hi, about the merch, you know the very vast majority of your fans (i'm not sure you're comfortable with that word, but anyways), are really nice and because of this odd one to one and very close and relatable connection you have with us, most people myself included would more than gladly help you for free for any matter, be it helping with merch design, site maintenance/improvement, anything i can think about really. it bums be out to see you get the feeling of being overwhelmed by this merch thing bec
it's going ok although i am starting to open the doors to meet people who might want to help with anything, not just merch. Anything. there's just 10 times more stuff to do than i could ever do at a reasonable pace. it is very difficult because normally i can only think clearly when i do everything myself, but i think it's a good idea to at least try to open those doors. the bad part is now i'm gonna get a thousand emails and i won't be able to respond to them all end everyone's probably gonna get mad at me for that. keep in mind i've never worked with anyone and i don't really know how to do it. but i'm trying to at least open up the possibility in case it magically works somehow