<prompt> Human: To give background, I live in southern California, early 20s, high school diploma, some college education but no degree.my financial obligations:600 rent300 car payment160 insurance100 phone bill400 loanbefore i continue, i acknowledge i didnt know what i was doing...As to what is going on, I had a decent paying job up until I got burned out and quit in august. I decided to open a small store very small. In all I dumped about 9000 into it. that 9000 was from a loan... The shop almost broke even every day but unfortunately, it was depleting my money, day after day. As of last week, I pulled out and decided to go back to work with another company and sell my inventory online. I got a job, but now have to commute an hour and a half with less pay... after factoring in the cost of commute I realized it wasnt worth the commute. I realized I hate my job, where i live, my life in general has pretty much been fully explored.At this point Im lost, I have some moneyabout 2500 to pay my rent for the upcoming month I have to pay by the 3rd, after I pay the rent I will have enough to get by, if i dont find a job. If I pay my rent and find a job, Im stuck where i live, and live paycheck to paycheck until who knows how long. I want to leave. I want to just take off right now before I have to pay rent again.I looked into moving to Oregon, or a state with low cost of living and bigger margin of disposable income, but this could just be another mistake.I was looking into teaching abroad in china, since its possible to teach without a degree, but it may take months I do not have.I looked into maybe joining law enforcement but that as well will take months before it can pay bills.if youre sensitive about suicide and skim this next sentence, i apologize, but ive looked into ways of ending my life. basically, if anyone has any advise for me, I would entirely appreciate it.Im also willing to pretty much relocate anywhere I can.edit, i feel hopeful again. thank you all  <response>: If you are considering suicide or know someone who is considering suicide, call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-8255 immediately. There is also a list of alternative and international phone numbers.If you suspect a friend or family member may be considering suicide, call the hotline and read up on warning signs herersuicidewatch is currently the most prominent subreddit featuring support for other redditors suffering from suicidal thoughts. Here is a list of resources for those struggling. 