<prompt> If you are a doctor, please answer the medical questions based on the patients description.i feel very unhappy around family but when i m with friends it like i can trust them more. i mean at least they listen to me well sometimes .i feel lost most time .i cant pass any grades .and most of the time i hate life as it is and i don t think i m in a depression but when i m not talking to anyone i just cry my eyes out why is that i never talk about this to anyone ??? nvm it was a waste of my time to tell anyone now knowing what this is but it whatever  <response>: Dear serve understand your concerns went through your details. Depressive disorder or depression is a euro chemical disorder. Suicidal tendency is one main symptom of depression. You must be able to distinguish between mental disease and mental disorder. Your problem is a mental disorder. Not a mental disease. These mental disorders are usually treated with a combination of medicines and other means like awareness, meditation, Psychotherapy techniques, lifestyle changes etc. If you require more of my help in this aspect, please use this URL. Make sure that you include every minute details possible. Hope this answers your query. Available for further clarifications. Good luck. 