My brain tends to view the world as this giant chaotic, meaningless place where nothing really makes sense. And it feels like there's nothing to hope for in the future because all I could do is change my life from one arbitrary state to another, and there would be no real point to it. I know that isn't true but it's what always FEELS true. Anyway, you seem to find a lot of meaning in life. How do you do it?
i have the opposite problem. everything means so much to me that it always knocks me on my ass