Sri Aurobindo: For us it is only a beginning of spiritual transformation. I have said this though it is personal so that you may understand that outside defects and obstacles in the nature or the appearance of unyogicness does not necessarily mean that a person can do or is doing no sadhana.   To change the nature is not easy and always takes time, but if there is no inner experience, no gradual emergence of the other purer consciousness that is concealed by all these things you now see, it would be almost impossible even for the strongest will.  You say that ﬁrst you must get rid of all these things, then have the inner experiences. But how is that to be done?


Sri Aurobindo: These things, anger, jealousy, desire, are the very stuff of the ordinary human vital consciousness. They could not be changed if there were not a deeper consciousness within which is of quite another character. There is within you a psychic being which is divine, directly a part of the Mother, pure of all these defects. It is covered and concealed by the ordinary consciousness and nature, but when it is unveiled and able to come forward and govern the being, then it changes the ordinary consciousness, throws all these undivine things out and changes the outer nature altogether. That is why we want the sadhaks to concentrate, to open this concealed consciousness — it is by concentration of whatever kind and the experiences it brings that one opens and becomes aware within and the new consciousness and nature begin to grow and come out.


Sri Aurobindo: Of course we want them also to use their will and reject the desires and wrong movements of the vital, for by doing that the emergence of the true consciousness becomes possible. But rejection alone cannot succeed; it is by rejection and by inner experience and growth that it is done.  You say that all these things were hidden within you. No; they were not deep within, they were in the outer or surface nature, only you were not sufﬁciently conscious of them because the other true consciousness had not opened and grown within you. Now by the experiences you have had the psychic has been growing and it is because of this new psychic consciousness that you are able to see clearly all that has to go.


Sri Aurobindo: It does not go at once because the vital had so much the habit of them in the past, but they will now have to go because your soul wants to get rid of them and your soul is growing stronger in you. So you must both use your will aided by the Mother’s force to get rid of these things, and go on with your inner psychic experiences — it is by the two together that all will be done.   The persistence or the obstinate return of the old Adam is a common experience: it is only when there is a sufﬁcient mass of experience and a certain progression of consciousness in the higher parts of the being that the lower can be really transmuted.  It is that that one must allow to develop. It is the pressure of the Yoga shakti and the increase of the experiences that is wanted in your case, not this preoccupation with an external “grim” tapasya.


Sri Aurobindo:   Once these experiences [] begin, they repeat themselves usually, whether the general condition is good or not. But naturally they cannot make a radical change until they settle themselves and become normal in the whole being or at least in the inner part of it. In the latter case the old movements can still come, but they are felt as something quite superﬁcial and the sadhana increases in spite of them.


Sri Aurobindo: There is no question of good or wicked. If some part of the being even has been opened the experiences come.     The action of the higher consciousness does not usually begin by changing the outer nature — it works on the inner being, prepares that and then goes outward.


Sri Aurobindo: Before that, whatever change is done in the outer nature has to be done by the psychic.     All experiences can be brought into the smallest constituents of the being.  You have had some experiences which are signs of a future possibility.


Sri Aurobindo: To have more within the ﬁrst one and a half years it would be necessary to have the complete attitude of the sadhak and give up that of the man of the world. It is only then that progress can be rapid from the beginning.     All these [ ] are external things that have their use, but what I mean [] is something more inward.


Sri Aurobindo: I mean not to be interested in outward things for their own sake, following after them with desire, but at all times to be intent on one’s soul, living centrally in the inner being and its progress, taking outward things and action only as a means for the inner progress.  It [] simply means you have a subjective sense of our Presence. But must a subjective sense of things be necessarily a vain imagination? If so, no Yoga is possible. One has to take it as an axiom that subjective things can be as real as objective things.


Sri Aurobindo: No doubt there may be and are such things as mental formations — but, to begin with, mental formations are or can be very powerful things, producing concrete results; secondly whether what one sees or hears is a mental formation or a real subjective object can only be determined when one has sufﬁcient experience in these inward things.   You have a strong power of (subjective) creative formation, mostly, I think, on the mental but partly too on the vital plane.  This kind of formative faculty can be used for objective results if accompanied by a sound knowledge of the occult forces and their workings; but by itself it results more often in one’s building up an inner world of one’s own in which you can live very well satisﬁed, so long as you live in yourself, apart from any close contact with external physical life; but it does not stand the test of objective experience.    In each plane there is an objective as well as a subjective side.


Sri Aurobindo: It is not the physical plane and life alone that are objective.  When you have the power of formation of which I spoke, whatever is suggested to the mind, the mind constructs and establishes a form of it in itself. But this power can cut two ways; it may tempt the mind to construct mere images of the reality and mistake them for the reality itself. It is one of the many dangers of a too active mind.  You make a formation in your mind or on the vital plane in yourself — it is a kind of creation, but subjective only; it affects only your own mental or vital being.


Sri Aurobindo: You can create by ideas, thought-forms, images a whole world in yourself or for yourself; but it stops there.  Some have the power of making consciously formations that go out and affect the minds, actions, vital movements, external lives of others. These formations may be destructive as well as creative.  Finally, there is the power to make formations that become effective realities in the earth-consciousness here, in its mind, life, physical existence. That is what we usually mean by creation.


Sri Aurobindo: A certain exaltation of the being comes naturally with the stronger experiences and the sense of marvel or miracle may go with it, but there should be no egoistic feeling in the exaltation.    What you have to be careful about is, when the feeling of power and strength comes into you or when you have experiences, not to allow it to be seized on by any kind of egoistic or vital desire, pride, ambition, wish to dominate others — even if it takes the garb of doing the Mother’s work, — for this is your great weakness which always gets in and spoils your progress. Also when you have experiences, do not allow yourself to get exalted and excited by them so as to lose discrimination; for, if you do, then even though the experiences when they begin may be of the right kind, the vital forces take advantage of the excitation and rush in with their own deformations. Remain always calm, collected, quiet within, vigilant — discriminate always.


Sri Aurobindo: The progress so made may be more slow or seem so; but it is more sure.    A true spiritual experience must be free from the claim of the ego. What the ego can do however is to get proud of having the experience and think, “What a great one am I.” Or it may think, “I am the Self, the Divine, so let me go and do what I will, for it is the Divine who wills in me.”


Sri Aurobindo: It is only if the experience of Self imposes silence on the other parts and frees the psychic that the ego disappears. Even if not ego itself, numerous fragments and survivals of ego-habit can remain and have to be eliminated.     Yes, if there is the solid experience, the ego habit is much diminished, but it does not go altogether.


Sri Aurobindo: It takes refuge in the sense of being an instrument and — if there is not the psychic turn — it may easily prefer to be the instrument of some Force that feeds the satisfaction of the ego. In such cases the ego may still remain strong although it feels itself instrumental and not the primary actor.    Although there is no ego in the spiritual planes, yet by the spiritual experience the ego on the lower planes may get aggrandised through pride and wrong reception of the experience.  Also by entering into the larger mental and vital planes one may aggrandise the ego.


Sri Aurobindo: These things are always possible so long as the higher consciousness and the lower are not harmonised in the being and the lower transformed into the nature of the higher.    The ﬁrst result of the downﬂow of the overmind forces is very often to exaggerate the ego, which feels itself strong, almost irresistible (though it is not really so), divinised, luminous. The ﬁrst thing to do, after some experience of the thing, is to get rid of this magniﬁed ego. For that you have to stand back, not allow yourself to be swept in by the movement, but to watch, understand, reject all mixture, aspire for a purer and yet purer light and action.


Sri Aurobindo: This can only be done perfectly if the psychic comes forward. The mind and vital, especially the vital, receiving these forces, can with difﬁculty resist the tendency to seize on and use them for the ego’s objects or, which comes practically to the same thing, they mix the demands of the ego with the service of a higher object.     There is [ ] more a sense of having power than real power.


Sri Aurobindo: There are some mixed and quite relative powers — sometimes a little effective, sometimes ineffective — which could be developed into something real if put under the control of the Divine, surrendered. But the ego comes in, exaggerates these small things and represents them as something huge and unique and refuses to surrender. Then the sadhak makes no progress — he wanders about in the jungle of his own imaginations without any discrimination or critical sense or among a play of confused forces he is unable to understand or master.  Forces can come anywhere. The Asuras have their forces, but without peace, light or love — only they are forces of darkness.


Sri Aurobindo:   The man there [] symbolises that ego-tendency in the human nature which makes a man, when some realisation comes, to think how great a realisation is this and how great a sadhak am I and to call others to see and admire — perhaps he thinks like the man in the dream, “I have seen the Divine, indeed I feel I am one with the Divine, — I will call everybody to see that.” This is a tendency which has injured the sadhana of many and sometimes ruined the sadhana altogether.  In the thoughts you describe you came to see something in yourself which is there more or less in all human beings, the desire to be thought well of by others, to occupy a high place in their esteem or their affection, to have honour, position, admiration.  When anybody joins this feeling to the idea of sadhana, then the disposition to do the sadhana for that and not purely and simply for the sake of the Divine comes in and there must be disturbance or else an obstruction in the sadhana itself or if in spite of it spiritual experience comes, then there is the danger of his misusing the experience to magnify his ego like the man in the dream.


Sri Aurobindo: All these dreams are coming to you to give you a vivid and concrete knowledge and experience of what these human defects are so that you may ﬁnd it easier to throw them out, to recognise them when they come in the waking state and refuse them entrance. These things are not in yourself only but in all human nature; they are the things one has to get rid of or else to guard against so that one’s consecration to the Divine may be complete, selﬂess, true and pure.  I don’t think there is any cause for dissatisfaction with the progress made by you. Experiences come to many before the nature is ready to make full proﬁt from them; to others a more or less prolonged period of puriﬁcation and preparation of the stuff of the nature or the instruments comes ﬁrst while experiences are held up till this process is largely or wholly over.  The latter method which seems to be adopted in your case is the safer and sounder of the two.


