what's up bill, why am i wanna be unhappy/miserable? many people said that i don't know what is like to be not joyful, but sure thing i do because of my past. i don't have friends and that feeling of loneliness and depression for some reason giving me pleasure. looking at others, seeing how they living their life giving me pain but.. i like it and i want more. what should i do in the future, should i fix myself (2) or just keep being like that? will it cause some serious problems or it's gonna be even better?
have you thought of becoming a poet, or one of the many modern day versions of a poet