durrance as he had been used to do when he was at at this court frequented turniments (utterance_0) before durrance the scored to the enemy i saw steeds white with foam and after the shout of battle a fearful torrent (utterance_1) these tidings came to urban (utterance_2) not i by my confession unto heaven said she there is nothing more hateful unto me than this (utterance_3) and the tears she said in the words she had spoken a welcome (utterance_4) and evil be tied me said he if thou returnest here until thou knowest whether i have lost my strength so completely as thou dost say (utterance_5) then geranitte went to see urban (utterance_6) sir said he i am going upon the quest and i am not certain when i may come back (utterance_7) take heed therefore unto thy possessions until my return (utterance_8) but one person only will go to me (utterance_9) and he desired enit to mount her horse and to ride forward and to keep a long way before him (utterance_10) and unless i speak unto thee say not thou one word either (utterance_11) and though thou shouldst desire to see mighty feet in my death by the hands of those men yet do i feel no dread (utterance_12) and he received him and that not feebly (utterance_13) and say not one word unto me lest i speak first unto thee (utterance_14) i will do as far as i can lord said she according to thy desire (utterance_15) i madeen said he it is vain to a temper seating forward (utterance_16) i cannot by any means refrain from sleep through weariness said he do thou therefore wash the horses and sleep not (utterance_17) and when she saw the dawn of day appear she looked around her to see if he were waking and thereupon he woke (utterance_18) and they left the wood and they came to an open country with metals on one hand and mows mowing the meadows (utterance_19) my lord he added will be displeasing to thee if i ask whence thou comest also (utterance_20) wilt thou follow my counsel said the youth and take thy meal for me (utterance_21) what sort of meal he inquired (utterance_22) then they washed and took their repast (utterance_23) i go now lord said he to meet the knight and to conduct him to his lodging (utterance_24) i will do lord said she as thou sayest (utterance_25) and after they had eaten and drank drayne went to sleep and so did enid also (utterance_26) the date seem unempoint but throughout the period the offices and men of the ship have been unremittingly busy (utterance_27) bows attack the ship stores surveyed relistant restored them saving very much space by unstowing numerous cases and stowing the contents in the lazarette (utterance_28) without steam the leak can now be kept under with the hand pump by two daily efforts of a quarter of an hour to twenty minutes (utterance_29) as the ship was and in her present heavily laid in condition would certainly have taken three to four hours each day (utterance_30) the large green tent was put up and propos affords made for it (utterance_31) the engine room staff and anderson's people on the engines scientists were stolen their labid joys the cook refitting is galley and so forth not a single spot but had its band of workers (utterance_32) the men space such as is therefore extends from the four hatch the stem on the main deck (utterance_33) under the four castlers stalls for fifteen ponies the maxim in the space would hold the narrow irregular space in front is packed tight with fire (utterance_34) meadly behind the four castle bulkhead is a small booby hatch the only inches to the men's mess deck and bad weather (utterance_35) about the four hatches the ice house (utterance_36) we managed to get three tons of ice one hundred sixty two caucasuses of mutton and three caucasuses of beef besides some boxes of sweetbreads and kidneys into the space (utterance_37) the sex containing this last added to the goods already mentioned make a really heavy decked cargo and one is naturally anxious concerning him but everything that can be done by lashing and securing has been done (utterance_38) forge i originally ordered thirty tons of compressed odin hay from melbourne (utterance_39) the scene is wholly enchanting in such a view from some sheltered sunny corner in a garden which blazes with masses of red and golden flowers tends to feelings of inexpressible satisfaction with all things (utterance_40) a great mass of people assembled (utterance_41) cayennette lunch with the party in the nazilian companyship ruppahoo (utterance_42) telegram to say turn overhead arise sunday night (utterance_43) a third sledge stands across the brink of the poop in the space hitherto occupied by the afterwornch (utterance_44) the quantity is to win half tons and the space occupied considerable (utterance_45) the ship was over two feet by the stern but this will soon be remedy (utterance_46) they must perforce be chained up and they have given what shelters afforded on deck but their position is not enviable (utterance_47) it is a pathetic attitude deeply significant of cold and misery occasionally some poor beasts admits a long pathetic wine (utterance_48) there are generally one or two on watch which eases matters but it is a squash (utterance_49) later in the day the wind has veered to the westward heading us sleighly (utterance_50) oates and atkinson with intimate insistence from others were busy keeping the ponies on their legs (utterance_51) there was nothing forward but to grapple with the evil and nearly all hands were laboring for hours in the weights of the ship heaving coal sacks overboard and relashing the petrol cases et cetera in the best man of possible under such difficult and dangerous circumstances (utterance_52) no sooner was some semblance of order restored than some exceptionally heavy way would tear away the lashing and the work had to be done all over again (utterance_53) from this moment about four a m the injury became the centre of interest (utterance_54) the water gained in spite of every effort (utterance_55) the outlook of paed grim (utterance_56) the amount of water which was being made with the ship so roughly handled was most uncertain (utterance_57) williams had to confess he was beaten it must draw fires what was to be done (utterance_58) the boats pomp is depended on the main engine (utterance_59) on one occasion i was wastepe and standing on the rail of the poop (utterance_60) the after god were organized in two parties by evans to work buckets the men were kept steadily going on the choked hand pumps this seemed all that could be done for the moment and what a measured account is the soul safe got of the ship from sinking practically an attempt to bale or out (utterance_61) occasionally a heavy sea would bear one of them away and he was only saved by his chain (utterance_62) now this is how author hunted the stag (utterance_63) in the last dog that was let loose was a favorite dog of arthur caval was his name (utterance_64) then they sounded the death horn for slaying and they all gathered round (utterance_65) one wished that it should be given to the lady best be loved by him and another to the lady whom he loved best (utterance_66) and after midday they beheld an unshapy little man upon a horse and after him a dame or damsel also on horseback and after her a knight of large stature bowed down and hanging his head low and sorrowfully and clad in broken and worthless armour (utterance_67) i know not who they are said he but i know said glenarva this is the night whom gerant pursued and methinks that he comes not here by his own free will (utterance_68) but geranitas overtaken him in a vengeful insult to the maiden to the uttermost (utterance_69) lady said he at the gate there was a knight and i saw never a man of so pitiful an aspect to look upon as he (utterance_70) i do said he he tells me that he is ediron the sum of nod (utterance_71) then she replied i know him not (utterance_72) so guanaver went to the gate to meet him and he entered (utterance_73) and geranit greets thee well and ingredient thee he compelled me to come hither to do thy pleasure the insult which thy maiden received from the dwarf nowhere did he overtake thee (utterance_74) sir said she when thinkest thou that your aunt will be here (utterance_75) tomorrow day i think you will be here with the maiden (utterance_76) i am lord said he and i have met with much trouble and received wounds unsupportable (utterance_77) well that author from what i hear it behoves gliver to be merciful towards thee (utterance_78) the mercy which thou desirest lord said she will i grant to him since it is as insulting to thee that an insult should be offered to me as to thyself (utterance_79) thus will it be best to do said author let this man have medical care until it be known whether he may live (utterance_80) to gwenver in her handmaiden said he (utterance_81) and the steward of the household so ordered her (utterance_82) and being young he changed himself and grew to hate the sin that seemed so like his own of modred at this nephew and fell at last in the great battle fighting for the king (utterance_83) and when geranium came to the place where glenarva was he saluted her (utterance_84) then they went in and dismounted (utterance_85) heaven protect thee said arthur and the welcome of heaven be unto thee (utterance_86) and inasmuch as thou hast vanquished ednerin the son of nud thou hast had a prosperous career (utterance_87) and from that time she became his wife (utterance_88) and the maiden took up her abode in the palace and she had many companions both men and women and there was no maiden more steamed than she in the island of britain (utterance_89) and a year and a second and a third he proceeded thus until his fame had flown over the face of the kingdom (utterance_90) and he greets thee well as an uncle should greet his nephew and as a vassal should greet his lord (utterance_91) and the neighboring chiefs knowing this grow insolent toward him and covered his land in possessions (utterance_92) and athoth told your aunt the cause of the mission and of the coming of the ambassadors to him out of conwell truly said joanne be it to my advantage your disadvantage lord i will do according to thy will concerning this embassy (utterance_93) what discourse said glenarva do i hear between you (utterance_94) said joant i think i shall have enough of knighthood with me and they set forth (utterance_95) and never was there seen a fair host journeying towards the severn (utterance_96) and he said to durrant i am a feeble and an aged man and whilst i was able to maintain the dominions for thee and for myself i did so (utterance_97) and every one asked that which he desired (utterance_98) and they were not long in giving so equal was every one to bestow gifts and of those who came to ask gifts none departed unsatisfied (utterance_99) then geranites and ambassadors to the men of cornwall to ask them this (utterance_100) and they all said that it would be the fullness of joy and honor to them for geranium to come and receive their homage (utterance_101) so he received the image of such as were there (utterance_102) and the day after the followers of arthur intended to go away (utterance_103) a number of other dates were observed with a christian church of various times as the birthday of jesus the goss was give no date and appeared to be quite uncertain really ignorant about it (utterance_104) yet there is no evidence that he was borne on that day (utterance_105) might his discrepancy in the historical document to say nothing about inspiration (utterance_106) again matthew says that to escape the evil designs of haired marian joseph with the infant jesus fled into egypt loops has nothing about this hurried flight nor of herod's intention to kill the infant cessah (utterance_107) when we come to the more important chapters about jesus we meet with queer difficulties (utterance_108) while is always on a friday that the crucifixions commemorated the week in which the day occurs very free year to year (utterance_109) good friday falls not before the spring equinox but as soon after the spring equinox is the full moon allows thus making the calculation to depend upon the position of the sun in the zodiac and the faces of the moon (utterance_110) the pagan osteria has become the christian easter (utterance_111) but in the absence of evidence origin offers a folly metaphysical arguments against the sceptical senses one (utterance_112) if we are to have any mythology at all he seems to argue why object to adding to it the miss of jesus (utterance_113) the immediate companions of jesus appear to be on their other hand as mythical as he is himself (utterance_114) who was matthew who was marked (utterance_115) who were john peter judith and mary (utterance_116) there is absolutely no evidence that they ever existed (utterance_117) if peter ever went to rome with a new doctrine how's it that no historian has taken note of him (utterance_118) here again we see the presence of a myth (utterance_119) he was the only one who saw them (utterance_120) peter paul john james judith occupy the stage almost exclusively (utterance_121) it is impossible to explain why the contemporaries of jesus the authors and the historians of this time not take notice of him (utterance_122) for they had been in a conspiracy against him (utterance_123) howis is his unanimous science to be accounted for (utterance_124) how then are we to decide which the innumerable candidates for divine honour should be human our votes (utterance_125) and such a faith is never free it is always maintained but a sword now and by hell far hereafter (utterance_126) yet the most impossible utterances are put in judah's mouth (utterance_127) only a mythical jesus could virtually hand over the gum of the eaves the quarters who have petitions to press upon his attention (utterance_128) moreover if jesus could keep his promise there would be to day no misery in the world no orphans no childless mothers no shipwrecks no floods no famines no disease no crippled children no insanity no wars no crime no wrong (utterance_129) have these prayers been answered (utterance_130) how many self delude profits these extravagant claims have produced (utterance_131) and who can number the bitter disappointments caused by such impossible promises (utterance_132) the same which the preachers of to day give he parried his answer with many words and at length said that the promise was betaken with the provision that will we ask for would be given if gaffada for our good (utterance_133) but he said if you ask anything in my name i will do it and if it were not so i would have told you (utterance_134) did he not mean just what he said (utterance_135) self effort and not prayer is a remedy against ignorance slavery poverty and moral degradation (utterance_136) but i am determined not only to know if it is possible the whole truth about jesus but also to communicate that truth to others (utterance_137) but there is more of a moral tonic in the open and candid discussion of a subdish like the one in hand than in the multitude of pleditudes (utterance_138) i never deliver a lecture in which i do not either directly or indirectly if full and free expression to my faith in every thing that is worthy of faith (utterance_139) if i do not believe in dogma is because i believe in freedom (utterance_140) oh he tears down but he is not built up is another criticism about my work it is not true (utterance_141) no preacher apprease is more constructive (utterance_142) class in truth and jail yagin the mouth of the student is that building up or tearing down (utterance_143) when bruno lighted a new torch to increase the lie of the world who was his foreward the stake (utterance_144) count your rights political religious social intellectual and tell me which of them was conquered for you by the priest (utterance_145) i wish to tell you something (utterance_146) the first list be impersonal the epithets irreverent blasphemer atheust and infidel are flung at a man not from pity but from envy (utterance_147) not having the courage or the industry of our neighbour who works like a busy bee in the world of men and books searching with the sweat of his brow for the real bread of life when in the open page afore him with his tears push into the we hours of the night his quest animated but the fairest of all loves the love of truth we ease our own indolent conscience what calling him names (utterance_148) as i approached the city i heard bells ringing and a little later i found the street to stir with throngs of well dressed people in family groups winding their way hither and thither (utterance_149) looking about me i saw gentlemen in a neat black dress smiling and his hand extended to me with great cordiality (utterance_150) he must have realized i was a stranger and wished to tender his hospitality to me i accepted it gratefully i clasped his hand he pressed mine (utterance_151) we gazed for a moment slightly into each other's eyes (utterance_152) of course you are going there too i said to my friendly guide (utterance_153) yes he answered i can not the worship i am a priest (utterance_154) an idol i whispered taken by surprise (utterance_155) they worship god they did not exist (utterance_156) but the greeks loved their gods i protested my heart clammy in my breast (utterance_157) no i said in a low voice (utterance_158) he was an idol then and not a god (utterance_159) it made athens a sea of light it craved the beautiful the true the good yes our religion was divine (utterance_160) that had only one fault and trooped my guide what was that (utterance_161) i inquired without knowing what his aunts would be it was not true (utterance_162) forgive some (utterance_163) i wished with myself what blasphemy (utterance_164) then taking heart i told my guide how more than once i had felt apollo radiant presence in my heart and told him of the immortal lines of homer concerned the divine apollo (utterance_165) do you doubt homer (utterance_166) i said to him homer the inspired bard (utterance_167) no no a pile was not an idol (utterance_168) he is a god and the son of a god (utterance_169) the air was heavy with incense a number of men in gorgeous vestments were passing to and fro bowing and kneeling before the various lines and images (utterance_170) observing my anxiety to understand the mean of all this my guide took me aside and in a whisper told me that a people were celebrating the inniversary of the birth the other beautiful saviour jesus the son of god (utterance_171) forget apollo he said with his objection of severity in his voice (utterance_172) there is no such person he was only an idol (utterance_173) if you would assert for apollo in all the universe you would never find any one answering to his name or description (utterance_174) i won't deceive jesus i hasten turning towards him (utterance_175) will he not be here this morning (utterance_176) will he not speak to his worshippers i asked again (utterance_177) will he not permit them to touch him to caress his hand to class his divine feet to inhale the embrosial fragrance of his breath to bask in the golden light of his eyes to hear the music of his immaculate accents (utterance_178) i asked my eyes filled with wonder in my voice quivering with excitement (utterance_179) would not that then i venture to ask impatiently make uses as much of an idol as apollo (utterance_180) and if faith it jesus is a god proves him a god while will not faith in apollo make him a god (utterance_181) i met his offensive explanation of a given phenomenon (utterance_182) the mind craves for knowledge the child ask questions because of an emborning desire to know (utterance_183) now and then they came close enough to snap at each other (utterance_184) with this mythos the protume man was satisfied and he was developing intelligence realized its inaniquisy science was born of that realization (utterance_185) the myth of a one eyed people live in an india has in replace by act your information concerning the hindoos (utterance_186) and this is precisely the use to which miss heaven put (utterance_187) is jeusameth (utterance_188) there is in man of faculty for fiction (utterance_189) it thinks less than a guesses (utterance_190) in his reflection which introduces a bit into the mouth of imagination curbing its pace and subdued its relentless spirit (utterance_191) we feel the space about over us with spirits fairies gods and other invisible and airy beans (utterance_192) we come at the rainbow we reach out for the moon (utterance_193) our feet not really begin to touch the firm ground until we have reached the years of discretion (utterance_194) science was not born till man had been matured (utterance_195) grown up people create science (utterance_196) the cradle is the womb of all the fairies and face and mankind (utterance_197) the school is the birthplace of science (utterance_198) religion is the science of the child (utterance_199) in the discussion of this subject i appeal to the mature not to the child mind (utterance_200) he is god's mouthpiece and no one may disagree with him (utterance_201) the only way i may command your respect is to be reasonable (utterance_202) let us place ourselves entirely in the hands of the evidence (utterance_203) as intelligent beings would desire to know where this jesus whose worship is not only costing the world millions of the people's money but which is also drawn to his service to time the energies the affections the devotions and the labor humanity is a myth or reality (utterance_204) and again when the artist following malicorne's advice was a little late in arriving and when saint agnen had been obliged to be absent for some time it was interesting to observe to though no one witnessed them those moments of silence full of deep expression which united in one side to souls most disposed to understand each other and who by no means objected to the quite meditation they enjoyed together (utterance_205) in a word malicorne philosopher that he was though he knew it not had learned how to inspire the king with an appetite in the midst of money and with desire in the assurance of possession (utterance_206) in this manner therefore without leaving her room and having no confident she was able to return to her apartment thus removing by her appearance a little tarty perhaps the suspicions of the most determined sceptic (utterance_207) but the door remained closed and neither saint agnen nor the painter appeared nor did the hangings even move (utterance_208) good and dearest love said the king that returned quickly (utterance_209) no no not to day sire (utterance_210) i knew but too well that you had not ceased to love me (utterance_211) the valory with a gesture partly of extreme terror and partly as if in voking a blessing attempted to speak but could not articulate one word (utterance_212) at the moment however when the king threw himself on his knees a cry of utter despair of rank through the corridor accompanied by the sound of retreating footsteps (utterance_213) the captain sitting buried in his leather armchair his spurs fixed in the floor his sword was between his legs was reading a number of letters as he twisted his mustache (utterance_214) d'artagnan uttered a welcome full of pleasure when he perceived his friend's son (utterance_215) i own my boy he said by what the lucky incident as it happened that the king has recalled you (utterance_216) these words did not sound agreeably in the young man's ears who as he seated himself reply upon my word i cannot tell you all that i knows i have come back oh (utterance_217) that the king has not recalled you and you have returned (utterance_218) i don't understand that at all (utterance_219) gruel was already pale enough and he now began to turn his hat round and round in his hand (utterance_220) what they do says the matter that you look as you do and what makes you so done (utterance_221) said the captain to people nowadays assume that sort of airs in england (utterance_222) i have been in england and came here again as lively as a chafference (utterance_223) will you not say something (utterance_224) i had too much to say (utterance_225) ah how is your father (utterance_226) forgive me my dear friend i was going to ask you that (utterance_227) d'artagnan increased his sharpness of his penetrating gaze which no secret was capable of resisting (utterance_228) you are unhappy about something he said (utterance_229) i am indeed and you know the reason very well monsieur d'artagnan (utterance_230) they do not pretend to be astonished (utterance_231) i am not pretending to be astonished my friend (utterance_232) i have neither head nor arm do not despise but help me in two words i am the most wretched of living beings oh (utterance_233) she is deceiving you said d'artagnan not a muscle of whose face had moved those are big words who makes use of them (utterance_234) every one ah (utterance_235) if every one says so there must be some truth in it (utterance_236) not for a friend for a son (utterance_237) i do stick it you are really ill from curiosity (utterance_238) nor does not from curiosity it is from love (utterance_239) good another big word (utterance_240) i tell you i love louise to this action (utterance_241) well i'll suppose it were only that (utterance_242) no sensible man ever succeeded in making much of a brain when the head was turned (utterance_243) i have completely lost my senses in the same way a hundred times in my life (utterance_244) you would hear but you would not understand me you would understand but you would not obey me (utterance_245) oh try try try (utterance_246) i go far even if i were unfortunate enough to know something and foolish enough to communicate it to you you are my friend you say indeed yes (utterance_247) very good i should quarrel with you (utterance_248) i never complain as you know but as heaven in my father would never forgive me for blowing out my brain i will go and get the first person i meet to give me the information which you with hold i will tell him he lies and and you will kill you (utterance_249) and a fine affair that would be so much the better what should i tell (utterance_250) you now assume a different tone instead of killing you will get killed yourself i suppose you mean very fine indeed (utterance_251) how much i should regret you (utterance_252) of course i should go about all day saying ah (utterance_253) what a fine stupid fellow that bragelonne was (utterance_254) as great as stupid as i ever met with (utterance_255) go then groan go and get yourself disposed of if you like (utterance_256) i hardly knew who can have touched you logic but dose take me if your father has not been regularly robbed of his money (utterance_257) raoul buried his face in his hands murmuring no no i have not a single friend in the world (utterance_258) i don't fancies monsieur i do not laugh at you though i am a gascon (utterance_259) a carpenter what do you mean (utterance_260) upon my word i do not know some one told me there was a carpenter who made an opening through a certain floor (utterance_261) why don't know where (utterance_262) and whose room then (utterance_263) i have told you for the last hour that i know nothing of the whole affair (utterance_264) but the painter then they brought it (utterance_265) why you see to have only that name in your mouth (utterance_266) i do not suppose it will concern you (utterance_267) yes you're right and he made a step or two as if he were going to leave why are you going (utterance_268) to look for some one who will tend me the truth (utterance_269) who is that a woman (utterance_270) you wish to be consoled by some one and you will be so at once she will tell you nothing ill of herself of course so be off (utterance_271) you are mistaken monsieur replied rule the woman i mean will tell him me all the evils she possibly can (utterance_272) well i admitted (utterance_273) and in point of fact why should i play with you as a cat does with the poor mouth (utterance_274) you distress me you do indeed (utterance_275) wait if you can (utterance_276) i could not so much they were (utterance_277) ah said raoul snatching eagerly at the pen which the captain held out to him (utterance_278) how very fortunate that is he was looking for you too (utterance_279) she said in the same tone of voice it is not i who am going to speak to him who then (utterance_280) i accompanied my grand daughter to this misintertainment her ladyship responded (utterance_281) it is scarcely a joyous occasion to my mind (utterance_282) no need the dressers thought like that if it isn't ejaculated mister grinnie (utterance_283) if our assuredness was the same man i go myself (utterance_284) when i write a fellow whose niber knaves north full i stick to him believe i'll send to find out (utterance_285) the only home hem in any common upon her was the first time he saw her in the dress she a copy from octavius now scamb that gurged it out didn't get a here all wager (utterance_286) this will look like it he said gruffly (utterance_287) no she answered i am not afraid at all (utterance_288) i shall not be afraid again (utterance_289) in fact she had perfectly confounded her ladyship by her demeanour (utterance_290) i beg you will not speak to me of that again she said i will outlason (utterance_291) and turning about she walked out of the room (utterance_292) and nothing more habits that under such accepts (utterance_293) before breakfast miss blendea was startled by the arrival of another telegraph which rained as follows (utterance_294) arrived to day perusia beauty of a morrow evening (utterance_295) cried with me martin vasson (utterance_296) well remarked fautavia i suppose that would have been in advantage (utterance_297) octavia was a marked figure upon the ground at that garden party neither jess my dear remarked mister burnham (utterance_298) and what a charming color she has at a clear so usually paler (utterance_299) perhaps the others to lord land's own (utterance_300) just pretty with an ever to day in its enjoying herself (utterance_301) she was enjoying herself mister francis brawl observed it rather gloomily as he stood apart (utterance_302) and then have come lord leonzar who in crossing the lawn to shake hands at this host had been observed to keep his eye fixed upon one particular point bermestode he said after having spoken his first words who is that tall girl in wait (utterance_303) and in ten minutes lady theobald mister burner mister beryldon livers others too numerous to mention so missing the octavia's side evidently with no intention of leaving it (utterance_304) not long after this francis broyle found his way to miss belinda he was very busy even with her nervous and nisus evidently enjoying herself he remarked (utterance_305) octavia is most happy to day answered miss belinda (utterance_306) very few people understand octavia said miss belinda i'm not sure i follow all her moods myself (utterance_307) she is not as frivolous as she appears to those who don't know her well (utterance_308) bill said non as mustache and made no reply he was not very comfortable (utterance_309) he felt himself ill used by fate and by their wish he had returned to london from bog to think of voidering in slowbridge (utterance_310) he had a reason for for at first but in time he had been surprised to find its amusement lose something of its possessed (utterance_311) it's ducely about forlorn his part he said mentally what does he mean by it (utterance_312) octavia on the contrary did not ask when he meant by it (utterance_313) where you jockel it i say what didn't they (utterance_314) i had not observed it answered her ladyship (utterance_315) but she cleared i beryle dashed and beckoned to him where is lucia cherry i mean it (utterance_316) i saw her with burmastone half an hour ago he answered coldly have you any message from my mother i shall return the linen to mar leaving here early turn quite pale (utterance_317) what has happened she asked rigidly he looked slightly surprised nothing whatever he replied (utterance_318) i remained here longer than i intended (utterance_319) she began to move the mantles in her right wrist (utterance_320) she had not brought lucia up under her own eye for nothing (utterance_321) chapter twenty three may i go (utterance_322) the very day after this octavia opened the fourth trunk (utterance_323) evidently something had happened octavia she said mister dugal benny is at old klow who is he (utterance_324) he is my grand uncle exclaimed lucia tremulously he has a great deal of money (utterance_325) i did not quite understand why mamma tavia she said (utterance_326) last night she came to my room to talk to me and this morning's killing it and oh (utterance_327) she broke her indignantly how could she speak to me in such a manner (utterance_328) what did you understand (utterance_329) i am to run after a man who does not care for me and make myself attracted from the hope that he will condescend to marry me because mister benny may leave me his money (utterance_330) do you wonder that it took even lady field on a long time to say that (utterance_331) well remarked octavia you will do it i suppose i wouldn't worry (utterance_332) oh i always do it i didn't guess (utterance_333) which just felt ever said faintly (utterance_334) that the woman of the reason for she loaves me so she added (utterance_335) we should thought deeply forbearment she recognized all at once several things she had been mystified by before (utterance_336) octilius mounted the door again (utterance_337) lucio sat thinking her hands clasped tightly (utterance_338) i am glad i came here said at length (utterance_339) i think i shall never be afraid of her any more (utterance_340) her delicate nostrils were daladed and she held her head up her breath came fast there was a hint of exultation in her tone (utterance_341) she walked very fast after she left the house (utterance_342) but it was not against him that lucian's indignation was aroused (utterance_343) she wondered that he had heard her last works she fancied he had (utterance_344) it took hold of her shaking little hand and looked down in her excited face (utterance_345) i am angry she said you have never seen me angry before (utterance_346) i am on my way to my lady theobald (utterance_347) he held her head as calmly as before (utterance_348) what are you going to say to her he asked she laughed again (utterance_349) held her hand rather closer (utterance_350) she has made you very angry said (utterance_351) and then almost before she knew what she was doing she was pouring forth the whole of her story even more of it than she had told ottavia (utterance_352) lucia he said i wished him to let me go and talk with lady theobald you should have a little start (utterance_353) yes he answered let me go to her (utterance_354) if you will say just to that i think i don't promise but you need never be afraid of her any more (utterance_355) the fierce color died of her cheeks and with tears rushed to her eyes (utterance_356) she raised her face with a methodic look (utterance_357) i'm desperately love with you he entered in his quietest way (utterance_358) alo colonel how do you feel your wood this time (utterance_359) why that thing we must judge you three in a quarter this time the dough (utterance_360) supper was over and i retired to my upper berth situated a long side and overlooking the back table where the captain was deeply engaged having now the other pilot as his principal opponent (utterance_361) how to ensure then and take in six quarter bits good the toes and a cat very well leave the game now is getting right warm (utterance_362) this puddled speediness all the smash the witty completed of we paddled on a get (utterance_363) their anxious to learn the game and they delurded (utterance_364) still with all these disadvantages they continue playing they wanted to learn the game (utterance_365) very goodly sir replied the mate we can scarcely tell what heaven we are making for we are obliged to keep them at all the river and there is a shadow of a fog rising (utterance_366) this whitson was rather better than that we took any yellow faces but we nearly out again and must be looking out for more (utterance_367) as i'll lead just to hail in the bray shall we hail (utterance_368) yes yes replied the captain viened the bell and affle which the price i would appear (utterance_369) i thought eliad nearest double kings (utterance_370) deal sir if you please better look next time (utterance_371) the other pilot's voice was again her own deck how much have you (utterance_372) libatincourt sir was replied the youthful salesman (utterance_373) we've happened here told tom sin to take six cords which were last a daylight and again turned his attention to the game (utterance_374) the pallids he were changed places when did they sleep (utterance_375) with ache and end the caravan again took her place in the middle of the stream paddling on as usual day at length dawned (utterance_376) i had risen and went out with a captain to enjoy a view of the bluffs (utterance_377) leodays exclaimed the captain stop her (utterance_378) he was gone (utterance_379) no more deeply skys or crimson and ambulance (utterance_380) she sat by herself at the fire with unlighted candles on the table behind her and give over the day the happy walk happy sketching cheerful pleasant dinner and the uncomfortable miserable walk in the garden (utterance_381) here was she disturbed and and happy because her instinct had made anything but a refusal impossible while he not many minutes after he had met with the rejection of what ought to have been the deepest holyest proposal of his life could speak as if its brief success and all the superficial consequences of a good house clever in agreeable society were the soul of our objects of his desires oh dear (utterance_382) another came into the room before this world of toss was adjusted into anything like order (utterance_383) mister hale sipped his tea in abstracted silence margaret had the responses on to herself (utterance_384) she forgot that he had not made them an offer (utterance_385) margaret was repairing her mother's worst at work and rather shrinking from the thought of the long evening and wishing bet time would come that she might go over the events of the day again (utterance_386) margaret (utterance_387) i want to speak too about something very serious to assault (utterance_388) very serious to us all (utterance_389) mister lennox had never had the opportunity of having any poisoned conversation with her father after her refusal or else that would indeed be a very serious affair (utterance_390) but she soon felt it was not about anything which having only lately and suddenly occurred could have given rise to any complicated thoughts that a father wished to speak to her (utterance_391) mister hale did not answer for a minute or two (utterance_392) margaret could not bear the sight of the suspense which was even more distressing to her father than to herself (utterance_393) but why dear papa do tell me (utterance_394) because i must no longer be a minister in the church of england (utterance_395) but nothing to the shop tree received from mister hale's last speech what could he mean (utterance_396) it was all the worse for being so mysterious (utterance_397) why can you no longer be a clergyman (utterance_398) surely the bishop told all the know about frederick and the heart in just (utterance_399) margaret i will tell you about it (utterance_400) or reliance any questions this one's but after to night let us never speak of it again (utterance_401) i can need the consequences of my painful miserable doubts but it is an effort beyond me to speak of what has caused me so with suffering (utterance_402) no not doubt us to religion not the slightest injury to that he paused (utterance_403) margaret sighed as if standing on the verge of some new horror (utterance_404) margaret how i love the holy church from return to be shut out (utterance_405) he could not go on for a moment or two (utterance_406) margaret could not tell what to say it seemed to her as terribly mysterious as if her father were about to turn mahometean (utterance_407) the one state foundation of her home of her idea of her beloved father seemed reeling and walking (utterance_408) he swallowed down the dry choking soft which had been heaving up from his heart hitherto and going to his bookcase he took down a volume which he had often been reading lately and from which he thought he had derived strength to enter upon the course in which he was now involved (utterance_409) listen dear margaret said he putting one arm around her waist (utterance_410) when god will not use thee one kind yet he will in another (utterance_411) if when thou art charged with corrupting god's worship forcifying thy wiles their pretendest and necessity or it own in order to a continuance in the ministry (utterance_412) as he read this in glance at much more which he did not read he gained resolution for himself and felt as if he too could be brave and firm in doing what he believed to be right but as he ceased he heard margaret's low convulsive sob and his courage sang down under the keen sense of suffering (utterance_413) i have won long with soft reproach there would have roused any line less tall bred than cowardly than mine (utterance_414) he shook his head as he went on (utterance_415) margaret i tried to do it i tried to content myself with simply refusing the district government and stopping quietly here strangling my conscience now as i had strained it before (utterance_416) god forgive me (utterance_417) he rose and walked up and down the room speaking low words of self reproach