Choose the things you do according to the beat of a rhythm or a purpose? Then bounce around that theme randomly to try to explore all possibilities and find unexpected ways to express yourself? Listening to your music has made me start to act this way, and I think I like it, although I'm still being cautious. If your art has this effect on me, I wonder what effect the other media I consume has on my mental and emotional equilibrium. I want to use this realization as an excuse to control my mental faculties and inputs, while I also try to remind myself that if I fall too deep down that hole I will miss out on some really cool/interesting shit. Sometimes you've gotta experience the universe, sometimes you've gotta think about it, but whichever you're doing right now you should do it in a way that builds it for the future AND enjoys the present.