When I fall behind on things to do, and they all pile up and I end up not being able to do any of them, what do I do?
strike a compromise, then embrace the impossible feeling during the middle process, then afterward embrace the earthly feeling of success, being well assured that every business plan, every person, every tree, this entire universe was made with moments of 'oh shit how could i possibly, this is allwrong, o dear what is the matter, how could i ever' woven all up and down and within it, and yet nevertheless is viewed upon from the outside as great victory