and i wasnt quite sure if he was talking about me , or to me , so i looked around , and all the other folk were watching me real hard like they spected me to float up out of my pew and rise up to jesus right at that very second , which i would have been glad to do to oblige them , septin i dint know where exactly jesus was , but i kind of gathered it was in the general vicinity of the preacher because he was standing there with his arms stretched out , and i found myself thinking i wouldnt mind going in the general vicinity of jesus , but i dint really find myself wanting to go all the way to jesus , if that meant gettin any closer to the preacher-man , cuz he looked like a pretty seedy old coot , bless his heart though im sure he was just doing his best .