<prompt> Human: I always buy in pairs, if its a jacket, I buy a coat too, if its MacBook laptop, I buy windows. I have an iPhone and iPod, I have 2 part time jobs and one full time, I have 2 cats, spend 3-4 days in my apartment, the remaining in my boyfriends apartment. I have 2 cups, I have tons of stuff in pairs. Needless to say, I still talk with an ex while dating my current boyfriend. I also have 2 bank accounts, 2 savings accounts, 2 brokerage accounts, 2 pillows for my self, there are 2 shampoos, 2 soaps I use at the same time. Today I bought 2 sweaters. Im tired, I dont want to have a double life, if thats the correct way to say it. My sign is Gemini. I talk about saving money, budgeting, having a minimalist lifestyle, but I do the opposite. I chase discounted designer clothes, I compare prices everywhere on online stores, can never purchase just one item. I have too much for myself, but I feel like if I dont buy that 50 off designer sweater, Im missing on something. Their quality are very high, I could easily wear them 10 years. But every season I keep buying whenever there is a sale. With friends, I talk about budgeting, paying off loans asap, saving, yet I do the opposite. Is it a serious mental health issue? My sign is a Gemini, has anyone experienced it before? This is crazy. Thanks.---Thanks everyone for your suggestions. I will try to resolve it by myself before seeing a therapist. Im digging into my childhood, maybe it is a complex of not having enough clothes when I was a teen? My dad passed away when I was 11 and until I was 16 I had literally nothing to wear. My mom could barely afford the cheapest clothes and I had wear them at least 2-3 years. Some good people would donate me their sweaters and mom would buy a lot from second hand. Also, I had a terrible relationship with older brother who constantly blamed my mom for buying me outfits, saying she was spoiling me. After I reached 20 I moved out, worked retail jobs, went to a college while supporting myself fully. I had nothing to wear and would buy my roommates used clothes and wear them 2-3 years. After I got a better job, I started buying cheap primark, hm, and forever 21 clothes till I graduated. I graduated last year and this year I have a full time job which pays more than they would for the same level of experience and major. But Im already putting 12 into Roth IRA and 401k, the maximum my company would match is 6. I save 1,000 a month for mortgage down payment, pay 1,000 a month for student loans, contribute small amounts to my brokerage accounts where I invest in ETFs, pay off my credit cards in full and my 2 other part time jobs really help. I graduated with 20k in loans, now I have 12k left and Im planning on paying off in a year. Thats what my part time jobs are for. Other than that, I save on many things: I only drink only office coffee, prepare my meals at home, go out once a week with a boyfriend. The only issue is, Ever since I discovered designer clothes were worth their quality, I really chase discounted designer clothes and buy in 2 or 3 to save in a shipping cost. I dont want to wear cheap clothes anymore, I dont want to look at primark sales anymore. The only places I shop are Macys and department stores that carry discounted designer clothes. Maybe its my complex and Im trying to compensate it now? But I never pay the full price, I wait for the sales. Or I still need to see a therapist? Thanks again.  <response>: You need to talk with a therapist. And astrology has nothing to do with anything. 