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Asthma health centre
Long-acting inhalers and a steroid inhaler to prevent symptoms
This information is for people who have asthma. It tells you about long-acting inhalers used together with a steroid inhaler, a treatment used to prevent symptoms of asthma. It is based on the best and most up-to-date research.
Do they work?
Yes. If you use a steroid inhaler, but you still have breathing problems, you can use a long-acting inhaler as well. Drugs in these inhalers are called long-acting beta-2 agonists. Using both inhalers should help control your asthma better so that you don't get symptoms as often.
Using the two inhalers works better than increasing the dose of steroid that you're taking.
It's important to use your long-acting inhaler together with your steroid inhaler. Don't use your long-acting inhaler on its own, as this can be dangerous.
What are they?
Long-acting inhalers are drugs that help you breathe. They start working in 15 minutes to 30 minutes. And they work for up to 12 hours.
You'll also have a quick-relief inhaler to treat asthma symptoms as they happen. Quick-relief inhalers work fast, but the effects only last for three to four hours. So you'll need to use your quick-relief inhaler to treat symptoms when you get them. And you'll use your long-acting inhaler and your steroid inhaler regularly to prevent asthma symptoms.
There are two common types of long-acting beta-2 agonist inhaler:
formoterol( Foradil, Oxis) salmeterol( Serevent).
Long-acting beta-2 agonists aren't usually used on their own. They are used as an extra treatment if you're already using a steroid inhaler. Steroids are a type of anti-inflammatory drug. They reduce the amount of swelling in your air passages. This should prevent you getting symptoms.
Steroids used to treat asthma are not the same as the steroids that athletes and bodybuilders use to build up muscle. The full name for steroids used in asthma is corticosteroids. Your body makes corticosteroids naturally.
Here are the different types of steroid inhaler (with their brand names):
beclometasone( Beclazone, Qvar) budesonide( Pulmicort) fluticasone( Flixotide) mometasone( Asmanex) ciclesonide( Alvesco).
Most people take steroids at least twice a day. This should prevent your air passages from becoming narrower (inflamed). The dose you take will depend on which drug you're taking. Your doctor or nurse will tell you which dose is right for you.
Inhalers are a way of breathing in your medicine. The drug is stored in a small aerosol can attached to a mouthpiece. When you breathe in, some of the drug is released as a spray or a powder. Taking the drug this way means it gets straight to your lungs.
You'll probably use a metered-dose inhaler (or MDI for short). You press down the aerosol can to release a dose of the drug while you breathe in.
If you find it difficult to use your inhaler, you might want to try another type of inhaler. Your doctor will be able to explain the different kinds.
You can get single inhalers that combine steroids and a long-acting beta-2 agonist. For example,


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SAN DIEGO, May 15, 2012 – The top four couples fighting for the three spots in next week's finals on "Dancing With The Stars" showed just how close this competition has turned out to be in Season 14. At this level, injuries and mistakes can mean the difference between making it, and going home a week shy of the chance to dance for the Mirror Ball Trophy.
After the competition, the remaining stars are just three points apart out of sixty total points possible from top to bottom after two dances.
In the first round, each couple performed a ballroom dance they had not attempted so far. William Levy and Cheryl Burke scored 28 points for a smoky tango, not their best but extremely good. Katherine Jenkins and Mark Ballas followed up with a gangster-themed quickstep that was indeed quick, sharp and energetic. It scored 29 points.
Donald Driver and Peta Murgatroyd danced an emotional, graceful waltz. It's tough to generate excitement with a waltz that wins judges' enthusiasm and fan votes. Driver and Murgatroyd did well, scoring 28 points.
Maria Menounos and Derek Hough drew an Argentine Tango. The timing couldn't have suited them better. Hough is a creative genius as a choreographer with dramatic dances like this one. Menounos executed his creation perfectly and received a perfect 30 as a result, putting them in the lead after the first round.
As the Latin round got underway, the 10s kept right on coming. The second perfect score of 30 went to William Levy and Cheryl Burke for a crowd pleasing, beautifully executed traditional samba. Levy is truly a good dancer and plays his characters to perfection. He was helped by drawing this dance which suits him so well and allows him to play to the fans shaking and shimmying his hips.
Then disaster struck. Katherine Jenkins and Mark Ballas performed a salsa with an Ali Baba snakecharmer flavor. It seemed odd but to her credit Jenkins was executing the dance well. At the end, the pair stumbled badly and missed hitting the final pose. Ballas kept Jenkins from hitting the floor, holding her up, saying repeatedly "I got you, I got you." She seemed dazed and as if the wind had been knocked out of her. Jenkins made it to the judges table, shaky and out of breath, unable to speak. She received three 9s for a score of 27. Any other night this would have been perfectly acceptable.
At the end of the show, host Tom Bergeron announced that Jenkins had been transported to a hospital for medical attention. But it turns out she was attended to by medics and stayed until the show went off the air. As of press time her exact condition was unknown. On Twitter, Ballas posted this message immediately after the pair left the dance floor: "sry guys we couldn't finish R dance. Katherine hurt her back, I tried my best not let her fall at the end :) hope we still have ur votes."
Donald Driver and Peta Murgatroyd had to come out next, and their lively samba danced to "Mr. Big Stuff" brought the crowd back to life. Donald still hasn't gotten that 10 he wants from Len Goodman, but he got two others and went out with a 29.
Maria Menounos and Derek Hough picked a good time to have their best night of the season. A creative jive set to Janelle Monae's "Tightrope" incorporated the brilliant use of a table and even a few of Monae's own signature moves from her music video for the song. Once again Goodman was stingy with a 9, but the total score was another 29. After the show, Menounos said on Twitter, "Omg!!!!!!!!!! What a night!!!!!!!!! Omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thank you all for your inspiring messages-they helped alot! Xo please vote! #dwts "
It will indeed come down to the fan vote with the judges' scores so tight. Who will the fans get behind and support? Will they vote on the overall season, on the semi-finals only, or for their personal favorites no matter the performance?
All of them deserve to be in the final for different reasons. Perhaps the only one that is a lock is William Levy. Donald Driver has consistently improved and is an audience favorite. Of the two women, Maria Menounos earned her way into the final with the help of Derek Hough's choreography and Katherine Jenkins' mishap. It was impossible to take your eyes off Maria all night. She played her roles to perfection while her dancing had attack. She committed all the way.
