it's finally summer vacation and i'm really excited to finally get going on allotting all of my time to 'building an empire,' since all during the school year i have to focus on adhering to someone else's curriculum. yet i'm still anxious because i know when summer ends and i get back to school (i'm going into 11th grade) i'm going to have to start interacting with others again, and i don't know how to be nice and genuine with others while still socially isolating myself to have as much time as possible to get done the stuff i want to get done (i don't want to mislead others into thinking i'm interested in spending more time with them than i do). you seem to live a solitary lifestyle and i'm wondering: how did you handle this when you were in school or at least when you had to be around people on a frequent basis? thanks.
i wrote songs in class