bill i finally stood up to my friend whose been killing my self esteem and confidence, i'm so fucking scared i'm shaking but i feel so good.  thank you for the help bill , have you ever had experience in standing up for yourself and did it ever make you feel like this? how did it go?
sometimes i do it in dreams. sometimes i do it in videos/music. sometimes i do it in real life actually probably too much. it sometimes works ok and sometimes i wish i didn't do it