Man, do your songs, get back on track. If you must do videos, do the ones that require as little editing as possible (i suggested before ones with just the song and the name on the screen or the rotating vinyl). Your fans on youtube will be satisfied, the ones who like songs will be as well, and of course you will get to organize your time better. I see it as a win-win situation at the moment. After you get more comfortable, you go back to more elaborate videos and updating the reality stuff etc. So for a while, focus "solely" on songs and like two weeks from now you start to do the "easy" videos so everyone is happy. Just a suggestion.  Have a good day.
perhaps you haven't seen the backlash i get when i post content on a site that is better suited for a different site