<prompt> Translate the following text to EnglishNi ngumu sana na baada ya miaka miwili ya kazi, nimekuwa na tamaa kidogo na sijui kama nitarudi kwa sababu ya nidhamu, ingawa sijawahi kuwa na shida na hilo.  <response>: its very difficult and ive after almost two years ive become a little bit disillusioned and im not real sure that im going to go back to it because uh of discipline uh although ive never had a problem with it i guess ive just gotten a little tired of fighting 