i do n't know who arranged this in such a way , but i 'm told to wait in the black car and suddenly he slides in next to me into the back seat , and my chest grips in nerves and excitement because he 's showered after the fight , and changed into drool-worthy black denim and a black button shirt with the cuffs rolled up to his elbows , and the scent of his soap instantly makes my lungs feel achy .