Right now you are feeling so much pain.
And your world is slowly turning gray.
I hope that I can reach you in time.
Before you do something stupid like die.
I love you so but you'll never know.
Because its hard for me to let my emotions show.
So I am hoping that you can read my mind.
The love that I have is for you inside.
I hate to see you in so much pain.
And if I could I'd give you a new last name.
But baby I know things won't turn out right.
And even if I tried with all my might.
So I'm going to wait by the side.
And pick you up when you feel your gonna die.
Another heartbreak yes I can mend.
Because I love you more than just a friend.
All I do is sit and wonder why?
Why did you leave me what did I do?
Why do I waste my time writing?
Writing about another one of my stupid mistakes.