i am confused with the what playing actually is - when you play like music or like kids you are having fun and enjoying yourself - but there is also the meaning of this word like pretending - pretending to be something you are not - how does pretending to be something you are not or some feelings connect with playing music - or in fact - is it about that you know you are just being a little clown that wants to make others happy when you play music?
the word play has a lot of meanings. many words of that size have just endless amounts of meanings, words like "make", or "check", or "key"