I have done so many things and I love them at first and everything feels right and then I stop feeling that way. I keep hopping from thing to thing and person to person and self to self hoping that I will find what feels fulfilling and lasting but I always end up losing interest and motivation in what I'm doing, no matter how 'right' it felt when I started. My theory now is that I just have to pick one thing and push through even though it doesn't feel right because feeling right in the way I'm looking for might be a fake thing that doesn't exist. How will I know which thing to pick? Does it matter at all what I pick if they're all not right? Or is there really something right out there for me that I just haven't found yet?
feelings are like waves. just because the wave has a lower side to it (and an upper side, which you actually mentioned first) doesn't make the wave fake