But I am slow-thinking and full of interior rules that act as brakes on my desires, and I knew that first I had to get myself definitely out of that tangle back home.
Baina nik gauzak hausnartzeko joera eta nere desiren frenu gisa jokatzen duten barne-arau franko dut, eta ezinbestekoa zen neretzat lehenbizi jaioterrian neukan lotura erabat haustea.