and im not shamed to tell you this though i should be , but i guess its a sign of what a bad girl i am that im not but i kissed him till my head was swimming , till my breath ran out , till we both fell off that porch , and we lay in the grass , lay there with the jumping bugs and the crickets , and that darn stray cats eyes shining at us from under the porch , and we lay there till nearly the sun came up .