i've just turned twenty and i'm feeling a lot of things. i want to go places and do things, i'm trying to make movies, and write stories, and agghh the whole creative thing. i am struggling with myself though. how do you do what you do?
i had to go through exactly what you are going through, for long enough until i felt like i was completely exploding with desire to do all those things and more. then i started to psychoanalyze myself to try to figure out how to make sense of it, and at the same time became even more overwhelmed with desire to do even more of those things, forcing me to psychoanalyze twice as hard. i must have continued on like this for several iterations, and then at some point just after i thought it was too late, i must have blacked out and then suddenly i had a weekly schedule going