CONSUME OR CREATE?????? I WANT TO EXPERIENCE SO MUCH ART BUT I WANT TO MAKE SO MUCH ART!!!!!!!!!! I THINK IT IS ONLY POSSIBLE TO DO ONE OF THEM AT ONE TIME SO HOW DO I CHOOSE!!!!!!!!!!!
you will do both, and if you are on the path i think you are on, you will do a bit more consuming for a while, and then shift to more creating at some point later in your life or even perhaps now if you think you are ready but i think it will be a little bit later, even though you want very very badly to create now, the good news is you are learning more and getting better so when the real shift occurs you will hopefully be unstoppable