ive seen like two of your videos and my response is like, wow you've captured exactly the existential dread I feel all the time so I guess the question part is why?
i guess you must be similar to me in some way. i mean, it's good in this case because you relate to it, but i couldn't exactly do that on purpose. What i can do, is make videos that i myself relate to. and i happen to know that this will always result in other people relating to it too. you never know which people it will be, but you know they'll be out there. so, in this case, it sounds like you might be one of those people, at least in the case of whichever videos you have seen so far. however i should clarify that almost nothing i've ever made feels like dread, except for just a general shortfall in the production department, which i tend to perceive differently depending on my mood