and the one thing that could make her decide whether she should avail herself of a lie or not was a reason which, too, was of a special and contingent order, namely the risk of Swann's discovering that she had not told him the truth.
hartaz baliatzea ala egia aitortzea, abagunearen arabera erabaki ohi zuen, hots, gezurretan ari zela Swannek igar ziezaion zegokeèn aukera handixeago edo txikixeagoaren baitan.