When do you plan to release ur next video.
my first plan was march 26, 2019. then i made some bold new discoveries and worked on it for a long long time, not having any clue of when it would be done. then i made some even bolder discoveries which totally sidelined that video, then after a long long time of further experiments and development, somewhere around august 2020 i threw a dozen panic attacks simultaneously and made another plan for oct 6, 2020. but this was innacurate of course, again because of the fact that the whole process and procedure is essentially brand new. so basically i've been working steadily on the video ever since then, at a somewhat defeated and disheartened pace. so if i were to make up a due date, it would hold no validity at this point due to so many past failures. however, i am still working on the same item since late august 2020, and it is an ordinary song/video of average size. things are going quite well, and some brand new doors have been opened and will continue to open over the next 5 to 10 years, in terms of the content that will be made. however, the other side of the coin is that i am face to face with the imminent threat of complete ineptitude, simply due to my ongoing tendency to overestimate what i am capable of. this has plagued me for my entire life, and probably will require a more definitive solution than i've had before, if i intend to continue producing creatively for the rest of my life. which i do of course, even if just to catch up with the things i've already written. and that's not even including the fact that my propensity for writing has only amplified even more with each passing year, as it always has