i dunno. i'm a curious person. also if you don't mind i want to add that i can 100% relate to you on the awful social skills thing. it kind of comforts me to know someone like you who is like the Biggest inspiration to me at the moment experiences something i can definitely say i experience too. i almost wish i were able to directly communicate with you because you seem like a fun person to talk to. i'm not exactly sure why that is but i feel it anyway have a nice day good luck with making content