damn i keep embarrassing myself when i try to make music and i hate it and it's not just embarrassing it also just sucks to be called out like that in front of everyone. even if it wasn't in front of everyone, it would still sucks. i would like to just quit. but i can't even quit right now. i'll have to wait until next year. and when i quit everyone will be like "oh i guess she quit because she was no good. and thank goodness she did." damn this kind of sucks. i know you said some of the best things are embarrassing, but when does it stop getting embarrassing and start becoming the best?
pretty soon