but I just don't know what??? I consume and consume all the sights and events and media around me and I have all of these thoughts and desire to do SOMETHING
yes, this is good. you are getting charged up. You will probably experience some high passions and maybe a lot of envy and jealous rage, at this time. jealous of the people whose content you are consuming, because you really would like to be the one creating the content. At least that has been my experience