<prompt> Human: I have no supplemental income, Im from a country with a relatively low cost of living. To put the money in perspective - my father nets about 10,000 a year, we have just around enough to afford the necessities. They made some poor financial decisions in the past, had too many kids etc. etc. We live in a fairly large house that is barely furnished.Im gonna graduate high school next year. I read a lot of books on finance in the past 6 months and know my way around investing, and I do intend to invest a large chunk of it.Where Im from, a 100k goes a long way, and all I want to do at this very moment is call up my friends, go out to town and fk shit up. I cannot even express the amount of adrenaline I have in me, its overwhelming and Im losing my head.Not a month ago, if someone gave me a thousand dollars Id be the happiest person alive. This much money frankly scares the shit out of me. I AM happy, and frightened at the same time.Should I feel bad for just having fun for a little while? I know its a slippery slope, but I need to vent.EDIT: I know I probably didnt provide enough specific information, so please just ask if you are interested.EDIT 2: I havent told a living soul yet, the only person who knows is a friend who was with me at the time.EDIT 3: Okay everybody, you are amazing! Seriously thanks to everyone that responded here.So, heres the plan: 80 is going in the bank. 10 will be used to relieve my family of some debt while keeping my mouth shut about the amount and origin of the money. Not all AT ONCE, Ill probably give them 1 at a time 10 is spending money, I will stretch it out as much as possible. Includes things such as clothes, going out and blowing off steam, impressing chicks jk, not really and enjoying time with some of my friends keeping my mouth shut rule still stands. - WHEN I SAY SPENDING I MEAN SET IT ASIDE AND LIVE OFF IT MODESTLY, NOT BLOWING IT ALL IN ONE WEEKEND Utilize my time looking for investment opportunities, educating myself further in the field of financebusinessinvesting. Once I feel comfortable enough being around this much money, Ill make a concrete decision as to what to do with the remaining 80. Enjoy the pizza that I can afford. Profit??EDIT 4: DAMN I did not expect this many great people answering me. Thank you all once again, I think I have it figured out. Next step is to seek counsel irl after I chill for a while.Assistant: Gambling on what if i may ask ?Human: It was poker. It still feels as if Im dreaming, it was pretty much blind luck and while I am pretty good at it Ive never really won anything because I never had any money to risk. It was just a hobby that turned into an addiction. Id be lying if I said I wasnt resisting the urge to get back in there, but I realized the amount I currently have on my hands has the potential to shift my life towards something better. I didnt want to get specific, and I dont expect anyone to believe me, all I want is a place to talk to someone about it and some financial guidance from experienced people.I was depressed, suicidal and I had nothing to lose. I pulled the barrel out of my mouth and pointed it in the air. I decided to take a loan not from a bank, figure that one out for yourself haha and sit at a table, half-expecting to lose. The blind luck I mentioned involves a lot of cocky, rich I think? people sitting around me not really knowing what theyre doing. There were some ladies to impress too. I was with a friend from school. Walked in with 15,000, walked out with 113,591. That number will remain engraved in my mind till my last breath.EDIT: Euros, not dollars  <response>: You have an addiction. Seek help. Get away from the table, or that money is as good as gone. 