<prompt> Human: Quick backstory, Im 19 and attended my first semester at my local community college as I could not afford a four year institution. Many events occurred during said semester, and now I am on financial aid suspension. I come from a family who is the heavily stereotypical we brought you here for education. You let us down. you are worthless!!11!. Now you see, Im a libra, and we live to satisfy other people. My friends are happy? Im happy. Parents happy? Me too. But being able to never satisfy my parents academically has led me to suffer from severe anxiety for most of my life. Which led to the huge blow out today. I have approximately 3 months left of stay in my mothers home. As to not bore you, Ill cut it off there. Heres my current situation. Jobless Not going to be attending college this semester No money all of my money went into paying for my mothers surprise plane ticket to visit her sickly mother in africa No car Am leaving my current home in approximately 3-4 months Have probably 0 experience with this kind of thing Virginjk...I need help, advice, anything. Ill take anything except Im sorry this is happening to you. Ill smack you with my flat wallet if you say that. Please  <response>: Join the military. I did, now school is being paid for. Many of my fellow soldiers came from very similar situations, and the military provides stable income and opportunity for travel. Not reserves, not national guard, active duty. 