Bill, I don't know why I'm writing this to you, but I feel incredibly hopeless right now. I'm currently in a kind of camp for intellectual kids, making cool things like messing with chemistry and such. I thought I was looking forward to this event because I was supposed to fit in. That isn't happening and I feel super bad. I also get kind of get tired from being around people all day. I feel like it drains me and I don't know. If I can't make friends here, will I ever be able to?
feeling unable to make friends at that "one final place where you were supposed to be able to make friends" may seem hopeless now, but that is exactly what led me to be who i am today