my best friend has cancer and will probably die in a little less than a year and my sister is moving far away and my situation at home is very gross and stagnant and it feels like im never gonna generate enough force to free myself; do u currently have some advice about pushing ur life forward or using bad feelings constructively
in that situation, my go-to solution would be to move to a much larger city. does not work for everyone, but from what you described it sounds just about right