she began to panic then and wanted him to leave her to find her own way home , and john reassured her then that he was taking her to her father but first she had to give birth to the child she carried , and then she could return to her father whenever she wanted to and she realized that he was right , for her father had gotten angry at her when he realized she carried a child within her , and she agreed it was best to wait and was grateful to john banks , who offered to take care of her during her pregnancy .