i made a great schedule earlier in the year, and i followed it like my life depended on it. it was great, because it forced me to really move things along and get stuff done. but... something happened - i'm not entirely sure what - and the fear of the deadlines that forced me to get stuff done just vanished. i feel incredibly aimless and i have no idea how to get back on the schedule after i've totally screwed it up. any tips?
this sounds pretty standard. the brute force you used, to launch the schedule, wore off, and it also exhausted you. it was definitely a good idea to do it, because you learned a lot, and after a little exploring you might even launch another one. but either way, you'll need to get closer to your true desire for doing whatever it is your doing, whatever that may be