Bill, what is your current situation? I kinda started crying over your "might quit" video so I just wanned to know..
basically it's like when you're in the circus, and your circus gets too big for the circus. so you have to build a bigger circus. then you find out, building circuses is totally impossible, which reminds me of how impossible it was to build the previous circus. but that's good news, because it reminds me that i was able to build that impossible circus, in addition to a variety of other sub-circuses since then