then , from behind , a number of figures , there must be six or seven , large and malformed , move around her and tackle moses todd to the ground where he continues to shout out , son of a bitch , son of a bitch , until she 's breathing so hard that she can see little light explosions in her eyes , and she eases herself to the ground and wonders when she will actually die because she 's awfully tired , so terribly tired , and moses todd is right-there are debts she owes to the perfect world and she feels like she has cheated them for too long already .