English Woman’s Journal (1858-1864), March 1859, Edition 1 of 1, Page 32, 32 STILL LIFE.
remembrance of my mother ' s death , albeit it "was like embracing a cross and presenting one ' s self afresh to the scourgers .
ideas , a new face ; even a new duty would have been hailed with delight .
Five more years passed , a miniature eternity of quiet outward submission , but of inward tumult and rebellion . Still no change !
and recrossed this Sahara of my life , oppressed with many doubts and burdened with many difficulties .