Bill, I cannot get over this thing. This thing i auditioned for and did not make and feel like so many things ive described in my head for so long. it's so embarrassing and im so jealous of other people who made it. and i do not feel good and i sometimes think ok maybe it's time to just stop music because clearly you are not good at it but then i think could i really give it up. it gives me a lot of grief and right now i feel so awful, just absolutely crushed. but could i really quit, i dont know. bill i am just crushed. i cannot believe i didn't make it and in my last year too. i am beyond humiliated and i no longer respect myself. please advise for goodness sakes help me
if you make your own thing and audition for that, you are guaranteed to get in. you'll also be the boss immediately