you respond so interestingly and i think people come here because you make them feel seen and okay, at least that is what brings me back every so often, but then i read a question that asked were you depressed and you said no but then i felt strange because i want to know that your heart hurts too so i can be just the same as you - maybe not a MUSICAL genius but a person who is sad sometimes because it is okay if you are sad sometimes if you are a genius or a person with a nice and loving and creative brain. or in general, but it helps to know you are a genius, whatever that means. anyway, do you get sad?
yes. i was considering that to be something different than 'depressed'. the way i see it, there's 2 categories of how to have a bad time. low energy, and high energy. low energy would be 'depressed', and high energy would be 'panic freak out', which tends to be my standard method