Hi! So today in my math class when I was zoning out during a quiz, I realized how stupid I am with my words. Wonderful and creative people like you create these really amazing, deep songs effortlessly while I'm over here struggling to form a decent sentence or drawing.
i'm not sure if any of what you're saying makes sense logistically, but what i'm hearing is that you are in an unconfident mood. which, hopefully you know, is extremely normal