I was reading in expert mode from the earliest stuff to the latest, and it kinda hurted sometime because it seems really similiar to my actual mindset and situation... how did you got out of it? Or at least, tame it
ah, you must complete the 12 levels of suffering, then the 13th which is the unlucky last and final level; the reason it is unlucky is because after you finish it you will be informed that there is another level after that