<prompt> Translate the following text to EnglishHakuna mtu niliyeweza kumwomba msaada bila kujitoa kwao, na kama ningeweza kufanikiwa na kumfanya Bi. Vandemeer awe tajiri sana na amevalia vizuri sana, ningehisi kuwa wataniamini kwa maneno yake dhidi ya maneno yangu, na kuwa na wasiwasi kwamba ni sehemu ya matatizo yangu ya kiakili kujiona kuwa nimesumbuliwa, ningehisi kwamba mateso yaliyokuwa yakinipata yangekuwa mabaya sana mara tu watakapofahamu kuwa nilikuwa nikidanganya aibu.  <response>: There was no one I could appeal to for help without giving myself away to THEM, and if I risked it and failed and Mrs. Vandemeyer looked so rich, and so beautifully dressed, that I felt convinced theyd take her word against mine, and think it was part of my mental trouble to think myself persecuted I felt that the horrors in store for me would be too awful once they knew Id been only shamming. Sir James nodded comprehendingly. 