Regarding the creative difficulties your fans express to you, you often reply with "you must complete the 12 levels of suffering..." Would you mind elaborating what you mean by this?
i've been using that answer when their situation reminds me vividly of one of the many paradoxical struggles i've been through, again and again and again and again, and then finally when i thought it was my last chance ever, i failed. and then acheived victory the following time, strangely