draint as he had been used to do when he was at at this court frequent internaments (utterance_0) before deuraint the scored to the enemy i saw steeds white with foam and after the shout of a battle a fearful torrent (utterance_1) these tidings came to urban (utterance_2) not i by my confession unto heaven said she there is nothing more hateful unto me than this (utterance_3) and the tears she said in the words she had spoken a welcome (utterance_4) and evil be tied me said he if thou returnest here until thou knowst whether i have lost my strength so completely as thou dost say (utterance_5) then your aunt went to see urban (utterance_6) sir said he i'm going upon to quest and i am not certain when i may come back (utterance_7) take heed therefore unto thy possessions until my return (utterance_8) but one person only will go at me (utterance_9) and he desired eating it to mount her horse and to ride forward and to keep a long way before him (utterance_10) and unless i speak unto thee say not thou one word either (utterance_11) and though thou shouldst desire to see my defeat in my death by the hands of those men yet do i feel no dread (utterance_12) and he received him and that not feebly (utterance_13) and say not one word unto me unless i speak first unto thee (utterance_14) i will do as far as i can lord said she according to thy desire (utterance_15) ah maiden said he it is vain to a temper seating forward (utterance_16) i cannot by any means refrain from sleep through weariness said he do thou therefore wash the horses and sleep not (utterance_17) and when she saw the dawn of day appear she looked round her to see if he were waking and thereupon he woke (utterance_18) and they left the wood and they came to an open country with meadows on one hand and mow was mowing the meadows (utterance_19) my lord he added will it be displeasing to thee if i ask whence thou comest all some (utterance_20) wilt thou follow my counsel said the youth and take thy meal from me (utterance_21) what sort of meal he inquired (utterance_22) then they washed and took their repast (utterance_23) i go now lord said he to meet the knight and to conduct him to his lodging (utterance_24) i will do lord said she as thou sayest (utterance_25) and after they had eaten and drank drain went to sleep and so did eat it also (utterance_26) the date seemed unemployed but throughout the period the officers and men of the ship have been unremittingly busy (utterance_27) bows attack the shipstools surveyed relissed and restored them saving very much space by unstalling numerous cases and stowing the contents in the lazaret (utterance_28) without steam the leak can now be kept under with the hand pump by two daily efforts of a quarter of an hour to twenty minutes (utterance_29) as the ship was and in her present heavily laid in condition it would certainly have taken three to four hours each day (utterance_30) the large green tent was put up in proper supports made for it (utterance_31) the entrance staff and the innocents people on the engines scientists were stolen their labydoors the cook refitting his galley and so forth not a single spot but had its band of workers (utterance_32) the men space such as it is therefore extends from the fore hatch the stem on the main deck (utterance_33) under the four castler stalls of fifteen ponies the maxim in the space would hold the narrow irregular space in front is packed tight with fodder (utterance_34) neatly behind the forecastle bulkhead is a small booby hatch the only entrance to the men's mess deck and bad weather (utterance_35) above the fore hatchet is the ice house (utterance_36) we manage to get three tons of ice one hundred sixty two cockases of mutton and three cockasses of beef besides some boxes of sweetbreds and kidneys into the space (utterance_37) the sex containing this last added to the goods already mentioned make a really heavy deck cargo and one is naturally anxious concerning it but everything that can be done by lashing and scuring has been done (utterance_38) forage i originally ordered thirty tons of compressed oat and hay from melbourne (utterance_39) the scene is wholly enchanting in such a view from some sheltered sunny corner in a garden which blazes with masses of red and golden flowers tends to feelings of inexpressible satisfaction with all things (utterance_40) a great mass of people assembled (utterance_41) cayon eye lunch with the party in the nezile company ship ruperhu (utterance_42) tell a graham to say taranova had arised sunday night (utterance_43) a third sledge stands across the break of the poop and the space hitherto occupied by the afterwentch (utterance_44) the quantities to and have tons and the space occupied considerable (utterance_45) the ship was over two feet by the stern but this will soon be remedyed (utterance_46) they must perforce be chained up and they have given what shelters afforded on deck but their position is not enviable (utterance_47) it is a pathetic attitude deeply significant of cold and misery occasionally some poor beasts amidst a long pathetic wine (utterance_48) there are generally wanted to on watch which eases matters but it is a squash (utterance_49) later in the day the wind has viewed the westward heading us slightly (utterance_50) oats and atkinson with intermitten assistance from others were busy keeping the ponies on their legs (utterance_51) there was nothing for it but to grapple with the evil in nearly all hands were labouring for hours in the weights of the ship heaving coal sacks overboard and relashing the petral cases et cetera in the best man it possible under such difficult and dangerous circumstances (utterance_52) no sooner was some semblance of order restored than some exceptionally heavy way would tear away the lashing and the work had to be done all over again (utterance_53) from this moment about four a m the engineer became the centre of interest (utterance_54) the wad again despite of every effort (utterance_55) the outlook appeared grim (utterance_56) the amount of water which was being made with the ships so roughly handled was most uncertain (utterance_57) williams had to confess he was beaten it must draw fires what was to be done (utterance_58) the bill's pomp is depended on the main engine (utterance_59) on one occasion i was waste deep when standing on the rail of the poop (utterance_60) the after god were organized in two parties by evans to work buckets the men were kept steadily going on the choked hand pumps this seemed all that could be done for the moment and what imagined account as the sole safe god had the ship from sinking practically in attempt to bale around (utterance_61) occasionally a heavy sea would bear one of them away and he was only save by his chain (utterance_62) now this is how arthur hunted the stag (utterance_63) in the last dog that was let loose was a favorite dog of arthur caval was his name (utterance_64) then they sounded the death horn for slaying and they all gathered round (utterance_65) one wished that it should be given to the lady best be loved by him and another to the lady whom he loved best (utterance_66) and after mid day they beheld an unshapely little man upon a horse and after him a dame or damsel also on horseback and after her a knight of large stature bowed down and hanging his head low and sorrowfully and clad in broken and worthless armour (utterance_67) i know not who they are said he but i know said gleniver this is the knight whom deuraint pursued and meet things that he comes not here by his own free will (utterance_68) but gerant has overtaken him and avenge the insult of the maiden to the uttermost (utterance_69) lady said he at the gate there was a knight and i saw never a man of so pitiful an aspect to look upon his he (utterance_70) i do said he he tells me that he is ediron the sum of nod (utterance_71) then she replied i know him not (utterance_72) sauguaniver went to the gate to meet him and he entered (utterance_73) and de reeked thee well and ingredient thee he compelled me to come hither to do thy pleasure for the insult which thy maiden received from the dwarf no where did he overtake thee (utterance_74) sir said she when thinkest thou that geran'd will be here (utterance_75) to morrow late i think you will be here at the maiden (utterance_76) i am lord said he and i have met with much trouble and received wounds unsupportable (utterance_77) well the latter from what i hear it behooze goniver to be merciful towards thee (utterance_78) the mercy which thou desirest lord said she will i grant to him since it is is insulting to thee that an insult should be offered to me as to thyself (utterance_79) thus will it be best to do said arthur let this man have medical care until it be known whether he may live (utterance_80) to go over and her handmaid and said he (utterance_81) and the steward of the household so awded her (utterance_82) and being young he changed himself and grew to hate the sin that seemed so like his own of moderate at this nephew and fell at last in the great battle fighting for the king (utterance_83) and when duray came to the place where one of her was he saluted her (utterance_84) then they went in and dismounted (utterance_85) heaven protect thee said arthur and the welcome of heaven be unto thee (utterance_86) and inasmuch as thou hast vanquished ednuran the son of nud thou hast had a prosperous career (utterance_87) and from that time she became his wife (utterance_88) and the maid took up her abode in the palace and she had many companions both men and women and there was no maiden more steamed than she in the island of britain (utterance_89) and a year and a second and a third he proceeded thus until his fain had flown over the face of the kingdom (utterance_90) and he greets thee well as an uncle should greet his nephew and as a vassal should greet his lord (utterance_91) and the neighbouring chiefs knowing this grow insolent toward him and covered his land in possessions (utterance_92) and at the told during the cause of the mission and of the coming of the ambassadors to him out of conwell truly said duraint be it to my advantage your disadvantage lord i will do according to thy will concerning this embassy (utterance_93) what discourse said glenarva do i hear between you (utterance_94) said durat i think i shall have enough of knighthood with me and they set forth (utterance_95) and never was this seen a fair a host journeying towards the savon (utterance_96) and he said to durrant i am a feeble and an aged man and whilst i was able to maintain the demands for thee and for myself i did so (utterance_97) and every one asked that which he desired (utterance_98) and they were not long in giving so eager was every one to bestow gifts and of those who came to ask gifts none departed unsatisfied (utterance_99) then joined sending basis to the men of cornwall to ask them this (utterance_100) and they all said that it would be the fullness of joy and honour to them for geranine to come and receive their armage (utterance_101) so he received the homage of such as were there (utterance_102) and the day after the followers of arthur intended to go away (utterance_103) a number of other days were observed with a christian church of various times as the birthday of jesus the goss was given no date and appeared to be quite uncertain really ignorant about it (utterance_104) yet there is no evidence that he was born on that day (utterance_105) might his discrepancy and historical document to say nothing about inspiration (utterance_106) again matthew says that to escape the evil designs of herod marian joseph with the infant jesus fly into egypt luke says nothing about this hurried flight nor of harriet's intention to kill the infant in siah (utterance_107) when we come to the more important chaffers of a jesus we meet with quicker difficulties (utterance_108) or is always on a friday that the crusphicians commoluated the week in which the day occurs various for you to hear (utterance_109) good frederic falls not before the spring equinox but as soon after the spring equinox is the full moon allows thus making the calculation to depend upon the position of the sun and the zodiac and the faces of the moon (utterance_110) the pagan osteria has become the christian easter (utterance_111) that in the absence of evidence origin offers a folly metaphysical arguments against the sceptical senses one (utterance_112) if we are to have any mythology at all he seems to argue why object to adding to it the miss of jesus (utterance_113) the immediate companions of jesus appear to be on the other hand as mythical as he is himself (utterance_114) who was matthew who was marked (utterance_115) who were john peter judas and mary (utterance_116) there is absolutely no evidence that they ever existed (utterance_117) if peter ever went to rome with a new doctrine how is that no historian has taken note of him (utterance_118) here again we see the presence of a myth (utterance_119) he was the only one who saw them (utterance_120) peter paul john james judas occupy the stage almost exclusively (utterance_121) it is impossible to explain why the contemporaries of jesus the authors and the historians of this time you not take notice of him (utterance_122) could it have been a conspiracy against him (utterance_123) how it is his unanimous signs to be accounted for (utterance_124) how then are we to decide which other enormous canadates for divine honour should be human or votes (utterance_125) and such a faith is never free it is always maintained but a sword now and by hell fire hereafter (utterance_126) yet the most impossible utterances are put in jude's mouth (utterance_127) only a mythical jesus could virtually hand over the gum of the eavors to quarters who have petitions to press upon his attention (utterance_128) moreover if jesus could keep his promise there would be to day no misery in the world no orphans no childless mothers no shipwreaks no floods no famines no disease no crippled children no insanity no wars no crime no wrong (utterance_129) have these prayers been answered (utterance_130) how meself to ludded profits these extravagant claims have produced (utterance_131) and who can number the bitter disappointments caused by such impossible promises (utterance_132) the same which the preachers of to day give he carried his answer with many words and at length said that the promise was to be taking with the provision that will be asked for would be given if god thought it for our good (utterance_133) but he said if he ask anything in my name i will do it and if it were not so i would have told you (utterance_134) did he not mean just what he said (utterance_135) self effort and not prayer is a rumil against ignorance slavery poverty and moral degradation (utterance_136) but i am determined not only to know if it is possible the whole truth about jesus but also to communicate that truth to others (utterance_137) but there is more of a moral tonic in the opening can a discussion of a subdish like the one in hand than in the multitude of platitudes (utterance_138) i never deliver a lecture in which i do not either directly or indirectly if full and free expression to my faith in everything that is worldly a face (utterance_139) if i do not believe in dagma it is because i believe in freedom (utterance_140) oh he tars down but he is not built up is another chryst is one about my work it is not true (utterance_141) no preacher a priest is more constructive (utterance_142) clasped in truth and jail gag in the mouth of a student is that building up or tearing down (utterance_143) when brindle lighted a new torch to increase the lie of the world who was as we were the stake (utterance_144) count your rites political religious social intellectual and tell me which of them was conquered for you by the priest (utterance_145) i wish to tell you something (utterance_146) the first list be impersonal the epithets irrevocent blastummer atheist and infidel are flung at a man not from pity but from envy (utterance_147) not having the courage or the industry of our neighbour who works like a busy bee in the world of minian books searching with the sweat of his brow for the real bread of life weigh in the open page afore him with his tears push into the wee hours of the night his quest and made but the fairest of all loves the love of truth we ease our own indolent conscience what calling him names (utterance_148) as i approached the city i heard bells reedy in a little later i found the streets astir with throngs of well dressed people in family groups winding their way hither and thither (utterance_149) looking about me i saw a gentleman in a neat black dress smiling and his hand extended to me with great cordiality (utterance_150) he must have realized i was a stranger and wished you tender his hospitality to me i accepted it gratefully i clasped his hand he pressed mine (utterance_151) we gazed for a moment slightly into each other's eyes (utterance_152) of course you are going there too i said to my friendly guide (utterance_153) yes he answered i can not the worship i am a priest (utterance_154) the idol i whispered taking by surprise (utterance_155) they worship god they did not exist (utterance_156) but the greeks loved their gods i protested my heart clamory in my breast (utterance_157) no i said in a low voice (utterance_158) he was an idol then and not a god (utterance_159) it made athensa see of light it created the beautiful the true the good yes our religion was divine (utterance_160) it had only one fault and trod my guide what was that (utterance_161) i inquired without knowing what his aunts would be it was not true (utterance_162) forgive so (utterance_163) i wish we'd myself what blasts of me (utterance_164) then taking heart i told my guide how more than once i had felt apollo the grating of presence in my heart and told him of the immortal lines of homer concerned the divine apollo (utterance_165) do you doubt homer (utterance_166) i said to him homer the inspired barred (utterance_167) no no apollo is not an idol (utterance_168) he is a god and his son of a god (utterance_169) the air was heavy with incense a number of men and gorgeous vestments were passing to and fro bow and a kneeling before the various lives and images (utterance_170) abserting my anxiety to understand the mean of all this my guide took me aside and in a whisper told me that a people were syllibry in the anniversary of the birth the other retiful saviour jesus the son of god (utterance_171) frigate apollo he said with his ajection of severit in his voice (utterance_172) there was no such person he was only an idle (utterance_173) if he would assert for apollo in all the universe he would never find any one answer into his name or description (utterance_174) i want to see jesus i hasten turning towards him (utterance_175) will he not be here this morning (utterance_176) will he not speak to his worshipers i asked again (utterance_177) will he not permit them to touch him to caress his hand to cross his hand to class his divine feet to unheal the embroideral fragrance of his breath to bask in the golden light of his eyes to hit a music of his immaculate accents (utterance_178) i asked my eyes filled with wonder in my voice quivering with excitement (utterance_179) would not that then i venture to ask impatiently make eases as much of an idle as apollo (utterance_180) and if faith that jesus is a god proves him a god while will not faith in apollo make him a god (utterance_181) i met his affansel explanation of a given phenomenon (utterance_182) the mind crayes for knowledge the child ask questions because of an emborning desire to know (utterance_183) now and then they came close enough to snap at each other (utterance_184) with this mythose the progen man was satisfied and whose developing intelligence realized its inadecracy science was born of that realization (utterance_185) the myth of a one eyed people live in an india as in replace by accurate information concerning the hindoos (utterance_186) and this is precisely the use to which miss have been put (utterance_187) is genesamet (utterance_188) there is in man of faculty for fiction (utterance_189) and thinks less that guesses (utterance_190) in his reflection which introduces of the into the mouth of imagination carving its place and subdue in its relentless spirit (utterance_191) we filled a space about and over us with spirits fairies gods and other invisible and airy beans (utterance_192) become at the rainbow we reach out for the moon (utterance_193) our feet not really began to touch the firm ground until we have reached the years of discretion (utterance_194) science was not born till man had been a chart (utterance_195) gone at people created science (utterance_196) the cradle is the womb of all the fairies and face and mankind (utterance_197) the school is the first place of science (utterance_198) religion is the science of the child (utterance_199) in the discussion of this subject i appeal to the mature not to the child mind (utterance_200) he has god's mouth peace and no one may disagree with him (utterance_201) the only way i may command your respect is to be reasonable (utterance_202) let us place our sills entirely in the hands of the evidence (utterance_203) as intelligent beings would desire to know where this jesus whose worship is not only cost in the world millions of the people's money but which is also drawing to his service the time the energies the affections the devotions and the labourer humanity is a myth or reality (utterance_204) and again when the artist following malicorne's advice was a little late in arriving and when saint agnen had been obliged to be absent for some time it was interesting to observe to though no one witnessed them those moments of silence full of deep expression which united in one side to souls most disposed to understand each other and who by no means objected to the quite meditation they enjoyed together (utterance_205) and it were in malicorne philosopher that he was though he knew it not had learned how to inspire the king with an appetite in the midst of pony and with desire in the assurance of possession (utterance_206) in this manner therefore without leaving her room and having no confident she was able to return to her apartment thus removing by her appearance a little tardy perhaps the suspicions of the most determined sceptic (utterance_207) but the door remained close and neither sight agnen nor the paner peered nor did the hangs even move (utterance_208) or the dearest love said the king the to return quickly (utterance_209) no no not to day sir (utterance_210) i knew but too well that you had not ceased to love me (utterance_211) the valory with the gesture partly of extreme terror and partly as if in voking a blessing attempted to speak but cannot articulate one word (utterance_212) at the moment however when the king threw himself on his knees a cry of utter despair rang through the corridor accompanied by the sound of retreating footsteps (utterance_213) the captain sitting buried in his leather armchair his spurs fixed in the floor his sword between his legs was reading a number of letters as he twisted his mustache (utterance_214) d'artagnan uttered a welcome full of pleasure when he perceived his friend's son (utterance_215) i owe my boy he said by what lucky incident has it happened that the king has recalled you (utterance_216) these words do not sound agreeablely in the young man's ears who as he seated himself replying upon my word i cannot tell you all that i knows i have come back hum (utterance_217) that the king has not recalled you and you have returned (utterance_218) i do not understand that at all (utterance_219) growl was already pale enough and he now began to turn his hat round and round in his hand (utterance_220) what they do says the matter that you look as you do and what makes you so dumb (utterance_221) said the captain do people nowadays assume that sort of heirs in england (utterance_222) i have been in england and came here again as lively as a chaffinch (utterance_223) will you not say something (utterance_224) i had too much to say (utterance_225) ah how is your father (utterance_226) forgive me my dear friend i was going to ask you that (utterance_227) d'artagnan increased his sharpness of his penetrating gaze which no secret was capable of resisting (utterance_228) you are unhappy about something he said (utterance_229) i am indeed and you know the reason very well monsieur d'artagnan (utterance_230) they do not pretend to be astonished (utterance_231) i am not pretending to be astonished my friend (utterance_232) i have neither head nor arm do not despise but help me in two words i am the most wretched of living beings oh (utterance_233) she is deceiving you said d'artagnan not a muscle of whose face had moved those are big words who makes use of them (utterance_234) everyone ah (utterance_235) if everyone says so there must be some truth in it (utterance_236) not for a friend for a son (utterance_237) let us take it you are really ill from curiosity (utterance_238) nor it is not from curiosity is from love (utterance_239) could another big word (utterance_240) i tell you i love louise to the taxi (utterance_241) well suppose it were only that (utterance_242) no sensible man ever succeeded in making much of a brain when the head was turned (utterance_243) i have completely lost my senses in the same way a hundred times in my life (utterance_244) you would hear but you would not understand me you would understand that she would not obey me (utterance_245) oh try to try (utterance_246) i go far even if i were unfortunate enough to know something and foolish enough to communicate it to you you are my friend you say indeed yes (utterance_247) very good i should quarrel with you (utterance_248) i never complain as you know but as heaven and my father would never forgive me for blowing out my brain i will go and get the first person i meet to give me the information which you withhold i will tell him he lies and and you will kill you (utterance_249) and a fine affair that would be so much the better what should i care (utterance_250) you now assume a different tone instead of killing you will get killed yourself i suppose you mean very fine indeed (utterance_251) how much i should regret you (utterance_252) of course i shall go about all day saying ah (utterance_253) what a fine stupid fellow that braglon was (utterance_254) as great as stupid as i ever met with (utterance_255) go then growl go and get yourself disposed of if you like (utterance_256) i hardly knew who can have taught you logic but do take me if your father has not been regularly robbed of his money (utterance_257) raoul buried his face in his hands murmuring no no i have not a single friend in the world (utterance_258) i don't fancy s monsieur i do not laugh at you though i am a gascon (utterance_259) a carpenter what do you mean (utterance_260) upon my word i did not know some one told me there was a carpenter who made an opening through a certain floor (utterance_261) or i don't know where (utterance_262) and whose room then (utterance_263) i have told you for the last hour that i know nothing of the whole affair (utterance_264) but the pages in the porter (utterance_265) will you suit to him only that name in your mouth (utterance_266) i do not suppose it will concern you (utterance_267) yes you are right and he made a step or two as if he were going to eat why are you going (utterance_268) till up for some one who will tell me the truth (utterance_269) who is that a woman (utterance_270) you wish to be consoled by someone and you will be so at once she will tell you nothing and live herself of course so be off (utterance_271) you are mistaken monsieur replied raoul the woman i mean will tell him me all the evils she possibly can (utterance_272) well i admit it (utterance_273) and in point of fact why should i play with you as a cat knows with the poor mouse (utterance_274) you distress me you do indeed (utterance_275) wait if you can (utterance_276) i cannot so much the worse (utterance_277) ah said raoul snatching eagerly at the pin which the captain held out to him (utterance_278) how very fortunate that is he was looking for you too (utterance_279) she said in the same tone of voice it is not i who am going to speak to him oh then (utterance_280) i accompanied my granddaughter to dismiss taint her ladyship responded (utterance_281) it is scarcely a joyous occasion to my mind (utterance_282) no need the dressers thought like that if it isn't ejaculated mister bunny (utterance_283) if i were sure this wasn't there a man i go myself (utterance_284) when i have i to fell a whose niber knaves more full i stick to him believe i'll send the finer (utterance_285) the only hyme had been any comment upon her was the first time he saw her in the dress she had copyed mc tavius nice scamb that he darted out didn't get a hearer all wager (utterance_286) this will look like it he said gravely (utterance_287) no she answered i am not afraid at all (utterance_288) i shall not be afraid again (utterance_289) in fact she had perfectly confounded her ladyship by her demeanour (utterance_290) i beg you will not speak to me of that i heard she said i will not listen (utterance_291) and turning about she walked out of the room (utterance_292) and nothing more habited on such acceptance (utterance_293) before breakfast miss blende was startled by the arrival of another telegram which rained as follows (utterance_294) arrived to day perasha the uzir to morrow evening (utterance_295) friend with me martin basset (utterance_296) well remarked schwatsavia i suppose that would have been in advantage (utterance_297) octavia was a marked figure upon the ground of that garden party neither just my dear remarked mister burnham (utterance_298) it was a charming color she has at a clear seize usually paler (utterance_299) perhaps the others the lord lands out (utterance_300) just pretty at the average day in its enjoying herself (utterance_301) she was enjoying herself mister grade's broil observed it rather gloomily as he stood apart (utterance_302) and then had come lord lyndezer who and crossed the lawn to shake him to this host had been observed to keep his eye fixed upon one particular point vermis stowed he said after having spoken his first words who is that tall girl in white (utterance_303) in ten minutes lady theobald mister burnett and mister burrild and the verse others too numerous to mention saw missing the octavia's side evidently with no intention of leaving it (utterance_304) not long after this francis brirl found his way to miss belinda it was very busy even by her nervous in niece's evidently enjoying herself he remarked (utterance_305) oh celia is most happy to day answered missus blender (utterance_306) very few people understand octavia said miss bolinda i'm not sure i follow all her moods myself (utterance_307) she is not as frivolous as she appears to those who don't know her well (utterance_308) there old sir norman is mustache and made no reply he was not very comfortable (utterance_309) he thought himself ill used by fate and rather bushed he had returned to london from borakes and sent a loitering in slobridge (utterance_310) he had amused himself at first but in time he had been surprised to find its amusement lose something of its zest (utterance_311) it's ducely bowed for him on his part he said mentally what does he mean by it (utterance_312) octivia on the contrary did not ask when he meant by it (utterance_313) where you jockel at it i say what in the (utterance_314) i had not observed it answered her ladyship (utterance_315) but she cleared i barrelled as she passed back into him where was lucia she had made it (utterance_316) i saw her with burmaston half narrow ago he answered coolly have you any message from my mother i shall return alone and to morrow leaving here early turn quiet pale (utterance_317) what is happy she asked rigidly he looked slightly surprised nothing whatever he replied (utterance_318) i have a man who longer at my attended (utterance_319) she began to move the mancles in her right wrist (utterance_320) she had not brought lucia up under her own eye from the thing (utterance_321) chapter twenty three may i go (utterance_322) the very day after this auctavia opened the fourth trunk (utterance_323) evidently something had happened octavia she said mister doggled denny is at old klow who is he (utterance_324) he is my grand uncle exclaimed lucia tremulously he has a great deal of money (utterance_325) i did not like to undertake when mamma tivia she said (utterance_326) last night she came to me room to talk to me and this morning she killed him and oh (utterance_327) she broke out indignantly how could she speak to me in such a manner (utterance_328) what did you understand (utterance_329) i am to run after a man who does not care for me and make myself a trap bit in the hope that he will condescend to marry me because mister binny may weave me his money (utterance_330) do you wonder that it took even lady theo at a long time to say that (utterance_331) well remarked octavia you will do it i suppose i wouldn't worry (utterance_332) oh i always do it i didn't guess (utterance_333) but she smiled ever so faintly (utterance_334) that is one of the reasons why she loves me so she added (utterance_335) we shall thought deeply forbidden it she recognized all at once several things she had been mystified by before (utterance_336) octavia smiled in the wall again (utterance_337) lucia sat thinking her hands clasped tightly (utterance_338) i am glad i came here said at length (utterance_339) i think i shall never be afraid of her any more (utterance_340) her delicate nostrils were dilated and she held her head up her breath came fast there was a hint of exultation in her tone (utterance_341) she walked very fast after she looked the house (utterance_342) but it was not against him that lucia's indignation was aroused (utterance_343) she wondered that she had heard her last works she fancied he had (utterance_344) it took hold of her shaking little hand and looked down in her excited face (utterance_345) i am angry she said you have never seen me angry before (utterance_346) i am on my way to my lady theabot (utterance_347) he held her head as calmly as before (utterance_348) what are you one to say to her he asked she laughed again (utterance_349) held her hand rather closer (utterance_350) she has made you very angry said (utterance_351) and then almost before she knew what she was doing she was pouring forth the hollowry story even more of it than she had told ottavia (utterance_352) we shall he said i wish you would let me go and talk but baby theobald you she's i with little start (utterance_353) yes he answered let me go to her (utterance_354) if you will say yes to that i think i didn't promise but you need never be afraid of her any more (utterance_355) the fierce color died out of her cheeks and the tears rushed to her eyes (utterance_356) she raised her face with a pathetic look (utterance_357) i'm desperately love with you he entered in his quietest way (utterance_358) alloh colonel how do you follow or would this time (utterance_359) why that thing we must charge you three in a quarter this time the don't (utterance_360) supper was over and i retired to my upper birth situated long side and overlooking the broad table where they kept him with deeply engaged having now the other pilot as his principal opponent (utterance_361) had her in short then and taking six quarters of its good too toot tops and i can't very well leave the game now is getting right along (utterance_362) this petaled speediness all the smash the witty complained to be paddled on a get (utterance_363) they were anxious to alarm the game and they delivered it (utterance_364) still with all these as the advantages they continue playing they wanted to learn the game (utterance_365) up pretty glibby sir replied the mate we can scarcely tell what heavy we are making for we are obliged to keep them at all the river and there is a shadow of a fog rising (utterance_366) this wits him was rather better than that we took in a yellow faces but were nearly out of it and must be looking out for more (utterance_367) as i'll wait just to hang the bray show we hail (utterance_368) yes yes replied the captain grinned the bell enough from which the price of wood up here (utterance_369) i thought it really in years double kings (utterance_370) deal sir if you please but it will look like this time (utterance_371) the other pilot's voice with again her own deck how much have you (utterance_372) lee about ten courts sir was replied the youthful sailsman (utterance_373) we've happened here till tom send a cheek six cords which would last the daylight and again turn its attention to the game (utterance_374) the palans hear her change places when did they sleep (utterance_375) with akin in the caravan again took our place in the middle of the stream palling on his usual day at length dawn (utterance_376) i had risen and went out with a captain to enjoy the view of the bluffs (utterance_377) there it is exclaimed the captain stopper (utterance_378) he was gone (utterance_379) no more deep blue skys or crimson nambatins (utterance_380) she sat by herself at the fire with unlighted candles on the table behind her he gingle over the day the happy walk happy sketching cheerful pleasant dinner and the uncomfortable miserable walk in the garden (utterance_381) here was she disturbed and happy because her instinct had made anything but a refusal impossible while he not many minutes after he had met with the rejection on what order of being the deepest holiest proposal of his life could speak as if its briefs success in all the superficial consequences of a good house clever and agreeable society with a soul of bad objects of his desires oh dear (utterance_382) her mother came into the room before this whirl of force was adjusted into anything like order (utterance_383) mister hale set his tea in abstracted silence margaret had the responses on to herself (utterance_384) she forgot that he had not made them an offer (utterance_385) margaret was repairing her mother's worst at work and rather shrinking from the thought of the long evening and wishing that time would come that she might go over the events of the day again (utterance_386) my voice (utterance_387) i want to speak to you about something very sea mister assault (utterance_388) very serious to a soul (utterance_389) mister lennox had never had the opportunity of having any boy's conversation with her father after her refusal or else that would indeed be a very serious affair (utterance_390) but she soon felt it was not about anything which having only lately and suddenly occurred could have given rise to any complicated thoughts that her father wished to speak to her (utterance_391) mister hale did not answer for a man or two (utterance_392) margaret could not bear the sight of the suspense which was even more distressing to her father than to herself (utterance_393) but by day papa do tell me (utterance_394) because i must no longer be a minister in the church of england (utterance_395) but nothing to the shops who received from mister hale's last speech what could he mean (utterance_396) it was all the worse for being so mysterious (utterance_397) why can you no longer be a clergyman (utterance_398) surely the bishop would hold all thee no about frederick and the hard in jest (utterance_399) margaret i will tell you about it (utterance_400) or allowance to any questions this once but after to night let us now speak of it again (utterance_401) i can need the consequences of my painful miserable doubts but it is an effort beyond me to speak of what has caused me so with suffering (utterance_402) no not doubts us to religion not the slightest injury to that he paused (utterance_403) margaret sighed as if standing on the verge of some new horror (utterance_404) margaret how i love the holy church from return to be shut out (utterance_405) he could not go on for a moment or two (utterance_406) margaret could not tell what to say it seemed to her as terrowby and mysterious as if her father were about to whom mahometine (utterance_407) the one state foundation of her home of her idea of her beloved father seemed really and walking (utterance_408) he swallowed down the dry choking soft which had been heaving up from his heart hitherto and going to his bookcase he took down a volume which he had often been reading lately and from which he thought he had derived strength to enter upon the course in which he was now in bath (utterance_409) listen dear margaret said he putting one armor on her waist (utterance_410) when god will not use thee in one kind yet he will in another (utterance_411) if when thou art charged with corrupting god's worship forcifying thy wiles their pretendest and necessity writ on an order to a continuance in the ministry (utterance_412) as he read this and glanced at much more which he did not read he gave resolution for himself and felt as if he too could be brave and firm in doing what he believed to be right but as he ceased he heard margaret's low convulsive sob and his courage sang down under the keen sense of suffering (utterance_413) i have one long with soft reproach that would have roused any mine less too great and cowardly than lying (utterance_414) he shook his head as he went on (utterance_415) margaret i tried to do it i tried to content myself as simply refusing the district government and stopping quietly here striming my conscience now as i had strained it before (utterance_416) god forgive me (utterance_417) he rose and walked up and down the room speaking low words of self reproach and humiliation of which margaret was thankful to hear but a few (utterance_418) margaret i returned to the old said burden we must leave helstone (utterance_419) yes (utterance_420) i have written to the bishop i dare say i have told you so but i forget things just now said mister hale collapsed into his deepest manner as soon as he came to talk of hard matter of that details informing him of my intention to resign the speakerage (utterance_421) they are but what i have cried upon myself without a wail (utterance_422) that will be a trial but worse far worse will be departing from my dear people (utterance_423) you will come to stay with us to morrow (utterance_424) was it to be so sad and then (utterance_425) what is maua say (utterance_426) margaret i am a poor coward after all i cannot bear to give pain (utterance_427) yes indeed she must said margaret (utterance_428) perhaps after all she may not oh yes (utterance_429) she will she must be shot as a force of the blow returned upon herself in trying to realize how another would take it (utterance_430) to milton nor of them he answered with a dull indifference for he had perceived that although his daughter's love had made her claim to him and for a moment tried to soothe him with her love yet the keenness of the pain was as fresh as ever in her mind (utterance_431) not to be more than (utterance_432) yes said he in the same despondent indifferent way (utterance_433) but he with this quick intuitive sympathy read in her face as in the mirror the reflections of his own mooded oppression and turned it off with an effort (utterance_434) you shall be told old margaret (utterance_435) only help me to tell your mother (utterance_436) i am going out for the day to bid father julson and the pull people on bracy common good bye (utterance_437) would you dislike breaking it to her very much margaret (utterance_438) margaret did dislike it did she from it more than from anything she had ever had to do in her life before (utterance_439) mister hale shook his head despondingly he pressed her hand in token of gratitude (utterance_440) margaret was nearly upset again into a burst of crying (utterance_441) to turn her thoughts she said now tell me papa what outlines are (utterance_442) you and mamma have some money independent of the income from the living have not you i'm sure has i know (utterance_443) serenshi of that has always gone to frederick since he has been abroad (utterance_444) he must have sung a perry for serving with the spanish army (utterance_445) frederick must not suffer said margaret decidedly in a foreign country so unjustly treated by his own a hundred years left (utterance_446) no (utterance_447) said mister hale that would not answer i must do something (utterance_448) i can always decide better by myself and not influence by those whom i loved said he as a half apology for having remained so much before he had told any one of his family of his intentions (utterance_449) i cannot stand objections (utterance_450) i make me so undecided (utterance_451) mister hale continued a few months ago when my miser of doubt became more than i could bear without speaking i wrote to mister bell you remember mister bell margaret (utterance_452) no i never saw him i think (utterance_453) at any rate he has property there which has very much increased in value since milton has become such a large manufacturing town (utterance_454) i don't know that he gaining my strength (utterance_455) the private tutor (utterance_456) said margaret looking scornful what in the world and manufactures want with the classics on literature are the accomplishments of a gentleman (utterance_457) oh said her father some of them really seemed to be fine fellows conscience of their own deficiencies which is more than many a man at oxford is (utterance_458) some one their children to be better instructed than they themselves have been (utterance_459) and in milton margaret i shall find a busy life if not a happy one and people and seeing so different that i shall never be reminded of helstone (utterance_460) discordant as it was with old mist a detestation for all she had ever heard of the north of england the manufactures the people the wild and great country there was this more recommendation it would be different from helstone and could never remind them of that beloved place (utterance_461) when do we go (utterance_462) i do not know exactly (utterance_463) i want you to talk it over with you (utterance_464) you see no mother knows nothing about it yet but i think in a fortnight after my deed of resignation is sent in i shall have no right to remain (utterance_465) margaret was all the stand (utterance_466) but she recovered herself immediately (utterance_467) yes papa it had better be fixed soon and decidedly as you say (utterance_468) called polaria (utterance_469) oh if i were not married if i were but myself in the world how easy it would be (utterance_470) no said margaret sadly i will do it (utterance_471) you must not deceive yourself into doubting the reality of my words my fixed intention and resolve (utterance_472) he looked at her in the same steady stony manner for some moments after he had unspeaking (utterance_473) the blessing of god beli upon thee my child (utterance_474) the next moment she feared lest this answer to his blessing might be reverent wrong might hurt him as coming from his daughter as she threw her arms around his neck (utterance_475) she heard him murmur to himself the martyrs and confaces had even more pain to bear i will not shrink (utterance_476) they were startled by hearing missus hale inquiring for her daughter (utterance_477) in seventeen fifty he came forth in the character for which he was eminently qualified a majestic teacher of moral and religious wisdom (utterance_478) the vehicle which he chose was that of a periodical paper which he knew had been upon former occasions employed with great success (utterance_479) when i was to begin publishing that paper i was at a loss how to navit (utterance_480) i sat down and night upon my bedside and resolved that i would not go to sleep till i had fixed its title (utterance_481) adams note was a fiction in which unconnected fragments of his lucubrations were purposely jumbled together in his awe to manner as he could in order to produce a laughable effect (utterance_482) where johnson's abraviations are all distinct and applicable to each subject of which the head is mentioned (utterance_483) for instance there is the following specimen (utterance_484) public anamities no sense of the prevalence of bad habits nigligent of time ready to undertake careless to pursue all changed by time (utterance_485) confidence of others unsuspecting as unexuspecting himself unexearioned imagineing himself secure against neglect never imagines they will venture to treat him ill ready to trust expecting to be trusted (utterance_486) new thambicious as thinking honours easy to be had (utterance_487) different kinds of praise pursued at different periods (utterance_488) of the fancy and manhood (utterance_489) wait (utterance_490) scholars friendship like ladies (utterance_491) drawn to man by words repelled by passions (utterance_492) common danger unites by crushing other passions but they return (utterance_493) equality hinders compliance (utterance_494) superiority produces insolence and envy (utterance_495) too much regard in each to private interest to little (utterance_496) of confederacy was superior as everyone knows the inconvenience (utterance_497) with equals no authority every man whose own opinion is a interest (utterance_498) man and wife hardly united scarce ever without children (utterance_499) coputation if two to one against two how many against five (utterance_500) in this as in many other cases i go wrong in opposition to conviction for i think scarce any temporal good equally to be desired with the regard and familiarity of worthy men (utterance_501) i hope we shall be some time nearer to each other and have a more ready way of pouring out our hearts (utterance_502) the greatest benefit which one friend can confer upon another is to god and excite and elevate his virtues (utterance_503) this your mother will still perform if you diligently preserve the memory of her life and of her death a life so far as i could learn you shall wise and innocent and the death resigned peaceful and holy (utterance_504) i cannot forbear to mention did neither reason nor revelation denies you to hope that you may increase her happiness by obeying her precepts and that she may and her present state look with pleasure upon every act of virtue to which her instructions or example have contributed (utterance_505) if you write down minutely what you remember of her from your earliest years you will bid it with great pleasure and receive from it many hints of soothing recollection when time shall remove her yet farther from you and your grief shall be matured to veneration (utterance_506) number thirty two on patience even under extreme misery is wonderfully lofty and as much above the rent of stoicism as the sun of revelation is brighter than the twilight of pagan philosophy (utterance_507) it must indeed be allowed that this structure of his sentences is expanded and often has somewhat of the inversion of latin and that he delighted to express familiar thoughts in philosophical language being in this the reverse of socrates who it was said reduced philosophy to the simplicity of common life (utterance_508) this idle charge has been echoed from one babylon to another who have confounded johnson's essays with johnson's dictionary and because he thought it right in the lexican of our language to collect many words which had fallen into disuse but were supported by great authorities it has been imagined that all of these have been into woven into his own compositions (utterance_509) their styles differ as plain cloth and brocade (utterance_510) our extremest pleasure has some sort of groaning and complaining in it would you not say that it is dying of pain (utterance_511) the highest and fullest contentment offers more of the grave than of the mary ipsafilicatos say missy temporart premit even felicity unless it moderate itself oppresses (utterance_512) socrates says that some god tried to mix in one mass and a confound pain and pleasure but not being able to do it he bethought him at least to couple them by the tail metridor said that in sorrow there's some mixture of pleasure (utterance_513) nature discovers this confusion to us painters holdeth the same motions and grimaces of the face that serve for weeping serve for laughter too and indeed before the one or the other be finished do but observe the painter's manner of handling and you will be in doubt to which of (utterance_514) and therefore common and less speculative souls are found to be more proper for and more successful in the management of affairs and the elevated and exquisite opinions of philosophy unfit for business this sharp the vacity of soul and the supple and restless volubility attending it disturb on negotiations (utterance_515) he who dies into and in his inquisition comprehends all circumstances and consequences hinders his election a little engine well handled is sufficient for executions whether of less or greater weight (utterance_516) when the lofty festidities is about to enter upon his description of the plague that desolated athens one of his modern common datas assures the reader that the history is now going to be exceedingly solemn serious and pathetic and hints with that air of chuckling gratuilation (utterance_517) such are the true subjects for the historic pen (utterance_518) the fall of empires the desolation of happy countries splendid cities smoky in their ruins the proudest works of art tumbled in the dust the shrieks and groans of whole nations ascending under heaven (utterance_519) thus those swarms of flies which are so often execrated as useless vermin are created for the sustenance of spiders and spiders on the other hand are evidently made to devour flies (utterance_520) ancient traditions speak much of his learning and of the gallant inroads he had made captive a host of greek nowns and latin verbs and brought off rich booty in ancient saws and apothegims which he was wont to parade in his public harangues (utterance_521) it was observed however that he seldom got into an argument without getting into a perplexity and then into a passion with his adversary for not being convinced granteth (utterance_522) his abode which he had fixed at a bowery or country seat at a short distance from the city just at what is now called dutch street soon abounded with proofs of his ingenuity patent smoke jacks that required a horse to work them dutch ovens that wereceded and confounded all beholders (utterance_523) it is in knowledge as in swimming he who flounders and spices on the surface makes more noise and attracts more tension than the pearl driver who quietly dies in quest of treasures to the bottom (utterance_524) the romans by this means erected their colonies for perceiving their city to grow immeasurably populous they eased it of the most unnecessary people and sent them to inhabit and cultivate the lands conquered by them sometimes also they purposely maintained wars with some worse inconvenience (utterance_525) and we suffer the ills of a long peace luxury is more pernicious than more (utterance_526) and this also was one reason why our king philip consented to send his son john upon a foreign expedition that he might take along with him a great number of hot young men who were then in his pay (utterance_527) what other end is the impious art of the gladiators proposed to itself what the slaughter of young men what plays your fed with blood (utterance_528) prince take the honours delayed for thy reign and be successor to thy father's henceforth let none at rome be slain for sport (utterance_529) let beasts blood stain the infloe serena and no more homicides be their actant (utterance_530) it was not enough for their neffite and to die bravely but cheerfully too insomuch that they were hissed and cursed if they made any hesitation about receiving their death (utterance_531) the very girls themselves set them on (utterance_532) beginning of revolt (utterance_533) at this unexpected command the surprise was great on board the forward (utterance_534) light the fires exclaimed some (utterance_535) what with asked others (utterance_536) and stuff the stove with the masts added warren (utterance_537) did you hear me (utterance_538) who spoke cried hatteras (utterance_539) i did said pen advancing towards the captain (utterance_540) i say answered pen with an oath i say we've had enough of it and we won't go any further (utterance_541) you shan't kill us with hunger and work in the winter and they shan't light the fires (utterance_542) if you repeat what the man says answered heterus i'll have you shut up in your cabin and guarded (utterance_543) a murmur was heard (utterance_544) the engineer followed by plover and worn went down to his post (utterance_545) the steam was soon got up the anchors were weighed and the forward vered away east cutting the young ice with her steel prow (utterance_546) between barring island and beecher point there are a considerable quantity of islands in the midst of ice fields the streams crowd together in the little channels which cut up this part of the sea they had a tendency to agglomerate under the relatively low temperature (utterance_547) i'm beginning not to answered wall (utterance_548) hatteras still hoped to find an open sea beyond the seventy seventh parallel as sir edward belcher had done (utterance_549) ought he to treat these accounts as a parkerful (utterance_550) the next day the sun set for the first time ending thus the long series of days with twenty four hours in them (utterance_551) the men had ended by getting accustomed to the continual daylight but it had never made any difference to the animals the greenland dogs went to their rest at their accustomed hour and dick slept as regularly every evening as though darkness had covered the sky (utterance_552) the doctor by following johnson's advice accustomed himself to support the low temperature he almost always stayed on deck raving the cold the wind and the snow (utterance_553) there's more than one amongst us who would like to and imitate that i think (utterance_554) they are cowards mister clawbonny those animals have no provisions as we have and are obliged to seek their food where it is to be found (utterance_555) you hope that hatteras will succeed then (utterance_556) he certainly will mister clawbonny (utterance_557) i'm of the same opinion as you johnson and if he only wanted one faithful companion he'll have to (utterance_558) prince albert land which the ford was then coasting bears also the name of grenell wynn and though hatteras from his hatred to the yankees would never call it by its american name it is the one it generally goes by (utterance_559) on the eighteenth of august they sighted britania mountain scarcely visible through the most and the forward weighed anchor the next day in northumberland bay (utterance_560) and as a mortal apollo sought to earn his bread amongst men (utterance_561) afterward people wondered at admetuse's ever smiling face and aberating green (utterance_562) that was before it met who sailed on the argo with jason and the companions of the quest (utterance_563) thereafter at meadows having love of alchestus was even more happy than he had been before (utterance_564) a radiant figure it was and had matters knew that this was apollo come to him again (utterance_565) but apollo turned to administer a face that was without joy (utterance_566) what years of happiness have been my nopollo through your friendship for me said nod medicine (utterance_567) but still apollo stood before him with a face that was without joy (utterance_568) he spoke and his voice was not that clear and vibrant voice that he had once in speaking to admit us (utterance_569) at medicine at madis he said it is for me to tell you that you may no more look on the blue sky nor walk upon the green earth (utterance_570) it is to me to tell you that the god of the underworld will have you come to madmaters and menace know that even now the god of the undorld is sending death for you (utterance_571) if one will go willingly in thy place with death thou canst still live on go and meadows (utterance_572) and then he came upon ancient woman who sat upon stones in the courtyard grinning corn between two stones (utterance_573) there she was sidn as he had first known her with her eyes blurred and her knees shaking and with the dust of the courtyard and the husks of the corn in her maddened hair (utterance_574) he went to her and spoke to her and he asked her to take the place of the king and go with death (utterance_575) but when she heard the name of death horror came into the face of the ancient woman and she cried out that she would not let death come near her (utterance_576) at madast took the man shirled hand and he asked him if he would not take the king's place and goeth death that was coming for him (utterance_577) then at madas winking to the palace and into the chamber where his bed was and he lay down upon the bed and he lamented that he would have to go with death that was coming for him from the god of the underworld and he lamented that none of the wretched ones round the house would take his place (utterance_578) one should go in your place for you are the king and have many great affairs to attend to (utterance_579) now the footsteps seemed to stop (utterance_580) it was not so terrible for him as before (utterance_581) in the words he had spoken he would have taken back the words that had brought her consent to go with death in his place (utterance_582) death would soon be here for her (utterance_583) no not here for he would not have death come into the palace (utterance_584) he lifted a cestus strong bed and he carried her from the palace (utterance_585) no more speech came from her (utterance_586) and as for admeters he went within the chamber and knelt beside the bed on which i cast his sad lane and thought of his terrible loss (utterance_587) to what god is that sacrificed due (utterance_588) and then rakley's felt that another labour was before him (utterance_589) i have dragged up from the undorld he thought the hound i guards those whom death brings down into the realm of the god of the undorld (utterance_590) why should i not strive with death (utterance_591) and won a noble thing it would be to bring back this faithful woman to her house and to her husband (utterance_592) he left the palace of red meadows and he went to the temple of the gods (utterance_593) you are held by me death and you will not be let go unless you promise to go forth from the temple without bringing one with you (utterance_594) and death knowing that haracles could hold him there and that the business of the god of the underworld would be left undone if you were held promised that he would leave the temple without bringing one with him (utterance_595) she was veiled and that medicine could not see her features (utterance_596) here is a woman whom i am bringing back to her husband i want her from an enemy (utterance_597) this i cannot do said her majesty i have had pains enough (utterance_598) then at meadows raised the veil of the woman he had taken across the threshold of his house (utterance_599) thus when dogmas lead it what the man really and in general wills remain still the same (utterance_600) for these are careful only for themselves for their own egoism just like the bandit from whom they are only distinguished by the absurity of their means (utterance_601) the deeds and conduct of an individual and of a nation may be very much modified to dogma's example and custom (utterance_602) with an equal degree of wickedness one man may die on the wheel and another in the bosom of his family (utterance_603) it is conceivable that a perfect state or perhaps indeed a complete and firmly believed doctrine of wars and punchments after death might prevent every crime politically much would be gained thereby morally nothing only the expression of the will in life would be restricted (utterance_604) we who here seek the theory of virtue and have therefore also to express them strictly the nature of the knowledge which lies at its foundation will yet be unable to convey that knowledge itself in this expression (utterance_605) he sees that the distinction between himself and others which to the bad man is so great a gulf only belongs to a fleeting and lucian phenomenon (utterance_606) he recognizes himself his will in every being and consequently also in the suffer (utterance_607) but the latter's the necessary and inevitable symptom of that knowledge (utterance_608) the opposite of the steam of conscience the origin and significance of which is explained above is the good conscience the satisfaction which we experience after every disinterested deed (utterance_609) to good man lives in world a friendly individuals the well being of any of whom he regards us his own (utterance_610) therefore the knowledge of the lot of mankind generally does not make its disposition a joyful one yet the permanent knowledge of his own nature in all living beans gives him a certain evenness and even swendy of disposition (utterance_611) for the interest which is extended to innumerable manifestations cannot cause such anxiety as that which is concentrated upon one (utterance_612) the accidents which concern individuals collectively equalize themselves while those which happen to the particular individual constitute good or bad fortune (utterance_613) thus though others have set up moral principles which they give out as prescriptions for virtue and laws which it was necessary to follow i as has already been said cannot do this because i have no aught or lot prescribed to the eternally free will (utterance_614) further than this it cannot go for there exist no reason for preferred an individuality of another to its own (utterance_615) yet the number of other individuals whose whole happiness or life is in danger may outway the regard for one's own particular well being (utterance_616) so dived socrates and guirdano bruno and so many hero of the truth suffered death at the stake at the hand of the priests (utterance_617) weeping is accordingly sympathy with her own selves or sympathy directed back on its source (utterance_618) it is therefore conditional upon the capacity for love and sympathy and also upon imagination (utterance_619) when we are moved to tears not through our own suffering but through that of another this happens as follows (utterance_620) either we vividly put ourselves in the place of the sufferer by imagination or see in his fate the lot of humanity as a whole and consequently first of all our own lot and thus in a very round that way it is yet always about ourselves that we weep sympathy with ourselves which we feel this seems to be the principal reason of the universal and thus natural weeping in the case of death (utterance_621) for so all he certainly weeps for the fate of the dead but he also weeps when after long heavy and incurable suffering death was to this man a wish for deliverance (utterance_622) they were in the land this people said before the moon had come into the sky (utterance_623) and many of the magicians of egypt who had come with keen cessostrous stayed in that city of aya and they taught people spells that could stay the moon in her going and coming in rising and setting (utterance_624) mitya too his wise daughter knew the secrets talked by those who could sway the moon (utterance_625) for jason was the grand son of crathius and crathius was the brother of a thamis their grandfather (utterance_626) jason took pelias and talmon with him (utterance_627) as they came to the city a mist fell and jason under his comrades with the sons of fritzus went through the city without being seen (utterance_628) the mist lifted and before the heroes was the wonder of the palace in the bright light of the morning (utterance_629) on each side of the courtyard were the palace buildings in one keen adis lived with absurdists his son and in the other chalciope and media lived with the hand batians (utterance_630) and then a dove flew toward her it was being chased by hawk and many a saw the hawk's eyes and beak (utterance_631) we pulled away from that place and thereafter we were driven by the winds back to the mouth of the frosts (utterance_632) with him there came the mightiest of the heroes of greece (utterance_633) already he has heard of your bit of foes the sarah matti (utterance_634) he with his comrades would subdue them for (utterance_635) he at his heart was filled with wrath as he looked upon them and his eyes shone as a leopard's eyes (utterance_636) and then speaking to the king in a quiet voice jason said (utterance_637) his heart was divided as to whether he should summon his armed men and have them slain upon the spot or whether he should put them into danger by the trial he would make of them (utterance_638) it may be that you are truly of the seed of the mortals (utterance_639) and it may be that i shall give you the gold fleece to bear way after i have made trial of you (utterance_640) she entered softly and she stood away from her father and the four who were speaking with him (utterance_641) she had a dark face those made very strange by her crown of gold hair (utterance_642) know that on the plain of eris yonder i have two far breathing bulls with feet a brass (utterance_643) then i showed the furrows not with the seed that demeanor gives but with teeth of a dragon (utterance_644) if you can accomplish this that i accomplished in days gone by i shall submit to and give you the golden fleece (utterance_645) but if you cannot accomplish what i once accomplished you shall go for my city empty handed for it is not right that a brave man should yield up to one who cannot show himself as brave (utterance_646) then jason utterly confounded cast his eyes upon the ground (utterance_647) i will dare this contest monstrous at his theties (utterance_648) as he said this he saw the eyes of mitya grow wide as was fair (utterance_649) countess and mouse went to where their mother was (utterance_650) but what can i do so small and stupid and shy as i am (utterance_651) i must find some way to give the little one's nice christmas (utterance_652) tomah alike to have regoeth him and sing while he places harp in the streets (utterance_653) yes i will try and then if i do well the little one shall have a merry christmas (utterance_654) but see that it is cold in the streets the wind bites in the snow freezes one's fingers (utterance_655) she thanked tomah and ran away to get ready for she thought sure her father would not refuse her anything (utterance_656) then she watched out little ronces frock and put it to dry because she would not be able to do it the next day (utterance_657) she longed to make the beds and dressed the children over night she was in such a hurry to have all in order but as it could not be she sat down again and tried over all the song she knew (utterance_658) when she had told her plan peter bennyrry shook his head and thought it would never do but tessa begged so hard he consented at last that she should try it from one week and sent her to bed the happiest little girl in new york (utterance_659) as soon as her father was gone tessa flew about and put everything in nice order telling the children she was going out for the day and they were to mind tommo's mother who would see about the fire and the dinner for the good woman loved tessa and entered into her little claims with all her heart (utterance_660) portesse's heart beat fast as she trudged away with tomah who slung his harp over his shoulder and gave her his hand (utterance_661) it was rather a dirty head but so kind that tessa clung to it and kept looking up at the friendly brown face for encouragement (utterance_662) see now have no fear give them bella monica that is marian will make the laugh whispered toma turning his harp (utterance_663) one of that old frenchmen nodded to her and it seemed to help her very much for she began to sing before she thought and that was the hardest part of it (utterance_664) but tomah shook his curly head and answered soberly yes i took you there first for they love music and i are of our country but up among the great houses we shall not always do well (utterance_665) but she had made half a dollar for tomah divided the money fairly and she felt rich with her share (utterance_666) her hands were covered with chill gleams for she had no mittens but she had put them under her shawl and shuffled merrily away in her big boots feeling so glad that the week was over and nearly three dollars safe in her pocket (utterance_667) how gave the streets where that day (utterance_668) how brisk everyone was and how bright the faces looked as people trodden about with big baskets holly wreaths and young evergreens going to blossom into splendid christmas trees (utterance_669) but i can't so i'll fill the socks all full and be happy said tessa as she looked wistfully into the gay stores and saw the heavy baskets go by (utterance_670) who knows what may happen if we do well returned tommo adding wisely for he had planned as well as tessa and kept chuckling over it as he charged through the mud (utterance_671) we'll try one more street and then go home there are it so tired little one (utterance_672) at the fourth some people at them sing all their songs and gave nothing (utterance_673) tessa felt so grateful that without waiting for tommo she sang her sweetest little song all alone (utterance_674) alas mamma said rose and away she went into the dining room close by (utterance_675) as the door opened tessa saw what looked to her like a fairy feast all silver mugs and flowery plates and oranges and nuts and rosy wine and tall glass pitchers and smoking dishes that smelt so deliciously she could not restrain a little sniff of satisfaction (utterance_676) ah yes i shall come with much gladness and play as never in my life before cried tommo with a flourish of the old calf that made the children laugh (utterance_677) give these to your brother said the fairy prince stuffing nuts and oranges and to test his hands (utterance_678) ah so kind so very kind i have no way to say thank you but runs as shall be for you a heavenly angel and i will sing my heart out for your tree cried chessa folding the mittens as if she would say your prayer of thankfulness if she knew how (utterance_679) she got up early to see if the socks were all right and there she found the most astonishing sight (utterance_680) four socks instead of three and by the fourth pinned out quite elegantly was a little dress evidently meant for her a warm wallen dress all made and actually with bright buttons on it (utterance_681) tessa screamed and danced in her delight and up tumbled all the children to scream in dance with her making a regular carnaval on a small scale (utterance_682) in her long stocking she found all sorts of treasures for tommo had stuffed it full of queer things and his mother had made gingerbread into every imaginable shape from fat pigs to fall omnibuses (utterance_683) little ramsel was accepted with delight by the kind lady in her children and tessa learned the song quite easily (utterance_684) arose from the crowd of children gathered to the festival (utterance_685) before they went home the kind mamma told tessa she should be her friend and gave her mother lycas which warmed the child's heart and seemed to set a conceal upon that promise (utterance_686) the senator took his seat in the pulpit with the minister on one side of him and the superintendent of the sunday school on the other (utterance_687) so awed were they by the presence of a living united states senator that during three minutes not a spit ball was thrown (utterance_688) after that they began to come to themselves by degrees and presently the spell was wholly gone and they were reciting verses and polly hair (utterance_689) the usual sunday school exercises were hurried through and then the minister got up and board the house with a speech built on the customary sunday school plan then the superintendent put in his oar and then the champ dignitaries had there say (utterance_690) and i am some populous censure of my own country where the choicest children of the land have been selected and brought together as at a fair for a prize no (utterance_691) then where am i yes where am i (utterance_692) my soul is lost in wonder at the thought (utterance_693) earth has no higher no grander position for me (utterance_694) then what is it what did my consciousness reply (utterance_695) ah think of that now i could hardly keep the tears back i was so grateful (utterance_696) they could not give him a costly education but they were good and wise and they sent him to the sun a school he loved this in a school (utterance_697) i hope you love your sunday school i see by your faces that you do that is right (utterance_698) always love your teachers my children for they love you more than you can know now (utterance_699) and by and by the people made him governor and he said it was all owing to the sunday school (utterance_700) while the people gave him a towering illustrious position a grand imposing position (utterance_701) it was senator of the united states (utterance_702) that poor little boy that loved his sunday school became that man that man stands before you (utterance_703) above all things my children be honest (utterance_704) when senator dorri they departed from cataville he left three dozen boys behind him arranging a campaign of life whose objective point was the united states senate (utterance_705) never mind polly said jasper there's all next summer and after a winter and dressed in and all our hard work over music wouldn't be fine those had john round again and his eyes glistened (utterance_706) and you'll go on drawing and painting till you get to be a great artistry on polly enthusiastically and then we'll see something you've done in the louve maybe the lou cried adela oh dear me polly pepper (utterance_707) tom selwyn had been very sober during all this merry chatter and now in his seat across the narrow aisle he driven his heels impatiently on the floor (utterance_708) what's up little mother asked tom in surprise at her unusual manner it's just this time (utterance_709) when the news was circulated as it was pretty soon that the party was not to be broken into it all till paris was a completed story the juvelation was such as to satisfy even tom (utterance_710) oh isn't it oakes pews beans and barley grow cried polly as they watched them intently (utterance_711) and his long arm went out and picked a jack an end of an urchin who incautiously regarding such quiet travellers as not worth minding had hovered two nearer while trying to tease the girls (utterance_712) and presently a woman came and took little blue pinafore off and then the rest of the girls unclashed their hands and the ring melted away and the game was over (utterance_713) i'm glad the girls over here have fun said polly as grandpapa and his party moved off isn't it nice to think they do (utterance_714) two or three days of rest at martinie put every one in good shape and gave them all a bit of time to pick up on many little things that were behind him (utterance_715) that's my third letter polly announced jasper on the other side of the table now i'm going to begin on jolves (utterance_716) one too said polly counting why i thought i'd written three while this one is most finished jasper (utterance_717) dare said tom delighted to think that no terrible result had really ensued from his words that after they were out had scared him mightily (utterance_718) i'll posture us two polly give them here (utterance_719) then his face brightened and he said and she's right polly while polly fished up frank out of joe's little money bag that hung in her belt (utterance_720) do get the stamps please jasper and put them on and he took up her two letters and she gave the bag a little pat for joe's sake wishing it was his stubby black hair that her fingers could touch (utterance_721) i don't know where we are going to get nice weight paper for around robin said polly leaning her elbows on the table and her chin in her hands i know ejaculated tom whirling on his heel and dashing out (utterance_722) i want polly to said phronsie wriggling away from the pen that polly held out alluringly (utterance_723) phronsie who hadn't heard what polly said her small head being full of the responsibility of beginning the important letter and considering since it was to be done it was best to have it over with as soon as possible felt as scribbling the letters as fast as she could all them running down hill (utterance_724) it's all right grind daddy i'll like it he said (utterance_725) i tell you you don't know my grandaddy he's got lots of fun in him he added (utterance_726) i won't cry any more declared phronsie wiping off the last tear trailing down her nose (utterance_727) then i shall be all as well as ever said polly kissing the wet little face (utterance_728) we must put in little picture said polly trying to make herself cheery as the work went busily on (utterance_729) polly you always do think of the best things exclaimed jasper beaming at her which made her try harder than ever to smile (utterance_730) i wouldn't feel so badly polly he managed to whisper when phronsie was absorbed with an work he liked it probably just his father did the chinge red boy (utterance_731) he seems to accomplish something every time he goes observed jasper drily hello just look at him now (utterance_732) oh dear me exclaimed adela as her scissors slipped now you've jockled the table again then she caught polly's eye (utterance_733) rather not much obliged tom bob to think (utterance_734) picture after picture cut from railroad guide books illustrated papers and it seemed to jasper gathered as if by magic with cunning little photographs broke up the letter and wound in and out with funny and charming detail of some of their journey (utterance_735) the rest of his nice whispered jasper and i ventured to say that he'll like that the best of all (utterance_736) mister king thought so too and he beamed at phronsie so you did he cried now that's fine i wish you'd great meal letter some time (utterance_737) i don't know how to say good bye to you nellie told dorothy and men next morning (utterance_738) oh that will be splendid declared nan (utterance_739) you are quite rich now aren't you remarked dorothy (utterance_740) and dorothy went up and down the room like the pictures of cinderella's proud sisters (utterance_741) and we will be on hand thank you replied the joking dorothy (utterance_742) come nellie called missus mc glaucland i'm ready where's your hat (utterance_743) we might be able to manage that too nearly told him (utterance_744) my uncle is a fireman and he can take us through his ungent house (utterance_745) most of them i guess answered bert (utterance_746) while we have had a good vacation and i'm willing to go to work again (utterance_747) so am i declared nan vacation was just long enough i think (utterance_748) mister bobsey was done from the city of course to take the family home and now all hands even freddy and plassy were busy packing out (utterance_749) there were the shells to me looked after the fish nuts besides downy the duck and sneak the cat (utterance_750) and so our little friends