that he would have grown ill, would have become a pessimist (for he was not a pessimist, however much he wished to be), without his enemies, without Hegel, woman, sensuality, and the whole "will for existence" "keeping on."
gaixotu egin zatekeen, ezkor bihurtuko zatekeen (-zeren ez baitzen, nahiz eta hori asko desiratzen zuen), beren etsairik gabe, Hegel gabe, emakumea, sentsualitatea, eta existitzeko, gelditzeko nahimen guztia gabe.