Sri Aurobindo: In this respect we think it is evident that you have made considerable progress, for instance in control over the violence and impatience and heat natural to the volcanic energy of your temperament, in sincerity also curbing the devious and errant impulses of an enormously active mind and temperament, in a greater quiet and harmony in the being as a whole. No doubt the process has to be completed, but something very fundamental seems to have been done. It is more important to look at the thing from the positive rather than the negative side. The things that have to be established are — : , a complete sex-purity;, quiet and harmony in the being, its forces maintained but controlled, harmonised, disciplined;, truth and sincerity in the whole nature; , a general state of peace and calm;, the power and habit to control whatever needs control in the movements of the nature. When these are fairly established one has laid a foundation on which one can develop the Yogic consciousness and with the Yogic consciousness there comes an easy opening to realisation and experience.


Sri Aurobindo:  The progress does not always come in the way that people expect. There is ﬁrst a preparation within even for many years before such experiences come as people usually associate with the word progress. There has been this preparation and progress in you, but because struggle is still there you cannot recognise it.  You must put your trust in the Mother and let her Force work in you — keep the attitude of conﬁdence and self-offering and the result will appear as soon as the consciousness is ready.


Sri Aurobindo: According to the afﬁrmation of people acquainted with the subject, the preliminary puriﬁcation before getting any Yogic experiences worth the name may extend to 12 years. After that one may legitimately expect something. You are far from the limit yet — so no reason to despair.


Sri Aurobindo: Do not be over-eager for experience, — for experiences you can always get, having once broken the barrier between the physical mind and the subtle planes. What you have to aspire for most is the improved quality of the recipient consciousness in you — discrimination in the mind, the unattached impersonal Witness look on all that goes on in you and around you, purity in the vital, calm equanimity, enduring patience, absence of pride and the sense of greatness — and more especially, the development of the psychic being in you — surrender, self-giving, psychic humility, devotion. It is a consciousness made up of these things, cast in this mould that can bear without breaking, stumbling or deviation into error the rush of lights, powers and experiences from the supraphysical planes. An entire perfection in these respects is hardly possible until the whole nature from the highest mind to the subconscient physical is made one in the light that is greater than Mind; but a sufﬁcient foundation and a consciousness always self-observant, vigilant and growing in these things is indispensable — for perfect puriﬁcation is the basis of the perfect siddhi.


Sri Aurobindo:   You must not try to get experiences; you are not yet ready for them; instead of the right experience something abnormal comes. You must get your vital puriﬁed and calm so that these movements may not come. Nothing abnormal like not sleeping, not eating — all that is the vital trying to do extraordinary things so as to imagine it is going fast and doing high sadhana. A pure, simple, quiet, well-balanced vital is necessary for this Yoga.


Sri Aurobindo:   The automatic tendency is a good sign as it shows that it is the inner being opening to the Truth which is pressing forward the necessary changes.  As you say, it is the failure of the right attitude that comes in the way of passing through ordeals to a change of nature.  The pressure is becoming greater now for this change of character even more than for decisive Yoga experience — for if the experience comes it fails to be decisive because of the want of the requisite change of nature. The mind for instance gets the experience of the One in all, but the vital cannot follow because it is dominated by ego-reaction and ego-motive or the habits of the outer nature keep up a way of thinking, feeling, acting, living which is quite out of harmony with the experience.


Sri Aurobindo: Or the psychic and part of the mind and emotional being feel frequently the closeness of the Mother, but the rest of the nature is unoffered and goes its own way prolonging division from her nearness, creating distance. It is because the sadhaks have never even tried to have the Yogic attitude in all things — they have been contented with the common ideas, common view of things, common motives of life, — only varied by inner experiences and transferred to the framework of the Asram instead of that of the world outside. It is not enough — and there is great need that this should change.


Sri Aurobindo:   Quite correct. Unless the adhar is made pure, neither the higher truth (intuitive, illumined spiritual) nor the overmental nor the supramental can manifest; whatever forces come down from them get mixed with the inferior consciousness and a half-truth takes the place of the Truth or even sometimes a dangerous error.


Sri Aurobindo: As for experiences, anybody with an occult bent can have experiences. The thing is to know what to do with them.  I do not question at all the personal intensity or concreteness of your internal experiences, but experiences can be intense and yet be very mixed in their truth and their character. In your experience your own subjectivity, sometimes your ego-pushes interfere very much and give them their form and the impression they create on you. It is only if there is a pure psychic response that the form given to the experience is likely to be the right one and the mental and vital movements will then present themselves in their true nature.


Sri Aurobindo: Otherwise the mind, the vital, the ego give their own colour to what happens, their own turn, very usually their own deformation. is not a guarantee of entire truth and correctness in an experience; it is only of the consciousness that can give an entire truth and correctness.  The Mother’s presence is always there; but if you decide to act on your own — your own idea, your own notion of things, your own will and demand upon things, then it is quite likely that her presence will get veiled; it is not she who withdraws from you, but you who draw back from her. But your mind and vital don’t want to admit that, because it is always their preoccupation to justify their own movements. If the psychic were allowed its full predominance, this would not happen; it would have felt the veiling, but it would at once have said, “There must have been some mistake in me, a mist has arisen in me,” and it would have looked and found the cause.


Sri Aurobindo: It is perfectly true that so long as there is not an unreserved self-giving in both the internal and external, there will always be veilings, dark periods and difﬁculties. But if there is unreserved self-giving in the internal, the unreserved self-giving in the external would naturally follow; if it does not, it means that the internal is not unreservedly surrendered; there are reservations in some part of the mind insisting on its own ideas and notions; reservations in some part of the vital insisting on its own demands, impulses, movements, ego-ideas, formations; reservations in the internal physical insisting on its own old habits of many kinds, and all claiming consciously, half-consciously or subconsciously that these should be upheld, respected, satisﬁed, taken as an important element in the work, the “creation” or the Yoga.     All this is absolutely idiotic confusion.


Sri Aurobindo: It has come because you have persisted in disobeying and disregarding everything I wrote for you.  I told you you were not to try to decide by your mind. You persistently go on repeating, “ must decide. must decide.  must take a decision.


Sri Aurobindo: must take a resolution.” You are always repeating this “,, must decide” as if you knew better than myself and the Mother! “ must understand, must decide.”  And always you ﬁnd that your mind can decide nothing and understand nothing. And yet you go on repeating the same falsehood.


Sri Aurobindo: I tell you plainly once again that all your so-called experiences are worth nothing, mere vital ignorance and confusion.  The only experience you need is the experience of the presence of the Mother, the Mother’s light, the Mother’s force, and the change they bring in you.  You have to throw away all other inﬂuences and open yourself only to the Mother’s inﬂuence.  You have to think and talk no longer about energies ﬂowing out and your energies and others’ energies. The only energy you have to feel is the descent and inﬂow and action of the Mother’s force.


Sri Aurobindo: These were my instructions and so long as you carried them out, you were progressing rapidly.  Throw all these incoherent false experiences away. Go back to the single rule I gave you. Open to the Mother’s presence, inﬂuence, light, force — reject everything else. Only so will you get back clearness (instead of this confusion), peace, psychic perception and progress in the sadhana.


Sri Aurobindo:   But why be overwhelmed by any wealth of any kind of experiences? What does it amount to after all? The quality of a sadhak does not depend on that; one great spiritual realisation direct and at the centre will often make a great sadhak or Yogi, an army of intermediate Yogic experiences will not, that has been amply proved by a host of instances. You need not therefore compare that wealth to your poverty.


Sri Aurobindo: To open yourself to the descent of the higher consciousness (the true being) is the one thing needed and that, even if that comes after long effort and many failures, is better than a hectic gallop leading nowhere.     You have missed my rather veiled hint about wealth of “any kind of experiences” and the reference to the intermediate zone which, I think at least, I made. I was referring to the wealth of kind of experience.


Sri Aurobindo: I do not say that these experiences are always of no value, but they are so mixed and confused that if one runs after them without any discrimination at all they end either by leading astray, sometimes tragically astray, or by bringing one into a confused nowhere. That does not mean that all such experiences are useless or without value. There are those that are sound as well as those that are unsound; those that are helpful, in the true line, sometimes signposts, sometimes stages on the way to realisation, sometimes stuff and material of the realisation. These naturally and rightly one seeks for, calls, strives after, or at least one opens oneself in the conﬁdent expectation that they will sooner or later arrive. Your own main experiences may have been few or not continuous, but I cannot recollect any that were not sound or were unhelpful.


Sri Aurobindo: I would say that it is better to have a few of these than a multitude of the others. My only meaning in what I wrote was not to be impressed by mere wealth of experiences or to think that that is sufﬁcient to constitute a great sadhak or that not to have this wealth is necessarily an inferiority, a lamentable deprivation or a poverty of the one thing desirable.   There are two classes of things that happen in Yoga — realisations and experiences. Realisations are the reception in the consciousness and the establishment there of the fundamental truths of the Divine, of the Higher or Divine Nature, of the world-consciousness and the play of its forces, of one’s own self and real nature and the inner nature of things, the power of these things growing in one till they are a part of one’s inner life and existence, — as for instance, the realisation of the Divine Presence, the descent and settling of the higher Peace, Light, Force, Ananda in the consciousness, their workings there, the realisation of the divine or spiritual love, the perception of one’s own psychic being, the discovery of one’s own true mental being, true vital being, true physical being, the realisation of the overmind or the supramental consciousness, the clear perception of the relation of all these things to our present inferior nature and their action on it to change that lower nature.


