You say you are normal a lot, but i don't think you are. it's not normal to isolate yourself and work almost constantly in the pursuit of artistic greatness for years and years . it's not normal to record yourself almost constantly and archive all the recordings, then edit them together later to craft a narrative of your progress.  it's not normal to have such a deep analytical understanding of music as you do. it's not normal to have a website dedicated to documenting almost everything you've ever created. Obviously there are people who do this/have done this, but it is a small minority still  and thus not normal. it seems like you know you're not normal and that's why you feel the need to keep insisting that you are. i'm not saying it's bad not to be normal, i think it's good, if you were normal then i wouldn't even know who you were or be sending you this message.  Are you afraid of being abnormal?
no, i'm extremely proud of it. i've actually been so audaciously proud of it for so many years that my PR team has advised me to please downplay it