merely be alone And truly forsaken love When the fairytale is really gone And cold truth all you know of Yet somewhere deep inside you hides The wishful spark of romance A torment that never subsides And whispers there's always a chance And the cruelest part of this spark Is the hope it keeps alive For what if love's not a lark And something for to strive What then if you should happen to find That one you've been waiting for And discover a truth truly unkind-- That you've already closed the door.
Dear God, please help me to love? Falling in love has always been easy, But I've been hurt so many times that I can't trust (her/or myself). Perhaps in time I'll pick-up the shattered pieces and mend them With your help, Lord. I trust it will come. Difficult is the path of the broken hearted, And in life, I've only found true happiness in you, Lord. I pray that my feelings for the one I love doesn't lead to more heartache. But God, I know that I'll always have a friend in you. Come what will, keep me in your grace.
(1) I read your poems you told me Enumerating names that belong only to ladies So you leaf through the memory Cached in words in search of my ambiguities And I laughed through the night At your mortal frailty, for how could I write Of love random after your flight That crippled me so badly I wouldn't trust light Nor song, nor pure flower bloom Beauty is a tragic thing you know, to behold it Is to be intimate with hope's doom How could I love after you, I had no spirit for it For when you were gone I saw long Miles alone of desert sands that span from dawn To bitter night of the subtle wrong Where lynched and quartered my heart was drawn. (2) Lady, you are back again, and this tree You left so green and full of leaves Have shed them brown in wilted poetry And I think the cold wind also deceives For look at the grass The same thing happened when the sun In torrid summer pass Ice or fire, I lament both and trust none O remember now to read me like a parable I do not keep my meanings plain in sight On the surface meet me where I am affable You are forever to me an eternal delight.
LORD, I am weak but not unable to perceive I am nothing. I have no strength beside thee, I burden myself with heavier loads and everyday it seems I fall further and further from thy Grace, but, You carry me through. All I need is You everyday, Because You touched me! LORD, I have failed thee, I follow my heart and fall real deep. My heart alone is fragile, deceitful, and weak and I cannot trust it, it seems I can't find my way around in this valley of fog, but, You stand always with me and together we walk hand in hand, Because You touched me! LORD, You rescued and saved my dyeing heart that I could not save. You are my only source of light, You open my eyes to see the truth before me. You've given me Your steady heart to trust while my world churns on this pilgrim journey. You shed Your light on every path, right and left, Because You touched me! LORD, I look within as if to hide me, but see only darkness inside me. I have nothing to offer thee, for all I have is thine, today is another day, clouds will block my view but Your Grace and Love shines right through. Just one more day and I shall enter into Your rest, Because You touched me! (c) April 8, 2006 Rosemarie Schrock
This feeling so alien Making me wake almost deadly quick My mind sought swiftly for the cause Of this disturbance she came This feeling caused blood to fountain And tears to secrete Though in the past it's still potent It's enough to scare the most hardened of veterans Prominately toned with a case of wisdom It screamed "don't trust this...don't trust this" Like a fool I ignored the pleading bout As abstruse as the ground I walk on She seemed a source for comfort Everything I need, everything I want It's ended my pain, this feeling So I ignored what my heart begged And did what I knew wrong
there's this guy who has my heart pounding, mind racing, every time he comes around i get so nervous, the butterflies i get when he hugs me goes crazy...insane, this guy i look up too, cherish,he encourages me to be all that i can, the one cant see myself without, he's made me so happy, i give all my love and trust too, i know he'll never hurt me never break my heart, this mans proven to me that there really is guys in the world that cares for more then sex, he's so caring, loving, and inspires me to live my life the way it should be lived.... he completes mes me in so many ways made me whole again, he's so special to me and i care for him more then anything, makes me cry tears of joy he's so damn amazing.. it dont matter how many guy are out there, they stand no chance with me i got the one i want forever, he won my heart... my complete trust and im so proud to have him as my man im going to do my all to care, to love, and build our relationship...i'll stand by him through all his decisions, be with him through thick and thin help with his weakness and give him the strength to get through anything them and no matter what life throws at us we will get pass it... i love you micah harris your wife forever
I told you what I knew and you admitted it. I was more hurt then before, this is something I didn't want to be true, but it was. I guess I wasn't good enough for you, but she was. I'm not immature I'm just really confused. I don't know how to act around you. You say you just want to be friends, but friendship requires trust and my trust you don't have, but do you blame me. You went out with me when you already had a girlfriend, and then you lied about her. Say you weren't with her any more and you were just friends. I don't think I can trust you any more. You have to earn the trust back, and that will take a lot of time. You broke my heart beyond repair never to be fixed again, but your wrong I will find someone worthy of my love. One of whom does not lie or cheat on me. My life will go on whether or not your in it.
