Bill, I just chose inaction over action, and I think it was the wrong choice. I told myself I would take action, but I didn't. I know that's the wrong thing, in this situation I was supposed to do something. But I didn't, and I know that I can't now. I'm not strong enough. I can't really explain how it feels. but I was wondering if you had any advice/commentary/stories etc that relate to that kinda thing?
you'll feel better once you try it both ways. you'll probably get the next chance pretty soon. then you won't have  to worry as much about these parallel universes. you'll understand more about both options, and yourself