she wanted him to kiss her again , but did n't want him to stop the lovely things he was doing to her breast to do it , and she wanted him to do the same to her other breast at the same time , and she wanted free of her nightgown so that she could feel him against her more ful y , and she wanted ... she did n't know what , but she wanted something to end this sweet torture and yet did n't want it ever to end at the same time .