Needing something to strengthen my heart, To thicken the walls of its fragile exterior, As my heart lay in your hands, Trusting you with everything precious to me, You squeeze so tightly time and time again, Then release it just before it breaks, Until it's almost better again, And just as my trust and strength increases, You tighten your grip and take hold again, Crushing the walls of trust you've built, I hesitate this time like the others before, To trust you, love you & give you all I have, Hoping that this time you won't squeeze, Hoping to many walls aren't broken, So many that next times all I have will break, Leaving in your hand a debris of rubble, Rubble of ALL that is precious to me, in the hands of one that said they "loved" me.
My love for you is deeper then the sea. I love you so much that I don't think about me. Lately I haven't been thinking about anything else. I only think of you and myself. I think we both feel that we should split apart. But the more I think about it, my life will be completely in the dark. Everytime we talk, we talk about lame stuff or nothing. Is this why our relationship is so boring? I think we need people who are more compatible with us. Maybe people who are closer and we know we can trust. Tell me, what is a relationship if you can't trust your girl? You should trust me and treasure me like a pair of pearls. When I think about us breaking up, I want to cry. Somedays I feel like I want to die. I can't even imagine the pain and sorrow I will go through. Can't you see how much I love you? I will do anything for you to trust me. I haven't done anything to make you doubt me. Baby what should do? All I can give you right now, is my love for you.
I hope someday you can find it in your heart to extend your forgiveness that undeserved kindness for having openly hurt you but in truth it is my own reproach I do not trust myself so that placing a wedge between us will keep us from dishonor I want to love you openly not a rendezvous or tryst of drunken desire but that of a cherished loved one whom you live with honor and respect and not something tawdry but glorious and approved I would rather prick you now than be the cause of death in you preferable a bruising of you that can heal than arrows of death in you When you can make the choice of letting love have its perfect work and faithful in every respect I would rather bear your reproach than endanger your life before God I left the ways of the world long ago the endless wanton self serving desire where sex is simply a handshake hello and not the tender bonding of two souls into one unity of truth for life I would give my life to and for you but I will not throw both ours away this throwaway society where everything and everyone is just so much trash to be used then tossed aside , disposed of I do not want that for either of us trash or treasure that choice is yours a building and not a tearing down forgive please this pain I have placed upon you you are too precious I desire the building of you and not the tearing apart and down when you can understand the gravity of your choices and the resultant end it is your benefit I seek in an approved way before God and not the temporary pleasure of sin this is the love I want for both of us the kind that is thoughtful and lasting and walks in the truth together when you can openly ask me to trust and love you for life and understand this burden the answer will be yes and Amen COPYRIGHT © 2011 C Michael Miller via Duboff Law Group LLC
How do you heal the wounds? How do you ever trust another? You left me asking these questions, You left me alone to wonder. How did I know you'd ignore me, And break the spell I'm under? We had a love like fairy tales, Prince Charming on one knee. I thought I will carry on But I was too blind to see I was a pass time & filler Something I'm afraid to know So now I hide within myself, So my pain-filled eyes won't show You've made it hard to trust You'll never know now what you've lost. My heart was all for giving, But all you Had to do was to take... I know one day u'LL realize And learn from the mistake
Why can't our dreams come true? And why did I fall in love with you? Do you love me too? Am I some thing special to you? Am I some one you can trust? Can I have trust in you? Will you be there when I fall? Will you give me strength when I give up all? Will I be able to cry on your shoulder? Will you hold me when I shiver? Will you be my knight in silver? Can I have trust in you?
