i am trying to write a play but it is becoming very difficult because I am starting to demand everything in the entire universe of myself. to execute any one of my ideas to its fullest potential will take about two years. this means that if i intend to give my play the time and dedication that it deserves, i will have to spend two years working on one play. the trouble with this is that i have so many ideas that i am so passionate about that it is impossible to commit myself to one over the others. people ask 'what kind of play do you want to write?' as if there is only one answer, as if a person's soul contains only one world. but that isn't really how it works in my experience. there are billions of plays i want to write and they are all equally important to me, but even if i live another thousand years i won't have enough time to do justice to all of them. basically, i am paralyzed by my own unreasonable expectations of myself. have you ever exper
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