On Tuesday night we'll learn which three make it to next week. We will also hear a "Surprise Announcement" about next season. This is likely to be news that season 15 will be an All-Star edition, featuring 12 stars who have competed on the show before but didn't win. Rumored to be in the mix: Kirstie Alley, Mel B, and Kyle Massey.
"Dancing With the Stars" names its finalists for Season 14 on Tuesday night, May 15, 9 p.m. Eastern/Pacific Time, on the ABC Television Network.
Contestants and Scores:
Maria Menounos & Derek Hough, tango 10-10-10 (30) + jive 10-9-10 (29) = 59
William Levy & Cheryl Burke, tango 9-9-10 (28) + samba 10-10-10 (30) = 58
Donald Driver & Peta Murgatroyd, waltz 9-9-10 (28) + samba 10-9-10 (29) = 57
Katherine Jenkins & Mark Ballas, quick step 10-9-10 (29) + samba 9-9-9 (27) = 56
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A people's guide to Los Angeles sheds light on less-frequented but important sites in LA
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West Hollywood City Hall, 2008. According to "A People's Guide to Los Angeles," West Hollywood is popularly known as the first "gay city" in the United States, and was incorporated in November, 1984. The first couple to be married at West Hollywood City Hall was actor George Takei (aka Mr. Sulu) and his partner, Brad Altman.
Wendy Cheng
In the 1980s the United Auto Workers struggled to keep General Motor's Panorama City plant (located on Van Nuys Boulevard) open, arguing that it wasn't private property but a 'joint venture' between the primarily-Latino community and GM. The plant was closed and demolished in 1998. The site is now a shopping center called "The Plant," 2008.
Tourists who come to Los Angeles tend to visit the same places: Venice Beach, Disneyland, Rodeo Drive, Hollywood. The slightly more adventurous might strike out for the Garment District, Topanga Canyon, or the Walt Disney Concert Hall, but what about neighborhoods to the south and east of those attractions? Places like the Los Angeles River? Or 'the Ink Well' (a two hundred-square foot beach) and Oakwood (a residential neighborhood) – two of the only Westside locations open to African-Americans during the first few decades of the twentieth century?
Where's the guidebook that focuses on Los Angeles' complex history when it comes to activism, class- and race-relations, and the fight for gay rights? At a bookstore near you, apparently. "A People's Guide to the Los Angeles" focuses on 115 little-known Los Angeles sites with big histories. Join Patt and the books co-authors, Wendy Cheng and Laura Pulido. You might even find something new to do for Memorial Day.
We asked the authors of "A People's Guide" for their top ten little-known L.A. sites:
Black Panther Party Headquarters
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I had a lot of trouble loading the reel for the developing tank, where I managed to scratch the film quite a lot and removed some of the coating here and there, but apart from that, they seem to have come out OK – they don't seem to be over or under developed.
I used a 1+3 mix of the Ilford ID-11 developer for 25 mins, then Ilford Ilfostop for 30 seconds and finally Ilford Fixer for 5 mins, though I used it for another 3 mins later on after some advice from John.
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May 2, 2013
Faculty and staff: Thank you for your service
Excellence is sustained by the dedication of each and every person who works in the College of Business at the University of Wisconsin-Eau Claire. Our thanks to the following faculty and staff members who will be recognized for their service at the 2013 UW-Eau Claire Service Recognition and Retirement Reception, Thursday, May 9, 2013 from 3–5 pm in the Davies Center Ojibwe Grand Ballroom. The formal recognition program will begin at 3:30 pm.
The College of Business would also like to recognize the following individuals who have served our college for five years:
- Bonnie Krahn, College of Business
- Dr. Ling Liu, Accounting & Finance
- Dr. William Miller, Accounting & Finance
- Dr. Julia Pennington, Management & Marketing
- Dr. Scott Swanson, Management & Marketing.
- Mr. Harry Harvey, Lecturer Emeritus, Management & Marketing
- Ms. Jan Stewart, Classified Staff Emerita, College of Business MBA Program
- Dr. Kathryn Ready, Professor,College of Business MBA Program
- Dr. Robert Sutton, Associate Dean Emeritus, College of Business
- Dr. Charles Tomkovick, Professor Emeritus, Management & Marketing.
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Family Dollar Stores Shareholder Alert: Briscoe Law And Powers Taylor Investigate Possible Breaches Of Fiduciary Duty By Officers And Directors
Former United States Securities and Exchange Commission attorney Willie Briscoe, founder of The Briscoe Law Firm, PLLC, and the securities litigation firm of Powers Taylor, LLP announce that a federal class action lawsuit has been filed against Family Dollar Stores, Inc. ("Family Dollar" or "Company") (NYSE: FDO). The firms are investigating additional legal claims against the officers and Board of Directors of Family Dollar during the period of October 3, 2012 to January 2, 2013 (the "Class Period").
If you are an affected investor and you want to learn more about the lawsuit or join the action, contact Willie Briscoe at The Briscoe Law Firm, PLLC, (214) 706-9314, or via email at firstname.lastname@example.com, or Zachary Groover at Powers Taylor, LLP, toll free (877) 728-9607, via e-mail at email@example.com. There is no cost or fee to you.
In a recently filed federal class action complaint, Family Dollar and certain of its officers and directors were charged with violating certain provisions of the Securities Exchange Act of 1934. Specifically, the complaint alleges that among other things, defendants' misrepresented and/or failed to disclose that: (a) the Company's intentional efforts to increase sales of certain consumables to better compete with particular competitors significantly diminished profits in the first quarter of 2013 and in December 2012; (b) significant price cuts made in an attempt to move unsalable items diminished profits for the first quarter of 2013 and December 2012; (c) the Company's sales of more profitable items significantly underperformed expectations in the first quarter of 2013 and during December 2012; (d) inflated inventories in stores would significantly weigh down profitability in 2013; (e) despite defendants' press releases on November 20, 2012 and December 24, 2012, the stores would actually be open in an attempt to boost declining sales; and (f) based on the above, defendants lacked a reasonable basis for their positive statements regarding the Company's sales and profitability during the Class Period. According to the complaint, when the true facts were discovered, the price of Family Dollar stock fell significantly.
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I don't mean to neglect, but it happens.Nothing to talk about. I'm semi-mentally stable.Thinking about what I want for Christmas.And how hard living on my own is going to be.And how I want to move out right now.And how I've stopped writing poetry again.And drawing.I'm getting lazy.I haven't been eating half as much as I was at my mom's though. But I'm eating badly. Peanut butter sandwiches, and whatever John will buy me. Lots of McDonald's. We had Chinese at 11pm the other night. I ate at his house one night, wasn't bad at all. His mom's a good cook.I want Spaghettios.
