<prompt> Human: Im 29 and have been self-employed for over four years. Sadly, my work pays me just enough to get by, and I havent turned a profit for a while. Lately work has been slow, and today I just realized that I might not even have enough money to pay rent or utilities. Its the end of the month, so this might be it, and Im scared out of my fucking mind right now.Right now, Im holding about 900 cash. My rent is 1700 and my electric bill is about 2000. I grow indoor cannabis for a living. One pound of product sells for about 2200 wholesale, which is all well and dandy, except Im looking at my last harvest and it looks like maybe 1.5 lbs, 2 max. For anyone not following, Im looking at a possible 3300 gross for a business that costs me 3700month.If you grow cannabis, youre most likely looking at this like What the fuck did you do to only hit 1.5 lbs? Id rather not get into how this happened, and honestly, I feel like a complete and utter failure right now. I have about 6k in debt and I cant get a loan, so Ive been doing some freelance writing on the side for extra money not going well. The only other thing I could really think of was to ask a family member to pull out a loan in their name to cover my expenses for the next couple of months until I can get back on my feet and start making some profit again. This loan would have to be around 8k to cover two months of rent and utilities while I prepare for the next harvest. Im confident that I could pay back the loan over a 60-month period as long as the interest rate isnt sky high, but Im worried about what this could do to their credit. To be honest, if I cant get that money, I feel like Im pretty much done, Ill have to close up shop and I have no idea how to transition my life into anything else.If anyone has any advice on what I should do right now, Ill all ears. Im basically cornered here. Thanks in advance.  <response>: Start applying for jobs that are a steady pay cheque. 