On November 16 2010, why were you stacking books and not doing something more insanely productive? On a side note, when did you start devoting every available minute to your work?
i was feeling like there was enormous potential in videos, and it seemed like there were infinite possibilities of how to make videos, and what to put in the videos. it was overwhelming, and for a long time i was frozen because i couldn't seem to focus all the different avenues of video making or figure out what to try first. so, getting on the camera and just exploring the space was extremely productive, because it actually resulted in a video being made, where as before i was too overwhelmed and confused to even know where to start. those experimental videos were a very productive and big breakthrough because i actually started making videos instead of spending every day thinking that i could make videos and feeling overwhelmed with possibilities but never knowing where to start