if so, are you saying like you're including/editing video that will perhaps "bend the narrative" to make it look like you're an underdog reaching a vast height or something along those lines (as opposed to just someone going through their life without it being all cinematic)
i was trying to encourage myself to not be shy about including crappy stuff, as i was building the reality section. and reminding myself that this is the attitude that this website was originally built from. before gaining that courage, typically i'm afraid to post anything