im a weird astral thing stuck in a humanoid body, which i guess is just as equally a weird astral thing... maybe. hm.. and i belong making music and creating what i feel, because living around all these people isnt doing it anything but... confining. constraining. ive barely lived out my life, but i have trouble. the main problem now seems to be i have a shitty laptop and cant find the software thats right, thats cheap or free or whatever.. but all the other pieces are there to start. any wise words?
use what you have. it sounds like you haven't learned how to use it yet. getting extra things is just going to make the learning more difficult