I know you did. I miss me too sometimes.I'm so glad to finally be home. My cluttered, incredibly random room is such a beautiful site. My frozen, Windows 95 computer for me, and only me. And of course, I am so much closer to John than I was when I was in PA. I've seen him every day so far since I've gotten home. He picked me and my sister up at the airport on Sunday. Forgot where in the parking garage he parked. He didn't even know what floor he'd parked on. Silly boy.Monday he picked me up around 11 or 11:30 am, and we went out for lunch at Saikyo. Sushi. Mmmm.. It was so good. Burnt my tongue on miso soup. Had hot green tea to drink. Cucumber roll, tuna roll, California roll, Rocking Roll, and two French rolls (we ordered one to go). The rocking roll had smoked eel, or some kind of eel. It was pretty good. My favorite is still the french roll. Cream cheese, avacado, I dunno what else, wrapped in rice and crepe. It melts all over your mouth.Another roll I really like is the Australian roll at Yae sushi, salmon, cream cheese, avacado, with kiwi on top. Good stuff. I love sushi..I've been downloading music like a maniac. No problem there though..After sushi, we decided to go to his house, even though his mom didn't want us there when she wasn't. God it was nice. I love being alone with him. Lately I've been apprehensive about kissing him in public, I'm not sure why, I used to make out with him right at school. It was nice feeling him touch me again. I was sensitive to every movement, even his breath between my legs kept me turned on. We went from the bed, to some couch cushions on the floor where we ate our French roll, and then he was back between my legs. I want him... We still haven't had sex. I know I couldn't. I'd get so crazy worrying about whether or not I was pregnant, even if I used 50 contraceptives. I was thinking about anal, but I don't know if I could do that. I think it would hurt like a bitch.Last night John and I went to Ross and I got some shoes. (Went to Payless to return shoes that I wasn't crazy about and, I think, payed too much for.) Then we drove to Blockbuster, didn't find anything. And then we went to McDonald's. He made a good burger. I dunno why it was so good, he doesn't know why it was so good, it was just so good. =P I sound so retarded.I went to the beach today for the first time in two months. I think I got burned, but, I don't care. It was so nice to walk on the skillet they call sand, and walk in the ice cold water. I love laying there, soaking up the sun, sweating to death, trying to pretend I'm cute and petite in my pink bikini. I wish John could've come with us though. I love going to the beach with him. I can't wait until we move to Jacksonville together. We'll be able to go whenever we have the time and the urge. I'd like to have sex on the beach some day. I also want to get married on the beach, but marriage isn't a priority for me. I'm more worried about just having a partner, actually, just having John. I don't think marriage is neccessary to show someone you really love them and want to be with them forever. The best way to show that is to do it. Doesn't it take more commitment to do that without getting married anyway? If you're married you can't be with anyone else, if you're not married and you're not with anyone else, then you just don't want to be with anyone else. I'd rather know that my partner didn't want anyone else, rather than couldn't have anyone else.Anyway.. I'm just blabbering. I'm trying though, to keep this journal updated. I always slack off. I think it's just that I have so many journals, I only use this one for things that I don't want other people to read. Most of what I wrote in this entry wasn't really private though. Okay, I'm done. =P Goooodbye.
One, two. God, I'm as giddy as a five year old about to get to go on a shopping spree for candy.It's hard to type with these damned nails. I put some fake ones on 'cause I just got my Christmas presents from my aunt, and they were in there. They look cute on me. I've never put fake nails on. My nails get pretty long by themselves, but they break often because they're so thin...Anyway, I use this journal to talk about things I don't usually want other people to read about, so why am I talking about my nails?Nothin' bad really going on. A while ago my mom's boyfriend got drunk off of his ass (about twenty beers and some little coctail bottles) and started smashing shit up. It's a good way to lose respect, if you're looking to do that. He's always jealous too, even if he's not drunk. Always thinks my mom is running around with someone, even though she really has no time to, and she's getting too old to play stupid games like that. She always reassures him, but it doesn't seem to get through at all. Oh well, she's the idiot that let him stay again. He'd promised that he wouldn't get drunk while me and my sister were staying here. Damned asshole.I can't wait to see my baby again! I swear I'm going to orgasm just from hugging him. It's gonna be great. I'm so glad he gets to pick us up from the airport. Hopefully we don't miss any flights though, 'cause then he might not. He has to work from 4pm-9pm. Our flight is supposed to be in around 1pm-ish.I just figured out you can add icons to your menu in AOL. I hate AOL. Won't have to use it ever again if I don't want to. Yaaay.Home sweet home. My own computer again. My own room. My own fucking bed.. and my boyfriend. He's getting a couch for his second room. I'm always complaining that he doesn't have one. He has a popason (sp?) and a desk chair, so if we want to sit together and watch TV or just sit together, we have to do so on the floor. I hope it's comfortable. It's a little love seat. Gooodie.Monday is going to be awesome too. He's going to try to pick me up early in the day, around 11 or noon. We're going to "hang out" there for a while, a long while, hopefully, then go out for sushi. I don't know what else after that. Our first plans were to go to sushi then go see Tomb Raider, but we'd have to wait 'til Friday then. I haven't had sushi in two months. I don't feel like waiting any longer. I get so giddy and high after eating sushi. You get full, but it's not a lethargic, I don't want to move kind of full feeling. It's an, "I just ate a really big, really healthy meal" full feeling. It's really quite lovely. =PBoddy's sending me some good drum n bass to listen to.I won't be updating tomorrow. Probably not Sunday either. Or Monday. Maybe Tuesday.I'm finally going to be busy!
Nothing much going on lately. I've been feeling okay. Get an urge once in a while, don't give in.I watched Angelina Jolie talk to Barbara Walters yesterday. She's so interesting. My idol! Wee. I thought it was funny how Barbara was acting like tattoos were so... taboo. Like, "I can't believe you have so many tattoos!"And Angelina talked about how she always felt like she was missing something, but she didn't know what. That sounds so much like me, when I just get depressed out of nowhere. Or one thought that leads to so many others, I never know where they started. She used to cut too. She said she once had a knife fight with someone (I missed who it was). Her and the person just started cutting away at eachother.She seems like someone that would be fun to be in love with. So passionate. She seems passionate about a lot of things. And she's so forward. She answered most of the questions without even thinking. Unless she couldn't legally answer the questions.She's so beautiful too. Her eyes, her lips. She could probably knock a guy down just by looking at them. Time to do some catching up with an old friend. Fuuun.
