How long did it take you to realize doing exactly what you want to do is what's best for you?
i realize that frequently, and it takes anywhere from 1 nano second to 3 days. i don't know if i am supposed to measure realization time from the actual realization (which is always instantaneous) or if i am supposed to measure the entire time before i realized it, which means all the way back to the previous time i most recently forgot. which i unfortunately don't remember