why can't I escape the impending thoughts of the future and my dreams instead of being a regular 12 year old? It just kinda sucks having a bunch of scary thoughts about everything in. the future. how it could all go wrong. and then I want to focus on now. I tried thinking of the present and short-term goals but it doesn't work. I'm just trying to have a life outside of worry. I feel like a late 20something year old person. Help. Please.
sounds like you are on the right track