he was fiddling the strap of his rifle as he spoke , `` i dunno man , i mean , i 'm just new here and stuff , i bet she does n't even know me , '' `` nonsense man , '' the other one chuckled , `` i mean , you signed up for this place , your life is always on the line , might as well live it to the fullest and shit , '' `` nah , '' the other shifted his weight on another foot , `` i did n't really have a choice you know , hey gim me a sec dude , got ta take a leak '' `` dude just pee on the wall , '' suggested his partner .