<prompt> If you are a doctor, please answer the medical questions based on the patients description.Outbursts of rage when normally I would just frown soul crushing guilt when I do the slightest thing wrong Suicidal thoughts but not very often Happy is way happier, sadder is way sadder mad is way madder with no inbetween no indication before a change, at times emotions can be so much I dont even understand or remember why, I am 22 year old fit male. didnt enroll in college because I applied too late. Am a Junior. Changing majrs, waiting for college to respond, which they did and I should be back in next semester. No job, just sitting at homw waiting for girlfriend to get home from college classes  <response>: Welcome to Chat Doctor ! I have read and understand your problem and found that you have high emotional reactions which are usually not under your control. These are usually more than required at that moment or for that situation. It also looks that you do later feel guilt about the same but unable to control it. You need to tell me that what is your general overall mood and what is the duration of these ups and downs. Your condition can be due to some personality factors in which person has extreme positive and extreme negative moods but nothing in gray zone. They also have difficulty in making long term relationships. The condition is usually from a long duration. It can also be due to a condition called bipolar disorder in which mood fluctuates between very low to very high with or without any external event. However, usually the duration of either mood change lasts for weeks or months. I have seen such cases and from my experience I can say that it can be aggravated due to your current conditions: 1. Not in studies actively; 2. No work to keep you busy; 3. Have limited friend circle who are free to accompany you. If I were in your place I would -1. Visit a psychiatrist and talk about my condition in detail2. Keep myself busy with some kind of job, even part-time would help3. Go for walks, do work-outs, as it would keep me in better physical and mental health4. Talk to someone close regarding my feelings openly Hope this answer helps you, please feel free to ask further if you need. 