she was already a diva , yes , but she had only performed as a diva in one opera at this point ( and she had botched most of those performances ) , and while she was becoming marvelously famous in paris ( she took walks around the city and entered shops and restaurants just so she could be recognized , which was becoming increasingly common ) , she couldnt stop until the entire world worshipped her as the goddess of music , the empress of the operaand if she married raoul too quickly , shed have to give it up .