Youve done it, youve made me start to fall in love with. im sitting here crying, because im scared, but at the same time, im so happy im in love with you youre the person ive waited for all this time, the person ive looked for all my life. and when i least expected it, you walked into my life you listen when i talk, youre there when i cry, and you made me finally smile. im crying for the last time, i hope, and i trust you wont hurt me. its so hard for me to trust guys, but youre worth it to me. so heres my heart, see all the little cracks? theyre pretty small and nicely healed but you, i know, that youre the one that could make it completely shatter. promise me you wont please, promise me youll love me forever, and wont break my heart. even if you cant promise me that, ill give you my heart anyways, cause if i dont, i know ill regret it for the rest of my life. .
I was always there for you when you called, Even though you were not there for me when I needed you to answer. When you needed someone to talk to I would listen, Although you were telling me lies I would still listen. I didn't understand why you would tell me those lies. I felt I was being used by your words of manipulation, I could tell that you thought I believed every word you said. Truthfully, I did believe what you were telling me, I was hoping that you would be truthful when really that was something that you couldn't do. I was deeply hurting in the inside because of those lies. Since the lies filled in my mind and heart, My mind never trusts you but my heart always wanted to believe your lies. My heart could only take so much, But you seem to not care if I lost trust in you, The trust is gone along with my heart that once belonged to you.
Life can be a major pain If you give up, You won't gain If You've had all You could take Don't make a Mistake And Throw Your Life Away Don't Give Up!!! When Your Life seems to be turned upside-down And You can't find any Friends around, Don't Give Up!!! You have a Friend in Jesus... He is Here He's Waiting for You! With His Loving Arms Opened Wide Whom You could Always Confide In Just ask Him... Pray... Don't Give Up!!! He makes the Impossible, Possible Just Trust in Our Lord There's nothing else You could afford Where the door shut, There's Always a window Opened When You seem down & blue, and don't know what to do Go to Him in Prayer The One You could Trust {Follow Jesus}
I stay up all night thinking About the entire day How to make things different To stop being afraid I wish I could reach out and call I know they really love me They want to know about my life But I don't think they'll see My life is different from before This I do agree But who I am and was before I'm closer now to free There are things that I must change To have peace and to be All I've ever dreamed of Living and feeling free I've found my mate, my lover My family, my best friend He's older and he's different On him, I do depend Our love is real and true and kind He needs me, I need him My family doesn't accept me now They've judged him on a wim How do I live my life Without my mom and dad I know they want the best for me But what they do is bad They always expect the worst of me And show me no trust too Despite the path I've laid till now It doesn't matter what I do I'm proud of who I have become A person honest and true Why can't they just be happy now Sit back and watch how I grew They created who I am in part Their job is now to see That I will choose my life and dreams And who I want to be I'm thankful and appreciate All that they have done And want them to believe in me And trust my life's begun. I'm estranged now from my brother His wife and his family My best friend Kim is worried Of the life that I lead They think that I have chosen bad And not fulfilled my dreams Assuming this about my life Without consulting me I wrote these words to express How I feel to them I hope that they will listen And that acceptance will begin I want them to stop assuming Always the negative and the worst And believe I can be happy Help me lift my bad luck curse I know it may be hard To accept Charlie But they will have to try this now As he is part of me If only they would give themselves The chance to know him well A person with a soul they'd love If they could only tell I hope my parents find a way To understand my life If they can't accept me now Stab me with a knife This is how important you are My beloved family So can we please start over now, fresh and anew This will make me happy And Charlie wants this too I need you with me by my side In my life I do. I love you and I miss you much I hope you feel this too.
