"but i have started doing a worse job in order to get it done sooner"

fuck you
i was joking when i said that. i was trying to shed some light on the other side of the picture, amidst the unending barage of interrogation and lack of understanding as to why the video is taking so long. i feel as though people assume that i am either working slowly or not doing it. if only people could understand the round-the-clock urgency and focus that has defined the entire fabric of my existence for the duration of this project, no fuck it actually for the past several years of my life. it is like i am flying a mars mission here