<prompt> Human: Hello all. I am not usually one for posting on Reddit but I have pushed my personal ego and stubborn attitude aside to ask for advicehelp. Im going to try to be as specific about things as possible.I am a 24 year old college grad, in the field of Graphic Design. I have dreams of creating youth art galleries, and things to give back to the community. But I cannot obtain these dreams quite yet..Since the age of 15 any money I received went to my parents. My college scholarships that were in check form also went to said parents. They took thousands from me, because we were getting evicted here and there, and starving. I did everything I could in Highschool to get scholarships to college. I went to the University of New Haven CT. My parents never went to college, so I had no guidance.I worked throughout college, saving where I could, but since my family had no money, I had to take out credit cards to buy food and books, etc. Along with grants, I had to get loans to go through school.The total that I currently owe is over 110,000.00 with payments over 300 a month, on income driven payment plans. The loan companies are DOE federal loan, and NAVIENT. I spoke to Navient today to remove my account info, and they said if I do, Ill owe over 800 a month just to them.I wanted to remove my card because I recently lost my car, and had to then quit my job. So I figured Id ask for lowertemporary no payments, and they refused. My bank account is negative.On top of this, I support my parents. I pay the electricity and internet, as well as groceries and money occasionally.I have made a series of decisions to help my family in trying times under the impression I would be paid back and it has created a deep hole of which I cannot see light.I am looking for employment locally since I do not have a car. I am looking for employment near my boyfriend because if I get something, I can stay with him and share his car. But I legitimately fear this hole will only continue to grow over the next 10-30 years, and I will never be able to get a home. Or start a family. Or give back to the community. When I was younger I always volunteered. I cant even afford to do that now, and it has sent me into a depression.Lastly, I attempted to start my own apparel screen printing online shop, but have not been able to market well, so as a viable income option it has yet to succeed.I am lost, I am panicking, I am scared, and I need advice. I have been strong and giving for so long, that I have finally broken, and I need your help.Thank you so much for what ever advice you can bare, I will appreciate anything.  <response>: Cant help you much unless you post a full budget, but from what you have posted you 100 cannot be helping your parents right now. You simply cannot afford to. 