and so you may be star ved, inc arcerated, ostracized, or broke because of doing those things which is fine I guess but then you accidentally let it get to you and become very angry and bitter at humans for not setting up their society to reward doing things that matter which impacts both your ability to do things that matter and also go to school?
have you considered setting up another society, so you can be in charge of delving out the rewards so as to delve them out properly