I felt distinctly that my hosts were not at their ease either and that their liveliness was forced, whether it was that I had a paralyzing effect on them or because of some other and domestic embarrassment.
Garbi nabari nuen nire gonbidatzaileak ere ez zeudela batere eroso eta beren adeitasuna kosta egiten zitzaiela, dela itxura txarra nuelako, dela etxean zoritxarren bat zutelako.