are you an associative type? like for me, i can't listen to music while just looking at a screen. i don't really mean like music videos, but i need to be thinking about stuff when i'm listening, or i can't appreciate the music fully. Maybe that's why i lose interest in my own songs, cause i'm just staring at a dumb program. is it the same with you?
that's just the way audio works. a very powerful influencer, but usually the visual mind usually wants to be occupied in some way