 11.21.19  2:17 am i tried. i felt somewhat remorseful, and people understood me even less than they usually do. i may need to become more skilled with this. actually i now have no idea why i wrote this, but i suppose it's too late now. "i'm still gonna send it!" if you don't even answer, i understand, because this is a mess and i will try to have a better question next time. thank you
do it privately first