<prompt> Human: heroin destroyed my life, the past year is a blur to me and I spent a shit ton of money, probably at least 50day. I have been clean for about a little over a month. I owe people about 2k, I know its not a lot and I realize other people are in a shit ton more debt than I but I just want to put this life behind me and move on to the next chapter in my life. Im young and I only make 9hour but Ive been working 40ish hours a week. Whenever I think about the money I owe it just makes me want to use to forget about it temporarily.. How do I go about this rpersonalfinance??  <response>: The most important thing is for you to stay clean. If worrying about paying 2k back is stressing you to the point of wanting to use, cut yourself some slack. I dont know who you owe the money to, but maybe they would be willing to do like 20 a month. I also know they making only 9hr is very stressful. Its sustainable for now, but dying give up looking for a better job for the long term.Hang in there and know that your health and safety is the most important thing. Losing your life to an OD or ending up in jail because you are worried about 2k is just not worth it. You are more valuable than that. Please seek professional addiction counseling - no one expects you to do this alone, Ive watched people suffer with a heroin addiction and its incredibly difficult, so dont be afraid to reach out for help. 