<prompt> Human: This is a throwaway account. Honestly someone might know me from this post anyways but whatever Im tired of running from my problems and are looking for some answers to anyone who is open to help or chime in. Anyways lets get started. Im in my early 20s currently in a trade school. I work a decent part time job that has a lot of potential and advancement I. The field I am interested in and I make about 1000 a month. I currently have 9-10 months of school left. The last 3-4 months I have been relatively good compared to my past self. I have been trying to save money and failing. I currently have a couple of hundred of dollars. I live with my parents for the time now but am trying to move out. Now let me get to about a year ago. I fucked up big time with banks, I dont want to incriminate myself but I most have filed 40-50 unauthorized claims on my credit cards and bounced a ton of checks cause me to have multiple banks close on me and have multiple credit cards with high balances. Balances areBank account 1- -1200Bank account 2- 100Credit card 1 - 4000 0 interest charged off 400 over credit limit Credit card 2- 14000 0 interest charged off 500 over limitCredit card 3- 1000 20 interestCredit card 4- 400 25 interestCc 5 -1250 25 interest 500 over limitCc6 - 500 charged off Loan- 500 5aprFriends and family-30kThis is pretty much everything, yes I know it is a shit show. I am in a super depressed state and I cannot even tell my parents because they have helped me before and I keep fucking up. My addiction is gambling, I loved playing poker, but blackjack soon took over and I couldnt stop. Everything I would make or get borrowed would go to winning my next big hit. I have had some crazy degen stories if anyone is interested in those. There were so many highs and lows none of it was worth it. Ive seen thousands of dollars flying throw my hands in a blink of an eye and I find it hard to even think about money the same way, i wish I got excited over 5 dollars like most people or felt proud of the work I do but it is tough after being in that mind state. Oh wellI also smoke a ton of weed and that is another expensive habit of mine. I just fear I will be going to jail or getting a lawsuit. I also have a collection agency after me for 1000 dollars. I dont know where to start or to tackle this debt. Any advice would be appreciated  <response>: You absolutely cannot get out of this hole as long as you continue gambling any money you have that comes your way.Contact Gamblers Anonymous, go to meetings, talk to a sponsor about next steps. 