I was at a loss on what to do with my life, and the advice/comment that I always hear is, "It's YOUR life, do whatever you want with it!" so that's what I'm doing right now. However, I have a little doubt about it in my mind, since what I'm doing might be just a waste of time. My friends and everyone my age are out there getting jobs and being productive, while I'm doing something entirely different. Do you think "doing what I want with my life" and "wasting time" could mean the same, or are they significantly different?
there are many different ways to live a life. choose the one you think is best, and then at the end of it, you will be able to evaluate how you want to do it differently next time