Are you glad you made HoJ?  How much stress have you been through since making that video?
i wanted to start doing that format for a very long time.  i am definitely glad i did.  i was under much more stress while i was making it. worrying that i wasn't working fast enough, wondering when it would ever get done, wondering if anyone was going to see it, get it, or like it.  now i don't have to worry about that any more. now i'm just worried about moving as fast as possible on what i'm doing right now, and wondering if anyone's gonna like it or get it