is it random? is it chock full of meaning? does bill even know? is he masterminding it all or not really? it seems like he kind of isn't. yet at the same time. we don't know. can't ever really know. and so much meaning and emotoin comes through. and meaning kinda depends a lot on the interpretation of the reader. and can be created by reader. can it? it feels almost like we hold bill's soul. he doesn't understand it either. but it's powerful.
imagine that every language ever made has been trying to accomplish the same thing, except none of them were good enough, because no language is good enough to do this. then, imagine i cannot explain exactly what this is because, like i said, no language is good enough to do this. hopefully that should at least paint a relatively clear picture of what my goals are