Call me paranoid (cuz I am) but with everything you've said about the upcoming video and how it's gonna soften the blow of the next ones being weak and it features you and the content involves you, now I'm lowkey scared that the next video is/includes you disclosing to us that you've been stricken with some kind of life-shortening disease,
no disease that i know of, but life is short nonetheless, for all of us