hello bill, the mind i have is very very playful and running there and there and i find it so entertaining to go further and further and further and discover what stuff it has inside and i also play music so i kind of bring some stuff back and its all fun, naturally i want to bring something delicious so i am starting to be more and more adventurous and dangerous in the games, and i kind of see that i have this tendency to just dive into my inside and not really come back and do something real out there, i see i could quite easily end up just sitting there with blank stare forever because ive messed something up in the head and noone can tell me how to get somewhere else because noone else knows my mind - well i am worried i am not scared of this enough so i maybe let it happen - maybe the point is to remember to always play music
i think you might enjoy getting a side job in the package delivery industry