I need to update before anyone comes down here bothering me. Paul's daughter always asks to "get on for a couple minutes", and stays on for an hour or two. Last night I was talking to John, and barely talked to him for a half hour before she came home, "can I get on for a couple minutes?" It was like 11pm, and by 12:30, I just left and called John on my mom's cell phone. He had to have me call him on his mom's cell, which could've gotten him in trouble, so we didn't talk too long, but, it was enough, I guess.He had to talk really low, which always makes him sound so sweet. I miss him so bad. All I can think about is seeing him again. Being in his arms. Kissing him. Twenty more days... too fucking long, but, I can't do anything about it but wait.Everyone here keeps fighting. I hate it. I get so.. just.. bleh when people are always fighting around me, and my mom's always fighting with someone. I just want to shoot her and her boyfriend, make them shut up. I've been writing a lot of poetry lately. None of it's really good, but, it helps. I need to keep my real journal going too. I bought a new Winnie the Pooh journal at Big Lots the other day. I probably won't use it for a while though, 'cause the one I'm using now isn't even halfway through.Anyway.. that's it I guess. I still want to go home.
Last night I got so extremely frustrated. It was hot, my mom hadn't turned on the AC this summer 'cause she's trying to save money. Being hot like that, without choice, drives me nuts. Anyway, then it seems like my mom's boyfriend hates me and my sister. The guy's always getting pissed.Ooh well, I'm over it all. I figure I need some more good music to get me through. John, since he now has a cable modem, is sending me all the songs I'm asking for. Wyclef, Jimmy Eat World, Garbage. I was watching the Sci-Fi channel yesterday and learned of the story of Jesus Christ and Mary Magdalene. I never knew that people thought he hadn't died on the cross. Supposedly, according to some people, he had children with Magdalene and they ruled across Europe for thousands of years. It's possible.I don't know how much I believe that Jesus was God's one and only son, since, even according to Christians, we are all God's children.Oh well.. I got some good sleep last night. Woke up nice and early. I feel so good. (Haven't said that in a while.)I haven't poked, scratched, or prodded my skin since the day John told me to please stop.I wanted to rip the world apart last night though. =PLuckily I have some amount of self-control.I just need to go home. I cried a lot last night out of frustration and aggravation.But I am okay! Yes sirree. I am.
I talked to John for a couple hours today. I miss him so damned much. We've been having cyber sex like rabbits. =P I haven't been able to touch him for twenty-two days. It hurts.He asked me to please stop scratching away at myself yesterday. I didn't do it today. I wasn't angry or sad, maybe I should talk to him all morning more often. I can't wait until we move out together. I told him that I'm going to wake him up everyday. I love the way he sounds with sleep in his voice, and the way he looks with sleep in his eyes, the way he wraps his arms around me so sleepily, and kisses me with morning breath. I love him to death. I never realized that I could love so much. It's so deep and unconditional. I hope everything works out, the way things are going right now, there's no reason to even hope though, because it's going to happen.I remember when he came up to Jacksonville with me for a week during the summer. (Last summer.) It was all just.. beautiful. Every action, every word. We got to cook together, he made a mess, and all I could think was how silly he was as I cleaned up after him. Every morning I would sit next to him or across from him on the other couch, just waiting for him to wake up. If I couldn't wait anymore, I'd just wake him up. Then he would kiss me, hug me, or pull me up on top of him on the couch and we'd fall back asleep there. We slept together that way the first night he was there, but my mom said something about that, so we weren't allowed to, but she would leave for work, and I'd go sleep with him. I never saw what the problem was with actually sleeping with someone, we weren't having sex, and even if we were, not being able to lay next to eachother wouldn't stop us.And we would stay up until 2 or 3 in the morning, 'til everyone went to sleep, and we'd fool around in the living room on the couch.God I miss him..
I jammed my nail into my wrist about 50 times. I put little tracks all over. It looks cute in a... weird, distorted way. =PI'm sick.I've been telling John about my scratching, he wants me to stop. It just... it feels good, and it's not like I'm hurting myself bad. It's close to the only thing I've got here.Oh well.Otherwise, I'm having a good day. I went on a walk, had pizza and wings, finished a drawing, and shared my masterpiece with many people who appreciated it. I love that.
I feel really depressed. I'm not sure why it all set it. I tried to masturbate this morning and ended up crying before I could finish. I miss John a lot.I wonder if I should start going back to therapy when I get home from my mom's house. I wonder if it would help. I don't want to go on drugs, and I talk to John and all of my journals about these feelings anyway. What other help could I get from talking to Candice, the hippy who's still stuck in the 60's? Maybe I wasn't able to get comfortable enough. I think I talked to her once about how I was depressed and didn't really know why.I've always been depressed. Maybe I shouldn't try to get rid of it. It's part of me, part of who I am. If I wasn't depressed and moody, who would I be? Not myself, obviously. I don't think you can get rid of a big part of yourself like that and still be the same person.I scratched myself again. I tried not to, but I ate lunch, went back to my room, lifted my shirt and scratched. Then my arms. At least I'm still not cutting. It felt so good, the burn. It felt like the relief you get from being clean after not taking a shower for a couple days. I think I'm getting fatter. My sister took some pictures of me yesterday, I look pretty chubby. How come the way you look in the mirror and the way you look in a picture is so different? Either I'm seeing what I want to see, or what I think I see, which is weird because I usually have low self-esteem. Why would I think I look skinnier than I actually am? I'm not too bad, but... I'd like to be smaller, just so I don't have so much of a double chin or something, which seems to be the biggest amount of fat I have.. plus my back seems kinda fat... I dunno. I don't feel as fat as I look. Thank God I love food, I'd become anorexic on top of all the other shit I'm becoming.Shouldn't this stuff be happening in the middle of my teenage years, not the end? Maybe I'm just becoming more and more nervous of what the future brings. I'm pretty optomistic about it all, somehow I'm not freaked out that I'm going to be stuck on the street or that John is going to leave me...But what if I don't succeed? Maybe that's why I don't really have any high goals anymore, like becoming a singer, or a famous artist. I'm so afraid of failing that I don't really give myself goals anymore. But, can I really say that? It's not like I take just regular classes and get Cs, I take honors classes as often as I feel like it and get As. I'm taking a couple AP classes. School is so much easier than real life though, so who cares? I don't think I do. I just do it... I don't know why I do it all. I barely even push myself though, so it's not like it's hard.I'm just so weird.I feel like dying right now, even though I have someone to live for. I'm so selfish. Disgusting and selfish.
