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Copyright© 2006Edited by Sue-Ellen Gower.
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"I'm an idiot." Abby Clumm threw down her useless cell phone, wrapped the quilt tighter around her shoulders then hefted the shotgun up to take aim at the front door.
"What was I thinking, coming out here alone?" Something strong and big and scary was doing its best to shred the wooden barricade into toothpicks.
She had no interest in becoming that animal's entrée. Quite the opposite. She preferred being at the top of the food chain.
Darn it, but there was nowhere to go, nowhere to hide. Outside, miles and miles of wilderness stretched as far as the eye could see. The nearest neighbor was probably at least a half mile away. She didn't stand a chance of escaping an animal attack out there.
And inside the rural cabin she'd rented with her best friend, her chances weren't much better. A garden shed had more square footage than this place.
All one room, with what could barely qualify as a kitchen, a tiny living area and a cot for a bed, there were no potential barriers to hold back whatever beast was outside, trying to find a way in. Unless the ugly circa 1970s couch would do it. She doubted the brown, gold and rust plaid would shock the animal to death.
No. Once that door gave way, she was dead meat. It wasn't like she actually knew how to shoot the gun she was holding. She didn't even know if the stupid thing was loaded.
Argh! This wasn't supposed to be happening. Her best friend, Katie, was the one who knew about this survivor-type stuff. Hunting, camping, shooting. Abby was a city girl through and through. She could hunt down a deal on Manolos but she could not hunt an animal, even if it was standing five feet from her with a target plastered to its chest.
Which was why Katie was supposed to have arrived at their rented cabin, about ten miles outside of Anchorage, before Abby. Of all the times for air traffic controllers to stage a strike. She bet those stubborn controllers, who doubtless made more money in a month than she did in a year, didn't know her blood was on their hands if something happened tonight. She thought about scribbling down a note demanding legal recompense for her nonexistent descendants, but when the frenzied digging at the door stopped, she got all hopeful and thought just maybe the bear or whatever had left.
Of course, she wasn't about to open a shutter to check. She might be an idiot for getting herself into this situation in the first place, but she wasn't that stupid. Everyone who watched thriller movies knew if she opened a shutter the deranged, rabid animal would be standing there, waiting, slobber dripping from its teeth, its huge paw raised and ready to slam through the triple-pane glass. Three quarter-of-an-inch pieces of glass wouldn't hold up against an animal that could shake a solid door like this one had.
Her hands trembling, her heart beating a frenzied rhythm against her breastbone like a bongo drummer on crack, she sat on the back of the couch and lowered the gun.
Darn thing weighed a ton.
"Please, please, let it be gone."
Shaking, she waited, her senses on high alert. Silence hung heavy, like an angry black storm cloud.
"I want to go home. I want a Crispy Kreme and a White Chocolate Dream Latte.
And a mall." She set the gun on the floor, making sure the dangerous end---the one the bullets came from---was pointed away from her. "This wilderness stuff is for the birds, literally." She chuckled nervously at the cheesy pun and switched on the radio. She needed human contact, even if it was one-sided. Being alone in a scary, foreign place sucked.
She briefly considered heading back into town and dishing out the dough to stay the night in a hotel. Only one problem with that plan. The animal that had nearly ripped the door from its hinges might still be outside. Better wait until tomorrow.
Granted, one night in comparative luxury didn't solve her problem. She couldn't go home until the strike ended. And she didn't have the money to stay in a hotel for more than a couple of days. What if the strike lasted a week? A month?
"God, this sucks!" She paced, chastising herself for letting Katie talk her into this so-called "Great Adventure". She'd been in Alaska all of seven hours, twenty-three minutes and she'd had enough adventure to last a lifetime.
Minutes, measured in the steady if slightly annoying ticktock of the wall clock, and the stream of 1980s tunes, slowly marched by. With each one that passed, her comfort level rose a tiny bit. Forty-two minutes later, she felt pretty confident she wouldn't end the night by becoming bear appetizer. It looked like the abominable snowman or whatever had given up. Yay!
She went back to the book she'd been reading, which she'd tossed on the couch when the attack had started. She settled herself in a cozy leather chair and kicked up her feet on the pine coffee table. She was just getting to a good part---a sex scene, of course---when someone knocked on the front door.
Katie? "Thank God!" She would've liked the option of checking through a peephole before opening the door, but since security didn't seem to be an issue in the boonies of Alaska---at least security against human beings---and peepholes didn't come standard on the cabin's heavy wooden doors, she slid the bolt aside and inched the door open instead.
That was so not her friend. But it---or rather he---was clearly a gift from Katie. He had to be. Another of Katie's naked-man kind of gifts.
Bless her, Katie'd sent a stripper out of guilt to keep Abby-the-City-Girl from getting bored and lonely.
"Uh...may I help you?" She grinned, blinked a few times and opened the door wider. If that was the abominable snowman, then this frigid, isolated place had just taken on some charm. "Did Katie hire you? I love that girl! For my birthday, she sent a stripper dressed as a cop. He was something...was he ever. But didn't anyone tell you you're supposed to wear a costume and then take it off after you come inside? That's half the fun. Oh, and where's your tunes? And your car?" She tried to peer around him.
His frame was wide. The kind of wide she could appreciate.
"Wh-who's Katie?" Hugging himself for warmth, the guy standing outside stuttered between chattering teeth, "C-can I come in for a minute?"
Ah, so he was going to deny he'd been hired by Katie. That's the way Katie had played it last time she'd hired a stripper too. No problem. She knew there could be no other reason for a man to be standing nude on her front porch at eight o'clock in the evening. Especially since she doubted there were any nude beaches in the area, and even if there were it was damn cold for swimming. His erect nipples testified to that fact.
She wasn't too ashamed to say she'd noticed the cold had not negatively affected certain other erect...parts. That in itself was a wonder of nature worth the long flight from Detroit to see. Forget the mountains and glaciers and northern lights.
Back in Detroit, she would've never thought of letting a strange, naked man into her house, even if he was built like a god, had an erection that defied nature, and possessed the crooked smile of a devil. But after Katie's vague promise about making up for her tardy arrival, not to mention the rabid animal that had tried to rip down her door, and her sorry survival skills, having an extremely manly man for company didn't sound like such a bad idea.
So he didn't quite have the whole stripping thing down yet? That was nothing to hold against him, especially considering how he was built. As long as he didn't hear voices, have a parole officer or consider animal torture a hobby, all was well.
She was going with that. Beggars couldn't be choosers. "Sure. For a minute," she said, playing along with their game. "You look like you're freezing."
"Th-thanks. I am." He stepped inside and wiped his feet on the doormat. Bless his mother. Outside of teaching her son it wasn't exactly kosher to go a-visitin' wearing nothing but a smile and a coat of goose bumps, she'd taught him some manners.
"Um, since you're sort of denying having been hired by my best friend to assuage my anger, I'm curious. What's your story? Did someone steal your clothes?" It was a shame to cover the rippling muscles, bumps...and bulges...that comprised the anatomy of her visitor, but she had to feel sorry for the guy. Although his skin was the warm mocha of a suntanned beach bum's, his face was pale and he was shivering. Nothing looked funnier than a naked guy quaking with a hard-on. His dick was doing this funny little bobbing thing, which made it all the more tempting to stare. She pulled the quilt off her shoulders and handed it to him. "Here." He could do his routine after he'd warmed up a bit. A pathetic, shivering naked guy wasn't quite as appealing as a studly, hot naked guy.
"I'm not sure what my story is, to tell you the truth...thanks again." He accepted the blanket with a smile that inspired a few thanks on her part and wrapped it around his glorious body. Despite the fire she'd somehow managed to build without the aid of a push-button ignition switch, he stood by the door looking scrumptious if a bit pathetic. The look in his eyes reminded her of Zoë, the mutt that had parked her pathetic furry behind on Abby's front porch one frigid January night and given her a dose of the saddest puppy eyes ever. That had been almost five years ago. Zoë was now officially the world's most spoiled dog. Abby was not the kind of girl who could resist sad puppy eyes.
Speaking of puppy eyes...clearly this guy had nearly frozen off his more delicate bits by running around Alaska's vast countryside nude. Must be his first time stripping.
Poor baby, he needs someone to show him the ropes. Either he was masochistic, undressing out in the cold instead of waiting until he was inside, or he had a brain the size of a gnat's.
Such a shame. The good-looking ones were always so stupid. Clearly this little truth didn't just apply to Michigan's less-than-brilliant crop of available bachelors.
"Why don't you go by the fire? You'll warm up faster," she suggested, motioning toward what had to be pure temptation to a guy who'd wandered who knew how far in near-freezing temperatures.
"Yes. That would be nice. I was just...didn't want to scare you. I can imagine what you're thinking." He brushed past her as he walked.
Crazy thoughts of getting cozy with him under that blanket---all in the name of sharing body heat, of course---passed through her mind. "Oh, you never know what I'm thinking," she said brightly. He looked harmless, in a devastatingly sexy sort of way. Despite the low IQ, Katie'd picked a winner. Abby decided right then and there that Katie deserved something extra special for her next birthday. Maybe twins. Going along with the ruse, she asked, "What happened?"
He shrugged. "I was sleeping. Then something woke me up---a dream. At least I think it was a dream. And I felt weird..."
"Hmmm. That's almost believable." Almost but not really. She was still going with the stripper story. It made the most sense. "Sounds like you were sleepwalking." Abby knew all about sleepwalking. She'd done it since she was a kid. It was a little disorienting at times, especially if she woke up in the middle of a dream. "Been there.
Though I can't say I've walked out of the house naked before. Thank God. I can just imagine the field day Mrs. Knotsmidt would have with that. She already thinks I'm an oddball." She nodded her head. "Better sleep in some sweatpants or something from now on. Just in case. It's a wonder you didn't freeze to death."
He glanced down at his quilt-covered form and then grinned guiltily. "Good suggestion."
Oh, what that grin did to her! Knocked her brain clear out of her head. It landed somewhere around her toe region. "Not that I'm complaining, mind you," she added before her grey matter had found its way back to its former position. She wasn't normally so forward, even with a naked stripper.
"Thanks," he said, sounding downright cheery.
"At least you didn't run into the bear or Sasquatch or whatever that was trying to rip down my door a bit ago. A naked guy I can handle, no problem. A wild animal with claws and teeth...no."
He studied her for a moment, his lopsided smile still firmly in place. She really liked it. Really, really liked it. The cop stripper had possessed a come-and-get-me smile like that too. Made a girl all soft and warm.
He combed long, tapered fingers through his hair. Her mouth went dry. Biceps. Oh, mama.
He did it again. He was clearly torturing her. "You're not from around here." It was a statement, not a question.
"Gee, whatever gave you that idea? Is it the accent? Or the fact that my friend called from an out-of-state area code and told you that?" she teased.
"No, actually it's the luggage." He pointed at the stack of suitcases still piled high on the cot. "Don't exactly look like the type who'd come out to a place like this by yourself though." His gaze dropped to her feet.
"That's because I'm not, as my kitten-heeled boots do testify. My girlfriend, Katie---
the one who hired you---was supposed to come along. But some dumb strike delayed her flight. So, here I am, all alone. In the woods. With inappropriate footwear..." She sounded pathetic, which was exactly what she'd been shooting for. Maybe he'd be inspired to do an extra dance or two to ease her suffering.
Visibly perplexed, he looked at her for a long beat. Then his expression turned wicked. A good wicked. "Can't have that. I'll stay with you until your friend arrives. I think I owe you for saving me from freezing my," he cleared his throat, "vitals...off."
Whoo hoo! He wasn't just a stripper but a bodyguard and boy toy all wrapped in one scrumptious package. Okay, so she'd never worked so hard to get a stripper to perform his act before, but they were now on the right track. She was about to spend the night huddled up snug in a cabin with a guy who made her toasty with just a smile.
She hoped she had enough singles to tuck into his...hmmmm...no garter? Where did one place a tip if the tippee was naked? She'd figure it out. She had all night.
Then again, she felt it was necessary for propriety's sake to put up a small show of resistance to him staying the night. Not too strong. She'd hate to have him change his mind. "Oh, I don't know...that's so nice of you but I'd hate to impose. What about your other...er, clients?" This trip was starting to actually show some promise. Considering what she'd spent getting there, she owed it to herself to have some fun. In any form that presented itself, but especially any form that involved taking a closer look at the abominable snowman there.
Sex---at least the kind that didn't involve solitary satisfaction with the aid of a battery-operated appliance---was a distant memory. Her last relationship had ended almost ten months ago and lately she hadn't been in the mood to find herself a candidate for a fling.
Yes sirree, a vacation affair was not out of the question. If the candidate in question passed muster. It appeared that Mr. Abominable here had just announced his candidacy.
"I won't take no for an answer," he said with delightful decidedness. How she loved a man who could take control...when she wanted him to. So far, so good. "Not that I don't think you can take care of yourself, but it's not good for you to be alone. I have tomorrow off work. I can take you down to Portage Glacier if you want."
Her previously happy, pitter-pattery heart turned cold. Had she misread his intentions? "Glacier? As in hunk of ice?" Pooh. She'd had such high hopes for some...warmer activities.
His smile broadened. "Did you have something else in mind?" An evil glimmer sparked in his eyes.
Oh no, she hadn't misunderstood. They were definitely on the same page. Bless Katie, she was getting triplets for her birthday. "Uh..." Her heart set about pitter-pattering again and within seconds her face felt like it had been sitting inches from the roaring blaze in the fireplace. It had been such a long time since she'd come on to a guy.
And never had a man who looked as great as this one given her the time of day, let alone a fuck-me look.
Alaska was cool!
She'd heard rumors of a shortage of women here. Maybe Katie hadn't been such an idiot for suggesting Alaska for their vacation after all. "Maybe," she said, "though it would be nice knowing your name...um, before we do anything..."
He stood up, conveniently leaving the quilt on the floor in front of the fireplace's hearth, and sauntered toward her. He moved with the strength and fluidity of an animal stalking prey. His body was absolutely perfect. Like romance-cover-model perfect. Smooth-skinned and suntanned. Muscular.
Big...hands.
By the time he was standing in front of her, she'd worked up a sweat just watching him. The air in the room had become thin and she was lightheaded.
He set one hand on each arm of her chair and leaned down until his nose almost touched hers. "Tarik Evert. Nice to meet you. And you are?"
She promptly forgot her name. She forgot a lot of other things too. They were all unimportant at the moment anyway.
"Tarik," she repeated somehow, even though she was sure her lungs had stopped functioning some time ago.
"Yes, that's my name but---"
"Nice to meet you too." Something huge wedged itself in her throat. She swallowed. Hard. Several times. She let her gaze slide south. It followed a bumpy route over some chiseled pecs and a washboard stomach.
My, my, my, did they come nicely packaged in Alaska.
"A couple questions first," she heard herself say. She was surprised she'd actually been able to speak.
"Sure." He backed away, reached down, snatched up the quilt and wrapped it around his shoulders.
That was such a bad thing. She couldn't see a bit of skin, except for above his neck and below his shins. Granted, the lack of exposed suntanned heaven did allow her to gather her thoughts a bit. "Are you married?" she asked, glancing at his left hand. That was always her first question when she met a man. Unlike a few of her friends, she did not do married guys.
"No. Not married. Never have been married. And probably never will be."
Big check. Never will be? She'd heard that before. "Infected with any diseases?"
"Nope. And I have proof if you need it...uh, at home."
"No, that won't be necessary." Check. "Committed any felonies? Or ever been profiled on America's Most Wanted?"
"Heck, no. I'm a law-abiding professional."
Check. "Professional?" Was he saying he was a male prostitute?
"Professional as in genetic researcher. I've worked for Omega Corporation since graduating from U.A.F. with a Doctorate in Microbiology. I'd give you one of my cards but I left them at home."
Of all the implausible stories. A scientist? Mr. Run-Around-the-Neighborhood-Naked? She giggled. "Imagine that. You left your cards at home. So you have a degree in microbiology? And you do research in genetics? How fascinating." If only he were telling the truth. She adored men with brains. Although this guy would be overqualified for the position of vacation flame if he had truly been a genetic researcher.
But who was she to complain if he wasn't a genius? Absolutely scrumptious and safe.
Willing...and clearly able. What more could a girl want for a short-time fling?
You pass!
"So, did I pass?" he asked.
"With flying colors."
He grinned and resumed his position over top of her. The blanket slid down his body, eventually landing in a heap at his feet. She wasn't sad to see it there. "I've always done well on tests," he practically purred.
She gave a little whimper as he slowly lowered his head to kiss her. "I'm not surprised," she whispered against his mouth.
The kiss started out soft and slow and deliberate. He brushed his lips against hers, teasing, tormenting. She arched her back and lifted her arms to wrap them around his neck. Anxious to feel his body pressed against hers, she pulled, sighing into their joined mouths when her wish came true and he lowered himself until he'd pinned her into the chair. She parted her legs, welcoming his hips between them. His cock prodded at the front seam of her jeans.
Their bodies smooshed together like that, it was no surprise the kiss deepened in a hurry. His tongue forced its way inside her mouth and wrestled hers into submission. It stroked and tasted and took until she couldn't breathe. Then it took some more.
Too many clothes. She had on too many clothes. Her blood was sizzling, carrying liquid heat through her body, up to her scalp and down to her toes. She released his neck and ran her hands over his shoulders. She dug her fingernails into his smooth skin and tipped her hips to grind her burning pussy against his cock.
He growled. Literally. The sound made her even hotter. She reclaimed her tongue from his mouth and made a feeble attempt at using it for speech. All she managed to do was whimper again.
As if he'd read her mind, he sat back and ran his hands down the center of her body. He stopped at the hem of her knit top.
Tense and trembling, she watched his face as he slowly lifted the cotton knit to reveal her stomach, bra. She put up a silent cheer of glee at the raw hunger pulling his features into tense lines. The muscles in his jaw visibly clenched, making him look both dangerous and sexy.
That was the world's perfect combination.
