<prompt> Human: Over the past year Ive had on an off issues with sports gambling, where over the course of a couple days i would lose majority if not all my money student loan, wages etc.i worked hard over the last couple of months to get somewhat back on my feet, i dipped my toe into gambling again and won 5000, i was on cloud9, it was going to solve all my problems, i had a holiday planned already and i had promised my girlfriend i was goimg to pay for an extension to the holiday as a gift to celebrate- on top of this im moving to barcelona with studies for a year in september the last couple of days, ive lost it all. every last of my money, a string of stupid bets with no though behind them. one after the other. i dont know what to do, my anxiety is overwhelming and im having extremely dark thoughts. I havnt told anyone, my girlfriend knows somethings up but i jusr cant bring myself to tell her.i dont know what im looking for any kind of advice or just someone to listen.edit: thank you for all of the replies, i was having a bit of a panic attack and needed to offload this somewhere. going to get some help and get this out in the open. thanks again it really helps just getting it off my chest.  <response>: stupid bets with no though behind themyou need to realize that all bets are stupid...It sounds like you have a problem, I would suggest looking into gamblers anonymous or something of that sort. 