
by
CATHERINE SNODGRASS & BRYNDIS RUBIN
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Judging Ellie
Sharp, painful jabs of sunlight forced open Claudia Stuart's eyelids. She squinted against her pillow, trying to focus on her surroundings through bleary eyes.
"Oh my God."
The soft mewl of agony felt like a shout. Wincing, she fought against the pounding beat of a headache that reverberated throughout her aching body. She tried to center herself by focusing on any one part of her body that wasn't sore. None existed.
A faint, persistent sound filtered through her pain. For a moment, she imagined she was in her own familiar apartment with foghorns from San Francisco Bay echoing in the distance. Her senses slowly emerged from the blanketing haze. She wasn't in San Francisco. She was in Las Vegas. And there was an odd noise coming from the far side of her bed.
Stretching out a shaky hand to balance herself against the spinning room, Claudia brushed against something warm, solid, and most definitely male. She gasped and twisted around to see a dark head partially buried in a mass of tangled covers. A frightening thought reared its ugly head.
"Franklin?"
The very idea churned her stomach. Franklin had made his intentions clear. She'd made hers even clearer---no. If he somehow breached her defenses and took advantage...
Claudia shook her head. Not possible. She would never be that drunk. Besides, Franklin was in San Francisco. He had no idea she'd gone to Las Vegas. He thought her safely on vacation, visiting her brother in Twentynine Palms, California.
So, if not Franklin, who was she in bed with?
Please don't let him be a stranger.
Or maybe she should be hoping he was a stranger, then she'd never have to face him again.
She squinted at the waves of dark hair.
Wavy? With growing horror she realized that the head nestled next to hers was clipped military-style, with the hair along the side cut tight and the top allowed to grow a little longer, permitting the errant waves.
"Oh my God!"
The loud croak of disbelief aggravated her headache. Claudia didn't care. This was too horrible to believe. It couldn't be! It just couldn't! Of all the men in the world, why this one?
She lashed out under the covers with one foot, whacking him squarely in the rump. "Get out! What are you doing in my bed?"
A muffled "oomph" and a string of curses emerged from the pile of sheets.
"What the hell?"
He bolted upright, clutching the edge of the sheet to him like a maiden bride. It did little to cover his naked body.
Claudia's eyes widened. It was Zach Taylor! What was he doing here, in her hotel room, in her bed? More to the point, what was he doing in her bed without any clothes on? But if the tingle between her legs was any indication, she already knew the answer.
"You little bitch---" Struggling to wake up, Zach blearily focused on the source of the assault.
Claudia felt like she was on the other side of the looking glass with nothing making sense and all of her thoughts a meaningless jumble. She fell back on the only thing she recognized, controlled fury.
"I said get out!"
Again, her foot made a lightning strike for his exposed flank, but with a lithe twist, he managed to avoid the kick and pinioned her leg under his arm at the same time.
With a quick jerk, Zach pulled her off balance. She flopped back down onto the bed. The sudden movement brought waves of nausea.
Her distress must have been plainly written on her face because he jack-knifed over the edge of the bed, scooped up a nearby wastepaper basket, and shoved it under her nose. Two used condoms stared back at her. It was all her stomach needed to tip it over the edge.
"Shit!"
Claudia silently seconded Zach's curse. She heard him slide out of bed and stomp away. After what seemed like hours of wrenching heaves, she levered herself upright, still shaking.
The room was an unholy mess. Clothes, hers and his, were strewn from one corner to the other. Panty hose were draped over the lampshade. A bottle of champagne was upside down in the ice bucket. Another rested unopened on the desk. Room service trays were piled with dirty dishes. Money in denominations ranging from twenty to one hundred dollar bills lay scattered over the bed and on the floor.
Zach strode in from the bathroom and pressed a damp washcloth into her hand. Without looking, she ran the cool towel over her face and tried to gather her wits.
"Here." Zach held out a glass of water and a handful of aspirin. "You look as if you could use these."
He had pulled on a pair of white boxers, but hadn't bothered with a shirt or shoes. His muscular chest was bare, and she saw the sprinkling of hair that narrowed to a distracting line leading down into the front of his waistband.
Grudgingly, Claudia accepted the glass and the pills. She drank, darting surreptitious glances toward her unwanted companion.
Captain Zach Taylor, attorney, United States Marine, epitomized everything she distrusted in a man. Darkly handsome with full, sensuous lips and a flashing dimple, he represented to her the epitome of a carefree philanderer. The kind of man who could break a woman's heart and never think twice about it. Well, she'd already had her heart broken once and it was enough to last a lifetime. Her older brother, Phillip, had introduced them years ago and ever since, the antagonism had been mutual.
"You need to loosen up, Claudia Stuart, and stop being such a prude."
Zach had teased her in front of a crowd of friends at a Christmas party in her brother's home---mostly fellow attorneys from the Judge Advocate's Office at Camp Pendleton. Unfortunately, the jibe had drawn a big laugh from the Marines. Zach was one of them, and his personality was in a league of its own.
She recalled that he had wanted her to give him a simple kiss under the mistletoe. Cold rejection had been her answer, delivered publicly to humiliate and discourage further interest. In retaliation he dubbed her The Ice Princess. The nickname had stuck. So had the animosity.
Still she let him egg her on. There was a stupid bet. She lost. The price? That blasted mistletoe kiss. And there was hardly anything simple about it. In all the years that had passed, Claudia would never forget the fire, the raw sensuality that engulfed her, threatened her carefully erected defenses. And she'd done her best to avoid a repeat incident...until now, obviously.
Claudia put down the glass, forcing a calmness she didn't feel. "It looks like we robbed a bank."
"Hit the jackpot as I recall."
"I remember something like that, but that's about all. God, this is like my worst nightmare." She rubbed at the ache in her head.
Zach leaned up against the dresser and stared at his toes. "I've never had a woman complain before. But in this case I'd have to agree."
His gaze clicked up to hers, nailing her in place with its dark brown intensity. "We're married."
Claudia's jaw worked, but it seemed an eternity before she could push out the single word, "Impossible."
"But true."
He shoved away from his perch and walked to the desk. With a flick of his wrist, he dragged out a paper from underneath the champagne bottle. Thrusting it at her, he commanded, "Read it. I found this while you were heaving your guts out."
Claudia craned her neck at the paper, but refused to touch it. A different wave of nausea engulfed her. United this day in Holy Matrimony, Zachary Stephen Taylor and Claudia Marie Stuart...
Their signatures were sprawled with untidy abandon at the bottom of the document. Two of the people who had accompanied them to Vegas had signed as witnesses.
"This has to be a joke," she muttered, scarcely believing it herself, although the document and the evidence throughout the room left no doubt.
"Oh, how I wish that were so."
A little melodramatic, but it certainly echoed her feelings.
"Listen---"
Claudia held up her hand. "Put on a shirt or something. I don't need you prancing around here half naked."
"What's wrong? Too tempting for you."
She glared up at his smirk. "Why you self-serving---"
"I understand perfectly. You're pretty tempting yourself." He waved a finger at her.
Claudia glanced down. She was fully uncovered, naked as the day she was born. Nothing was left to the imagination. Embarrassment burned her from head to toe. With as much nonchalance as she could muster, she tugged up the blanket.
Zach cocked a half-grin. "Pity. I was rather enjoying the view."
"Shut up."
His brown eyes narrowed. "That's a fine way to speak to your new husband."
Claudia began to laugh. "You? My husband? You've got to be kidding." She rubbed her forehead and tried to control the laughter that was threatening to turn hysterical. "You would be the last person I'd consider marrying."
"At least the feeling's mutual. But, to put it bluntly, that looks like what we've done. We're husband and wife." He waved the certificate once more, then tossed it to the rumpled bed. "Legally married by Reverend Thompson at the Vegas Chapel. Wherever the hell that is." Any humor his voice held was gone, replaced by tightly controlled anger.
Claudia tugged the edges of the blanket closer. "I didn't think they were allowed to marry people who were drunk."
"Maybe they didn't realize how far gone we were." He clutched his hands to his heart. "Or maybe our boundless love and devotion to each other were too much to deny and they married us without delay."
"Cut the melodrama," she snapped. "In any event, it's something I plan to rectify at the earliest opportunity. It's been...fun, but I'm sure I won't hurt your feelings when I tell you I'll be filing for divorce as soon as possible."
"Summary dissolution," he corrected.
She massaged the ache in her head. Here they were in this lousy predicament and he wanted to debate technicalities. "I need a lawyer."
"You just married one, remember?"
Claudia wanted to screech at him. Instead she kept her voice level, speaking in cold, clear tones even a moron would have no trouble understanding. "I don't care what you call it or how it's done, I just want out of this alcohol-induced nightmare. Do you understand me?"
"Loud and clear." The ice in his voice matched her own.
Good, at least that was something else they agreed on. Although from the looks of the room, they had found other mutually agreeable matters during the night.
Her stomach clenched. It looked like they were careful, but what if they weren't? "What...what if I'm pregnant?"
Zach sighed. "Claudia, there are two condoms in this trash can. Two more in the bathroom. I know you think I'm a sex-starved animal, but believe me, I have my limits. Frankly, I'm surprised to find more than two."
His gaze traveled a brazen circuit down the length of her body and back. "It must have been some night. Too bad I can't remember...Mrs. Taylor."
Claudia narrowed her eyes to slits. Trying to ignore her aching stomach and pounding head, she wrapped her blanket around her rigid body, and headed for the bathroom to change. She expected his laughter to follow her. What she got was silence.
Shutting the door, she caught a glimpse of herself in the mirror. Platinum-blonde hair was flying out in all directions, and her skin had a tinge best described as pasty in the overhead lighting. Her blue eyes looked almost black in her pinched face. They were bloodshot as well.
A stunning sight, she thought sarcastically and stepped into the shower.
"If you can't remember it, then it never happened," she whispered into the biting chill of the spray.
But it did happen. If she wanted to deny the evidence around her, that was one thing, but her aching muscles and soreness were quite another.
So, it did happen. But how...and why? Obviously she didn't leave much of an impression on Zach...not that she wanted to anyway. Still, his convenient amnesia stung her pride.
Claudia laughed at herself, at the contradiction in her. She didn't want him, yet she wanted it to be a night he remembered forever?
She warmed up the spray and let the water beat life into her system. Sinking into the bottom of the tub, she tried to focus on the last twenty-four hours and figure out just where she had faltered, where her defenses were breached.
Her sister-in-law, Rowan, had talked her into going to a wedding. Her brother, Phillip, was the best man. Immediately following the ceremony, Rowan had gone into labor and delivered a son.
Then there was the wedding reception. Drink flowed. Claudia abstained. And at some point the wedding party decided to take a road trip to Vegas. They wanted to borrow Phillip's brand-new van. He agreed, on one condition---Claudia must drive. She was the only sober one. She agreed. It was the least she could do for her brother.
They arrived at midnight with Zach and six other people. All Claudia wanted to do was find a room for the night. But, as usual, she allowed Zach to bait her.
"Just one slot. Play just one. I'll even give you the dollar."
Anything to shut him up. She plopped the dollar in...and got a thousand back. The cocktail waitress brought one drink after another. She and Zach gambled...and kept winning. Champagne, wine, and beer mixed with lethal intensity.
Claudia let her head drop to her knees. A vague memory of one hell of a kiss with both of them plastered against the slot machine drifted into her foggy senses. A glint of gold and diamonds caught her eye. He'd even bought her a beautiful ring. It made no sense...any of it.
They despised each other. They always had. The constant sniping proved that. How in the world could they have gotten married?
Pounding at the bathroom door startled her from her thoughts. She tensed, afraid he might barge in.
"What do you want?" she shouted.
"I have to go to the bathroom," he snapped back.
"Can't you wait?"
"You've been in here for half an hour already. I can't wait much longer. If you don't come out, I'm coming in...whether you like it or not. I'm giving you another five minutes."
Claudia balled her hands into fists and stood. It was going to be a long drive back to Twentynine Palms.
Zach shoved the last of the room service trays into the hallway. The smell of leftover food turned his stomach. Either that or the stench of liquor which exuded from his body. In all his life he could never recall having drunk so much. It was a wonder his head wasn't shoved in the trashcan next to Claudia's.
He and Claudia Stuart...married. A dream come true for him. A nightmare for her.
Zach wanted Claudia from the second he first laid eyes on her. Loved her the instant his lips covered hers under the mistletoe. And knew a heartbeat afterward that a union of any kind would never happen. Women like Claudia---beautiful, surreal, sophisticated---did not marry men like him. Until now.
He eased back on the bed while he tried to piece together fragments from the night before. Unfortunately, nothing coherent stayed with him.
A pity. After all these years, he had finally managed to get beneath Claudia's icy armor, only to discover he could barely remember a thing.
What he did remember tantalized him. Her normally indifferent dark blue eyes lit with wonder the instant the coins fell into her tray. From that moment on, he would have done anything to keep that spark of humanity on her face. Anything to keep her favor.
They traveled from one slot machine to the other. Each time winning more, coins pouring into their plastic cups like rivers of silver. He glanced around the room at the scattered money. Lord knew how much they'd won.
The cocktail waitress kept bringing them more drinks until they were both beyond rational thought. It was then he kissed her. He remembered that much and the fact that he wanted her so badly he couldn't walk without hurting. But that was a common occurrence whenever he was around her.
Her slurred response had been...
Zach squinted. What was it she said? Then he recalled.
"Can't...Promised I wouldn't do that again until I got married."
He looked at the gold ring on his finger. Obviously, he had obliged her. And why not? It was what he'd always wanted. It was equally obvious that they'd both had way too much to drink. Thank God, they had exercised some caution last night. The last thing he needed was to get her pregnant. She'd have his head for sure then. Although the idea had more appeal than he was ready to admit.
He heard the door open and saw her slink into the room, blanket still clutched around her like a suit of armor.
"If it's your virtue you're concerned about, don't worry. I won't attack you." He hoisted himself to his feet, and glanced down at his boxers. "Besides, I think you broke it."
Claudia blinked, then laughed. An honest-to-goodness laugh. The husky sound set his body tingling with arousal.
Impossible. What's wrong with me?
Zach ducked into the shower before she noticed.
Intriguing. She had a body to die for, and up until this point, she had barricaded herself behind walls of ice so thick a blowtorch could not have melted them. He liked this unexpected facet, the genuine humor, the loss of restraint. It made him wonder if the feud between them had been dispelled during the night, and now he could discover the real Claudia, let her know how he really felt. The question was, did he want to set himself up for rejection?
Women like Claudia were all class. Beauty, grace, and style all shimmered beneath their frosty exteriors. Even if she did decide to give him more than just the time of day, it would never last. Women like her just didn't go for guys like him. She was a heartache waiting to happen.
By the time he walked into the room again, she was ready to leave. Her shoulder-length blonde hair was pulled back in its normal French twist. Not a single strand was left to wander. The peach-colored dress she wore the day before was pressed into perfection with no hint it had once been a crumpled mess on the floor.
"I won't be long." He reached for the tuxedo he'd worn at the wedding and found it ironed and neatly draped over the back of the chair. In fact, everything about the room was back in order---the bed made, the money stacked on the dresser, the champagne bottles gone.
"Did the maid come in while I was in the shower?"
She picked up the trashcan and walked to the bathroom. "Don't be ridiculous. Do you think I'd actually let another person walk into a mess like this?"
"Crazy me." He managed a grim smile. "I don't know where my head was." The Ice Princess was back in all her glory.
While he dressed, he watched her rinse out the wastebasket and had to grudgingly admit she was right. No one deserved to have to clean up something like that.
Score one for the Ice Princess.
"There was also a message for us from the rest of the wedding party." Claudia set the can in place and smoothed out the bed coverings where he had sat. "They rented a car and left without us."
"That was dumb."
She straightened and faced him, mouth set in those stern lines he hated.
"Not considering their perspective." One finely shaped eyebrow curved. "They wanted to give the lovebirds some privacy."
"Jesu..." He raked his fingers through his short hair. "Looks like we made quite a spectacle of ourselves last night."
"So it appears. I only hope we can get back before they start spreading the good news."
"Want to call from here?"
Claudia closed her eyes and drew in a breath. "What I want is to leave this nightmare as quickly as possible."
Zach tossed his jacket over his shoulder. "My sentiments exactly, Princess."
She gathered the two piles of money and handed him one.
"Keep it."
"We have twenty thousand between us."
His eyes widened. "It'll be safer in your purse for now."
"I disagree. It's better to split it between us. Or would you rather I stuff it in my bra?"
Was she joking or serious? It was always so hard to tell with her. He felt a smile lift one corner of his mouth. "I doubt there'd be much room in there."
A faint flush crept to her cheeks. Without another word, she stuffed the wad in her purse then jerked open the door. She was at the elevator waiting when he caught up with her.
Claudia tried to not watch him from the corner of her eye. It was impossible. His comment was typical Zach Taylor, but he spoke nothing more than the truth. Her bosom was out there for the world to see. Heaven knew there was certainly nothing small about it. But no matter what truth his words held, they also possessed an intimacy she was unable to deal with. He had seen her, presumably touched her. The very thought, coupled with the knowing comment, alternately sent fire and ice racing through her body.
Just how much did he remember from last night? Part of her longed to demand the information, the other part prayed she would never learn.
The elevator door opened. She flinched. The incessant ringing of slot machines and clatter of coins assaulted her aching head. Greasy smells from the breakfast buffet drifted her way, twisting her stomach into churning revolt.
Zach pressed his hand against the small of her back to guide her forward. The protective gesture made her feel safe. Odd, when she normally avoided his touch---any man's touch---like the bubonic plague.
Claudia reined in the wayward emotion. There was nothing safe about Zach Taylor. He was nothing more than a womanizer, and she had willingly become his latest conquest. She should be feeling disgust with herself and with him for putting themselves into such a stupid predicament.
There was still the checkout process to deal with. Pasting a smile on her face, Claudia dealt with the congratulations of the desk clerk, the bellman, the concierge, the valet. Finally, her brother's van was brought to the entryway. There, safe behind the closed door, she sank into the cushiony seat and let the façade drop.
Zach snapped his seatbelt in place. "If we'd been the happy couple, that would have been very nice. We'll have to stop for gas and then we can be on our way."
Claudia gave a single nod, found the armrest with her elbow, and propped her chin on her palm. Her stomach lurched with the first movement of the vehicle. She pressed her fist to her mouth in an attempt to keep things in place.
Zach eased to a stop and draped his arm over her seat, brushing Claudia's shoulder with his fingertips until she opened her eyes. How could he have been so insensitive? Her drawn, pale features were dead giveaways that her stomach was still queasy.
"Are you all right?"
"I'll be fine," she muttered behind her hand. "We have to leave. What choice do we have?"
"We could stay an extra night until you're well enough to travel."
It was a tempting idea, but... Claudia shook her head. "I want to get back. I'll be all right."
Zach nodded and pulled away. "Rest. I'll get us there as quick as I can. If you need to stop, tell me."
Leaning back, she braced herself for movement. Gentle as it was, it still didn't help her queasiness. Two blocks later, she nearly slid to the floor in relief when Zach stopped for gas. With shaking hands she fumbled for the window button and zipped down the window. The only air drifting in was hot and dry.
"Please don't let me get sick in my brother's van," she quietly begged, then dropped back onto the headrest.
She dozed in a state of twilight sleep, aware of her surroundings yet incapable of reacting to them. The door opened, another rush of hot air smothered her, and they were on their way once more. Seconds later, Zach stopped.
Claudia raised up. They were still in the parking lot of the convenience store where they'd filled up.
"What?"
Zach shoved a can of cola in front of her. "Here. This should help a little. You're sick, dehydrated."
Gratefully, Claudia wrapped her hands around it. "It's warm."
"Best thing for an upset stomach. A cold soda might make your stomach cramp."
She popped the top and let the liquid slip down her throat like the welcome breeze she had sought minutes before.
"When you're sure that settles, I've got some saltines for you to nibble on."
She cast a wary eye toward the package. "Why are you being so nice to me? You know I can't stand you."
That hurt. But he learned long ago that she could sting.
He shrugged back into his seat. "Contrary to your opinion of me, I am a gentleman. I can't ignore a lady in distress. Even when that lady is you," he added with what he knew was a bitter smile.
A cruel jab, but it was nothing less than she expected from him and certainly nothing she was too ill to counter.
"What's the matter, Mr. Taylor? Not reveling in your conquest? You've been after me for years. Now that you've got what you wanted---"
"Don't start with me, Princess."
His tone was cold, setting her heart to racing. Zach teasing and taunting she could take. Indifferent, no.
"I don't seduce the unwilling. I don't seduce at all. When I make love with a woman, I make sure it's one who wants me as much as I want her."
He leaned forward, his brown eyes glinting with a cross between humor and desire. "Last night was consensual on both our parts, though for the life of me I'll never figure that one out. You know it and I know it, so quit playing innocent with me." A smirk lit his eyes. "Although if it's quick seduction you want, I'll be glad to take you to the nearest hotel, lift your dress, and---"
"You wouldn't," she said flatly.
Zach chuckled and twisted the key. The engine roared to life. "What a contradiction you are, Princess. Accusing me in one breath, defending me the next. Eat some crackers and try to rest. I'd like to get back before dark, and it's going to be a long drive."
The longest in history as far as Claudia was concerned. Much as she hated to admit it, the cola and crackers did help her stomach. But she'd be damned if she would let Zach know that. He was already too cock-sure of himself for his own good.
Determined to keep quiet, she sat beside him with grim determination to utter not a word throughout the three and a half hour desert drive. Instead, she focused upon the scenery, so different from her coastal California home.
The sun shone with white brilliance, and the smell of the breeze through the open window reminded her of sage. The rocky landscape dotted with cacti and Joshua Trees looked like a set from an old Western movie. With each mile that ticked by, her eyelids drooped all the more.
\*
Claudia sighed and snuggled deeper into sleep when she felt someone's arm drift over her shoulders.
"Wake up, Princess. We're almost to Phillip's house."
Her eyes flashed open. Not only had she slept the entire trip, but she had toppled to one side, using the console between the bucket seats as a headrest.
"Looks like we've got judge, jury, and executioner waiting for us on the front porch."
She shoved herself upright. At least the sleep had done her some good. She didn't feel as bad. A good thing, since she was going to need all her faculties to face the trio ahead---her sister-in-law, her brother, and... Franklin? What was he doing at her brother's house?
"Who's the pretty boy?" Zach asked.
"Franklin Delacourte, San Francisco news anchor extraordinaire." She adopted the mocking tone normally reserved for coffee room jibes. Franklin was a pretty man and knew it. He couldn't pass a mirror without taking the time to smooth his two hundred dollar haircut.
"Boyfriend?"
"Absolutely not. Occasional escort when there are social events we have to attend for the television station. Nothing more."
"Is that feeling mutual?" Zach prayed it was.
She grimaced. "He seems unable to grasp the concept of the word 'no.' He's looking for a trophy wife. I'm not willing to be mounted."
Claudia regretted the double entendre the instant it left her lips. Before he could jump on it, she flashed him the most evil glare she could muster. "Don't even touch it. What business is it of yours anyway?"
Devilment danced in his eyes. "Just curious. I suppose he's the evening news anchor?"
"The most wonderful one who ever walked the earth. If anyone doubts that, he's quick to set them straight."
"I like him already." His sarcasm echoed hers.
As they pulled into the gravel driveway, the trio stepped as one from the porch.
"I think they might know," Zach said.
Claudia had to agree. Franklin's mouth was pursed like he'd just gotten hold of a lemon. Her sister-in-law, Rowan, pushed to the forefront, her golden-brown eyes caught between confusion and joy. Then there was her brother.
Phillip towered behind the other two, waiting to pass judgment. His arms were parked across his chest, while his gaze traveled a lazy path between Claudia and Zach. Cautious, curious, and damned determined to have an explanation.
"I feel like I've just broken curfew," she mumbled.
"Yeah, and I'm the S.O.B. responsible." He slipped the van into park. "Let's get this over with."
Franklin barreled down upon her the second she opened the door. He had no right to even be here, much less be angry. Claudia held her ground. If intimidation was his intent, she could give as good as she got.
"What the hell is this all about? I go through all the trouble of coming down here to join you, and then I find that you've gone traipsing off with this soldier."
Beside her, Zach cleared his throat. "Excuse me...that's Marine, not soldier."
Franklin ignored him. "I want answers."
Claudia lifted her eyebrow and leveled an icy stare his way. "Number one, I do not recall asking nor did I wish you to join me. Number two, no one, especially me, wanted you to come here. Number three, I don't answer to you or anyone else. Number four, I did not go traipsing off, I was doing my brother a favor."
"By marrying this...this..."
Zach stepped between the two of them. "The next word better be gentleman, Frank."
A beet-red flush mottled Franklin's cheeks.
Rowan tugged Claudia away from the men. "What's going on here?"
"It was a mistake. That's all. Just a silly, little mistake."
"So you and Zach aren't married?" Phillip asked.
She rubbed the new ache growing in her head. "Yes, we're married, but it's a little more complicated than that. We were gambling. Had way too much to drink. And I guess we..." The words faded. What more could she say? The whole situation was ridiculous.
Franklin cornered her once more, pressing his face so close Claudia could count the pores on his nose. "I guess I could have saved myself a small fortune on premiers and fancy dinners. Who would have guessed that it would only take a few drinks to pry open those pretty legs of yours?"
Zach caught her hand before she could zing it across Franklin's cheek. He laced his fingers through hers and tugged them against his chest.
"Look, Frank. I've just spent the last several hours convincing my lovely bride that I really am a gentleman. Don't prove me a liar. Leave now before I plow my fist into that perfect profile of yours."
As if sizing up his chances, Franklin gave Zach the once over, then backed toward a red Jaguar parked beside Zach's Jeep. "You're finished, Claudia Stuart. I'll see to it. By the time I'm through with you, there won't be a news team in San Francisco who will hire you as weather girl much less as an investigative reporter. Ciao, baby."
"San Francisco isn't the only city in the world, Frank," Zach shot back. "And her last name is Taylor." Then, without warning, he swung Claudia in close and covered her lips with a kiss.
Claudia wedged her free hand between them, furious that he would take advantage of Franklin's ire. Yet each flick of his tongue across hers tumbled her further into oblivion.
She heard the sportscar's engine rev, its tires scatter gravel, and speed away.
She shoved Zach back. "How dare you!"
Zach yanked her back and pressed his lips close to her ear. "Don't tell me you didn't like getting the best of him, Princess. Think of it as my wedding gift to you."
"The only present I want from you is a divorce," she whispered through clenched teeth.
"My pleasure. I'll call you when the papers are ready." He nipped her earlobe, then jumped back before she could smack him. With a mock salute, he hopped into his Jeep and pulled away.
"Interesting," her brother muttered.
Too interesting. Claudia dusted the goosebumps from her arms. She hated Zach Taylor. Loathed him. And here she was succumbing to a kiss best left to the bedroom.
Rowan draped an arm around her shoulders. "Come on. You must be hungry. Let me fix you something to eat and we can talk."
Claudia slowly shook her head. Her nerves were stretched to the breaking point. Food was the last thing on her mind. What shocked her was that the tingling remnants of Zach's kiss shoved all other thoughts aside. She tried to focus.
"Rowan, shouldn't you be in the hospital? You just had a baby."
"They released us this morning with a clean bill of health. Come on. There's some leftover pasta inside with your name on it."
Claudia shook her head once more. "I need to be alone for awhile. I'm going for a run."
Phillip cocked his head to the sky. "It's almost sunset. I'm not sure that's a good idea."
Pushing by him, she stepped into the house. "I'll be fine."
"Then I'll go with you."
She jerked to a stop. "No. I need to be alone."
"Maybe this isn't as big a mistake as you think. Zach isn't Todd, Claudia."
A punch to the gut would have less impact. She pointed a finger at him. "I refuse to open that topic for discussion. Please, just leave me alone for a little while."
"Later, then. Will you at least take my cell phone?"
The concession was granted with a single nod. A truce was declared, even if only temporarily. Claudia hauled on her running gear and dashed from the house.
The sun was gone, painting the surrounding mountains in shades of rose and purple. With the night, the heat dissipated. A gentle breeze stirred the brush.
This is what she needed---freedom. Here she could run the aches in her muscles away. Here her turmoil was lost in the exhilaration of exercise. Confusion no longer existed. Everything was clear...too clear.
It was a kiss. That's all. Designed simply to rattle Franklin. Zach had kissed hundreds of women...millions of them. This meant nothing to either of them.
So, why are you letting it bother you? her conscience taunted.
"Shut up," she snapped, and picked up her speed.
Claudia ran until her breath gave out, then slowed to a walk. Stars twinkled in the pale dusk, like diamonds on blue velvet. A full, yellow moon was perched on the eastern horizon, giving more peace for her troubled thoughts.
The sound of a car caught her attention. Glancing around, she realized she was more than three miles from the house. Suddenly, headlights blinded her.
Ducking into the creosote bushes on the shoulder of the road, Claudia waited for the car to pass. To her surprise, the driver pulled off the road onto a rutted track. She craned her neck for a better view and saw the car door open.
The driver was short, lean, but that was all she could discern. He was dressed in military desert camouflage from head to toe. He hauled something bulky from the back seat of the white sedan. She couldn't quite make it out. Then he pulled a shovel from the trunk.
Curious, Claudia inched closer. A peal from the cellular phone at her waist broke the silence. The man jerked around. Claudia fumbled for the phone's buttons, pressing at random to stop the noise.
The car door slammed, tires spun, and for a moment she feared he would run her down. She hunkered down in her hideaway, praying he would go on past. The car veered her way, then cut to the road and zoomed off.
Breathe, just breathe.
Once her shaking subsided, Claudia crept forward, waving aside clouds of dust. Tire tracks made it easy to find the spot. There, in the dim light cast by the full moon, she found a military sleeping bag, and inside it the body of a man.
She sucked in a gasp. Screaming was for sissies. She was an investigative reporter, for crying out loud. But nothing could prepare her for this blood-soaked package.
Claudia stood there, trying to decide if she should get closer. Doing so might destroy valuable forensic evidence. But if there was a chance he was still alive, how could she not help?
The phone blasted out another shrill ring. With shaking fingers, she pulled it up to her ear.
"Hel...Hello?"
"Care to tell me where you are and why you didn't answer the first time?" Phillip barked.
"There's...I...I found a dead man. I think he's a Marine. Three miles west of the house. Follow the road. Drive slow and when I know it's you, I'll step out. And, Phillip...please hurry."
A muffled groan came from the bag as she ended the call. Claudia hurried forward.
"It's okay."
His bloodied hand fumbled for hers, but he couldn't lift it. Claudia curled her fingers around his.
"Help---"
"Just relax. Help is on the way."
"Allison...secret..." He struggled to say more, then was gone.
Claudia saw headlights coming their way and folded his hand onto his chest. She would not cry. She would not cry.
He shouldn't have kissed her. And it didn't matter how many excuses he'd made since then, the thought still plagued Zach this morning.
It had been show. That's all. Something to get under Franklin Delacourte's skin, and help Claudia get a little victory over the jerk.
Zach snorted. That was a lie. It was for no one's benefit but his own. She was there, her body pressed close to his, those full lips of hers slightly parted. Anger, hurt, and shock were all held within by a will not many people possessed.
Zach saw an opportunity to slip in under her defenses, to taste what she denied him all these years for what might be the last time. He took it, and somehow damned himself in the process.
He expected cold defiance and thought Claudia would tense, her mouth rigid under the caress. Instead, she molded against him, and those lips, full, moist, beckoning, seared a kiss into his memory a thousand women could never erase.
What he felt before was nothing compared to now. For one second in memorable time Claudia wanted him. And he couldn't help but wonder how he could keep her with him for just a little while longer.
Quit dreaming. It was for show. That's all. To piss off Franklin.
Zach pulled into his parking spot outside the offices of the Staff Judge Advocate. Odd...he barely remembered the drive to work.
He draped his forearms over the steering wheel and stared at the building. The dual concrete structures looked more like bomb shelters. Which somehow seemed appropriate since he considered the area surrounding the Marine Corps base nothing more than a wasteland. It was nothing like the desert surrounding his family's home in Phoenix. There the soil was alive with color, the landscape sculpted into monuments to nature.
Oh, Twentynine Palms had its good points, but Zach preferred big city lights and lots of people. To get that while stationed on this base, he had to drive at least an hour to Palm Springs.
It took a special type of person to enjoy the place. Not many did, especially when they discovered that the government housing areas were being renovated as the houses were vacated. This delay meant a shortage of available housing, which only soured everyone's dispositions. With so many people forced to find temporary lodgings off-base, there wasn't a day that went by without Zach hearing at least five landlord-tenant complaints.
It wouldn't have mattered all that much if he had a job he liked. There again he had been sorely disappointed. After six months of trial work, his colonel had moved him into Legal Assistance.
Family law. Nothing was worse. A grimace twisted his face. If he had to listen to one more person whine about not being able to pay debts they shouldn't have run up in the first place, or Marines who were fathers of children they swore weren't theirs, he'd go nuts. At least one good thing would come of it---he could prepare his own dissolution of marriage papers with no flack from anyone.
"Another great day. Might as well get it over with."
He slung his bag of exercise gear over his shoulder and trudged inside his office. Already the noise from the waiting room had reached a decibel level equivalent to that of a playground at recess. Zach could never understand why the clients always saw fit to drag their children into their problems and disagreements. Surely, there were friends who could watch the kids long enough for their parents to sort out their difficulties. But for him to even suggest such a thing would be paramount to treason.
"I understand congratulations are in order."
Zach glanced up at his fellow Legal Assistance attorney, Captain Aaron Howard. The man thrived on family law and knew his stuff, but he was also the last person Zach needed to see this morning.
Redheaded, freckled, gangly, the man looked more suited to comedy theater than legal. And his demeanor suggested priesthood might not have been a bad profession.
Aaron never said much. He didn't have to. Yet there was something about him that begged confidence. People wanted to tell him things, and he instinctively knew how to respond. He should have been a minister, not an attorney, and he brought the peace of the confessional to clients who sorely needed just a little more than legal advice.
His presence in Zach's office, first thing this morning meant only one thing. Someone was going to spill their guts...and that someone was Zach.
"I think I need a cup of coffee."
Aaron slid a steaming mug across the desk. "Thought you might. Here you go. Just the way you like it. Hot, black, and thick enough to rot a hole in your gut. So...tell me about the new Mrs. Taylor. I didn't know you were seeing someone."
Zach groaned and raked his fingers through his hair. "Aw, for cryin' out loud. Bad news travels fast. Shut the door."
The man listened without interruption, sipping his own coffee from time to time. When Zach was finished, Aaron leaned forward.
"So now the two of you will divorce and go on your merry ways. Right?"
Zach nodded. "It's that simple."
Aaron smiled and stretched to his feet. "If it's that simple, why are you still wearing the wedding ring?"
Mouth agape, Zach jerked his gaze to the gold band on his finger. "I just forgot about it. That's all." He yanked the ring off and looked up. But Aaron was gone, and Zach's clerk was standing in the doorway.
"Captain Taylor, your first appointment is here. Mrs. Sorrels."
Zach winced. The corporal laughed and ducked away. He gave the wedding ring a spin, watching it twirl like a top.
Rita Sorrels, divorce client from hell. She was enough to make a man swear off women, and the only woman Zach could actually say frightened him. Divorcing her third military husband, each higher in rank than the last, she was after her fourth---Zach. A week didn't go by without a visit from her. A hungry tiger was less diligent.
He snapped up the ring and jammed it back on his finger. Maybe that would be enough to make her back off.
Sliding her case file from the cabinet, Zach braced to meet his personal nightmare. It was worse than before.
Mrs. Sorrels greeted him with little more than a smile. Her clothing was appropriate for the beach, not a law office. Had she been military, she would have been turned away for improper attire. Her shorts were cut high enough to be panties and were certainly tight enough. A halter top barely contained her ample bosom. Freshly manicured fingernails were sharpened claws, painted blood red to match toes peeking from her sandals.
"Captain Taylor, a pleasure. I brought you these." She whipped out a plate of brownies.
"I'm sure my clerks will appreciate them, Mrs. Sorrels."
He slid the treats onto the nearest desk and motioned her to his office. When she tried to shut the door behind them, he opened it wider.
"How can I help you today, Mrs. Sorrels?" Zach sat behind his desk, hoping the barrier would put her off. Instead, she crossed her legs and leaned forward in full frontal display.
"It's my soon to be ex-husband," she said with a sigh. "I believe the military says I am entitled to some measure of support until the divorce is final. He isn't paying me a dime. I've begged. I've pleaded. I've even gone to the command. What can I do? I have bills to pay. I don't have enough for groceries."
For dramatic effect she pulled out a tissue and dabbed at the corners of her eyes. As far as Zach was concerned, she didn't look like she had missed many meals.
"Mrs. Sorrels, we've gone over this before. Your husband is paying your marital debts. He is paying your rent. That is adequate support."
He folded his hands on the desk, pressing forward. "Look, ma'am, I appreciate your situation. Divorce is difficult." Especially when you've become such an expert at it. "But have you given any consideration to looking for a job? Surely you have some skills."
"I've looked. There's nothing around here. Unless... I do a little house cleaning from time to time. I don't suppose you need a maid? You know, once a week. I could cook and clean---"
"I manage quite well---"
"Every bachelor needs a little help from time to time. I could be very beneficial. Do you mind if I close this door?" She reached for it.
"Actually, Mrs. Sorrels, I do mind. I'm expecting my wife at any moment."
The tears stopped in mid-cycle. Her gaze fell to his left hand. "Wife? You're married?"
"Over the weekend. Now about that job. Have you checked with the local hotels about housekeeping positions?"
She shoved the tissue in her purse and stood abruptly. "I'm sure that won't be necessary. I'll find something soon. Good day, Captain."
Zach waited until he heard the outer door close. With a chuckle he kissed the ring and tossed Mrs. Sorrels' file back in the drawer.
"If only they were all that easy to get rid of."
Now for the rest of the crowd in the waiting room.
By noon Zach was emotionally spent and more determined than ever to leave Legal Assistance. He took his frustration out on the racquetball court, making Aaron struggle to keep up.
But there was another frustration driving the power behind each swing of his racquet. And if he could exhaust himself enough, maybe he wouldn't have to think about it, about her. Although he'd probably have to be pretty close to comatose to forget how good Claudia felt in his arms and how much he longed to keep her there.
Work. Concentrate on work.
He had to get out of Legal Assistance or he'd go nuts. With each ball he whacked, he mentally reviewed the case he intended to plead with his colonel. He was tired of being shoved aside. Today he would be heard.
At one o'clock he stood outside the colonel's door, showered, back in uniform, speech memorized.
"You wanted to see me, Captain?"
"Yes sir." When the colonel motioned him to a nearby chair, Zach sat.
"Problems?" Colonel Scott tapped the end of his pen against the pile of papers on his desk.
"To be blunt, yes sir. I feel I'm being wasted in Legal Assistance. I was sent there to help during a manpower shortage. That shortage is over. Captain Howard can handle things. I want to go back to trial."
Colonel Scott dropped the pen, steepled his fingers, and leaned back. "I see."
Yeah, well do something about it.
He picked up a file and tossed it to the edge of the desk nearest Zach. "Since you're so illused in Legal Assistance you can take that."
Zach wanted to cheer. Finally, an honest-to-god case to work on. Struggling to hide his joy, he opened the folder. His spirits plummeted.
"This is a death investigation. You want me to be the Investigating Officer?"
Colonel Scott beamed a smile. His bald head and wire glasses made him look like a congenial Buddha, but the man could be hard-core when the need presented itself. "That's exactly what I want."
"But this is a 7th Marines case, why---"
"Because the commanding general wants someone outside that command. Apparently, the deceased was well respected, very well known. There's no objectivity. An outsider would be impartial."
"So I get the ball."
"Unless you feel illused." Colonel Scott leaned back in his chair, his gaze still and steady while he waited for the only answer he expected to get.
Zach tucked the folder under his arm. "No sir. I'll get on it right away."
"Good. Dismissed... And, Captain..."
Zach turned in the doorway. "Yes sir."
"Do a good job with this and we'll talk again." He smiled. "I hear the general's looking for an aide."
Great. From Legal Assistance to valet. Suppressing a groan, Zach slipped away. The colonel's chuckle followed him down the hall. Doing his best to ignore it, Zach returned to his desk.
It could be worse. Colonel Scott could have assigned him to investigate the band of teenagers creating havoc in housing. A week didn't go by without some form of malicious mischief. So far it was harmless---toilet paper around a house, dog-do on the doorstep, using the sidewalk as a chalkboard to scribble vulgarities.
Sighing, Zach settled down and flicked the file open with his finger. "Okay, let's see what we've got here."
Gunnery Sergeant Theodore Sunline. Found in the desert at approximately twenty-hundred hours the previous evening by a woman jogger.
That didn't set well with Zach. He imagined the poor woman, out for a little exercise, and she stumbles across a body. Not nice at all. True, most women were strong, independent, able to handle anything tossed at them. Still Zach felt there were some things they just shouldn't have to deal with. Finding dead bodies was one. Of course, a kid finding the guy would have been worse. Thank God, that hadn't happened.
He focused his attention on the file. Exact cause of death unknown, pending autopsy. Next of kin notified. Remains requested ASAP.
That meant the coroner would have to make autopsy a priority. Zach mulled over a visit to the morgue, then shook his head. Let the man work without a nosy attorney peering over his shoulder. Besides, Zach didn't think he had the stomach to watch an autopsy.
He drew a yellow pad of paper closer and started to make notes---questions to ask, people to interview, a visit to Naval Criminal Investigative Service for a full report.
