my life has gone close to nowhere in the last half a year and there doesn't seem to be much i can do about it. i was training for a job but that's been stopped dead in its tracks and there's nothing i can do to speed it up, i'm running out of energy/motivation to draw, and i'm still as scared as i ever was of trying to force myself to get writing done on songs. i've been stuck in this hole for so long i've started picking up random new hobbies and getting tired of them after a few days and falling back into nothingland. this year is racing by and i have done not one important thing with it. i don't want to sound dramatic but fucking HELP! PLEASE! i'll take whatever you have
if you like puzzles, that's good news. because this is one. and also good news is there's an answer. because, you care about this very much (just judging from your word-count here). so that means, whatever amount of anxiety you've experienced, you'll experience at least that much revelation when you start putting the pieces together and finding what you really want to do and how to do it