she fell forward , planting her palms on my chest and grinding onto me in a new rhythm , not pulling out at all but grinding her cl*t against me and pushing herself over the edge yet again , mouth wide in a gasping shriek , eyes closed , brows raised , and yeah , i was watching her because i could n't help it , because becca , such a giver in all things , was finally taking all of this for herself , because for some reason i could n't entirely fathom , she needed this , and so i would give it to her again and again until she was sated .