had spent all the rakishian (utterance_751) captain bull the commander of a small garrison at sabrook permitted him to land but when the governor began to read his commission all ordered him to be silent (utterance_752) what has happened mister prince wadsworth asked for he could see that the man was greatly excited governor andrews was come again guessed mister prince why should that alarm us the fellow though given to boasting is not dangerous or allowable to point his threats into execution but he is grown dangerous declared mister prince the liberties of the colony are involved (utterance_753) captain watsworth became a little uneasy though he was still inclined to treat the matter lightly (utterance_754) we have stubbornly refused to yield our charge voluntarily for it is the guardian of our political brites (utterance_755) that is true captain wadsworth continued mister prince and to subdue our stubbornness this visorre has come to hartford with sixty earth men to demand the surrender of the charter in person (utterance_756) captain wadsworth bounded to his feet in a ridge and placing his hand on the hilt of his sword declared he shall not have it (utterance_757) the day was well my spent when he arrived and the members were engaged in a heated debate on a subject of the utmost importance (utterance_758) he consented however to await the discussion but as soon as it was ended he declared that he would have the charter (utterance_759) after that captain had taken two or three turns across the room he paused and asked (utterance_760) what is the assembly doing engaged in the day (utterance_761) and will he wait until it is ended he has promised to do so (utterance_762) mister prince swift's a meansed eyes on the captain's face and read their desperate determination captain he began (utterance_763) mister prince bowed and hastily returned to the house where the assembly was in session (utterance_764) as soon as he was gone charles stephen said (utterance_765) yes charles will answer what do you mean uncle (utterance_766) never did the baiters take greater interest in the minor subject (utterance_767) what do you intend doing uncle will you fight then (utterance_768) number the work must be done right at the time not too soon nor to read (utterance_769) the sun was setting and the captain said (utterance_770) come charles let us hasten to the assembly (utterance_771) by no means but i want you to be fully impressed with the seriousness of your mission (utterance_772) take your place charles and be prepared to do your part whispered captain wolve's worth (utterance_773) charles god is close to the long table used by the secretary's is possible without attracting special attention (utterance_774) the discussion went on darkness came and forelighted candles repletes on the table in two set on herself on the wall (utterance_775) those two candles on the wall were agreed annoyance to charles until he saw a man station near them (utterance_776) though the lights were extinguished through the window the faint starlight dimly illuminated the scene (utterance_777) he followed him as rapidly as he could (utterance_778) the youth was close behind him and when they were outside seized his arm (utterance_779) boys have i care how you approached me (utterance_780) the soldiers began the crowd about the house when at a signal from captain wadsworth the trained bands came on the scene and prepared to grapple with the soldiers (utterance_781) where is the china (utterance_782) you have your soldiers at the door and we have the trained bands we cannot get ready to defend us against violence (utterance_783) who of you has the turner (utterance_784) it was the boy cries in reech governor (utterance_785) every member of the assembly shook their heads (utterance_786) we do not know him he does not living to netigate where does he live (utterance_787) little did the captain or his youthful assistant dream that their simple act would make the old tree historic (utterance_788) the tree in which the document was hiding was ever afterwards known as to charter oak (utterance_789) it remained the gris bearing fruit every year until a little after midnight august eighteen fifty six when it was prostrated by a heavy storm of wind (utterance_790) when the order from the sieger of the chartiffs was first made known the assembly of royal emsen almost loyal adjects to the king's saying (utterance_791) he formerly resolved the assembly broke the seal of the colony which bore the figure of an anchor and the word hope and mended five in the inhabitants into his legislative council and assumed the function of governor but he did not take away the parchment on which the churner was written (utterance_792) from that time until the four senian of the colonies from mutual defense at the birth thing out of the french in indian war the inhabitants of rote island bore their share in the defense of efforts especially when the hostile savages hung along their frontiers into new york like an ill omened cloud (utterance_793) the history of that commonwealth is a deterfied with that of all new england from the beginning of king william's war soon after to the expulsion of andrews (utterance_794) a beautiful day had grown out of the dreadful storm (utterance_795) and everybody was so happy (utterance_796) the naptin the vessel that had struck on the sandpire was now safely anchored near shore and the sailors came in and out in row boats back and forth to land just as they wished (utterance_797) then we had to go back to work at the logs went on the captain and then one of our crew took a fever (utterance_798) that was what the leaders so (utterance_799) finally we had every wall glowed on the schooner and we started off (utterance_800) we camped it on getting home last week when this last storm struck us and drove us out of our course (utterance_801) about the value asked mister bobsey who was down from the city (utterance_802) the value repeated the captain's side so that the strangers might not hear (utterance_803) while i am a rich man now and so is my mate mc glaucland for that what was contracted for by the largest and richest piano home in this country and now it is all but delivered to them and the money in our hands (utterance_804) yes indeed it would have taken us a lifetime to king late as much money as we have earned in the sheer (utterance_805) maybe aunt emily will take you down to the city on her shopping tour suggested nan (utterance_806) he made the clerks and moved all the trucks from the aisles and i guessed everybody was glad the army fell down (utterance_807) the wonderful fresh air that these men lived in night and day had brightened their eyes too so that even the plainest feast and the most awkward man among them was as nimble as an athlete from his perfect exercise (utterance_808) called bert who had heard his uncle getting ready to run down to the water sedge (utterance_809) it's a schooner said mister bingham to mister minton and she is a very heavy cargo (utterance_810) to this cord was fastened a heavy roper cable (utterance_811) what's that board for asked bert as he saw aboard following the keyloal (utterance_812) thence the direction said how (utterance_813) they are printed in a number of languages and they tell the crew to carry the end of the keybow high up to the mast and fasten it strongly there (utterance_814) oh i see said bert the line will stretch then and the breeches bully will go out on a poly (utterance_815) it was clear day now and much of the wicked storm had passed (utterance_816) with the daylight came girls and went into the beach (utterance_817) missus bobsy missus minton nellie and her mother besides dorothy and nan were all there flasie and freddy being obliged to stay home with dinan's susan (utterance_818) of course the girls asked all sorts of questions and burton how tried to answer them as best they could (utterance_819) it seemed a long time before any movement of the table showed that the boy was returning (utterance_820) nearer and nearer it came until now a man's head could be seen (utterance_821) the girls and woman were too frightened to talk and nellie clung close to her mother (utterance_822) a big roller dashing in finished the work for the lifegirds and a man in the courtyard banded upon shore (utterance_823) everybody gathered around and nellie with a strange face and a stranger hope broke through the crowd to see the rescued man (utterance_824) oh it is my father she screamed falling right into the arms of the drenched man (utterance_825) but the half drowned man rubbed his eyes as if he could not believe them then the next minute he pressed his little daughter to his heart unable to speak a word (utterance_826) and his george bring him out there anxiously asked the brother (utterance_827) safe and well came the welcome answer (utterance_828) i guess our prayers were heard last night (utterance_829) here come another man exclaimed the people as this time a big man dashed on the sands (utterance_830) while i declare we did the land on a friendly shore (utterance_831) just as mister bingham said the life saving work turned out to be a social affair for there was a great time greeting nelly's father and house uncle (utterance_832) and how on his father too put in the end (utterance_833) what a morning that was at sunset beach (utterance_834) i'm so gladly prayed said little flassey to freddy when she heard the good news (utterance_835) pray captain cries i as i was going down into his cabin it's a man never overtaken by death in this passage (utterance_836) why there's not i for a man to be sick in it replied he what a cursed lyre for i am sick as a horse quoth i already what a brain upside down haye day (utterance_837) sick sick (utterance_838) sick sick (utterance_839) when shall we get to land (utterance_840) the wind chopped about (utterance_841) is death then i shall meet him full in the face (utterance_842) captain quoth she for heaven's sake let us get ashore (utterance_843) was not in marketers who loved ten times more than i can clerk of abdira (utterance_844) nay if you don't believe me you may read the chapter for your pains (utterance_845) i see shawls of them depart not perhaps zoozard and a naid longing too to grate the island along with his happy snobs (utterance_846) farewell dear friends i say you let her know that the individual who regards you from the beach is your friend and history ocrypher and crozir (utterance_847) i went to day to see our excellent friend's noakes on board the queen of the french many scores of snops was there on the deck of that fine ship marching force in their pride and bravery (utterance_848) they will be at ostint in four hours they will enundate the continent next week they will carry into far lands the famous image of the british snob (utterance_849) i have seen snobs in pink coats and tunting boots scouring over the compania of rome and have heard of their roads and their well known slang and the galleries of the badrakin and under the shadowy arches of the colosseum (utterance_850) my lady marchioness comes on board looks round with that happy air of mingled terror and impertinence which distinguishes her ladyship and rushes to her carriage for it is impossible that she should mingle with the other snobs on deck (utterance_851) there she sits and will be ill improved (utterance_852) the storber reliefs on her chariot panels are in great on her ladyship's heart (utterance_853) and david is utebastake the pistol case into his cabin (utterance_854) look at honest nace in hampstick and his lady and their little sum (utterance_855) what a noble air of blazing contentment illuminates the features of those snops of eastern rays (utterance_856) wanted to let hounds did she says (utterance_857) he will never spare himself any cheap enjoyment (utterance_858) i have said before i like to look at the peoples on their gallaw days there's so picturesquely and outrageously splendid and happy (utterance_859) younger comes captain bull speak and span span tied and trim but travels for four or six months every year of his life who does not commit himself by luxury of raymond or rensolence of demeanour but i think it is as great as snob as any man on board (utterance_860) bob passes a season in london sponging for dinners and sleeping in a garret near his club (utterance_861) see he is up to old carbas already i told you he would (utterance_862) that broad shouldered book with a great whiskers and the clean white kid gloves is mister felumclanty of paul dudy's town he caused himself mister edulton see he endeavours to disguise his native broke with the richest superposition of english and if he played at billiards or a cart with him did chances are that he were when the first game (utterance_863) the next person is with the talk (utterance_864) by a gross instance of snubbishness happens i should not the indignant journalist cause the public attention to that delinquency too (utterance_865) how for instance could set wonderful cage of the earl of mangle for et cetera at his prosser be examined in the snobbish point of view (utterance_866) all really quie is that a man should be recommended to us by the earl of manor roossesher (utterance_867) oh you pride of all snobland (utterance_868) a crawling truckling self confessed lackeys and parasites (utterance_869) it was her slobbish sentiment but miss let her and made her vanities a prey to this windling fortune teller (utterance_870) how do you count for the prodigious beneath a land's exercise to was the intersinging french lady (utterance_871) the honest boarding housekeeper read her feet at once (utterance_872) good honour simple lord loving children of snobland (utterance_873) finally there was a case of de right honorable mister vernon at york (utterance_874) the right honorable was a sum of nobleman and practised on an old lady (utterance_875) then he cast his nets over a family of father mother and daughters one of whom he proposed to marry (utterance_876) one day the trait of bread with a teapot and a basket full of cold thick chers (utterance_877) it was a right honorable which bade it the hook which gorged all these greedy simple snobs (utterance_878) what they have been taken in by commoner (utterance_879) alas and elaires what mortal man that speaks the truth can help for such a landlady (utterance_880) and yet all these instances of fond and treacherous snobbishness have occurred and the same week's paper was here knows how many school more (utterance_881) we are three sisters seventeen to twenty two (utterance_882) we are just the same to persons who was handled with any must deserves without it (utterance_883) if you do i cannot help it but i am of a sanguine disposition and entertain a lingering hope (utterance_884) excuse this girl but i always write had long (utterance_885) we never write a perfumed caver in short i can't help thinking that a few years we would not think his snops (utterance_886) i shall have a black craip round my white hat and my usual barboo came with sir richly gilt knob (utterance_887) i am sorry there will be no time to get up moustaches between now and next week (utterance_888) from seventeen to two and twenty good gods what ages (utterance_889) dear young creatures i can see you all three (utterance_890) seventeen sius me as near as my own time of life but might i don't say two and twenty stort (utterance_891) no no and that fritty rogue is demure meadow one (utterance_892) he's peas their silly little fluttering heart (utterance_893) you snobsty young ladies (utterance_894) i will pull any man's nose he says so (utterance_895) there is no harm a being of a good family (utterance_896) you can't tell but poor it is what's in the name (utterance_897) that very confident savice of arrogance and to be arrogant is to be a snob (utterance_898) but aren't there no cunning natures no tender hearts no source humble simple and truth loving (utterance_899) ponderwell on this question's wage own ladies (utterance_900) interest however still runs on in both cases superior to care or accidental payment of it just serving to keep the memory of the affair of relief till at length in some evil hour pop comes creditor upon each and by demanding principle upon each and by demanding principle upon each (utterance_901) as reader for i hate your riffs has a thorough knowledge of human nature i need not say more to satisfy him that my hero could not go on at this rate without some slight experience of these incident on mementoes (utterance_902) to speak the truth he had wontily involved himself in a multitude of small book debts of this damp which notwithstanding eugenius's frequent advice he too much disregarded thinking that as not one of them was contracted through any malignancy (utterance_903) udianus would never admit this and would often tell him that to one day aroser he would certainly be reckoned to wish and he would often add in an accent of sorrowful apprehension to the uttermost bite (utterance_904) what inclined eugenius to the same opinion was as follows (utterance_905) yorik followed hughinis was his eyes to the door his own close to them and her lover opened them more (utterance_906) alas poyoric (utterance_907) nevertheless in general appearance the harier and the foxhounded very much alike the one obvious distinction being that of sighs (utterance_908) if you want to hunt your harriers on foot sixteen inches is quite big enough almost too big to run with but if you are riding into them twenty inches as a useful height or even nineteen inches (utterance_909) it is useless to lay down any hard and fast rule as to color it is so much a matter of individual taste (utterance_910) thought poppies are usually sent out to walk and may easily be procured to the captain reared until they are old enough to be entered to their work (utterance_911) he is of course finer but with the length of neck so perfect in the bigger hound little shoulders of the same pattern and the typical quarters and second pies (utterance_912) and when he is fairly on a line of course he sticks to it as the saying is like a beago (utterance_913) it is quite possible therefore that the beagle was crossed with the welsh southern or otter hound to get more size and power as there certainly was a welsh rough coated beel of good eighteen inches and an almost attenical contemporary that was called the essex beago (utterance_914) that a great many of the true order were bred became very manifest as soon as the harier embigal association was formed and more particularly when a section of the peterborough hound show was reserved for them (utterance_915) then i seemed to spring from every part of the country (utterance_916) one hears now of the chastan the house did place very noted indeed the halting the lee park the stop place the edinburgh the serbatun the trinity foot the wood dale misses yu wyerds missus turners (utterance_917) hydes brown dark caisel horp hazel not deep set nor bolgy and with a mild expression (utterance_918) erts long set on low fine in texture and hanging in a graceful fold close to the cheek (utterance_919) neck moderately long slightly arched the throat showing some duglat (utterance_920) shoulders clean and slightly sloping (utterance_921) foreligs plight straight while under the dog of good substance and round in the bone (utterance_922) feet round well nuckled up and strongly patted (utterance_923) coat smooth variety smooth very dance and not too fine or short (utterance_924) height not exceeding sixteen inches (utterance_925) all things which follow from the absolute nature of any attribute of god must always exist and be infinite or in other words are each colonel and infinite through this said attribute (utterance_926) proof conceive if it be possible supposing the proposition to be denied that something in some attribute of god can follow from the absolute attribute of god expressed any attributes thought (utterance_927) in its nature infinite (utterance_928) must necessarily exist (utterance_929) we have now granted therefore thought not constituting the idea of god and accordingly the idea of god does not naturally follow from its nature in so far as it is conceived as constituting the idea of god which is against our hypothesis (utterance_930) and beyond the limits of the duration of the idea of god supposing the latter at some time not to be going to exist thought would perforce have existed without the idea of god which is contrary flowed there from (utterance_931) bearing mind that the same proposition may be affirmed of anything which in any attribute necessarily follows from god's absolute nature (utterance_932) coralary hence it follows that god is not only the cause of things coming into existence but also of their continuing in existence that is inschalastic phraseology god is cause of the being of things as sindy raum (utterance_933) coralary individual things are nothing but modifications of the attributes of god or modes by which the attributes of god are expressed in a fixed and definite manner (utterance_934) such a corps such a time you never did see (utterance_935) i was wishing somebody would give the conversation a start we in indiannie made a break (utterance_936) this ain't no great stock country says he to the old gentleman with the cane (utterance_937) no sir says the old gentleman (utterance_938) there's very little grazing here and the range is pretty much wore out (utterance_939) the young lady smiled through vale and the old lady snapped her eyes and looked sideways at the speaker (utterance_940) i'm wanted out to orleans to see if i can't get a contract out of uncle sam to feed the boys what's been licking them in frertle mexkins so bad (utterance_941) i've read some accounts of the battle says the old gentleman that didn't give a very flattering account of the conduct of some of our troops (utterance_942) the old preacher listened to him with evident signs of displacer twisting and groaning till he couldn't stand it no longer (utterance_943) he showed his mouth right in the middle of what he was saying and looked at the preacher while his face got his red as fire (utterance_944) swearing says the old preacher is a terrible bad practice and there ain't no use in it no how (utterance_945) oats but in the annie kept shady he appeared to be cowed down (utterance_946) the old gentleman with the cane took a part in the conversation and the hoozer listened without ever open in his head (utterance_947) he was at sauda mangamoro and seeing the place wore lots wife fell ah (utterance_948) yes says the preacher he went to the very spot and was the remarkableest thing of all he seeing the pillar of salt what she was turned into (utterance_949) yes sir he's seen the salts stand in thear to this day (utterance_950) what says the hoozer real genoine good salt (utterance_951) yes sir a pillar of salt just as it was when that wicked woman was punished for her deiz obedience (utterance_952) right out in the open air he asked (utterance_953) we had then but little of that minute and accurate knowledge of the interior of the continent which was requisite for a determination of the problem (utterance_954) several different parties were therefore organized to examine the various routes supposed to be practicable with in the northern and southern limits of the united states (utterance_955) the only discrimination made was in the more prompt and thorough equintment of the parties for the extreme northern line and this was only because that was supposed to be the most difficult of execution of all the surveys (utterance_956) inquiries were made with regard to gunpowder which subsequently led to the use of a coarser grain for artillery (utterance_957) the officers of these regiments were chosen partly by selection from those already in service in the regular army and partly by appointment from civil law (utterance_958) under instructions from the president the least was therefore revised and modified in accordance with this new element of geographical distribution (utterance_959) after some further discussion of the question the visitors withdrew dissatisfied with the result of the interview (utterance_960) the quartermaster general on hearing of this conversation hastened to inform me that it was all in the stake and the appointy to the office had been confounded with his father who was a well known wig but that he the son was a democrat (utterance_961) i assured the general that this was altogether immaterial adding that it was a very pretty quarrel as it stood and that i had no desire to effect a settlement of it or in any inferior issue (utterance_962) the social attieu tour smoking a already victorian days and for some time later was curious (utterance_963) now missus croupe you says i feel it in this smoky humor and shall probably blaze away all night (utterance_964) but seed where you are if you please in case i want you (utterance_965) the dwarf's place however were capitally (utterance_966) but a cruel and brass were now the society (utterance_967) there was two plenty of fact the vaponis and the houses of tobacco (utterance_968) one of the most distinguished was the great duke of wellington who abominable and smoking and was annoyed by the increase of cigar smoking a mile preserved the army (utterance_969) the ladies had a kinson for the abominable de wuer of tobacco and it distrusted the man who smoked (utterance_970) here is feastputos or factories coming on it for this they smoking that it should be conceded or crime (utterance_971) i believe in my heart the women a jealous of it as the upper wivel (utterance_972) i will lay again into the many ladies who has just been kind enough to reach the abolv lines lays down the book after this confession of mine that i must smoke her and the face oh the vulgar wretch and the passer sounds with something else (utterance_973) germany has been puffing for threesque wayrs for us moaks to a man (utterance_974) shaw look at his progress (utterance_975) thus the audur of the back was not brought into the drawing room (utterance_976) the journalists and the body means who met at the coders wore about or below the thick pace of fashion and the smoking was always the feature of their gatherers (utterance_977) both queen victoria and the prince counselled the test of it so papal was to boulia river the fourth horse (utterance_978) at that very time i tell in the morning of the second of september napoleon was standing among his troops on the precloany hugh looking at the panaralomers brought out before him (utterance_979) the brightened itself the morning was magical (utterance_980) but my clanisses always ready to descend upon the vanquished (utterance_981) yet here she is lying on my feet with her golden domes and a crosses singleating in a twinkle leaned the sun shine (utterance_982) but i shall spare her (utterance_983) from the height out of the family yes there is the family yes i will give them just allows i will teach them the meaning of true civilization i will make generations so polyars remember their conqueror with law (utterance_984) i will tell that that invitation that i denount and to now as i wore that i foreweighed the war only against the false policy of their court that i love in the respect of a zender and that a master call i look sabturnsal peace with you of myself and of my people (utterance_985) i do not wish to udilize the fortunes of war to humiliate in honor to monarch (utterance_986) you have to be told all the same so some gentlemen of this wit but gentlemen (utterance_987) a single report out of the sinking only gone afalod and the troughs who were a raddis spread out on the forenesaysay south mosquet mobing to bessid he threw mer cauloo and dargama love gase (utterance_988) his major domo came in a second time to say that the frenchman who had brought the letter from the countess was very anxious to see him if only four minutes and thus some one from bezitiev's widow had a cow to ask pierre to take charge of her husband's book as she herself was slaving for the country (utterance_989) there was no way in the passage (utterance_990) the hall pooler was standing at the front door (utterance_991) from the landing where peers too there was a second the staircase linen to the back entrance (utterance_992) he went down the staircase and out into the yard no one has seen him (utterance_993) when he feared that he was being a look at that he behaved like a house torch which highly as had in the bushy under now to be seen he hung his head and quickening his face when down the street (utterance_994) he hired the first a cap he met and told the driver to go to the patriac's pounce where the wiggle bathed deef's house was (utterance_995) this was the authentic scowl axe with bathed tib snows and squanations (utterance_996) he had set the eye but thus did writing table and having laid the manuscript before him open the mouth closed them finally pushed them away and arresting his head on his hand sank into medication (utterance_997) macarahaxavos came twice that evening shuffling along a sklosh as far as the door and stopped and the looped and greciated the other pier (utterance_998) the outfitzers will bow to take leave but the prince andrew apparently relaxed until he left along with his friend asked them to stay and have tea (utterance_999) these were growthing and the soul was the tea (utterance_1000) the elvasirscase was surprised at a pierced huge stout figure and a listen to his talk of massico and the position of aberarmi one which he had a burden (utterance_1001) so you understand the whole position of our troops (utterance_1002) now being a military man the canon stay up understood the fooly for they understand the general precision (utterance_1003) well then you know more than any one else be it hoit my said chris and you (utterance_1004) and tell me your opinion of that late victually (utterance_1005) pure look that to malchin with the callisendinate into rock tame smile with which everybody involuntarily rejoiced that officer (utterance_1006) monsieur lighter guesses his serenity has been appointed your excellency sat in walking timically and continually turning to glass at his colonel (utterance_1007) why so ask the peer (utterance_1008) the nile was as forbaded (utterance_1009) i small ask too he chose the correctily that of a french might out flancas as they had a large forces (utterance_1010) he owed it us to retreat and all our efforts and allows us wind for nothing (utterance_1011) so we they asked me with barkily (utterance_1012) well rossham was well the floriner could starve her and the beers glad in the minister but as soon as she is in danger she needs one of her own king (utterance_1013) and they say his a skilful commander rejoin the peer (utterance_1014) i don't understand what is meant by a skilful commander replied prince andrew ironically (utterance_1015) a sculiful commander replied the peer (utterance_1016) pure log at the hemirs of fries (utterance_1017) and yet they say that the war is like a game of chests he remarked (utterance_1018) the relative strength of bodies of troop can never be known to any one (utterance_1019) success never depends a never will depend on position where equivalent were even their nembers and the least of all on position but on what then (utterance_1020) i'm the filling that is in me and eh him em point to the toting malican and he is sozer (utterance_1021) the battle is won by those who firmly resolved to ween it (utterance_1022) why did we lose the badger and a houseballer's (utterance_1023) we forelast so light us one and we run (utterance_1024) the to morrow was shenesayed (utterance_1025) but i wouldn't wait us to morrow (utterance_1026) the fact is that of those men with whole you have freed them around the position not only to now help matters but a hinder (utterance_1027) vast the truth the real truth said malcolm (utterance_1028) is now the day for that they say (utterance_1029) oh were selling the elfrazorous rules (utterance_1030) yes yes answered the prince andrew absently (utterance_1031) the french has destroyed my home and are only worth of destroying massacre they have outraged and our outraged me every moment there are my enemies (utterance_1032) in my olfinia there i'll criminals (utterance_1033) and so thinks to malkey and the whole army (utterance_1034) since they are my foes they can help me my friends wherever may have been said at a closet (utterance_1035) yes yes mothered pierre looking with shining eyes at the creased andrew (utterance_1036) the talk to us of the rules of war of chivalry a flax of tooths of mercy to the unfortunate and so long it's all rubbish (utterance_1037) the plunder of their people's houses usual falsclaver money and a worst elfal they kill my children and my father and then talk of ruseau and magnimity to foes (utterance_1038) take no freesoners by the kil and bikiu (utterance_1039) prince andrew who had felt it was all the same to him whether another massacre was taken as malevince had been was suddenly checked the his speech by an inspected a rambiest throat (utterance_1040) he paced up and down a few times in silence but his eyes gleetered vigorously and his sleeves quivered as to begin speaking (utterance_1041) the wind there was a roar like this one it would be war (utterance_1042) what is needed for success in warfare (utterance_1043) on each by now follow this it is the highest cloth respected by every one (utterance_1044) hodas got about lok of them and heard them (utterance_1045) i see that i have began to understand too much (utterance_1046) and it doesn't do for men to taste of the tree of knowledge of good and evil ah well it is now four long he added (utterance_1047) however your sleepy and this time for me to sleep (utterance_1048) go back to gorki said the prince andrew suddenly (utterance_1049) go go before that one must have a wise sleepot we can't prince andrew (utterance_1050) no he does not want it pure concloded (utterance_1051) and i know that this is our last meeting (utterance_1052) one picture succeeded another instant imagination (utterance_1053) and one of them he dwelt long and assuredfully (utterance_1054) his characters get drunk or good mad with jealousy or foreign epolictic fits or ray hysterically (utterance_1055) if tausterski had had less vision he would have been schinberg (utterance_1056) like them he is an everlasting torture (utterance_1057) sir him at the last of cruelty at last a destruction for destruction's sake is the most conspicuous of the deadly sins in dosteresk is men and women (utterance_1058) he may not be a cruel author (utterance_1059) but they are never in balance they are always in demoniacal conflict (utterance_1060) even the lost is never a hardly ever the lust of a more or less sane man (utterance_1061) daustezki could not have described the scene of nekhludoff in resurrection (utterance_1062) this is a mad house cries so one in the idios (utterance_1063) on result of this is a multiplicity of action (utterance_1064) even the talk is all of actions more than of ideas (utterance_1065) he saw his violent deeds not with the hand but with a suck (utterance_1066) but one had noticed during this last two days that the other was wearing a silver watch on a yellow bed chain but he seems not to have seen on him before (utterance_1067) he took a knife and when his friend had turned away he approached him cautiously from behind took aim turned his eyes heavenwards crossed himself and praying fervently god forgive me for christ's sake (utterance_1068) he never paints every man he always projects dausterewski or a knightmarried ostevsky (utterance_1069) that is why a crime in punishment belongs to a lower range of fiction than any carennan or fathers and sons (utterance_1070) we sympathise indeed with the fears the bravado the despair that succeeded the crime (utterance_1071) he is a grotesque made alive by sheer imaginative intensity and passion (utterance_1072) one does not grudge in art as the abnormal character or two (utterance_1073) he invented vicious grotesque grotesque as dickens advanced comic greatest (utterance_1074) was very fond of hanging cuts and burying them with great ceremony (utterance_1075) as for the caramazo of themselves he betrays the old father and the eldest of his sons hating each other and fighting like brutumaniacs (utterance_1076) serve him right shouted to me true breathlessly (utterance_1077) if i haven't killed him i'll come again and kill him (utterance_1078) it is easy to see why dost eresky has become a popular author (utterance_1079) no melodramatist ever poured out incident upon the stage from such a horn of plenty (utterance_1080) thus there speaks always ready to show the more than at once (utterance_1081) on two opposite pages of the idiot one finds the following characters brought in by name general a parchin prince s at a later ivanovna lizavita procofiedna yatganipolitz and jovlna (utterance_1082) but the secret of dostiersky's appeal is something more than the multitude in thrill of his incidents and characters (utterance_1083) mister murray bored their faces of difficulty and attempts to definition (utterance_1084) to him thus ersky's work is the record of a great mind seeking for a way of life it is more than a record of a struggle it is to struggle itself (utterance_1085) and those voices take shape in certain unfregetable fragments of dialogue that have been spoken by one spirit to another in some ugly mean turban certain surrounding darkness (utterance_1086) ultimately they are the creations not of a man who desired to be but of a spirit which sought to know (utterance_1087) because they are possessed they are no longer men and women (utterance_1088) this is all in a measure true (utterance_1089) to say this is not to deny the spirit a content of dusterest is work the anguish of the imprisoned soul is a battle's without an annile and despair (utterance_1090) there is into stelliersky a suggestion of cowerban trying to discover some better gord than to tables (utterance_1091) the ultimate attitude of duster eewski is as christian as the apostle peters lord aberlaide help thou might unbelief (utterance_1092) and beyond the dark night of suffering and dissipating the night thus dersky still seize the light of christian compassion (utterance_1093) or even by the compassion of others but prince mishkin in the idiot (utterance_1094) his work like his face bears the mark of this terrible conflict (utterance_1095) the novels of the perfect image of the man (utterance_1096) thus to the man himself the vicomte de roguel described him as he saw him in the last years of his life (utterance_1097) when he became excited on a certain point one could have sworn that one had seen him before seated her a bench in a police court awaiting trial or among bagablans he passed their time begging before the prison doors (utterance_1098) at all other times he carried that look of sad and gentle meekness seen on the images of old sevonic saints (utterance_1099) thus supported of the man one seized behind ostevsky's nose the portrait one might almost have inferred from the nobles (utterance_1100) it is a figure that at once fascinates and repells (utterance_1101) he is not by temperament as singer (utterance_1102) his music is a still small voice unavenly marched against his consciousness of midnight and storm (utterance_1103) truth to tell mister hardy is neither sufficiently articulate nor sufficiently fastidious to be a great poet (utterance_1104) he does not express life easily in beautiful words or in images (utterance_1105) thus he writes in i found her out there of one who (utterance_1106) there could not be an ugly and more presaic its adjuration than its contained in the earage in the last mile (utterance_1107) and prose in truth in the choice of words as well as in images (utterance_1108) take for example the usent of where domicile in the passage in the same palm about (utterance_1109) but where the strangers sought their catering care veiled smiles bespoke their thoughts of what we were (utterance_1110) catering care is an appalling phrase (utterance_1111) is a line of glo poetry (utterance_1112) you did not come and marching time drew on and wore me none yet lost the loss of your dear presence there then that i thus found rocking in your make that higher compassion which can overbear reluctance for pure loving kindness sake grieved i when as the hobara stroked its song you did not come (utterance_1113) there are hints of the grand style of liric poetry in these lines but frasers luck in your make and as the hope hour strove its song a discourse that bring it tumbling to the levels of victorian commonplace (utterance_1114) he has a temperament sensited beyond that of all but a furious and writers to the pain and passion of human beings (utterance_1115) one could remember paul after paul of his with a theme that might easily have served for mister hardy too late christina the lost mistress the last ride together the statue in the breast to name a few (utterance_1116) but what a sense of try up there is in brownies tragedies (utterance_1117) his world is a place of opulence not of poverty (utterance_1118) to have loved even for an hour is with browning to live forever after in the inheritance of a mighty achievement (utterance_1119) to have loved for an hour is in mister hardy's imagination to have deepened the sadness even more than the beauty of one's memories (utterance_1120) for then i undistrest but hearts growing cold to me could only wait my endless rest with their quernimity (utterance_1121) but time to make me grieve part steals let's part a bride and shakes this fragile frame at eve with throbbings of noontide (utterance_1122) and despair is