do n't do anything i would n't do '' ; and after a green limousine arrived for lara , whose father was the only doctor in some small town in southern alabama ; and after i joined alaska on a harrowing , we-don't-need-no-stinking-brakes drive to the airport to drop off takumi ; and after the campus settled into an eerie quiet , with no doors slamming and no music playing and no one laughing and no one screaming ; after all that : we made our way down to the soccer field , and she took me to edge of the field where the woods start , the same steps i 'd walked on my way to being thrown into the lake .