if I still apparently am not a strong singer even after lots of practice over the last few years and a sense that I had grown into my own voice. I love making music more than anything, and my favorite instrument is voices because it feels so physial and raw to share music that way. but if my soundmaker is fundamentally gross than I feel the whole process is perverted from the get-go. So i'm looking for guidance from friends and musicians I trust: is there anything here that i mentioned you are familiar with and have advice for?
i am familiar with doing something for a while and then getting to the point where you really feel like you are getting good. then doing it more and then really feeling like you are getting even better. you explained that part very clearly, and it's obviously true