it was like my whole life id been living in one of those plastic bubbles they put people who cant live in the outside world and dont never feel whats its like to smell the air off a wet pine forest , or feel the sun rising on a cool spring morning , an i was that bubble girl who all of a sudden stepped out into the sweet cool air and onto the dewey grass , and even if i knew i was gon na die for doing it , it was the most wonderfulest moment in my life , by which i mean a moment filled with starlight wonder .