Hi Bill,  I have this really bad habit of starting really cool projects (at least, it seemed exciting stuff at the time), but then never finishing really any of them because they are displaced by new, current, in the moment things to think about and plan and try to do. It's like I forget how awesome the ideas felt to me when I came up with them. I've tried your strategy of just cateloging and recording every damn thing I think of, but I never end up going back to listen to them, and meanwhile I'm neck deepin something else that caught my attention, whether it's figuring out how the fuck math works, how the fuck computers work, how the fuck communication (e.g. talking politely, teaching) works, and also how the fuck the world works.
you are going through the exact same thing i went through for many years