I'm upset of that because I feel like I really need to just get away from all of the things that depress me. Because to tell you the truth, I don't want to be here anymore. It makes me terribly sad that I can't do anything about my current situation. Because I'm just a teenager that can't even be trusted with making my own decisions. I'm sad because I don't want to be here anymore with my family- I want to be alone and just express myself freely. I really just want to die.
well that's counter productive