i'm drowning in my own brain and for the first time in a while it's fucking awesome but i can't keep up.   speaking aloud snaps me out of it. i'd have to learn to be a court interpreter with silent equipment and stay in the zone and just.  be there.  i can't move i can't think i have to be there.     but i can't be there and show the right emphasis.  just need to record my brain.  this is like cuneiform
you're gonna be fine. let me know if you need anything else