on a funny end ... in ree-reading it i realised that with richard the third - hees the fella my granma wants me to marry on account he 's so holy ans gon na be a docter -- he calls me his muse and i think of him as a editer as he is very good at tearing my work all to pieces ... so if i had ta marry him ( which i have no intenshun of doing even tho he is my best friend ) i would make him rich as i would be his insperation but i 'd be depressed because he would suck all the joy out of me .