I do not deny that I desired to be rid of a life which, without her, would be of no further value to me. At the same time, however, I acknowledge that I could never bring myself utterly to despair.
Ez diat ukatzen neure burua libre ikusi nahi nuela bera gabe ezertarako balio ez zidan bizitza batetik; bakarrik aldi berean aitortu behar diat ezin nuela erabat etsitzea ere lortu.