I imagine you must have a hell of a time figuring out video ideas and knowing that they're worth it. How do you clear your mind and be sure of what your true thoughts are? I find it hard to even know what I think, it all seems to be surrounded by a mist that doesnt let you even think. You seem pretty good at expressing yourself.
the clearest ideas usually happen when you're not trying. it's an endless game of reverse psychology, to trick yourself into thinking you're not looking for ideas, and then still being ready to catch them when they arrive without warning