no one had yet accounted for my temptations in a way which might have led me to believe that there was some excuse for my giving in to them, or that I was actually incapable of holding out against them.
Orduan, ordea, ez zen hitz hori aipatzen, ez zen jatorri hori aitortzen, bestela sinets bainezakeen hartan erori arren barkagarri nintzela, edo agian baita hari jarkitzeko ezgauza ere.