 "some people wonder why the sun is not very bright" my arms ar
 e much too tired for this conversation" I'll come back to this line momentarily! "i travel the distance in between where i was and where i would like to be a little later" I suppose this is a long poetic way of saying I went from here to there (presumably whilst flying, of course) 
i wasn't necessarily thinking of flying here. it looks like i was just continuing the same soft prosey strategy. again, i could have been as late as "was" and still had no idea exactly *when* (rhythmically) the line might end. and yet i certainly knew what the meaning of the phrase was by the time i hit "travel the distance". the rest of the line is sort of an exercise in free will to see how many times i could surprise myself with number of syllables the sentence turned out to actually have. despite already knowing from the beginning of the line what information it was going to be paraphrasing (travel from point A to point B)