Dear John, No. I can't elope with you. Because I'm promised to another. A lady always keeps her word and promises to her lover. And as I trust my lover my lover trust me; to meet at the altar and neither one to flee. What if it were to me this misfortune to be. Some strange woman writing letters begging him forsake me. But the gentleman has given his word and I worry not. Send me no more letters.If you do I'll send you there ashes. Just remember what we've had and not what we've not. Sincerely, Julia (to be continued)
You pushed me away. I trusted you and you gave up. what did I ever do to you? you said"You loved me" Then why am I sittling here alone? You walking away holding her hand. well look now its been awhile. I don't need any one but she left you hanging. you said you made a mistake. I gave you many chances yet your luck just ran out. I want to have nothing to do with you. Be gone good bye im leaving you as you did to me. Its to late im already gone. Just to think you had a chance but you blew it. thanks for the hard times you gave me. You tought me to never trust any one but god and myself. I'll never believe you so don't waist your breath. your waisting your time talking to me. I said"never again and i meant it. I told you that was your last chance. Well good bye, you should have tryed to care. At least you wouldn't be sitting here, Wishing i was with you there. I tusted you but never again. I watched you pass me by. You asked me what went wrong. You lost my trust you broke my heart. You made life fall apart, Thanks for the broken heart and, The painful tears I cry for you. They'll never fall again. You pushed me away well here I am today, Im a beter person but your the same, You said you should blame me. you torn my heart my heart in tiny parts. never to be put back together again. Dont waist your breath. Like I can care anymore. Good bye so long you just waisted your time.
You were my shinning star in my darkest night Your gentle voice arose above the cries of the demons And took my tormented spirit into your calming light Searching for the person I lost so long ago All that was left was an empty shell and a man I didn't know You saw what others failed to see Looking past the walls I built around me I could feel your spirit touch my very soul As if you placed all that was lost to me back again And made me once again whole Giving me friendship, trust and honesty But more than that you believed in me So many things I didn't say I thought I would maybe someday But alas that never was to be And all those thoughts and words are gone for eternity Now I see though too late what I had been searching for all this time The pity was I was a fool not to see it or just too blind And so I face this time and place alone My shining star you will have to go on for now here is where you belong To give to others what you gave to me Your friendship, trust and honesty.
Let me ask your honest opinion, or words of wisdom if you will. I'm laying in a grave of curiosity that needs to be filled. We've built many support systems of money, love and trust. But exactly how great is the percentage of these 3 are working for us. Money and trust require much patience and can easily be done. Simply do your thang, make your money and remember, trust no one! It's easier done than said while being faithfully spoken of But the challenge still remains as to what is this love??? I mean how does this thing really work Who does it belong to and why is someone always gettin hurt? The only thing its worth is its own phrase on a t-shirt. Anyway as I ponder I came to infer That love was the exclusive bond between me, him, and her. A bond so strong it had all of us fooled Thinking that saying "I love you" was the main tool To keep things calm and cool And we all got schooled Twice like loons Well, except her, cuz she's still gettin spooned In more ways than one pretty soon Cuz she don't know like I do Her precious lil man keeps her heart from turning blue And she only sees the "good intentions" given by you. Ha silly little girl with no clue You see intentions, they start out pure, but never come true Cuz life's not what you intend, it's what you do Now what do you think? Is love really worth going thru?
Stunted growth, some seedlings need both sun and rain The sun went away, never returning again Seedlings into striplings grown warped and weak Striplings become plants, prospects bleak To bear fruit, to spread its own seed Was a forecast none could have believed Until came a butterfly bold, beautiful, unique It cared not that the plant was weak It would land on plants upon whom others never settled Taking a chance, willing to test their mettle It thought that come spring the weak plant could bloom Giving nourishment and shelter the butterfly assumed On came the weak plant to fulfil the butterfly's trust Grow stronger and higher it knew it must For the butterfly was also bereft Nothing but the weak plant had it left They stood alone together the plant trying to grow The butterfly waited for changes to show Time elapsed, spring came and went The butterfly grew tired of all the time it had spent The butterfly had kissed the plant with pollen and strength The weak plant hadn't bloomed, didn't grown in length The weak plants roots sunk deep in soil too fallow The butterfly couldn't save one with potential so shallow Leave the weak plant, the butterfly knew it must Find a strong plant in whom it knew it could trust Alone the weak plant knew it would live Deep roots in bad ground life would give However weak forever it would remain Hopes to grow strong torn forever in twain
