i was having a hard time concentrating for a couple reasons ; one was that the bar had gotten busy so i had stayed two hours past when i was scheduled off so i was dragging , the second was that there were ten other girls all trying to cash out around and the chatter was like a swarm of bees buzzing about purses and boys , the third was ayden kept watching me like a hawk , looking for something but i did n't know what and the final was that loren decker , my post high school amy rogers would n't stop talking my ear off about rule .