for it had lesser intensity i loved her so much that no one in the universe has ever made yet i never expressed her for i believed you may not be mine days went on i was afraid that my love may go unsaid so i decided to make her understand the part she was playing with mine and i do n't know how that happened all of a sudden i proposed her through the mail her silence makes me think of that she may never have noticed my mail or she may be thinking that i may be ok to live with i am waiting for her consent as a response and it has been just like waiting for a dream to come true in another dream because i still doubt , do those things were just a dream there are more chances that her consent may positive yet i knew it may not , whatever may be in this world everyone is loved so crazily by someone though they do not wish or care for them and for her let it be me ... ..