my skin is the color of a mellow yellow Amber given from African trees my eyes dark brown are like those of an ancient egyptian queen my lips are as soft as the petal of a rose and as pink as a charms blow pop my frame is lady petite with curves like Halley Berry and just enough of what J-Lo's got my goal is to become successful by the age of 25 my dream is to become famous modeling, acting, singing, dancing, broadcasted live my world is as fast as amtrack but seems as slow as a snale I apply myself to the fullest refusing to believe that only sex sells i'll never know the deciever so I trust all but the devil inside them I work hard for what I need and my wants become plentyful when provided I treasure myself deeply cause I am gifted with many talents I am who I am for a reason so I dont try to be more than I can handle My hobby is writing how I feel expressing freedom and piece of mind my daily activity is weaving, styling womens hair to their liking my boyfriend is my soother because he embraces me and cooks to nourish my soul I trust myself to believe in me even when others dont I dedicate myself to the people who make my heart shine like the sun and glow like the moon I demand respect from all while displaying respect for all to I am a beautyful berson because beauty lives in me my beauty is displayed in many ways and recognized by all who meet me
Baby, i believe in you, Baby, i believe in all you do. Baby, how i need you, Baby, i hope you need me too. How can i amke you understand? Will you please take me by the hand? To be with you, i will do all that i can, For me you are the only man. You stole my heart,you stole my soul, You filled the empty space and made me whole. Emotions getting harder to control, Gaining your trust is my main goal. Baby i realize you believe in me too, Wanting you here is all i can do. The best things in life are free, Theres no where else i would rather be. Beautiful eyes,that i love to look in, Gorgeous smile, i can't wait to see it again. Strong arms holding me close within, Loving you is not a sin. You stole my heart,you stole my soul, You filled the empty space and made me whole. Emotions getting harder to control, Gaining your trust is my main goal.
Your lips upon mine your hands in my hair Our love is pure and sublime filled with trust and care We share a rare connection that few are lucky enough to find You give me a sense of protection and total peace of mind You complete me in every way and send my soul flying I love you more with each day a love unconditional and undying I could live forever in your arms with my head laying on your chest I'm safe from all of life's harms and finally able to rest I have complete faith in you and everlasting trust I will be eternally true and do whatever I must I long to be by your side for the rest of your life My heart is open wide my dream to be your wife
It's not what you think it is It's a pain in your heart That never goes away And leaves a scar for life You give somebody your heart And also your soul They take it from you And they break it Then you're left with no heart And no longer a soul All you have is a broken heart And a body with no soul You're left searching For that special someone That can fix your heart And give you a soul But you find no one Worthy of fixing your heart And giving you a soul Because your trust is gone Love is all about trust Without it, you have nothing Love is also about pain With it, you learn You learn to be careful Of who you choose Because you trust no one For fear of a broken heart
Oh,pretty young lady... please listen to me: the trust in a friend is important; it's not as wrong as you really think! You don't have to remind me of your very foolish thinking; try to understand what you're doing; you should say yes,you should say just what keeps you away from me... Your shyness,your honesty will never help you to win a real guy; here's why you tremble whwn you hold me; wake up,don't give yourself to romantic fantasies; don't leave things the way they are! Oh,pretty young lady, please listen to me: the trust in a friend is important; it's not as wrong as you really think!
Isn't it strange how one day we love someone and the next we hate them, how we surround ourselves with a few people that are exact replicas of ourselves and push everyone else away, how we try ridiculously hard to pretend we want to be different when the truth is we're actually in search of our niche. Isn't it strange how we remember all the bad things but forget the happy times, how we dig a hole to bury the hurt but end up burying the peace, how we try to fix the world but often aide in its destruction. Isn't it strange how we try to tell the world who we are while at the same time trying to hide it, how we always say that we don't care what others think and yet deep down it stabs, how no matter how many times we say the phrase 'Sticks and stones may break my bones but words will never hurt me' words always make deeper wounds that take longer to heal. Isn't it strange how often our heart and head argue, how we love the wrong person, how we think we've chosen the safe path and then it turns out to be completely covered in traps. Isn't it strange that even when 'everything' is laid out in the open 'everything' really isn't everything, how we try so hard not to hurt others feelings and then do stupid crap like talking about them, how we trust the wrong people quickly while it takes forever to trust the trustworthy. Isn't it strange how you will read this and probably agree with every word and then toss it aside as though it was never written.
