<prompt> Human: As the title states, Im 19 years old. Im a full-time college student and I have a job at a grocery that pays minimum wage. My family has always been practically poor, so a lot, if not all, of my paychecks go towards helping my parents and sibling. However, my parents treat me like a 12 year old, disrespect my privacy, and make me feel trapped. We live an hour away from both my University and my siblings school, so I take her every day so my parents dont have to, since they and I work in the town we live in. Like I said, they treat me like a child despite the fact I do a lot that Im not supposed to, like pay bills theyre overdue on, take my sis to school, buy groceries for the family, work as many hours as I can manage just to give them my paychecks. I feel very underappreciated. Theyre response to this is always weve taken care of you for all these years, we dont owe you anything.They dont let me lock my door, they randomly ask for my phone and get mad at me when I try to exit out of anything weird I was looking at, when Im gaming and use my mic, they listen and comment on what I say I havent used mic in about a year because of this, they criticise my clothing and my interests, common insults they call me are asshole, lazy, nobody, bitch, and gay theres nothing wrong with being gay, but the disgust in their eyes still makes me feel like shit if Im doing something important and they call me, I have to immediately stop whatever it is and come to them, I dont have any friends, but when people rarely want to invite me to things, my parents interrogate me about who they are and what type of people they are and if they dont like them, theyll talk shit about them until I say I wont talk to them anymore. If they get pissed off and yell at me, and I try to defend myself, theyll say Im disrespecting them. If they get pissed off at me and I dont say anything, theyll say Im disrespecting them. Ive broken down crying so many times I cant count due to the way they judge me and talk shit about me. They want to control me. I dont even really have access to my own bank account. Yesterday I asked my mom if I could buy myself something online and she wouldnt let me because she wanted to use the money to pay some sort of bill. I understand that bills are important, but the item I wanted was around 5 and its been months since I spent money on myself. Im not going to ramble anymore, you get the idea. Anyway, Im trying to figure out if I should just move in the college dorms or try to get my own place at a really cheap apartment? Both would eat up practically all of my money, but I just need to get the fuck out of here or something. Ive tried to explain to my family how they make me feel many times and each one resulted in them guilt tripping me and making me feel like an inconsiderate asshole and my mother threatening to cut me off completely and not provide for me anymore. Since Im still living with them, I do rely on them for a lot. My car note is high and my mom helps me pay for it. I help them pay bills and they pay my phone bill. They help me with my school things and fees I have to pay, since I have a shitty job and cant do it myself. Its hard to find a job that pays well when youre a full-time student that lives an hour away from University and has to be free to pick up your sibling in the middle of the day even if you dont have class that day. Im just... So fucking frustrated and beaten down. I feel so trapped. I cant be myself around my family, I dont even have the privacy to watch fucking porn when I want haha, or talk on the phone without someone yelling from the other room Whore you on the phone with?!?, or play videogames without someone bursting through my door asking me dont you have something better to do like cleando homeworkstudy? No? Well do this for me instead of actually relaxing. And oh God, my parents dont understand that school is exhausting for me. I take 6 classes and in between working, waking up at 5 am everyday to take my sibling to school when my classes dont start until 11 I just sit in the library until, and dealing with chronic depression, by the end of the day, all I want to do is curl up and cry myself to sleep. But no, none of that matters to them. All I do is sit on my ass in a desk all day. I guess this is more of a rant than anything. But yeah, depressed full-time college student making minimum wage wants to risk being completely broke to leave parents.Edit: Id just like to add that my parents can be good people. They have honestly taken pretty good care of me these past 19 years. Things were a lot better before I got older and stopped trying to do everything they wanted me to do. Until recently, Ive let them make my decisions for me. They dont like that and I know its because theyre afraid Ill fail in life. But theyre going about it the wrong way and coming off as way too controlling and overbearing. They wont let me be who I am, and if they do, I can expect harsh criticism and guilt tripping.  <response>: Holy wall of text! Either needs to be formatted better or give us a TL;DR... what are your expenses, what do you bring in? 