Zach glanced at his watch. The NCIS agents were probably still at the scene. If he hurried, he could catch them.
Hold it.
Another possibility discounted. Hurried work was sloppy work. He'd start with the command, friends, family, and the poor woman who had found Sunline's body in the first place. It wasn't trial work, but it was a hell of a lot better than calculating support payments for deadbeat spouses. And a great way to focus his thoughts on something other than a woman he could never have.
\*
"Now where are you going?"
Claudia froze, her fingers curled around the doorknob. She had thought she was safe enough. Rowan was napping with the baby and she assumed Phillip would be, too. Their other son was still at school. She hadn't counted on her older brother's tenacity for ensuring her welfare.
Claudia didn't need a nursemaid, she needed privacy. How could she bring herself to be so blunt to him?
"I have to go to the base to make a statement to Special Agent Brownell. I won't be long." She tried to duck out the door.
Phillip stopped her again. "Dressed like that? Claudia, it's after Labor Day and you're wearing white?"
The teasing grated against her nerves. In the last forty-eight hours, Claudia had gotten married, planned a divorce, and witnessed the botched disposal of a murdered man. And all Phillip could think of was teasing her.
Struggling to control a sarcastic reply, she looked back at him over her shoulder. "Trust me. The farther west you go, the less it matters. I doubt the fashion police are on patrol in Twentynine Palms. And, for your information, wearing white after Labor Day is no longer a faus pax."
She swung open the door.
"Do you want me to come with you?"
"It's a simple statement. I don't need you hovering over me like I'm made of porcelain. I am an investigative reporter. Nothing fazes me much anymore."
"Not even Zach Taylor?"
Claudia froze. Finally, a jab under the armor. And a good one, too. Everything about Zach rattled her reserve.
"What shall I tell your husband if he calls?"
"There's no chance of that, Phillip. I doubt he has the divorce papers ready this quickly. If he does, tell him where I am."
"Are you sure you know what you're doing?" Phillip's gray eyes were intent upon her face.
It was too much. "I made a mistake! At least I'm wise enough to realize it from the start. And please don't start in on that business with Todd Willoughby. That's ancient history."
"And yet it still controls your every move to this day."
She walked on before he could launch another barrage of questions.
Even before she drove away, Claudia regretted the spiteful tone. She sat in her car cursing her rudeness. Phillip was only trying to help. Yet each effort on his part only reminded her of the mistake she had made.
Apologies could come later, when she wasn't so rushed. She'd take her nephew, Ian, to dinner somewhere, give Phillip and Rowan some privacy with their new baby. In a few days, she would be back home in San Francisco, and all this would be just another painful memory to add to the list. At least this time it was the result of her own foolishness that was cause for embarrassment. All those years ago, it had been her father who had ruined her life.
She laughed without humor. "Is that a good thing or a bad thing?" Not that it mattered when people still snickered behind your back.
Todd's rejection hit her anew. Ten years had gone by and the pain could still rear its ugly head when she least expected it.
Think about something else, damnit!
Claudia sped out of the driveway before the turbulent emotions overwhelmed her.
\*
Zach liked 7th Marines Major Cruz Montoya on sight. The guy had the compact frame of a pilot and the bark of a bulldog, but his laughing eyes were windows to the man's true nature. Command and respect were characteristics every Executive Officer needed, but without the common sense to carry them through, those qualities were show. Zach didn't doubt for an instant the man could be hell on wheels if the need arose, but Montoya also had the sense to use his authority wisely.
He couldn't say the same for the command's Adjutant, Captain Eric Hanson. Oh, he was accommodating enough. Friendly. Eager to please. The term brown-noser easily came to mind. So did weasel. Zach supposed it was the man's pointy little face that gave him that impression. His kind were always hovering about on the fringes, riding someone else's coattails. Most people like Hanson shrank the second someone said "boo" to them. This guy was probably no different.
Montoya walked around his desk, hand extended. "Captain Taylor, pleased to meet you. My Marines speak very highly of you. You've helped many of them over some rough spots. Not an easy job considering the trouble some of them get into."
Zach smiled and shook the other man's hand. "Young and easily fooled, sir. I've been assigned as investigating officer in the death of Gunnery Sergeant Sunline. Do you have a few minutes to talk?"
Montoya waved Hanson out of the room. Once the door was closed, he motioned Zach to one of the two straight-backed metal chairs in front of his desk. He took the other one.
"A terrible tragedy." He dropped his head, resting elbows on knees. "We're all in a state of shock. I wish I could have notified his family face to face, but they live back east in North Carolina. They'll be coming out to claim the body and hold a memorial service here."
Zach nodded his understanding.
"You know, in a war situation you expect death. This...this just makes no sense. I just don't understand how someone could kill a man like Sunline."
"Hopefully, I can piece together something, sir. I'd like to talk to his friends in the command. If it would be possible to provide a list..."
Montoya gave a soft chuckle. "Not necessary. The man didn't have an enemy anywhere. You want friends? Just walk around. Everyone was his friend. He was a Boy Scout leader. Toys for Tots organizer. Those were just some of his community projects. On field exercises, I've never seen a Marine as ingenious as Teddy was. A regular Mr. Fix-It."
He squeezed the bridge of his nose. "Sorry, this whole thing is giving me a killer headache."
Zach gave him time to recover. After a few seconds, the major went on.
"Here he was system administrator. I don't know how we'll keep the computers running without him. I know Colonel Sinclair will raise hell about this. He depended on Teddy's skills. Even had Gunny Sunline helping him set up his home computer. Sunline spent a lot of his free time trying to teach Mrs. Sinclair the ins and outs of the Internet, e-mail, stuff like that. First time I ever saw her... Nevermind."
Zach jotted down a few notes. "So Gunny Sunline was friends with Mrs. Sinclair, too. Do you know when she might have seen him last?"
"I wouldn't recommend involving Allison Sinclair in this. She's best left alone."
"But she may know something---"
"I doubt it. Take my advice, don't waste your time. The colonel is extremely protective of his wife. I'd really hate to see Allison upset any more than she already is."
Zach shoved his pen into his notebook. "Then I take it she knows about Sunline's death."
Montoya nodded. "I called her personally. As one friend to another." He snapped to his feet. "Captain Hanson will give you the roster of those who worked directly with Sunline. You can work from that. We'll give you as much cooperation as possible."
As long as I stay away from Allison Sinclair. "Thank you, sir. I'll be in touch later for a statement from you."
Zach had barely cleared the door when Hanson zoomed up, roster in hand.
"Thought you'd need this."
With an absentminded nod, Zach tucked the list away. "What about Sunline's girlfriends?"
Hanson snickered. "Only about a dozen. The guy was a regular Lothario. Including...well, it doesn't matter."
Zach felt his eyebrow arch, then jerked it back down. Claudia. He was mimicking Claudia's actions. "I'd like to get a statement from you if I could."
The captain darted his gaze from side to side, then lowered his voice to a whisper. "Not here. I don't want to be overheard. Meet me tonight. There's a bar in town." He scribbled the name and location on a piece of paper, shoved it into Zach's hand, then scurried away.
This is just getting better and better. Zach tucked the note into his pocket while he studied his next move.
Teddy Sunline, poster Marine and Lothario. Looked like things weren't as cut and dry with the guy as Major Montoya wanted him to believe. So, he could spin his wheels talking to one person after the other, or hook up with NCIS to see what information they had.
Vic Brownell was the civilian agent in charge of the criminal investigation into Sunline's death. New to the base and the Naval Criminal Investigative Service, but pretty thorough from what Zach had heard. They had even had lunch once or twice with other attorneys from Zach's office.
Vic met Zach in the NCIS waiting room as he arrived. His smile was quick, his handshake even quicker.
"Heard you were assigned as IO. Want to see what I've got?"
"That might be a good start."
Vic jerked his thumb toward the back offices. "Got the woman who found Sunline in my office right now. You can talk to her. I'm done."
Zach glanced in that direction. "How's she holding up?"
"Better than me." He downed a swig of scalding coffee. "She's a cool one. Knows her stuff. Pretty detailed description of what she saw last night. And I've got to tell you...she's a looker."
Zach grinned.
Vic slapped him on the back. "Rein it in, big guy. She's sporting a wedding ring."
He snapped open his notebook. "What's the lady's name?"
"Claudia Stuart."
Zach's pen stopped in mid-air. It couldn't be.
"What's the matter? You know the lady?"
With a heavy sigh, he put his pen away. "If you'll excuse the saying, that's no lady, that's my wife."
Claudia was a cool presence this hot October day, but Zach expected nothing less from her. The white linen suit was perfect, not detracting from her figure, not purposefully drawing attention to it. Professional was the image. Sexuality seeped out of its own accord.
She sat in Vic's office, long legs crossed, filing her fingernails, oblivious of the turmoil around her. Every male agent in the building found an excuse to wander past the open doorway more than once. They leered like hungry dogs, tongues dragging in their wake.
Disgusting.
Zach strode into the room and tugged her skirt down a fraction of an inch. Startled, Claudia jumped. It took several more seconds for recognition to pierce his military camouflage uniform. Then the mask fell into place once more.
Claudia willed her heart to stop hammering. Just the sight of Zach this afternoon was enough to set her off-kilter. Having him so near was devastating. Her thoughts wandered of their own volition to the last kiss they'd shared, tempting her to take one more taste.
Straightening, she planted her feet on the floor and returned her attention to her nails.
"Sharpening your claws?"
Her eyebrow curved as she focused her gaze on him. "Is there a need?"
He gestured toward the hallway. "There might be to ward off your admirers."
A glance over his shoulder, a sigh, and she tucked the file away. "I see Phillip told you where to find me. I presume you have papers for me to sign."
Zach pulled the vacant chair across from her and sat down. Leaning forward, he rested forearms on knees. "Actually, I've been a little busy today and haven't gotten around to it. I'm sure you understand, considering the night you had."
He was too close. She could feel the heat from his body surrounding her. Every so often his knee brushed hers, setting off a series of alarms Claudia was ill-equipped to deal with. She longed to shove her chair back to the farthest corner of the room in order to find a place where she could breathe without that constricted feeling in her chest. Moving away would have meant giving in, showing him he had gotten to her. Claudia refused to allow him the pleasure. Maybe it was time for a little tit for tat.
Tucking her arms over her chest, she leaned back and crossed her legs. There was no casual contact now. Her leg was firmly pressed against his.
Zach's thoughts screeched to a halt. Blood roared in his eyes.
Breathe, damn it.
She was touching him on purpose, that long, firm calf burning a brand through his camouflage uniform. If it had been any other woman, he would know she was flirting. But Claudia?
He could call her bluff. No, then she'd pull away. And he rather liked the feel of her leg against him, even if the heavy cotton-poly of his trousers was between them.
"Why don't you tell me what happened last night, Princess?"
"How did you find out?"
"I was assigned as Investigating Officer for the case this morning."
She cocked her head slightly. "I thought NCIS was investigating. Just what is your role?"
"NCIS looks into the criminal aspects of the case. I gather basic facts and information to submit to higher command. Investigating officers are assigned every time a Marine is injured or killed. Now...what can you tell me?"
She carefully laid out the events of the previous night. With each word Zach watched a little more of the barrier she erected between them fall. This was business. She was a professional, an observant one, too. No detail was too trivial. She had even managed to recall the make and model of the vehicle.
He had never given much thought to her work. Watching her now, admiration grew. She would be tenacious, doggedly pursuing her story with a calm precision that would rattle the most stalwart opposition.
He nodded as she finished. "Good thing you found him and not some screeching female. I know this is a silly question, but in your opinion, was there any chance this could have been an accident? A military prank gone wrong?"
The last wall fell. Claudia shot a glance to the doorway, then mirrored Zach's position. Easing closer, she lowered her voice to that of a conspirator.
"I thought of that. Accidents occur all the time, but to think that one Marine would kill another is a bit far-fetched. Pure hypothesis, I know, but---"
"Not at all. Go on."
He liked her this way. Her low voice had a sultry quality that tickled him to the base of his spine. But if anyone doubted her seriousness, all they had to do was look at the intensity in her deep blue eyes.
"The accident thesis didn't last long," she said. "I was careful not to mess too much with the evidence, but I had to know if he was still alive. There was so much blood, but it was possible."
She tapped him on the knee. "I was right."
"What---"
"He called out to me. I held his hand. He had massive head wounds. Looked like he'd been in one hell of a fight."
"Or a fall?"
Again Claudia cocked her head to one side, then nodded. "Yes...that could be it. The autopsy will tell. Are you going down to the coroner to get the results?"
"You working a story, Princess?"
Slam! One wall went back up. The animation and rapport that had existed seconds before faded. As she drew away from him physically and emotionally, Zach longed to grab her shoulders and pull her back. Instead, he reluctantly let her go.
"Why not? It would make a good one. Marine killing Marine, then disposing of the body in the desert. A crime of passion? Greed? There are thousands of questions begging to be answered."
"Well, I'll have to agree with you on that one." He shoved his chair back. "Other than call to you, did the deceased happen to say anything before he died?"
It was her hesitation that told him she was about to lie. "Don't do it. Please. Don't lie to me."
Claudia's gaze darted to the floor. "All right. Yes."
Curiosity opened Zach's mouth.
Claudia shushed him. "You and Phillip are the only ones who know."
"Why?"
"Believe me, it wasn't easy convincing Phillip to go along with it."
"What did he say?"
She jerked her chin up. "He asked for help. I told him help was on the way. He called a woman's name...Allison. Said the word 'secret' and then died."
"Why didn't you tell the police?" The answer was obvious. "Because the word 'secret' set off your reporter instincts."
"Yes."
"Yet you told me."
Claudia eased back. "I know you well enough to say that if I'd lied to you, you would have shouted the building down until I told you the truth. Then everyone would know."
Zach grinned. "Well, you finally pegged me right on something."
When he stood, she tugged him back to his seat. "So now what? Any clue who this Allison is? And don't lie to me either."
"All right, I won't. I do have an idea, but I'm not sure where it's going to lead. I have an interview tonight with a guy from Sunline's office. I'm to meet him at a bar in town. I might learn more then."
"I'm going with you."
"No, you're not."
Anger flared in her eyes. He couldn't blame her, but there was a little more at stake than a news story here. He covered her hand in both of his, holding tight so she couldn't pull away.
"I'm not going to go into the obvious you-could-get-killed line. You're street-smart enough to know to be careful. Your career is important to you, but so is mine to me. If I'm caught feeding you information, I'm finished. Please try to understand. I can't help you."
"Very well." She eased her hand from his. "I trust you'll have those papers soon."
Bang! The final door slammed into place. "Come to my office first thing in the morning. It should only take a few minutes to do them up."
Claudia conceded the issue with an inclined tilt of the head. Arguing would serve no purpose. She understood his position, appreciated, even respected it. But if he thought she was going to back down, Zach Taylor was sorely mistaken.
A shame. For a while there, she thought she had found an ally. Now they were back on opposite ends even if they were pursuing the same goal.
As she left, Special Agent Brownell and Zach had their heads bent together in muted conversation. The day was nearly gone, but she still had time to re-evaluate her own strategy before trying to discover in which bar Zach was to have his secret meeting tonight. With each step toward her car, she ticked off another item on her mental list.
Evidence she recalled, names of people she had spoken to. But she was a stranger to Twentynine Palms with no resources and no contacts to get her started.
She sagged into the driver's seat. What was the sense? People were killed all the time. This case was no different. So there was a secret. People died for secrets and with them. Again, no different.
All she was doing was delaying her return home and her escape from Zach. And why? His very presence annoyed her. Yet minutes before in that brief space of time when they were of like mind and purpose...
Claudia shook away the thought. As tempting as it would be to explore a relationship with Zach, she simply could not set herself up again for heartbreak. Men like Zach didn't play for keeps, they just played. She'd come to Twentynine Palms for a visit, to welcome the birth of Phillip and Rowan's second child. It was time to start enjoying herself and put work behind her for once in her life. Zach had the dead man's last words and could act on that tip. Her responsibility in the matter was over.
As for anything else that may have filtered in during the interview with Zach... Well, she'd become an expert in tamping down those types of feelings. This was no exception.
The decision lightened her sour disposition. She had plenty of time to stop in town and buy a present or two for baby James, and a little something for big brother, Ian. He was bound to start feeling left out in the excitement of a new baby. In fact, cooking dinner for everyone suddenly seemed like a nice treat for them.
As Claudia planned the menu, she waited to pull into the light flow of traffic. Too late, she saw the blue car cutting into the lot. There was nothing she could do to avoid collision. She forced herself to keep her eyes open, to record every detail.
The other driver jerked his wheel to one side. Tires squealed, then he smacked into her, crumpling her car fender like it was paper. He jumped from his car, and ran to her door. Another individual with a crew cut made indistinguishable by his uniform. His nametag identified him as Hanson, his rank, captain.
"Ma'am, I'm so sorry. It's all my fault. I was just so preoccupied, I didn't see you."
The door to NCIS swung open before she could reply. Zach hurried over, Brownell close behind.
"Are you hurt?" Zach called out.
"I'm fine. Which is more than I can say for my car."
He grabbed the handle and jerked it open. She ignored Zach's outstretched hand and stepped out to survey the damage.
Busted headlight, crumpled fender, front-end alignment shot to hell. Total cost twenty-five hundred, three thousand, minimum. Her brand new, metallic green, made just for her Saturn was ruined. It didn't even have a thousand miles on it.
The culprit fumbled for his wallet. "All my fault. My insurance will cover everything."
"I sincerely hope so." Claudia refused to look his way. She was angry enough as it was. Anything she said would make matters worse. The man admitted fault, that should be enough.
But it wasn't. He babbled on incessantly, apologizing over and over again, until she longed to scream at him to shut up.
Long fingers curled around her elbow. Claudia looked up at Zach. Good, he was as angry as she. They were allies once more.
"If you want to leave, I'll take care of this. You can use my jeep. I'll come over tonight and get it." He smiled, but it did not reach his eyes. "Think of it as one of the benefits of having a husband."
"One of the few, I'm sure," she quietly replied, and slipped from his grasp. "You can bring the papers with you tonight then."
"My pleasure...Mrs. Taylor."
Claudia didn't know who she wanted to slap more---that blithering idiot Hanson, or Zach. Each time he showed redeeming qualities, he ruined everything by behaving, well, like himself. She would have refused his offer, if not for the opportunity it presented to rid herself of him more quickly.
"This is your wife?" Hanson's face flushed with the question. "Now I'm even more embarrassed."
He caught her hand, and for one brief, horrifying moment, Claudia thought he was actually going to kiss her knuckles.
Zach slipped her fingers from his grasp. "That'll be enough, Captain."
With Claudia tucked protectively under his arm, Zach escorted her to his Jeep. "Jerk. Reminds me of something that crawled out from under a rock." He opened the door and helped her climb inside.
"For a minute I thought you were going to punch him in the nose."
"For a minute I almost did, Princess." As an afterthought he smiled.
Claudia's heart quickened once more. The fact that he appeared ready to champion her appealed to her feminine nature...probably more than Claudia was willing to admit. This was the Zach other women saw---the knight rushing to the aid of the maiden in distress. No wonder they melted in his arms. Heroics were a powerful aphrodisiac.
"I'll see you tonight."
He leaned toward her as if to kiss her, as if it were a commonplace occurrence. What surprised her was that she found her lips parting of their own accord. Whatever spell possessed them was broken with the arrival of the military police.
Claudia watched Zach return to the accident site, admiring him for his physical traits. No boasting swagger marked his step. Instead, she found it was a confident, determined stride. One that made others aware he was a man who knew his own mind. Lethal, if you opposed him. Strong, powerful.
Her breath caught. It was definitely too dangerous for her to let her mind wander. Zach Taylor was not a man to settle on one woman for long. He was heartbreak waiting to happen. Never again. Once burned was plenty for Claudia.
Any joy she might have derived from shopping was gone. Other thoughts intruded---the accident, the discovery of the body, and Zach. Each time she banished him from her mind, he shouldered his way back in. His consideration, his protectiveness, his kiss, that blasted cocky grin of his.
By the time she returned to her brother's house, her nerves were barely holding on. Claudia forced a look of cheerful bravado and walked inside, juggling presents and fixings for dinner.
Smiles were the first thing that greeted her---ten-year-old Ian's, Rowan's. They wrapped her in love, unconditionally. Then she looked at Phillip---grim as he talked on the phone.
He held the receiver out to her. "It's Ed from your news station."
Claudia shifted the grocery bag to Phillip, and reluctantly took the phone. There could really be no doubt what the call was about---Franklin had made good his threat.
"Surprise me, Ed. Don't tell me you let him bully you." She heard her boss sigh through the phone.
"Sorry, kid. I don't like it any more than you, but he's got us over a barrel."
"Let me guess. He threatened to quit."
"Bingo. You or him. That was his ultimatum to the owner. Our ratings are the highest they've ever been with him as anchorman. Demographics show---"
"Women love him."
"Sorry, Claudia. I hate to lose you."
She squeezed back a sudden flood of tears. "Look, Ed. I'm working an angle down here. It could be something huge."
"It would have to be to change the big guy's mind. You know how he can be. Can you give me anything at all to interest him?"
It was a long shot at best. "It has to do with the military. That's all I can say without compromising the case. Tell him..." Claudia bit the inside of her cheek. She was treading on dangerous ground. "Tell him the marriage was a ruse to get inside. I didn't let Franklin know because he has a big mouth. I don't want to jeopardize anything."
"No shit?"
"No shit." A lot of shit...all bull. "I'll keep you posted." She hung up the phone, and started to unpack the groceries.
"Not so fast." Phillip caught her arm, forcing her to look at him. "Is that what this is all about?"
"Well...it is now. I just have to figure a way to convince Zach."
"So the original story is still the true one. Any chance we could have a more elaborate version?"
"None." She flashed a false smile and returned to her task.
\*
"Captain Taylor, my office...now."
Zach trailed Colonel Scott down the corridor, wondering what could have possible riled him this time. The wait wasn't long. They had barely cleared the door, when the colonel shut it. He wasted no time on preliminaries.
"Imagine my surprise in learning that the main witness to Sunline's death is your wife. Hell, I didn't even know you were married!"
"It was very recently, sir."
"And I presume you have a reason for not sharing the information with me when I assigned you as IO?"
"Sir, I didn't know Claudia was a witness."
"Good God, man, don't you talk at night?"
Zach felt the heat rise to his collar. "Sir, it isn't what you think. The marriage was a mistake. We're planning to dissolve it immediately."
Scott launched into a lecture about duty, responsibility, and youth, then zeroed back to the issue. "You're removed as IO. Go back to your regular duties."
"Sir, you can't."
"The hell I can't."
Zach searched for the right words to salvage the situation. Nothing golden came to mind. "Sir, I'm afraid there might be a little more to this case than we thought. I'm only in the preliminary stages, but each time I turn around I come to the same point. Allison Sinclair."
"Colonel Sinclair's wife?"
Zach nodded. "I believe she may have been having an affair with Sunline."
"Are you talking crime of passion here?"
"Yes, sir."
The colonel laughed. "Martin Sinclair is top-notch material. He's up for general this year. Most people believe he'll make it. He wouldn't kill---"
"Not Colonel Sinclair...his wife. I think she may have killed Teddy Sunline."
Scott stared at Zach for a full minute, then burst out with a laugh. "Allison? Captain, have you ever met Allison Sinclair?"
"Sir, Claudia told me that with his last breath, Sunline spoke her name and the word 'secret.' I'd say that deserves delving into a little more closely."
The colonel sank into his chair. "Does NCIS know this?"
Zach shook his head. "Not yet." He braced himself over the edge of the desk. "Take me off as IO if you have to, but I want to pursue this. Maybe work with NCIS undercover."
"You'll never be able to get close to Allison. She's a very private woman."
"Not me, sir. My wife. She knows what to look for. She's an investigative reporter. I think she can get information out of Allison Sinclair that NCIS never could."
Colonel Scott groaned and rolled his gaze toward the ceiling.
"Please, sir. We can do this. You get us assigned to military housing near the Sinclairs and we'll do the rest."
The colonel shook his head, pushed up his glasses, and massaged his eyes. "All right. Let's see what the two of you can dig up. But listen to me, Taylor, at the first sign of anything remotely resembling solid evidence, I want your wife out of the picture and this case turned over to NCIS."
"Yes, sir." Now all I have to do is convince Claudia.
Dinner? Flowers? Sweet talk? Zach dismissed them all. She would settle for nothing less than the truth.
\*
Claudia tried not to race to the door when she heard Zach pull up. He mustn't misunderstand her intent. She needed his good will. After all, she wouldn't be in this predicament if it hadn't been for that ill-fated drive to Las Vegas. Yes, she was as much at fault for the aftermath as he, but the last thing they needed right now was to rehash that issue.
Phillip opened the door to let him in. Just as quickly he disappeared, leaving them alone in the dining room.
They stood across from one another, each waiting for the other to speak. Claudia took the initiative.
"I was fired today."
Zach wanted to laugh at the irony of the situation. Here he needed her expertise to crack this case. Now there was nothing to give her the incentive.
"I didn't have such a great afternoon myself. Colonel Scott found out you're my wife and dismissed me from the case."
Claudia's resolve crumbled. It was her last chance. Without Zach's help and a spouse's identification card, she couldn't get onto the Marine Corps base in order to investigate.
"Let's sit down." He pulled out a chair and motioned her toward it. They sat much as they had at NCIS Headquarters, knee to knee.
"I have a plan, but I need your help."
With each phase he detailed, Claudia's spirits soared. Everything was working perfectly, and she didn't have to beg for his help. He'd never need know what she was gaining by helping him.
Claudia pretended to think it over, nodding at appropriate intervals.
"I know you don't owe me anything, but---"
"Cut the crap," Phillip snapped.
They jerked upright and found him lounging in the doorway, listening to every word. "Claudia, obviously you understand Zach's position so I'll tell him yours. She needs the scoop on this murder to keep her job. End of story time. If the two of you would quit trying to dance around each other, you might find you have more in common than you realize."
He ducked around the corner and left them alone.
Zach's gaze caught hers, steady, appraising, and strangely unaccusing. "Do we have a deal?"
"Yes."
"Good, tomorrow we can set up base housing, get you an ID card and put our winnings in the bank. All that happily married stuff. I'll pick you up in the morning."
She stood up with him. "Wrong. I'm going with you now. I believe we have a meeting at a bar in town. This is my game now, counselor. Let me do what I do best."
"Fine, but I'm front man...always, or we end this now. I don't care whose job is in jeopardy."
"I don't like having things out of my control, Zach."
"Neither do I." Zach smiled. "Well, looks like we actually do have something in common after all."
Rock music blasted Claudia's eardrums as she and Zach crossed the threshold of one of the town's many bars. It wasn't as crowded as she had expected. A few couples jostled against each other on the dance floor. Most people chose to huddle at tables, drinking and talking. The decibel level of the music gave them an extra excuse to be close together.
Claudia likened the scene to a tribal watering hole. Here the locals gathered to socialize and find mates. She had never cared to indulge in either activity. It was the lure of the music that drew her. She loved music, lived to dance. The lack of a male partner never stopped her. She and her girlfriends weren't afraid to step out on that dance floor and cut loose.
Claudia smiled to herself. That would be a scene to make Zach's jaw drop.
While she stood in the doorway waiting for Zach to do a visual scan of the room, she tapped her foot in time to the music, longing for the chance to join the others. Tonight was business, though, and that's what she had to concentrate on. She would save her dancing for another time or, failing that, the privacy of her own home was always a reasonable alternative.
"There's a good place over there."
She followed the direction in which Zach pointed---a table in a dark corner of the room with a good view of the door. He guided her forward with a gentle touch to her back. Once there, he situated the chairs closer, facing the door. Anyone watching would think they were getting cozy. The strategic position would be missed.
A waitress breezed forward. "Drink?"
"Club soda with a lime twist." The reply came out in unison.
"Please save the comment on the similarity between us," she said. "I never drink when I work, and I'm still trying to recover from the weekend."
"Same here, Princess." He glanced at his watch. "Hanson should be here any minute."
"He's your contact?" She nestled her arms under her bosom. "Can you trust what he tells you? He seems overly eager to please."
"I noticed that and intend to keep it in mind."
"I'd feel better if you were wired."
Zach unfolded her arms and tugged them to her lap. "And I'd feel better if you stayed at the house. Guess we can't always have what we want. Besides, I have a recorder in my jacket pocket."
"Then you'd better turn it on because he just walked in."
"Already taken care of." He caught her chin on the tips of his fingers. "A kiss for luck? There is an illusion we're supposed to keep up."
Before she could reply, Zach dropped a peck to her lips, gave her a wink, and left, snagging his drink from the waitress as he walked by. Simple as his kiss was, he might have just as well licked her with fire.
This was never going to work. They would be in close quarters for who knew how long. With each second she spent in Zach's presence, a little more of her resolve faded. Common sense and desire battled for possession of her body while Zach Taylor waited on the sidelines to claim her soul.
She found herself wondering just what it would feel like to toss restraint aside and let him love her. What harm could there be in it? She hadn't allowed her heart to love a man in ten years. Surely she was due. But Claudia knew all too well---the harm came because one day he would leave.
Her hand shook as she lifted her drink. Men like Zach simply weren't interested in women like her, except for one thing.
No. Her heart was too fragile to risk having it broken a second time, no matter how tempting the prospect.
Still, she couldn't keep her gaze from straying to the table across the room, to the intensity in his face, to the way his long fingers curled around his glass, the look which drifted her way every so often. And wonder if maybe, just maybe...
A pair of impossibly long female legs blocked her view. Claudia pulled back and looked up. The legs supported a tall woman---at least that was the impression the person meant to give. A short leather skirt came to mid-thigh while the red silk blouse was tied at the waist to accentuate the bosom. Inch-long nails painted flaming red set off the hands. Long chestnut hair with every curl in place. Makeup, perfection. There was just one, small, tiny minor problem.
The visitor waved to the empty seat. "Mind if I join you?"
Claudia couldn't help but smile. "Not at all."
Extending one hand, she slid into the chair. "Hello there. I'm Kiki LaRue."
"Hello, Kiki LaRue." Claudia slowly shook the proffered hand. There was no doubt now. Laughter bubbled to her throat. "So tell me," she lowered her voice, "what's your real name?"
Kiki's smile faded. So did her sultry voice. "Kurt Duncan. You won't tell anyone, will you?"
Claudia leaned back. "Your secret is safe with me."
"How could you tell? Is it my Adam's apple?"
A smirk lifted one corner of Claudia's mouth. "Actually, your Adam's apple isn't that noticeable."
He brushed his fingers over his chin. "Did I miss a spot?"
She laughed. "No. Your bosom is...off."
Kiki looked down. "Darn tissues." He tsked. "The things they don't teach in Theater Arts." After darting a glance from side to side, he dove his hand inside his blouse and made the adjustment. "Better?"
With a small laugh, Claudia nodded. "Perfect. Next time try a plastic bag of birdseed. It will look more natural."
"I won't ask how you know that."
"We all have our secrets. Let's just say I used to be twelve and craved a large bust. I take it Theater Arts is your specialty?"
"My minor in college. Although I never dreamed then I'd be using it to my own advantage."
Claudia braced her chin on the pedestal of her arm and smiled. "There's a story in you, Kiki. Tell me about it."
Persona back in place, Kiki draped one long leg over the other. "Are you writing a book?"
Claudia laughed. "I might be. I'm a reporter and always love an interesting story. Come on, what's yours?"
"I'll make you a deal. I'll tell you all if you tell me two things."
"And those are?"
Kiki pointed to Zach's table. "Who is that gorgeous looking man?"
Claudia's humor faded. "My husband."
"No, no. I know the dangerous looking one is yours." She touched Claudia's forearm and widened her eyes. "Girl, I don't know how you manage him so well. I meant the man with him. The little one."
She followed Kiki's lustful gaze, then shrugged a shoulder. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. Kiki must be nearsighted. "His last name is Hanson. He's a captain in the Marine Corps. That's about all I know." Besides the fact he's a reckless driver.
Kiki fanned her fingers at the base of her throat. "Pity. If you find out more, do share."
"And the second thing you wanted to ask?"
A smile beamed, there was another touch to her forearm. "You're beautiful. Your looks, your demeanor, your entire...aura. I must know how you do it."
Claudia didn't know whether to laugh or cry. How did one act when one became an icon to a transvestite? Insult or compliment? Both were a matter of opinion. Kiki/Kurt certainly meant no harm.
She shrugged a shoulder. "Why not? It could be an interesting collaboration."
Kiki clapped her hands. "Oh, goody. How wonderful."
Leaning forward, Claudia rested her chin on the pedestal of her fist. "Now about that story, Kiki?"
\*
Zach tried desperately to concentrate on Hanson's ramblings. All he could think about was Claudia. He had never seen a pair of blue jeans look so good. And her feet...she had the best looking feet of any woman he'd ever seen, with each toenail painted to pink perfection. She knew how to wear a pair of sandals.
But neither compared to the ribbed bodysuit hugging her torso. A V-neck accentuated her main assets just enough to tease, not to display. Was she wearing a bra or not? Zach was obsessed with knowing. Neither a wrinkle nor a bulge anywhere divulged the information.
Her white-blonde hair was still slicked back in a twist, adding to the illusion of Grecian goddess. It was no wonder he couldn't keep his hands off her. He used every excuse he could muster just for the brief opportunity it gave him to touch her. Her hand cupped in his at the house. The scant caress to the back as he guided her into the bar. And the kiss for luck? The only luck he wanted right now was any that could put her in his arms. Zach didn't know how he was going to endure her constant presence.
He nearly laughed out loud. Here he had been worried about their propensity for flinging barbs at each other. Now, with each hour he spent at her side, his obsession grew. The more he saw, the more he loved her, wanted her. Hints of the real Claudia peeked through, but he wanted to see all of the woman behind the ice wall.
Had she been any other woman, Zach would have gathered her against him and kissed her until the ice melted. But Claudia? If he wanted her, body, heart and soul, it was going to have to be by her rules---whatever those were. Hell, he bet she didn't even know.
What was the use? In five years he hadn't been able to get beyond her venomous frostbite. The Las Vegas fiasco had even fueled her ire, made it more deadly. He never thought he'd ever have a chance as a love interest. Yet here she was...his wife...on his mind, under his skin, and stirring his libido.
And she didn't even give a damn. She sat at the table engaged in an intimate conversation with a brassy bimbo who was a total stranger just minutes before. Why couldn't she be that relaxed with him? What would she do if he coerced a few kisses from her once they got back to his house?
This time Zach did chuckle. She'd cut him to ribbons then leave the pieces for Phillip to sweep up. Not only would he lose any chance of ever being near her again, but he would also lose a best friend in the process.
"I see you brought your wife."
Zach swiveled his gaze to Hanson. Was the man finally done with his prelude of small talk?
"I didn't have much of a choice. She's really pissed about the accident this afternoon. I didn't even take a chance on telling her I was going out by myself tonight. I knew she'd pitch a fit. So I brought her out for a drink instead."
Zach lifted his glass in mock toast to Claudia, then smiled when she arched that eyebrow of hers. "You got a wife?"
Hanson flicked the sweat off his glass. "She couldn't handle military life. Our divorce was final a year ago this month. I understand she's happily married to some accountant and has a baby."
His tone was dry, unemotional---an obvious sore point. Zach shifted the conversation back on track.
"Well, my wife's starting to get a little testy, Hanson, so I'd appreciate it if you would get to the point."
Hanson sucked down a gulp. "She doesn't know why I'm talking to you, does she? If this got out---"
"She thinks I'm talking to you about the accident."
The nervous Marine eased back into his seat, then leaned forward once more. "At least I provided you with a good excuse."
"I wouldn't need any if you'd been watching where you were going this afternoon. Your point, Hanson?"
"Yes...well." He took another long draw on his beer.
Zach had never seen a man drink so fast.
Hanson set the glass aside and motioned to the waitress to bring another. "I don't like to say. In fact, it just doesn't seem plausible, but things are nagging at me and with a good man dead..." He shrugged a bony shoulder.
Zach longed to shake the information out of him. Why tiptoe around the subject? Why didn't he just spit it out? He drummed his fingers on the table while he waited. From the corner of his eye he saw Vic Brownell walk into the bar. Someone else was getting impatient, too.
"You said Sunline had a lot of girlfriends---one in particular," he prompted.
"He had women calling him all the time. Coming around the office."
"And was Allison Sinclair one of those women?"
"With her husband right there?" He snorted. "No. But she didn't have to. Sunline went to her."
"For computer instruction, from what I understand."
Hanson gave another snort. "For months on end? Just how stupid could a person be? There isn't that much involved. You would think she would take notes or call him or at least use e-mail for her questions. But he was over there every night, and sometimes during the day."
Zach set his drink aside and leaned back to peruse the man more carefully. "What do you think happened?"
Hanson crooked his finger again for the waitress. "Another beer, toots." He missed the glare she shot back.
"I think things got out of hand," he told Zach. "She started to get possessive and he didn't like it. He probably tried to end the affair. She got violent and offed him."
The scenario made sense. It happened all the time. "How?"
He shrugged. "How should I know? Hit him over the head with a frying pan?"
"And dragged the body to the car? From what I understand she's a petite woman."
"Hell, maybe she had Teddy meet her in the desert and just ran him over in the car. Maybe she had an accomplice."
"Like her husband?"
Hanson froze, then snickered. "Colonel Sinclair wouldn't waste his time on murder, not when ruining the guy's career would be more satisfying."
"You'd think a man would be a little more...volatile about his wife screwing another guy."
"I don't know. You tell me."
Zach followed Hanson's jerk of the head and saw Vic breezing over to Claudia's table.
\*
"Good evening, ladies. Mind if I join you?"
Claudia and Kiki had been so deep in conversation, neither of them saw Brownell's approach. His mere presence sparked a myriad of questions for Claudia, none of which she could ask. It made introductions awkward.
"Kiki, I'd like you to meet..." What was the man's first name?
He stuck his hand out. "Vic Brownell."
With a flirtatious smile, Kiki accepted. "Charmed."
Still holding her hand, he slipped into the vacant chair. "Kiki, I hate to be rude to such a lovely lady, but I need to speak with Claudia alone. Do you mind?"
"Not at all." She blew Claudia a kiss. "Call me, darling."
Vic waited until the redhead was out of earshot, then moved to her chair. "I'm still trying to decide if I'm surprised that this marriage of yours is a sham."
Claudia let her gaze settle slowly on his. Naturally Zach would have a law enforcement official working with him, but something about the man's approach felt unsettling. "I can't see where that's any concern of yours, Mr. Brownell."
"Please...call me Vic."
She conceded to the request with a tilt of her head.
"It really isn't a concern, but it makes our job even easier."
"How so?"
A bright smile spread across his sun-tanned features. Claudia likened it to a Cheshire cat.
"If our suspect has a propensity for other men, wouldn't it be easier if she thought she had a comrade in whom to confess?"
Claudia laced her fingers together. "I'm sorry. I don't follow you."
"Tomorrow you and Zach will move into base housing across the street from the Sinclairs."
She snapped her fingers. "Just like that."
His smile widened. "You'd be surprised what NCIS can do. Besides, with all the housing renovation turmoil no one will notice. People are constantly being shuffled from one house to the other."
"If you're that good, why not move us next door?"
His smile faded. "It was hard enough to get you in across the street as it was. We were lucky it was vacant. In any event..." He leaned closer. "Allison Sinclair is our suspect...an adulteress. If she thought you played around, too..."
He left the words hanging, expecting Claudia to pick up the hint. It wasn't hard. Still, her deliberate lack of response forced him to spell it out.
"You and I. We can begin tonight. Let everyone, including your loving husband, see us together. A few not so discreet visits to your house in the daytime and we're in."
It made sense. When working undercover, all angles had to be worked in the event something fell through. Zach was doing his part. She should do hers.
"And how do you propose we begin?"
He extended his hand, palm up. "The music's slow. Dance with me."
Telling herself it was for show was the only way Claudia could force herself to walk onto the dance floor with Vic Brownell. He made it look smooth. Drawing her into his arms, pulling her close. Too close.
Claudia bit back her disgust. He was aroused, and made no secret about it nor did he make any apologies. He shuffled in time to the music, his arm anchoring her against him.
"Get your hands off my wife."
The words were measured, spoken through clenched teeth, and for a few seconds Claudia didn't recognize them as coming from Zach. Then he grabbed Vic and yanked him back. This was no game, no front for the public. Zach was furious, his dark eyes hard with anger.
Claudia curled her fingers around his bicep. "Zach, please---"
He spun around on her. "Get in the Jeep...now."
Before she had the chance to move, he cupped her elbow and steered her toward the door. Claudia held her tongue---not that anything could pierce his anger. He had the courtesy to open the door of his Jeep for her, but slammed it closed once she was settled.
It was too much. She waited until he slipped into the driver's seat, then snatched his keys from the slot before he could turn the engine.
"What's the matter with you?" she snapped.
Zach splayed his fingers across his chest. "Me? What's the matter with me? What's the matter with you?" He jabbed his index finger toward her. "For five years I haven't gotten so much as a civil word from you, and in less than five minutes you're pressed so tight against Vic Brownell an ant couldn't squeeze between you. If I'd done something like that, you would have had me castrated and hung from the nearest tree."
"He said it was part of the ruse to flush out the killer."
Zach sputtered for a response. All he could manage was, "What?"
In careful detail, Claudia relayed their conversation. Instead of calming him, it added to his temper.
"He lied."
"It's a good idea though. Why would he lie?"
His laughter held no humor. "Why do you think? He used it as an excuse to hold you. He wants you, or couldn't you tell?"
