Dear Bill, I wonder if you will see this "question" or even answer it. I am at a reasonably young age and I have a question and you seem to be very wise. If I have a passion and want to persue that passion as a job, I should. Right? What if that job is hard to aquire and I don't have very good skill sets? Do I still follow that passion knowing it will enivitably end with failure? Or do I choose another path? I know you don't really need to answer this question but it's 3am and that's when I really start to think about the unsertanty of my future.  Yours sincerely Idk why this is in the format of an email.
what path you follow will be gradually determined over time, but i wish i knew more specifically about what the next upcoming imminent decision is that may have caused this question to be raised