thus , as silence returned , and as the roid and meth raging comrades gripped the inflatables handles hard , kasab bit his tongue and repeated to himself in his native urdu the mantra that he had become reliant upon , all through the arduous lashkar-e-taiba mountain training , all through the teasing and bullying from his older lashkar-e-taiba comrades , and all through the lashkar-e-taiba massacre on board the kuber : jihad is about killing and getting killed and becoming famous .