I still want to write. Sometimes I could write forever. I wish I was feeling poetic though. I want to write a poem. I haven't in almost a year.Being online is the most boring damn thing I do everyday, all day. And why? I think I would have more fun if I was exercising, but exercising isn't mind-stimulating. And I would think too much about everything and anything. Thoughts are always free-flow, but when I can read other people's thoughts and words online, at least then the flow is going in, not out all the time.I wish John and I could have sex. Maybe while I feel like ripping my insides out, I could just remove my uteris, then we could have worry-free sex. But no, I'm still a virgin, he's still a virgin. We're both hormone drenched, screaming teenagers who can't have sex because we're too responsible. Fuck responsibility. It didn't matter a hundred years ago, when 15 year olds were being married off. I think that was a hundred years ago...?We did the whole cyber sex thing, since I'm not going home for another 5 and a half weeks. It was nice, but, it's funny trying to think of words to use. I never used to have a problem with that... All of my previous boyfriends were online relationships. Maybe it's harder because I know I'll have to look him in the face later. Finding ways to describe in words how you're going to sit on someone's penis is... well... hard. I just told him I sat on it, and laughed. =P It's also not as fun unless you can spice up each up and down movement with a different adjective or describe it in a totally different way. It was still wonderful. I wonder if making love to someone's mind is better than making love to their body? It gave me goosebumps just thinking about what he would be doing to me if I didn't have a uteris and he was with me. If only I was a guy and he was gay. Haha... ew. Testosterone over-dose.I'm happy with our foreplay though. I think I'll end up liking foreplay more than I'll like intercourse. I love oral, and just kissing and caressing. It all feels so good.I'm a horny bastard. I don't think sex is bad though, and I don't think it should be so hush-hush. I wouldn't feel at all guilty for having sex with John, whether we're married or not. What's the problem?I'm reading this book, "Brave New World," they're all promiscuous (sp?) and stuff. It's cool... It was the author's outlook on how corrupt the world would become though. Anyways... I'm done. I got stuck talking to Andy and got pissed off..
Meh. I'm bored. My sister finally left the basement/cellar, so, I'm going to write.What's the difference between a basement and a cellar? My dad calls this a basement, my grandpa called it a cellar. Who cares, I guess.I scratched stars into my boobs. I hafta stop doing stuff like this. Seriously. What if I decide to do it in the shower one day, then later John wants to fool around? I can't deny him. (Ha, I'd like to see me try.) He'll take off my shirt and I'll look like a pink, peach mess. That's why I really can't cut myself, I'll have disgusting scars everywhere. Although I feel ugly a lot, I'd rather not look it if I can help it. I dunno.. if you don't cut deep, there won't be scars. I was bein' stupid one day and decided to see if a plastic knife would cut me, it left tiny cuts. Barely noticable. But I did get small scabs on them anyway. I haven't scratched my arms in three days though, just because it's getting hotter and wearing a sweater would be stupid.I'm also having a problem with my thumb picking habit. I stopped for about a year, but about a week before I left to come here, I started picking at them again. They're a bloody mess. I got the habit from my mom who used to do it, stopped, and started again too. She said she had stopped for a couple years the other day, but she'd started again. I do it without thinking about it, but after that, I do it anyway to get the skin that's hanging off.I wanna talk to Katie. We don't talk very much anymore, and I consider her one of my best friends. I dunno.. Lately I feel like I'm just a big bother when I talk to her because I'm younger than her. She's been in college a year, I still have one more of high school to go. I know she thinks of me as a peer, or at least she used to. She used to think I was her age or older. A lot of my friends did, actually, but lately I don't seem to be talking to them much anymore. I'm too involved with John... that makes me sad, but, no one... does things the way he does. No one makes me feel as comfortable, as happy, as anything.I shouldn't blame that on him though, because it's not really his fault. I think it's Andy's fault. I just blocked everyone but John about a year ago, except for every once in a while when John isn't online or I'm bored. I feel bad just blocking Andy, so I block everyone. I don't know what the point is though, because I know that I'm blocking everyone just to block Andy. Damned fetished freak. He's a bipolar wreck with a fetish for everything that isn't normal, it's close to disgusting. He pretty much only looks at hentai, because his fetishes are too weird to be real. Like chicks turning to stone, or melting into cum. Sick.. Can't believe I went out with the guy. I'm never dating anyone out of pity anymore...I tell myself that, but I never think I'm doing it out of pity once I really get into it. I can really make myself feel like I'm in love and believe it. It's sad though... Only with hind-sight bias can I tell if I was in love or not. Well, sort of. I believe that love doesn't leave. It can change from passionate to only caring, but it's still there. I don't give a shit about Andy anymore. You can't. You can't give a shit about someone who doesn't give a shit about themselves, it's just that simple. What everyone says about loving yourself is true.Anyway.. I wish John was here.. I feel like ripping my insides out. Maybe I'll paint my nails instead...
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I'm getting a little out of control, just a little though, thankfully. I talked to Vince about my scratching ordeal and how I can't help it. He said self-mutilation was stupid. Thanks a lot buddy, like I didn't know.Instead of scratching my arms in the shower today, I scratched my breasts and upper stomach (just in case my shirt decides to ride up today).I can't cut though, I just can't. I don't want to take off my clothes for John and look like a disgusting scarred thing. I know if I ever start, if I ever get used to the stinging, sharp pain that would come with a real cut, I wouldn't be able to stop very easily. I get addicted to things to easily. I'm using all of my self-control, for some reason, to keep myself from masturbating. Just 'cause I told John I think I could do it for the two months I'm stuck here with my mom. I'm sure I can, I don't even know why I'm trying to prove it. I love this bracelet I made. It's the cutest thing.In less than a year, I can go get my first tattoo. I have no idea what I'm going to get. Brandi says roses are white trash, but I really want one. I don't know what else I could get. A faerie? x.x I dunno... I've been exercising, it feels good. I've also been eating a hell of a lot more than I do at home though, because my mom lets us eat anything we want to. Debbie only lets us eat meals and a desert once in a while. She barely even lets us have seconds sometimes, which is good. When I eat here, I have almost three whole servings of dinner. It's disgusting. I eat way too much. It's not my fault completely though, my mom taught me to be that way. Not to waste food, and not to leave much on the table because left-overs suck.Mmm... Maynard James Keenan so weird it's sexy... I want to lick him.
