<prompt> Human: It started off moving to a different state with my younger brother who was just getting out of the military, I got a job up here that doesnt pay much but it was enough to pay for my bills and half of the rent.Then my car broke down. I never made payments on a car before, because mine was given to me. So I had to buy a new car. I did, and now with that payment plus the insurance payment plus my medications payments plus my rent plus my food plus my cell phone bill I cant afford anything. I am sinking myself deeper and deeper into a hole and I know I am because I still havent paid my brother for February yet; I gave him my full check today, dont even have enough for fucking groceries.I am so fucking depressed right now. Its been like this since I bought this car, but I need it because if I dont have it I will have to leave my apartment in a few months so I will need a way to get to work. I want to off myself. I feel fucking pathetic and horrible and pissed and mad and depressed and Im going NOWHERE in life. I have no idea what to do. Should I sell my car? And then what happens when I lose my job or move and need to get to a new job? What the FUCK am I going to do then? Should I cancel my phone payment even though its only 70 a month? I need a social life, I need to be able to have friends at least how do I do that without a fucking phone? Im doing what I can, Im getting off drugs pot, but other than that and working OT I dont know what to do, I already hate my job enough, being there even more is incredibly frustrating it makes me even more depressed being there.  <response>: Suicide Hotline InformationIf you are considering suicide or know someone who is considering suicide, call the National Suicide Provention Lifeline at 1-800-273-8255 immediately. There is also a list of alternative and international phone numbers.If you suspect a friend or family member may be considering suicide, call the hotline and read up on warning signs herersuicidewatch is currently the most prominent subreddit featuring support for other redditors suffering from suicidal thoughts. Here is a list of resources for those struggling. 