Sri Aurobindo: The list of course might be inﬁnitely longer. These things also are often called experiences when they only come in ﬂashes, snatches or rare visitations; they are spoken of as full realisations only when they become very positive or frequent or continuous or normal.  Then there are the experiences that help or lead towards the realisation of things spiritual or divine or bring openings or progressions in the sadhana or are supports on the way — experiences of a symbolic character, visions, contacts of one kind or another with the Divine or with the workings of the higher Truth, things like the waking of the Kundalini, the opening of the chakras, messages, intuitions, openings of the inner powers, etc.  The one thing that one has to be careful about is to see that they are genuine and sincere and that depends on one’s own sincerity, for if one is not sincere, if one is more concerned with the ego or being a big Yogi or becoming a superman than with meeting the Divine or getting the Divine Consciousness which enables one to live in or with the Divine, then a ﬂood of pseudos or mixtures comes in, one is led into the mazes of the intermediate zone or spins in the grooves of one’s own formations. There is the truth of the whole matter.


Sri Aurobindo: Then why does Krishnaprem say that one should not hunt after experiences but only love and seek the Divine? It simply means that you have not to make experiences your main aim, but the Divine only your aim; and if you do that, you are more likely to get the true helpful experiences and avoid the wrong ones.  If one seeks mainly after experiences, his Yoga may become a mere self-indulgence in the lesser things of the mental, vital and subtle physical worlds or in spiritual secondaries, or it may bring down a turmoil or maelstrom of the mixed and the whole or halfpseudo and stand between the soul and the Divine. That is a very sound rule of sadhana. But all these rules and statements must be taken with a sense of measure and in their proper limits, — it does not mean that one should not welcome helpful experiences or that they have no value.


Sri Aurobindo: Also when a sound line of experience opens, it is perfectly permissible to follow it out, keeping always the central aim in view. All helpful or supporting contacts in dream or vision, such as those you speak of, are to be welcomed and accepted. I had no intention of discouraging such things at all. Experiences of the right kind are a support and help towards the realisation; they are in every way acceptable.


Sri Aurobindo: It is a mistake to dwell too much on the lower nature and its obstacles, which is the negative side of the sadhana. They have to be seen and puriﬁed, but preoccupation with them as the one important thing is not helpful. The positive side of experience of the descent is the more important thing. If one waits for the lower nature to be puriﬁed entirely and for all time before calling down the positive experience, one might have to wait for ever. It is true that the more the lower nature is puriﬁed, the easier is the descent of the higher Nature, but it is also and more true that the more the higher Nature descends, the more the lower is puriﬁed.


Sri Aurobindo: Neither the complete puriﬁcation nor the permanent and perfect manifestation can come all at once, it is a matter of time and patient progress. The two (puriﬁcation and manifestation) go on progressing side by side and become more and more strong to play into each other’s hands — that is the usual course of the sadhana.    I do not know what Krishnaprem said or in which article, I do not have it with me.


Sri Aurobindo: But if the statement is that nobody can have a successful meditation or realise anything till he is pure and perfect, I fail to follow it; it contradicts my own experience. I have always had realisation by meditation ﬁrst and the puriﬁcation started afterwards as a result. I have seen many get important, even fundamental realisations by meditation who could not be said to have a great inner development. Are all Yogis who have meditated with effect and had great realisations in their inner consciousness perfect in their nature? It does not look like it to me.


Sri Aurobindo: I am unable to believe in absolute generalisations in this ﬁeld, because the development of spiritual consciousness is an exceedingly vast and complex affair in which all sorts of things can happen and one might almost say that for each man it is different according to his nature and that the one thing that is essential is the inner call and aspiration and the perseverance to follow always after it no matter how long it takes or what are the difﬁculties or impediments — because nothing else will satisfy the soul within us.  It is quite true that a certain amount of puriﬁcation is indispensable for going on, that the more complete the puriﬁcation the better because then when the realisations begin they can continue without big difﬁculties or relapses and without any possibility of fall or failure. It is also true that with many puriﬁcation is the ﬁrst need, — certain things have to be got out of the way before one can begin any consecutive inner experience. But the main need is a certain preparation of the consciousness so that it may be able to respond more and more freely to the higher Force. In this preparation many things are useful — the poetry and music you are doing can help, for it acts as a sort of and, even, if the feeling roused is intense, a sort of natural.


Sri Aurobindo: Psychic preparation, clearing out of the grosser forms of mental and vital ego, opening mind and heart to the Guru and many other things help greatly — it is not perfection or a complete freedom from the dualities or ego that is the indispensable preliminary, but preparedness, a ﬁneness of the inner being which makes spiritual responses and receiving possible.  There is no reason therefore to take as gospel truth these demands which may have been right for Krishnaprem on the way he has trod, but cannot be imposed on all. There is no ground for despondency on that ground — the law of the spirit is not so exacting and inexorable.  What Krishnaprem writes (I have not read it yet) is perfectly true that puriﬁcation of the heart is necessary before there can be the spiritual attainment. All ways of spiritual seeking are agreed on that.


Sri Aurobindo: Puriﬁcation and consecration are two great necessities of sadhana. It is not a fact that one must be pure in heart before one can have Yogic experience at all, but those who have experiences before puriﬁcation is done run a great risk. It is much better to have the heart pure ﬁrst, for then the way becomes safe. Nor can the Divine dwell in one’s consciousness, if that consciousness is obscure with impurity. It is for the same reason that I advocate the psychic change of the nature ﬁrst — for that means the puriﬁcation of the heart, the turning of it wholly to the Divine, the subjection of the mind, of the vital passions, desires, demands, of the physical instincts to the control of the inner being, the soul.


Sri Aurobindo: What Krishnaprem calls intuitions I would describe as psychic intimations or, as some experience it, the voice of the soul showing the outer members what is the true thing to be done . Always when the soul is in front, one gets the right guidance from within what is to be done, what avoided, what is the wrong thing or the true thing in thought, feeling, action. But this inner intimation emerges in proportion as the consciousness grows more and more pure.  I never intended that should stay here; he came for darshan and sat down here without a “by your leave”.


Sri Aurobindo: I allowed him to remain for a while to see if he got any proﬁt out of it; afterwards came his repeated illness and he somehow stuck on till now. What I meant by some concrete method was things like repetition of a mantra, pranayama, asana etc. He has been doing these things even here or some of them at least; it is the only thing he really understands (or misunderstands?); but puriﬁcation of the heart he has not been capable of doing. What I mean by subtle methods is psychological, non-mechanical processes — e.g. concentration in the heart, surrender, self-puriﬁcation, working out by inner means the change of the consciousness. This does not mean that there is no outer change, — the outer change is necessary but as a part of the inner change.


Sri Aurobindo: If there is impurity and insincerity within, the outer change will not be effective; but if there is a sincere inner working, the outer change will help it and accelerate the process. What use is’s eating less except for his body’s health? But if a man seeks to restrain and get rid of his greed for food or attachment, (not by starvation, though), then he is doing something useful to his sadhana.  ’s case is different. His main stumbling block was ambition, pride, vanity, the desire to be a big Yogi with occult powers.


Sri Aurobindo: To try to bring down occult powers into an unpuriﬁed mind, heart and body — well, you can do it if you want to dance on the edge of a precipice. Or you can do it if your aim is not to be spiritual but to be an occultist, for then you can follow the necessary methods and get the help of the occult powers. But the occult spiritual forces and masteries can be called down or come down without calling only if that is quite secondary to the true thing, the seeking for the Divine, and if it is part of the Divine plan in you. Occult powers can only be for the spiritual man an instrumentation of the Divine Power that uses him, they cannot be the aim or an aim of his sadhana. I don’t know who started on this false path or whether he hit on it himself; many people here have a habit of doing Yoga according to their own ideas without caring for the guidance of the Guru — from whom however they expect an entire protection and success in sadhana even if they prance or gambol into the wrongest paths possible.


Sri Aurobindo: Of course, renunciation of sex is indispensable for the puriﬁcation you seek, — the heart must be pure and consecrated to the Divine. There must be no turn left that side. As for food, well, that is not so much a puriﬁcation of the heart as of the vital in the physical, but it is of course very helpful to get control there. The puriﬁcation of the heart is the central necessity, but a puriﬁcation of the mind, vital and physical is also called for. But the most important thing for puriﬁcation of the heart is an absolute sincerity.


Sri Aurobindo: No pretence with oneself, no concealment from the Divine or oneself or the Guru, a straight look at one’s nature and one’s movements, a straight will to make them straight. It does not so much matter if it takes time; one must be prepared to make it one’s whole life-task to seek the Divine. Purifying the heart means after all a pretty considerable achievement and it is no use getting despondent, despairful etc. because one ﬁnds things in oneself that still need to be changed.  If one keeps the true will and true attitude, then the intuitions or intimations from within will begin to grow, become clear, precise, unmistakable and the strength to follow them will grow also. And then before even you are satisﬁed with yourself, the Divine will be satisﬁed with you and begin to withdraw the veil by which he protects himself and his seeker against a premature and perilous grasping of the greatest thing to which humanity can aspire.


Sri Aurobindo: Transformation is made possible by puriﬁcation.     If you remain in a fully conscious state, the clearing of the outer nature ought not to be difﬁcult — afterwards the positive work of its transformation into a perfect instrument can be undertaken.  If you make your mind quiet, the experience will come.


