its like being half-way pregnant which probably isnt the best comparison to use at right at this time but youre either it or not ( what i mean is theres no being half way pregnant ) i lay down with him n we took all my clothes off in front of itch other and showed ourselves naked not a pretty sight , i guess , but which one of us is weve all got lumps and bumps and warts and little funny spots too fat someplaces and too skinny in others none of us got souls like airbrushed like a magazine model i got naked in my soul with him , and then he was took away from me .