by no means triumphant in what is perhaps the most attractive of all mister hardy's poems the oxen (utterance_1123) you pictured the meek mild creatures where they dwelt in their story pen nor did it occur to one of us there to doubt they were kneeling then (utterance_1124) the murder faith however or rather of delight in the memory of faith is not mister hardy's prevailing mood (utterance_1125) he can enter upon a wall without a runical doubts as we see in the song men he march away (utterance_1126) how long he cries in a palm written some years ago (utterance_1127) when shall the sana softer poilaties where every dream have sway in each proud land and patriotism growing godlike scorn to stand one slave to realms but circle earth and seas (utterance_1128) but perhaps his characteristic attitude to war is to be found not in lines like these but in that melancholy poem the souls of the slain in which the souls of the dead soldiers return to their country and question as senior solf lanes to how their friends and relatives have kept their doubty deeds in remembrance (utterance_1129) and general held out her sweethearts swollen oil as doves (utterance_1130) so fickle and fleet hearts have found them new loves (utterance_1131) and i wives quoth another resoundedly do they are now deeds (utterance_1132) mister haughty has too bitter a sense of reality to believe much in the glory of war (utterance_1133) the railroad to mister haughty is the world of ancient human things in which war has come to be hideous irrelevance (utterance_1134) it may be thought on the other hand that mister hardy's palms about war a no more expressive of tragic fretility than his poems about love (utterance_1135) futility and frostration are ever recurring themes in both (utterance_1136) his lovers lucky soldiers wrote in the grave defeated of their glory (utterance_1137) love was always severed both in life and in death (utterance_1138) in beyond the last lamp we had the same one for cry over servants (utterance_1139) no shade of pinnacle or tree or tower while earth and jaws will fall on my mount and within the hour still unto yours one robin never haunt our two green covered jewels (utterance_1140) there bring us face to face with an experienced intenser than our own (utterance_1141) nothing of tidious worth have i wrought pondered plind no one thing asking blame or praise since the pale corpse like birth of this stern or unit bearing blanks in all its rays dullest of dull hugh days (utterance_1142) in one corner of the little room kenneth forbes squatted upon a bench with an empty pine box head carelessly in his lap (utterance_1143) while the young king worked the boy was busy with his pencils but neither had spoken for it pleased a half hour (utterance_1144) then driving slowly up the head toward abroad his troubles once more assailed him and he wondered if there was not some sport upon the broad earth to which he could fly for retirement until the girls had left almost for good (utterance_1145) norah shied and he looked up to discover that he had nearly run down a pedestrian a stout little man with a bundle under his arm who held up one hand as it were resting (utterance_1146) let you want to hold asked the boy (utterance_1147) let us the same jane as ever he responded with a shake of his gluzzled head (utterance_1148) do you know i saw a hoar she performed and i'd be glad to see her again yet i wish you'd got money (utterance_1149) aunt jane's rich aunt jeer (utterance_1150) echoed the man quickly what do you mean that (utterance_1151) don't my girls i drink it (utterance_1152) another long pause then the boy suddenly turned questioning (utterance_1153) you know un miss merick sir (utterance_1154) i used to when we were worth younger (utterance_1155) ganet stopped short and the man stopped and the little man with the wings of his smile at the boy's astonishment was a stop (utterance_1156) john meddock let me (utterance_1157) you was a tin smet (utterance_1158) they kept track of her because she suddenly became rich and a great lady and that was a surprising thing to have before meric (utterance_1159) thank you lad returned the man gratefully i thought a little exercise would do me good but this three miles had seemed like thirty to me (utterance_1160) i will said the man (utterance_1161) the boy turned the war but in a moment hoisted again (utterance_1162) his interest in miss jane's brother john was extraordinary (utterance_1163) it is little danger in this quarte lampia so i may as well have been friends with the poor child (utterance_1164) ah why don't (utterance_1165) but hesitated (utterance_1166) the letter asked he need to visit her was the first i had ever received from her (utterance_1167) but since she asked me to visit her which judged she had softened and might wish to become fensie and so i accepted the invitation (utterance_1168) surely two girls would have a better time in this lonely old place that boy could have alone (utterance_1169) oh yes she has corrected louise (utterance_1170) you mean that treasured oil yes (utterance_1171) let me make conclude she left out of the arrangement said bet come (utterance_1172) you fight for your own chance and fight my behod (utterance_1173) why my dear cousin i don't want aunt jane's money (utterance_1174) my mother and i are amply provided for and i am only here to find dress for my social duties and to get acquainted with my dead father's sister that is all (utterance_1175) my father teaches music and mother's cause and continually for not being able to earn enough money to keep out of bed (utterance_1176) we've never seen us send of her money although father has tried at times to borrow enough to help him out with difficulties (utterance_1177) i used to kiss her when she asked me to and it said that she ever oiled her my back (utterance_1178) for my part i am fond of every one and it delights me to fasten on invalids and assist them (utterance_1179) you say you like to catherine willid and i don't (utterance_1180) you're trying to make me think you don't want an elkas with your eyes anxious to get it as i are (utterance_1181) they call me beth suddenly (utterance_1182) i couldn't deserve in this out of the way corner of the world you know (utterance_1183) but suppose he leaves it to you persisted bet (utterance_1184) louise seemed to hesitate (utterance_1185) it's a magnificent estate said beth looking at her cousin thoughtfully (utterance_1186) now shall we be friend she asked lightly (utterance_1187) for we shall want to do my dear (utterance_1188) such a girl said it had never been her privilege to have before and when her suspicions were forgotten she became fairly responsible and bright and wonderfully (utterance_1189) silas she said rennie entered what do you think of my nieces (utterance_1190) they had thirty charming girls he answered although the other in age when few girls short took advantage (utterance_1191) why does you not invite kennes to the nunsium the boy (utterance_1192) he is constantly saying the degree of our things (utterance_1193) very well said the lawyer quietly which of my nieces do you prefer (utterance_1194) ask your ladies after a pause i cannot say on so short an acquaintance he answered with gravity which do you prefer jane (utterance_1195) they are equally unsatisfactory she answered (utterance_1196) i cannot imagine enhas belonging to either siders (utterance_1197) i must see that allenese the one who defies me and refuses to answer my second neta (utterance_1198) there would be a dozen airs to fight for my money and dear royal house would be sought to strangers she resumed with bitterness (utterance_1199) they are but lukewarm lovers who can content themselves with a dialogue carried on at boucher's distance (utterance_1200) if there be an elysima not it is this (utterance_1201) his own daughter his only daughter of the best blood of southern aristocracy beautiful accomplished everything to secure him as splendid alliance holding nightly assignation with a horse hunter (utterance_1202) he could well concede so much to her caprice since her staying at home could be no disadvantage to the cause that had prompted him to the stern council (utterance_1203) it is already known that this road passed the hasienda of kasa del corroll at some distance from the house and on the opposite side of the river (utterance_1204) on reaching the corpse he dismounted led his horse in among the underwood hitched him by looping his bridle green around the topmost twigs of an elastic ball then detaching a long rope of twisted horsehair from the horn of his saddle and inserting his arm and to its coil he glided out to the edge of the island (utterance_1205) before fauseaking the shadow of the corpse he cast a glance toward the sky and met the moon sailing supremely over it (utterance_1206) the droll concede which has so often mused the nocturnal inebriat of great cities appeared to produce a like affete upon the night by cruelr of the prairie and for a moment the shadow laid darkening his brow disappeared (utterance_1207) it not likely it this are unless it be the honour of a bad conscience who can't sleep (utterance_1208) crotte there's one such within those walls (utterance_1209) if he be abroad that's a good chance of his seeing me on the open ground not that i should care a straw if it were only myself to be compromised (utterance_1210) it's no use waiting upon the moon justaker (utterance_1211) it is true he had designs upon the hussy ender but these did not contemplate either its cash flit or jewelry if we accept the most precious jeweller contained the mistress of the mansion herself (utterance_1212) he tarred at ganishor a few days and came up the gardo where i then resided he was apparently without any business that would support him but he soon became acquainted with my son thomas with whom he hunted for a long time and made his home with him at my house winter came on and he continued his day (utterance_1213) the embraged husband well owing that he should feel a blow if he waited to hear the order repeated instantly retreated and went down the river to his cattle (utterance_1214) we protected the poor mantic woke woman and gave her victuals and allan sympathized with her in her misfortunes to spring when her husband came to her acknowledged his former arose and that he had abused her without a cause for mister affomation and she received him with every mark over the new will of her affection (utterance_1215) the indians were soon answered by the american officer that a warmthon was cordially accepted and that the continuance of peace was idency wished for (utterance_1216) my son thomas went with them with allan's horse and carried the good (utterance_1217) alleyn on finding that his enemies had gone came back to my house where he lived as before but of his return they were soon notified at tiaragra and nettles who married with selaramse with the small party of indians came on to take him (utterance_1218) nettles at length abandoned the chase went home and allen oilen tattos came in (utterance_1219) by running in the woods his clothing had become torn into rags so that he was in a suffering condition or was naked (utterance_1220) allen made his trousers himself and then built a draught on which he went down the river to his own place at montmaudes (utterance_1221) there an indian gave him some refreshment and a good gun with which he hastened on to little beardstown where he found his core (utterance_1222) not daring to risk himself at that place for fear of being given up he made her but a short visit and came immediately to guard all (utterance_1223) the love of liberty however added to his natural swiftness gave him sufficient strength to make his esquire to his former castle of safety (utterance_1224) his pursuers came immediately to my house where they expected to have found him secreted and under my protection (utterance_1225) still once satisfied and out of my veracity they advised my indian brother to use his influence to draw from me the secret of his concealment which they had an idea i considered of great importance not only to him but to myself i persisted in my ignorance of his situation and finally lizzie left me (utterance_1226) he came to my house in the night and awoke me with the greatest caution fearing that some of his enemies might be watching to take him at a time when and in a place where it would be impossible for him to make his escape (utterance_1227) at that time alan lay in a secret place in the guilds a short distance above my flat in a hole that he accidentally found in the rock near the river (utterance_1228) the pudlock grids held feast after feast celebrating a wares they had received for the campaign and made expeditions to all motes to visit a certain caroline of hungarian who had recently opened a restaurant there with girls's waitresses (utterance_1229) the guards had made their whole march as if on a pleasure trip parading their cleanliness and discipline (utterance_1230) the regiments had entered and left the toad with their bands clear and by the grandeurs orders the men had marched all the way in step a practice on which the guards predded themselves the officers on foot and at their proper pause (utterance_1231) borris had been quartz and had marched all the way with berg who was already in command of a company (utterance_1232) borris during the campaign had made the acquaintance of many persons who might prove useful to him and by a letter of recommendation he had brought from pierre had become acquainted with prince andrew bull consky though whom he hoped to obtain a post on the commander in chief staff (utterance_1233) burke and boris having rested after yesterday's march were sitting clean and neatly dressed at a round table in the clean quarters allotted to them plain chairs (utterance_1234) well how are you going to get out of that's he remarked (utterance_1235) at that moment the door opened (utterance_1236) dear me how you have changed (utterance_1237) he was about to embrace his friends but nicholas avoided him (utterance_1238) he wanted to pinch him push him do anything but kiss him a thing everybody did (utterance_1239) but notwithstanding their sporus embraced him in a quiet friendly way and kissed him three times (utterance_1240) they had not made for nearly half a year and being at the age when young manteed their first steps and lace roads each saw immense changes in the other quite a new reflection of the society in which they had taken those first steps (utterance_1241) i did not expect you to do he added (utterance_1242) you know of course of his imperial highness wrote with our regiment all the time so that we had every comfort in every advantage (utterance_1243) what receptions we had employed (utterance_1244) what dinners and balls i can't tell you (utterance_1245) oh you guard said rostov i say suffer so wide (utterance_1246) he went to his bed drew a parson under the clean pillow and sent for wine (utterance_1247) yes and i have some money in the letters to give you he added (utterance_1248) i don't mention it count i quite understand said berg getting up and speaking in a muffled and guttural voice (utterance_1249) go across to our hosts they invited you added boris (utterance_1250) berg put on the keenest of course without a spot or speck of dust stood before a looking glass and brushed a hair on his temples upwards in the way affected by the emperor alexander and having insured himself from the way rostov looked at it that his coat had been noticed left the room of a pleasant smile (utterance_1251) oh dear was a beast i muttered rostov as he read the letter why (utterance_1252) well have you sent gabriel for some white all right lace half so (utterance_1253) in the letter from his parents was enclosed a letter of recommendation to bagration which the old countess at anna mikolovna's advice had obtained through an acquaintance and sent to her son ask him to take it to his destination and make use of it (utterance_1254) why if you throw not away asked boris (utterance_1255) it is some letter of recointation what the devil do i want it for (utterance_1256) he looked intently and inquiringly into his friend's eyes evidently trying in vain to find the answer to some question (utterance_1257) which a belivic coat i was not at all alarmed as i knew i was right (utterance_1258) i came forward burg stood up and showed how he presented himself with his hand to his cap and really it would have been difficult for a face to express greater respect and self complacency than his did (utterance_1259) well he stormed at me as the saying is stormed and stormed and stormed (utterance_1260) it was not a matter of life but rather of death as the sea is (utterance_1261) albadias and devils and to siberia said berg with a sagacious smile (utterance_1262) still i remain silent and what do you think kate (utterance_1263) the next day it was not even mentioned in the orders of the day (utterance_1264) that's the way coat said berg lighting his pipe and emitting rings of smoke (utterance_1265) yes that was fain said rostov smiling (utterance_1266) rostock with a choiceful young man and with a new account have told a deliberate lie (utterance_1267) he began his story meaning to tell everything just as it happened the imperceptibly involuntarily and inevitably he elapsed into falsehood (utterance_1268) prince andrew who liked a help young man was flattered by being asked for his assistance and being well disposed towards boris who had managed to please him the day before he wished to do what the young man wanted (utterance_1269) in spite of prince andrew's disagreeable a ronicle ton in spite of the contempt with which rostov from his fatey army point of view regarded all these little adjutants on the staff of whom the newcomer was evidently one rostov fell confused blushed and became silent (utterance_1270) boris inquired what news there may be under staff and whats without indiscretion one may ask about our plans (utterance_1271) we shall probably advance replied bolkovski evidently reluctant to see more in the presence of a stranger (utterance_1272) berked at the opportunity to ask with great politeness whether as was rumours the allowance of forage money to captains of companies who be doubled (utterance_1273) i was there said rostov angrily as if intending to insult the aide de camp (utterance_1274) with a slightly contemptuous smile he said yes that i many stories now told him at that affair (utterance_1275) but our stories are the stories of men who have been under the enemy's fire (utterance_1276) our stories have some weights not like the stories of those fellows on the staff who get rewards without doing anything (utterance_1277) however he added rising you know my name and where to find me it don't forget that i do not regard either myself or you as having been at all insulted and as a man ordered in you my advice is to let the matter drop (utterance_1278) exclaimed prince andrew and was about to them both he went out (utterance_1279) and he was still more angry at having omitted to see it (utterance_1280) he ordered his horse at once and coldly taking leave of bars rode home (utterance_1281) should he go to headquarters next day and challenge that a faded adjutant or really let the matter drop was the question that worried him all the way (utterance_1282) it was long since rostov said news of nicholas (utterance_1283) not till midwinter was the count at last handed a letter addressed in his son's handwriting (utterance_1284) on receiving it he ran on tiptoe to his study in alarm and haste trying to escape notice closed the door and began to read the letter (utterance_1285) each time to these hints began to meet the countess anxious and she glanced uneasily at the count and at anna mikolovna the last of very adroidly turned the conversation to insignificant matters (utterance_1286) but for god's se be careful you know her at me affect your mamma (utterance_1287) no are my true word of honour said the tasha crossing herself i won't tell any one (utterance_1288) and she ran off at once to sonya (utterance_1289) she rushed to sonya hugged her and began to cry (utterance_1290) it's true that all you women are cry baby she marked petya pacing the room with large resolute straits (utterance_1291) you're all blubberith and understand nothing (utterance_1292) natasha smiled through her tears (utterance_1293) what nasty brutes they are (utterance_1294) hold your tongue peter what a goose you are (utterance_1295) sonya smiled do i remember nicholas (utterance_1296) i remember niccole inca too i remember how well she said (utterance_1297) no she shut her eyes (utterance_1298) she felt that sonia was speaking the truth that it was such love as sonya were speaking of (utterance_1299) she believed it could be but did not understand it (utterance_1300) shall you write to him she asked (utterance_1301) now that he was already an officer and a winded hero would it be right to remind him of herself and as it might seem of the obligations to her he had taken on himself (utterance_1302) i don't know (utterance_1303) so you smiled no (utterance_1304) it's because she was in love with that fat one his spectacles that was her picture described his namestick the new cope zoocov and now she's in love with us singer he met natasha's italian seeing master that's why she's ashamed (utterance_1305) petya your stupid said natasha (utterance_1306) the countess had been prepared by animicalovna's heads at dinner (utterance_1307) on returning to her own room she sat in an armchair her eyes fixed on a miniature portrait of her son on the lid of a snuff box while the tears kept coming into her eyes (utterance_1308) the kites put his ear to the keyhole and listened (utterance_1309) at first he heard a sign of indifferent voices then an emmy calovna's voice alone in a long speech then a cry then silence then both voices together with glad intonations and then footsteps (utterance_1310) animikalovna opened the door (utterance_1311) when she heard this sonia blushed so that tears came into her eyes and unable to bear the lukes turned upon her ran away into the dancing hall her own grind it at full speed with her dress puffed out like a balloon and flushed and smiling plugged down on the floor (utterance_1312) the countess was crying (utterance_1313) from all he says one should be glad and not cry (utterance_1314) how charmingly he described said she reading the description part of the letter and what a soul (utterance_1315) i all was said when he was only so high i always said (utterance_1316) i have been told that mister van brandt is in prison for debt i said (utterance_1317) and i saw for myself last night that he had left too hopeless (utterance_1318) he left me the little money he had with him when he was arrested she rejoined sadly (utterance_1319) his cruel creditors are more to blame than he is for the poverty that has fallen on us (utterance_1320) even this negative defense of that brette stung me to the quick i ought to have spoken more guardedly of him i said bitterly (utterance_1321) i ought to have remembered that a woman can forgive almost any wrong that a man can inflict on her when he is the man whom she loves (utterance_1322) she put her hand on my mouth and stop me before i could say any more (utterance_1323) how can you speak so cruelly to me she asked (utterance_1324) you know to my shame i confessed it to you the last time we met you know that my heart and secret is all yours (utterance_1325) what brown are you talking of (utterance_1326) is it the wrong i suffered when van brandt married me with a wife living at the time and living still (utterance_1327) do you think i can never forget the great misfortune of my life the misfortune that has made me unworthy of you (utterance_1328) it is no fault of mine god knows but it is not the less true that i am not married and that the little darling who is playing out there with her doll is my child (utterance_1329) and you talk of my being your wife knowing that the child accepts me as her second father i said (utterance_1330) it would be better and happier for us both if you had as little pride as a child pride she repeated (utterance_1331) in such a position as mine (utterance_1332) a helpless woman with the mock husband and prison for debt (utterance_1333) am i to marry you for my food and shelter (utterance_1334) am i to marry you because there is no lawful tie that binds me to the father of my child (utterance_1335) but as he is he is not forsaken me he has been forced away (utterance_1336) my only friend is it possible that you think me ungrateful enough to consent to be your wife (utterance_1337) the woman and my situation must be heartless indeed who could destroy her place in the estimation of the world and the regard of your friends (utterance_1338) the wretchedest creature that walks the streets would shrink from tuding you in that way (utterance_1339) no what are men made of (utterance_1340) how can you how can you speak of it (utterance_1341) i yielded and spoke of it no more (utterance_1342) every word she uttered only increased my admiration of the noble creature whom i had loved and lost (utterance_1343) bitterly as i hated the man who had parted us i loved her dearly enough to be even capable of helping him for her sake hopeless in vatuation (utterance_1344) i don't deny it i don't excuse it hopeless and batuation you have forgiven me i said (utterance_1345) let me deserve to be forgiven (utterance_1346) it is something to be your only friend (utterance_1347) you must have plans for the future tell me unreservedly how i can help you (utterance_1348) complete the good work that you have begun she answered gratefully help me back to health (utterance_1349) make me strong enough to submit to a doctor's estimate of my chances of living for some years yet (utterance_1350) a doctor's estimate of your chances of living i repeated what do you mean (utterance_1351) i hardly know how to tell you she said without speaking again of mister van brandt (utterance_1352) thus speaking of him again mean speaking of his debts i asked (utterance_1353) why need you hesitate (utterance_1354) you know that there is nothing i will not do to relieve your anxiety (utterance_1355) never let me tell you the plain truth (utterance_1356) there is a serious necessity for his getting out of prison (utterance_1357) yes this is his position in two words a little while since he obtained an excellent offer of employment abroad from a rich relative of his and he had made all his arrangements to accept it (utterance_1358) unhappily he returned to tell me of his good fortune and the same day he was arrested for debt (utterance_1359) this narrow that had been set for her was plainly revealed in those four words (utterance_1360) in the eye of the law she was of course a single woman she was of age she was to all intends and purposes her own mistress (utterance_1361) what was there to prevent her from insuring her life if she pleased and from so disposing of the insurance as to give them brought a direct interest in her death (utterance_1362) thanks to the happy accident of my position the one certain way of protecting her lay easily within my reach (utterance_1363) i could offer to lend the scoundrel the money that he wanted in an hour's notice and he was a man to accept my proposal quite as easily as i could make it (utterance_1364) you are quite mistaken i replied (utterance_1365) i am only doubting whether you are planned for relieving mister van brandt of his embarrassments is quite so simple as you suppose (utterance_1366) are you aware of the delays that are likely to take place before it will be possible to borrow money on a policy of insurance (utterance_1367) i know nothing about it she said sadly (utterance_1368) will you let me ask the advice of my lawyers (utterance_1369) they are trustworthy and experienced men and i am sure they can be of use to you (utterance_1370) cautiously as i had expressed myself her delicacy took the alarm (utterance_1371) promise that you won't ask me to borrow money of you for mister van brandt she rejoined and i will accept your help gratefully (utterance_1372) i could honestly promise that (utterance_1373) my one chance of saving her lay in keeping from her knowledge the course that i had now determined to pursue (utterance_1374) i rose to go while my resolution still sustained me (utterance_1375) kiss me she whispered before you go (utterance_1376) it is only her goodness that overpowers me (utterance_1377) it's a sad thing for a body to light brains where she wants to be a teacher isn't it (utterance_1378) when a lopee has studied so hard or winter and she hasn't gone anywhere though the other sister wistfully (utterance_1379) doris dreamed of preted dresses all the night and dote about them all the next day (utterance_1380) so it must be confessed that penelope thought she would not have admired it ate for the world (utterance_1381) she knew that pennanope had started out to say a new dress (utterance_1382) doris hunter i believe it's an old quilled (utterance_1383) listen penelope my dear doris (utterance_1384) love to pennilo and yourself (utterance_1385) your affectionate aunt adelahaunter (utterance_1386) i don't see it's beauty said panelopee with a great (utterance_1387) it may have been pretty wants but it is all faded now (utterance_1388) tell me dorry does it argue a lack of proper respect for my ancestors that i can't feel very enthusiastic over this arrow especially when grandmother hunter died years before i was born (utterance_1389) it was very kind of aunt adaira to send it said torres dutifoy (utterance_1390) why the wrong side is ever so much prettier than the right exclaimed penalope (utterance_1391) what lovely old timy stuff at not a bit fatted (utterance_1392) i declare it is as good as new (utterance_1393) well let us go and have tea said pennilope i decidedly hungry (utterance_1394) besides i see the poverty parker coming (utterance_1395) it is something to pauses and her loom after all (utterance_1396) when a lobby was surprised as much as the tender sisterly heard could wish the herder streamed out up on her stream fondly and the evening on the party with the black skirt nicely pressed and rehunged and the prettiest waste imaginable awake velvet (utterance_1397) so when a lopie went to blanche's party and her dress was the admiration of every girl there (utterance_1398) when i looked beside her altogether charming (utterance_1399) she looks as if she had just stepped out of the frame of some lovely old picture she said to herself (utterance_1400) my aunt adela give me give us the material she stammered (utterance_1401) and naved after her missus fairwater suddenly put her arm about penelopee and drew the young girl to her her lovely old face aglow with delight and tenderness (utterance_1402) then you are my grand niece she said (utterance_1403) when i saw your dress i felt sure you were related to her i should recognize that rosebud see if i came across it in tibat (utterance_1404) pennilope was four years older than i was but we were defauted to each other (utterance_1405) soon after this our mother died and our house called was broken up (utterance_1406) my dear i am a very lonely old woman with nobody belonging to me (utterance_1407) now she patted missus fireworther's soft old hand affectionately (utterance_1408) doris and panilopee found their leaves and clad changed in the quiet cling of an eye (utterance_1409) where missus furwatton had gone torres and pennanope looked at each other (utterance_1410) as she slipped into her blue print afternoon dress her aunt called to her from below (utterance_1411) aunt jane was standing at the fort of the stairs with a lamp in one hand and a year old baby clanging to the other (utterance_1412) she was a big shapeless woman with a round good natured face cheerful and vulgar as the sun flower was armed jane at all times and occasions (utterance_1413) i want to run over and see how missus bicksby is this evening see thee and you must take care of the baby till i get back (utterance_1414) singley sighed and went downstairs for the baby (utterance_1415) all her days were alike as far as hard work and dullness went but she accepted them cheerfully and uncomplainingly (utterance_1416) but she did return having to look after the baby when she wanted to write her letter (utterance_1417) the room was more and there box above the kitchen which seemed they showed with two small cousins (utterance_1418) herbert and the cot where the little girl slept filled up almost all the available space (utterance_1419) just at that particular anger one eye appeared to be as large as an orange while the other was the size of a pea and the motes exact from ear to ear (utterance_1420) soon they hated that mirror as very redly as she could hate anything (utterance_1421) her mother had died to day after and sydney there up and had come into the hands of good aunt jane with those books for her story since nothing else was left after the expenses of the double funeral had been played (utterance_1422) presently she began to write with the flash of freer excitement on her face (utterance_1423) only one answer came to ellen douglas and that was forwarded to her pipe the long suffering aditor of the maple leaf (utterance_1424) he wrote that although his age departed him from membership in the club he was twenty and the limit was eighteen he read the letters of the department with marching thrust and often had told of answering some of the request for correspondents (utterance_1425) he never had done so but ellenta was thus letter was so interesting that he had decided to write to her (utterance_1426) would she be king enough to correspond with him (utterance_1427) he was two years out from the east and had not yet forgotten to be homesick at times (utterance_1428) sydney liked the letter and answered eat (utterance_1429) she never expected to meet john lincoln nor did she wish to do so (utterance_1430) in the correspondence itself she found her pleasure (utterance_1431) jumping on rod bruisier counts of french life and adventures on the far western plains so alien and mold from snug humdrum cranefield life that singey always had the sensation of crossing a girl when she opened a letter from the bar and as for sydney's own letter (utterance_1432) the evergreens plainthill dear mister lincoln (utterance_1433) i love life and its bloom and brilliancy i love meeting you people i love the ripple of music the humble laughter and conversation (utterance_1434) the manner had been talking with was all more the great novelish (utterance_1435) as it was i had contradicted him twice and he had loved and lighted but his boats will always have a new meaning to me henceforth through the inside he himself has given me (utterance_1436) it is such meetings at these that give life its sparkle for me (utterance_1437) you will be weary of my robs of these overflower (utterance_1438) she has sympathy and understanding for my every mood (utterance_1439) yours sensorly sinee reechmont (utterance_1440) out jane came home presently and carried away her sleeping baby sydney sat her prayers went to bed and slept soundly and sir emily she mailed her letter the next day and the mount lighter and answer came (utterance_1441) sidne did not sleep that night but toast restlessly about to cry in her pillow (utterance_1442) the good woman shook her hat (utterance_1443) soon they trod the way of the transgressor and found that its turns burst to dawn and narrow (utterance_1444) you see that road out there (utterance_1445) and there was no harbour or glimpse of distant sea visible (utterance_1446) had the hotr keeper made a mistake (utterance_1447) this is his place nobody courted it the evergreen but myself (utterance_1448) i don't understand he said pereprecidly (utterance_1449) oh sydney too out her hands in the burst of patient protest (utterance_1450) no and you never will understand i can't make you understand (utterance_1451) everything i told you about it and my life was just imagination (utterance_1452) then why did you write then he asked blankly (utterance_1453) why did you deceive me (utterance_1454) oh i didn't mean to deceive you i never thought of such a thing (utterance_1455) i just couldn't write you about my life here not because it was her but it was so ugly and empty (utterance_1456) and when once i had begun i had to keep it up (utterance_1457) i found it so fascinating to (utterance_1458) those letters may that other life seem real to me i never expected to meet you (utterance_1459) this last four days since you later came have been dreadful to me (utterance_1460) oh please go away and forgive me if you can (utterance_1461) it was worse than she had even thought it would be (utterance_1462) he was so handsome so merrily so earnest ate (utterance_1463) john lincoln opened the gate and went up to her (utterance_1464) please don't distress yourself so see night he said unconsciously using her christian name (utterance_1465) i think i do understand (utterance_1466) i'm not such a dull fellow as you take me for (utterance_1467) after all those letters were too or rather there was truth in them (utterance_1468) this young man was certainly good at understanding (utterance_1469) you you'll forgive me then she stammered (utterance_1470) but in the state of innocence there will have the lord necessarily age (utterance_1471) on the contrary everything generated in his first imperfect but in the state of innocence children would have been begotten by generation (utterance_1472) therefore from the first they would happen in perfect in bodily size and power (utterance_1473) therefore in the state of innocence there was no need for women to be born on the contrary nature's process in generation would have been in harmony with matter in which it was established by god (utterance_1474) for whither in that state men would have been master over man (utterance_1475) therefore in the state of innocence man had no mastership of the animals (utterance_1476) therefore in the state of innocence before man had its bait nothing disbaded that was naturally subject to him (utterance_1477) signally disastrued by the order of divine providence which harascabrass and fear of things by the superior (utterance_1478) certainly this is proved from a property of man and bother animals (utterance_1479) now whatever his part is paid to this subject to what is essential and universal (utterance_1480) therefore it is judction of other animals to man is proved to be natural (utterance_1481) they would not however on this kind have been accepted from the mastership of men as neither at present or they for the reason accepted from the mastership of god whose providence has ordained all this (utterance_1482) this is signified by the fact that god led at the animals to men that he might give the names expressive of their respective natures (utterance_1483) so all animals would have a bit men of their own court as in the present day some domestic animals obey him (utterance_1484) objection one it was seen that innocent eminiscence man would not have had mastership over all other creatures (utterance_1485) much less therefore would he have a big man in the state of innocence (utterance_1486) therefore since it is by this reason that man is competent to have mastership it seems that in the state of loosens man had not been in over plans (utterance_1487) now in my reason has the position of a master and not of a subject (utterance_1488) i answer that we must needs admit that in a primitive state there would have been some inequality at least as regards sex because generation depends upon diversity of sex and likewise as regards age for some would have been born of others nor would sexua union have been sterile (utterance_1489) there might also have been bodily disparity (utterance_1490) in authority might also rise on the parts of nature as both described without any defective nature (utterance_1491) objection one it will seem that in my state of innocence man not happy massed over men (utterance_1492) therefore in the state of innocence man would now have been subject to man (utterance_1493) in other sense mastership is referred in a general sense to any kind of subject and in this sense even he has the office of governing and directing free men can be caught a master (utterance_1494) such a kind of mastership would have existed in the state of innocence between man and men for two reasons (utterance_1495) more than this he hath been heard to rail on you my lord or i now is judged (utterance_1496) judge thou didst do would be to die on the spot still let us hear what thou hast to say (utterance_1497) then the judge to some of the kings spoke those you see this man who has made such a stirring our town (utterance_1498) thus while one lost his life for the truth a new man rose from his death the treasure same way was christian (utterance_1499) come good helpful said christian let us walk on the grass (utterance_1500) so they sat out through the field (utterance_1501) hopeful i had my fears from the first and so gave you a heap christin good friend i grieve that i have brought you out of the right path (utterance_1502) hopeful say no more no doubt it is for our gout (utterance_1503) christian we must now stand thus let us try to go back (utterance_1504) then set joined despair you have no right to force your way here the ground on which you lie is mine (utterance_1505) they had not much to say as they knew that they were enforced (utterance_1506) and by the sack we cured ourselves as well (utterance_1507) he now went on till he came to the house at a door of which he was to knock visited two or three times (utterance_1508) christend i have come to see the good man at the house (utterance_1509) christian sir i am come from the city of destruction and m my way to monsilian (utterance_1510) i was still by the men that stands at the gate that if i came here you show me good things that would help me (utterance_1511) he stood as if he would plead for men and a crown of gold high near his head (utterance_1512) christian what thus is name (utterance_1513) then he took him to a large room that was full of dust for he had not been swept and interpreter told his man to sweep it (utterance_1514) christend what means these (utterance_1515) the eunacts taught made coming to lay the dust so he seemed to me clean and lay blow by faith in the book (utterance_1516) just as christian came up to the cross his load slid from his back close to the mouth of the tomb where it fell in and i saw it no more (utterance_1517) as he stood thus and wept low three broad ones came to him and one of them said peace be to thee thou hast graced from thy sings (utterance_1518) christian gave three leaves for joy and said as he went ah what a place is this blast crows blessed too (utterance_1519) he went on thus till he came to a veil where his soft remed who worried a sound sleep with chains on their feet (utterance_1520) christian sirs let's call you and where do you go (utterance_1521) for maddest and hypocrisy we were born in the landed flank glory in our owner way to mount dying for praise (utterance_1522) knowing not that he that comes not in the abadore would clanset to getting the same as a thief (utterance_1523) they told christian that he had known it for care on this gore for long years had made a law and they could prove that it had been silver years (utterance_1524) yes said they no doubt of it (utterance_1525) and if we get in the road at all pray what are the arts (utterance_1526) is not our case as good as yours (utterance_1527) i saw then that they all went on do they came to the foot of the hill of difficulty where there was a spring (utterance_1528) now when christian got as far as the spring applied he drank of it and then went up to (utterance_1529) now half way out was a cave with by the lord of their hugh that those who came by met rest there (utterance_1530) timmers said that zy was the hugh they meant to climb but that when they had got half way they found that they met with more and more risk so that great fear came on them and all they could do was to turn back (utterance_1531) yes said miss tust for in just in front of us there lay two beasts of prey now puff we knew not if they slept or not but we thought that they would follow those entiarah links (utterance_1532) yet he thought once more if what he had heard from the man and then he felt in his throat for his grow that he might read it and find some peas (utterance_1533) he felt for it but found it not (utterance_1534) so he fell down on his knees to breathe that god would give him graceful this act and then when batto looked for his crow (utterance_1535) whole for that i am saying to sleeping the daytime so he gave way to the flesh as two years for yes that rest which lord of the hugh had made but for the help of the soul (utterance_1536) such was the law to the jews for their seeing they were sent back by way of the rati and i am made to try those steps with grave which i might have struck with joy had it not been for this leave (utterance_1537) how far without being on my way by this time (utterance_1538) now by this time he had come to the vale once more whereforce bell he said dying wept but at last as he cast a set plans at food of the bench he saw his crow which he caught it with haste and putting his cloak (utterance_1539) words are to weep to tell the joy of christian when he had got back his robe (utterance_1540) he laid it up in the breast of his coat and defence to guard (utterance_1541) would what a large step did he now clem the hue (utterance_1542) ah thought he these beets srammed him the night for their prey and if they should meet with me in the dark how should i fly from them (utterance_1543) the name of the men who kept the large of their house was watchful and when he saw that christian made help as if he would go back he came out to him and sat it is by strength so small (utterance_1544) fear not the two while beasts for they are bound by chains and are put here to try the faith of those that have it and to find out those that have known (utterance_1545) keep in the midst of the path and no harm shall come to thee (utterance_1546) then i saw in my dream that still he went on in grey dread of the wild beasts he heard them grow yet they did him no harm but when he had gone by then he went on with joy till he came and stood in front of the lodge where the watchful dared (utterance_1547) christian sir what house it is when i rushed here to night (utterance_1548) when watchful told her why christian had come there she said what is your name (utterance_1549) then christian bent down his head and went with him to his house (utterance_1550) idy calm good christian seeings our love prompts us to take you in to rest let us talk with you afore that you have seen on your way (utterance_1551) christian was a right good will and i am glad that she should ask it of me (utterance_1552) prudence and first say what is it that may she wished to almost go to montalaison (utterance_1553) there they say is no death and there i shall dwell with such as love the lord (utterance_1554) charity have you a wife and babes christian yes i have (utterance_1555) charity and why did you not bring them with you (utterance_1556) but they would now come with me nor have me leave them (utterance_1557) thus did question talk with his friend's tudittoo dark and then he took his rest in a large room the name of which was peace there his lap to break a day and then he said to him (utterance_1558) and they brought out a john bone of an ass with which sension did such relief ease and the sling and stone with which dabbathsloo gualia of gav (utterance_1559) what is the name of his len said christian (utterance_1560) then they told him it was in manuous land (utterance_1561) it was a knight when sorrow may come to the brightest without causing any great sense of incongruity when with impressible persons love becomes solicitousness hope sinks to misgiving and faith to hope when the exercise of memory does not prompt to enterprise (utterance_1562) still to a close observer they are just as perceptible the difference is that their meteor of manifestation are less trite and familiar than such well known ones as the bursting of the buds or the fall of the leaf (utterance_1563) if anything could be darker than the sky it was the wall and everything could be gloomier than the wall it was the river beneath (utterance_1564) an indescribable succession of dull blows perplexing in their regularity sent their sound with difficulty through the fluffy atmosphere (utterance_1565) not long after a form moved by the brink of the river (utterance_1566) this was all that was positively discoverable though it seemed human (utterance_1567) the shape went slowly along but without much exertion for the snow though sudden was not as yet more than two inches deep (utterance_1568) at this time some words were spoken aloud one (utterance_1569) two three (utterance_1570) four five (utterance_1571) between each utterance the little shape advanced about half a dozen yards (utterance_1572) the other spot stopped and dwindled smaller (utterance_1573) then a mossel of snow flew across the river towards the fifth window (utterance_1574) the river would have been seen by day to be of that deep smooth sort which races middle and sides with the same gliding precision any irregularities of speed being immediately corrected by a small whelpool (utterance_1575) the window struck again in the same manner (utterance_1576) that a noise was heard apparently produced by the opening of the window (utterance_1577) said the bird spot in the snow tremulously (utterance_1578) i ask which was your window forgive me (utterance_1579) what i said that you might (utterance_1580) oh must i it is when shall we be married frank (utterance_1581) i have money (utterance_1582) and we live in two parishes do we what then (utterance_1583) if i said so course i will (utterance_1584) the fact is i forgot to ask (utterance_1585) good night frank good night (utterance_1586) he had nothing serious it happened to drag her out at such an untoward time (utterance_1587) but as the rain gave not the least side of cessation he observed i think we shall have to go back never (utterance_1588) why not he inquired (utterance_1589) i cannot understand how you should name me while i have no knowledge of you (utterance_1590) oh but you know me about me at least (utterance_1591) i should think so (utterance_1592) he's my father indeed (utterance_1593) but we have been tenants of servadia castle on the island here this season (utterance_1594) my father is as a comparatively humble residents hard by (utterance_1595) but he could have fought a much bigger one if he chose (utterance_1596) you've had so (utterance_1597) i don't know he doesn't tell me much of his affairs (utterance_1598) my father she burst out suddenly is always scolding me for my extravagance (utterance_1599) was that this evening (utterance_1600) there on the nets they sat (utterance_1601) joscelyn thought it strange that he should be thrown by fate into a position to play the son of the montaguese to this daughter of the capitalides (utterance_1602) no i shall go on and get a lodging in boboth time if ever i reach it (utterance_1603) it is so late that there will be no house open except a little place together station where you won't care to stay (utterance_1604) the island was an island still (utterance_1605) they had not realized the force of the ediments till now (utterance_1606) he seated her bodily by ensurting her waist with his arm and she made no objection (utterance_1607) he pitied her and while he wondered at it admired her determination (utterance_1608) their application for admission led to the withdrawal of a bolt and they stood within the gaslight of the passage (utterance_1609) he could see now that though she was such a fine figure quite as tall as himself she was but in the bloom of young womanhood (utterance_1610) i will tell the servants to do this and send you up some day to eat (utterance_1611) he felt ravenously hungry himself and set about dry his clothes as as well as he could and eating at the same time (utterance_1612) by the aid of some temporary raps and some slippers from the cupboard he was contrived to make himself comfortable when the maid servant came downstairs with a damp armful of woman's raymond (utterance_1613) you are sleepy my girl said piercer (utterance_1614) he again became conscious of the chain which had been initiated during the walk (utterance_1615) the well beloved was moving house had gone over to the ware of this attire (utterance_1616) and how bad it love is kara (utterance_1617) things arrange themselves (utterance_1618) but the countess never gave way an inch (utterance_1619) the following was the answer which she returned to the night written to her by aunt judia (utterance_1620) i shall not know how to drink wine with them and she do a hundred things which would make them think the a beast (utterance_1621) but the girl begged for some day (utterance_1622) it was a matter the required to be considered (utterance_1623) prided him might be as weak as bright and them (utterance_1624) if they were put out their hands to him why should he refuse to put out his own (utterance_1625) auteta received him courteously had he learned to like the man understanding that he had behaved with honesty and wisdom in regard to his client and respecting him as one of the workers of the day but he declared that for the love of family as a family he did not care for them particularly (utterance_1626) there are paul's assented from me he said (utterance_1627) but by your good fortune a merit if you will allow me to say so you have traveled from the one pole very far towards the other (utterance_1628) at present i think that the sense of the countries in favour of an aristocracy of birth (utterance_1629) when you were foremost among them did you not wish to be their master (utterance_1630) it is one to which all legislative and all human efforts should and must tend (utterance_1631) when you make much water boil mister feat some of it will probably boil over (utterance_1632) i quite agree with you that the sylk gown should be kept for their elders and so the conversation was ended (utterance_1633) with her there was a real wish that the poles might be joined together by her future husband (utterance_1634) if you ready wish it you shall go he said (utterance_1635) and a blue one to be buried in hullas me (utterance_1636) must i have a pink silk gown to walk about in early in the morning (utterance_1637) i soon received dawned my worst in stopping the sweetheart (utterance_1638) i can do that too (utterance_1639) and now i'll sit down and write a letter to my lord (utterance_1640) she draws close and satisfies (utterance_1641) he could not forget missus pineavan's eyes though he remembered nothing of her other facial details (utterance_1642) afterwards they kept apart awhile in the drawing room for form's sake but eventually gravitated together again and finished the evening in each other's company (utterance_1643) but this was not all (utterance_1644) but was he able (utterance_1645) it was unfair to go further without telling her even though hitherto such explicitness had not been absolutely demanded (utterance_1646) he determined to call him a girdignatically on the new incarnation (utterance_1647) she did not far from the long fashionable hampenshire square and he went thither with expectations of having a highly emotional time at least (utterance_1648) but somehow the very bell pulled seemed cold although she had so earnestly asked him to come (utterance_1649) raising her eyes and a slightly inquiring manner from the book she was reading she bent back in her chair as if surking herself in luxurious sensations which had nothing to do with him and replied to his greeting with a few commonplace words (utterance_1650) just as they turn medeera into port in the space of a single night so this old air has been taken and doctoreden twisted about and brought out as a new popular ditty indeed (utterance_1651) she thought a little and then they went on to talk about her house which had been newly painted and decorated with greenish blue satin up to the height of a person's head an arrangement that somewhat improved her slightly faded though still pretty face and was helped by the awnings over the windows (utterance_1652) yes i have had my house some years she observed complacently and i like it better every year (utterance_1653) don't you feel lonely and it sometimes oh never (utterance_1654) what an i'm several thing to say she murmured in surprise (utterance_1655) it is rather on civil (utterance_1656) as a punishment she did not ring the bell but left him to find his way out as he could (utterance_1657) i saw him at lady china cliffs the other night (utterance_1658) just at in piercedon (utterance_1659) oh didn't he marry her (utterance_1660) said missus pineava with a start (utterance_1661) but justine was receding from the pretty widow's house with long strides (utterance_1662) lady arris had left the drawing room for a moment to see that all was right in the dining room and when he was shown in there stood alone in the lamplight nikolapine aven (utterance_1663) she had been the first arrival (utterance_1664) as the other guests dropped in the pair retreated into a shady corner and she talked beside him till all moved off for the eating and drinking (utterance_1665) he had not been appointed to take her across to the dining room but of the table found her exactly opposite (utterance_1666) the spring in the present case was the artistic commendation she deserved and craved (utterance_1667) the lady on justinence left wife of a lord justice of appeal was in like manner talking to her companion on the outer side so that for the time he was left to himself (utterance_1668) it came from the wife of one of his father's former workman and was concerning her son whom she begged justly into recommenders candidates for some post in time that you wished him to fill (utterance_1669) what is necessary to the completeness of the story at this stage is not to recapitulate but to take up some of the loose ends of threads woe went in and followed them through until the clear and comprehensi the picture of events can be seen (utterance_1670) the way of the vendor is hard (utterance_1671) it can sometimes raise capital to help him the working out his crude conceptions but in then it is frequently done at a distressful cost a personal surrender (utterance_1672) when the result is achieved the adventure makes its the pair on the score of economy a material are of effort and then laberan awaits with crushing and tyrannical spirit smash the appatigious of forbiddis very used (utterance_1673) possibly our inastian aptism as reviewed in the mansion the seeking the higher good knit some check (utterance_1674) possibly the letters would travel too fast and too far on the road of affection if conservedison did not also play its salutary part in insisting that the procession of forad aciho (utterance_1675) on the contrary the conditions for its perceptions having lighted fast (utterance_1676) yes the very vulgar of the electric art light made harder the arrival of the incandescent (utterance_1677) a number of parents are acquining companies were at in existence and a great many local commonness having caught into the under french ice for commotion business and to exacte you to regular city contracts for the street line (utterance_1678) thus and the curious manner the modern art of electric lightning was in a very true sense divided against itself with intense reveries and jealousies which were none the less real because they were by temporary and occurring felt where ultimate union the force was inaftable (utterance_1679) hence twenty years after the first atticism the station were established the mattered state involved could be fairly credit with no less than sixty seven per cent (utterance_1680) it will be readily understood that under these contortions the modern lining complissed to its customers both incandescent and arclaiming frequently from the same dinamo the electric machinery as the source of current and that the old food asked between the rival systems has died out (utterance_1681) in fact for some years passed the residents of the national electric light association have been chosen almost exclusively from among the managers of the great addison line in comptus in the leading cities (utterance_1682) the other strong opposition to the incandescent light came from the gasping discrew (utterance_1683) there also the most peter feeling was shown (utterance_1684) the gas manager did not like our flight but it interfered only with his street service which was not his large source of income by enemies (utterance_1685) here again was given the most convincing demonstration of the truth that such an addition to the resources of mankind always carries with it uncispected benefits even for his enemies (utterance_1686) this was not long nor enormously the spirit of shown and to day in hundreds of citizeness the electric and gas progress are united under that one management which does not find it impossible to push in the friendly and progress away the use of both illuminance (utterance_1687) the most conspicuous example of this identity of the interest is given the new york itself (utterance_1688) so much for the early opposition of which there were of splendid (utterance_1689) but it may be questioned whether in earth here is not equally to be dreaded with active ewell (utterance_1690) of course a gray many counts were eaten and read but why a genuine interest was aroused it was necessarily a pathetic (utterance_1691) we got it at the great bargain and only paid us more some dam and the ballast and wotter gauge (utterance_1692) was so them for four cents that they were only about twenty with thirty thousands of them (utterance_1693) the fourth year i guided on to thirty seven cents and i made all the money up in one year that i had lost previously (utterance_1694) one of the incidents which caused very great sheep news that when we started one of the important processes had to be done by experts (utterance_1695) after feeling around for some days i got a clue how to do it (utterance_1696) a damn made another machine which did the word nicely (utterance_1697) incidentally he may be doubted as loostrative of the problem brought to hellison that while he had the factory at harrison and imploring the chinese reader when to him and to want it a dynamo to be run by hand power (utterance_1698) for making the dynamos at adison secured asked nota in the preceding chapter the roach iower son goworth street new york and this was also equipped (utterance_1699) to six months bird man who had growled previously with addison and telephone agras and was over to making edison specialities in this more way in a loft on loose turse street new york was a sign that has of constructing sockets fixtres meters fifty fooses numbers at the eat house (utterance_1700) in the early part of eighteen eighty one the edison electrilide company least a yod beesh a mansion at sixty five fifth avenue close to fording street for his headquarters and show rooms (utterance_1701) this was one of the finest homed in the city of that period and its acquisition was the premoind recime of the surrender of the famous restant should have no commerce (utterance_1702) they experienced with a later gas anging was further startly (utterance_1703) one day it was not going very well and one jumped to the man in charge and got exploring a rent (utterance_1704) but the next poor or five year such a fire was a varied boat be high day and night (utterance_1705) the routine was very much the same as that at the library in its autenaclet of the clock (utterance_1706) i was telling the gentleman one day that i could not keep a secret even if i locked them out in my desk they would break it open (utterance_1707) he suggested to me that he had a friend over an eighth avenue who made a superior grade of secrecy and who would show them a treat (utterance_1708) he said that he would have some of them made ab with hair and o paper and i could put them in without a word and see the result (utterance_1709) i thought no more about the matter (utterance_1710) i didn't remember anything about it (utterance_1711) i was to busy on other things to the notice (utterance_1712) speaking of those days of nights added asan says years ago one of the great violinist was ramese (utterance_1713) who would talk with me that i never asked him to bring his violin (utterance_1714) why not he came with his father lean about twelve o'clock (utterance_1715) after that every time he came to new york he used to call a sixty five late a night with his violinsk (utterance_1716) another visitor who had used to give us a good deal amusement and pleasure was captain shar the head of london fibery gate (utterance_1717) who go out among the fire ladies and have a great time (utterance_1718) speaking of tell the stories i once got telling a man store as at the house in them factory in the yard as he was leaving (utterance_1719) it was winter and he was all in first (utterance_1720) i had nothing long to protect me against the coat (utterance_1721) then a gob clarisie aciend had a big ship to florid to forkirre (utterance_1722) he had merely enjoyed the delights of interest and dissipation and a perilous pleasure of factening avisance experiments (utterance_1723) now after its quotation was required (utterance_1724) lyndon is scoat and glory (utterance_1725) they say best man are moded out of thoughts and for the most become much more the better for being a little bad (utterance_1726) standing on the broken column of the oasteeper three hundred feet above praying roth hill william struck an attitude of theortrical fashion and utter the falling autoric of flight (utterance_1727) glorious london (utterance_1728) a sad how sad to think that the day will come when not a vastage of this one of romance of human energy shall remain where the cry of the waff that and be them should always be heard a nature again resume her rustic sland and desolation (utterance_1729) the devil's tavern was the resort for actors authors bahimian sloors and ladies who did not retire early to their downing couches (utterance_1730) well over and my sound soon found rest in deep slumbered and wafted away into a dreamless rim our tide bodies lay in the foeding arms and moorface unto the potter knocked at our door next morning as the clock of the tower struck the hour of nine (utterance_1731) a first sight of the sunrise england a gift of great expectations of fame and fortune for surely always had with glowing expectations (utterance_1732) oft expectationd fouse and most of there were most a promises and off a hits where hope was coldest and despair most fits (utterance_1733) dooses one dabbot when six this tropically (utterance_1734) welcomed the great amazement of the diller flung a ginny in the cinnapot which were immediately tapped by jack while they others to look on in silent expectation (utterance_1735) the polite jack replied all right sir take it work for it (utterance_1736) i have sent my life upon the cast i will stand a hazard of the dye (utterance_1737) i immediately followed in this footsteps and found him a joking with a landlady about a couple of infant boop popped she was fondling her capacious lap (utterance_1738) effie had dropped out of a clouds while and could not have been more pleased or surprised and the feeling was reciproco (utterance_1739) the prenning shop of foe was only a short distance from the dab was taven and we were invited to visit the establishment (utterance_1740) james verabridge gazed for a moment on the manly form of willow and blurring out in his glove manner what do you know (utterance_1741) the next day everybody in the house began to make preparations for the journey (utterance_1742) everything was done very leisurely though there was a lot of talking into speeding and the giving of contrary orders (utterance_1743) the old porter was fair directing escorting the servants of the piled the rugs and blankets and bags of food and pots and pans and dishes into the wagon (utterance_1744) there was quite a procession when that last the big wagon rumbled out through the gateway (utterance_1745) behind it came the grandmother in her duly deck a foot of a litter or easy chair sunk between two long poles (utterance_1746) besides the family there were many servants and several others walked beside a slow moving wagon (utterance_1747) the cook too were with them (utterance_1748) good bye shouted little nell from his garden wosty one by good bye (utterance_1749) they shouted greetings to their friend at the potter as they passed them and also to the old factor smeared out over with ashes who sat in a little break hut by the bridge and pretended to make wonderful cures (utterance_1750) this is more fun the gongeous school said coller as the oxen plodded along through clouds of dust (utterance_1751) these lovely birds are found nearly everywhere in india and in some parts were in quite wild (utterance_1752) his long matted hair hung on his shoulders and he was seeing his prayers with the help of a rosery of beads which he continually passed through his hands (utterance_1753) as the waggon came up a young man who accompanied the holy man ran up and held out a begging ball saying give o charitable people to this holy one (utterance_1754) no country in the world has so many beggars as india (utterance_1755) many of them are caught holy men because they do nothing but make pilgrimages from one secret place through another living solely on the arms that are given to them (utterance_1756) when they had eaten their lunch the young people wanted explore the garden near them (utterance_1757) perhaps there dog said mahala a little fearfully but if we got about dogs and they thought they could have sugar keen down by its stream (utterance_1758) perhaps you can buy some from the man there he is now playing by the stream said colla (utterance_1759) it is looking for water said the farmer as he took a long sphako cane and gently guided it down to the stream (utterance_1760) the snake is another sacred animal of the hendoos and though not kill or endure wind for anything (utterance_1761) as they were about to move on again they saw a great cloud of dust down the road (utterance_1762) a change at that it was agreed in powerful rajah going in stay on a journey to with another rhejah or ruler of one of the small kingdoms or states of which marden and dale's formerly made up (utterance_1763) first there came a big elephant aute created with silk and gold and silver (utterance_1764) on the elephant's back which was the hodour which was like a big chair of the canopy over it and in this sitting cross light was the ruggir a big fat fellow dressed in coloured silks and jewels the great damage at plume in his turban (utterance_1765) behind the howdast that a servant holding a big umbrella a fine feathers over the rojas head (utterance_1766) the driver sat on the neck of the elephant and guided the big beast at preparing him on one side or the other with an iron sharp stick or gold (utterance_1767) isn't it fine to riola gown a big elephant (utterance_1768) nor the rest of the day the little folk talked in nothing but the great regianus escort (utterance_1769) our party came to a halt among many other blue lock carts the owners of which were already sitting around on the ground cooking their suppers a bargaining for food at a little booth (utterance_1770) these they used for plates keeping them up with their boiled rice and curry and search and also as of puddings and sweets (utterance_1771) a supper was being eaten another party stopped at the parrol encamped not far away (utterance_1772) when the letter was put down the young boy stepped out looking very proud and haughty (utterance_1773) his servants at once spread a handsome rug and a gown for him to sit on a rushed about waiting on him taking good care to keep every one and a jested (utterance_1774) yes and how he orders every one about him (utterance_1775) around the little browne's neck was a thin corridor thread which was the sign of his high cast (utterance_1776) meanwhile the haughty little bramin ate his supper when this head turned away so no one could see him eat and then growing tired of respectful glances of the crowd around him he got into his letter again and the servants fastened the curtains tightly around him (utterance_1777) everybody stepped soundly in spite of the fact that one of the servants was beating a drummers of the night which they really believed was the way to keep off evil spirits (utterance_1778) oh the thieves he cried (utterance_1779) there are spattered the builders (utterance_1780) what art thou guarding so carefully shear asked her brother (utterance_1781) he and colo were walking beside the wagon for a change (utterance_1782) the laudisses rised so she and her mother and aunt could enjoy the fresh air (utterance_1783) there my dolls said the little girl sadly as she patted the bundle beside her (utterance_1784) i keep them with an offering to the holy river poor little woman (utterance_1785) was those sacrificed thy toys too (utterance_1786) smarter uncle as he patted her head (utterance_1787) chapter forty nine greeks is stubborn (utterance_1788) the days glided by with the stiffness and crisply's limbs growing less painful and the pony recovering fast for the clear mountain air seemed to act like a cure for wounds (utterance_1789) every day the came showed the injured animal in better condition (utterance_1790) at efforts to move no longer made crisuwins and forget his own pains in those he fell at seeing the mustain suffer (utterance_1791) everyone was busy for the keeping watch regularly took up a good deal of time (utterance_1792) it's all nonsense ned cried chris for them to think that they're staying on account of us hullo greggs were you listening (utterance_1793) how did your pony go this morning splendid (utterance_1794) just how to deliver on the bare leg but is better than always yesterday (utterance_1795) did you candry this morning character (utterance_1796) we were at a good swing gallop and what about you (utterance_1797) oh i'm only little stiff still (utterance_1798) we shall get strong more quickly journeying over the plains or climby in a nout among the mountains (utterance_1799) he says we're to start to morrow at daybreak (utterance_1800) hua cried chris (utterance_1801) but we shan't my lad why not (utterance_1802) because of seeing indians again (utterance_1803) oh your always seeing indians again (utterance_1804) while they showed themselves to me i didn't want them said griggs drily (utterance_1805) then artful lot never been away at all i believe (utterance_1806) we couldn't see him oh for you may start they had been close upon a heel directly (utterance_1807) ah you have to trap them chris said ned maliciously (utterance_1808) look here if you say that again we shall quail here that griggs (utterance_1809) oh yes i hear serve you right (utterance_1810) as he can't show us a better way he had better hold her tongue (utterance_1811) very well i can do that said ned hotly (utterance_1812) there that's enough cried chris don't be so petty ned (utterance_1813) that's right cried gliggs (utterance_1814) look here lies of just being trying that place again (utterance_1815) and he time the doctor likes (utterance_1816) being shot at by fellows with both an arrow sounds bad enough but there's no much risk here (utterance_1817) i don't know about that said chris anxiously (utterance_1818) don't you will i do (utterance_1819) i should be running fast and dodging in and out among the rocks and trees (utterance_1820) but the enemy one be standing still continued griggs (utterance_1821) don't believe there's a bitter risk for me i shall be all right (utterance_1822) but the animals will be well back in that hole said chris (utterance_1823) yes my lad but i want them to be planted for the backsill (utterance_1824) i'm afraid father will say that the ponies are to be close at hand (utterance_1825) yes that's right as we can be done but it will go hard with us all of the indians give up the bait of the chap and turn upon both who said it (utterance_1826) well you must talk at a rude father said chris (utterance_1827) to many redskins about as i told you (utterance_1828) there are always too many red skins about cried chris impatiently (utterance_1829) i wish you could charge them boldly and send them flying over the plains (utterance_1830) never to come back again said ned sharply (utterance_1831) not quite my lads but you see that were playing a very ticklesh game (utterance_1832) just then the doctor came into the shelter where the boys had been talking bringing with them watron loving shooting rather trying to shoot for he had had no success they too were talking earnestly about ways and means (utterance_1833) oh here you are griggs cried the doctor (utterance_1834) had he good to us scouting yes sir (utterance_1835) the indians have shipped at their quarters and there is in the battle as outcribed a position as we could contrive for our purpose (utterance_1836) we must get away from here to some good hunting ground (utterance_1837) did the indians think to be camping or only on the moon (utterance_1838) it seemed to me to be hatching up some dagger another and plied groups (utterance_1839) then he began to walk up and down slowly evidently deep in thought (utterance_1840) there he said as made up my mind (utterance_1841) it is very evident that we may wait here our stores are exhausted and be as far off there are peculiarly sick as ever (utterance_1842) the indians cannot and they seem to know it (utterance_1843) going to give up the young christmas plan said griggs lowly (utterance_1844) no i'm going to put it in force at once we start to night (utterance_1845) but all the same we can be making our preparations (utterance_1846) the bearers can be floated with water and every one spatter (utterance_1847) relations can be packed in our wallets the fact anything held ready for his start (utterance_1848) finally just at thus the animals can be driven into a food and water and (utterance_1849) exactly replied the doctor (utterance_1850) but before any more of steady cooks i want to offer you the opportunity to draw back (utterance_1851) look forward said gool sharply (utterance_1852) not a bit of it sir i'm going to take care they don't het me (utterance_1853) i want to do a bit to carry out young chris's plan and shut up the rescue for a week or two perhaps a month while we get right away (utterance_1854) there is a horrible salute greeks (utterance_1855) what bees to let them get the better of us sir (utterance_1856) you mean the shutting up the enemy here to stars (utterance_1857) ejaculated griggs so sharply that the boy started so's a right if they did sir (utterance_1858) what business had they to want our scopes but we shouldn't shut them up to stars (utterance_1859) they'd have weeks a work before they could get their horses out but without horses they'd be out in the wake (utterance_1860) star nonsense (utterance_1861) but there i don't want to make speeches it's all a set of gentlemen (utterance_1862) will you have got to tell the lookout with coming off (utterance_1863) now every one understand that he is to be ready without showing any wash foot in dinscop that there is something on the way (utterance_1864) yet so strong was the effect upon him of contemplating a large fortune that in despite of reason and desire he lived in eager expectation of the wood which should make him rich (utterance_1865) a part of that impression was due to the engagement which he must now fulfill (utterance_1866) to shuffle out of this duty would make him too ignoble even in his own eyes (utterance_1867) because in whose salad days he dallied with a girl who had indeed many charms step by step he had come to the necessity of sacrificing his prospects to that raw attachment (utterance_1868) unable to think of work he left the house and wandered gloomily about regen's park (utterance_1869) he felt himself ill used by destiny and therefore by marian who was fate's instrument (utterance_1870) he wrote to marian (utterance_1871) will you let me hear both common see me (utterance_1872) i scarcely thought of biffernas likely to kill himself (utterance_1873) but more the jews did he go over my out there (utterance_1874) i hoped he would bring me some news (utterance_1875) poverty i can only suppose (utterance_1876) but i will see welp down i hadn't come across bithon for a long time (utterance_1877) was he still so very poor (utterance_1878) asked aby compassionately (utterance_1879) i'm afraid so his book failed utterly (utterance_1880) oh if i had imagined him still in such distress surely i might have done something to help you (utterance_1881) perchance his death was imparted attributable to that hopeless love (utterance_1882) he sent me a copy of his novel she said and i saw him once or twice after that (utterance_1883) having this subject to converse upon put the two more quickly at ease than could otherwise have been the case (utterance_1884) amy wyne to take a foremost place a mock brilliant women (utterance_1885) especially now that her father is threatened with dloydness (utterance_1886) is it so serious (utterance_1887) even if mister yale recovers his side it is not at all likely that he will be able to work as before (utterance_1888) our difficulties are so grave that (utterance_1889) he paused and let his hand fail despondently (utterance_1890) i have a good deal of will you remember and what i have set my mind upon no doubt i shall some day achieve (utterance_1891) there was silence (utterance_1892) the last three years he continued have made no slight difference in my position (utterance_1893) recall where i stood when you first knew me (utterance_1894) just now i made need of a little encouragement (utterance_1895) you don't notice any falling off in one work recently (utterance_1896) do you see my things in the count and so on generally (utterance_1897) sometimes i believe i have detected you when there was no signature (utterance_1898) postorning that girl's paper has attracted attention (utterance_1899) and i could so easily put her at rest by renouncing all claim upon her (utterance_1900) i surmise that that you yourself would also be put at rest by such a decision (utterance_1901) durrant look at me with that ironical smile he pleaded (utterance_1902) i couldn't go about declaring that i was harper i can in any of it i must be content for people to judge me according to their disposition and judgments are pretty sure to be unfavourable what can i do (utterance_1903) the case is too delicate i fear for my advice (utterance_1904) well i'll go back to my scribbly (utterance_1905) again jasper held the white soft head for a superfluous moment (utterance_1906) yet for such feelings he reproached himself and the reproach made him angry (utterance_1907) marian could not mistake the air of restless trouble on her companion's smooth countenance (utterance_1908) she had divined that there was some grave reason for this sons and a panting with which she