bipolar disorde
"I was given lamictal for my bipolar disorder, and was on it for about 2 years. It gave me kidney problems, so I stopped taking it. However, now that I'm no longer on it, I have gained the ability to completely turn off my emotions like a switch whenever I choose to. I can turn them back on with some difficulty. 



At first, I liked being able to turn them off, but now it's becoming a curse. I don't mean that it helped me control my emotions; I mean I literally can turn them all off like a switch. I no longer care about anything at all, not even if I live or die. When I do this, I feel soulless, but cannot care that I am. It is truly horrible and is slowly ruining my life. I advise anyone to not take lamictal. It isn't worth it."