Painted streets, black as pitch…white shadows dance. Expecting the indigenous sound to fade into the black. It's the same sound, the crack comes from within. The sweetness turns bitter, her voice recorded. Motion sickness, vomiting, and chunks left behind. Screaming turns to screeching, lips turn blue… Throat bleeds the corruption of the heart. Wet, cold, meat. Bowing, not kneeling. Trust is lost in the promise, trust is lost in the smile. There is not trust here, there is no smiling…
My Lord, my Lord, i'm crying out to you! Look down on me, and wipe the tears from my face! It seems i'm lost, running around in circles, Please lift me out of this miserable place! I've put myself here, because of the fear of this world all around me! Please help me to see your glory and peace, and know your love will always carry me! You are my light! You are my salvation! The salt of the earth! The bread of life! If i put my faith and my trust in you Lord, i know you will always win the fight! My Lord, my Lord, please help me to be strong, and let me feel your presence all around! I will stand in faith and trust in YOU with everything i go through, and one day, i will be HOMEWARD BOUND!
When i woke up this moring you were the first thing on my mind And i already know when i close my eyes tonight its your face i will see Although my thoughts of you are constant and quite painfull Im never surprised when they appear Can i trust you? Oh i wish i could trust you Sometimes when i look at you i see the innocense of a child lead astray I see a truly beautiful soul looking to join with another And then there are times when i see hatred in you kind eyes I see someone who knows fully what you are doing And without remorse continues to do so So why the constant thought, why the constant pain Why cant i tell you to leave me be? My life has been a search and but until now i have had no leads Ive been searching for the one who's heart beats n'sync with mine That beat, that calm, peaceful beat i thought i found in you I thought i saw it in your eyes I dont know if i was wrong but i dont know if i was right But i know that somehow i feel tied to you presence And without knowlege or permission My soul will dream of your tonight
Let me know Tell me the truth! Do you really love me? Or are you using me? You already know That I love you But I don't know if I can trust you again... All those things I gave you I worked hard for them Knowing that you love those kind of things I gave all of my time for you Pushed my friends to the side for you Just so I can put a smile on your face But recently, you seem to be acting suspicious You say you love me You say you'll wait But who is he? Let me know Tell me the truth! Do you really love me? Or are you using me? If you aren't Then who is he? I don't know if I can Ever trust you again! Tell me the truth... Tell me the truth... Tell me the truth... Whenever I call you We never talk like we used to Because everytime, someone else calls It's goodbye... You keep saying "I love you" But you get mad when I Say, "Don't say it unless you mean it" Love is a serious subject And it is not to be played with Because tragedy will most likely See its way to you Let me know Tell me the truth! You say you love me But why is there three? I want to know Tell me the truth! I don't know if I can Ever trust you again! If you don't love me Then why don't you leave me? Keep the things that I gave you I don't want them back Because they're all tainted!!! Let me know Say the truth! Do you really love me? Or are you using me? I want to know Tell me the truth! You say you love me But why is there three? Let me know Say the truth! You say, "I love you" But I don't believe you I want to know Tell me the truth! That I love you But I don't know if I can trust you again!!!
Lessons of love that hurts to know. "If you love someone you'll let them go." Let them go so they can follow their dreams, Let them go before your love rips from the seams. Lessons of dreams that may never come true. "There are millions of dreams, but only one meant for you." Some dreams fail because a different one was meant to prevail. Lessons of death. "The good die young." We may not understand it and continue to question it, but it happens. We all have a purpose on this earth. Some people's purpose is ended before others. Lessons of broken promises. "The only thing we are promised is death." One day everything must die. Every life has an end. That doesn't mean you give up your right to try. Lessons of deceit. Not everyone's intentions are good. We can't trust everyone even though we wish we could. Always trust your self and you'll be okay; to always find a path that lights the way. Lessons of failure. "It's alright to fall, as long as you remember to pick yourself up." It takes no strength to fall or give up." Life has many lessons to teach, from life we have many lessons to learn. Some are hard, some just difficult; and others so harsh. Lessons that exist for a reason. That reason is to learn the lessons of life.