As he unfastened the front clip of her bra, she reached up to his brown-black hair. It was silky smooth, slightly curly. It suited him perfectly. She combed her fingers down the length then fisted her hands and pulled gently.
He had her bra straps pushed off her shoulders, and the cups had fallen to the sides, exposing her breasts. He traced a circle around one of her nipples and out of reflex, she arched her back. Aching need coursed through her body, hot and urgent, like a wildfire burning out of control. He tipped his head to look up at her face as he covered her nipple with his mouth.
Their gazes locked. He suckled her breast hungrily, the sensation sending pulse after pulse of heat down her spine to her belly.
She closed her eyes and lost herself in the sensations he stirred within her.
"You are so beautiful. So perfect. I couldn't stay away. I couldn't..." He moved to the other breast. He flicked his tongue over her nipple until it was a tight, ubersensitive peak. Then he pulled it into his mouth. Warm. Wet.
She shuddered, arched her back more and yanked harder on his hair. "Oh, God,"
she murmured, over and over and over. It wasn't like she'd never had a guy fondle her breasts before, but his expert technique, combined with the low rumble of his voice as he uttered those sexy words...she was in heaven.
She still had her pants on, and she was not happy about that. She released his hair and followed the lines of two perfect arms with her fingertips. When she found his hands, she grabbed them and pulled, placing them on the waistband of her jeans.
She knew he'd take the hint.
"My sweet kitten," he murmured, kneeling on the floor at her feet. His fingers moved deftly as he unfastened her pants. Then he pulled until they slid down over her hips. Eager to help, she lifted her bottom off the chair. He pushed on the garment, following behind the retreating cotton and trailing little tickly kisses down her legs to her ankles. He lifted one stockinged foot and slid one pant leg off then repeated with the other. As he stood, he let his hands glide up her legs. They stopped on either side of her hips. His thumbs traced the lace running along the low-riding waistband of her black satin panties.
"Mmmm. Sexy. I like," he said. "A lot."
She was so very glad she'd decided to wear some decent-looking underwear on her trip. Not a single pair of ugly undies would be found in her luggage. She hadn't planned on spending her first night in Alaska with a sexy stranger. But if she was honest with herself, she might admit she'd hoped it would happen. She made no apologies for her preferences. Unattached sex made sense. A lot less complications that way, as long as a girl was smart about things.
His fingers ran along the narrow band circling one of her legs. Instinctively, she parted her legs to let it explore further down. Only then, as the cool air hit the material, did she realize how wet her panties had become. Her pussy burned to be filled. Her breath caught in her throat when a fingernail grazed the thin, soggy material covering her labia.
He smiled. "I love your scent. It's so sweet and hot. I can't get enough." He licked his lips. "I want to taste you." Not waiting for her to find a way to drag some air into her lungs to respond, he hooked a finger in the crotch of her panties and jerked. The wet material ripped away. She didn't care that they'd cost a small fortune or that they were her favorite pair because they made her butt look smaller. At the moment she was only too happy to have them out of the way.
He set his hands on her knees and audibly inhaled. "Dammit, you smell good." He roughly pushed her knees apart and lowered his head to cover her pussy with his mouth.
The heat from his intimate touch ignited little blazes all over her body. Her chest.
Her cheeks. Deep inside. She dropped her head back, gritted her teeth and gripped the armrests of the chair. Releasing her knees, he lifted his hands to her pussy, parted her folds to expose her clit, which was tingly and sensitive already. Then he dragged his tongue over it in a slow, lazy swipe that made her cry out in agony.
Her vagina clenched closed around painful emptiness.
Just because he wanted to make her suffer---or so she gathered---he then proceeded to run his tongue round and round her clit. With each circle, the tension inside her body coiled tighter, pulling her insides into knots. Then, glory of all glories, he slid a thumb inside her vagina. It wasn't nearly enough to satisfy her urgent need to be filled, but it eased the agony a bit. He timed the inward thrusts of his finger with the swirls of his tongue. The two together nearly brought her to climax.
Then, just as her body prepared for the first spasm, he stopped.
Frustrated beyond words, she opened her eyes.
He was kneeling on all fours. His skin rippled, like something was crawling beneath it. Then it darkened to almost black. Not deep brown, but the pure black of a panther's coat. He lifted his head back and let loose with a growl that sounded so foreign and animal-like she scrambled backward, tucking her legs under her bottom to get them out of his reach. Shaking, she wrapped her arms around herself.
What the hell?
There, as she watched, frozen by terror, a coat of pure white fur sprang from his skin, covering his body. His limbs changed into four thick legs. His torso lengthened and thickened, his head elongated. A mouthful of sharp teeth sprang from his gums.
A...polar bear?
A moment later, she leaped backward and lunged for the gun lying forgotten on the floor. The bear smacked the weapon with its huge paw, sending it flying across the room. It struck the front of the stove with a metallic bang then fell to the carpeted floor.
The bear's gaze never left her as she scrambled backward until her spine was pressed against the far wall of the cabin.
What the hell? How had a man turned into a bear?
And then realization struck as she glanced down at the bear's paws.
That had been the beast that had nearly ripped the door down. She'd inadvertently let it inside.
When it licked its black lips, raised up on its hind legs and took one, two, three steps toward her, she just knew she was a goner. The bear was so huge its head nearly hit the eight-foot ceiling as it ambled toward her.
"I'm gonna die. I'm gonna die. I'm gonna die. Oh God!"
She'd never called herself a Christian but she decided right then and there it was time to pray.
The pain. Unbearable. Excruciating. His muscles burned. His bones felt like they'd been shattered and glued back together. He was dizzy and confused. Still, one thing drove him. The excruciating hunger for the woman cowering before him. He didn't want to fuck her, he needed to fuck her. The compulsion threatened to take him over, completely. Just as it had earlier when he'd been lying in his bed at home and had caught a whiff of her scent.
That had been the first time he'd felt like this, the first time he'd changed into whatever beast he was now. It had surprised and confused him, both times.
Trying frantically to hold on to his humanity, which seemed to be fading quickly, he looked down. Thick white fur covered his arms and hands. His fingernails had lengthened into long black claws. What was happening to him? This was impossible.
He looked at his woman. Her eyes. She was terrified. He could smell her fear. The scent was bitter, like burned coffee. It called to the beast, to the predator he had become.
He wanted to chase her. He wanted to take her.
Abby knew it was futile, that nobody would hear her, but she screamed again. Mid-shriek, though, she realized that her reaction to the animal seemed to be making things a whole lot worse. The louder she screamed, the fiercer the animal's stance, the more it bared its teeth and the louder it growled.
Somehow, she shut up, smacking her hand over her mouth to make sure she didn't scream again. Tears streamed down her cheeks. Her hand, which was still firmly holding back another shriek by some miracle, shook so bad she struggled to keep it in place. But with her silence, the animal's terrifying growling stopped.
In serious need of oxygen, she choked on a sob of relief and released her mouth to drag in a much-needed deep breath. Her eyes never left the huge animal standing on its hind legs in front of her. It sniffed the air, kind of shuffled back and forth.
It looked...confused.
To think a man lingered inside there somewhere. A man who seemed so normal and levelheaded. Right now did the human being---or more specifically the conscience only humans possessed---rule the animal or did raw, untamed instinct? How could she know? She believed she would be safe if it was the former.
And dead if it was the latter.
Her reactions mattered somehow. Why, she had no clue. Hadn't she read that animals could sense a person's fear? Was that it? Keeping her eyes on the animal, she consciously tried to slow her breathing, calm her nerves. It was close to impossible with an animal that big and potentially dangerous standing a few feet from her, but she knew she had no choice. More than any other time, she was grateful for the yoga she'd practiced for years. It seemed to be helping both of them. As she calmed, the bear tipped its head, regarding her like a puppy. Yes, it seemed to be true. Somehow the bear sensed her terror.
She closed her eyes and concentrated, willing her heart rate to slow. The fear to leave her.
Inside the animal lay hidden the heart and soul of a man. A man she didn't know, granted, but a man she'd sensed was not a cold-blooded killer. She rejected the fear. It would do her no good. A tentative peace took its place. Blinking open her eyes, she checked to see what the bear was doing.
It was on all fours now, its head lowered, its gaze traveling over her. Had she discovered the key to taming the beast? Could it be so simple? "It's okay, Tarik. It's okay," she murmured in the most soothing voice she could muster.
His mind fought a battle with the blind instinct trying to take over. Caught in the middle of an inner war, Tarik backed away from the woman. His body, this strange new body, wanted to claim her. But what little remained of the man he had once been wouldn't allow it. He sat back on his rump, raised his head and sniffed the air again.
The bitter scent of her fear had faded.
Then she did what he hadn't expected. Her gaze focused on his face, she slowly stood, lifted her hand and stepped forward, whispering comforting words as she walked. Like magic, her gentle touch released him from the beast's grip. His roar of agony as the change reshaped his muscles and bones turned to a fading scream.
The room fell silent.
She visibly swallowed. Her eyes were wide as saucers. "Y-you changed. You're back."
He wanted to comfort her, to tell her it was okay. He wanted to protect her too.
What would have happened if he'd lost the battle with the beast? What would he have done to her? "I don't know what's happening to me."
"I'll tell you what's happening. You turned into a polar bear. Holy effing shit."
"That's impossible. People can't change into animals. I know that for a fact. I study genetics for a living. There isn't a genetic disorder known that causes animals to change into other species. It just doesn't happen."
She raised trembling hands to her mouth. "I'd say it's impossible too, except I saw it with my own two eyes."
"This makes no sense."
"I don't understand it either. But it seemed that when I stopped being afraid, you changed back."
"Yeah." He thought back to the impulses and sensations that had coursed through him when he had been a bear. "I could smell your fear. It made me want to chase you...it was like an instinct. A compulsion. I could barely stop myself."
"But you did." Trembling, she wrapped her arms around herself.
He scooped up the quilt and, circling her, wrapped it around her shaking form. He caught the scent of her hair as he walked. His cock stiffened.
Dammit, his libido was in overdrive tonight, even more than normal. Because he had to, because being even a few inches away from her physically hurt, he moved closer, until his chest brushed against her back and her bottom rubbed his legs. He inhaled deeply, pulling the sweet aroma of her skin and hair into his nostrils. The need to take her swelled to painful intensity.
His brain told him he should leave before anything else happened. His body refused to budge. He'd been so close to taking her. She'd been willing.
Would she be willing again? Did he have the right to even try? He had to. God help him, he couldn't stop himself.
"You're so beautiful and you smell so good." He gathered her long hair into his hands and raised it to his nose. Lavender. He gently laid the tresses over one shoulder and nuzzled the sweet spot where her neck met her collarbone.
She stood stone still. Her trembling had stopped. Whether it was because of the warm quilt or something else he had no clue. Even though he was a man again, and not a bear, clear thought eluded him. Bizarre, burning impulses charged through his body.
So urgent.
He wanted her. More than he'd ever wanted a woman before. This woman. Now.
But he would not take her if she was scared.
"I don't want to hurt you. You believe me, don't you?" He sensed no fear, only mounting desire, so he gently pushed the quilt down to expose her shoulder and upper back. That was such a sexy spot on a woman---between her shoulder blades. He kissed her there and a coat of goose bumps sprang up all over her upper body. "It can get so damn lonely. Living alone. Having no one to talk to in the middle of the night. No one to share my hopes and troubles with. Have you been lonely too? You know what I'm talking about, don't you?"
His balls felt heavy. His blood like acid. The flavor of her skin lingered on his tongue. More. He wanted to taste every inch of her. He pulled the quilt lower, until he'd exposed her entire torso. The fine blond hairs at the small of her back stood on end.
He ran his tongue down her spine then dropped on his knees. This was the position to be in. Oh yes. The delicious curve of her rear end sat at just above eye level. He had to see it, had to touch her, to feel her slick passage again.
He knew the answer but he asked anyway, "Are you scared?"
"No," came her breathy response.
"I can't stop."
She didn't respond and he tried to back away. But before he'd stood up, she whispered, "Wh-who's asking you to?"
He reached down, under the quilt. Ran his hand up her smooth calf, the back of her knee. The blanket gathered on his forearm as he went higher. The back of her thigh felt smooth and warm. Her buttocks soft and tempting. He grabbed the blanket in his other hand and jerked. It fell to the floor. The woman didn't move.
"Your name. I want to know your name," he whispered.
"Abby."
"Abby," he repeated, teasing her labia with his fingertip. Her sweet honey, warm and fragrant, coated the tip of his finger. He knew what she tasted like, how hot and tight her pussy was. He wanted to fuck her. Hard and fast. "Is that short for Abigail?"
He pushed gently on her back until she bent over. He parted her ass cheeks and teased her anus with his moistened index finger. She shivered. "Are you cold, kitten?"
"No. Not cold." She moaned when he slid his thumb into her canal. Her inner walls gripped him as he slowly pulled it out and then pushed it back in. "Ohhhh." Her arms quaked. Her legs too. "This is crazy but I don't want you to stop."
"This way." He pulled his thumb from her and stood, leading her to the leather chair by the fireplace. He shoved the pine coffee table out of the way and motioned for her to sit, facing him. Then, kneeling again at her feet, he gently urged her knees apart.
A narrow stripe of dark blond curly hair covered her sex. Her inner folds were swollen, a deep red. They glistened with her juices. The scent of her arousal hung thick and spicy-sweet in the air. He licked his lips then bent down. He knew how delicious she tasted, how her flavor had beckoned the change. He had to be careful. He danced his tongue over her clit and slid two fingers deep inside. This time he didn't let his mouth go lower. Drinking her essence would surely call the beast again.
Her head thrown back, her spine arched, her breasts high in the air, she groaned and quivered. She pulled his hair, adding the pleasant tingle of his scalp to the already heady mix of sensations.
He stopped just before she climaxed.
"Oh God. Now," she pleaded. "Fuck me now."
He scooted closer, until his hips were flush with the chair's seat and then pulled on her bent knees until her bottom sat at the very edge of the cushion. Holding her knees for leverage, he positioned himself.
"Wait! Condom." She pointed at her luggage. "I'm on the pill, but a girl can never be too safe."
He nodded, went for the bag she pointed to and unzipped it. An unopened box of rubbers lay on top of her clothes. He quickly unwrapped one and rolled it on, dashed back to her and after muttering an apology thrust deep into her pussy. Her shriek of pleasure melded with his growl of satisfaction. His cock swelled inside her tight canal, filling every inch.
So hot and tight. Perfect. He withdrew himself then thrust again, settling into a slow but steady rhythm that would bring him to orgasm. He couldn't release her legs to stroke her clit. "Touch yourself," he said, knowing it was the only way she'd reach climax. Despite his deep thrusts, she needed more. "Touch yourself and come for me."
Her eyes closed, she lowered a shaking hand to her pussy and began stroking the tiny red nub. Slick heat coated his dick, sending white-hot pleasure rocketing through his body.
Soon. He would have release very soon.
"Faster," he demanded. He met the pace of her strokes in a desperate race toward climax. He needed it so bad it hurt. He needed her to find release even more. It burned him inside.
"That's it. More. More." He tipped his hips and released her legs, changing the angle of penetration. The head of his dick, wet and hot with her juices, rubbed the ridged walls of her pussy. He knocked her hand away, licked his forefinger and stroked her clit. He couldn't wait any longer. God help him, he couldn't hold back. "Come for me, kitten. I can't wait."
Her back arched, her toes curled. Her breathing turned to short panting bursts. And then he felt it, the wash of juices and pulsing spasms of her climax. She sighed then cried out, "Harder, please harder."
He obliged her, hammering in and out until the cum burst from his balls, pumped down the length of his cock and shot into her pussy. It just continued and continued.
The heat. The pleasure. He didn't stop thrusting until he was spent and she was limp beneath him. Limp and smiling.
"Wow," she whispered. "So, uh, you're not an erotic dancer, are you?"
"Nope." He pulled out of her and, realizing the rubber had torn and he'd left her a wet mess, he went to the kitchen in search of a hand towel. He picked the gun up from the floor, checked to see if it was loaded---it wasn't---and set it on the table before returning with the towel.
She smiled a bleary-eyed thank you to him and pressed the scrap of worn cotton between her legs. She was shaking again---still. He grabbed the quilt, motioned for her to stand up, then sat and pulled her on top of him and wrapped them both in the blanket.
Warm and satisfied at last. And he'd made it through the lovemaking without turning back into the bear. He was a bear? A bear. How could that be?
He didn't want to think now. Didn't want to face the flurry of unanswered questions whipping around in the back of his mind. Later. There was plenty of time for questions later. For now he wanted to relax. To enjoy this woman, what she'd given him. As long as he could keep the beast under control, she'd be safe---from him.
\*
Abby pretended to sleep. She slowed her breathing and relaxed her muscles.
Eventually the trembling stopped as Tarik's warmth seeped into her muscles.
She'd just had sex with a man who turned into an animal. That was plain crazy.
What the hell had gotten into her? It seemed since she'd boarded that plane back at Detroit Metro Airport she'd made one stupid decision after another.
First, she'd decided not to stay in a hotel. Sure, she didn't have a lot of cash, and the hotel bills would've tapped her out in a hurry. But it sure beat being lunch to a bear.
Second, she'd been stupid enough to believe Katie when she'd told her there were no polar bears this far south in Alaska. Even if Katie had been right, and the man-bear-whatever holding her was a freak of nature in more ways than one, there were still grizzly bears and other animals that could do some serious bodily harm if she met them in the woods. She was stupid to have come out to the cabin by herself.
Third, she'd slept with a guy who she had just watched morph into an animal. That had to be the stupidest decision of all.
Now that she could think clearly, she could see how absolutely idiotic that one had been. She didn't know this guy. Although not knowing a man hadn't stopped her from having more than her share of one-night stands, none of the guys she'd slept with had had issues like this one. Granted, none of them had charged her rockets like this one either.
There was something about him. Especially after she'd watched him turn into the bear. A strength and dark sensuality, tempered with a touch of vulnerability. He was genuinely one of a kind, which made him that much more dangerous.
