it had been blocked , like the text of a script that was meant for the rejection heap , simply because one is deemed the incorrect status of identification ; but rather than being permanently reduced to waste , my memory was stored in mint conditionalbeit irretrievable by the state i had harbored for the longest timeand recovered by the connection that i had made of the two concordant opposites , which is my experience with the riverboat pilot and the contrary pleasing appearance of lexanna in the concourse vexum hall .