Her cheeks flamed with embarrassment. Vic had used her. Slipped under her defenses and taken advantage of her professionalism. "He made it quite apparent to me."
"He made it apparent to everyone in the room, Princess."
Claudia narrowed her eyes and tossed him the keys. "Had it been a normal situation, I would have dealt with it."
This time Zach's chuckle wasn't forced. "I've no doubt you would. I'll take care of Vic in the morning."
She nestled her arms under her bosom, a defense against the chill of the night and the vulnerability at having been betrayed. The last place she wanted to be tonight was at Zach's house. She longed to be where she was most safe---her own bed, or at least back at Phillip's house. There, nothing could hurt her, and no one would lie to her.
From the outside there was nothing unique about Zach's small rental house. It was set in a neighborhood much like any other, row upon row. Some yards were carefully landscaped with desert vegetation, others scraggly with brush and cacti. Zach's was a cross between those---nothing fancy, but he took care to keep neat the few bushes and one fruitless mulberry tree the owners had planted.
He pulled into the driveway next to where they had parked her damaged car earlier. There was no attempt to use the garage.
"I wasn't expecting company, so the house may look a little...lived in." He gave the keys to her. "Just thought I'd warn you. Go on in. I'll get your luggage."
Lived in was an understatement at best. Knowing to expect something unusual wasn't enough to prepare her for the mess she walked into.
A pile of shoes and socks were just inside the front door, which also looked like the collection point for Zach's dirty clothes. Despite the fact that there was a laundry basket nearby, most items littered the floor.
The room was designed for male comfort. Claudia goggled at the overwhelming presence of a big screen television and entertainment system against one wall. Newspapers drifted from the easy chair in the corner. The coffee table was indistinguishable under a pile of magazines and books. One of the end tables was overloaded with peanut shells and empty soda cans. The other was miraculously clear---its glass top gleaming.
Claudia attributed its tidiness to the fact it was farthest from Zach's reach. She picked her way across the debris field to look at the kitchen, then wished she hadn't. Dirty dishes were everywhere---sink, counter, stove, table. Trash overflowed the can. She shuddered in disgust.
Against her better judgment, she wandered down the short hall toward the bathroom. Not daring to walk inside, she reached around the doorjamb and flicked on the light. This time she was surprised. The room was immaculate.
"I have four brothers," Zach said from behind her. "Mom hates a dirty bathroom. She drummed it into us at an early age to keep it sparkling clean. She said our wives would appreciate it one day."
"I'll have to remember to thank her."
"The rest of the place isn't all that dirty, just cluttered. I usually clean up over the weekend, but..."
Claudia pinned him to the wall with one disbelieving glance. "The kitchen is filthy. I'm surprised vermin haven't set up house in there."
Zach flinched. Nothing like being put in your place. Not that he didn't deserve it, but he resented her making him feel like...well, like he was being scolded by his mother.
"It'll be fixed by morning. I put your luggage in my room. It's the only bedroom, so you can take it. I'll sleep on the couch."
"I wouldn't dream of putting you out."
"Just do it, Claudia. I'm trying to make you more comfortable." He was tired of the sniping, the taunts. This had to end.
"I'm sure you are."
"The sheets are clean. I promise you won't get cooties."
"Clean and cool. Waiting for your next liaison."
He smacked his palm against the wall, more from frustration than anger. "Damn it to hell, I'm sick and tried of you judging me. I don't have a revolving door on my bedroom. In fact, it's been quite a while since I last slept with someone. But I am sure of one thing, it's been a lot more frequent for me than it has been for you."
Claudia whipped her hand across his face.
Zach's gaze bore into hers. Then slowly, he nodded. "Well, that's the first honest emotion I've ever seen out of you. Felt good, didn't it? Go ahead. Give me another crack. You know you want to. I deserve it."
Claudia watched in horror at the imprint of her palm reddening his cheek. Tears she thought long buried clouded her vision. She was conscious of Zach reaching for her, caressing her upper arm.
"Claudia, I'm sorry..."
She jerked away. "Just leave me alone." Before the tears could become a torrent, she ran to his room, shutting the door firmly behind her.
Zach slumped to the floor. That was a dirty tactic to take. What had he been thinking? He had let her get under his skin again. At the bar she was cool, calm, and appraising when all he could think about was Vic's body pressed indecently against hers. Then to have her lift her nose in royal disdain and pronounce his house filthy.
All right. So most of the place was a mess. He knew that before he went out to Phillip's to get her. And he knew she wouldn't be pleased. He could have straightened up before their meeting with Hanson. Instead, he deliberately baited her. His decision was made solely because he knew she would come with him and the sight of the house would irritate her.
Now he'd gone too far. Those tears shimmering in her dark blue eyes destroyed him. And he claimed he loved her? Slap him? She should have knocked him clear across the room. If his mother were around, she would have cheered Claudia on.
Zach glanced at the bedroom door. Their relationship was too tenuous for him to offer comfort or apologies. For the first time in his life, he was at a loss as to what to do, and he wanted to do something to make the hateful words go away.
He heard a slight sound off to his right and looked up. "Hello, Miss Kitty. Did we wake you from your beauty sleep?"
The orange and white cat padded out from underneath the coffee table and brushed a greeting against his side.
"I've really made a mess of things this time."
She offered a meow then crawled in his lap.
"Wish I knew what to do. Mom would know." He scratched the cat behind the ears, smiling when she leaned into his fingers. "She would have a field day with me on that one. I can almost hear her saying, 'Just clean up the damn house, Zachary.'"
Miss Kitty opened one eye as if to say, "Well...clean it then."
Zach nodded. "Yeah...I know. Come on. Let's get to work."
\*
Claudia curled in a ball in the center of Zach's bed. Each time she thought she was composed, a new batch of tears overwhelmed her. It had been ten years since she had cried this long and this hard. She vowed then never again, yet here she was sobbing her heart out.
She hated Zach Taylor for the emotion he dragged out of her. Her life was about control. It was the only way she could function. Cool, calm...control. Then this cocky, overbearing man with a smile and body to melt icebergs threw himself directly into her path.
He made her think, want, and feel. All things Claudia had been fighting to suppress. His mere presence clouded all rational thought and set her nerves on edge. She hated him for it then, and most especially now.
Claudia had spent great energy avoiding the man. Now there was no way to do so. How could she have thought this charade would work, knowing what his presence did to her? Things would not be bad if Zach behaved like an officer and a gentleman. Sure he opened doors and rescued her when needed. But where were the everyday courtesies? All he did was pick and taunt. There was no decency about him. Being with him like this simply wasn't going to work.
Claudia scrubbed her cheeks with the back of her hand. It didn't matter what was at stake. She had to leave. There was no other choice for her peace of mind.
She swung open the door and grabbed up her suitcases. Low tones of conversation reached her ears from the area of the kitchen. For a moment she was tempted to leave without explanation. Manners wouldn't let her do so.
After setting her luggage by the front door, she marched to the kitchen door ready to argue her point if necessary.
"I know. I love you, too, Miss Kitty."
A meow-purr answered. Claudia froze just beyond the entrance. Zach had a cat?
Easing forward, she peeked around the corner. Zach sat in the middle of the kitchen floor wiggling a ball of string for a small orange and white cat. The cat gave a lightning-fast swat, then crawled in his lap. The kitchen itself looked as if it had never seen a dirty dish.
Zach's gaze lifted to hers. Her heart skipped and tugged with an emotion that had nothing to do with hate and everything to do with love. Someone should say something, shouldn't they? Finally, after what seemed an eternity, he stretched to his feet, the cat still cradled in his arms.
Claudia urged her feet to move. Those dark brown eyes of his locked her in place. Then he was standing before her, his body mere inches away. His head angled by slow degrees, dipping for her lips. If he kissed her now...
His mouth was soft against hers, testing the way with gentle nips. Claudia's breath caught. She couldn't fight him any more. She couldn't fight herself. She wanted him and had since that first kiss under the mistletoe. Only now she could finally admit it. Her body signaled defeat with a soft sound that was more like a thunderclap in the room. Still, his conquest was slow.
He nuzzled at the corners of her lips even as they parted for welcome invasion. Claudia thought she would die from need. Over and over again Zach traced a route around her half-parted lips, preying on her breathless wonder, melting her into his arms. Finally, he slipped further to claim his prize.
Claudia ached for more, and in the dark recesses of her mind, she recalled it was another wondrous kiss that put them in their current situation. Pressed against the slot machine, body to body, mouth to mouth, his kiss ripped away her restraints layer by layer---just as it was doing now.
No hands held her---just that delicious kiss, the hardness pressed against her, and the wall behind her. She might as well have been naked on his bed.
A blast from the phone made them start. It took a second one to seal the kiss. A third to pull them apart. A fourth to make Zach step away.
The answering machine clicked on. "Zach, it's Mom. You there?"
He muttered a mild curse and picked up.
Claudia fought the quivering that overwhelmed her, then darted for the door.
"Claudia, wait. Don't go."
She paused, fingers curled around the handles of her luggage. What was she going to do? Run back to Phillip's and tell him she had run out because Zach had kissed her and she had liked it? Or that love was edging out hate? He'd laugh at her for certain. At this rate, staying was going to get her hurt. But she couldn't leave now. The charade of marriage was vital to the investigation and her future as an investigative reporter.
"Swear you'll never touch me again," she said over her shoulder. "Swear to your mother."
He glanced at the phone in his hand, then back at her. "That will involve too much explanation."
"That's your problem. Swear to your mother you'll never touch me again."
Grudgingly he lifted the receiver to his ear. "Mom...I swear I will never touch Claudia again...ever."
With a satisfied nod, she picked up her suitcases and walked toward his bedroom. "The door will be locked tonight and every night while I'm here."
Once the door shut, Zach walked into the living room and sagged against the cushions of his easy chair. "I guess you'd like an explanation, huh, Mom?"
"That might be nice," she calmly replied. "I sensed something was up. That's why I called."
In painstaking detail he told her everything, glad for the distance that kept him from having to face those all-seeing eyes of hers. When he was through, there was silence.
"Well...what do I do?"
She gave a soft laugh. "Take a cold shower."
"Here's the tape from my meeting with Hanson."
It was all Zach could do to keep from throwing the small recorder at Vic. Whatever seeds of friendship the two had begun to sow were gone, destroyed by Vic's lecherous actions the night before.
"Anything interesting?" Vic didn't bother to look up. He merely pulled the recorder his way and popped out the tiny tape.
"He points a finger directly at Allison Sinclair."
"Now we just have to prove it." Vic levered an appreciative leer toward Claudia. "Guess that's where you come in...according to Colonel Scott."
Zach watched her tense under the man's lustful gaze. He felt insulted on her behalf. The anger built with each second Vic ran his gaze over her body. Claudia, to her credit, put on her professional manners. Only someone more intimately acquainted with her would know she was ready to lower the boom.
"You said Zach and I will be provided with a house across the street from the Sinclairs?"
Vic glanced at his watch. "It should be ready for you now, and we can have you moved in by this evening."
She lifted her chin in a haughty tilt. "I don't believe we will be requiring your assistance."
Tipping back his chair, he laced his hands behind his head. "It's important for you both to move quickly. The sooner you're settled, the sooner you can get to know your neighbors."
"And how quickly do you think I'll be able to do that if the neighbors in question see NCIS helping us move in? Or is that a common service for your organization? Something to supplement your income perhaps?"
She paused a beat to let the sarcasm sink in, then her tone shifted. "Zach and I are supposed to be presenting the appearance of a normal couple. Or did last night's disgusting display cause you to forget that? A randy schoolboy would have been more subtle."
Zach would swear he saw the man flinch. In less than thirty seconds she had verbally flayed Vic for his lack of manners and pointed out glaring flaws in his plan.
Taken down a notch, Vic studied her, whether in admiration or loathing, Zach couldn't begin to guess. He was proud of Claudia at that moment. No screeching. No tears. No displays. Just simple, calm, rational, and definitely no nonsense.
Vic settled his chair forward, his cocky demeanor subdued. "You'll have to admit that the plan to make her think you're having an affair is a good one."
"It isn't bad," Claudia readily admitted. "But you aren't the one to help create the illusion. Someone else can be found."
"If too many people are let in on the secret, word is bound to leak out," he countered.
"We don't have to let the man know what his purpose is. Gossip is gossip. Simply having a strange man over in the middle of the day is enough to fuel it. If that isn't sufficient, then I'm certain someone from Zach's office would be willing to assist us." She curved her eyebrow at him. "Unless, of course, you feel military attorneys can't be trusted."
She had him cornered. For the first time, Claudia allowed herself to feel a flicker of satisfaction. The male animal was never much of a challenge.
Avoiding her triumphant stare, Vic shuffled the papers on his desk. "Fine. Point taken. The sooner we get started, the sooner we finish."
"Do you have any new information for us?" Zach asked.
He glanced up. "No word yet on exactly what killed Sunline. We found the car Claudia saw ditched out in the desert five miles from base. It was Sunline's. He was apparently stowed in the back seat. At least it looks that way from the blood stains on the upholstery."
"You would think the trunk would be a better hiding place," Zach said.
"Unless the murderer was physically unable to lift him into the trunk," Claudia said. "If we're presuming that a woman was the killer, she might not have had the strength to stuff him in the trunk. It would have been easier to open the back doors and slide him onto the seat. The person I saw was small in stature. It could have been a woman."
Both men looked her way. She was thinking aloud, jotting notes into a small spiral notebook.
Vic smiled. "Lady, if you ever want to work for NCIS, you've got my recommendation."
Claudia's business-face didn't crack. With calm precision, she stood. "I don't think that's likely to happen, Mr. Brownell." She swiveled her head and looked down her nose at Zach. "We should get started, shouldn't we? You indicated there was a lot to do."
Zach dug his keys from his pocket and handed them to her. "You go on. I'll be out in a minute."
He waited until she cleared the door, then looked across the desk at Vic. The other man's gaze was focused on the doorway as if still able to see the woman who had just left.
"God, she's a beautiful woman," Vic said in a rush of breath.
It was too much for Zach. Vic kept crossing one line after the other. "What you did last night was uncalled for."
Vic tore his gaze from the doorway. "You can't blame a man for how his body reacts when he's dancing with a woman built like that."
Zach tightened his jaw. "She's not a piece of meat for you to drool over."
A smirk lifted one corner of Vic's mouth. "Why should you care? You said you were only keeping up with this marriage for the sake of finding a killer. That you'd both---"
"I know what I said," Zach snapped. "And I know what I'm saying now. Stay away from Claudia."
Again the smirk. "I thought the two of you couldn't stand each other. Why should it matter to you?"
"We might not get along, but in all the years I've known her I've never treated Claudia with the disrespect you did last night."
Zach forced himself to stand with the same cool precision Claudia had used. He stared down at Vic, letting the tension between them build before adding one final, quiet warning.
"If you try to pull a stunt like that again, I'll...well, let's just say I'll see you regret it."
\*
Claudia leaned against the side of Zach's Jeep, and stared at the plastic identification card in her hand. She didn't know whether she felt like a possession of the government or a member of an exclusive club. The tan, laminated card proved she was Zach's wife, a military dependent, and entitled to all the privileges that position afforded. It was to be carried with her at all times and presented upon demand or whenever she used the base's facilities. If she shopped at the stores, she showed it. If she needed medical care, out it came. Even if they went bowling or to the movies, it was necessary to prove her identity. Claudia Taylor, dependent of and upon Captain Zachary Taylor.
She glanced up when she heard Zach leave the NCIS building. With two fingers, she flashed the card.
"Are you certain there isn't a secret handshake or password to go with this?"
Was she angry or teasing? It was hard to tell. He reached the passenger side and opened the door for her.
"I'm sure we could arrange something if you feel you need more of an initiation."
She pushed away from her perch. "I'm content, thank you. I think I've had enough bureaucracy to satisfy me for the moment."
"Good. Next stop is Housing."
"Can't we go directly to the house?"
"We have to make it official, remember? They'll give us the keys. We go look it over and bless it, then I have to sign for it." He waved her to the seat. "Shall we?"
Claudia tensed as she slipped into place, anticipating that proprietorial touch to the small of her back. Instead, Zach remained as far from her as possible. She expected relief that he had kept his vow not to touch her again. None existed. In fact, the lack of contact made her feel strangely bereft.
Zach parked himself behind the Jeep's wheel and clicked his seat belt in place. "After we sign for the house, we'll deposit the Vegas money in the bank and get your car to the body shop. By the time that's done, the movers should be at my place."
"If it's all the same to you, I'd prefer to wait until I return to San Francisco to have my car repaired."
He stared ahead. "This isn't going to be resolved in a few days, Princess. It's going to look funny for someone like you to keep driving a vehicle that's damaged. We've got twenty thousand dollars between us, courtesy of Vegas. Get the damn thing fixed, and let Hanson's insurance make good on it later."
Claudia bristled. "What do you mean, someone like me?"
He twisted the key, cranking the engine. "Never mind, it isn't worth arguing over."
But he didn't have to answer for Claudia to know what he meant. He thought her prissy and snooty. Fine, whatever it took for him to keep his distance. She wasn't about to set him straight. Already the last two days had put them too close to each other's orbits. Collisions were bound to occur. She'd just as soon keep those impacts on the abrasive side and not the intimate side toward which they had begun to lean. Men like Zach didn't play for keeps. And Claudia didn't play for anything else, so she never played at all.
She waited in the Jeep while Zach retrieved the keys to the house they would share. Hopefully, the place had two bedrooms. She was more than surprised when, five minutes later, he pulled into a short driveway before a small duplex townhouse.
It was a brownish-beige color, matching all those surrounding it in typical box-on-the-hillside fashion. But unlike houses and apartments in the city of Twentynine Palms, these had large lawns. Grass, not sand.
"That must be Allison Sinclair."
Startled, Claudia followed the direction of Zach's gaze, embarrassed that she had been so absorbed with the house she had almost forgotten their purpose for being there.
Class, that was her first impression of Allison Sinclair. Even while washing her gold Cadillac, the woman didn't dress down. She wore canary yellow twill slacks with long-sleeve camp shirt all topped with a straw hat to keep the sun off her face. She even wore gloves. So they were rubber. It didn't matter. This was a woman who took care of herself and her appearance.
She was trim, compact. No more than five-two, and barely one hundred pounds, if Claudia guessed right. The very thought of this woman wielding a weapon powerful enough to kill a man was ridiculous. Of course, jealousy and rage often gave people super human strength.
As they stepped from the Jeep, Allison glanced up under the brim of her hat. Claudia smiled and offered a wave. Zach followed suit. The woman's response was hesitant, then she gave them a nod.
"Not very friendly, is she?" Zach said under his breath.
"Why should she be? We're strangers."
"No, we're not. We're neighbors. Shall we take a look around just for the heck of it?" He reached to cup her elbow to guide her onto the house, then drew back. With a sweeping motion of his arm, he waved her forward.
The interior was another surprise. An open and spacious living room blended into a dining area. Blinds and drapes covered every window. It was carpeted throughout with a looped pile of variegated beige and brown. Not her first choice for a floor covering, but then it really didn't matter since this wasn't going to be her permanent home.
Around the corner of the wall she caught a glimpse of the kitchen, but explored no further. Upstairs they discovered two bedrooms and a second bathroom. At least their living arrangements would give her some privacy.
Claudia parted the bedroom curtains with her index finger and discovered she would have gotten a clear shot of the Sinclair bedroom across the street had those drapes been open. Every window was sealed against the day, keeping the world and prying eyes out.
Allison Sinclair was still at her post, meticulously scrubbing her car. In fact, she used a toothbrush to clean around the edges of the windshield. Claudia was all for being neat and clean, but toothbrushing the windshield?
"Won't people think it odd that a captain and a colonel are living across the street from each other?"
"Not on this base. This is the only officer housing we have." He peeked over her shoulder to the scene across the street, then stepped back. "Well, Mrs. Taylor, for the record...do you love the house and can't wait to move in?"
"I'm breathless with anticipation." She let the curtain fall back into place. "If we're going to play this out for a while, there will be some things I'll need from my apartment."
"Fine. We'll go up this weekend."
"That won't be necessary. I'll see if Phillip will go with me. Everything I need should fit in his van."
"I'm devastated you don't want my presence."
"I'm sure." Cold, calculated barbs. This was what she was used to with Zach. It was easier to deal with, not the Zach who awakened parts of her better left alone. But Claudia was suddenly weary of this insane game they played. It took too much energy to maintain.
"Once we're back at your place, I'll pack up the kitchen and return here while you deal with the movers. It might give me and Allison a chance to bond."
A smile dimpled his cheeks. "From the look of her, I'd say the two of you have a lot in common, Princess."
Another crack, another attempt to bait her into argument. Claudia refused to play. "And I've decided you are probably right. We'll take my car in for repairs this week. It would be more convenient for me in the long run."
"And it is all about you, isn't it?"
"Stop it," she hissed through clenched teeth. As if of their own will, her hands curled into fists. She forced them and herself to relax. "Look, we made a decision to work together so let's try to do so amicably, shall we?"
"Whatever you say."
Claudia waited for "Princess" to punctuate the end of his sentence. It hovered in the air waiting to land. Why should he, they, behave any differently simply because they had embarked on a single course? A moment before she was telling herself this was a characteristic she could handle. Yet each snide comment chiseled one more chunk off the wall around her emotions.
Now, trapped at his side, she found she couldn't deal with the constant feuding any more than she could deal with the man himself. Everything about him made her feel. Anger, lust---one extreme to the other. The best course of action---the only course of action---was to get this business done as soon as possible so they could part company and return to their respective corners.
A car door slammed. They broke eye contact and walked to the window. In the Sinclair driveway, four women got out of a silver Toyota now parked behind Allison's car. They greeted her with waves and hellos while she peeled the rubber gloves from her tapered fingers. There was a brief conversation. A bit of cajoling. Then the women piled back into their car and drove away. Allison watched until they were out of sight, then returned to her task.
"I suppose those are some of the infamous officers' wives?" she asked of Zach.
"I'd say that's a yes."
"Any idea how I'll be able to infiltrate their club?"
Zach chuckled. "Don't worry. From what I've heard, they'll be coming to you."
Allison ducked behind the front of her vehicle when they walked out of the house. At least that was the impression Claudia got, although she could just be cleaning microscopic road scum from her headlights with that toothbrush of hers.
"I'll drop you back at my place, then I have to square things with my landlord," Zach said.
She shook her thoughts away from Allison. "When will the movers get there?"
He glanced at his watch. "Soon. Make sure they don't leave the doors wide open. I don't want Miss Kitty to run out into the desert and become a coyote snack."
That was the extent of their conversation during the fifteen-minute drive back to Zach's house. It was just as well. Claudia was too absorbed with trying to think of a way to cozy up to a woman who obviously had no interest in socializing with others.
Strangers she could understand, but her own friends? The woman hadn't even cracked a smile when they appeared. And Claudia was supposed to find a way to prove the woman killed Teddy Sunline? She shook her head. How could anyone pierce an exterior as icy as...
Claudia stopped herself short. The comparison hit her in the gut. She glanced at Zach from the corner of her eye to see if he had somehow read her thoughts. His gaze was focused on the road.
She wasn't like Allison Sinclair, was she? Pristine, cold, remote. No, she decided. Allison was that way with everyone. Claudia was only so with men, and for good reason. There was a difference.
"Here's the key. I won't be long."
Claudia blinked. When had they pulled into Zach's driveway? Still confused, she slipped the key from his fingers. By the time she reached the door, he had pulled away. Miss Kitty greeted her with a lazy mew.
"That's more of a response than I'll ever get from Allison Sinclair." Claudia gave the cat a scratch behind the ears and heard its healthy purr.
"Come on, pretty girl. We've got some packing to do."
The cat followed her into the kitchen. Claudia smiled.
Opportunist.
Food-wise there wasn't much to pack. It looked like Zach's primary source of nutrition was cereal. She spent most of her time making a list of what they needed. As for cookware and dinnerware, they needed enough to get by until the rest was unloaded. Everything fit into ten grocery sacks in the trunk of Claudia's car.
The rumble of a truck announced the movers' arrival. Zach was only a step behind them. The door cracked open. Claudia watched Miss Kitty's ears perk up. She caught her before she could dart for the exit.
"Oh no you don't, you little sneak. You're coming with me."
She cradled the cat in her arms and toted her on to the car.
Zach dashed for the front door and slammed it shut in the supervisor's face. "I told you to be careful. I don't want my cat to get out."
The man flipped off his baseball cap and scratched at the sparse patch of hair. "Take it easy, chief. Your wife's got the cat." He pointed to the driveway.
Zach looked around in time to see Claudia drive away, Miss Kitty draped around the back of her neck. The cat got a warmer reception from Claudia than he ever had, but then why didn't that surprise him?
He was still annoyed over her decree from the night before. They were back in their corners, sniping at each other with a regularity that was beginning to grate on his nerves. At this rate he'd go insane before their undercover work was finished.
"Mind if we get started on packing you up now?"
Zach gave an absentminded nod, and they attacked the house like a swarm of locusts. Still, it would be hours before his possessions made their way to the new house on base.
Claudia greeted their arrival with Miss Kitty cradled in her arms. The cat seemed to be in no hurry to leave. Zach couldn't blame her.
More time ticked away while the movers unloaded and set up the furniture. Neighbors peeked from their windows. A few came up to introduce themselves. There was nothing from the Sinclair residence. That is, until the colonel himself drove up.
Martin Sinclair made six feet look like seven. He tossed a hearty hello and a wave to Zach and Claudia as his long strides took him into his house.
Zach chanced a look Claudia's way. Her eyebrow lifted as if to say, "Curious." He nodded.
"All done." The mover shoved a clipboard under Zach's nose. "Sign here for verification of move and unpacking of shipment."
And then they were alone. Zach shut the door, and wished he could do the same on the awkwardness that immediately sprung up between them.
"Neither of us has eaten all day. I'm starved. How about you?"
"I have dinner planned. It shouldn't take more than thirty minutes." The cat leaped from her arms, padded toward the kitchen, then looked over her shoulder to see if Claudia was following.
"We can go out if you like."
"As I said...I have something planned. If you want to help, you can put up fresh linen and towels...if you have them."
"If not, I'll take something outside and squirt the hose over it."
His comment was meant to be sarcastic, but Zach would swear he saw the hint of laughter tugging at Claudia's full lips. She suppressed it just as quickly, and followed Miss Kitty into the kitchen.
Zach did an about-face and trudged upstairs to put the bedroom and bathroom in shape. They were still short a bed, but he presumed Claudia would remedy that situation with her weekend trip to San Francisco. He couldn't wait for her to leave and have a little peace and quiet to himself.
As he worked, the scent of dinner wafted to him, rumbling his stomach. At least it smelled like she could cook. That was a plus, since god-only-knew how long they'd be cooped up together.
He opened the window to let the evening breeze drift in. Sounds of the neighborhood reached him. Children shouted at the playground nearby. Dogs barked. A television blared. Two kids argued over a basketball.
"Dinner," Claudia called up.
Zach shoved away from his perch and loped downstairs, mouth watering with each step. Whatever she had fixed, it smelled delicious. He rounded the corner to the dining area and saw spaghetti and salad waiting for him. Without further prompting he piled his plate high, then froze.
"What is this?"
Claudia slid her chair from the table, and slipped gracefully onto her throne. "Jicama salad with vinaigrette dressing."
"No...in the spaghetti."
"Tofu meatballs."
Zach's stomach turned. "Tofu?"
"It's high in protein and very good for you. It takes on the taste of the food you're eating. Try it."
"No meat?"
"I don't eat red meat."
"But I do," he said.
"But I cooked. The least you could do is try it." Her response was typical Ice Princess.
Resigned to his fate, Zach pierced a minuscule portion with his fork and lifted it hesitantly to his mouth. With eyes closed, he shoved it in.
"Chew," she ordered.
He dared a look. She sat across from him, arms tucked under her bosom. A alight smile lifted one corner of her shapely mouth. He conceded defeat and bit down. Surprise widened his eyes.
"This is good."
"I told you so."
He half-expected her to stick out her tongue. Instead, she devoted attention to her salad. Zach twirled up a mouthful of pasta.
"What's your opinion of Martin Sinclair?"
Claudia shrugged a shoulder. "I was initially struck with how handsome a man he is. His personality leaps out at you. He has a ready smile. All of which make me wonder why a woman would want someone else."
"Are you saying a man like that does it for you?"
She slammed her fork to the table. "I said nothing of the kind! Stop putting words in my mouth."
He held up his hand. "Sorry. I was out of line."
"Way out of line, Zachary."
She made him feel ten years old and ready to slink off to his bedroom. Avoiding her piercing blue eyes, he devoted his attention to his meal. Two servings later, and after polishing off the salad, he dared to look her way again.
"He may look movie star perfect, but we don't know what goes on in their marriage. Maybe he is the devoted husband, but she's the one with the problem. Some people play around no matter how great they have it with their spouse. It's just in their nature."
"If that's the case, I feel sorry for her and her husband." She carried her dishes to the sink, then attacked a spot on the faucet with the washcloth.
Zach watched her scrub, look, then scrub again. The words were out before he could stop them. "Well, it isn't a toothbrush, but I suppose it's just as effective."
Claudia froze. In wide-eyed shock she stared at the cloth in her hand, then tossed it aside and walked from the room. The slamming of the bedroom door punctuated her exit.
Claudia leaned against the door of the empty bedroom and hugged her knees to her chest. She was like Allison Sinclair, or pretty close to it. It wasn't a pleasant thing to admit. But how could she change and protect her heart at the same time?
Food. Claudia's stomach rumbled expectantly. Inhaling the scent of breakfast cooking, she stretched herself awake, longing to pull the covers over her head and sleep another couple of hours.
She had spent the night evaluating her life and decisions made along its course. All that had gotten her was a night without sleep. At some point she allowed Zach to convince her to sleep in his bed while he took the couch. Rest still eluded her as did the answers she sought.
"This is no good. I've got to go run."
With a groan, Claudia crawled out of bed and tugged on her running gear---a normal routine that now seemed a chore. She dragged herself into the bathroom, but even running a brush over her teeth and splashing cold water on her face did little to perk her up.
At the top of the stairs, she stared down the flight. Normally, she would trot down them---a good warm up. This morning she lacked the energy to do even that.
Claudia sucked in a breath and forced herself to put one foot in front of the other. With each step the breakfast smells grew stronger. Her stomach rumbled once more.
"I'm going for a run," she called out.
"You'd better drink some water before you go," Zach shouted from the kitchen. "The desert will dehydrate you in minutes."
He was right, of course. Claudia was embarrassed she hadn't thought of that herself.
It was the sense of Claudia behind him rather than the sound of her approach that made Zach turn from the stove. He stopped in mid-action, frying pan poised in his hand. There was only one way to describe her this morning---she looked cute.
The light blue tank top and running shorts were nothing out of the ordinary. Nor were the shoes she wore. It was her hair---all pulled back and up in a ponytail. She looked...casual...relaxed. His reaction was immediate and hard, and he found himself wishing he wore something more substantial than a T-shirt and sweat shorts.
"What have you got there?"
It took Zach a moment to realize she was referring to the contents of the pan. To hide his very obvious predicament, he swiveled his hips back to the counter.
"Omelet, hash browns, bacon. Want some?" He felt her nearness as she ran a glass of tap water, then leaned over his shoulder.
"No...What's in it?"
"Onion, mushrooms, a touch of salsa, and a sprinkle of mozzarella cheese."
"No green peppers?"
He screwed up his face. "I hate green peppers."
Claudia nodded. "Me too."
Zach slid the finished omelet onto a plate, cut off a bite, and pierced it with his fork. "Sure you don't want a bite?"
With a smile, he waved the tempting morsel in front of her face. She followed the tidbit much as Miss Kitty would an interesting toy.
"Well...maybe just a taste." She slipped her hand over his and guided the fork to her mouth.
It was almost more than Zach could take. Her touch, her nearness, the way those full lips of hers closed over the fork all conspired against him. He wanted her...now!
She tilted her head to one side and nodded. "Not bad. Delicious, in fact."
"Have another bite."
Claudia twirled the fork between her fingers and studied her target. It was perfect, just the right combination of ingredients to make it mouth-watering. Why not? Just one more taste.
Zach watched her slice off one piece after another, each one chewed with thoughtful precision, as if she truly had never eaten anything more delicious. "Would you like me to make you one?"
She shook her head and sampled another piece. "I really can't. I have to go run."
"Well, you won't mind if I make myself one, then."
She drew back in surprise, staring at the nearly empty plate. A pink flush drifted over her cheeks. The barrier started to rise up between them. Zach was determined to see that it did not. This Claudia he really liked, and he wanted her to stick around. Even if that meant he had to walk around hard as a rock, ready to peel off those silky jogging shorts of hers and take her there on the kitchen floor.
"There's no harm in a good breakfast," he said, adding a smile. "Finish the rest of the omelet and I'll make another for myself. We can work it off at the gym later."
"But my..." She grabbed the plate, shrugged a shoulder, and dove in again. "I'll run tonight."
With a broad smile, he braced his backside against the counter and leaned closer to her. "I'll run with you."
Mischief danced in her eyes, setting his libido on overdrive. "You couldn't keep up with me."
Zach laughed. "We'll see about that, Princess."
Princess. He had used that name for her again. Yet this time, it didn't contain his usual sarcasm. In fact, the term held an endearing quality to it that tugged at her heart.
Claudia watched him whip up another omelet while she finished off the remains of the first. The man knew his way around a kitchen. That alone garnered him some level of respect. The fact that he didn't render any blistering comments over her healthy appetite earned him even more.
"My hands are full," he said. "How about shoving some of those hash browns in my mouth."
It seemed a little personal. Claudia hesitated and would have refused until she caught sight of a water spot dulling the faucet's chrome surface. The image of Allison and the toothbrush haunted her.
With a fresh fork, she lifted a serving to Zach's mouth, nearly missing her target. He caught all but a smidgen which landed on his chin.
"Oops." She gave a light laugh. "We goofed. Here let me." She brushed him clear with her thumb.
Zach's gaze clicked up to hers. Gone was the light-hearted camaraderie. In its place was an emotion alien to Claudia, yet one which seemed to prevail these last days with Zach nearby---lust. This time it was overwhelming. If he kissed her now...
"Bacon," his voice rasped.
Claudia shook her thoughts clear. "What?"
"I'll have a piece of bacon now."
"Of course." Yet neither moved to accomplish the request.
She was conscious of him moving the frying pan to a different burner, of him facing her more fully, of him bracing his hands on the counter on either side of her. And of him never once breaking eye contact while he did so. Silently, she encouraged him, willing him to pull her against him and do what they both so desperately needed to do.
"Claudia, I---"
A blast from the doorbell startled them, yet the contact did not break.
"The joys of neighborhood living," he said with regret, and reluctantly shoved away from her. "You'd better get it. We don't want to intimidate any wives by having me show up at the door right at this moment."
"What could you possibly do to intimidate them?"
His gaze traveled a lazy circuit across her face. "Do you really want to know, Princess?"
The word caressed her, dissolving any reserve which held her in place. Yes...she wanted to know. She wanted to feel. To kick free from the bonds Todd's betrayal and desertion had placed around her heart. The doorbell had other ideas.
"Get the door while I change into more appropriate clothes."
He was up the stairs before her curiosity could be satisfied. It was better that way, better to leave the door closed, especially where Zach was concerned. They had been at odds for too many years. How could she expect that to change simply because she wanted to change herself?
The impatient visitor switched to pounding at the door. Whoever it was thrived on persistence. Had this been a normal situation, Claudia would have wasted no time giving her, or him, a strong piece of her mind. But they were here to make contacts---even annoying ones.
That attitude faded when she opened the door and saw Vic standing on the other side, dressed as a cable installer. A truck parked in the driveway added to the illusion.
"Cable man," he sang out, then dropped his voice a couple of decibels. "You gonna let me in or do I have to stand here all morning?"
"You should be careful about giving me a choice. You might not like the answer." She shoved the door wider, waved him in, and shouted for Zach.
He thundered down the steps seconds later in jeans and a pullover shirt. "You're taking a chance coming here, don't you think?"
He shrugged. "Everyone needs the cable installed when they move in. Your neighbors won't suspect a thing."
"Until the real cable man shows up," Zach replied. "I can only presume you have information?"
"I do."
Vic's demeanor turned from cocky to business-like. It was definitely an improvement, but Claudia still didn't trust the man to remain professional for very long.
"Have a seat at the table. You can tell us over coffee while Zach and I finish breakfast. After all, you do have to stay here long enough to give the illusion of having actually worked."
Vic chuckled. "You sure you don't want a job with us?"
Claudia shook her head and walked away. Vic waited until they were seated around the kitchen table, then curled his fingers around his steaming coffee mug.
"We got the preliminary autopsy back on Teddy Sunline this morning. He died of injuries consistent with blunt force trauma."
Zach swallowed his mouthful of omelet. "You mean he was hit over the head."
"More like he was hit all over his body," Vic replied. "The coroner said it looked like someone ran over him with a car."
Claudia leaned forward. "The one I saw that night?"
Vic shook his head and sipped his coffee. "We've discovered that was Sunline's car. As you recall, it was found deserted a couple of miles from his house. There are blood stains all over the back seat, but the outside was clean. No residual blood or tissue. I doubt it was the murder weapon. There's no damage. When a car hits someone, it's obvious."
Zach tapped his finger on his fork. "What about fingerprints?"
"The forensics team is going over it now, but it looks just as clean."
"Sounds like a professional job."
"Or someone who thought very carefully before carrying out the murder. Someone very meticulous."
Claudia and Zach caught each other's gaze. It wasn't looking good for Allison.
"We saw Allison Sinclair washing her car yesterday when we arrived...with a toothbrush." Zach polished off his last bite of toast.
Vic snorted. "Well, I guess it doesn't get any more meticulous than that."
"But there's no damage to it." Claudia dabbed her napkin at the corners of her mouth. "What about Sunline's house? Any clues there?"
"We're still waiting for permission from the family to search it."
"If you like, I'll speak to them. They might respond more favorably to a woman."
"Pushy, aren't you?"
"Whatever it takes to get the job done. In the meantime," Claudia shoved her chair back, "I think it's time for a little neighborly visit with Allison Sinclair."
"Excellent idea." Vic drained the last of his coffee. "Here's what you do."
In less time than she cared to think about, Claudia was standing before the Sinclair door, armed with several excuses with which to worm her way into the house. Wearing a polished confidence she did not feel, she pressed the doorbell.
But it wasn't Allison who answered. It was her husband. Claudia did a double-take, overwhelmed with a combination of surprise and awe.
She was tall, but Martin Sinclair towered over her. He had the looks of a movie star and a ready smile to go with them. For a Marine colonel, his salt-and-pepper hair was just shy of being too long. Claudia imagined there wasn't an officer higher than him willing to point that out, and if they did, Sinclair would smooth his way around that slight infraction of Marine Corps policy.
"Good morning. This is a pleasant surprise."
There was a hint of accent in his voice, but Claudia couldn't place its origin. "I'm sorry to bother you. I thought you would be at work."
"My wife's a bit under the weather so I stayed to make sure she was going to be all right. What can I do for you?"
If the woman was sick, Claudia didn't want to bother her. Still, she couldn't stand here looking stupid. "We just moved in across the street. I was going to ask if I might use your phone to call my brother. Ours won't be turned on until sometime tomorrow and I wanted him to know our new address. I'm sorry. I didn't realize your wife was ill. I can come back later."
"Nonsense."
He caught her arm before she could step back and drew her into the house.
Claudia resented the grip he had on her. It was too personal and much too harsh, too forceful. Just as she was about to point that out to him, he released her.
"What are neighbors for if we can't help each other? Allison's up and around. I'm on my way out. Phone's over there." He pointed to the kitchen.
Claudia was afraid to set one foot on the carpet. It was the same style and color as that in her house, but here it looked pristine. Each pile was upright and perfect, the only footsteps those of the man who had answered the door.
Everything about the house was impeccable, like a picture from a magazine. No dust or fingerprints marred the cherry wood tables. The cushions on the white sofa were wedged in place with a precision a bricklayer would envy. And each book on the floor to ceiling case was arranged by height and width. Not one of the spines was cracked or looked used.
Allison glided down the stairs dressed in khaki capris and an oversized camp shirt. A silk scarf in shades of cream and gold was beautifully arranged at her throat. If Martin hadn't mentioned it, Claudia would never have guessed the woman was ill.
"I'm sorry to intrude. I'm Claudia, your new neighbor. I just needed to use your phone."
Allison shot her husband a glance, then nodded. "Of course. May I offer you a cool drink?"
"No, thank you. But I was wondering if you would be able to tell me where I can do some shopping. My husband tells me I'll need a formal dress for the Marine Corps Ball next weekend."
"Not a problem," Sinclair said. "Allison will be glad to take you down to Palm Springs tomorrow, won't you, dear?"
Her faced remained expressionless. "Of course...tomorrow."
"That's certainly one way to get to know your neighbors." Claudia gave a soft laugh to cover the awkwardness she felt. "No, No. I wouldn't want to impose."
Sinclair waved the comment away. "No imposition at all. Allison has nothing better to do with her time. And if you really want to get to know the neighbors around here, you can offer up your place for the next Monday night football gathering."
She'd rather chew glass. "We can do that. I'll let Zach know."
"Monday it is. Ladies..." He dropped a kiss to Allison's cheek and left.
Allison folded her hands before her. "The telephone is in the kitchen."
Claudia dared a peek over her shoulder as she crossed the sacred carpet. Behind her, Allison refreshed the carpet pile, wiped a non-existent speck of dust from the table, adjusted the drapes, and fluffed the cushions. Claudia had never felt more out of place in her life.
