week 6 if all the sadness of a beautiful sad-eyed dark-haired girl could be brought to its highest degree in some sort of characterization of a new jersey suburb life , dark nights , rain-wet trees , the potentiality that was stifled and never expressed itself , en this would constitute a sort of half-seen vision , a over-romanticization that shoegazer would call wildly romantic visions of the decline of my romanticism .