although my eyes have been opened to the point where i know , intellectually and logically , that this nation has no other existence than that we concur into bestowing upon it , on the other hand , physically , emotionally , and as a conscientious consumer , i can not prevent myself from being caught in the trap and believe that i truly live in this imaginary country , fruit of a monstrous conspiracy , an astonishing commercial and advertising enterprise which is stamped with the sign made in usa .