hey there, everyone tells me to focus on something particular to continue my life and gain money etc. but i just cannot think of my life only focusing on somethinf too spesific. i know that instead of digging thousands of holes i should be digging one spesific deep hole, but whenever i face with something on internet or in real life i just become too addicted to it, even if it is something that has nothing to do with my hobbies. i was interested in writing and painting stuff but know i spend my whole day researching history and science. i feel like even though i have nothing to do with music, i can even produce music and become a great musician if i focus on creating music. idk what todo, what do you suggest?
keep some sort of journal, and start working your way toward some kind of narrative that may thread them all together. after all, all these elements are things you desperately have liked at one time, so wouldn't it seem very triumphant if in your story they all managed to be woven together to save the day?