She needed to get out of there, away from him. Not just because she didn't belong in the woods any more than a penguin belonged in the jungles of Africa. And not just because he turned into an animal that weighed anywhere from five to ten times what she did and probably wouldn't mind swallowing her whole.
She needed to get out of there because of what he might do to her heart. Tarik was not a stripper like she'd thought. He was a genetic researcher who'd done some kind of experiment on himself, from the looks of it. Brilliant, fascinating, sexy...
Man oh man, she was in trouble. She knew herself well enough to know that if he was half as smart as he claimed, she could fall for this guy. She tended to do that if she let down her guard---fall for guys hard and fast. Especially sexy, intelligent, semi-vulnerable guys. Two weeks was nothing to some people. But to her, fourteen days and nights was ample time to set herself up for some serious heartbreak.
The itinerary for her vacation to Alaska did not include heartbreak. Vacation fling with someone she could never fall in love with, yes. Falling for a guy who wasn't just sexy but thoughtful and smart, hell no!
She really didn't need those kinds of complications in her life right now. Damn her weakness for people, animals, things that needed rescuing. That susceptibility had gotten her into this situation in the first place. If he hadn't given her those sad puppy dog eyes---and yes, her erroneous assumption that he'd been a gift from Katie---she wouldn't have been tempted to let him stick around.
She was her own worst enemy sometimes.
At the risk of making another stupid decision, she determined she needed to leave the cabin, find someplace safer to stay until she could fly back home or until Katie could join her. Either way, she wasn't going to see Tarik again.
Lucky for her, like most men after having mind-blowing sex, Tarik slept deep and hard. At the first light of daybreak, she scooped up her suitcases and headed out to the truck she'd rented. She threw them on the backseat and checked her cell to see if she had a signal. Nada. She'd have to wait to call Katie.
It was difficult, but she didn't go back inside for one last look at Tarik the man-bear.
She didn't leave a note. She didn't wake him to explain. He was truly the most mysterious, interesting, gorgeous man she'd ever laid eyes on. To stand there and stare at him, remembering how it had felt to have him touch her, make love to her...she couldn't do it.
As she maneuvered the truck around the wide circle driveway, she whispered guiltily, "'Bye, Tarik. I hope you figure out what's happening to you."
She was gone. Gone! His woman. The one he'd had only once and wanted again, already.
He searched the cabin. Her luggage was missing. He looked outside. Her rented truck was gone. A set of fresh tire tracks wound down the drive and out to the road.
A horde of emotions flared through him, ten times more intense than he wanted them to be. Fear for her safety, frustration, confusion, anger. They churned inside his gut like storm clouds. Wrapped in the blanket, no shoes on his feet, he ran down the rural dirt road, thankful for the lack of traffic. Her truck's tracks hadn't been covered.
She was alone out here. Alone and defenseless. What if she got lost? Or her truck broke down? What if a tire went flat? She needed him. She was obviously out of her element. He broke into a full run, raced past his own house without a thought, following the winding road that meandered through the pine forests. If she was headed back to Anchorage, she was going the wrong way. Did she realize that? His fears swelled with every moment that went by. Rage soon followed.
He wasn't just running now, he was charging. Into battle. Battle with the beast.
He lost.
Right after he'd stepped on something hard, a rock maybe, he felt the first twinges of the change again. "No!" he shouted. The dense forest around him swallowed up his voice. He fell to the ground as his bones shifted and his muscles stretched. This time the beast didn't have to fight so hard to take over the man. His fury and fear fed it until his thoughts were gone and only instinct drove him. He ran through the trees, battering anything in his way. He came upon a building of some kind and smelling her inside, kicked and clawed his way through the door.
No Abby.
He ran back outside and sniffed the air then turned toward the road. He heard the pop of a rifle, the whir of a bullet. He dashed for the trees. He ran until he couldn't run any longer and then he stopped. Finally, exhausted, the beast released him. Luckily he wasn't far from home. Weak and wobbly legged, he shifted back to a man.
The quarter of a mile back to his home felt like twenty.
He fell into a restless sleep, filled with nightmares. He awoke the next morning, wondering if they'd been dreams or memories. He'd never lived like this---on the edge.
He barely clung to the normalcy he'd come to take for granted. Go to bed. Wake up. Go to work. That was how it was supposed to be. Instead, impulses kept running through his head. Strange, wild urges. Hungers. Needs. He tried to ignore them but they were so strong.
He dressed and drove the five miles to work, looking for a white rented Yukon as he drove. The beast inside didn't want to accept that Abby was lost to him, that she'd only been his for one night.
Or so he assumed it was the beast.
On second thought, it could've been the man that didn't want to accept the loss of Abby. At this point he wasn't sure of much of anything. He pulled into his parking spot, outside of Omega, cut off the engine and fisted his keys.
He'd been tempted to call off but decided he needed this---his normal day-to-day life---to keep him grounded. Something powerful pulled him. Something he didn't understand. He felt that holding onto the life he'd known before was his only hope of holding onto himself, his very soul.
He went into the building, smiled at Denise the elderly receptionist-slash-office manager-slash-gofer. For the first time since he'd started working at Omega, some eight years ago, she didn't smile back.
Had something happened to her too?
He opened his mouth to ask if she was okay when two huge guys he'd never seen before stepped out of the security office, which was located to the right of her desk.
They gave him a look. Not a friendly one. No, more like the kind of glare they'd give a guy who'd been caught embezzling a million dollars from the company.
What the hell was going on?
He felt like he'd stepped into a bizarre new world. Everything appeared to be the same but it was a façade. Something had changed. Something besides him. The people around him acted differently. Like strangers.
"What's up?" he asked.
The two guards rushed him, knocked him to the floor, and pinned his hands behind his back. He was so confused and shocked he didn't try to fight them off. Whatever mistake had been made would be cleared up. He'd done nothing wrong. He'd been a longtime, trusted employee. His boss, Alexander Torborg, was his mentor. His friend.
Those men had no reason to be securing his hands behind his back.
They hauled him to his feet. He noticed, as the guards escorted him past Denise's desk, that she was watching the whole scene with a puzzled expression.
They led him to the elevator, took him down to the basement. He'd never been in the basement before. Had never had a reason to go down there.
"Want to tell me what's going on?" he asked, not expecting an answer.
Escorting him like a prisoner, the men didn't say a word.
The elevator doors opened, revealing a dimly lit narrow corridor, painted a dull gray. The ceiling was open, revealing heating ductwork, wire channels, the bones of the building. Their footsteps echoed on the scuffed tile floor. The guards stopped him next to a metal door.
What poor schmuck had been forced to take an office down here?
One of them unlocked the door while the other held onto the manacles securing his arms. Yes, they were like those old-time irons. Not handcuffs. Thick, hinged metal cuffs wrapped around his wrists. The edges ground into his bones when he twisted his wrists. Hurt like hell. Between the cuffs and the metal chain connecting them, the rig weighted a lot.
Had they expected him to be extra-strong? Did they know about his recent...troubles?
The room was empty. Painted the same color as the hallway outside and furnished with a cot, a dresser and a toilet, it looked like a prison cell.
One guard stood at the door while the other unlocked the shackles.
"Uh. Do I need to call a lawyer?" Tarik said just before they shut and locked the door. "Well, fuck!" He slumped onto the bed. "What a way to start the week."
Minutes later, the door rattled. He looked up to watch his boss walk into the room.
The door slammed shut behind him.
Torborg's face was, as usual, completely devoid of emotion. His eyes were flat. His stance relaxed. "Tarik, I'm sorry I had to do this."
"So, mind telling me what's going on? Why am I locked up like a criminal? I've been working for Omega for years. I haven't done anything wrong. Haven't done anything to the company. And we've known each other a long time. You know I'm not the kind of guy who ends up handcuffed. Right? There has to be some kind of mistake."
Still standing by the door, Torborg nodded. "I'm afraid there hasn't been a mistake, although I understand you wouldn't do anything to hurt the company intentionally."
That was an interesting statement. Confusing but interesting. What exactly did Torborg think he'd done?
It made Tarik think. Had he stumbled upon something in his research? His most recent project hadn't brought him much attention from his superiors. In fact, he'd begun to question his work's value.
"Care to elaborate?" he said when Torborg didn't say more. He wasn't used to this kind of treatment. Up until today, he'd been a valued employee of Omega Corp.
Torborg had been a family friend. He'd helped Tarik through a rough patch during his undergrad studies, had hired him right out of graduate school, and had treated him with a great deal of respect. Although his tone hadn't changed---as usual Torborg was the epitome of cool professionalism---Tarik sensed something had.
"I didn't see this coming. Thought we'd finally found the right combination, the right location on the genome. It worked on the rats."
"What are you talking about? What do rats have to do with me? With this?" Tarik motioned to the four solid-looking walls surrounding him. Confusion and frustration pulled his muscles into tight knots. Torborg was skirting an issue. A big fucking issue, like the proverbial elephant in the room. What kind of elephant was he dancing around? "I have a right to know why you've basically imprisoned me without a trial.
You can't hold me here."
"I can and I will," Torborg shouted for the first time. Ever. Since they'd first met, Tarik had never seen Torborg, the CEO of Omega Corporation, lose his cool. He had always been the same. Flat, lifeless. Almost robotic. But brilliant. Intellectual. A man with vision.
This crack in his icy exterior said a whole lot more than any words he'd spoken so far.
Tarik shook his head. "This is bullshit and you know it. This is America. I have rights."
Torborg lifted his chin slightly. He visibly gathered his thoughts. "You'd have rights if you were human." He enunciated every word clearly, like he was speaking to a classroom full of first graders.
"Huh? Of course I'm human."
"No. Not technically."
This short and simple statement confused Tarik. Why should Torborg believe he was anything but a human being? He'd been born the son of a man and woman, like every other child. He had thoughts and feelings...understood consequences...made moral decisions...paid taxes...
...and changed into a bear from time to time.
Fuck! "What do you mean?" Tarik asked.
"It's part of our genetic engineering research. I can't tell you any more about the whys than that. You were created in Omega's lab, your genetic code altered before implantation into the woman you've known as your mother. Biologically, she was no more your mother than I am. We bought an ovum. From a donor. We replaced a small section of your DNA with that of a polar bear. The mark. On your hip." Torborg pointed at his hip, where the large black birthmark he'd always despised lay hidden under his clothes. "The Mark of the Beast. That's the only permanent sign of what you are."
His head started spinning.
"You don't exist, at least not according to the world out there. Your social security number is fake. All your identification. Even your school records. There's no record of a Tarik Evert ever having lived."
"What?" He sat stunned for several beats. Then, it all sunk in and he realized what Torborg had just told him.
This was wrong. Wrong! What had they done? To take an innocent human being and play with his DNA, to see what they might end up with? To lie to him all his life?
To deny his very existence? Omega had crossed the line. This wasn't science. It was inhumane. Insanity.
Human genetics research had its opponents, mainly because of fears about experiments like this. Were there others who'd been created? Like him? "Why? Why!"
Tarik demanded.
Torborg lifted his hands. "I've told you everything I can. I can't say more." His words were weighty. Someone or something was keeping him from being more specific. But Tarik didn't give a fuck. "You've shifted because of The Season, the urge to mate. I believe it should only happen once a year. It's already clear you cannot control it and we can't afford to have you...impregnating a woman."
It was all suddenly very clear. The urges he hadn't been able to deny. The loss of control. The sexual hunger. "You're afraid of what I might reproduce," Tarik said.
"As scientists, we have a responsibility to protect the purity of the human gene pool."
"Which is why you shouldn't have done this in the first place." He wasn't about to tell Torborg it might already be too late to protect the gene pool, since the rubber had failed.
"I have men searching for the woman, Abigail Clumm. She's in Anchorage. We're checking hotels. She must be brought in immediately and examined."
They knew? What would they do to her? A flash of heat shot through his body. He had an overwhelming compulsion to protect Abby, his woman, even though he understood Torborg's reasoning. "Leave her alone." Even to his own ears his voice had become an inhuman growl.
For the first time since he'd stepped foot in the room, Torborg showed fear. The bitter scent wafted to Tarik's nose. It stirred the instincts he'd struggled to control since changing back to a man earlier. He felt his muscles tighten. His heart race. His breathing quicken. The tingling in his bones started building. Soon it would change to pain as they stretched and broadened.
Seeming to realize what was about to happen, Torborg's eyes widened. He pounded on the door. Three loud bangs. "I don't want to kill you, Tarik. But if I must...to protect everything we've worked so hard to accomplish, I will." He backed himself into the wall next to the door and knocked again.
Tarik wanted to jump on him and tear the man to pieces for what he'd done. It was wrong to play with people's lives like this! To think his life's research might be twisted and abused. Used to manipulate men, women, children. Ruin lives. For what purpose?
It couldn't be good.
The pungent scent of fear billowed off Torborg's skin now, like great plumes of wretched smoke. Tarik backed away from the man as far as the room would allow. Still, he knew what was about to happen. He couldn't stop it.
The pain swelled until it blinded him. Muscles stretching and pulling. Bones reshaping. Tarik screamed, but the sound that came from his mouth took the form of a loud, angry roar.
Torborg spun around and started pounding on the door. "Open this door, dammit!"
It nearly killed him, but Tarik forced himself to resist lunging forward and ripping Torborg's throat out. He knew he could kill the man. It would be so easy. In a sense, it would be so satisfying.
His mind was still working, somewhat. The drives of the beast muddied his thinking. The door flew open and he saw his chance.
Escape first. Find Abby. Protect Abby.
He literally trampled Torborg as he charged for the door. The man crumpled on the floor beneath his feet, mid-scream. Tarik barreled past the guards, who he suspected were taking aim at his back. His drive to find Abby pushed him forward. He ran to the elevator. Couldn't work it. His fingers had shortened. Found the door to a stairwell was propped open. He ripped the door off the wall and threw it at the guards shooting at him. That stopped them.
Minutes later, he charged out of the building and ran for his life, only one thought remaining in his mind.
Find Abby.
\*
Some moron was banging on her hotel room door. Dammit, she hated hotels! She never could sleep in one. People were so rude, stomping down hallways, hauling screaming kids, knocking on the wrong doors. Argh!
Sleep. All she wanted was some sleep. It shouldn't be too much to ask.
Abby covered her head with the pillow and made an attempt at ignoring the idiot out there trying to kick in her door. It couldn't be Katie. She was still out in L.A. She'd checked. Several times. The strike hadn't ended yet.
"Go away, you've got the wrong room!" she shouted when he didn't let up. Had to be a guy. No woman would be so stupid. Yeah, yeah, that was a sexist comment. She was in no mood to be politically correct. The friggin' jerk didn't stop.
"Dammit!" She threw the pillow against the wall, ripped the covers off herself and stomped to the door. Leaving the security chain in place, she pulled open the door a couple of inches and giving the big, stupid lug standing in front of the door her meanest glare she said, "You've got the wrong room, asshole. Get. Lost."
"Abigail Clumm?" the man asked.
Not answering, she gave him a once-over.
Wasn't anyone she recognized. Didn't have on a uniform. She doubted he was a policeman. And even if he was, what would he want with her?
Still, despite her anger and resentment at having been dragged out of her bed, her curiosity got the better of her. "Who's asking?"
"My name's Joe. I work for Omega Corporation here in Anchorage."
His name did nothing for her but the company rang a bell. No, it rang a huge gong!
Omega. That had been the company Tarik said he worked for. Had something happened to Tarik? What did they want with her? And why were the hairs on her nape sticking up on end? "I'm sorry. I don't know anyone named Joe. And I know nothing about a company called Omega." She shut the door, locked it and sat on her bed, wringing her hands. Not exactly the most productive thing to do, but what choice did she have?
She hoped the guy would just leave. Leave her alone and go back to Omega. It was probably a silly thing to hope for, but oh well.
The knocking resumed.
Yeah, it had been silly all right. She considered calling the police but figured the guy probably hadn't done anything illegal so they wouldn't help her. She picked up the phone to call the front desk.
"Miss Clumm, this is an urgent matter," the pest shouted through the door. "I'm under orders not to leave without you."
"Peachy." She slammed the phone on its cradle and went back to the door. Making sure the chain was still in place, she cracked open the door again. "What's this all about? Why the hell would I go with you anywhere?" She didn't bother to keep the exasperation out of her voice. Let him know he'd pissed her off. She was on vacation.
How dare he come here and ruin it for her.
"You were seen with one of our employees last night, Tarik Evert."
Seen? Seen how? How could anyone have seen her? She'd been in a cottage in the middle of the wilderness. People were spying on Tarik? Why?
Or had Tarik sent this guy to her for some reason?
The guy continued, "We believe you may have been exposed to a potentially dangerous material. We would like you to come to the hospital for a brief examination.
To make sure you're okay."
Dangerous material? Huh? What kind of dangerous material? The only thing she'd been exposed to was Tarik himself. And a few bodily fluids.
Something was fishy about this story. Unless that turning-into-a-bear stuff was catchy.
But really. How likely was that?
She opened her mouth to thank Joe Whoever for his concern when the door crashed inward, knocking her on her butt on the floor. Joe charged inside, grabbed her---despite a really pathetic attempt on her part to stop him---and hauled her down the hallway and out through an emergency exit. With as much care as he'd show a rotten hunk of moldy meat, he tossed her into the back of a rusty white van, and paying no heed to her threats to have him and his company sued for kidnapping and battery, he slammed the door shut before she could stop him.
Well, didn't this just suck! Alaska sucked. Overgrown thugs who thought they had a right to snatch innocent women from hotel rooms sucked. She pulled her cell phone out of her pocket. No signal. Ugh! That sucked too! This was the absolute worst vacation she'd ever had.
The minute that door opened, there was going to be hell to pay. Someone was going to feel the pain...and it wasn't going to be her!
The big creep Joe was in for it. The minute he dared open that door, Abby vowed to let him have it. Fingernails, teeth, a knee in the groin. She'd let him know under no uncertain terms how little she appreciated being manhandled.
Just to give him a little taste of what was to come, and to possibly gain the attention of a passerby, she rolled onto her back and started kicking the door with all her might.
