Hey bill  There are a lot of talented and thoughtful people in the world that would be happy to apply their skills to your ideas, allowing you to get more of your ideas made into actual things. Your insistence on doing every aspect of your videos all by yourself seems either short sighted and/or based on negative thoughts. Don't you think putting effort into finding good and worthy collaborators could be more worthwhile than the effort you're putting into producing big videos all by your lonesome?
i spent half my life trying to find people i was comfortable working with. i never could, but i assumed i was "supposed" to collaborate (probably from pressure from people like you). then one day i woke up and realized that it might be ok to work alone, and maybe i should stop feeling guilty about it and just try it. and wow that's when things started getting done