in my entire life, i don’t think i’ve ever been to the beach completely alone.
after having so much trouble writing.. relating. feeling. loving. believing.
in the sea, by the sea, as the sea- i was accepted, broken.
and in the space- i wrote.
god is in the ocean.
god is in the earth.
i no longer believe in one god.
i do not know of omniscience.
nature is my only echo.
i am part and parcel.
crash of wave in my roiling heart.
i must have been a sailor.
what it’s like to not be in motion.
do you no good here.