if 100 people tell me i am okay i might not believe them but if my granma says i am an evil monster cause my granpa came to see me and then died when he was drivin home , half his brains scattered all over the highway and some drunk truck driver sitting on the side of the road so far gone that he dint even realize what he 'd done , i am willing to believe it but not completely so i fight it and try to convince her i 'm okay .