Bill, I have an issue. I like to make projects, cool little events, sometimes a little funny video, perhaps a map to a video game and so on. But for years I've been struggling with three big problems.  First, when thinking about starting a project, I tend to struggle getting it started. In my mind I have this feeling that I know exactly what to do, but starting it just feels exhausting and I don't get things done. How do I kickstart myself to start those projects?
it sounds like you still don't know specifically enough, the first steps. what helps me is to put on my own tv show, even if it's not actually on tv. you are the host of the show, and on the show, you will discuss and figure out how the hell to do the thing you are trying to do. and it will be fun and exciting as the audience follows along with your quest