She didn't expect it to come open. It was locked from the outside and she wasn't strong enough to kick through sheet metal. But it did make a satisfying noise. If there was anyone outside, they'd hear it.
When the van didn't start up, she took that as her cue and really started kicking hard. Bang, bang, bang, bang! It was a beautiful thing.
Until the door flew open and she was flat on her back, hardly in a position to fight off a pissed-off kidnapper.
Then, quite suddenly, the wisdom of creating a ruckus was lost to her.
He literally pounced on her like a friggin' cat doped up on catnip and pinned her down. Hands overhead. Legs to the steel floor. Upper body squashed to the point it was hard to breathe. She realized it was futile but the need for air inspired her to do as much squirming and fighting as she could.
Didn't help at all. If anything, it made him hold her tighter.
"You are absolutely the craziest woman I have ever had the displeasure of meeting!" he spat.
"Fuck you too."
Still holding her arms, he sat back, lifting his chest off hers. Evidently finding her not only crazy but hilarious, he dropped his head back and started laughing hysterically.
"Go ahead. Laugh. You won't be for long."
His expression sobered, sort of. His lips were quivering. "Oh yes, you and what army are going to whoop my ass?"
"I don't need an army to take you on, you egotistical piece of shit."
Yeah, she realized those were big words coming from a woman who barely stood over five feet and weighed in at less than one-twenty. But he'd pissed her off. And she had a tendency to run her mouth off when she was pissed.
Unfortunately, that particular habit rarely led to a good result. She could see this situation would be no different. He moved carefully, to keep her pinned down while reaching for a bit of rope lying next to the wheel well. Just great. He was going to tie her up.
"I shouldn't have to do this, you know. You should be willing to come quietly. It's for your own good, you deranged woman." He stretched to reach the rope, but lo, it was beyond his reach.
Ha! He'd have to move to get it.
She gave him a sneer. "Looks like you have a problem." She flinched when he lifted his arm to belt her.
God, he was a bigger psycho than she'd thought!
"Don't!" she screamed, turning her head. She closed her eyes and tensed up, expecting to feel the pain any second...
Okay. Any second now...
Oh, thank God, he didn't hit her.
She hazarded a glance his way. He was staring down at her with the reddest face she'd ever seen on a man. Looked like he was either suffering a serious case of constipation or had just swallowed some battery acid.
"You okay?" She jerked her hands, freeing them. Much to her surprise, he didn't put up much of a fight. The second he flopped over beside her, she saw why.
There was a red stain on his back. Blood was seeping from a torn gash in his jacket.
What the hell? She looked outside the back of the van.
A polar bear was lumbering around the side of the vehicle. A polar bear?
Tarik?
She shouldn't be so happy to see him again, especially in his bear form. No, it wasn't a good thing to be so giddy. She'd best be going around that way, away from him. Yes, far, far away.
"Oh hell!" She dashed after him but he moved a whole lot faster than she did. He was standing back, toward a crop of pines at the edge of the parking lot about twenty yards away. He was facing her, pacing back and forth, sniffing the air and snorting.
"Tarik?" she shouted. God, if that wasn't Tarik, she was in some deep shit.
The bear stopped pacing. It sat on its rump and tipped its head. Couldn't say she'd ever seen a polar bear at the zoo do that.
No, that was Tarik all right. He'd saved her. How had he known she was in danger?
How had he known where to find her? Was that other guy, Joe, really going to take her to a doctor or had something far worse been planned for her?
What the fuck was going on?
So many questions. The only one who had answers was unable to speak at the moment. Even though he was resting, he looked uneasy, confused. She wasn't sure if she should approach him like before or not.
Fairly certain he wouldn't hurt her, she decided to give it a try. But he didn't let her get near. Whenever she took a step forward, he took two back.
"Tarik, I don't understand." This time when she walked toward him he didn't back away. "What's bothering you? What's happening?" She stopped a few feet from him.
He was so huge. A beautiful creature. The only place she'd been so close to a polar bear had been at the zoo. And at least four inches of plexi-glass had stood between her and the animal's claws and teeth. Regardless, she wasn't afraid. Not at all.
"Won't you change back? Tell me what to do next? I'm so confused. What did that man want with me?"
He raised up on his hind legs, towering over her by nearly three feet. His hot breath huffed in her face.
The instinct to turn tail and run buzzed through her like a jolt of electricity but she remained still. Watching his face, she raised a hand and stroked the thick fur coating his stomach. "Tarik, please come back to me."
She could feel his skin rippling under her hand, even through the thick fur. A moment later, he was a man again. A naked, shivering man. A man with sad puppy eyes.
"You need to leave here," he whispered. "You need to leave now. They know your name."
"Who's they?"
"Omega." His expression was an odd mix of emotions, too many to read clearly.
"This, your problem, has something to do with your work? They know what? That you're changing into a bear?"
"Yes, they know. They did it to me." He lifted her palm to his mouth and kissed it.
"I can't tell you more. I don't know any more. Besides it doesn't matter. All that matters is that you're safe. You need to go home, get away from here."
"That's not going to happen as long as the strike is still going on. The flights out of Anchorage have all been cancelled."
"Where's your truck?" He was starting to shiver harder. Although it was warm by Alaska's standards, somewhere in the upper 50s, it was still pretty chilly to be running around in one's birthday suit.
"You're cold. I can get something for you in my hotel room."
His fingers wrapped around her wrist as tight and unyielding as steel bands. He pulled her flush against him. She had more than a suspicion he hadn't done that to block the chilly northerly wind. "No. You shouldn't go back in there."
She tipped her head up to look him in the eye. It wasn't easy, but she managed to speak, "All of my stuff's in there, including the keys to my rental."
He grunted but released her. A bummer! "Fine. But I'll come with you."
"I don't think Joe's in any condition to get in our way. He looked pretty bad off. I think he's still alive, but barely."
Tarik's expression darkened. "Yeah." After a moment, he nodded. "Okay. Let's go.
But you must be careful."
"I'll go in through the main entrance and let you into the building through the side door. My room is only a few feet from the door. Hopefully no one'll see you." Her face warmed. "Not that you don't look absolutely fabu---"
For the first time in too long, his lips curled into that naughty smile. "No need to explain." He gripped the back of her head with one hand, tangling his fingers in the hair at her nape. With a sharp yank, he dragged her against him. Then he slanted his mouth over hers and kissed her to bonelessness.
She literally drooped against him, relying on his other arm to support her as she kissed him back. Their tongues stroked and mated. Their breaths mixed. She moaned.
He growled. She wished they were back at the cabin, in front of the fireplace, naked. At least he was naked. That was a mighty fine start.
He broke the kiss much too soon. "Let's go, before Omega sends someone else. I'm sure they know something's happened to Joe by now." He held her until she had her feet back under herself and her knees had regained their strength.
"Yeah." Her head kind of floaty and light, her feet skipping along the surface of the asphalt parking lot, she walked back into the hotel. It wasn't easy, considering she was still in space-mode from that amazing kiss, but she tried to pay attention to who was nearby as she went back to her room. The door was still slightly ajar, thankfully, since she hadn't had the chance to grab her keycard before being thrown over Joe's shoulders and hauled outside like a sack of trash.
It didn't look like anyone else had been in the room. Everything was where she'd left it. She dashed out to the corridor, and after listening for a moment to make sure no one would be coming down the hallway in the next few seconds, opened the door leading to the parking lot to let Tarik inside.
She pointed at room 113 and he nodded, preceding her. She handed him a blanket---giving the guy something to cover up his very scrumptious body was becoming a tradition. He smiled a thanks and wrapped it toga style around his form.
He said nothing while she ran around, throwing her clothes, shoes and cosmetics into her luggage. She left the keycard on the table next to the door when they left. Tarik, being one hundred percent gentleman, carried her heavy suitcases to the door.
When they stepped outside, they both halted mid-stride. The big white van was gone. Joe was gone too.
"How?" she asked.
"Where'd you park?"
"Around back."
Still carting her luggage, Tarik jogged to the end of the building and peered around the corner. Evidently he didn't see anything because he dashed around the corner and out of her line of sight. Fearful she was being watched or followed, she looked back over her shoulder. No one. Her nerves jumpy, she broke into a full run after Tarik. As she rounded the corner, she saw he had already put her suitcases in the backseat and was sitting behind the steering wheel. His uncovered arm jutted from the open driver's-side window. She handed him the keys then ran around the rear of the vehicle and climbed into the passenger seat.
While buckling her seat belt, she turned to him. "Do you think Joe's still alive?"
"Don't know. Don't want to know." He shifted the vehicle into reverse and punched the gas, backing out of the parking spot, then jammed it into first and popped the clutch, setting the truck lurching forward, wheels squealing.
Hands on the dashboard, arms locked, she looked over her shoulder several times.
Would a big white van pull out of some hidden parking spot somewhere?
Didn't happen.
"Whose name is the cabin rented under?" Tarik asked as he pulled the truck out onto the two-lane road that headed north, out of Anchorage.
"Katie's. Why?"
"Good. We'll head back there. For now. Until I can figure out what our next move will be. It's not likely they'll find us, as long as we keep the truck hidden---"
"Uh. I'm no pro at this running from bad guys stuff, but I think that might be a bad move. They saw us. Together. Reallllly together, if you get my drift."
"Good point. Man, my mind is not working tonight. Think, think, think. We need somewhere safe. And some supplies. I think it might be worth it to swing by there and grab a few things. If we're careful."
A part of her put up a silent cheer at the thought of going back to the isolated cabin with Tarik. The other part, the one that was heartbreak-phobic didn't care for the idea.
Yes, she supposed that part was the one she should be listening to.
But it was so darn difficult! There were so many things going on there---men trying to kidnap her, a severe case of like melting her brain...how was she ever going to make an intelligent decision with those kinds of pressures piling on her shoulders? Sloping and weak, they lacked the required weight-bearing capacity, normally buckled under stresses a whole lot lighter than this.
The like thing was particularly weighty. Despite Tarik's bizarre problem, or maybe because of it, she genuinely liked him. He was different from any man she'd ever met before. He was complicated. Intriguing. The kind of guy who had a lot going on under the surface. She had a feeling it would take her a long time to figure him out. A part of her wanted to take up that challenge, to discover all his secrets. His wants. His fears.
She spent the entire trip out to the cabin telling herself why that was such a bad idea. There was no way she'd ever consider living out in the boonies. If it took longer than ten minutes to reach the nearest mall, it was too rural.
Not to mention the cold!
Living in Michigan, she'd seen her share of snow. There were some years when the state didn't dig its way out of the dreaded white stuff until the end of March. Spring was cold and soggy at best. Fall was a mixed bag of hot, humid weather and frigid cold.
Her energy levels dipped in the winter when daylight was brief.
She needed sunlight. Living in a place where three months of the year it was dark was out of the question. No way.
Which made the possibility of a long-term thing with Tarik all but impossible. He lived in Alaska. He worked in Alaska. And she assumed there was no way he'd leave Alaska.
Sooner or later he'd get this thing with Omega straightened out and he'd go back to whatever he was doing before he'd found out he was a part-time polar bear. Besides, it wasn't like he could roam around her subdivision in bear-mode without calling attention to himself. Wasn't every day there were polar bears trotting around suburbia.
Some moron would probably shoot him or have him hauled to the zoo. And then she'd have to go there to visit him.
Not much of a life, no matter how she looked at it. Poor guy.
When she was a kid, she loved watching The Incredible Hulk. But she always felt sorry for Bill Bixby at the end. He usually made friends with someone but had to leave them behind and move on. Even at eight years old, she could see how terribly lonely his life must have been.
"No welcoming party. Better hurry, though. I have an idea." Tarik parked the truck behind the cabin, out of sight of what little traffic made it down the rutted, barely passable dirt road leading from the main road at least a half mile back. When he shut off the engine, he turned to look at her. "You've been quiet. Are you okay? You're not hurt, are you?"
"I'm fine. Just thinking. There's a lot to think about, you know."
He nodded. "Let's get inside. Then we can talk about some things." He shut the door after she climbed to the ground---those trucks were not made for short girls with legs the length of your average junior high-school student.
Before she had turned around, he was heading around the side of the cabin. He went for the gun first, checked to see that it was loaded then took a look in the refrigerator.
"What're you going to do with the gun? You're not going to shoot anyone? Are you? I mean, for some reason it's kind of okay for you to do that bear-whooping-ass thing, but shooting people..." She let the words trail off. This was for real! People were chasing her. And someone could end up shot. That someone could even be her, if they weren't careful.
"I'm taking it as a precaution." Still staring into the fridge, he grimaced. "I see we're going to need to stock up on a few things before we head out of town."
"What's wrong with what I bought? Can't we take this stuff?"
He frowned. "Soy milk? And what's this?" He pulled a prepackaged meal out of the tiny freezer. "Lean Cuisine? First, I won't touch soy milk. If it doesn't come out of a ranging animal, it's unnatural." He tossed the Creamy Basil Chicken dinner into the freezer and slammed the door. "And these meals wouldn't satisfy a guy half my size.
The portions aren't big enough for children."
"Well they're big enough for me." That sounded wrong.
He grinned as he scooped up the gun and headed for the door. "Let's go."
Her face warmed. She followed him outside, grateful for the chill on her stinging cheeks. "You know what I mean."
"Sure I do."
If she could've, she would've put money on the fact that he brushed his side against hers on purpose as he opened her door. He sauntered around the vehicle, opened his door, set the gun on the floor behind his seat and climbed in.
"A buddy of mine is out of town for a few days," he explained while driving the truck back down the long, winding road. "We'll stay at his place for the night.
Hopefully no one at Omega knows I have a key. He doesn't work with me, so no one should know who he is or that he's gone." He draped an arm over her shoulder. His fingertips traced little circles on the nape of her neck. "We'll be comfy-cozy."
She shivered. "I'm sure we will."
\*
They drove about a half hour, down winding roads that cut through pine forests. A bumpy rutted driveway---didn't anyone in Alaska have a paved drive?---led to a cabin that was almost identical on the outside to the one she'd rented with Katie.
Tarik parked the truck behind the building and hauled Abby's luggage and the gun up to the front door. After unlocking the door---no small feat with his arms loaded---he pushed it open for her.
The cabin's inside looked almost exactly the same as well. Butt ugly furniture and all.
Did everyone in Alaska decorate their homes in Rustic Tacky?
Tarik set her suitcases next to the bed and headed to the fireplace. The view from behind as he bent over to pick up some firewood was interesting, considering what he was wearing. He tossed a couple of logs into the fireplace then wadded up some paper and lit a brilliant blaze with a long wooden matchstick.
Made it look so easy. It had taken her at least a half-dozen tries before her fire had grown beyond a measly flicker.
Show off.
"We'll have to be careful when we head down to the store, not call too much attention to ourselves," he said as he poked at the fire with a long metal hooky thingy.
Not call attention to themselves? That was going to be interesting, considering he was still wearing the toga he'd fashioned out of the hotel blanket. If that didn't get someone's attention, she didn't know what would.
"I don't want to go to Max's Place," he continued, standing directly in front of her for a moment before continuing back to the kitchen. He filled one of those old coffeepots with water and spooned some grounds into the little basket that sat at the top. Once he had the coffee started, he headed back in her direction. He sure was a busy bee. A sexy busy bee. "Max is a friend of mine. If any of Omega's guys ask him about me, they'd know I was still in the area." He sat down in a chair. "Come here." He punctuated his words with a come-hither eyebrow wag and pat on his thigh.
It took all of three steps to put her front and center before him. Like she expected, he grabbed her waist and pulled, until she was comfy-cozy on his lap. More than her cheeks warmed and it was hard to remember what they'd been talking about. A very curious unseen protuberance was poking her bottom through the blanket and her clothes. "Okay, maybe going to the store isn't such a good idea. How far away from here do you live?" She fanned her face. Was it getting stuffy in there or what?
He buried his nose in the crook between her neck and shoulder. "My place is back by your rental. Why
Battling a case of goose bumps, she tipped her head and scrunched up her shoulder.
Why? Yes, that was a good question. What had they been talking about? Oh. Yeah.
"You were going to get yourself some clothes, weren't you?" She leaned back a bit, taking her neck out of the line of fire and motioned up and down his body with an index finger. "I'd think a guy dressed like Julius Caesar might stand out in a place like this. The only thing you're missing is the olive branches or whatever those things were on his head."
He screwed his perfect mouth into a playful scowl. "Funny." One of his hands took a little tour of her body, starting at her waist and ending up under her shirt, cupping her breast through her bra.
Oh, what a naughty hand. Naughty in the nicest sense. Her head dropped back and her eyelids fell over her eyes. She felt her nipple hardening, thanks to his gentle caresses. "If you went there---uh, I mean at your house---you could grab yourself some canned food or whatever it is you eat." She had no idea how she'd managed to string together so many words, considering her head was spinning and her body was planning a party for the arrival of one hunky guest.
"I'm thinking there's another guy named "Joe" sitting at my place waiting for me to come home so he can escort me back to my prison cell in the basement of Omega's headquarters."
That last part sobered her up a smidge. They'd held him prisoner? What was going on? "They were going to lock you up? Why?"
"So I couldn't do this." He removed his hand from her breast, cupped her chin and kissed the daylights out of her. His tongue did all those naughty, yummy things his tongue had a tendency to do. It flirted with hers then got all serious, plunging in and out and getting bossy. In response, she kissed him back. Wasn't any way she could do anything but that.
For each thrust of his tongue, she gave him one in return. And while she was teaching his mouth a lesson or two, she let her hands go a-wanderin' over the bumpy terrain that made up his absolutely drool-worthy upper body. She yanked until the toga came untied and then set both hands free to wander at will.
Based on the low rumbling growl he gave when one of her fingertips grazed a nipple, she guessed he appreciated the thorough attention she was lavishing on his chest and stomach. That was, she assumed as much until he broke the kiss and pushed her fanny off his lap. She ended up wedged between the chair's arm and Tarik's hip but that was no problem, especially when he caught one of her hands in his and gently set it atop one very prominent part of his anatomy.
