then id have to hurt that someone , which would lead to me losing my job , then my apartment , and though there were much more serious concerns regarding my theoretical eviction , all i could think of as i slid down that slippery slope was that with no place to live , id have no place to lay allie down and take off her clothes , and touch her , and taste her , and tease her , and make her cry out my name i sat up , trying to hide the heaviest , most demanding erection id ever had in my life .