i'm not an artists but for awhile i've been thinking i want to approach the big thing i want to do like an artist. but now idk, on some level there are an infinite amount of ways to try and on another there are only a few 'proven' ways. i could be satisfied with a local maximum but the potential/hidden global one haunts me. it doesn't help that what i want to do isn't consistent
i think you should go white water rafting and try to complete the project while white water rafting