Being all too eager to drive him as crazy as he was driving her, she wrapped her fingers around his shaft and slowly pumped up and down.
His gasp was followed by a husky murmur, "Suck my cock."
Sounded like fun.
She sped up the pace a bit then slid off the chair and stood in front of it, straddling his outstretched legs. His cock stood front and center, looking big and tasty. She bent over, opened her mouth wide and took him in.
He tasted great, like outdoors and man and all things sexy and wild. She swirled her tongue round and round then traced a line down the underside to the curls coating his balls. She fondled them gently as she licked back up to the tip and took him as deeply as she could into her throat.
Under her forearm, she felt the muscles of his leg trembling. She felt the tug of his hand on her hair. The sting of his fingers digging into her shoulder. The sensations fueled the blaze burning inside her body.
Up and down, up and down he thrust his hips, fucking her mouth while holding her head still. Quite suddenly, he pushed her away.
Was something wrong?
She lifted her gaze to his face, saw the fierce hunger burning in his eyes. She didn't know why but she whimpered.
He was breathing heavily, his chest rising and falling with each gasping breath. The fine sheen coating his chest glistened in the flickering light of the fire and right then and there she decided she'd never, ever seen a sexier man. "Dammit woman," he said, sitting forward, "what you do to me." Looking like he might eat her up, he snatched up her hands in his and pulled, dragging her up against him again. Then he stood, taking her with him. Still holding her, he added, "It's my turn now."
What exactly did he have in mind?
He was losing control again. The beast was gaining strength, being fed by the delightful sensation of Abby's mouth on his cock. He had to stop it. Had to gather up his strength, hold off, even if there wasn't a cell in his body that wasn't screaming for a quick release.
He wanted to possess her. To spill his seed inside over and over and over again. Yet a tiny part of him knew he shouldn't, that to impregnate her could put her in more jeopardy than she was already in. Not to mention an innocent child. He'd taken her word for it the first time, that there could be no pregnancy but he didn't want to take that chance again.
He helped her to the floor, and once she was nude and lying comfortably on the thick rug before the fire, he pulled her knees apart. Her skin took on a golden glow from the fire. Her hair looked like flames fanned around her head. Her eyes were dark.
They said more than he suspected she knew.
He moistened a fingertip with his mouth then parted her labia. Her clit sat nestled under her damp curls, glistening with her juices. She arched her back the instant he touched her there.
Dammit, she looked so lovely, her tits pushed high into the air, her nipples pink points, beckoning him. Her soft legs parted, her cream coating her pussy. He wanted to sink his cock into her tight heat and fuck her hard. Fuck her until she screamed his name, until she begged him to do it over and over again.
No. No. Not like that.
He'd take her slow. He'd build up the tension until neither of them could stand it anymore. They'd find bliss together.
Yes, that's how she deserved to have it.
He started by eating her. She smelled incredible and tasted even better. He flicked his tongue over her clit while gliding two fingers into her tight canal. In and out they went, in time with the rhythm of his tongue. She moaned and groaned, threw her head from side to side and tensed up her legs, parting them wider for him.
"Yes, my sweet. That's the way. Open to me. Open wide."
The sound of her ragged breathing was like a tonic. It sent waves of wanting crashing through his body. Building, building. He had to have her. He needed her.
Now.
No. No!
He added two more fingers. She was tight around them. So hot and tight.
"Oh God," she shouted. Her body trembled beneath him. "No more. Please."
He didn't stop but he did slow down. His fingers dragged in and out of her at the pace of a turtle. Three tremors accompanied each push in and each pull out. His tongue continued to tease her clit but also slower. He used long swipes now instead of short flicks.
It was only when she screamed, "Fuck me now," that he stopped.
He gently rolled her onto her stomach then helped her onto her hands and knees.
"Yeah. That's the way. I want to fuck you from behind. I'm going to fuck your pussy and then I'm going to fuck your ass."
"Oh God," she squeaked.
He reached around her hip and stroked her clit while entering her in an agonizingly slow thrust. He felt every ridge in her inner walls as he drove deeper. And every inch as he pulled out again. She tossed her head back. Her hair fell in a spray of flashing gold over her shoulders and back. Fucking gorgeous.
She rocked back and forth, meeting his thrusts as he settled into an easy pace. Her inner walls gripped him tightly. Her juices coated his cock in sweet, slick heat. His balls tightened. The fire of his need threatened to consume him completely.
He could sense she was getting closer, that she was on the verge of orgasm. It was the scent in the air. Musky and sweet. It drove him crazy.
Unable to wait any longer, he pulled out of her pussy and after dampening her anus with some of her juices, pressed slowly into her ass.
Abby tensed beneath him. "It hurts."
"This is the best way. Relax for me, kitten." He moistened his fingers adding more lubrication. Dammit, she was tight and hot. When she opened to him, taking him all the way in, he stopped to give her a chance to get comfortable. He fucked her pussy with his fingers and she started shaking. "Touch your clit."
"Yes. Oh God, yes." Her fingernails grazed his knuckles as she traced a circle over her clit.
He met the rhythm of her strokes with the thrusts of cock and fingers until she was screaming her release. He followed a single heartbeat later, pumping his seed into her ass until there was nothing left. It just about killed him but he withdrew from her and let her lie down. He pulled the blanket from the chair, gathered her to him and covered them both up.
She pressed a single kiss to his shoulder and he smiled.
This was so right. So perfect. He didn't want it to end, even though he knew it had to. And sooner was better than later. He cared too much for Abby to let it go on any longer.
\*
Abby lay beside Tarik, soaking in the heat radiating from his body. His breathing had settled into the slow, steady pattern of sleep, his chest rising and falling with each breath. Lost in her thoughts, she watched him sleep. What to do? Things were obviously a whole lot more complicated than she could even imagine. His work was a big part of things. They'd tried to hold not only Tarik hostage but had also tried to kidnap her for some reason. Something to do with sex, if she'd understood Tarik's vague reference earlier. Or maybe it had something to do with kissing? She'd have to admit, her brain hadn't been running at top speed when he'd answered her question.
What had he said? Something about not being able to 'do this'? She wondered what
"this" he was referring to.
Good thing her brain was working okay now, not that it made coming to any kind of decision easier. There were so many unknown factors to consider.
She knew nothing about Omega, other than they didn't hesitate to operate outside of the law. How far they'd go, she had no idea. Had they truly intended on having a doctor look at her? Or had they had more nefarious intentions? Really, could she afford to assume anything but the worst?
Hell, no.
Whatever Omega had done to Tarik, they were going to some extreme measures to keep it secret. She had to assume that meant they might kill both of them if they had to.
She shivered.
This stuff was so out of the range of her normal life. Up to this point, the most unpleasant person she'd had to deal with was the bitch who'd stolen her boyfriend back in college. These guys were making Angel---her parents had obviously given their child the wrong name!---look like a creampuff.
And then there was Tarik himself. He wasn't just a handsome guy, a fuck buddy.
He was a gentleman. He was a considerate and giving lover. And he was a human being who deserved to make his own decisions about his life. Somehow he needed to get away from Omega.
She knew she'd have to help him as best she could. It was that rescue mentality kicking in again. She couldn't help it. Sure, she wasn't some crazy ass-kicking chick who could take down five men single-handedly. But she had a brain that worked pretty well most of the time, a rental SUV that could handle the worst roads, and more than her share of determination. Sometimes being stubborn had its advantages. At least in this case, it might help keep one innocent man who'd committed no crime from being imprisoned---or worse.
Then, once she'd assured his safety, she'd head back home and try to forget Tarik had ever existed. It was for the best, not only for her own good, but also for his. She sensed he wanted a woman to love, someone who would be around for the long haul, even though he'd said he'd probably never marry. The long haul stuff was so not her.
She was more a flavor-of-the-week kind of girl.
The only question remaining was how she'd help him? What was their next step?
She couldn't possibly take on a whole company, evil bosses and armed guards. She didn't know how to use a gun and violence wasn't her thing. She tended to run away from bullies rather than confront them. In this case, she figured running away was probably the best choice.
But run to where? They were literally in the middle of nowhere. There were no flights, thanks to the stupid air traffic controller's strike. She doubted there were any buses or trains that would get them far enough away to be safe. While she supposed Tarik could take to hiding out in some remote cabin, what kind of life would that be?
How would he earn money?
Tarik needed a job, a place to live...a life.
Oy, she'd barely been able to provide that for herself!
"You look worried," his voice cut into her thoughts.
She'd been so consumed by her deliberating, she hadn't realized she'd been lying there staring at an awake man. How long had his eyes been open? "There's plenty to worry about, don't you think?"
"Not for you. I won't let you worry about anything. You're here on vacation. You can go home whenever you like. I'll take care of everything."
The last time a guy had said those words to her, she'd ended up having to pay a mechanic to put a new engine in her car. Her ex-boyfriend Jack had failed to put a belt on properly and her rods or whatever those vital engine parts were called ended up getting ruined.
"What're your plans?"
He shook his head. "I don't want you getting involved."
"Too late there, buster." She regretted those words the second they'd passed through her lips. Tarik looked like he'd killed a kitten or something. "Sorry," she said, reaching for him. "Sometimes I'm so flippant. I get sarcastic when I'm stressed out. I didn't mean to hurt your feelings."
He stood and opening a nearby armoire, pulled out a pair of pants. He held them up to his waist, obviously to check the fit. "What're you apologizing for?" He sat on the couch and shoved one foot into a pant leg then did the same with the other. "You're right. You are involved. And it's my fault. Which is why I'm handling this whole thing.
I won't see you get sucked in any deeper." He yanked up his pants and fastened the fly.
Men had such fragile egos. Why was it necessary for them to take on the world by themselves?
She swallowed a sigh. "As much as I trust you could do this without my help, I still can't see turning my back and skipping off into the Alaskan sunset. I don't see you being the kind of guy to go all Rambo and charge into Omega with guns blazing."
"Frankly, that's exactly what I was thinking."
"Liar."
"Cool. My buddy left his cell phone. This could come in handy." He pocketed the phone he'd found on top of the armoire then sat next to her. His arms were crossed over his chest, a pose she found especially appealing because it made his biceps look huge. "I suppose you have a better plan?"
"Yes, as a matter of fact, I do. Though I haven't nailed down the finer details yet."
"Let's hear what you've got."
"Okay. It's really quite simple." She hesitated but he encouraged her to go on with a nod. "We run."
He stared at her for a minute but didn't speak. She had to give it to him, he didn't bust into raucous laughter. Nor did he flatly refuse to consider her suggestion. In fact, he seemed to be waiting for her to tell him more about The Brilliant Plan. Too bad there wasn't much more to tell.
"Like I said," she continued, figuring she'd be forced to talk her way through the problem. "I haven't settled all the details yet. But I'm thinking it makes more sense to just get away from all this instead of attacking a bunch of people with who knows what kind of weapons and power behind them."
He seemed to consider what she said carefully. "You have a point."
"You agree then? That we should leave?"
"I'm beginning to appreciate the fact that it might be a good plan, at least for now."
"I was trying to figure out where to go."
"I'm thinking heading for Canada would be best. I have a driver's license...though I'm not sure it's exactly legal."
"Oh boy."
"It's worth a try. If what my boss said is true and I don't exist here in the United States, maybe I can find a way to gain citizenship in Canada under an assumed name.
Without any legal records here in Alaska, I should be untraceable."
"Good, then we'll head south. In my rental car, I guess. We'll need to fill the tank.
I'm guessing the northwestern part of Canada is pretty much like this. Lots of nature.
Not a lot of Citgos. Wish I had rented something smaller that gets better gas mileage.
Back home, there are gas stations on practically every corner."
"We can head down to White Moose by way of Dawson City. It'll be a long drive, at least ten hours, but at least it should be relatively safe at this time of year. And we can break it up a bit, maybe have dinner in Eagle Ridge."
It wasn't easy but she resisted the urge to grimace. Long car rides were not something she enjoyed. In fact, she hated them. Granted, the scenery would probably be breathtaking. And she wasn't talking about the scenery outside.
But ten hours? Ugh.
Evidently, being a bear-man meant Tarik could read minds---or more likely, read her body language. As much as she tried to hide her lack of enthusiasm for the upcoming road trip, he knew she was not thrilled. He gripped her upper arms and stared long and hard in her eyes, like he was trying to hypnotize her. "You don't have to do this."
"I want to help you."
"We can find another way to get you home, a bus---"
"You think that's going to be better? It would probably take twice as long by bus.
No, I'm fine. At least we'll be able to make pit stops and perhaps take an occasional break to admire the mountains or flowers or whatever. I wish those stupid air traffic controllers would get back to work. I'd fly home tomorrow. It was a blessedly short flight from Detroit. But then again, what if those thugs know where I live? Oh..." her words trailed off as she realized for the first time how unlikely it was that she'd be able to simply go home and resume her life like nothing had happened. This Omega wasn't some junior high bully picking on a convenient target. This was a company with a lot to lose and probably gobs of money and resources. Probably long arms and lots of eyes, like the U.S. government. "We haven't thought this completely through yet, have we?"
"Not completely. No. It's possible they could find out where you live and work. I don't think you'll be safe until I settle things with Torborg. But I'm not ready to deal with him yet. I need some time to look into some things. And I know if I show up at Omega right now, there'll be an army there waiting for me. No, it's better if he comes looking for me and I confront him when I'm ready."
"But will he go looking for you? Or will he send Joe the Kidnapper?"
"I'm thinking he'll come himself and try to talk me into returning to Anchorage with him. If he doesn't, I'll just have to improvise, find a way to make him come to me.
I've been working for the man for years. I've always considered him a mentor. A friend.
I'll admit he's harder to read than ancient Greek, but I think he'd want to keep this as quiet as possible. Sending a bunch of assassins to fill me with lead won't accomplish what he's after. For one thing, he'd risk someone finding proof of what he's done."
"Your body?"
"My DNA."
"Oh."
He motioned toward the kitchen. "We'd better take all the supplies we can, in case we're forced to sleep in the truck. Blankets. Food. Cash. Clothes. Whatever we can find.
We may be roughing it for a few days. I just hope my buddy does a better job stocking his pantry than some other person I know." He winked.
Abby really wished she could get over her rescue complex.
"They're gone. We tracked down the cabin the woman was renting and there's no sign she'll be returning. No luggage. No food. I've been to Tarik's place. He hasn't been there in a while." Security officer Raul Zant stood just inside Torborg's office, stiff as a Marine on the first day of basic training.
Torborg forced himself to set the phone he'd been holding in the cradle, rather than slam it. Things were not going the way he'd planned. Not by a long shot, and he was fucking tired of hearing bad news. Didn't anyone understand how important it was to get a handle on this situation? Had he failed to communicate that effectively? What the fuck would it take to make these morons understand? "Dammit, I need them in custody today. Now. Not later. Not tomorrow. Not next week. They must be stopped before something happens to complicate our situation further. I'm trusting you to find them and bring them back here without making a scene. You're Evert's friend. Hasn't he called? Talk some sense into him."
"No, he hasn't called. But I have good news."
"Good. I need some good news about now."
"We've located the rental company Miss Clumm rented the car from, and she hasn't returned it yet. We have license plate numbers and a make and model. We'll find her."
"Excellent. If they haven't already headed into Canada, they won't get across the border. I've had Evert's identification tagged."
"And they can't fly."
"Good." The red call indicator light blinked on his phone. Knowing who was likely calling, he stared at it. His gut wound into a tight knot.
"Sir, we'll have them here by tomorrow. I'd be willing to bet they're driving to the border. We'll catch them when they try to cross. I have agents heading to Eagle Ridge now."
"Excellent," he said, distracted by the light which was continuing to blink. Fuck, he'd have to take the call.
"It's too bad it came to this. I don't know what's going on here, but I've known Tarik for a long time. He's an okay guy...I don't believe he'd ever do anything illegal or immoral..."
Torborg heard the regret in the security guard's voice and knew he had to reassure the man he meant Tarik no harm. If he failed, he knew he risked losing the guard's loyalty. He needed everyone on his team right now, more than ever. "Let me make one thing clear. Tarik is like the son I never had, and I'm not intending on hurting him. But he's ill and needs treatment. We need to get him into the hospital immediately...before it's too late."
"Yes, sir. I'll do my best."
"I'm counting on it. Your friend's life depends upon it."
\*
It was amazing how close a girl could get to a person when taking a road trip. In the time it took for them to drive to Eagle Ridge, Alaska, a tiny town that barely qualified as an intersection, she'd learned a whole lot about Tarik, both what he'd been raised to believe about himself and what he'd been told more recently. It probably wasn't P.C. for a girl to feel sorry for a guy, at least from the guy's point of view. Men tended to despise any form of pity. But really, how terrible.
Tarik had thought all along that he was your average brilliant genetic researcher, or at least a member of the species Homo sapiens. How awful to find out that everything he'd believed about himself was a lie, right down to the most basic of truths. He wasn't entirely human, nor was he an animal. He was some kind of genetic experiment.
Being the kind of girl she was, Abby found herself feeling more and more compelled to do what she could to help him deal with it all. He didn't talk a lot, at least not as much as she would've, had the roles been reversed. If she'd found out her parents weren't her parents and she'd been concocted by her coworkers years earlier in a petri dish, her DNA fused with an animal's, she would've been on a rant for hours.
And she could pretty much guarantee that even out there in the boonies, there'd be plenty of people who would've heard her bitch about it. Anyone within several miles, she'd bet.
Tarik, in contrast, spoke softly, calmly. He talked science to her, about things she couldn't even begin to comprehend. It was kind of cute. He threw words like gene splicing and genome around like an NBA star would toss around a basketball. The way he spoke the words, with such quiet awe, it was like he verbally caressed them. It was clear he loved the work he did, and was very committed to the good that might come out of it someday.
She found herself wanting him to talk about her the same way, with equal respect and dare she say it...adoration. Love.
