how do i learn something that i want to learn but i procrastinate on learning it?
first you must have a discussion about where you might turn for your first step. understantably, you have no idea just yet. and that is probably why you are not doing anything, because you have no idea what to actually do first. so first, have a discussion about where might be the first likely resource. if anything comes to mind as a first resource you already know about, then make a decision that that is the first resource you are going to look at. now you need to figure out the exact physical steps in getting to that resource. If you literally have no idea of any resources, then i would invite you to go to your default search engine and literally type in the name of the thing