greasy chinese food amongst the packing and boxes..
I've been meaning to post pictures of our multi-birthday pool party this past Sunday but I haven't had a chance to transfer them from my camera yet. Right now I'm sitting in Starbucks, once again, because they've been doing showings at our apartment since we're moving. I used to get really irritated because it feels like every freakin day I get kicked out of my apartment, but at this point I just feel bad for them because they've had so many people come through but no takers. I don't know that they'll rent it out again for a while. We didn't want to rent it again either! And they're lucky we stayed for a year and a half!
Anyway this weekend/next week is gonna get crazy with finishing packing, moving, and working out carpet cleaning times with when we'll actually have everything moved out. I think it's lookin like we're moving next Friday now, then having our place cleaned Saturday and doing the walk-out Sunday. Plus I have a graduation party Saturday night and a baby's 1st birthday party the following Monday. Plus unpacking. Ugh. I'm probably just making it more complicated in my head but I guess it's the anticipation, as usual, that gets to me. I need to learn patience. Especially with a baby on the way!
my point is I'm grateful and even though my feelings are at full capacity I force them to completely overflow because I hope that some part of our combined beings right now allows her to already feel the love that I have for her.