major depressive disorde
"At first it knocked me out and I felt achy and in a haze, but after a week I started feeling better. I ate the same but started gaining weight. I had to eat Whole30/Paleo to lose the Remeron weight and keep it off. It somehow reduced general anxiety but increased my social anxiety and I started blushing really easily all the time. I felt like my overall mood greatly improved on Remeron, but after a few months I started feeling depressed again, though no suicidal thoughts. I went up to 45mg, but it wasn't any better than 15mg. If it didn't increase social anxiety then I might've stayed on it since it did help some to smooth out my moods."