His heart craved the eternal all while his head convinced him of nothingness, and, desperate and mad to defend himself from himself, he cursed that which he most loved.
Bihotzak betiereko orotasuna eskatzen zion, buruak ezereza erakusten zion artean, eta bere buruarengandik defendatzeko desesperaturik eta ero, maiteen zuena madarikatu zuen.