and humiliation of which margaret was thankful to hear but a few (utterance_418) margaret i returned to the old said burden we must leave helstone (utterance_419) yes (utterance_420) i have written to the bishop i dare say i have told you so but i forget things just now said mister hale collapsed into his depressed manner as soon as he came to talk of hard matter of fact details informing him of my intention to resign the speakerage (utterance_421) they are but what i have tried upon myself without a wail (utterance_422) that will be a trial but worse far worse will be departing from my dear people (utterance_423) he will come to stay with us to morrow (utterance_424) was it to be some sadder men (utterance_425) what does maurice say (utterance_426) margaret i am the poor coward after all i cannot bear to give pain (utterance_427) yes indeed she must said margaret (utterance_428) perhaps after all she may not oh yes (utterance_429) she will she must be shot as the false of the glory turned upon herself and trying to realize how another would take it (utterance_430) to milton know them he answered with a dull indifference for he had perceived that although his daughter's love had made her claim to him and for a moment tried to soothe him with her love yet the keenness of the pain was as fresh as ever in her mind (utterance_431) no to many other (utterance_432) yes said he in the same despondent indifferent way (utterance_433) but he with this quick intuitive sympathy read in her face as in the mirror the reflections of his own moody depression and turned it off with an effort (utterance_434) you shall be told old margaret (utterance_435) only help me to tell you mother (utterance_436) i am going out for the day to bid father dobson in the poor people on bracy common good bye (utterance_437) would you dislike breaking it to her very much margaret (utterance_438) margaret did just like it did she dream from it more than from anything she had ever had to do in her life before (utterance_439) mister hale shook his head despondingly he pressed her hand in token of gratitude (utterance_440) margaret was nearly upset again into a burst of crying (utterance_441) to turn her thoughts she said now tell me papa what outlines are (utterance_442) you and mamma have some money independent of the income from the living have not you i'm sure has i know (utterance_443) certainty of that has always gone to frederick since he has been abroad (utterance_444) he must have sung a page for serving with the spanish army (utterance_445) frederick must not suffer said margaret decidedly in a foreign country so unjustly treated by his arm a hundred is left (utterance_446) no (utterance_447) said mister hale that would not answer i must do something (utterance_448) i can always decide better for myself and not influenced by those whom i loved said he as a half apology for having arranged so much before he had told any one of his family of his intentions (utterance_449) i cannot stand objections (utterance_450) i made me so undecided (utterance_451) mister hale continued a few months ago when my misery of doubt became more than i could bear without speaking i wrote to mister bell you remember mister bell margaret (utterance_452) no i never saw him i think (utterance_453) at any rate he has property there which has very much increased in value since milton has become such a large manufacturing town (utterance_454) i don't know that he gained you my strength (utterance_455) the private tutor (utterance_456) said margaret looking scornful one in the world in manufactures one with the classics on literature on the accomplishments of a gentleman (utterance_457) oh said her father some of them really seem to be fine fellows conscience of their own deficiencies which is more than manly man oxford is (utterance_458) some one they children to be that instructive than they themselves have been (utterance_459) and in milton margaret i shall find a busy life if not a happy one and keep o and seen so different that i shall never be in mind of helstone (utterance_460) discordant as it was with almost a detestation for all she had ever heard of the north of england the manufacturers the people the wild and weak country there was this one recommendation it would be different from helstone and could never remind them of that beloved place (utterance_461) when do we go (utterance_462) i do not know exactly (utterance_463) i wanted to talk it over with you (utterance_464) you see no mother knows nothing about it yet but i think in a fortnight after my dear resignation is sent in i shall have no right to remain (utterance_465) margaret was all withstanded (utterance_466) but she recovered herself immediately (utterance_467) yes papa it had better be fixed soon and decidedly as you say (utterance_468) called poor maria (utterance_469) oh if i were not married if i were but myself in the world how easy it would be (utterance_470) no said margaret sadly i will do it (utterance_471) you must not deceive yourself into doubting the reality of my words my fixed intention then resolved (utterance_472) he looked at her in the same steady stony manner for some moments after he had done speaking (utterance_473) the blessing of god be upon thee my child (utterance_474) the next moment she feared lest this answer to his blessing might be reverend wrong might hurt him as coming from his daughter as she threw her arms around his neck (utterance_475) she heard him murmur to himself the martyrs and confessors had even more pain to bear i will not shrink (utterance_476) they were startled by hearing missus hale inquiring for her daughter (utterance_477) in seventeen fifty he came forth in the character for which he was eminently qualified a majestic teacher of moral and religious wisdom (utterance_478) the vehicle which he chose was that of a periodical paper which she knew had been upon former occasions employed with great success (utterance_479) when i was to begin publishing that paper i was at a loss how to name it (utterance_480) i sat down in night upon my bedside and resolved that i would not go to sleep till i had fixed its title (utterance_481) addison's note was a fiction in which unconnected fragments of his lucubrations were purposely jumbled together in as awed a manner as he could in order to reduce a laughable fact (utterance_482) whereas johnson's abbreviations are all distinct and applicable to each subject of which the head is mentioned (utterance_483) for instance there is the following specimen (utterance_484) public calamities no sense of the prevalence of bad habits nigligent of time ready to undertake careless to pursue all changed by time (utterance_485) confidence of others unsuspecting as unexperienced imagining himself secure against neglect never imagines they will venture to treat him ill ready to trust expecting to be trusted (utterance_486) youth and bishops as thinking honours easy to be had (utterance_487) defect kinds of praise pursued at different periods (utterance_488) of the fancy and manhood (utterance_489) rife (utterance_490) scholars friendship like ladies (utterance_491) drawn to man by words repelled by passions (utterance_492) common danger unites by crushing other passions but they return (utterance_493) equality in disquiets (utterance_494) superiority produces insolence and envy (utterance_495) too much regard in each to private interest too little (utterance_496) of confederacy was superior as everyone knows the inconvenience (utterance_497) with equals no authority every man his own opinion is no interest (utterance_498) man and wife hardly united scarce ever without children (utterance_499) coputation you've two to one against two how many against five (utterance_500) in this as in many other cases i go wrong in opposition to conviction for i think scarce any temporal good equally to be desired with the regard and familiarity of worthy men (utterance_501) i hope we shall be some time nearer to each other and have a more ready way of pouring out our hearts (utterance_502) the greatest benefit which one friend can confer upon another is to god and excite and elevate his virtues (utterance_503) this your mother will still perform if you diligently preserve the memory of her life and of her death a life so far as i could learn is full wise and innocent and the death resigned peaceful and holy (utterance_504) i cannot forbear to mention that neither reason nor revelation denies you to hope that you may increase her happiness by obeying her precepts and that she may in her present state look with pleasure upon every active virtue to which her instructions or example have contributed (utterance_505) if you write down minutely what you are member of her from your earliest years you will be it with great pleasure and receive from it many hints of soothing recollection when time shall remove her yet farther from you and your grief shall be matured to veneration (utterance_506) number thirty two on patience even under extreme misery is wonderfully lofty and as much above the rent of stoicism as the son of revelation is brighter than the twilight of piggon philosophy (utterance_507) it must indeed be allowed that the structure of his sentences is expanded and often has somewhat of the inversion of latin and that he delighted to express familiar thoughts in philosophical language being in this the reverse of socrates who it was said reduced philosophy to the simplicity of common life (utterance_508) this idle charge has been echoed from one babbler to another who have confounded johnson's essays with johnson's dictionary and because he fought his right in the lexicon of our language to collect many words which had fallen into disuse but were supported by great authorities it has been imagined that all of these have been into woven into his own compositions (utterance_509) their styles differ as plain cloth and brocade (utterance_510) our extremest pleasure has some sort of groaning and complaining in it would you not say that it is dying of pain (utterance_511) the highest and fullest contentment offers more of the grave than of the merry ips of felicitos say missy temperate premit even felicity unless it moderate itself oppresses (utterance_512) socrates says that some god tried to mix in one mass and a confound pain and pleasure but not being able to do it he bethought him at least to couple them by the tail metrodore said that in sorrow there's some mixture of pleasure (utterance_513) nature discovers this confusion to us peters holdeth the same motions and grimaces of the face that serve for weeping serve for laughter too and indeed before the one of the other be finished and the extreme of laughter does at last bring tears (utterance_514) and therefore common and less speculative souls are found to be more proper for and more successful in the management of affairs and the elevated and exquisite opinions of philosophy unfit for business this sharp vivacity of soul and the supple and restless volubility attending it to stir by negotiations (utterance_515) he who dies in to and in his inquisition comprehends all circumstances and consequences hinders his election a little engine well handled is sufficient for executions whether of less or greater weight (utterance_516) when the lofty facilities is about to enter upon his description of the plague that desolated athens one of his modern commentators assures the reader that the history is now going to be exceedingly solemn serious and pathetic and hence with that air of chuckling variety (utterance_517) such are the true subjects for the historic pen (utterance_518) the fall of empires the desolation of happy countries splendid cities smoking in their ruins the proudest works of art tumbled in the dust the shrieks and groans of whole nations ascending unto heaven (utterance_519) thus those swarms of flies which are so often execrated as useless vermin are created for the sustenance of spiders and spiders on the other hand are evidently made to devour flies (utterance_520) ancient traditions speak much of his learning and of the gallant inrodes he had made into the dead languages in which he had made captive a host of greek nouns and latin verbs and brought off rich booty in ancient saws and apothegms which he was wont to parade in his public harangues as a triumphant general of yore his spolia opima (utterance_521) it was observed however that he seldom got into an argument without getting into a perplexity and then into a passion with his adversary for not being convinced gratis (utterance_522) his abode which he had fixed at a bowery or a country seat at a short distance from the city just at what is now called dutch street soon abounded with proofs of his ingenuity pattened smoke jack's that astonished and confounded all beholders (utterance_523) it is in knowledge as in swimming he who flounders and spices on the surface makes more noise and attracts more tension than the pearl diver who quietly dies in quest of treasures to the bottom (utterance_524) the romans by this means erected their colonies for perceiving their city to grow immeasurably populous was some of their enemies not only to keep their own men in action for fear less idleness the mother of corruption should bring upon them some worse inconvenience (utterance_525) and we suffer the ills of a long piece luxury is more pernicious than war (utterance_526) and this also was one reason why our king philip consented to send his son john upon a foreign expedition that he might take along with him a great number of hot young men who were then in his pay (utterance_527) what other end does the impious art of the gladiators propose to itself what the slaughter of young men what pleasure fed with blood (utterance_528) prince take the honours delayed for thy reign and be successor to thy fathers henceforth let none at rome be slain for sport (utterance_529) let beasts blood stain the infamous serena and no more homicides be there acted (utterance_530) it was not enough for them to fight and to die bravely but cheerfully too insomuch that they were hissed and cursed if they made any hesitation about receiving their death (utterance_531) the very girls themselves set them on (utterance_532) beginning of revolt (utterance_533) at this unexpected command the surprise was great on board the forward (utterance_534) light the fires exclaimed some (utterance_535) what with asked others (utterance_536) and stuff the stove with the masts added warren (utterance_537) did you hear me (utterance_538) who spoke cried hatteras (utterance_539) i did said pen advancing towards the captain (utterance_540) i say answered pen with an oath i say we've had enough of it and we won't go any further (utterance_541) you sha'n't kill us with hunger and work in the winter and they sha'n't light the fars (utterance_542) if you repeat what the man says answered hatteras i'll have you shut up in your cabin and guarded (utterance_543) a murmur was heard (utterance_544) the engineer followed by plover and worn went down to his post (utterance_545) the steam was soon got up the anchors were weighed and the forward veered away east cutting the young ice with her steel prow (utterance_546) between bearing island and beecher point there are considerable quantity of islands in the midst of ice fields the streams crowd together in the little channels which cut up this part of the sea they had a tendency to agglomerate under the relatively mass (utterance_547) i'm beginning not to answered wall (utterance_548) hatteras still hoped to find an open sea beyond the seventy seventh parallel as sir edward belter had done (utterance_549) ought he to treat these accounts as pacraffer (utterance_550) the next day the sun set for the first time ending thus the long series of days with twenty four hours in them (utterance_551) the men had ended by getting accustomed to the continual daylight but it had never made any difference to the animals the greenland dogs went to their rest at their accustomed hour and dick slept as regularly every evening as though darkness had covered the sky (utterance_552) the doctor by following johnson's advice accustomed himself to support the low temperature he almost always stayed on deck rubbing the cold the wind and the snow (utterance_553) there's more than one amongst us who would like to imitate them i think (utterance_554) they are cowards mister clawbonny those animals have no provisions as we have and are obliged to seek their food word is to be found (utterance_555) you hope that hatteras will succeed then (utterance_556) he certainly will mister clawbonny (utterance_557) i am of the same opinion as you johnson and if he only wanted one faithful cabalion he'll have too (utterance_558) prince albert land which the ford was then coasting bears also the name of grenel land and though hatteras from his hatred to the yankees would never call it by its american name it is the one it generally goes by (utterance_559) on the eighteenth of august they sighted brittania mountain scarcely visible through the mist and the forward weighed anchor the next day in northumberland bay (utterance_560) and as a mortal apollo sought to earn his bread amongst men (utterance_561) afterward people wondered at add medicines ever smiling face and ever radiant being (utterance_562) that was before admeter sailed on the argo with jason and the companions of the quest (utterance_563) thereafter and medus having love of alcestus was even more happy than he had been before (utterance_564) a radiant figure it was and it matters knew that this was thepollo come to him again (utterance_565) but apollo turned to admit this afface that was without joy (utterance_566) what years of happiness have been mine o paula through your friendship for me said nodmetus (utterance_567) but still apollo stood before him with a face that was without joy (utterance_568) he spoke and his voice was not that clear and vibrant voice that he had once in speaking to admidyce (utterance_569) at midas at menace he said it is for me to tell you that you may no more look on the blue sky nor walk upon the green earth (utterance_570) it is for me to tell you that the god of the underworld will have you come to a madmatis and menace know that even now the god of the nondole is sending death for you (utterance_571) if one will go willingly in thy place with death thou canst still live on go at medis (utterance_572) and then he came upon ancient woman who sat upon stones in the courtyard grind in corn between two stones (utterance_573) there she was sidne as he had first known her with her eyes blired and her knees shaking and with the dust of the courtyard in the husks of the corn in her matted hair (utterance_574) he went to her and spoke to her and he asked her to take the place of the king and go with death (utterance_575) but when she heard the name of death hoar came into the face of the ancient woman and she cried out that she would not let death come near her (utterance_576) at medicine took the man shirled hand and he asked him if he would not take the king's place and goethe death that was coming for him (utterance_577) then admonis went into the palace and into the chambers bed was and he lay down upon the bed and he lamented that he would have to go with death that was coming for him from the god of the nondelord and he lamented that none of the wretched ones around the house would take his place (utterance_578) one should go in your place for you are the keen and have many great affairs to attend to (utterance_579) now the footsteps seemed to stop (utterance_580) it was not so terrible for him as before (utterance_581) in the words he had spoken he would have taken back the words that had brought her consent to go with death in his place (utterance_582) death would soon be here for her (utterance_583) no not here for he would not have death come into the palace (utterance_584) he lifted augustus strong bed and he carried her from the palace (utterance_585) no more speech came from her (utterance_586) and as for admeters he went within the chamber and knelt beside the bed on which alcastus had lain and thought of his terrible loss (utterance_587) to what god is that sacrifice do (utterance_588) and then hroclies felt that another labor was before him (utterance_589) i have dragged up from the underworld he thought the hound thy guards those whom death brings down into the realm of the god of the untold (utterance_590) why should i not strive with death (utterance_591) in what a noble thing it would be to bring back this faithful woman to her house and to her husband (utterance_592) he left the palace of red meadows and he went to the temple of the gods (utterance_593) you are held by me death and you will not be let go unless you promise to go forth from the sample without bringing one with you (utterance_594) and death knowing that haracles could hold him there and that the business of the god of landwold would be left undone if he were held promised that he would leave the temple without bringing one with him (utterance_595) she was veiled and admetus could not see her features (utterance_596) here is a woman whom i am bring back to her husband i wonder from an enemy (utterance_597) this i cannot do said her majesty i've had pains enough (utterance_598) then at matters raised the veil of the woman he had taken across the threshold of his house (utterance_599) thus when dogmas lead it what the man really and in general wills remain still the same (utterance_600) for these are careful only for themselves for their own egoism just like the bandage from whom they are only distinguished by the absurdity of their means (utterance_601) the deeds and conduct of an individual and of a nation may be very much modified to dogless example and custom (utterance_602) with an equal degree of wickedness one man may die on the wheel and another in the bosom of this family (utterance_603) it is conceivable thy perfect state or perhaps indeed a complete and firmly believed doctrine of rewards and punishments after death might prevent every crime politically much would be gained thereby morally nothing only the expression of the will in life would be restricted (utterance_604) we who here seek the theory of virtue and have therefore also to express abstractly the nature of the knowledge which lies at its foundation will yet be unable to convey that knowledge itself in this expression (utterance_605) he sees that the distinction between himself and others which to the bad man is so great a gulf only belongs to a fleeting and alosive phenomenon (utterance_606) he recognizes himself his will in every being and consequently also in the suffer (utterance_607) but the latter is the necessary and inevitable symptom of that knowledge (utterance_608) the opposite of the steed of conscience the origin and significance of which is explained above is the good conscience the satisfaction which we experience after every disinterested deed (utterance_609) the good man lives in the world a friendly individuals the well being of any of whom he regards as his own (utterance_610) therefore although the knowledge of the lot of mankind generally does not make its disposition a joyful one yet the permanent knowledge of his own nature in all living beings gives him a certain evenness and even serendy of disposition (utterance_611) for the interest which is extended to innumerable manifestations cannot cause such anxiety as that which is concentrated upon one (utterance_612) the accidents which concern individuals collectively equalize themselves while those which happen to the particular individual constitute good or bad fortune (utterance_613) thus though others have set up moral principles which they gave out as prescriptions for virtue and laws which it was necessary to follow i as has already been said cannot do this because i have no aught or lot rescribed to the eternally free will (utterance_614) further than this it cannot go for there exists no reason for preferring an individuality of another to its own (utterance_615) yet the number of other individuals whose whole happiness or life is in danger may outweigh their guard for one's own particular well being (utterance_616) so died socrates and guirdano bruno and so many a hero of the truth suffered death at the stake at the hand of the priests (utterance_617) weeping is accordingly sympathy with our ownselves or sympathy directed back on its source (utterance_618) it is therefore conditional upon the capacity for love and sympathy and also upon imagination (utterance_619) when we are moved to tears not through our own suffering but through that of another this happens as follows (utterance_620) either we vividly put ourselves in the place of the sufferer by imagination or seeing his fate the lot of human being as a whole and consequently first of all our own lot and thus in a very roundbow way it is yet always about ourselves that we weep sympathy with ourself which we feel this seems to be the principal reason of the universal and thus natural weeping in the case of death (utterance_621) for so all he certainly weeps for the fate of the dead but he else weeps when after long heavy and incurable suffering death was to this man a wish for deliverance (utterance_622) they were in the land this people said before the moon had come into the sky (utterance_623) and many of the magicians of egypt who had come with keen sysostrus stayed in that city of aea and they taught people spells that could stay the moon in our going and coming in a rising and setting (utterance_624) media too his wise daughter knew the secrets talked by those who could sway the moon (utterance_625) for jason was the grandson of crathius and crathius was the brother of the thamus their grandfather (utterance_626) jason took pelleus and tommon with him (utterance_627) as they came to the city a mist fell and jason and his comrades with the sons of fritzus went through the city without being seen (utterance_628) the mist lifted and before the heroes was the wonder of the palace in the bright light of the morning (utterance_629) on each side of the courtyard were the palace buildings in one keen aires lived with absurdest his son and in the other chalciope and medea lived with their hand agents (utterance_630) and then a dove flew toward her it was been chased by hock and medea saw the hock's eyes and beak (utterance_631) we pulled away from that place and thereafter we were driven by the wind back to the mouth of the fussus (utterance_632) with him there came the mightiest of the heroes of greece (utterance_633) already he has heard of your bit of foes the sarah mattai (utterance_634) he with his comrades would subdue them for you (utterance_635) it is heart was filled with wrath as he looked upon them and his eyes shone as a leopard's eyes (utterance_636) and then speaking to the king in a quiet voice jason said (utterance_637) his heart was divided as to whether he should summon his armed men and have them slain upon the spot or whether he should put them into danger by the trial he would make of them (utterance_638) it may be that ye are truly of the seat of those mortals (utterance_639) and it may be that i shall give you the gold fleece to bear way after i have made trial of you (utterance_640) she entered softly and she stood away from her father and the four who were speaking with him (utterance_641) she had a dark face those made very strange by her crown of golden hair (utterance_642) know that on the plain of aris yonder i have two far breathing bulls with feet of brass (utterance_643) then i showed the furrows not with the seed that demeanour gives but with teeth of a dragon (utterance_644) if you can accomplish this that i accomplished in days gone by i shall submit to and give you the golden fleece (utterance_645) but if you cannot accomplish what i once accomplished you shall go from my city empty handed for it is not right that a brave man should yield up to one who cannot show himself as brave (utterance_646) then jason utterly confounded cast his eyes upon the ground (utterance_647) i will dare this contest monstrous at his days (utterance_648) as he said this he saw the eyes of medea grow wide as with fear (utterance_649) prantus and melis went to where their mother was (utterance_650) but what can i do so small and stupid and shy as i am (utterance_651) i must find some way to give the little ones in ice christmas (utterance_652) tommo will like to have me go with him and sing while he places harp in the streets (utterance_653) yes i will try and then if i do well the little one shall have a merry christmas (utterance_654) but see then it is cold in the streets the wind bites in the snow phrases one's fingers (utterance_655) she thanked tommo and ran away to get ready for she felt sure her father would not refuse her anything (utterance_656) then she washed out little ransom's frock and put it to dry because she would not be able to do it the next day (utterance_657) she longed to make the beds of dress the children overnight she was in such a hurry to have all in order but as that could not be she sat down again and tried over all the songs she knew (utterance_658) when she had told her plan peter but arie shook his head and thought it would never do but tesson begged so hard he consented at last that she should try it for one week and sent her to bed the happiest little girl in new york (utterance_659) as soon as her father was gone tessa flew about and put everything in nice order telling the children she was going out for the day and they were to mind tom was mother who would see about the fire in the dinner for the good woman left tessa and entered into her little plans with all her heart (utterance_660) portesse's heart beat fast as she trudged away with tommo who slung his harp over his shoulder and gave her his hand (utterance_661) it was rather a dirty hand but so kind that tessa clung to it and kept looking up at the friendly brown face for encouragement (utterance_662) see now have no fear give them belamonica that is marian will make the laugh whispered tommo tuneing his heart (utterance_663) when a fat old frenchman nodded to her and it seemed to help her very much for she began to sing before she thought and that was the hardest part of it (utterance_664) but tommo shook his curly head and answered soberly yes i took you there first for they love music and are of our country but up among the great houses we shall not always do well (utterance_665) but she had made half a dollar for tommo divided the money fairly and she felt rich with her share (utterance_666) her hands were covered with chopins for she had no mittens but she had put them under her shawl and shuffled merrily away in her big boots feeling so glad that the week was over and nearly three dollars safe in her pocket (utterance_667) how gay the streets were that day (utterance_668) how brisk everyone was and how bright the faces looked as people trunded about with big baskets holly wreaths and young evergreens going to blossom into splendid christmas trees (utterance_669) but i can't so i'll fill the socks all full and be happy said tessa as she looked wistfully into the gay stores and saw the heavy baskets go by (utterance_670) who knows what may happen if food you will returned tommo adding wisely for he had planned as well as tessa and kept chuckling over it as he trudged through the mud (utterance_671) we'll try one more street and then go home there is so tired little one (utterance_672) at the fourth some people let them sing all their songs and gave nothing (utterance_673) tessa felt so grateful that without waiting for tommo she sang her sweetest little song all alone (utterance_674) alas mamma said rose and away she went into the dining room close by (utterance_675) as the door opened tessa saw what looked to her like a fairy feast all silver mugs and flowery plates and oranges and nuts and rosy wine and tall glass pitchers and smoking dishes that smelled so deliciously she could not restrain a little sniff of satisfaction (utterance_676) ah yes i shall come with much gladness and play as never in my life before cried tommo with a flourish of the old cat that made the children laugh (utterance_677) give these to your brother said the fairy prince stuffing nuts and oranges into tessa's hands (utterance_678) ah so kind so very kind i have no way to say thank you but runs us shall be for you a heavenly angel and i will sing my heart out for your tree cried chessa folding the mittens as if she would say a prayer of thankfulness if she knew how (utterance_679) she got up early to see if the socks were all right and there she found the most astonishing sight (utterance_680) four socks instead of three and by the fourth pinned out quite elegantly was a little dress evidently meant for her o warm woolen dress all made in actually with bright buttons on it (utterance_681) tessa screamed and danced in her delight and of tumbled all the children to scream and dance with her making a regular carnival on a small scale (utterance_682) in her long stocking she found all sorts of treasures for tommo had stuffed it full of queer things and his mother had made tingerbread into every imaginable shape from fat pigs to full omnibuses (utterance_683) little ramsel was accepted with delight by the kind lady and her children and tessa learn the song quite easily (utterance_684) arose from the crowd of children gathered to the festival (utterance_685) before they went home the kind mamma told tessa she should be her friend and gave her motherly kiss which warmed the child's heart and seemed to set a pale seal upon that promise (utterance_686) the senator took his seat in the pulpit with the ministral one side of him and the superintendent of the sunday school on the other (utterance_687) so awed were they by the presence of a living united states senator that during three minutes not a spit ball was thrown (utterance_688) after that they began to come to themselves by degrees and presently the spell was wholly gone and they were reciting verses in polyhair (utterance_689) the usual sunday school exercises were hurried through and then the minister got up and board the house with a speech built on the customary sunday school plan then the silver intendant put in his oar then the town dignitaries had their sight (utterance_690) and i am some populous centre of my own country where the choicest children of the land have been selected and brought together as at a fair for a prize no (utterance_691) then where am i yes where am i (utterance_692) my soul is lost in wonder at the thought (utterance_693) earth has no higher no grander position for me (utterance_694) then what is it what did my consciousness reply (utterance_695) ah think of that now i could hardly keep the tears back i was so grateful (utterance_696) they could not give him a costly education but they were good and wise and they sent him to the sunday school he loved this in their school (utterance_697) i hope you love your sunday school i see by your faces that you do that is right (utterance_698) always love your teachers my children for they love you more than you can know now (utterance_699) and by and by the people made him governor and he said it was all owing to the sunday school (utterance_700) why the people gave him a towering illustrious position a grand imposing position (utterance_701) it was senator of the united states (utterance_702) that poor little boy that loves his sunday school became that man that man stands before you (utterance_703) above all things my children be honest (utterance_704) when senator dilworthy departed from cattleville he left three dozen boys behind him arranging a campaign of life whose objective point was the united states senate (utterance_705) never mind polly said jasper there's all next summer and after our winter in drestan and all our hard work over music wouldn't it be fine those who jon't round again and his eyes glistened (utterance_706) and you'll go on drawing and painting till you get to be a great artist ran on polly and enthusiastically and then we'll see something you've done in the loove maybe the loove cried adela oh dear me polly pepper (utterance_707) tom selwyn had been very sober during all this merry chatter and now in his seat across the narrow isle he drummed his heels impatiently on the floor (utterance_708) what's that little mother asked tom in surprise at her unusual manner it's just this tom (utterance_709) when the news was circulated as it was pretty soon that the party was not to be broken into it all till paris was a completed story the jubilation was such as to satisfy even tom (utterance_710) oh isn't it oates peas beans and barley girl cried polly as they watched them intently (utterance_711) and his long arm went out and picked a jack and end of an urchin who incautiously regarding such quiet travellers as not worth minding had hovered too near while trying to tease the girls (utterance_712) and presently a woman came and took little blue pin of foe off and then the rest of the girls unplasped their hands and the ring melted away and the game was over (utterance_713) i'm glad the girls over here have fun said polly as grandpapa in his party moved off isn't it nice to think they do (utterance_714) two or three days of rest at martinie put every one in good shape and gave them all a bit of time to pick up on many little things that were behind hand (utterance_715) that's my third letter polly announced jasper on the other side of the table now i'm going to begin on jols (utterance_716) one too said poly counting why i thought i'd written three while this one is most finished asper (utterance_717) dare said tom delighted to think that no terrible result had really ensued from his words that after they were out had scared him mightily (utterance_718) i'll post yours too polly give them here (utterance_719) then his face brightened and he said and she's right polly while polly fished up frank out of joe's little money bag that hung in her belt (utterance_720) do get the stamps please jasper and put them on and he took up her two letters and she gave the bag a little pat for joe's sake wishing it was his tubby black hair that her fingers could touch (utterance_721) i don't know where we are going to get ice weight paper for around robin said polly leaning her elbows on the table and her chin in her hands i know ejaculated tom whirling on his heel and dashing out (utterance_722) i want polly to said phronsie wriggling away from the pen that polly howed out alluringly (utterance_723) phronsie who hadn't heard what polly said her small head being full of the responsibility of beginning the important letter and considering since it was to be done it was best to have it over with as soon as possible felt as scribbling the letters as fast as she could all them running downhill (utterance_724) it's all right granged yaddy o like it he said (utterance_725) i tell you you don't know my grand daddy he's got lots of fun in him he added (utterance_726) i won't cry any more declared phronsie wiping off the last tear trailing down her nose (utterance_727) then i shall be all as well as ever said polly kissing the wet little face (utterance_728) we must put in little pictures said polly trying to make herself cheery as the work went busily on (utterance_729) polly you always do think of the best things exclaimed jasper beaming at her which made her try harder than ever to smile (utterance_730) i wouldn't feel so badly polly he managed to whisper when phronsie was absorbed within work he'll like to probably just his father did the chinch red boy (utterance_731) he seems to accomplish something every time he goes observed jasper drily hello just look at him now (utterance_732) oh dear me exclaimed tadela as her sister slipped now you've jockled the table again then she caught polly's eye (utterance_733) rather not much obliged tom bobbed his thanks (utterance_734) picture after picture cut from railroad guide books illustrated papers and it seemed to jasper gathered as if by magic with cunning little photographs broke up the letter and wound in and out with funny and charming detail of some of their journey (utterance_735) the rest of it is nice whispered jasper and i ventured to say that i like that the best of all (utterance_736) mister king thought so too and he beamed at phronsie so you did he cried now that's fine i wish you'd great meal letter some time (utterance_737) i don't know how to say good bye to you now he told dorothy and anne next morning (utterance_738) oh that will be splendid declared nan (utterance_739) you're quite rich now aren't you remarked dorothy (utterance_740) and dorothy went up and down the room like the pictures of cinderella's proud sisters (utterance_741) i will be on hand thank you replied the joking dorothy (utterance_742) come nelly called missus mc gloscoyne i'm ready where's your hat (utterance_743) we might be able to manage that too nellie told him (utterance_744) my uncle is a fireman and he can take us through his engine house (utterance_745) most of them i guess answered bert (utterance_746) well we have had a good vacation and i'm willing to go to work again (utterance_747) so am i declared nan biccassion was just long enough i think (utterance_748) mister bobbsey was done from the city of course to take the family home and now all hands even freddy and glossy were busy packing up (utterance_749) there were the shells to be looked after the fish nets besides downy the duck and sneak the cat (utterance_750) and so our little friends had spent all their vacation (utterance_751) captain bull the commander of a small garrison at saberg permitted him to land but when the governor