<prompt> Translate the following text to EnglishNinaendelea kukua na ninaendelea kukua na mimi daima nadhani kwamba nitaweza kufanya hivyo na kisha mimi bila shaka kugundua kwamba mimi sina kipaji cha asili ya muziki kuhusiana na utungaji na kwamba mimi mapambano na kweli hawezi kabisa kuelewa nini ni kwamba watu wengine kuchukua kwa kawaida.  <response>: it is in order to continue to to grow and i i always think that ill be able to do it and then i inevitably discover that i have no innate music talent relative to composition and that i struggle and really cant quite understand what is that other people take for granted 