I couldn't stop thinking about "I might quit" and really just feeling it. I couldnt stop thinking it and wanting to do something with the feelings I felt from it, so I bought a guitar and i've been trying to learn music so I can try to express the things I felt from it. Even though its the wrong question, I wanna know how do I learn how to play to the point that I can express my feelings?
there are 2 things i can recommend. spending a lot of time with your instrument, preferably by the window, use the instrument to attempt to solve the entire universe. (this is not possible, but it's a good practice exercise). the other thing i would recommend is to learn all the songs you know. (learn them YOURSELF, don't try to have someone else show you, studies show that they are statistically always wrong)