I'm so worried about things i hold dear to me, mostly about my family. Like I am constantly experiencing impending doom that something will happen to them, or that they might be going down the wrong track or things like that. Other things too, but it's mostly my family for some reason. my fear isn't entirely unjustified either. I feel like the only escape I have from this is to be creating something, which is kinda cool but should creativity really be used as a crutch?
isn't that more like a staircase