And since it appeared that I could not bear my loneliness any longer either, since my own company had become so unspeakably hateful and nauseous, since I struggled for breath in a vacuum and suffocated in hell, what way out was left me?
Eta, zirudienez, bakardadea ere ezin jasan nezakeenez, nire buruaz bizi beharra ere hain gorrotagarri eta nazkagarri bihurtu zitzaidanez, nire infernuko barruti haizerik gabean itotzen ari bainintzen, beste zein irtenbide neukan?