i didnt feel too bad about it though , because i felt i had reason to brag since only weeks before i was weeping in the corner of a room in a mental hospitals security wing , barely able to feed myself or pee outside my pants ( barely is actually an overstatement of my abilities at the time ) , and now i was in the middle of what could be the start of a happy relationship with a beautiful woman , and she was only a little mentally unstable .