and a photograph of the county 's victorious hockey team , with veda in the centre , holding her stick and credited with scoring the winning goals in the county cup final and masses of bank statements showing transfers , direct debits , cheque payments in and out , numbered , dated and detailed and a photo and ground-plan of jasmine cottage and the closing lines of a pretty poor sonnet written about ms lamb - loving this landscape , dizzy , and ill , her absence leaves my heart bereft : the mountains rising and smoothly curved hill , the valley deep , with mysterious cleft : smooth-limbed , sweet , the hockey teacher , a lamb of gold , a beautiful creature , a lamb who can play in my fields and grass and gamboll all day in the landscape at last .