I myself had been so obsessed by my bad luck for so long, I was sleeping so badly that I was just drifting, I didn't care whether one thing happened rather than another.
Zorigaitzaren obsesioa hain aspalditik neukan buruan eta hain sartua, hain gaizki egiten nuen lo, ze bost inporta zitzaidan harez gero hau, nahiz beste hori, edo hango hura gertatzea.