i wanted to ask a question and also share something with you it seems that you did things by starting out with something you know you can do, like the early monday videos, and the early songs like "hi bye". i tried this, and i kinda liked doing it this way , but im so impatient and i keep wanting more more more more more, knowing i can't do much more - so instead ive been trying a different approach, which is the act like i'm a raytracing engine, where my first attempt is all encompassing, and grand in scope, but blurry and messy and noisy, and not good. then my second attempt is like a second pass, filling in some details, and making something less chaotic, and more understandable, then after many attempts, i start to fill in the holes and get the details down and make something better. have you ever at any point tried doing things this way?
if i make the 1st thing grand and all-encompasing, ..... that's a recipe for forever. it would never get done. you said you were trying this. i'm curious to see if you've finished that first thing yet