i looked at tommy , looked at the board , looked at the caller id , thought about not sleeping with tommy last night , didnt want to answer the phone , wanted to sleep with tommy , thought about my opening gambit , told the p he could have the day off but he said nothing doing , felt the phone buzz again in my hand , decided on the queens opening since we were sitting under a queen anne style tower at the corner of the hotel , didnt want to talk to gale but answered anyway , stupid .