Sri Aurobindo: If you cannot make your mind quiet, work and pray and wait. Those who are able to open to the Divine receive him — but also to those who can wait for the Divine, the Divine comes.     If one feels [ ] it is all right — but it does not always happen.


Sri Aurobindo: The quietness, silence or peace is a basis for the extension of consciousness, the coming of higher experiences or realisations etc.  In what way or order they come differs according to the individual nature.     Visions and experiences will come; but the most important thing is to get in the peace, Ananda, conﬁdence and establish it.


Sri Aurobindo: When that is ﬁxed, afterwards the consciousness can open to the working of the Mother’s Force — its coming down into the body and its working will bring all the experience and change that is needed.   To ﬁx the calm and strength is the main thing now — more important than fresh experiences; these will come fast enough if the calm and strength become durable, are made the habit and stuff of the consciousness.   As for sadhana what is necessary is to arrive at a certain quiet of the inner mind which makes meditation fruitful or a quietude of the heart which creates the psychic opening. It is only by regular concentration, constant aspiration and a will to purify the mind and heart of the things that disquiet and agitate them that this can be done. When a certain basis has been established in these two centres the experiences come of themselves.


Sri Aurobindo: Many, no doubt, get some kind of experiences such as visions etc. before the basis is well laid by a sort of mental or vital aptitude for these things, but such experiences do not of themselves lead to transformation or realisation — it is by the quietude of the mind and the psychic opening that these greater things can come.    Experience in the sadhana is bound to begin with the mental plane, — all that is necessary is that the experience should be sound and genuine. The pressure of understanding and will in the mind and the Godward emotional urge in the heart are the two ﬁrst agents of Yoga, and peace, purity and calm (with a lulling of the lower unrest) are precisely the ﬁrst basis that has to be laid; to get that is much more important in the beginning than to get a glimpse of the supraphysical worlds or to have visions, voices and powers. Puriﬁcation and calm are the ﬁrst needs in the Yoga.


Sri Aurobindo: One may have a great wealth of experiences of that kind (worlds, visions, voices etc.) without them, but these experiences occurring in an unpuriﬁed and troubled consciousness are usually full of disorder and mixture.  At ﬁrst the peace and calm are not continuous, they come and go, and it usually takes a long time to get them settled in the nature. It is better therefore to avoid impatience and to go on steadily with what is being done. If you wish to have something beyond the peace and calm, let it be the full opening of the inner being and the consciousness of the Divine Power working in you. Aspire for that sincerely and with a great intensity but without impatience and it will come.


Sri Aurobindo:   It is necessary to lay stress on three things — (1) an entire quietness and calm of the mind and the whole being, (2) a continuance of the movement of puriﬁcation so that the psychic being (the soul) may govern the whole nature, (3) the maintenance in all conditions and through all experiences of the attitude of adoration and bhakti for the Mother. These are the conditions in which one can grow through all experiences with security and have the right development of the complete realisation without disturbance to the system or being carried away by the intensity of the experiences. Calm, psychic purity, bhakti and spiritual humility before the Divine are the three conditions.


Sri Aurobindo: The special experiences you are having are glimpses of what is to be and what is growing and preparing and are helping to make the consciousness ready for it. It is not therefore surprising that they change and are replaced by others — that is what usually happens; for it is not these forms that are to be perpetuated, but the essence of the thing which they are bringing. Thus the one thing that has to grow most now is the silence, the quietude, the peace, the free emptiness into which experiences can come, the sense of coolness and release. When that is in possession of the consciousness fully, then something else will come into it which is also essential to the true consciousness and ﬁx itself — it proceeds usually like that. There is nothing strange therefore in the special forms of experience ceasing and being followed by others after you have written about or brought them to the Mother.


Sri Aurobindo: When the more permanent forms of realisation begin to come, it will no longer be like that.  It is better to let the experiences develop naturally. It is not necessary, when they come freely, to determine with the mind which is to be remembered or sought after.   An experience should be allowed its full time to develop or have its full effect. It should not be interrupted except in case of necessity or, of course, if it is not a good experience.


Sri Aurobindo:  You have to watch and see how they [] develop. For the most part they carry their own meaning and if you go on observing them with a silent and vigilant mind you will understand more than if you were in a constant turmoil of thought about them.    When an experience begins, you should not interfere with it by either questioning or by disturbing movements.  To think and question about an experience when it is happening is the wrong thing to do; it stops it or diminishes it.


Sri Aurobindo: Let the experience have its full play — if it is something like this “new life force” or peace or Force or anything else helpful. When it is over, you can think about it — not while it is proceeding. For these experiences are spiritual and not mental and the mind has to be quiet and not interfere.   During the experience the mind should be quiet. After the experience is over it can be active.


Sri Aurobindo: If it is active while it is there, the experience may stop altogether.    It was not an imagination, but an experience. When such an experience occurs, the attempt to take hold of it mentally and continue it may on the contrary interrupt it. It is best to let it continue of itself; if it ceases, it is likely to recur.


Sri Aurobindo:   There are two centres or parts of the consciousness — one is a witness,, and observes, the other consciousness is active and it is this active consciousness that you felt going down deep into the vital being. If your mind had not become active, you would have known where it went and what it went there to experience or do. When there is an experience, you should not begin to think about it, for that is of no use at all and it only stops the experience — you should remain silent, observe and let it go on to its end.


Sri Aurobindo:   There is something in you that does want to stick to the habit of mentalising about everything. So long as you were not having real experiences, it did not matter. But once real experiences begin you have to learn to approach them in the right way.  At a certain stage of the sadhana, in the beginning (or near it) of the more intense experiences, it sometimes happens that there is the intense realisation of some aspect of the Divine, a sort of communion with it, and that is seen everywhere and all as that.


Sri Aurobindo: It is a transitory phase and afterwards one gets the larger experience of the Divine in all its aspects and beyond all aspects. Throughout the experience there should be one part of the being that observes and understands — for sometimes ignorant sadhaks are carried away by their experience and stop short there or fall into extravagance. It must be taken as an experience through which you are passing.  It is always dangerous to allow fear to come in like that and associate itself with experiences in the sadhana. There is nothing in the experiences themselves as you describe them that are at all alarming.


Sri Aurobindo: A burning in the head or a creeping or ticklish sensation or a sense of something moving and working in the head has often been felt by many when there was an opening and the Force was working there. The other things also are in themselves usual enough, the sense of something separate from oneself and the opening and connection made between the head and the centre above. But where the anomaly comes in is that with the connection comes the fear and nervous physical upsetting. So long as there is fear it is no use going on with these experiences — you have to stop and get back to the normal consciousness.  Besides that, as I have already said, you must realise what it is in you that has come across and created this upsetting.


Sri Aurobindo: It is not the descent and the experiences, for many have had them or similar things without being any the worse. It is something in you, probably in your lower vital and physical, that does not want the Higher Consciousness because it will have to change and it has no intention of changing. When this pressure acts, it gets at once a fear and shakes the physical mind and system by its fear. You will have then to get rid of this — till then it will not be safe for you to go farther.   These experiences are symbolic in their character, so there is no reason to be horriﬁed by the green waters even if you did drown in a well in the last life.


Sri Aurobindo: All such experiences should be observed quietly without alarm or depression or other such feelings. One can look at them and try to see or feel their meaning, but too active a speculation in the mind rather hinders than helps the seeing.  If you sink down into an unopened part and open it to the light or empty and clear it, that is a quite salutary and necessary operation and there is no reason for alarm. As for self-preservation, one does not drown in these inner wells — it is only a bath or a plunge. And if it happens to be the well of the psychic, nothing more salutary than to plunge into it.


Sri Aurobindo: The usual rule given by Yogis is that one should not speak of one’s experience to others except of course the Guru while the sadhana is going on because it wastes the experience, there is what they call of the tapasya. It is only long past experiences that they speak of and even that not too freely.   The Light left you because you spoke of it to someone who was not an. It is safest not to speak of these experiences except to a guru or to one who can help you. The passing away of an experience as soon as it is spoken of is a frequent happening and for that reason many Yogis make it a rule never to speak of what happens within them unless it is a thing of the past or a settled realisation that nothing can take away.


Sri Aurobindo: A settled permanent realisation abides, but these were rather things that come to make possible an opening in the consciousness to something more complete — to prepare it for realisation.    I thought it was understood that what I wrote to you about persons was private. Experiences one’s own or others’ if one comes to know of them, should not be talked about or made a matter of gossip. It is only if there can be some spiritual proﬁt to others and even then if they are experiences of the past that one can speak of them.


Sri Aurobindo: Otherwise it becomes like news of Abyssinia or Spain, something common and trivial for the vital mass-mind to chew or gobble.     To show what is written about experiences or to speak about one’s experiences to others is always risky. They are much better kept to oneself.


Sri Aurobindo:   I rather doubt whether it should be done. There is a privacy about experiences which stands in the way of their being dealt with like that, at least until the sadhak has got into siddhi. They can be spoken of to a few, if one wishes, but to make public like that in a general way, even without names, is a little difﬁcult.  People besides might begin to speculate on these experiences, gossip and ask questions.


Sri Aurobindo: What might be useful is some experiences with explanation, if the answer gives one, which would make clear certain sides of the sadhana. But they would have to be carefully chosen.     General knowledge is another matter, it is intellectual and the intellect gains by the intellectual activity of teaching.


