i always trying to impress different people for no reason. every time i'm doing it, i'm starting to be disappointed and my mood is \ for a couple of days or even weeks. the worst thing is after that i can't interact, or even thinking about this people because of the shame without any reason. what am i doing wrong, should i fix myself?
think of some of the ways you like to be impressed. maybe you can dedicate some time to some of those things, and make a career out of it