So the thing is, when I'm at school I  h a t e  it and think "if I just had an easy job that wouldn't leave me with work to take home, that would be enough and I would be fine." But now I have a job like that more or less (it's still hard/stressful, but I don't get homework or essays assigned or anything), and I'm still miserable. So what's wrong? A long way of saying I'm fucking dreading work in 12hrs.
it sounds like you should take on some new and interesting challenges