My family loves me, but they don't seem to really fully understand me or know me for who i am, and their judgements make me doubt myself and feel boxed in no matter what. How do I stop this and truly thrive as myself? I feel like the vision of life I'd found once was amazing, truly beautiful, but now I'm just filled with doubts and worries and devoid of wonder and love and fun. I don't want to grow up and live a typical life and die having wasted my time to make change on this earth.
it's sounds like you might be a writer