What did you mean by this?
before that time, mostly the only kind of songwriting i felt capable of doing was like 'chain writing' (or 'train writing')... just straight from beginning to end, start at the beginning, no one ever knows what's gonna happen next, .... A very thrilling and useful form of writing, with wild twists and turns... almost too wild. And so i guess i was feeling a little jealous of most of my favorite songs for like 'having a chorus', etc