I am just so fucking sick of being this sad and feeling lonely. Even when people try to reach me and try to talk I always somehow manage to say some weird shit or bore them to death. I keep telling myself that being lonely is better and it's  my choice but clearly it's fucking not. I am so fucking sick of being lonely. At this point I don't even wanna socialize I just want to stop feeling this sad about it and live my life that way. I know the purpose of this page is not meant to be for something like this you don't have to respond this it feels good to know that actually someone gonna know how I feel like.  This idea came to me on the bus, I mean like who can be a better friend than one of your favorite artist? So I am gonna be writing some of my ideas and feelings in here. I hope you like curtains I have a lot of things in my mind about curtains.
i am ready to hear about the curtains