英文摘要 This study is a narrative research about me. I write down and reflect my own story which relate to my life, my family, my work and the marital conflict I’ve faced many years ago. I hope that I can answer the following questions to myself through this thesis and reflection: Who am I? Where am I? Where do I reside? What can I do for myself to reach self-fulfillment? In short, this is a progress of self-questioning and self-answering to help me to review myself clearly and make the new decisions again.
There are seven chapters in this thesis. From the chapter one to the chapter three, I describe and explain the writing motivation, the purposes of the study and research methods. In the chapter four, it focuses on my life story and the relationship between my family and me. In the chapter five, I continue the previous chapter to make self-interpretation and take actions. Through the writing process and the reflection, I gradually understand myself and release myself from the limited life framework. In the chapter six, I describe my body-emotional status during this writing process and the reflection of the act sequence. In the last chapter, it enhances and enriches the contexts which based on the committee members’ questions and suggestions after the final oral debate. During this writing period, I firmly enhance my motivation to recall my memories of the best old time. To sum up, this narrative research pushes me to make a new journey to find myself which lost long time ago.
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