which is all fine and good , except for the fact that the sex therapist says i have to actually practice letting guys flirt with me and hold my hand andand moreand so she wants me to see a sex surrogate , which i dont know if youve ever heard of a sex surrogate or not , but i looked them up , and theyre basically a cross between a prostitute and a counselor , and they cost a fortune which i cant afford even if my insurance would cover it , which they wont , and besides , a : oh my god , gross , and two : i wouldnt even know this sex surrogate guy , whoever he is , so how could i trust him enough to let him touch me , so theres no way in hell i can do that .