I feel like I just want to go to sleep and wake up later. Like when I'm free. But I can't. And right now I'm trapped. Like I need something but I don't know what I need. Like I just need to get through the next few years and I'm good but I don't know if I can. I just want to be freeeeeeeeeeeee. Have you ever not been free and how did you cope with it?
you could open up a text file and really figure stuff out