Sri Aurobindo: Also if in Yoga it were only a matter of imparting intellectually one’s mental knowledge of the subject, that rule would perhaps hold; but this mental aspect is only a small part of Yoga. There is something more complex which forms the bigger part of it. In teaching Yoga to another one becomes to some extent a master with disciples. The Yogis have always said that one who takes disciples, takes upon himself the difﬁculties of his disciples as well as one’s own — that is why it is recommended not to take disciples unless and until one is siddha and even then only if one receives the Divine authority to do it — what Ramakrishna called getting the. Secondly, there is the danger of egoism — when one is free from that, then the objection no longer holds.


Sri Aurobindo: There is a separate question and that is the telling of one’s own experiences to others. That too is very much discouraged by most Yogis — they say it is harmful to the sadhana. I have certainly seen and heard of any number of instances in which people were having a ﬂow of experiences and, when they told it, the ﬂow was lost — so there must be something in this objection. I suppose however it ceases to apply after one has reached a certain long-established stability in the experience, that is to say, when the experience amounts to a deﬁnite and permanent realisation, something ﬁnally and irrevocably added to the consciousness. I notice that those who keep their experiences to themselves and do not put themselves out on others seem to have a more steady sadhana than others, but I don’t know whether it is an invariable rule.


Sri Aurobindo: It would probably not apply any longer after a certain stage of realisation.     It is true that experiences often disappear when spoken or written about to others. But that does not always happen, nor does it happen to everybody.


Sri Aurobindo:   It is not good to talk too much to others about the sadhana and its experiences. There can be exceptions to the rule, but that depends on the person and circumstances.


Sri Aurobindo:   If you want to keep the joy, it will be wise not to speak of it to others. Things spoken about get wings and try to escape.  The rush of the experience at the beginning is often very powerful, so powerful that the resisting elements remain quiescent — afterwards they rise up. The experience has then to be brought down and settled in these parts also.


Sri Aurobindo:   Yes, that is the truth of the working. At ﬁrst what has to be established comes with difﬁculty and is felt as if abnormal, an experience that one loses easily — afterwards it comes of itself, but does not yet stay; ﬁnally it becomes a frequent and intimate state of the being and makes itself constant and normal. On the other hand all the confusions and errors once habitual to the nature are pushed out; at ﬁrst they return frequently, but afterwards they in their turn become abnormal and foreign to the nature and lose frequency and ﬁnally disappear.


Sri Aurobindo:  One can speak of a condition as coming freely and spontaneously when it comes of itself or as soon as it is remembered after an interruption. One can speak of it as coming at will, when it comes back at a slight pressure of the will and nothing more is necessary. Yours comes by an effort of the will which has to be sustained and is kept at the price of a constant vigilance. But this effort and vigilance are quite the right thing and must be done until the condition either becomes stable or comes automatically or at will, as described above. This is not pulling, so you need not hesitate to go on with it fully.


Sri Aurobindo: It is the necessary tapasya.  What prevents it from remaining is the natural lapse to a lower consciousness which comes either from the mind’s or vital’s inclination to indulge in accustomed occupations or by sleep or by losing oneself in some outer action such as talking — because these things are associated with the ordinary mental consciousness and still need it to be done. At a later stage it will be possible to do these things with the surface mind only while the new consciousness remains intact and is either found there immediately as soon as the surface occupation ceases or else remains even during the occupation upholding the surface action or enveloping it as a small movement in itself.


Sri Aurobindo: All that you have written is quite correct; but the smallness is a general characteristic of the human instrument before it has the spiritual change. When the quietude comes, then the wideness also begins to come. The state you feel in which things go right, is the psychic and spiritual condition of the being; it is true that at ﬁrst it is there only at times, but that is usual in the sadhana.  All new states and realisations come like that at ﬁrst; they are there for a short time, then seem to cease and other things come up from below and cover and hide the new condition. This is because of the habit of the past nature.


Sri Aurobindo: But the true condition goes on returning till it and not the old things establishes itself as the habit and rule of a new nature.  The inward condition and its new outlook on things without the eagerness of the old consciousness in work is simply a passage through which you are going towards the new nature in which you will remain unmoved and undisturbed by things, but with a new and freer power of action which comes from within and from above.   It is more difﬁcult at this stage for the experiences of Ananda (this felicity seems from your description to be an intense psychic Ananda) to be kept permanently than for peace to remain abidingly. The difﬁculty of keeping up these states in work or reading is more a matter of habit than anything else, because the mind is accustomed to absorb in the reading or work and forget all else for the time being. But once one gets the right poise and can keep in the inner being during work, that difﬁculty disappears.


Sri Aurobindo: The up and down movement which you speak of is common to all ways of Yoga. It is there in the path of bhakti, but there are equally alternations of states of light and states of darkness, sometimes sheer and prolonged darkness, when one follows the path of knowledge. Those who have occult experiences come to periods when all experiences cease and even seem ﬁnished for ever. Even when there have been many and permanent realisations, these seem to go behind the veil and leave nothing in front except a dull blank, ﬁlled, if at all, only with recurrent attacks and difﬁculties. These alternations are the result of the nature of human consciousness and are not a proof of unﬁtness or of predestined failure.


Sri Aurobindo: One has to be prepared for them and pass through. They are the “day and night” of the Vedic mystics.  As for surrender, everyone has his own ﬁrst way of approach towards it; but if it is due to fear, “form” or sense of duty, then certainly that is not surrender at all; these things have nothing to do with surrender. Also, complete and total surrender is not so easy as some seem to imagine. There are always many and large reservations; even if one is not conscious of them, they are there.


Sri Aurobindo: Complete surrender can best come by a complete love and bhakti. Bhakti on the other hand can begin without surrender, but it naturally leads, as it forms itself, to surrender.  You are surely mistaken in thinking that the difﬁculty of giving up intellectual convictions is a special stumbling-block in you more than in others. The attachment to one’s own ideas and convictions, the insistence on them is a common characteristic and here it seems to manifest itself with an especial vehemence.  It can be removed by a light of knowledge from above which gives one the direct touch of Truth or the luminous experience of it and takes away all value from mere intellectual opinion, ideas or conviction and removes the necessity for it, or by a right consciousness which brings with it right ideas, right feeling, right action and right everything else.


Sri Aurobindo: Or else it must come by a spiritual and mental humility which is rare in human nature — especially the mental, for the mind is always apt to think its own ideas, true or false, are the right ideas. Eventually it is the psychic growth that makes this surrender too possible and that again comes most easily by bhakti. In any case, the existence of this difﬁculty is not in itself a good cause for forecasting failure in Yoga.    The rhythm of up and down is fairly general — it is only a few who keep an even course and even these have slight though comparatively rare drops of the consciousness.


Sri Aurobindo: But the times vary — although it is true that it comes upon a few at the same time, and occasionally there is a massed general attack and shaking.  It seems difﬁcult as yet to eliminate these vicissitudes of the sadhana.     Everything once gained is there and can be regained.


Sri Aurobindo: Yoga is not a thing that goes by one decisive rush one way or the other — it is a building up of a new consciousness and is full of ups and downs. But if one keeps to it the ups have a habit of resulting by accumulation in a decisive change — therefore the one thing to do is to keep at it. After a fall don’t wail and say, “I’m done for,” but get up, dust yourself and proceed farther on the right path.   After one has got to a certain stage the things gained are never lost — they may be covered over but they return — they have only gone inside and come back to the surface.  It is always like that — some days of experience, some days of no experience (or only experience of peace and quietude) alternating.


Sri Aurobindo: It is only later on that the consciousness becomes capable of continuous experience and even then there are alternations of the level.    The reason why there are these alternations of which you complain is that the nature of the consciousness is like that; after a little spell of wakefulness it feels the need of a little sleep. Very often in the beginning the wakings are brief, the sleeps long; afterwards it becomes more equal and later on the sleep periods are shorter and shorter. Another cause of these alternations, when one is receiving, is the nature’s need of closing up to assimilate.


Sri Aurobindo: It can take perhaps a great deal, but while the experience is going on it cannot absorb properly what it brings, so it closes down for assimilation. A third cause comes in in the period of transformation, — one part of the nature changes and one feels for a time as if there had been a complete and permanent change.  But one is disappointed to ﬁnd it cease and a period of barrenness or lowered consciousness follows. This is because another part of the consciousness comes up for change and a period of preparation and veiled working follows which seems to be one of unenlightenment or worse. These things alarm, disappoint or perplex the eagerness and impatience of the sadhak; but if one takes them quietly and knows how to use them or adopt the right attitude, one can make these unenlightened periods also a part of the conscious sadhana.


Sri Aurobindo: So the Vedic Rishis speak of the alternation of “Day and Night both suckling the divine Child”.     Everyone has these alternations because the total consciousness is not able to remain always in the above experience [ ]. The point is that in the intervals there should be quietude, at least in the inner being, no restlessness, dissatisfaction or struggle.


Sri Aurobindo: If that point is attained, then the sadhana can go on smoothly — not that there will be no difﬁculties, but there will be no disquietude or dissatisfaction etc. etc.   The impermanence of the better condition is a fairly general phenomenon. There is an oscillation always, a coming and going till the change that is trying to take place is strong enough to ﬁx itself. This is due to two reasons, ﬁrst the inability of the vital and physical to give up their old movements at once and accommodate themselves to the new and secondly to the habit of things hiding in the nature somewhere under the pressure from above and turning up as soon as they get an opportunity.


Sri Aurobindo:   These slight oscillations always happen until everything is open.  They are due to one of two causes, — either (1) Some small part or movement of the being comes up which is not quite open and needs to have the Inﬂuence brought into it, or (2) A shadow is thrown by the outside force, bringing back, not the old disturbance, but some temporary obscuration or appearance of obscuration.  Do not be disturbed, but immediately become quite quiet and open yourself.  The important thing is not to allow the old strong disturbance and confusion to come back and, secondly, not to allow a long obscuration, even if the obscuration be without a serious disturbance.


