These 4 points are the main discoveries I have made over the last months. The last one being the most recent discovery and the one which will allow me the flexibility of not requiring a major life overhaul as well as sparing my children much pain. In other words I can live happily as a woman without surgery. Might there be hormones in my future? Possibly but in the short run no. I still need to function as a male in society and I don't want to make that increasingly impossible.
So there - she repeats herself once again.
Joanna, I just found your blog and I am looking forward to reading through it more. Looks like it is intelligently written. I agree with your 4 points as I have discovered them through the years. The main one is how I was dressing up for thrills as a teen -- fetish transvestite I guess but more like confusion! -- and how it evolved into something that I thought was normal for me because of the female feelings inside.