But I had not the pleasure which I usually feel in philosophical discourse (for philosophy was the theme of which we spoke). I was pleased, but in the pleasure there was also a strange admixture of pain;
baina ezta atseginik ere, filosofian aritzen ginenetan ohi genuen bezala-hitzaldiak filosofiazko batzuk izan ziren eta-, baizik eta sentimendu arraro bat neukan, besterik gabe, atsegin eta atsekabearen nahasketa ezohiko bat, hark segituan hil behar zuela pentsatzean.