I feel bad, when I laughed, smile or talk.
I feel like … I shouldn’t do that.
If you don’t feel laughing or smiling, don’t do it. If want to cry, just cry. Be yourself… but don’t allow yourself to be all gloomy if that’s for your mom. If only I’m near you… so please look for Hydee na lang (is that Hachi?), I think she understands you better.
If you want to cry, allow yourself to do that.
We’re here for you, dear.