<prompt> Human: Hi,20, M. Ive just started the second semester of my first year of university and I have been thinking of leaving for a while now. I dont enjoy it here at all, I have no friends here, all I do when Im not in lectures is sit in my room and it just bores me. Ever since coming here Ive just constantly been depressed and thinking about suicide, I was never like this before I came here so yeah its not exactly fun lol.I want to leave but I know that the only types of jobs Ill be able to get is something like McDonalds or a store worker but they arent what I want to be for the rest of my life, i want to be earning at least 15000 - 20000 a year eventually so Ill be able to move out of my parents house and not just be surviving. I did an apprenticeship in knowledge management for a year before uni but that probably wont help much. The problem is that Im in student accommodation at the moment so I was wondering whether I actually need to keep paying that after I leave. Also with student finance I dont know whether that needs to be repaid straight away or whether I pay it back in instalments when Im earning over a certain amount.Also how do I explain this to my parents, they were both against me going to university, saying that Im not good enough, etc... So I know that Im going to get a load of shit from them when I go back. Theyll ask me so what are you doing now? And then will continue to just say shit since I dont have any job lined up at the moment. I cant really apply for any jobs when it takes 13 hours by train to get to home from university so I cant go to interviews. Edit: sorry for the rant there, thisMight be on the wrong sub but I figured people here would know what to do regarding my accommodation and student finance situations.  <response>: You are totally good enough. You school has free mental health on campus at the clinicmedical area. Id start there. 