I want despite what that means giving up." Personal life On May 13, 2005, Carlile's mother died at the age of 38 due to an aneurysm. She also had undiagnosed Marfan syndrome, a disease Carlile would genetically inherit. Although raised Catholic, Carlile became disillusioned with the religion for a while in the wake of his mother's sudden death. However, on July 3, 2016, Carlile was baptized and identifies as Christian ever since. Allegedly, since his time in Costa Rica some visiting ministers prayed for him and the symptoms of his condition subsided where he could again live an active and healthy lifestyle. On June 21, 2019, he got engaged to his now wife, Marivel Gavaldon who has a daughter from a previous relationship named Lovelokai. Carlile resides in Guanacaste, Costa Rica. On January 15, 2021, Gavaldon gave birth to their daughter, Lilikoi. Rape and sexual misconduct allegations Carlile was accused of the alleged rape and sexual misconduct of multiple women from recent cases that are alleged to have occurred over several years. The cases had been submitted to the American music magazine Alternative Press. The magazine interviewed more than 10 suspected victims after multiple women made allegations against Carlile. The magazine constructed an investigative article on the cases to which they ultimately decided to not publish, which resulted in controversy. They explained on social media "For legal purposes regarding the Austin Carlile accusations, the story couldn't run as it was told. [...] We do not condone any of the accusations & this story WILL be heard." On June 10, 2020, Alternative Press founder Mike Shea posted a statement explaining why the Carlile investigation was never published as expected. On June 18, Carlile denied the accusations made against him in a statement. Discography As lead singer With Call It Even Over and Done (EP) (self-released, 2006) With Attack Attack! If Guns Are Outlawed, Can We Use Swords? (EP) (self-released, 2008) Someday Came Suddenly (Rise, 2008) With Of Mice & Men Of Mice & Men (Rise, 2010) The Flood (Rise, 2011) Restoring Force (Rise, 2014) Cold World (Rise, 2016) As featured artist 2008 – "Time Won't Wait" (Fantastic!) on the album Go Whatever 2009 – "Have You Ever Danced?" (Breathe Carolina) on the Deluxe Edition of the album Hello Fascination 2009 – "Truth Be Told" (Her Demise, My Rise) on the album The Takeover 2009 – "It's a Long Drive Home from