<prompt> Human: Im 25 years old and male. Ever since the year 2014, I have been under extreme amounts of stress and anxiety that have made wreaked havoc on my life.Earlier this year I decided to finance my first vehicle, a 2017 model with 28,000 miles on it. I was beyond happy because I managed to do enough research to and work to find a loan company that would not only fund me for my first car with no credit, but I had also received a 4 APR, putting my payments at 220 monthly, and with my job that Id had for 6 years, the payments were easily made on the salary I was making.I thought that maybe a new possession would decrease my level of Anxiety, but boy was I wrong. It came back with a vengeance. I received a texting while driving ticket, which I neglected to pay out of laziness in February, and was eventually pulled over for my license being suspended because of non-payment of this ticket. I was pulled over again a month later because I just didnt give 2 fucks about what would happen to me.Fast forward to today and here I am with 10 citations, from 2 different counties, 3 of which carry possible jail time. Luckily for me, I was granted grace on the first pull-over by attending this driving school, which will wipe the first one clean-off my record.The company I worked for suddenly went out of business in March for reasons I still dont understand, knocking my 16 dollar salary down to a mere 10 dollars and hour and forcing me to work at my local grocery store deli, which fucking sucks.I feel like Im reaching rock bottom. Im working 40 plus hours weekly in efforts to afford a car Im barely able to pay for, rent and my phone bill. I already felt as though everyday that passes by is another day that I live with no purpose. It feels as though Im going to be stuck working for these companies for the rest of my life and will be facing possible jail time for being careless and driving twice while suspended.I was feeling shitty before all of this, mind you. Life just feels very bleak for me at the moment. I really need to find some sort of purpose through all of this chaos. Im finally seeing the reality of things. 25 year old GED student with no degree and no skills at all. My life just seems to follow this pattern of mediocrity because of my personality traits  <response>: I gotta be honest. I appreciate you have challenges but you need to take responsibility for your actions and go get your issues dealt with. 