But of late I have been increasingly able to catch, if I listen attentively, the sound of the sobs which I had the strength to control in my father's presence, and which broke out only when I found myself alone with Mamma.
Baina istant baten buruan, belarria erne zolitzen badut, berriro hasten naiz intziri haiek hautematen, aitaren aurrean eutsi ahal izateko adina indar izan nuenak, eta soilik amarekin bakarrik gelditu nintzenean lehertu zitzaizkidanak.