since you want each song to be better than the last, does that mean that got some money is your favorite song that is on Youube at this very moment?
it's the most scary. because, as you said, i 'want' each song to be better than the last. That one's done, so i can't change it. so that's exactly when i most have to face my fears about whether or not it actually turned out that way. but as usual in this situation my attention is diverted to the next one i'm working on