every second my temper frays , every moment my beast desires you think you can win , but you 're not consumed by sin delicate and sweet are no match for hell and ruin i do n't want you to see the depth of my blackness for there-in lie demons and nightmares do n't look in my eyes , the truth is not for you you should run , you should flee , you should hide away forever i could n't describe the loneliness aching in my bones .