began to read his commission both ordered him to be silent (utterance_752) what has happened mister prince watsworth asked for he could see that the man was greatly excited governor and rose has come again gasped mister prince why should that alarm us the fellow though given to boasting is not dangerous or liable to put his threats into execution but he has grown dangerous declared mister prince the liberties of the colony are involved (utterance_753) captain watsworth became a little uneasy though he was still inclined to treat the matter lightly (utterance_754) we have stubbornly refused to yield our charter voluntarily for it is the guardian of our political rights (utterance_755) that is true captain wadsworth continued mister prince and to subdue our stubbornness this vistori has come to hartford with sixty armed men to demand the surrender of the charter in person (utterance_756) captain waudsworth founded to his feet in a rage and placing his hand on the hilt of his sword declared he shall not have it (utterance_757) the day was well nigh spent when he arrived and the members were engaged in a heated debate on a subject of the utmost importance (utterance_758) he consented however to await the discussion but as soon as it was ended he declared that he would have the charter (utterance_759) after that captain had taken two or three turns across the room he paused and asked (utterance_760) what is the assembly doing engaged in the bath (utterance_761) and will he wait until it is ended he is promised to do so (utterance_762) mister prince swift's amazed eyes on the captain's face and read their desperate determination captain he began (utterance_763) mister prince bowed and he slew returned to the house where the assembly was in session (utterance_764) as soon as he was gone charles steedne said (utterance_765) yes charles will answer what do you mean uncle (utterance_766) never did the baters take greater interest in a minor subject (utterance_767) what do you intend doing uncle will you fight them (utterance_768) lumber the worth must be done right at the time not too soon nor too late (utterance_769) the sun was setting and the captain said (utterance_770) come charles let us hasten to the assembly (utterance_771) by no means but i want you to be fully impressed with the seriousness of your mission (utterance_772) take your place charles and be prepared to do your part whispered captain ludd's worth (utterance_773) child's god is close to the long table used by the secretary's is possible without attracting special attention (utterance_774) the discussion went on darkness came and four lighted candles were placed on the table and two set on a shelf on the wall (utterance_775) those two candles on the wall were agreed annoyance to charles until he saw a man station near them (utterance_776) though the leads were extinguished through the window the faint starlight dimly illuminated the scene (utterance_777) he followed him as rapidly as he could (utterance_778) the youth was close behind him and when they were outside seized his arm (utterance_779) oh i have it here how you proves me (utterance_780) the soldiers began the crowd about the house when at a signal from captain wadsworth the trained banks came on the scene and prepared to grapple with the soldiers (utterance_781) where is the titor (utterance_782) you have your soldiers at the door and we have the train bands of canadicate ready to define us against violence (utterance_783) who of you has the charter (utterance_784) it was the boy cries the enrian governor (utterance_785) every member of the assembly shook their heads (utterance_786) we do not know him he does not living to manichet where does he live (utterance_787) little did the captain or his youthful assistant dream that their simple act would make the old tree historic (utterance_788) the tree in which the document was hitting was ever afterwards known as the charter oak (utterance_789) it remained the gris bearing fruit every year and total a little after midnight august eighteen fifty six when it was prostrated by a heavy storm of wind (utterance_790) when the order from the stitor of the chartiffs was first made known he suddenly roy island sent a most loyal adjects to the king saying (utterance_791) he formerly dissolved the assembly broke the seal of the colony which bore the figure of an anchor and the word hope admitted five in the inhabitants into his legislative council and assumed the function of governor but he did not take away the parchment on which the charter was written (utterance_792) from that time until the four union of the colonies from mutual defence at the birth and indian war the inhabitants of rhode island or their share in the defensive efforts especially when the hostile savages hung along their frontiers of new york like an ill omened cloud (utterance_793) the history of that commonwealth is a denified with that of all new england from the beginning of king william's war soon after the expulsion of andrews (utterance_794) a beautiful day had grown out of the dreadful storm (utterance_795) and everybody was so happy (utterance_796) the neptine the vessel that had struck on the sand bar was now stayfully anchored near shore and the sailors came in and out in row boats back and forth to land just as they wished (utterance_797) then we had to go back to work at the logs went on the captain and then one of our crew took a fever (utterance_798) that was what delina so (utterance_799) finally we had every wall gloated on the schooner and we started off (utterance_800) we camped on getting home last week when this last storm struck us and drew us out of our course (utterance_801) about the value asked mister bopbsey who was down from the city (utterance_802) the value repeated the captain aside so that the strangers might not hear (utterance_803) while i'm a rich man now and so is my mate mc glauclan for that wood was contracted for by the largest and richest piano firm in this country and now it is all but delivered to them in the money in our hands (utterance_804) yes indeed it would have taken us a life time to accumulate as much money as we have earned in this year (utterance_805) nivy on emily will take you down to the city on her shopping tour suggested nan (utterance_806) he made the clerks to move all the trucks from the isles and i guessed everybody was glad the army fell down (utterance_807) the wonderful fresh air that these men lived in night and day had brightened their eyes too so that even the plainest feast and the most awkward man among them was as nimble as an athlete from his perfect exercise (utterance_808) called bert who had heard his uncle getting ready to run down to the water's edge (utterance_809) it's a schooner said mister bingham to mister mintrel and she is the very heavy cargo (utterance_810) to this cord was fastened a heavy roper cable (utterance_811) what's that board for asked bert as he saw board following the keyboard (utterance_812) thence the directions said how (utterance_813) they are printed in a number of languages and they tell the crew to carry the end of the table high up to the mast and fasten it strongly there (utterance_814) oh i see said bert the line will stretch then and the breeches bully you will go out on a pooly (utterance_815) there was clear day now and much of the wicked storm had passed (utterance_816) with the daylight came girls and women to the beach (utterance_817) missus bobbsey missus minton nellie and her mother besides dorothy and nan were all there flossy and freddy being obliged to stay home with dynah and susan (utterance_818) of course the girls asked all sorts of questions and burton how tried to answer them as best they could (utterance_819) it seemed a long time before any movement of the cable showed that the bull was returning (utterance_820) nearer and nearer it came until now a man's head could be seen (utterance_821) the girls and women were too frightened to talk and nellie clung close to her mother (utterance_822) a big roller dashing in finished the work for the lifeguards and a man in the courtthorpe banded upon shore (utterance_823) everybody gathered around and nellie with a strange face and a stranger hope broke through the crowd to see the rescued man (utterance_824) oh it is my father she screamed falling right into the arms of the drenched man (utterance_825) but the half drowned man rubbed his eyes as if he could not believe them then the next minute he pressed his little daughter to his heart unable to speak a word (utterance_826) and as george bring him out there anxiously asked the brother (utterance_827) safe and well came the welcome answer (utterance_828) i guess our prayers were heard last night (utterance_829) here come to another man exclaimed the people as this time a big man dashed on the sands (utterance_830) while i declare we did the land on a friendly shore (utterance_831) just as mister bingham said the lise saving work turned out to be a social affair for there was a great time greeting nellie's father and how's uncle (utterance_832) and how on his father too put in then (utterance_833) what a morning that was at sunset beach (utterance_834) i'm so gladly prayed said little flossy to freddy when she heard the good news (utterance_835) pray captain quoth i as i was going down into his cabin it's a man never overtaken by death in this passage (utterance_836) why there's not i am for a man to be sick in it replied he what a cursed liar for i am sick as a horse quoth i already what a brain upset down hay dey (utterance_837) sick sick sick (utterance_838) sick sick sick (utterance_839) when shall we get to land (utterance_840) the wind chopped about (utterance_841) death then i shall meet him full in the face (utterance_842) captain quoth she for heaven's sake let us get ashore (utterance_843) was not the mockeritors who laughed ten times more than i town clerk of abtira (utterance_844) nay if you don't believe me you may read the chapter for your pains (utterance_845) icy shawls of them depart not perhaps vezardin in ade longing too took it the island along with their happy snobs (utterance_846) farewell dear friends i say you little know that the individual who regards you from the beach is your friend and historic offer and proser (utterance_847) i went to day to see our excellent friend's notes on board the queen of the french many scores of snops was there on the deck of that friendship marching force in their pride and bravery (utterance_848) they will be at ostendent in four hours they will enundate the continent next week they will carry into far lands the famous image of the british snope (utterance_849) i have seen snobs in pink coats and hunting boots scouring over the companion of rome and have heard of their roads and their well known slang in the galleries of the vatican and under the shadowy arches of the colosseum (utterance_850) my lady marchioness comes on board looks round we said happy air of mingled terror and impertinence which distinguishes her ladyship and rushes to her carriage for it is impossible that she should mingle with the other snobs on deck (utterance_851) there she sits and will be ill improved (utterance_852) the storber relieves on her chariot banners are in great on her ladyship's heart (utterance_853) and they valued best take the pistol case into his cabin (utterance_854) look at honest nace and hampstitch and his lady and their little son (utterance_855) what a noble air of blazing contentment illuminates the features of those snobs of eastern race (utterance_856) what at all at hounds did she says (utterance_857) he will never spare himself any cheap enjoyment (utterance_858) i have said before i like to look at the peoples on their gallow days they are so picturesquely and outrageously splendid and happy (utterance_859) young there comes captain bull speaking span tied and trim which rathers for four or six months every year of his life who does not commit himself by luxury of raiment or resolence of demeanour but i think as as great as sop as any man on board (utterance_860) bob passes the season in london sponging for dinners and sleeping in a garret near his club (utterance_861) see he's up to old carbass already i told he he would (utterance_862) that broad shouldered book with the great whiskers and the clean to white kit gloves is mister falin clansy of paul duley's town he endeavours to disguise his native brogue with the richest superposition of english and if he play at billy yarns or recurred with him did chances are that he will win the first game and he the seven or eight games in sering (utterance_863) the next person is when but hark (utterance_864) when a gross instance of snobbishness happens i should not the indignant journalist call the public attentionties of delincracy too (utterance_865) how for instance could set wonderful kate of the earl of mangle vertzer and his brother be examined in the snobbish point of view (utterance_866) all we require is that a man should be recommended to us by the earl of manga roostershire (utterance_867) oh you pride of all snoblind (utterance_868) a recrolling truckling self confessed lackeys and parasites (utterance_869) it was her slobbish sentiment buttonus let her and to make her vanities a prey to a diswindling fortune teller (utterance_870) how did you count for the protitious benefilence exercised towards the interesting and french lady (utterance_871) the almost boarding housekeeper read to her feet at once (utterance_872) good honest simple lord loving children of scotland (utterance_873) finally there was a case of de right honourable mister vernon at york (utterance_874) the right honourable was a son of an ogreman and practised on an old lady (utterance_875) then he cast his nets over a family of father mother and daughters one of him he proposed to marry (utterance_876) one day the trade of flat with a tea pot and a basket full of cold fixtures (utterance_877) it was a right honourable which baited the hook which go to all these greedy simple snobs (utterance_878) what they have been taken in by commoner (utterance_879) alas and alas what water man there speaks a truth can hope for such an aunt lady (utterance_880) and yet all these instances of fond andcredulous snobbishness have occurred in the same week's paper with whom knows how many school more (utterance_881) we are three sisters whom seventeen to twenty two (utterance_882) we are just the same to persons who was handled with their name as to those without it (utterance_883) if you do i cannot help it but i am of a sanguine disposition and entertain a lingering hope (utterance_884) excuse this girl but i always write headlong (utterance_885) we never write and perfume to caver in short i can't help thinking that if you knew us we would not think a snops (utterance_886) i shall have a black crape around my white hat and my usual bomboo came with sir richard leitznock (utterance_887) i am sorry there will be no time to get up moustaches between now and next week (utterance_888) from seventeen to two and twenty the gods of what ages (utterance_889) dear young creatures i can see you all three (utterance_890) seventeen suits me as near as my own time of life but might i don't say to intrenches to all (utterance_891) no no and that fritzerog is demure middle one (utterance_892) he is pleased by silly lis of fluttering heart (utterance_893) you snobs de young ladies (utterance_894) i will pull any man's nose he says so (utterance_895) there is no harm in being of a good family (utterance_896) you can't tell but boy dears what's the name (utterance_897) that very confident savours of arrogance and to be arrogant is to be a snob (utterance_898) but areth there no cunning natures no tender hearts no souls humble simple and druse loving (utterance_899) ponderwell on this question sweet young ladies (utterance_900) interest however still runs on in both cases superior to keep the memory of the affair realise till at length in some eve flower pup comes a creditor upon each and by demanding principle upon the spot together with full interest to the very day makes them both feel the full extent of their obligations (utterance_901) as the reader for i hate your rifes has a sour knowledge of human nature i need not say more to satisfy him said my hero could not go on at this rate without some slight experience of these incidental mimotize (utterance_902) to speak the truth he had wantonly involved himself in a multitude of small book debts of this dam which notwithstanding eugenius's frequent advice he too much disregarded thinking that as not one of them was contracted through any malignancy of humor there would all of them be crossed out in in cause (utterance_903) eugenius would never admit this and would often tell him that one day a rosa he would certainly be reckoned to us and he would often add in an accent of sorrowful apprehension to the uttermost bite (utterance_904) what inclined eugenius to his same opinion was as follows (utterance_905) yorik followed eugenese was his eyes to the door he's in close to them and to never open them more (utterance_906) alas polyolic (utterance_907) nevertheless in general appearance the harrier and the fox found very much alike the one obvious distinction being that of sides (utterance_908) if you want to hunt your hairs on foot sixteen inches is quite big enough almost too big to run with but if you are riding to them twenty inches is a useful height or even nineteen inches (utterance_909) it is useless to lay down any hard and fast rule as to color it is so much a matter of individual taste (utterance_910) but puppies are usually sent out to walk and may easily be procured to be captain reared until they are old enough to be entered to their work (utterance_911) he is of course finer but with the length of neck so perfect in the bigger hound the little shoulders of the same pattern and the typical quarters and second thighs (utterance_912) and when he is fairly on a line of course he sticks to it as the saying he is like a beagle (utterance_913) it is quite possible therefore that the beagle was crossed with the welsh southern or otterhound to get more size and power as there certainly was a welsh rough coated beel of good eighteen inches and an almost identical contemporary that was called the essex beagle (utterance_914) that a great many of the true order were bred became very manifest as soon as the harriet and begal association was formed and more particularly when a deception of the peterborough hound show was reserved for them (utterance_915) then they seemed to spring from every part of the country (utterance_916) one hears now of the chasten the house did place very noted indeed the halting the lee park the serbaton the trinity foot the wood dale missus g w hilliards missus prices and missus turners (utterance_917) hydes brown darkasel or hazel not deep set nor bulgy and with a mild expression (utterance_918) ears long set on low fine in texture and hanging in a graceful fold close to the cheek (utterance_919) neck moderately long slightly arched the throat showing some duellette (utterance_920) shoulders clean and slightly sloping (utterance_921) forelegs plate street well under the dog of good substance and round in the bone (utterance_922) feet round well nuckled up and strongly patted (utterance_923) coat smooth variety smooth very dense and not too fine or short (utterance_924) height not exceeding sixteen inches (utterance_925) all things which follow from the absolute nature of any attribute of god must always exist and be infinite or in other words are each colonel and infinite through this said attribute (utterance_926) proof conceive if it be possible supposing the proposition to be denied that something in some attribute of god can follow from the absolute nature of the said attribute and that at the same time it is finerth and has a contribute thought (utterance_927) in its nature infinite (utterance_928) must necessarily exist (utterance_929) we have now granted therefore thought not constituting the idea of god and accordingly the idea of god does not naturally follow from its nature in so far as it is absolute thought for it is conceived as constituting and also as not constituting the idea of god which is against our hypothesis (utterance_930) and beyond the limits of the idea of god supposing the latter at some time not to have existed for not to be going to exist thought would perforce have existed without the idea of god necessarily flowed therefrom (utterance_931) bear in mind that the same proposition may be affirmed of any thing which in any attribute necessarily follows from god's absolute nature (utterance_932) corollary hence it follows that god is not only the cause of things coming into existence but also of their continuing in existence that is in scholastic phraseology god is cause of the being of things as sindy rheum (utterance_933) corollary individual things are nothing but modifications of the attributes of god or modes by which the attributes of god are expressed in a fixed and definite manner (utterance_934) such a core such a time you never did see (utterance_935) i was wishing somebody would give the conversation a start when indianie made a brake (utterance_936) this ain't no great stock country says he to the old gentleman with the cane (utterance_937) no sir says the old gentleman (utterance_938) there's very little grazing here and the range is pretty much wore out (utterance_939) the young lady smiled through vale and the old lady snapped her eyes and looked sideways at the speaker (utterance_940) i'm one down to orleans to see if i can't get a contract out of uncle sam to feed the boys won't ben lickin them in front of mexkins so bad (utterance_941) i've read some accounts of the battle says the old gentleman that didn't give a very flattering account of the conduct of some of our troops (utterance_942) the old creature listened to him with evident signs of displosure twisting and groaning till he couldn't stand it no longer (utterance_943) he should his mouth right in the middle of what he was saying and looked at the preacher while his face got his rid as fire (utterance_944) swearing says the old creature is a terrible bad practice and there ain't no use in it no how (utterance_945) ootes but in the annie kept shady he appeared to be towed down (utterance_946) the old gentleman with the cane took a part in the conversation and the hoozer listened without ever open in his head (utterance_947) he was at soda mangamoreo and seen the place why lots wife fell ah (utterance_948) yes says the creature he went to the very spot and was the remarkableest thing of all he seen the pillar of salt what she was turned into (utterance_949) yes sir he's seen the thoughts standin thar to this day (utterance_950) what says the hoozer real genoine good salt (utterance_951) yes sir a pillar of salt jist as it was when that wicked woman was punished for her days obedience (utterance_952) right out in the open air he asked (utterance_953) we had then but little of that minute and accurate knowledge of the interior of the continent which was requisite for a determination of the problem (utterance_954) several different parties were therefore organized to examine the various routes supposed to be practicable within the northern and southern limits of the united states (utterance_955) the only discrimination made was in the more prompt and thorough equipment of the parties for the extreme northern line and this was only because that was supposed to be the most difficult of execution of all the surveys (utterance_956) the inquiries were made with regard to good powder which subsequently led to the use of a coarser reign for artillery (utterance_957) the officers of these regiments were chosen partly by a selection from those already in service in the regular army and partly by appointment from civil life (utterance_958) under instructions from the president the least was therefore revised and modified in accordance with this new element of geographical distribution (utterance_959) after some further discussion of the question the visitors withdrew dissatisfied with the result of the interview (utterance_960) the quartermaster general on hearing of this conversation hastened to inform me that it was all a mistake at the appointed of the office had been confounded with his father who was a well known wig but that he the son was a democrat (utterance_961) i assured the general that this was altogether immaterial adding that it was a very pretty quarrel as it stood and that i had no desire to effect a settlement of it on any inferior issue (utterance_962) the social attitude tour smoking the already victorian days and for some time later was curious (utterance_963) now missus croup he says i feel it in the smoky humor and shall probably blaze away all night (utterance_964) but seed where you are if you please in case i want you (utterance_965) the dwarf's tastes however were capitally (utterance_966) but the cripe and brass were now in society (utterance_967) there was still plenty of fact the boponise and announcers of tobacco (utterance_968) one of the most distinguished was the great duke of wellington who abominably smote him and was annoyed by the increase of cigar smoking a mile officers of the army (utterance_969) the ladies had their kings sent for the abominable door of tobacco and the distrust of the man who smoked (utterance_970) curious fists through those who are facts is common on it for this is this molten that it should be considered a crime (utterance_971) i believe in my heart the women are jealous of it as the upper wive (utterance_972) i have delayed genie but the man in lady who has just been kind enough to read the above lines lays down the boop after this confession of mind that i must smoke her and the face oh the bargain wretch and the passer sounds of something else (utterance_973) germany has been puffing for three score years france moaks to a man (utterance_974) shah look at his progress (utterance_975) thus the outdoor of the back was not brought into the drawing room (utterance_976) the sterner lace and the bohemians who met at their coders were about or below the thick taste of fashion and smoking was always a feature of their gatherings (utterance_977) both queen victoria and the prince consorted hasted it so tobacco was to boo wherever the court horse (utterance_978) at that very time a day in the morning of the second of september napoleon was standing among his troops on the precloding heel looking at the panoramas bred out before him (utterance_979) the brightonness of the mornine was magical (utterance_980) but the myclemacy is always ready to descend upon a vanquished (utterance_981) yet here she is lying on my feet with her golden domes and crouses singleating in the twinkling of the sunshine (utterance_982) but i shall spare her (utterance_983) from the hind out the grammary yes there is the kremmeline yes i will give them just the allowance i will teach them the meaning of true civilization i will make generations so boulatars remember their conqueror with law (utterance_984) i will tell the deputation that i denote and to note as i wore that i have wished to war only against the false policy of their court that i love in the respect of zundo a very masterful i accept terms of peace will feel myself and of my people (utterance_985) i do not wish to utilize the fortunes of war to humiliate in honor to monarch (utterance_986) you have to be told all the same so some gentlemen of this wit but gentlemen (utterance_987) a single report of the sinking of a gun followed and the chops who were already spread out on different sides of moscope moving to the city of fool murred coloba and dargamo of gaze (utterance_988) his major domo came in the second time to say that the frenchman who had brought the letter from their countess was very anxious to see him if only four minutes and thus some one from bossitiffe's widow had a cow to ask pierre to take charge of her husband's book asked she herself was living for the country (utterance_989) there was no way in the passage (utterance_990) the howpooter was standing at the front door (utterance_991) from the landing where peter stood there was a second the sercase linen to the back entrance (utterance_992) he went down the staircase and out into the yard no one has seen him (utterance_993) when he felt that he was being looked at he behaved like alaburs which highness had in the bosom there now to be seen he held his head and quickening his face when down the street (utterance_994) he hired the first a captain met and told the july r to go to the patriac's ponds where the widow basideve's house was (utterance_995) this was the authentic scowl shacks with bathsheb's nose and exclamations (utterance_996) he set down the dusted writing table and having laid the menuous group before him opened them out closed them finally pushed them away and arresting his head on his hand sank into medication (utterance_997) macara lacks of his came twice that the evening shuffling along a sclossus as far as the door and stops and the loop that ingristiately at the pier (utterance_998) the officers were about to take leave but the present you apparently reluctant to be left along with his friend asked them to stay in half tea (utterance_999) ceased with broaden and soulless to tea (utterance_1000) the officer's case was surprised at a pure huge stout figure and listened to his stock of the massaco and the position of our army on which he had a burden (utterance_1001) so you understand the whole position of our troops (utterance_1002) now being a military man the canons say apt understood they're fully for they understand the general precision (utterance_1003) well then you know more than any one else be it who it may said chris andrew (utterance_1004) tell me your opinion that's late the toad (utterance_1005) pure look that mount him with the county suddenly into rock tamp smile with which everybody voluntarily addressed that officer (utterance_1006) monsieur leithoges since his serenity has been appointed your excellency set in law continually and continually turning to glance at his colonel (utterance_1007) why so ask the peer (utterance_1008) no wife was there forbaden (utterance_1009) a small lance too he judged correctly that the french might outflancus as they had large forces (utterance_1010) he ordered us to retreat and allow our efforts and allows us one for nothing (utterance_1011) so they asked me with bartlee (utterance_1012) well rosamond was well the foreigner could serve her and the piasclan in the minister but as soon as she is in danger she needs one of her own kin (utterance_1013) and they say he is a skilful commander rejoined the peer (utterance_1014) i don't understand what is meant by a skilful commander replied prince andrew ironically (utterance_1015) a skewful commander replied the peer (utterance_1016) pure look at the heavier surprise (utterance_1017) and yet they say that the war is like a game of chests he remarked (utterance_1018) the relative strength of bodies of troops can never be known to any one (utterance_1019) success never depends and never will depend on position where equipment or even on members and the least of all i'm possession but i am what then (utterance_1020) on the feeling that is in me and in him he points to the totty malikin and he is soldier (utterance_1021) the battle is won by those who firmly resolve to win it (utterance_1022) why they will lose the battle and the alsfulness (utterance_1023) we've lost so light as one and we run (utterance_1024) but to morrow will she understand (utterance_1025) but the weather weighed us to morrow (utterance_1026) the fact is that of those men with whom you have reading around the position not only to now help matters but a hinder (utterance_1027) vast the truth the real truth said to malchin (utterance_1028) is now the day for that they say (utterance_1029) oh were silent the officers rose (utterance_1030) yes yes answered the prince andrew absently (utterance_1031) the french has destroyed my home and are only willed to destroy miracle they have outraged and are out reasoning every moment they are my enemies (utterance_1032) in my offening of your our criminals (utterance_1033) and so thinks to milk it and the whole army (utterance_1034) since they are my foes they can not be my friends whatever may have been said and accused (utterance_1035) yes yes mother appeared looking with shining eyes at the prince andrew (utterance_1036) the talk to us of ruse of war of chivalry and flocks of truth of mercy to the unfortunate in souvent it shall rub us (utterance_1037) the plunder of their people's houses issue false claver money and the worst of our they kill my children and my father and then talk of rue savoor and magnanimity to false (utterance_1038) take no prisoners by the keel and beek you (utterance_1039) trees and jew who have found it was out the same to him whether when that massaco was taken as malens had been was so they had checked in his speech by an inspect in the crambiest throat (utterance_1040) he paced up and done a few times in silence but his eyes glittered feverishly and his sleeves quivered as to began speaking (utterance_1041) the wind there was the war like this one it would be a war (utterance_1042) what is needed for success in warfare (utterance_1043) on the inside of all this it is the highest class respected by every one (utterance_1044) hodoks got above look of them and heard them (utterance_1045) i see that i have began to understand too much (utterance_1046) and they doesn't do for men to taste of the tree of knowledge of good and evil ah well it is now forelong he added (utterance_1047) however you're sleepy and this time for me to sleep (utterance_1048) go back to gorge said the prince andrew suddenly (utterance_1049) go go before battle one must have one sleep out the kid prince andrew (utterance_1050) no he does not want it pure concluded (utterance_1051) and i know that this is our last meeting (utterance_1052) one takes your succeeded another in his imagination (utterance_1053) and one of them he dwelt long and joyfully (utterance_1054) his characters get john call gomad with jealousy or fall in epileptic fits or rave hysterically (utterance_1055) if tustevsky had had less vision he would have been string burg (utterance_1056) like them he is a novelist of torture (utterance_1057) certainly the last of cruelty the last destruction for destruction's sake is the most conspicuous of the deadly sins in daustaeuska's men and women (utterance_1058) he may not be a cruel author (utterance_1059) but they are never in balance they are always in diminutical conflict (utterance_1060) even the lost is never or hardly ever the last of a more or less sane man (utterance_1061) tus kisky could not have described the scene of nekhludoff in resurrection (utterance_1062) this is a madhouse cried so one in the idius (utterance_1063) one result of this is a multiplicity of action (utterance_1064) even the talk is of actions more than no ideas (utterance_1065) he saw his violent deeds not with the hand but with the suck (utterance_1066) but one had noticed during this last two days that the other was wearing a silver watch on a yellow bed chain which he seems not to have seen on him before (utterance_1067) he took a knife and when his friend had turned away he approached him cautiously from behind took aim turned his eyes heavenwards crossed himself and praying fervently god forgive me for christ's sake (utterance_1068) he never paints every man he always projects dastayevsky or a not meritor des de r ski (utterance_1069) that is why crime and punishment belongs to a lower range of fiction than any careernon or fathers and sons (utterance_1070) we sympathised indeed with the fears the bravado the despair that succeeded the crime (utterance_1071) he is a grotesque made alive by sheer imaginative intensity of passion (utterance_1072) one does not grudge in artisan abnormal character or two (utterance_1073) he invents vicious grotesques his dickens advance comic grotesques (utterance_1074) was very fond of hanging cuts and burying them with great ceremony (utterance_1075) as for the caravans of themselves he betrays the old father and the oldest of his sons hating each other and fighting like brutal maniacs (utterance_1076) serve him right shouted dmitri breathlessly (utterance_1077) if i haven't killed him i'll come again and kill him (utterance_1078) it is easy to see where dostelliersky has become a popular author (utterance_1079) no melodramatist ever poured out incident upon the stage from such a horde of plenty (utterance_1080) costagas always ready to show them all in at once (utterance_1081) on two opposite pages of the idiot one finds the following characters brought in by name general abhorritz senko yokovna yokhovna nina elitzen jovta gunya titsen and general of organ (utterance_1082) but the secret of dastyevsky's appeal is something more than the multitude in thrill of his incidents and characters (utterance_1083) mister murray bored their faces of difficulty and attempts to definition (utterance_1084) to him thus asked his work is the record of a great mind seeking for a way of life it is more than a record of a struggle it is to struggle itself (utterance_1085) and those voices take shape in certain unfregateable fragments of dialogue that have been spoken by one spirit to another in some ugly mean turven certain surrounding darkness (utterance_1086) ultimately they are the creations not of a man who desired to be but of a spirit which sought to know (utterance_1087) because they are possessed they are no longer men and women (utterance_1088) this is all in a measure true (utterance_1089) to say this is not to deny the spirit of content of dusterskyskys work the anguish of the imprisoned souls at battles of doubt and denial and despair (utterance_1090) there is in dossayersky a suggestion of caliban trying to discover some better gordons at tables (utterance_1091) the ultimate attitude of d'astevsky is as christian as the apostle peters lord i believe hope thou might unbelief (utterance_1092) and beyond the dark night of suffering and dissipating the night thus thurstwood still sees the light of christian compassion (utterance_1093) or even by the compassion of others but prince michigan in the audience (utterance_1094) his work like his face bears the mark of this terrible conflict (utterance_1095) the novels are the perfect image of the man (utterance_1096) as to the man himself the vicomte de villege described him as he saw him in the last years of his life (utterance_1097) when he became excited on a certain point one could have sworn that one had seen him before seated on a bench in a police court awaiting trial or among bagabonds he passed their time begging before the prison doors (utterance_1098) at all other times he carried that look of sad and gentle meekness seen on the images of old stevonic saints (utterance_1099) birth the portrait of the man one sees behind ostevsky's nose the portrait one might almost have inferred from the novels (utterance_1100) it is a figure that at once fascinates and repels (utterance_1101) he is not by temperament of singer (utterance_1102) his music is a still small voice unevenly matched against his consciousness of midnight and stall (utterance_1103) truth to tell mister hardy is neither sufficiently articulate nor sufficiently fastidious to be a great poet (utterance_1104) he does not express life easily in beautiful words or in images (utterance_1105) thus he writes in i found her out there of one who (utterance_1106) there could not be an ugly and more presaic consageration than is contained in the image in the last line (utterance_1107) and prose intrudes in the choice of words as well as in images (utterance_1108) take for example the use of the word domiciled in the passage in the same poem about (utterance_1109) when william strangers sought their catering care bade old smiles bespoke their thought of what we were (utterance_1110) catering care is in a pawing phrase (utterance_1111) is a line of quipotry (utterance_1112) he did not come and marching time drew on and wore me none yet lost the loss of your dear presence there then that i thus found lacking in your make that higher compassion which can overbear reluctance for pure loving kindness sake grieved i when as the hope i stroked it some he did not come (utterance_1113) there are hints of the grand style of the rectare in these lines but phrases luck in your make and as the hope thou stroked its song a discourse that bring it tumbled into the levels of victorian commonplace (utterance_1114) he has a temperament sensitive beyond that of all but a few recent writers to the pain and passion of human beings (utterance_1115) one can remember palm after poem of his with a theme that might easily have served for mister hardy too late christina the lost mistress the last ride together the statue in the breast to name a few (utterance_1116) but what a sense of triumph there is in brownie's tragedies (utterance_1117) his world is a place of opulence not of poverty (utterance_1118) to have loved given for an hour is with browning to live for ever after in the inheritance of a mighty achievement (utterance_1119) to have loved for an hour is in mister hardy's imagination to have deepened the sadness even more than the beauty of one's memories (utterance_1120) for then i undistressed by hearts growing cold to me could only wait my endless rest with equanimity (utterance_1121) but time to make me grieve part steals let's part abide and shakes this fragile frame at eve with throbbings