possibility that BOB is not real, and in the latter states that BOB denies her "adult joys" that her distressing desires demand. In a 10 December 1986 entry, she desperately tries to dispel the notion nagging at her that her sinful "thoughts" are BOB's machinations and tries to claim her desires as her own to take responsibility for them. She is first introduced to cocaine in October 1986, and soon becomes an addict. She notes that, on 10 January 1987, she has a disturbing vision or "dream" in which her father Leland angrily questions her about her recent visits to the local brothel, One-Eyed Jack's. On 3 February 1987, while she is suffering of acute cocaine withdrawal, BOB begins conversing with her through her diary notes; throughout the "conversation", she switches back and forth between her own personality and BOB's. She relapses into addiction on 2 April 1987, shamefully admitting that she "loves sex and drugs". She blames BOB for her relapse and, on 24 June 1987, writes that the demonic entity has taken over her life and robbed her of the ability to think and act for herself. On 12 November 1987, her lovers and drug dealers Leo Johnson and Bobby Briggs find her lying in her pony's stall, too drunk and high to walk. She expresses surprise in her diary that her best friend Donna Hayward is worried about her, thinking that she does not deserve to be loved "because I believe too much in BOB by now". According to that night's entry, the trio spends the rest of the night ("just like Bonnie and Clyde", as Bobby puts it) to drive out with Leo's truck to Low Town a few miles out of Twin Peaks to steal a kilo of cocaine from the local drug syndicate, an undertaking which before long ends in a gang shootout before they arrive home with their new supply. In a cocaine-induced vision, Laura relives the death of her cat Jupiter four years earlier, and runs Leo's truck over another cat that looks just like her deceased pet. The cat's owner, a little girl who resembles a pre-teen Laura, is more shocked by Laura's emotional reaction than the death of her own cat, and she quickly forgives Laura, who is stunned and shamed by the girl's selflessness. She decides to turn her life around and look for a job in the morning.