I am so fucking lonely that even having friends family lovers acquaintances etc. doesn't help me anymore. That doesn't make any logical sense. That's like saying you're so hungry that eating food doesn't help anymore. Should I resign myself to the fact that my internal lonely-logic is broken and try to make a poem about it or some shit? I feel like a broken watering can put singlehandedly in charge of saving a rainforest that got teleported to the desert the moment I was born. or something fffffgdgdgdgdgkshgkshg Wait why am I typing this in a question box to the website of a total stranger, I should be writing this down. I don't feel like I make any more sense but thanks for having this text box where I can try. P.S. it's 8pm and I'm just now realizing I forgot to brush my teeth this morning because I was busy trying to figure out how to be okay with asonance instead of rhyming sometimes, why am I like this hhhhhhhhhh P.P.S. your latest video was fucking *fire emoji*
sounds like you are on the right track