i'm 18 and i'm going to college and i have to decide on a career, but i am conflicted. i tried to know myself, what i'm capable of, what i wanna do. i wanted to make music since i was 15 but i just started to learn to play the keyboard. i've narrowed down to 2 career paths, one being music (i don't know how to make it yet), and programming. i really love music but i'm not sure on programming. and i'm not even sure if i wanna be a programmer but i can't think of anything else that's suitable for me. it's been fine till now but right now it's like "hey man, you gotta choose what you wanna do until you die or something" and it's really hard to settle on one thing, or being sure that it's the thing i want to do for a long long time. any advice?
i'm not sure. i was 100% sure what i wanted my career to be by the time i was 12, and by the time i was 17 i was starting to thirst desperately for expansions upon that although still was certain of the basic groundwork (which was music). this might not be normal for everybody but that's the only way i have known