of noontide (utterance_1122) and despair is by no means triumphant in what is perhaps the most attractive of all mister hardy's poems the oxen (utterance_1123) we pictured the meek mild creatures where they dwelt in this story pen nor did it occur to one of us there to doubt our kneeling then (utterance_1124) the mood of faith however or rather of delight in the memory of faith is not mister hardy's prevailing mood (utterance_1125) he can enter upon a wall without a runical darts as we see in the song men he march away (utterance_1126) how long he cried in a palm written some years ago (utterance_1127) when shall the sane is softer qualities wherever we dream have sway in each proud land and patriotism growing godlike scorn to stand one slave to realms but circle earth and seas (utterance_1128) but perhaps his characteristic attitude to war is to be found not in lines like these but in that melancholy poem the souls of the slain in which the souls of the dead soldiers return to their country in question a senor soul flame mister how their friends and relatives have kept their doughty deeds in remembrance (utterance_1129) and general how hold out our sweethearts swoon loyal as doves (utterance_1130) some fickle in fleet hearts have found the nilos (utterance_1131) and our wives quoth another resignedly don't they unheeds (utterance_1132) mister hardy has too bitter a sense of reality to believe much in the glory of war (utterance_1133) the real world to mister hardy is the world of ancient human things in which war has come to be a hideous irrelevance (utterance_1134) it may be thought on the overhand that mister hardy's poems about war and no more expressive of tragic fretuity than his poems about love (utterance_1135) fritillity and frustration are ever recurring themes in both (utterance_1136) his lovers like his soldiers wrought in the grey defeated of their glory (utterance_1137) love is always severed both in life and in death (utterance_1138) in beyond the last lamp we had the same mournful cry over severance (utterance_1139) no shade of pinnacle or tree or tower while earth endures will fall on my mound and within the hour still unto yours one robin never haunt our two green hoveterers (utterance_1140) there brings face to face with an experienced intenser than our own (utterance_1141) nothing of tinious worth have i wrought pondered planned no one thing asking blame or praise since the pale corps like birth of this stern or unit bearing blanks in all its rays dullest of dull hued days (utterance_1142) in one corner of the little room kenneth forbes squatted upon a bench with an empty pine box held carelessly in his lap (utterance_1143) while duncan worked the boy was busy with his pensive but neither had spoken for it these the half hour (utterance_1144) then riding slowly up the heads bordered road his troubles once more assailed him and he wondered if there was not some spot upon the broad earth to which he could fly for retirement until the girls had left almost for good (utterance_1145) nora shade and he looked up to discover that he had nearly run down o pedestrian a stout little man with a bundle under his arm who held up one hand as it to arrest him (utterance_1146) where do you want to go asked the boy (utterance_1147) that is the same jane as ever he responded with a shake of his glizzled head (utterance_1148) do you know i shall not hope she performed and i'd be glad to see her again they tell me she's got money (utterance_1149) aunt jane's rich aunt jane (utterance_1150) echoed the man quickly what you name that (utterance_1151) don't my girls i take it (utterance_1152) another long pause then the boy suddenly turned questioning (utterance_1153) you know un miss merrick sir (utterance_1154) i used to when we were both younger (utterance_1155) kennett stopped short and the man stopped and the little man with a whimsical smile at the boy's astonishment also stopped (utterance_1156) john meddick that's me (utterance_1157) you was a ten smith (utterance_1158) the kept track of her because she suddenly became rich and a great lady and that was a surprising thing to have to americ (utterance_1159) thank you lad returned the man gratefully i thought a little exercise would do me good but this three miles has seen like thirty to me (utterance_1160) i will said the man (utterance_1161) the boy turned away but in a moment hoisted again (utterance_1162) his interest in miss jane's brother john was extraordinary (utterance_1163) there's little danger in this court lemsure so i'm merest well to be flinched with the poor child (utterance_1164) ah why not (utterance_1165) but hesitated (utterance_1166) the letter asked me to visit her was the first i have ever received from her (utterance_1167) but since she asked me to visit her which urged she had softened and might wish to be come friendly and so i accepted the invitation (utterance_1168) truly two girls would have a better time in this lonely old place than one could have a lawn (utterance_1169) oh yes she has corrected louise (utterance_1170) you mean taxissia doyle yes (utterance_1171) when we may conclude she's left out of the arrangement said beth come (utterance_1172) you fight for your own chance and fight mighty hard (utterance_1173) why my dear cousin i don't want aunt jane's money (utterance_1174) my mother and i are am pretty provided for and i am only here to find dress for my social duties and to get acquainted with my dead father's sister that is all (utterance_1175) my father teaches music and mother's causes continually for not being able to earn enough money to keep out of debt (utterance_1176) we've never seen her scent of her money although father has tried at times to borrow enough to happy night of his difficulties (utterance_1177) i used to kiss her when she asked me too and it's sent a shiver all down my back (utterance_1178) for my part i am fond of every one and it delights me to fusseran in willids and assist them (utterance_1179) you see you like to gather in relids and i don't (utterance_1180) you try to make me think you don't want any of us with your eyes anxious to get it as i am (utterance_1181) they called me beth silently (utterance_1182) i couldn't give in this out of the way corner of the world you know (utterance_1183) but suppose she leaves it to you persisted bett (utterance_1184) louise seemed to magistrate (utterance_1185) it's a magnificent estate said beth looking at her cousin doubtfully (utterance_1186) now shall we be friends she asked lightly (utterance_1187) to be sure i should want it all my dear (utterance_1188) such a girl said it had never been her privilege to have before and when her suspicions were forgotten she became fairly responsive and brightened wonderfully (utterance_1189) silas she said rennie entered what you think of my nieces (utterance_1190) they are very charming guards he answered although the other at an age when fucus showed to good advantage (utterance_1191) why is you not in white kenneth to denying jim the boy (utterance_1192) he is constantly saying disagreeable things (utterance_1193) very well said the lawyer quietly but your my nieces do you prefer (utterance_1194) asked your lady after a pause i cannot say on so short an acquaintance he answered with gratitude which do you prefer jane (utterance_1195) they are equally unsatisfactory she answered (utterance_1196) i cannot imagine elmhurst belonging to either sideds (utterance_1197) i must see that alanese the one who defies me and refuses to answer my second letter (utterance_1198) there would be a dozen airs to fight for my money and dear roland house would be sold to strangers she resumed with bitterness (utterance_1199) they are but louquan lovers who can content themselves with the dialogue carried on at bosshot distance (utterance_1200) if there be an elysium on earth it is this (utterance_1201) his own daughter his only daughter of the best blood of southern aristocracy beautiful accomplished everything to secure him as splendid alliance holding knightly assignation with a horse hunter (utterance_1202) he could well conceive so much to her caprice since her staying at home could be noticed advantage to the cause that had prompted him to the stern council (utterance_1203) it is already known that this road passed the hasienda of cassa del corro at some distance from the house and on the opposite side of the river (utterance_1204) on reaching the corpse he dismounted let his horse in among the underwood hitched him by looping his bridle rein around the topmost twigs of an elastic bow then detaching a long rope of twisted horsehair from the horn of his saddle and inserting his arm into its coil he glided out to the edge of the island on that side that lay towards the husienda (utterance_1205) the fourth was taking the shadow of the corpse he cast a glance toward the sky and let the moon sailing supremely over it (utterance_1206) the droll conceit which has so often used the nocturnal in everyt of great cities appear to produce a like effect upon the night patroler of the prairie and for a moment the shadow laid darkening his brow disappeared (utterance_1207) it's not likely it's tis our unless it be the owner of a bad conscience who can't sleep (utterance_1208) trot there's one such within those walls (utterance_1209) if he be abroad there's a good chance of his seeing me on the open ground not that i should care a straw if it were only myself to be compromised (utterance_1210) it's no use waiting upon the moon justaca (utterance_1211) it is true he had designs upon the hussy ender but these did not contemplate either its cash fleet or jewelry if we accept the most precious jeweller contained the mistress of the mansion herself (utterance_1212) he tarried at genescho a few days and came up the garden where i then resided he was apparently without any business that would support him but he soon became acquainted with my son thomas with whom he hunted for a long time and made his home with him at my house winter came on and he continued his day (utterance_1213) the enraged husband well owing that he should feel a blow if he waited to hear the order repeated instantly retreated and went down the river to his castle (utterance_1214) we protected the poor man to go home in and gave her victuals and allan sympathized with her in her misfortunes to spring when her husband came to her acknowledged his former errors and that he had abused her without a cause for mister luffermation and she received him with every mark of a renewal of her affection (utterance_1215) the indians was soon answered by the american officer that the wampum was cordially accepted and that a continuance of peace was ardently wished for (utterance_1216) my son thomas went with them with allan's horse and carried the good (utterance_1217) alim on finding that his enemies had gone came back to my house where he lived as before but of his return they were soon not to fight at miagara and nettles whom i read priscilla ramsey with a small party of indians came on to take him (utterance_1218) nettles at length abandoned the chase went home and alim all indebters came in (utterance_1219) by running in the woods his clothing had become torn into rags so that he was in a suffering condition or was naked (utterance_1220) alan made his trousers himself and then built a raft on which he went down the river to his own place at montmodys (utterance_1221) there an indian gave him some refreshment and a good gun with which he hastened on to little beardstown where he found his call (utterance_1222) not daring to risk himself at that place for fear of being given up he made her but a short visit and came immediately to guard all (utterance_1223) the love of liberty however added to his natural swiftness gave him sufficient strength to make his escape to his former castle of safety (utterance_1224) his pursuers came immediately to my house where they expected to have found him secreted and under my protection (utterance_1225) still unsatisfied and doubting my veracity they advised my indian brother to use his influence to draw from me the secret of his concealment which they had an idea that i considered a great importance not only to him but to my sense i persisted in my ignorance of his situation and finally as he left me (utterance_1226) he came to my house in the night and awoke me with the greatest caution furling that some of his enemies might be watching to take him at a time when and in a place where it would be impossible for him to make his escape (utterance_1227) at that time alan lay in a secret place in the guls a short distance above my flats in a hole that he accidentally found in the rock near the river (utterance_1228) the povloved gruds held feast after feast celebrating a wars they had received for the campaign and made expeditions to old moots to visit a certain caroline of hungarian who had recently opened a restaurant there with girls's waitresses (utterance_1229) the guards had made their whole march as if on a pleasure trip parading their claimliness and discipline (utterance_1230) the regiments had entered and left the town with their bands play and by the grandeurs orders the men had marched all the way in step a practice on which the guards pleaded themselves the officers on foot and at their proper posts (utterance_1231) boris had been cosards and had marched all the way with burg who was already in command of a company (utterance_1232) boris during the campaign had made the acquaintance of many persons who might prove useful to him and by a letter of recommendation he had brought from pierre had become acquainted with prince andrew bolkonski though whom he hoped to obtain a post on the commander in chief staff (utterance_1233) berg and boris having rested after yesterday's march were sitting clean and neatly dressed at a rhine table in the clean quarters allotted to them plain chess (utterance_1234) well how are you going to get out of that's he remarked (utterance_1235) at that moment the door opened (utterance_1236) dear me how you have changed (utterance_1237) he was about to embrace his friends but nicholas avoided him (utterance_1238) he wanted to pension push him do anything but kiss him a thing everybody did (utterance_1239) but notwithstanding that spaulus embraced him in a quiet friendly way and kissed him three times (utterance_1240) they had not met for nearly half a year and being at the age when young men did at first steps and lace roads each saw immense changes in the other quite a new reflection of the society in which they had taken those first steps (utterance_1241) i did not expect you to be he added (utterance_1242) you know of course that his imperial highness wrote with our regiment all the time so that we had every comfort in every advantage (utterance_1243) what receptions we had in polands (utterance_1244) what dinners in balls i can't tell you (utterance_1245) oh you god said rostov i say selfish of wine (utterance_1246) he went to his bed drew a parson under the clean pillow and said for wine (utterance_1247) yes and i have some money in the letters to give you he added (utterance_1248) oh don't mention it kate i quite understand said burg getting up and speaking in a muffled and guttural voice (utterance_1249) go trust your host they invited you added boris (utterance_1250) barbara put on the cleanest of coats without a spot or speck of dust stood before a looking glass and brushed the hair on his temples upwards in the way affected by the emperor alexander and having insureed himself from the way rostov looked at it that his coat had been noticed left the room with a pleasant smile (utterance_1251) oh dear what a beast i am muttered rostov as he read the letter why (utterance_1252) well have you sent gabriel for some wine all right let's have some (utterance_1253) and the letter from his parents was enclosed a letter of recommendation to bagration which the old countess had anna mikholovna's advice had obtained through an acquaintance and sent to her son asking him to take it to his destination and make use of it (utterance_1254) why it is through that away asked boris (utterance_1255) it is some letter of recommendation whatever do i want it for (utterance_1256) he looked intently and inquiringly into his friend's eyes evidently trying in vain to find the answer to some question (utterance_1257) which you believe it kate i was not at all alarmed as i knew i was right (utterance_1258) i came forward berg stood up and showed her he presented himself with his hand to his cap and really it would have been difficult for a face to express greater respect and self complacency than his did (utterance_1259) well he stormed at me as he sang his stormed and stormed and stormed (utterance_1260) it was not a matter of life but rather of death as the sea is (utterance_1261) albanians and devils and to siberia said berg with a sagacious smile (utterance_1262) still i remain silent and what do you think kate (utterance_1263) the next day it was not even mentioned in the audience of the day (utterance_1264) that's the way coat said burg lighting his pipe and emitting rings of smoke (utterance_1265) yes that was fine said rostov smiling (utterance_1266) rostov with a traceful young man and widow noah can't have told the deliberate lie (utterance_1267) he began his story meaning to tell everything just as it happened but imperceptibly involuntarily and inevitably he lapsed into falsehood (utterance_1268) prince andrew who liked to help young man was flattered by being asked for his assistance and being well disposed towards boris who had managed to please him the day before he wished to do what the young man wanted (utterance_1269) in spite of prince andrew's disagreeable a ronical tone in spite of the contempt with which rostov from his fate and army point of view regarded all these little adjutants on the staff of whom the new comer was evidently won rostov fell confused blushed and became silent (utterance_1270) boris inquired what news there may be on the staff and what without indiscretion one may ask about our plans (utterance_1271) we shall probably advance replied bolkovsky evidently reluctantly reluctantly reluctant to see more in the presence of a stranger (utterance_1272) berged at the opportunity to ask with great politeness whether as was rumoured the allowance of forage money to captains of companies who be doubled (utterance_1273) i was still said rostov angrily as if intending to insult the ades de camp (utterance_1274) with a slightly contemptuous smile he said yes that i'm many stories now told him at that affair (utterance_1275) but our stories are the stories of men who have been unto the enemy's fire (utterance_1276) our stories have some weights not like the stories of those fellows on the staff who get rewards without doing anything (utterance_1277) however he added rising you know my name and where to find me but don't forget that i do not regard either myself or you as having been at all insulted and as a man older than you my advice is to let the matter drop (utterance_1278) exclaimed prince andrew and was about to them both he went out (utterance_1279) and he was still more angry at having omitted to see it (utterance_1280) he ordered his horse at once and coldly taking leave of boars rode home (utterance_1281) should he go to headquarters next day and challenge the affeted adjutant or really let the matter drop was the question that weighed him all the way (utterance_1282) it was long since rostov said news of nicholas (utterance_1283) not till midwinter was the count at last handed a letter addressed in his son's handwriting (utterance_1284) on receiving it he ran on tiptoe to his study and alarm and haste trying to escape notice closed the door and began to read the letter (utterance_1285) each time of these hints began to meet the tone to us anxious and she glanced uneasily at the tones and at anna mikolovna the latter very adroitly turned the conversation to insignificant matters (utterance_1286) but for god's sake be careful you know how that may affect your mamma (utterance_1287) no are my true word of honor said natasha crossing herself i won't tell any one (utterance_1288) and she ran off it was to sonya (utterance_1289) she rushed to sonya hugged her and began to cry (utterance_1290) it's true the all you women are cry baby shammered petya pacing the room with large resolute straits (utterance_1291) you're all blubbereth and understand nothing (utterance_1292) natasha smiled through her tears (utterance_1293) what nasty brutes they are (utterance_1294) hold your tongue peter what a goose you are (utterance_1295) sonya smiled do i remember nicholas (utterance_1296) i remember nikolinka too i remember him well she said (utterance_1297) no she shut her eyes (utterance_1298) she felt that sonya was speaking the truth that there were such love as sonya was speaking of (utterance_1299) she believed it could be but did not understand it (utterance_1300) shall you write to him she asked (utterance_1301) now that he was already an officer and a wounded hero would it be right to remind him of herself and as it might seem of the obligations to her he had taken on himself (utterance_1302) i don't know (utterance_1303) so ye smiles no (utterance_1304) it's because she was in love with that fat one his spectacles that was her picture described his namesteak the new cob isukhov and now she's in love with us singer he met natasha's italian singing master that's why she's ashamed (utterance_1305) petya your stupid said natasha (utterance_1306) the countess had been prepared by anna mikhaylovna's hints at dinner (utterance_1307) on retiring to her own room she sat in an armchair her eyes fixed on a miniature portrait of her son on the lid of a snuff box while the tears kept coming into her eyes (utterance_1308) the carriage put his ear to the keyhole and listened (utterance_1309) at first he heard a sign of indifferent voices then an emikolovna's voice alone in a long speech then a cry then silence then both voices together with glad insinations and then footsteps (utterance_1310) animikhaylovna opened the door (utterance_1311) when she heard this sonia blushed so that tears came into her eyes and unable to bear the lugs turned upon her ran away into the dancing hole her old grinded at full speed with her dress puffed out like a balloon and flushed and smiling plumped down on the floor (utterance_1312) the contest was grey (utterance_1313) from all he says one should be glad and not cry (utterance_1314) how charmingly he describes said she reading the descriptive part of the letter and what a soul (utterance_1315) i always said when he was only so high i always said (utterance_1316) i have been told that mister van brandt is in prison for debt i said (utterance_1317) and i saw for myself last night that he had left you hopeless (utterance_1318) he left me the little money he had with him when he was arrested she rejoined sadly (utterance_1319) his cruel creditors are more to plan than he is for the poverty that has fallen on us (utterance_1320) even this negative defence of van bratt stung me to the quick i ought to have spoken more guardedly of him i said bitterly (utterance_1321) i ought to have remembered that a woman can forgive almost any wrong than a man can inflict on her when he is a man whom she loves (utterance_1322) she put her hand on my mouth and stopped me before i could say any more (utterance_1323) how can you speak so coolly to me she asked (utterance_1324) you know to my shame i confessed it to you the last time we met you know that my heart in secret is all yours (utterance_1325) what wrong are you talking of (utterance_1326) is it the wrong i suffered when van brant married me with a wife living at the time and living still (utterance_1327) do you think i can never forget the great misfortune of my life the misfortune that has made me unworthy of you (utterance_1328) it is no fault of mind god knows but it is not the less true that i am not married and that the little darling who is playing out there with her doll is my child (utterance_1329) and you talk of my being your wife knowing that the child accepts me as her second father i said (utterance_1330) it would be better and happier for us both if you had as little pride as a child pride she repeated (utterance_1331) in such a position as mine (utterance_1332) a helpless woman with a mock husband and prison for debt (utterance_1333) am i to marry you for my food and shelter (utterance_1334) am i to marry you because there is no lawful tie that binds me to the father of my child (utterance_1335) that is he is he has not forsaken me he has been forced away (utterance_1336) my only friend is it possible that you think me ungrateful enough to consent to be your wife (utterance_1337) the woman in my situation must be heartless indeed who could destroy your place in the estimation of the world in the regard of your friends (utterance_1338) the wretchedest creature that walks the streets would shrink from treating you in that way (utterance_1339) oh what a man made of (utterance_1340) how can you how can you speak of it (utterance_1341) i yielded and spoke of it no more (utterance_1342) every word she uttered only increased my admiration of the noble creature whom i have had loved and lost (utterance_1343) bitterly as i hated the man who had parted us i loved her dearly enough to be even capable of helping him for her sake hopeless in vatuation (utterance_1344) i don't deny it i don't excuse it hopeless evatuation you have forgiven me i said (utterance_1345) let me deserve to be forgiven (utterance_1346) it is something to be your only friend (utterance_1347) you must have plans for the future tell me unreservedly how i can help you (utterance_1348) complete the good work that you have begun she answered gratefully help me back to half (utterance_1349) make me strong enough to submit to a doctor's estimate of my chances of living for some years yet (utterance_1350) a doctor's estimate of your chances of living i repeated what do you mean (utterance_1351) i hardly know how to tell you she said without speaking again of mister van brandt (utterance_1352) tess speaking of him again means speaking of his debts i asked (utterance_1353) why need you hesitate (utterance_1354) you know that there is nothing i will not do to relieve your anxieties (utterance_1355) never let me tell you the plain truth (utterance_1356) there is a serious necessity for his getting out of prison (utterance_1357) yes this is his position in two words a little while since he obtained an excellent offer of employment abroad from a rich relative of his and he had made all his arrangements to accept it (utterance_1358) unhappily he returned to tell me of his good fortune and the same day he was arrested for debt (utterance_1359) the snare that had been set for her was plainly revealed in those four words (utterance_1360) in the eye of the law she was of course a single woman she was of age she was to all intents and purposes her own mistress (utterance_1361) what was there to prevent her from insuring her life as she pleased and from so disposing of the insurance as to give them brought a direct interest in her death (utterance_1362) thanks to the happy accident of my position the one certain way of protecting her lay easily within my reach (utterance_1363) i could offer to let this scoundrel the money that he wanted in an hour's notice and he was a man to accept my proposal quite as easily as i could make it (utterance_1364) you are quite mistaken i replied (utterance_1365) i am only doubting whether you are planned for relieving mister van brant of his embarrassments is quite so simple as you suppose (utterance_1366) are you aware of the delays that are likely to take place before it will be possible to borrow money in your policy of insurance (utterance_1367) i know nothing about it she said sadly (utterance_1368) will you let me ask the advice of my lawyers (utterance_1369) they are trustworthy and experienced men and i am sure they can be of use to you (utterance_1370) cautiously as i had expressed myself her delicacy took the alarm (utterance_1371) promise that you won't ask me to borrow money of you for mister van brandt she rejoined and i will accept your help gratefully (utterance_1372) i could honestly promise that (utterance_1373) my one chance of saving her lay in keeping from her knowledge the corse i had now determined to pursue (utterance_1374) i rose to go while my resolution still sustained me (utterance_1375) kissed me she whispered before you go (utterance_1376) it is only your goodness that overpowers me (utterance_1377) it's a sad thing for a body to lack brains where she wants to be a teacher isn't it (utterance_1378) penelope has studied so hard all winter and she hasn't gone anywhere told the other sister wistfully (utterance_1379) doris dreamed of credit rests all that night and don't about them all the next day (utterance_1380) so it must be confessed did penelope though she would not have admired it ade for the world (utterance_1381) she knew that penelope had started out to say a new dress (utterance_1382) doris hunter i believe it's an old quilled (utterance_1383) listen penelope my dear doris (utterance_1384) love to pennilop and yourself (utterance_1385) your affectionate aunt adelahaunta (utterance_1386) i don't say it's beauty said penelope with a great (utterance_1387) it may have been pretty once but it is all fidded now (utterance_1388) tell me dorry does it argue a lack of proper respect for my ancestors that i can't feel very enthusiastic over this harloo especially when grandmother hunter died years before i was born (utterance_1389) it was very kind of aunt adela to send it said torres duty for it (utterance_1390) why the wrong side is ever so much prettier than the right exclaimed penelope (utterance_1391) what lovely old tie me stuff had not a bead fatted (utterance_1392) i declare it is as good as new (utterance_1393) well let us go and have cheeks said penelope i decidedly hungry (utterance_1394) besides i see the poverty butler coming (utterance_1395) it is something to horses and hang loom after all (utterance_1396) penelope was surprised as much as the tender sisterly hurt could wish the poorest flashed out upon her too defiantly and the party with the black skirt nicely pressed and rehung and the prettiest waste imaginable a waste that was a positive creation of her girdle and knots of black velvet (utterance_1397) so penelope went to blanche party and her dress was the admiration of every girl that (utterance_1398) when a lope is out and altogether charming (utterance_1399) she looks as if she had just tapped out of the frame of some lovely old picture she said to herself (utterance_1400) my aunt adela give me give us the material she stammered (utterance_1401) and naved after her missus fairwater suddenly put her arm about panelope and drew the young girl to her her lovely old face aglow with delight and tenderness (utterance_1402) then you are my grand niece she said (utterance_1403) when i saw your dress i felt sure you were related to her i should recognize that rosebud sealed if i came across it into bed (utterance_1404) an alope was four years older than i was but we were devoted to each other (utterance_1405) soon after these our mother died and our house hold was broken up (utterance_1406) my dear i am a very lonely old woman which nobody belonging to me (utterance_1407) now she patted missus farworther's soft old hand affectionately (utterance_1408) doris and panelope found their leaves and plants changed in the twinkling of an eye (utterance_1409) when missus farworther had gone torres and pennanope looked at each other (utterance_1410) as she sleeped into her blue bring the afternoon dress her aunt called to her from below (utterance_1411) aunt jane was standing at the foot of the stairs with a lamp in one hand and the year old baby clanging to the other (utterance_1412) she was a big shaped little woman with a round good natured face cheerful and vulgar as a sunflower was owned jane at all times and occasions (utterance_1413) i won't run over and see how missus bicks be ere this evening see and you must take care of the baby till i get back (utterance_1414) simi sighed and went downstairs for the baby (utterance_1415) all her days were alike as far as hard work and dullness went but she accepted them cheerfully and uncomplainingly (utterance_1416) but she did resent having to look after the baby when she wanted to write her letter (utterance_1417) the room was worn and there box about the kitchen which suddenly shared with two small cousins (utterance_1418) herbat and the cot where the little girl slept filled up almost all the available space (utterance_1419) to the black particular angle one eye appeared to be as large as an orange while the other was the size of a p and the mouth exact from ear to ear (utterance_1420) sidney heighted that mirror was very gladly as she could hide anything (utterance_1421) her mother had died to day after and sydney there up and had come into the hands of good aunt jane which those books for her dorry since nothing else was left after the expenses of the double funeral had been paid (utterance_1422) presently she began to write with a flash of real excitement on her face (utterance_1423) only one answer came to alan douglas and that was forwarded to her by the long suffering adiethor off the mapple leaf (utterance_1424) he wrote that although his aged bird him from membership in the club he was twenty and the limit was eighteen he read the letters of the department with much interest and often had thought of answering some of the request for grasping that (utterance_1425) she never had done so but ellen doubtless says letter was so interesting that he had decided to write to her (utterance_1426) would she be king enough to correspond with him (utterance_1427) he was two years out from the east and had not yet forgotten to be homesick at times (utterance_1428) sydney like the letter and answer at eat (utterance_1429) she never expected to meet john lincoln nor did she wish to do so (utterance_1430) in the correspondence itself she found her pleasure (utterance_1431) gentlemen gone rot breezy accounts of range life and adventures on the far western plains so alien and mowed from snob humdrum cranefield life that sinea always had the sensation of crossing the garf when she opened a letter from the bar and as for signay's own letter this is the way it read as she wrote it (utterance_1432) the evergreens plainfield dear mister lincoln (utterance_1433) i love life and its bloom and brilliancy a love meeting new people i love the reple of music the harm of laughter and conversation (utterance_1434) the men i had been talking with was all more the great novice (utterance_1435) as it was i had contradicted him twice and he had laughed and liked it but his both will always have a new meaning to me henceforth through the inside he himself has given me (utterance_1436) it is such meetings at these that give life it sparkle for me (utterance_1437) you will be weary of my raps of these overflow (utterance_1438) she has sympathy and understanding for my every more (utterance_1439) yours sensorahly siney ritemar (utterance_1440) old jane came home presently and carried away her sleeping baby sydney said her prayers went to bed and slept soundly and surroundedly she mailed her letter the next day and the mound lighter an answer came (utterance_1441) sidney did not sleep that night but toast restlessly about her crying in her pillow (utterance_1442) the good woman shook her head (utterance_1443) she may draw the way of the transgressor and found that its tones burst to bone and marrow (utterance_1444) you see that road out dark (utterance_1445) and there was no harbour or glimpse of distant sea visible (utterance_1446) at the halter keeper made a mistake (utterance_1447) this is his place nobody calls it the evergreen but myself (utterance_1448) i don't understand he said barrap plexenly (utterance_1449) oaks in the two out her hands in the burst of patient protest (utterance_1450) no and you never will understand i can't make you understand (utterance_1451) everything i told you about it and my life was just imagination (utterance_1452) then why did you write then he asked wrangly (utterance_1453) why did you deceive me (utterance_1454) oh i didn't mean to deceive you i never thought of such a thing (utterance_1455) i just couldn't write you about my life here not because it was hard but it was so ugly and empty (utterance_1456) and when once i had begun i had to keep it up (utterance_1457) i found it so fascinating too (utterance_1458) those letters may that other life seem real to me i never expected to meet you (utterance_1459) this last four days since your letter came have been dreadful to me (utterance_1460) oh please go away and forgive me if you can (utterance_1461) it was worse than she had even told it would be (utterance_1462) he was so handsome so manly so earnest i (utterance_1463) john lincoln opened the gate and went up to her (utterance_1464) please don't distress yourself so sidney he said unconsciously using her christian name (utterance_1465) i think i do understand (utterance_1466) i'm not such a dull fellow as you take me for (utterance_1467) after all those letters were true or rather there was truth in them (utterance_1468) this young man was certainly good at understanding (utterance_1469) you you'll forgive me then she stammered (utterance_1470) but in the state of innocence there will have been lowed merciful age (utterance_1471) on the contrary everything generated this first imperfect but in the state of innocence children would have been begotten by generation (utterance_1472) therefore from the first they would happen in perfect in bodily size and power (utterance_1473) therefore in the state of innocence there was no need for women to be borne on the contrary nature's process in generation would have been in commonly with manner in which it was established by god (utterance_1474) for whether in that state men would have been master over men (utterance_1475) therefore in the state of innocence men have no mastership of the animals (utterance_1476) therefore in the state of innocence before man had its fate nothing disbebed him that was naturally subject to him (utterance_1477) suddenly this is proved by the order of divine providence which how is governs in fear of things by the superior (utterance_1478) certainly this is proved from a property of men and other animals (utterance_1479) now whatever is part is painted is subject to what is essential and universal (utterance_1480) therefore the subjection of other animals to man is proved to be natural (utterance_1481) they would not have her on this kind have been accepted from the mastership of men as neither at present nor they for their reason accepted from the mastership of plot this providence has ordained all this (utterance_1482) this is signified by the fact that god led the animals to men that he might give the names expressive of their respective natures (utterance_1483) so all animals would have a bit men of their own court as in the presence day some domestic animals obeying (utterance_1484) objection one it was seen that in the savingss's man would not have had mastership over all other creatures (utterance_1485) much less fearful would he have a bad man in the state of innocence (utterance_1486) therefore since it is by this reason that man is competent to have mastership it seems that in the state of incense man had no meaning over plans (utterance_1487) now em in reason has the position of a master and not of a subject (utterance_1488) i answer that we must needs admit that in the primitive state they would have been some inequality at least as regards sex because generation depends upon diversity of sex and likewise as regards agent for some would have been born of others nor would sexual unit have been sterile (utterance_1489) there might also have been bodily disparity (utterance_1490) the quality might also rise on the parts of nature as above described without any defect of nature (utterance_1491) objection one it will seem that a mistake of the mizzes man would not happy master were men (utterance_1492) therefore in the state of innocence man would not have been subjected man (utterance_1493) in other sense mastership is referred in a general sense to any kind of subject and in this sense even he has the office of governing and directing free men can be cut a master (utterance_1494) such a kind of mastership would have existed in the state of innocence between man and men for two reasons (utterance_1495) more than this he hath been heard to rail on you my lord who are now his judge (utterance_1496) judge thy just doom would be to die on the spot stoop let us hear what thou hast to say (utterance_1497) then the judge to some of the kings spoke this you see this man who has made such a story gnaritown (utterance_1498) thus while when lost his life for the truth a new man rose from his death the treb's same way was christian (utterance_1499) come good hopeful said christian let us walk on the grass (utterance_1500) so they set off through the field (utterance_1501) hopeful i have my fears from the first and so gave you a heap christin good friend i grieve that i have brought you out of the right path (utterance_1502) hopeful say no more no doubt it is for our good (utterance_1503) questioned we must now stand thus let us try to go back (utterance_1504) then set trying despair you have no right to force your way him here the ground hung with you lie is mine (utterance_1505) they had not much to say as they