bipolar disorde
"35 years old, just been diagnosed "Bipolar 1" 3 days ago, taking 1-3 tabs Lithium a day for starters combined with 150 mg Wellbutrin.  Amount is at my discretion? Not a good idea for a substance abuser, so my poor lovely wife doles out all meds for me.  My Father, brother, sister all have Bipolar 1, I've been denying it for quite a while but recently the highs have been too great, and the lows equally opposite, scheming a way to off myself so my wife gets life insurance.  This is all about 10 years over due if it works, I'm pessimistic.  Day 4 though, have to say I felt pretty good considering last night I was about to call Oakland PD to come to my day job and save me from jumping, not joking.  I hope this works, any feedback?"