001. Name: Alice 002. Nicknames: 003. Sex: F 004. Birthday: Feb25 005. Age: 17 006. Star sign: Pisces 007. Place of birth: California 008. Current residence: 009. Hair color: light brown 010. Eye color: Green 011. Height: 5ft 012. Writing hand: Left 013. Do you bite your nails: no 014. can you roll your tongue : no 016. can you raise one eyebrow at a time : yes 017. can you blow smoke rings : no 018. can you blow spit bubbles : yes 019. can you cross your eyes : yes 020. colored hair : yes 021. tattoos and where : nope, none.. I want roses. 022. piercings and where : ears 023. do you make your bed daily : No, lately I've been sleeping on my comforter with a sheet on top of me. 024. what goes on first bra or underwear : underwear 025. which shoe goes on first : whichever shoe I pick up. 036. speaking of shoes, have you thrown one at someone : not to my knowledge. 037. how much money is usually in your wallet : None 038. what jewelry do you wear 24/7 : earrings 039. whats sexiest on a guy : Arms, sexy sexy arms. 040. whats sexiest on a gurl : Boobs, eyes... man, I saw this video with this chick, she had the most beautiful eyes, I couldn't even look away from them to see what she was doing. 041. would you rather be on time and look ok or late and look great : on time 042. do you twirl your spagetti or cut it : Cutting is so not Italian...lol 043. how many cereals are in your cabinet : two, or one... 044. what utensils do you use eating pizza: if it's too hot, a knife and a fork, if not, my hands. 045. do you cook : If there's ever anything to cook. 046. how often do you brush your teeth : Once a day 047. how often do you shower/bathe : Every day 048. how long do these showers last : Anywhere from 5 to 65 minutes. 049. hair drying method : Towels work. 050. do you paint your nails: yep 051. do you swear : I try not to, at least out loud. I think it sounds immature. 052. do you mumble to yourself : A lot... I'm starting to freak myself out. 053. do you spit in public : no 054. do you pee in the shower : yeah, people don't? 055. in the cd player : Sublime 056. person you talk most on the phone with: John 057. what color is your bedroom : Pinkish purple 058. do you use an alarm clock : yes 059. name one thing or person you're obsessed with?: sushi 060. have you ever skinny dipped with the opposite sex : no 061. ever sunbathed in the nude : no 062. window seat or aisle : window 063. whats your sleeping position : stomach, side 064. what kind of bed do you like : a big one, with white sheets... 065. in hot weather do you use a blanket : yes, I freeze easily. 066. do you snore : no 067. do you sleepwalk : no 068 do you talk in your sleep : Yeah, sometimes. 070. how about the light on: Yeah, I seem to venture back into my childhood and get freaked out by every shadow. Usually my bright TV and computer monitor work, rather than the light. 071. do you fall asleep with the tv or radio on : yes, I usually make a point of it. 072. had sex : I'm a virgin, hey. 073. were kissed or kissed someone : Yesterday 074. watched bambi :I don't remember. 075. cried : Today, but I'm not sure if it was because I was upset, or because I decided to close the bathroom door when I was bleaching the room down... either way, it burned. 076. talked on the phone : today 077. read a book : Yesterday 078. punched someone : Never 079. where do you see yourself ten years from now : 27 years old, hey, my lucky number. Hopefully I'm in some hospital as an art therapist.. 080. who are you gonna be married to and where: John, on the beach somewhere. 081. how many kids do you want to have : None... 082. your profession : Art therapist, artist, psychologist, or a singer? 083. future school : can't say. 084. Who is your best friend: John 085. What friend do you hang out with the most: John 086. what friend makes you smile the most : John 087. friend that you fight with the most : Kathy, but I usually don't fight with anyone. 088. One you talk to the most online: John 089. Friend that you miss the most: John... 090. Is music important to you: Yes 091. do you sing? : Yes 092. what instruments do you play? : I've tried guitar, I can't. 094. What do you think of Eminem: He's making money, lucky him. 095. in your opinion, what band is the best of all time? : The Beatles 096. Pop music: yes 097. Rock music: yes 098. Punk music: yes 099. Rap music: yes 100. Hip Hop/RB: yes 101. Country: sometimes.. 102. Jazz: yes 103. Classical: yes 104. New age: if someone ever defines what exactly that is... 105. What is one band/singer you absolutely love that no one else does or seems to have heard: hmm... Ozma =) They rock.I just thought I'd fill this out. I've never really done this under this name, or told much about myself. Hopefully it doesn't get me into trouble.
I've started scratching my arm a lot. I was on the phone with my mom, had nothing better to do, and started scratching my arm.It was about 6 hours ago and the marks aren't gone... I didn't even cut anything.I just hope no one sees my arm. And I hope the marks go away.I don't cut because I don't want to have to make sure I hide my arms or any other body part, all the time. I wouldn't be able to hide anything from John, no matter where it was. Maybe I could cut the bottom of my feet. =PI went on a double date yesterday. John's friend made us walk around everywhere. I had the most uncomfortable shoes on. During school I walked around barefoot for two minutes, then some guy stopped me, told me to put my shoes back on, and said I was disgusting. Fucking asshole. People should have to censor themselves, their words and actions. He could have messed me up forever, just with those two words.Once I was in the bathroom, it was when I had a UTI, I was going to the bathroom just at school, about three to five times a day. I was sick of washing my hands and drying them on my pants or under one of those stupid air blowers, so I just walked out of the bathroom without washing my hands. I don't know, I may even have had antibacterial stuff by then. Anyway, some chicks saw me walk out, and commented on how gross that was. After that I had to make sure everyone in the bathroom saw, or could see, that I was going to clean my hands. Also, I started washing my hair twice in the shower, going over myself twice with soap, etcetera. Those last two things, I just realized, were a result of those girls. I'd been wondering for a while why I started cleaning myself so much, and I figured it was 'cause of something someone said.Aanyway..maybe I could put ice on my arm and the marks will go away.
