 3.3.20  3:30 am hey bill, thanks for answering.see i'm in my second year of college, and obviously that's not a place where you want to be lazy, but i have managed to just slip by in grades with some luck and the help of classmates. the point is; i always end up doing things at the last moment, were it be studying for a test or doing homework, i always do them at the last day, at the last hour, but somehow, i have managed to survive, just survive. and now the thing is i don't want to keep doing that, i don't want to be so lazy.
there is no such thing as lazy. if you feel no energy to do something that means you are not getting why it could be so gosh damn much fun. and maybe there is actually no way for it to be fun but i would be skeptical of that because most things are fun, but the trick is you need to unlock the fun. often in your own entirely unique way. and if you haven't figured out how to do that, then it's going to be extremely extremely unappealing to you. like so unappealing it will be completely impossible to move forward with it. so as i said, there is no such thing is 'lazy', it just means you haven't figured out how much fun the thing could be