Sri Aurobindo: To keep hold on quiet persistently will prevent the serious disturbance; to keep quiet and steadily open yourself will prevent any long obscuration.    These oscillations [] always come. The universal lower Nature tries to come back and resume its hold — the lower vital or the physical consciousness responds, not always because it wants or likes to do so but because the old habit of response is still so strong that it cannot help it.  The ﬁrst necessity is to detach yourself, not to regard it as your own, to learn to feel it as something foreign and refuse to be touched or upset.


Sri Aurobindo: Then it will become easier for the lower vital or physical itself to reject and refuse to admit it.    These ﬂuctuations in the force of the aspiration and the power of the sadhana are unavoidable and common to all sadhaks until the whole being has been made ready for the transformation.  When the psychic is in front or active and the mind and vital consent, then there is the intensity. When the psychic is less prominent and the lower vital has its ordinary movements or the mind its ignorant action, then the opposing forces can come in unless the sadhak is very vigilant.


Sri Aurobindo: Inertia comes usually from the ordinary physical consciousness, especially when the vital is not actively supporting the sadhana. These things can only be cured by a persistent bringing down of the higher spiritual consciousness into all the parts of the being.    These ﬂuctuations always take place. By insistence and practice it becomes ﬁnally possible to keep the aspiration and the open consciousness above continuously, but even then periods of active progress and periods of assimilation alternate.


Sri Aurobindo:   Fluctuations of this kind cannot but come and when they come, one has to remain very quiet and detach oneself from the surface condition and wait for it to pass while calling the Mother’s Force.  A neutral condition of this kind serves a certain purpose in the economy of the puriﬁcation and change — it brings up things that have to be transformed or rejected, lifts up some part of the being in order to expose it to the transforming force. If one can understand, remain quiet and detached from the surface movements, not identiﬁed, then it goes sooner, the Force can quickly clear out what rises and afterwards it is found that something has been gained and a progress made.


Sri Aurobindo:   Yes, indeed, to keep the ﬁxed consciousness of the soul, even when there are ﬂuctuations in the outer nature, is a great victory.  If one can do that, it means that the capacity to arrive is there ﬁxed in the being and only the ﬁrm will is needed for the entire certitude.  There are no ﬁxed rules [ ]. There are simply a mass of tendencies and forces with which one has to become familiar.


Sri Aurobindo: It is not a ﬁxed machinery which one can manage by devices or by pulling this or that button. It is only by the inner Will, the constant aspiration, by detachment and rejection, by bringing down the true consciousness, force etc. that it can be done.     I can only say as before, that there is no speciﬁc reason [ ] which the mind can determine.


Sri Aurobindo: It depends on the total condition and interaction of the forces. One has to hold on to the aspiration and look steadily towards the goal without being disturbed by these inequalities and ﬂuctuations.    I don’t know. Times and seasons vary according to the poise and ﬂux and reﬂux of the forces in the consciousness.


Sri Aurobindo: It is not a thing to which you can afﬁx a rationalised and systematised explanation. One can feel it and understand in the essence of the consciousness, but not formulate precise cause and effect.  There are always lulls of this kind. One must not get upset — otherwise they are prolonged and disturbances come in. One must remain quiet, aspire steadily but without vehemence or, if one presses for a change, then too with a quiet steady pressure.


Sri Aurobindo:   There are always periods when all one can do is to remain quiet and aspire. A continuous activity of the light and power is only possible when the whole being has been prepared and the psychic is constantly in front.


Sri Aurobindo:   Everyone has periods when the consciousness is covered up. One has to go on in spite of that, and if you persist in aspiration and keep turned to the Mother, then these periods will diminish and the consciousness more and more open to her.  At such periods instead of allowing these things to hold you, you should separate yourself from them and regard them as something foreign which you have to reject.


Sri Aurobindo:  There are always long periods of this kind at the beginning when the ﬁrst openings of experience are covered up by the restless mind and vital; but with perseverance they diminish — the experience always returns and takes up more and more of the consciousness till it becomes its normal state.   There are always pauses of preparation and assimilation between two movements. You must not regard these with fretfulness or impatience as if they were untoward gaps in the sadhana.  Besides, the Force rises up lifting part of the nature on a higher level and then comes down to a lower layer to raise it; this motion of ascent and descent is often extremely trying because the mind partial to an ascent in a straight line and the vital eager for rapid fulﬁlment cannot understand or follow this intricate movement and are apt to be distressed by it or resent it. But the transformation of the whole nature is not an easy thing to accomplish and the Force that does it knows better than our mental ignorance or our vital impatience.


Sri Aurobindo:   There is nothing wrong in having intervals of passive peace without anything happening — they come naturally in the sadhana as a basis for fresh action when the nature is ready for it. It is only the vital attitude that turns it into a disharmony, because somewhere in its being there is not the assent to or participation in the peace and passivity. To be able often to rest, repose in all the being outspread in the silent Brahman is an indispensable thing for the Yogi.


Sri Aurobindo: But the vital wants always fuss, action, to feel that it is somebody doing something, getting on, having progress, on the move. The counterpart to this rajasic fuss is inertia. If the whole being can widen itself out, rest satisﬁed in the silence, then progressively inertia fades out and gives place to.


Sri Aurobindo: In the interim periods, if any come, to maintain the calm observing consciousness is the one great necessity.  The dynamic activity of the higher consciousness may be suspended but once manifested its presence is always there.     They [] are ﬁrst indications of an opening — but the opening has to be stabilised and enlarged.


Sri Aurobindo: Also so long as the external mind is very much on the top they come at intervals only. Continuous experience is only possible when one gets inside and stays there.     There are always variations in the intensity of experience, due to the necessity of assimilation in the consciousness.


Sri Aurobindo: It is only at a much later stage that the consciousness remains always at its highest level.    These variations are inevitable. They go on until three things are sufﬁciently and unﬂuctuatingly established: (1) A ﬁxed peace and gladness. (2) A clear light and understanding.


Sri Aurobindo: (3) A complete selﬂess love and surrender.  These drops [] happen to all sadhaks; their causes are various; sometimes it is a pull from below, sometimes an invasion from outside, sometimes a less ascertainable cause.  When it happens, one must always remain as quiet as possible behind and call back the better condition.   A drop of consciousness need not be so serious or take as long a time to repair. A few hours or, if there is much disturbance or mental obstruction, a few days should be sufﬁcient to recover.


Sri Aurobindo: Sometimes it takes longer if the sadhak continues to be too troubled or agitated or otherwise stands in his own way by dwelling too much on the obstacle. But years are taken only when there is, not a mere dropping of the consciousness, but a strong fall of the whole nature from the path or other very serious accident etc. There is nothing of this kind here or anything that could cause it.


Sri Aurobindo: You must have allowed the consciousness to fall — there may have been some tamasic movement or it may merely be the habit of oscillation between the two conditions [ ] that still persists.  The speedy removal of the difﬁculties depends on the continuance of the experiences. Otherwise the consciousness oscillates between the higher and the lower condition — which does not prevent the ultimate liberation, but does cause delay.    Yes — if the peace is established, then the falls [] are only on the surface and do not affect the inner consciousness.


Sri Aurobindo:  Fall of the concentration happens to everybody — it has not to be taken as if it were something tragic or allowed to be the cause of depression.  The falling down [] comes usually by some inertia coming in the consciousness through fatigue or through mere habit of relaxation or it comes through some vital reaction which one may or may not notice or it comes through a wrong movement of the mind. These are the positive lowering causes, but at the back of them is the fact that these alternations are almost inevitable so long as the consciousness is in any way subject to the old nature. The intervals of non-sadhana may however be long or short according to inner circumstances (mainly the power of the will or the psychic or the higher being to restore quickly the true poise).


Sri Aurobindo:   An occasional sinking of the consciousness happens to everybody. The causes are various, some touch from outside, something not yet changed or not sufﬁciently changed in the vital, especially the lower vital, some inertia or obscurity rising up from the physical parts of nature. When it comes, remain quiet, open yourself to the Mother and call back the true condition, and aspire for a clear and undisturbed discrimination showing you from within yourself the cause or the thing that needs to be set right.


Sri Aurobindo:  Yes, the ordinary physical consciousness is not able to hold the contact and it does get tired — also it cannot assimilate much at a time. But it is not always the Divine who takes away the pressure; the lower consciousness itself loses it or gives it up.   An always intense aspiration, an unswerving and unwavering will turned to the one thing only, help to get through the difﬁculties without discouragement or falling into depression — they give an impetus for a rapid development. But the difﬁculties come all the same because they are inherent in human nature.  Even the best sadhaks have these periods of suspension of the sadhana, of nothing happening, of the absence of the urge of the inner being.


Sri Aurobindo: It is when some difﬁculty arises in the physical nature that has to be dealt with or when a pause has to be made for a veiled preparation, or for some similar reason. Even when the working of the sadhana is in the mind or vital which are more plastic such periods are frequent — when the physical is concerned they must necessarily come and are usually marked not so much by any apparent struggle but by an immobility and an inertia of the energies that were at work before. This is very troublesome to the mind because it suggests entire cessation, incapacity to progess or unﬁtness. But it is not really so. One must be quiet and go on opening oneself to the working or keeping the will to do so — afterwards there will be a greater progress.


Sri Aurobindo: Many sadhaks indulge in such a period a spirit of despondency and loss of faith in the future which delays the renewal, but this should be avoided.   It is difﬁcult to say [] — usually it is when something in the mind and vital accepts and indulges the lower forces that this inability to re-enter the true consciousness remains so obstinate. Physical tamas can produce long interregnums of obscure consciousness, but not usually with such a violent obstruction — usually only dull and obstinate.   The depression is not the only cause of suspension of experiences. There are others such as inertia etc.


