 because one of the things that i find so interesting about you is that there are hardly any videos (actually just a single one i believe) of you making a public appearance. it is very similar to serban ghenea! he is probably one of the most successful mixing engineers yet we know so little about him (actually we know nothing...) i guess what i am going at is: are you afraid of then no longer being able to control what footage of you ends up online?
that is scary for anyone, but it is important to reconcile that fear. even better is to never let anyone see you unless you get to be the producer