knew that they were in thought (utterance_1506) and by besect we cured our souls as well (utterance_1507) he now went on till he came to the house and a door of which he was to knock this it did two or three times (utterance_1508) christian i have come to say the good man at the house (utterance_1509) christian sir i am come from the city of destruction and am o my way to monteien (utterance_1510) i was stood by the men the stands at the gate that if i can hear you show me good things that would help me (utterance_1511) he stood as if he would play for men and a crown of gold hung near his head (utterance_1512) christian what does this mean (utterance_1513) then he took him to a large room that was full of dust for he had not been swept and interpreter told his man to sweep it (utterance_1514) christend what means this (utterance_1515) though you now saw the maid coming to lay the dust so we seemed to be in and laid low by faith in the book (utterance_1516) just as christian came up to the cross his loads laid from his back close to the mouth of the tube where it fell in and i saw no more (utterance_1517) as he stood thus and wept no three broad ones came to him and one of them said please be to thee thou hast raised from thy sins (utterance_1518) christian give three leaves for joy and sin as he went ah what plays his face blast cross bless two (utterance_1519) he went on thus to who came to a veil where he saw three men who were in the sound sleep with chains on their feet (utterance_1520) christians sirs let's come you and where do you go (utterance_1521) for malice and hypocrisy we were born in the land of faine glory and are on our way to mount dying for praise (utterance_1522) know you not that he that comes not in at a door the clowns said to getting the same matter thief (utterance_1523) they told question that he had no need for care on descor for long years had made in law and they could prove that it had been silver years (utterance_1524) yes said they no doubt of it (utterance_1525) and if we getting the road at all pray what are the odds (utterance_1526) is not our case as good as yours (utterance_1527) i saw then that they all went on do they come to the foot of the heel of difficulty where there was a spring (utterance_1528) now when christian god as far as the spring of life he drank of it and then went up to him (utterance_1529) now half we are was a cave made by the lord of that hue that those who came by met respire (utterance_1530) timorous said that zyne was the hue they meant to clown but that when they had got half way they found that they met with more and more risk so that great fear came on them and all they could do was to turn back (utterance_1531) yes said miss thurst for in just in front of us there lay two beasts of prey now path we knew not if they slept or not but we thought that they would follow those and to our lings (utterance_1532) yet he thought once more of what he had heard from the man and then he found in his coat for his scrooge that he might read it and find some peace (utterance_1533) he felt for it but found it not (utterance_1534) so he fell down on his knees to pray that god would give him graceful this act and then and back to look for his grove (utterance_1535) oh fool that i am said to sleep in the day time so they gave way to the flesh as to use for ease that rest which lord of the hue had made but for the help of the soul (utterance_1536) such was the lot of the jews for they seemed they were sent back by way to rati and i am made to tread those steps with grave which one might have drunk with joy had it not been for this leave (utterance_1537) holform and i have been on my way by this time (utterance_1538) now by this time he had come to the veil once more where force fell he said down and wept but at last as he cast a sad glance at the foot of the bench he saw his crew which he caught it with haste and putting his cloak (utterance_1539) words are to weave to tell the joy of christian when he had got back his robe (utterance_1540) he laid it up in the breast of his coat and gave thanks to god (utterance_1541) with what a large step did he now clum to hugh (utterance_1542) ha thought he these bees srenching the gnaws for their prey and if they should meet with me in the dark how could i fly from them (utterance_1543) the name of the men who kept the lodge of their house was watchful and when he saw that christian made help as if he would go back to him and said is by strength so small (utterance_1544) fear not the two wild beasts full they are bound by chains and are put here to try the faith of those that have it and to find out those that hath known (utterance_1545) keeping the mist of the path and no harm shall come to v (utterance_1546) then i saw in my dream that still he went on in grey dread of the wild beasts i heard them grow yet they did he no harm but when he had gone by then he went on with joy till he came and stood in front of the lodge where watchful doubt (utterance_1547) christian sir what hasty this may i rush here to night (utterance_1548) when watchful told her why question had come there she said what is your name (utterance_1549) then christian bent down his head and went with him to his house (utterance_1550) i t calm good christian since our love prompts us to take you in too rest let us talk with you for that you have seen all your way (utterance_1551) christian with a right good will and i am glad that you should ask it of me (utterance_1552) prudence and first say what is it that may she wish till must go to montalaison (utterance_1553) there they say is no death and there i shall do with such as loved the lord (utterance_1554) charity have you a wife and babes christian yes i have (utterance_1555) charity and why did you not bring them with you (utterance_1556) but they would not come with me nor have made leave of them (utterance_1557) thus did christian talk with his friend to the tomb dark and then he took his rest in the large room the name of which was peace there he slept to break a day and then he said to him (utterance_1558) and they brought out a john bone of the nest with which simpson did such refeased and the sleen and stone with which dabbots knew galiath of death (utterance_1559) what is the name of his land said christian (utterance_1560) then they told him it was a man whose land (utterance_1561) it was a knight when sorrow may come to the brightest without causing any great sense of incongruity when with impressible persons love becomes solicitousness hope when the exercise of memory does not prompt to enterprise (utterance_1562) still to a close observer they are just as perceptible the difference is that their meteor of manifestation are less trite and familiar than such well known ones as the bursting of the buds or the fall of the leaf (utterance_1563) if anything could be darker than the sky it was the wall and if anything could be gloomier than the wall it was the river beneath (utterance_1564) an indescribable succession of dull blows perplexing in their regularity sent their sound with difficulty through the fluffy atmosphere (utterance_1565) not long after a form moved by the brink of the river (utterance_1566) this was all that was positively discoverable though it seemed human (utterance_1567) the shape went slowly along but without much exertion for the snow though sudden was not as yet more than two inches deep (utterance_1568) at this time some words were spoken aloud one (utterance_1569) two three (utterance_1570) four five (utterance_1571) between each utterance the little shape advanced about half a dozen yards (utterance_1572) the other spots stopped and windled smaller (utterance_1573) then a morsel of snow flew across the river towards the fifth window (utterance_1574) the river would have been seen by day to be of that deep smooth sort which raises midland sides with the same gliding precision any irregularities of speed being immediately corrected by a small whirlpool (utterance_1575) the window was struck again in the same manner (utterance_1576) then a noise was heard apparently produced by the opening of the window (utterance_1577) said the bluard spot in the snow tremulously (utterance_1578) i asked which was your window forgive me (utterance_1579) when i said that you might (utterance_1580) how must i it is when shall we be married frank (utterance_1581) i have money (utterance_1582) and we live in two parishes do me what then (utterance_1583) if i said so of course i will (utterance_1584) the fact is i forgot to ask (utterance_1585) good night frank good night (utterance_1586) he hoped nothing serious had happened to drag her out at such an untoward time (utterance_1587) but as the rain gave not the least sign of sessation he observed i think we shall have to go back never (utterance_1588) why not he cried (utterance_1589) i cannot understand how you should know me while i have no knowledge of you (utterance_1590) oh but you know me about me at least (utterance_1591) i should think so (utterance_1592) he's my father indeed (utterance_1593) but we have been tenants of souvenia castle on the island here this season (utterance_1594) my father's isses a comparatively humble residence hard by (utterance_1595) but he could afford a much bigger one if he chose (utterance_1596) you've heard so (utterance_1597) i don't know he doesn't tell me much of his affairs (utterance_1598) my father she burst out suddenly is always killed in me from my extravagance (utterance_1599) was that this evening (utterance_1600) there on the nets they sat (utterance_1601) joscelyn thought it strange that he should be thrown by fate into a position to play the son of the montaguese to this daughter of the capitals (utterance_1602) no i shall go on and get a lodging in bobbath town if ever i reach it (utterance_1603) it is so late that there will be no house open except a little place to the station where you won't care to stay (utterance_1604) the island was an island still (utterance_1605) they had not realized the force of the elements till now (utterance_1606) he seated her bodily by encircling her waist with his arm and she made no objection (utterance_1607) he piteted her and while he wondered at it and marred her determination (utterance_1608) their application for admission led to the withdrawal of a bolt and they stood within the gaslight of the passage (utterance_1609) he could see now that though she was such a fine figure quite as told as himself she was but in the bloom of young womanhood (utterance_1610) i will tell the servant to do this and send you up something to eat (utterance_1611) he felt ravenously hungry himself and set about drying his clothes as well as he could and eating at the same time (utterance_1612) by the aid of some temporary raps and some slippers from the cupboard he was contrived to make himself comfortable when the maid servant came downstairs with a damp armful of woman's raiment (utterance_1613) you are sleepy my girl said piercing (utterance_1614) he again became conscious of the chain which had been initiated during the walk (utterance_1615) the well beloved was moving house had gone over to the wearer of this attire (utterance_1616) and how about little ivy's carroll (utterance_1617) things arrange themselves (utterance_1618) but the countess never gave way an inch (utterance_1619) the following was the answer which she returned to the note written to her by aunt julia (utterance_1620) i should not know how to drink wine with them and should do a hundred things which would make them think me a beast (utterance_1621) but the girl begged for some to day (utterance_1622) it was a matter that required to be considered (utterance_1623) prided him might be as weak as pride in them (utterance_1624) if they will put out their hands to him why should he refuse to put out his own (utterance_1625) our tailor received him courteously having learned to like the man understanding that he had behaved with honesty and wisdom in regard to his clant and respecting him as one of the workers of the day but he declared that for the level family as a family he did not care for them particularly (utterance_1626) they appalls a thunder from me he said (utterance_1627) but by your good fortune and merit if you will allow me to say so you have trouble from the one pole very far towards the other (utterance_1628) at present i think that the sense of the country is in favour of an aristocracy of birth (utterance_1629) when you were foremost among them did you not wish to be their master (utterance_1630) it is one to which you all legislative and all human efforts should and must tend (utterance_1631) when you make much water boil mister threads some of it will probably boil over (utterance_1632) i quite agree with you that the silk gowns should be kept for their elders and so the conversation was ended (utterance_1633) with her there was a real wish that the poles might be joined together by her future husband (utterance_1634) if you ready wish it you shall go he said (utterance_1635) and a blue one to be buried in alas me (utterance_1636) must i have a pink silk gown to walk about in early in the morning (utterance_1637) i soon assumed darned my worst in stocking sweetheart (utterance_1638) i can do that too (utterance_1639) and now i'll sit down and write a letter to my lord (utterance_1640) she draws close and satisfies (utterance_1641) he could not forget missus pineavin's eyes that he remembered nothing of her other facial details (utterance_1642) afterwards they kept a part awhile in the drawing room for formsake but eventually gravitated together again and finished the evening in each other's company (utterance_1643) but this was not all (utterance_1644) but was he able (utterance_1645) it was unfair to go further without telling her even though hitherto such explicitness had not been absolutely demanded (utterance_1646) he determined to call him each other on the new incarnation (utterance_1647) she lived not far from the long fashionable hamptonshire square and he went thither with expectation of having a highly emotional time at least (utterance_1648) but somehow the very bell pulled seemed cold although she had so earnestly asked him to come (utterance_1649) raising her eyes in a slightly inquiring manner from the book she was reading she leant back in her chair as if sulking herself in luxurious sensations which had nothing to do with him and replied to his greeting with a few commonplace words (utterance_1650) just as they term medeera into port in the space of a single night so this old heir has been taken and doctored and twisted about him brought out as a new popular ditty indeed (utterance_1651) she thought a little and then they went on to talk about her house which had been newly painted and decorated with greenish blue satin up to the height of a person's head an arrangement that somewhat improved her slightly faded though still pretty face and was helped by the awnings over the windows (utterance_1652) yes i have had my house some years she observed complacently and i like it better every year (utterance_1653) don't you feel lonely in it sometimes oh never (utterance_1654) what an unsivil thing to say she murmured in surprise (utterance_1655) it is rather unseveral (utterance_1656) as a punishment she did not ring the bell but left him to find his way out as he could (utterance_1657) i saw him at lady channock cliffs the other night (utterance_1658) joscelyn pierstan (utterance_1659) oh didn't he marry her (utterance_1660) said missus ponaffin with a start (utterance_1661) but jostham was receding from the pretty widow's house with long strides (utterance_1662) lady aris had left the drawing room for a moment to see that all was right in the dining room and when he was shorny in there stood alone in the lamplight nikola pyne even (utterance_1663) she had been the first arrival (utterance_1664) as the other guests dropped in the pair retreated into a shady corner and she talked beside him till all moved off for the eating and drinking (utterance_1665) he had not been appointed to take her across to the dining room but at the table found her exactly opposite (utterance_1666) the spring in the present case was the artistic commendation she deserved and craved (utterance_1667) the ridiom dosnance left wife of a lord justice of appeal was in like manner talking to her companion on the outside so that for the time he was left to himself (utterance_1668) it came from the wife of one of his father's former workmen and was concerning her son whom she begged justly to recommend as candidates for some post in turn that she wished him to fill (utterance_1669) what is necessary to the completeness of the story at this stage is not to read capitally but to take up some of the loose ends of threads woe in theing and follow them through and to the clear and comprehensi the picture of events can be seen (utterance_1670) the way of the inventor is hard (utterance_1671) he can sometimes raise capital to help him the working out his crude conceptions but in then it is frequently done at a distressful cost a personal surrender (utterance_1672) when the result is achieved the adventure makes its appeal on the score of economy a material are of effort and then labor often awaits with crushing and tyrannical spirit despatch the apparetous of her bed is very used (utterance_1673) possibly our national baptism as reviewed in the mansion the seeking the higher good knit some check (utterance_1674) possibly the lidders would travel too fast and too far on the road of refaction if conservedison did not also play its salutary part in insisting that the procession moved forward acesaho (utterance_1675) on the contrary the conditions for its perceptions having was instaste (utterance_1676) yet the very vulgar of the electric art light made harder the arrival of the incandescent (utterance_1677) a number of parents arkwine in companies were in existence and a great many local companies had been caught into thing under french ice for commercial business and to execute ragulocity contracts for the street line (utterance_1678) thus in the curious manner the modern art of electric lighting was in a very true sense divided against itself with intones reveries and jealousies which were none the less real because they were but temporary and according thought where ultimate union of the force was inabdible (utterance_1679) hence twenty years after the first attison station were established the methods they involved could be fairly credited with no less than six to seven per cent (utterance_1680) it will be readily understood that under these conditions the modern lining company supplies to its customers both incandescent and arglyne frequently from the same dynamo electric machinery assessa sores of current and that the old food as between the riber systems has died out (utterance_1681) in fact for some years past the residence of the national electric light association had been chosen almost exclusively from among the managers of the great allison linen compass in the living citizens (utterance_1682) the other strong opposition to the incandescent light came from the cass industrial (utterance_1683) there also the most peter feeling was shown (utterance_1684) the gas manager did not like arcode but it interfered only with his street service which was not his large source of income by enemies (utterance_1685) here again was given the most convincing demonstration of the truth that such an addition to the resources of mankind always carries with it unsuspected benefits even for his animus (utterance_1686) this was not long not universally the spirit shown and to day in hundreds of citizens they lectured in gas progress are united under that one management which does not find it impossible to push in the friendly and progress away the use of both illuminence (utterance_1687) the most conspicuous example of this identity of the interest is given in new york itself (utterance_1688) so much for the early opposition of which they are worth plenty (utterance_1689) but it may be questioned whether in russia is not equally to be dreaded with active due will (utterance_1690) of course a gray many counts were eaten and read but while genuine interest was aroused it was necessarily epithetic (utterance_1691) we got it at the great bargain and only paid us more some dam and the ballast in water gauge (utterance_1692) i saw them for forty cents that they were only about twenty or thirty thousands of them (utterance_1693) the fourth year i got it on to thirty seven cents and i made all the money out in one year that i had lost previously (utterance_1694) one of the incidents which caused very great cheapening was that when we started one of the important processes had to be done by experts (utterance_1695) after feeling a ram for some days i got a clue how to do it (utterance_1696) a den made another machine which did the world nicely (utterance_1697) incidentally he may be doubted as illustrative of the problem brought to allison that while he had the factory at harrison and impoing the chinese reader when to him and wanted a dynamo to be run by hen powder (utterance_1698) for making the dynamos and asses occurred as noted in the preceding chapter the roach iower son goworth street new york and this was also equipped (utterance_1699) to sick man bird man who had grown previously with addison and telephoned the paragons phone a grass and was over the making edison specialitus in this moral way in a loft of uluster street new york was a sign that has of constructing sockets fixtress meters cifty fuses a numberless other ety fus (utterance_1700) in the early part of eighteen eighty one the edison electric light company least a ode sharmassion at sixty five fifth avenue close to fording street for his headquarters and show rooms (utterance_1701) this was one of the finest homes in the city of that period and its acquisition was a premider sign of the surrender of the famous residence should have been to converse (utterance_1702) they experienced what a later guess engine was farther startly (utterance_1703) one day he was not going very well and a one done to the man in charge and good it's pouring around (utterance_1704) the next four or five year such the fire was a varied boat bee hive day and night (utterance_1705) the routine was very much the same as that at the laboratory being its utter nackwood of the clock (utterance_1706) i was telling the gentleman one day that i could not keep a secret even if i locked the mike in my desk they would break it open (utterance_1707) he suggested to me that he had a friend over an eighth avenue who made a superior grade of segres and who would show them a treat (utterance_1708) he said that he would have some of them made ab with hair and o paper and i could put them in without a word and see the result (utterance_1709) i thought no more about the matter (utterance_1710) i didn't remember anything about it (utterance_1711) i was to busy on other things to the notice (utterance_1712) speaking of those days of nights and asson says years ago one of the great violinist was rominy (utterance_1713) who would talk with me but i never asked him to bring his violin (utterance_1714) why not he came with his varideling about twelve o'clock (utterance_1715) after that every time he came to new york he used to call it sixty five late in night with his violins (utterance_1716) another visitor who used to give us a good deal amusement and pleasure was captain shah the head of flint and fibery gate (utterance_1717) who go out among the fire ladies and have a great time (utterance_1718) speaking of tell the stories i was gone to tell you a man stores at the hair is inland factory in the yard as he was leaving (utterance_1719) he was winder and he was owing first (utterance_1720) i had nothing now to protect me against the code (utterance_1721) then the gob clarisie and had to be shaved to florid to procure (utterance_1722) he had merely enjoyed the delights of anxious anticipation and a perilous pleasure of factning ever since experiments (utterance_1723) now after exploitation was required (utterance_1724) linton is goat and glory (utterance_1725) they say best man are moded out of thoughts and for the most become much more the better for being a little bad (utterance_1726) standing on the broken column of the oasteper three hundred feet above praying road hill william struck an attitude of theoretrical fashion and uttered the falling oratorical flight (utterance_1727) colorie slandon (utterance_1728) sad how sad a thing that the day will come when not a vastity of this wonderful mass of human energy shall remain where the cry of the waft that and bid him should only be heard a nature again resume her rustic splend in desolation (utterance_1729) the devil's heaven was the resort for actors authors pahimians lords and ladies who did not return early to their downing couches (utterance_1730) well oh and my son sou found rest in deep slumbering who wafted away into a dreamless rim our tide bodice lay in the thin foeing arms and morphis unto the pot and knocked at our door next morning as the clock of the tower struck the hour of nine (utterance_1731) a first sight of the sun rising linna giveth's great expectations of fame and fortune for surely always had was glowing expectations (utterance_1732) oft expectation vows and most of there were most a promises and off a hits where hope is coldest and despair most fits (utterance_1733) deuces one double when six is trippically (utterance_1734) william to the great amazement of the diller flung a guinea in the cinnapot which was immediately tapped by jack while the others looked on in silent expectation (utterance_1735) the polite jack replied all right sir take it worse for it (utterance_1736) i have set my life upon the caste i will stand the hazard of the dye (utterance_1737) i immediately followed in his footsteps and found him jolking with a landlady about a cup of infant boop perhaps she was fondling her capacious lap (utterance_1738) if he had dropped out of the clouds william could not have been more pleased or surprised and the feeling was reciproco (utterance_1739) the printing shop of fowlers owing a short distance from the devast table and we were invited to visit the establishment (utterance_1740) james robbage gazed for a moment on the manly form of william and blurried out in his glove manner what do you know (utterance_1741) the next day everybody in the house began to make preparations for the journey (utterance_1742) everything was done very leisurely though there was a lot of talking and disputing and the giving of contrary orders (utterance_1743) the old porter was there directing a scoting the servants of the piled the rugs and blankets and bags of food and pots and pans and dishes into the wagon (utterance_1744) there was quite a procession when that last the big wagon rumbued out through the gateway (utterance_1745) behind it came the grandmother and heard duly duck a foot of a litter or easy chair sunk between two long pose (utterance_1746) besides the family there were many servants and several others walked beside the slow moving wagon (utterance_1747) the cook too what with them (utterance_1748) good bye shouted little now from his garden whilst they went by good bye (utterance_1749) they shouted greeting through their friend the potter as they passed them and also to the old factor smeared all over with ashes who sat in a little brick hut by the bridge and pretended to make wonderful cures (utterance_1750) this is more from the going to school said coller as the oxen plodded along through clouds of dust (utterance_1751) these lovely birds are found nearly everywhere in india and in some parts were in quite wild (utterance_1752) his long matted hair hung on his shoulders and he was saying his prayers with the help of a rosary of beads which he continually passed through his hands (utterance_1753) as the wagon came up a young man who accompanied the holy man ran up and held out a begging ball saying give o charitable people to this holy one (utterance_1754) no country in the world has so many beggars as india (utterance_1755) many of them are caught holy men because they do nothing but make pilgrimages from one sacred place to another living solely on the arms that are given to them (utterance_1756) when they had eaten their lunch the young people want to explore the garden near them (utterance_1757) perhaps their dogs said maha'a a little fearfully but they forgot about dogs and they saw thicket of sugar cane down by its stream (utterance_1758) perhaps you can buy some from the man there he is now blowing by the stream sacola (utterance_1759) it is the giver water said the farmer as he took a lost falco cane and gently guided it down to the stream (utterance_1760) the sneak is another sacred animal of the hindoos and do not kill or endure wind for anything (utterance_1761) as they were about to move on again they saw green clouded dust down the road (utterance_1762) returned that there was a great and powerful rajah going in stay on a journey to with another rijah or ruler of one of the small kingdoms or states of which martin indias formerly made up (utterance_1763) first there came a big elephant audokery do with silk and gold and silver (utterance_1764) on the elephant's back was the howder which is like a big chair of the canopy over it and in this sitting crosslight was the rojah a big fat fellow dressed in coloured silks and jewels the great diamond set plume in his turban (utterance_1765) behind the howd ass did a servant holding a big umbrella a fine feathers over the rajah's head (utterance_1766) the driver sat on the neck of the elephant and guided the big beast at her partingham on one side or the other with an iron shod stick or gold (utterance_1767) if in it finds a riolica on a big elephant (utterance_1768) nor the rest of the day the middle folk talked of nothing with the great rogianus escort (utterance_1769) our party came to a halt among many other blonc carts the owners of which were already sitting around on the ground cooking their suppers or bargaining for food and a little booth (utterance_1770) these they used for plates keeping them up with their boiled rice and curry and fish and our source of puddings and sweets (utterance_1771) a supper was being eaten another party stopped at the para and camped not far away (utterance_1772) when the lidder was put down the young boy stepped out looking very proud and haughty (utterance_1773) his servants at once spread a handsome rug in the ground for him to sit all i rushed about waiting on him taking good care to keep every one at a distance (utterance_1774) yes and how he orders everyone about him (utterance_1775) around the little brown and sneak was a thin quarter thread which was the sign of his high caste (utterance_1776) meanwhile the haughty little brammon ate his supper when the sight turned away so no one could see him eat and then growing tired of respectful glances of the crowd around him he got into his litter again and the servants fastened the curtains tightly around him (utterance_1777) everybody sat soundly in spite of the fact that one of the servants was beating a drummers of the night which they really believed was the way to keep off evil spirits (utterance_1778) oh the thieves he cried (utterance_1779) there's baddest beggars (utterance_1780) what art thou guarding so carefully she asked her brother (utterance_1781) yankola were walking beside the wagon for a change (utterance_1782) the lattices were raised so she and mother and aunt could enjoy the fresh air (utterance_1783) there my dolls said the little girl sadly as she patted the window beside her (utterance_1784) i take them with an offering to the holy river poor little woman (utterance_1785) must those sacrifice thy toys too (utterance_1786) smarter uncle as he patted her head (utterance_1787) chapter forty nine greeks is stubborn (utterance_1788) the days glided by could the stiffness and crispies limbs growing less painful and the pony recovering fast for the clear mountain air seemed to act like a cure for winds (utterance_1789) every day the king showed the injured animal in better condition (utterance_1790) as efforts to move no longer made chrysuins and forget his own pains in those he felt that seeing the mustain suffer (utterance_1791) everyone was busy for the keeping watch regularly took up a good deal of time (utterance_1792) it's all nonsense ned cried chris for them to think of their staying on account of us who'llow griggs are you listening (utterance_1793) how did your pony go this morning splendid (utterance_1794) just hotted a little on the bare leg but is better than i was yesterday (utterance_1795) did you candidate this morning counter (utterance_1796) we went out a good swinging gallop and what about you (utterance_1797) oh i'm only little stiff still (utterance_1798) we shall get straw more quickly journeying over the plains or climbing in and out among the mountains (utterance_1799) he says we'll just start to morrow at daybreak (utterance_1800) hurrah cried chris (utterance_1801) but we sha'n't my lad why not (utterance_1802) because i've seen indians again (utterance_1803) oh you're always seeing indians again (utterance_1804) well they show themselves to me i don't want them said grix drily (utterance_1805) then artful lot never been away at all i believe (utterance_1806) we couldn't see him oh for you me to start they had been close upon our heels directly (utterance_1807) ah you have to trap them chris said ned maliciously (utterance_1808) look here you say that again we shall quail here that griggs (utterance_1809) oh yes i hear serve you right (utterance_1810) if he cashed show us a better way he had better hold your tongue (utterance_1811) very well i can do that said ned hottoy (utterance_1812) there that's enough cried chris don't be so petty ned (utterance_1813) that's right cried griggs (utterance_1814) look here lads i've just been trying that place again (utterance_1815) and he done the doctor likes (utterance_1816) being shot up by fellows with both an arrow sounds bad enough but there's not much risk here (utterance_1817) i don't know about that said chris anxiously (utterance_1818) don't you will i do (utterance_1819) i should be running fast and dodging in and out among the rocks and trees (utterance_1820) but the enemy won't be standing still continued griggs (utterance_1821) aunt believe there's a bitter risk for me i shall be all right (utterance_1822) but an animals will be well back in that hole said chris (utterance_1823) yes my lad but i want them to be planted for their backs fell (utterance_1824) i'm afraid father will say that the ponies are to be close at hand (utterance_1825) yes that's right as it can be done but we'll go hard with us all of the indians give up the bait of the trap and turn upon those who set it (utterance_1826) well you must talk in a rude father said chris (utterance_1827) too many redskins about as i told you (utterance_1828) there always too many redskins about cried chris impatiently (utterance_1829) i wish you could charge them boldly and send them flying over the plains (utterance_1830) never to come back again said ned sharply (utterance_1831) not quite my lads but don't you see that we're playing a very ticklish game (utterance_1832) just then the doctor came into the shelter the boys have been talking bringing with them wolton looking shooting rather trying to shoot for he had had no success they two were talking earnestly but ways and means (utterance_1833) oh here the ark wicks cried the doctor (utterance_1834) had a good turnus scouting yes sir (utterance_1835) the indians have shipped their quarters and therein about us outward a position as they could contrive for our purpose (utterance_1836) we must get away some here to some good hunting ground (utterance_1837) to the indians seem to be camping or only on the move (utterance_1838) there seemed to me to be hatching up some dodger another and plied groups (utterance_1839) then he began to walk up and down slowly evidently deep in thought (utterance_1840) there he said as made of my mind (utterance_1841) it is very evident that we may wait here at our stores are exhausted and be as far off the opportunity we seek as ever (utterance_1842) the indians came away we cannot and they seem to know it (utterance_1843) going to give up young chris's plan said griggs bowling (utterance_1844) no i'm going to put it in force out once we start to night (utterance_1845) for all the same we can be making our preparations (utterance_1846) the barrels can be floated water and every one's bottom (utterance_1847) provisions can be packed in all wallets of fact everything already for a start (utterance_1848) finally just at dusk the animals can be driven in for food and water and (utterance_1849) exactly said the doctor (utterance_1850) but before any more sedicaments i want to offer you the opportunity to go back (utterance_1851) not for said goose sharply (utterance_1852) not a bit of it sir i'm going to take care they don't hed me (utterance_1853) i mean to do a bit to carry out young chrys's plan and shut up the rescue for a week or two perhaps a month while we get right away (utterance_1854) there's the horrible cider it griggs (utterance_1855) what be as we let them get the better of us sir (utterance_1856) you mean the shutting of the enemy's room to stars (utterance_1857) ejaculated craggs so sharply that the boy started certain right if they did sir (utterance_1858) what business have they to want our scopes but we should not shut them up to stye (utterance_1859) they'd have weeks of work before they could get their horses out but without horses they be out in the wake (utterance_1860) star nonsense (utterance_1861) but there i don't want him mix speeches it's all settled gentlemen (utterance_1862) were you going to tell the lookout with coming off (utterance_1863) now every one understands that he is to be ready without showing any watchful indians get that there is something on the way (utterance_1864) yet so strong was the effect upon him of contemplating a large fortune that in despite of reason and desire he lived in eager expectation of the word which should make him rich (utterance_1865) a part of that impression was due to the engagement which he must now fulfil (utterance_1866) to shuffle out of this duty would make him too ignoble even in his own eyes (utterance_1867) because in his salad days he delired with a girl who had indeed many charms step by step he had come to the necessity of sacrificing his prospects to that raw attachment (utterance_1868) unable to think of work he left the house and wandered gloomily about regents park (utterance_1869) he felt himself ill used by destiny and therefore by marian who was fate's instrument (utterance_1870) he wrote to marian (utterance_1871) when you let me hear or come and see me (utterance_1872) i scarcely thought of buffen as likely to kill himself (utterance_1873) but why the jews did he go all the way out there (utterance_1874) i hoped you would bring me some news (utterance_1875) poverty i can only suppose (utterance_1876) but i will see welp down i hadn't come across biffin for a long time (utterance_1877) was he still so very poor (utterance_1878) asked abey compassionately (utterance_1879) i'm afraid so his book failed utterly (utterance_1880) oh if i had imagined him still in such distress surely i might have done something to help you (utterance_1881) perchance his death was in part attributable to that hopeless love (utterance_1882) he sent me a copy of his novel she said and i saw him once or twice after that (utterance_1883) having this subject to converse upon put the two more quickly at east than could otherwise have been the case (utterance_1884) amy might take a foremost place among brilliant women (utterance_1885) especially now that her father is threatened with blindness (utterance_1886) is it so serious (utterance_1887) even if mister yule recovers his side it is not at all likely that he will be able to work as before (utterance_1888) add difficulties are so grave that (utterance_1889) he paused and let his hand file despondently (utterance_1890) i have a good deal of will you remember and what i have set my mind upon no doubt i shall some day achieve (utterance_1891) there was silence (utterance_1892) the last three years he continued have made no slight difference in my position (utterance_1893) recall where i stood when you first knew me (utterance_1894) just now i am in need of a little encouragement (utterance_1895) you don't notice any falling off in my work recently (utterance_1896) do you see my things in the current and so on generally (utterance_1897) sometimes i believe i have detected you when there was no signature (utterance_1898) the historian that girls paper has attracted attention (utterance_1899) and i could so easily put her at rest on renouncing all claim upon her (utterance_1900) i surmise that that you yourself would also be put at rest by such a decision (utterance_1901) don't look at me with that ironical smile he pleaded (utterance_1902) i couldn't go about declaring that i was harperken in any event i must be content for people to judge me according to their disposition and judgments are pretty sure to be unfavorable what can i do (utterance_1903) the case is too delicate i fear for my advice (utterance_1904) well i'll go back to my scribbly (utterance_1905) again jasper held the white soft hand for a superfluous moment (utterance_1906) yet for such feelings he reproached himself and the reproach made him angry (utterance_1907) marian could not mistake the air of