Naturally (and it is necessary to emphasize this, in order not to see him as a hysterical or stupid person), he appreciated the comic aspects of these thoughts, and he knew that he would never carry them out (he laughed inwardly at his own suicide note:
Jakina (eta beharrezkoa da azpimarratzea, histerikotzat edo tenteltzat har ez dezagun): ohartuta zegoen asmo horren komizitateaz, eta bazekien ez zuela inoiz burutuko (agur-eskutitzari barre egiten zion bere artean: