borderline personality disorde
"I am a 24 yrs old female.
I was on this medicine for 4 years
400mg
The weight gain side effect was bad...
I from 52kg I went to 83kg
I was drowsy Everyday
my pupils were dilated I looked like a crazy person...
The worst side effect was that I couldn't walk suddenly... and it happened twice during my 4 years... 
I couldn't walk for 2 weeks for both 
And it caused a lot of inconvenience
And It's also very pricey...
BUT it did help me with my mood.
My emotional anger and tears outburst were better 
And when your less emotional you are less likely to cut yourself 
I really miss taking this medicine
My new doctor stopped it and he won't allow me to take it and my mum is also against it because of its side effects."