I found love where no one has yet to believe possible, on a line of truths and lies. During a month where love blossoms and new souls are discovered for long journeys. To be called just friends with another partner, and old friends of past friends who are now friends but also weren't friends at the beginning, but now you talk to whenever. But when someone is more than a friend, and is a love, that's someone whom you cherish and care, glad to be there to console you, and is a Romeo of a new era. For Juliette has found her match. And the friendship of a new love is unbearable. They can take you to breakups and makeups. Trying to believe in somone's inner self but unidentifying old possibilities could bring you down. But you must recall your time together to make a one mistake decision undone. To curse behind closed doors in order to cool down to rebuild your trust. In order to accomplish trust it should be spoken first and not last. For last should be taken heavily and I find myself not able to trust one's decisions based on mere sadness and scare tactics. For if the past comes to me with dramatic scenarios I may venture out and leave love in its place, alone with a past of craziness while I seek a new beginning and become notorious at the mouths of others for accomplishments made. Although Romeo is well endowed the love is higher than the cut ups and wet downs. But being endowed is a blisss with high moans and groans and dreams about the next day or night which sounds can return multiple times. Lying down, sitting up, in the zone of comfort or the exileration of a fast paced motor. Now I wisht to try new places and ways and playto keep it new and fresh. My love is feeling now restless from hours of labor and excitement. As I hold Romeo I see the future royalties bonded by the Lord above. Until we see final days and meet again in the sacred skys. We carry soul to soul, smile to smile, and face to face, but of all this, we carry holiness and love.
I'm confined to a space. I'm not able to erase u from my mind, my heart keeps this blog filled with the many things in my head. The words unsaid. In my corner, in this spot tattoed on my brain. I think i'm insane. This could be love, but the thought of that might hurt too much. The thought of that might fill me with false hope. So I stay in this confined place hoping I will be safe from you. But your penetrating through disturbing my confined ideas and emotions. Your making this real it's the realiness I try to avoid. I'm afraid of that ever lasting emotion, I won't be the same once it's over so I won't let it start. I try to stay confined but my boundries are weak and my heart is easy to breach so keeping walls up don't make sense. Your the worst enemy of all... yet my heart keeps letting you in. So much for my confined sense of security that I cling to. I try to cling to security because being with you is so risky... but I think I want it more than anything. I think I want to fall in love... to know how it would feel. I trust you. I trust myself to fall so deep I won't get back up. But I don't trust the unknown. The promises of who knows. I don't trust the future. I don't trust pain. So I try to stay confined... To block it all out. But everytime I see you I realize that my plan of confinement isn't working.
It started off as just a fling Nothing serious a simple thing Then my love for her grew deep It became hard for me to sleep People said we were too young Though we were she was the one Even still with feelings strong I was forced to do her wrong Cause I was just a scared young boy I played with her like a toy Then one day first period came I heard that girl shout my name I looked at her and walked away Not knowing her changes every day From the secrets that she had I learned that I would be a dad My time with her I did deny Now I wish I didn't lie She looked at me with such disgust In my words she once did trust How could I put her through such pain So I could be arrogant and vain Now the day is drawing near Would she still love me was my fear Or was my timing way too late To regain her trust and change our fate When I approached with teary eyes Her love for me she did not deny She told me that she loved my so And she never wanted me to go She formed me to a whole new man One who could love and understand So with the largest stomach at graduation I was her rock her foundation And as those 9 months they quickly passed I thought our love would forever last One night she called and I awoke When she yelled "MY WATER BROKE" Just as fast as my happiness came All my sunshine turned to rain The doctors made me leave the room At once there were screams that made my ears boom I tried to suck it up and hold in my pride But when I said I was okay it was all a lie The doctor came out all teary eyed "the girl u loved, she instantly died" "but your baby sir she's healthy and safe 6 pounds 9 ounces that is her weight" When I looked at you all I could do was smile My pain left me for a little while Now in you your mother she lives In the sparks in your eyes and the warmth in your kiss And though it started off as just a fling To me your mother was everything
I've tried so hard with fake memories I fade to which I use to know every things so empty, fake to these eyes I see nothing but your face, stuck with a smile. I am this reality with tattered thoughts I scar myself in which I cry to everyone's to shattered, fake in disbelieve I know nothing but your touch, with a strong feeling everybody wants to say to me, fake, so smile everyone hears how i feel today with tattered thoughts a strong feeling fake in disbelieve. I don't know who I'm seeing, face to face dressed in black always faking my way through memories burnt, trust I no longer feel watch me fade, to who you know is fake... Distrust - Laughing with a frown - Ogled to nothing Irate - with these fake tears - knowing nothing death - a part of living - life - to scarred to close my eyes a second chance with everything's that fake Disbelieve - crying with a smile - Trust re-grown Confused - with these empty words - Knowing greed Life - a part of living - death - to scarred to close my eyes.
