Do you have any pattern of expressing (im specifically refering about the type of expression through words: speaking or writing) understandable (at least to some high degree) to other peoples mind, making it possible for us to conceive your words as equal to your true intentions? sometimes it seems hard for me to decipher what is the meaning behind your words, as if youre just talking to yourself. I know normality doesnt exist, but i think you might have some ideas about whats the "normal" way of expressing oneself (in which, to my standarts, you dont follow). Am I looking into it too much? Maybe you are "joking around" as people say. I think that what I tried to ask is: how would you define yourself from a more understandable (to other people in general) point of view?. man im sorry (since i dont even speak english), it feels impossible to communicate with the ambiguity of almost everything around us, and maybe your ambiguity called more my attentio
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 ther ambiguities (because its easier to notice). thank you for reading, i hope i made some sense
i'm just trying to be reasonable