<prompt> Human: Ill try and keep the excuses blunt and to a minimum. My anxiety and depression have kept me from diving into my taxes in nearly five years. Im a Canadian, unmarried.I was a freelancer for the first year of not touching taxes 2013, went on to have a few jobs have all T4s and have been freelancing now for one and a half years.I have an HST number and rarely charge it. Stupid, I know.I never keep the suggested 30. Stupid, I know.Im usually broke. Stupid, I know.I havent done my taxes in five years and Im fucking scared and dont know where to turn and so Im here. I need help. I need guidance and again, my anxiety keeps me from dealing with this in real life with a real human being who has real facial expressions that I will twist and turn to think they think Im a complete idiot.Stupid, I know.I need help on all kinds of fronts, but I think getting my finances in order will help tick off some of the boxes that prevent me from living the life I think I should be.Thank you, Personal Finance. Youre my only hope. Kind of.  <response>: Go to a tax accountant to do your taxes, trust me you are not the worst that they have ever seen. My sister didnt do her taxes for over 10 years and she wasnt the worse that they had ever seen. It seems scary right now but a good tax accountant can figure things out a lot faster that you can and know how to get you any money back that you are eligible for. 