I know you're constantly asked about "The History of Japan" video and continuing it as a series. I'm curious why the subject almost seems irksome to you. It seems like a chore. I see that you're working on some manner of a sequel but even having read hundreds of your questions and answers here I can't seem to figure out why you would spend all of that time making that video, and then when you strike gold (because it's hilarious, educational, and original) it takes 5 months to not even be done writing the next one. I don't mean to come off as entitled, I just sincerely wonder what the trepidation is about.
if working my ass off as fast as i can every single day is called "trepidation" i suppose i need to look up that word because i thought it meant something different