I'm honestly kind of just insecure, because now I'm just thinking, do I even know what I'm saying right now? Is it really that big of a deal? Even when my thoughts are trying to say otherwise. There is a disconnect here between feelings and thought, and I'm not sure what is going on. And no, those were not th
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ords to use there...that's not quite what I meant to say... I'm not sure if it's just sleep dep. making everything wobbly and unfocused, or my brain purposely trying not to think about this.  I hate the feeling when I see both people that I follow online and people around me actually doing things,
this is first hand proof that you are hard wired for success, beyond a shadow of a doubt. your ambitions are through the roof, and your standards are on the ceiling. and you think about it morning day and night, and in between