I am a young musician. I play french horn in school. There is an event in my state where I play a piece in front of a professional of my instrument, and then I am scored by the judge. This year, the event was virtual. We record a video of ourselves playing the piece, and then send it in. For some reason, I couldn't do it. I had an absolute breakdown. I never had this the other two years I did this event. This incident has caused me to doubt my craft a bit. Do you ever feel this kind of doubt over your art?
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