From what I've read on here I feel like you put yourself under a lot of pressure and anxiety in order to get to a satisfactory point on your list by the time you die. Have you considered  such a lifestyle could actually be unhealthy enough to chop years off your lifespan that could be used to get you even further and get you more fun in the process had it been for a less ..workaholic i guess lifestyle?
can you imagine, amidst all the pressure to do more of every different type of content, there is also pressure to do less. weird