<prompt> Human: hi everyone,so heres the TLDR: after 15 years of battling serious illness, drug addiction, and unemployment I was offered a dream position at tech company in Pittsburgh Innovu. Last week I found out they were rescinding said offer because my credit report showed that I am in debt to the tune of 400K almost all educational debt from law school. my spirit is crushed and I have no idea where to go from here.Longer story:From ages 18-28 Ive spent probably a total of three cumulative years in hospitalsincapacitated from medical conditions including: Crohns disease, small bowel resection for Crohns, 6 month ostomy, leukemia probably as side effect from Crohns immunosuppressant therapy, bone marrow transplant, Guillain-Barre syndrome, and 3 months in inpatient rehab learning to walk again. A fun side effect of all this apart from the medical debt is that I was prescribed opiates for many of these conditions and became addicted to them. I eventually went to rehab last year and am currently living in a group sober house for women. In the midst of all this I managed to graduate from the top public university in the US with a degree in physics and a top 20 law school with a JD.During all this I have only been able to work sporadically. When I was 31 I managed to talk my way into a data operations job at a consulting firm. This went great until my team lead quit and his replacement proved to be incompetent. My mental health went down the drain and I was ultimately placed on a PIP performance improvement plan for a lot of vague reasons that boiled down to you seem unhappy all the time. I quit about two weeks after I was placed on the PIP because I could not function at work, making it a year and a half at that job. I was immediately admitted to the psych ward because I was suicidal.A month after I got out of the psych ward I moved back to Pittsburgh in the hope that being in the same city as my immediate family would give me some much-needed emotional support. This backfired and soon after I turned 33 I tried to OD on tylenol and ended up back in the psych ward. The psychiatrist there convinced my that I should go to rehab for substance abuse because it would make me feel better. This was last summer.Last November I managed to get a contract 1099 job in the oil and gas industry. I still had to keep my min wage job at a call center because there was a two month turned out to be 2.5 month lag between my start date and my first paycheck. I was very happy to be working for more than min wage and thought I could handle it even though I would be working 60 hours a week for two months and only bringing in 800month. This turned out to be untrue largely due to several crises that I could not have predicted including: toxicity from my immediate family requiring me to cut off contact, my car being totaled in a hit and run while I was still making minimum wage, my SO who is my sole source of emotional support due to NC with my family having a psychotic break and being admitted to the psych ward two days before Christmas. I became completely burnt out and I quit the oil gas job shortly before I received my first paycheck from them.OK SO NOW a couple weeks ago I got an interview with Innovu and I ended up having almost six hours of interviews with them. Innovu ended up offering me a job with great pay, excellent benefits, ability to work from home, the whole nine yards...contingent on credit and background check. The credit check flagged me and the CFO let me know that I was disqualified from working there but I could send them more information about my situation for them to consider. I was not aware of exactly how much debt I was in last time I looked at my student loans a year ago the figure was 200K and I thought the issue was two late payments I made on my credit card and student loan payments last November.I wrote an email to the CFO pouring my heart out and giving a shorter version of the above, including all of my health problems but leaving out the substance abuse for obvious reasons. By doing so I was late to visit my grandmother and she died while I was on the way. After getting home that evening from her deathbed I had a VM from the Innovu CFO and I foolishly called him back, thinking he wouldnt be at the office at 8 PM. Well he was and this was when he informed me of exactly how much debt the credit check turned up and asked a series of questions I had no idea how to answer, including how do you get in so much debt from going to law school?. I knew it did not look good. Sure enough last Friday I got an email from them saying I was no longer a candidate. To say I was destroyed would be an understatement. If you could see my soul right now it would look like one of those puppy mill dogs on the ASPCA commercial, just cringing and asking you not to kick it again. My therapist says I need to get back up on the horse and apply to more jobs but cant even bring myself to apply for a 9hour job washing dogs at Petsmart. I feel so broken and defeated. I have to figure wtf is going on with all my debt but I dont know where to start. If anyone can give some advice I would greatly appreciate it. Ive come back from a lot of stuff but I feel like Im at my limit :  <response>: Part of the problem may be that you underestimated your debt by 200k. Being so far off on the number is a red flag.Also, an emotional plea is unprofessional. A cut-and-dried response would have been far better. 