the fact that the possibility of suicide was ever present helped me to bear life with less impatience, just as a sedative potion within hand's reach serves to calm a man afflicted with insomnia.
hau da, suizidioaren posibilitatea beti ere eskura neukakeela pentsatzeak eramangarriagoa egiten zidan, lasaikiago pairatzen laguntzen zidan, existentzia, hala nola lo-ezintasunak jota dagoen gizon bat eskumenera edabe lasaigarriren bat edukitzeak baretu egiten duen.