<prompt> Human: Disclaimer: This may not be the place for this, but regardless...So, Im a 22yo male still living at home with my mom in Canada. Graduated high school and got my diploma three years ago but Ive been struggling to put my life together past that point. Sometime within that three-year period I came down with a partial disability that severely limits my ability to work.Because of this, Ive held numerous jobs cashier, lubrication technician, server, etc. but havent been able to hold them because the physical nature of these jobs was simply too taxing and I was forced to quit. Ive tried to get on disability but require a formal diagnosis; EKG and MRI scans have shown an abnormality but nothing that doctors can actually put a name to, and hence, no disability.All of this has put severe financial burden on my mother, who is already poor and now struggling to pay bills for two people in the same house as well as my expenses as I have no income. Were on welfare and struggling to make ends meet and shes about to lose her job come January so I know that I need to get my life together now - and I want to, because the guilt of being so useless and undervalued by my family and the few friends I have is gut-wrenching.Through all of this hardship, my only real reason to live and to get my life together was my girlfriend of three years and my best friend of five. Id foolishly been thinking that as soon as I was able to move in with her and we started our life together, things would start looking up, but that relationship ended a few nights ago and Im now in the darkest place Ive ever been in my life with no direction on where to go and nobody to talk to.I want to get my life together, and I want to be someone that other people can appreciate and someone who deserves happiness, but in my current situation, Im at a loss. I dont know what to do, or how to do it. I have no idea where to go from here, what options are out there for me, and I have nobody to help me. Life as a whole just feels really futile right now and Ive been breaking down every night just thinking about how much of a failure I am.Any help is appreciated.  <response>: Listen, we all had our darkest places before. Ive felt like I hit rock bottom and that led me to do certain actions that I fully regret. Money has became so big in these times we all forget about the precious things we have left to offer. I know you have not been able to land a stable job due to your health and them not being able to diagnose it. Try to find a job that is part time and flexible and not so demanding. Might be minimum wage but its a start. A cashier at a movie theater? Or a small pharmacy? Dont try to kill yourself over something you do not have control over. Whenever a door closes, a new one opens. In the mean time try to help out your mom around the house a bit. Cook, clean, throw out the trash. 