it would be a lie to say that she forgot about it ( because it was not something which even the most determined of individuals could manage to forget ) , but she did manage to put it to the side ( so that it was not lurking in the back of every thought she had while she was in his presence ) so that she no longer felt like she was overanalyzing everything that passed between them ( which she had been doing the first few days with no result except for a lot of disappointment and confusion on her part ) .