Whether she'd wanted to or not, during that car ride and meal in Eagle Ridge's only restaurant, while she listened and shared, she fell in love with Tarik, the man. Tarik the beast. Tarik the being. She realized it as she sat across from him, watching him devour a patty melt and basket of fries. He gave her the very last bite of the slice of chocolate pie they'd shared. Any man who did that was a keeper.
Her mood turned dark as they returned to the truck. Very soon they'd be going their separate ways. Tarik had it all planned out. They'd head into Canada. He knew of a town not far from the border where he could get internet access on his laptop. After doing a little research, he was going to contact his former boss and plead his case.
They'd meet. Tarik would convince him to leave them alone, and then she'd either head south, toward the southern United States-Canada border, or to the nearest airport.
Rumors were the air traffic controller's strike was just about over. In no time, she'd be back home and Tarik would remain in Canada and everything would be normal again.
Shit.
No, she wasn't exactly thrilled about that last part, but what other choice did she have? She had a job to go home to. Bills to pay. A best friend. A life.
Why did her life feel so empty when it had never felt that way before? She'd been content with the way things were going, all the way up until she'd stepped foot in this beautiful, wild place. Even when she'd first arrived in Alaska, she'd still been anxious to return home. It was sometime later, after she'd spent a night or two with Tarik that her attitude toward her former life had changed. She guessed it had been a gradual process, not sudden. There'd been no Big Moment when the violins had played and she'd suddenly seen her life with new clarity and all of life's mysteries had been solved.
Really, did it matter how it had happened? How she'd gone from being quite pleased with her life to downright depressed.
No. Because it made no difference in the long run. She still had to go home and go on with things because that was what everyone did, at least everyone who kept themselves out of the mental wards of hospitals.
Maybe, if she was still in a funk after a week or two, she'd follow Katie's advice and talk to that guy who ran the dating service downtown. Perhaps she'd finally had her fill of casual sex.
"You're very quiet again. Are you okay?" Tarik was sitting beside her, in the passenger seat. They'd both agreed it was probably best he didn't drive, just in case he decided to do the bear-morphing thing again. He hadn't changed into a bear in a while, since that time at the hotel, but she wasn't about to take her chances. Even though she was positive Tarik's mind still operated like a human being when he was in bear form, she didn't think he'd be able to drive. There were few things she feared more than being in a car accident, thanks to an unfortunate event that had happened when she was sixteen. A few weeks after getting her driver's license, the car she'd been driving was hit head-on by a driver who'd had a seizure. Years later, the sound of metal colliding against metal still echoed in her head.
"I'm fine. Just trying to plan my next move---our next move." She sounded tired, even to her own ears.
He took her hand in his and held it gently. His thumb brushed over the top of her hand, soft as feathers.
It was something, how tender Tarik could be sometimes. Quiet and warm and sensitive. And then at other times he was sexy and strong and wild. Such an odd---but wonderful!---combination. "I'm sorry you're caught up in this. I'd give anything to end it right now. It's like a nightmare I can't wake up from. I'm sorry for dragging you into this mess. Turn right at the next intersection."
"It's not your fault." She followed his direction and turned at the corner. "You had no idea what was going on. I feel bad for you. Learning everything you believed about yourself was a lie. Learning you have no family. No ties to anyone. That you basically don't exist to anyone or anything but Omega." And me!
"Yeah. Well. As soon as I can get onto the internet, I'm going to get the facts. And then I'll deal with Torborg. I still have friends in Omega. I'm hoping they'll help me. Or if I have to, I'll hack into the system. It's not like I haven't done it before. When I'm through digging up dirt on Torborg, he won't have a choice but to leave you alone."
She nodded and drove the remaining couple of miles to the customs station in Bear Creek, Yukon, listening to the radio. She half expected to hear the DJ break in with a news bulletin about a couple of dangerous felons making a run for Canada. A Bear Creek Police cruiser passed them about a half mile from the station, and she held her breath, expecting him to turn around and flip on the lights. He didn't. Still very nervous, she looked at Tarik just before pulling up to the little station squatting next to a school.
"If there's any delay getting through, we'll just turn back and find another way."
"Okay."
They rolled to a stop and Abby gave the man standing inside looking tired a friendly smile. "Good evening," she said as cheerily as she could.
He gave her a smile that said "I just want to go home". "Identification, please."
Abby handed him her Michigan driver's license then turned to Tarik. He lifted his hips, slid a hand into his back pocket and pulled out his Alaska driver's license and handed it to her. She didn't look at it before passing it to the border patrol officer.
"There you are, sir. We're just heading into White Moose for some sightseeing. I'm vacationing in Alaska for the week."
"Uh-huh." The officer held one ID card in each hand. His gaze hopped back and forth from them to Abby's and Tarik's faces. Then he glanced down at the counter in front of him. "One moment." His eyebrows furrowed, he held up an index finger.
Abby gave Tarik a worried look but didn't say anything. He didn't speak either. His expression was blank.
"Miss, I need you to pull your car into the parking lot, please," the man in the booth said a moment later.
She swiveled her head and tried not to look like a shoplifter who'd just been caught with a watermelon up her skirt. "Sure. Okay."
This time, she gave Tarik a "what now?" look.
He whispered, "Back up."
"But what about my license?" she whispered. "I can't fly without it."
"Back up," he repeated.
And so, despite some serious reservations about leaving her sole piece of identification in the hands of the Canadian border patrol, she threw the car into reverse and hit the gas. As she turned to watch behind her, she caught the surprised expression on the man's face.
After she'd cleared the booth, Tarik grabbed the steering wheel and gave it a swift jerk, making the truck spin around. Before she realized it, they were driving forward again, although now they were headed back toward Eagle Ridge.
She sucked in a deep breath. "Now I have no idea how I'll get home. No way I can fly without my identification."
"We'll worry about that later. If you'd parked, we would've ended up in handcuffs.
I've been back and forth across that border many times. No one's ever asked me to pull over. Torborg must've done something to keep me from crossing into Canada."
"What are we going to do now?"
"Check into a hotel and get a little sleep."
"Is it safe to do that?"
"Yes. I doubt he'll get the local authorities involved, since he's trying to keep this quiet. So, even if he knows we're in Eagle Ridge, it'll take a few hours to get someone over here. By the time they arrive, we'll be long gone."
"Then you have a plan?"
"Sure. But rest first. You're going to need it. I was hoping it wouldn't come to this.
We've got to ditch this truck."
\*
This time, as they carried their luggage and supplies into the dingy little motel room they were sharing, Abby told herself she'd have to be the one to get things rolling, so to speak. Her heart weighed more than a load of bricks. She was scared and confused and aching to be held. She ached to caress Tarik and comfort him. To make him feel special and adored and less like some kind of scientific disaster. She wanted him to feel like a man, a man who had someone who cared for him. Even if it was only for one more night.
She'd never been real good at being a seductress. Acting the part of seductee had always been more fun. She had to admit she had a bit of a submissive streak in her. In her book, nothing beat having a strong, sexually aggressive and skilled lover take complete control in the bedroom. Although Tarik hadn't exactly pulled out the handcuffs and whips, he'd proven he had the heart of a dominant. The whole animal thing actually made him seem even sexier. More dangerous. Wild. Grrrrroooowwwwllll.
After Tarik had carted in the last of their gear and stowed the truck way in the back of the parking lot, he flopped onto the bed and gave her a crooked, tired smile.
Oh yes, things were heating up nicely.
Being in a mood to do something completely contrary to her nature, she turned on the charm, gave him her best come-hither look, and pushed her jacket off her shoulders.
It landed on the floor behind her as she took a few hip-swinging steps his way. "Please tell me you aren't too tired."
"Too tired for what?" He blinked.
Yeah. Right. She wasn't buying the clueless act and he knew it. His smile was testimony to that fact. But would he continue to play dumb to see how far she'd take it?
Come and get me, Dangerous. I'm in the mood for some playtime.
A sparkle glimmered in his eyes. It appeared he either lacked the willpower to continue their game or simply didn't care to keep it going. Before she had drawn in a breath to give him a more direct invitation, he jumped up and practically tackled her.
Her feet literally left the floor as he scooped her into his arms, turned and tossed her on the bed.
It became instantly clear the mattress had seen better days and the bed's frame hadn't been tested in some time. There were a couple of loud squeaks as she bounced, then a popping sound and then a loud thud. The mattress dropped about a foot and a half. Abby squealed in surprise and then fell into eye-watering, belly-clenching laughter. The tears flowed like champagne at a wedding. She couldn't stop them. And she just about peed her pants when Tarik got all studly and pounced on the bed with her, and a loud rattle and crunch followed. "We. Broke. The. Bed," she said between guffaws.
To her glee, he turned all jungle cat and lunged forward, knocking her on her back.
Holding his upper body over hers on outstretched arms thicker than her thighs, he looked down at her like she was his next meal.
What an absolutely delightful place to be! Hungry, are you?
He licked his lips and lowered his head to give her a toe-curler of a kiss. It started out soft and sensual, mostly lips, a little bit of teeth. She loved a man who could take his time with a kiss. It suggested he'd take his time with other things too.
After teasing her mouth with his for a while, he set his tongue exploring. It delved into her mouth, caressed her own tongue, checked out the scene further inside then left to find new and unconquered territory---her ear. The entire left side of her body became covered with goose bumps and little bursts of heat shot through her bloodstream. She lifted her arms to reach for him, but he caught her wrists in his hands and pushed them up over her head until they were pressed against the mattress.
She was ready to melt now! Whimpering because she couldn't speak, she took one last, wandering look at the wonder that was Tarik and then let her eyelids fall closed, shutting her into the dark world of her desire. Sensations intensified as he ran his tongue down her neck. Touches felt stronger, more erotic. Sounds louder. She licked her lips, tasting the sweet flavor of his kiss and balled her hands into tight fists.
Did he have any idea how much she wanted him now?
"You're absolutely perfect. Do you know that?" he asked with a husky voice that made him sound like he'd just run a marathon. Before she could answer, he added, "I want you so much."
Take me! Take me! Hoping he'd get the message, she kicked off one of her boots then followed up with the other one.
The man proved once again how well he read her mind, body language, whatever.
He unsnapped her jeans and yanked them off. When she started to move her hands to help him, he growled, "No. Don't move."
She was really loving this! "Okay," she said cheerily, returning her hands to their former position above her head.
"If I could, I'd tie you up. I can tell you've been waiting for this, for a man who'll take control in the bedroom."
Yes, yes!
"You want to surrender to your man, don't you?"
"Yes," she said on a sigh. But only you. Only this man.
"You will surrender to me."
She felt herself smiling as he roughly removed the rest of her clothing until she was flat on her back, arms up, hands clasped together above her head, breasts pushed high into the air.
Her legs were flat on the bed, pressed together. She knew they wouldn't stay that way long.
He ran a fingertip down her body, starting at the base of her throat. Down, between her breasts...the center of her stomach...into her bellybutton. It stopped just a bit north of her pussy. Her thighs clenched as expectation pulled her muscles into knots.
Her own breathing echoed in her head. Fast and shallow. In between panting breaths quiet little sighs and moans slipped between her lips. She wanted more. So much more.
He slid his hands between her knees and pushed outward, forcing them apart, wide, wider, wider. The cool air chilled her wet pussy, making her shiver. "Mmmm. I love the way you smell."
She loved the way he sounded. And looked. And felt. And smelled too.
His hair tickled the insides of her thighs as he lowered his head to taste her.
At the first touch of his tongue to her nether lips, she clenched her stomach and tipped her hips, silently begging him to deepen his touches. She needed him inside her.
Her pussy was burning with the urge to be filled. How long would he make her wait?
He parted her labia with his fingers and flickered his tongue back and forth over her clit. The motion sent little jolts of pleasure buzzing up her spine. Bursts of white light exploded behind her closed eyelids and she sucked in a few clipped gasps.
More, more, more!
He pushed two fingers inside her while continuing to torment her clit with that agile tongue of his. Oh, she was going to die. Or had she already died...and gone to heaven?
To hell with thinking or wondering.
More, more!
"I want to give you everything you've ever fantasized about. I want to be everything you've ever fantasized about."
A tremble wound up Abby's spine. Tarik didn't know it, but he had already lived up to that promise. And then some.
With every light flicker of his tongue and thrust of his fingers, he carried her closer and closer to climax. It was going to end fast this time, too fast. She moaned.
He stopped tormenting her clit and pussy, instead tickling the insides of her thighs with tender kisses. "What do you imagine? Tell me. What do you think about when you masturbate?" He ran his index finger along her slit but didn't push it inside. "I'm guessing you masturbate a lot. You're such a sensual woman."
Out of instinct, she rocked her hips back and forth. Her insides were burning up with a fever only he could cure. The problem was, she knew that even if he did bring her to climax, the fever would return. Again, and again, and again.
"Tell me," he repeated, reminding her that he was waiting for a response.
"A strong, dangerous man in control."
"Yes, kitten. Anything else?"
She felt him leave her, heard him unzipping her suitcases. "What are you doing?"
She opened her eyes.
He was still dressed, standing over her stacked suitcases in the corner of the room.
The top one was opened and he was holding a pair of socks in one hand, her scarf in the other. "Looking for stuff. Now close your eyes."
She giggled. "What kind of stuff?"
"You ask too many questions. I'm in control. That's all you need to know."
After rooting around in her suitcases for a while longer, he returned to the bed. The springs groaned under his weight and her nerve endings tingled as she pulled in a deep breath. The scent of Tarik and woods filled her nostrils. In her mind's eye, she imagined them together in the woods. She'd never done it outside. Never thought to. Not with all the bugs and snakes and critters. But with Tarik, she decided it might be fun. She would make love with him outside. Someday. And it would be wonderful.
While she imagined herself lying naked on a grassy clearing in a forest, he tied something around her wrists, securing them together. Then he kissed his way down her body until he reached her ankles.
"You are everything I've ever fantasized about. Did you know that, Abby?" he murmured as he pulled her ankles apart. Her heart was beating against her breastbone like a kangaroo trying to bust loose from a cage by the time he'd tied them. Her legs were wide apart. She was stretched out in preparation for some kind of delightful torture.
"If I had the chance, I'd make love to you like this every night. No, every morning, noon and night."
If. No, when. She wanted it to be when.
He trailed a slick path with his tongue up the inside of one of her legs. "I'd tie you up and tease you until you begged me for completion." He fucked her hard with his fingers until she was gasping and yanking on her restraints. He added a finger in her ass too, which acted to spike her temperature to at least a thousand degrees.
"More. Oh God. More!"
"Mmmm. You're an impatient little thing, aren't you?"
She heard the quavering of his voice. She wasn't the only one losing patience.
"Yes." She pulled at the restraints holding her ankles. There wasn't a single cell in her body not screaming for release. She was burning up from head to toe. Aching and trembling and tense.
"Oh yes, wider. I want your legs wider. I want to see your pussy when you come. I want to smell that wonderful scent when I give you release." He untied her ankles and pushed them back, until her knees were bent and her legs were as wide as they could be. Then he tied them again. To what, she had no idea. She didn't give a damn.
"What about these tits? Do you like a little bit of pain when you fuck?" He simultaneously stroked her clit and pinched one of her nipples. The sharp pain and sweet pleasure blended together, threatening to send her over the edge. He stopped just before she sailed over the last hurdle to completion.
She nearly cried in frustration.
He kissed one corner of her mouth then the other. "Look at me."
She opened her eyes.
His were focused on hers. Wide and warm. They were dark but full of tenderness.
"I came to you because I had to have you. I had to possess you. But I've stayed with you because I need you."
His confession brought tears to her eyes. She hadn't realized how much she'd longed to hear those words from him. And she hadn't realized how much she ached to tell him she loved him. But she wouldn't. No. She couldn't. It wouldn't be fair to either of them.
He settled over top of her and she shuddered as his dick prodded at her slit. He glided into her slowly, the leisurely pace of his thrusts making the most of every intimate stroke. He made love to her. Stroked her. Held her. Kissed her.
His cock drove in and out of her, taking, claiming, but his touches and whispered promises were sweet and sincere. What had started out as a hot fuck ended as lovemaking beyond her wildest dreams. Lovemaking she'd never forget, no matter how long she lived.
And when it was through, he untied her and held her until she drifted off to sleep.
As she slipped into her dreams, she swore she heard him whisper, "I love you, kitten."
\*
"Wake up, sweetheart." Tarik's deep, husky voice entered her dreams once again.
In her mind's eye, she saw his face. He smiled. "Time to get up. We have a long walk ahead of us. We need to get going."
Slowly, her dreams faded and the sensations of the world around her penetrated the haze of sleep. She didn't want to move. Didn't want to open her eyes. She just wanted to go back to sleep and dream some more. There, in the world of her fantasies, none of the bad stuff existed. Only good. Tarik. He loved her.
"What time is it?" Her voice was gritty from lack of sleep. It felt like she'd drifted off only fifteen minutes ago.
"Just after three."
She groaned and dragged the pillow over her face. "Why do we need to leave so early?"
"We need to get moving if we want to clear the Canadian Customs before sunrise. I don't want to tangle with Torborg until I've had a chance to get online, but if we're going to get into town by a decent hour, we're going to have to catch a ride from someone to White Moose. It'll take us days to walk."
"We're going to hitchhike?"
"Sure. It'll be safe. Most of the time the only people driving these roads at night are vacationers in RV's and truckers. I figure either way, we'll be comfortable. Besides, those boots of yours aren't exactly the kind of footwear required for hiking. Your feet would be shreds if we walked. It's only a few hours down to White Moose by car. We can be down there by breakfast. I'll buy you steak and eggs at the White Moose Grill."
That set her mouth a-watering. Quite suddenly she realized she was starving.
"Steak sounds good."
"Let's go." Since he was already dressed and ready to head out, he did a lot of pacing as she dressed, put on some makeup, ate a snack and gathered her things. She knew they'd have some walking to do, so there was no way they'd be able to take everything they'd managed to haul to the motel, but she was determined to take everything she could. She crammed as much into her rolling suitcase as would fit---the thing had to weigh eighty pounds!---wrapped a blanket around her shoulders and nodded. "Ready."
