<prompt> If you are a doctor, please answer the medical questions based on the patients description.I suffer with MAJOR ANXIETY...never had it before...until my wonderful brother took his life to suicide...I am on Xanax...which is a controlled substance for a reason...it is addictive. What do I do? Sorry...but I am not paying to get an answer to my question..I am on disability...cannot afford to pay for an answer...need to keep a roof over my head. Thank You anyways  <response>: Degree understand your concerns went through your details. Keep yourself busy and creative always. Ignore the suicidal thoughts because anxiety disorder triggers such a thought momentarily. But if those thoughts are overwhelming, do consult your psychiatrist for a prescription to avoid suicidal thoughts. If you require more of my help in this aspect, please use this URL. Make sure that you include every minute details possible. Hope this answers your query. Available for further clarifications. Good luck. 