Your emotions and music are closely connected (it seems like the music portrays emotion). But has the stress of a harsh workload (i.e. hotewig probably) taken a toll on your emotional health? If the music usually *portrays* emotion, do you appreciate it when it affects that emotion? or resent it?
not doing the work takes a toll also. it's like being in the desert. getting out is strenuous hard work but if you stay there you're gonna die too so