I'm having problems with thinking about cutting. Thank God I'm not actually doing it, but just the thought bothers the hell out of me. How am I supposed to become a psychologist, and guide people, when I, myself, am not mentally healthy?We had exams today, but in my art class, we didn't have one. I was sitting there, studying for my next exam when I got the urge to cut my stupid wrist. I tried to ignore it, but finally I gave in to just scratching my wrist to death under my table. It left small red marks for a little while... It was comforting in a way. Dumb bitch... I can't believe myself.But, this is nothing new. I've been thinking about self injury/mutilation for a long time. Probably since I was ten or younger. I've thought about suicide. Almost obsessed about it. Thought of notes. Thought of ways to do it. I've never actually gotten to the point of writing out a note, or even close to trying it. I've only once tried to cut myself, and it was with a safety, shaving razor. (Shows you how much I actually wanted to do it.) I tried to cut my knee, but sliding the thing back and forth just made me cringe, and tiny cuts seem to hurt more than big ones, so I stopped. I was angry, and upset. With my step mom and with myself, and with the arthritis I shouldn't have...For a while I thought that listening to rock and depressing music was actually influencing my feelings, even though I thoroughly believed that you really couldn't be affected like that. I came to the conclusion that you have to have underlying problems and associations with the music and words to be affected like that. Rather than taking away the music, you should confront the problem.I don't know what my problem is, how should I confront what I can't see? I've thought that I had clinical depression, but I don't think it's really severe enough to be that. I think I have anxiety, but who doesn't?By the time I'm twenty, I think I'm going to be a real wreck. Another factor to my increasing depression/anxiety/aggression/aggrivation is the fact that I have to figure out what I'm going to do with my life quickly. I'm going to be moving to Jacksonville in about a year, out on my own, with John and probably one of his friends to help pay rent. I've never worked before. I'm sure there are a lot of people who haven't had a job by 18 though, right? I don't have my driving permit yet either. I finally finished the required Drug, Alcohol, and Driving class today. I took it online. It was easy...I need to do my nails again.. One of them is almost perfect though, so I don't want to take the nailpolish off. I can't really, unless I pick them, because I don't have any nail polish remover.I tried to fix up this layout as best as I could. I want to learn how to do my own style even though I don't have a paid account... Maybe there's just no way.John's friend showed up at his house unexpectedly while we were planning on what we were going to do after he went to the gym. All the guys were going to meet up at a house. So, of course John went. He can't seem to back out on his friends, even if it's for me. Even though it's their fault they showed up at his house without warning. So, he didn't go to the gym, and he won't be home until 5:30pm so we can hang out. We were planning at 1pm. I don't like going places later in the day because there's a lot of people around. The only place to do anything around here is at the town centre down the street, so it's extremely crowded, getting worse as the night goes on until about 12pm. If it wasn't so crowded, I would love it.So now, when we go out, we usually just drive if he has no money, or we go get sushi if he does. It's hard to just go to his house or stay at mine because both of our parents just suck. We don't bother them the whole time we're together, except John's mom always makes dinner, but they're still bothered by someone else being in the house. What I hate the most though, is that John's mom lets his friends come over and stay over unexpectedly, or they can stay really late. The latest I was able to stay there was 12 one night, because I couldn't get a ride home before then, John couldn't drive, and she didn't want to. Usually though, I have to leave at 9pm or no later than 10pm. But, whatever. I guess that's not too early.I'm done...
razor_whore. Oi. I'm not even sure what to say about this. I find it fascinating and disgusting all at the same time. And it makes my wrists itchy. I feel like a failure to say that it makes me want to do it. I can handle some pain. Some of the people on there just carved with a little pin or something, which I could do. I've been digging my nails into my palms lately, just to see if I can make myself bleed.So disgusting. I can't believe myself sometimes...I need to get a buddy icon. I just moved in here because I don't want to keep a blog anymore. My site was at psychoblogger.com.I transferred all of my entries, there was probably 70 of them. All the entries titled, "Alicticity" were from my blog.My stomach hurts. Moo...


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'I think Hell's a fable.'
"Ay, says Mephistopheles, 'think so still, till experience change thy mind."
One comfort for Independent voters who choose a candidate based on individual reasoning is if you chose the loser, all is not lost. Conversely, party or 'ism' loyal partisans feel their losses to be the end of the World. Neither side looks ideal from the middle to begin with. It is given that both contenders are liars who must conceal large parts of their agendas from the electorate. This is how the whole process turns into a popularity contest. Americans are more in love with the packaging than with the packaged in almost everything we buy.
Cooler heads are to be found in the middle. On rare occasions when truth comes out of a politician's mouth it is almost always amply laced with deception. To learn what's under the tinted cellophane and ribbons one simply examines what each has done; not said. A choice is then made; usually in disgust and the ballot is cast.
My disappointment with this election outcome is only slightly less than in 1980 when Ronald Reagan won. As a young liberal Democrat and active member of NOW, the partisan despair was overwhelming. It seemed the entire Nation had jumped into the proverbial hand basket to Hell! Acknowledgement of any positives was impossible.
Partisans can't help being only able to think in group terms. Surrender of individual thinking is the price of membership in a herd; any herd.
From a more studied, mature perspective 32 years later; Obama's victory really isn't a total loss; at least not yet. Fears by many about right-wing moves to violate some civil rights and thwart others are alleviated for awhile. Bodily sovereignty and freedom to organize family life as people choose will not be jeopardized any time soon. Right-wing theological fanaticism, 'Hell bent' on imposing ways of living on others has been held back, to await another season. See how it works if your wump doesn't sport a party brand? Your feet have ten wiggly little toes instead of two hooves.
Praise the Lord & Pass the Blame
Had not GOP leadership and Gov. Romney sold their souls to, 'pro-life' anti-Gay fanatics and remained secular, they could have won. Now the Democrats' who soul-traded for pyrrhic victory with their own devils will continue to navigate a ship of state listing so far left that we are about to capsize.
What are you thinking? You Republicans cannot afford to continue stimulating yourselves in a mass pornographic fantasy that you're champions of human aspirations to live free. You are counterfeit Constitutionalists beholden to green eyed perverts trying to subvert a secular state. Trying to impose punitive laws governing the privacy, sex lives, family lives and sexuality of others will get your party nowhere.
