But be concious of how I'm feeling. Sometimes I think I'll want to do art stuff but other times, I won't want to. But the reason why I'm doing this is to help myself just be myself in the best way. Sometimes I'll do stuff I don't want to do and force myself 
 to do it. So I want to keep myself in check. And ask myself, "do I really want to do this right now?" and act accordingly instead of just kind of neglecting what I actually do want.
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