daily travels through space , nightly flights through light , purposeful wanderings in lunar skies , fiery azures over land or starlit waters , but not too far , as if away from human life emanations the umbilical cord might snap , leaving me stranded there by myself , with no port , or at best yanked back brutally , bruised and bewildered , yet little by little expanding my horizons , farther roaming high every time , until i could dare thinking of joining her , unaware .