She punched in Phillip's number as fast as she could, then counted the seconds until Rowan answered. Rowan played her part, receiving information that didn't matter without any questions. The entire conversation lasted less than a minute, yet Allison's constant fussing made it seem like an hour.
She slipped the receiver into its cradle, but refused to set foot on the carpet. "Thank you. I'll let myself out the back door."
"Come over when you're ready to leave tomorrow morning. I'd like to get an early start. I need to be home before Marty gets off work."
It was her job. She swore she'd get to the bottom of Sunline's murder, but if she had to spend one more minute with Allison... "Tomorrow then."
Zach was waiting for Claudia by the door when she walked back into their house. Vic nursed a second cup of coffee at the kitchen table.
"That was quick," Zach said.
Claudia didn't spare him a glance as she slipped into the nearest chair. "We're going shopping tomorrow morning. Monday night you and I get to host the neighborhood football party."
"That was quick," Vic said with a laugh.
She traced the point of her chin. "A little too quick. Orchestrated primarily by Colonel Martin Sinclair, not me. Either he's one hell of nice guy or..."
Zach propped himself against the counter. "Or what?"
Away from the Sinclairs, more questions than answers arose. Allison's actions were automatic, not by rote or routine but by something more. She was a puppet whose strings were yanked, but by what force...guilt, or her husband?
Claudia shook the thought away. It was premature and unprofessional to jump to conclusions. "It's nothing I can put my finger on. It just feels odd over there."
"How so?"
"I just don't know. Regimented. Claustrophobic. Maybe tomorrow I'll get some clues. I need to get out of here for a while. I'm going to the gym." Claudia jumped up and grabbed her purse.
Zach snagged the strap and yanked her to a halt. "If you'll wait, I'll go with you."
"I'd rather be alone."
He released his hold and held up his hands. "I understand."
But he didn't and at that point Claudia couldn't find a way to tell him that this time he wasn't the problem.
Zach watched her drive away, felt the bricks pile back up on that nasty wall between them, and wondered why it bothered him all of a sudden. It was nothing new, this wall. But in those rare instances when her fortress crumbled, he caught a glimpse of the real Claudia, and he didn't want to let that vision go.
Behind him, Vic sighed. "Trouble with the newlyweds?"
"Shut up, Vic."
\*
Claudia stood just inside the entrance to one of the base's gyms. Every machine she could possibly want to try was before her and free to use. A rare treat. A glorious opportunity. But her heart wasn't in it.
From the corner of her eye she saw a man approach her. Claudia turned the other way. Conversation was also not on her list of priorities for now. The last thing she needed to deal with was being hit on. She wanted time to think, to clear the image of Allison flicking her pale, thin fingers over the carpet pile.
"Need some help?"
She narrowed her gaze at the sandy-haired intruder, ready to blast him with a frosty rejection. His friendly smile stopped her. There was a familiarity, yet Claudia couldn't recall having met him before.
His grin widened, pale blue eyes sparkling with laughter. After a quick look around, he leaned closer and lowered his voice. "Girlfriend?"
"Kiki?" she whispered, a smile tugged at her lips. "Or should I stick with Kurt?"
"In the flesh. I work here. I teach aerobics, self-defense, and help people use the machines." He gave her a wink. "It's glorious. All these men. You would be surprised at how many husbands get jealous of me being around their women. If only they knew."
That did it. Claudia laughed until her sides ached. It was just the medicine her fractured soul needed. Kiki...Kurt just smiled.
"So," he tucked his arms over his well-defined chest, "here to relieve a little stress? You look a little fried."
Was it that obvious? If they had been old friends and not new, Claudia might have confided in him...her...whichever.
"We've been moving into our new place here on base, and I decided I needed a break. Some time on the StairMaster should do it."
"Great. Once you're done, I'll treat you to lunch."
She rolled her eyes. "Please, no more food. I'm here to work off a breakfast you wouldn't believe. A cold drink will do just fine."
"Great." He lowered his voice once more. "Maybe we can trade secrets. Even dressed to sweat, you have that certain je ne sais quoi I'm dying to learn."
Kiki-Kurt had that certain something, too---no matter which persona he portrayed. Two hours later, sitting outside the gym talking over liter-bottles of cold water, Claudia marveled over the masculine side of her new-found friend. An amazing transition from the night before, and no one but she was the wiser. He was a fine looking man, with a small waist and lithe, hardened muscles. Not as well-built as Zach, though.
"I'm curious," he admitted.
Claudia smiled. "About what?"
"You. You're an attentive listener. You ask all the right questions to keep a person talking, but what about you? Who is Claudia? Who is this calm goddess in the eye of storm?"
Her smile faltered. She traced circles in the perspiration on her bottle. "She's a fraud, Kurt."
By slow degrees, the words tumbled out. Claudia found herself telling Kiki-Kurt things she had never fully discussed with anyone---Todd, her father, the pain of betrayal, her first meeting with Zach, the ridiculous farce of a marriage, her parallel to Allison. When the final words spilled out, she was exhausted, drained. All she longed to do was curl up somewhere and sleep.
"So now, knowing all this, what does Claudia want? Answer quick, without thinking."
"To go to bed with Zach."
He tilted a nod her way.
Claudia shook her head, then let it drop. "But I promised myself I would never do that again until I got married."
Kiki-Kurt covered her hands with his. "But, girlfriend, you are married to the man."
Claudia jerked upright, then slumped once more. "He's going to break my heart."
"That's all part of life and taking chances. Enjoy the good while it lasts. Deal with the bad, if it comes. Live life. That's what it was meant for."
Claudia gave a soft laugh. "After all these years, I wouldn't even know how to approach a man, especially a man like Zach. Kiki, he's experienced."
He gave her a wink. "You take care of suppressing the Ice Princess persona, and I guarantee that his libido will take care of the rest."
Good advice. Now all she needed was the nerve to carry it out.
On the surface, Teddy Sunline's house was no different than the dozens of others surrounding it. That in itself drew Zach's suspicions. By all accounts, Sunline was a bachelor, yet his front yard said otherwise.
Rose bushes danced alongside the house, beds of alyssum weaved between them like giant swatches of lace. Tulips, lilies, and irises anchored a winding sidewalk. Pots of marigolds were nestled on the front porch next to the door. Near the stoop, hummingbirds darted to a feeder.
Vic pulled two pair of latex gloves from his pocket and handed one to Zach. "We don't want to taint any evidence we find."
Behind him, Zach heard the other two agents snap theirs into place. "Are you sure this is the right house? I keep expecting to see a wife and kids any minute."
Vic gave a visual scan of the yard, then slowly shook his head. "I've been asking myself that same question. But this is the address he gave his office. Guess we'll find out in a second or two." He jangled the keys, then slipped one into the lock. The door whipped open before he could turn the knob.
The young woman on the other side glared at them, and Zach didn't doubt she was one step away from calling 9-1-1.
"Can I help you?" A frosty challenge, not a question.
Vic fumbled for his identification, then flipped the wallet open for her to see. "NCIS. Sorry, ma'am. We were told this was Teddy Sunline's house."
Her brown eyes flicked to each man. "It is. Is Teddy in some sort of trouble?"
"Who are you, ma'am? His girlfriend?"
She blinked wide, confused eyes. "Janie Brighton. I'm Teddy's maid."
"Perhaps we should go inside." Vic didn't give her time to decide. He cupped her elbow and maneuvered passed the front door.
The interior was as striking as the outside---neat, orderly, comfortable. An aura of welcome embraced Zach. He hated to disturb that by watching Vic tell the woman Teddy was dead.
She crumbled into tears before their eyes, emitting a low, animal wail that reverberated through the house as she doubled over, clutching her midriff. The cry brought another woman to the sliding patio doors at the rear of the house. Dressed in jeans, T-shirt, and gardening gloves, she shoved back the door and raced to Janie's side, her eyes accusing.
"What did you do to Janie?" She wrapped her arms around the smaller woman.
Janie fell against her. "Oh, Helen, Teddy's dead."
Helen stiffened. Her shocked gaze demanded answers. "Who are you people? What are you doing here?"
Momentarily taken aback, Vic closed his jaw and attempted to gain control of the situation. "And who are you, ma'am?"
"Helen Moore."
Zach leaned forward. "And let me guess...you're the gardener."
"I am. What's it to you? What's happened to Teddy? And what are you doing here?"
In painstaking detail, Vic gave up enough information to satisfy the women without compromising anything about the case. While Janie cried, Helen remained stone-faced, defensive, and angry.
"I suppose you've come here to search for clues," she said when Vic was finished.
He nodded. "That was the plan. Although from the looks of the place I'd say anything we'd find has been wiped clean."
Helen jerked up her chin. "Janie's very good at her job. And if you're half as good at yours, you'll find Teddy's killer" She squeezed her friend's shoulders. "Come on. We need to call the others."
"Oh, Helen, what are we going to do now? Who's going to take care of us?"
"Hush now. It'll be all right. We'll take care of ourselves. That's what Teddy was trying to help us learn." She flashed angry eyes at the men. "You'd better dust the phone for any fingerprints now because I'm getting ready to use it."
"To call..." Vic waited for her to fill in the blank.
Again, her eyes narrowed. "The others." The flat tone of her voice discouraged any further questions.
Others turned out to be more women. One by one they showed up at the house. Each performed a separate task for Teddy Sunline---cook, laundry, mechanic, groceries, mending, even one to tend the hundreds of houseplants. Sunline never had to lift a finger for himself. His harem had seen to his every need.
Vic gathered them all on the patio. There the other two agents separated them out one by one for interviews. The answers were all the same. Teddy Sunline was a wonderful friend. No, they didn't think it was odd that he wasn't around. They usually never saw him during the week because of his work schedule, and he was to have spent the weekend at Big Bear Lake.
All took offense when asked if they had more than a friendship with Sunline. And every one of them hesitated over, "Do you know of anyone who would want to harm Teddy Sunline?"
The reply was always a firm, "No." But the delay, the glance away, and the whitened knuckles said otherwise. Whatever it was they were hiding, they weren't divulging it to military investigators.
Zach found himself wondering if Claudia's presence would have made a difference. He flirted with the idea of calling her, then was relieved when he remembered she was out. Asking Claudia to come help them now would generate friction over why they had left her behind in the first place.
Vic tapped his pen on his notepad. "Well, that was a wash. I've never seen a more tight-lipped bunch of women. Look at them out there. All huddled together and none of them saying a word except to plan the memorial service."
Zach glanced their way. Like frightened animals. No, that was the wrong analogy. Animals fought when frightened. Frightened children was more appropriate.
"Maybe we'll find something around this place." Zach clicked his tongue. "Although from the look of things all we can hope for is clues, not evidence."
Vic agreed. Zach could read disillusionment in his face. Dead ends, everywhere they turned.
Leaving the two agents outside to finish interviewing, Zach and Vic split up, each selecting a specific portion of the house. A cursory look revealed nothing---as they expected. There were three bedrooms---one obviously Sunline's, one devoted to an extensive computer set-up, and the third a guest room.
"All ready for company," Vic said.
Female company, Zach added to himself. Closets and dresser drawers were filled with women's clothing---all in various sizes. The adjoining bathroom was decked out with soaps, shampoos, and bubble baths. Both clothes and toiletries were neatly organized and indicated a wide range of tastes.
"Still nothing to tie Allison Sinclair to Teddy Sunline." Vic shoved the dresser drawer closed. "The place looks like a damned used clothing store."
"Actually, there's nothing to definitely tie him to any of these women other than their employment." Zach drew invisible quotations in the air. "You know, Cruz Montoya mentioned Teddy was teaching Allison how to use the computer. Maybe that's an avenue we can explore."
Vic pinched the bridge of his nose, closing his eyes in exasperation. "If there is, I wouldn't know how to find it. I'll have to get the computer guys up here for a look."
"Not necessary." Zach pivoted on his heel and ducked into the middle bedroom. With a tap of his finger, he brought the electronic beast to life.
He felt Vic watching from the doorway, either afraid to approach or in awe of the process. The screen flickered then paused, demanding a password.
"Hah." Vic barked out a short laugh. "Get past that, cybernerd."
Zach's cockiness faded. The damn thing wanted Sunline's password. He drummed his fingers on the wrist support, then looked under the mousepad.
Julieanne.
With a broad smile, Zach punched in the name. "There we go."
"Impressive," Vic muttered. "How did you know to look under the mousepad?"
"That's where my password is at work."
Vic ventured farther into the room until he hovered over Zach's shoulder. "So...what do we have?"
"A lot. This is like one compact file cabinet. He has everything here." Zach looked through the icons. "Bills, taxes, Christmas card lists, property inventory."
"What about e-mail?"
Zach clicked on the mail icon. Ten messages waited for Sunline---the most recent from Allison Sinclair. With one touch of the enter key, the message appeared on the screen.
I'm scared.
"Not exactly the confession we were looking for, is it?" Vic asked.
"No, but this is." Zach scrolled down the letter. Each piece of correspondence had been tacked to the previous one, building a lengthy history of the relationship between Teddy Sunline and Allison Sinclair.
Starting at the bottom and working back up, the words between the two left no doubt a friendship existed. Yet there was nothing obvious enough to show something more---only hints, until an alarming series of entries appeared.
We really should delete the rest of this e-mail. This is getting huge.
I know, but your words give me strength when I really need it.
It happened again, didn't it?
Yes.
Why don't you call the MP's?
They'd never believe it. He's got them fooled.
You can't continue to live this way. Leave. There's room for you here until you can get on your feet.
I can't. I'm afraid. There's no hiding from him. He'll find me and it will be worse than ever.
So you stay with him until he kills you? You think it won't happen. My sister didn't think so either. When she realized the truth, it was too late for her. It's not too late for you.
Days passed without an answer, then Allison sent him two words.
I'm pregnant.
Sunline's response? LEAVE NOW! If your life means so little to you, think of the child. He will hurt you both!
Still, it took another month of coercion and planning before Allison made her decision. The date was set. Both Zach and Vic knew the outcome of that particular evening.
Disbelief, stunned and absolute disbelief, that's what struck Zach when the last word sank in. He wanted to protest, say it was all a lie. Martin Sinclair was a stellar officer, up for promotion to general. To be guilty of spousal abuse was the kiss of death to his career. But would he have killed Sunline to keep his nasty secret quiet?
It didn't seem plausible. None of it. And in the back of his mind Zach wondered if it wasn't a sympathetic bid for attention on Allison's part to attract a lover. The only problem with that scenario was the circle of women huddled on the back patio.
Vic drew back. "Shut it down. I'm taking the computer as evidence."
"You don't believe what's hinted at here, do you?"
"I don't believe or disbelieve. My job is to get to the truth. This is the first solid lead I've got, even if it does open up a lot of other questions."
Business-like and professional. Qualities Zach had seen in Vic when they first met weeks ago. This was why he liked the man initially. It was Claudia's appearance that had made those traits disappear. As long as Vic kept his lascivious nature under control where she was concerned, Zach could respect him. But one step over that line...
"What do you intend to do, take each woman aside and grill her about Allison and Sunline?"
Vic shook his head. "They're too tight-lipped. Especially when they're talking to military investigators. We'll leave that up to that beautiful wife of yours."
Zach shoved away from the desk and faced Vic full on. "She has a name. It's Claudia. Not toots, not cutey, not babe, not good-lookin'. Claudia. Use it."
Vic's jaw set. He gave a deliberate nod, then walked from the room, snapping instructions to the other two agents.
So much for professional respect. They returned to Zach's house in silence.
The music reached them first. It wasn't that it was overly loud. It was the music itself which was surprising---rock and roll. And from the sound of it, one of Zach's favorite CDs. He pushed open the front door with Vic on his heels.
Miss Kitty lounged on the back of the sofa, tail twitching in slow motion along with the rhythm. And in the center of the room, oblivious to everything else, Claudia danced in wild abandon.
She was gloriously free, filled with grace, and uninhibited. Had they been alone, Zach would have jumped in with her. Would have moved from one dance to another until he could sweep her into his arms and they fell into an embrace that matched the pace of the song.
Then she whirled around and stopped, flushing. Her gaze fell to them...to him. For one, brief second Zach thought he caught a flash in her blue eyes, a longing, a desire. A look he could only describe as...intimate.
Suddenly embarrassed, Zach glanced over at Vic. The lust in the man's eyes mirrored his own and he felt a surge of anger. He strode to the stereo and clicked the switch off. Silence descended.
Miss Kitty hopped from her perch. He expected his usual greeting from her. Instead, the cat twined herself around Claudia's legs. It was the last indignity he intended to take.
"If you're done prancing around, we've got work to do." He regretted the words and tone the instant they left his mouth, but it was too late to take them back.
Claudia didn't know whether she wanted to cry or break the nearest lamp over Zach's head. An hour before, she agonized over her desire for the man. Now she wondered how she could have been so stupid, so blind.
Zach was arrogant, obnoxious...and too good-looking for his own good, not to mention hers. When she compared him to the man standing beside him, there was no comparison. Vic Brownell's gaze stripped her naked every time, making her feel soiled. His whole manner screamed that he believed he was God's gift to women. But Zach...
Just looking at him, no matter how annoying, swelled her heart with strange affection. True, they'd had their run-ins over the last five years, yet in these few days with him Claudia had seen a different Zach, caring and protective. She'd seen him champion her against Franklin's snide comments. Play with Miss Kitty. He'd kissed her as she had never been kissed before, fiercely...passionately.
Oh, she wanted him all right, the obnoxious creep. And Claudia didn't know who she hated more for the feeling---herself or him.
"Charming as usual," she said, with a haughty tilt of her chin. "Welcome home, my love."
Zach fought a smile and shoved a document into her hands.
"What's this?" A silly question, since she could obviously see it was an e-mail printout. "Between Allison and Teddy?"
Zach flopped onto the sofa and motioned Vic to the easy chair. "You might want to read it back to front."
Claudia shuffled the papers in that order and tucked herself into the far corner of the sofa. "Where did you get this?"
"Off Sunline's computer."
"Sneaking around behind my back. I should have known," she absentmindedly replied.
While she scanned the correspondence, Zach told her about the search of Sunline's house and of the strange collection of women. With each word read and heard, Claudia's heart broke a little more. When she was finished, she set the last sheet with the others on the end table and closed her eyes to shut away the tears.
"You believe her." Vic's statement was to the point, but his tone was laced with disbelief.
Claudia forced herself to look at him. "Of course, I believe her. Why shouldn't I?"
Zach leaned forward, resting forearms on knees. "Because her husband is one of the most well-respected officers in the Marine Corps. He's guaranteed a promotion to general. You've met him. You've seen what a great guy he is. How could you possibly---"
"We don't live with him. We don't sleep with him. We only see what he wants us to see." She massaged the ache in her forehead. "I supposed Julieanne is Teddy Sunline's sister?"
Vic shrugged a shoulder. "That's as good a guess as any. There's nothing in his record to indicate he had a sister. His next of kin is listed as his parents, and he left his life insurance to a niece and nephew. The Causality Assistance Officer is picking up Sunline's relatives at the Palm Springs airport today. I'm going to have to find a way to interview them tomorrow."
At least the man had some semblance of a conscience. "So now what?"
Zach's deep sigh brought her head up. Yet it was Vic who answered.
"Those women are a tight-lipped bunch...except with each other. We thought if you attended the funeral on Friday they might see you as less threatening. A friend of Sunline's. You could get some information."
"So infiltrating the Officers Wives Club is out?"
"Oh, I imagine they'll come looking for you soon enough." Zach gave a small chuckle. "From what I've been told they are a persistent bunch. No telling what you might learn from them."
"Since you've already met Allison Sinclair," Vic said. "This might be another, better way to earn her confidence."
"And in the meantime I would hope you'll start looking more closely at her illustrious husband."
Vic stared at his hands. "As you've already pointed out, if he is guilty of spousal abuse, we can't find out what Martin and Allison Sinclair want to hide. It's up to you."
"Then I'd better get started." Their heads swiveled in her direction as Claudia walked to the front door.
"Where are you going?" Zach asked.
Without turning, she replied, "To see if Allison will go to Teddy's funeral with me." She swung open the door, letting it click shut behind her, and started across the lawn.
Claudia's distress was no act. All she needed to do was remember Allison shying away from the other women, scrubbing the car with a toothbrush, dusting the pile of the carpet with her fingertips. It all made sense---spousal abuse. Put in context, it made Claudia ill. By the time she reached Allison's door, tears obscured her vision.
The door opened on the first ring.
"I'm sorry to bother you again."
Allison placed herself in the entrance. "Is something wrong?"
Claudia gave a solemn nod and felt a tear slip down her cheek. "I've just learned that an old friend of mine is dead. While I was at the gym, I called his office to tell him I was living here now, and they told me he had been killed. This is all such a shock. I don't know any other women in the area, and I just needed someone to talk to."
"Of course." She hesitated before opening the door wider. "Come in. I'll fix us some tea...unless you'd prefer coffee."
"I don't want to trouble you. I just wanted to talk."
"No trouble. I always have a pot of tea ready."
The house was as immaculate as it had been earlier that day. Knowing what Allison would go through once Claudia walked across the carpet made the trip agony. Still she forced herself to be nonchalant, then fought the urge to fluff the damn pile herself to keep Allison from having to do it later.
The kitchen was gold and white with yellow checked curtains dancing in the gentle breeze that came through the window. Allison waved Claudia to the table with matching placemats, then quickly set out the pot of tea and two china cups.
"I'm sure it was quite a shock to hear of your friend's death," she said as she poured.
"All I can feel is guilt for not having kept in better touch with him. It wasn't hard to do...to send a quick e-mail. I just kept putting it off. Then when I learned we would be coming here to Twentynine Palms, I just figured I'd surprise him. Only I was too late. Now Teddy's dead."
Allison paused, her cup halfway to her lips. The only sign she was shaken was in the rattle of the cup as she slipped it back onto the saucer. "What did you say his name was?"
"Teddy...Teddy Sunline. Did you know him? He was a gunnery sergeant somewhere here on base."
For some reason, Claudia expected Allison to deny it. Instead, she let her gaze travel to those bright curtains and gave a single nod.
"He was a member of Marty's command. He was helping me learn how to use the computer. I didn't realize..." She closed her eyes and gave a quick shake of her head. "I heard he was killed. I couldn't believe it myself. Odd that you would know him, too. Such a small world."
Allison's emotions were held in by a strength of will that broke Claudia's heart. All Claudia knew of the man were the few words he uttered before he died. Yet the more she discovered, the more she wanted to bawl her eyes out.
She slipped her hand over Allison's. It was small, dainty, fragile. When she squeezed it, Allison grabbed hold. A lifeline? A cry for help? She couldn't ask, couldn't force the issue now, but with time maybe she could.
"Let's go to the funeral together. It's at one o'clock Friday afternoon." She pressed Allison's hand in parting comfort. "He's helped so many of us."
For the first time, fear clouded Allison's eyes. Then she nodded. "Pink roses. We mustn't forget the pink roses...for Julieanne. You do know about Julieanne, don't you?"
Claudia forced a smile. She felt like a fraud. "Don't all of us who have been in that situation? Yes, Teddy would like that we remembered. He loved his sister so much."
"Very much," Allison choked out. "We'll have to buy them soon. Before the florists in town run out."
"I'll take care of it for both of us."
Gratitude eased the tension in Allison's face, the sound of a car in the garage brought it back. She leaped from the table so quickly her cup toppled over.
"Marty's home early."
Claudia grabbed her hand and pulled her back into her seat. "Relax. We're just two new friends visiting."
"But I haven't started dinner...the carpet."
"I'll fix the carpet. You've been invited to my house for dinner."
"No. No. He won't accept."
"But you don't know that."
"Yes, I do. And he knows I know. Please...just go. I'll see you in the morning."
There was little more Claudia could do. Reluctantly, she eased away. "I'll fix the carpet for you on the way out."
Heartbreaking. That was the only word for it, and it was all Claudia could do to keep from physically dragging Allison home with her. A whirlwind of emotions surrounded her. She was angry at herself because there was no way to help the woman, confused that Allison continued to live in terror year after year. But nothing matched her fury at Martin for abusing her and the Marine Corps for elevating him to a god-like position of authority.
Claudia slammed through the back entrance of her house, ready to pummel the first object she could get her hands on. Grabbing a head of lettuce from the refrigerator, she smacked it on the counter and whipped out a butcher knife.
Years of experience with women, this one in particular, indicated to Zach that he should tread carefully. Unfortunately, Vic didn't have that much sense. While Zach lounged in the doorway watching Claudia hack the lettuce into bite-sized pieces, Vic eased his way to within inches of her.
"Well? What did you find out?"
She whacked at her target. "Julieanne is Teddy's sister. Allison admitted to knowing Teddy. We are going to the funeral together."
"Did she tell you that her husband beats her?"
She tossed the knife into the sink and whirled around to face him, pale with rage. "You insensitive son of a bitch. You'd better go back to life school and do a little more studying. This is a secret even her own parents wouldn't know, and you expect her to confide in me in less than a day? She's a victim, not a murderer."
One stride forward brought her nose to nose with him. "But I don't need her to tell me. I saw for myself the fear in her eyes when he came home today and she hadn't started dinner and the carpet was unfluffed."
"Sinclair's home?"
Claudia parked her hands at her waist. "Yes."
Vic muttered a curse. "How the hell am I going to leave here now? He can't see me."
Claudia's response equaled Vic's. Zach didn't blame her. The last person he cared to spend any more time with was Vic. Still, for the integrity of the investigation, there was little choice.
While Vic paced a circuit in the living room, Claudia mutilated the rest of the lettuce. Zach slid his hand over her wrist, gently relieving her of the weapon.
"Put the lettuce away for now. We could probably both do with a good run. You set the pace. I'll do my best to keep up," he added with a small smile.
Five minutes later they were pounding the pavement in unison, taking out their frustrations and confusions in a desert ridge run that wound up being five miles.
But it wasn't until well after midnight, once Vic finally slipped away under cover of the night, that the one question bothering them was broached.
"Do you still think Sinclair's innocent?" Claudia traced the pattern in the arm of the sofa.
Zach stroked Miss Kitty's fur, taking in the comfort her flexing paws and deep purr provided. "I honestly don't know what to believe at this point. He's a top notch Marine officer, yet everything you pointed out earlier today is true. We can't know what they are both determined to hide."
"I keep straining to hear if anything is going on at their house."
He snorted. "In a neighborhood this close, you'd think someone would have heard long before now."
"Maybe they did and didn't care to interfere because of his rank."
She had a point. Sinclair was the highest ranking officer in their base housing area. He could easily ruin anyone of lesser rank with a word or suggestion, a criticism whispered to the right person. Just like in the big cities where victims were raped and mugged while frightened witnesses looked the other way, Martin Sinclair got away with spousal abuse.
"Would you report him?"
"Yes." The answer was given without hesitation. His parents had raised respectable, honor-bound sons. He didn't care what it did to his career. It was a matter of living with his own conscience...and Claudia's opinion of him.
He set Miss Kitty on her feet, and leaned closer to Claudia. "Shopping with her tomorrow's going to be tough for you."
"I can manage."
Zach chuckled. "I don't doubt that for a minute. Just don't do anything crazy...like try to whisk her away from it all. I don't want to be scraping up your remains from the desert floor."
"I won't be foolish. I've been in tighter situations than this before."
"Maybe so, but none more emotional."
He was right about that. Everywhere she turned, Claudia was assaulted by one emotion after another. Dealing with them drained her more than she thought possible.
She passed the night much as she had all the others since this mess had started---awake and troubled.
In the long hours, Claudia rehearsed subtle questions she intended to ask of Allison, made plans if they should be followed and harassed. By morning her nerves were so much on edge, not even a hard run or Zach's sinful offer of breakfast could quell them.
Like a prisoner approaching a guillotine, Claudia marched to Allison's house. She wanted to give the woman friendship and sanctuary, yet the very nature of their relationship was based on lies. Somehow that had to change. This was no longer about a news story. This was about saving someone's life.
Claudia leaned into the doorbell and waited. It took a second ring to bring Allison to the door. She opened it only as far as the chain lock allowed. The room beyond was dark.
"I'm sorry, but I can't make it today. I really don't feel well." She shoved a piece of paper through the opening into Claudia's hand. "Here are the directions to the boutique. You should be able to find something there."
Before Claudia could utter a word of concern, Allison shut the door. She stared at it for what seemed like hours before returning home. A myriad of questions danced in her head, all of which had to remain unanswered for now.
She found Zach upstairs peeking out the bedroom window.
"What was her excuse?" he asked.
"She says she's sick."
"Hmm...I'll bet. Look."
Claudia glanced in the direction indicated and saw a Hispanic man crossing the Sinclairs' backyard. "Who's that?"
"Major Cruz Montoya." He let the drape fall into place and cocked his head her way. "Now what do you think of our alleged victim?"
He didn't stick around for her answer, which was just as well because at that point Claudia didn't know who or what to believe anymore.
Zach had to cut across six yards and two blocks before he caught up with Montoya. Zach didn't bother to pass off his breathlessness with the excuse of being out for a run. It was time for answers.
Zach grabbed Montoya's car door before the man could shut it, wedging himself in the opening. "Sir, I think it's time we talked."
"Do you have a break in the investigation?"
"Not one I expected."
"Then perhaps you'd better run it through NCIS." He curled his fingers around the handle.
Zach refused to move. "I need to talk to you. I'd rather it be privately without witnesses for now. But if I have to, I'll spit it out right here."
Montoya looked around. "I don't see anyone. Spit it out."
"Very well, sir. Are you having an affair with Allison Sinclair?"
"She is a beautiful woman, isn't she?" Montoya made a second attempt to pull the door closed.
Zach shoved hard with his hip, widening the gap between door and car. "I saw you leave her house a few minutes ago."
Anger flickered across the man's face. "I thought I made it clear that Allison was not to be involved in your investigation. There's no reason to stake out her house."
"I'm trying to uncover a murderer. All my clues lead to her, and now to you." He met Montoya's narrowed glare directly. "And forbidding me to look out my windows isn't within your authority. So tell me, sir...are you an accomplice or her next victim?"
"Aren't you taking a chance in either event? Now stand away from the car, Captain. I have to get back to work." He gave another tug at the handle, harder this time.
Still, Zach held the door in place. "Is her husband knocking her around?"
It was a dangerous path to take, but Zach felt he was safe enough. Montoya's silence was bought the instant he snuck out of the Sinclair house.
"Your job, Captain Taylor, is to investigate the murder of Gunnery Sergeant Sunline, not delve into the personal lives of Allison and Martin Sinclair."
"For some reason, Major Montoya, I get the feeling both events are related."
For the first time since Zach cornered him, Montoya broke eye contact. Staring at the range of low mountains behind the base, he tapped his index finger on the steering wheel. Zach held his breath, wondering what strategy he could use next if this last one failed. Finally, Montoya released his hold on the door.
"Get in. I'll buy you a cup of coffee."
Bingo. Now, maybe, he'd get some definitive answers. Unfortunately, the coffee shop was also one of the most popular places on base for breakfast. Zach and Montoya tagged on to the end of a long line, then each had to endure a round of pleasantries when one acquaintance after another greeted them.
It was a place to see and be seen. Even the Commanding General had his hair cut in the barbershop next door. It wasn't exactly the type of atmosphere for obtaining confidential information.
By the time they had their coffee, a corner booth was empty. Zach claimed the coveted seat, forcing Montoya to sit with his back to the door. Montoya nestled the Styrofoam cup between his hands, and locked his gaze with Zach's.
"Colonel Sinclair was with me the night Sunline was killed. It was my job to keep him busy while Teddy got Allison away from here." His voice was a controlled whisper, barely carrying across the green formica tabletop.
"So you knew Sinclair was abusing her."
Montoya didn't waste a nod. He merely stared. "I couldn't believe it myself when Teddy told me. I didn't want to believe it. But the proof was there once I looked. Once Teddy forced me to look. He asked for my help, and I gave it to him."
"Why not just report Sinclair to the general?"
"Spousal abuse is a dirty little secret. You'd be surprised at the lengths some women go to hide it. It's almost like they can't admit it to themselves much less someone else. Allison's no different. She thought it was her fault. It took her a long time to admit to herself that she had to leave. Teddy was willing to help. This had to be on her terms. She asked for silence. We agreed."
And it looked like those terms had gotten her nowhere. "You seem to know a lot about the subject."
"Only because of Teddy. Each one of those women at his house is a victim saved from a life of domestic violence. He offered them sanctuary, escape. Tried to help them build confidence, self-esteem. Even invented jobs for them when they couldn't find work elsewhere."
Zach only had one question. "Why?"
Montoya narrowed his eyes. "His sister was killed by her husband. Beaten to death while their two children slept in the next room."
How could anyone respond to such a revelation? The thought made Zach's stomach churn. He had been raised in love and tolerance. A bad day for him meant whiny clients, forced marches, and pesky telephone solicitors.
Even when Claudia voiced her suspicions, he didn't truly believe. Why? Because the entire concept of abuse was alien to him? Or because he couldn't believe that the Marine Corps would harbor such an individual in such a high rank?
Zach sipped at his coffee. It went down sour and burned his stomach. He slid the cup aside.
"Now what happens to Allison?"
Montoya snorted. "What do you think happens? The poor woman is scared to death. She's convinced that Sinclair somehow managed to kill Teddy and now she's in fear for her own life."
"And her baby?"
The man's back stiffened as he drew away. "How did you know about that?"
"Is it yours?"
"You little prick," Montoya spit out through clenched teeth. "Who the hell do you think you are?"
"I'm an investigator...investigating."
"No, it's not mine," he snapped. "Allison Sinclair is a lady. She has class and dignity. The baby is hers and Sinclair's. Now how the hell did you find out?"
Zach hesitated. What did he have to lose at this point? "Agent Brownell and I found e-mail between her and Teddy stored on his computer."
Montoya covered his eyes with his hand. "I pray to God Sinclair doesn't think to look through the e-mail on her computer."
"Do you think he killed Teddy?"
He slowly shook his head. "I'm telling you, Captain, there's no way. He was with me. Teddy had a lot of friends, but helping those women made him a lot of enemies, too."
"Their husbands and boyfriends."
Montoya nodded, then pulled his head up. "I doubt you'd ever get any of the women to admit it. From what Teddy told me, most of them have come a long way, but to have them actually stand up to the men in their lives or turn them in for murder...well, that's an awfully big step."
That would explain their silence when he and Vic were at Sunline's house. "I think I may be able to get an in with Sunline's group."
"It's going to have to be a good one. Think of these women as survivors of war."
Zach smiled. "Trust me. They'll be giving up their secrets before they realize it."
Montoya tipped back the rest of his coffee. "Now...let's discuss Allison. Since you've discovered Sinclair's abuse and the baby from your snooping, do you intend to do something to try to help her?"
"I've got an angle on that, too. I trust I can depend on your help in whatever we do?"
Montoya dark eyes never wavered. "As long as it means Allison will be safe."
\*
Claudia worked out her frustration on a stair climber. From the looks Kurt-Kiki kept giving her, she must have been overly long on the machine. She didn't care. Anything to keep her thoughts directed and away from what was bothering her. Trouble was---it wasn't working very well.
Had she been pulled into Allison's lies? Claudia prided herself on her ability to read people. She had made that part of her life survival packet since that horrible day when Todd left her standing alone at the altar. Never again would she be caught unaware.
So where had she gone wrong with Allison? Or had she? Were the signals of abuse there? Had she not wanted to see them? And if that were the case, then why?
The answer came too quickly for Claudia's comfort. She saw her own obsessiveness in Allison's actions, and was subconsciously determined to prove there was no correlation between them. Her conscience raised its head and struck.
And what compulsion are you fighting?
Claudia wanted to scream at herself, to throttle the thoughts that nagged incessantly at her. She decided to go to the gym, realizing that a hard workout was her solution---a compulsion in its own right. Before she could find the solitude of physical exercise, the first contingent of the Officers' Wives Club arrived.
The four were a determined bunch. They were pleasant enough, but somewhat overbearing. They wriggled their way into the house scanning their surroundings with the sharp eyes of appraisers despite the smiles plastered on their faces. They commented upon the furniture, and the neatness of her home. Cooed over her few attempts at decorating. The only way Claudia could rid herself of them was to offer her place for a coffee that evening.
At last peace was hers. The stair climber beckoned. She had been on it ever since and was no closer to resolving her questions than when she began.
"Enough." In one firm yank, Kurt pulled the power cord from the wall. "You've been on that thing for over an hour. What are you trying to do to yourself?"
She wanted to cry, to crumble to the floor right here and weep. "I just lost track of time, that's all."
"Hmm. I doubt that. I've never seen anyone more determined. To do what, I can't say."
Claudia forced a smile. "I have to host a coffee this evening at my house for the Officers' Wives Club. I could use a friendly face there. Do you suppose Kiki can come?"
"Nice change of subject." He smiled and lowered his voice. "Kiki would love to come. All those women putting on their best faces. What great practice. Do you think they'd suspect?"
Claudia laughed. "They might."
"Even with the birdseed?"
"Even with." She cocked her head to one side. "But why keep them guessing? Why not let them in on the secret?"
He pulled back, eyes hooded with suspicion. "What do you mean?"
Mischief danced around her. "You come as Kurt and let them make you into Kiki. It'll be a great ice breaker."
"How are they... Why would they..."
Claudia waved his concerns away. "I'll take care of everything. You just bring your Kiki stuff with you. It'll be fun. Trust me."
"Yeah...right."
\*
Zach's jaw stiffened. He didn't know what alarmed him more---the good-looking guy whose head was bent just a little too close to Claudia's, or that Martin Sinclair's gaze followed her from across the room.
He tucked himself in the gym's doorway with the sharp daylight silhouetting him from behind while he kept tabs on the two men. Zach recognized the first as one of the facility's new managers. A friendly sort...helpful. Kurt...that was his name. Judging from the lack of animosity on Claudia's face, he was probably not a threat to her in any way. That was good enough for Zach. The last thing he felt like dealing with was another Vic Brownell eyeballing her like a thirsty man does a cool glass of water.
Martin Sinclair was another matter. The fact that he was here at all was disturbing enough. True, it was a public place open to everyone on base. But all things considered, it seemed odd that the man would choose this time, this moment to come here. If he were here to exercise, all his efforts should be focused on the dumbbells he was curling, not on Claudia. Sinclair's gaze rarely left her.
By now Sinclair would know Claudia was taking Allison to the funeral. He might have discovered Zach was the investigating officer. Hell, he might have even found a way to read the preliminary report from NCIS. Now he was here, watching. Studying his next victim? The thought made Zach more nervous than he cared to be.
Despite Cruz's assurances that Sinclair had been with him the night Sunline was killed, Zach couldn't count on that to make the man innocent. Sinclair had too much to lose. His entire powerful career rested on secrecy. Having Allison leave him would raise too many questions. Having a Marine junior to him assist in her escape only increased Sinclair's vulnerability to exposure and left open the possibility of blackmail.
Now another threat blocked his path to greatness, and Zach didn't doubt for a minute that Sinclair would go to any lengths necessary to protect himself. For Claudia, Zach guessed he would try intimidation. If that was the case, Sinclair was wasting his time. Claudia could stand up to the best of them. For himself and Cruz, their own military careers would be threatened. Somehow the evidence had to be obtained and presented to the base's Commanding General before that could happen.
Without breaking visual contact from his target, Sinclair set aside his weights and walked toward Claudia. Zach didn't like it. There was nothing pleasant in his eyes. Hurrying, Zach cut across his path, getting to Claudia first.
Kurt pointed his way. Claudia turned, a smile frozen in place. But it was her eyes that took Zach's breath away. They...sparkled. She was genuinely happy to see him. Zach's heart soared with joy.
"If you don't jump that man's bones, I will," Kurt whispered in his sultry Kiki voice.
Claudia jabbed an elbow in his ribs. "Shh, he'll hear you."
She blotted the sweat from her face and neck with the edges of her towel. The closer Zach got, the more her heart raced. It was embarrassing. At least this time, if he happened to notice she was flustered, she could attribute it to the intense workout. No one would be the wiser except herself and her sharp-eyed friend.
"I see you got my note."
"I did. If you're done, I thought we could take your car out to the body shop."
She slung her towel over her shoulder. "I need to run back to the house and shower. It shouldn't take more than thirty minutes."
"There's a locker room in the next building. You could shower there."
The very thought of using a public facility made Claudia cringe. Germ factor aside, she hated the idea that someone else would see her naked. But how could she refuse without seeming like a prude?
"Well, if it isn't the newlyweds."
Claudia looked over Zach's shoulder. Sinclair had obviously been here for a while---the sweat dampened T-shirt clung to his chest, outlining every muscle. She had been so absorbed in her own thoughts that she missed seeing him among the other Marines using the facility.
Zach turned, positioning himself between Claudia and Sinclair. Friendly greeting or a hint of a warning? Zach refused to take chances.
"How are you today, sir?"
"Tolerably well." His eyes glazed over as his gaze drifted to Claudia. "I understand you and my wife are going to a funeral tomorrow."
"Yes. Teddy Sunline's. He was a friend of mine long ago." She draped her arm over Zach's shoulder. "Before I met Zach. He helped me survive a difficult period of my life. Imagine my surprise when I learned Allison knew him as well."
Sinclair's demeanor shifted. Zach could see it, could feel it, and it scared the hell out of him.
He caught the edge of Claudia's T-shirt behind her, and bunched it in his fist to keep her from saying anything more. "Yes, sweetheart, Teddy was a member of the colonel's command. Now if you'll excuse us, sir, we have an appointment in town."