approached was half caused by the anxious beats of her heart (utterance_1909) he began abruptly (utterance_1910) he gave her such details as he had obtained then added (utterance_1911) there were two of my companions fallen in the battle (utterance_1912) i ought to think myself a lucky fellow married what (utterance_1913) you are better fitted to fight your wife jasper (utterance_1914) more of a great dealing (utterance_1915) he had not very well i turned (utterance_1916) i have made up my mind about air affairs he went on presently (utterance_1917) this (utterance_1918) will you marry me and let us take your chance (utterance_1919) you feel yourself indispensable to your father at present (utterance_1920) i should be so afraid of the effect upon his health jasper (utterance_1921) she paused and looked up at him touchingly (utterance_1922) dear i can't feel it would be my jety to renounce you because my father had become lloyd (utterance_1923) has one thing occurred to you (utterance_1924) will he consent to receive an allowance from a person whose name is missus milvain (utterance_1925) and if he obstinately refuses what then what is before him (utterance_1926) she listened anxiously and reflected (utterance_1927) as i have said there is a very serious doubt whether your father would accept money for you when you were my wife (utterance_1928) it isn't your fault marian and well then there's only one thing to do (utterance_1929) except jasper that his father is helpless i must find means of assuring his support (utterance_1930) do you think them insurmountable (utterance_1931) that is just what i have decided is impossible value you shall have the plain truth (utterance_1932) i don't trust myself (utterance_1933) but shouting faced them willingly (utterance_1934) pulled up your own brow and marian (utterance_1935) what do i care for a drop of rain she exclaimed with passionate sadness when all my life is at stake how am i to understand you (utterance_1936) every word you speak seems intended to disarm me (utterance_1937) why need you conceal it if that is the truth (utterance_1938) is that what ye mean by saying you distrust yourself (utterance_1939) we must see each other again marian (utterance_1940) how am i to live an hour in such uncertainty as this (utterance_1941) i do wish it (utterance_1942) her emotion hadn't effect on him and his voice trembled (utterance_1943) there is no natural law that a child should surrender everything for her parents (utterance_1944) you know so much more of the world than i do can't you advise me (utterance_1945) is there no way of providing for my father (utterance_1946) good god this is frightful marian i can't stand it (utterance_1947) i will be faithful to you (utterance_1948) he had made a pretence of holding his umbrella over her but marian turned away and walked to a little distance and stood beneath the shelter of a great tree her face averted from him (utterance_1949) moving to follow he saw that her frame was shaken by soundless sobbing (utterance_1950) in what can there be more selfishness (utterance_1951) but i couldn't say on word that would seem to invite such misery as this (utterance_1952) you don't love me jasper and that's an end of everything (utterance_1953) happiness or misery come to us by fate (utterance_1954) is it in my power to make you happy (utterance_1955) but if you had said you loved me before that i should have it always to remember (utterance_1956) if i believe anything i believe that i did love you (utterance_1957) what can you say to me more than you have said now (utterance_1958) remember me as a man who disregarded priceless love such as yours to go and make himself a proud position among fools and knaves indeed that's what it's come to (utterance_1959) soon enough he would thoroughly despise me and though i should know it was merited my perverse pride would revolt against it (utterance_1960) what can be simpler than the truth (utterance_1961) it is a thing that happens every day either in a man or woman and all that honour demands is the courage to confess the truth (utterance_1962) marian will you do this will you let her engagement last for another six months but without her meeting during that time (utterance_1963) that seems to me childish (utterance_1964) the rain fell unceasingly and with it became to mingle unortumnal mist (utterance_1965) jasper lloyd margaret then asked calmly (utterance_1966) are you going to the museum yes (utterance_1967) go home again for this morning marian you can't work (utterance_1968) i must and i have no time to lose (utterance_1969) good bye she gave him her head (utterance_1970) they looked at each other for an instant that marian left the shelter of the tree opened her umbrella and walked quickly away (utterance_1971) jasper did not watch her he had the face of a man who was suffering a severe humiliation (utterance_1972) his sister said very little for she recognized genuine suffering in his times and aspect (utterance_1973) a few weeks ago he actually proposed to a woman for whom he does not pretend to have the slightest affection but who is very rich and who seemed likely to be foolish enough to marry him (utterance_1974) yesterday morning he received her final answer a refusal (utterance_1975) you will understand that surely you need no fresh proof how awfully a worthy he is of you (utterance_1976) you are the only friend i have of my own sex and i could not bear to lose you (utterance_1977) several days passed before they came a reply (utterance_1978) i must only ask that you will write to me without the least reference to these troubles tell me always about yourself i be sure that you cannot tell me too much (utterance_1979) we have succeeded in a massing two hundred ounces of silver enough i trust to erect a handsome bronze figure (utterance_1980) to be sure it seems a shame yet if i could steal the money this priest is boasting about i could live at ease for the rest of my days and so he began casting about how best he might come to this purpose (utterance_1981) but the priest far from guessing the drift of his comrade's thoughts journeyed cheerfully on till they reached the town of coana (utterance_1982) here there is an arm of the sea which is crossed in fairy boats that start as soon as some twenty or thirty passengers are gathered together and in one of these boats the two travellers embarked (utterance_1983) when the boatman and passengers heard the splashing saw the priest struggling in the water they were afraid and made every effort to save him but the wind was fair and the boat running swiftly under the belling sails so they were soon a few hundred yards off from the drowning man who sank before the boat could be turned to rescue him (utterance_1984) when he saw this the roon feigned the utmost grief in dismay and said to his fellow passengers dose priest whom we have just lost was my cousin he was going to kiyoto to visit the shrine of his patron and as i happened to have business there as well we settled to travel together (utterance_1985) now alas by this misfortune my cousin is dead and i am left alone (utterance_1986) he spoke so feelingly and wept so freely that the passengers believed a story and pitied and tried to come for them (utterance_1987) then the roanin said to the boatman (utterance_1988) what think you gentlemen added he turning to the other travellers (utterance_1989) they of course were only too glad to avoid any hindrance to their onward journey and all with one voice agreed to what the run had proposed and so the matter was settled (utterance_1990) when at length they reached the shore they left the boat and every man went his way but the roanet overjoyed and his heart took the wandering priest's luggage and putting it with his own pursued his journey to kiyoto (utterance_1991) fortune favoring his speculations he began to a mask great wealth and lived at his ease denying himself nothing and in the course of time he married a wife who bore him a child (utterance_1992) since then i was gone well with me yet had i not been poor i had never turned to sasson nor thief (utterance_1993) he would have fled into the house but the ghost stretched forth its withered arm and clutching the back of his neck scowled at him with a vindictive glare and a hideous ghastlyness of mean so unspeakably awful that any ordinary man would have swooned with fear (utterance_1994) at length undone by such ceaseless vexation to obey fell ill and kept muttering oh misery the wandering priest is coming to torture me (utterance_1995) now it chanced that the story reached the ears of a certain wandering priest too lodged in the next train (utterance_1996) and hiding his head under the coverlet he lay quivering all over (utterance_1997) three years ago at the coon a ferry you flung me into the water and well you remember it (utterance_1998) happily continued the priest i had learned to swim and to dive as a boy so i reached the shore and after wandering through many provinces succeeded in setting up a bronze figure to buddha thus fulfilling the wish of my heart (utterance_1999) on my journey homewards i took a lodging in the next street and there heard of your marvelous ailment (utterance_2000) thinking i could divine its cause i came to see you and am glad to find i was not mistaken (utterance_2001) and would it not ill become me to bear malice (utterance_2002) repent therefore in abandon your evil ways (utterance_2003) to see you do so i should esteem the height of happiness (utterance_2004) be of good cheer now and look me in the face and you will see that i am really a living man and no vengeful goblin come to torment you (utterance_2005) in a fit of madness i was tempted to kill and rob you (utterance_2006) fortune befriended me ever after but the richer i grew the more keenly i felt how wicked i had been and the more i foresaw that my victim's vengeance would some day overtake me (utterance_2007) haunted by this thought i lost my nerve till one night i beheld your spirit and from that time forth fell ill (utterance_2008) but how you manage to escape in her still alive is more than i can understand (utterance_2009) a guilty man said the priest with a smile shudders at the rustling of the wind or the chattering of his stork speak a murderer's conscience prays upon his mind till he sees what is not (utterance_2010) every well ordered japanese home of the old fashioned kind has its little shrine which is the centre of the religious life of the house (utterance_2011) she it is who sets the rice and wine before the ancestral tablets who lights the little lampeach knife and who sees that at each feast day in an adversary season the proper food is prepared and set out to the household gods (utterance_2012) these must be kept carefully by the mothers a safe guard against the many evils that beset child life (utterance_2013) visits to noted temples by relatives and friends often result in additions to the child's collection (utterance_2014) all these are put together by the careful mother and preserved as jealously as queen authea kept the charge stick to govern the destiny of her son (utterance_2015) as the children arrive at years of discretion these treasures pass out of the mother's faithful keeping into the hands of their actual owners and there usually kept stored away in some little use drawer or cabinet until death removed the necessity for any further safe guards over life (utterance_2016) each animal brings its own kind of gooder padlock into the hour day or year over which it provides and only a skilful balancer prose and cons can read on right the combinations and understand what the luck of any particular hour in any particular year will be (utterance_2017) for the greater events of family life the home prophecies are felt to be too uncertain and the services of the fortune teller must be called him (utterance_2018) no while managed family would think of building a new house without finding in what direction to pace the front door (utterance_2019) after this manner has been settled and the houses fairly begun there are occasional crases in its construction upon which much depends (utterance_2020) of these the most important is the day when the roof is raised (utterance_2021) the house owner then the sides whether the day set by the builder is a lucky one for himself and his family (utterance_2022) a present of money to each workman is also in order and will conduce to the rapid and faithful execution of the javit hand when at last the houses finished and carpenters and plasterers are ready to leave it the local fireman who have assisted all along in the building as unskilled labourers often ascend to the roof and from the bridge pole cast down cakes for which the children in the neighbourhoodfully (utterance_2023) all come who can and those who cannot come sins servants or provisions (utterance_2024) on the day after the death often in the evening the body must be placed in a cask shaped coffin that until recently was a style commonly in using japan (utterance_2025) now among the wealthier classes the long coffin has superseded the small square or round one but the smaller expense connected with the burial in the old way makes a survival of an old type a necessity for the majority of japanese (utterance_2026) at an appointed time all the relatives assembled in the death chamber and preparations are made for the bathing of the corpse (utterance_2027) there's no official ceremonial morning of parents for their children nor does custom require them to perform any of the last riots or attend the funeral (utterance_2028) upon the younger brothers and sisters falls the duty of attending to all the last sad ministerations (utterance_2029) when the body has been washed is as dressed in white and silk cobiti whenever the family can afford it (utterance_2030) the body to be placed in the coffin must be folded into a sitting posture and the chin rested upon the knees the position of the mummies found in many aboriginal american tombs (utterance_2031) this difficult to us apparently impossible feat safely accomplished there are placed in the coffin and number of small things that the dead takes with him to the next world (utterance_2032) the single exception to this rule about metal is that small copper coins may be put in to see the old hag who guards the bank of the river of death (utterance_2033) last of all the vacant spaces in the coffin are filled in with bags of tea (utterance_2034) so long as the coffin is in the house it must be watched over continually (utterance_2035) it is their duty to see that the incense burning before the coffin is never allowed to go out while the food for the dead is renewed at regular intervals by the mourners themselves (utterance_2036) there are few enlightened japanese who will defend the present system of cruelty to the afflicted or who do not long for some change but so great is the force of conservatism in this regard so haunting the fear that any change may indicate a lack of respect for the dead that reform advances slowly (utterance_2037) individual instances occur in which some of the worst features of these customs are modified (utterance_2038) a case and point is that of the late mister fuchasareva a man whose life was devoted to the advancement of his countryman in modern ways and who and his death continued his teaching (utterance_2039) in this will he provided that his body was to be buried without washing in the clothing in which he died (utterance_2040) through this growing feeling and the unselfishness of maternal affection may come in time the release from these mournful ceremonies (utterance_2041) just before the procession starts a religious ceremony is held at the house which is attended by the friends of the deceased and which is substantially the same as that performed at the cemetery (utterance_2042) on the day of the burial great bunches of natural flowers are sent to the dead each bunch so large as to require the services of one man to carry it (utterance_2043) sometimes with the gift a man is sent to take part in the possession but if the giver feels too poor to hire a man this burden too falls upon the bereaved household for etiquette requires that all flowers sent be borne to the grave by uniform coolies who march in the funeral train (utterance_2044) another favorite present at this time among buddhist is a cage of living birds to be borne to the grave and released thereon (utterance_2045) it seems more like a bridal than a burial (utterance_2046) during this period the spirit of the deceased is supposed to be still inhabiting the house and a tabletter shrine is set up in the death chamber before which food and flowers are renewed daily (utterance_2047) of course you must be a lane anne said diana (utterance_2048) of course it would be romantic conceited jane andrews but i know that i couldn't keep stone (utterance_2049) but it's so ridiculous to have a red headed he lame warned anne (utterance_2050) and a lane was a little maid (utterance_2051) your complexion is just as fair as rubies said diana earnestly and your hair is ever so much darker than it used to be before you cut it (utterance_2052) it was splendid to fish for chat over the bridge and the two girls learned to row themselves about in the little flat bottomed dary mister bhaerrik had for duck shooting (utterance_2053) it was anxiety that dramatize a lane (utterance_2054) those days she said were so much more romantic than the present (utterance_2055) they had often gone down like this and nothing could be more convenient for playing a lay (utterance_2056) the black shell having been procured anne sped it over the flat and then lay down in the bottom with closed eyes and hands folded over her breast (utterance_2057) it spoils the effect because this is hundreds of years before missus lynde was born (utterance_2058) ten year rangers (utterance_2059) it's silly for a way and to be talking when she is dead (utterance_2060) james rose to the occasion (utterance_2061) left behind the landing (utterance_2062) anne gave one gasping little scream which nobody ever heard she was white to the lips but she did not lose her self possession (utterance_2063) there is one chance just one (utterance_2064) under such circumstances you don't think we're to about making a flowery prayer (utterance_2065) the flat drifted under the bridge and then promptly sank in mid stream (utterance_2066) ruby jane and diana already awaiting it on the lower headland saw it disappear before the very eyes and had no doubt but that anne had gone down with it (utterance_2067) the minutes passed by a steaming like an hour to the unfortunate lily maid (utterance_2068) why didn't somebody come where had the girls gone (utterance_2069) her imagination began to suggest all manner of curse and possibilities to her (utterance_2070) anne shirley (utterance_2071) how on earth did you get up there he exclaimed (utterance_2072) it was certainly extremely difficult to be dignified under the circumstances (utterance_2073) what has happened anne (utterance_2074) asked gilbert taking up his oars (utterance_2075) we were playing in lane explained anne frederick without even looking at her rescuer and i had to drift down to camelot in the barge and in the fight (utterance_2076) for a moment anne hesitated (utterance_2077) her heart gave a quick queer little bee (utterance_2078) her resentment which to other an older people might be as laughable as its cause was in no wit a lad and softened by time seemingly (utterance_2079) no she said coldly i shall never be friends with you gilbert blythe and i don't want to be (utterance_2080) all right (utterance_2081) i'll never ask you to be friends again anne shirley and i don't care either (utterance_2082) of course he had insulted her terribly but still (utterance_2083) everything i do gets me or my tears friends into escape (utterance_2084) anne's presentiment proved more trustworthy than presentiments are apt to do (utterance_2085) will you ever have any sense anne grimaud (utterance_2086) i don't say how said marilla (utterance_2087) ever since i came to green gables i've been making the stakes and each mistake has helped to cure me of some great short coming (utterance_2088) vanity and vexation of spirit (utterance_2089) the spring was abroad in the land and marilla's sober middle aged step was lighter and swifter because of its deep primal gladness (utterance_2090) i must say with all her faults i never found her disabedient or untrustworthy before and i'm real sorry to find her so now (utterance_2091) perhaps you're judging her too hastily marilla (utterance_2092) of course i knew you take her part matthew but i'm bringing her up not you (utterance_2093) demanded marilla anxiously going over to the bed (utterance_2094) anne cowered deeper into her pillows as if desirous of hiding herself forever from mortal eyes no (utterance_2095) get right up this minute and tell me (utterance_2096) this minute i say there now what is it (utterance_2097) and had slid to the floor in despairing obedience (utterance_2098) yes it's green moaned anne (utterance_2099) i thought nothing could be as bad as red hair (utterance_2100) he even got into any scrape for ever two months and i was sure another one was dear (utterance_2101) now then what did you do to your hair (utterance_2102) and surely didn't you know it was a wicked thing to do (utterance_2103) yes i knew it was a little wicked admitted anne (utterance_2104) i know what if she does like to have your word dadded (utterance_2105) and missus allen says we should never suspect any one of not telling us the truth unless we have proof of their not (utterance_2106) but i hadn't been and i believed every word he said implicitly (utterance_2107) who said who are you talking about (utterance_2108) oh i didn't let him in the house (utterance_2109) in a crisis i saw myself with beautiful raven black hair and the temptation was irresistible (utterance_2110) oh marilla but a tangled wabbly weave in first we practised to deceive (utterance_2111) you hear must be cut off there is no other way he can't go out with it looking like that (utterance_2112) with a dismal sigh she went for the scissors (utterance_2113) but there was nothing comforting and having your hair cut off because you doubted a dreadful color is there (utterance_2114) i'm going to weep all the time you're cutting enough if it wanted a fear (utterance_2115) it seems such a tragic thing (utterance_2116) anne wept then the later on when she went upstairs and looked in the glass she was calm with despair (utterance_2117) yes i will too (utterance_2118) i never thought i was vain about my hair of all things but now i know i was in spite of its being red because it was so long and thick and curly (utterance_2119) i expect something happened to my nose next (utterance_2120) anne's clipped head made a sensation in school on the following monday but to her relief nobody guessed the real reason for it not even josty pie who however did not fail to inform anne that she looked like a perfect scarecrow (utterance_2121) it's hard to be told you look like a scarf kicked scarecrow and i wanted to say something back but i did it (utterance_2122) and makes you feel very virtuous when you forgive people doesn't it (utterance_2123) i mean to devote all my energies to being good after this and i shall never try to be beautiful again (utterance_2124) of course it's better to be good (utterance_2125) i do really want to be good marilla like you and missus allen emma stacy and grant to be a credit to you (utterance_2126) tiana says when my hair becames to grow to tie a black velvet ribbon around my head at the bow at one side (utterance_2127) i will call it a snood it sounds so romantic (utterance_2128) my head is better now (utterance_2129) it was terrible about this afternoon though (utterance_2130) junior avonlea found it hard to settle down to humdrum existence again (utterance_2131) perhaps after a while i'll get used to it but i'm afraid concerts spoil people for every day life (utterance_2132) i suppose that is why marilla disapproves of them (utterance_2133) i feel just now that i may grow up to be sensible yet (utterance_2134) i to slay awake and imagine the concert over and over again (utterance_2135) eventually however avonlea school slipped back into its old grove and took up its old interests (utterance_2136) none other sloanes would have any dealings with the bells because the bells had declared that the sloanes had too much to do in the programme and the sloanes had retorted that the bells were not capable of doing the little they had to do properly (utterance_2137) the winter weeks lit by (utterance_2138) on anne's birthday they were tripping lightly down it keeping eyes and ears alert amid all the chatter for miss stacy had told them that they must soon read a composition on a winter's walk in the woods and it behoved them to be observant (utterance_2139) i can scarcely realise it and in my teens (utterance_2140) it's a great comfort to think that i'll be able to use big words then without being laughed at (utterance_2141) ruby gillis thinks of nothing but both said anne disdainfully (utterance_2142) she is actually delighted when any one might turn him up and it take notice for all she pretends to be so mad (utterance_2143) i'm trying to be as much like missus allen as i possibly can for i think she's perfect (utterance_2144) if i had alice bell's crooked nose said anne decidedly i wouldn't but there (utterance_2145) i'm afraid i think too much about my nose ever since i heard that compliment about it long ago (utterance_2146) oh diana look there's a rabbit (utterance_2147) they're so white and still as if they are asleep and dreaming pretty dreams (utterance_2148) i wrote at last monday evening (utterance_2149) it's called the jealous rival or in death not divided (utterance_2150) i read it to marilla and she said it was stuff and nonsense (utterance_2151) it's a sad sweet story (utterance_2152) cordelia was a regal brunet with a coronet of midnight hair and duskly flashing eyes (utterance_2153) you know so much more than you did when you are only twelve (utterance_2154) they grew in beauty side by side until they were sixteen (utterance_2155) i asked for he begilis if she knew anything about how medra pose because i thought she'd likely be an authority on the subject having so many sisters married (utterance_2156) but she pretended to be jelly and's friend the same as ever (utterance_2157) let's you and me have a story club all around and write stories for practice (utterance_2158) you ought to call to fate your imagination you know miss daisy says so (utterance_2159) only we must take the right way (utterance_2160) this was how the story club came into existence (utterance_2161) near boys were allowed in it although ruby gillis a pine that their admission would make it more exciting and each member had to produce one story a week (utterance_2162) each girl lasted to reader story out loud and then we talk it over (utterance_2163) mine is rosamond montmorsary all the girls do pretty well (utterance_2164) i am sure that must have a horse from the effect (utterance_2165) the more was the great thing mister allan says so (utterance_2166) i read one of my stories to him in missus allen and they both agreed that the moral was excellent (utterance_2167) jane and ruby almost always cry when i come to the pathetic parts (utterance_2168) miss josephine berry broke back that she had never read anything so amusing in her life (utterance_2169) i am sure missus allen was never such a silly forgetful little girl as you are (utterance_2170) i felt so encouraged when i heard that (utterance_2171) missus lyndes has she always felt shocked when she hears of any one ever having been naughty your mother how small they were (utterance_2172) now i wouldn't have felt that way (utterance_2173) pelix nuckers the generally ugly man of the hall had just brought the boys up from cedarville to its place they had journeyed from a tartar on the regular afternoon boat running up cauga lake (utterance_2174) which the rogues had come thread kadison nadi colbert and several others of the old school chums (utterance_2175) oh how did he do missus strong (utterance_2176) and he had antony to have peter (utterance_2177) well thomas i hope you have left all your trunks behind observed george stunk (utterance_2178) hollow weather (utterance_2179) of gay fifteen hounds and (utterance_2180) you'll let me go say your a stick in prince in my hand hold paul (utterance_2181) he moaned as tom ran off throwing away several tiny tacks as he did so (utterance_2182) so you have come back have you (utterance_2183) observed missus green as tom stopped at the kitchen door (utterance_2184) asked home and then his face fell (utterance_2185) oh dear you always did put me down as the first boy in the school when i i do my very best and almost sobbing tom put his face up against the court's leave (utterance_2186) missus green was very tender hearted in spite of her somewhat free tongue and she was all sympathy immediately (utterance_2187) there there's home i didn't mean to hurt your feelings she said soothingly (utterance_2188) i and i know sobbed tom (utterance_2189) come sit down and hang a pie that's a good boy (utterance_2190) it's clearly light home he murmured presently (utterance_2191) missus green when you die they ought to etter an awfully big monument over your grave (utterance_2192) once was her troubled home and luncheon (utterance_2193) and yet with it all secret and help but like the boy (utterance_2194) and to think the stars just began (utterance_2195) and he mobed his bow with his foot bent down a handkerchief (utterance_2196) what kind of joki said master roga (utterance_2197) oh it's not a joke you're handsome (utterance_2198) having got a camera to be sure he had a tis (utterance_2199) sam drew at tiny box from his pocket (utterance_2200) we'll stand still and i'll take his natural (utterance_2201) don't stand up straight and look happy (utterance_2202) cried sam as the cow collected her arm (utterance_2203) raise your right hand to your breast this is all statesman do (utterance_2204) no wait a minute and the picture will be finished (utterance_2205) no this is a new paytantic process (utterance_2206) sam drew a square of the tent from the box (utterance_2207) i don't see any picture grows lovers looking at the square blankly (utterance_2208) and to let her fresh head (utterance_2209) the boys gathered around set up a shelf (utterance_2210) sam rower i'll get square see if i don't (utterance_2211) he murmured sam innocently was afraid of good picture (utterance_2212) fill me off said the donkey (utterance_2213) a donkey o pelic i did nothing octify (utterance_2214) it's a donkey's head i say (utterance_2215) and i said to a picture (utterance_2216) i guess i know a doctor's head when i see it asked adola (utterance_2217) hellok let us some stay here (utterance_2218) oh you can't joat me no more (utterance_2219) one night when both the sleeping the prince had a marked the dream (utterance_2220) they rushed into the room added their cries to hers and forgetting all their form of precautions left the doors opened so that the guards outside hearing the clamour entered and saw the prince (utterance_2221) she is a disgrace to her family and shall soon see her husband impelled on a stake (utterance_2222) then with his forehead disfigured by a fearful frown he continued to abuse the prince and having tied his hands behind him tied him from the room (utterance_2223) treated thus like some wild beast roughly shaken and neglected nazarina would have suffered greatly had he not been protected by the magic world given to him in partella and which he had complied to conceal in his hair (utterance_2224) advancing therefore with a large army he prepared to beseech jumpa the capital city (utterance_2225) and herable battle ensued in which both kings were formed prodigies of valor (utterance_2226) should there be anybody for the violater of the harem (utterance_2227) at the old king my father now in his stowed hatch was foolish enough to favour the criminal for the sake of his wordless daughter you had no need of his permission and ought not to have been influenced by him (utterance_2228) let that wife adosa be immediately put to that my torture and his barimov be shut up and prison the life on (utterance_2229) have ready also of fierce elephant suitably equipped which i have want immediately after the very to overtake my army in march against the enemy and as i set out i would make the elephant trample the life out of that criminal (utterance_2230) while he stood there calmly awaiting that which now seemed inevitable he suddenly felt his feet free and a beautiful lady appeared before him (utterance_2231) she humbly bound down said let my lord pardon her servant for the injury which she has unconsciously caused (utterance_2232) i am an optorous born from the rays of the moon (utterance_2233) one day as i was flying through the air wearing up my dress a swan mistaken me for a lotus lyd attacked me (utterance_2234) in his anger he cursed me saying oh wicked one for this offence you aren't in them to be changed into a piece of unconscious metal (utterance_2235) the change took place immediately and i fell to the ground to an end was civil chain (utterance_2236) on his way he saw that silver fetel descended to the ground picked it up and continued his fight (utterance_2237) the slave of tenroetmar hearing this came out of the palace and quickly mounting the elephant who held down his trunk to deceive him placed himself behind the prince (utterance_2238) gaieth was sent me to astonishment and joy and dared to recognize each other the prince exclaiming is it possible (utterance_2239) is it really you my dear friend apahania erma who have to understand (utterance_2240) to these they forced their way employing with good effects the weapons placed on the elephant for the use of tindle at mar (utterance_2241) before however they had gone far they heard the noise of battle at a distance and saw the soldiers in front of them scattered in all directions (utterance_2242) we have just now encountered and utterly defeated the enemy so that there is no fear of any further assistance (utterance_2243) and i did not hear it like to this (utterance_2244) out of curiosity he had one of them outside his house (utterance_2245) in cases of scott princeting the modern medicine men draw up patent plauses with human milk or juice of the milkade sclant you fort pier too calli and apply them to the parts (utterance_2246) when the amblical card of a corned peevies lost off a spider as burnt in the fire and its ashes are placed in a carpentered show mixed with castro oil and applied by means of a fowl's feather to the naval (utterance_2247) neven called the dead man by his name and eagerly weighed till some insect settle on the cloth (utterance_2248) blood was described as oozing out of his eyes (utterance_2249) made the persian sut the milk of depressed offer woman whose baby is more than eight days old (utterance_2250) his campboy told him of a case in which that was said to have assaulted him from eating one of these animals coatford subject food (utterance_2251) a few years ago arose in connection with an insect which was said to have taken up its edward in imported german class bangles which complete with the indigenous industry of the garrison of anglome makers the insect was supported to lie low on the bangle till it was perturous when it would come out and nip the bearer before the coming (utterance_2252) his body was long and slender hard in a dial his sight keen his ame and erring (utterance_2253) in the month of agrahen county had gone out shooting near the swamp of lydie he with a few sporting companions (utterance_2254) one morning and scanty was seated in his boat leaning a favorite conn he suddenly started at what he thought was the cry of white hot looking up he saw of the lace man in coming to the water's edge with two white talking sclass to her breast (utterance_2255) the girl put the birds into the water and watched them anxiously (utterance_2256) looking round can't he saw one of his men pointing an unloyed cone at the docks (utterance_2257) county went on cleaning his gun (utterance_2258) after county had eaten and drunk the brahman begged him to induce himself can't he give his own name his father's name and yet the service home and then said in usual way if i can be of any service sir i shall keep my misfortune at (utterance_2259) so saying county repeated his salute and went back (utterance_2260) the brick boat mentioned of the muzumdars had been borrowed for the burning ceremony which was fixed for the next mark as condy did not wish to delay (utterance_2261) in due time the pride grew more lived on his elephant with drums and music and with the partsway procession and the ceremony began (utterance_2262) in that past full doned gased face grown with the railing coronel and breddaked with sandal paste he could scarcely recognize the relays waiting of his fancy and in the fullness of his emotion a mist seemed to be cloud his eyes (utterance_2263) the light of the lamp seemed to grow them and darkness to tanish the face of the pride herself (utterance_2264) at first he felt angry with his father in law the old scoundrel had shown him one girl and married him to another (utterance_2265) close upon it followed the girl he had seen the fall (utterance_2266) oh the mad girl cried the woman as they made signs to her to lead the room (utterance_2267) while the women in the room began to tit her (utterance_2268) the increasing laughter in the room betokened in a musing joke (utterance_2269) with a sigh of intense leaf as of his care from the lammady he looked once more into the face of his bride (utterance_2270) the fawn had taken this morning meal and now lay curled up on the bed of moss (utterance_2271) whenever the fawn caught up he was quite content to frisk about (utterance_2272) the danger was certain now it was near (utterance_2273) the house had struck a trail where she turned and the fawn was safe (utterance_2274) one was rowing the other had a gun in his hand what should she do (utterance_2275) her tired lakes could not propel the tie it boardy rapidly (utterance_2276) the door saw the boat nearing her (utterance_2277) in a moment more the boat was on her and the man at the oars had leaned over and caught her (utterance_2278) i was tormented by thirst but had abstained from drinking for many days according to the doctor's orders (utterance_2279) that old man ceased to give so much annoyance yet sometimes he appeared to me in dreams (utterance_2280) felijah given them orders not to speak to me of this (utterance_2281) this maid had stolen from me certain little things of some importance and in her fear being detected she would have been very glad if i had died (utterance_2282) accordingly she allowed me twice to take as much as i could of the water so that in good earnest i swallowed more than a flask full i then covered myself and began to sweat and fell into a deep sleep (utterance_2283) they say that my poor friend was on the point of falling to the ground so grieved was he to hear this (utterance_2284) afterwards he took in a gleest faith and began to beat the serving girl with all his mind shouting out ah traitress you have killed him for me then (utterance_2285) she may need have saved my life so let me a helping hand for i have sweated and be quick about it (utterance_2286) felichiecher recovered his spirits dried and made me comfortable and i being conscious of a great improvement in my state began to reckon on recovery (utterance_2287) just then the other doctor bernardino put in his appearance who at the beginning of my illness had refused to plead me (utterance_2288) myster friendships call that most evil men exclaimed oh power of nature (utterance_2289) she knows what she requires and the physicians know nothing (utterance_2290) that simbotton my schuburnardino made uncersain if he had drunk another bottle he would have been cured upon the spot (utterance_2291) afterwards he turned to me and asked if i could have drunk more water (utterance_2292) i answered no because i had entirely quenched my thirst (utterance_2293) in like manner she was asking for what she wanted when the poor young man begged you to lead him (utterance_2294) if you knew that his recovery dependent upon his drinking two flasks of water why did you not say so before (utterance_2295) you might then have boasted of this cure (utterance_2296) at this words the wretched quack sulkily departed and never showed his face again (utterance_2297) the very evening i was taken with great precautions in a chair well rubbed up and protected from the cold (utterance_2298) do not permit him any irregularities for though he has escaped this time another disorder now would be the death of him (utterance_2299) then he turned to me and said my benvenomto be prudent commit no excesses and when you are quite recovered i begged you to make me a madonner with your own hand and i will always pay my devotions to it for your sake (utterance_2300) so i made my mind up and prepared to trouble (utterance_2301) that day many friends came to see me among others pierre laudanby who was the best and dearest friend i ever had (utterance_2302) next day there came a surgeon nikola de monte aguta who was also a very great friend of mine (utterance_2303) i had harboured him in rome and provided for his costs while he had turned my whole house upside down for the man was subject to a species of dry scab which he was always in the habit of scratching with his hand (utterance_2304) meanwhile that able physician french escorda