i dont understand. i feel like i stand in between everything. im weird and did many unspeakable things which haunt me, but yet i was given many talents and strengths to nurture. i could go anywhere i want to with my life, while most others i feel are already put into these categories which they never stand out of. why should I have these gifts if im messed up. or why am I messed up if i have these gifts
this way you get the best of both worlds