i just realised 'i can play' features the line 'i've got no reason to go home when i know that it's not that fun', answering my question relating to a song of yours including the concept of not going home, what was the motivation behind this? was it a specific turning your back on wanting to go home in the past ('i wanna go home', 'go home', 'home'),
2 out of 3 of those songs were in the future at that time