the beautiful head ruined ( loud roar the cannons til ruin remains , he sang the line , and while the final tableau unfolded in gory , living color on his 50 plasma tv , he finished the last half of the story of a soldier ) , a weeping snider rolling over dorothys body prone on the bed , then the disturbing lacuna where snider advanced on the camcorder and turned if off ( the autopsy report said snider died about half an hour later than stratten ) , then turned it on again and stepped away from it to tape his grinning , blood smeared face , as he elevated the shotgun to a level between his eyes and pulled the trigger with his thumb .