I'm having trouble coming up with ideas and bringing them to life. I have ideas but it's like i feel like they're bad ideas and it's gonna suck for myself. And I'm not really that happy with them. I just wish I could come up with an awesome idea that'll push me to do new things that's grand but is also fun to do. I just don't have an idea to act on. I'm just trying to figure things out for myself mentally, like how much work I could handle at the moment, what kind of project I want to work on, and what I want to get out of it, you know? I'm just going back and seeing what I love doing, and what makes me happy and try to work around that. Just trying to do something fulfilling for myself, you know?
i think you should just try making a lot of different ideas, and at least to start, make the projects short enough that they can be finished easily. that way you will get a lot of experience coming up with ideas, and a lot of experience producing them. you can never really sure which idea will be the great one that you are talking about (and not everybody will agree on which one), but if you keep doing them you will soon have no shortage of great things you have done