the subject of his ranting ( as one might have guessed rather easily given the lead up and circumstances to which one has already been privy ) was abby -- or , more specifically , it was abby and how wonderful she was with a few slights thrown at clay for his general unworthiness tacked on for what might commonly be phrased as good measure ( but in rustys case likely leaned more toward for the purpose of getting rid of some of the below the surface simmering he had going on before his physical displays of it ended with the light in his hands being cracked into two distinct pieces ) .