i constantly feel down on myself because i believe i am not right. i dont feel like i can make a succesful song or anything of the sort. how do you do it? im just very curious because the way you do music really interests me
i am going to give you the same advice which was given to me, which is absolutely no advice.  it may not seem helpful, but if spend a couple of years letting it really sink in, you will be well on your way