<prompt> Human: Edit: not sure why this keeps getting downvoted. Just asking for advice here.This going to be somewhat long. Some months ago, bad choices that I was consistently making caught up hard. I was living with my fiance, and her parents were paying for the rent. I had a job which barely payed me enough to buy food, and I was doing everything I could to get a better paying job but it didnt happen. Eventually my fiance had enough because I wasnt doing my part for other bills and I had a drug problem which is taken care of, my belongings were stuffed into my car along with 500 and a brief good luck. I was and still am completely devastated from this. Her father took my firearm which I couldve sold for a very much needed amount of money.With family thousands of miles away, and no friends nearby who were not able to have me stay, I set my sights for NYC where a friend promised a place to stay. This friend got me a job where he worked, which I had for a couple days until I had to take the subway alone for the first time, got lost and was fired on the spot being late. His roommates didnt want me there so out of respect for them I left. Everything went back into my car which was my home for several weeks, until I drove back to where I started from where everything is much cheaper.A friend contacted me and told me he has a free spare bed in his house and as a manager of a store he hired me. Now, this friend was a foster child, and former foster children have some benefits after they turn 18 including free rent. Their case worker came over recently and informed us that only half the rent would be payed now that Im staying there. Neither of us are able to pay it unless wed rather starve to death, and the landlord firmly wants the rent by early next week, so I have to go back to living in my car because I dont want to mess up his credit and get him evicted.It gets even better. Ive got a court case for drug possession only cannabis but its a relatively serious charge here which I cant afford a lawyercourt fees for, one of the penalties if convicted is drivers license suspension which would mean that my house would get taken away my criminal background is clean otherwise. Wouldnt be able to work either. Secondly, I borrowed money from a friend to be able to afford basic needs, old credit card debts, and enormous hospital bills which are from a gunshot wound and being hooked up on a ventilator and a few other minor incidents; my credit is absolutely destroyed. Ive been trying to get a betteranother job with advice from all around the internet but no luck. I cant afford to eat properly, likely averaging between 400-700 calories a day, weighing 110 pounds or less as at a height of nearly 6ft. No clue how dangerous this is. My car is falling apart and there are several things that need to be taken care of both mechanically and paperwork wise, this earned me a ticket which has to be payed in roughly 15 days or my license gets suspended. I suffer from full body nerve pain which is nearly debilitating at times, of course no money to see a doctor anymore. I make too much to qualify for an even a remotely reasonable amount of food stamps. Homeless shelters cost more than I can afford here, Ive checked would rather live in my car anyway. My parents have lost hope in me so their help is very limited. The friends I have are moral support at best but that doesnt mean much anymore at this point.Thats probably everything. Every time when things seem to get better they get worse, theres always something that comes up. Im starting to lose my will to live as it seems theres no way out of this. What are my options to dig myself out of this, if any? Is there any light at the end of the tunnel that I cant see myself?  <response>: Youre getting downdooted because there isnt much advice we can give besides increase income I didnt downvote, but Im just saying thats likely why. Yes thats cold hearted, but its the reality. Other than that, heres some short term advice on how to survive:- Subscribe to a very cheap gym membership. This will give you access to showerssinksa safe place to hang out etc. Youre homeless, but while you are looking for better jobs you cant look like youre homeless.- Churches or food pantries for food options. No one will hire you if you looks like a skinny rail thats about to fall apart. Brutal, but true.- Military, if you are eligible. By and large thats how Ive seen many people break out of despair. But youll need to get back up to a healthy weightget fit enough to go to bootcamp 