restless trouble on her companion's smooth countenance (utterance_1908) she had divined that there was some grave reason for this sense and the panting with which she approached was half caused by the anxious beats of her heart (utterance_1909) he began abruptly (utterance_1910) he gave her such details as he had obtained then added (utterance_1911) there were two of my companions fallen in the battle (utterance_1912) i ought to think myself o lucky fellow marrying what (utterance_1913) you are better fitted to fight your way jasper (utterance_1914) more of a great ye mean (utterance_1915) he is not very well i don't (utterance_1916) i have made up my mind about air affairs he went on presently (utterance_1917) yes (utterance_1918) will you marry me and let us take your chance (utterance_1919) you feel yourself indispensable to your father at present (utterance_1920) i should be so afraid of the effect upon his health jasper (utterance_1921) she paused and looked up at him touchingly (utterance_1922) dear i can't feel it would be my duty to announce you because my father had become blind (utterance_1923) has one thing occurred to you (utterance_1924) will he consent to receive an allowance from a person whose name is missus milden (utterance_1925) and if he obstinately refuses what then what is before him (utterance_1926) she listened anxiously and reflected (utterance_1927) as i have said there is a very serious doubt whether your father would accept money from you when you are my wife (utterance_1928) it isn't your fault marian and well then there's only one thing to do (utterance_1929) except jasper that his father is helpless i must find means of assuring his support (utterance_1930) do you think them insomuchable (utterance_1931) that is just what i have decided is impossible now you shall have the plain truth (utterance_1932) i don't trust myself (utterance_1933) but shall he face them willingly (utterance_1934) put up your umbrella marian (utterance_1935) what do i care for a drop of rain she exclaimed with passionate sadness when all my life is at stake how am i to understand you (utterance_1936) every word you speak seems intended to dishearten me (utterance_1937) why need you conceal it if that is the truth (utterance_1938) is that what you mean by signing you distrust yourself (utterance_1939) we must see each other again marian (utterance_1940) how am i to live in hour in such uncertainty as this (utterance_1941) i do wish it (utterance_1942) her emotion had an effect on him and his voice trembled (utterance_1943) there is no natural law that a child should surrender everything for her parents (utterance_1944) you know so much more of the world than i do can't you advise me (utterance_1945) this is the no way of providing for my father (utterance_1946) good god this is frightful marian i can't stand it (utterance_1947) i will be faithful to you (utterance_1948) he had made a pretence of holding his uproar over her but marian turned away and walked to a little distance and stood beneath the shelter of a great tree her face averted from him (utterance_1949) moved it to follow he saw that her frame was shaken by soundless sobbing (utterance_1950) in what can there be more selfishness (utterance_1951) but i couldn't say a word that would seem to invite such misery as this (utterance_1952) you don't love me jasper and that's an end of everything (utterance_1953) happiness or misery come to us by fate (utterance_1954) is it in my power to make you happy (utterance_1955) but if you had said you loved me before that i should have it always to remember (utterance_1956) if i believe anything i believe that i did love you (utterance_1957) what can you say to me more than you have said now (utterance_1958) remember me as a man who disregarded priceless loves such as yours to go and make himself a proud position among fools and knaves indeed that's what it's come to (utterance_1959) soon enough he would thoroughly despise me and though i should know it was merited my perverse pride would revolt against it (utterance_1960) what can be simpler than the truth (utterance_1961) it is a thing that happens every day either in a man or woman and all that honour demands is the courage to confess the truth (utterance_1962) marian will you do this will you let her engagement last for another six months but without her meeting during that time (utterance_1963) that seems to me childish (utterance_1964) the rain fell unceasingly and with it began to mingle an autumnal mist (utterance_1965) jasper delayed a moment then asked calmly (utterance_1966) are you going to the museum yes (utterance_1967) go home again for this morning marian you can't work (utterance_1968) i must and i have no time to lose (utterance_1969) good bye she gave him her hand (utterance_1970) they looked at each other for an instant that marian left the shelter of the tree opened her umbrella and walked quickly away (utterance_1971) jasper did not watch her he had the face of a man who was suffering a severe humiliation (utterance_1972) his sister said very little for she recognized genuine suffering in his times and aspect (utterance_1973) a few weeks ago he actually proposed to a woman for whom he does not pretend to have the slightest affection but who is very rich and who seemed likely to be foolish enough to marry him (utterance_1974) yesterday morning he received her final answer a refusal (utterance_1975) you will understand though surely you need no fresh proof how utterly unworthy he is of you (utterance_1976) you the only friend i have of my own sex and i could not bear to lose you (utterance_1977) several days passed before there came a reply (utterance_1978) i must only ask that you will write to me without the least reference to these troubles tell me always about yourself i be sure that you cannot tell me too much (utterance_1979) we have succeeded in amassing two hundred ounces of silver enough i trust to erect a handsome bronze figure (utterance_1980) to be sure it seems a shame yet if i could steal the money this priest is boasting about i could live at ease for the rest of my days and so he began casting about how best he might compass his purpose (utterance_1981) but the priest far from guessing the drift of his comrades thoughts journeyed cheerfully on till they reached the town of coana (utterance_1982) here there is an arm of the sea which is crossed in fairy boats that start as soon as some twenty or thirty passengers are gathered together and in one of these boats the two travellers embarked (utterance_1983) when the boatmen and passengers heard the splashen saw the priest struggling in the water they were afraid and made every effort to save him but the wind was fair and the boat running swiftly under the belling sails so they were soon a few hundred yards off from the drowning man who sank before the boat could be turned to rescue him (utterance_1984) when he saw this the ruin feigned the utmost grief in dismay and said to his fellow passengers do squeeze to whom we have just lost was my cousin he was going to cuioto to visit the shrine of his patron and as i happened to have business there as well we settled to travel together (utterance_1985) now alas by this misfortune my cousin is dead and i am left alone (utterance_1986) he spoke so feelingly and wept so freely that the passengers believed his story and pitied and tried to comfort him (utterance_1987) then the roman said to the boatman (utterance_1988) what thank you gentlemen added he turning to the other travellers (utterance_1989) they of course were only too glad to avoid any hindrance to their onward journey and all with one voice agreed to what the run and had proposed and so the matter was settled (utterance_1990) when at length they reached the shore they left the boat and every man went his way but the roannet overjoyed in his heart took the wandering priest luggage and putting it with his own pursued his journey to kiota (utterance_1991) fortune favouring his speculations he began to amass great wealth and lived at his ease denying himself nothing and in the course of time he married a wife who bore him a child (utterance_1992) since then always gone well with me yet had i not been poor i had never turned to saxon nor thief (utterance_1993) he would have fled into the house but the ghost stretched forth its withered arm and clutching the back of his neck scowled at him with a vindictive glare and a hideous ghastlyness of mean so unspeakably awful that any ordinary man would have swooned with fear (utterance_1994) at length undone by such ceaseless vexation took a bay fell ill and kept muttering oh misery misery the wandering priest is coming to torture me (utterance_1995) now it chanced that the story reached the ears of a certain wandering priest too lodged in the next train (utterance_1996) and hiding his head under the cover let he lay quivering all over (utterance_1997) three years ago at the kuana fairy you flung me into the water and well you remember it (utterance_1998) happily continued the priest i had learned to swim and to dive as a boy so i reached the shore and after wandering through many provinces succeeded in setting up a bronze figure to buddha thus fulfilling the wish of my heart (utterance_1999) on my journey homewards i took a lodging in the next street and there heard of your marvellous ailment (utterance_2000) thinking i could divine its cause i came to see you and am glad to find i was not mistaken (utterance_2001) and would it not ill become me to bear malice (utterance_2002) repent therefore in abandon your evil ways (utterance_2003) to see you do so i should esteem the height of happiness (utterance_2004) be of good cheer now and look me in the face and you will see that i am really a living man and no vengeful goblin come to torment you (utterance_2005) in a fit of madness i was tempted to kill and rob you (utterance_2006) fortune befriended me ever after but the richer i grew the more keenly i felt how wicked i had been and the more i foresaw that my victim's vengeance would some day overtake me (utterance_2007) haunted by this thought i lost my nerve till one night i beheld your spirit and from that time forth fell ill (utterance_2008) but how you manage to escape in her still alive is more than i can understand (utterance_2009) a guilty man said the priest with a smile shutters at the rustling of the wind or the chattering of his storks beak a murderer's conscience praise upon his mind till he sees what is not (utterance_2010) every well ordered japanese home of the old fashioned kind has its little shrine which is the centre of the religious life of the house (utterance_2011) she it is who sets the rice in wine before the ancestral tablets who lights the little lamp each night and who sees that at each feast day in anniversary season the proper food is prepared and set out for the household gods (utterance_2012) these must be kept carefully by the mothers the safeguard against the many evils the beset child life (utterance_2013) visits to noted temples by relatives and friends often result in additions to the child's collection (utterance_2014) all these are put together by the careful mother and preserved as jealously as queen althea kept the charred stick that governed the destiny of her son (utterance_2015) as the children arrive at years of discretion these treasures pass out of the mother's faithful keeping into the hands of their actual owners and there usually kept stored away in some little use drawer cabinet until death removed the necessity for any further safeguards over life (utterance_2016) each animal brings its own kind of good or bad luck into the hour day or year over which it provides and only a skilful balancer of prose and kinds can read or write the combinations and understand what the luck of any particular hour in any particular day of any particular year will be (utterance_2017) for the greater events of family life the home prophecies are felt to be too uncertain than the services of the fortune teller must be called him (utterance_2018) no well managed family would think of building a new house without finding in what direction to pay the front door (utterance_2019) after this manner has been settled in the house is fairly begun there are occasional crases in its construction upon which much depends (utterance_2020) of these the most important is the day when the roof is raised (utterance_2021) the house owner then decides whether the day set by the builder is a lucky one for himself and his family (utterance_2022) a present of money to eat workman is also in order and will conduce to the rapid and faithful execution of the job at hand when at last the house is finished in carpenters and plasterers are ready to leave it the local firemen who have assisted all along in the building as unskilled laborers often ascend to the roof and from the bridge pole cast down cakes for which the children in the neighbourhood scrambled joyfully (utterance_2023) all come who can and those who cannot come since servants or provisions (utterance_2024) on the day after the death often in the evening the body must be placed in the cask shaped coffin that until recently was a style commonly in use in japan (utterance_2025) now among the wealthier classes the long coffin has superseded the small square or round one but the smaller expense connected with the burial in the old way makes a survival of an old type a necessity for the majority of japanese (utterance_2026) at an appointed time all the relatives assemble in the death chamber and preparations are made for the bathing of the corpse (utterance_2027) there's no official ceremonial morning of parents for their children nor does custom acquire them to perform any of the last rites or attend the funeral (utterance_2028) upon the younger brothers and sisters falls the duty of attending to all the last sad ministrations (utterance_2029) when the body has been washed is as dressed in white in silk habatile whenever the family can afford it (utterance_2030) the body to be placed in the coffin must be folded into a sitting posture in the chin resting upon the knees the position of the mummies found in many aboriginal american tombs (utterance_2031) this difficult to us apparently impossible feat safely accomplished there are placed in the coffin a number of small things that the dead takes with him to the next world (utterance_2032) the single exception to this rule about metal is that small copper coins may be put in to feed the old hag who guards the bank of the river of death (utterance_2033) last of all the vacant spaces in the coffin are filled in with bags of tea (utterance_2034) so long as the coffin is in the house it must be watched over continually (utterance_2035) it is their duty to see that the incense burning before the coffin is never allowed to go out while the food for the dead is renewed regular intervals by the mourners themselves (utterance_2036) there are few enlightened japanese who will defend the present system of cruelty to the afflicted or who do not long for some change but so great is the force of conservatism in this regard so haunting the fear that any change may indicate a lack of respect for the dead that reform advances slowly (utterance_2037) individual instances occur in which some of the worst features of these customs are modified (utterance_2038) a case in point is that of the late mister fucusava a man whose life was devoted to the advancement of his countrymen in modern ways and who in his death continued his teaching (utterance_2039) in his will he provided that his body was to be buried without washing in the clothing in which he died (utterance_2040) through this growing feeling in the unselfishness of maternal affection may come in time the release from these mournful ceremonies (utterance_2041) just before the procession starts our religious ceremony is held at the house which is attended by the friends of the deceased and which is substantially the same as that performed at the cemetery (utterance_2042) on the day of the burial great bunches of natural flowers are sent to the dead each bunch so large as to require the services of one man to carry it (utterance_2043) sometimes with the gift a man is sent to take part in the possession but if the giverfield too poor to hire a man this burden too falls upon the bereaved household for etiquette requires that all flowers sent be borne to the grave by uniform coolies who march in the funeral train (utterance_2044) another favorite president at this time among buddhists is a cage of living birds too be born to the grave and released thereon (utterance_2045) it seems more like a bridle than a burial (utterance_2046) during this period the spirit of the deceased is supposed to be still inhabiting the house and a tableter shrine is set up in the death chamber before which food and flowers are renewed daily (utterance_2047) of course you must be a lane anne said diana (utterance_2048) of course it would be romantic conceded jane andrea's but i know that i couldn't keep stone (utterance_2049) but it's so ridiculous to have a red headed elain mourned anne (utterance_2050) and a lane was a lily maid (utterance_2051) your complexion is just as fair as rubies said diana earnestly and your hair is ever so much darker than it used to be before you cut it (utterance_2052) it was splendid to fish for chat over the bench and the two girls learned to wear themselves about in the little flat bottomed door in mister beryl kept her duck shooting (utterance_2053) it was undited that germantizes a lane (utterance_2054) those days she said were so much more romantic than the present (utterance_2055) they had often gone down like this and nothing could be more convenient for playing a lane (utterance_2056) the black shell having been procured anne spitted over the flat and then lay down in the bottom with closed eyes and hands folded over her breast (utterance_2057) it spoils the effect because this is hundreds of years before missus lynde is born (utterance_2058) ten year inches (utterance_2059) it's silly for a land to be talking when she's done (utterance_2060) jane rose to the occasion (utterance_2061) left behind at the landing (utterance_2062) anne gave one gasping little scream which nobody ever heard she was white to the lips but she did not lose her self possession (utterance_2063) there is one chance just one (utterance_2064) under such circumstances you don't think when to about making a flowery prayer (utterance_2065) the flat tricked it under the beds and then promptly sank in mid stream (utterance_2066) ruby jane and diana already awaiting it on the lower headland saw it disappear before their very eyes and had no doubt but that anne had gone down with it (utterance_2067) the minutes passed by a stinging like an hour to the unfortunate lily mane (utterance_2068) why didn't somebody come where had the girls gone (utterance_2069) her imagination began to suggest all manner of crucent possibilities to her (utterance_2070) anne shirley (utterance_2071) how on earth to jude up there he exclaimed (utterance_2072) it was certainly extremely difficult to be dignified under the circumstances (utterance_2073) what has happened then (utterance_2074) asked gilbert taking up his oars (utterance_2075) we were playing a lane explained anne frederick without even looking at her rescue and ahead to drift down to camwa in the barge and in the fought (utterance_2076) for a moment anne hesitated (utterance_2077) her hat gave a quick queer little bead (utterance_2078) her resentment which to other an older people might be as laughable as its cause was in no wit elaide and softened by time seemingly (utterance_2079) no she said coldly i shall never be friends with you gilbert blythe and i don't want to be (utterance_2080) all right (utterance_2081) i'll never ask you to be friends again anne shirley and i don't care either (utterance_2082) of course he had insulted her terribly but still (utterance_2083) everything i do gets me or my dearest friends into escape (utterance_2084) anne's presentiment proved more trustworthy than presentiments are apt to do (utterance_2085) will you ever have any sense anne grandmorel (utterance_2086) i don't say how said marilla (utterance_2087) ever since i came to green gables i've been making mistakes and each mistake has helped to cure me of some great short coming (utterance_2088) vanity and vexation of spat (utterance_2089) the spring was abroad in the land and marilla's sober middle aged step was lighter and swifter because of its deep primal gladness (utterance_2090) i must say with all her thoughts i never found her disobedient or untrust wordly before and am real sorry to find her so now (utterance_2091) perhaps she had judged her too hastily marilla (utterance_2092) of course i knew you take her part matthew but i'm bringing her up not you (utterance_2093) demanded marilla anxiously going over to the bed (utterance_2094) anne cowered deeper into her pillows as if desirous of hiding herself forever from mortal eyes no (utterance_2095) get right up this minute and tell me (utterance_2096) this minute i say then now what is it (utterance_2097) and have slid to the floor in despairing obedience (utterance_2098) yes it's green moaned anne (utterance_2099) i thought nothing could be as bad as red hair (utterance_2100) he even gotten into any scrape for ever two months and i was sure another one was due (utterance_2101) now then what did you do to your hair (utterance_2102) anne shirley didn't you know it was a wicked thing to do (utterance_2103) yes i knew it was a little wicked admitted anne (utterance_2104) i know what it feels like to have your word doubted (utterance_2105) and missus allen says we should never suspect any one of not telling us the truth unless we have proof that they're not (utterance_2106) but i haven't been and i believed every word he said implicitly (utterance_2107) who said who you talking about (utterance_2108) oh i didn't let him in the house (utterance_2109) in a trice i saw myself with beautiful raven black hair and the temptation was irresistible (utterance_2110) oh marilla but it tangled webb we weeve in first we practiced to deceive (utterance_2111) your hair must be cut off there is no other way he can't go out with it looking like that (utterance_2112) with a dismal sigh she went for the scissors (utterance_2113) but there is nothing comforting in having your hair cut off because you died at a dreadful color is that (utterance_2114) i'm going to weep all the time you're cutting it off if it won't interfere (utterance_2115) it seems such a tragic thing (utterance_2116) anne wept then but later on when she went upstairs and looked in the glass she was calm with despair (utterance_2117) yes i will too (utterance_2118) i never thought i was vain about my hair of all things but now i know i was in spite of its being read because it was so long and thick and curly (utterance_2119) i expect something now will happen to my nose next (utterance_2120) anne's clip tad made a sensation in school in the following monday but to her relief nobody guessed the real reason for it not even josty pie who however did not fail to inform anne that she looked like a perfect scarecrow (utterance_2121) it's hard to be told you the like a scarf and kicked scarecrow and i wanted to say something back but i did it (utterance_2122) and makes you feel very virtuous when you forgive people doesn't it (utterance_2123) i mean to devote all my energies to being good after this and i shall never try to be beautiful again (utterance_2124) of course it's better to be good (utterance_2125) i do really want to be good marilla like you and missus allen amiss stacy and perhaps to be a credit to you (utterance_2126) diana says when my hair becames to grow to tie a black velvet ribbon around my head with the bow at one side (utterance_2127) i will call it a snoop that sounds so romantic (utterance_2128) my head is better now (utterance_2129) it was terrible about this afternoon though (utterance_2130) junior avenleaf found it hard to settle down to humdrum existence again (utterance_2131) perhaps after a while i'll get used to it but i'm afraid concerts spoil people for every day life (utterance_2132) i suppose that is why marilla disapproves of them (utterance_2133) i feel just now that i may grow up to be sensible yet (utterance_2134) i just lay awake and imagine the concert over and over again (utterance_2135) eventually however avonlea's school slipped back into its old groove and took up its old interests (utterance_2136) the other sloanes would have any dealings with the bells because the bells had declared that the sloanes had too much to do in the programme and the sloanes had retorted that the bells were not capable of doing the little they had to do properly (utterance_2137) the winter weeks lived by (utterance_2138) on anne's birthday they were tripping lightly down it keeping eyes and ears alert amid all the chatter for miss tacy had told them that they must soon read a composition on a winter's walk in the woods and it behoves them to be observant (utterance_2139) i can scarcely realize that i'm in my teams (utterance_2140) it's a great comfort to think that i'll be able to use big words then without being laughed at (utterance_2141) ruby gillis thinks of nothing but bows said anne disdainfully (utterance_2142) she's actually delighted when any one writes her name i've been a take notice for all she pretends to be so mad (utterance_2143) i'm trying to be as much like missus allen as i possibly can for i think she's perfect (utterance_2144) if i had alice bell's crooked nose said anne decidedly i wouldn't but there (utterance_2145) i am afraid i think too much about my nose ever since i heard that compliment about it long ago (utterance_2146) oh diana look there's a rabbit (utterance_2147) they're so white and still as if they were asleep and dreaming pretty dreams (utterance_2148) i wrote it last monday evening (utterance_2149) it's called the jealous rival or in death not divided (utterance_2150) i read it to marilla and she said it was stuffed in nonsense (utterance_2151) it's a sad sweet story (utterance_2152) cordelia was a regal brunette with a coronet of midnight hair and duskly flashing eyes (utterance_2153) he knows so much more than he did when you are only twelve (utterance_2154) they grew in beauty side by side until they were sixteen (utterance_2155) i asked ruby gillis if she knew anything about how men proposed because i thought she likely being authority on the subject having so many sisters married (utterance_2156) but she pretended to be jolly and's friend the same as ever (utterance_2157) let's you and me have a story club alleron and write stories for practice (utterance_2158) you are to cultivate your imagination you know miss daisy says so (utterance_2159) only we must take the right way (utterance_2160) this was how the story club came into existence (utterance_2161) new boys were allowed in it although ruby gillis a pine that their admission would make it more exciting and each member had to produce one story a week (utterance_2162) each girl has to read her story out loud and then we talk it over (utterance_2163) mine is rosamond montemercery all the girls do pretty well (utterance_2164) i am sure that must have a horse from the fact (utterance_2165) the more was the great thing mister ellen says so (utterance_2166) i read one of my stories to him in missus allen and they both agreed that the moral was excellent (utterance_2167) jane and ruby almost always cry when they come to the pathetic parts (utterance_2168) miss josephine berry wrote back that she had never read anything so amusing in her life (utterance_2169) i am sure missus allen was never such a silly forgetful little girl as you are (utterance_2170) i felt so encouraged when i heard that (utterance_2171) missus lynde's as she always felt shocked when she hears of any one ever having been naughty you're better how small they were (utterance_2172) now i wouldn't have felt that way (utterance_2173) pelixnuckers the general lively man of the whole had just brought the boys up from saint audurville to its place they had journeyed from a tarta on the regular afternoon boat running up cayoubac (utterance_2174) with the rose had come fred garrison larry colbie and several others of the old school chums (utterance_2175) oh how did he do missus strong (utterance_2176) and he ran to me the head teacher (utterance_2177) well thomas i hope you have left all your ranks behind observed george stunk (utterance_2178) hollow alike (utterance_2179) of eight fifteen pounds and (utterance_2180) you'll let me go say you are a second prince in my hand hold pop (utterance_2181) he moaned as tom ran off throwing away several tiny taxes as he did so (utterance_2182) so you have come back have you (utterance_2183) observed missus green as tom stopped at the kitchen door (utterance_2184) asked home and then his face fell (utterance_2185) oh dear you always did put me down at the first boy in the school when i i do my very best and almost sobbing tom put his face up against the coat sleeve (utterance_2186) missus green was very tender hearted in spite of her somewhat free tongue and she was all sympathy immediately (utterance_2187) that there's home i don't mean to hurt your feelings he said solemnly (utterance_2188) i i'll know sobbed tom (utterance_2189) come sit down and have a pie that's a good boy (utterance_2190) it's fairly like home he murmured presently (utterance_2191) missus green when you die they ought to edda an awfully big monument over your grave (utterance_2192) what was her trouble tom and dungeon (utterance_2193) and yet with it all she couldn't help but like the boy (utterance_2194) and to think the stubs just began (utterance_2195) and he moved the spoe with his thread ben dela handkerchief (utterance_2196) what kind of joke is that master d'hobber (utterance_2197) oat's not a joke yer handsome (utterance_2198) have you got a camera to be sure he had a tis (utterance_2199) sam drew a tiny box from his pocket (utterance_2200) who stands still and i'll take a snapping (utterance_2201) don't stand up straight and look happy (utterance_2202) cried sam as the count collected around (utterance_2203) there's your right hand to your breast this is all statesmen do (utterance_2204) no wait i want it and the picture will be finished (utterance_2205) no this is a new potented process (utterance_2206) some do us queer of the ten from the box (utterance_2207) i don't see any feature grows lovers looking at the square blankly (utterance_2208) as the little fresh head (utterance_2209) the boys gathered around set up a shelf (utterance_2210) sam rower i'll get square see if i don't (utterance_2211) demanded sam innocently is it not of good picture (utterance_2212) so we asked for the donkey (utterance_2213) a donkey o pelick i did nothing of the find (utterance_2214) it's a donkey's head i say (utterance_2215) and i say to your picture (utterance_2216) i guess i know docky's head and i see it asked the robber (utterance_2217) helick there's some mistake here (utterance_2218) oh you can joke me no more (utterance_2219) one night when both were sleeping the pins had a remarkable dream (utterance_2220) they rushed into the room and at their cries to hers and forgetting all their form of precautions left the doors opened so that the guards outside hearing the clamour entered and saw the friends (utterance_2221) she is a disgrace to her family and shall soon see her husband impaled on a stake (utterance_2222) then when his foe had disfigured by a fearful frown he continued to abuse the prince and having tied his hands behind him dragged him from the room (utterance_2223) treated thus like some wild beast doth he shaken and neglected rajah de vahannah would have suffered greatly had he not been protected by the magic world given to him in partala and which he had complied to conceal in his hair (utterance_2224) advancing therefore with a large army he prepared to be seated some part the capital city (utterance_2225) a terrible battle ensued in which both kings reformed prodigies of valor (utterance_2226) should there be any pity for the violate from all to hand (utterance_2227) if the old king my father now in his stout age was foolish enough to favour the criminal for the sake of his worthless daughter you had no need of his permission and ought not to have been influenced by him (utterance_2228) let that wife aduse her me immediately put to that my torture and his farewell be shut up and present the life of (utterance_2229) have ready also of fierce elephant suitably equipped which i have mount immediately after the wedding to overtake my army in march against the enemy and as i set out i will make the elephant trampled the life out of that criminal (utterance_2230) while he stood there calmly awaiting that he now seemed inevitable he suddenly felt his feet free and a beautiful lady appeared before him (utterance_2231) she humbly bound down said let my lord pardon her servant for the injury which she has unconsciously caused (utterance_2232) i am an obstress born from the rays of the moon (utterance_2233) monday as i was flying through the air wearing a white dress a swan mistaken me for a lotus lard attacked me (utterance_2234) in his anger he cursed me saying oh wicked one for this offence you oughtn't them to be changed into a piece of unconscious metal (utterance_2235) the change took place immediately and i fell to the ground turned into a civil train (utterance_2236) on his way he saw that silver fettered descended to the ground picked it up and continued his flight (utterance_2237) the slayer of tenderwood mar hearing this came out of the palace and quickly mounting the elephant who held down his trunk to deceive him placed himself behind the prince (utterance_2238) kate was then reached in astonishment and joy and david acknowledged each other the fence exclaiming is it possible (utterance_2239) is it really you my dear friend apahan au revo who have done the steed (utterance_2240) two of these they forced their way employing with good effects the weapons placed on the elephant for the use of cindlerogma (utterance_2241) before however they had gone far they heard the noise of battle at at distance and saw the soldiers in front of them scattered in all directions (utterance_2242) we have just now encountered and utterly defeated the enemy so that there is no fear of any further assistance (utterance_2243) and i demand her to this (utterance_2244) out of curiosity he had one of them outside his house (utterance_2245) in cases of scorpion stinge the morahmedison men rub up pageant pluses with human milk or juice of the milk had scant you fort beer too tally and fly them to the parts (utterance_2246) when the ambicle card of a conned papers laws off aspired at as burnt in the fire and its ashes are placed in a copennit show mixed with castra oil and applied by means of a fowl's feather to the naval (utterance_2247) they then called the dead man by his name and eagerly wait till some insects settled on the cloth (utterance_2248) black was described as oozing out of his eyes (utterance_2249) made the fashion suck the milk of depressed offer woman whose baby is more than eight days old (utterance_2250) his campboy told him of a case in which debt was said to have the sultan from eating one of these animals cooked with subject food (utterance_2251) a few years ago arose in connection with an insect which was said to have taken up its abord and imported german class bangles which complete with the indejeging a sendustry of the insect was supported to lie low on the bangle till it was purchased when it would come out and nip the bearer after warning her to get her affairs in order before sucumban (utterance_2252) his body was long and slender hard and a child his sight keen his amen erring (utterance_2253) in the month of algrahen county had gone out shooting near the swamp of lidigi with a few sporting companions (utterance_2254) one morning as scanty was seated in his port leaning a favorite gun he suddenly started a port he thought was the cry of a boy tot looking up he saw our blaze man in coming to the water's edge with two white thucklings glass to have pressed (utterance_2255) the girl put the birds into the water and was them anxiously (utterance_2256) looking round curtie saw one of his men pointing an unloaded gun at the rocks (utterance_2257) county went on flinging his gun (utterance_2258) after county had eaten and drunk the brahman begged him to induce himself county gave his own name his father's name and yet this of his home and then said in usual way if i can be of any service sir i shall gain myself fortunate (utterance_2259) so saying county repeated his salute and went back (utterance_2260) the brick boat mentioned of the muzumnas had been borrowed for the burning ceremony which was fixed fort next mark as carndy did not wish to delay (utterance_2261) in due time the pride grew arrived on his elephant with drums and music and with parts of their procession and the ceremony began (utterance_2262) in that passful downcast face drawn with the railing coronet and barracked with central paste he could scarcely recognize the relates waiting of his fancy and in the fullness of his emotion a mist seemed to be cloud his eyes (utterance_2263) the light of the lamp seemed to grow them and darkness to vanish the face of the pride herself (utterance_2264) at first he felt angry with his father in law the old scoundrel had shown him one girl and married him to another (utterance_2265) close upon it followed the girl he had seen before (utterance_2266) oh the mad girl cried the woman as they made signs to her to lead the room (utterance_2267) while the women in their room began to titter (utterance_2268) the increasing laughter in the room betokened in amusing jock (utterance_2269) with a sigh of intense leaf as of his career in the lameter he looked once more into the face of his pride (utterance_2270) the fawn had taken this morning meal and now lay curled up on a bed of moss (utterance_2271) whenever the fawn caught up he was quite content to frisk about (utterance_2272) the danger was certain now it was near (utterance_2273) the house had struck a trail where she turned and the fawn was saved (utterance_2274) one was rowing the other had a gun in his hand what should she do (utterance_2275) her tired lakes could not propel the tired boarding rapidly (utterance_2276) the dose saw the boat nearing her (utterance_2277) in a moment more the boat was on her and the men at the oars had leaned over and caught her (utterance_2278) i was tormented by thirst but had abstained from drinking for many days according to the doctor's orders (utterance_2279) that old man ceased to give so much annoyance yet sometimes he appeared to me in dreams (utterance_2280) philippine take given them orders not to speak to me of this (utterance_2281) this maid has stolen from me certain little things of some importance and in her fear being detected she would have been very glad if i had died (utterance_2282) accordingly she allowed me twice to take as much as i could of the water so that in good earnest i swallowed more than a flask full i then covered myself and began to sweat and fell into a deep sleep (utterance_2283) we see that my poor friend was on the point of falling to the ground so grieved was he to hear this (utterance_2284) afterwards he took an ugly state and began to beat the serving girl with all his mind shouting out ah traitress you have killed him for me then (utterance_2285) she may indeed have saved my life so led me a help in hand for i have sweated and be quick about it (utterance_2286) felitia recovered his spirits dried and made me comfortable and i being conscious of a great improvement in my state began to reckon on recovery (utterance_2287) just then the other doctor bernardino put in his appearance who at the beginning of my illness had refused to bleed me (utterance_2288) my different chess goes that most able men exclaimed oh power of nature (utterance_2289) she knows what she requires and the physicians know nothing (utterance_2290) the simbotun mystruber nardino made unso saying if he had drunk another bottle he would have been cured upon the spot (utterance_2291) afterwards he turned to me and asked if i could have drunk more water (utterance_2292) i answered no because i had entirely quenched my thirst (utterance_2293) in like manner she was asking for what she wanted when the poor young man bade you to plead him (utterance_2294) if you knew that his recovery depended upon his drinking two flasks of water why did you not say so before (utterance_2295) you might then have boasted of his cure (utterance_2296) at this words the wretched quack sulkily departed and never showed his face again (utterance_2297) the very evening i was taken with great precautions in the chair well wrapped up and protected from the cold (utterance_2298) do not permit him any irregularities for though he has escaped this time another disorder now would be the death of him (utterance_2299) then he turned to me and said my ben venomedo be prudent commit no excesses and when you are quite recovered i beg you to make me a madonna with your own hand and i will always pay my devotions to it for your sake (utterance_2300) so i made my mind up and prepared to trouble (utterance_2301) that day many friends came to see me among others pierre laudani who was the best and dearest friend i ever had (utterance_2302) next day that came a surgeon nikola de montague who was also a very great friend of mine (utterance_2303) i had harboured him in rome and