wondering if you ever struggled with bitter thoughts like "why are these less talented musicians more successful than me?" i hang around with lots of artsy types and it seems like a common complaint amongst them. Ever had those thoughts and how did you resolve them?
that is a very common thing to think, and i may have given into those thoughts earlier in life, but then i think i was able to get an electric shocking device which shocks me every time i have those thoughts. and now it's been many years since i've had a thought like that