i started reading his letter that he titled as my last & lost dream contained the following i never thought anything more important than you all i thought is to sacrifice my life for your happiness everyone believed this as love but i felt this , as something more than that i believed nothing could divide us until the day you said no i wondered how this could happen to me , but when happened my heart cried like the baby who doesnt know anything since it believed only tears could lessen its weight yet i never blame you for this , how could i but if god was in front of me i would have pelted the stones at him because all my prayers to him was ignored he made me to love you only because one day he wanted to take you away from me after you left i went and hugged the oak tree in which i had written the names of the both everywhere all my eyes could see is the image of thee but my hands couldnt catch them i chased them then , ended to sleep on the beach after a few moments i could not believe that i realized that i was in a temple surrounded by all our relatives and the music of the marriage eve was hitting my ears i was sitting there as the groom with the auspicious thread in my hands you were there , near me as the bride i felt as if i attained the whole world i will never open my eyes anymore , because i knew if i open my eyes all these things will go after reading these pathetic lines , i wailed and moaned for a long time .