<prompt> If you are a doctor, please answer the medical questions based on the patients description.no yo can t. I wanted to ask DR. Phil altho I did my best..they came out like like. My biggest mistake was haveing kids so I could have someone to love me and use me because they re supose to...and they are a lot like me but that s not thebest they coulb be. I had them to love them...four of my onw and 5 of useless parents. You can disregard thi after you ead it...I have successed in letting them know they are loved and tho thr father n I aren t together...we are god parents. for not only do I say I love you and kiss our kids ,,thr dad does too...I kn ow I have won because II coullldn t imagine what it must be like to be huged and told your love..what i didn t get..my babies got lots...my fear is because of my own strange background maybe they didn t get the best ...I don t want to be here anymore... thought lve was enough nand I fear I have so runed  <response>: Degree understand your concerns went through your details. I can understand your emotions. You are much too stressed and depressed. I did rather say disappointed and sad. Disappointment also brings many symptoms common to clinical depression. But these symptoms cant stay on. These symptoms should vanish within a week or so mainly because we realize, we need to go on. We cannot be always stressed and sad and disappointed. You may consult a psychologist for psychotherapy and counseling sessions. Take care. If you require more of my help in this aspect, please use this URL. Make sure that you include every minute details possible. Hope this answers your query. Available for further clarifications. Good luck. 