Also when did you realise that making songs and videos was your thing?
after many years of being mostly a drummer (and partially a keyboard player), but just wanting MORE, and then gradually trying to figure out what i want to put in songs, spent many many years doing that, then spent many more years writing a lot of songs, then spent many more years trying to figure out how to actually record all the parts myself in a way that i felt would be good enough, then finally i realized i still wanted MORE so i tried to figure out how to make videos. Then i made videos for several years then decided i still wanted much much more, so i tried to revolutionize the video making, and i'm still kind of trying to do that, but i also still want MORE videos, so that means i have to sort of revolutionize things in a slightly different way, and still in addition to all of that i still want MORE types of videos that i haven't made yet but i've written some of them. As you can see i'm a fairly greedy person