i'm sitting in my own apartment with my two friends from work over and your songs on shuffle. i baked them cookies and we have a pizza on the way. we've spent the last four hours putting braille labels on card games and watching my cat play with my friend's dog. five years ago i would never EVER have imagined i'd get to have this. the playlist shuffled to might quit about five minutes ago and i was just looking at my friends laughing when the instrumental hit and i got weirdly emotional because when i first quit school i was told by so many external sources that i'd never ever have friends, a satisfying vocation, dreams, a home, etc. without school, and yet i absolutely do now and i feel like i'm bursting with things i wanna share with the world and explore and get done. thank you so fucking much for being one of my trailblazers
i hope you enjoy the trails i blaze next, we'll see if i can blaze them all at the same time or if i have to alternate like usual