<prompt> Human: Hey, yall. Long time lurker. First time poster. On mobile, so I am sure there is a bot to fix my formatting. 24f hcol area drowning in debt and feeling like there is no end in sight. I owe my sister 40.05 for fuel when I evacuated hurricane irma over a month ago. 357 unpaid medical bill. 8,957.55 loan 1 at 8.5 with four years left. 6,300 loan 2 at 12 24 month loan I am aware of the rule of 72 and I should never take out double digit interest7,192.35 loan 3 at 10.15 four years leftAssets: 6,500 investments earning 13 returns per year more than any of my debtsCash: 2,000-ishOther cash: 6,000...I am saving up 18,000 to take my husband and best friend to Japan for ten days. I cant share my income because my hours and rates are variable differentials from base based on shift and double time on Sunday.Im getting a 500 bonus Thursday and I need someone to tell me to use my travel money and bonus to pay off loan 2. It is the lowest balance snowball method and highest interest rate avalanche method. I just suffer from several mental disorders and am extremely self destructive so I cant do the right thing even when I know what it is. I know I have negative net worth and crippling debt with stupid interest rates. I dont need advice. I just need support because I feel really alone. Please be nice. I know I have made terrible decisions.  <response>: Well you are about to make another terrible decision- you cant AT ALL afford to be taking anyone to Japan. You need to pay off your debt with that money. Just stop making bad decisions. Get therapy if you cant figure out why you continue to be self destructive. 