He steered her toward the exit, then on to her car. Once there, Claudia batted his hands away.
"What was that about?"
"I'll explain at the house."
Claudia didn't wait much longer than that. By the time Zach walked in the door, she was standing there in a typical Claudia defensive stance---arms tucked firmly over her chest. With a laugh, Zach peeled them away from her body.
"If you hadn't made me promise my mom not to touch you, I'd give you a kiss full on the lips."
Eyes wide, she stared up at him. Her lips formed the word why. He pressed his fingers over them before it could be spoken.
"You were right about Sinclair."
Tension left her body. "I was?"
Zach nodded and dropped his hand. "Go jump in the shower. I'll tell you through the door."
Claudia wanted to sing with joy. She hadn't been imagining things, or assigning characteristics to Allison in order to appease her own conscience. She was right! Yet mixed in with her jubilation while she showered was the agony of listening to proof of Allison's abortive attempt to leave.
She twisted off the knobs and poked her head around the shower curtain. "Zach, we have to find a way to help her."
"Agreed, but we also have to get solid proof he's knocking her around. And proof that Sinclair killed Teddy."
"You can't believe he's guilty of that, too, can you? I mean...how? You said he's got an air-tight alibi---one of the men trying to help Allison leave. I think I'll have to agree with Major Montoya about this one. If Teddy was really responsible for helping all those women, any of their men could have killed him."
He peeked through the opening in the door. "Nope. I'm afraid I'm going to have to go with my mom on this one."
Puzzled, Claudia screwed up her face.
Zach gave a quick nod. "She always says to trust your instincts. Mine say the man did it. I just haven't figured out how."
He drew back, shutting the door behind him.
It was logic Claudia couldn't argue with, especially when her own instincts had screamed that Allison was suffering in an abusive relationship. The how part of it was a bit tricky, and as she followed Zach to the bank and then the body shop in town, Claudia tried to piece together something plausible. Only one thing came to mind.
She was out of her car before Zach could come to a complete stop. "Could he have had an accomplice? Maybe one of the other---"
Zach grabbed her arm. "Not now."
She followed the direction of his gaze and saw Eric Hanson talking with the body shop's owner a short distance away. He acknowledged them with a wave, ended his conversation, and trotted over.
"Looks like we came to the same place to have our cars fixed," he said with a broad smile. "I told Luther to take good care of you and give me the bill."
Zach hopped from his jeep. "I'd prefer to let the insurance companies deal with it."
Hanson fidgeted, then tugged at his ear lobe. "I was hoping to keep them out of it. I just can't afford for my rates to go up."
"Yet you can afford to have my wife's car fixed?" Zach snorted. "No offense, but---"
"Ask the man. It's already taken care of." He gave Zach a friendly slug on the shoulder, then hurried off when a taxi arrived to take him back to base.
With his departure, Luther sauntered over, wiping his hands on a brick-red rag. "Understand you've had a little fender-bender." He tucked the cloth in the back pocket of his grimy jeans and squatted down to appraise the damage to Claudia's car.
"Interesting... From the look of Mr. Hanson's car, I would have expected to see more damage on your car than this. In fact," his knees cracked as he stood, "I'm surprised to find you walking around. His car was pretty dinged up. I've seen trucks hit deer with less damage."
Claudia's exultant gaze locked with Zach's. The answer they had been looking for was right before their eyes and had been all along. Hanson, who fed them false clues. Hanson, who covered up the damage Sunline's body caused to his car by plowing into Claudia's.
No wonder he didn't want to involve the insurance company. It would have meant a thorough investigation.
Still, they had to proceed with caution. By unspoken consent, Claudia kept Luther occupied with repair forms and estimates while Zach phoned Vic. The hardest part was leaving once Vic arrived. They had no choice. Nothing must compromise their positions at this point.
Back at the house, Claudia enlisted Zach's help in preparing for the coffee she was to host that night. It was meant to be busy work to keep their minds occupied. But Zach turned the task of making finger sandwiches into an art form, cutting each into such exact triangles it was all she could do to smother her laughter. Finally, she could hold it in no longer.
"I do believe we've managed to tap into your feminine side, Zach Taylor."
He looked up at her from under his eyebrows. "I guess it was bound to happen sooner or later, Princess. Disappointed to find a chink in my armor?"
"I can hardly see it for all the rust." What would have been laced with frosty sarcasm weeks ago came out with a joyful giggle. Claudia could feel an upsurge of bubbling mischief.
Laughing, Zach tossed his knife to the sink. "Rusty, huh?" Without warning, his fingers danced across her ribs.
Claudia squealed. "Oh, please...don't tickle!"
Zach fanned his hands over her back and drew her close. "What else can I do to defend myself?"
This was it. Everything was up to her. Claudia's heart beat heavily in her chest. Though her fingers shook, she traced the laugh line next to his lips.
"You made me promise." His voice was husky, his body hard against hers.
"I release you," she whispered, and slipped her mouth over his.
Zach groaned, deepening the kiss. Cradling her in his arms, he sank with her to the floor.
He kissed her over and over again, each caress more intimate than the last until Claudia was certain there was no part of her mouth left unmapped. Still it wasn't enough. She took his hand and guided it to her breast. He froze, uncertain, then gently cupped his fingers around it.
Claudia sighed, then gasped when he flicked his thumb over the sensitive peak. Too much. Not enough. She wanted...needed him closer.
There was a muffled sound---his or hers, she couldn't tell, then she felt him fumbling with the buttons on her blouse. She helped him. Once the annoying barrier was breached, only one remained. With one yank, Zach pulled her bra down, then ever so gently closed his mouth over his prize.
She arched against him with a sigh, and slid her fingers to the button at the top of his jeans.
"We have to go upstairs," he mumbled. "I have to get something."
It took several seconds for his meaning to pierce her fog of passion. She gave a sluggish nod, unwilling to move, yet knowing they needed to. As she struggled to her feet, Zach swooped her into his arms, then strode toward the stairs. They were halfway to their objective when the shriek of the doorbell called them back.
"Vic." His name came out in unison, a curse.
"Let him knock." Zach muttered, flicking his tongue along the base of her collarbone.
Claudia tugged on his shirt, stopping him at the foot of the stairs. "He might think something's wrong and come in."
Zach heaved a sigh and set Claudia on her feet. "Maybe he won't stay long."
"If he does...there's always tonight."
He raked his gaze down to her lips, then kissed her quick. "Tonight."
Claudia sank to the step while she readjusted her clothing. Her legs were too shaky to hold her. Suddenly nighttime seemed an eternity away.
Zach had driven all the way to Phillip and Rowan's house only to find their van gone. Still, he took a chance that one of them was home. He wasn't disappointed. Before he could rap his knuckles on the door, Rowan had it open.
"This is a surprise," she said with a smile.
He stepped into the welcome embrace of their house.
Securely nestled in Rowan's arms, baby James tried to focus on the new face. Zach dusted his finger against the chubby cheek, laughing when James turned to suckle it.
"I was just getting ready to nurse him. If you don't mind."
"Oh...uhm...sure."
Rowan tossed out a soft laugh. "Relax. You don't have to watch if it makes you uncomfortable. I'll sit with my back to you."
"It's...uh...I mean..."
She shoved him toward the living room. "Sit and tell me what's up."
"I needed a place to hang out. Claudia's hosting a coffee for the Officers' Wives Club tonight."
"Better her than me." She settled into her chair and draped a towel over her shoulder and the baby's head, shielding James from his view. Contented suckling sounds emerged from under the cover.
Zach felt his tension ease. It was a natural thing. He didn't know why it bothered him. This was Rowan, for crying out loud. She was as close to him as a sister---closer, in fact. They worked together every day. Yet this simple maternal act made him squirm.
"You just missed Phillip. He and Ian went to a soccer game. If you hurry, you might be able to catch them."
He stretched back. "No thanks. Phillip will just put me to work helping him coach."
"And how's the investigation going?"
It was a chance to break that strange awkwardness that he had allowed to intrude between them. Rowan listened while he gave her a detailed account, fueling him on with questions to clarify her scope of the events. She knew Vic Brownell through her stepfather. Both men worked for Naval Criminal Investigative Service as agents. She seemed to respect his work. Zach decided it was best to withhold his and Claudia's personal opinion of the man.
"And was Vic able to find anything at the body shop?"
Zach shook his head. "The car was freshly washed."
"Surely a search warrant---"
"Would tip our hand."
"What about probable cause?"
"For now, Hanson says he was in a car accident. We're his witnesses since Claudia was the other party."
"How convenient," she replied with sarcasm.
"Very," he said with a nod. "Anyway, Vic managed to convince the owner to delay work on Hanson's car for a few days. Now he's trying to find someone who can verify that the car was wrecked before our accident, and anyone who might have seen Hanson at the time of the murder."
"What about Allison Sinclair?"
Zach's rambling narration squealed to a stop. "What do you mean?"
Rowan lifted her free shoulder in a shrug. "Where was she when all this was going on? She's got a small window of opportunity to leave. If she's finally taking the steps to go, she's not going to sit around the house waiting for Sunline to pick her up. And, besides, neither of them is going to risk him coming to the house. I'd guess that she met him somewhere. She may have even been in his car or nearby when the accident occurred."
"I doubt that. There wouldn't have been any place for her to hide."
"How do you know? You don't know where he was killed, you only know where he was dumped. Her car could have been left somewhere else, and she was hiding in the bushes. You said she was a small woman. Maybe she was hiding in the back seat. What about fingerprints in Sunline's car?"
"The front was wiped clean."
"The back, Zach. Picture it. If she's there, she's scared to death. She'd be curled up on the floor." She glanced down at the baby. "Excuse me. Someone's ready for bed."
Zach gave an absentminded nod, going over information neither he, Claudia, nor Vic had considered. While Rowan tucked the baby in, he went to the kitchen phone to share her theory with Vic. The silence on the other end lasted so long, Zach knew Vic was mulling his words over with serious consideration.
"I'll have the team check the back seat again," he finally replied. "We still need to get Allison's fingerprints without alarming her, or tipping her off to our suspicions."
"I'll take care of that."
Claudia was the next call. Zach hated to interrupt her with all those women arriving, but if Allison was in their house, there might not be another chance to get her prints.
"I need you to try to get a good sample of Allison's fingerprints," he told her when she picked up the phone.
"I hope you intend to enlighten me later."
The purr in her voice sent his blood racing. "You can bet on it, Princess."
He ended the call with a broad smile, then jumped in surprise when he turned and found Rowan calmly appraising him from the threshold.
"This is certainly a change."
Zach shrugged and returned to the couch. "Yeah, well, we're getting along much better now that we've gotten to know each other."
"I see."
Two little words that said a ton. Zach watched Rowan saunter back to her living room chair. She was going to elaborate, no doubt of that. She'd never been one to mince words.
Rowan tucked her feet under her, then turned that penetrating bright-eyed gaze his way.
"I think I'm in love with her, Ro," he admitted in a rush of breath.
"You think? Zach, you'd better know." She braced her elbow on the arm of the chair and leaned forward. "Claudia isn't one of your normal trysts. You're dealing with a fragile heart here."
"I know that."
"No...you don't know that. Until a week ago you and Claudia couldn't bear to spend more than five minutes in the same room alone with each other. Any conversation between the two of you bordered on war. The constant sniping and undercutting was enough to drive any innocent bystander insane. And now you love her? Excuse me, you think you love her."
"Ro, you don't understand."
And he didn't know how to make her understand. How could he tell her after all these years, after all that had passed, that he had been in love with Claudia all this time?
"Things have changed."
"Why? Because you're horny?"
Zach sighed and plopped his head on the back of the sofa. "That's not fair. You're making this sound like a dirty act of sex instead of a tender one."
Rowan kept her voice calm and level. "Listen to yourself. This is still sex to you. Sex, not making love. There's a huge difference. I know you enjoy being with women, and I suspect you are a considerate and thoughtful lover. But, Zach, this is so very different. My god, this is Phillip's sister. Your best friend's sister."
"I know that," he snapped back. "But she's also an adult, and she's going into this with her eyes open."
"Don't get angry with me, Zach. I'm only trying to help."
"I just want to be with her."
"With her, or will any woman do?"
When he looked away, she went on. "Ask yourself what this is about. Are you just looking for sex? God knows Claudia must be. Other than your drunken Las Vegas tryst, she hasn't been with a man in ten years." She pressed her lips together, as if she had just said too much.
"Why?"
Finally...Rowan's turn to fidget. Zach caught her arm and held her in place. "I've got to know."
She closed her eyes and slowly nodded. "Yes, I suppose you do."
Focusing once more on him, Rowan gave his hand a pat. "She was left at the altar. Literally, in front of a church filled with hundreds of people, the pillars of society and her peers. She was eighteen, and so brightly in love with Todd Willoughby that the stars couldn't outshine her. Her father deemed it an unsuitable match. He was furious. A Stuart marrying a cop?"
Zach gave a humorless chuckle. He'd met Donald Stuart once and that was more than enough for him. "What did Donald do?"
"He didn't want Claudia married to a blue-collar worker. Claudia refused to listen. With both her mother and Phillip backing her up, Donald was losing. And you know how he hates to lose."
"So I've heard...go on."
"He offered Todd an obscene amount of money to call off the wedding with the condition that he do so in a manner that would publicly humiliate Claudia. Donald felt that once subdued, Claudia would be under his control once more. End of rebellion."
"But it backfired."
"Yes...and no. God, Zach, she was a beautiful bride. Vibrant, innocent, and so happy. Truly like a princess. The look on her face when Todd turned and walked away from the altar crushed me. You can imagine what it did to Claudia. But she never cried in front of those people. Never uttered a sound until everyone had been sent home with apologies, and she could collapse in Phillip's arms. He said he'd never seen anyone so grief-stricken. He wanted to kill the guy and Donald. The next day we helped Claudia pack, and moved her to San Francisco where she's been ever since. She's barely spoken to her father since, and has guarded that heart of hers like a priceless gem...with good reason as you can see."
Yes, he could see, and hearing about it was enough to break his heart.
Rowan squeezed his hand. "Whether she realizes it or not, the very act of going to bed with you will mean she's made a commitment. You need to ask yourself what it will be for you. Sex has always been casual for you, Zach, but with her it means a serious relationship. If you do this on a whim, it won't be Claudia you have to deal with, or Phillip, or even me...it will be your own conscience."
Zach rubbed the furrows from his forehead. There was no easy way to deal with this. Either way Claudia was going to be hurt. Things had already gone too far to prevent that.
\*
Claudia listened to the gaggle of women, adding little more than polite responses to the conversation. As a rule, she abhorred social functions even when they served a purpose. This gathering was nothing more than a gossip-fest, and she had no doubt that she would be the main topic of discussion come morning.
She watched Allison with the other women. Here there was no evidence of the frightened, abused wife. Allison's façade was in place, presenting the illusion of a fairy tale life and solid self-confidence.
The young wives were the most pathetic, trying to fit in with the older crowd, not quite knowing how to do so, afraid the wrong word would damage their husbands' careers. There had to be a common ground to ease the way. Something that would make them all equals and disperse the traditional roles of leader-follower, mentor-protégé.
That's where Claudia hoped Kiki-Kurt would come in, only he still hadn't bothered to show. She couldn't blame him. She was asking him to unmask himself. Once this night had passed, he could never be out again as Kiki. Everyone would know his true identity. His job on base might also be jeopardized.
The doorbell rang. No one noticed. Smiling, Claudia excused herself and answered it.
Kiki stood on the other side. Actually it was a pale imitation of Kiki. Whereas before Kurt might have passed as a woman, tonight he looked like a man in drag.
He spread his arms wide. "How do I look, doll?"
Heads turned their way. Looks screamed intruder alert. A few fanned their fingers at their throat and feigned a silent gasp.
Kurt breezed in. "I'm sorry. I didn't know Claudia had guests tonight. But I've got to say I've never been happier to see a bunch of women in my life."
Then he surprised her further by telling them exactly who he was. Several nodded. They knew him from the gym, but confusion remained.
Claudia linked her arm through his. "Kurt and I went to college then tried our hands at acting in Los Angeles. When I caught up with him here, I told him about a juicy role coming up."
He shrugged, following her lead. "I'd have to dress as a woman. Obviously, I'm not very good at it. Auditions are next week. I hoped Claudia could straighten me out. Give me some tips." He held up a small tote bag.
Claudia lifted her brow his way then faced the ladies. "Sounds like a good project. Anyone willing to give this poor man...woman a hand?"
Laughter rippled through the group. All Claudia had to do was step aside and let them have at him. Two women snagged his arms and pushed him into a chair while a third slipped the wig off his head. Not bothering to hide her amusement, Claudia nestled into a chair and sipped at her coffee.
This was the icebreaker she'd hoped for. Bound in a common goal to transform Kurt, the women tossed aside age and husbands' ranks. Slowly Kiki emerged in raucous form. Gales of laughter shook the rafters, especially during his inaugural steps in a pair of impossibly high heels. Even Claudia had to dab at the tears in her eyes. Kiki-Kurt was a true clown.
Allison's guard was also down. Although she didn't help in the makeover, she still managed to get caught up in the fun. She drank down the last of her lemonade then set her glass aside.
Claudia snagged it and the empty glasses and cups around her.
"Refills anyone?"
"I'm sure Claudia could be persuaded to let me add a splash of Kahlua to anyone's coffee," Kiki announced in a high-pitched voice.
More laughter followed as did a rapid flurry of acceptances.
"We won't be long." Kiki prissed into the kitchen, setting them off once more.
Claudia snapped open a small paper bag and slipped Allison's glass into it.
"Fingerprint sample?" Kiki asked.
Claudia nodded. "Vic Brownell is waiting for it."
"Why don't you let me take it to him?"
"Nonsense." Claudia folded the top down. "He's right on the corner."
"But you're the hostess. You shouldn't leave."
"And you're enjoying their company much more than me. If they happen to notice I'm gone, and I doubt they will, tell them Miss Kitty mangled a lizard and I had to give it proper burial outside." She ducked out the door before Kiki could argue the point.
The chill of the night air embraced her, reminding her of home. By tomorrow at this time, she would be back in her San Francisco apartment, if only temporarily. But what about after this? Pining away for Zach? Living with Zach? What was supposed to have been a joint venture to find a killer and put Claudia back in the good graces of her news station, was rapidly spiraling toward something more. Change was coming, and she honestly didn't know whether she welcomed it or feared it.
There you go, analyzing everything again. Why can't you just take things as they come?
All she had to do was shove her inhibitions and old hurts aside and move on. Why was that so hard?
The question weighed on her mind as she set out to rendezvous with Vic. She saw him in the distance, dressed to run as he said he would be. He was in the periphery of the streetlight where his presence was nothing more than a hint among the shadows. But even with that camouflage she saw him tense and move toward her.
Too late Claudia caught a flicker of movement to her right. She spun around and into the full force of a tackle. The wind left her lungs as she hit the ground. The glass shattered. There was a knee pressed deep into her back, and for one horrifying moment Claudia thought her assailant meant to rape her. Instead, he released her and jumped up. As he took off, his foot landed squarely on the bag. He pivoted, looking for the best escape, then disappeared into the dark. She forced her head up in time to see a set of nondescript sneakers run past her. Seconds later another pair skidded to a stop by her side.
"Claudia! Good God! Are you all right?" Vic rolled her to her back.
She sucked in a breath and nodded. "Fine, but the glass is broken. Did you see who it was?"
"Too dark." He slid his arm around her waist and helped her to her feet. "Let's get you back to the house before something else happens."
She tried to shove him away, but found her legs too wobbly to hold her upright. Reluctantly, she accepted his help. "How do I explain you?"
"I'll take care of explanations."
If she was hoping to slip back into the kitchen unnoticed, Claudia was dead wrong. No sooner did she cross the threshold on Vic's arm than Kiki zoomed toward them.
"What happened?"
The exclamation brought the other women rushing into the room. In minutes she was surrounded.
Vic led her through the press to the nearest chair. "I was out jogging and saw someone rush her."
More cries of outrage and disbelief followed. Claudia waved them back.
"I'm all right. Just a little shaken."
"This happens much too often. Damn teenagers have no respect any more," one woman declared.
"No telling what they were up to this time," another said. "I don't know what's gotten into them. Maybe gang influence from Los Angeles."
"Whoever it is, by the time the MP's get here, they are long gone. They're getting rougher all the time. How much longer is this going to go on?"
Voices rose in angry agreement, each clamoring to be heard.
Kiki curled a heavy hand over Claudia's shoulder and squeezed for reassurance. "I say it's time for action. Why not start a self-defense class for women? Nothing fancy. Just the basics. I'd love to teach you. We could use Claudia's backyard." She leaned closer to Claudia.
Nods bobbed around the room.
"Done and done." Kiki clapped her hands, and shooed everyone from the kitchen. "Now, ladies, it's been a wonderful night, but Claudia does need to settle a bit. But before you go, let's gather in the living room and make a list of everyone interested in the class. Names and phone numbers, please."
Vic waited until the women migrated out under Kiki's careful administrations, shut the kitchen door, then pulled out a chair. "Police, hospital, or Zach?"
Claudia didn't bother to look his way. "As far as I'm concerned, you are the police, and I don't think I need a doctor." She flicked pieces of grass off her cream linen pants. "What do we do about fingerprints now?"
Vic smiled and jerked his head toward the living room. "I think your friend is taking care of that."
Claudia cracked open the door and peeked in the direction indicated. Kiki had Allison picking up all the dishes and remaining glassware.
"And Zach? Do you want me to call him?"
She glanced down at her grass-stained blouse. "I think he's going to notice once he walks in the door. I'd rather he hear it from one of us first. He's at my brother's house. Just be careful not to let Phillip know what's happened or he'll start a ruckus. It could make this investigation very public."
She might have well asked for a pot of gold to drop from the sky. Vic spent less than a minute on the phone with Zach. The look on his face when he replaced the receiver warned Claudia of her pending fate. Ten minutes later Zach, with Phillip at his heels, stormed through the front door and across the sea of women straight for her.
"What happened?" they barked in unison.
Claudia shushed them, darting warning glances to the room beyond.
Zach stomped toward the living room and swung open the door. "Party's over, ladies. Everyone out."
Allison was the first to leave. The others wasted no time following, only Kiki remained.
Zach jerked his arm toward the exit. "I said everyone."
Kiki smiled and shut the door. "Relax. I'm one of the good guys. I'm on your side."
He didn't argue. Instead, he barreled Claudia's way. "Now what the hell happened? Are you all right? Did he hurt you? Did he try to hurt you? Did he say anything? Do anything?"
The questions came so fast all Claudia could do was stare at him.
"Calm down," Vic told him. "You're jumping to conclusions. I took a look outside. It was only a bunch of kids getting ready to TP your house. They left the rolls of evidence behind."
He might as well have been talking to a deaf man.
Zach cupped her face in his hands. "You could have been killed!"
Claudia started. She didn't know who was more surprised---her or Phillip. From the corner of her eye, she watched her brother step back. Then Zach did the same.
"Pack your things. You're going back to San Francisco tomorrow and you're staying there."
She forced herself to her feet, to stand up to him, despite her fear and her own desire to go where it was safe. "No. Tonight was an unrelated event. We're too close to finishing this. We have an agreement."
He caught her shoulders in a gentle hold, lifting her to her toes, pulling her to him. "Not to have you killed. Yes, this was unrelated, but it could just as easily been the killer. I couldn't bear it if anything happened to you."
Claudia stared into his eyes, seeing for the first time what was really there deep within those brown depths. Zach cared for her.
A veil of tears obscured her view, but she refused to look away. He cared for her. For how long? Years? Months? Days? It didn't matter. It only counted that he did.
She watched the worry lines fade. His hold loosened, but he did not let go.
"Don't cry, honey. Please don't cry."
He gathered her in the shelter of his arms, whispering soothing words of comfort.
"Well," she heard Phillip say, "I guess I'll be going. I can see I'm not needed here. Claudia, I'll pick you up right after tomorrow's funeral. It's a long drive to San Francisco."
When she lifted her chin to argue, Zach cupped it in the crook of his finger and pulled it back down.
"I should be going, too," Kiki said.
"Not yet," Vic replied. "I need to get those prints you collected for me, but first I need your fingerprints and Claudia's to eliminate those possibilities."
"Get them and go," Zach told them. "We've had enough for one night. You can dust the stuff in the morning. You've been here overly long as it is. I'm sure you can come up with some disguise to sneak into the house tomorrow."
He paced the floor while Vic worked, agitation clear in the set of his strong jaw. In all the years she had known him, Claudia had never seen him so distraught and prayed she would never cause him worry again, while she gloried in the fact that all of this posturing was because he cared for her.
She waited until Zach shut and locked the door behind Kiki and Vic. He braced himself against it, his shoulders hunched as if he could keep all the bad away by standing there.
Claudia dusted her hand across his back. "Zach, I'm fine...really."
But you could have been killed. The words ran a torturous circuit through his head, paralyzing him with images of her lying dead. And for what? A stupid investigation that anyone could do. What did he care about the Sinclairs? Or about who was responsible for killing a Marine he didn't know? All he cared about was that if teenagers could catch her unaware, so could the killer. Claudia could have lost her life.
He shoved away from the door. "As far as I'm concerned, you can start packing now and leave first thing in the morning. There's no need for you to go to that funeral, and certainly no need for you to continue with this investigation. Once it's over, I'll give you the information you need for your story."
Claudia blocked his way when he tried to pass. "Don't, Zach. Don't do this." She cupped his face in her hands and kissed him.
Zach clamped his arms around her and deepened the kiss, tracing the warmth inside while the blood beat in his ears. From some dark recess, Rowan's warning trickled through. Reluctantly, he girdled her waist and set her away from him.
"Claudia, we can't do this."
Undeterred, she nuzzled under his chin. "Why not? If I were any other woman, would you hesitate?"
He peeled her fingers away, and tried once more to put some distance between them. "You aren't just any other woman."
A smile lit her eyes. "I know," she whispered. "I'm your Ice Princess."
Her lips destroyed his resolve, beckoning him to take that road Rowan had cautioned him against. He wanted her. He loved her. His very soul shouted to possess her, but he knew he couldn't if doing so was going to cause her more pain.
He sealed the kiss, but did not, could not, put her away from him. "How do we know where this will lead us, Princess?"
She traced the curve of his mouth with her thumb. "Your bed, I imagine. Why bother to analyze it? Why not enjoy the moment?"
He tightened his hold. "Because Rowan told me about Todd."
Her smile faded. "Rowan has a big mouth. And Todd has nothing to do with us."
"He does if things don't work out and you're hurt again. Nothing's for sure."
"How do you know I'll be hurt? Maybe I'll be the one to break your heart."
That's what he was afraid of.
Her chest rose against him in a sigh, aggravating his predicament. "I want you, Zach."
The words were a caress against his jawline. For extra emphasis, she nipped at his earlobe. It was all he could take. With a low growl, he scooped her into his arms and took the stairs two at a time.
Claudia's heart raced them to the bedroom. This was what she wanted, to be free of the shackles she had placed on her life. Fear and anticipation now waged a war against each other. She couldn't back down now. She had come too far. Damn the consequences---she was going to have this moment.
Zach cautioned himself against haste. He didn't know if they would move beyond this point. But he was determined to make this something she would remember and cherish. He placed her lovingly in the center of his bed and stretched out beside her.
Claudia sighed and arched against his questing lips as he nipped the tender curve of her neck. It was a glorious feeling to be free, to feel the heat of passion flush her skin. To...
She trembled beneath his touch as he breached the barrier of her outer clothing. With the same care given to fine porcelain, he slowly stripped her naked, teasing her with the barest of touches, until all that remained between them was what he wore.
When he pushed away, she felt bereft of his nearness and suddenly shy to be so exposed. Claudia fought the urge to shield herself and focused only on him. He stood at the side of the bed and undressed with the same maddening lack of speed he had used to undress her.
His gaze never left hers and for that Claudia was grateful, for she couldn't summon the nerve to look at what he was exposing, even when his attention focused on sexual protection.
Zach shuddered with every breath he took. God, she was beautiful! There was no part of her that wasn't perfect. Just the few glances he managed to sneak in were enough to make him lose himself like an inexperienced teenager.
"Zach."
She reached for his hand and tugged him near, pressing his long fingers around her breast. It was no use. He'd never make it at this rate.
Claudia gave a low sigh the instant his hot mouth covered her nipple. He teased it to a tight peak while piercing jolts of pleasure ripped away any inhibitions that remained. She raked her fingers through his thick hair and held him in place. He suckled hard, drawing a cry from her throat she never knew she possessed. She arched against him, wanting more.
He dusted his hand downward, across her stomach, around her hip, and slowly to her thighs. Claudia opened herself to his search. Then he found it.
She gasped as his fingers slipped deep inside, pressing upward while his thumb danced a lazy circuit of its own. There was a tickle, a tremble, a building so intense Claudia swore she would die if she didn't reach it soon. He shifted atop her and paused.
Her eyes flashed open and she saw just how glorious he looked above her. With quaking hands she traced his muscular ribs, then draped her legs around him and pulled him in. He possessed her by slow degrees, spreading her wide, pinning her beneath him, making her his.
He was so still that for one disappointing moment, Claudia thought he was finished. Then he moved, and she knew they had only just begun.
They rocked in timeless abandon, each press of his body to hers easing her closer to completion. Each time she tried to hurry things along, he drew back, taking control of them...of her once more. It was maddening. It was delicious. It was...
Claudia tensed against the first spasms of joy, her breath suspended as the moment washed over her. He carried her onward, oblivious now to anything but his pleasure now that she had reached hers. Through hooded eyes, she watched him as he beat one pounding stroke after another into her eager body.
His muscles grew taut beneath her hands as the moment neared. There was a tightness to his face she likened to pain, then the magical rush of light and energy that took them over the edge into ecstasy and made her want to do it all over again.
No doubt about it. His heart was involved. It always had been. This was love in all its glory. Being with her, making love to her over and over, only reinforced it. Their night together had surpassed even Zach's wildest imaginations. Each time he pulled Claudia into his arms, it felt like his heart was going to explode.
Being with her was everything. She was open, responsive, and sensual without being demanding. Zach was ready to lay all he possessed at her feet just like any adoring subject would his princess.
He thought making love to her once would satisfy him, but he found it was nothing more than a teaser. He couldn't get enough of her. He craved contact, being deep inside her, holding her against him, watching the pleasure wash over her face and ripple through her body to his. Even as they lay sated in bed wrapped in each other's arms, he soon was hard again and ready to have her. And he knew she'd never refuse.
It left one unsettling question. Why? Why after all these years had Claudia decided to let down her defenses and sleep with him? The probable answer didn't sit well with him.
True, lust had been simmering beneath the surface since they moved in together. But Claudia had always held him at arm's length until he convinced her she had to go back to San Francisco. Had she used sex as a weapon to ensure her stay?
Zach cursed himself for even considering that possibility. For one, no matter how professionally aggressive Claudia was, she wasn't devious, and wouldn't diminish the value she placed upon herself by doing such a thing. Second, they had nearly made it to bed the day before the attack, and, in fact, had planned to do exactly what they had done last night.
So, did that mean she cared for him? Had she really made a commitment to him as Rowan believed? Zach would have loved to explore this, to let the relationship take life and grow, to see where this passion would lead. For five years he had longed to see the woman beneath the icy exterior. Now he had, and he liked what he had found. It only made him love her more. And no matter how enjoyable, sensual, and fulfilling it was, no matter how deeply his heart was involved, Zach was about to destroy it all.
Years down the road he knew he would look back on this moment with regret. She would always be the love that got away, the one he forced away. But at least he would know she was alive and hating him, not dead because of his selfish needs.
Claudia stretched against him. Zach longed to draw her atop him and thrust himself deep within her heat. Instead, he tossed back the covers and sat up on the edge of the bed.
"Going for a run? If you wait, I'll go with you."
Sleep made her voice husky, just as passion did. Thinking of that, remembering the night before, Zach's libido throbbed, begging to be appeased.
"We need to talk."
The sheets rustled behind him. She was sitting up.
"Claudia, look...last night was a mistake."
The bed sagged. He felt the heat of her body as she neared, but it still didn't prepare him for the rush when she wrapped her arms around him. Her nipples pressed hard against his back, devastating him by slow degrees.
"Which time? The first? The second? Or the third?"
Who would have thought that that gentle whisper would tear away his resolve? With a muttered curse, he whipped around, pressed her back, and joined his body with hers.
There was nothing gentle about it. And she met him halfway stroke for stroke as he pounded out his passions over and over again, for his pleasure...for hers. It was wild, crazy, intoxicating. And in the aftermath, one horrifying realization hit him---for the first time in his adult life, Zach had failed to use protection.
He was lost. He was in love. And Claudia had to leave.
Zach shoved away and slid from the bed. There was no choice. Already he hated himself for what he was about to do. He wouldn't, he couldn't look at her. Reaching for his clothes, Zach laid it all out.
"Start packing. You have a long drive ahead of you."
"And what do you intend for me to drive in?" she asked with a light laugh. "Phillip's at work, and my car is in the shop being repaired. And even if it weren't, I have a funeral to go to this afternoon."
Zach turned around. It was a mistake. She was propped up on her elbows gloriously displayed with nothing left to the imagination. He forced himself to look at her face. Another mistake. One eyebrow was arched. A cross between humor and challenge was in her blue velvet eyes.
"It's over, Claudia. There's nothing more for you here. I want you gone."
Claudia cocked her head to one side as if by doing so she could examine him more closely. He was afraid! Zach Taylor was afraid! But of what? What they had just shared? Or for her safety in this mixed up investigation?
If it was the former, Claudia understood it well. She had spent ten years fearful of any relationship. For her, the night had been an intense, genuine bonding of body and soul. There was no telling where this was going, but she knew it was good and wasn't about to let it go until it had fulfilled its course naturally.
Had she not made this resolution, perhaps it would be her dressing with haste, ready to head for the hills. She wasn't ready to say her good-byes to Zach, but neither was she going to corner him into admissions he was unwilling to make. In time, with patience, he would come to her.
But if it were the second fear...well, Claudia had a big surprise for Zach. They had come too far in this investigation to give up now. Like it or not, she intended to see this through to the end.
Peeling back the rumpled sheets, she draped her legs over the side of the bed. Using her toes, Claudia hooked up the edge of her robe from the floor, arched one long leg in a slow-motion tease, then pulled it on. Only then did she decide to face him. From the look in his dark brown eyes, her little exhibition had drawn his full attention.
"We've established the fact that Allison and Teddy were friends. We've established the fact that she is upset by his death. We've established the fact that apparently she is a victim of vicious spousal abuse. Knowing all those things, don't you think she at least deserves the right to say her final good-bye at his funeral?"
Zach looked away.
Claudia pressed on. "I've given her that chance. She can't go unless I take her. Her husband would never allow it. We can't take that from her, Zach. We just can't."
She walked on to shower and let him think. He wouldn't protest her stand, she knew that. But she also knew that he would still insist she leave once the funeral was over. She'd give him that victory, but she had no intention of staying away no matter how big an argument it created. They had a job to do. They had a relationship to explore. And, dammit, they were going to do to both. He wanted to know the real Claudia, now he had found her. He was going to have to learn to deal with her.
Zach was gone by the time she came down the stairs fifteen minutes later. Claudia wasn't surprised. He had delivered his ultimatum and expected her to follow through. Let him think he had won. Once lulled into a feeling of complacency, she'd show him the full force of her feelings.
She heard dishes rattling in the kitchen and found Vic meticulously dusting each cup, glass, and plate for fingerprints. His disguise this morning? Plumber.
"The neighbors are going to think this is the most run-down house on the block. Coffee or tea?"
"Coffee's fine." He kept working.
"Were you able to get an angle on Hanson's car yet?"
"As a matter of fact, a few people have indicated they saw damage before the accident with you. He passed it off as a fender-bender. It's still not enough to elicit a search warrant. Right now it just looks like a big coincidence. And besides, what motive could he possibly have to involve himself with the Sinclairs to the extent of murder?"
"Maybe hitting Teddy was an accident."
He shook his head. "Nope. It was murder."
Claudia mulled that over. "Could he have been struck hours before he was dumped? That would eliminate Sinclair's alibi."
"He wasn't dead that long."
"He...uh...was alive when I found him."
Vic didn't bother to look up. "I was wondering when you'd get around to telling me that. Yes, I know. Phillip told me. Anyway, that theory makes more sense than implicating Hanson. He just has no motive. No one's that loyal to his commanding officer. Do I get that coffee now?"
"Sure...how's it going there?"
He shrugged a shoulder. "We found several good prints in the back of Sunline's car. Low on the seat and door. The same ones on the outside of one of the back doors."
"Have you found a match?"
"Hard to say at this point for sure. We'll have to have them processed. Your friend did a good job here, though. Allison Sinclair's print is the topmost on all of these dishes."
Claudia poured the coffee, then sat down to watch. "It's hard to think of the poor thing, huddled in the back seat while her friend was killed. She was probably scared to death she was going to be next."
"If she's been living under the umbrella of abuse all these years, she probably lives in fear of death every day." Vic tsked and shook his head. "It's ironic, isn't it? She's afraid to stay, afraid to leave, and the first attempt to escape her fear is re-enforced by her rescuer being killed. You've got to wonder why she took the chance in the first place."
It wasn't hard for Claudia to figure out. "Her baby. She wouldn't want to subject her child to that lifestyle."
"You can bet she won't try again."
"I don't know. She was brave enough to chance it with Sunline. She might be again if the right person and opportunity approached her. The baby's life will be more important to her than her own."
Vic turned around, mug clutched in his hand. "I'm beginning to think Zach's right in sending you away. You try something crazy like trying to spirit Allison Sinclair out from under her husband's nose and you'll wind up dead, too."
Claudia took a slow sip of her coffee, then lifted her gaze to his. "First of all, Vic, I'm not a child to be shipped off, and Zach will find that out soon enough. Second, my conscience won't allow me to sit back and not help her. I just need the chance."
To her surprise, he tilted his head and gave her a slight bow. "Then I'll try to see you get it. Just keep me informed and I'll watch your back." He raised his mug. "Here's to the liberation of Allison Sinclair."
Claudia hesitated, then lifted her own mug in the toast. "To Allison's liberation."
A strange ally, but then a week ago nothing in this world would have convinced her that she would be sleeping with Zach Taylor, much less married to him...and enjoying it.
\*
For the first time since Zach took over as Legal Assistance Officer, he found he didn't mind listening to the mundane problems of his clients. The problem was he had worked through the waiting room full of people in record time. Now there was nothing to keep his thoughts distracted.
"I never thought I'd say this, but today you're a workaholic."
Zach looked up to find Aaron Howard hovering in the doorway. "Just thought I'd come in, put in a little extra time, and help you out."
Aaron plopped down onto the sofa. "Odd...Legal Assistance never seemed to appeal to you before. In fact, you used to be the first out the door whenever we had liberty. Is your investigation not going well? Or has shacking up with your nemesis taken its toll?"
Neither question was worth answering. Father Aaron was not going to wring a confession out of him today.
"Ingrate. See if I bust my chops helping you out again." He shoved away from the desk. "Now, if you'll excuse me, I've got other things to do."
Zach made it as far as just outside the entrance to the court room building before Colonel Scott swooped down upon him.
"What the hell are you doing here? I thought I told you to take the week off and act like a happily married couple. You botch this investigation, and I'll make damn sure you're working as the General's Aide."
"Sir, things have gotten a little more complicated than we expected."
"That's what happens when you start uncovering the truth. Now get the hell out of here." He glanced beyond Zach's shoulder. "Staff Sergeant Stuart, see if you can't talk some sense into this brother-in-law of yours."
Zach inwardly groaned. Not Rowan, not now. With dread in his heart, he turned around. She stood there calmly appraising him, the baby bundled in a pouch before her. Colonel Scott walked into the building, leaving them alone.
"I came in to pick up my maternity leave papers," she told him. "Do you want to talk?"
"No." He hurried by, before his emotions could pull him into conversation, and ran right into the object of his distress as he rounded the corner.
Claudia had used the three-mile distance from the house to his office to work in a run. Her cheeks were slightly flushed from the exertion, sweat glistened on her skin. Both were a disturbing reminder of their lovemaking, something Zach preferred not to recall.
"Hi." She drew in a breath and bent to stretch out her legs and calves. "I didn't know your work number or I would have called. I forgot I needed the Jeep to go to the funeral."
He dug the keys from his pocket and tossed them her way. "Take it and go."
Claudia caught the ring in one hand and watched him storm off in the opposite direction. "What the hell's wrong with him?"
Rowan turned her toward the Jeep. "Oh, I suspect you know. Come on, I'll follow you home and let you fix me lunch."
They returned to Claudia's house and settled in the kitchen with drinks and vegetable pita sandwiches.
Her sister-in-law was the most non-intrusive person Claudia knew. A true friend, never offering her opinion or butting in unless asked to do so. With Rowan she could relax and not worry about being judged. Claudia had always treasured that about their relationship...until now. She was busting to tell Rowan all she was feeling. Finally, she could keep quiet no longer.
"Zach and I slept together last night."
Rowan stirred the ice in her water with a forefinger, avoiding her sister-in-law's gaze. "Yes...I know."
Claudia drew back. "How? Did Zach---"
"Because...for lack of a better term...you're glowing." She picked at her pita and cuddled baby James, still not looking Claudia's way. "I'd be lying if I said I wasn't concerned. I'm not going to insult you by asking how you feel about him. I know you well enough to know that you must feel something or you wouldn't have taken that step."
She focused on Claudia then, her eyes filled with compassion, friendship, and concern. "Are you prepared for all the emotions involved here...good and bad?"
