struggling to understand spacetime. i know that it's here, and i know that it's now, because of course it is, where or when else would it be if i exists (and it does), but does the fact that it exists prove anything else? you really can't climb another rung on that ladder. it just does exists because it does, because as far as we know, it's the only thing that can. but why? frustrating you can't really learn anything else from that, or even guess.
it's you