hey bill i dunno if you're a good person to talk to about this but someone i can barely consider a friend at this point has personally told me he thinks im ignorant and that he hates me and he wont fucking tell me why, and when i try to ask about it he refuses to discuss it at all like it never happened, and he does shit like this basically every other week out of the blue. its taking a toll on my confidence and mental health at this point and i wanna know how i can deal with it without cutting him out of my life completely, hell i dont even know if i want him around at this point but at the very least i wanna know why hes so bent on stabbing my self esteem in the kidneys every so often before i stop talking to him. can you give any reason why he might be like this, or at least some way to deal with it? ive tried expressing how i feel through drawing and writing and its just stressing me more
don't worry, just get away. there's plenty more world to be in