Claudia pulled in a deep breath. "Is anyone ever prepared? All I know is that I'm tired of hiding from them. I'll deal with whatever comes...good and bad." She took a decisive bite of her sandwich.
"That's all anyone can hope for." Rowan smiled. "Be patient with Zach. He's dealing with a few strange emotions of his own right now."
Zach was dealing with something, of that she was certain when he barrelled through the house and into the kitchen before Rowan's words officially died.
"How did you get---"
"Cruz Montoya drove me home. He told me Sinclair is planning to attend Sunline's funeral this afternoon in his capacity as commanding officer."
"But you think he's going there to watch me and Allison?"
"That's exactly what I think. That's why I'm going with you."
Claudia laughed softly. "What could he possibly do in a church filled with people?"
"Nothing, because I'll be there with you."
"Zach, I doubt Allison will feel comfortable with you---"
He beat his fist onto the countertop, rattling the dishes in the cupboard. "I don't give a damn about how Allison Sinclair feels! This is about you...your safety. The discussion is closed."
Claudia clamped her mouth shut. There was no reasoning with him.
Rowan cleared her throat. "So, Zach, do you know now or do you still think?"
His gaze grew wary, then shifted from Claudia to Rowan.
"I know. I've always known," he quietly replied, then bounded up the stairs.
A slow sigh lifted Rowan's shoulders. "As I said, Claudia...patience...lots of it."
Both of them finished their lunches in silence.
\*
It was standing room only at the base chapel. Claudia was glad they arrived early. She sat with Allison toward the front with the rows of other women who had come to pay their last respects. Each clasped a pink rose.
To Zach's credit, he remained in the rear. But Claudia wasn't certain if that was out of respect for Allison or due to his need to play watchdog. Claudia glanced back only once, in time to see Martin Sinclair arrive. He was surrounded by an entourage of Marines from his unit, one of whom was Eric Hanson.
The Hispanic major by his side looked their way, then directed Sinclair's attention away. Claudia guessed him to be Cruz Montoya. They were too far away for her to read his nametag.
She settled back in her seat, trying to adopt the appropriate level of grief. It wasn't hard. All she had to do was think of the woman by her side.
"Did you know Teddy before Zach?"
Allison's question was softly spoken. The meaning behind it less so---was Claudia in the same situation as she or had her problem existed prior to Zach?
She curled her fingers over the other woman's arm and smiled. "A long time before Zach."
"Then you were able to leave and find happiness just like Linda Hanson."
Hanson? Hanson? Claudia fought to maintain some level of composure. Perhaps she'd just found the motive Vic was looking for. She forced herself to smile. "Yes, just like her, Allison."
Four women in front of them turned.
"Are you Teddy's weekend trip?" one asked.
Momentarily flustered, Allison didn't know how to answer. Claudia squeezed her arm.
"Who wants to know?"
"Helen Moore. Are you Teddy's weekend trip?"
Slowly Allison nodded.
Helen nodded back. "You're to come with us. We'll take care of you now. Janie's got a room all ready for you. You and your baby will be safe with us."
Allison shot Claudia a nervous glance. All of her secrets had just been revealed. "I...I can't. He's watching."
"Honey, they're always watching. Look around this church. You know how many women there are? Trust me, he ain't gonna dare screw with you here. Don't let Teddy's last act of kindness be in vain."
"But my clothes...my things."
"All that matters is your life and your baby's."
Strains of organ music died as the military chaplain stepped up to the altar to begin the service. Allison quivered while tears of grief and fear streamed down her face. She never uttered a sound, yet clutched Claudia's hand as if by letting go she would lose her last lifeline.
Claudia watched the women around her. Teddy's family sat in the front pew. The niece and nephew, now young adults, perched between his parents and Teddy's other sister and brother. And she felt like a fraud. She had tarnished the memory of this man by pretending to be something she was not.
His last act of compassion must not be in vain. Claudia owed him that much. With his dying breath he had pulled her in as accomplice. She would not deny him a final victory.
The mourners filed past pew by pew. One woman after another placed a pink rose for Julieanne on Teddy's coffin. Who could not be moved by such an act? By the time Claudia and Allison stepped forward, she, too, had tears in her eyes.
They turned to leave. Allison froze. Martin Sinclair stood at the exit. By unspoken command, the women surrounded Allison, protecting her by their sheer numbers.
"All right. Let's go," Helen said quietly.
"I...can't," Allison squeaked out.
"Yes, you can. Straight out the door."
To anyone else, nothing would seem out of order. They were friends filing as one from the church, supporting each other in this trying time. With each heart-pounding step, Claudia prayed they would make it.
She watched Zach ease in behind Sinclair. Montoya took the other side. Behind them all---Vic. The mass of women shoved by, out the door, down the steps. And for a few glorious minutes Claudia actually believed they were going to pull this off. She underestimated Martin Sinclair's determination and control over his wife.
He called to her over the crowd. Not a shout, just her name. Then he walked their way. Allison stopped.
Helen positioned herself between Sinclair and his target. "We were on our way to escort Teddy's coffin to the airport. After that we were going to have a private condolence gathering."
"You can do it without my wife. Allison and I have our own condolences to make to the family."
He curled his hand over Allison's wrist and tried to pull her free. The women closed ranks, shoving him back.
Sinclair's lips thinned to a harsh white line. Through a tight smile he addressed Allison. "Darling, you've been sick. Not to mention the strain of saying good-bye to a fine Marine. Come home where you can rest and I can take care of you."
There was enough of a hesitation to give him an edge. Only Helen stood firm. Claudia pushed to the forefront.
"Colonel, they mean no harm. We are friends of Teddy's who want to mourn him in private."
He smiled down at her, but his eyes blazed with rage. His voice was low, for her ears only. "Frankly, Mrs. Taylor, I'm surprised to find a woman of your caliber associating with this...cult. I can assure you, my wife will not be a part of it."
He tightened his hold and tugged again. Helen barred his way. Claudia gently pulled her away.
"I can certainly understand your concern." She forced a smile. "And I'm grateful for the warning. Allison, I'm going away for the weekend and could use a little company. Would you like to go to San Francisco with me?"
Sinclair's smile turned to a grimace. "My wife goes nowhere with you. She's ill and needs her rest."
One final tug, and Allison was his. In a last ditch effort, Helen leaped for him. Sinclair clipped her ankle with his foot. She stumbled back. Claudia caught her before she fell. It was over in the blink of a moment.
In Sinclair's wake, Zach's shadow fell across them. "Let's go."
"But---"
"Now, Claudia."
More mourners filed from the church. The last thing they needed was another scene.
Zach didn't say a word during the short drive home. He didn't have to---the clenched jaw said it all. He waited as long as it took to get inside the door, even had the presence of mind to shut it quietly. But as it clicked closed...
Zach slammed his keys against the wall, denting the plasterboard. "What the hell were you thinking?"
Claudia splayed her hands across her chest. "It wasn't my idea."
"But you sure as hell went along with it. And when that didn't work, you invited her to San Francisco with you, for godssake. Why the hell don't you just tattoo it across your forehead?" He drew a line in the furrows of her brow. "Come kill me, too! Now pack your stuff, and let's go."
"That's not fair, Zach. You're panicking for no reason. I'm perfectly capable of taking care of myself. I'm trained in self-defense."
He parked his hands on his hips. "I'd like to see you go one on one against a car or a bullet or God knows what else. And what about last night?"
"It was a kid and he caught me from behind!"
"But it could have been Sinclair!" Zach smacked his head. "This is insane."
"What is?"
"This. Debating this with you. This stupid investigation. Everything."
Now they were at the crux of the problem. "Everything, Zach?"
He paused as if considering his next words. "Yes...everything. My God, Claudia, we didn't even use protection this morning."
She laughed. "It was safe. It wasn't the right time for me to get pregnant. In addition, I know I don't have any social diseases, and the Marine Corps makes sure you're as healthy as a horse."
He turned away and braced his arms on the wall. "It was a stupid chance to take."
Claudia dusted her arms over his shoulders. "Then if that's what has you so upset, we'll just be careful the next time."
Zach shook his head. "There won't be a next time. I want you gone. I want you out of here now." I want you safe.
She curled her hand to the cleft between her breasts. "Zach...are you upset because we made love?"
He hated himself for what he was about to do. There was no other way. She was too stubborn for her own good. Shoving himself upright, he stared down at her, but not in her eyes. He couldn't bear to look into those beautiful blue eyes.
"Don't kid yourself by calling it making love, Princess. It was sex, pure and simple...nothing more. Now...shall I help you pack?"
Claudia bit her lip and forced her chin up. She had two bright spots of color above her cheekbones. Dignity in the face of dishonor. What a class act. God, how he loved her!
"No, thank you. I believe I can manage on my own."
"I've listened to as much as I can take."
Claudia looked at Phillip from the corner of her eye while she blotted annoying tears away with the edge of a tissue. She had thought she was discreet enough. It wasn't as if she was bawling her eyes out. In fact, the realization that she was crying at all made her angrier than she could say.
It wasn't supposed to have mattered. She had steeled herself to deal with whatever came her way and move on. Claudia wasn't counting on the pain of Zach's words to bring her down.
"You've been sniffling over there for four hours. Don't you even want to talk to me about it?"
"There really isn't anything to say. And even if there were, I don't want to talk about it."
The tremor in her voice told a different story. She longed to pour out her heart, but hadn't the faintest idea where to begin.
"So you're back to keeping things bottled inside." Phillip snorted. "It's a wonder you don't have a stomach full of ulcers."
Claudia jerked her head around. "I'm not bottling things inside. It's just that it's none of your business."
"Fair enough."
To her disappointment, Phillip let the subject drop. The least he could have done was wheedle the information out of her. What kind of brother was he?
She drummed her nails on the armrest. At least his comment gave her the impetus to stop crying. Now all she had to focus on was her anger. She was foolish to believe she had seen something in Zach's eyes which obviously didn't exist and an idiot to let him have what he'd been after all these years. As far as Zach was concerned, she was just another notch on his bedpost.
"Just how many women has Zach slept with?"
Phillip shrugged a shoulder and kept his gaze focused on the road. "At least a million."
Sarcasm. She needed comfort and he threw out sarcasm. See if I talk to you again.
On the north side of Bakersfield, Phillip pulled into a coffee shop. "I could use a cup of coffee and some dinner. How about you?"
"It doesn't matter to me. You're driving."
Her stomach was too tied in knots to eat. All she wanted was the comfort of her apartment. While Phillip carved into a steak, it was all Claudia could do to pick at the small salad she had ordered.
"I take it your part in the investigation is over?"
The question caught her off-guard. In the aftermath of Zach's rejection, she had forgotten about the case. "Of course not. I promised the station a story, and I'm determined to help Allison. When you go back to Twentynine Palms, I'm going with you. Why would you think otherwise?"
"Well, I know what a strain it is to have to live with someone you don't care for. You and Zach have never gotten along. I imagine the constant bickering has taken a toll---"
"Cut the crap, Phillip. I'm sure Rowan's already told you."
He chewed for a while before replying. "Rowan's told me a lot of things. To which specific thing are you referring?"
Claudia laughed. "I don't feel like playing games, Phillip."
He set aside his fork. "Good. Neither do I. Let's cut right to it. Why did you sleep with him in the first place...honestly?"
The intensity of his gaze was too much to bear. Claudia pushed her lettuce around on her plate. "Lust, I guess."
"So much for honesty."
Heads turned as her fork clattered to her plate. "All right. The more time I spent with him, the more I wanted to be with him. To see what I'd been missing all these years. I was tired of living in a shell. Of hiding from my wants, my feelings, my desires. I wanted him. I liked him. And once I thought I saw that he cared for me, I went for him."
"And what about you? Do you care for him?"
She looked away again. "I thought I did. I was wrong."
"Wrong, or just too angry to focus on anything else?"
Claudia sagged under the weight of the question.
"Don't you think it's a bit odd that Zach would go from actively pursuing you to shoving you out of the house?"
She propped her chin in her hand. "I just felt he had gotten what he wanted and that was that. He made it quite clear that it was about sex and nothing more."
"Read between the lines, Claudia. What did he really make clear?"
A headache beat behind her eyes. She didn't feel like discussing this anymore. She had made a fool of herself by falling into bed with Zach. The consequences were hard enough to bear. Why did Phillip insist on dissecting her folly?
He smacked the table with his open palm. "I'm not playing this game any more. Here's the bottom line, Claudia."
When she looked up, he continued.
"My instructions from Zach are to take you to San Francisco and leave you there even if I have to sneak out of your apartment to do so. Now...I'm not stupid enough to think that will be enough to keep you there. I argued with Zach until I didn't have a breath left in my body. He still won't listen to reason."
A new rash of tears blinded her. "Does he really hate me that much?"
Phillip reached across the worn table and cupped her hands in his. "No...Claudia...he loves you. Zach loves you."
She felt her jaw drop, but could only blink uncomprehendingly at her brother.
He squeezed her fingers. "He is insane with worry. Frantic that you're going to be killed. That's why he wants you gone."
"Why didn't he just tell me himself?"
"You're angry as hell with him right now and that's still not enough to keep you away. If Zach had told you how he feels, would it have made a difference?"
Claudia jerked away. "I don't know, but it would have been a hell of a lot nicer than being told I was nothing more than a sexual outlet."
"No one ever said a man in love made any sense...or so Rowan tells me. The question is now, how do you feel about Zach, and are you going to stay in San Francisco like he wants?"
"That all depends. Are you on the man side or my side?"
He laughed. "I'm on whatever side Rowan tells me to be on and right now that seems to be yours."
"Why? Why tell me? Why help me? Why not let us screw this relationship up all by ourselves?"
The light faded from his silvery-gray eyes. "Rowan and I spent too many years apart because of a stupid misunderstanding. We aren't willing to let you and Zach go through that if being together is what you want."
Put in those terms, Claudia understood how they felt. "This is easily solved. When I get back to Twentynine Palms, Zach and I will have a calm and rational discussion about this."
Phillip's belly-shaking laughter brought the restaurant's attention their way once more. "There's nothing calm and rational about love. And if you try to corner Zach on this, he'll deny everything just for the sake of protecting you."
"Then what would you suggest?" she snapped.
"Well, obviously nothing will keep you in San Francisco. If you're going back, you're going to have to get in under Zach's defenses. Make him say what he feels. That way neither of you can deny it."
Claudia lifted an eyebrow. "That's all very fine, but all I've heard is what Zach feels. I'm not going to trap him when I can't be certain how I feel."
A wide grin cut Phillip's features. "Claudia, my dear, sweet, adorable little sister... If you didn't love Zach, you never, ever would have slept with him. So, are you going to dig in and fight for what you want?"
"I don't seem to be very good at that, now do I?" She stared at the salt and pepper shakers. "I let Todd go without a fight."
"Todd Willoughby wasn't worth fighting for. Zach is. If our father had tried to buy off Zach to keep him from marrying you, Zach would have told you immediately, then found a way to marry you, keep the money, and humiliate Donald in front of a churchful of people."
The image made Claudia smile. Phillip was right. "I haven't the faintest idea how to go about this. I'm used to being more direct. What you're proposing is entrapment."
He laughed. "Zach was entrapped the minute he first laid eyes on you. He's been like a little boy these last five years, yanking on your pigtails to get your attention."
"And now that he has it?"
"Take it away from him. Ignore him. No more feuding. Just be yourself."
Herself, or the self she wanted to be?
\*
Zach checked the luminescent dial of his clock for what must have been the thousandth time. Midnight. They should have gotten to San Francisco by now. Why hadn't Phillip called him? He had asked him to call when they arrived, hadn't he?
As much as he wracked his brain, Zach couldn't recall. They had discussed Claudia's safety, and his instructions for ensuring she remained in San Francisco were quite explicit. But calling? Did he forget to tell Phillip to call no matter what hour they arrived? The question was driving him insane, almost as much as waiting to hear.
It was too much to bear. Zach snatched up the telephone receiver, only to realize he had no idea what Claudia's number was.
"Fine. I'll call information."
Another dead end. Her number was unlisted. Zach flirted with the idea of calling Rowan. He slammed the phone into its cradle and flopped back down on the bed. It was much too late to call. She'd be asleep. He'd wake the kids. Still, Rowan would know what was going on.
"No, she wouldn't be asleep. Phillip definitely would have called her."
His actions justified, Zach reached for the receiver once more. A muffled cry stopped him. He strained his ears, but heard nothing. That alone bothered him.
With the tip of his index finger, Zach peeled back the edge of the drapes and glanced across the street. The only light came from the upstairs window. Sinclair's silhouette was outlined in sharp contrast. He reared back his arm and struck once...twice.
Zach's already low spirits plunged into the sewer. Up to this very moment some part deep inside wanted to believe it wasn't true, that Sinclair was the model officer and leader he presented to the world. Here was irrefutable proof that he was not.
"Damned bastard," Zach said through clenched teeth and dialed the military police.
The desk sergeant wasted little time on preliminaries. If it was an emergency call, it would be handled immediately even, apparently, if he had to do so himself.
"My next door neighbor is beating his wife."
Zach heard the sergeant's chair slide back.
"What's the address and the names of the parties?"
Once given, all urgency faded. Zach could hear it in the strained silence on the other end of the line.
"What's the problem, sergeant?"
"Well, sir...I'm a little embarrassed to say. This isn't the first time a neighbor has called. I went out there a few times myself. We don't go anymore."
"But he's beating her."
"To be blunt, sir, that's how they...uhm...make love. Sorry, sir. I need to answer another call."
Zach stared at the receiver. Sinclair had managed to foil Allison's only hope of protection. No wonder she gave up so easily at the funeral.
He paced the length of the darkened bedroom and back. Frustration and anger boiled up in him. Someone had to do something. He imagined himself breaking into Sinclair's house. The image was followed in quick succession by another of him being hauled away in handcuffs.
Montoya! He'd know what to do.
Zach couldn't punch in the number fast enough. He expected to have awakened the man. Instead, there was soft music in the background, the sound of a woman's voice, and irritation at the interruption.
"This better be good," Cruz snapped.
"Sinclair's beating Allison. The MP's refuse to come over. They've been told it's sex play. I thought---"
"I'll take care of it."
Again, he was left staring at the dial tone. He glanced out the windows. Lights flicked on in the other house. Minutes later Sinclair pulled out of the driveway in his car. Whatever Cruz told him worked.
Now Zach faced another dilemma. Should he go over and comfort Allison? Whisk her away to safety? Or simply mind his own business and not risk embarrassing her? He wandered through the house, helpless for a solution.
Claudia would know what to do.
Zach traced the numbers on the phone. He could call Rowan, get Claudia's number, call her now. Then what? What had happened with Allison would slip out, and Claudia would be back down here, putting herself in danger once more.
With a world-weary sigh, he hung up the telephone.
\*
Claudia watched dawn lighten the San Francisco fog. She couldn't recall when she had welcomed morning more. Sleep had been elusive. Not even two glasses of merlot had been enough to put her to sleep. Normally she would have occupied her mind with work or catching up on house chores. Phillip's presence made that impossible. And still the same thought that had been taunting her all night danced around in her head. Zach loved her, and at some point over the years of their acquaintance, her subconscious had realized that she loved him, too.
Her actions betrayed her before her heart could admit it. But it was true. There was no way she could deny it. No way she wanted to. Claudia longed to shout it to every car that passed them on their drive, to talk Phillip's ear off about it, to run back to Twentynine Palms and tell Zach, to hear him say it for herself. Instead she reveled quietly in the knowledge.
It was midnight by the time they reached her apartment. The cheery rooms seemed to greet her with a smile, but Claudia found she missed Miss Kitty's greeting and the aura of Zach's presence.
She must have reached for the telephone a dozen times during the night to call him. Each time she drew back. It was too late. He would be asleep. She might inadvertently let it slip that she would be returning. That would spark his defenses and possibly an argument.
So she paced, arms wrapped tightly around her to ward off a sudden bout of the lonelies. Once she heard Phillip talking to Rowan. The tender regard and humor in his voice only made her feel worse. When would she and Zach have the freedom to behave that way? The answer came too quickly for her liking---when they stopped playing these stupid games with each other.
Claudia hauled on her sweats and running shoes. With morning, her confinement was over. She took off toward the Embarcadero, one foot pounding after another.
Homeless people on the other side of the street ignored her, and stayed huddled under threadbare blankets and cardboard shelters. Other joggers stared beyond her, absorbed in their own routine, their own thoughts, just as she was.
Claudia finished her five-mile route, then circled back toward her favorite bakery for blueberry scones and Devonshire cream. They'd make a nice breakfast for her and Phillip. But when she returned to her apartment, she discovered Phillip was still asleep. In fact, he slept soundly while she ate, showered, and packed the things she intended to take back with her.
By ten o'clock she decided to check in on him. The door barely made a sound when Claudia opened it, but Phillip shifted to one side and muttered.
"Come on in, Ian, but be quiet. Mom's tired. The baby kept us up last night."
Smiling, Claudia shut the door. Let him sleep. She could just as well occupy her time shopping.
She hailed a taxi outside her apartment building and directed the driver to the downtown area and Neiman Marcus Department Store. Exiting the cab, she was assailed by the distinctive city aroma of automobile fumes mixed with the smells of the local grills preparing for the lunchtime crowds. The city. She was home. Yet, the sweet remembrance of desert air with its hint of mesquite and sage teased her memory. She missed Zach.
Pushing past a cluster of camera-toting tourists determined to stand and goggle at everything around them, Claudia entered the store.
Clouds of expensive scent drifted around her, combined with the rich odor of leather handbags. The glitter of display stands, mirrors, and to-die-for jewelry drew her gaze. Claudia wandered through the handbag section, pausing to examine the season's newest offerings. She caught herself admiring a buttery soft man's wallet and on impulse bought it for Zach. His was tattered beyond hope.
Humming happily, she continued on through cosmetics and caught the escalator to the second floor, ladies apparel. Beyond the everyday wear and half-priced swimsuits lay her goal. The formal dresses were arranged and displayed as only an exclusive department store could. She began a slow circuit of the lushly carpeted alcove, her footsteps muffled by the soft pile. Shimmers of silk, the perfection of lace, the crisp lines of satin beckoned her. Every turn displayed a new marvel.
"Hello, hello."
The voice was loud, strident. Claudia jumped, startled out of her reveries by a sweaty palm on her shoulder. Instinct made her flinch and draw back. Hanson? How could he be here? She whirled around, heart pounding.
But it wasn't Hanson, though it might have been his doppelganger. Instead, a young salesman preened before her, adjusting his Armani knock-off suit and displaying himself under her gaze.
He flicked a hand back through his perfectly styled blond hair, worn a little too long in Claudia's opinion. She preferred a tighter cut. But that was no matter. He might as well enjoy it while he could. If the receding hairline were any indication, he'd be bald in five years.
"Excuse me, miss," he began again. "Could I help you find something?" He ran his gaze up and down her body in more than professional appraisal. "Something beautiful to fit a beautiful woman like yourself?" The salesman smiled again, this time a touch of wolf gleamed in his gaze.
"No." Claudia's denial was flat, cold. She turned away from the Hanson-clone and focused her attention toward the nearest rack.
"Haven't we met some place before?"
He moved closer. She could feel hot puffs of his breath on the back of her neck.
"I think not," she replied, willing him away.
"But I know we've met." He reached out a hand to touch hers. "You can tell me. Was it at a club? You've got a dancer's body. Did we dance?"
Claudia turned a lethal stare his way. "I am a reporter for a local television station. I often appear on the evening news. I would never, ever associate myself with any entertainment establishment that would allow a boor like you inside. The closest we've ever come to meeting prior to this day was through a twenty-four-inch plate of glass. Now go away."
Shocked and embarrassed, the salesman gathered his tattered bits of composure and slinked off to locate another, less prickly customer.
Claudia continued shifting through the rack of formal gowns, wishing she could get assistance, but of a more professional sort. Almost the instant she thought that, the department supervisor rushed forward and made apologies.
"You'll have to forgive him. He's unseasoned and overly enthusiastic. I may have him moved down to men's footwear for a while to cool him off." She beamed a smile and clapped her hands together. "Now...how can I help you today?"
Claudia's irritability dissolved. "I need to attend a formal affair next weekend and was hoping to find something new to wear."
The woman stepped back, cocked her head to one side, and studiously appraised Claudia's figure. "Yes. I think I have just what you need."
Drawing Claudia away from the rack, she led her to an alcove where a solitary dress hung. With reverence, she took it down and shook it out softly.
Claudia's jaw dropped. The floor length gown shimmered in a silver blue dance of iridescent beads. She had never seen a more beautiful color.
"It just arrived. Try it on."
A demand, not a request. Like an obedient child, Claudia followed the woman to the lush dressing room. Minutes later she stared at herself in the mirror, still in slack-jawed wonder.
It was daring, that much was certain. Two strips of material criss-crossed over each breast and then over her shoulders to mimic the design on her back. Her midriff was exposed and most of her back bare. The bottom of the dress hugged her buttocks while the hem flared out.
The saleswoman tapped at the door. "How does it look?"
What could she say? It was the most beautiful dress she had ever seen. "Very nice."
"Let me see."
Hesitantly, Claudia unlatched the door and stepped out. The woman gasped and clasped her hands under her chin.
"I was right. Absolutely gorgeous! Very few women have the body for a dress like this. You must buy it."
Claudia studied her reflection in the tri-fold mirror. Laughter bubbled to her throat. "Oh, I couldn't. It's too...too---"
"Stunning?"
She laughed. "It's stunning all right. I'm just not sure it's me."
"Why not?"
Good question. She glanced at herself once more. It was unlike anything she had ever owned, totally revealing, completely seductive. Her old self would never have given it a second thought, but her new self?
A smile announced her decision.
The woman clapped her hands once more. "Excellent. Shall I have it delivered to you?"
Claudia mentally ticked off the things she had to do, then gave a short nod. "Thank you."
Her list was still foremost in her mind when Claudia left the store. Added to that were her plans to accessorize her new dress. Between the two, she failed to notice Franklin Delacourte coming her way until it was too late.
Claudia ducked into a fruit and vegetable stand, hoping to avoid him. He refused to be ignored. Focusing her attention on the produce displayed, she weaved her way through row after row. Each time, he followed. Finally, Claudia saw no choice but to face him down.
"What do you want?"
He flashed his best anchorman smile and leaned over a bin of apples to reach her. "Still frosty over that nasty little scene at your brother's? I don't blame you. It was foolish of me. Forgive me?"
"Of course. Now leave me alone."
Franklin grabbed her wrist and held her in place. "Not so fast. I really don't blame you for being mad at me. I deserve it. If I had taken the time to think, I would have realized there was nothing to your marriage."
Claudia slowly extricated herself from his grasp. "What are you talking about?"
He chuckled. "Don't play games. It's me."
She half-expected him to say, "Franklin Delacourte, news anchor."
"Ed told me everything," he said. "About the fake marriage. That you're working something really big down there." He pressed closer. "So tell me...what is it?"
"As usual, you have your facts wrong. Which probably explains why I am the investigative reporter and you are the news reader."
His face flushed a mottled shade of red. Claudia left him sputtering for a response. At least he had the sense not to follow her this time.
The encounter put a damper on her day. She had expected her boss to be discreet, yet he had given away her intent to the one person she would have never trusted. The only reasoning Claudia could come up with was he had done so to stir Franklin up and possibly squeeze a story from him.
A blast of cold wind cut into her. She tugged the edges of her jacket together, bent her head into the chill, and pushed across the street to her next destination.
The squeal of tires yanked her head upright. A woman's warning shout pierced her remaining confusion as a dark blue sedan barreled toward her. The idiot was going to run a red light.
Claudia raced for the curb, yet couldn't keep her gaze from the approaching vehicle. In the back of her mind, she knew this was no coincidence, no red light run...the driver was aiming for her.
A face, a glimpse of a license plate, something, anything to identify who it was. Suddenly she felt someone grab her from behind in a grip as tight as steel. She was lifted off her feet and hurled to the safety of a doorway. The man pressed her against the stone, using his body to shield hers. There was a hard bump as the car hit the curb, then another squeal followed by the stench of burned rubber.
Reality slammed into her. Her body quivered from the shock. Slowly the man eased away, his hands softly caressing her upper arms, comforting. Claudia dared to look up.
"Vic?"
He gave a shaky nod. "Let's get you back to your apartment."
"But who...how---"
"Hanson. I saw him follow you from Twentynine Palms, so I followed him. Been following him ever since. He was at the vegetable stand when that guy stopped you."
"And he overheard."
"Hard not to. The guy didn't exactly whisper."
She drew in a shaky breath to calm her nerves. "Hanson did have a motive, Vic. His wife. Apparently, Teddy helped her leave him."
He nodded wearily, eyes puffy and tired. "That does tie it up. I'll check it out. Come on. Let's get you home."
Claudia let him lead her away. There was little more she could do. This was no mistake. This time there was nothing discreet about the attempt. If Vic hadn't been there, she'd be dead.
There was no easy way to break the news to Phillip. Telling Zach would be even worse. They would insist she back off from the investigation completely, and Claudia couldn't say she blamed them. She had faced tough situations before, but never once had she come this close to death.
Still, the choice was hers. She could fight to the end, or stop and let the bastards get away with one murder after another. Then where would her conscience be? Claudia chose to fight even if that meant beginning with Zach and Phillip.
Rowan opened the door before Zach could come to a full stop in the Stuart driveway. She watched him exit, his hesitant approach, then tilted her head to one side.
"This is a surprise."
Not nearly as much as it was to him. He paced his house for the better part of the day, lost in the silence of Claudia's absence. For the first time in his life he actually felt lonely. The idea of going to Phoenix to visit his family was appealing until he realized his mother would bore through his defenses with nothing more than a look. In less time than it took to think about it, he'd be confessing all. So he came here.
Like a little boy, he drew half circles in the sand with the point of his shoe. "Got a minute?"
"For you I've got five," she said with a smile, and shoved the door open wide. "Ian's at a birthday party. The baby's asleep. I'm all yours. Why the long face?"
Zach shrugged and stepped into the comfort of his best friends' house. "It's just been a difficult night. I saw...let me rephrase that...I'm fairly certain I saw Martin Sinclair beating his wife last night."
"Did you call---"
"Yeah," he snorted, "I called them, for all the good it did. I finally got hold of Cruz Montoya, and he got Sinclair out of the house on some kind of ruse. I'll tell you, Princess, I've never felt more helpless in my life."
"Rowan."
Zach gave her a puzzled frown. "What?"
"My name is Rowan, not Princess."
Nothing like having your subconscious give you up. He didn't bother to try to cover his tracks.
"I presume they reached San Francisco all right."
"They did. Phillip called last night."
Rowan wandered through the house, picking up children's items scattered throughout. Zach followed.
"I kept expecting one of them to call me."
She tossed a handful of toys into the laundry basket nearby. "I don't know why. You made it quite clear to Claudia you wanted her gone, and I would bet you weren't nice about it either."
He was ashamed to admit she was right. "What else could I do? She wouldn't have left otherwise."
Rowan gave him a glare so filled with skepticism, Zach had to look away.
"Honesty might have been nice. You could have told her how you felt. That you loved her so much, all you could think about was her safety. Instead, you got scared, then you got nasty, which puts you right back where you were in the first place because I doubt Claudia will ever trust you again. You'd better sit back and think about what your stupidity has cost you."
No solace here. He could have gotten the same lecture from his mother. Not that he didn't deserve it. He just didn't like hearing it.
Zach sank to the nearest chair, and buried his head in his hands. "I have thought about it. In fact, I haven't thought about anything else. The house is so empty without Claudia there."
Rowan nudged his leg with her bare toe. "So what are you going to do about it?"
The answer was simple and hard at the same time. "The damage is already done, but she's safe. When this is over with, I'll try to explain."
"Hmph. Typical male response. But," she tugged him to his feet, "you're not going to spend the weekend feeling sorry for yourself at my house. If you're going to be here, I've got painting for you to do."
"You've always got painting to do."
"Lucky you. Come on, the back fence has your name written all over it."
\*
Phillip's glance shot from Claudia to Vic then back again. Obviously, Vic's presence told him something was wrong. So why should he bother to pry the news out of them, especially when Vic was busting to spill his guts?
Claudia's nerves still quivered from the ordeal. She sought a comfy corner of her ultrasuede couch and tucked herself into it.
"What happened?"
A demand for information. She expected nothing less. Claudia massaged the ache in her temple while Vic hesitated, sensing Phillip's anger. Her brother's response was controlled, a little too much so. Already he was making decisions regarding her welfare, and Claudia doubted he would give a damn what she thought of those decisions. Battle lines were being drawn, and although she had determined to fight for what she thought was best, she wasn't sure if she had the energy to do so at this particular point in time.
"Are you sure it was Hanson?"
Vic nodded. "Granted I couldn't see well through the car's tinted windows, but he'd been following Claudia since the two of you left. And the car was the one he'd been driving."
Phillip rubbed his chin. "And thanks to Franklin Delacourte, he now knows everything."
"No, he doesn't," Claudia told them. "And that's one of the problems. Now that he knows I'm involved in an investigation, Franklin won't rest until he gets the scoop on the story. He wouldn't hesitate to break the news about our sham marriage and Sunline's death just to leave me in the dust."
"Is Delacourte determined enough to follow you back to Twentynine Palms?"
Claudia stared at her brother. "Franklin has never been known to expend too much effort, but I've learned over the years not to second guess him."
Vic cracked his knuckles. "I'll take care of Franklin. In fact, I've got a fish story he'll buy hook, line, and sinker. When I get back here, we'll try to think of a way of getting Claudia out of San Francisco without Hanson realizing she's gone."
An awkward silence grew once Vic left the apartment. Claudia nurtured it, afraid any conversation might change Phillip's mind and she'd be forced to argue with him.
"A package arrived for you today. Any chance it's a bomb?"
The sarcasm stung worse than any other words could. "Oh, Phillip, please don't be that way. It's a dress I bought for the Marine Corps Ball next weekend."
With a sigh, he squeezed the bridge of his nose. "Sorry." Another sigh lifted his head. "Let's see it. Put it on."
"Phillip, I don't think either of us is in the mood---"
"Perfect time. We need something to take our minds off this crap."
Claudia gave in. Perhaps he was right. In fact, once she slipped the fabric over her skin, her mood lightened. To add to the effect, she slipped into a pair of silver heels. Without fanfare, flourish, or any other type of announcement, Claudia drifted into her living room.
It took a second or two for Phillip to notice her standing there. The wait was worth it. His jaw dropped and stayed there.
"Well, what do you think?" she asked with a smile.
"I think Zach's a dead man." Then he began to laugh.
\*
Once Zach got beyond cursing the day he ever met Rowan Stuart, he finally realized what she was up to. It was somewhere between watching the baby while she picked up Ian and grilling hamburgers that he figured it out---she was trying to exhaust him. It worked.
He dragged himself home, ready for a hot shower and bed. Tonight no thoughts of Claudia would keep him awake. As his foot stepped over the threshold, the crunch of paper greeted him. He flicked on the light, expecting to see Miss Kitty's latest play toy. Instead, he found scanned photographs printed from a computer.
His mother would have called it premonition that made him afraid to look. He squatted and spread the pictures out with the edge of his key. All were of Claudia going about her daily routine---jogging, at a bakery, walking along the street, in a department store, at a vegetable stand. And scrawled across the top of the last picture, one horrible threat.
I can get to her any time, anywhere...back off.
Zach left the pictures where they lay and fumbled for the phone. Maybe Vic could get some fingerprints off of them. Twelve rings later, he slammed the receiver down.
"He picked a fine time to go out. I've got to warn Claudia."
Warn her? Hell, he still didn't have her number.
Back to Rowan.
Zach drummed his fingers against the coffee table while he waited for her to pick up. When she did, he didn't give her a chance to speak.
"I want Claudia's number."
"Why?"
Why the hell do you think? One minute she was encouraging him to call, the next she was questioning his motives.
"Because I just received a threat against her life. She's being watched up there."
"Yes...I know. Zach, Phillip called a few minutes ago. Claudia was almost killed today. If it hadn't been for Vic Brownell, she might not be here."
Rage roared in Zach's ears. He sent her away to protect her, and threw her right in the path of danger. And Vic...he should have been the one to rescue her---not Vic. Jealousy elbowed gratitude out of the way. Fear and panic nudged their way to the forefront.
Zach ground his teeth together. "Give me the number," he pushed out.
Rowan didn't hesitate.
His hand shook as he punched in the number. Claudia could have been killed. And it was his fault. And on top of it all---she would have died without knowing how he felt. He had to talk to her, to know she was all right, to hear her voice even if she was pissed as hell at him.
Hope plummeted when Phillip answered.
"I want to talk to Claudia."
"Well, Zach, what a surprise to hear from you."
"Cut the crap. I want Claudia."
"She can't come to the phone. She's resting. Today was a little...stressful for her."
"Yeah, I heard. Wake her."
Phillip's intake of breath echoed on the line. "Zach, look, you wanted her gone. She's gone. Leave her be."
"I wanted her safe, not gone! Now let me talk to her."
"Sorry...not possible." A click ended further discussion.
It was all Zach could do to keep from slamming the phone against the wall. The last thing he had patience for was games. He had one goal tonight and nothing, nothing, was going to stand in his way.
\*
"Did I hear the phone?"
Claudia stood in the hall between her bedroom and the living room. Neither Phillip nor Vic bothered to look up.
"Yep...it was Zach," Phillip answered.
Her heart skipped a beat.
"I told him you were unavailable."
She snapped the back of his head with the towel.
He whirled around, gray eyes flashing sparks.
"You had no right," she said.
"Fine. Call him yourself." Massaging the offended spot, Phillip eased back before the television.
"Will you two shut up?" Vic turned the volume up on the television. "The news is starting. I want to see if Delacourte bought my story."
"I'm sure he did. One fool always believes the other." Each word was scathingly sarcastic. Claudia didn't care and didn't wait around for his indignant response. She had enough reasons of her own to be upset.
How could Phillip have done such a thing? He knew how upset she was. He knew she wanted to talk with...
Claudia drew up short of her bed. He didn't know anything. She'd kept it to herself.
Curling up in the center of her queen-size bed, she drew the telephone to her lap, and dialed their number. All she got was the answering machine.
"It's me, Zach. Pick up if you're there...please."
Silence brought tears to her eyes. She returned the phone to its cradle with barely a sound. There was nothing more she could do except wait for him to call back. She'd get the call this time, even if she had to carry the damn thing all over the house with her.
After all she'd been through, Claudia wasn't up to playing games with someone else's emotions. She needed Zach, angry or not. With the phone nestled against her cheek, she stretched out on her bed to wait. He'd call. She just knew it.
When, hours later, a ring blasted through her dreams, Claudia yanked up the receiver and pressed it close to her ear.
"Zach?"
A dial tone was the response. There was a second ring. Through the fog of sleep, she realized it was the doorbell.
Struggling to her feet, she stumbled to the doorway. Phillip shoved her back.
"We don't know who it is. It might not be safe."
Claudia peaked around him. With pistol drawn, Vic looked through the peephole.
"I don't know if we're safe or not." He holstered his weapon, unlocked the door, and swung it open.
Zach charged in, shoving the door out of his path. "Where is she?"
Claudia tugged the belt on her robe tight and brushed around Phillip.
"How did you get here?" Phillip asked.
Zach jerked his arm Phillip's way, pointing his finger. "The red eye out of Palm Springs...Don't ever keep me from talking to her again."
"Oh, Zach," she somehow managed to choke out. "I tried to call you back." The last word was strangled with tears. She meant to be discreet and calm, to make Zach make the first move. But one look at his disheveled appearance and she crumbled.
Arms outstretched, she reached for him. "Oh, Zach, I..." She was wrapped in his embrace before she could whisper another word.
He cradled her on his lap, whispering soothing words of comfort while she cried against his neck. There was the clink of bottle to glass. Seconds later Phillip handed them each a glass of wine.
He pulled back quickly, face screwed into a mask of disgust. "Phew, you smell ripe."
Zach flashed him an ugly look. "No thanks to your wife. She worked me like a dog today."
"Painting the damn fence, I hope."
"Miles of it."
A broad smile cut across Phillip's face. "Excellent."
"I'm glad I could do you the favor. Now...just what the hell happened here today?"
Claudia let Vic tell him. She had no energy left. With each word, she felt Zach's tension grow.
"And what did you tell Delacourte to get rid of him?"
Vic smirked. "I told him that Claudia had heard a rumor that the troops were getting ready to deploy for a Middle Eastern offensive. That she was trying to get verification for the news."
"Franklin broke the story on the evening news," Phillip added.
"He broke a story like that without confirmation?"
"He isn't the brightest star in the sky."
Zach traced circles on Claudia's shoulder with his thumb. "And what about getting Claudia out of here safely?"
Vic laced his hands behind his head and leaned back. "She can fly out with you in the morning. Hanson won't want to tip his hand by getting on the same flight as you, and he won't leave his rental car here. You can get her back to the house before he's halfway to Twentynine Palms."
"And then what?"
He shrugged. "We cross that bridge later."
Zach set his glass down so hard the stem threatened to crack. "No, damnit, we cross it now. This is her life we're talking about."
Vic jumped forward, all semblance of friendliness gone. "Then take her away on an extended honeymoon and let the professionals finish this."
"Finish?" Claudia set her glass beside Zach's. "You'll have to start from scratch. We agreed the key was Allison Sinclair. She'll never talk to you. You have to let me do this."
"Wrong, Princess." Zach snatched up his drink and took a gulp. "I'd be willing to bet that Allison won't be talking to anyone. He beat her last night. I called the MP's. There wasn't any..."
