This time, not taking my medication is not intentional, but the result is the same: Thoughts are incoherant, except for those suggesting I’m incapable of doing my job, that I’ve fooled everyone into believing I can function independently. Still, I remain regenerate to the idea that maybe I am healed, maybe I will be okay without this mood-stabilizer.
Ultimately, I know not taking them is pure madness.
Hey L…I hope you are well and that you’re handling being off the meds well. Remain hopeful, faithful, and strong. Prayers are with you and may you be comforted with strong, loving arms.
Gotta stay with it. You know that. You and I don’t get to be healed — but we get to live our lives, if we stay with the meds.
Lest there be any confusion… I plan to stay on my meds indefinitely. Just stating again the temptation not to do so. Check out that book. It’s superb.
I guess i misunderstood your statement, so thanks for the clarification. You have to stick with what works and what keeps you focused and grounded. Prayers are with you.