I just did a thing that isn't exactly bad, but weird, and I feel shameful. Lately, I've had strange impulses come over me that I do things that I wouldn't ever do, but in the moment, even as I know I shouldn't do them, even as I don't want to do them, my want to do them is so much stronger. What is happening to me, and how can I stop this from happening?
this sounds like a job for Oprah