you said "i really wanna do a band" and have expressed interest in playing live and possibly touring. can you explain why you want to? or how it would be more fun or fulfilling than what you are doing now?
wow, isn't it obvious? usually the questions go the other way around, and i usually have to defend the fact that i do everything myself. live playing in a band is where the real musical paradise is, i just always felt unlucky enough that i grew up in a sort of social isolation, and combined with personality factors, just ended up alone and never able to find the right people. i always figured the light at the end of the tunnel would be eventually having enough influence and/or money that i could do have a medium/large band to actually direct, and afford to pay great people and really do it right