right now , i was hunched over my little treasure loaf ( though why they call it that , i cant tell you maybe it was from back in the day when people dint have even a slice of bread to eat and a whole loaf was a treasure ) and counting them , almost like each one was a diamond that numbered the days abe and i would be together and not even thinking how the end of the counting would be the end of those days , my time with abe , and my world .