montevarchi attended to my cuel with great skill (utterance_2305) there they said at me to wait until the duke went by (utterance_2306) many of my friends at court came up to greet me and expressed surprise that i had undergone the inconvenience of being carried in that way while so shetted by illness we said that i ought to have waited till i was well and then to have visited the duke (utterance_2307) at this words my steragus deano the duke's tailor made his way through all those gentlemen and said if that's all you want to know you shall know it at this very moment (utterance_2308) george was a painter whom i have mentioned happened just then to pass and my sire augustine i exclaimed there is the man who accused you now you know yourself if it be true or not (utterance_2309) as fusely as i could not being able to leave my seat i asked george oh if it was true that he had accused me (utterance_2310) he denied that it was so and that he had ever said anything of the sword (utterance_2311) my serogus deanel retorted you gallowsbird (utterance_2312) don't you know that i know it for most certain (utterance_2313) george o made off as quickly as he could repeating that he had not accused me (utterance_2314) then after a short while the duke came by whereupon i had myself raised up before his excellency and he halted (utterance_2315) the duke gazed at me and marveled i was still alive afterwards bathed me take heed to be an honest man and regained my house (utterance_2316) when i reached home mikola dabontea guitol came to visit me and told me that i had escaped one of the most dreadful perils in the world quite contrary to all his expectations for he had seen my ruin written with indelible ink (utterance_2317) i answered that i had done nothing to displease him but that he had endured me and told him all the affair about the mins (utterance_2318) he repeated get hands as quickly as you can and be of good courage for you will see of vengeance executed sooner than you expect (utterance_2319) i the best attention to my house gave piertro pagolo at vice about stamping the coins and they went off upon my way to rome without saying a word to the duke or anybody else (utterance_2320) you want them to immortalize that ferocious tyrant (utterance_2321) you have never made anything so exquisite which proves you i will invent auterate foe and their devoted friend and yet the pope and he have had it twice a mine to hang you without any fault of yours (utterance_2322) it was firmly believed that duke alicidelal was the son of pope clamate (utterance_2323) messr fred chesco used also to say and swear by all he thinks that if he could he would have robbed me of the dyes for that meadow (utterance_2324) i responded that he had done well to tell me so and that i would take such care of them that he should never see them more (utterance_2325) i now sent to florence to request lorentheno that he would send me the reverse of the meadow (utterance_2326) mikola de monter guto to whom i had written wrote that saying that he had spoken to that mad melancholy philosopher lord llurid's he known for it he had replied that he was thinking night and day of nothing else and that he would finish it as soon as he was able (utterance_2327) nevertheless i was not to set my hopes upon his reverse but i had better invent one out of my own head and when i had finished it i might bring it without hesitation to the duke for this would be to my advantage (utterance_2328) i composed the design of a reverse which seemed to me appropriate and pressed the work forward to my best ability (utterance_2329) this being so as he was a fellow of much humor we used offered to laugh together about the great credit he had gained (utterance_2330) i therefore dismounted at once got my following peace ready and at a very long range brought two of them down with a single ball (utterance_2331) i never used to shoot with more than one ball and was usually able to hit my mark at two hundred cubits which cannot be done by other ways of loading (utterance_2332) i lived at my foot and let the water run out then when i had mounted we met haste for rome (utterance_2333) there was no answer and after one or two ineffectual attempts phronsie turned fearfully away (utterance_2334) i'll try and she laid a quick hand on the now (utterance_2335) two red spots burned on her cheeks and her pale blue eyes snapped (utterance_2336) i'm sure i heard it raging up and down (utterance_2337) i don't want any dinner said charlotte drawing back (utterance_2338) yes indeed said polly cheerily just as fine as can be (utterance_2339) assuredly said old mister king with great satisfaction in polly's pleasure and at her success in drawing charlotte out (utterance_2340) and after this there were no more quiet days for charlotte chatterton (utterance_2341) oh bless me at you phronsie in pleased surprise (utterance_2342) yes grandpa said phronsie coming in and shutting it more carefully i came on purpose to see you all alone (utterance_2343) so you did dear said mister king highly gratified and pushing away his writing table he held out his hand (utterance_2344) oh no grandpapa cried phronsie in a rapture i could never be too big for that so she perched up as of old on his knee then she folded her hands and looked gravely in his face (utterance_2345) well my dear what is it (utterance_2346) asked the old gentleman presently you've come to tell me something i suppose (utterance_2347) yes grandpapa i have said phronsie decidedly and it is most important too grandpapa and oh i do wish it so much and she clasped her hands tighter inside (utterance_2348) well then phronsie if you wanted i suppose it must be said mister king quite as a matter of course (utterance_2349) oh she left you everything she had phronsie a couple of millions or so it is why (utterance_2350) charlotte poor repeated the old gentleman (utterance_2351) why no not exactly her father is a rich but charlotte i think they do very well especially as i intend to keep her here for a while and then i shall never let her suffer phronsie never indeed (utterance_2352) grabba said phronsie wasn't missus chatterton aunt charlotte (utterance_2353) if missus chatterton was aunt to charlotte persisted phronsie slowly it seems as if charlotte ought to have some of the money it really does grandpapa (utterance_2354) maybe said the old gentleman with a short laugh and i shouldn't wonder if cousin eunus was sorry over a few other things too phronsie (utterance_2355) wouldn't it make her very glad if i gave charlotte some of the money (utterance_2356) for answer mister king set it down hastily on the floor and took two or three turns up and down the room (utterance_2357) oh i do so wish i might she said there's so much for a little girl like me (utterance_2358) it would be so nice to have charlotte half some with me still no answer (utterance_2359) i was writing a note to missus fargo said phronsie putting up her lips for a kiss (utterance_2360) sure as i can be phronsie said old mister king smiling good bye dear (utterance_2361) there there ry sister's boy shall never say that but come in come in (utterance_2362) not to be ungracious the young man threw himself into a chair (utterance_2363) oh hang it uncle why can't you let me alone (utterance_2364) which is a wonder interpolated pickering (utterance_2365) i know you did uncle said pickery you've done everything that's good (utterance_2366) for heaven's sake pickering cried his uncle darting in front of the chair and its restless octapet don't say that again (utterance_2367) i've been a lazy dog all my life and a good for not but i hope i've not sunk to that (utterance_2368) the church bells were ringing and people on the avenue going by to service turned curious inquiring looks up at the great house and then went on talking of the recent events which had so strangely entered into and made history in the city (utterance_2369) and all through his impassion appealed this morning there was a note of sadness and rebuke and stern condemnation that made many of the members pale with self accusation or with inward anger (utterance_2370) raymond had voted to continue for another year the saloon (utterance_2371) the christians of raymond stood condemned by the result (utterance_2372) for that had been the fact in raymond for years the saloon ruled (utterance_2373) president marsh sat there his usual erect handsome firm bright self confident bearing all gaul his head bowed upon his breast the great tears rolling down his cheeks unmindful of the fact that never before had he shown outward emotion in a public service (utterance_2374) what if he had begun to do as jesus would have done long ago (utterance_2375) one had the first church yielded to such a baptism of tears (utterance_2376) what had become of its regular precise conventional order of service undisturbed by any vulgar emotion and unmoved by any foolish excitement (utterance_2377) they had been living so long on their surface feelings that they had almost forgotten the deeper wells of life (utterance_2378) the meeting was tender it glowed with the spirit's presence it was alive with strong and lasting resolve to begin a war on the whisky power and raymond that would break its rain for ever (utterance_2379) since the first sunday when the first company of volunteers had pledged themselves to do as jesus would do the different meanings had been characterized by distinct impulses or impressions (utterance_2380) and all through it ran one general cry for deliverance from the saloon in its awful curse (utterance_2381) grey and his wife were besieged by inquirers who wanted to know what loreen's friends and acquaintances were expected to do in paying their last respects to her (utterance_2382) grey had gone up to virginia's and after talking it over with her and maxwell the arrangement had been made (utterance_2383) i am and always have been opposed to large public funerals said grey whose complete wholesome simplicity of character was one of its greatest sources of strength but the cry of the poor creatures who knew loreen is so earnest that i did not know how to refuse this desire to see her and pay her poor body some last little honour what do you think mister maxwell (utterance_2384) i will be guided by your judgment in the matter (utterance_2385) i am sure that whatever you and miss page think best will be right (utterance_2386) under the circumstances i have a great distaste for what seems like display at such times but this seems different (utterance_2387) it happened that that afternoon a somewhat noted newspaper correspondent was passing through raymond on his way to an editorial convention in the neighbouring city (utterance_2388) she was a common street drunkard and yet the services of the tent were as impressive as any i ever witnessed in a metropolitan church over the most distinguished citizen (utterance_2389) it struck me of course being a stranger in the place with considerable astonishment to hear voices like those one naturally expects to hear only in great churches or concerts at such a meeting as this (utterance_2390) mister maxwell spoke of the fact that the dead woman had been fully prepared to go but he spoke in a peculiarly sensitive manner of the effect of the liquor business on the wives of men and women like this one (utterance_2391) raymond of course being a railroad town and the centre of the great packing interests for this region is full of saloons (utterance_2392) then followed what was perhaps the queer part of this strange service (utterance_2393) it was one of the simplest and at the same time one of the most impressive sights i ever witnessed (utterance_2394) there must have been a hundred of these women and i was told many of them had been converted at the meetings just recently (utterance_2395) the next moment he fell back in amazement before the impetuous rush of a starry eyed flush cheeked young woman who demanded (utterance_2396) where is he pete miss bully gasped the old man (utterance_2397) aunt hannah's cheeks too were flushed in her eyes starry but with dismay and anger the last because she did not like the way pete had said miss billy's name (utterance_2398) it was one matter for her to object to this thing billy was doing but quite another for pete to do it of course it's she (utterance_2399) retorted aunt hannah testily as if you yourself didn't bring her here with your crazy messages at this time of night pete where is he (utterance_2400) interposed billy tell mister bircher i am here or wait i'll go right in and surprise it (utterance_2401) pete had recovered himself by now but he did not even glanced for aunt hannah (utterance_2402) miss billy miss billy your an angel straight room heaven you are oh i'm so glad you came (utterance_2403) it'll be all right now all right he's in the den miss billy (utterance_2404) billy turned eagerly but before she could take so much as one step toward the door at the end of the hall aunt hannah's indignant voice arrested her billy stopped (utterance_2405) pete go tell your master that we are here and ask if you will receive us pete's lips twitched (utterance_2406) but his face was prettier naturally grave when he spoke (utterance_2407) a flying figure brushed by him and fell on its knees by the couch with a low cry bertram's eyes flew open (utterance_2408) donnelling found him there a minute later polishing a silver teaspoon with a fringed napkin that had been spread over bertram's tray (utterance_2409) in the hall above aunt hannah was crying into william's grey linen duster that hung on the hall rack and hannah's handkerchief was on the floor back at hillside (utterance_2410) then very gradually it dawned over them that there was after all something strange and unexplained at all (utterance_2411) as if to make sure that she was here like this he drew her even closer birchain was so thankful that he did have one arm that was useful (utterance_2412) why of course stammered billy i couldn't help thinking that maybe you had found out you didn't want me (utterance_2413) demanded bertram angry and mystified (utterance_2414) as for my not painting again you didn't understand peter (utterance_2415) she pulled herself half away from birchum's circling arm (utterance_2416) billy drew a quivering sigh (utterance_2417) good heavens is kate in this too bertram's voice was savage now (utterance_2418) well she wrote a letter (utterance_2419) billy laughed gayly but she shifted her position and did not meet her lover's eyes (utterance_2420) and you never did think for a minute billy that you cared for him (utterance_2421) he had not been slow to mark that swift lowering of her eyelids (utterance_2422) billy was so glad bertram had turned the question on her love instead of arkwrights (utterance_2423) after a minute billy stirred and sighed happily (utterance_2424) you see i wasn't in love with mister arkwright (utterance_2425) and you didn't care especially for for miss winclop (utterance_2426) billy put a soft finger on his lips (utterance_2427) bertram kissed the finger and subsided he commented (utterance_2428) well what is that is that kate too demanded bertram grimly (utterance_2429) there was another silence then suddenly bertram stirred (utterance_2430) billy i'm going to marry you to morrow he announced decisively (utterance_2431) i don't know as i can trust you out of my sight till then you'll read something or hear something or get a letter from kate after breakfast to morrow morning that will set you saving me again and i don't want to be saved that way (utterance_2432) i'm going to marry you to morrow i'll get he stopped short with a sudden ground come down that law i forgot (utterance_2433) five days indeed sir (utterance_2434) i wonder if you think i can get ready to be married in five days (utterance_2435) don't want you to get ready retorted bertram promptly i saw marie a ready and i had all i wanted of it (utterance_2436) if you really must have all those miles of table cloths and napkins and doyles and lace rufflings will do it afterwards not before but (utterance_2437) besides i need you to take care of me cut in bertram craftily (utterance_2438) the tender glow on belly's face told its own story and bertram's eager eyes were not slow to read it (utterance_2439) sweetheart see here dear he cried softly tightening his good left arm (utterance_2440) billy my dear (utterance_2441) it was at hannah's plaintive voice of the doorway a little later (utterance_2442) we must go home and will you miss your two and wants to see you (utterance_2443) you mean to do before i'll talk to her (utterance_2444) aunt hannah glanced from one to the other uncertainly (utterance_2445) yes nodded billy demurely (utterance_2446) yes i know that is a good while keddin bertram merely (utterance_2447) we wanted it to morrow but we had to wait on account of the new licence ball (utterance_2448) in my recent travels in the best i felt that out there freedom as an idea has become feebler and ineffectual (utterance_2449) the same thing is happening now with the people of the west (utterance_2450) they have flattered into believing that they are free and they have the sovereign power in the hands (utterance_2451) thus it has become more and more evident to me that the ideal of freedom has grown tenuse in the atmosphere of the best (utterance_2452) the mentality of that of a slave owning community with a mutilated multitude of men tied to its commotion and political treadmill (utterance_2453) he who cares to have slaves must chain himself to them he who builds walls to create exclusion for others builds balls across the zone freedom he who distrusts freedom in others loseth as morrow night to it (utterance_2454) have they quiet a true love of freedom (utterance_2455) the great epoch of the cell of her people the mahaparta gives this avonte filled vision of an overflowing life full of the freedom of inquiry and experiment (utterance_2456) when the age of the bouder came humanity was charred in our country to its attimal step (utterance_2457) it hardened into an age of inert construction (utterance_2458) the organic unity of a varied and elastic society gave way to a conventional order which proved its artificial character by the next verbal law of exclusion (utterance_2459) life hath at finne qualities i admit but they are natural and are in harmony with their vital functions (utterance_2460) my squeezing human beings in the grape of an inelastic system and forcibly hurling them fixed we have etnowed the laws of life and growth (utterance_2461) we have forced living cells into a poem in passivity making them incapable of moulding circumstance to their own intrinsic design and of mastering their own destiny (utterance_2462) as to perfection has become so absolute that we do not even realise that this persistent misfortune dogging us chaffs for ages cannot be a mere accident of history removable only by another accident from outside (utterance_2463) they will be incapable of holding a just freedom in politics and a fighting in freedom's cause (utterance_2464) it should present the active aspect of inertia which has the appearance of freedom but not its truth when therefore gives rise to slavery built within its boundaries and outside (utterance_2465) it is at the foot of woman that belay the laurels that without her smile would never have been gained it is so imaged that strings the liar of the poet that animal needs of voice in the blaze of eloquent faction and guides her brain in the august toils of stately counsels (utterance_2466) is there no help for them so full of help (utterance_2467) it makes the heart ache but to picture such recitives to their imagination (utterance_2468) the knowledge that such changes can occur flits over the mind like the thought of death with scaring all her gay fanfies with its bed like wing and changing the helly atmosphere of her happiness with its vanomous explorations (utterance_2469) mine own (utterance_2470) what did what could you do (utterance_2471) i bit about my chamber like a filly board in the cage (utterance_2472) do not think of morning to day (utterance_2473) do not keep the messenger an instant (utterance_2474) kilton may pony (utterance_2475) right only one word to urel henrietta (utterance_2476) faudinand to hen greetto (utterance_2477) god bless you my henrietta my beloved my matchless henrietta (utterance_2478) would have that separation not cause me (utterance_2479) pans that i could not conceive in human misery could occasion (utterance_2480) and yet i ought to be grateful that he was uninjured last night (utterance_2481) i dare not know own how foolish i was (utterance_2482) do not be angry with you henrietta but i am nobless about confiling our engagement from papa (utterance_2483) days must elapse before you can reach bath and they no ferdinand i know your office is more difficult than you will confess (utterance_2484) would come back my own as soon as you can and write to me at the post office as he settled (utterance_2485) the consciousness that your throner makes me restless (utterance_2486) i wish to meet him but as much calmness as i can command (utterance_2487) on the plaids and heights where he had fallen with the flagshaff in his hand leoprints and ruebble gaunsky bleeding profusely and unconsciously uttering a gentle piteous and childlike moon (utterance_2488) certainly he again fell that he was alive and suffering from a burning last reading being in his head (utterance_2489) was his first thought (utterance_2490) he feebly moored his leg and uttered a weak sickly groan which aroused his own pity (utterance_2491) lift this young man up and carry him to the dressing station (utterance_2492) prince andrew remembered nothing more he lost consciousness from the terrible pain of being lifted out to the stretcher the jolting while being moved and the probing of his wound at the dressing station (utterance_2493) during this transfer he fell a little stronger and was able to look about him and even speak (utterance_2494) he asked on seeing the prisoners (utterance_2495) i commanded his quarter replied ratinin (utterance_2496) prince redman named lieutenant sutorel (utterance_2497) after looking at him napoleon smiled (utterance_2498) yo'd as no hindrance to courage muttered sir telin in a failing voice (utterance_2499) a splendid reply said the pauline (utterance_2500) prince andrew who had also been brought forward before the emperor's eyes to complete the show of prisoners could not fail to attract his attention (utterance_2501) his face shone with self satisfaction and pleasure (utterance_2502) the soldiers were carried from sandro had noticed and taken the little gold eyecorn princess mary had hung round her brother's neck but seeing the favour the emperor showed the prisoners there now hastened to return the holy image (utterance_2503) prince andrew did not see how and by whom it was replaced but the little eye calm with its same gold chain suddenly appeared upon his chest outside his uniform (utterance_2504) how good it had been to know where to seek her help in this life and want to expect after it beyond the grain (utterance_2505) how happy and calm i should be if i could now say lord have mercy on me (utterance_2506) either to a power indefinable in comprehensible which i no truly cannot address but which i cannot even express in words the great all or nothing said he to himself or to that god who has been sown into this amulate by mary (utterance_2507) the straiters moved on (utterance_2508) the quiet home life and peaceful happiness of ball hills presented itself to him (utterance_2509) he is a nervous billiest subject said larry and will not recover (utterance_2510) that too far you will of course undertake (utterance_2511) in something has happened he has some special information some great news (utterance_2512) when glauc appeared it was evident that something had gone wrong with him (utterance_2513) gone now just when he most warned him never (utterance_2514) idiot triple adieu (utterance_2515) you shall be dismissed discharged from the czar you are a disgrace to the force (utterance_2516) it is that or your great bloods me (utterance_2517) my gentleman made himself most pleasant (utterance_2518) well at any rate for my sense i accepted (utterance_2519) we entered the first restaurant that of the reunited friends he knew it perhaps monsieur (utterance_2520) i had no fear of him not till the very last when he played me with evil tone (utterance_2521) i suspected nothing when he brought out his pocket book it was tuft firm monsieur i saw that and my conscience increased called for the reckoning and paid with an italian bank note (utterance_2522) excuse me one moment pray (utterance_2523) he bent out my fear and pithbert he was no more to be seen (utterance_2524) while let him out of his side (utterance_2525) it was only now at the eleventh hour that the italian had become incalpated and the question of his possible anxiety to escape had never been considered (utterance_2526) he left everything behind (utterance_2527) hand it to me said the chief and when it came into his hands he began to turn over the leaves hurriedly (utterance_2528) i do not understand not more than a bird here and there (utterance_2529) it is no dully telling (utterance_2530) of course such a consummate as as you have proved yourself would not think of searching the restaurant of the immediate neighbourhood or of making inquiries as to whether he had been seen or as to rich where he had gone (utterance_2531) it was a note for a hundred liarerer a hundred francs and the restaurant belost no more than seventeen francs ha (utterance_2532) he was much pressed in a great hurry (utterance_2533) directly he crossed the threshold he called the first cap and was driving away but he was stopped the devil (utterance_2534) he wished to pass on to leave her she would not consent then they both guarding to the cab and were driven away together (utterance_2535) but this thy host so wide this bread wakes in my heart one doubt and dread lest tradding rama good and great ill tarts dige on his timilate (utterance_2536) he is my eldest bride or he is like a father to hear to me (utterance_2537) i go to lead my broad adeans who makes the ward his residence (utterance_2538) not hard but this thy heart should pray the simple truth my lips broke away (utterance_2539) as guahadaz and void each to other spoke in friendless page the day guards sang which glowed dead and night over all the sky was preyed (utterance_2540) soon as king gouztotical care had quoted all the armadaire well honoured while it laid his head besides satruda on a bed (utterance_2541) thus sighing and distressed and misery and beat a grave what he would heart that mocked relief distracted in his mind the cheer still warned and found no rest (utterance_2542) rest deige us mind it i will keep my watch while rama lies asleep for in the whole wide world is none dearer to me than ruggle's son (utterance_2543) harper no doubt or jealous fear i speak the truth with heart sincere for from the grace which he has shown will glory on my name betray great store of marriage shall i gain and duties form a wish in vain (utterance_2544) let me unpawsed by many a row our foddlers arbit shafted and bow for well of bramazui are proclaimed who lies asleep by cedar's side (utterance_2545) with wards like these i spoke decide to move the high souled verit's mind but he upon his duty bend applied his parsulus of alcomont oh how count slamba closed my eyes while lowly couched with seat are lies the royal rammer (utterance_2546) he whom no might it even know nor heavenly guard can overtrow see to her how he lies alas would cedar colched on garret crows (utterance_2547) now as his son is forced to fly the king el long will see only tie raft of his gudge in hand forlorn in a deep grief this land will belong (utterance_2548) but ah forsake cashilia howe fur she and my lord madder now how fare's the king (utterance_2549) i hopes obbin cedruna said my mother miss awrybe as yet but the sad queen will die who bore to hear her for her grief is sore (utterance_2550) to wait a king would cry and conquered by his misery tie (utterance_2551) when fate has brought the mauntful day who it sees my father pass away how happy in the lives a day allowed his funeral rights to pay (utterance_2552) thus horrid stood its many a sigh lamenting and nigh went by (utterance_2553) when guha saw the long armchieve whose eye was like a lowest leaf what lying shoulders strong and fair high mattered prostrate in despair pale bitterly afflicted he reeled as in outcrake reels a tree (utterance_2554) cordially by her war or prest the senseless poet's limbs caressed as a fond cow in love and fear caresses of to a youngling deer ten yielding to her war she said weeping and sore disquieted what tarmants or my son are these of sudden pain are swift disease (utterance_2555) the lifes of us and all the line the pound their child are only dying (utterance_2556) ra my luxman forced to free i leap by that but see thee for as the king has passed away thou art my only help to day (utterance_2557) show me the counts whereon he lay tell me the fourth he ate i pray (utterance_2558) then carmot steel of jold in tart he dragged a water luxban bright and then obedient to his vows he first had with his gentle spouse (utterance_2559) he has stands the tree which slammed them shayed here is the cross when it it lay where robert and his concerts bent to night together ere they went (utterance_2560) he seized (utterance_2561) where way sito (utterance_2562) scorged by the fiery guard of day high on this mighty hill i lay (utterance_2563) each born an eve he brought me food and filial care my life renealed (utterance_2564) swift to the south his cause he bent and cleft their yielding element (utterance_2565) the holiest parents of the air came round me as i marvelled there and cried as their bright legions met oh say is cedar leaving yet (utterance_2566) those cried the saints and told the name of him who hold the struggling dame (utterance_2567) then from aflead some party paid due offerings to his broader shade (utterance_2568) seven nights in deadly storm i passed but struggling life returned at last (utterance_2569) around i bent my wandering view but every spot was strange and near (utterance_2570) on comrades to the cave i cried and alluded the portal height (utterance_2571) here thou with hospitable care hast fredders what the noblest fare preserving us about to die what this thy plentiful supply (utterance_2572) but how o pious lady say may we thy gracious boon repay (utterance_2573) he seized the acidic day replied wellbodders am i satisfied (utterance_2574) a life of holy works i need and from your hands no soak is need (utterance_2575) then speak again to barna chief we came to d and found relief (utterance_2576) now listen to a new distrust and aiders wholly brought hers (utterance_2577) our renderings in this vasty cave exhorsed a time sagreeva gave (utterance_2578) once more then lady grantrily's and led to sapian scal in peace a gam upon the erran's pet for king segree vasia we dread (utterance_2579) and the great task of a soreen set alice is unaccumplush yet (utterance_2580) and hauled his waters raw and grave terrific would each crust at wave (utterance_2581) the mount is lost in toil and pain and now my friends what hopes remain (utterance_2582) your hoards with strong affection fraught he is will in every labour sought and the true valour of your band was pleasant white in every land (utterance_2583) come let us all from food abstain and perish does since hope is vain (utterance_2584) far better does to end of our lives a leave our wealth our homes and wives leave of a dear little ronce and all damn by his vengeful hand to fall (utterance_2585) of a perfect lives in surely pay for idle search and long delay and that will fears king will beat us tie the favour of his friend to by (utterance_2586) dantera softly spake to cheer the banners hoards oppressed by fear this be a no more your doubts dispel come in this ample cavern dwell (utterance_2587) thou fondly hopeest in this cave the vengeance of the foe to brave (utterance_2588) but luxman's arm a shower will send off deadly shafts tells worlds to render (utterance_2589) thy loving kinsman true one wise looks on these tale with favouring eyes (utterance_2590) he hauled the princess furious tread he saw his eyes glow fiercely red (utterance_2591) swift sprang the boater to his feet upstarting from his golden seat (utterance_2592) ungrateful bona king art thou and faithless to die plight and vow (utterance_2593) now if thy pride de zone what he i told a prince has done for tea struck by his arrows shelter fall and barley meet in yala's hole (utterance_2594) still open to the gloomy god lies the sad pant by broad a trout (utterance_2595) then to dippide it all to be true nor let thy step step out to pursue (utterance_2596) he seized and taras tarry eyed thus to the angry prince replied not to my lord should thou address a speech so fraught or to beat an elf not as reproached my lord should be and list of all o prince by thee (utterance_2597) from parts of true he never strays nor wonders in falbidan ways (utterance_2598) their vold series was hard for get by rama saved the lasting debt (utterance_2599) restored to fame by ramas graze to empire over the barna rays from seize this dread and toil set free restored to rumour and to me by grief and care and exile tried kneel to the bliss so long denied like this shabby drawn once allows he marks not how the season's powers (utterance_2600) the matrons of lauvana raise simmarks of fury in dye fains they see dynas like blood are red and will not yet be comforted (utterance_2601) she seized a lunchman gave a scent one by her jountal argument (utterance_2602) so tarros beating just and mild his softening heart and reconsile (utterance_2603) the hero sighed i will not leave but he the conquest shall achieve (utterance_2604) so strong are dull so brave and belled so pure in taught so humble souled that thou deservest well terrain and all the motor express to gain (utterance_2605) lentah my brother aid and all his foes pinnet his arm will fall (utterance_2606) whatever hand it was the shot down berbon rome after his death was plundered devastated and ravaged by a brutal greedy licentious and fanatical soldier (utterance_2607) wherefore for the future write us nothing at all but appoint us the time and place of meeting and we will bring our sword for you to cross protesting that the shame of any delay in fighting shall be yours seeing that when it comes to an encounter there is mend of all writing (utterance_2608) sir answered the spaniard permit me to do my office and say what the emperor has charged me to say (utterance_2609) nay i will not listen to thee said francis if thou do not first give me a patent sign by thy master containing an appointment of time and place sir i have orders to read you the cartel and give it you afterwards (utterance_2610) burgundy without being put out began again sir (utterance_2611) nay said francis i will not suffer him to speak to me before he has given me appointment of time and place (utterance_2612) give it me or return as thou hast come (utterance_2613) i am quite willing said the king let him have it (utterance_2614) the peace of cambray was called the lady's peace in honour of the two princesses who had negotiated it the morally different in a very unequal worth they both had minds of a rare order and trained to recognize political necessities and not to attempt any but possible successes (utterance_2615) all the great political actors seemed hurrying away from the stage as if the drama were approaching its end (utterance_2616) in fifteen sixty two at the battle of dru he was aged and so ill that none expected to see him on horseback (utterance_2617) he fully armed save only his head answered him right well sir this is the real medicine that hath cured me for the battle which is toward and up repairing for the honour of god and art him (utterance_2618) the lady's peace concluded a cambray in fifteen twenty nine lasted up to fifteen thirty six incessantly troubled however by far from pacific symptoms proceedings and preparations (utterance_2619) at last he decided upon retreating (utterance_2620) it was garselaso dilaviga the prince of spanish posee the spanish petyark according to his fellow countryman (utterance_2621) momer ense signed a similar one for peedma (utterance_2622) they all repaired together to the house prepared for their reception and after dinner the emperor being tired lay down to rest on a couch queen eleanor before long went and tapped at his door and sent word to the king that the emperor was awake (utterance_2623) francis with the cardinal de loreen and the constable demomorency soon arrived (utterance_2624) on entering the chamber he found the emperor still lying down and chatting with his sister the queen who was seated beside him on a chair (utterance_2625) yes said charles i had made such cheer that i was obliged to sleep it off (utterance_2626) francis stood the converse with his own collar (utterance_2627) only seven of the attendants remained in the emperor's chamber and there the two servants conversed for an hour after which they moved to the hall where a splendid supper awaited them (utterance_2628) the genes pleaded their privilege of not being liable to be taxed without their own consent (utterance_2629) orders had been sent everywhere to receive him as kings of france are received on their joyous assertion (utterance_2630) willechka was a delightful child (utterance_2631) there was no other such child there never had been and there never would be (utterance_2632) willechka's mother sir fima elikson jovna was sure of that (utterance_2633) lullitch's eyes were dark and large her cheeks were rosy her lips were made for kisses and for laughter (utterance_2634) but it was not these charms and l'allechka they gave her mother the keenest joy (utterance_2635) she felt cold with her husband (utterance_2636) he was always fresh and cool with a frigid smile and wherever he passed cold current seemed to move in the air (utterance_2637) it even seemed jack serephima ax and jovna that she was in love with her future husband and this made her happy (utterance_2638) the bride was also good looking she was a tall dark eyed dark head girl somewhat timid but very tactful (utterance_2639) he had connections and his wife came of good invalential people (utterance_2640) this might at the proper opportunity prove useful (utterance_2641) after their marriage there was nothing in the manner of sergey and ludostowage to suggest anything wrong to his wife (utterance_2642) later however when his wife was about to have a child sarah deym of the stowage established connections elsewhere of a light and temporary nature (utterance_2643) sarah elics and jovna found the search and to her own astonishment was not particularly hurt she awaited her infant with a restless anticipation that swallowed every other feeling (utterance_2644) serthina alexandrovna drifted farther and farther away from him (utterance_2645) let's go then ran away standing with her plump little legs over the carpets and hid herself behind the curtains near her bed (utterance_2646) where is my baby girl the mother asked as she looked for a lulutchka may believe that she did not see her (utterance_2647) then she came at a little farther and her mother as though she had only just caught sight of her seized her by her little shoulders and exclaimed joyously here she is my la leggeda (utterance_2648) her mother's eyes glowed with passionate emotion (utterance_2649) her mother went to hide (utterance_2650) the ledge could turn away as though not to see but watched her much gustatily all the time (utterance_2651) where is mamamocha eslalegica (utterance_2652) a smile of absolute bliss played on her red lips (utterance_2653) lulette goes getting near her mother's corner (utterance_2654) her mother was growing more absorbed every moment by her interest in the game her heart beat with short quick strokes and she pressed even closer to the wall to sergeing her hair still more (utterance_2655) will let kez suddenly glance toward her mother's corner and screamed with joy (utterance_2656) through the half closed doors he heard the laughter the joyous outcursed the sound of romping (utterance_2657) even phodosia felt abashed now for her mistress now for herself (utterance_2658) he liked coming here where everything was beautifully arranged this was done by sarahima alexandrovna who wished to surround her little girl from her very invency only with the loveliest things (utterance_2659) sarah thee maeliks and drona addressed herself tastefully this too she did for the lunch but it would the same end in view (utterance_2660) one thing sergey modestovich had not become reconciled to and this was his wife's almost continuous presence in the nursery (utterance_2661) it's just as i thought i knew that i'd find you here he said with a dearer zooping condescending smile (utterance_2662) nearly you see that the child should feel its own individuality he exclaimed in answer to sarahima out saint jovna's puzzled glance (utterance_2663) she's still so little said serfie malicendovna (utterance_2664) i don't insist it's your kingdom here (utterance_2665) i think it over his wife answered smiling as he did coldly but genially (utterance_2666) then they began to talk of something else (utterance_2667) that the mistress does it well that's one thing but that the young lady does it that's bad (utterance_2668) why asked fadosio with curiosity (utterance_2669) this expression of curiosity gave her face the look of a wooden roughly painted