He gave her one of those no-way looks and pointed at the suitcase sitting on one end beside her. "You can't take that thing."
"Why not? It's heavy but it rolls. I need the stuff in there."
"Hot rollers?"
"Yes, hot rollers. We're heading into a city, right? What if we decide to go out for some drinks? My hair's frizzy if I don't curl it."
"You look fantastic without going to all that fuss. Besides, I doubt there'll be anyone there you'd want to impress. Take the small bag. Put a few clothes in it. Warm clothes.
Some food. And let's go. We're not going to be walking along the road. If we're going to get past customs, we're going to have to cut through the woods. That thing'll slow us down. A lot."
The woods? They were going to be walking in the woods? In the dark? Was that safe? She'd spent more than enough time on this trip thinking she was going to be snack for a bear.
"Are you bringing the gun?" she asked.
"No, I wasn't planning on it. Why? I thought it made you too nervous."
"Well, yeah. It did. When I thought you might use it to shoot people. But I'm not about to hike in woods in the wilds of Canada without one. What if we run across a grizzly?"
"We'll leave it alone and it'll most likely leave us alone." He tossed the mostly empty carryon bag onto the bed and opened it.
"Most likely?" She pushed the larger suitcase onto its back and reluctantly opened it. She hated to leave all her belongings behind, but perhaps after it was all over, she could call the hotel and ask them to ship them home? That was an idea. She could live with that. She pulled out the warmest pieces she'd brought with her, along with some underwear, and packed them into the smaller bag.
"I'm just thinking the gun is a bad idea," Tarik said, as he set about pacing again. "I wouldn't want to get caught by border patrol armed on public lands. It isn't hunting season. I could be arrested. It's bad enough we're illegally crossing the border. Besides, I doubt I could shoot someone. No, it's better if we leave it behind. Honestly, I can't remember the last time I read about a grizzly attack in the paper."
Was he telling her the truth or telling her what he thought she wanted to hear?
Being totally ignorant of animals while vacationing in Alaska was a bit of a complication. "Okayyyy." When she'd stuffed as much as she could into the small suitcase, she zipped it closed and nodded toward the door. "I'm ready. I guess." She didn't sound ready.
Standing like a sentry next to the door, he caught her shoulders in his hands and looked into her eyes. "Trust me. I'll keep you safe. No matter what."
She believed him. After giving him a nod and a weak smile she said, "Let's go." She followed him out into the dark night.
\*
"Okay. You were right. I'm dying," Abby admitted after her suitcase became snagged once again on a fallen log. Northwest Canada's forests weren't as scrubby as Michigan's. The shrubs growing under the trees weren't as dense, but there were lots and lots of other obstacles to stumble over as one made their way in the dark. And her having never been the outdoorsy-type, she was that much less equipped to handle the strain. They'd been walking for what was probably less than an hour and already she felt like it had been days. She had a new respect for pioneer women who'd traveled on foot to parts unknown. They were clearly made of stronger stuff than she was.
Probably wore better shoes though too.
Tarik, being the gentleman that he was, offered once again to carry her bag. But she was stubborn and wouldn't accept his help. After all, she'd been the one to insist on taking the stupid thing in the first place. Why should she be a sissy and make him lug it around for her? She was no diva. She was a girl who took care of herself. Paid her share.
Carried her own luggage.
Even if it was going to kill her.
"Wait. I just need to get a better grip." She stopped walking and pulled blindly at the stuck bag while cursing fallen trees and the lack of a full moon or flashlight. When it didn't break free, she added another round of colorful curses.
"Give me that," Tarik barked, sounding more amused than angry. He snatched the handle out of her hand and yanked it away from her before she could stop him.
"Hey! I was getting it."
"You're too damn stubborn for your own good."
"I've had a few people tell me that. Now give it back." Almost completely blind, she lunged in the general direction of his voice. She found nothing but air. "Where'd you go?"
"Here." His hand, big and warm and reassuring, closed around hers and he pulled her gently forward. "Take small steps. There are some tree roots here. I don't want you to fall."
"Thanks." It was a whole lot easier going without the added burden of the suitcase, on top of the challenge of walking in the dark in unfamiliar territory. "I promise I'll carry it once we get out of these woods. I can't see a thing."
"Really?" He sounded genuinely surprised. "You can't see anything?"
"Nothing. That surprises you?"
"I can see fine," he said, sounding bewildered. "I guess I never realized I was different from other people...outside of maybe being a little stronger than some of the other kids when I was a kid."
She wasn't about to tell him he was easy at least twice as strong as any man she'd ever dated. And she hadn't dated one hundred-pound weaklings either. Her last boyfriend had spent more than his share of time in the gym pumping the proverbial iron. He pumped more than that, she'd realized sometime later. Like the towel girl, the Pilates instructor and a few of the gym's regular customers. But that was beside the point.
No, it was clear by the tone of Tarik's voice that he yearned to feel normal, like he was no different from any other man on the planet. Like he'd always assumed he was.
And she was inspired, as she stumbled along behind him, gripping the waistband of his pants and using it to keep herself on her feet, to list all the ways he was exactly like any other male who'd trod upon the Earth.
"That whole seeing-in-the-dark thing is such a minor issue, when you look at the big picture," she said. "To me, you're like any other guy."
"Did you forget that I turn into a bear?"
"No. But it's not like you turn into a bear every hour, or even every day. It's been a while since I saw you in bear form. At least...what? What day is it? I've lost track."
"It's been less than forty-eight hours since I last changed."
"Doesn't matter. You're still one hundred percent guy to me. You pass gas when you sleep."
"Dogs do that."
"You scratch when you wake up. That's a guy thing."
"Apes probably do that too."
She jerked on his pants in a show of frustration. "Oh, for heaven's sake! You're looking for reasons to compare yourself to an animal. If you ask me, the average American male is at least fifty percent animal. If I understood your long and confusing explanation of genetics, you're less than one percent bear. In my opinion, that makes you genetically superior to your standard human male."
"Nice try," he said dryly. He was obviously not going to make this easy.
She stumbled over something on the ground and crashed into his back. While struggling to get her feet back under herself, she asked, "Can I ask, why is it so important? Why do you need to be like everyone else?"
He stopped walking. "Why? Because all my adult life I've been studying what makes mankind different from all the rest of creation, and trying to find ways to overcome our physical shortcomings. Disease, aging. Now I have to face the fact that I'm less than what I thought I was. A lot less."
"Or more."
"How can being part animal be more?"
"I can list people who were no doubt one hundred percent genetically human but who were no better than animals. Hitler. That serial killer, Son of Sam. Some politicians...need I go on? No person is the sum of their DNA. They're so much more than strings of protein, don't you think? I mean, if you had a child who had a genetic mutation or whatever, would he or she be less than human to you?" Not knowing whether he could see her or not, but suspecting he could, she shrugged. "It's that half-empty, half-full thing, I guess. The way I see it---being a girl who couldn't care less about genetics---you're more than the average guy. You're stronger, smarter, loyal and brave, better in bed...and I'll probably never be content with another 'normal' man again."
Silence.
Uh-oh. What was he thinking? Did he think she was ready to drag him to the altar?
She was so not going there. In fact, she was still operating under the assumption that they'd be going their separate ways once this whole Omega thing was straightened out, not that she was particularly thrilled about it.
"Could you just pretend I didn't say that last part?" she murmured.
He didn't respond, which meant he wasn't about to forget. Wouldn't you know it, her bear-man had to have the memory of an elephant? At least he started walking again.
A few minutes later, they broke through the dense forest. They were standing in a ditch. Up above was a road. Oh, what a beautiful sight!
"Does this mean we're ready to catch a ride?" she asked, trying not to get too hopeful. She reached for her suitcase, but Tarik refused to hand it over, regardless of the mean-eyes she gave him.
"I'm carrying it and that's the way it is," he said.
"See? Typical male stubbornness. You're definitely human in my book."
He grunted and started trudging up the incline toward the road, pulling her along as he walked. She was grateful for the help. Her legs were pretty much shot by then and she knew she wouldn't have made it up on her own.
He stopped when they reached the top, set the bag on the ground and gave her a long look. His back was to the moon, so it wasn't easy to make out his expression. And his eyes were hidden under a heavy shadow, but she could see his mouth. It looked yummy and kissable and scrumptious. She wanted to kiss him and make him forget all about that man-beast thing. Who cared if he sprouted fur from time to time? She didn't.
She licked her lips, preparing to act on that impulse when her all but forgotten cell phone rang. Stunned, since the minute she'd arrived in Alaska she'd been unable to get a signal, she scrambled to find it. Where had she put it? In one of her coat pockets? She patted herself, discovering the lump as it rang for the fourth time. Too late. Damn. But at least she could see who it had been. Maybe whoever it had been would leave a message.
She pulled it from her coat and flipped it open. The lit screen glared in the dark and she had to squint to read it.
Katie's cell number. Maybe she had some good news? Abby checked the signal indicator. Two bars. She might be able to make a call out. She hit the Send button and crossed her fingers.
Good news. Give me some good news.
Katie's cheerful, "Hey, stranger! Wh---" was like the song of angels.
"Oh. My. God! Katie! Where are you? I have so much to tell you but I don't know if we'll get cut off." Abby smiled at Tarik and mouthed, "My friend, Katie."
"Where are you?" Katie asked.
"I'm not sure. Somewhere in Canada." Abby looked up and down the stretch of road but saw no signs. "We're next to a road---"
"Canada? What're you doing in Canada in the middle of the night? Why aren't you at the cabin?"
"Long story. Where are you?"
"At the cabin, which, by the way, is empty. Where's your stuff? And I'm not happy with you. You didn't come and get me at the airport. I had to rent a car."
"You're here? In Alaska? And you have a car? And your phone works? There is a God!" She hopped up and down and grabbed Tarik's arm. "She's here! She can come and get us."
Tarik nodded.
"Listen," Abby said to Katie, not wanting to risk losing the connection---when she got home she was switching cell phone companies to the one Katie used! "I'm going to give the phone to somebody else, and I want you to take down some directions. Okay?
And make sure you bring all your stuff. And your driver's license. You're not going back. Got it?"
"What's going on?"
"Just get a pencil and listen. I'll tell you when you get here."
For the first time in who knew how many days, Abby felt like things were going to be okay. She handed Tarik the phone and he gave Katie detailed directions on how to find them. Then after making Katie promise to call when she arrived in Bear Creek, they skidded back down the sloping ditch to wait for her.
She was more than grateful for Tarik's offer to hold her as they sat on a fallen log to rest for a bit. She was cozy and safe and warm in his arms. There, with a bazillion brilliant stars overhead, he kissed her. It wasn't a demanding, taking kind of kiss. It was a sweet, romantic, gentle but oh-so-sensual kiss. A kiss she knew she'd never forget.
"Let's go. We'll head back to the hotel and wait for your friend there."
"I can't believe I just hiked a million miles for nothing."
"We could stay here. We wouldn't have to risk crossing back over the border. But I figured a hotel room would be a lot more comfortable, since it'll take close to ten hours for your friend to drive down." He kissed her nose and then pulled her to her feet. "If I have to, I'll carry you."
"Like hell you will. I can walk on my own two feet, thank you." She softened her response with a smile. "This girl is no wimp."
"Yet another reason to love you."
Her heart did a happy little polka in her chest. Tarik did love her. She hadn't been dreaming the first time she'd heard it.
"We've located the truck, sir," Zant said from Torborg's open doorway. "As we suspected, they've headed into Canada. We found it behind a motel in Bear Creek." The man hesitated for a moment, like he'd wanted to say more. But he remained silent.
"Good. Time's running out for Evert and the woman. We need to get them in before it's too late. I want you to go down there. Talk to him. If anyone can convince him that I mean them no harm, it's you."
"Yes, sir. I'll leave immediately. By the time I hit the border, my men should have them in custody. Should I tell them to transport Tarik and the woman to the hospital in White Moose?"
"No. They're going to need very specialized care. We're better off if we can get them back here. As quickly as possible. Dispatch the helo. I'm coming too. I want to be down there before they're taken into custody. We have one shot at this. No one can afford for something to go wrong. We're cutting it too close time-wise."
"Very well, sir."
"Go. I'll be there in twenty minutes."
As soon as Zant left his office, Torborg picked up the phone to call The Director.
Finally, some semi-good news to share. He hoped it wasn't too little too late.
\*
Since arriving in Alaska, Abby had witnessed some ah- maze-ing sights but the one that took second only to seeing Tarik naked was finally seeing Katie.
Because Tarik was afraid of being spotted by the Omega goons or Canadian police, Abby had to play it real cool when she finally spotted her friend. Although her insides were hopping around like grasshoppers on crack, she had to swoop around the corner and snag her friend before she made it to the hotel's checkin counter.
Since Katie was clueless, Abby made sure Katie saw her face right away. She had to know things were serious and she had to be quiet.
Because they'd known each other forever, all it took was a second for Katie to register what Abby was trying to tell her. She acknowledged with a nod then followed Abby toward the back door. Tarik was waiting in the woods at the rear of the parking lot.
"What's going on? What's with the mime act?" Katie whispered as she hurried along beside Abby.
"This is what you get for sending me to Alaska alone. Oh my God, I'm glad to see you!"
Katie hesitated, pointing at the motel, visibly confused. "Where are we headed?
Why aren't we going to your room?"
"Long story. Can't talk now. Where are you parked?"
"Around front." Katie pointed back in the direction of the road.
"Can you pull the car around back? Just stop right there, by the woods. I'll explain as soon as we're safely on the road."
"Sure, but---"
"Oh shit!"
A white van rolled around the side of the building. There were no cars to duck behind so Abby did the next best thing---she ducked behind her friend.
"What? What?" Katie stuttered.
Ducking down low in a futile attempt to keep out of the van's driver's view, Abby whispered, "Why, oh why couldn't you be at least three inches taller and about fifty pounds heavier? I'm no Amazon, but you're a midget. Just walk casually toward the building. Try not to call any attention to yourself."
"Like the girl who's not really hiding behind me won't call any attention to me?"
Katie asked too loudly.
"Shush! They're after me."
"Did you become a paranoid schizophrenic overnight?"
"No. Take my word for it. This is no delusion. Fuck!" The van was stopped directly in front of them and a door swung open. "Go get your car." Abby turned around and sprinted toward the woods.
A man's voice followed her, "Stop!"
Sure the man was following her, she ran with all she had toward the forest and toward Tarik. It was probably not a good thing, leading that Omega jerk toward Tarik's hiding spot, but she was hoping Katie would see those guys meant business and they'd be getting a ride before they were in handcuffs. She didn't slow down when she broke through the bare brush at the forest's front but a pair of strong arms jerked her to a sudden, tooth-jarring stop a few yards into the woods.
She just about screamed, until she realized it was Tarik. "They're here. Omega," she whispered between huffing breaths. Oh man, she was going to puke. She hadn't run that hard since grade school.
"Yes, I see that. I know this guy, but I don't know if he'll help us. I tried to call him on the phone."
"He might help?"
"It's hard saying. Depends upon what kind of lies Torborg told him. I don't believe Raul would ever do anything intentionally to hurt me, but he might do something equally bad if he was misled into believing he was helping me."
"Got it. What do we do?"
"We wait for him to come to us. Which won't be long." He pointed over her shoulder and she spun around. "You go back there and hide behind that tree. If it's safe, I'll give you a signal. I'll wave like this." He lifted both arms over his head. "If I don't signal, I want you to sneak around to your friend's car."
She caught his hands in hers and squeezed. "What do I do if something happens to you?"
"You go with your friend and get far, far away. As fast as you can. Now, go. He's coming." He gave her a not-so-gentle push and swallowing a few choice words, she marched off into the woods. No man pushed her around! No man. Bad guys or not, she'd make sure he understood that.
And there was no way in hell she'd abandon him if things went bad. Hadn't he figured that out already?
\*
It couldn't have been an accident that Raul Zant was the one to have found him.
Tarik knew better than that. No, Torborg had planned this. Which meant Raul was probably being used as a pawn, lied to and manipulated, much like Tarik had been all these years.
He hoped he'd be able to convince his old friend of the truth. He had to try, if they'd have any hope of escaping. He wanted a chance to do some research, see exactly what Torborg had been up to, what kinds of experimentation Omega was conducting.
He hadn't had time to do anything yet. The motel in Bear Creek didn't have the internet. How could he possibly blackmail his way to freedom without information?
Raul slowed as he reached the outer fringes of the woods. He peered between the trees, pushed aside some branches and stepped into the cool shadows. Being careful to stay hidden from the van and whoever else might be in it, Tarik approached his friend.
"Tarik," Raul said on a sigh. He looked and sounded relieved. "I wasn't sure what to expect when I found you. I'm glad to see you're okay still."
"Still?" Tarik asked, not ready to say much yet. Raul had been a true friend for several years now, but it was hard knowing what he knew, what he thought he knew, and what he intended to do about both. If there was one thing Tarik was sure of, it was that Raul was one very strong and very determined individual. If he was on your team, you had a guy who would move Mt. Everest to make things happen. If he was on the other guy's team, well, then you'd be damn lucky to finish the game at all, let alone win.
Whose team was Raul on?
"Yeah," Raul said, giving Tarik a thorough once-over. "Torborg told me you've been exposed to some kind of contaminant that's making you sick. If what he said is true, you need medical care. Now. Not two days from now. Or even two hours. He even sent the helo."
"Is that right? What kind of contaminant did he say I've been exposed to?"
"He didn't go into any details but with the kind of stuff you guys work with in the labs, it's not hard to figure it's possible."
"That's interesting." He eyed his friend. "Now that you see me, do you believe him?"
"Honestly? I don't know what to believe. You yourself said you looked at him as a mentor, a friend. The man claims you're like the son he never had. And you have to admit he's always treated you like you're special. So why would he lie? Why would he go to all this trouble and expense if it wasn't true?"
"Yes, why do you suppose he'd do that?"
Raul didn't speak for a long time. Looking like he was contemplating the future of all mankind, he regarded Tarik with narrowed eyes. "Do you know for a fact you haven't been exposed to anything dangerous?"
