Sorry, this kinda like turned into many different issues. I can't even lay a finger on a specific problem I'm having. Hate to bother you with this, but it's jus
t a big 
frustration for me that I haven't changed. Well, that's not true, I have changed a little, I'm looking at *literal* trash less often...  Even if you don't reply, thanks for being an outlet for my thoughts. Sorry for this huge mess of a ramble, I'm also very tired, as I'm sure you are too.  -IronLotus