doll (utterance_2670) yes that's bad repeated agahio with conviction terribly bad well (utterance_2671) it's the truth i'm saying remember my words a gaffier went on with the same assurance and secrecy (utterance_2672) it's the surest sign (utterance_2673) the old woman had invented this sign quite suddenly herself and she was evidently very proud of it (utterance_2674) madam madam she said quaintly in a trembling voice (utterance_2675) sarah fima alexandrovna gave a start (utterance_2676) phodosia's face made her anxious (utterance_2677) what is it phiodosia she asked with great concern as there anything wrong with lualatchka (utterance_2678) no madame said phodosia she gesticulated with her hands to reassure her mistress and to make her sit down (utterance_2679) let's go as asleep may god be with her (utterance_2680) only i'd like to say something you see we'll let you gaze always hiding ourself that is not good (utterance_2681) i can't tell you how bad it is said phidothia and her face expressed the most decided confidence (utterance_2682) i understand nothing of what you are saying (utterance_2683) you see madam it's a kind of omen explains virosia abruptly and a shamefaced way (utterance_2684) nonsense said sir feamelics and jovna (utterance_2685) who told you all this asked sarah semea alexandrovna in an austere low voice (utterance_2686) knows exclaimed sarah emith elics and jovna and irritation as though she wished to protect herself somehow from the sudden anxiety (utterance_2687) what nonsense as though ludge could could die (utterance_2688) she saw clearly that there could be no possible connection between a child's quite ordinary diversion and the continuation of the child's life (utterance_2689) she made a special effort that evening to occupy her mind with other matters but her thoughts turned in voluntarily to the fact that will let she go love to hide herself (utterance_2690) when the luncheon was still quite small and had learned to distinguish between her mother and her nurse she sometimes sitting in her nurse's arms made a sudden roguish grimace and hid her laughing face in the nurse's shoulder (utterance_2691) then she would look out with a sly glance (utterance_2692) though she reproached herself at once for this unfounded superstitious dread nevertheless she could not enter hole heartedly into the spirit lullega's favorite game and she tried to divert lleotk's attention to something else (utterance_2693) she eagerly complied with their mother's new wishes (utterance_2694) sarahima alexandrovna tried desperately to amuse olicha (utterance_2695) perhaps thought sarah ilics and jovna she is not as strongly drawn to the world as other children who are attracted by many things (utterance_2696) if this is so is it not a sign of organic weakness (utterance_2697) serfie maugs and drovna herself began the game once or twice though she played it with a heavy heart (utterance_2698) she suffered as though committing an evil deed with full consciousness (utterance_2699) it was a sad day for serfy malics and jovna (utterance_2700) her mother covered her with a blue blanket (utterance_2701) lulutch could drew her sweet little hands from under the blanket and stretched the match and brace her mother her mother bent down (utterance_2702) she seemed so small and so frail under the blanket that covered her (utterance_2703) sarfira alexandrovna remained standing over lulutchka's bed a long while and she tapped looking at lulutch go with tenderness and fear (utterance_2704) i'm a mother is it possible that it shouldn't be able to protect her she thought as she imagined the various ills that might befall a lutchka (utterance_2705) she prayed long that night but the prayer did not relieve her sadness (utterance_2706) several days passed the luncheon caught cold (utterance_2707) the fever came upon her at night (utterance_2708) when sarahima elix and jovna awakened by phidosia came to la lutchgin saw her looking so hot so restless and so tormented she instantly recalled the evil omen and a hopeless despair took possession of her from the first moments (utterance_2709) a doctor was called and everything was done that is usual on such occasions but the inevitable happened (utterance_2710) and the lutcha grew feebler from hour to hour (utterance_2711) nothing made her so unhappy as the reinerations of phidosia uttered between sobs she hid herself and hid herself aerilatchka (utterance_2712) fever was consumeing la letcha and there were times when she lost consciousness and spoke in delirium (utterance_2713) three days passed torturing like a nightmare (utterance_2714) sarah elix and jovna hid her face behind the curtains near lulutchka's bed how tragic (utterance_2715) i'll wait mamontca whispered la loga (utterance_2716) when watched his white face became blurred and everything grew dark before a lulegica (utterance_2717) she met her husband (utterance_2718) sarahima alexandrovna was standing by the coffin and looking dully at her dead child (utterance_2719) see well my dear don't agitate yourself said sergey maudos so much in a whisper (utterance_2720) you must resign yourself to your fate (utterance_2721) she'll be up in a minute persisted serfia malicendovna her eyes fixed on the dead little girl (utterance_2722) sergey mordastorbridge looked round him cautiously he was afraid of the unseenly and of the ridiculous (utterance_2723) see my don't agitate yourself he repeated (utterance_2724) he was confused and annoyed (utterance_2725) her face seemed tranquil and her eyes were dry (utterance_2726) she went into the nursery and began to walk round the room looking into those places where ludica used to hide herself (utterance_2727) she walked all about the room and bent now and then to look under the table or under the bed and captain repeating cheerfully where's my little one where is my lulutchka (utterance_2728) after she had walked on the room once she began to make her question you (utterance_2729) phidosia motionless with the dejected face sat in a corner and looked frightened at her mistress then she suddenly burst out sobbing and she wailed loudly (utterance_2730) she hid herself and hid herself a little lutchgar air and jelly a little soul (utterance_2731) when she entered the parlour there was several people between her and la logica (utterance_2732) there was an oppressive feeling of heaviness and sarahima like saint jovna's head as she approached lulatchka (utterance_2733) we'll let you go away there still and pale and smile pathetically (utterance_2734) the little one did not reply (utterance_2735) sarah fimalics and jervna stood up a wrecked side in a lost way smiled and called loudly we'll watch ki (utterance_2736) will much go's being carried out (utterance_2737) at this moment the heavy bead of the storm on the roof ceased with miraculous suddenness leaving the outside world empty of sound save for the drip drip drip drip drip of eaves (utterance_2738) we had every sort of people with the solfonon and as i was look at that a popular game i seldom all (utterance_2739) at the same instant i heard the rope of still through cloth and felt a sharp stab in the left leg (utterance_2740) then i scouted to see what had cut me and found that the feller had lost a hand (utterance_2741) in place of it he wore a sharp steel hook (utterance_2742) there was no doubt of his bein alive for he was breathing hard like a man does when he gets hit over the head it didn't sound good (utterance_2743) when a man breathes that way he's mostly all gone (utterance_2744) mina got bettered over the head often enough from those days (utterance_2745) sour wine is fine to put a wound in shape to heel but it's no sooth in syrup (utterance_2746) their coffin worse their ship and the grave was the sea blue high blow low white carewee and the quarter that we gave them was to sink them in the sea done on the coast of the high barbery (utterance_2747) if fair mate mahird rise to hear him with a big still solemn desert outside and the quiet moonlight in the shadows and him sitin up straight and gone his eyes blazing each side his big eagle nose and his snakey hair hanging over the raw cut across his head (utterance_2748) however i made out to get him bandaged up and in shape and pretty soon his sort of went to sleep (utterance_2749) and again it seemed that barbery song he thought go out and look at the old callerot of flowing by just to be sure i hadn't died and gone below or elsie just talk (utterance_2750) he began when he was a kid and he gave his side of conversations pallsing for applause (utterance_2751) i used to listen by the hour but i never made out anything really important as to who the man was where he'd come from a what he done (utterance_2752) i didn't pay any attention to him for he was quiet (utterance_2753) usually it didn't bother with his talk for it didn't mean anything a something in his voice made me turn (utterance_2754) he was lying on his side those black eyes of he has blazed in me but now both of them saw the same distance (utterance_2755) where am my clothes he asked growing tints (utterance_2756) one little squeeze talk about you deadly weapons (utterance_2757) but he'd been too sick too long a bed (utterance_2758) in a minute or so he came to (utterance_2759) now you're a nice sweet proposition said i as soon as i was sure he could understand me (utterance_2760) there's safe enough let me have them he begged (utterance_2761) now look here said i you can't get up to day you ain't fit (utterance_2762) i know he pleaded but let me see them (utterance_2763) just a satisfying up passed over his old birds (utterance_2764) i've been robbed he cried (utterance_2765) where's my coat he asked (utterance_2766) you had no coat when i picked you up i replied (utterance_2767) he looked at me mighty suspicious but didn't say anything more he wouldn't even answer when i spoke to him (utterance_2768) after he didn't a fair meal he fell asleep (utterance_2769) when i came back that even in the bunk was empty and he was gone (utterance_2770) i didn't seem again for two days (utterance_2771) and i caught sight of him quite away's all (utterance_2772) guess he suspicious i stole the old codahiz thanks i and afterwards i found that my submiss had been correct (utterance_2773) however he didn't stay long in that frame of mind (utterance_2774) i ran out poor magon (utterance_2775) the mix was flat on his face his arm stretched out (utterance_2776) on the mill of his back numa one armed friend (utterance_2777) anyway i thrust the mosel of my colts into the sailor's face what's this i asked (utterance_2778) i ween he met monte ophantonio curvis said he (utterance_2779) the gleam died from his eye the snarl lift his lips (utterance_2780) in any case he flew pococal pranto leave me and my friend together (utterance_2781) during the next two months he was a good deal about town mostly doinau jobs a song more fenon (utterance_2782) however i didn't pay much attention to that bein at the time almady busy holdin down a card games (utterance_2783) that's all right said i which you'd better stay right there (utterance_2784) i want to make up to you for your trouble said he (utterance_2785) what kind of good thing i asked treasure said he (utterance_2786) he looked all right enough neither drunk nor loco (utterance_2787) set out said i over there the other side of the table (utterance_2788) he did so a far away said i (utterance_2789) and it's a big thing said handy solomon to me for they's not only gold but all trigibles and diamonds (utterance_2790) it will make us rich and as doesn't like us and you can kiss the book on that (utterance_2791) then may all be true said i but why do you tell me (utterance_2792) why don't you get your chairs without an eager dividement (utterance_2793) why mate he answered is just plain gratitude (utterance_2794) didn't you save my life and nurs me and take care of me when i was not killed (utterance_2795) look here anderson or handy solomon or whatever you please to call yourself i'll rejoin to this if we're going to do business with me and i do not understand yet just what it is you want of me you'll have to talk straight (utterance_2796) it's all very well to say gratitude but that don't go with me (utterance_2797) the devil's a preacher if you need lost your pin father said he (utterance_2798) well it's this then i got to have boat to get there and she must be stopped (utterance_2799) and i got to have help with the treasure if it's like this fellow said it was (utterance_2800) this money i got to have and his money hadn't got and came git and lest it let somebody in his partner (utterance_2801) while me i asked why not he retorted (utterance_2802) we talk the matter over at length (utterance_2803) i stood after a larger party (utterance_2804) he strongly opposed this as depreciating the shares but it had no intention of going alone into what was then considered a wild and dangerous country finally we compromised (utterance_2805) a third of the treasure was to go to him a third to me and the rest was to be divided among the man whom i should select this scheme did not appeal to him (utterance_2806) the sister existed for us no responsibility we each reported dutifully at the roll call of habit and draw back into our blankets with a grateful sigh (utterance_2807) i remember the moon sail in a good gate among the apparently stationary clouds i recall a deep black shadow line before distant silvery mountains i glanced over the stark motionless canvases each of which concealed a man the air trembled with the bellawment of cattle and the corrals (utterance_2808) singingly but a moment later the cook's how brought me to consciousness again (utterance_2809) three were to care for the rumuda five were to move the stray herd from the cross to good feet three brind cruiser told to brand the calfs we had collected in the cut of the afternoon before that took up about half the man (utterance_2810) the rest were to make a shore drive in the salt grass (utterance_2811) we were the only ones who did go afoot however although the crows were not more than two hundred yards as distance (utterance_2812) between the upright bars of greece wood we could see the cattle and near the opposite side the men built in a fire next the fence (utterance_2813) we pushed open the wide gate and entered (utterance_2814) once stood waiting for them to finish the chief of long j h stack and irons in his hand (utterance_2815) all the rays squatted on their heels among the pince smoking cigarettes and chattan andgether (utterance_2816) the first rays of the sun signed across in one great sweep from the remote mountains (utterance_2817) homer wouldn't an old california john rode in among the cattle (utterance_2818) as a loop settled he jerked sharply upward exactly as one would strike to hook a big fish (utterance_2819) homer wrapped the rope twice with thrice about the horn and set over in one stirrup to avoid the tightened line and to preserve the balance (utterance_2820) nobody paid any attention to the calf (utterance_2821) behind him followed his anxious mother her head swinging in from side to side near the fire the horse stopped (utterance_2822) the two bulldogers immediately pounced upon the victim (utterance_2823) it was promptly flopped over on its right side (utterance_2824) thus the calf was unable to struggle (utterance_2825) when want you have had the wind knocked out of you or a rab or two broken you cease to think this unnecessarily rough (utterance_2826) hot iron the old one of the bull doggers (utterance_2827) marker yelled the other (utterance_2828) the brand depressed the iron smoothly against the flank (utterance_2829) perhaps the cat blaitered a little less that heed scorched (utterance_2830) the brand show cherry which is the proper colour to indicate due penman and a successful mark (utterance_2831) then he nicked out a swallow till on the other (utterance_2832) it seems to me that great dill of unnecessary twaddle is broad as to the extreme cruelty of brandon (utterance_2833) undoubtedly it is to some extent painful it could some other method of ready a defised it might be as well to adopt it in preference (utterance_2834) in extinguishable laughter fall the spread of this doctrine through arizona (utterance_2835) the magical puncture descended to examine politely the ear tags of wild cattle on the open range were in round up (utterance_2836) a calf usually bells when the iron bites but as soon as released he almost invariably ghost of feet and or to look an idly about (utterance_2837) besides which it happens but once in a live time and is over in ten seconds a comforted knight to those of us who have had our teeth filled (utterance_2838) one of the little animals was but a few months old so the rider did not bother with its hind legs but tossed his loop over its neck (utterance_2839) mister fross's bull calf alone and pictoril history shows the attitudes (utterance_2840) and then of course there was a gorgeous contrast between all this frantic and uncomprihinent excitement and the absolute matter of fact in perpetual ability of horse and rider (utterance_2841) as he knew his business and as the calf was a small one the little beast went over promptly bit the ground with the wax and was pounced upon and held (utterance_2842) he would catch himself on one foot scrambled vigorously and in by struggling back to the upright (utterance_2843) you could imagine what happened next (utterance_2844) this is productive of some fun of it fails (utterance_2845) but now the brandon was full swaying (utterance_2846) when the nooses fell they turned and walked toward the fire as a matter of course rarely did the cast fail (utterance_2847) men ran to and fro busy and intent (utterance_2848) sometimes through four calves were on the ground at once (utterance_2849) thus aided and dissipated (utterance_2850) no more night calfs they announced (utterance_2851) then he was spit on his hands and go out at it alone (utterance_2852) of luck attended his first effort his sarcasm was profound there's your little calf said he (utterance_2853) would you like to have me tote it to you or do you reckon you could tottle this far with your little old iron (utterance_2854) toward noon the work slept (utterance_2855) finally homer rode over to the cattleman and reported the brand and finished (utterance_2856) the latter counted the marks in his taliboc (utterance_2857) one hundred and seventy six he announced (utterance_2858) the markers squatted on their hills told over the bits of ears they had saved (utterance_2859) the total amounted to but in hundred and seventy five (utterance_2860) finally wouldn't discover it in his head pocket (utterance_2861) they had been due in a restless heavy work all the morning they did not seem to be tired (utterance_2862) a some once of some crank physical culture periodical that it cowboy's life was physically ill balanced like an oresements in that it exercised only certain muscles of the body (utterance_2863) draint as he had been used to do when he was at at this court frequent internaments (utterance_2864) before deuraint the scored to the enemy i saw steeds white with foam and after the shout of a battle a fearful torrent (utterance_2865) these tidings came to urban (utterance_2866) not i by my confession unto heaven said she there is nothing more hateful unto me than this (utterance_2867) and the tears she said in the words she had spoken a welcome (utterance_2868) and evil be tied me said he if thou returnest here until thou knowst whether i have lost my strength so completely as thou dost say (utterance_2869) then your aunt went to see urban (utterance_2870) sir said he i'm going upon to quest and i am not certain when i may come back (utterance_2871) take heed therefore unto thy possessions until my return (utterance_2872) but one person only will go at me (utterance_2873) and he desired eating it to mount her horse and to ride forward and to keep a long way before him (utterance_2874) and unless i speak unto thee say not thou one word either (utterance_2875) and though thou shouldst desire to see my defeat in my death by the hands of those men yet do i feel no dread (utterance_2876) and he received him and that not feebly (utterance_2877) and say not one word unto me unless i speak first unto thee (utterance_2878) i will do as far as i can lord said she according to thy desire (utterance_2879) ah maiden said he it is vain to a temper seating forward (utterance_2880) i cannot by any means refrain from sleep through weariness said he do thou therefore wash the horses and sleep not (utterance_2881) and when she saw the dawn of day appear she looked round her to see if he were waking and thereupon he woke (utterance_2882) and they left the wood and they came to an open country with meadows on one hand and mow was mowing the meadows (utterance_2883) my lord he added will it be displeasing to thee if i ask whence thou comest all some (utterance_2884) wilt thou follow my counsel said the youth and take thy meal from me (utterance_2885) what sort of meal he inquired (utterance_2886) then they washed and took their repast (utterance_2887) i go now lord said he to meet the knight and to conduct him to his lodging (utterance_2888) i will do lord said she as thou sayest (utterance_2889) and after they had eaten and drank drain went to sleep and so did eat it also (utterance_2890) the date seemed unemployed but throughout the period the officers and men of the ship have been unremittingly busy (utterance_2891) bows attack the shipstools surveyed relissed and restored them saving very much space by unstalling numerous cases and stowing the contents in the lazaret (utterance_2892) without steam the leak can now be kept under with the hand pump by two daily efforts of a quarter of an hour to twenty minutes (utterance_2893) as the ship was and in her present heavily laid in condition it would certainly have taken three to four hours each day (utterance_2894) the large green tent was put up in proper supports made for it (utterance_2895) the entrance staff and the innocents people on the engines scientists were stolen their labydoors the cook refitting his galley and so forth not a single spot but had its band of workers (utterance_2896) the men space such as it is therefore extends from the fore hatch the stem on the main deck (utterance_2897) under the four castler stalls of fifteen ponies the maxim in the space would hold the narrow irregular space in front is packed tight with fodder (utterance_2898) neatly behind the forecastle bulkhead is a small booby hatch the only entrance to the men's mess deck and bad weather (utterance_2899) above the fore hatchet is the ice house (utterance_2900) we manage to get three tons of ice one hundred sixty two cockases of mutton and three cockasses of beef besides some boxes of sweetbreds and kidneys into the space (utterance_2901) the sex containing this last added to the goods already mentioned make a really heavy deck cargo and one is naturally anxious concerning it but everything that can be done by lashing and scuring has been done (utterance_2902) forage i originally ordered thirty tons of compressed oat and hay from melbourne (utterance_2903) the scene is wholly enchanting in such a view from some sheltered sunny corner in a garden which blazes with masses of red and golden flowers tends to feelings of inexpressible satisfaction with all things (utterance_2904) a great mass of people assembled (utterance_2905) cayon eye lunch with the party in the nezile company ship ruperhu (utterance_2906) tell a graham to say taranova had arised sunday night (utterance_2907) a third sledge stands across the break of the poop and the space hitherto occupied by the afterwentch (utterance_2908) the quantities to and have tons and the space occupied considerable (utterance_2909) the ship was over two feet by the stern but this will soon be remedyed (utterance_2910) they must perforce be chained up and they have given what shelters afforded on deck but their position is not enviable (utterance_2911) it is a pathetic attitude deeply significant of cold and misery occasionally some poor beasts amidst a long pathetic wine (utterance_2912) there are generally wanted to on watch which eases matters but it is a squash (utterance_2913) later in the day the wind has viewed the westward heading us slightly (utterance_2914) oats and atkinson with intermitten assistance from others were busy keeping the ponies on their legs (utterance_2915) there was nothing for it but to grapple with the evil in nearly all hands were labouring for hours in the weights of the ship heaving coal sacks overboard and relashing the petral cases et cetera in the best man it possible under such difficult and dangerous circumstances (utterance_2916) no sooner was some semblance of order restored than some exceptionally heavy way would tear away the lashing and the work had to be done all over again (utterance_2917) from this moment about four a m the engineer became the centre of interest (utterance_2918) the wad again despite of every effort (utterance_2919) the outlook appeared grim (utterance_2920) the amount of water which was being made with the ships so roughly handled was most uncertain (utterance_2921) williams had to confess he was beaten it must draw fires what was to be done (utterance_2922) the bill's pomp is depended on the main engine (utterance_2923) on one occasion i was waste deep when standing on the rail of the poop (utterance_2924) the after god were organized in two parties by evans to work buckets the men were kept steadily going on the choked hand pumps this seemed all that could be done for the moment and what imagined account as the sole safe god had the ship from sinking practically in attempt to bale around (utterance_2925) occasionally a heavy sea would bear one of them away and he was only save by his chain (utterance_2926) now this is how arthur hunted the stag (utterance_2927) in the last dog that was let loose was a favorite dog of arthur caval was his name (utterance_2928) then they sounded the death horn for slaying and they all gathered round (utterance_2929) one wished that it should be given to the lady best be loved by him and another to the lady whom he loved best (utterance_2930) and after mid day they beheld an unshapely little man upon a horse and after him a dame or damsel also on horseback and after her a knight of large stature bowed down and hanging his head low and sorrowfully and clad in broken and worthless armour (utterance_2931) i know not who they are said he but i know said gleniver this is the knight whom deuraint pursued and meet things that he comes not here by his own free will (utterance_2932) but gerant has overtaken him and avenge the insult of the maiden to the uttermost (utterance_2933) lady said he at the gate there was a knight and i saw never a man of so pitiful an aspect to look upon his he (utterance_2934) i do said he he tells me that he is ediron the sum of nod (utterance_2935) then she replied i know him not (utterance_2936) sauguaniver went to the gate to meet him and he entered (utterance_2937) and de reeked thee well and ingredient thee he compelled me to come hither to do thy pleasure for the insult which thy maiden received from the dwarf no where did he overtake thee (utterance_2938) sir said she when thinkest thou that geran'd will be here (utterance_2939) to morrow late i think you will be here at the maiden (utterance_2940) i am lord said he and i have met with much trouble and received wounds unsupportable (utterance_2941) well the latter from what i hear it behooze goniver to be merciful towards thee (utterance_2942) the mercy which thou desirest lord said she will i grant to him since it is is insulting to thee that an insult should be offered to me as to thyself (utterance_2943) thus will it be best to do said arthur let this man have medical care until it be known whether he may live (utterance_2944) to go over and her handmaid and said he (utterance_2945) and the steward of the household so awded her (utterance_2946) and being young he changed himself and grew to hate the sin that seemed so like his own of moderate at this nephew and fell at last in the great battle fighting for the king (utterance_2947) and when duray came to the place where one of her was he saluted her (utterance_2948) then they went in and dismounted (utterance_2949) heaven protect thee said arthur and the welcome of heaven be unto thee (utterance_2950) and inasmuch as thou hast vanquished ednuran the son of nud thou hast had a prosperous career (utterance_2951) and from that time she became his wife (utterance_2952) and the maid took up her abode in the palace and she had many companions both men and women and there was no maiden more steamed than she in the island of britain (utterance_2953) and a year and a second and a third he proceeded thus until his fain had flown over the face of the kingdom (utterance_2954) and he greets thee well as an uncle should greet his nephew and as a vassal should greet his lord (utterance_2955) and the neighbouring chiefs knowing this grow insolent toward him and covered his land in possessions (utterance_2956) and at the told during the cause of the mission and of the coming of the ambassadors to him out of conwell truly said durraint be it to my advantage your disadvantage lord i will do according to thy will concerning this embassy (utterance_2957) what discourse said glenarva do i hear between you (utterance_2958) said durat i think i shall have enough of knighthood with me and they set forth (utterance_2959) and never was this seen a fair a host journeying towards the savon (utterance_2960) and he said to durrant i am a feeble and an aged man and whilst i was able to maintain the demands for thee and for myself i did so (utterance_2961) and every one asked that which he desired (utterance_2962) and they were not long in giving so eager was every one to bestow gifts and of those who came to ask gifts none departed unsatisfied (utterance_2963) then joined sending basis to the men of cornwall to ask them this (utterance_2964) and they all said that it would be the fullness of joy and honour to them for geranine to come and receive their armage (utterance_2965) so he received the homage of such as were there (utterance_2966) and the day after the followers of arthur intended to go away (utterance_2967) a number of other days were observed with a christian church of various times as the birthday of jesus the goss was given no date and appeared to be quite uncertain really ignorant about it (utterance_2968) yet there is no evidence that he was born on that day (utterance_2969) might his discrepancy and historical document to say nothing about inspiration (utterance_2970) again matthew says that to escape the evil designs of herod marian joseph with the infant jesus fly into egypt luke says nothing about this hurried flight nor of harriet's intention to kill the infant in siah (utterance_2971) when we come to the more important chaffers of a jesus we meet with quicker difficulties (utterance_2972) or is always on a friday that the crusphicians commoluated the week in which the day occurs various for you to hear (utterance_2973) good frederic falls not before the spring equinox but as soon after the spring equinox is the full moon allows thus making the calculation to depend upon the position of the sun and the zodiac and the faces of the moon (utterance_2974) the pagan osteria has become the christian easter (utterance_2975) that in the absence of evidence origin offers a folly metaphysical arguments against the sceptical senses one (utterance_2976) if we are to have any mythology at all he seems to argue why object to adding to it the miss of jesus (utterance_2977) the immediate companions of jesus appear to be on the other hand as mythical as he is himself (utterance_2978) who was matthew who was marked (utterance_2979) who were john peter judas and mary (utterance_2980) there is absolutely no evidence that they ever existed (utterance_2981) if peter ever went to rome with a new doctrine how is that no historian has taken note of him (utterance_2982) here again we see the presence of a myth (utterance_2983) he was the only one who saw them (utterance_2984) peter paul john james judas occupy the stage almost exclusively (utterance_2985) it is impossible to explain why the contemporaries of jesus the authors and the historians of this time you not take notice of him (utterance_2986) could it have been a conspiracy against him (utterance_2987) how it is his unanimous signs to be accounted for (utterance_2988) how then are we to decide which other enormous canadates for divine honour should be human or votes (utterance_2989) and such a faith is never free it is always maintained but a sword now and by hell fire hereafter (utterance_2990) yet the most impossible utterances are put in jude's mouth (utterance_2991) only a mythical jesus could virtually hand over the gum of the eavors to quarters who have petitions to press upon his attention (utterance_2992) moreover if gitus could keep his promise there would be to day no misery in the world no orphans no childless mothers no shipwrecks no floods no famines no disease no crippled children no insanity no wars no crime no wrong (utterance_2993) have these prayers been answered (utterance_2994) how meself to ludded profits these extravagant claims have produced (utterance_2995) and who can number the bitter disappointments caused by such impossible promises (utterance_2996) the same which the preachers of to day give he carried his answer with many words and at length said that the promise was to be taking with the provision that will be asked for would be given if god thought it for our good (utterance_2997) but he said if he ask anything in my name i will do it and if it were not so i would have told you (utterance_2998) did he not mean just what he said (utterance_2999) self effort and not prayer is a rumil against ignorance slavery poverty and moral degradation (utterance_3000) but i am determined not only to know if it is possible the whole truth about jesus but also to communicate that truth to others (utterance_3001) but there is more of a moral tonic in the opening can a discussion of a subdish like the one in hand than in the multitude of platitudes (utterance_3002) i never deliver a lecture in which i do not either directly or indirectly if full and free expression to my faith in everything that is worldly a face (utterance_3003) if i do not believe in dagma it is because i believe in freedom (utterance_3004) oh he tars down but he is not built up is another chryst is one about my work it is not true (utterance_3005) no preacher a priest is more constructive (utterance_3006) clasped in truth and jail gag in the mouth of a student is that building up or tearing down (utterance_3007) when brindle lighted a new torch to increase the lie of the world who was as we were the stake (utterance_3008) count your rites political religious social intellectual and tell me which of them was conquered for you by the priest (utterance_3009) i wish to tell you something (utterance_3010) the first list be impersonal the epithets irrevocent blastummer atheist and infidel are flung at a man not from pity but from envy (utterance_3011) not having the courage or the industry of our neighbour who works like a busy bee in the world of minian books searching with the sweat of his brow for the real bread of life weigh in the open page afore him with his tears push into the wee hours of the night his quest and made but the fairest of all loves the love of truth we ease our own indolent conscience what calling him names (utterance_3012) as i approached the city i heard bells reedy in a little later i found the streets astir with throngs of well dressed people in family groups winding their way hither and thither (utterance_3013) looking about me i saw a gentleman in a neat black dress smiling and his hand extended to me with great cordiality (utterance_3014) he must have realized i was a stranger and wished you tender his hospitality to me i accepted it gratefully i clasped his hand he pressed mine (utterance_3015) we gazed for a moment slightly into each other's eyes (utterance_3016) of course you are going there too i said to my friendly guide (utterance_3017) yes he answered i can not the worship i am a priest (utterance_3018) the idol i whispered taking by surprise (utterance_3019) they worship god they did not exist (utterance_3020) but the greeks loved their gods i protested my heart clamory in my breast (utterance_3021) no i said in a low voice (utterance_3022) he was an idol then and not a god (utterance_3023) it made athensa see of light it created the beautiful the true the good yes our religion was divine (utterance_3024) it had only one fault and trod my guide what was that (utterance_3025) i inquired without knowing what his aunts would be it was not true (utterance_3026) forgive so (utterance_3027) i wish we'd myself what blasts of me (utterance_3028) then taking heart i told my guide how more than once i had felt apollo the grating of presence in my heart and told him of the immortal lines of homer concerned the divine apollo (utterance_3029) do you doubt homer (utterance_3030) i said to him homer the inspired barred (utterance_3031) no no apollo is not an idol (utterance_3032) he is a god and his son of a god (utterance_3033) the air was heavy with incense a number of men and gorgeous vestments were passing to and fro bow and a kneeling before the various lives and images (utterance_3034) abserting my anxiety to understand the mean of all this my guide took me aside and in a whisper told me that a people were syllibry in the anniversary of the birth the other retiful saviour jesus the son of god (utterance_3035) frigate apollo he said with his ajection of severit in his voice (utterance_3036) there was no such person he was only an idle (utterance_3037) if he would assert for apollo in all the universe he would never find any one answer into his name or description (utterance_3038) i want to see jesus i hasten turning towards him (utterance_3039) will he not be here this morning (utterance_3040) will he not speak to his worshipers i asked again (utterance_3041) will he not permit them to touch him to caress his hand to cross his hand to class his divine feet to unheal the embroideral fragrance of his breath to bask in the golden light of his eyes to hit a music of his immaculate accents (utterance_3042) i asked my eyes filled with wonder in my voice quivering with excitement (utterance_3043) would not that then i venture to ask impatiently make eases as much of an idle as apollo (utterance_3044) and if faith that jesus is a god proves him a god while will not faith in apollo make him a god (utterance_3045) i met his affansel explanation of a given phenomenon (utterance_3046) the mind crayes for knowledge the child ask questions because of an emborning desire to know (utterance_3047) now and then they came close enough to snap at each other (utterance_3048) with this mythose the progen man was satisfied and whose developing intelligence realized its inadecracy science was born of that realization (utterance_3049) the myth of a one eyed people live in an india as in replace by accurate information concerning the hindoos (utterance_3050) and this is precisely the use to which miss have been put (utterance_3051) is genesamet (utterance_3052) there is in man of faculty for fiction (utterance_3053) and thinks less that guesses (utterance_3054) in his reflection which introduces of the into the mouth of imagination carving its place and subdue in its relentless spirit (utterance_3055) we filled a space about and over us with spirits fairies gods and other invisible and airy beans (utterance_3056) become at the rainbow we reach out for the moon (utterance_3057) our feet not really began to touch the firm ground until we have reached the years of discretion (utterance_3058) science was not born till man had been a chart (utterance_3059) gone at people created science (utterance_3060) the cradle is the womb of all the fairies and face and mankind (utterance_3061) the school is the first place of science (utterance_3062) religion is the science of the child (utterance_3063) in the discussion of this subject i appeal to the mature not to the child mind (utterance_3064) he has god's mouth peace and no one may disagree with him (utterance_3065) the only way i may command your respect is to be reasonable (utterance_3066) let us place our sills entirely in the hands of the evidence (utterance_3067) as intelligent beings would desire to know where this jesus whose worship is not only cost in the world millions of the people's money but which is also drawing to his service the time the energies the affections the devotions and the labourer humanity is a myth or reality (utterance_3068) and again when the artist following malicorne's advice was a little late in arriving and when saint agnen had been obliged to be absent for some time it was interesting to observe to though no one witnessed them those moments of silence full of deep expression which united in one side to souls most disposed to understand each other and who by no means objected to the quite meditation they enjoyed together (utterance_3069) and it were in malicorne philosopher that he was though he knew it not had learned how to inspire the king with an appetite in the midst of pony and with desire in the assurance of possession (utterance_3070) in this manner therefore without leaving her room and having no confident she was able to return to her apartment thus removing by her appearance a little tardy perhaps the suspicions of the most determined sceptic (utterance_3071)