<prompt> Human: Before all, this is not bad debt this is debt for my education. Im studying in school to be a airline pilot and to earn all my ratings i need to pay alot of money. I took out a student loan my first semseter back in January for 10000 dollars and 8000 dollars. The school disburst my funds to my flight program and i had around 7000 to my personal bank account. Its now the end of april and im down to around 3000 dollars I ended up spending over 2000 dollars in less then 2 months on very frivilous things. Im horrible with spending, it all goes into fast food and things i loose interest in quickly. I applied for a 30000 loan and got it approved but that money will be sacred as its the means for paying for a good portion of my flight training. Im scared that if i fail myself at this career and dont make it, it will take me years of struggling to pay all of this back and life will be terrible. Ps. I do have a job but i get paid 10 an hr and i live on my own so living is somewhat expensive  <response>: It WILL take years of struggling to pay that back. So get some discipline and buckledown and put in the work. There are no short cuts. We cant do it for you. No amount if internet strangers giving you their opinions is going to motivate you. You need to grow up motivate yourself, and be a responsible adult. If you fail yourself its you who fails yourself. Your in complete control here. Start cutting costs and quite spending on frivolous junk. 