help me out bill, im stuck at music high school and i dont mean to seem like an asshole but i just get the feeling that im just at a different level completely to everyone around me. not just physical ability but just thinking on another planet almost to the other students and teachers too. school seems like an uninspired, uncreative box of anxiety and boredom atm. everytime i go there it just makes me want to stop making music. they think of music so differntly to how i do, i get the impression they are going to school to just try to get hired in the 'industry'. i hate that word. rather than for the love of music, they would rather get hired or get a 'break' and be famous rather than try to actually work at their craft.and even if their goal is to get hired i get the feeling that none of them are actually actively working and putting in energy into it, thinking that just cause they are going to a music school, they dont need to put work in for them 
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 dont know what to do. i know that i have still got a lot to learn about music so i know that if i use it right school could be a great rescource for me but the way the knowledge is filtered through this linear mindset makes me want to quit and just learn it all by myself (which is what i was doing before, and very happily). i cant quit though, not legally anyway, in my country. i figured you might be able to help as you probs went through this too or a similar thing at least ,thanks
you're gonna be fine. just get started. it sounds like you know what to do. you'll be out of school soon, and you won't have to wish time goes any faster because it's about to start going way too fast