An anemic margin resulted in 2012 because two grievous internal and external errors in judgment were made by Republican leadership. Internally dismissive treatment of the more secular, sagacious Ron Paul faction caused deep resentment and apathy within the herd. Externally, as in 2008, the party again sealed its doom by continuing to alienate non-partisans who believe in strong secular, Constitutional government. Political midstream folks are as repulsed by a GOP guided by theological fanaticism as they are by Socialist Revolutionary militants running the Democrat Party. Some, particularly women, held noses and voted Democrat while others stayed home. Resulting anemic turnouts allowed a margin so pitifully narrow as to allow voter fraud and system tampering to actually matter for once. Blame yourselves.
As a result, First, Second and Fourth Amendment attacks will continue and more Constitutional erosion will ensue over the next four years. One set of determined tyrants was chosen over another. Blatantly unconstitutional, legislated power in the hands of the President in the form of NDAA, coupled with gradual usurpation of war powers over the last 60 years has functionally wiped out checks and balances. The Executive Branch no longer serves. It reigns and the Nation is ripe for a tyrant more now than at any other time in our history. Steady movement toward central government portends a budding bureaucratic totalitarian state comprised of two of the most tyrannical forms of government ever known.
Centralized, bureaucratic Socialism and pure Democracy are lethal to individual liberty. Combine them and whatever survives strangulation by one in the cradle is later tabooed and punished with confiscation. This supreme National folly is making us a laughing stock in the old 'Soviet Bloc' part of the world.
American movement toward central government that over-rules a Constitution and rules over formerly sovereign states has provided the god's with lots of company in their laughter. After desperate struggles to escape the 70 year nightmare of Communism, Eastern Europeans now marvel over the stupidity of Americans embracing the same parasitic task master that was opposed for so many generations! Our march down this bitter road is very alarming to Americans from former Soviet dominated countries. They sought sanctuary from Communism on our shores and now the former nightmare is recurring before their very eyes! Have you doubts? Find any immigrant from those regimes and simply ask them.
Many Independents like me saw threats presented by immediate Socialist meddling as more acute than those posed by the deluded Republican Party. So we supported of the Republican candidate. Only time can reveal which enemy of liberty is closer to the prize.
The Devil's Dance Card
Take a lesson GOP! You and your Democrat adversaries are both afflicted with the same hypocritical blindness. Advancement of great vision and noble ideas can never be accomplished by making deals with devils because devils are never loyal. Winning or losing is ultimately irrelevant when the price is your soul; your integrity; your solemn duty to a higher source to use the gift of superior human intellect instead of abdicating it to Judas Goats.
If two consecutive losses have taught nothing and you still think victory alone to be the end game, sit back and observe what Democrats and Socialist Fundamentalists have in store. What is about to unfold is just ahead; bought for their price paid in souls. Savor what freedom remains and contemplate the possibility that we and our progeny will never again breathe free as we once did.
Win or lose, it is Mephistopheles who ultimately prevails.


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How many years, how many lost lives, how many readily avoidable blunders has it been now since our Commander in Chief stood on the deck of that aircraft carrier under a sign declaring "Mission Accomplished" and announced that combat operations in Iraq had come to an end? The answer to these and dozens of other questions as to just exactly how the invasion wound up bungled as badly as it has been can be found in this exhaustive and authoritative documentary from first time writer-director Charles Ferguson.
The filmmaker's approach is virtually the reverse of the one trademarked by Michael Moore. The voice of the film isn't the director's. The outrage, bewilderment and contempt expressed for the architects of the Iraq disaster aren't either. Ferguson's masterstroke is the telling of this tragic story in the voices of irrefutable witnesses to the quagmire-in-the-making officials at the Pentagon, the Defense Intelligence Agency, the National Intelligence Council, the U.S. Army, the Marine Corps and former Bush officials such as Richard Armitage and General Jay Garner. A great many voices are heard and they all have one thing in common: a consuming incredulousness as to the way advice from experts was consistently trivialized and even dismissed outright by a small inner circle of armchair warriors with virtually no military experience.
The director pulls back the curtain to reaveal a handful of administration officials setting events in motion as though playing a game with toy soldiers, shifting the focus from those responsiblble
for the attacks on 9/11 to a dictator who was known to have no connection to Al-Qaeda whatever just for the hell of it basically and then making one staggeringly stupid mistake after another in the wake of the invasion.
Rumsfeld, Cheney, Rice, Bremer and their assistants-with the president just barely in the loop-can clearly be seen to have themselves set the stage for the insurgency. They needed no help from Osama bin Laden. U.S. forces failed to protect the Iraqi Museum and Library resulting in the loss of the country's national heritage while sending the message to its people that their liberators placed little value on it.
By allowing the widespread looting which followed the assault on Baghdad to continue as American soldiers looked on, the administration sent the message that its citizens would have to look to Muslim militias for protection of their lives and property.
And the stupidest move of all: By disbanding the half million-man Iraqi army (which could have been used to restore order), the war's
planners instead sent hundreds of thousands of suddenly unemployed, angry and heavily armed fighters into the streets where American personnel continue to be blown up by them on a regular basis to this day.
"No End In Sight" is the most important film of the year thus far and, more significantly, the most comprehensive, clear-eyed account of the Iraq debacle and the arrogance behind it that we have. If it doesn't win the Oscar for best documentary, it will only be because its studio hired the same geniuses who sold this war to handle its award season marketing campaign.
Posted on October 10, 2007 in Reviews by Rick Kisonak
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Western Belle—a single-screw, steel-hulled cargo vessel completed in 1918 under a United States Shipping Board (USSB) contract, at Portland, Oreg., by the Columbia River Shipbuilding Corp.—was commissioned on 22 November 1918 at Bremerton, Wash., in the Puget Sound Navy Yard, Lt. Comdr. Olaf Breiland, USNRF, in command.
Taken over by the Navy for use with the Naval Overseas Transportation Service (NOTS), Western Belle—classified Id. No. 3551—sailed from Puget Sound on 22 December with a cargo of 6,818 tons of flour for delivery to New York, N.Y. Proceeding via the Panama Canal, she arrived at New York on 7 January 1919 and bunkered with coal prior to heading for Gibraltar on 18 January. After a brief stay at Gibraltar from 3 to 8 February, she was routed on to Deringe, France, where she off-loaded her cargo. On 20 March, she got underway for home with 924 tons of Army cargo.
Arriving at New York on 20 April, Western Belle was decommissioned on 3 May 1919 and returned to the USSB, which retained custody of her until 1932. The ship was then purchased by Merritt, Chapman, and Scott. She was abandoned the following year


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