She pressed her fingers to his lips. "Shh, it's all right. You did all you could."
He clutched her wrist, kissed her fingers, then curled her hand into his. "We finish this, Vic. It's become more than a matter of finding a murderer."
"You can't save the world, Zach."
"Not the world, Vic. Just one woman."
He polished off the remainder of his wine, set Claudia on her feet, then stood. Twining his fingers through hers, Zach led the way to her bedroom and shut the door.
"We need to talk."
Boy, did they ever. Claudia propped the pillow against the headboard and sat down.
"Join me." She gave the mattress a pat.
"I can't." He motioned to his clothing. "Phillip's right. I'm filthy."
He squatted next to the bed, and caressed her fingertips. "I used to laugh when my mom said men are stupid. Now I know exactly what she meant. The stupidest thing I ever did was convince myself lying to you was a good idea. I tried to tell myself I was doing it to protect you."
She was glad he held her hand. It helped keep her from shaking. "And just what exactly have you lied about?"
"I lied when I said it was just sex. It wasn't. I love you, Claudia. I always have."
Her heart was beating so hard, she wasn't sure she heard him.
"It wasn't sex for me." Zach turned her palm over and traced the underside of her wrist. "It was making love for me. No doubt about it."
"It was for me, too." Her voice was barely above a whisper. "I love you, Zach."
He kept his gaze on her wrist, tracing the delicate blue veins with careful precision. "I want to believe that. God knows, I want to believe that. I can't stand thinking you might not. But, sweetheart, sex is a powerful emotion. It's been ten years for you. How do you know it's love and not sex? Especially, when the sex is so very, very good."
Claudia tried to keep her mouth shut, tried to keep the laughter from bubbling up. It was no use.
"Oh, my, but we do have an inflated opinion of ourself, don't we?" Clutching her sides, she doubled over while tears of laughter filled her eyes.
Zach stretched to his feet and stared down indignantly at her. It made her laugh all the more.
"Nothing like having your masculinity insulted by the woman you love." He snatched up his duffel bag. "Show me where the bathroom is so I can shower."
Still holding her midriff, Claudia pointed. "It's right down the hall. You can't miss it. We passed it on our way to the bedroom."
"Oh no...show me." He grabbed her hand and pulled her to her feet.
With her free hand, she wiped the tears from her eyes. "Now why do I suspect an ulterior motive?"
He waited as long as it took to reach the bathroom, then pulled her into the room with him. "Because you're generally a suspicious woman?"
Before she could answer, Zach pressed her against the wall. As his mouth devoured hers, Claudia heard the door click shut.
Claudia tugged the shirt from his trousers and dusted her nails across his belly. His muscles contracted with his sharp intake of breath. Emboldened, she flicked open his button fly, then wiggled his zipper down.
Zach caught her wrist in a gentle hold. "Not yet. If you touch me now..."
The words died as she wrapped her hand around her target. He bit back a groan and nuzzled his face into the folds of her robe. Shoving aside material, he closed his mouth over her nipple.
Claudia tossed back her head in wonder and shrugged free of the garment. He was tenderness personified, caressing her to a fever pitch until all she wanted was to be possessed. Inch by inch she stripped his body nude.
Zach pulled back. "Is it safe?"
"The apartment is small. They'll hear."
"That's not what I mean. Even we can be quiet. I mean...is it safe? I don't have anything with me."
Finally, she understood, and gave a single nod.
She watched with breathless anticipation as he twisted on the water, then stepped into the stall. Like a prince offering a carriage to his lady, he extended his hand to her.
Claudia stepped into the warmth of the spray. He eased her against the tile, and shoved himself before her open thighs, big and bold, ready to take what she offered.
His lips took hers once more, probing deeply until her breath was ragged and shaky. Then he slid downward, to the well at the base of her throat, across to her collarbone, then further on.
Her nipples, already hard, aching points were next. He flicked them mercilessly beneath his tongue until she was senseless to everything else. He traveled onward, teasing her navel, the flat of her stomach, shoving her thighs wider still. Angel kisses fell upon her inner thighs. Claudia quivered in response. Then she felt his hot breath against her.
"Zach, n..."
The protest was futile. She clutched the towel bar for balance as he closed his mouth over the most intimate part of her body. Steam rose around them in great clouds. With each fold explored, Claudia felt the tension rise. And with its release, she wanted to melt to the bottom of the shower stall.
Zach held her in place, bracing one strong arm around her waist while he lifted one of her legs over his hip. Claudia watched the tenderness in his eyes, in the way he took her. It couldn't have been easy for him to hold back, and she reveled in it.
His movements were slow, bringing her to a fever pitch once more until it was she who set the pace. Shudders of pleasure drifted through his body over and over again. It was enough to bring her with him. They tensed together, straining to the end, then collapsed, exhausted against the wall under the onslaught of the shower spray.
Zach stood on what little piece of patio Claudia had, letting the night chill and the wine in his hand shock him back to his senses. Who was he kidding? Women like Claudia didn't fall in love with men like him. He knew that from the minute he first met her. But that hadn't been enough to make him stop wanting her...then and now.
He loved her all right. With a passion that drove him crazy. All she had to do was crook her little finger and he'd be her slave for life. And he'd take it.
One day she'd realize that it was just sex for her, and she'd be gone. Until then he'd take the time with her, call it special, and pray to God her departure didn't kill him. He loved her that much.
So much for bringing me to my senses.
The sliding glass door opened, bringing a touch of warmth to his back. He hoped it was Claudia, then was disappointed to discover Phillip.
"You want to share that?" Phillip shoved a glass his way, and when Zach poured, braced his arms on the iron railing to stare into the play of streetlights on the light fog.
"Can't sleep?"
"No," Zach muttered in response. And I don't feel like talking either, so shut up or go away.
"So now what happens?"
"I'll wake her in a little bit and we'll head to the airport."
"That's not what I mean."
Zach covered his eyes. There was no getting around this. "I know how I feel. I've let her know that. Look, Phillip, this isn't your normal relationship we're talking about. Most romances evolve. You date, have sex, live together, then get married. We've gotten it all backward. I don't know what to do here, and I'm sure Claudia doesn't either. Just...just give us some breathing room and back off...please."
Phillip slugged down the wine like a shot of whiskey, then moved toward the door. "All right. This is me...backing off."
Left alone again with his thoughts, Zach wasn't any happier than before Phillip had intruded. What would happen once Sunline's murderer was caught? Claudia had her own life to live. Why give it up for him? She would want to return to that life, to a normal relationship. They would date, see each other, share a bed. But they were already married. What about that? He didn't want to corner her, but he couldn't bear to have her go so soon.
He eased open the door, snagged the telephone, and pulled it onto the patio. It wouldn't be the first time a Taylor son had called home in the middle of the night. His mother answered on the first ring. His apology was brushed aside. Without prompting, he unburdened his heart.
"I wasn't aware you had psychic abilities, Zach," his mother said when he finished.
"I don't understand."
"How can you assign feelings and emotions to Claudia she has not expressed? How can you know what's truly in her heart? Don't put words or thoughts in her head that don't exist. Goodnight, sweetheart."
He could almost see his mother's smile as she hung up. She was right, but it didn't quell the fear in his heart. It only made him more cautious about expressing it aloud.
Zach raised the bottle to pour the last glass. It shattered in his hand. Glass exploded behind him.
Vic bolted upright from where he slept on the couch. "Get in here now! Everyone stay down."
A stupidly obvious remark. Zach punched in 9-1-1 while he hunkered down behind a large decorative planter. With one foot he shoved open the remains of the door, and eased over the pile of glass. He spied Claudia, belly-crawling along the hallway. Once he spit instructions to the operator, he waved her back.
"Start packing. We're leaving now. Once the police get here, we'll have them give us an escort to the airport."
"No." She crawled forward. "Come into the bathroom. There are no windows there. We'll be safe."
"Damnit, Claudia, I said---"
"You're hurt. You're bleeding."
Zach glanced down. A gash along the underside of his hand oozed blood.
The police arrived while she bandaged him. Both he and Claudia strained to pick up pieces of their conversation with Vic. The officers were noncommittal in their responses, and after careful evaluations, they came up with one conclusion---a random act of street violence. They'd even managed to find the weapon, but no shooter.
It was too much of a coincidence. Zach let Vic argue with them. His goal, his only concern, was to get Claudia out of there. Since the police refused to ensure their safety to the airport, Zach decided to take advantage of the distraction their presence created to leave.
Two hours later when the plane was airborne, they were finally able to relax. He waited until Claudia was asleep, then allowed himself to do the same. He jerked awake when the tires bounced onto the tarmac in Palm Springs.
"If you'd like, I'll drive us home," Claudia told him.
Zach nodded. Two nights without sleep had finally caught up with him. He was out again before she could leave the parking lot. The next thing he felt was her gently shaking his shoulder.
"Hold your temper. This shouldn't take long."
He squinted into bright daylight, then gave her a look that screamed of treachery.
Claudia arched her eyebrow. "Yes, the Naval Hospital. You need stitches, and you're going to have them."
Hard to argue when she had already alerted the medical staff.
Claudia slid into the molded plastic chair while Zach was hustled into the examining room. The attempt with the car was scary enough, but to come so close to losing Zach was frightening beyond belief. It seemed too pat to be gang related, especially since there had never been any activity of that nature in her neighborhood.
This went way beyond a warning, or an accident. Even if they were to turn back now and let Vic take full control of the investigation, the murderer---Hanson or Sinclair---would never allow them to be free. They were in this for the duration. Now all they had to do was survive it.
"Mrs. Stuart?"
Claudia looked up at the Navy corpsman, and got a clipboard shoved under her nose.
"Your husband is being most disagreeable. If you would fill out these forms, we would appreciate it. How did he cut himself?"
It's quite simple. You see, a killer is after us. He decided to use my husband for target practice.
"A glass bottle shattered while he was holding it. I cleaned the wound immediately, but it took me this long to convince him stitches were required."
"Very good. It shouldn't be long."
At least the man didn't hover over her while she wrote. There was a ton of information she didn't know. Height, weight, date of birth, Social Security Number. As far as she was concerned, they could yank the information out of Zach later.
She slid the clipboard across the counter to the corpsman, daring him to say something. The look she gave must have kept him quiet. Claudia returned to her seat undisturbed.
By the time Zach was finished, she was ready to get back to the comfort of bed and a long sleep. By his droopy eyes and sour disposition, she could tell Zach was too. Six stitches were hidden beneath a mound of gauze. A small bottle of pain pills rattled in his other hand.
Without a word, he walked to the Jeep and crawled into the passenger seat. "I hope you're happy," he grumbled.
Claudia smiled. "Ecstatic. I'm sure if the situations were reversed, you would have done the same. Deny it and I'll call you a liar."
He tucked his arms over his chest, shutting out further discussion.
She resisted the urge to laugh at him. Had their situations been reversed, her behavior would have been no better. The least she could do was humor him, and see he got some well-deserved rest before they moved the belongings Phillip was bringing from her apartment.
He drifted off once more before they could get home. Claudia hated to wake him. She didn't have to. His eyes flashed opened the second she turned into the driveway. A muttered curse set her heart to leaping. Martin Sinclair cut across the street toward them. He hailed them with a wave and a fixed smile.
Zach jerked open the Jeep door and jumped down, intercepting Sinclair's path. "What can I do for you this morning, sir?"
"I came over to invite the two of you to a barbecue this afternoon at my house."
"All depends. Who's cooking and who will be there?" Zach shot back.
Sinclair's humor faded, but his smile remained fixed. "Friends, neighbors, office personnel. I do the grill work. Allison takes care of the kitchen. Only proper way to do it. Shall I count on the two of you?"
Zach was a breath away from refusing until he felt Claudia's fingers against his back.
"That's very kind of you. But we've had a long, exhausting weekend and just want to spend the day resting. We'll see you tomorrow for Monday night football."
"Suit yourself. If you change your mind, come on over. There's plenty for everyone."
"Yeah, we'd love to have you poison us," Zach muttered under his breath once Sinclair was out of hearing range. "The guy has balls, asking us over after that performance at Sunline's funeral."
"Yeah, and I'd like to cut them off and shove them down his throat."
Chuckling, Zach pulled her arm through his. "Now that's something I'd really like to see. Come on, Princess. Last one to sleep is a rotten egg."
Miss Kitty opened one eye as they walked through the door, offered a half-hearted meow, then rolled her back to them and went back to sleep. The answering machine greeted them more enthusiastically. Its red light flashed persistently.
There was a message from Zach's mother wondering if he was all right. One from Rowan to call when they arrived, and that Phillip was on his way. Vic called as he and Phillip passed Bakersfield reporting no sign of trouble. Four were hang-ups. And lastly a series of calls from what had to be everyone in Zach's family welcoming Claudia to their ranks. Each ended with, "See you at Thanksgiving."
Zach buried his head in his hands and braced elbows on knees.
"You told your family we were married?"
"My mom."
"I see, and may I inquire as to why?"
"Ah...no. Conversations between a mother and son are private."
She lifted a brow. "I see. I take this as a rule of marriage. Very well. This Thanksgiving thing. I presume it is a family gathering."
"Everyone will be there."
"I see. And can I also presume that my procreation potential will be evaluated?"
Zach tossed back a laugh. "Must you be so precise and formal?"
"Reply to the question."
"Yes, yes, yes. They are going to size you up. They are going to inundate you with warmth and love and smother you until you can't stand it. The children will want you to play catch and chase and tie shoes. And above all they will all look at you as the hope and salvation of the Taylor clan."
Wrinkling her brow in confusion, Claudia cocked her head to one side. "Why so?"
Zach caught her waist and drew her astride his lap. "Because, Princess, there hasn't been a girl born to the Taylor clan in four generations."
Her muscles tensed. "A heavy responsibility."
"Very." He drew circles along her ribcage with his thumbs. "I'm not going to lie to you. There have been enough barriers between us since we met. No more. Here it is."
Pulling in a deep breath, he went on, "I love you, Claudia. Honest to God, love you. I always have. From the second our lips touched under that mistletoe. I want nothing more than to see our child growing in you. To feel it move beneath my hand, to pamper you throughout the whole ordeal. Hell, right now I'd lay the world at your feet if that's what it would take to make sure you stay with me always. My brothers would call me a crazy fool in love. Well, I might be crazy, but I'm no fool."
"Zach, I'm not ready for children."
"And that's fine with me. You tell me when it's not safe and we'll take precautions. What I'm trying to say is that, I don't want anything to make you feel compelled to stay here. We have a backward relationship here. Once this other business is taken care of, if you want to start from scratch and build..."
She covered his mouth with her hand. "Shut up and stop thinking, Zach. You married me. You're not going to get rid of me that easy. Now call Rowan, call your mom, and I'll whip up a breakfast that will knock your socks off."
\*
"Paella!" Cruz Montoya scooped a healthy portion onto his tortilla, then took an equally healthy bite, and rolled his eyes heavenward. "Delicious! What else is there to eat?"
Claudia lifted the lid on another pot. She liked this man, his sense of humor, the way his eyes laughed. "Seafood gumbo and sourdough bread."
Closing his eyes, Cruz inhaled the aroma. "A woman after my own heart. Wouldn't you say, Kurt?"
Kurt smiled and cocked his head to one side. "Definitely one to be admired."
Cruz's eyes sparkled as he smiled down at Claudia. "If you ever decide to give Zach the boot, let me know."
Zach raised his hands. "All right, gentlemen, that'll be enough. Kurt, don't you have a self-defense class to teach?"
"I do. I have quite a crowd of women waiting for me in the backyard including the wives who came tonight for football. Obviously, they are more intrigued with developing a strong right arm than watching a bunch of sweaty guys in tight pants throw a ball and pat each other on the butt. Come on, Claudia." He motioned to her to follow him.
"Coming, Allison?" Claudia asked.
"I...couldn't. My clothes---"
"Easy. Run home and put on some sweats. We'll wait."
Sinclair pushed his way to the stove and snatched the lid from the gumbo. "Allison doesn't own sweats and she doesn't want to roughhouse."
Tension crackled in the atmosphere. No matter how nonchalantly Sinclair may have presented the words, menacing control seeped through.
"Well, then, she can just chow down with the rest of us." Always the peacemaker, Cruz's smile wasn't as easy.
Claudia blessed him for trying to cover the awkward moment. Sinclair ruined the attempt.
"Allison won't be eating tonight. She's on a diet. Getting a little thick in the belly." He seated the lid and turned around. "Where's the meat?"
"There is no meat," Claudia managed to say despite her clenched teeth. "We're eating vegetarian tonight."
"No meat? Little lady, a man's got to have red meat. If you'd come over yesterday, you would have seen that."
Claudia curled her fingers over the doorknob to keep from making a fist. "Strange that you are the only one with that opinion. Everyone else seems to be enjoying the food. And you will not refer to me as little lady."
The false smile faded. "Taylor, what the hell kind of home are you running here? Haven't you taught her respect for rank?"
Zach leaned against the counter. "Sir, with all due respect, while you are in my house, there is no rank. Now, you are free to enjoy the food, the company, and the game. If you don't desire to do any of those things, you are free to leave."
Sinclair's pulse throbbed at his temple. "If I go, so will your guests. Unlike your wife, who seems to enjoy sticking her nose in other people's business, they know what side their bread is buttered on."
"That almost sounds like a threat, Colonel."
"Take it as you wish, Captain."
Zach pointed to the front door. "There's the exit. If anyone chooses to leave, that's their business. This whole football thing was your idea, not mine."
Claudia's heart beat against her ribs while the two stood there, gazes fixed in an unspoken standoff. Minutes passed before Sinclair gave a single nod.
"Allison, run home and fix me two steak sandwiches. I think the game's started."
Zach barred his way. "You don't understand. You are no longer welcome in my house. Allison can stay however long she wishes, but I want you out of here...sir."
"Unlike your wife, Captain, mine knows her place."
"Unfortunately, I'm sure that's true."
Sinclair's eyes blazed with fury. He caught Allison's upper arm and steered her to the door. Half dragging, half pushing, he took her home. The slamming of their door reverberated through the neighborhood like a gunshot. Seconds later there was a crash, then another.
"Get off your ass and fix me some fucking dinner!"
Tears welled up in Claudia's eyes. She refused to let this happen. She looked at Zach, then at Cruz, and shook her head. "No...not if I can help it."
Whipping open the door, she sprinted for the Sinclairs.
"Claudia, no!"
It came from Zach, Kurt, and Cruz. Claudia disregarded the caution, sprinted across the street, and yanked open the Sinclairs' door. Allison lay sprawled among the toppled over kitchen chairs, her husband hovering over her with evil intent. He whirled around at the intrusion while two of Allison's friends zipped around Claudia to help Allison to her feet.
"What the hell is this?"
Claudia ignored him. "Bring her over to my house."
One of the women nodded. Sinclair shoved his hand into Claudia's chest. Claudia drew back a fist and plowed it against his nose. He fell back, startled that someone, a woman, dared oppose him. She pulled back another, ready to let him have it again.
Zach caught her wrist and pulled it down. "Enough."
Sinclair used pressure to stem the blood dripping from his nose. "Lady, you've just made a big mistake and a very powerful enemy. I don't know who the hell you think you are---"
"You're one to talk. Who do you think you are, beating a helpless woman."
He snorted. "You're crazy. Allison fell." He glared down at his wife. "Tell them."
She was visibly shaking, frightened beyond words. This was an escape for her. All she had to do was take it.
"I...fell. I slipped and fell."
"You see." Sinclair pulled her away from the other women. "Now get out."
Hesitantly, the woman did so, but Claudia held firm. There was still a chance Allison would...
Sinclair pushed her toward the living room, then faced down Claudia. "You try a stunt like that again, Mrs. Taylor, and I'll personally see you're kicked off this base and any other permanently."
She raised her chin, meeting his challenge. "That goes for you too, Colonel."
Zach draped his arm around her trembling shoulders and led her back to their house. She was conscious of Cruz walking alongside them, of Kurt behind her, of the other wives in a semi-circle whispering in her back yard. But all she could think about was the terror in Allison's eyes.
The women surrounded her as they neared. Words of support ready.
"You tried. We all have."
"You can't help someone who isn't willing to be helped."
"Come on, ladies. Let's get back to our class." Kurt herded them into position.
Claudia couldn't force herself to move. She was too angry. Too shocked.
Kurt chucked her under the chin and edged closer. "Come on, girlfriend." He was Kiki again, for her ears only. "Remember this, never wrestle with a pig. You get all dirty and the pig likes it."
She gave a half-hearted smile, and he stepped back.
"Okay, ladies. First rule of defense. You're women. You've got to fight like women, not like men. Kick, gouge, and pull hair. Claudia, you first. You look like you could use a target."
He hauled on his protective clothes and helmet. All padded to avoid injury, he looked more like a kid ready for a day in the snow. Without warning, he lunged for her.
Claudia dug in. Falling with him, she kicked out.
\*
"That's one hell of a woman you've got there, Zach. I don't suppose she has a sister."
Zach forced himself to smile. Cruz was right. She was something---crazy came to mind. "Nope, no sister. Sorry."
"Then you're one lucky man."
They watched her pummel Kurt with kicks and punches, yelling at his direction. "No! No! No! Go away!"
Cruz smiled and shook his head. "I'm actually beginning to think she could have taken Sinclair."
Zach sighed. "I'm learning to not put anything past her. Tell me, how often does he beat her?"
The smile disappeared. "Whenever the mood strikes him. Whenever she does something which displeases him, or when he's in a bad mood, had a rough day at work, angry."
"Sounds like constantly."
"She's always walking on egg shells. A nervous wreck trying to keep him happy."
"Is she in danger tonight?"
Cruz thought for a moment, then shook his head. "He'll be extra careful if he thinks the neighbors are watching. He knows he's on the sky-line right now and can't afford adverse publicity, especially since he's up for promotion."
"What about at the Marine Corps Ball? They'll be at a hotel. Would he take a week's worth of anger out on her then?"
Again, Cruz gave it careful consideration. "I doubt he'd find the Palm Springs police as easily fooled as the military police."
"That would depend on the people in the neighboring rooms reporting him. A lot of people just don't want to be involved."
Cruz smiled. "Oh, I can think of one or two who wouldn't hesitate. I have a plan."
Claudia beat her feet on the pavement with a force she knew she'd feel later. She didn't care. This was now and she was mad.
The jerk had actually had the nerve to issue a restraining order against her. The official hearing wasn't for a week, but already the temporary order had instructed her to stay away from the Sinclairs.
Zach didn't know. She was too angry to tell him for now. Her first instinct served her best---run it off. It was all about control, something she was an expert at.
She heard footsteps pounding behind her. Fear made her pick up the pace. She should have listened to Zach and Vic and stayed in the house. Anger had made her forgetful.
Even though she was still on base property, she was between the housing area and the business side of the installation. Open desert bordered the road on both sides. If someone wanted to, Claudia would be easily disposed of before the next car drove by. In her mind she rehearsed what she would do if the person following her attacked.
The runner closed the gap. Claudia darted across the street.
"For cryin' out loud," Vic called out through pants for air. "Give me a break."
Claudia jerked to a stop and turned around. Vic stood behind her, drenched in sweat, doubled over in an effort to catch his breath.
Smiling, she trotted back to him. "Stand up. Walk. You'll be okay in a few minutes."
Grudgingly, he fell in step with her. "What are you trying to do? Kill me?"
"You scared me. I was doing my best to protect myself."
"You've got no business being out by yourself." He doubled over once more, blowing hard, hands braced on knees.
Claudia tugged him upright. "Yes, I know. But if Sinclair or Hanson is coming after me, they can do so just as easily in the house when I'm alone. Besides, you've obviously been guarding me, so my safety is ensured."
"Why do I detect a note of sarcasm in your voice?"
Claudia smiled and pulled him in the opposite direction. "Come on. You need to get out of the sun. I can't believe how out of shape you are."
"Forgive me. I'm not used to chasing marathon runners. You know, I used to think you were a nice woman. Now I'd swear you have a sadist streak." He pulled in a deep breath and let it out slowly. "Who was the guy at the door?"
Outrage rushed back in. "Sinclair issued a temporary restraining order on me. The hearing is next Monday."
"Bastard will try anything."
"He's going to have to do better than that if he thinks a little piece of paper will scare me away from protecting Allison."
\*
A summons before the royalty of base. At least that's what it felt like. But if the Commanding General and Chief of Staff also intended intimidation, well, Zach wasn't buying into it. He was right. The facts were there. Now all he had to do was convince these superior officers.
Colonel Scott was by his side, ready to defend whatever actions Zach, Vic, and Claudia had taken. He didn't know what finally swayed the man, and frankly didn't care. Sinclair was going down, and Zach was making sure Hanson went with him. Even if that meant fighting the good-ole-boy system all the way back to Headquarters, Marine Corps.
General Drummond folded his hands on the big oak desk before him, focusing all his attention on Zach. "As I'm sure you are aware, Captain Taylor, the Chief and I had a very long talk with Colonel Sinclair this morning."
His Virginia accent was as sweet and rolling as the Charlottesville hills. Zach didn't allow that to lull him into a feeling of complacency. The hidden message was clear---explain yourself.
"Yes, sir. And I believe most of it centered around my wife."
The general gave a slow nod. "That it did."
"Sir, I'll be blunt. Martin Sinclair is a wife beater."
General Drummond's knuckles whitened, the only indication of his distress. "That is a very serious accusation, Captain."
"My wife and I suspected from the moment we moved in across the street. I believe Major Cruz Montoya can verify the abuse. I personally witnessed it myself on Friday evening."
"And yet you allowed it to go unchecked?"
Zach flushed with anger, but kept his gaze locked on that of the other man's. "No, sir, I did not. The military police refused to act on my call. The desk sergeant indicated they had received calls in the past regarding the Sinclairs. Each time they looked into the matter, the Sinclairs dismissed the action as...sexual play. Colonel Sinclair apparently talked the Provost Marshal into keeping the report off the blotter."
The general eased into his leather chair, fingers steepled beneath his chin. Before he could comment, Zach's boss jumped in.
"I've spoken to several of the people who were there last night, sir. All of them verify what the captain is saying."
Zach leaned forward. "The problem is Allison. She's too frightened to go against her husband. The one time she did confide in someone, that person was killed."
"Our Gunnery Sergeant Sunline?"
The general's voice was incredulous. Zach didn't blame him. It was a hard story to hear.
"Yes, sir. We don't know how, but we have a suspect."
"And that would be?"
"Sir, I'd rather not say until we have proof." When the general nodded, Zach continued. "We believe Sinclair was an accomplice and the instigator. And we also believe Allison may have witnessed the entire thing, and that's why she's so frightened now."
The general tapped his chin. "These are serious charges, Captain Taylor, but you seem to have sufficient witnesses to Sinclair's actions. I don't care what rank he is, I want him and his cohort arrested. I will not have wife beaters and murderers in my Marine Corps."
"I understand your feelings, sir, but with all due respect, we must have solid proof and evidence. We have a plan we're working on for the Marine Corps Ball this Saturday." At least that's what Cruz and Vic kept promising him, although he didn't have a clue what the plan was.
General Drummond frowned. "I don't like the idea of putting this woman in further jeopardy. Are you sure this will work?"
"Positive, sir."
"Very well. Trust, Captain, that I'll be paying very close attention to all parties at the ball. Until then, Colonel Sinclair has issued a temporary restraining order against your wife. I trust Mrs. Taylor will adhere to it."
Zach's skin bristled. He could imagine Claudia's reaction and it wouldn't be pleasant. "The only thing I can guarantee is that Claudia will not sit back and allow someone, anyone to be abused."
"And damn the consequences?" General Drummond resumed his initial position. "I'm surprised you have so little control over your wife, Captain Taylor."
Zach had to laugh. "Sir, my parents have been married a long time, and one thing I do know is that no man has control over his wife."
The general smiled. "True. I look forward to meeting this extraordinary wife of yours on Saturday. Until then, I shall pray the rest of the week is peaceful in the Sinclair house as well as the neighborhood."
His meaning was clear. "I'll do my best, sir."
\*
"Wake up, sleepy-head."
Claudia ignored Zach and tugged the blanket over her head. He peeled back a corner and when the scent of coffee wafted to her, she opened one eye.
"That's better." He pulled her upright and shoved the cup in her hands. "I have a surprise for you. Grab your running shoes and be ready to leave in twenty minutes."
"Where are we going?" she managed to mumble. But Zach had already left the room.
Bleary-eyed, she swallowed the coffee and wiggled into shorts and a fleece sweatshirt. Every muscle in her body ached. Retribution for the punishing workout she gave it the day before. The temptation to crawl back into bed was great. Curiosity wouldn't let her. Cursing herself for answering his challenge, she stumbled downstairs.
Zach was already outside, door opened on the Jeep like it was a coach ready to spirit her away. And like a diligent footman, he handed her inside then trotted around to slip behind the wheel. Before she quite knew what was happening, they were tearing off down the desert highway, the only vehicle abroad in the darkness.
Claudia hunched into her sweatshirt, trying to avoid the bite of the chill dawn air. Though scorching hot during the daytime, the nighttime temperatures dipped low. Zach had even mentioned seeing several inches of snow dusting the cacti the previous Christmas. She'd like to have seen that.
Slowing the vehicle, he made a quick turn off of the highway onto a narrow road and they drove deeper into the desert backcountry. Now they were on the desert lands bordering Joshua Tree National Park. A solitary area that looked devoid of all human habitation.
The just-emerging light of dawn created huge purple shadows upon the mammoth boulders piled throughout the desert. A faint electric glow shimmered along the eastern sky, darkening above to a deep, velvety blue. The last remnants of night were vanishing with the dawn. It was beautiful.
A glimpse of a small sign flashed by. She caught the word "oasis". Intrigued and now fully awake, Claudia sat up and craned her neck for some view of it.
"Where are we going?"
"Hiking."
"Why now?"
"Why not now?"
Zach glided into a parking slot and killed the engine.
The silence was complete.
Claudia strained to hear a sound, any sound in the wilderness around them. Not a bird or animal noise intruded, only the slight rustle of the wind around them as it moved the scattered brush to and fro.
The rocks rose around them like enormous blocks piled by a careless child. As the morning light grew brighter, she could make out the wooden marker indicating the beginning of the hiking trail.
She turned and caught Zach watching her as if he were trying to memorize each facet of her face. There was no mockery, no barriers of any kind. To think they had achieved this level of their relationship in so short a time.
But it wasn't so short after all. It had taken them five years to get here. The wasted time made her want to cry.
She glanced away from the intensity of his gaze. The landscape was pink and golden with the sunrise. A bird fluttered to the trail marker. The world was waking up.
"It's beautiful."
"Wait 'til you see the end of the trail."
"How far is it?"
"A mile and a half."
Claudia's muscles groaned.
"Are you ready?"
She nodded and stepped out of the vehicle.
They stretched briefly, warming up in preparation for exercise. Zach pulled a bulging backpack from the rear of the Jeep and put it on. Then he handed her two insulated carriers each containing liter bottles of water. Claudia criss-crossed the straps over her shoulders as Zach did with the other two.
He shut the hatch. The slamming, though slight, tore the blanket of silence around them.
"Let's go."
A simple proclamation Claudia had no trouble following...now that she was finally awake. Once they got moving, the rest of her body would catch up. She stripped off her sweatshirt, tied it around her waist, and followed.
Zach led the way. The trail wove in and out of boulders, twisting back and forth at steep angles and sharp drops. The ridges of reddish-brown boulders jutted upwards like gigantic backbones pushing their way through the skin of the earth. At times Claudia wasn't sure if they were climbing or descending. A glance behind her provided the answer. The jeep was toy-like in the distance below.
"How are you doing back there?" he asked over his shoulder.
"Fine," Claudia said through pants of breath. And she thought the workout the day before was a killer. Now a simple climb kicked her butt. She slugged down some water.
Zach wore hiking boots, which gave him a superior grip on the rocky trail. Her trainers were fine for jogging, but didn't provide much ankle support for such an uneven surface. If they were going to do this in the future, she was going to have to get something more sturdy. The second the thought left her head, she stumbled.
Zach caught her before she could fall. "Are you okay?"
"I'm fine." Claudia pulled upright and sucked in a breath. "Can we stop for a minute?"
"Sure."
She made her way to a smooth rock and slumped into the shade beside it.
"Here." He nudged her bottle of water. "You look a little flushed. Hiking really gets your heart pounding."
"You're not kidding." Claudia took a few desperate gulps.
"We're almost to the top of the trail, how are you feeling?"
She grimaced. "I thought I was in good shape, but I think I'm using muscles I've never used before."
"You'll be sore tomorrow. Think of it as nature's stair-climber." He chuckled and held out his hand to help her up. "Come on. I have a surprise for you."
"If it's anything like your earlier surprise, forget it. I don't think I can take it."
Laughing, he tugged her to her feet. "I think you'll like this one. It's breakfast."
That diverted her attention. Suddenly, she was ravenous. "All depends. What did you bring?"
"You'll find out at the end, Princess," he taunted and continued on.
Claudia took a last swig of water and followed.
Zach heard Claudia behind him and wished she were in front. She'd looked incredibly desirable perched by the rock, wisps of hair curled in damp blonde ringlets around her neck and face. Her creamy skin flushed with delicate pink from her exertions. His gaze had wandered over her body, lingering upon the swell of hips clearly displayed by her Lycra shorts. Inappropriate for hiking, perhaps, but damn fine to look at.
He mentally shook his head and tried to get a hold of his raging libido. The hike was supposed to be a way of taking their minds off the investigation. A way to make her forget that damn restraining order and start forging the bond they both wanted. But it was pulling him taut as a wire instead.
The hike took another thirty minutes. Just when Claudia thought she couldn't lift another foot, they scrambled over one last boulder onto a level ridge overlooking the desert valley on one side and the oasis on the other.
The view was spectacular. Below them spread an undulating ribbon of tan and gold flecked with dark browns, reds, and purples. Here and there the spiked red globe of a barrel cactus dotted the landscape.
The morning sun was just starting to warm the rocks, drawing the small whiptailed lizards out from their holes to bask in the heat. Larger chuckwallas, their cousins, joined them. But nothing could compare to the oasis. Dozens of towering palm trees were clumped together in the damp earth, creating a shady haven. Riotous birdcalls drifted out from the fronds. Further on in the rocks above were more palms.
Zach pointed in that direction. "That's where the water is. We'll go up in a bit. So...aren't you glad I got you up for this?"
She nodded once. "It really is very lovely."
Zach slid off the backpack, unzipped it, and withdrew a tightly folded blanket which he shook open and spread upon the ground. The next items to appear from his magician's pack were some beautifully shaped croissants and a container of fresh, hulled strawberries. The ripe smell of the fruit made Claudia's mouth water. Next, he pulled out a thermos and two collapsible camping cups, followed by a tiny plastic container.
Claudia's eyebrow rose with curiosity.
"Honey," Zach said. "I really love honey on bread." He opened the lid of the container and then cursed as a drop slid over the edge. Catching it carefully with one finger, he licked the golden bead off with one quick flick of his tongue.
Claudia's body tightened with reaction.
Without a word, he waved her to the blanket and they sat together to eat breakfast.
The croissants were flaky, filled with butter, the strawberries were juicy and tart, and the coffee strong. Everything was just the way she liked it.
Zach ate beside her, his eyes unfocused as he looked out over the panorama that spread before them.
She fiddled with her empty cup. That old awkwardness between them built. Claudia refused to let it take hold.
"Why are we here, Zach?"
"Here in the big scheme of things?"
"You know what I mean." She bit her last strawberry in two for emphasis.
Zach flashed her his most beguiling smile. "Consider it our first official date."
The urge to say "aww" was too great. This simple picnic meant more than all the fancy dinners in the world.
"Plus, I thought it would do us some good to get away from everything. To just be together."
He cupped her chin, leaned forward, and captured her mouth with his own. It was soft. Sweet. Perfect. He leaned into her, moving his lips softly against hers, not demanding, only giving.
With tantalizing precision, Zach nibbled at her lower lip, teasing her mouth open, his warm breath scented with honey and strawberries, a heady mixture. Claudia's breath shortened. If she lived to be a hundred, she doubted she would ever tire of his kisses. Her answering moan and response drew a deep growl from within his chest. Emboldened, she caught his lower lip between her teeth, at the same time reaching around behind him to run her hand beneath his shirt along the slick muscles of his back.
He worked his hands under her thin T-shirt and slid up the jogging bra beneath. Unfettered, her breasts surged into his hands, filling them to overflowing.
She gasped softly into his mouth.
Gathering her into his arms, Zach rolled onto his back, scattering their remaining dishes and pulling Claudia on top of him so that she straddled one leg.
A high trill of laughter made them freeze.
Startled, Claudia's head jerked up. She looked around in panic for the source of the sounds.
"There are hikers coming up the trail," she whispered in horror. "They'll see us! Oh my God, what are we doing?" She rolled off of Zach and hurriedly yanked down her bra and T-shirt.
Zach sat up, adjusting his shorts, and took several measured breaths of air.
Claudia snatched up the few containers that had carried the strawberries and the croissants. She refused to look at Zach, and concentrated on trying to calm her pounding heart.
By the time the hikers, a boisterous group of teenagers, came into view, Claudia and Zach were sitting at opposite ends of the picnic blanket, staring with forced concentration at the vista below. With knowing grins and raucous whistles, the group followed the trail on over the edge of the ridge to the palm trees above.
Claudia chuckled and looked at Zach from the corner of her eye. "I don't believe I've ever felt so naughty in my life."
But Zach wasn't laughing.
Scooting around to face him, she poked his foot. "Why the long face?"
"I just don't like being interrupted, that's all." But that wasn't all. He had brought her here for time alone, time away from reminders of the investigation. And it had worked---too well.
Zach scanned the area now as a military man, seeing places for a potential ambush wherever he looked. He brought her here to relax and instead it could have well been a death trap. The hikers proved that by how easily they had come upon them.
Claudia crawled closer and planted a kiss on his lips. "There's always later. How about showing me the rest of this place?"
All Zach wanted to do was get the hell out of there. Laughter filtered down from the trees above. There was safety in numbers.
Forcing a smile, he grabbed her hands and pulled them both to their feet. "Sure thing. And later..." He left the suggestion open.
Claudia smiled as he knew she would. Nothing was going to ruin this hike for her. He'd see to that. And he'd be damned if he was going to take chances with her life again.
Zach tossed their suitcase on the hotel luggage rack while Claudia parked their hanging bag in the closet. In a week of quiet surveillance, neither had made any progress. Sinclair was the poster-picture of a perfect Marine officer, Allison the loyal and dutiful wife.
On the investigation front there were also no new leads, and certainly nothing to tie Hanson with any crime. In fact, he seemed to make it his mission to avoid them at all costs, where the week before they had run into him constantly. Even when they picked up Claudia's car from the body shop, they discovered Hanson's vehicle long gone. There was nothing Vic could do to keep it there.
Claudia bided her time working on her news report. Frankly, she'd lost the stomach for it. It wasn't her desire to protect the Marine Corps, but just the thought of exposing Allison's humiliation to the rest of the world bothered her. If they could manage to wrest Allison from Sinclair, the woman deserved as much privacy as possible to heal, psychologically as well as physically.
Now it was the weekend of the annual Marine Corps Ball celebrating the anniversary of the founding of the Corps. Claudia and Zach had driven down to Palm Springs and booked into the luxury hotel where the gala would be held.
"What exactly is this plan of Cruz's?" Claudia stretched out Miss Kitty-like on the king-sized bed. "It's got to involve more than just us being in the room next to the Sinclairs."
Zach sat in the chair and propped his feet on the end of the bed. "If it is, he hasn't shared it with me. Each time I've asked he just says he and Vic are still working out the details. We're supposed to play nine holes of golf this afternoon so maybe he'll fill me in a little more then."
"It's too bad Vic hasn't been able to find Linda Hanson."
"I can't see what good that would do anyway. We know there was motive. What we need is a witness." He nudged her foot with his. "What are you going to do until it's time to get ready?"
"Indulge myself in a little princess treatment with some of the other women." Sitting up, she hugged her knees to her chest. "We're going to the spa to get pampered and massaged."
Zach grinned. "A little rubdown by some Nordic guy named Sven?"
Claudia laughed. "Actually, her name is Bonnie. But I rather like the idea of a muscular blond god running his hands over my body."
"I swear you've turned bawdy on me."
She crawled over to him. "If you think I'm bawdy now, wait until you see me tonight."
He leaned forward, and kissed her. "I can hardly wait. And if I don't leave now, I won't wait."
Claudia bounced from the bed. "Don't let me keep you then." She gave him a wink at the door. "See you later."
It was hard to let him leave, and Claudia had to laugh at herself. For ten years, she had forced desire and longing away. Now she couldn't get enough of it, of Zach. The constant tension in her body was annoying. And tonight?
She couldn't wait to see the look on Zach's face when he saw her in the dress. It made the anticipation all the sweeter, and the preparations for the evening that much more luxurious.
\*
Zach's game was off and it had little to do with his stitches. Everyone played poorly. It was no wonder. They were setting Allison up. There was no other way to trap Sinclair. All they needed was to have Sinclair take the bait and act.
Not a problem as far as he was concerned. Once Sinclair saw Helen Moore with Vic and Janie Brighton with Cruz, his paranoia would take over.
Zach was working on a little bit of paranoia of his own. If Claudia found out about this, she'd have a fit. Nothing would keep her away from Allison. She couldn't be allowed to learn the truth. Everything must appear as natural as possible. He had to be as natural as possible. Not easy when it seemed Claudia's ability to read his every emotion increased with each day that passed.
