 It premiered in The Source accompanied by visuals directed by long time collaborator Gabriel Magdaleno.As an essayist, Ruiz has been outspoken about discrimination in the music industry and has published intimate essays and poems on feminism, sex, romance and gender identity in books by Emely Nue of Pussy Riot, Jezebel, The Fader and more.On March 9, 2017, Jezebel published Ruiz's essay titled "The Lingering Trauma of Searching for Love as a Trans Youth" where she addresses how shame can lead to abusive relationships stating "What a fragile device, to be frail in the eyes of the preying."