i was in a very bad state mentally for like. the past three years or something, and i felt awful all of the time no matter what, and was in this extreme state of depression and hopelessness. then, suddenly, a few months ago i just started feeling absolutely fantastic for absolutely no reason and have a much more positive outlook on everything in the world. what the hell is up with this
because no one actually knows what exactly 'good' means, it tends to go up and down, sometimes seemingly unpredictably