what is the new video making process like?
first, i think i can do everything. which overwhelms me, because i don't know which thing to do. Then, as i start choosing which thing to do, i realize 'fuck, i can't do that', then try to do another thing, 'fuck, i can't do that', and so on, .... and just after i start to panic that maybe i can't do anything, i am able to realize that there is still a small range of things i CAN do, and that actually solves the original problem of being overwhelmed from having too many things to do