"Yes. I'm positive."
"Because if you were and I didn't haul your ass into the hospital, I won't be able to forgive myself."
"Believe me, I'm not dying from some kind of poisoning or exposure to a virus."
"Then tell me what this is all about."
"I can't. Not yet. Not until I know more. I need to get to a computer. I need a few hours at least. Will you help me?"
He heard the hum of an engine. It had to either be the van Raul had been driving or Abby's friend. He glanced in the direction of the sound but his view of the parking lot was cut off by the scrub at the front of the forest.
Raul glanced in the same direction.
"Who's with you?" Tarik asked.
"No one. At least not in the van. I left Torborg and Verga off at the front door to check in."
Tarik glanced back toward Abby's hiding spot. Had she walked around them? If she had, she'd been quieter than he'd given her credit for. "Then that must be my ride. I have my friend's cell. I'll give you the number. Abby's friend probably has a pen in her car. We can keep in touch. I won't call you. You call me. Okay?"
"Wellllll..."
"Torborg's feeding you lies. I'm not sure exactly what he's up to, but I know this must be important or he wouldn't be going to such trouble and expense to find me. I will face him. Soon. But not yet. Not until I get some answers."
"Okay. But don't wait too long. If there's any chance he's telling the truth, I don't want anything to happen to you."
Tarik nodded and pushed through the bushes, heading toward the parking lot.
"What're you going to tell him if he asks what kept you so long?"
Following, Raul answered, "I don't know. I guess I'll say I saw something in the woods."
Tarik fought his way through the thick brush but halted midway between two lines of thorny bushes. "Fuck."
Standing about twenty feet away, facing Tarik, was Torborg. And worse, the man was holding Abby, hostage-style, her back snug against his front, his arm across her chest, and a pistol in his hand. The barrel was pressed to her temple and Torborg's finger was positioned on the trigger.
The blood pumping through Tarik's veins turned to acid. "Let. Her. Go." Even to his own ears, his voice had taken the pitch of a growl. He glared at Torborg while considering his options. He sensed an uncertain desperation about the man, like he felt as trapped as a rat in a jar.
Tarik knew the feeling all too well.
Torborg tipped his head, lifting his chin in a show of defiance. "I can't. You have to come with me. Now. Why would I let her go when I know she's my ticket? To you.
She's your mate. You'd die for her."
"You'll die if you hurt her."
"It's your choice." The hand holding the gun trembled slightly and Torborg's face slowly took on a pale, ashy cast.
This only made Tarik more desperate to get Abby away from the man. What if Torborg jerked his hand and accidentally discharged the weapon? He was obviously barely holding it together. The scent of his fear was thick in the air, pungent and acrid like burnt plastic.
What the fuck was going on? Why was Torborg doing this? Holding innocent women hostage? Clearly, there was more to this situation than he'd had shared with anyone.
Between Tarik's worry for Abby's safety and the smell of Torborg's fear, Tarik had to struggle to keep from shifting. His muscles burned. His skin tingled. He tried to ignore the scent carried to his nose on a chilly gust, but it stirred his instincts and made his nerves fire up like mini-explosions.
He felt himself losing control. He staggered backward, bumping into something behind him. A set of hands closed around his upper arms and he jerked, yanking himself free before turning to give the offender a warning snarl.
Raul. He stared at Tarik gape-mouthed as a goldfish cradled in a cat's tongue.
Tarik didn't have to look down to know he was about to lose the battle with his body. The thick white hair had begun sprouting from his pores and his bones ached as they began to stretch and reshape. No matter how hard he tried, he couldn't hold back.
"Tarik." Abby's whisper reached his ears just before he closed his eyes against the mounting agony.
Temporarily crippled while his body changed, he endured minutes of torture, coupled with the terrifying thought that something was happening around him that he couldn't stop. He heard shouting, men and women. A hollow pop that could've been a gunshot. A scream that chilled his burning blood.
By the time he opened his eyes, he figured a whole lot of something had happened.
What he saw knocked him breathless. In full bear form, he staggered backward and fell on his rump. It took a while to comprehend the sight before him---Torborg and Raul stood bent over a fallen Abby. She was positioned between sitting and lying down, holding her shoulder. Her face was the hue of a clouded fall sky. A pasty grayish-white.
Tarik lifted his nose, catching the scent of fresh blood. He saw the red patch staining her sleeve and slicking her fingers. A bizarre hunger gripped him, threatening to overtake him and lock away what little remained of his humanity. Saliva flooded his mouth. He stood on all fours.
The two men lifted their heads simultaneously, looking like twin puppets being controlled by one player. Or little dolls. Delicate and weak. When he took a step forward, toward Abby, they both stood and shuffled backward.
A chase! What fun!
Now able to push aside his hunger for blood, he took a second and third step toward the men. In response, they turned tail and scampered, like a couple of kicked-up rabbits. The thrill of the chase pushed him forward into a full run. He caught Torborg first, knocked him to the ground with a swipe of a paw.
The smell of his prey's terror spiked Tarik's hunger. He roared and lunged at the man, now rolling on the ground, trying to get back on his feet.
No sooner had he stood than Tarik hit him again, this time harder. Torborg sailed several feet through the air before landing heavily on the gravel. Tarik stood over him, lowered his head to draw in a nice long breath. The smell was intoxicating.
"Tarik!" someone yelled.
He ignored the voice, content to breathe in the delicious scent of his quarry. Barely capable of thought, he stared down at the man's face.
He knew that man. He recognized him, yet didn't know him either. Like fading dreams at daybreak, his memories of life as a human were dimming. Like he had woken and the images he'd seen as he slept were drifting away...gone...
All he saw now was a meal laid out at his feet, not a man. Not a person. Starving, he lowered his head to take a bite. His teeth broke the skin and his mouth filled with the sweet flavor of blood. His hunger increased a hundredfold and he bit again.
"Tarik!"
He lifted his head and turned toward the sound. He knew that voice from somewhere. But where?
That face. That scent. A woman...a woman he knew. She was staggering toward him, one hand stretched out in front of her, the other clasping her dampened clothing.
Blood. He could smell it. Sweet, sweet blood.
He licked his mouth, and forgetting the man at his feet, walked toward her. His instincts told him she was easy prey. There'd be no chase. Just the satisfaction of an effortless meal. But something held him from charging her. Something he didn't understand.
"Abby!" someone shouted.
His head hurt. Strange sensations buzzed through his body. He felt something. A heaviness inside. And a lightness.
"Tarik, it's me. It's Abby. I'm hurt but I'll be okay. Stop this. Please. Come back.
Fight."
Fight? Come back? The words barely made sense to him at first. Then the sensations increased, the pain in his gut, the chill that had nothing to do with the temperature in the air. Slowly his head cleared. It was like flying an airplane through a cloud.
Suddenly, he could see again. He understood what was happening. The light filled him.
Abby.
She was shaking, wide-eyed and terrified. Pale. Weak. She needed him to protect her.
Torborg.
He turned and was sickened by the sight of his former boss and mentor lying on the ground, his abdomen torn open. A crimson puddle stained the gravel of the parking lot.
Raul stood dazed, not far from Torborg, a gun raised and aimed at Tarik's chest.
Look at what he'd done! He'd killed a man. Not just any man. A man he'd admired for years. The one man who had the answers he needed to hear. Torborg lay dead, silenced forever.
He briefly considered moving toward his friend, knowing he'd shoot out of fear.
The beast had taken over, totally wiping out his ability to think, feel, comprehend the consequences of his actions.
"Tarik, it's okay."
He felt Abby's light touch on his back through the thick coat of fur.
Abby.
He raised his head and looked at Raul again. Shoot me. End this now. Before I do something else. Something worse. Something to Abby. He took a step toward Raul and he stiffened.
"No!" Abby screamed. "Don't shoot him. Don't. Oh God, no!"
Raul's gaze shot to a point behind Tarik. It didn't stay there long. Tarik drew in another breath and took another step toward his friend.
Shoot me. I can't stop this. I can't control it. I'm dangerous to everyone.
Raul flinched again, but he didn't shoot.
"Noooo!" Abby scrambled around him, stopping in the line of fire. She turned a tear-streaked face to Tarik and gently stroked his chest. "I won't let you do this, Tarik.
There must be another way. There has to be. If anyone can find it, you can. Please, please don't give up." She shouted over her shoulder, "See what that man did to him?
See now? Who's the beast? The one who was forced to suffer or the one who created the suffering?"
Raul lowered the gun and Tarik knew he'd lost his chance at freedom.
He felt the first twinges as his body started to change back. Within a few heavy heartbeats, he was once again swept up in agony. Muscles and skin stretched and burned. Bones cracked and popped. It felt like it took forever for the change to end. He was left limp, trembling and nude. The gravel bit at his exposed skin.
Abby knelt beside him and wrapping her arms around his weak form, fell into heartrending sobs.
Looking over her shoulder at his friend, he held Abby until she had stopped crying.
Her hot tears chilled as they dripped down his arm.
Raul put a shaking hand over his mouth.
"This is what Torborg created," Tarik said. "This is what he's trying to hide. I didn't know until a few days ago. I had no idea. And I have no idea if I can stop it."
Another woman ran from a nearby car, Abby's friend, no doubt. She shouted,
"Time to go!" The two struggled. Abby's friend yelled again. Abby yelled back.
He gently pushed Abby toward her friend. "Go."
She visibly swallowed several times. Her eyes were watery and bloodshot, the hue of the stain on her sleeve. "No. You need help. Where will you go?"
"You're shot. You need to get to the hospital," her friend said with a shaky voice.
"We can find him later. Right?" She lifted begging eyes to him. "Right?"
"Yes. I have my cell..." He looked around, spotting his tattered clothes about twenty feet away. He doubted his phone was intact but he wasn't going to tell Abby that.
"But you're hurt too. Look!" Abby pointed at his left leg.
He hadn't felt anything before, but with the pain of the change fading, he became aware of the itchy burn. His leg was wet. A cool breeze chilled the dampness, giving him goose bumps on the left side of his body. He reached down. His fingers found the source of the blood, a hole just above his knee.
The scent of his own blood filled his nostrils and he groaned. A familiar tingle charged up his spine.
No. Not again. He didn't have the strength to endure another change. Would he lose himself again? Lose his mind? His heart? His soul? Forever?
"You need a doctor," Abby said.
"No!" His voice had deepened again, signaling the change.
Abby didn't move away but the others did. Raul lifted the gun again but didn't aim it.
"If I change again, Raul, shoot me," Tarik demanded.
"No!" Abby shrieked. She caught his face between her hands. "Listen to me, Tarik.
You can't give up. I love you, dammit! Do you hear me? I love you and I need you and I won't let you give up. You're a strong man. A human being with a heart and soul and mind. Don't believe what that animal told you." She indicated Torborg. "You deserve to live. You deserve love. You deserve everything that bastard took from you. You deserve a future. Don't let him take even that away. Don't let him win!"
Abby's friend stepped closer, stood next to Abby in a show of support. "I don't understand what's going on here, but I know Abby. I've never seen her like this. She loves you. I mean really, really loves you. And this woman hasn't loved a man in a long time."
Raul lowered the gun. "I don't want to shoot you. Dammit, what the fuck did he do?"
Breathless from the effort it took to fight with his own body, Tarik shook his head.
"I'm not sure if I'll ever know now. And I don't know how much longer I can hold on.
Look what I did to him. I was gone. It was like I'd left my body. I didn't think. I only smelled and tasted. All that I knew was the hunger. The awful hunger." He pushed himself off the ground. The gravel bit into his feet but he didn't give a damn. He needed to get away from them. He didn't know himself anymore. He didn't trust himself.
"You need some clothes. Some money," Raul said, seeming to understand what Tarik was about to do. He picked up Tarik's shredded clothes and shook his head. The phone fell out of Tarik's pocket, revealing its less-than-intact status. It was a cell phone pancake. Raul blocked his path to the woods. "You can't run around like this. You'll die of hypothermia, even if you don't bleed to death. At least let me get you some clothes from the hotel room."
"No." Tarik pushed past his friend. "I need to leave. It's better this way. No one else will get hurt. If you can't see that then fuck you."
"Bastard!" Abby screamed behind him. "You blind, selfish bastard."
What? Tarik briefly considered ignoring her but he couldn't do it. It was the tone in her voice. The anguish. "I'm doing this for you, for all of you, not me."
"Fuck that." She glared at him. Furious and defiant and beautiful. "Forget about me."
"I can't."
"Think about the others," she shot back, taking a step toward him.
"What others?"
"The others like you." She took a second step toward him, and a third. She didn't speak again until she was standing less than three feet from him. Her chin was lifted in hard determination but her eyes were soft, pleading. "Do you suppose Omega made more like you? Do you think those other people might be suffering too? That they might need your help? Children. Women. Men." Her voice softened. Her lower lip trembled.
He ached to taste it. To kiss her until the trembling stopped. Until they both had forgotten about all their troubles. "Do you think those people might deserve your help?
With Torborg gone, who's going to find them? You're the only one right now who knows about this. Maybe this is what you're meant to do."
He hadn't thought about the possibility of others, or of what he might be able to do for them. But who was to say he could do anything at all? There were so many things he didn't know, like precisely how his genetics had been altered. "The chances that I can help anyone else like me are slim to none. I have no answers."
"Not yet, perhaps." She moved closer, until her fiery eyes were mere inches from his and her breasts didn't quite brush against his bare chest. "I believe you can find the answers. I believe in you so much..." She turned toward her friend and smiled then turned back to him again.
Abby pulled in a deep breath, hardly able to believe what she was about to say. If someone had told her a couple of weeks ago that before she left Alaska she'd sleep with a man who turned into a bear, would fall in love with him and decide to make Alaska her permanent home---all in a span of less than a week---she would've peed her pants laughing so hard. But the past few days since she'd arrived in Alaska had been so intense. Intense sex. Intense danger. Intense connection. All that intensity had acted like a catalyst. She hadn't been able to stop it. The bond between them had taken on a life of its own and she was powerless to stop it. By the end, she hadn't wanted to stop it.
Now she could see her former life for what it truly had been---basic survival. She hadn't been living life. She'd been surviving. Tarik made her feel alive. He was strong and sexy but not so strong he wasn't able to admit he needed her.
He was looking at her now, his eyes full of so many emotions she couldn't sort them all out. Her own eyes were burning with the tears she'd been holding back all day.
It was time. Time to lay everything on the table.
She was both scared and exhilarated.
Blinking, she said, "Tarik, I believe in you so much I want to stay here in this Godforsaken place with you. I want to help you. I want to love you."
"Oh God," Katie squeaked.
Abby felt like her face was going to split open she was smiling so wide. "I came to Alaska for the adventure of a lifetime. What I found is my life...and a very new and thrilling kind of adventure."
Tarik's shoulders dropped and for a moment, Abby feared he'd tell her no. Then he swept her into his arms and held her so tightly she could hardly breathe. Loosening his hold a smidge, he tipped his head down to kiss her. She gladly returned the kiss.
"Okay, okay," she heard Katie say behind her. "Enough already. He's naked. Get a room! God, now what am I going to do for the next week?"
Abby smiled at Tarik. "So, does that mean you aren't going to run off into the woods to die a slow and painful death?"
"Yes. I mean no."
"Thank God!" Tarik's friend said.
"Tell me about it," Katie said flatly. "Is he always so dramatic?"
"Yeah," the guy standing next to Katie said. Abby couldn't help noticing the way those two were looking at each other all of a sudden. She had a feeling Katie would have no problems keeping busy over the next week. "Tarik's a regular drama queen. He played Dolly in our senior year musical. You'd never know it, but he has a mean falsetto."
Tarik's laughter echoed off the trees and vibrated through Abby's body, leaving her feeling dizzy and happy beyond words. "You promised to never tell a soul about that."
"Oh. Yeah." His friend didn't sound regretful in the least.
Tarik looped his arm around Abby's neck and started walking toward the hotel.
"That's okay. I'll get you." He poked his friend's chest. "If I were you, I'd grow eyes in the back of your head because you're going to need them."
"Tough talk coming from a guy who runs around naked," his friend challenged.
"So, what's the plan, Tarik? And what do we do about Torborg?"
"Plan? Who knows? And as far as Torborg goes, I guess we call the police and tell them he was attacked by a bear. I'm going inside to get me some clothes, food and sleep." He winked at Abby and her cheeks heated. "Not necessarily in that order. Then I guess I'll tackle everything else. One thing at a time. How's your arm, kitten?"
"It stopped bleeding. I guess it wasn't as bad as I thought. I always get woozy at the sight of my own blood." She gave him a reassuring smile. "Honest. I think everything's going to be fine." Happy and eager to meet every new challenge with Tarik, Abby mooshed herself into his side. This was where she belonged, with this man and in this place. "What about your leg?"
"Like you said, I think everything's going to be fine. As soon as we get some answers. And as long as we search for them together." He raised her fingers to his lips and kissed each fingertip. "Before I met you, I didn't have room in my life for love. But now my love for you is my life. You are my life."
About the Author
Nothing exciting happens in Tawny Taylor's life, unless you count giving the cat a flea dip---a cat can make some fascinating sounds when immersed chin-deep in insecticide---or chasing after a houseful of upchucking kids during flu season. She doesn't travel the world or employ a staff of personal servants. She's not even built like a runway model. She's just your run-of-the-mill, pleasantly plump Detroit suburban mom and wife.
That's why she writes, for the sheer joy of it. She doesn't need to escape, mind you.
Despite being run-of-the-mill, her life is wonderful. She just likes to add some...zip.
Her heroines might resemble herself, or her next door neighbor (sorry Sue) but they are sure to be memorable (she hopes!). And her heroes---inspired by movie stars, her favorite television actors or her husband---are fully capable of delivering one hot happily-ever-after after another. Combined, the characters and plots she weaves bring countless hours of enjoyment to Tawny...and she hopes to readers too!
In the end, that's all the matters to Tawny, bringing a little bit of zip to someone else's life.
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