i want to be immortal, i want to be remembered. i am so fucking afraid of oblivion, just this fear's size and dimension scares the shit out of me. i want to do something to create a revolution, i want to change the world but it's not enough. i am never enough. i'm gonna lose my mind. i have to do something to leave a mark but i don't know where to start and i am the only obstacle. to be real, to prove i existed, i need to do, just do, but i only dream and waste time and i never "do". i have to start all over again. i have to do something original and perfect but i can never satisfy myself, so i still wait to be ready for the moment i'll finally decide to do. is this relatable for you?
yes