i really just can't believe i live in a world where bill wurtz makes amazing content and has a crazy website and updates his questions page every day for us all to read. thank you :) maybe someday other people could live in a world where i make amazing content for them...... seems like i've got a lot more EXISTENTIALIZING to do though. i've pretty much let fear of failure and shame dictate my life for years. i'm so fearful that i'm paralyzed from doing basically anything, at least publicly. i'm so afraid of what people will think of me that i've automatically chosen the safer route of not having them think anything of me.
hm, that probably reminds me somewhat of how my life is going right now