so neither was nervous or awkward as they walked into zachs bedroom , as each undressed the other in the streetlights dim glow that snuck around and pushed through the curtains pulled across the rooms small window , as they lay down on zachs crude bed comprised of two sleeping bags spread out on the carpeted floor and covered with sheets and two wool blankets , as they labored to express the love that had already been fully realized through their eyes in the language of joined flesh .