<prompt> Human: At the start of the year I had a great job making 70k, but I recently developed bipolar and have had multiple suicide attempts and severe mental illness. Ive had and lost 3 jobs this year, all being fired due to my mental illness making me incapable of work. I want to work so bad, but with the depression anxiety unable to concentrate irritability I just cant. So to anyone who just says Get a job, I wish I could- I so badly do. Also about collecting unemployment- I looked into it and cant because I was fired. Ive applied for disability, but takes 6 months to even see a check if you are approved.Being unemployed has drained all of my savings and I literally have nothing left. Ive decided to return to school- it keeps me busy and defers my 1,500k a month student loans. Im struggling, but its ok. I want to start my own business and Im getting the skills to do that.Im living as cheaply as possible and trying to scrounge up money anywhere I can. The trouble is, Im all out of money. Im not eligible for federal student loans as I maxed them out in graduate school. My credit blows so bad Ive been denied private student loans and personal ones too. Being unemployed I couldnt pay some bills and now my credit is toast. Im engaged and my fiancee also has bad credit and has been denied student and personal loans.Where do I go from here? I know Ive made a lot of mistakes, going to a private graduate school was the biggest. Ive looked into doing porn to make money, Im already a camwhore...Any help is appreciated...  <response>: I cant really help, but Id like to say that starting a business is about 10 times more stressful than having a job, so your 1 priority should probably be getting your mental illness under control. 