on the other hand, it will be appreciated that he can at times get tired to the point of despair of this eternal "unreality" and falseness of his innermost being-and that he then sometimes attempts to trespass on to the most forbidden ground, on reality, and attempts to have real existence.
ulertzekoa da, bestalde, batzuetan bere izate barnekoenaren betiereko "irrealitate" eta faltsutasunaz etsipeneraino nekaturik sentitzea,-eta orduan bat-batean berari debekatuen dagokionean, errealean, sartzeko ahalegina egitea, erreala izateko ahalegina egitea.