provided for his costs while he had turned my whole house upside down for the man was subject to a species of dry scab which he was always in the habit of scratching with his hand (utterance_2304) meanwhile that able physician from chasco de mont de vacci attended to my tio with great skill (utterance_2305) there they seated me to wait until the duke went by (utterance_2306) many of my friends at court came up to greet me and expressed surprise that i had undergone the inconvenience of being carried in that way while so shutted by illness we said that i ought to have waited till i was well and then to have visited the duke (utterance_2307) at this words my strovosteno the duke's tailor made his way through all those gentlemen and said if that's all you want to know you shall know it at this very moment (utterance_2308) george or the painter whom i have mentioned happened just then to pass and my sir augustino exclaimed there is the man who accused you now you know yourself with it be true or not (utterance_2309) as fiercely as i could not be able to leave my seat i asked george joe if it was true that he had accused me (utterance_2310) he denied that it was so and that he had ever said anything of the sword (utterance_2311) my sir augustino retorted you gallows bird (utterance_2312) don't you know that i know it for most certain (utterance_2313) george joe made off as quickly as he could repeating that he had not accused me (utterance_2314) then after a short while the duke came by whereupon i had myself raised up before his excellency and he halted (utterance_2315) the duke gazed at me and marvelled i was still alive afterwards he bade me take heed to be an honest man and regained my house (utterance_2316) when i reached home mikola da montague came to visit me and told me that i had escaped one of the most dreadful perils in the world quite contrary to all his expectations for he had seen my ruin (utterance_2317) i answered that i had done nothing to displease him but that he had injured me and told him all the affair about the mint (utterance_2318) he repeated get hands as quickly as you can and be of good courage for you will see of vengeance executed sooner than you expect (utterance_2319) i the best attention to my house gave piertrel pagolo advice about stamping the coins and then went off upon my way to rome without saying a word to the duke or anybody else (utterance_2320) you want them to immortalize that ferocious tyrant (utterance_2321) you have never made anything so exquisite which proves you our imbeterate foe and that devoted friend and yet the pope and he have had it twice a mind to hang you without any fault of yours (utterance_2322) it was firmly believed that duke alisadro was the son of pope clement (utterance_2323) messrpher jasco used also to say and swear by all his saints that if he could he would have robbed me of the dies for that meadow (utterance_2324) i responded that he had done well to tell me so and that i would take such care of them that he should never see them more (utterance_2325) i now sent to florence to request lorenzino that he would send me the reverse of the meadow (utterance_2326) nikola da montague d'ho to whom i had written wrote back saying that he had spoken to that mad melancholy philosopher lord si know for it he had replied he was thinking night a day of nothing else and that he would finish it as soon as he was able (utterance_2327) nevertheless i was not to set my hopes upon his reverse but i had better invent one out of my own head and when i had finished it i might bring it without hesitation to the duke for this would be to my advantage (utterance_2328) i composed the design of a reverse which seemed to me appropriate and pressed the work forward to my best ability (utterance_2329) this being so as he was a fellow of much humor we used offered to laugh together about the great credit he had gained (utterance_2330) i therefore dismounted at once got my fowling piece ready and at a very long range brought two of them down with a single bow (utterance_2331) i never used to shoot with more than one ball and was usually able to hit my mark at two hundred cubits which cannot be done by other ways of loading (utterance_2332) i lifted my foot and let the water run out then when i had mounted we met haste for rome (utterance_2333) there was no answer and after one or two ineffectual attempts phronsie turned fearfully away (utterance_2334) i'll try and she laid a quick hand on the now (utterance_2335) two red spots burned on her cheeks in her pale blue eyes snapped (utterance_2336) i'm sure i heard it raging up and down (utterance_2337) i don't want any dinner said charlotte drawing back (utterance_2338) yes indeed said polly cheerily just as fine as can be (utterance_2339) assuredly said old mister king with great satisfaction in polly's pleasure and at her success in drawing charlotte out (utterance_2340) and after this there were no more quiet days for charlotte chatterton (utterance_2341) oh bless me too phronsie in pleased surprise (utterance_2342) yes grandpapa said phronsie coming in and shutting the door carefully i came on purpose to see you all alone (utterance_2343) so you did dear said mister king highly gratified and pushing away his writing table he held out his hand (utterance_2344) oh no grandpapa cried phronsie in a rapture i could never be too big for that so she perched up as of old on his knee then she folded her hands and looked gravely in his face (utterance_2345) well my dear what is it (utterance_2346) asked the old gentleman presently you've come to tell me something i suppose (utterance_2347) yes grandpapa i have said phronsie decidedly and it is most important too grandpapa and oh i do wish it so much and she clasped her hands tighter and sighed (utterance_2348) well then frogs if you wanted i suppose it must be said mister king quite as a matter of course (utterance_2349) oh she left you everything she had phronsie a couple of millions or so it is why (utterance_2350) charlotte poor repeated the old gentleman (utterance_2351) why no not exactly her father isn't rich but charlotte i think they do very well especially as i intend to keep her here for a while and then i shall never let her suffer phronsie never indeed (utterance_2352) grandpapa said phronsie wasn't missus chatterton aunt to charlotte (utterance_2353) if missus chatterton was aunt tassah but persisted phronsie slowly it seems as if charlotte ought to have some of the money it really does grandpapa (utterance_2354) maybe said the old gentleman with a short laugh and i shouldn't wonder if cousin eunis was sorry over a few other things too phronsie (utterance_2355) wouldn't it make her very glad if i gave charlotte some of the money (utterance_2356) for answer mister king set it down hastily on the floor and took two or three turns up and down the room (utterance_2357) oh i do so wish i might she said there's so much for a little girl like me (utterance_2358) it would be so nice to have charlotte have some with me still no answer (utterance_2359) i was writing a note to missus fargo said phronsie putting up her lips rickis (utterance_2360) sure as i can be phronsie said old mister king smiling good bye dear (utterance_2361) there there my sister's boy shall never say that but come in come in (utterance_2362) not to be ungracious the young man threw himself into a chair (utterance_2363) oh hang it uncle why can't you let me alone (utterance_2364) which is a wonder interposed pickering (utterance_2365) i know you did uncle said pickering you've done everything that's good (utterance_2366) for heaven's sake pickering cried his uncle darting in front of the chair in its restless octapet don't say that again (utterance_2367) i've been a lazy dog all my life and a good for not but i hope i've not sunk to that (utterance_2368) the church bells were ringing and people on the avenue going by to service turned curious inquiring looks up at the great house and then went on talking of the recent events which had so strangely entered into and made history in the city (utterance_2369) and all through his impassioned appeal this morning there was a note of sadness and rebuke and stern condemnation that made many of the members pale with self accusation or with inward anger (utterance_2370) raymond had voted to continue for another year the soler (utterance_2371) the christians of raymond stood condemned by the result (utterance_2372) for that had been the fact in raymond for years the saloon ruled (utterance_2373) president march sat there his usual erect handsome firm bright self competent bearing all gone his head bowed upon his breast the great tears rolling down his cheeks unmindful of the fact that never before had he shown outward emotion in a public service (utterance_2374) what if he had begun to do as jesus would have done long ago (utterance_2375) when had the first church yielded to such a baptism of tears (utterance_2376) what had become of its regular precise conventional order of service undisturbed by any vulgar emotion and unmoved by any foolish excitement (utterance_2377) they had been living so long on their surface feelings that they had almost forgotten the deeper wills of life (utterance_2378) the meeting was tender it glowed with the spirits presence it was alive with strong and lasting resolve to begin a war on the whisky power and raiment that would break its reign forever (utterance_2379) since the first sunday when the first company of volunteers had pledged themselves to do as jesus would do the different meanings had been characterized by distinct impulses or impressions (utterance_2380) and all through it ran one general cry for deliverance from the saloon in its awful curse (utterance_2381) grey and his wife were besieged by inquirers who wanted to know what loreen's friends and acquaintances were expected to do in paying their last respects to her (utterance_2382) grey had gone up to virginia's and after talking it over with her in maxwell the arrangement had been made (utterance_2383) i am and always have been opposed to large public funerals said grey whose complete wholesome simplicity of character was one of its greatest sources of strength but the cry of the poor creatures who knew loring is so earnest that i do not know how to refuse this desire to see her and pay her poor body some last little honor what do you think mister maxwell (utterance_2384) i will be guided by your judgment in the matter (utterance_2385) i am sure that whatever you and miss page think best will be right (utterance_2386) under the circumstances i have a great distaste for what seems like display at such times but this seems different (utterance_2387) it happened that that afternoon a somewhat noted newspaper correspondent was passing through raymond on his way to an editorial convention in the neighboring city (utterance_2388) she was a common street drunkard and yet the services of the tent were as impressive as any i ever witnessed in a metropolitan church over the most distinguished citizen (utterance_2389) it struck me of course being a stranger in the place with considerable astonishment to hear voices like those one naturally expects to hear only in great churches or concerts at such a meeting as this (utterance_2390) mister maxwell spoke of the fact that the dead woman had been fully prepared to go but he spoke in a peculiarly sensitive manner of the effect of the liquor business on the lives of men and women like this one (utterance_2391) raymond of course being a railroad town in the centre of the great packing interests for this region is full of saloons (utterance_2392) then followed what was perhaps the queer part of this strange service (utterance_2393) it was one of the simplest and at the same time one of the most impressive sights i ever witnessed (utterance_2394) there must have been a hundred of these women and i was told many of them had been converted at the meetings just recently (utterance_2395) the next moment he fell back in amazement before the impetuous rush of a starry eyed flushed cheeked young woman who demanded (utterance_2396) where is he pete miss billy gasped the old man (utterance_2397) aunt hannie's cheeks too were flushed in her eyes starry but with dismay and anger the last because she did not like the way pete had said miss billy's name (utterance_2398) it was one matter for her to object to this thing billy was doing but quite another for pete to do it of course it's she (utterance_2399) retorted aunt helen at testily as if you yourself didn't bring her here with your crazy messages at this time of night pete where is he (utterance_2400) interposed billy tell mister bertram i am here or quite i'll go right in in surprise of (utterance_2401) pete had recovered himself by now but he did not even glance toward aunt hannah (utterance_2402) miss billy miss billy you're an angel straitman heaven you are you are oh i'm so glad you came (utterance_2403) it'll be all right now all right hasten the dead miss billy (utterance_2404) billy turned eagerly but before she could take so much as one step toward the door at the end of the hall aunt hannah's indignant voice arrested her billy stopped (utterance_2405) pete go tell your master that we are here and ask if he will receive us pete's lips twitched (utterance_2406) but his face was preternaturally grave when he spoke (utterance_2407) a flying figure brushed by him and fell on its knees by the couch with a low cry bertram's eyes flew open (utterance_2408) donaldine found him there a minute later polishing a silver teaspoon with a french napkin that had been spread over bertram's tray (utterance_2409) in the hall above aunt hannah was crying into william's grey linen duster that hung on the hall rack and hannah's handkerchief was on the floor back at hillside (utterance_2410) then very gradually it dawned over them that there was after all something strange and unexplained at all (utterance_2411) as if to make sure that she was here like this he drew her even closer burton was so thankful that he did have one arm that was usual (utterance_2412) why of course stammered billy i couldn't help thinking that maybe you had found out you didn't want me (utterance_2413) demanded bertram angry and mystified (utterance_2414) as for my not painting again you didn't understand pete dearie (utterance_2415) she pulled herself half away from bertram's encircling arm (utterance_2416) billy drew a quivering sigh (utterance_2417) good heavens is tatin this too bertram's voice was savage now (utterance_2418) well she wrote a letter (utterance_2419) billy laughed gaily but she shifted her position and did not meet her lover's eyes (utterance_2420) and you never did think for a minute billy that you cared for him (utterance_2421) he had not meant slow to mark that swift lowering of her eyelids (utterance_2422) billy was so glad bertram had turned the question on her love instead of arkwright's (utterance_2423) after a minute billy stirred and sighed happily (utterance_2424) you see i wasn't in love with mister arkwright (utterance_2425) and and you didn't care it specially for for miss winterbourne (utterance_2426) billy put a soft finger on his lips (utterance_2427) bertram kissed the finger and subsided humph he commented (utterance_2428) well what is that is that kate too demanded bertram grimly (utterance_2429) there was another silence then suddenly bertram stirred (utterance_2430) billy i'm going to marry you to morrow he announced decisively (utterance_2431) i don't know as i can trust you out of my sight till then you'll read something or hear something or get a letter from kate after breakfast to morrow morning that will set you saving me again and i don't want to be saved that way (utterance_2432) i'm going to marry you to morrow i'll get he stopped short with a sudden frown come found that law i forgot (utterance_2433) five days indeed sir (utterance_2434) i wonder if you think i can get ready to be married in five days (utterance_2435) don't want you to get ready retorted bertram promptly i saw marie i read it all i wanted of it (utterance_2436) if you really must have all those miles of tablecloths and napkins and doileys and lace rufflings will do it afterwards not before but (utterance_2437) besides i need you to take care of me cut him bertram craftily (utterance_2438) the tender glow on billy's face told its own story and bertram's eager eyes were not slow to read it (utterance_2439) sweetheart see here dear he cried softly tightening his good left arm (utterance_2440) billy my dear (utterance_2441) that was that hannah's plaintive voice of the door by a little later (utterance_2442) we must go home and william is here too and wants to see you (utterance_2443) you mean to do before october (utterance_2444) aunt hannah glanced from one to the other uncertainly (utterance_2445) yes nodded billy demurely (utterance_2446) yes i know that is a good while tad in bertram merely (utterance_2447) we wanted it to morrow but we had to wait on account of the new license law (utterance_2448) in my recent travels in the west i felt that out there freedom as an idea has become feeble and ineffectual (utterance_2449) the same thing is happening now with the people of the west (utterance_2450) they have flattered into believing that they are free and they have the sovereign paw in the hands (utterance_2451) as it has become more and more evident to me that the ideal of freedom has grown ten years in the atmosphere of the vast (utterance_2452) the mentality of that of a slave owning community with a mutilated multitude of men tied to its commercial and political treadmill (utterance_2453) he who cares to have slaves must chain himself to them he who builds balls to create exclusion for others builds balls across his own freedom he who distrust freedom in others loses his moral right to it (utterance_2454) have they acquired a true love of freedom (utterance_2455) the great epic of the cell of her people the mahapartha gives us a vontful vision of an overflowing life full of the freedom of inquiry and experiment (utterance_2456) when the age of the booder came humanity was told in our country to its automobile step (utterance_2457) it hardened into an age of inert construction (utterance_2458) the organic unity of a varied and elastic society gave way to a conventional order which proved its artificial character by the inexorable law of exclusion (utterance_2459) life hath at any qualities i had met but they are natural and are in harmony without vital functions (utterance_2460) by squeezing human beings in the group of an inelastic system and falsibly held in them fixed we have ignored the laws of life and grunt (utterance_2461) we have forced living cells into a permanent passivity making them incapable of molding circumstance to their own intrinsic design and of mastering their own testimony (utterance_2462) our stupefaction has become so absolute that we do not even realize that this possessed in with fortune dogging our teps for ages cannot be a mere accident of history removable only by another accident from outside (utterance_2463) they will be incapable of holding a just freedom in politics and a fighting in freedom's cause (utterance_2464) it represents the active aspect of inertia which has the appearance of freedom but not its truth and therefore gives rise to slavery both with ten its boundaries and outside (utterance_2465) it is at the foot of woman that be laid the laurels that without a smile would never have been gained it is for image that strings the liar of the poet that animates of voice in the blaze of eloquent faction and guides their brain in the august toils of stately concerts (utterance_2466) a stay no hope for them so full of hope (utterance_2467) it makes the heart ache but to picture such recipitive to their imagination (utterance_2468) the knowledge that such changes can occur flits over the mind like the thought of death excurring all our gay fanfies with its back like wing and changing beheld the atmosphere of her happiness with its vanomous experations (utterance_2469) mine own (utterance_2470) what tad what could you do (utterance_2471) i bit about my chamber like a filly board in the cage (utterance_2472) do not think of moving to day (utterance_2473) do not keep the messenger an instant (utterance_2474) she thought my pony (utterance_2475) write only one word to yorenne henrietta (utterance_2476) ferdinand to henrietta (utterance_2477) god bless you my henrietta my beloved my mastless henrietta (utterance_2478) would have that separation not cost me (utterance_2479) pangs that i could not conceive inhuman with sacred occasion (utterance_2480) and yet i ought to be grateful that he was uninjoered last night (utterance_2481) i dare not know own how foolish i was (utterance_2482) do not be angry with the henrietta but i am nobles about concealing our engagement from papa (utterance_2483) days must elapse before you can reach bath and i know fordinand i know your office is more difficult than you will confess (utterance_2484) would come back my own as soon as he can and write to me at the post office as he settled (utterance_2485) a consciousness that you are so near makes me restless (utterance_2486) i wish to meet him but as much calmness as i can command (utterance_2487) on the prats and hides where he had fallen with the flagsharf in his hand leoprints and rublehgansky bleeding profusely and unconsciously uttering a gentle piteous and childlike moon (utterance_2488) suddenly he again felt that he was alive and suffering from a burning lacerating beam in his head (utterance_2489) of his first thought (utterance_2490) he feebly mowed his leg and uttered a weak sickly groan which aroused his own pity (utterance_2491) lift this young man up and carry him to the present station (utterance_2492) prince andrew remembered nothing more he lost consciousness from the terrible pain of being lifted out to the stretcher the jolting while being moved and the probing of his wound at the dressing station (utterance_2493) during this transfer he felt a little stronger and was able to look about him and even speak (utterance_2494) he asked on seeing the prisoners (utterance_2495) i commanded his caudron replied ratman (utterance_2496) prince ratman named lieutenant suptellan (utterance_2497) after looking at him napoleon smiled (utterance_2498) you there's no hindrance to courage muttered the lieutenant in a failing voice (utterance_2499) a splendid reply said epollene (utterance_2500) prince andrew who had also been brought forward before the emperor's eyes to complete the show of prisoners could not fail to attract his attention (utterance_2501) his face shone with self satisfaction and pleasure (utterance_2502) the soldiers who had carried prince andrew had noticed and taken the little gold icon princess mary had hung round her brother's neck but seeing the favour the emperor showed the prisoners they now hastened to return the holy image (utterance_2503) prince andrew did not see how and by whom it was replaced but the little eye combed with its thin gold chain suddenly appeared upon his chest outside his uniform (utterance_2504) how good it had been to know where to seek who held in this life and want to expect after it beyond the grain (utterance_2505) how happy and calm i should be if i could now say lawn have mercy on me (utterance_2506) either to a power indefinable incomprehensible which i know truly cannot address but which i cannot even express in words the great old or nothing said he to himself or to that god who has been sown into this ambulent by mary (utterance_2507) the straters moved on (utterance_2508) the quiet home life and peaceful happiness of bold hills presented itself to him (utterance_2509) he is a nervous billy subject said larry and will not recover (utterance_2510) that too far you will of good for undertake (utterance_2511) in something has happened he has some special information some great news (utterance_2512) when blok appeared it was evident that something had gone wrong with him (utterance_2513) gone now just when he most warned him never (utterance_2514) he did triple a dat (utterance_2515) you shall be dismissed discharged from the tsar you are a disgrace to the false (utterance_2516) it is that or your great glugs me (utterance_2517) my gentleman made himself most pleasant (utterance_2518) well at any rate for my sense i accepted (utterance_2519) we entered the first restaurant that of the re united friends he knew it perhaps monsieur (utterance_2520) i had no fear of him not till the very last when he played me the feeble tone (utterance_2521) i suspected nothing when he brought out his pocket book it was toughed for monsieur i saw that and my conscience increased called for the reckoning and paid with an italian band note (utterance_2522) excuse me one moment pray (utterance_2523) he went out matthew and piffed bath he was no more to be seen (utterance_2524) why let him out of his side (utterance_2525) it was only now at the leveant hour that the italian had become inculpated and the question of his possible anxiety to escape had never been considered (utterance_2526) he left everything behind (utterance_2527) hand it to me said the chief and when it came into his hands he began to turn over the leaves hurriedly (utterance_2528) i do not understand not more than a bird here and there (utterance_2529) it is no dull italian (utterance_2530) of course such a consummate ass as you have proved yourself would not think of searching the restaurant or the immediate neighbourhood or of making inquiries as to whether he had been seen or as to which way he had gone (utterance_2531) it was a note for a hundred leer a hundred francs and the restaurant belost no more than seventeen francs ha (utterance_2532) he was much pressed in a great hurry (utterance_2533) directly he crossed the threshold he called the first cap and was driving away but he was topped the devil (utterance_2534) he wished to pass on to leave her she would not consent then they both guarding to the cab and were driven away together (utterance_2535) but this thy host so wide this bread wakes in my heart one doubt and dread lest treating in roma good and great ill tarts thy jarnie stimulate (utterance_2536) he is my eldest brother he is like a father he is to me (utterance_2537) i go to leap my broader dance who makes the wood his residence (utterance_2538) no doubt but this thy heart should frame the simple truth my lips propagne (utterance_2539) as gohadoes and vowed each to others spoke in friendless page the day gods sanctute glory dead and night over all the sky was prayed (utterance_2540) soon as king hoarse thoughtful care had caught at all the armadair well honoured while it laid his head besides satruna on a bed (utterance_2541) thus sighing and distressed and misery and bitter grief with fevered heart that marked relieved the strucket in his mind the cheer still warned and found no rest (utterance_2542) rest titia's minded i will keep my watch while ram lies asleep for in the whole wide world is none dearer to me than rubboo's son (utterance_2543) harbour no doubt or jealous fear i speak the truth with hearts and sphere for from the grace which he has shown will glory on my name be true great store of marriage shall i gain and duties form no wish in vain (utterance_2544) let me unposed by many a row of fodders arbuch shaft and bow for while la brama's wheels were quiet who lies asleep by citoye's side (utterance_2545) with words like these i spoke designed to move the highest old vorit's mind but he upon his duty bent plied his parsolus of alcoment oh how canst thou but close my eyes while only couched with seat our eyes their royal ramma (utterance_2546) he whom nobody deemed them now nor heavenly god can overtrow see who her how he lies alas would sit her couched on guarded cross (utterance_2547) now as his son is false to fly the king eloch will see only die raft of his gudgeon hand for long in a good grief this land will mourn (utterance_2548) but ah what said cassilia how fair she and my lord mother now how fares the king (utterance_2549) what hopes up and satrung asset my mother missa wipe as yet but the sad queen will die who bore to hear her for her grief is so (utterance_2550) to wait the king would cry and conquered by his misery tie (utterance_2551) when fate has brought the mournful day who it sees my father pass away how happy it lives a day allowed his funeral rights to pay (utterance_2552) those horrid stools many a sigh lamenting and nigh to enter by (utterance_2553) when guha saw the long armchave whose eye was like a lotus leaf with lion's shoulders strong and fair high mattered prostrate in despair pale pittily afflicted he reeled as an outcoat reels a tree (utterance_2554) cashillia by how war oppressed the senseless poets limbs caressed as a fond cow in love and fear caresses oft her young india then yielding to hawa she said weeping and sore disquieted what tarman so my son artese of sudden pain or swift disease (utterance_2555) the lifes of us and all the line depend their child on only time (utterance_2556) ra my luxman forced to free i leap i not but seeing thee for as the king has passed away thou art my only help to day (utterance_2557) show me the cows whereon he lay tell me the forty eighth i pray (utterance_2558) then carmot's heel of jold in tart he drank the water luximan broad and then obedient to his vows he fasted with his gentle spouse (utterance_2559) he stands the tree who slammed them shave he has the grass when it it lay where robber and his consort spent the night together ere they went (utterance_2560) he seized (utterance_2561) well why cito (utterance_2562) scolded by the fiery god of day high on this mighty hill i lay (utterance_2563) each borne an eve he brought me food and filial care my life renealed (utterance_2564) swift to the sound his cause he bent and cleft a yielding element (utterance_2565) the holiest parrots of the air came round me as i marvelled there and cried as their bright legions met elsie is citar leaving yet (utterance_2566) those cried the saints had told the name of him who hold the struggling dame (utterance_2567) then from the flood some party paid due offerings to his prouder shade (utterance_2568) seven nights in deadly storm i passed but strongling life returned at last (utterance_2569) around i bent my wandering view but every spot was strange and near (utterance_2570) on comrades to the cave i cried and almost in the pottle hide (utterance_2571) he adow with hospitable care has to fattest with the noblest fare preserving us about to die with this thy plentiful supply (utterance_2572) but how o pious lady say may we digraceous boon repay (utterance_2573) he seized the essaic day replied well bodies am i satisfied (utterance_2574) a life of holy walks i need and fro your hands no service need (utterance_2575) then speak again to bonnet chief we came to be and found relief (utterance_2576) now listen to a new distress and aiders holy waterers (utterance_2577) our renderings in this vasty cave exhosed a time sagreeva gave (utterance_2578) once more then lady grandra lees and let their supplians go in peace again upon the aeron's pet for king serene vazzarre we dread (utterance_2579) and the great task of a saurine set alice is unaccomplished yet (utterance_2580) and hold his waters raw and rave terrified with each crust at wave (utterance_2581) the mount is lost in toil and pain and now my friends what hopes remain (utterance_2582) your hodes with strong affection fraught he is well in every labor sort and the true valour of your band was pleasant wide in every land (utterance_2583) come let us all from food abstain and perish does since hope is vain (utterance_2584) far better does to end our lives and leave our wealth our homes and wives leave our dear little ones and all denned by his ranchful hand to fall (utterance_2585) our perfect lives will surely pay for idle search and long delay and thou affairs king will be this die the favour of his friend to buy (utterance_2586) then tara softly spake to cheer the banners hold suppressed by fear despair no more your doubts dispel come in this ample cavern dwell (utterance_2587) thou fondly hopeest in this cave the vengeance of the foe to bray (utterance_2588) but luxman's arm a shower will send off deadly shafts those worlds to rend (utterance_2589) thy loving kinsman true one wise looks on these tale with favouring eyes (utterance_2590) he hauled to princess furious tread he saw his eyes glow fiercely red (utterance_2591) swift sprang the motor to his feet upstarting from his golden seat (utterance_2592) ungrateful bonner king ot daou and fateless to diplided vow (utterance_2593) now if thy pride disown what he i told that prince has done for thee struck by his arrows shalt thou fall and balimit in yoma's whole (utterance_2594) still open to the gloomy god lies the sand pant de braud a trod (utterance_2595) then to thy pydid world be true nor let thy steps step out to pursue (utterance_2596) he seized and tara tarry eyed does to the angry prince he replied not to my lord shouldst thou address a speech so fraught with beaten us not as reproached my lord should be and list of all our prince by thee (utterance_2597) from parts of true he never strays nor wonders in forbidden ways (utterance_2598) their vold serene was hard foquette by ramas saved the lasting depth (utterance_2599) restored to fame by ramas grains to empire over the banner raise from saint desdred and toil set free restored to rumour and to me by grief and care and exile tried kneel to the bliss so long did night like the shammedra wants allows he marks not how the season's pass (utterance_2600) the matrons of the vuanna rays si marks of theory in dyphones they see thine eyes like blood are red and will not yet become forted (utterance_2601) she seized and luxman gave assent one by her gentle argument (utterance_2602) so tarros beating just and mild his softening heart and reconciled (utterance_2603) the heroes sighed i will not leave but he the conquest shall achieve (utterance_2604) so strong are thou so brave and bold so pure in taut so humble solv'd that thou deservest well to reign and all the more it's best to gain (utterance_2605) then thou my brother aid and all his foes bened his arm will fall (utterance_2606) whatever hand it was the shot down bourbon rome after his death was plundered devastated and ravaged by a brutal greedy licentious and fanatical soldier (utterance_2607) wherefore the future write us nothing at all but appoint us the time and place of meeting and we will bring our sword for you to cross protesting that the shame of any delay in fighting shall be yours seeing that when it comes to an encounter there is an end of all writing (utterance_2608) sir answered the spaniard permit me to do my office and say what the emperor has charged me to say (utterance_2609) nay i will not listen to thee said francis if thou do not first give me a patent sign by thy master containing an appointment of time and place sir i have orders to read you the cartel and give it you afterwards (utterance_2610) pergandy without being put out began again sir (utterance_2611) nay said francis i will not suffer him to speak to me before he has given me appointment of time and place (utterance_2612) give it me or return as thou hast come (utterance_2613) i am quite willing said the king let him have it (utterance_2614) the piece of cambrey was called the lady's peace in honor of the two princesses who had negotiated it though morally different in a very unequal worth they both had minds of a rare order and trained to recognize political necessities and not to attempt any but possible successes (utterance_2615) all the great political actors seemed hurrying away from the stage as if the drama were approaching its end (utterance_2616) in fifteen sixty two at the battle of dru he was aged and so ill that none expected to see him on horseback (utterance_2617) he fully armed save only his head answered him right well sir this is the real medicine that hath cured me for the battle which is toward and up preparing for the honour of god and our camp (utterance_2618) the ladies peace concluded a cambrai in fifteen twenty nine lasted up to fifteen thirty six incessantly troubled however by far from pacific symptoms proceedings and preparations (utterance_2619) at last he decided upon retreating (utterance_2620) it was garsalaso delaviga the prince of spanish posey the spanish pose according to his fellow countryman (utterance_2621) momerense signed a similar one for pedana (utterance_2622) they all repaired together to the house prepared for their reception and after dinner the emperor being tired lay down to rest on a couch queen eleanor before long went and tapped at his door and sent word to the king that the emperor was awake (utterance_2623) francis with the cardinal de laurente and the constable de moorensie soon arrived (utterance_2624) on entering the chamber he found the emperor still lying down and chatting with his sister the queen who was seated beside him on a chair (utterance_2625) yes said charles i had made such cheer that i was obliged to sleep it off (utterance_2626) francis stood the converse with his own collar (utterance_2627) only seven of the attendants remained in the emperor's chamber and there the two sovereigns conversed for an hour after which they moved to the hall where a splendid supper awaited them (utterance_2628) the genties pleaded their privilege of not being liable to be taxed without their own consent (utterance_2629) orders had been sent everywhere to receive him as kings of france are received on their joyous accession (utterance_2630) lulutchko is a delightful child (utterance_2631) there was no other such child there never had men and there never would be (utterance_2632) well etchka's mother sir fima alex and jovna was sure of that (utterance_2633) which his eyes were dark and large her cheeks are rosy her lips are made for kisses and for laughter (utterance_2634) but it was not these charms in lalechka that gave her mother the keenest joy (utterance_2635) she felt cold with her husband (utterance_2636) he was always fresh and cool with a frigid smile and wherever he passed cold currents seemed to move in the air (utterance_2637) it even seemed to act so female else in jovina that she was in love with her future husband and this made her happy (utterance_2638) the bride was also good looking she was a tall dark eyed dark haired girl somewhat timid but very tactful (utterance_2639) he had connections and his wife came of good influential people (utterance_2640) this might at the proper opportunity prove useful (utterance_2641) after their marriage there was nothing in the manner of sergey and levistowebbage to suggest anything wrong to his wife (utterance_2642) later however when his wife was about to have a child sergeym of the stovich established connections elsewhere of a light and temporary nature (utterance_2643) serphema alexandrovna found this out and to her own astonishment was not particularly hurt she awaited her infant with a restless anticipation swallowed every other feeling (utterance_2644) saithina elexen drove ned shifted farther and farther away from him (utterance_2645) ludgia then ran away standing with her plump little legs over the carpets and hid herself behind the curtains near her bed (utterance_2646) where's my baby girl the mother asked as she looked for lulutchka may believe that she did not see her (utterance_2647) then she came out a little farther and her mother as though she had only just caught sight of her seized her by her little shoulders and exclaimed joyously here she is my laelegia (utterance_2648) her mother's eyes glowed with passionate emotion (utterance_2649) her mother went to hide (utterance_2650) the ledge could turn away as though not to see but watched her mummonch go stealthily all the time (utterance_2651) where's mamamothka asked la loggia (utterance_2652) a smile of absolute bliss played on her red lips (utterance_2653) luletchko's getting near her mother's corner (utterance_2654) her mother was growing more absorbed every moment by her interest in the game her heart beat with short quick strokes and she pressed even closer to the wall disarranging her hair still more (utterance_2655) the ledge kis suddenly glanced toward her mother's corner and screamed with joy (utterance_2656) through the half closed doors he heard the laughter the joyous outcrised the sound of romping (utterance_2657) even fodosia felt abashed and over her mistress now for herself (utterance_2658) he liked coming here where everything was beautifully arranged this was done by sahima alexandrovna who wished to surround her little girl from her very invancy only with the loveliest things (utterance_2659) sarethima elks and droma addressed herself tastefully this too she did for la loggia with the same end in view (utterance_2660) one thing sergey modestovich had not become reconciled to and this was his wife's almost continuous presence in the nursery (utterance_2661) it's just as i thought i knew that i'd find you here he said with a deriving condescending smile (utterance_2662) merely you see that the child should feel its own individuality he exclaimed in answer to serfima out saint gervina's puzzled glance (utterance_2663) she's still so little said serfeyma alexandrovna (utterance_2664) i don't insist it's your kingdom here (utterance_2665) i think it over his wife answered smiling as he did coldly virginialy (utterance_2666) then they began to talk of something else (utterance_2667) that the mistress does it well that's one thing but that the young lady does it that's