It's said a lot that to become a good writer you ought to read a lot. And I'd extrapolate that to say to become good at creating anything  you ought to observe others' creations. But it sounds like you are so busy creating you have no time to consume. Do you ever worry you are missing out on information, new ideas, perspective, etc. from only creating?  Or that by only creating you might get stuck in your own world and have difficulty expanding or improving?
i have avenues where i am exposed to content on a regular basis