He returned to their room, hot and sweaty from an afternoon on the golf course, ready to put one of those hateful walls between them. It wasn't necessary. One look at Claudia took all other thought away.
Zach's jaw dropped. He hardly knew where to look first. She was the perfect incarnation of his Ice Princess, shimmering in a dress of blue ice. Her hair was swept back in a French twist, one tiny curl left to dangle enticingly around the curve of her neck.
Platinum and pearls danced from her earlobes and her slender throat. The dress itself covered only what was necessary, yet left enough to the imagination to drive a man crazy. He forced his gaze down the column of iridescent material to her feet. Her toes peeked out from the silver, strapped heels she wore, each one painted with a translucent sparkle to match the dress, as were her fingernails.
Zach drew in a shaky breath. It didn't help. He was hard as a rock and strongly suspected he was going to stay that way until the evening was over.
"My God, you're beautiful, Princess," he said in a rush of breath.
Claudia glided forward. "I'm glad you're pleased."
The gown moved with her like a second skin, begging the question, "What are you wearing under that?"
She took his hand in hers and tucked it against her breast. "Absolutely nothing," she whispered against his ear.
Zach curled his fingers around her. Her nipple nuzzled deep into his palm.
"You'd better get ready to go. We're running out of time."
He glanced at the clock on the nightstand, weighing his options. It was going to be a long night, but there wasn't any choice.
Running his hand down her bare back, Zach yanked her close. If she had any doubts before about how aroused he was, she couldn't now.
"Do you feel that?"
"Yes," she breathlessly replied.
"Good. You'd better be able to get out of that dress fast when we get back to the room tonight. Once I start loving you tonight, I don't intend to stop."
Zach slipped beneath the material to cup her bare buttocks and molded himself to her pelvis. As she gasped for breath, he caught her neck with his free hand and kissed her hard and long.
She pulled her lips from his and led him to the bed. "I don't think I can wait that long."
In one firm shove, she had him on the bed. When he reached for her, Claudia batted his hands away.
"Lay back and let me."
She flicked open his fly button and slithered the zipper down until what she sought sprang free. Hiking her dress to her waist, she straddled his hips and took him deep inside.
Zach groaned and pushed hard. Catching her hips in his grip, all he could do was hold on while she took him. All too soon it was over. He watched the pleasure wash over her face and let her finish him.
\*
Claudia was still alive with passion when they walked into the banquet room an hour later. Protocol demanded they be on time, otherwise they never would have bothered to make it. As it was, the evening was going to pass slowly enough, their longing for each other straining to be appeased. The earlier release was only the teaser for what was to come later.
They made the round of introductions---the Commanding General, the Chief of Staff, Zach's Staff Judge Advocate, a few friends. Then they found their table with the other attorneys from Zach's office.
Every military member was dressed the same---in the crisp dress blue uniform. Claudia didn't see how the men could breathe with the jacket as tight around the collar as it was. In fact, she had spent five minutes listening to Zach curse the thing before she finally helped him fasten it.
Still, despite the discomfort, Zach was devastatingly handsome. He fit the uniform well. The blue trousers with the red blood-stripe down the side emphasized his height. The midnight blue jacket spread across his broad chest, medals winking in the light from the ballroom chandeliers. It was no wonder women's heads surreptitiously turned their way.
"I feel like the luckiest man here tonight," he said against her ear.
Claudia smiled. "Then I suppose it's a good thing you're with me because I feel like the lucky one. See how all the women look at you?"
Zach chuckled. "They're looking at you. They're jealous."
She drew back with a disbelieving laugh. "Impossible."
He shrugged a shoulder and leaned away.
Claudia had been to one other Marine Corps Ball---as Phillip's date when he first entered the Marine Corps. The ceremony and pageantry impressed her then. That hadn't changed. Who would not be moved by the history, the symbolism, the patriotism? A glimpse across the room spoiled it all.
She waited until a break in the festivities before tugging on Zach's arm. "Why didn't you tell me Vic and Cruz were bringing Teddy's women to the ball?"
He curled his hand over hers. "Shh...Now's not the time. Besides, I didn't know."
"If Sinclair sees... My God, Zach, he's at the same table as Cruz!"
There was a firmer squeeze on her hand, a warning to keep quiet, calm. "It'll be all right."
"It won't be. He'll blame Allison and beat the hell out of her."
"And this will be one time he won't get away with it."
"I thought human sacrifice went out with the pagans."
He looked at her then, his gaze shutting out further discussion. But he also couldn't hide his discomfort. He didn't like this any more than she did.
Dinner was wasted on her. Claudia could only pick at the pasta primavera. Zach didn't do much better. When the band finally cued up, she was grateful for the excuse that put them as part of the crowd and away from forced socializing. In Zach's arms, she had comfort from the turmoil in her soul. They also had a close up view of the Sinclair table.
Allison wore a sequined royal blue gown much too tight for her current condition. Her cheeks were pale, her smile forced, her hand firmly clenched by her husband's. She didn't speak to anyone, but every so often she allowed her gaze to wander to Janie Brighton sitting close to Cruz, and Helen Moore at the table next to them. Sinclair's lapdog, Hanson, spent his time wandering from table to table, sucking up to the higher ranking officers. He didn't seem to have an escort.
"I don't know how much more of this I can stand," she told Zach.
"We'll leave as soon as protocol allows. I want to be back in the room before the Sinclairs. He mustn't know we're in the room beside them."
"Who's on the opposite side?"
"Cruz and Vic. Helen and Janie are across the hall. The general and Colonel Scott flank them."
"Surrounded on all sides."
He looked over her shoulder to the Sinclair table. "I sure hope so. We won't get another chance like this."
It was another two hours before Zach and Claudia could slip away. Once in their room, they changed into slacks and shirts and waited.
We should be making love, not waiting for disaster. The tension was enough to make her cry.
At some point, she must have drifted off. A crash from the neighboring room jerked her upright. There was a muffled cry. Sinclair screaming. They heard him throw Allison against the adjoining wall with a dull thud.
Zach grabbed the phone and punched in the emergency number. Claudia raced from the room. Vic and Cruz were already at the Sinclair's door. Helen and Janie hovered in the doorway of their room while the general and Colonel Scott hurried forward, hotel manager in tow.
The manager gave a warning knock. Silence descended. Seconds later Sinclair cracked open the door.
"Is there a problem?"
Cruz muscled his way forward. "I believe you know the answer to that, sir."
"I don't have a clue."
"Open the door, Colonel," General Drummond said.
He stared at each man individually, ignoring the women. Finally, realizing he had no choice and wouldn't be able to talk his way out of it, he let them in.
Claudia ran forward. Allison was doubled over on the floor between the two beds, her gown ripped down the front. A pool of blood stained the carpet beneath her.
"Oh my...Someone get a towel!"
Sinclair grabbed Claudia by the hair and pulled her to her feet. "Get this woman out of here. I have a restraining order against her."
Balling up a fist, Claudia slammed it into his gut, throwing her weight behind the blow. Sinclair fell back, gasping for breath and damning her with his eyes.
Claudia fell to her knees, and drew Allison into her arms. Helen and Janie darted in to help protect her.
"Go ahead, Colonel," Zach snapped. "Want to feed us that line again about her falling?"
"I don't have to listen to this."
When Sinclair tried to stagger past them into the bathroom, General Drummond hauled him into the hallway. "I believe you do. You may have gotten away with this in the past. But I'm not a subordinate to be browbeaten into turning a blind eye. You've disgraced my Marine Corps, and I'll see you finished."
Allison raised her bruised and bloodied face to Claudia. "A doctor...please get me a doctor. I think I'm losing my baby."
Claudia squeezed back her tears. The baby was already gone.
Zach paced the length of the hospital corridor. It looked like a war zone in the waiting room. Claudia had managed to curl herself into a chair, using the arm of it as a pillow. Vic's broad shoulders served as a cushion for Helen and Janie. General Drummond and his wife merely propped their heads against each other. And Cruz? He paced too, passing Zach on a parallel course.
No one had spoken since Allison was brought in. They just waited. Even Vic's news that Colonel Scott had seen that Sinclair was arrested had been greeted with silence. What could they say?
Zach saw movement from the corner of his eye and looked up to find the doctor coming toward them. He looked weary, sad. Zach tapped Cruz on the arm to get his attention. The two of them met the doctor halfway. He stopped and motioned them to a lounge nearby.
"Coffee, gentlemen?"
"No, thanks," they replied together.
"How's Allison?" Cruz asked.
The doctor took his time pouring himself a cup before giving them his attention. "I'm afraid there was nothing I could do to save the baby. She was hemorrhaging too badly. It was a girl. She was sixteen plus weeks into her term."
"Allison will want to know," Cruz said.
The doctor glanced away. "She already knows. It was the first thing she asked about when the anesthetic started to wear off."
"Can I see her?" Cruz asked.
Dark eyes glared up at him. "Are you the husband?"
Cruz's jaw tightened. "No. The bastard is in jail. I'm just a friend."
Zach positioned himself between the two men. "We're all just friends and very concerned."
Sighing, the doctor rubbed his eyes. "You should be. He messed her up pretty bad. Poor little thing has bruises all over her body. She has a hairline fracture on one of her ribs and a broken wrist. There is evidence of old fractures, old scar tissue. She's been suffering for a long time."
Zach heard Cruz's sharp intake of breath seconds before the other man darted from the room. His instincts screamed at him to follow. The need for more information kept him in place.
Still staring at the door, he asked, "Is there anything else? When can she have visitors?"
"Those are the immediate problems. X-rays will probably reveal other damage, but her emotional scars are what will be the hardest to heal. As for visitors...she said she'll only see Claudia."
Zach nodded. "That's my wife."
"Ask her to wait until Mrs. Sinclair's less groggy. She needs the rest."
He left the doctor to his rounds and went in search of Cruz. He didn't have to look far. Cruz sat in the garden courtyard, tucked away on one of the wrought iron benches. His shoulders were bent, shaking. Zach faltered. This was too much emotion to deal with. He was intruding on another man's pain, his secret, his heart. Where were the words to understand?
Squashing his feeling of ineptitude, Zach stepped forward, sat down, and curled his fingers over Cruz's shoulder.
"How could he do that?" Cruz demanded to know. "She's so tiny, so delicate, so beautiful. How could he hurt her like that? How could he crush her? How?"
He buried his face in his hands. Zach wanted to do the same. There were no answers, only questions.
"Does Allison know you're in love with her?"
Cruz jerked up. "Of course not. Do you think I'm crazy? I'm supposed to go to the wife of another man, my commanding officer, and tell her I love her? Where's the honor in that?"
"How long?"
He sagged into his former position. "From the moment I first met her. I told myself I was insane, and just tried to be her friend. So many times I wanted to hold her. Once I even got to dance with her...once. You can imagine how helpless I felt when Sunline told me his suspicions. All that mattered was to make her safe. But I can't tell you how many times I longed to put a bullet in that cruel bastard's head. Right now I wish I had."
Zach squeezed his shoulder. "It's over. Time for a new beginning. Maybe one day soon, you can tell her how you really feel, and the two of you can---"
"That will take a small miracle, my friend. I could never make up for the hurt she's been through."
"No, you can't, but you can show her life doesn't have to be like that. Patience and time. Trust me."
"I'd like to believe that, but I just keep asking myself one question. What would a woman like Allison want with a man like me? I'm just a reminder of her years of torture."
Depression settled over Zach. Again, no answers, for Cruz or himself.
\*
A gentle shake pulled Claudia from a fitful sleep. She forced her tired eyes to focus on the culprit---Zach.
"Sorry, honey. Allison is awake and asking to see you."
She unfolded herself from the chair, stretching out the kinks in her muscles slowly to avoid cramping. It was a wonder she had managed to ball herself into the position in the first place.
A strand of hair fell in front of her eyes. Rather than brush it back, Claudia removed the rest of the pins and let it down. Finger combing put it in place, but there was nothing she could do about the cotton taste in her mouth.
She ran her tongue over her teeth, hoping to alleviate some of the morning breath. To her relief, Zach gave her a stick of gum. After popping it in her mouth, she dropped a kiss to his cheek. His smile, his thoughtfulness fortified her for the ordeal to come.
Claudia pushed open the door to Allison's private room, expecting to find her waiting for visitors. Instead, Allison lay there like a broken doll, staring out the window at the palm trees rustling in the dawn breeze. The hospital gown hid little. Bruises dotted her arms, ringed her throat, a cast weighed down her left wrist.
"My baby's dead. A little girl. I never even got to feel her move."
Allison broke down into sobs so full of anguish and despair, all Claudia could do was hold her and cry with her. Allison held on until she was spent. Hands shaking, Claudia poured them each a glass of water.
"He's in jail now, Allison. He can't hurt you anymore."
"I guarantee he won't stay there for long." There was no emotion in her voice, only resignation.
"And what will you do?" When she didn't answer, Claudia pressed on. "Allison, how much longer? The next time he could kill you."
She glanced to the window where birds wiggled among the palm fronds. "I can't stay with him. I won't stay with him. I've been holding on, hoping I could find happiness like Linda Hanson...like you. But I'm so afraid, I don't know what to do."
"We'll help you. We'll all help you."
"The last person who tried to help me is dead."
"Did you see what happened?" Again, silence. Had she not been so battered, Claudia might have grabbed her shoulders and given her a little shake. "Allison...did you see what happened?"
"Yes."
The response was barely audible.
"Are you willing to make a statement?"
"Yes."
Firmer, more sure. At least she was showing some willingness to fight. She squared her petite shoulders and focused determined eyes on Claudia.
"I want this over with. I want Eric Hanson behind bars. I want Martin Sinclair out of my life. And by the fastest means possible. And, still, I've never been more frightened in my life."
Claudia laced her fingers through Allison's. "Zach will help you file for divorce and get a restraining order against Martin. The Marine Corps will prosecute him for abuse...murder too, if we can prove his involvement. You'll probably have to testify. In the meantime, there is a women's shelter up in the mountains near Big Bear. I believe that's where Teddy was going to take you. You'll be safe and can take the time you need to strengthen yourself."
She clutched Claudia's hand like a lifeline. "He's very clever. He mustn't suspect I've gone there. He'll try to find me."
"We'll find a way. I'll get Vic so you can make that statement."
Allison refused to let go. "Not without you. Don't leave me, Claudia. I'm so afraid."
\*
Vic pressed the button on his recorder and placed it on the food tray before Allison. "This statement is made by Allison Sinclair. The case is the investigation into the death of Gunnery Sergeant Theodore Sunline. Mrs. Sinclair, you may begin. Tell us everything you can."
Her hand firmly in Claudia's, Allison started. The words came slowly at first. She detailed her first meeting with Teddy, their friendship, how he suspected her abuse based on his own history with his deceased sister, and finally, the plan to get her away.
"He told me how Julieanne was killed by her own husband while their children slept in the other room. I was scared to death to leave, but frightened even more to stay. I couldn't put my child through that. I didn't care if it was taking Marty's child away from him, I had to go.
"We made plans to meet out in the desert. Cruz was to keep Marty occupied that night so I could slip away. I met Teddy and we had driven a short distance when a car cut across our path. Teddy told me to get in the backseat on the floor. Then he got out.
"I heard Eric Hanson ask Teddy what the hell he thought he was doing. Eric said, 'You don't actually think the colonel is going to let you get away with fu...with screwing his wife?' Teddy tried to tell him the truth. Eric didn't want to listen. He said it was all lies and he'd be damned if he let someone like Teddy ruin Marty's life like he had ruined his. Teddy said, 'You ruined your life, Captain.' He told him that he was going to make sure I was safe and that Marty never hurt me again.
"I heard a car door slam, Teddy cry out, then a horrible thud. I peeked over the seat and saw him sprawled in the desert fifty feet away with Eric standing over him. I crawled out of the car and hid in the desert. I watched from behind a bush. Eric pulled a sleeping bag from the trunk of Teddy's car, put him in it, then dragged him in the back seat and drove away.
"Once they were gone, I walked the two miles back to my car and went home. I didn't know what to do. I knew Marty was responsible. I just couldn't prove it, and I was so afraid I would be killed next. When he came home that night, he...he...well, he hinted as much. Told me to clean the car spotless or he would see that I was the one in jail for Teddy Sunline's murder."
Vic clicked off the recorder and tucked it in his pocket. "I'll have the statement typed up for you to sign by the end of the day."
Claudia showed him to the door. "You can bring them up when Zach brings up the other legal papers for her to sign. She'll be released tomorrow and we'll be going to court from there. Just make sure Hanson is locked up before then."
He gave her a mock salute. "Yes, ma'am. By the way, your friend, Kiki, is in the waiting room."
"Good. Send her in."
Panic shadowed Allison's face. She had been very specific---no one must come in without her approval. Claudia merely smiled.
"It'll be all right. Trust me."
Kiki breezed in a few minutes later in a subdued fifties retro-dress. Somehow she made it look contemporary.
"You called and here I am."
Allison eyed her suspiciously.
"Kiki, I have a task for you." Claudia pushed her to the vacant chair.
"Anything for you, darling."
"Thank you." She pointed to Allison. "Can you make her look like a man?"
She gave the other woman the once over. "A boy, yes. But a man? No, sweets. She's much too small."
"Then a boy will have to do." Claudia strode to the door and called to Helen and Janie. Their entrance earned her another look of betrayal from Allison. Claudia merely smiled.
"What about these two, Kiki? Boys or men?"
"Older boys, I think. Girlfriend, what are you up to?"
"Take whatever measurements you need, Kiki. I want you to make Boy Scouts out of these women by tomorrow afternoon."
She grabbed up the bedside phone and called her brother. "Phillip, how would you like to take a bunch of Boy Scouts camping to Big Bear tomorrow afternoon?"
She glanced down at Allison. Gratitude brought tears to the battered woman's eyes.
\*
It was inevitable that something would go wrong. However, Zach wasn't expecting all his plans to go awry at the same time.
Sinclair had used his one phone call to contact Hanson. Hanson took the time to hire a civilian attorney, then took off for parts unknown. Now it looked like Sinclair would be released on his own recognizance before the day was out. Fortunately, it wouldn't be in time for the Monday morning hearing to issue a restraining order against him.
One thing they had agreed upon was that Allison mustn't know he was on the loose. She was still frightened, but her inner strength had allowed her to rise above it and push on. Once the hearing was complete, they could whisk her safely off to the mountain town of Big Bear.
Allison stayed close to Claudia, but her need to constantly clutch her hand had disappeared. Even Allison knew that help only went so far, that she had to help herself at some point. This hearing was one of those situations. Zach filed all the necessary paperwork, but it was Allison who would have to speak with the judge. Although, had it been up to Cruz, she would not have to do so.
He sat in the back of the courtroom with Claudia and Zach, ready to leap to Allison's aid if necessary. It wasn't. She stated her case in a strong, yet quivering voice. In the end, the judge awarded a permanent restraining order against Martin Sinclair.
She withheld her joy until they stepped into the corridor, then gave Claudia a hug. "Thank you."
"Any time. Now, let's get you out of here."
Another elaborate scheme that spelled disaster. Zach kept his mouth shut. At this time, he couldn't come up with anything better.
Back at Phillip's house, he watched the transformation. Under Kiki's direction, three attractive women became Boy Scouts of varying ages. Using young Ian as a model, she even managed to give them that not quite clean look of an active boy.
Kiki stood back to admire her handy work. "Well, what do you think?"
"Helen's breasts still stick out too much," Vic said.
"Oh, you would notice that," Helen shot back. For extra measure, she stuck out her tongue.
Vic fought back a smile. "Just fix it, Kiki."
A few minutes later, adjustment made, they returned to the living room.
"Perfect," Claudia declared. "Let's move out."
Phillip gave each a backpack and motioned them to the door. "Last one to the van is a rotten egg."
Vic waited until they pulled from the driveway. "Guess it's our turn now. Check your radios to make sure they work. Space yourselves in fifteen-minute intervals. If Hanson or anyone else is going to follow, one of us should catch him. Keep in constant contact."
Zach took up the rear. Claudia stopped him at the door. "Call when you get there."
"I will." He dropped a kiss to her lips and left.
Claudia hugged herself long after they departed. Almost over.
"How long to get to Big Bear?" she asked Rowan.
"Depends on the traffic. Give them at least two hours." She tugged Claudia's arms away from her chest. "Come on. I've got something to keep you occupied while we wait."
"You're not going to have me paint the fence, are you?"
Rowan laughed. "Actually, I thought we might try that quilting project we keep putting off."
"Neither of us is very good at it."
"Yeah, I know. But it passes the time."
"How about you, Kiki? Up for a little quilting."
"Kiki has other plans. Ta for now, girlfriend." She blew Claudia a kiss and left.
Time didn't pass quickly enough. Claudia checked off the minutes as they went by, counting down thirty, an hour, finally two. Still, the blast from the phone was so sudden, she jumped.
Rowan picked up before it could ring a second time. It was Phillip. They were there and safe.
A single tear slipped down Claudia's cheek. Allison was safe. It was over. She tied off her thread and stood.
"I'm going home to wait for Zach."
"Sure you don't want to stay for dinner?"
"Frankly, I'm too exhausted."
And elated and sad and everything. By the time Claudia reached her own front door, she had run the gamut of every emotion there was. One thing was certain---there would be no story for her news station. Let them think the base was gearing for war. She would not violate Allison's privacy.
She pushed into the kitchen, waiting for Miss Kitty's traditional greeting. A low, rumbling growl greeted her instead.
Claudia had never heard a cat growl before, and didn't take time to question it. A warning was a warning. She fumbled for the doorknob to ease back out. A man's shadow fell across the kitchen floor. The door behind her moved.
In the back of her mind, Claudia knew she was surrounded, knew who her captors were. Crouching low against the refrigerator, she prepared to defend herself. She never got the chance. A police baton snapped out, clipping her leg and knocking her to the floor.
Claudia scrambled for a weapon. A knife, a pot, anything. Sinclair shoved her against the cabinets. Desperately, she reared back to kick. He was too quick. He slammed her to the floor face down, his body pressing indecently against hers.
"I saw you outside that night. Don't you think I watched your moves? You're great on your back, but once you're flipped over, you're nothing."
Want to bet?
Gritting her teeth, Claudia banged her head backward against his face.
Sinclair cried out, jerked back, but the bulk of his weight still covered her.
"Bitch." He grabbed a handful of hair and yanked her head back. "You're good, little lady, but I'm better." He was excited, aroused, enjoying himself and his power. "Now, you're going to tell me where my wife is or I'll see you regret it for the rest of your life."
"Go to hell."
"Have it your way. It doesn't bother me to put a woman in her place."
With Hanson's help, Sinclair bound and gagged her, then dragged her through the house, into the garage, and unceremoniously dumped her in the backseat of his car.
"Keep her still and keep her quiet," he told Hanson. "If it weren't for you, we wouldn't be in this predicament. Push me any further and I won't hesitate to turn you in."
Hanson shoved her to the floor. For extra measure he added his own weight. "Nice and cozy. Move and I'll strangle you." He tossed a blanket over them and signaled for Sinclair to leave.
Zach's radio crackled to life on the seat beside him. Puzzled, he brought it to his ear.
"Yeah?"
"Pull into the next shopping center," Vic said.
"Is something wrong? We're almost home."
"Just pull in."
He tossed the radio aside and made a sharp right into the parking lot. Vic was already there. Cruz was right behind him. Phillip drove on.
"What's up?"
Vic didn't waste time on preliminaries. "Sinclair and Hanson broke into your house. They have Claudia."
The world exploded before Zach in shades of red. Vic kept talking. Zach couldn't understand a word. Only one thing stayed in his head---Claudia was in danger.
Vic shook his arm. "Did you hear me? You and Cruz go back to your house and wait until you hear from me."
"The hell I will. I'm going after her."
"You don't even know where she is."
"But you do."
Braced on the car door, Vic hung his head. "Yes, I do. I didn't want to take a chance. I've had a man, one of my fellow agents, watching her. He knows exactly where she is and will do his best to protect her."
"Not good enough. I'm going with you."
Vic shook his head. "No. It's too risky."
A snarl ripped from Zach's throat. He grabbed Vic's shirt in his fist and yanked him close. "Goddamn it, that's my wife! Take me to where she is now."
Cruz peeled his hands from Vic's throat. "Take it easy. We'll all go."
Released from the strangle hold, Vic adjusted his clothing. "We're wasting time."
\*
Claudia wanted to vomit in Hanson's face. The man seemed to take great delight in her discomfort, using each jolt of the car to ground himself against her. She prayed whatever they planned for her wouldn't come to that.
Courage. That's what she needed. And strength. And to hold on to the belief that somehow, some way, Zach would find her.
"We're here," Sinclair said. "Get her in the cabin before some damn hiker sees us."
Hanson yanked her up by the arms. Pain knifed between her shoulder blades. Claudia refused to cry out, refused to give either of them the pleasure of knowing they had hurt her. They grabbed her from either side, dragged her to a dilapidated desert mining shack miles from civilization, and shoved her inside.
"Now what?" Hanson pulled off her gag and rubbed his thin hands together. "Going to rough her up a bit?"
"Shut up and sit down. You've already caused me enough problems by not disposing of Sunline's body like I told you." Sinclair pushed away the cardboard covering one of the windows and peeked outside. "I'm sure our intrepid young captain will want his wife returned to him undamaged. We'll give him the chance to respond to our ultimatum first. If that fails..."
He shrugged and faced them once more. "I'll get what I want one way or the other, little lady."
Hanson snickered. "Colonel Sinclair always wins."
Claudia struggled to sit on the worn cot. "You would do well to remember that, Hanson. Or are you really foolish enough to believe that Sinclair's going to take the fall with you? By the time he's through with you, he'll make sure you get life in prison, and that he gets away scott free."
Hanson's cocky smile faltered. "You don't know what you're talking about."
She jerked her head toward Sinclair. "Ask him. This is a man who managed to convince the military police the beatings he gave his wife were a sexual game. What scenario do you think he'll use to discredit you? We already know you killed Teddy and we know why. Sinclair won't go down with you. He'll blame it all on you. He'll even say you set him and Allison up just to get to Teddy. That would be first degree murder. Who knows? Before this is over, the authorities might even find you dead. A victim of your own 'suicide.'"
In one stride, Sinclair hovered over her. "Shut up."
Defiant eyes glared up at him. "It's the truth. Ask him. He can't stand for you to hear it."
Sinclair cracked his hand across her face with force enough to split her lip. Claudia's head snapped back. A muffled cry tore from her throat. Tears stung her eyes. She blinked them away, then flashed him another hate-filled glare.
"Don't tempt me, bitch." He pivoted on his heel and marched to the door. "Watch her. I won't be long."
Claudia waited until she heard the car drive away, then shoved herself into the corner of the cot. Blood trickled from the corner of her mouth onto her neck.
"See. I told you. He's going to let you take the fall for kidnapping me. You're already wanted for murder. He's probably on his way to call the police right now. He can't afford loose ends, and that's all you are to him."
Hanson wiped the sweat from his brow with the back on his arm. "Get on your feet. We're getting out of here."
"I'd love to oblige you, but you've tied my feet together."
"Keep your mouth shut, bitch, or I'll slap you myself." He cut the cords free and pulled her upright. "Move."
"It will be faster if my arms are free, too. Plus it might help your case if the police find you trying to help me."
Mumbling curses, he cut her arms loose. "You keep ahead of me at all times. No funny stuff."
Claudia rubbed the circulation into her arms. "I wouldn't dream of it."
He led her down a path alongside a dirt road. Claudia had no idea if he even knew what direction to take or where they were. It didn't matter. As long as they were in the open, there was a better chance they would be found.
There was a rustling behind them. Hanson froze. Claudia kept walking.
"Stop," he growled. "Stay where you are."
Hands on hips, she turned to face him. Ten feet beyond, Kurt hid behind a bank of creosote bushes. Relief flooded through her. Hanson started to turn.
"Probably a coyote, you coward," she said. "It's just curious and shouldn't bother us if we keep on and ignore it."
He turned around, scanning the bushes suspiciously. "Yeah, well, you're going first just in case it decides to attack."
It was the break Kurt needed. When Hanson walked on, he made his move. Claudia had barely had time to put one foot in front of the other before Kurt dashed forward. In less time than it took for her to realize what was happening, he had Hanson face down in the sand.
Plucking a pair of handcuffs from the back of his jeans, he gave her a wink. "You know I wouldn't let you down."
Two quick gunshots swallowed her reply. Blood exploded from Kurt's shoulder. He fell back, clutching at the wound.
Claudia skidded to her knees beside him. Hanson lay nearby, his blood staining the sand. She couldn't tell if he was alive or dead.
"Get down!" Kurt snarled.
"Your shoulder." She feathered her hands over the wound, trying to ignore his wince of pain.
"I'm all right," he ground out through clenched teeth.
"But the bleeding."
He shook his head. "There's a kubaton on my key ring."
"A...what?"
"A small, steel baton. Get it. Defend yourself." He chucked her under the chin. "You can do it, girlfriend."
She slipped it from his pocket and nestled the cold metal securely in her palms.
"Good. Now into the bushes before he realizes I don't have back up and comes out of hiding."
"Kiki, he has a gun."
"And he needs us to get his wife. She's his possession, his property, and he wants her back."
"He's absolutely right about that." Sinclair's shadow fell over them. "On your feet, both of you."
"He can't. You've shot him."
"An accident. I was aiming for the man who murdered my Marine. I was defending your friend. I can't be all bad if I was doing that."
Kurt sneered through his pain. "Very clever, but it won't hold up in court."
A demonic grin spread over Martin Sinclair's face. He kissed the barrel of the pistol, levered it at Kurt, and fired into his leg. "It doesn't have to. I'm not the one accused of murder. Now," he dug his fingers into Claudia's upper arm and yanked her to him, "I want my wife."
"Too bad."
Sinclair seized her throat in one hand and squeezed. "I'm not playing games with you any more, little girl. Give me my wife."
"Claudia, fight!" Kurt shouted.
Gasping for air, she flicked the weapon like a whip, slicing the keys against Sinclair's cheek. He reared back with a howl.
"Now, Claudia, get him! Get him! Fight like I showed you!"
Fury unfurled, she attacked. In her hand, the keys became razors gouging into every area of exposed skin. He lunged for her and Claudia jabbed the kubaton under his chin, trying to stab into his jugular. Over balancing, she staggered back.
Sinclair lunged, a look of triumph on his face. Exposed and vulnerable, Claudia kicked out. He caught her ankle and yanked her down.
Claudia lashed out with her feet, digging into his ribs, his face, his stomach, his groin. He rolled away and leaped to his feet. She jumped up with him, nails curled for battle, teeth barred.
"Come on, you bastard," she snarled. "Come at me. Give me the excuse to beat the shit out of you."
Too late she saw him reach for his gun. Her heart was suspended in time. A look of triumph spread over his face as he pointed the weapon at her.
Claudia crouched low, digging her hands into the sand. She had one chance. Jumping up with a shout, she tossed a fistful of sand into his eyes.
Sinclair screamed and stumbled, hands raking at his face. There was a dart of movement to the side. Claudia jerked around in time to see Zach tackle Sinclair to the ground. Still blinded, Sinclair lashed out with the pistol, clipping Zach on the cheek. Zach rolled away, taking Sinclair with him.
She flinched with each blow Zach took. He gave as good, or better, than he got. He ducked each flailing swipe of the pistol until he seized Sinclair's wrist in a vise-like grip.
Sinclair cried out as bone snapped. The weapon fell from his limp fingers and skidded down the hill. He refused to admit defeat. With one heave, he toppled Zach backward.
The men rolled down the incline, each refusing to release the other. Claudia ran behind, hoping for something that would give her an advantage to help Zach.
Suddenly the ground beneath the men gave way. Claudia's scream pierced the air as the mine shaft gave way. Dust hurled into the sky obscured her vision. She crawled forward, fearful of the silence. A dark hole opened inches before her. She eased closer.
"Zach?"
There was the sound of someone spitting, a sharp intake of breath, and finally...
"Here," he gasped.
Claudia fanned the dust away. Ten feet below, Zach dangled from a worn rope. "Hang on. I'll try to pull you up."
"Just stand away. I can do it."
Breath held and hands clutched under her chin, Claudia watched his slow ascent. Sinclair was right behind him and gaining. He made a grab for Zach's ankle. Zach kicked him away...but it seemed like he still had miles to go.
The rope groaned from the weight. A cord snapped. Claudia jumped forward, grabbing hold with both hands and digging in with her heels.
Sand skidded beside her. She couldn't spare the time to look. Whoever it was had to be help. There was no one else left.
Vic gently pulled her to one side and grabbed the rope. Cruz took up the slack behind him.
"Hang on. We'll have you out in a minute."
"He doesn't have a minute," Claudia cried out. "Sinclair's trying to knock him off."
The rope groaned again. Another thread snapped. Vic flopped forward, hanging over the edge while Cruz continued to pull. Claudia saw a hand clasp Vic's arm. Seconds later Zach scrambled for safety and Claudia's arms.
She wrapped him in a welcome embrace, not bothering to hide the tears that drifted down her cheeks. With shaking hands she touched his wounds.
"I'm okay, honey. I'm okay."
His gaze fell to the cut on her lip, the bruise on her cheek. He touched both then tucked her head under his chin. From the corner of her eye, Claudia saw Sinclair crawl from the mine shaft. His breathing was labored, but hate still glared from his eyes. Sirens echoed across the landscape.
"It's over, Sinclair," Vic said, trying to catch his breath.
"That's what you think." In a lightning-fast move, he dove for the fallen pistol and swung around on them. Claudia was his first target.
Zach pulled her behind him. "You just don't get it, do you? It's over. You're history. Your career is over. You're going to jail. Shooting us isn't going to change a thing."
The sirens drew closer. Sinclair glanced over his shoulder, then at the four of them. He pulled the pistol up, then turned it toward himself.
"No!" Vic leaped for him. It was too late.
Claudia buried her head against Zach's shoulder as a final shot rang out and a body crumpled to the desert sand.
Zach pulled her to her feet. "Come on, honey. You don't need to see this."
Claudia's knees threatened to give way. She forced them to hold her up. "I knew you'd come."
He held her close. "I would have been here sooner, but I couldn't run any faster. We split up to surround him. I hate to think what would have happened..."
She pressed her fingers to his lips. "I'm fine. But Kurt's been shot. We have to get him to the hospital."
Vic hurried over to where Kurt lay. "He's lost a lot of blood, but should be fine. Problem is, it will take a while for an ambulance to get here. It would be best if you took him to the hospital."
"Not a problem," Zach replied.
A few yards farther up the hill, Hanson groaned and struggled to sit up. Blood saturated his side. Still, Vic took the precaution of handcuffing him, reading him his rights as he did so.
"You do-gooders are always interfering," Hanson sneered.
Vic propped him upright. "Someone has to protect the world from people like you."
He glared up at him. "You're a fool just like Sinclair. A puppet just like him."
When Vic ignored him, Hanson snickered. "Doesn't matter. I got what I wanted---Sunline's death. Hell, I was even gonna bury the bastard. I should have done it as soon as I crushed his bleeding-heart skull with my fender."
"I'd advise you to keep quiet," he said, and put a little distance between them.
Claudia touched Vic's arm. "How did you know I'd be taken?"
"I didn't, but I don't take chances with the lives of civilians. Even the extra special ones. I've had you watched from the start. I knew from talking to Phillip you'd be suspicious of a man, so..."
Weakly, Kurt struggled to speak. "Yeah, and the next time you can shave your legs and be the woman."
Vic smiled. "You're the one who minored in Theater Arts."
"Yeah, well, get me a date with Janie Brighton and we'll call it even."
Cruz knelt beside him to prop him up. "We'll see what we can do."
Zach helped haul him up from the other side. "I believe there's a hospital bed waiting for you. Claudia, if you'll drive?"
Claudia's head was still reeling from the news that Kurt aka Kiki was an undercover NCIS plant assigned to protect her. She felt as if she had lost a dear friend. By the time they reached the emergency room on base, she was crying.
"I'm not dead yet," Kurt managed to say.
She dabbed at the corners of her eyes. "I'm going to miss Kiki."
He forced a smile. "Aw, she's not gone, girlfriend, just tucked away. Have the doc take a look at those cuts on your face, then go home and get some rest. You deserve it. Your husband is one lucky guy."
Zach tucked her under his arm. "Don't I know it."
But once Kurt and Cruz left them, Claudia felt Zach's arm tense.
Tracing his cheek, she forced him to look at her. "What's wrong?"
He cupped her chin, gently tracing the livid bruise. "What happens now? What happens to us?"
Smiling, she cuddled closer. "Well, first you take me home and pamper me a little. Then this weekend we finish moving me out of my apartment, and---"
"You don't want to leave? You don't want to start from scratch?"
She brought her lips to his. "I told you. You can't get rid of me that easy."
A smirk lifted one corner of his mouth. "We'll see how you feel after a Taylor Thanksgiving."
\*
The last few weeks had been gloriously mundane as Claudia and Zach settled into married life. Kurt had done his recuperating at the Taylor house while Miss Kitty lavished all of her attention on her captive audience. Claudia had packed up her San Francisco apartment and merged all of her possessions with Zach's. She had even managed to find a job with a television station in Palm Springs. And they had passed the parenting test by babysitting for Phillip and Rowan one weekend. Everything was as close to perfect as possible.
So Claudia couldn't understand why Zach had suddenly become so...well, morose. She chalked it up to a case of nerves over her meeting the Taylor clan. That had to explain why he hadn't uttered more than a few terse words during their five-hour drive to Phoenix.
When he pulled into the overcrowded driveway of his parents' home, Claudia was certain of it. Before they could step out of the car, they were inundated with family.
Zach's mother swept her into a smothering embrace, effectively ignoring her son as she drew Claudia toward the sisters-in-law. A tribe of boys, large and small, stared at her from different angles.
"Would you people give her a break?" Zach snapped. "She's not a brood mare."
His father laughed. "You can't blame us for trying."
Zach's mother hugged her tight. "He's one to talk. Zach is the middle boy. He was supposed to be the last child."
Claudia's eyes sparkled. "Hence the name Zach?"
She laughed. "Exactly. You can see how far that got us. Maybe you'll have better luck pulling that extra X chromosome from him."
"I'll do my best."
"As long as the child is healthy, dear." She pulled Claudia toward the house, then called over her shoulder. "Zach, bring in those pies Claudia made. I have a feeling a few of them might not last until Thanksgiving dinner tomorrow."
A big family. It was wonderful, but as Claudia settled in, Zach's sour disposition worsened. Finally, she had had enough. Snagging his arm, she drew him into the room they were assigned.
"What's wrong?"
He shrugged. "Nothing."
"Hmm...why do I doubt that? Come on, Zach, this is me you're talking to? No barriers, no walls, nothing between us any more. Remember?"
He studied his toes and scuffed at the carpet. "I have orders to Okinawa, Japan. I leave in March."
"That's it? That's what has you in such a nasty mood?"
"You don't understand."
"Then explain it to me."
"It's for a year. It's unaccompanied. The Marine Corps won't pay for you to go there and live."
"And?" She tucked her arms under her bosom.
"And...I'm just going to miss you, that's all."
"You don't think I'll wait for you, right?" The fact that he refused to meet her gaze answered the question. Claudia wanted to cry. Who would have thought that big, tough Zach Taylor would think he was unworthy of her?
"Will you?" he asked. "A year is a long time."
"It is. Too long. I won't wait."
He closed his eyes. Claudia caught his face in her hands and forced him to look at her. "You dope. I'm going with you. I'll pay my own way if I have to. Remember, we still have the Vegas money we haven't touched. Nothing's going to come between us ever again, not even an ocean, not even the United States Marine Corps."
"But you just got a job."
"Screw the job. I'll find another, or maybe even start on this granddaughter your family is craving. You're all that matters. I love you."
Zach smiled, dark brown eyes filled with relief and adoration, then laughed, yanked her close and kissed her. "I am the luckiest person in the world."
Claudia hugged him close. "No...I am."
Anything Is Possible! That's Catherine Snodgrass's motto. Blessed (or cursed) with a vivid imagination, Catherine has learned to turn that "talent" inward. She grew up reading Victoria Holt, Phyllis Whitney, and others, and loves to "go places" in her writing. Readers should expect different locales and deep emotions in Catherine's books. She also believes that life is to be lived not watched, and has done some inner exploring of her own---hiking a new path, learning a new skill, and even conquering a life-long fear of singing in public to take a turn or two on the stage of the local community theater. Her work as a paralegal in family and tax law has helped her tune in to the emotions of others and further deepen that aspect of her writing. Having set her children off in the world to explore their own paths, Catherine lives in the beautiful desert of Southern California with her husband (a genealogist) and the animals she loves.
Bryndis Rubin was born in Michigan, and her first name is Icelandic for "Iron Maiden," a difficult legacy to live up to! Her marriage to a United States Marine has allowed her to live in many states, including California, her current residence. A reference librarian and Internet instructor by profession, she has always loved books and writing, but her first published works were articles of instruction for her students. Her first professional publication was "The Internet: Where No Trainer Has Gone Before," an article published by the American Society for Training and Development and designed to help corporations teach their employees the basics of Internet use. After moving to Southern California, Bryndis met author Catherine Snodgrass, who encouraged her to write towards her true interest, romance novels. Together, Bryndis and Catherine coauthored Always Faithful, a novel of love and intrigue set in the world of the Marine Corps. To their delight, it was accepted for publication and they began working on the sequel, Ice Princess. Additionally, this writing team has also contracted a third book, Judging Ellie. With her USMC attorney husband and their son, Bryndis enjoys writing in the arid beauty of their desert duty station and dreams of green grass and snow.
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