bad (utterance_2668) why asked fodocio with curiosity (utterance_2669) this expression of curiosity gave her face the look of a wooden roughly painted doll (utterance_2670) yes that's bad repeated a gothio with conviction terribly bad well (utterance_2671) it's the truth i'm saying remember my words agathieu went on with the same assurance and secrecy (utterance_2672) it's the surest sign (utterance_2673) the old woman had invented this sign quite suddenly herself and she was evidently very proud of it (utterance_2674) madam madam she said quietly in a trembling voice (utterance_2675) seraphima alexen jovina gave a start (utterance_2676) but josie's face made her anxious (utterance_2677) what is it fodosia she asked with great concern as there anything wrong with rolatchka (utterance_2678) no madame said fodocia she gesticulated with her hands to reassure her mistress and to make her sit down (utterance_2679) the ledge cass asleep may god be with her (utterance_2680) only i'd like to say something you see we'll let's get is always hiding ourself that is not good (utterance_2681) i can't tell you how bad it is said fidothia and her face expressed the most decided confidence (utterance_2682) i understand nothing of what you are saying (utterance_2683) you see madam it's a kind of omen explained fidocia abruptly in a shamefaced way (utterance_2684) nonsense said ser female accentuovna (utterance_2685) who told you all this asked serfeyma alexandrovna in an austere low voice (utterance_2686) nose exclaimed seraphema alexandrovna in irritation as though she wished to protect herself somehow from this sudden anxiety (utterance_2687) what nonsense as though lulutch could die (utterance_2688) she saw clearly that there could be no possible connection between a child's quite ordinary diversion in the continuation of the child's life (utterance_2689) she made a special effort that evening to occupy her mind with other matters but her thoughts turned in voluntarily to the fact that will let's go love to hide herself (utterance_2690) when the lutchko was still quite small and had learned a distinguished between her mother and her nurse she sometimes sitting in her nurse's arms made a sudden roguish grimace and hid her laughing face in the nurse's shoulder (utterance_2691) then she would look out with a sly glance (utterance_2692) though she reproached herself at once for this unfounded superstitious dread nevertheless she could not end her whole heartedly into the spirit lulegika's favorite game and she tried to divert lulutkka's attention to something else (utterance_2693) she eagerly complied with their mother's new wishes (utterance_2694) serfima alexen jovna tried desperately to amuse the logga (utterance_2695) perhaps but seraphima alex and jovna she is not as strongly drawn to the world as other children who are attracted by many things (utterance_2696) if this is so is it not a sign of organic weakness (utterance_2697) serfy magds and jovna herself began the game once or twice though she played it with a heavy heart (utterance_2698) she suffered as though committing an evil deed with full consciousness (utterance_2699) it was a sad day for seraphy malics and jovna (utterance_2700) her mother covered her with a blue blanket (utterance_2701) lulutch could drew her sweet little hands from under the blanket and stretched them out to embrace her mother her mother bent down (utterance_2702) she seemed so small and so frail under the blanket that covered her (utterance_2703) sarethimilix and drovener remained standing over lulutchka's bed a long while and she kept looking at lulutch go with tenderness and fear (utterance_2704) i'm a mother is it possible that it shouldn't be able to protect her she thought as she imagined the various ills that might be followed otchka (utterance_2705) she prayed long that night but the prayer did not relieve her sadness (utterance_2706) several days passed the lecturer caught cold (utterance_2707) the fever came upon her at night (utterance_2708) when serfeyma elexen jovna awakened by fidosia came to lulutchgan saw her looking so hot so restless and so tormented she instantly recalled the evil omen and a hopeless despair took possession of her from the first moments (utterance_2709) a doctor was called and everything was done that is usual on such occasions but the inevitable happened (utterance_2710) and the lutchke grew feebler from our to our (utterance_2711) nothing made her so unhappy as the reiterations of phodosia uttered between sobs she hid herself and hid herself a l'olechka (utterance_2712) fever was consuming laetchka and there were times in she lost consciousness and spoken delirium (utterance_2713) three days passed torturing like a nightmare (utterance_2714) sir phima alex and jovna hid her face behind the curtains near laetchka's bed how tragic (utterance_2715) i'll wait mamatchka whispered l'olajka (utterance_2716) when much his white face became blurred and everything grew dark before la legishka (utterance_2717) she met her husband (utterance_2718) saithima alexandrovna standing by the coffin and looking dully at her dead child (utterance_2719) sima my dear don't agitate yourself said sergeymada sovich in a whisper (utterance_2720) you must resign yourself to your fate (utterance_2721) she'll be up in a minute persisted serfey malicent and jovna her eyes fixed on the dead little girl (utterance_2722) sergey modestovich looked round him cautiously he was afraid of the unseemly and of the ridiculous (utterance_2723) see my don't agitate yourself he repeated (utterance_2724) he was confused and annoyed (utterance_2725) her face seemed tranquil and her eyes were dry (utterance_2726) she went into the nursery began to walk round the room looking into those places where lulegia used to hide herself (utterance_2727) she walked all about the room and bent now and then to look under the table or under the bed and captain repeating cheerfully where's my little one where's my latchka (utterance_2728) after she had walked round the room once she began to make her question you (utterance_2729) fredosia motionless with the dejected face sat in a corner and looked frightened at her mistress then she suddenly burst out sobbing and she wailed loudly (utterance_2730) she hid herself and hid herself our little latchgar air and jelly little soul (utterance_2731) when she entered the parlour there were several people between her and lalochka (utterance_2732) there was an oppressive feeling of happiness and seraphy malics and jervina's head as she approached lulechka (utterance_2733) we'll ate go there still and pale and smiled pathetically (utterance_2734) the little one did not reply (utterance_2735) serfeymax and jervnas stood a direct side in a lost way smiled and caught loudly willoughtchka (utterance_2736) will much those being carried out (utterance_2737) at this moment the heavy bead of the storm on the roof ceased with miraculous suddenness leaving the outside world empty of sound save for the drip drip of ease (utterance_2738) we had every sort of people with us off anon and as i was looked out at a poplar game i saw them all (utterance_2739) at the same instant i heard the rip of still through cloth and felt a sharp stab in the left leg (utterance_2740) then i scouted to see what had cut me and found that the fellow had lost a hand (utterance_2741) in place of it he wore a sharp steel hook (utterance_2742) there was no doubt of his being alive for he was breathing hard like a man does when he gets hit over the head it didn't sound good (utterance_2743) when a man breathes that way he's mostly all gone (utterance_2744) men got better do with the haired often enough in those days (utterance_2745) sowerwan is fine to put a wound in shape to heel but is no soothing syrup (utterance_2746) their coffin wears their ship and the grave was the sea blue high blow low what care wee and the quarter that we gave them was to sink them in the sea done on the coast of the high barbery (utterance_2747) if fear made my hair rise to hear him with a big still solemn desert outside in the quiet moonlight in the shadows and him sittin up straight and gaunt his eyes blazing each side his big eagle mose and his snaky hair hanging over the raw cut across his head (utterance_2748) however i made out to getting bandage up and in shape and pretty soon his sort of went to sleep (utterance_2749) and again it seemed that barber's song to tot go out and look at the old colorado flowing by just to be sure i hadn't died and gone below or elsie just talked (utterance_2750) he began when he was a kid and he gave his side of conversation palsing for replies (utterance_2751) i used to listen by the hour but i never made out anything really important as to who the man was where he come from or what he done (utterance_2752) i didn't pain the attention to him for he was quiet (utterance_2753) usually i didn't bother with his talk for it didn't mean anything a something in his voice made me turn (utterance_2754) he was lying on his side those black eyes of his blazoned to me but now both of them saw the same distance (utterance_2755) where am i clothes he asked very intense (utterance_2756) one little squeeze talk about your deadly weapons (utterance_2757) but he'd been too sick and too long a bit (utterance_2758) in a minute or so he came to (utterance_2759) now you're a nice sweet proposition said i as soon as i was sure he could understand me (utterance_2760) they're safe enough let me have them he begged (utterance_2761) now look here said i you can't get up to day you ain't fit (utterance_2762) i know he pleaded but let me see them (utterance_2763) just a satisfied man passed over his old deads (utterance_2764) i've been robbed she cried (utterance_2765) where's my coat he asked (utterance_2766) you had no coat when i picked you up i replied (utterance_2767) he looked to me mighty suspicious but didn't say anything more he wouldn't even answer when i spoke to him (utterance_2768) after he didn't a fair meal he fell asleep (utterance_2769) when i came back that even in the bunk was empty and he was gone (utterance_2770) i didn't seem again for two days (utterance_2771) and i can't sight him quite aways all (utterance_2772) guess he's suspicious i stole that old code his thinks i and afterwards i found that my surmise had been correct (utterance_2773) however he didn't stay long in that frame of mind (utterance_2774) arrado poor magon (utterance_2775) the mix was flat on his face his arm stretched out (utterance_2776) on the middle of his backnown my one armed friend (utterance_2777) anyway i thrust the muzzle of my colts into the sailor's face what's this i asked (utterance_2778) i weemed immedmont yoof on tonio curvis said he (utterance_2779) the gleam died from his eye the snore lift his lips (utterance_2780) in any case he flew pococo pranto leaving me and my friend together (utterance_2781) during the next two months she was a good deal about town most of duminau jobs i saw him often on (utterance_2782) however i didn't pay much attention to that being at the time i mighty busy holding down a card games (utterance_2783) that's all right said i which you'd better stay right there (utterance_2784) i want to make up to you for trouble said he (utterance_2785) a kind of good thing i asked treasure said he (utterance_2786) he looked all right enough neither drunk nor loco (utterance_2787) set out said i over there the other side of the table (utterance_2788) he did so a far away said i (utterance_2789) and it's a big thing said handy solemn to me for they's not only gold but all to jewels and diamonds (utterance_2790) it will make us rich and i doesn't like us and you can kiss the book on that (utterance_2791) that may all be true said i but why do you tell me (utterance_2792) why don't you get your chairs without anita dividement (utterance_2793) why mate he answered is just clean gratitude (utterance_2794) didn't you save me alive and thus me and take care of me when i was not killed (utterance_2795) look here anderson or handy solomon or whatever you please to call yourself i rejoined to this you forgot one to do business with me and i do not understand yet just what it is you want of me you'll have to talk straight (utterance_2796) it's all very well to say gratitude but that don't go with me (utterance_2797) the devil's preacher if you ain't lost your pin father said he (utterance_2798) well it's this then i got to have a boat to get there and she must be stopped (utterance_2799) and i got to have help with the treasure if it's like this fellow said it was (utterance_2800) it's money i got to have and it's money i haven't got and can't get in less a lit somebody in his partner (utterance_2801) while me i asked why not he retorted (utterance_2802) we talk the matter over at length (utterance_2803) i stood after a larger party (utterance_2804) he strongly opposed this as depreciated the shares but i had no intention of going alone into what was then considered a wild and dangerous country finally we compromised (utterance_2805) a third of the treasure was to go to him a third to me and the rest was to be divided among the man whom i should select this scheme did not appeal to him (utterance_2806) the sinister existor for us no responsibility we each reported dutifully at the rule call of habit and draw back into our blankets with a grateful sigh (utterance_2807) i remember the moon sail in a good gate among apparently stationary clouds i recall a deep black shadow lined with four distant silvery mountains i glanced over the stark motionless canvases each of which concealed a man the air trembled with the bellowin of cattle in the corrals (utterance_2808) simmingly but a moment later the cooks how brought me to consciousness again (utterance_2809) three were to care for the rumouda far over to move the stray herd from the crows to good feed three brendned crews were told to brand the case we had collected in the cut of the afternoon before that took up about half the men (utterance_2810) the rest were to make a shore drive in the salt grass (utterance_2811) we were the only ones who did go afoot however although the crows were not more than two hundred yards as distance (utterance_2812) which when the uproars of greece wood we could see the cattle and near the opposite side the men built in a fire next the fence (utterance_2813) we pushed open the wide gate and entered (utterance_2814) whence stood waiting for them to finish the sheaf of long jaded stamp in irons in his hand (utterance_2815) all the rest squatted on their heels among the fence smoked cigarettes and chattan together (utterance_2816) the first rays of the sun signed it across in one great sweep from the remote mountains (utterance_2817) homer wooden an old california john rode in among the cattle (utterance_2818) as the loop settled he jerked sharply upward exactly as one would strike to hook a big fish (utterance_2819) homer rapped the rope twice or thrice about the horn and set over in one stirrup to avoid the tightened line and to preserve the balance (utterance_2820) nobody paid any attention to the calf (utterance_2821) behind him followed his anxious mother her head swinging from side to side near the fire the horse stopped (utterance_2822) the two bulldoggers immediately pass upon the victim (utterance_2823) it was promptly flocked over on its right side (utterance_2824) thus the calf was unable to struggle (utterance_2825) when once you have had the wind not that of you or a river too broken you cease to think this unnecessarily rough (utterance_2826) hot iron the old one of the bulldoggers (utterance_2827) marker yelled the other (utterance_2828) the brand oppressed the iron smoothly against the flank (utterance_2829) perhaps the cat bladed a little less the heat scorched (utterance_2830) the brand showed cherry which is the proper color to indicate due pealen and a successful mark (utterance_2831) then he nicked out a soil till on the other (utterance_2832) it seems to me that great dilva necessary toddle is abroad as to the extreme cruelty of brandon (utterance_2833) undoubtedly it is to some extent painful it could some other method of ready a dedification be devised it might be as well to adopt it in preference (utterance_2834) inextinguishable laughter fall the spread of this doctor through arizona (utterance_2835) imagine a puncher descended to examine politely the ear tags of wild cattle on the open range ran around up (utterance_2836) a caff usually bells when the iron bites but as soon as released he almost invariably ghost of feet and are to look an idlely about (utterance_2837) besides which it happens but once in a live time and is over in ten seconds a comfort did not to those of us who have had our teeth filled (utterance_2838) one of the little animals was but a few months old so the rider did not bother with its hind legs but tossed his loop over its neck (utterance_2839) mister frotz's bull cath alone in pictorial history shows the attitudes (utterance_2840) and then of course there was a gorgeous contrast between all this frantic and uncompromising excitement and the absolute matter of fact in propitability of horse and rider (utterance_2841) as he knew his business and as the calf was a small one the little beast went over promptly bit the ground with the wax and was pounced upon and held (utterance_2842) he would catch himself on one foot scramble vigorously and in by struggling back to the upright (utterance_2843) he could imagine what happened next (utterance_2844) this is productive of some fun of it fails (utterance_2845) but now the brandon was full swing (utterance_2846) when the nooses fell they turned and walked toward the fire as a matter of course rarely did the caste fail (utterance_2847) men ran to and fro busy in and tent (utterance_2848) sometimes three four cabs were on the ground at once (utterance_2849) thus aided anticipated (utterance_2850) no more nick caffs they announced (utterance_2851) then he was spit on his hands and go out at alone (utterance_2852) of luck attended his first effort a sarcasm was profound there's your little calf said he (utterance_2853) would you like to have me tote to you or do you reckon you could toddle this far with your little old iron (utterance_2854) toward noon the work slacked (utterance_2855) finally homer rode over to the cattleman and reported the brandon finished (utterance_2856) the latter counted the marks in his tally book (utterance_2857) one hundred and seventy six he announced (utterance_2858) the markers squatted on their heels told over the bits of years they had saved (utterance_2859) the toll amounted to but an hundred and seventy five (utterance_2860) finally wouldn't discover it in his hip pocket (utterance_2861) they had been doing a restless heavy work all the morning they did not seem to be tired (utterance_2862) a somewhat of some crank physical culture periodical that a cowboy's life was physically ill balanced like an oarsman's and that it exercised only certain muscles of the body (utterance_2863) durrance as he had been used to do when he was at at this court frequented turniments (utterance_2864) before durrance the scored to the enemy i saw steeds white with foam and after the shout of battle a fearful torrent (utterance_2865) these tidings came to urban (utterance_2866) not i by my confession unto heaven said she there is nothing more hateful unto me than this (utterance_2867) and the tears she said in the words she had spoken a welcome (utterance_2868) and evil be tied me said he if thou returnest here until thou knowest whether i have lost my strength so completely as thou dost say (utterance_2869) then geranitte went to see urban (utterance_2870) sir said he i am going upon the quest and i am not certain when i may come back (utterance_2871) take heed therefore unto thy possessions until my return (utterance_2872) but one person only will go to me (utterance_2873) and he desired enit to mount her horse and to ride forward and to keep a long way before him (utterance_2874) and unless i speak unto thee say not thou one word either (utterance_2875) and though thou shouldst desire to see mighty feet in my death by the hands of those men yet do i feel no dread (utterance_2876) and he received him and that not feebly (utterance_2877) and say not one word unto me lest i speak first unto thee (utterance_2878) i will do as far as i can lord said she according to thy desire (utterance_2879) i madeen said he it is vain to a temper seating forward (utterance_2880) i cannot by any means refrain from sleep through weariness said he do thou therefore wash the horses and sleep not (utterance_2881) and when she saw the dawn of day appear she looked around her to see if he were waking and thereupon he woke (utterance_2882) and they left the wood and they came to an open country with metals on one hand and mows mowing the meadows (utterance_2883) my lord he added will be displeasing to thee if i ask whence thou comest also (utterance_2884) wilt thou follow my counsel said the youth and take thy meal for me (utterance_2885) what sort of meal he inquired (utterance_2886) then they washed and took their repast (utterance_2887) i go now lord said he to meet the knight and to conduct him to his lodging (utterance_2888) i will do lord said she as thou sayest (utterance_2889) and after they had eaten and drank drayne went to sleep and so did enid also (utterance_2890) the date seem unempoint but throughout the period the offices and men of the ship have been unremittingly busy (utterance_2891) bows attack the ship stores surveyed relistant restored them saving very much space by unstowing numerous cases and stowing the contents in the lazarette (utterance_2892) without steam the leak can now be kept under with the hand pump by two daily efforts of a quarter of an hour to twenty minutes (utterance_2893) as the ship was and in her present heavily laid in condition would certainly have taken three to four hours each day (utterance_2894) the large green tent was put up and propos affords made for it (utterance_2895) the engine room staff and anderson's people on the engines scientists were stolen their labid joys the cook refitting is galley and so forth not a single spot but had its band of workers (utterance_2896) the men space such as is therefore extends from the four hatch the stem on the main deck (utterance_2897) under the four castlers stalls for fifteen ponies the maxim in the space would hold the narrow irregular space in front is packed tight with fire (utterance_2898) meadly behind the four castle bulkhead is a small booby hatch the only inches to the men's mess deck and bad weather (utterance_2899) about the four hatches the ice house (utterance_2900) we managed to get three tons of ice one hundred sixty two caucasuses of mutton and three caucasuses of beef besides some boxes of sweetbreads and kidneys into the space (utterance_2901) the sex containing this last added to the goods already mentioned make a really heavy decked cargo and one is naturally anxious concerning him but everything that can be done by lashing and securing has been done (utterance_2902) forge i originally ordered thirty tons of compressed odin hay from melbourne (utterance_2903) the scene is wholly enchanting in such a view from some sheltered sunny corner in a garden which blazes with masses of red and golden flowers tends to feelings of inexpressible satisfaction with all things (utterance_2904) a great mass of people assembled (utterance_2905) cayennette lunch with the party in the nazilian companyship ruppahoo (utterance_2906) telegram to say turn overhead arise sunday night (utterance_2907) a third sledge stands across the brink of the poop in the space hitherto occupied by the afterwornch (utterance_2908) the quantity is to win half tons and the space occupied considerable (utterance_2909) the ship was over two feet by the stern but this will soon be remedy (utterance_2910) they must perforce be chained up and they have given what shelters afforded on deck but their position is not enviable (utterance_2911) it is a pathetic attitude deeply significant of cold and misery occasionally some poor beasts admits a long pathetic wine (utterance_2912) there are generally one or two on watch which eases matters but it is a squash (utterance_2913) later in the day the wind has veered to the westward heading us sleighly (utterance_2914) oates and atkinson with intimate insistence from others were busy keeping the ponies on their legs (utterance_2915) there was nothing forward but to grapple with the evil and nearly all hands were laboring for hours in the weights of the ship heaving coal sacks overboard and relashing the petrol cases et cetera in the best man of possible under such difficult and dangerous circumstances (utterance_2916) no sooner was some semblance of order restored than some exceptionally heavy way would tear away the lashing and the work had to be done all over again (utterance_2917) from this moment about four a m the injury became the centre of interest (utterance_2918) the water gained in spite of every effort (utterance_2919) the outlook of paed grim (utterance_2920) the amount of water which was being made with the ship so roughly handled was most uncertain (utterance_2921) williams had to confess he was beaten it must draw fires what was to be done (utterance_2922) the boats pomp is depended on the main engine (utterance_2923) on one occasion i was wastepe and standing on the rail of the poop (utterance_2924) the after god were organized in two parties by evans to work buckets the men were kept steadily going on the choked hand pumps this seemed all that could be done for the moment and what a measured account is the soul safe got of the ship from sinking practically an attempt to bale or out (utterance_2925) occasionally a heavy sea would bear one of them away and he was only saved by his chain (utterance_2926) now this is how author hunted the stag (utterance_2927) in the last dog that was let loose was a favorite dog of arthur caval was his name (utterance_2928) then they sounded the death horn for slaying and they all gathered round (utterance_2929) one wished that it should be given to the lady best be loved by him and another to the lady whom he loved best (utterance_2930) and after midday they beheld an unshapy little man upon a horse and after him a dame or damsel also on horseback and after her a knight of large stature bowed down and hanging his head low and sorrowfully and clad in broken and worthless armour (utterance_2931) i know not who they are said he but i know said glenarva this is the night whom gerant pursued and methinks that he comes not here by his own free will (utterance_2932) but geranitas overtaken him in a vengeful insult to the maiden to the uttermost (utterance_2933) lady said he at the gate there was a knight and i saw never a man of so pitiful an aspect to look upon as he (utterance_2934) i do said he he tells me that he is ediron the sum of nod (utterance_2935) then she replied i know him not (utterance_2936) so guanaver went to the gate to meet him and he entered (utterance_2937) and geranit greets thee well and ingredient thee he compelled me to come hither to do thy pleasure the insult which thy maiden received from the dwarf nowhere did he overtake thee (utterance_2938) sir said she when thinkest thou that your aunt will be here (utterance_2939) tomorrow day i think you will be here with the maiden (utterance_2940) i am lord said he and i have met with much trouble and received wounds unsupportable (utterance_2941) well that author from what i hear it behoves gliver to be merciful towards thee (utterance_2942) the mercy which thou desirest lord said she will i grant to him since it is as insulting to thee that an insult should be offered to me as to thyself (utterance_2943) thus will it be best to do said author let this man have medical care until it be known whether he may live (utterance_2944) to gwenver in her handmaiden said he (utterance_2945) and the steward of the household so ordered her (utterance_2946) and being young he changed himself and grew to hate the sin that seemed so like his own of modred at this nephew and fell at last in the great battle fighting for the king (utterance_2947) and when geranium came to the place where glenarva was he saluted her (utterance_2948) then they went in and dismounted (utterance_2949) heaven protect thee said arthur and the welcome of heaven be unto thee (utterance_2950) and inasmuch as thou hast vanquished ednerin the son of nud thou hast had a prosperous career (utterance_2951) and from that time she became his wife (utterance_2952) and the maiden took up her abode in the palace and she had many companions both men and women and there was no maiden more steamed than she in the island of britain (utterance_2953) and a year and a second and a third he proceeded thus until his fame had flown over the face of the kingdom (utterance_2954) and he greets thee well as an uncle should greet his nephew and as a vassal should greet his lord (utterance_2955) and the neighboring chiefs knowing this grow insolent toward him and covered his land in possessions (utterance_2956) and athoth told your aunt the cause of the mission and of the coming of the ambassadors to him out of conwell truly said joanne be it to my advantage your disadvantage lord i will do according to thy will concerning this embassy (utterance_2957) what discourse said glenarva do i hear between you (utterance_2958) said joant i think i shall have enough of knighthood with me and they set forth (utterance_2959) and never was there seen a fair host journeying towards the severn (utterance_2960) and he said to durrant i am a feeble and an aged man and whilst i was able to maintain the dominions for thee and for myself i did so (utterance_2961) and every one asked that which he desired (utterance_2962) and they were not long in giving so equal was every one to bestow gifts and of those who came to ask gifts none departed unsatisfied (utterance_2963) then geranites and ambassadors to the men of cornwall to ask them this (utterance_2964) and they all said that it would be the fullness of joy and honor to them for geranium to come and receive their homage (utterance_2965) so he received the image of such as were there (utterance_2966) and the day after the followers of arthur intended to go away (utterance_2967) a number of other dates were observed with a christian church of various times as the birthday of jesus the goss was give no date and appeared to be quite uncertain really ignorant about it (utterance_2968) yet there is no evidence that he was borne on that day (utterance_2969) might his discrepancy in the historical document to say nothing about inspiration (utterance_2970) again matthew says that to escape the evil designs of haired marian joseph with the infant jesus fled into egypt loops has nothing about this hurried flight nor of herod's intention to kill the infant cessah (utterance_2971) when we come to the more important chapters about jesus we meet with queer difficulties (utterance_2972) while is always on a friday that the crucifixions commemorated the week in which the day occurs very free year to year (utterance_2973) good friday falls not before the spring equinox but as soon after the spring equinox is the full moon allows thus making the calculation to depend upon the position of the sun in the zodiac and the faces of the moon (utterance_2974) the pagan osteria has become the christian easter (utterance_2975) but in the absence of evidence origin offers a folly metaphysical arguments against the sceptical senses one (utterance_2976) if we are to have any mythology at all he seems to argue why object to adding to it the miss of jesus (utterance_2977) the immediate companions of jesus appear to be on their other hand as mythical as he is himself (utterance_2978) who was matthew who was marked (utterance_2979) who were john peter judith and mary (utterance_2980) there is absolutely no evidence that they ever existed (utterance_2981) if peter ever went to rome with a new doctrine how's it that no historian has taken note of him (utterance_2982) here again we see the presence of a myth (utterance_2983) he was the only one who saw them (utterance_2984) peter paul john james judith occupy the stage almost exclusively (utterance_2985) it is impossible to explain why the contemporaries of jesus the authors and the historians of this time not take notice of him (utterance_2986) for they had been in a conspiracy against him (utterance_2987) howis is his unanimous science to be accounted for (utterance_2988) how then are we to decide which the innumerable candidates for divine honour should be human our votes (utterance_2989) and such a faith is never free it is always maintained but a sword now and by hell far hereafter (utterance_2990) yet the most impossible utterances are put in judah's mouth (utterance_2991) only a mythical jesus could virtually hand over the gum of the eaves the quarters who have petitions to press upon his attention (utterance_2992) moreover if he just could keep his promise there would be to day no misery in the world no orphans no childless mothers no shipwrecks no floods no famines no disease no crippled children no insanity no wars no crime no wrong (utterance_2993) have these prayers been answered (utterance_2994) how many self delude profits these extravagant claims have produced (utterance_2995) and who can number the bitter disappointments caused by such impossible promises (utterance_2996) the same which the preachers of to day give he parried his answer with many words and at length said that the promise was betaken with the provision that will we ask for would be given if gaffada for our good (utterance_2997) but he said if you ask anything in my name i will do it and if it were not so i would have told you (utterance_2998) did he not mean just what he said (utterance_2999) self effort and not prayer is a remedy against ignorance slavery poverty and moral degradation (utterance_3000) but i am determined not only to know if it is possible the whole truth about jesus but also to communicate that truth to others (utterance_3001) but there is more of a moral tonic in the open and candid discussion of a subdish like the one in hand than in the multitude of pleditudes (utterance_3002) i never deliver a lecture in which i do not either directly or indirectly if full and free expression to my faith in every thing that is worthy of faith (utterance_3003) if i do not believe in dogma is because i believe in freedom (utterance_3004) oh he tears down but he is not built up is another criticism about my work it is not true (utterance_3005) no preacher apprease is more constructive (utterance_3006) class in truth and jail yagin the mouth of the student is that building up or tearing down (utterance_3007) when bruno lighted a new torch to increase the lie of the world who was his foreward the stake (utterance_3008) count your rights political religious social intellectual and tell me which of them was conquered for you by the priest (utterance_3009) i wish to tell you something (utterance_3010) the first list be impersonal the epithets irreverent blasphemer atheust and infidel are flung at a man not from pity but from envy (utterance_3011) not having the courage or the industry of our neighbour who works like a busy bee in the world of men and books searching with the sweat of his brow for the real bread of life when in the open page afore him with his tears push into the we hours of the night his quest animated but the fairest of all loves the love of truth we ease our own indolent conscience what calling him names (utterance_3012) as i approached the city i heard bells ringing and a little later i found the street to stir with throngs of well dressed people in family groups winding their way hither and thither (utterance_3013) looking about me i saw gentlemen in a neat black dress smiling and his hand extended to me with great cordiality (utterance_3014) he must have realized i was a stranger and wished to tender his hospitality to me i accepted it gratefully i clasped his hand he pressed mine (utterance_3015) we gazed for a moment slightly into each other's eyes (utterance_3016) of course you are going there too i said to my friendly guide (utterance_3017) yes he answered i can not the worship i am a priest (utterance_3018) an idol i whispered taken by surprise (utterance_3019) they worship god they did not exist (utterance_3020) but the greeks loved their gods i protested my heart clammy in my breast (utterance_3021) no i said in a low voice (utterance_3022) he was an idol then and not a god (utterance_3023) it made athens a sea of light it craved the beautiful the true the good yes our religion was divine (utterance_3024) that had only one fault and trooped my guide what was that (utterance_3025) i inquired without knowing what his aunts would be it was not true (utterance_3026) forgive some (utterance_3027) i wished with myself what blasphemy (utterance_3028) then taking heart i told my guide how more than once i had felt apollo radiant presence in my heart and told him of the immortal lines of homer concerned the divine apollo (utterance_3029) do you doubt homer (utterance_3030) i said to him homer the inspired bard (utterance_3031) no no a pile was not an idol (utterance_3032) he is a god and the son of a god (utterance_3033) the air was heavy with incense a number of men in gorgeous vestments were passing to and fro bowing and kneeling before the various lines and images (utterance_3034) observing my anxiety to understand the mean of all this my guide took me aside and in a whisper told me that a people were celebrating the inniversary of the birth the other beautiful saviour jesus the son of god (utterance_3035) forget apollo he said with his objection of severity in his voice (utterance_3036) there is no such person he was only an idol (utterance_3037) if you would assert for apollo in all the universe you would never find any one answering to his name or description (utterance_3038) i won't deceive jesus i hasten turning towards him (utterance_3039) will he not be here this morning (utterance_3040) will he not speak to his worshippers i asked again (utterance_3041) will he not permit them to touch him to caress his hand to class his divine feet to inhale the embrosial fragrance of his breath to bask in the golden light of his eyes to hear the music of his immaculate accents (utterance_3042) i asked my eyes filled with wonder in my voice quivering with excitement (utterance_3043) would not that then i venture to ask impatiently make uses as much of an idol as apollo (utterance_3044) and if faith it jesus is a god proves him a god while will not faith in apollo make him a god (utterance_3045) i met his offensive explanation of a given phenomenon (utterance_3046) the mind craves for knowledge the child ask questions because of an emborning desire to know (utterance_3047) now and then they came close enough to snap at each other (utterance_3048) with this mythos the protume man was satisfied and he was developing intelligence realized its inaniquisy science was born of that realization (utterance_3049) the myth of a one eyed people live in an india has in replace by act your information concerning the hindoos (utterance_3050) and this is precisely the use to which miss heaven put (utterance_3051) is jeusameth (utterance_3052) there is in man of faculty for fiction (utterance_3053) it thinks less than a guesses (utterance_3054) in his reflection which introduces a bit into the mouth of imagination curbing its pace and subdued its relentless spirit (utterance_3055) we feel the space about over us with spirits fairies gods and other invisible and airy beans (utterance_3056) we come at the rainbow we reach out for the moon (utterance_3057) our feet not really begin to touch the firm ground until we have reached the years of discretion (utterance_3058) science was not born till man had been matured (utterance_3059) grown up people create science (utterance_3060) the cradle is the womb of all the fairies and face and mankind (utterance_3061) the school is the birthplace of science (utterance_3062) religion is the science of the child (utterance_3063) in the discussion of this subject i appeal to the mature not to the child mind (utterance_3064) he is god's mouthpiece and no one may disagree with him (utterance_3065) the only way i may command your respect is to be reasonable (utterance_3066) let us place ourselves entirely in the hands of the evidence (utterance_3067) as intelligent beings would desire to know where this jesus whose worship is not only costing the world millions of the people's money but which is also drawn to his service to time the energies the affections the devotions and the labor humanity is a myth or reality (utterance_3068) and again when the artist following malicorne's advice was a little late in arriving and when saint agnen had been obliged to be absent for some time it was interesting to observe to though no one witnessed them those moments of silence full of deep expression which united in one side to souls most disposed to understand each other and who by no means objected to the quite meditation they enjoyed together (utterance_3069) in a word malicorne philosopher that he was though he knew it not had learned how to inspire the king with an appetite in the midst of money and with desire in the assurance of possession (utterance_3070) in this manner therefore without leaving her room and having no confident she was able to return to her apartment thus removing by her appearance a little tarty perhaps the suspicions of the most determined sceptic (utterance_3071)