Kristi, there’s nothing I can say or write that will make you feel better right now. I’m sure you know this. I am so sorry that all of this dumped on you all at once. I’m sure it makes the anguish for you and your family worse. Take it easy. We’ll all be here when you feel like coming back.
What you’ve gone through is a lot to deal with. Take it day by day, hour by hour, minute by minute. Eventually things will get better. Keep writing. It’ll help you process the pain as well as keep your mind occupied.
I’ll keep trying at least.
I’m so sorry for your loss Kristi.