it is finally getting to be time for me to start releasing stuff into the world and honestly I'm terrified.  I have some stuff that my friends, colleagues, etc might expect to see from me and some other stuff that may make people think I'm weird or even insane.  do you have any tips about which level of weird I should start with?  I'm worried if I start too normal I'll get stuck there and never have the courage to release the weirder stuff, but if I start too weird everyone will think I'm weird and stop talking to me
if you were in a movie, how do you wish it would go