if michael bournham had taken his hand and placed it splayed and rough on the center of her back and shoved her until she spun around the earth twice , he could n't have pushed any harder than he had with the creation of matt jones , with the stolen kisses in the supply closet , with the stolen panties in the elevator-and with a very much given desire and culmination of that desire in one hot , torrid , intense moment in his office that night .