<prompt> Translate the following text to EnglishMiezi kadhaa ya hofu iliyofichwa, sikuzote nikitarajia kuwa hatua moja tu kutoka kwa kufunuliwa... kwa kweli ilikuwa ni kitulizo kukimbia.  <response>: Several months of fear pent up, always expecting myself to be one step away from exposure...it was actually a relief to run away. 