hi. even though i've been watching your videos for several years, i've recently started making up and singing random jingles. i thought i was bad at singing. i feel like i might be good at it now. i feel like there is a 'next step' to this, but i don't know what it is or if i should go there. am i secretly an aspiring musician?  hi, sorry for the long question, this is clearly a mess. i am mess.
some of the world's leading people may spend a lot of money and resources,  just in hopes of discovering how to make a 'mess'. they might even create a fake mess if they have to. if you have first hand access to the real thing then then this could be an advantage for you. cherish it and don't tell the census people just yet