<prompt> Human: Another tax year, another massive tax bill entrepreneur. 4ish grand to the feds, 1100 to the government, some small ones.I feel like such a failure. Ive been freelancing for four years, got serious about it as my business last year, and not mess around. And I have seen massive growth.I also have three credit cards, one Im getting help to tackle via a debt agency. Im making payments on a car. I have student debt. I had to get health insurance, so thats almost three hundred a month. Im paying off a little under 4 grand in BACK taxes.But its so hard for me to save. Because I feel like Ive always been depriving myself.For context: Family stopped paying for college about halfway through freshman year. Took out 13 cards to feed myself and pay for loans, housing. Had to work all the time. I felt abandoned by my family and still do.I feel trapped by the bad habits of my family. I want to do well. I want retirement and savings and everything normal people have.But I also want to be like a normal 27 year old. I feel like all I think about is money. I cant stand the thought of working forever and just waiting for life to begin.  <response>: what specifically do you feel like youre missing out on? going to the bar with your buddies? traveling? buying new stuff? almost everything youre thinking of theres a budget friendly way to do. or you can build those categories into your budget going forward, and plan for it. 