Sri Aurobindo: If one can have experiences continuously in spite of these things, that means that a part of the consciousness has deﬁnitely separated from the rest and is able to go on in spite of the outer resistance.     Even if there is physical fatigue sometimes it is not inevitable that it should interfere with the sadhana. The inner movement can always go on.


Sri Aurobindo:   When the physical consciousness prevails, often one does not feel any sign or effect [] even if they are there.    How do you expect anything so obtuse and forgetful as the physical consciousness to have the effect if the experiences are not repeated?


Sri Aurobindo: It is as when you learn a lesson, you have to repeat it till the physical mind gets hold of it — otherwise it does not become a part of consciousness.  It happens to most sadhaks that in particular parts of the day they feel concentrated and get results, and in others that condition is not there. This is especially in the earlier stages of the progress. It is only after the higher consciousness, peace etc. have settled in the being that one can usually be at all times in the active condition of sadhana.


Sri Aurobindo:   It is often like that — the period of intense activity is limited to a particular part of the day and then the rest of the time there is a lull.    It is quite usual to have such periods in the day. The consciousness needs time for rest and assimilation, it cannot be at the same pitch of intensity at all times.


Sri Aurobindo: During the assimilation a calm quietude is the proper condition.    These variations in the consciousness during the day are a thing that is common to almost everybody in the sadhana. The principle of constant oscillation, relaxation, relapse to a normal or a past lower condition from a higher state that is experienced but not yet ﬁxed in realisation or else realised but not yet perfectly stable, becomes very strong and marked when the working of the sadhana is in the physical consciousness. For there is an inertia in the physical nature that does not easily allow the intensity natural to the higher consciousness to remain constant, — the physical is always sinking back to something more ordinary; the higher consciousness and its force have to work long and come again and again before they can become constant and normal in the physical nature.


Sri Aurobindo: Do not be disturbed or discouraged by these variations or this delay, however long and tedious; remain careful only to be quiet always with an inner quietude and as open as possible to the higher Power, not allowing any really adverse condition to get hold of you. If there is no adverse wave, then the rest is only a persistence of imperfections which all have in abundance; that imperfection and persistence the Force must work out and eliminate, but for the elimination time is needed.     There is no mentally deﬁnite and rigidly effective reason for the thing [] coming in the evening rather than at 2 p.m. or in the midnight or in the morning.


Sri Aurobindo: For some people the fall comes in the evening, for some in the morning, for some at other times, and so too with the rise. But the alternations happen to most people in one kind of rhythm or another. The times vary with people and even can vary with the same men. There is no deﬁnable reason for it being at a particular time except that it has made itself habitual at that time. The rest is a question of the play of forces which is observable but the reasons of which escape mental deﬁnition.


Sri Aurobindo:   That is a frequent experience (though I suppose it is not general) — not only with peace, but other things; there is a tendency towards a lowering of the consciousness in the evening. On the other hand with some it is the opposite. I don’t know that it actually depends on work and mixing, though these may have a wearing effect — I ﬁnd more often that it is a sort of rhythm of rise and fall in the consciousness during the day. Even when peace is perfectly established, there may be this rhythm for other things that are being developed.


Sri Aurobindo: Intensities like that do not remain so long as the consciousness is not transformed — there has to be a period of assimilation.  When the being is unconscious, the assimilation goes on behind the veil or below the surface and meanwhile the surface consciousness sees only dullness and loss of what it had got; but when one is conscious, then one can see the assimilation going on and one sees that nothing is lost, it is only a quiet settling in of what has come down.    Yes — the system has to take rest so as to assimilate and renew its receptive power.   When one is assimilating, one is not receiving.


Sri Aurobindo:  The periods of assimilation continue really till all that has to be done is fundamentally done. Only they have a different character in the later stages of sadhana. If they cease altogether at an early stage (you are still in a very early stage), it is because all the nature was capable of has been done and that would mean it was not capable of much.


Sri Aurobindo: What I have written is perfectly clear. The periods of assimilation continue till all that has to be done is fundamentally done. If they stop early, it means that all has been done that could be done and nothing more is possible, the later and more advanced developments of the sadhana are not possible, — if they were, the assimilation periods would continue until all was developed and not cease. The only reason for such a premature end of the sadhana would be that the sadhaka is not capable of going farther.


Sri Aurobindo: The only change in the assimilation periods afterwards is that certain things remain settled while the assimilation applies to others that are not yet settled in the system. E.g. one feels always a constant peace in the inner being, but disturbances go on on the surface, till the surface also has assimilated peace. Or perhaps peace is settled everywhere and always there but knowledge comes and goes or strength comes and goes. Or all these are there but Ananda comes and goes etc. etc.


Sri Aurobindo:  There is always a gain or progress at some point after these periods of assimilation if one takes them rightly — however dull or troublesome they may be.    If your faith is getting ﬁrmer day by day, you are certainly progressing in your sadhana and there can have been no fall. An interruption of deﬁnite experiences may be only a period of assimilation in which one prepares for a new range of experience.


Sri Aurobindo: Keep yourself open and aspire.  If it is only emptiness, there is nothing wrong. Alternations of emptiness and fullness are a quite normal feature of experience in sadhana.    Emptiness usually comes as a clearance of the consciousness or some part of it.


Sri Aurobindo: The consciousness or part becomes like an empty cup into which something new can be poured. The highest emptiness is the pure existence of the Self in which all manifestation can take place.     To be an empty vessel is a very good thing if one knows how to make use of the emptiness.


Sri Aurobindo:   Keep the quiet and do not mind if it is for a time empty; the consciousness at times is like a vessel which has to be emptied of its mixed and undesirable contents; it has to be kept vacant for a while till it can be ﬁlled with the right contents. The one thing to be avoided is the reﬁlling of the cup with the old contents.  Meanwhile wait, open yourself upwards, call very quietly and steadily, not with a too restless eagerness for the peace to come into the silence and, once the peace is there, for the joy and the presence.


Sri Aurobindo:   You have written of the Force coming down [ ] — even sometimes of its ﬁlling all parts — so what is this “never”? I did not at all mean that there is a mechanical process by which every time there is emptiness afterwards there comes an entire ﬁlling up. It depends on the stage of the sadhana. The emptiness may come often or stay long before there is any descent — what ﬁlls may be silence and peace or Force or Knowledge and they may ﬁll only the mind or mind and heart or mind and heart and vital or all.


Sri Aurobindo: But there is nothing ﬁxed and mechanically regular about these two processes.     Usually such feelings of emptiness [] come when the identiﬁcation with the body is lessening and the consciousness is preparing to take its seat either above or in a cosmic wideness or in some beginning of that wideness.


Sri Aurobindo:   An emptiness in the mind or vital may be spiritual without emptiness being an essential characteristic of the higher consciousness. If it were, there could be no Force, Light or Ananda in the higher consciousness. Emptiness is only a result produced by a certain action of the higher Force on the system in order that the higher consciousness may be able to come into it. It is a spiritual emptiness as opposed to the dull and inert emptiness of complete tamas which is not spiritual.


Sri Aurobindo:   If it is the spiritual emptiness then it will not be felt as interfering with the sadhana.


Sri Aurobindo: If it is real emptiness, one can last in it for years together, — it is because the vital is restless and full of desires (not empty) that it is like that []. Also the physical mind is by no means at rest. If the desires were thrown out and the ego less active and the physical mind at rest knowledge would come from above; in place of the physical mind’s stupidities, the vital mind could be calm and quiet and the Mother’s Force take up the action and the higher consciousness begin to come down. That is the proper sequel of emptiness. But nothing of this has happened because the “emptiness” could not complete itself, that is to say, the true silence and peace.


Sri Aurobindo: The emptiness that you described in your letter yesterday was not a bad thing — it is this emptiness inward and outward that often in Yoga becomes the ﬁrst step towards a new consciousness. Man’s nature is like a cup of dirty water — the water has to be thrown out, the cup left clean and empty for the divine liquor to be poured into it. The difﬁculty is that the human physical consciousness feels it difﬁcult to bear this emptiness — it is accustomed to be occupied by all sorts of little mental and vital movements which keep it interested and amused or even if in trouble and sorrow still active. The cessation of these things is hard to bear for it. It begins to feel dull and restless and eager for the old interests and movements.


Sri Aurobindo: But by this restlessness it disturbs the quietude and brings back the things that had been thrown out. It is this that is creating the difﬁculty and the obstruction for the moment. If you can accept emptiness as a passage to the true consciousness and true movements, then it will be easier to get rid of the obstacle.  All in the Asram are not suffering from the sense of dullness and want of interest, but many are because the Force that is descending is discouraging the old movements of the physical and vital mind which they call life and they are not accustomed to accept the renunciation of these things, or to admit the peace or joy of silence.


Sri Aurobindo:   There is a certain truth in what you say about the empty cup — a certain emptying of the consciousness of old things is necessary before anything positive can settle itself. It is what is happening in your physical consciousness, the old movements are being emptied out and you fall quiet, but they press in again and the cup has to be repeatedly emptied. If there is a ﬁrm and persistent rejection, then this repeated return of these old movements will cease to be so persistent; the periods of quiet and its intensity will increase until the peace and quietude can be established and permanent.  It is not however a fact that the whole nature has to be emptied of the old things before there can be the Light and Grace.


