i remember when i saw blue man group at age, like, 10 or 11 and i laughed so hard i cried. frickin loved every second of it. so i got my dad to buy me the dvd they were selling at the merch stand. but there was a bit in the dvd that wasn't in the live performance that involved a clip of some lady gagging and barfing into a vacuum like tube funnel thing. i'm severely, severely emetophobic and immediately ran out of the room covering my ears and hyperventilating and i haven't been able to bring myself to watch anything related to blue man group since. which sucks and i realize if i continue having this reaction to all forms of entertainment that have barf in them, i will eventually have a serious problem with limiting my options. also i don't wanna go to therapy over this if i can avoid it because being psychoanalyzed rubs me the wrong way for some reason. do you have any advice on how i can unfuck my reactions so i can enjoy stuff without worried abo
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 ectedly being thrown into a vortex of soul-eating, brain-screaming panic and horror? thanks
barf is gross, i don't like it either