worried that perhaps , for some reason , he passed by early this time , and ive missed my chance to get a step closer to him , and now he thinks i dont like him because i wasnt here , and now hell never ask me out , and ill never get my first kiss from him , and hell never ask me to be his girlfriend , and well never get married and have kids together and grow old together and my life has absolutely no meaning whatsoever now dramatic , i know .