something i have NEVER been able to understand is how you are able to pretend you're on TV. like, i can't pull the trick off on myself. i know in my heart that i'm faking it, so i give myself too many excuses "in front of the camera" and the performance of productivity all falls apart. I understand you have the Reality series promise to yourself, so you're not exactly faking your performance, but i do NOT want to commit to actually producing my daily errant musings. im too distracted and upset and i can't keep up my guard as pretend TV host. how is this handled?????
i'm pretty sure the way i do it is unusual. i've recommended it to a lot of people, but i've started to realize that it probably doesn't work for most people. But, what i'm certain of, is that something else will. and it may be similar in some ways