what she would do is deliberately buy some little small plate rather than a practical medium or large sized one , so that inconveniently for the next three years she would have to serve herself little tiny mountains of rice or little tiny portions of whatever else was served , while her family rolled their eyes and found their own daughter tiresome , that dinner would be turned into some kind of production , and she would then draw little girly eyes on her pencil sharpener and name inanimate objects ; that she would live in a self-created bubble of cute , such that foreign girls especially would depise her , and the only tragedy being , of course , that it would be impossible to inhabit this value-system indefinitely , whereas one could be understated , chic , or even archetypical almost indefinitely .