You have no doubt guessed long since that the conquest of time and the escape from reality, or however else it may be that you choose to describe your longing, means simply the wish to be relieved of your so-called personality.
Zalantzarik gabe noski aspaldi igarri zenion denboraren gainditzeak, errealitatetik askatzeak, edo emaiozu bestela edozein izen zeure irrikari, azken batean zure nortasun delako hori alde batera botatzeko guraria besterik ez duela adierazi nahi.