<prompt> Human: Im not even sure if I should post this or not. Im a little embarassed for some reason as well. Anyway. Twenty-one year old guy from India posting for the first time in this section. Im currently pursuing my graduation repeating last year and I really wanna get into this nationwide famous Music school to pursue my dream of being a drummer. My friend whos a guitarist enquired about the course and it turns out that fees are as high as 20,000 for full three year course. I talked to my parents, they said Its way too high and we cannot afford it. Take an educational loan for it. But it turns out no educational loan passes for that course as it is not education, technically. Then I overheard my dad talking about owning another apartment which kinda triggered me cause it costs as twice as my music fees. After arguing a little my dad said I wanted to buy two apartments; one for you and one for your brother after we pass away. But if you dont want a house then I will happily pay for the college as it saves my money. I was slapped in the face by my situation. I kept quiet and left. Confused. Thinking If I have no future atleast Ill have a room for myself and then Screw it Ill be a drummer and buy a house of my own sweat. Apartment is booked now but we can cancel it before the possession -- which I dont really feel like it should be cancelled now. Dad is gonna retire next year around the end of summer. Brother has an okayish paying job but hes gonna split the loan with my dad. Sorry if I missed out key information and for my english. I cant even think straight.PS: I once worked full-time in a call center which deteriorated my health due to tight schedule.Edit: Based on comments, I decided to keep quiet and let the apartment thing work out. Dad agreed to buy an electronic drum set in a couple of months. Will start practicing and playing locally for people to know me. I have few contacts and a group as well to start up with. Thank you Redditors!  <response>: I think youre going to regret that degree later on and never be able to pay off a loan with it even if they did offer one 