yes , it is easy to imagine the impact on linda , in this kind of atmosphere , of the terrible prophecy spoken on his deathbed by her father the pastor , who united in himself fatherhood , masculinity , the divinity of his severe lutheranism pushed to the extreme ; a prophecy that this oh so young 15 year-old girl could not in any way accept or even consider consciously , which she repressed and hid in the depths of her being , and that one day reappeared in all its power .