I trust in you, you trust in me together we will always be. The friendship we have will always grow and the love we share will never get old. I feel the same as I did back then and I always will until the end. I dream at night only of you, I hope and pray you do too. With all my heart and my soul I know for a fact we will grow old. I knew that when we said 'I DO' on that day that you and I were Soul Mates.
I try not to think of that awful night; Even though I know that's not right. It hurts so much to think of what you said; I've tried so hard to put it out of my head. I remember how quickly my world came to an end; I'd lost the guy I loved and my best friend. I didn't know what to say, all I could do is cry; I remember how much I wanted to die. Slowly now, almost four months have passed; And I'm still hurting, how long will this last? When you left, I lost something I can't get back; The ability to love someone else is what I lack. You said you wouldn't hurt me like others have before; All the trust I had was lost when you walked out the door. I will never again be able to trust anyone; My days of being hurt are over and done. I now know all the things I did wrong; I let my guard down, believed our love was strong. For you, there was nothing I wouldn't do; I would've changed my whole life for you. I wonder sometimes if I hadn't been that way; If you'd still be with me today. I know you loved me more than anything; I remember how you cried when you gave me my ring. You hurt me so much and you broke my heart; But still I wish we weren't apart. You're so happy now from what I can see; And you so easily forgot about me. That hurts me more than you could ever know; I wish to God I could let you go. I know I can't do that as long as I care; And sometimes it seems I'll love you forever, I swear. It doesn't matter who it is or whatever the case; No one will ever be able take your place. I know I will never find someone new; Because the only one I'll really ever want is you!
Not here to scorn you, but I must warn you my patience are none existent. I have been convicted to a life sentence without the possibility of trust or love. I am confined to these four walls inside my mind. No way to escape this painstaking misery. Daily my psyche is dying from the freedom you denied me. I'm facing 20 to life all my rights to love and trust are stripped for me. And you were the jury. You imprisoned me to this penitentiary within myself. All help is rejected. My pain is neglected and my guards have already taken me in. The beginning of my end starts with this pen that my hand so fervently follows. Lord knows I try not to wallow in my self-sorrow. So my only escape is through these bitter words I inscribe on this paper. Trying to savor the recess for an hour but my mind calls me back to the pain I must now devour. My thoughts consume me as my eyes cleanse the heart that once sang your name. My pain restrains all hope of ever being able to love again and the possibility of anyone loving me. I'm facing 20 to life there's no way they will ever release me. Loneliness is my unfortunate destiny and you were the jury. I demand to be acquitted, even though I did it, I did not know there would be consequences for being real. I still protest innocent against the allegations you're placing upon me, although, to you, it's irrelevant what think. So I'm back to facing 20 to life with no hope left to entertain my dreams of finding a love that's true. Standing before this ruthless jury that consists of only you, being read my final conviction. My crime was my addiction, which was loving you.
All I need is eternal peace to make it from these dangerous streets a woman who I can trust cause wit relationships I fell in love way too deep I put that woman before God and now I'm paying the price but really I ain't trippin because I'm allowed a chance to make things right question? if life was a dice game could I have the right to complain roll double 6's on ya come out game over nothin has changed what am I gettin at? being in prison should be a wake up call cause I refuse to be locked down again behind them walls I'm sanctified with a gift I didn't even want but look how it changed me I love it I can't even stunt All I needed was one reason to trust and follow the living word God's amazing grace has more soaring higher than the birds the desires of my heart is to hear his voice with every soul that comes to Jesus I hear the angels in Heaven rejoice I'm persuaded now than ever to follow my heavenly father even if I'm persecuted for the gospel and things get harder & harder
How much trust can someone have until it runs out and you cant trust anymore or how much love can someone have until its tainted and you cant love anymore