the heat of his muscled , nak*d body pressed against my legs and hips , the way he chased after me as i moved , so damned determined to make sure i got what i needed - and that very thought did it , making me clench and release , scream and groan , whispering and grinding into him as he gave me the best orgasm ( s ) of my life , tears filling my eyes at the acknowledgment that a man could even want to do this to me .