but then i'm afraid that if I work in a "bored" state then I will make "boring" music.  Do you have any thoughts, opinions or whatever about this?
i think it's a fair idea. as i was saying, music loves to strike unexpectedly. and it seems you're already analyzing whether you should or should not continue if you are not 'feeling it'. So therefore, it becomes a good idea to continue anyway, because, again, that increases the likelihood that you will forget how hard you're trying