There's a lot of new doors for you to open and a lot of new rooms for you to explore in this life and I'd hate for you to delay your journey any longer than you already have. (Yeah, it's not always gonna be smooth sailing and perhaps the boat has seen better days, but as far as magic goes, you ain't seen nothin' yet.) Or don't. Cower in the corner playing the same level of solitaire over and over and over. Your choice.
i'm not sure what you mean but i know who this is because you've been sending me a long string of messages for several months now with a deep obsession with my past (which is ok) but from the start you had a deep certainty that you were somehow my soul mate and that i was meant to be with you. you probably sent me at least 500 messages like this before i even responded to any of them. and when i finally told you to please leave me alone, the messages continued but mostly took a more negative turn. many of the messages have been sexual in nature, and most of them make no secret of spending countless hours deeply analyzing everything i have ever done, which is fine, but the nature of the messages is more than several steps over the line into the stalker creepy zone. i wish i could properly explain this for people who have not seen the types of messages you have sent me. obsessing over people is great and fine, i'm not saying obsession is bad, i used to act out mr. roger's opening routine verbatim hundreds of times a day. i don't want anyone to misunderstand what i'm saying here. obsession is fine, but what you have done beyond that is send me a never ending stream of messages presuming that you are destined to be with me in every way including romantically. it would be difficult for anyone reading this to understand the nature of this because they have not seen the messages. but i was uncomfortable after about the 50th message, ever since you started sending me loads of messages every day insisting you are my soul mate, looking forward to having sex with me, that sort of thing. all before you ever got a response from me. sure i believe in soul mates, sure i believe in supernatural stuff, sure i believe in the magic of this universe, but you're stalking me and it's turned into harassment. i don't like it and i never liked it, i've tried to tell you to stop, i don't think you're going to, that's ok, i still don't like it, but i don't think i can count on you stopping, i am wondering if you will stop, but i just need to let you know that you are really being a creep here and you have been for a long time, and i wish you would stop trying to blame me for not being 'open to the world' when really it's simply that i am not open to being .. . .. for lack of a more eloquent term .. ... .... stalked and creeped upon. that's all i have to say and i don't like having to post this publicly and i realize most people reading this have not seen all the messages you've sent me so they couldn't possibly know the extent and sheer magnitude and nature of the messages you have sent me but i just need to express this here because you seem to have no intention of ever stopping