Sri Aurobindo: It is done usually in different parts of the nature at different times. You had your former experiences because the mind and higher vital were sufﬁciently emptied and quiet to receive some experiences of a new consciousness. Now it is the physical mind, physical vital and body that have to be emptied — these always take longer than the others because the physical is more full of old habits, more obstinate in keeping and always repeating them, more slow to receive anything new or to change. But by the detachment and steady rejection and reliance on the Mother’s force, this obstinacy can be overcome and the cup emptied for ﬁlling with the Divine Light.


Sri Aurobindo:   There is nothing out of the normal in what you describe — it happens in the course of the change of consciousness. What has to be remedied is that you feel the stillness, emptiness, but seem to have no joy of it or the satisﬁed peace of the self or sense of wideness or quiet release and freedom. Usually the cessation of the lower activities brings a sense of freedom, release, repose.  The inner consciousness does not miss the mental jumpings or the vital swirl — it feels as if the silence were its native element.


Sri Aurobindo:  Emptiness is not in itself a bad condition, only if it is a sad and restless emptiness of the dissatisﬁed vital. In sadhana emptiness is very usually a necessary transition from one state to another.   When mind and vital fall quiet and their restless movements, thoughts and desires cease, then one feels empty. This is at ﬁrst often a neutral emptiness with nothing in it, nothing in it either good or bad, happy or unhappy, no impulse or movement.


Sri Aurobindo: This neutral state is often or even usually followed by the opening to inner experience. There is also an emptiness made of peace and silence, when the peace and silence come out from the psychic within or descend from the higher consciousness above. This is not neutral, for in it there is the sense of peace, often also of wideness and freedom. There is also a happy emptiness with the sense of something close or drawing near which is not yet there, e.g. the closeness of the Mother or some other preparing experience. What you describe is the neutral quiet.


Sri Aurobindo: There is no need for anxiety. When it comes, one has only to remain quiet and open and turned to the Mother till something develops from within.    What you describe is the same neutral condition that you had before. It is a transitional state in which the old consciousness has ceased to be active, the new is preparing behind a neutral quietude.


Sri Aurobindo: One must take it quietly and wait for it to turn into the spiritual peace and the psychic happiness which is quite different from vital joy and grief. To have neither vital joy nor vital grief is considered by the Yogins to be a very desirable release, — it makes it possible to pass from the ordinary human vital feelings to the true and constant inner peace, joy or happiness. I suppose you have no time just now for sitting in meditation. The pressure of sleep is a pressure to go inside and the habit of meditation makes it possible to turn the sleep that comes into a kind of sleep-samadhi in which one is conscious of various experiences and progresses in the inner being.


Sri Aurobindo: If you mean that after this kind of samadhi [ ], you feel a greater emptiness or voidness, it is quite natural.  To void the being of the old consciousness and its movements and to ﬁll the mind from above are the two main processes now by the Force from above.     When you feel empty like that, you have only to remain very still and open yourself to receive the Light and Force.


Sri Aurobindo: Emptiness is a bad condition only when it is dull or when you receive into it wrong movements. But often one has to be empty in order to receive what is to be given.     In itself this emptiness and quietude free from all anxiety or trouble or thought about people or things is not a bad sign or an undesirable state.


Sri Aurobindo: It is a state of what the Yogis call, a separateness from all things and indifference, an untroubled neutral quietude. In many Yogas it is considered a very advanced and desirable condition — a state of liberation from the world, though not yet of realisation of the Divine, — but they consider it a necessary passage to the realisation. In our Yoga it is only a passage through which one arrives at a more positive spiritual calm consciousness in which all experiences and all realisations become possible. The feeling of dullness is due probably not to this state which is in itself a condition of ease and release, but to the depressed condition of the bodily health and strength. That also is probably the cause why the more positive state does not come quickly.


Sri Aurobindo: The forgetfulness you speak of comes sometimes in the period of change, but passes away afterwards; a new force of memory comes.  The voidness is the best condition for a full receptivity.   The voidness (if by that you mean silence and emptiness of thoughts, movements etc.) is the basic condition into which the higher consciousness can ﬂow.


Sri Aurobindo: The usual result of voidness is to quiet down any vital tumult although it does not, unless it is complete, stop the mechanical recurrent action of the mind.     Yes, it becomes like that. In the end you feel as if you had no body, but were spread out in the vastness of space as an inﬁnite consciousness and existence — or as if the body were only a dot in that consciousness.


Sri Aurobindo:   There is no reason why the void should be a dull or unhappy condition. It is usually the habit of the mind and vital to associate happiness or interest only with activity, but the spiritual consciousness has no such limitations.


Sri Aurobindo:   Voidness can come from anywhere, mind, vital or from above.     Voidness may be of different kinds — a certain kind of spiritual voidness or the emptiness that is a preparation for new experience.


Sri Aurobindo: But an exhaustion of life energy is a very different thing. It may arise from fatigue, from somebody or something drawing away the vital force or from an invasion of tamas.  In the course of the sadhana a state of blankness, of “neutral quiet” like this often comes — especially when the sadhana is in the physical consciousness. It is not that the aspiration is gone, but that it does not manifest for the time being, because all has become neutrally quiet. This condition is trying for the human mind and vital which are accustomed to be in some kind of activity always and regard this as a lifeless state.


Sri Aurobindo: But one must not feel disturbed or disappointed when this comes, but remain calm in the full conﬁdence that it is a stage only, a ground that has to be crossed in the sadhana. In whatever condition, the faith and the ﬁxed idea of surrender must be kept before the mind.  As for the brief movements of restlessness, they will still down if this is kept and the quiet mind and vital reassert themselves quickly.   The physical does not get tired of the blankness. It may feel tamasic because of its own tendency to inertia, but it does not usually object to voidness.


Sri Aurobindo: Of course it may be the vital physical — you have only to reject it as a remnant of the old movements.    Blankness is only a condition in which realisation has to come. If aspiration is needed for that, it has to be used; if the realisation comes of itself, then of course aspiration is not necessary.  Silence of the being is the ﬁrst natural aim of the Yoga.


Sri Aurobindo: You and some others do not ﬁnd satisfaction in it because you have not overcome the vital mind which wants always some kind of activity, change, doing something, making something happen. The eternal immobility of the silent Brahman is a thing it does not relish. So when emptiness comes, it ﬁnds it dull, inert, monotonous.


Sri Aurobindo: I do not quite gather what is the nature of this silence and this heat which makes you feel like that. An inner silence is a condition favourable to the sadhana even if for a time it means the cessation of all activity within, all thoughts, emotions or mental perceptions. But it is possible and it does happen that the unaccustomed physical consciousness feels the silence to be dull and a deprivation of intelligence rather than a release and repose, and the strangeness of this inactive condition causes it apprehension and an alarmed perplexity. As for the heat that also may be troublesome and difﬁcult to bear to the physical consciousness because it is unaccustomed and gets alarmed and troubled. If it is that we must try to slow down and diminish the intensity of the force that is acting.


Sri Aurobindo: But in any case try to dismiss any alarm that may be suggested to you and keep the faith which you express in the last part of the letter.    I cannot have written that it is only you who feel the silence as empty, as there are plenty who do so feel it at ﬁrst. One feels it empty because one is accustomed to associate existence with thought, feeling and movement or with forms and objects, and there are none of these there. But it is not really empty.


Sri Aurobindo:   Certainly, the vital cannot take an interest in a blank condition.  If you depend on your vital you cannot prolong it. It is the spirit that feels a release in the silence empty of all mental or other activities, for in that silence it becomes self-aware.


Sri Aurobindo: For the blankness to be real one must have got into the Purusha or Witness consciousness. If you are looking at it with your mind or vital, then there is not blankness, — for even if there are no distinct thoughts then there must be a mental attitude or mental vibrations — e.g. the not feeling interest.     The silence can remain when the blankness has gone.


Sri Aurobindo: All sorts of things can pour in and yet the silence still remains, but if you become full of force, light, Ananda, knowledge etc. you can’t call yourself blank any longer.    Every kind of realisation — inﬁnite self, cosmic consciousness, the Mother’s Presence, Light, Force, Ananda, Knowledge, Sachchidananda realisation, the different layers of consciousness up to the Supermind — all these can come in the silence which remains but ceases to be blank.    The emptiness, silence and peace are the basic condition for the spiritual siddhi — it is the ﬁrst step towards it.


Sri Aurobindo: It enables the Purusha to be free from the movements of Prakriti, to see and know where they come from since they no longer rise from within the mind, heart etc., these being in a state of quietude, and to reject the lower movements and to call in the knowledge, will etc. of the higher Consciousness which is above.  Emptiness is a state of quietude of the mental or vital or all the consciousness not visited by any mind or vital movements, but open to the Pure Existence and ready or tending to be that or already that but not yet realised in its full power of being. Which of these conditions it happens to be depends on the particular case. The Self state or the state of pure Existence is sometimes also called emptiness, but only in the sense that it is a state of sheer static rest of being without any contacts of mobile Nature.


Sri Aurobindo:   Emptiness as such is not a character of the higher consciousness, though it often looks like that to the human vital when one has the pure realisation of the Self, because all is immobile, and for the vital all that is not full of action appears empty. But the emptiness that comes to the mind, vital or physical is a special thing intended to clear the room for the things from above.   The void is the condition of the Self — free, wide and silent. It seems void to the mind, but in reality is simply a state of pure existence and consciousness, Sat and Chit with Shanti.


Sri Aurobindo:   There is no such thing as By “void” is meant emptiness clear of all contents except existence pure and simple. Without that one cannot realise the silent Brahman.  When you see Light, that is vision; when you feel Light entering into you, that is experience; when Light settles in you and brings illumination and knowledge, that is a realisation.