I've had a YouTube channel since 2007 that I infrequently upload videos to and ever since 2011 I've been saying "okay - I'm going to get my shit together and make all these videos I have ideas for and get on a consistent release schedule."  Every time I get my shit together, there's some major problem - like with an instrument, camera, software, or some other piece of gear.  Lately, I've had the time and money to get shit together and ACTUALLY DO IT but I tell myself "oh, I can't speak in front of a camera until I can get over this bad episode of acne" or "I need to have this or that to make for an interesting shot".  I've realized that my problems are partially in my head and I've been making excuses, procrastinating, etc...  I know this is partially due to my anxiety problems - and I've heard friends (mostly actors) describe it as "being in your head".  I say all that to tell
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 t your videos and audio recordings buried on your website that show a glimpse into your creative process - especially when you were starting with Vine - have really helped me and inspired me.  A lot of that stuff made me feel like I wasn't alone and crazy whenever I talk to myself about grand ideas in order to sort things out or I try to hype myself up to get some creative endeavor done.  Is there any advice you can impart that'll encourage me to do "the damn thing"?  Or could you explain how you came to figure out your "process" and how to quit procrastinating and making excuses?
ah, you must complete the 12 levels of suffering, then the 13th which is the unlucky last and final level; the reason it is unlucky is because after you finish it you will be informed that there is another level after that