i guess what im trying to say is , things was pretty lonely at home , and i took to staying at school a lot. , and after study hall closed , going over to the waffle house to sit and read and hang out , jes so i wouldnt have to go home cuz it was awful depressing there , to come home to an empty house -- its funny how cold an empty house can feel no matter how steamy the weather is outside with nothing more cheery than a note on the fridge : had to go out .