Dude you are awesome and I love everything you do.  That said your notes page is some of the most far out shit I have ever read.  I mean some of it seems like poetry.  Some like a journal entry.  Some just a strange stream of consciousness.  Any way you could shed some light on your notes? ie: why do you write them?  How do you view them?  What is there role in your life?  Thanks man you are one interesting Wurtz.
the main purpose was to have some creative outlet before i was able to assemble all the skills and procedures needed to make complex audio/visual content