he had no doubt whatsoever that when his day in this rat hole of an existence came to an end , perhaps with one of his victims turning the table on him with a greater level of skill and dexterity , and sticking the knife up under his ribs rather than being on the receiving end , he would transmigrate into a state of perfect thought and understanding , when the answer to prisss question would became crystal clear , as allah always had planned and taught his children ( male children ) .